Sifted: Pursuing Growth through Trials, Challenges, and Disappointments by Wayne Cordeiro With:...

8/2/2019 Sifted: Pursuing Growth through Trials, Challenges, and Disappointments by Wayne Cordeiro With: Francis Chan, La

1/36


2/36

Bkrk me jek ji @akrmg`s ajst hùetmel amssmje imkchs, M b`vk

gj`gbkh gburgb pcètkrs wbj `rk hkik`tkh èh rk`hy tj qumt, èh M

b`vk `ssksskh pjtketm`c pcètkrs wbj b`vk ekvkr b`h ` aòjr amems-

try sktd`gf. Wmitkhspk`fs tj djtb lrjups. Mt jiikrs prjijueh dmdcmg`c

wmshja irja a`turk aketjrs wbj uehkrstèh tbk gb`cckelks gburgb

pcètkrs i`gk. @s jek wbj b`s dkke hkkpcy smitkh ayskci me rkgket

yk`rs, M wmcc dk lmvmel tbms djjf `w`y jitke.

Tjss @ehkrsje, rklmje`c gburgb pcètmel g`t`cyst,

[t`b @hvègk Amemstrmks

@cc ji us i`gk trm`cs èh gb`cckelks me cmik. \`yek Gjrhkmrjs pjwkriuc

djjf Wmitkhwmcc kqump, kapjwkr, eh kegjur`lk yju tj kxpkrmkegk cc

ji Ljhs strkeltb me yjur lrk`tkst strullcks.

Gr`ml Lrjksgbkc, ùtbjr ji Wjuc Hktjx

Wmitkhms ` rkirksbmel èh ekgkss`ry wjrf tb`t rkck`sks gburgb ck`h-krs tj jegk `l`me gb`sk ìtkr tbkmr imrst cjvk. ^kkcmel d`gf tbk skci-

hkstrugtmvk c`ykrs ji ck`hkrsbmp wmtb trèsp`rkegy èh lr`gk, Wmitkh

jiikrs s augb pr`gtmg`c `ppcmg`tmje s mt jiikrs bjpk. Mts djjf kvkry

p`stjr, gburgb pcètkr, èh gburgbljkr sbjuch rk`h.

Drèhje B`ta`fkr, ùtbjr ji D`rkijjt Gburgb


3/36

JXBKT DJJFW MEXBK KR^JEKEXM@C WKTMKW

@EH? Xbk L`tbkrkh èh Wg`ttkrkh Gburgb,

Bulb B`ctkr èh A`tt Wa`y

D`rkijjt Gburgb? Wkrvmel tbk Ck`st me ` Gjesuakr Gucturk,

Drèhje B`ta`fkr

Kxpjeketm`c? Bjw ]ju èh ]jur Irmkehs Gè Wt`rt `

Amssmje`c Gburgb Ajvkaket,

H`vk Ikrlusje èh Oje Ikrlusje

Ijr tbk Gmty? ^rjgc`mamel èh Cmvmel Jut tbk Ljspkc,

A`tt G`rtkr èh H`rrke ^`trmgf, wmtb Ojkc Cmehsky

Je tbk Ykrlk? @ Ojureky metj tbk @pjstjcmg Iuturk ji tbk Gburgb,

@cè Bmrsgb èh H`vk Ikrlusje

Xrèsijra`tmje? Hmsgmpcksbmp Xb`t Xures Cmvks,

Gburgbks, èh tbk \jrch [psmhk Hjwe,Djd Tjdkrts Or.

(Ajrk tmtcks ijrtbgjamel)


4/36

s k r m k s


5/36

_JEHKTY@E

WmitkhGjpyrmlbt 4>04 dy \`yek Gjrhkmrj

Xbms tmtck ms `csj `v`mc`dck `s ` _jehkrvè kdjjf. Ymsmt www.zjehkrvè.gja/kdjjfs.

Xbms tmtck ms `csj `v`mc`dck me ` _jehkrvè ùhmj khmtmje. Ymsmt www.zjehkrvè.ia.

Tkquksts ijr meijra`tmje sbjuch dk `hhrksskh tj?

_jehkrvè, Lrèh T`pmhs, Amgbmlè 8=;7>

Cmdr`ry ji Gjelrkss G`t`cjlmel-me-ûdcmg`tmje H`t`

Gjrhkmrj, \`yek.Wmitkh ? pursumel lrjwtb tbrjulb trm`cs, gb`cckelks, èh hms`ppjmetakets /

\`yek Gjrhkmrj wmtb Irègms Gbè èh C`rry Jsdjrek.p. ga.

MWDE =-70>-8=88=.G904482.2=4 hg47 4>04>>0900

[eckss jtbkrwmsk a`rfkh, Wgrmpturk qujt`tmjes a`rfkh E@WD rk t`fke irja tbk Ekw@akrmgè Wtèh`rh Dmdck.Gjpyrmlbt 0=9>, 0=94, 0=97, 0=92, 0=


6/36

Gjetkets

Metrjhugtmje? Xbk Xwkcitb Tkp . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =

^@TX JEK

bk`rt wjrf

0. \bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 40

4. Mhketmiymel tbk Xwj Lrk`tkst H`ys ji ]jur Cmik . . . . 80

7. Kxpkgt`tmjes, Grmtmgmsa, eh Grmsks . . . . . . . . . . . ;=

@djut tbk @utbjr . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 400


7/36

Wmitkh?irja tj smit (vkrd)

Xj skp`r`tk, kx`amek gcjskcy, jr qukstmje.Xj p`ss tbrjulb, sjrt, sgrutmemzk, jr mespkgt.


8/36

MetrjhugtmjeXbk Xwkcitb Tkp

W`tè b`s `sfkh tj smit `cc ji yju `s wbk`t. Dut M

b`vk pr`ykh ijr yju . . . tb`t yjur i`mtb a`y ejt i`mc.

@eh wbke yju b`vk turekh d`gf, strkeltbke yjur

drjtbkrs. Cufk 44?70 74 EMY

@

ikw yk`rs lj, M bmrkh imtekss tr`mekr tj bkcp ak wmtb ay wkmlbt

tr`memel. (M hjet djtbkr wmtb ` tr`mekr èyajrk6 ejw M oust cktay wkmlbt tr`me mtskci.) \jrfmel wmtb ay tr`mekr, M cj`hkh skvkr`c

pc`tks jetj tbk d`r èh pjsmtmjekh ayskci ijr ` dkegb prkss. ûsbmel

tbk wkmlbt upw`rh ijr tbk imrst tke rkps w`s wjrf, dut M gjuch bèhck

mt. Xbke, tbk rkpktmtmjes scjwkh èh tbk `ra vmdr`tmjes dklè.

Je tbk kckvketb rkp, M w`s gjevmegkh tb`t M w`s hjek. Xbk d`r

skkakh lcukh tj ay gbkst. M grmkh jut me hmstrkss, Ma hjek! Bkcp!

Cmfk lckkiuc sgbjjclmrc, ay tr`mekr samckh eh s`mh, Fkkp pusb-mel! Ejwyjurk dumchmel ausgck. Ejwmt st`rts!

Me ay ameh, M w`s tbmefmel, \b`t hj yju tbmef Mvk dkke hjmel

ijr tbk c`st tke rkps: Dut tbk tr`mekr fkpt up bms aètr`, Ejwyjurk

dumchmel ausgck! Ejw mt dklmes! Bk aust b`vk uehkrstjjh tbk

urlkegy M ikct, dkgùsk bk rk`gbkh hjwe wmtb twj imelkrs èh l`vk


9/36

0> Metrjhugtmje

ak oust kejulb `ssmstègk sj M gjuch cmit tbk d`r up, dut ejt kejulb

tj ckt ak rkst jr lmvk up.

\bke M ikct cmfk M w`s spket, bk urlkh ak tj hml hkkp ijr jekc`st rkpktmtmje, dkgùsk tb`t wjuch dk, me bms wjrhs, tbk ajst mapjr-

tèt rkp ji `cc.

Xbk ijccjwmel ajremel, kvke tbjulb M gjuchet cmit ay `ras

tj sbàpjj ay b`mr, M rkpc`ykh tb`t sgkek me ay ameh. Ma surk

tb`t kvkry rkpktmtmje w`s mapjrtèt, dut M fekw tb`t ay tr`mekr b`h

dkke rmlbt? tbk rk`c hkvkcjpaket ji ay ausgcks hmhet dklme uetmc M

tbjulbt M w`s spket. Je tb`t twkcitb rkp, tbk jch ausgck tmssuk drjfk

hjwe, èh ekw èh bjpkiuccy lrk`tkr ausgck a`ss tjjf mts pc`gk.

Wmitmel ms tb`t twkcitb rkp. Xbk prjgkss ji smitmel, gjamel tj tb`t

ajaket wbke jur strkeltb ms spket, ms bjw Ljh dumchs jur i`mtb.

Mts ` prjgkss tb`t ijras ekw gb`r`gtkr, tk`rmel `w`y jch pkrspkgtmvks

èh puttmel irksb trutb me mts pc`gk. Ijrakr b`dmts `rk hmsg`rhkh èh

wrjel tkehkegmks `dèhjekh.

Mts tbk rkp wk `rk ajst tkaptkh tj sfmp. Dut mts tbk ajst mapjr-

tèt rkp ji `cc.

WMIXMEL @EH XBK X\KCIXB TK^\bkekvkr M à ljmel tbrjulb ` hmiimguct sk`sje me cmik jr amemstry,

M imeh ayskci wmsbmel tb`t tbk prjgkss ji smitmel wkrk jptmje`c. Me

Cufk 44, Oksus tkccs bms hmsgmpcks tb`t W`tè b`s `sfkh tj smit tbka, `s

jek wjuch smit wbk`t je ` tbrksbmel rjja icjjr tj skp`r`tk tbk ljjhirja tbk d`h. Oksus kegjur`lks bms hmsgmpcks dy tkccmel tbka tb`t bk

b`s pr`ykh ijr tbka tb`t tbkmr i`mtb wjuch ejt i`mc.

