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Avatarby MaterurbiumJune 2011

Preface

This book is about following art and inspiration. For musicians thatmeans recording what you hear. For painters that means putting thebrush where you see. If youre a writer, you write. You follow what youfeel because the words that come in those moments give meaning toeverything around you.

About the poems in this book

When I started writing these poems I didnt know where they wereheaded. There were no themes or symbols. I wrote down some words,Id continue with whatever else came. In the best cases the wordswould start to chain together and develop into an idea or description bythe end. I didnt see most of them coming.

When a piece was finished I immediately wanted to reword it and

clean it up to make more sense out of it. There were misspellings,nouns used as adjectives, words that werent even words. I wasnt sureit was readable.

So I would write and rewrite the poems until Id rewritten them todeath and zapped any energy they had when they came out the firsttime. So I went back to my original notebooks and copied those poemsas they were written in those moments. Those are the words youllread here. They had a better sense of where they were going and whatthey would eventually be than I did.

Last thing Ill say is this: Do everything you can to do whatever itis you love. Don't listen to anybody. Each person has a calling. Followyour ideas and passions through. And youll inspire others to do thesame.


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Hope you enjoy this book. If you want, feel free to reach me with acomment at my site or send this PDF to anyone you think might enjoyit.

Thank you for reading,

Materurbium

1. Tell me when a woman kills ........................................................................... 32. Once one day, square school friends ............................................................. 43. To last hands in the last hands box ................................................................ 54. Whats your one thing you see?..................................................................... 55. Reading for the book...................................................................................... 66. My head or my new body ............................................................................... 77. Where's new as king ...................................................................................... 88. Stilled to last from honesty ............................................................................. 99. It's in your ear to become a man .................................................................. 1010.Isnt this just what we see? .......................................................................... 1111.Better than a highway, water unlearns ......................................................... 1212.Bird down from nature .................................................................................. 1313.I knew the people on my troop ..................................................................... 1414.Every can kid is productive .......................................................................... 1515.A plane, a plane in the middle of the sky ...................................................... 1616.Every day takes time.................................................................................... 17


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1. Tell me when a woman kills

Tell me when a woman kills a pig how its blue and then a

slight pink career. One eye is a trooper as it hangs and one

hand to proper soft on babys born and how green and piglets

New Jersey. I was a loser, and now thats not a loser. Thats

a tendency and a partner. Theres so little to liking this, and

so prone. Its to death for death. And death is happy, smiles

all its life for life.


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2. Once one day, square school friends

Once one day, square school friends over religious friends,

people over country, age over debate, square over neat

design, tan over shook. New fill, add life from me, a man who

came from who wrote it. What comes over by me but a new

square, not a range. Once its flare, now its multiple

languages. For every each and whole, my full broke and

harvests, the return of winter writing. Only now there's a

chance the books will read.


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3. To last hands in the last hands box

To last hands in the last hand box that want to hold once

what weve created. It was under what we knew. Love and

grace once, now just two. Our son was not as black as that.

Once written for one choice now written for another.

4. Whats your one thing you see?


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Whats your one thing you see? Thats yours here. And that

you love and the energy. You can figure it out. Its your love.

Most people dont have that about anything.

5. Reading for the book


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Reading for the book, barn to red proof. Blue light fit to crude

and cruel what fruits are there to cold and sink. Is there a

dark tradition in records that fill themselves? Is something

up? By morning born fruit gels by you. Not turning to shade,

not riching to grip, not creasing or swissing, but Melvin in a tip

or set crews wisping gray fells on stands down the same

shrinks as a month ago. Fruits and fruits. Over and over.

Fruits running. Fruits cut from proof. Sons of fruit flies. All

fruits. All delighting the fan.

6. My head or my new body

My head or my new body. My near reach to a double myhead. My new glass, all of future still reminds me a hammer.

Still bed on wet, still occult sleep. Once near kind on dammit.

Once on over and killproof. Fronter based on attic. A killer

fronted on magic. I'm free over the mice.


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7. Where's new as king

Wheres new as king, king on thinking, king on time to near

new? Once away on God, now to square. No new left in

thoughts, but near clear now, a summer on. New on

thoughts. A new care. A new journey. Once. One one-

thousand. Once.


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8. Stilled to last from honesty

Stilled to last from honesty. Dandelion hands backed in

paper. Screaming to shape gospel, to house hope. Hope to

pet bricks and tell Tommy. Lead with dynamite motion. Make

fair. Then spill glass. Leave wet there.


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9. It's in your ear to become a man

Its in your ear to become a man. A man is to his heart, but

not murderous. A master/slave, a moving walker not

possessed by square from black mixes. Master and slave,

free man and mystery, both run underground and above,

each tracking to the same lake. Each coming to, and fit to

crime.


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10. Isnt this just what we see?

Isnt this just what we see? Im not nailing ahead. Im not

forcing or gracing or shocking anybody. Just my hands or

dream that there is skill and each skill on its hand, in thought

or in future time, not shooing or tri-betaing. I thought all of you

over and over. A plan that happens or poof to have never

happened.


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11. Better than a highway, water unlearns

Better than a highway, water unlearns, unsinks, develops or

queers light, or violents black and sails Kato. Writing as

unusual is its plant. Bell glass, 14:59 bell glass, coward this

right to living, near-lame "believer". There is just one good

and that's the memory of bear. Make me paint "Ill just have".


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Just somehow is hearing. This is an ocean truck. No veteran

ground but believer in rolling row, in very row. This is blood.

Can this live like water?

12. Bird down from nature

Bird down from nature, but two in the away bush tweet calls

to money. Cut away from birds to bet. In the by bush is past,

by and again a choice. My fingers around a brown swatch

ticked from nature. I'm holding what it can before it can. What

I have in my hand came from here. I was a scout and its

founder.


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13. I knew the people on my troop

I knew the people on my troop maxing on one piece of paper,

maxing all dears on her fruity mentioning place. It was as if a

lightning bolt was coming down slowly. Ive never seen so

slowly like that, slowly fear, like never before. It was as if a

prayer would new unique world. Its tremble new fears where

we would only fear once. Where we would slowly fear breeze

for its food fall.


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14. Every can kid is productive

Every can kid is productive. Look at princes. Man still slips

core to friendly, or occur science, silence, and maths. Every

can kid is do as produce, production, prover, laster, fill lock at

prince. More still slips once man saw lock it. It was

providence, once saw locket on the range. Once as swords,

of balls to forward its his. I am watching the still hear of

grace. Whats guts for your love? Whats guts for your place


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and purpose? I dont know yet, but Im sure what Im

watching is great and its to score one lifetime.

15. A plane, a plane in the middle of the sky

A plane, a plane in the middle of the sky. Trees from the

woods towering a moving place. I'm the chance to do it. To

place across the picture, access to this picture, sky and

woods. There's form. I'm the chance to do it.


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16. Every day takes time

Every day takes time. Every hour requires freedom. Honesty

and notes are not required, and I dont want to be obsessed

with this but it's 12. The church bells are ringing. Every day

requires time. Not to inhabit the once road but to skill and

practice. Men who run and inherit are racing. Aggressive

men. Precision men.

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