M hjet imeh tbms vkry rk`ssurmel. \b`t Mh cmfk ms ijr Oksus tj pr`y

tb`t W`tè wjuch dk tbw`rtkh, jr kvke tb`t Ljh wjuch hmsp`tgb

èlkcs tj `ssmst ak. Dut tb`t ay i`mtb wjuch ejt i`mc:Xb`t hjkset

sjueh vkry rk`ssurmel! Oksus, dy pr`ymel tbms w`y, skkas tj sullkst

tb`t tbkrks ` vkry ljjh pjssmdmcmty tb`t ay i`mtb amlbt mehkkh i`mc.Lucp!

M gè pmgturk ayskci hèlcmel jvkr ` gcmii, ykccmel ijr bkcp, wbmck

ay irmkeh fekkcs `t ` pmgemg t`dck èh tkccs ak tb`t bks pr`ymel tb`t

ay i`mtb wmcc ejt i`mc. Xbms hjkset cjjf cmfk tbk pmgturk ji irmkehsbmp

`t `cc!


10/36

Metrjhugtmje 00

Dut bkrks tbk ljjh ekws, èh wkcc t`cf ajrk `djut tbms me tbk

p`lks tj gjak? mi Oksus pr`ykr gjaks tj p`ss èh M à gjeimhket

tb`t mt wmcc eh mi ay i`mtb wmcc st`y tbk gjursk, tbke ekw g`cmdkr

ji gjeimhkegk me Ljh wmcc t`fk pc`gk tb`t wmcc ùtbjrmzk ak tj lmvk

strkeltb tj jtbkrs.

@eh wbke yju b`vk turekh d`gf, strkeltbke yjur drjtbkrs.

\bke tbk sk`sje ji smitmel ms imemsbkh eh tbk hmiimguctmks b`vk

dkke e`vml`tkh wkcc wk keh up wmtb ` ekw ckvkc ji i`mtb, ` qu`c-

mty tb`t ms ejt `v`mc`dck tj us dy èy jtbkr akès. Wmitmel prjhugks

` gc`rmty `djut wbj wk `rk èh wb`t wk hj, lmvmel hkimemtmje tj tbk

wjrf ji amemstry tb`t prjhugks cjel-tkra rksucts èh irumtiucekss.

Xbk rk`c qukstmje, tbke, ms ejt wbktbkr wk wmcc i`gk i`mcurk. Mt ms

bjw wkcc wk wmcc i`gk mt. Bjw wk rkspjeh tj tbk gb`cckelks èh trm-

`cs me jur cmvks èh amemstrmks a`fks `cc tbk hmiikrkegk me tbk wjrch.

\b`t hj yju hj wbke tbmels hjet lj `s yju pcè:

^krb`ps yjuvk pcètkh ` gburgb jr `rk mevjcvkh me p`stjr`c ck`h-

krsbmp jr b`vk oust uehkrt`fke ` ekw sk`sje ji amemstry èh tbmels

`rket ljmel `s yju b`h bjpkh tbky wjuch. Mts k`sy tj lkt gùlbt upme è kehckss gygck ji twk`fmel prjlràs èh cjjfmel ijr tbk ekxt

tjjc tb`t prjamsks tj sjcvk kvkry prjdcka. Kvketu`ccy, irustr`tmje,hmsgjur`lkaket, cjekcmekss, èh kvke èlkr gè skt me. ^krb`ps yjur

a`rrm`lk ms jii d`cègk jr yjur imeègks b`vk yju je tbk rjpks. ]ju

imeh yjurskci gjetmeu`ccy cjelmel èh pr`ymel ijr drk`ftbrjulb. ]ju

wèt sj d`hcy tj lkt tj tb`t ekxt stkp, wb`tkvkr tb`t ekxt stkp cjjfs

cmfk me yjur ameh, dut ej a`ttkr bjw b`rh yju try, tb`t ekxt stkpekvkr skkas tj `rrmvk.

Bjch tmlbt.

]ju a`y dk me ` sk`sje ji smitmel, èh mi yju rkspjeh gjrrkgtcy,

tbms sk`sje gè dk kvkry dmt `s mapjrtèt `s tbk tmak ji b`rvkst. Wmit-

mel dumchs tbk ausgck ji jur i`mtb, lmvmel us tbk g`cmdkr ji strkeltb

wk wmcc ekkh ijr wb`t cmks oust `rjueh tbk gjrekr. Wgrmpturk tkccs us

tb`t tbk gb`cckelks wk i`gk me cmik b`ppke ijr ` rk`sje, èh tbk prj-gkss ji smitmel rkimeks us, rkvk`cmel jur wk`fekssks, kxpjsmel jur

skci-hkpkehkegk èh mevmtmel us tj lrk`tkr i`mtb me Ljh èh lrk`tkr

hkpkehkegk je bms prjamsks. Jur pr`ykr hurmel tbms tmak ms ejttb`t

wk wmcc `vjmh dkmel smitkh, dut tb`t wk wmcc e`vml`tk tbk prjgkss wkcc,

èh ìtkr wkvk survmvkh, jur i`mtb wmcc dk r`tmimkh.


11/36

04 Metrjhugtmje

Ckts a`fk tbms pkrsje`c. \bke tbk smitmel dklmes, wk `cc wjehkr,

\mcc M survmvk tbms `t `cc: @eh mi M hj, wmcc M kakrlk je tbk jtbkr smhk

strkeltbkekh, jr wmcc M i`mc: Xb`ts tbk dml qukstmje. \mcc M b`vk tbksfmccs, p`tmkegk, èh spmrmtu`c hkptb ekgkss`ry tj survmvk tbk smitmel

prjgkss:

@ smitkh pkrsje ms sjakjek wbj ms `dck, dy Ljhs lr`gk, tj rkickgt

je bms kxpkrmkegk èh kakrlk irja tmak ji trm`c wmtb ` dkttkr lr`sp

ji wb`t a`ttkrs ajst. Bks ` pkrsje wbj b`s dkke tkstkh, prjvke

g`p`dck èh a`turk.

XBK WX@TXMEL ^JMEX JI LTK@X CK@HKTWMi yjurk me ` sk`sje ji hmiimguct amemstry rmlbt ejw, yjurk me ljjh

gjapèy.

Me tbk p`lks `bk`h, wk prjvmhk ` rj`ha`p ijr suggkssiuc e`vml`-

tmje. Wjak ji tbksk trm`cs wkvk `crk`hy kxpkrmkegkh. Wjak wkrk stmcc

i`gmel. Fejw tb`t yju b`vk lumhks je tbms ojureky, èh `s ikccjw

tr`vkckrs, wkcc ojureky tjlktbkr. X fk gjaijrt me fejwmel tb`t kvkry

suggkssiuc ck`hkr kegjuetkrs trm`cs. Ijr mestègk, gjesmhkr bjw?

H`vmhs tr`memel w`s me hkskrt g`vks, bmhmel irja bms kekamks,

èh ejt me tbk a`rdckh b`ccs ji ` p`c`gk.

Ojskpbs tr`memel w`s me tbk prmsjes ji Klypt.

Ajsks w`s tùlbt eh buadckh dy wjrfmel `s ` sbkp-

bkrh me tbk sèhs ji tbk Wme`m.O`gjd w`s `ssmlekh ^rjikssjr C`dè `s bms mestrugtjr ijr ajrk

tbè ijurtkke yk`rs.

K`gb ji tbksk ck`hkrs, wbke i`gkh wmtb ` hmiimguct gb`cckelk, b`h

tbk jppjrtuemty tj rkt`cm`tk, rkiusk, rkgèt, jr rue. Dut tbky hmhet hj

èy ji tbjsk tbmels. Mestk`h, tbky gbjsk tj pusb tbrjulb tbk twkcitb

rkp èh dumch tbk rk`c ausgck ji i`mtb me tbk prjgkss.

Xbk rksuct:

H`vmh dkgàk tbk lrk`tkst fmel Msr`kc kvkr b`h.

Ojskpb dkgàk skgjeh-me-gjaaèh ji `cc ji Klypt èh

smelckbèhkhcy s`vkh Msr`kc irja iàmek.

Ajsks ckh twj amccmje pkjpck jut ji sc`vkry.


12/36

Metrjhugtmje 07

O`gjd dkgàk tbk i`tbkr ji tbk twkcvk trmdks èh bkcpkh c`y

tbk ijueh`tmje ijr tbk lcjrmjus gjamel ji tbk Akssm`b.

Ljh fekw wb`t bk w`s hjmel.Me tbk gb`ptkrs tb`t ijccjw, wkcc cjjf `t tbrkk a`me `rk`s ji hmi-

imgucty tb`t wk aust e`vml`tk me amemstry bk`rt wjrf, bjak wjrf,

èh b`rh wjrf. Ma`lmek k`gb ji tbksk `rk`s `s ` stjray jgkè. K`gb

bjchs tbk pjwkr tj g`psmzk us, dut mi wk pmcjt tbk sk`s wkcc, wk wmcc

rk`gb jur hkstme`tmje. Xbjulb tbk grjssgurrkets rue hkkp èh wmcc

skkf tj stkkr us jii gjursk, tbk ojurekys keh wmcc dk wjrtb mt `cc, mi

wk e`vml`tk wkcc. \`yek Gjrhkmrj

wmtb Irègms Gbè èh C`rry Jsdjrek


13/36

bk`rt

^@TX JEK


14/36

Bk`rt?ejue

Xbk gketkr ji tjt`c pkrsje`cmty megcuhmel wmcc,

ameh, èh kajtmje.

Wpmrmt, gjur`lk, jr ketbusm`sa. Xbk

meekrajst p`rt ji ` pkrsje.

A

mgb`kc ^cèt w`s ` pmjekkr, ` sjcj jgkè `hvketurkr. Xbk

Irkegb g`cckh bma tbk Xjp Lue ji tbk sk`s dkgùsk ji bmsp`ssmje ijr s`mcmel tbk wmch wmehs. Bk w`s kekrlmzkh dy tbk grjss-

gurrkets ji tbk jpke jgkè. Xbms a`y kxpc`me wby bk huddkh jek jibms gmrguae`vml`tmel dj`ts tbk Hur`gkcc.Dut bms tbmrh r`gk `rjueh

tbk wjrch w`s hmiikrket. Bk hksmlekh èh dumct ` $9;>,>>> r`gmelvksskc, ` cmlbtwkmlbt imdkrlc`ss-gj`tkh, ijà-gjrk-bucc s`mcdj`t tb`t

w`s sgmetmcc`tmelcy i`st. Bk eàkh bms prjamsmel wmeekr tbk Gjyjtk.

Mt w`s kqumppkh wmtb tbk c`tkst me tkgbejcjly èh hksmlekh tj guttbrjulb jgkè gurrkets cmfk ` susbm femik.

Je Jgtjdkr 09, 0==4, ^cèt cùegbkh irja Ekw ]jrf èh wmtblrk`t ièi`rk bk`hkh `grjss tbk @tcètmg tjw`rh Irègk. Xbk r`gk, mi

bk w`s suggkssiuc, wjuch t`fk bma jvkr twkety-ijur tbjusèh amcks,èh mt wjuch t`fk ek`rcy ijur ajetbs tj gjapcktk. Dut mt w`set cjel

metj tbk trmp dkijrk ^cèt dklè kxpkrmkegmel trjudck. Ej jek bk`rh

èytbmel irja bma ijr skvkr`c h`ys. Xbke, je Jgtjdkr 40, ` p`ssmelTussmè irkmlbtkr pmgfkh up bms trèsamssmje.

M b`vk ej pjwkr, ^cèt tjch tbk irkmlbtkrs g`pt`me, dut Mawjrfmel je tbk prjdcka. Bk kehkh tbk trèsamssmje wmtb bmsjecy rkqukst? Xkcc Bkcke ejt tj wjrry. Bkcke H`vms, ijrty-tbrkk,w`s ^cèts imègk. Xbms drmki trèsamssmje w`s tbk c`st hmrkgt


15/36

02 Bk`rt \jrf

gjaauemg`tmje èyjek kvkr b`h wmtb ^cèt. @t tbms ouegturk, ^cètw`s `cajst jek-tbmrh ji tbk w`y `grjss tbk @tcètmg, sjak tbmr-tkke buehrkh amcks irja tbk spjt wbkrk tbk Gjyjtkkvketu`ccy w`sijueh.

@itkr tbmrty-twj h`ys, tbk Gjyjtkw`s ime`ccy spjttkh je Wueh`y

ajremel dy ` Lrkkf tèfkr. Mt w`s hrmitmel upsmhk hjwe `djut 8;>

eùtmg`c amcks ejrtb ji tbk @zjrks, èh tbkrk w`s ej smle ji tbk sjcj

pmjekkr. Xbk a`st, stmcc iuccy s`mckh, pcuelkh sjak kmlbty-imvk ikkt

metj tbk irmlmh w`tkrs. Xbk bucc w`s met`gt. Xbk fkkc w`s vkrtmg`c, èh

mt kxpjskh tbk i`t`c prjdcka? tbk kmlbty-ijur buehrkh pjueh ck`h

fkkc ducd tb`t wkmlbtkh tbk dj`t b`h dkke sbk`rkh jii. Xj tbms h`y,

ej jek fejws mi mt w`s ` rjluk wb`ck, sk` l`rd`lk, jr oust ` iùcty

dumch tb`t hà`lkh tbk dj`t, dut wmtbjut tbk wkmlbt ji tbk d`cc`st,

tbk sa`cc dj`t w`s uskckss `l`mest tbk grjssgurrkets èh bmlb wmehs

ji tbk jpke sk`s. Xbk d`cc`sts wkmlbt me tbk cjwkst p`rt ji tbk vksskc

wjuch lmvk mt st`dmcmty èh d`cègk me tbk rjulb sk`s, èh wmtbjut

mt, tbk vksskc wjuch dkgjak tjp-bk`vy èh dk k`smcy jvkrpjwkrkh dy

tbk èlry jgkè.Xj put mt smapcy, wmtbjut ` fkkc èh d`cc`st, tbk dj`t w`s drjfke.

Ma gkrt`mecy ejt è kxpkrt je r`gmel s`mcdj`ts. M hjet fejw `cc

tb`t augb `djut a`rmek p`mets, s`mcs, èh a`sts. Dut tbkrk ms jek

grugm`c i`gt M hj fejw? ijr ` s`mcdj`t tj e`vml`tk tbk jpke jgkè,

tbkrk aust dk ajrk wkmlbt dkek`tb tbk w`tkrcmek tbè `djvk mt.

\bke Ljh dklmes ` sk`sje ji smitmel me yjur cmik, tbk imrst tbmel

tb`t wmcc dk tkstkh ms tbk d`cc`st ji yjur cmik, wbmgb ms yjur bk`rt. Mtstbk wkmlbt dkek`tb tbk w`tkrcmek. ]ju gèt skk mt, dut ey rkimemel ji

yjur bk`rt wmcc ìikgt kvkrytbmel kcsk yju hj. Xbk bk`rt ms ejt `djut

sfmcc, lmitmel, jr kvke g`ccmel. Mts hkkpkr stmcc. Mts tbk kpmgketkr, tbk

gjrk ji kvkrytbmel.

Mts wbkrk yju rkspjeh tj Ljh.

Mts wbkrk yju prjgkss kvkets èh hkcmdkr`tk hkgmsmjes.

Mts tbk rkpjsmtjry irja wbmgb yjur iuturk ms sb`pkh. Mts tb`t jek ejeekljtm`dck yju aust b`vk met`gt wbke yju

cùegb metj jpke w`tkrs.

Xbk smelck dkst tbmel yju gè hj hurmel ` tmak ji smitmel ms tj

lmvk yjurskci tj tbk prjgkss èh ckt Ljhs wjrf rue mts gjursk. Jur


16/36

Bk`rt \jrf 0=

pr`ykr ms tb`t tbms djjf wmcc bkcp yju rkgjlemzk èh gjaprkbkeh

Ljhs w`ys sj tb`t wbke yju kegjuetkr tbk grjssgurrkets ji ` wmch

jgkè, yjucc b`vk ajrk wkmlbt dkek`tb tbk w`tkrcmek tbè `djvk mt,

èh yjur i`mtb wmcc ejt i`mc.

Me tbk imrst ijur gb`ptkrs ji tbms djjf, wkcc kxàmek wb`t b`p-

pkes wbke ` ck`hkrs bk`rt ms smitkh.


17/36

0

\bkrk Wmitmel

Dklmes

Gè yju rkakadkr wbkrk yju wkrk wbke yju imrst skeskh Ljhs

g`cc tj ck`h ` gburgb, skrvk me p`stjr`c amemstry, pcèt ` gburgb,

jr dk ` str`tklmg akadkr ji ` gburgb pcètmel tkà:

Xbk g`cc w`s cmfkcy vkry rk`c, vmvmh, èh pjwkriuc. Ljh mevmtkh

yju tj hrkà dml hrkàs ijr bma, èh yju skeskh Ljh r`msmel yju

up tj hj ` amlbty wjrf ijr tbk bjejr ji bms eàk. Ma dkttmel tb`t

yju gjuch ejt w`mt tj lkt st`rtkh je tbms c`rlk, fmelhja-jrmketkh

`hvketurk.

A`ydk yjur hrkà cjjfkh sjaktbmel cmfk tbms?

Xbk gburgb yju ma`lmekh ck`hmel wjuch dk bmlbcy kiikgtmvk.]ju kevmsmjekh tb`t Ljh wjuch usk mt me dml w`ys tj bkcp wme

c`rlk euadkrs ji pkjpck tj Gbrmst. Cmvks wjuch dk gbèlkh.

A`rrm`lks bk`ckh. Iàmcmks rkstjrkh. Xbms gburgb wjuch

`ggjapcmsb augb ijr Oksus fmelhja.

]ju b`h bmlb bjpks ijr tbk cmamtckss sgjpk ji yjur gburgbs

meicukegk. Ijccjwmel tbk kxàpck ji Wgrmpturk, yjur gburgb

wjuch dk ` wmtekss tj Okrus`cka, Ouhk`, èh Wà`rm`, èh tbkkehs ji tbk k`rtb (@gts 0?2), akèmel yjur gburgb wjuch st`rt

cjg`ccy me yjur gjaauemty èh tbke sprk`h mts meicukegk tj

yjur gmty èh tbke wbj fejws bjw dml mt wjuch lkt:

^krb`ps yju ma`lmekh tb`t yjur gburgb wjuch kvjcvk tj

dk uecmfk jtbkr gburgbks. ]ju metkehkh tj hj gburgb


18/36

44 Bk`rt \jrf

hmiikrketcy tj rk`gb ` ekw lkekr`tmje. ]ju wjuch akkt pkjpck

kx`gtcy wbkrk tbky wkrk. Xbkrk wjuch dk ej stuiiy hrkss gjhk

`t yjur gburgb. Ej d`ll`lk irja tbk p`st. Gjiikk wjuch dkbjt. Ausmg wjuch dk gjjc. ^kjpck wjuch gjak tj yjur gburgb

dkgùsk tbky skeskh ` irksb ajvmel ji Ljhs Wpmrmt, èh tb`t

pucc wjuch dk mrrksmstmdck. ]ju skeskh tb`t Ljh wjuch ajvk

`t tbk gjrk ji tbms wjrf. Xbk ekw gburgb wjuch l`tbkr stkà,

èh tbkrk wjuch dk ej stjppmel mts ajaketua.

^krb`ps yju hrkàkh ji hjmel auctmpck skrvmgks, jr ji st`rtmel

hmiikrket gburgb gàpusks me cjg`tmjes tbrjulbjut tbk gmty

cmefkh tbrjulb vmhkj ikkhs. Xbksk gburgbks wjuch `cc icjur-

msb tj tbk pjmet wbkrk tbky, me ture, wjuch st`rt gburgbks

ji tbkmr jwe. A`ydk yjur hrkà w`s kvketu`ccy tj lrjw tj

tbk smzk wbkrk yju ekkhkh tj st`rt yjur jwe gburgb pcètmel

ektwjrf. Xkes ji tbjusèhs ji cmvks wjuch dk gbèlkh!

Xbk mhk` ji bkcpmel tj grk`tk ` gburgb tb`t rk`gbks jut tj tbk

wjrch w`s `ccurmel. ]ju hksmrkh tj ketkr ` gjaauemty èh

dk s`ct èh cmlbt ijr tbk s`fk ji Gbrmst. ]ju cjjfkh ijrw`rh

tj sb`rmel tbk ljspkc èh dkmel ` ijrgk ijr oustmgk èh sjgm`c

`gtmje me grk`tmvk èh kiikgtmvk w`ys. ]jur vmsmje w`s trucy

amssmje`c tj metrjhugk Oksus tj pkjpck èh mevmtk tbka tj

stkp gcjskr tj bma.

Tkl`rhckss ji tbk spkgmimgs ji yjur amemstkrm`c hrkà, mt w`s

uehjudtkhcy ejdck, iukckh dy ljjh metketmjes, èh gjeimrakh dyLjh èh jtbkr Gbrmst-ijccjwkrs `t skvkr`c str`tklmg pc`gks `cjel tbk

w`y. ]ju wkrk kxgmtkh tj wjrf wmtb tbk pkjpck je yjur tkà. Xbky

wkrk yjur irmkehs èh gjcck`luks, è kekrlktmg lrjup ji cmfk-amehkh

vmsmje`rmks. Kvkry pkrsje w`s gjaamttkh tj tbk g`cc, èh yju wkrk

gkrt`me tbksk pkjpck wjuch rka`me yjur irmkehs ijrkvkr.

]jur hkejame`tmje w`s kxgmtkh. ]jur spjusk w`s me `lrkkaket

wmtb tbk g`cc. Kvke yjur fmhs (mi yju b`vk tbka) s`w tbk vmsmje. ]ju`cc sb`rkh tbk sàk lj`c? tj pcèt ` gburgb, bmlbcy kiikgtmvk gburgb.

Xbms w`s ljmel tj dk ` pjwkriuc wjrf ijr tbk lcjry ji Ljh! Hrkà

me bèh, yju dklè yjur amemstry.

]ju b`h bk`rt!

Ejw mt b`s dkke ikw yk`rs. Bjw ms tbk hrkà tjh`y: Mi yju wkrk


19/36

\bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes 47

tj lmvk è bjekst `sskssaket, wjuch yju s`y tb`t tbk wjrf ji gburgb

ck`hkrsbmp ms èytbmel cmfk yju kevmsmjekh mt:

XBK CJEKCMKWX OJD ]J[CC KYKT HJ@cc wk b`h wbke wk pcètkh jur imrst gburgb w`s bk`rt.

\k hmhet b`vk gb`mrs, ckt `cjek ` sjueh systka. \k djrrjwkh

gjiikk pjts èh s`t je gìktkrm` t`dcks. \k uskh tbk ausmg stèhs

irja tbk dèh rjja, èh kvkryjek b`h pckety ji tmak tj st`rk `t tbk

eàk ji tbk sgbjjc p`metkh je tbk ckgtkre. \k hmhet b`vk augb, dut

wk b`h bk`rt!\k wkrk tbrmcckh tb`t èyjek wjuch kvke gjak tj jur skrvmgks.

Jur wkcgjamel gjaamttkk ijrakh ` buaè lùetckt `t tbk irjet

hjjr tj bul `ttkehkks. Dy tbk tmak ` ekwgjakr w`s sk`tkh, bk jr sbk

wjuch b`vk dkke bullkh `t ck`st twkcvk tmaks. C`tkr wbke pkjpck

hksgrmdkh us, tbky s`mh, ]jucc fejw tbjsk Ekw Bjpk pkjpck. Xbky

bul kvkrytbmel wmtbme tke ikkt.

Ejt jecy hmh wk pjur jur bk`rts metj kvkrytbmel wk hmh, dut wkpjurkh kvkrytbmel wk rkgkmvkh d`gf metj tbk amemstry. M rkakadkr

tbk imrst jiikrmel wk tjjf. \k l`tbkrkh $;;>. \k wkrk tbrmcckh! M

wket tj è jiimgk iuremturk jutckt èh djulbt gb`mrs sj wk hmhet b`vk

tj smt je gìktkrm` t`dcks eyajrk. Xbk ijccjwmel wkkf, tbk imrst tbmel

ay `hamemstr`tjr hmh w`s `pprj`gb tbk amgrjpbjek èh s`y, \k

tjjf è `wksjak jiikrmel ji $;;> c`st wkkf. @eh yju fejw wbkrk mt

ms: ]jurk smttmel je mt!M jitke rkamehkh jur vjcuetkkrs tb`t ` ameh gè rk`gb ` ameh,

dut jecy ` bk`rt gè rk`gb ` bk`rt. M prjaptkh tbka tj rkakadkr

tbms dy s`ymel, Hjet wmpk t`dcks wmtb hmsb tjwkc. \mpk t`dcks wmtb

yjur bk`rt. Jr tj tbk lrkktkrs, M s`mh, Hjet p`ss jut duccktmes wmtb

yjur bèhs. ^`ss tbka jut wmtb yjur bk`rts. Wkvkr`c ajetbs p`sskh,

èh sjje wk b`h kejulb ajeky tj duy jur jwe gjiikk pjts eh kvke

jur jwe sjueh systka. \k djulbt jur jwe ausmg stèhs, èh kvkeb`h kejulb ajeky ckit jvkr tj b`vk tbk eàk ji jur gburgb stàpkh

je tbka. Mt w`s cmfk ` t`stk ji bk`vke!

Jek h`y, ìtkr wkh dkke akktmel ijr ` wbmck, ` wmsk wjaè me

tbk gburgb pucckh ak `smhk èh s`mh, ^`stjr, M skk tb`t wk ejw b`vkjur jwe gb`mrs èh jur jwe t`dcks. \k b`vk `gtmvmtmks èh gc`ssks.


20/36

48 Bk`rt \jrf

Dut wbkrks tbk bk`rt wk uskh tj b`vk: M oust hjet skesk mt cmfk M uskh

tj. @eh `s sbk spjfk, M skeskh tb`t sbk w`s rmlbt. \k gjetmeukh jur`gtmvmtmks, dut jvkr tmak, tbk àjuet ji bk`rt tb`t wk pjurkh metj

kvkrytbmel hmamemsbkh. \k lrkw dusy, èh sjakwbkrk `cjel tbk

cmek, tbjulb wk wkrk stmcc gjaamttkh tj jur amssmje, tbk p`ssmje èh

kxgmtkaket dklè tj i`hk.

\k cjst jur bk`rt.

Xbms b`ppkes ajrk jitke tbè ajst rk`cmzk, tbms cjss ji bk`rt.

B`vk yju kvkr w`tgbkh tbk rk`cmty XY sbjw Hmrty Ojds: Xbk bjst,

Amfk Tjwk, kxpcjrks tbk akssmkst, b`rhkst, èh jitke strèlkst ojds

`rjueh. K`gb kpmsjhk sbjws Amfk wjrfmel ` typmg`c h`y `t ` hmiikr-

ket hmrty ojd. Me sbjws p`st, Tjwk b`s wjrfkh `s?

` gj`c amekr

` auck cjllkr

` cmlbtemel rjh mest`cckr

` wjra huel i`rakr

` rj`h fmcc gckèkr` skwkr mespkgtjr

` bjt t`r rjjikr

Mvk cw`ys wjehkrkh wbke Amfk Tjwk ms ljmel tj wjrf `s ` ame-

mstkr. Gburgb ck`hkrsbmp ms jek ji tbk tjulbkst ojds eyjek gjuch kvkr

hj. Mts kajtmje`ccy, spmrmtu`ccy, aket`ccy, eh pbysmg`ccy hkaèhmel.

Ck`hmel gburgb, p`rtmguc`rcy wbke pcètmel ekw gburgb jr dklme-

emel ` ekw amemstry, gè dk ` dmt cmfk st`rtmel ` ekw dusmekss. Xbkruajrs rk truk? aèy ji tbjsk wbj ck`h gburgbks hjet suggkkh, èh

tbk gburgb ck`hkrsbmp lr`vky`rh ms jamejuscy jvkrgrjwhkh. Mi yjuvk

spket tmak rkgketcy tbmefmel `djut qumttmel yjur amemstry pjsmtmje,

rkst `ssurkh yjurk ejt tbk imrst gburgb ck`hkr tj wrkstck wmtb tb`t

tbjulbt. Dut hjet ckt tb`t tkapt`tmje jvkrwbkca yju, dkgùsk tbkrk

ms bjpk. Jtbkrs b`vk tr`vkckh tbms hmiimguct rj`h tjj, èh tbky b`vk

suggkkhkh. Oust dkgùsk yjur amemstry hjkset cjjf cmfk yju jegkbjpkh mt wjuch, jr dkgùsk yju ikkc cmfk yju hjet b`vk tbk bk`rt yju

jegk hmh, hjkset akè tb`t yju sbjuch tbrjw me tbk tjwkc.

Xbk rk`cmty ms tb`t ajst gburgb ck`hkrs kegjuetkr lrk`t hmiim-

gucty me tbk gjapcmg`tkh t`sf ji pcètmel, kst`dcmsbmel, èh lumh-

mel bk`ctby gburgbks. Aèy gburgb ck`hkrs cjsk bk`rt. K`gb yk`r,


21/36

\bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes 4;

ijur tbjusèh ekw gburgbks st`rt `grjss Ejrtb @akrmg`. \mtbme èy

lmvke imvk-yk`r pkrmjh, ek`rcy twkety tbjusèh pkjpck `rk wjrfmel

me tbk trkegbks ji gburgb pcètmel. Ijr ` ikw ji tbksk pcètkrs, tbjskimrst yk`rs `rk ` hyeàmg, kxgmtmel tmak imcckh wmtb jek pkrgkmvkh

suggkss ìtkr èjtbkr. Dut rksk`rgb gjeimras tb`t ijr tbk aòjrmty

ji pcètkrs, tbms ms typmg`ccy ` tmak ji lrk`t strullck. Ejt jecy `rk

tbkrk tbk cjlmstmgs èh hyeàmgs ji dmrtbmel ` ekw gburgb, dut tbkrk

`rk tbk strullcks wmtb cjekcmekss èh hmsgjur`lkaket tb`t mekvmt`dcy

gjak irja wjrfmel b`rh me è ketrkprkekurm`c, pmjekkrmel rjck. M w`s

surprmskh tj imeh me ` rkgket pjcc tb`t imitkke buehrkh amemstkrs ck`vk

p`stjr`c amemstry kvkry ajetb ijr v`rmjus rk`sjes. Xb`ts ` st`llkr-

mel euadkr. Ijr jek rk`sje jr èjtbkr, tbksk ck`hkrs ikkc tbk ekkh tj

keh tbkmr amemstry. @eh ejt jecy hj gburgb ck`hkrs strullck tbrjulb

tbk smitmel prjgkss, aèy gburgbks strullck `s wkcc. @ rkgket pjcc

sbjwkh tb`t k`gb yk`r sjak tbmrty-imvk buehrkh gjelrkl`tmjes hmk me

Ejrtb @akrmg`. Xb`ts ` st`llkrmel tbmrty-imvk tbjusèh gjelrkl`-

tmjes tb`t wmcc dkgjak kxtmegt me tbk ekxt tke yk`rs.

Tkl`rhckss ji tbk gburgb ajhkc, amemstry `pprj`gb, jr tr`hmtmje,

tbk ducf ji gburgb ck`hkrs i`gk hmiimguctmks tb`t `t sjak pjmet ck`h

tbka tj qukstmje wbktbkr tbky sbjuch kvke dk me amemstry me tbk

imrst pc`gk. Xbky h`yhrkà, wjehkrmel mi a`ydk tbkrks èjtbkr cmek

ji wjrf tbky gjuch dk hjmel, è k`smkr jek, surkcy. ^krb`ps skrvmel

`s ` gj`c amekr.

Jr kvke `s ` wjra huel i`rakr.

HM@LEJWMEL @ CJWW JI BK@TX

Wj wb`t ms mt tb`t a`fks gburgb ck`hkrsbmp, èh gburgb pcètmel me

p`rtmguc`r, sj hmiimguct: \by hj sj aèy ck`hkrs cjsk bk`rt eh wèt

tj qumt: Xbk bk`rt, akt`pbjrmg`ccy spk`fmel, gè dk ` trmgfy jrlè.

^rjvkrds 8?47 lmvks us tbms w`remel? \`tgb jvkr yjur bk`rt wmtb `cc

hmcmlkegk, ijr irja mt icjw tbk sprmels ji cmik. Xbkrk `rk skvkr`c w`ys

me wbmgb tbk prkssurks ji amemstry gè ck`h tj ` cjss ji bk`rt?

]juvk pcètkh ` gburgb, dut yjur gburgb b`s pk`fkh `t imity

pkjpck èh hjkset skka tj dk lrjwmel èy iurtbkr. ]jurk gje-

iuskh, hmsmccusmjekh, pkrb`ps kvke kad`rr`sskh. A`met`memel `


22/36

49 Bk`rt \jrf

sa`cc, ejelrjwmel gburgb w`set wb`t yju smlekh up ijr. ]jur

hrkàs b`vk hmkh èh yju b`vk dkgjak irustr`tkh.

^krb`ps yjur gburgb b`s b`h tbk jppjsmtk prjdcka6 yjuvk

lrjwe dy lrk`t ck`ps èh djuehs. ]jurk `crk`hy `t tbrkk

skrvmgks me yjur imrst twj yk`rs. Dut yjurk gjestètcy dkmel

pucckh me ` hjzke hmiikrket hmrkgtmjes, èh irèfcy, yjurk

kxbùstkh. Xbk ekvkr-kehmel strkà ji c`tk emlbts, k`rcy

ajremels, èh grmsms metkrvketmjes b`s ckit yju cjekcy, wjre

jut, tmrkh, èh pkrb`ps kvke kstrèlkh irja yjur irmkehs, gjc-

ck`luks, spjusk, èh gbmchrke.Xbk gburgb ms scjwcy l`memel spkkh, dut tbk systkas èh pjcm-

gmks tb`t prjvmhk ijr sajjtb s`mcmel `rket i`ccmel me pc`gk. Mt

ikkcs cmfk yjurk tbk g`pt`me ji ` sbmp me tbk amhst ji ` vmjcket

stjra, dut tb`t stjra ekvkr kehs. H`y ìtkr h`y, w`vks gr`sb

jvkr tbk djw, tbrk`tkemel tj smef yjur vksskc wmtb `cc je

dj`rh.

Xbk imeègks smapcy b`vket dkke tbkrk. ]ju pcèekh. ]ju

prjokgtkh. ]ju r`mskh `s augb suppjrt `s ms `pprjprm`tk. ]jua`hk tbk s`grmimgks, dut yjurk stmcc drjfk. Xbk dmccs `cw`ys

skka tj jutp`gk tbk lmvmel.]ju pcètkh wmtb ` tkà ji lrk`t irmkehs. \bke yju imrst

st`rtkh, kvkryjek w`s kxgmtkh tj dklme tbk wjrf. Dut yjurk

tmrkh ejw cc ji yju eh rkc`tmjesbmps `rk str`mekh. X`sfs

tb`t ekkh tj dk hjek `rk i`ccmel tbrjulb tbk gr`gfs. Xbkrks

stmcc augb wjrf tj dk hjek, dut mt ikkcs cmfk yjur tkà (jraugb ji yjur tkà, èyw`y) b`s rue jut ji l`s.

]jur gburgbs vmsmje w`s ekvkr imracy sjcmhmimkh tj dklme

wmtb. ^`rt ji yjur tkà wètkh tj dkgjak tbk ekxt akl`-

gburgb. Xbk jtbkr p`rt wètkh tj fkkp tbmels smapck èh

jrlèmg. Kvkryjek imlurkh tbk gucturk ji yjur gburgb gjuch

dk wjrfkh jut `cjel tbk w`y. Dut ejw tbk tkà ms hmvmhkh,

èh mt sbjws. Kvkrytbmels ljmel `s wkcc `s gè dk kxpkgtkh, dut tbk h`y-me,h`y-jut ojd ji dkmel ` gburgb ck`hkr ms smapcy jvkrwbkcamel

èh ms wk`rmel yju tbme. Xbk trk`hamcc ms `cw`ys rueemel, èh

yju `rk gùlbt me tbk gygck. Ejw tbk wjrf Ljh ms hjmel tbrjulb

yju ms jutp`gmel tbk àjuet ji wjrf bk ms hjmel meyju.


23/36

\bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes 4 Bk`rt \jrf

Xbk gjegkpt ji dkmel smitkh b`s djtb ` ekl`tmvk èh ` pjsmtmvk

gjeejt`tmje. @t mts gjrk, dkmel smitkh akès ljmel tbrjulb gb`c-

ckelks èh trm`cs `s ` ck`hkr. Xb`ts tbk ekl`tmvk. Ej jek cmfks tj ljtbrjulb trm`cs. ]kt tbk prjgkss ms ue`vjmh`dck. @ ck`hkr wmcc dk smitkh6

tb`ts ejt tbk qukstmje. Xbk qukstmje ms wmcc bk kakrlk irja tbk

smitmel `s ` suggkssiuc ck`hkr: Bjw wmcc bk rkspjeh tj tbk trm`cs èh

gb`cckelks bk i`gks:

Gjesmhkr tbk ijccjwmel p`ss`lks tb`t hksgrmdk tbk prjgkss ji

dkmel smitkh.

Wmaje, Wmaje, W`tè b`s `sfkh tj smit `cc ji yju `s wbk`t. Dut Mb`vk pr`ykh ijr yju, Wmaje, tb`t yjur i`mtb a`y ejt i`mc. @eh wbke

yju b`vk turekh d`gf, strkeltbke yjur drjtbkrs.

Cufk 44?70 74 EMY

\k jitke `ssuak tb`t wbkekvkr Ljh jpkes ` hjjr ijr us, kvkry-

tbmel wmcc lj sajjtbcy. Dut jpke hjjrs `cw`ys gjak wmtb `hvkrs`r-

mks. Me tbms p`ss`lk, wk ck`re tb`t tbk Hkvmc b`s `sfkh ijr pkramssmjetj smit Ljhs hmsgmpcks. Me jtbkr wjrhs, aèy ji tbk hmiimguctmks wk

i`gk b`vk dkke purpjskcy pc`gkh me jur p`tb. @s tbk djjf ji Ojd

rkamehs us, Ljh, ijr rk`sjes uefejwe tj us, sjaktmaks `ccjws tbms

tj b`ppke. ]kt tbk i`gt tb`t wk wmcc mekvmt`dcy i`gk gb`cckelks `s `

hmsgmpck ji Gbrmst èh ` ck`hkr me bms gburgb sbjuchet ck`vk us bjpk-

ckss. Ejr sbjuch wk `ssuak tb`t gb`cckelks mehmg`tk ` gcjskh hjjr

jr mapcy tb`t wk b`vk i`mckh me jur g`ccmel. Oksus sbjws us tb`t tbksmitmel prjgkss b`s è keh. \bke tbk sk`sje ji smitmel ms dkbmeh us,

wk wmcc dk strjelkr, èh wmtb tb`t strkeltb wk gè tbke ture èh

strkeltbke jtbkrs.

Wgrmptur`ccy, wk fejw tb`t hmiimguctmks gè sjaktmaks gjak tj us

irja tbk Hkvmc, ykt sjaktmaks tbky gjak hmrkgtcy irja tbk bèh ji

Ljh. Me i`gt, Ljh tkstkh `cc tbk lrk`t p`trm`rgbs ji tbk Jch Xkst`-

aket `t jek tmak jr èjtbkr, `ccjwmel tbka tj kxpkrmkegk hmiimguctgmrguastègks tj try tbkmr i`mtb, ck`hmel tbka tj lrk`tkr rkcmègk je

bma. \bke sjaktbmel gb`cckelmel ms b`ppkemel tj us, wk sbjuchet

spkeh tjj augb tmak trymel tj imlurk jut wbj ms gùsmel mt. Xbk

gbjmgk wk i`gk ms smapck? wmcc wk trust Ljh èh cjjf tj bma tbrjulb-

jut tbk hmiimgucty wk i`gk, rkl`rhckss ji tbk gùsk, jr ejt:


27/36


M b`vk tjch yju tbksk tbmels, sj tb`t me ak yju a`y b`vk pk`gk. Me

tbms wjrch yju wmcc b`vk trjudck. Dut t`fk bk`rt! M b`vk jvkrgjak

tbk wjrch.

Ojbe 09?77 EMY

Me tbms p`ss`lk, wk ck`re tb`t Oksus hjks ejt prjamsk bms hmsgmpcks

è k`sy rj`h tj tr`vkc. T`tbkr, bk `gfejwckhlks tb`t sjakbjw trju-

dck imehs mts w`y metj yjur h`mcy g`ckeh`r. Mi yjurk me èy pjsmtmje

ji ck`hkrsbmp, M b`vk twj wjrhs ijr yju? kxpkgt trjudck! Ji gjursk,

yju aust jutc`st mt6 yju auset sugguad. Dut yju wmcc b`vk trjudck.

\kcgjak tj tbk amemstry.@l`me, bjwkvkr, tbms vkrsk ji w`remel `csj gjaks wmtb prjamsk?

Gbrmst b`s jvkrgjak tbk wjrch. \bke wk cmvk me Gbrmst, rkstmel me

wb`t bk prjvmhks ijr us èh prjamsks us, jur bk`rts `rk rkekwkh.

Bk ms lrk`tkr tbè tbk kekamks wk i`gk me tbms wjrch (0 Ojbe 8?8).

Bms jvkrgjamel a`y t`fk cjelkr tbè yju tbmef, èh mt a`y gjak

strèlkcy p`gf`lkh. ]ju a`y cjsk tbmels yju wètkh tj fkkp, èh

fkkp tbmels yju wètkh tj cjsk, dut bk wmcc jvkrgjak mi yju hj ejtckt yjur i`mtb i`mc.

Ma stmcc `t tbk t`mc keh ji ` twj-yk`r sk`sje me wbmgb tbk hkptb ji

ay p`me w`s `ttkehkh dy ` ikkcmel tb`t M w`s tr`ppkh. M gjuchet oust

rksmle èh ouap je ` dj`t ljmel tj X`rsbmsb. Ikkcmel tr`ppkh me tbk

p`me ji e uerksjcvkh smtu`tmje ms cmfk spmrmtu`c w`tkrdj`rhmel ijr ak.

@eh me tbk amhst ji mt, M b`vk s`mh èh hjek tbmels Ma ejt prjuh ji.

Dut tbk djttja cmek ms, ay i`mtb gèejt i`mc. M gè ikkc cmfk ` i`mc-urk, tbmef M à ` i`mcurk, dut cmfk Ojd, M aust s`y, Xbjulb bk sc`y

ak, ykt wmcc M trust bma. Xbk hmsmgmpcks prjgc`makh tbk sàk sketm-

aket wbke Oksus spjfk ji bms djhy èh dcjjh `s gjaauemje. Aèy

hkgmhkh `t tb`t pjmet tb`t tbkrk wkrk jtbkr gburgbks ajrk gmvmcmzkh

tbè tbms jek ckh dy ` rjluk, skci-prjgc`makh akssm`b. ]kt bms gcjskst

hmsgmpcks s`mh, \krk bkrk. Xj wbja sb`cc wk lj: ]ju `cjek b`vk tbk

wjrhs ji ktkre`c cmik.Xbk trutb ms tb`t yju wmcc i`mc. ]ju smapcy wjet b`vk wb`t mt

t`fks wbke yju dklme. ]ju a`y b`vk tbk g`ccmel, tbk zk`c, tbk kekrly,

èh tbk suppjrt. ]ju amlbt b`vk tbk cjg`tmje, tbk mevmt`tmje, èh

kvke tbk ajeky. Dut wbke yju dklme yju wjet b`vk wb`t mt t`fks

tj imemsb.


28/36

74 Bk`rt \jrf

\b`t ms tb`t: yju amlbt `sf. \b`ts amssmel ms tb`t meekr gjrk,tbk tkesmck strkeltb ji i`mtb tb`t ms rkvk`ckh jecy uehkr str`me. Mt ms` qu`cmty ji gb`r`gtkr tb`t ms tkstkh ejt me pjrt dut me tbk jpke sk`s.@eh mt ms tbms tkstmel tb`t r`tmimks yjur g`ccmel, ejt yjur ttkehègk `t` gburgb pcètkrs djjt gàp jr tbk dj`rhs sk`c ji `pprjv`c. Ekmtbkryjur hklrkk ejr tbk ckttkrs ji gjaakeh`tmje yju rkgkmvk spk`f tjtbms ekkh. Mt ms sjaktbmel tb`t gè dk `gqumrkh jecy tbrjulb i`mcurk,ck`remel yjur cmamts èh ck`remel tj trust ejt me yjurskci dut me tbkLjh wbj b`s g`cckh yju.

Ay pr`ykr ms ejt tb`t yju t`fk tbka jut ji tbk wjrch dut tb`t yjuprjtkgt tbka irja tbk kvmc jek.

Ojbe 0


29/36


Ajst ji tbk lrjwtb èh rkimekaket tb`t gjaks irja tbk smit-

mel prjgkss dklmes wbke yju `ggkpt tb`t yju `rk kx`gtcy wbkrk Ljh

wèts yju tj dk, `t ck`st ijr tbk tmak dkmel. Xbk fky ms tb`t wk ck`re

ejt tj imlbt `l`mest tbk smitmel, ejt tj imlbt `l`mest wb`t Ljh ms

hjmel me jur cmvks, èh ck`re tj `gfejwckhlk tb`t bk ms uctma`tkcy me

gjetrjc ji tbk prjgkss. r`gtmg`ccy, jek ji tbk dkst w`ys tj uehkrstèh

èh gjjpkr`tk wmtb tbk prjgkss ms tj `sf yjurskci b`rh qukstmjes,

qukstmjes tb`t rkvk`c yjur ajtmvks, qukstmjes tb`t uegjvkr tbk hksmrks

ji yjur bk`rt?

@a M wmccmel tj ck`h ` gjelrkl`tmje ji imity pkjpck èh hj mtwmtb ` skesk ji prmvmcklk èh bjejr r`tbkr tbè wmtb ` skesk ji

hkik`t:

Gè M dk jf`y wmtb gjetmeumel tj skrvk me ` dmvjg`tmje`c rjck:

@a M wmccmel tj skrvk èh ck`h, kvke mi M à ejt fejwe jr

`gfejwckhlkh ijr wb`t M hj, kvke mi jtbkr ck`hkrs skk ak `s `

i`mcurk:

@a M rk`hy tj `ccjw tbms i ckhlcmel gburgb tj dk mapkrikgt, tjrkcy je sgràdck-aè`lkaket èh trust Ljh me tbk hkt`mcs,

ckttmel lj ji gjetrjc ijr ` sk`sje:

@a M wmccmel tj ckt ay kxpkgt`tmjes èh àdmtmjes lj ueakt

ijr ` wbmck:

Xbksk qukstmjes bkcp us tj uehkrstèh tbk ajtmvks èh hksmrks

tb`t hrmvk jur àdmtmje èh jur skesk ji g`ccmel. I`mcurk, hmsgjur`lk-

aket, hms`ppjmetaket, èh hmiimgucty jitke wmcc rkvk`c `rk`s me jurbk`rts wbkrk wk `rk cmstkemel tj jurskcvks èh ejt tj Ljh. Xb`ts wby

mts mapjrtèt tj spkeh tmak cmstkemel me tbk amhst ji tbms sk`sje. Mi

wk i`mc tj cmstke tj wb`t Ljh ms trymel tj tk`gb us tbrjulb tbksk kxpk-

rmkegks, wk keh up amsrk`hmel Ljhs cèlu`lk. Aèy hj, èh tbky

g`cc mt qumts prka`turkcy, ck`vmel dkbmeh ` strmel ji i`mckh amemstry

`ttkapts jr gburgb pcèts.

\BJ \K @TK\bke M st`rtkh wjrfmel je tbms djjf, M g`cckh upje twj hk`r irmkehs,

C`rry Jsdjrek èh Irègms Gbè, èh wk akt ijr gjevkrs`tmje `t

è jiimgk M fkkp me Jrklje. @s wk t`cfkh èh sb`rkh stjrmks, k`gb


30/36

78 Bk`rt \jrf

ji us rk`cmzkh tb`t tbjulb jur kxpkrmkegks wkrk qumtk hmiikrket, wk

b`h ck`rekh sjak gjaaje ckssjes `cjel tbk w`y. [eckss jtbkrwmsk

ejtkh, M (\`yek) wmcc dk usmel tbk imrst pkrsje vjmgk tbrjulbjut tbmsdjjf tj fkkp jur stjrmks eh tjek gjesmstket, dut fejw tb`t cc ji tbk

ckssjes me tbms djjf gjak irja jur gjaaje gjevkrs`tmje. \k `cc

b`vk cmvkh tbrjulb tbksk mhk`s èh ìimra tbk ckssjes sb`rkh.

Xbk prjgkss ji dkmel smitkh ms hmiikrket ijr k`gb ji us, ykt mts

`cw`ys gb`r`gtkrmzkh dy ` gb`cckelmel sk`sje tb`t c`sts ijr è

kxtkehkh pkrmjh ji tmak. Hkspmtk jur dkst kiijrts èh metketmjes, wk

b`vk `cc kxpkrmkegkh sktd`gfs, i`mcurks, èh hmsmccusmjeaket `s ck`hkrs

me tbk gburgb.

CK@YMEL DKBMEH W[GGKWW (IT@EGMW GB@E)

Irègms èh bms wmik pcètkh tbkmr imrst gburgb, Gjrekrstjek, me 0==8

wmtb jecy tbmrty pkjpck. \mtbme twj ajetbs, tbk gburgb lrkw tj

ajrk tbè jek buehrkh pkjpck. @itkr smx yk`rs, tbk gburgb b`h smx-

tkke buehrkh akadkrs. @eh tbke oust twj yk`rs c`tkr, tbk gburgbkxpcjhkh tj ` gjelrkl`tmje ji ijur tbjusèh akadkrs. Xbkrk w`s

augb irumt hurmel tbms tmak, ykt tbms w`s `csj ` tmak ji rkimekaket

èh sb`pmel dy Ljh. Xbjulb ajst pkjpck skk tbk jutkr suggkss

tbk c`rlk euadkrs èh Irègmss lrjwmel pc`tijra `s ` wrmtkr èh

spk`fkr ajst ji tb`t gàk itkr tbk twkcitb rkp, tbk tmak ji smitmel.

Irègmss ajtbkr hmkh wbmck lmvmel dmrtb, eh bms stkpajtbkr hmkh

wbke bk w`s emek yk`rs jch. Bms i`tbkr hmkh wbke bk w`s jecy twkcvk.Xbksk cjssks b`h ` prjijueh map`gt je Irègms, èh bk lrkw up wmtb

` hkkp skesk ji meskgurmty, ` ikkcmel tb`t tbkrk amlbt ejt dk ` tjajr-

rjw. @ ikw yk`rs d`gf, Irègms wrjtk djjf g`cckh Gr`zy Cjvk. Mt w`s

` smapck djjf tb`t t`cfkh `djut bjw tbk Ljh ji tbk uemvkrsk cjvks

us wmtb ` r`hmg`c, uegjehmtmje`c, èh skci-s`grmimgmel cjvk. Xbk djjf

maakhm`tkcy sbjt jetj tbk Ekw ]jrf Xmaksdkstskcckr cmst èh kehkh

up skccmel ajrk tbè twj amccmje gjpmks. Xbk suggkss ji tbk gburgbIrègms pcètkh èh tbk wmhksprk`h suggkss ji bms imrst djjf wkrk

djtb uekxpkgtkh, eh tbksk suggkssks gùskh e uekxpkgtkh ajuet

ji sjuc sk`rgbmel, kvke hmsmccusmjeaket, ijr bma.

@ ikw yk`rs dkijrk wrmtmel Gr`zy Cjvk, Irègms b`h t`fke ` trmp

tj [lèh`, ` trmp tb`t `ctkrkh bms tbmefmel èh cmvmel. Xbms trmp,


31/36

\bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes 7;

èh skvkr`c tb`t ijccjwkh, ckh bma tj ` pc`gk ji hkkp gjegkre ijr

tbk wjrchs pjjr èh a`rlme`cmzkh `s bk h`rkh tj `sf tbk qukstmje,

\b`t hjks mt cjjf cmfk tj cjvk ay ekmlbdjr s ayskci: Irègms èh bmsiàmcy hjwesmzkh, ajvmel metj ` sa`cckr bjak. Bk ckh bms gburgb

me skvkr`c c`rlk memtm`tmvks tj gjcckgt ajeky tj lmvk tj tbk pjjr. @itkr

bms djjf dkgàk wmchcy suggkssiuc, Irègms hkgmhkh tj hje`tk tbk

rjy`ctmks tj tbk Ms`m`b ;2 Iueh, ` ejeprjimt jrlèmz`tmje tb`t bkcps

tbk pjjr metkre`tmje`ccy.

Xbke, me 4>0>, Irègms surprmskh kvkryjek dy èejuegmel tj bms

gjelrkl`tmje tb`t bk ikct g`cckh tj rksmle irja bms pjsmtmje `t Gjr-

ekrstjek Gburgb me Wmam Y`ccky. Xbk dcjljspbkrk wket wmch. Wjak

pkjpck wjehkrkh mi bk b`h i`ccke metj sme èh ekkhkh tj rksmle,

wbmgb w`set tbk g`sk. Jtbkrs gbàpmjekh bma èh g`cckh bma `

bkrj, wbmgb `csj a`hk bma uegjaijrt`dck. @s ji tbms wrmtmel, Irè-

gms mset ykt surk bjw bms ekw g`ccmel wmcc t`fk sb`pk, dut bk cmvks

k`gb h`y wmtb gjeimhkegk tb`t Ljh ms ljjh èh tb`t Ljh wmcc ck`h

bma. Hkspmtk bms k`rcmkr suggkssks pjpuc`r djjf èh ` lrjwmel

gburgb Ljh b`s Irègms me ` ekw sk`sje ji cmik, ` sk`sje ji smit-

mel. Irègmss rkspjesk ms ` lrk`t kxàpck ji bjw tj rkspjeh wbke

tbms sk`sje jggurs. Tkl`rhckss ji wb`t wk hj, wk cmvk k`gb h`y me tbk

gjeimhkegk tb`t Ljh cjvks us, tb`t wk dkcjel tj bma, èh tb`t bk ms

i`mtbiuc tj ck`h èh lumhk us tj dkgjak tbk pkrsje bk wèts us tj dk.

\b`t wk hj wmcc e`tur`ccy icjw irja wbj wk dkgjak `s tbk pkrsje

Ljh ms sb`pmel us metj.

AJTK XB@E @ D[MCHMEL (C@TT] JWDJTEK)

C`rry Jsdjrek, tbk skgjeh gjetrmdutjr tj tbms djjf, ms tbk skemjr

p`stjr `t Ejrtb Gj`st Gburgb me Ymst`, G`cmijrem`, èh tbk ùtbjr

ji skvkr`c dkstskccmel djjfs, megcuhmel Wtmgfy Gburgb, Wtmgfy Xkàs,

èh Xke Huad Xbmels Wa`rt Gbrmstmès Dkcmkvk.

Me 0=2>, ekw gburgb pcèt tb`t w`s akktmel me tbk gìktkrm` ji bmlb sgbjjc g`cckh C`rry tj dk tbkmr skemjr p`stjr. Bk w`s oust twkety-

kmlbt yk`rs jch èh b`h ej prkvmjus kxpkrmkegk `s ` skemjr p`stjr.

Je bms imrst Wueh`y, 04< `hucts èh gbmchrke l`tbkrkh ijr wjrsbmp.

Me tbk wkkfs, ajetbs, èh yk`rs tb`t ijccjwkh, `ttkehègk hkgcmekh

irja tb`t jrmlme`c euadkr. Xbksk tjulb yk`rs wkrk ` tmak ji tkstmel,


32/36

79 Bk`rt \jrf

` sk`sje ji smitmel (C`rry?M rkikr tj tbka `s tbk h`rf yk`rs), èh

cjjfmel d`gf C`rry ms w`rk tb`t Ljh w`s hjmel sjaktbmel vmt`c hur-

mel tb`t tmak. [efejwe tj tbjsk mevjcvkh, Ljh w`s scjwcy puttmel

tjlktbkr sjcmh gjrk tkà ji stìi eh kchkrs, tbk tkà tb`t kvketu`ccy

ckh Ejrtb Gj`st Gburgb metj tbk tbrmvmel amemstry mt ms tjh`y.

Jek ji tbk fky turemel pjmets me tbjsk k`rcy yk`rs w`s ` hkgmsmje

tbky a`hk tj dumch tbk amemstry ji tbk gburgb `rjueh sa`cc lrjups,

wbmgb qumgfcy dkgàk tbk bud ji `cc `gtmvmty èh spmrmtu`c lrjwtb.

@itkr sjak duaps èh drumsks, tbk pcè dklè tj prjhugk irumt, èh

dy 0==>, Ejrtb Gj`st Gburgb b`h lrjwe tj ek`rcy kmlbt buehrkh

pkjpck. Xbk gburgb akt me ` rketkh dumchmel, eh oust `s tbky wkrk lkt-

tmel gjaijrt`dck èh skkmel sjak lrjwtb me euadkrs, tbky cjst tbkmr

ck`sk. \mtb oust kejulb ajeky me tbk dèf tj duy ` uskh g`r, C`rrys

gjelrkl`tmje i`gkh ` tjulb hkgmsmje? sbjuch tbky strktgb èh spkeh

ek`rcy twj amccmje hjcc`rs tj duy èh imx up ` dumchmel, jr sbjuch tbky

pc`y mt sìk èh rket ` augb sa`cckr stjrkirjet tb`t tbky gjuch k`smcy

p`y ijr: Xbk stjrkirjet wjuch gjaijrt`dcy `ggjaajh`tk tbk gurrket

gjelrkl`tmje dut wjuch kiikgtmvkcy sbut tbk hjjr je iuturk lrjwtb.Xbk ck`hkrs gbjsk tj strktgb èh s`grmimgk tj duy ` c`rlkr prjp-

krty, èh tbkmr rmsf p`mh jii. Dy 0==2, ajrk tbè tbrkk tbjusèhpkjpck wkrk `ttkehmel k`gb wkkfkeh, oà-p`gfkh metj ` i`gmcmty

wmtb ` imvk-buehrkh-sk`t sègtu`ry. Mt w`s ` wmch rmhk, èh tbky

jitke rè jut ji sp`gk. Xbky c`gfkh tbk iuehs èh tmak tj dumch `

dmllkr i`gmcmty, èh sj tbk gburgb hkgmhkh tj meejv`tk èh prjvmhk

è `hhmtmje`c skrvmgk usmel cmvk wjrsbmp èh ` vmhkj ikkh ji tbkwkkfkeh akss`lk. Augb tj kvkryjeks surprmsk, tbk làdck p`mh

jii. Xbkmr grk`tmvk ekw `pprj`gb fmgf-st`rtkh ` e`tmje`c ajvkaket

ji gburgbks jiikrmel wjrsbmp tbrjulb vmhkj vkeuks, jek ji tbk fky

i`gtjrs ck`hmel tj tbk lrjwtb ji tbk auctmsmtk gburgb ajvkaket

skvkr`c yk`rs c`tkr.

Me 4>>>, tbk gburgb dklè tbk prjgkss ji `gqumrmel ` ijrty-`grk

prjpkrty wmtb pcès tj grk`tk ` ekw gàpus. Xbk pcè tjjf tke yk`rstj rk`gb irumtmje, èh me Ouek 4>0>, tbk gburgb ime`ccy ajvkh tj mts

ekw cjg`tmje. Xjh`y, usmel ` gjadme`tmje ji cmvk wjrsbmp skrvmgks

èh vmhkj wjrsbmp vkeuks, tbk gburgb akkts je tbrkk gàpusks èh

jiikrs euakrjus wjrsbmp jptmjes kvkry wkkfkeh wmtb ajrk tbè

kmlbt tbjusèh pkjpck me `ttkehègk.


33/36

\bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes 7 amcks ejrtb ji

jur gurrket cjg`tmje. \k b`h `crk`hy dmrtbkh emek gburgbks me jur

kckvke yk`rs, èh wbke M imrst skeskh tbk g`cc, M `ssuakh tb`t Mh oust

tr`me up èjtbkr pcètkr èh skeh bma. Dut Ljh b`h sjaktbmel kcsk

me ameh. M kehkh up bèhmel tbk ck`hkrsbmp d`tje jii tj ay ssmstèt,èh ay wmik èh tbrkk gbmchrke èh M ckit jur gjaijrt`dck bjak èh

gburgb iàmcy tj st`rt jvkr je tbms ekw gburgb pcètmel `hvketurk

me Bjejcucu. \bke M `rrmvkh, M pmeekh ` a`p ji Bjejcucu je ay

w`cc. Mt w`s ` gmty ji jek amccmje pkjpck. Me ay ameh, M wjuch w`cf

tbk strkkts èh pr`y ijr tbk s`cv`tmje ji tbjsk cmvmel `cjel tbk rj`hs.


34/36

72 Bk`rt \jrf

Wjaktmaks M wjuch rue ay bèh hjwe tbk strkkts, èh M ikct cmfk M

gjuch `gtu`ccy skesk tbk p`me ji tbjsk wbj rksmhkh tbkrk.

Je Wkptkadkr 0>, 0==;, wk bkch jur imrst skrvmgk t tbk ekw gburgb.Xbk pcèt st`rtkh jii wmtb ` sbjut, èh wk qumgfcy wket jii tbk gb`rts.

\mtbme smx ajetbs, wk wkrk `vkr`lmel imitkke buehrkh me `ttkehègk.

\k wkrk hjmel tbrkk skrvmgks wbke Ljh gb`cckelkh ak tj hj ijur, eh

tbke imvk. M w`s tmrkh eh spket, dut tbk gburgb w`s lrjwmel eh M b`h

ej gbjmgk dut tj pusb tbrjulb tbk twkcitb rkp je tbk dkegb prkss.

Xb`ts wbke tbk smitmel dklè `l`me.

@ lrjup ji hmslruetckh p`stjrs `sfkh ijr ` cuegb akktmel wmtbak. M b`h rkgkmvkh ckttkrs irja skvkr`c ji tbka me tbk p`st ajetbs

dkgùsk sjak ji tbkmr gjelrklèts b`h ckit tbkmr gburgbks èh

wkrk ejw `ttkehmel jurs. Wbkkp stk`ckr, \`tkrkh hjwe ljspkc

prk`gbkr, èh Mts `cc dumct je yjur pkrsje`cmty wkrk pbr`sks jit

qujtkh. Xbky kvke dklè g`ccmel jur gburgb \`yeks \jrch. Mt w`s

buajrjus `t imrst, dut tbke mt st`rtkh guttmel hkkp.

Me ètmgmp`tmje ji tbk trmdue`c, M wrkstckh wmtb bjw tj rkspjeh tjtbkmr `cckl`tmjes. M l`tbkrkh ay hkikesk èh rkbk`rskh ay r`tmje`ck.

Xbk kvkemel dkijrk, M wrjtk hjwe ay `rluakets èh oustmimkh ay

`gtmjes je ` sbkkt ji p`pkr je ay emlbtstèh. W`tmsimkh wmtb ay cmek

ji rk`sjemel, M gr`wckh metj dkh. Dut M gjuchet sckkp. Ljh prjaptkh

ak tj lkt je ay fekks `l`me. M w`s skgrktcy w`mtmel ijr bma tj rkvk`c

è kvke dkttkr hkikesk ijr ay vmehmg`tmje èh b`h ay pke pjmskh ijr

irksb aauemtmje wbke M bk`rh tbk Cjrh s`y tj ak, Xjajrrjw yjuwmcc hmk. Xb`t w`set kx`gtcy wb`t M b`h me ameh! @l`me, bk rkpk`tkh

tbjsk wjrhs? Xjajrrjw yju wmcc hmk. Gjeiuskh, M prksskh bma ijr

gc`rmty èh bk`rh bma s`y tj ak, Xbk rk`sje wby tbkrk ms sj augb

èt`ljemsa àjel tbk ck`hkrsbmp ji tbms gjaauemty ms tb`t ej jek

ms wmccmel tj hmk. M à `sfmel tb`t yju ejt usk èy hkikesk. Dk smcket,

rkgkmvk wb`t tbky s`y, èh hmk mestk`h. Xbkrk wmcc dk ej vmgtjry uetmc

sjakjek wmccmelcy gbjjsks tj hmk mestk`h ji wme.M b`vk tj gjeikss tb`t `s spmrmtu`c `s tbms `cc sjuehs, `t tbk tmak M

w`s uewmccmel tj lj tbkrk. M wrkstckh wmtb Ljh, strullcmel wmtb ay

ekkh tj hkikeh ayskci, uetmc M w`s ime`ccy `t pk`gk wmtb bms rkqukst.

Ijgusmel ay `ttketmje je tbk grjss, M w`s rkamehkh tb`t Oksus hmhet

jvkrgjak tbk pjwkr ji kvmc èh sme dy ueck`sbmel ` cklmje ji èlkcs


35/36

\bkrk Wmitmel Dklmes 7=

me rmlbtkjus ouhlaket. Bk w`s vmgtjrmjus tbrjulb bms wmccmelekss tj

suiikr buamcm`tmje èh hmk.

Xbk ijccjwmel h`y, M gbjsk tj hmk. M hkgmhkh tb`t M wjuchet imlbt

d`gf6 M wjuchet try tj hkikeh ayskci. @t imrst, mt ikct cmfk b`vmel ay

tkktb hrmcckh wmtbjut ekrvk dcjgfkrs, dut M kvketu`ccy s`w tb`t tbms

w`s ` spmrmtu`c d`ttck, ejt ` rkc`tmje`c jek. \b`t w`s b`ppkemel b`h

ajrk tj hj wmtb wb`t Ljh w`s `ggjapcmsbmel ijr bms ktkre`c pur-

pjsks tbè wb`t M wètkh hjek me tbk maakhm`tk, tkapjr`c iuturk.

@s M cmstkekh tj tbk stjrmks tbksk p`stjrs èh gburgb ck`hkrs sb`rkh

wmtb ak, M dklè tj rk`ccy uehkrstèh tbkmr pcmlbt èh `pprkgm`tk

tbkmr p`me. Mvk bk`rh sjakjek s`y tb`t i`mtb gè dk hkimekh `s cmvmel

me `hvègk wb`t yju wmcc uehkrstèh jecy me rkvkrsk. @pprj`gbmel

tbms kvket, M fejw tb`t M w`s gcukckss, fejwmel jecy wb`t Ljh b`h

rkvk`ckh tj ak. Xbkrk wkrk ej lu`rètkks. @cc M b`h w`s i`mtb.

Xjh`y, M keojy ljjh rkc`tmjesbmps wmtb tbk p`stjrs me jur `rk`.

Ajst ji tbk tkesmjes èh dmttkr rksketaket b`vk dkke rksjcvkh. Jur

gburgb `vkr`lks ijurtkke tbjusèh pkjpck èh emek s`tkccmtk gà-

pusks, èh ajrk tbè 00>,>>> pkjpck b`vk a`hk imrst-tmak hkgmsmjestj dkgjak Gbrmstmès. \kvk `csj pcètkh twkety jtbkr Ekw Bjpk

gburgbks je J`bu, èh 044 gburgbks tbrjulbjut tbk ^`gmimg Tma

èh dkyjeh, megcuhmel gàpusks me B`w`mm, C`s Ykl`s, Wk`ttck, Cjs

@elkcks, Ajetè`, tbk ^bmcmppmeks, O`pè, Ayèa`r, eh @ustr`cm`.

Dut tbk smitmel prjgkss ms ekvkr trucy jvkr, kvke tbjulb tbkrk `rk

sk`sjes ji lrk`tkr trm`c. Xbk Cjrh b`s rkgketcy dkke t`fmel ak tbrjulb

ykt èjtbkr sk`sje. Me 4>>2, tbk dcmstkrmel p`gk ji ay amemstry p`t-tkres èh wjrf b`dmts gùlbt up wmtb ak, èh M ijueh ayskci ic`t

je ay d`gf me ` bjspmt`c me G`cmijrem` uehkrljmel kakrlkegy bk`rt

surlkry. Dy Ljhs lr`gk, M survmvkh, dut M fekw M ekkhkh tj gbèlk

tbk w`y M cmvkh. M b`h dkke ljmel tjj i`st ijr tjj cjel, eh Ljh b`h

ekw akss`lk ijr ak tb`t gburgb ck`hkrsbmp ms s augb djut dkmel

`s mt ms `djut hjmel, jek ji tbk gjrk akss`lks ji tbms djjf.

\BKE ]J[TK DKMEL WMIXKH@eh yju:

Xbk spkgmimgs ji yjur stjry `rk uehjudtkhcy hmiikrket irja jurs.

]kt àjel yju èh ak èh C`rry èh Irègms, wk `cc sb`rk aèy


36/36

8> Bk`rt \jrf

gjaaje tr`mts èh lj`cs. \k `cc wèt tj skk tbk ljspkc `hvègkh.

\k `cc wèt tj skk bk`ctby gburgbks kst`dcmsbkh tbrjulbjut tbk

wjrch. \k `cc, uctma`tkcy, wèt tj ijccjw Oksus Gbrmst wmtb `cc jurbk`rts. @eh wkvk `cc ikct tbk Cjrh s`ymel ej jr w`mt tj us me

sk`sjes wbke wkvk wètkh bma tj s`y yks.

Xbk djttja cmek, wb`t wkrk `cc bjpmel ijr me tbk keh ms tbrmv-

mel gburgb ck`hkrs ji lrk`t èh ljhcy gb`r`gtkr kst`dcmsbmel ekw

gjelrkl`tmjes ijr tbk lcjry ji Ljh. \k wèt yju tj dk mevjcvkh me

smlemimgèt, kiikgtmvk amemstry, èh `t tbk sàk tmak tj ck`re bjw tj

a`met`me yjur bk`rt tbrjulb tbk hmiimguct strktgbks.

Jur kegjur`lkaket ms tb`t, r`tbkr tbè imlbtmel tbms sk`sje ji

smitmel, yju ck`re tbk cèlu`lk ji Ljh, tb`t yju gjjpkr`tk wmtb wb`t

bk ms hjmel. Fkkp prkssmel tbk wkmlbt yju `rk bjchmel kvke tbjulb

yju a`y ikkc cmfk qumttmel. Ljh b`s prjamskh tj lmvk yju oust kejulb

`ssmstègk tj cmit tbk wkmlbt wbmck stmcc dumchmel tbk ekgkss`ry hkptb

ji gb`r`gtkr èh strkeltb tb`t bk metkehs tj hkvkcjp me yju. Ljh wmcc

hj sjaktbmel tbrjulbyju wbke yju imrst ccjw bma tj hj sjaktbmel

me yju.

TKAKADKTLjh aust ffrst `ggjapcmsb sjaktbmelmeyju dkijrk bk gè

`ggjapcmsb sjaktbmel tbrjulb yju.

Sifted: Pursuing Growth through Trials, Challenges, and Disappointments by Wayne Cordeiro With:...

Documents

Transcript of Sifted: Pursuing Growth through Trials, Challenges, and Disappointments by Wayne Cordeiro With:...