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n‡jvÑ Mvb bq, wZwb cÖv_©bv Ki‡Qb| Avgiv hviv ILv‡b Dcw ’Z wQjvg mevB-B —ä n‡q e‡mwQjvg, n‡q D‡VwQjvg Av`ª-Ki“Y, Ges A¯xKvi Ki‡ev bvÑ

LvwbKUv fveev`x| Avgvi eÜzwUi g‡Zv Avi †KD gvK©mev`x Øvw›ØKZvi K_v †f‡e †ZgbwU n‡qwQ‡jb Kx bv Rvbv nqwb, Z‡e g‡b n‡qwQjÑ GKwU cÖv_©bv msMxZ (nu¨v, jvj‡bi IB MvbwU‡K Avwg cÖv_©bv msMxZB ej‡ev) ïb‡j Avgiv mevB Ggb Av`ª-Ki“Y n‡q DwV †Kb? Avi †KbB-ev cÖwZwU gvby‡liB Rxe‡bi †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bv mg‡q cÖv_©bv Ki‡Z B‡”Q K‡i? Zvi‡P‡q ¸i“Z¡c~Y© cÖkœ n‡”QÑ cÖv_©bvUv Kvi Kv‡Q? cÖv_©bvi K_v ej‡j GB cÖkœwU Avm‡eB, Avi cÖ‡kœi wc‡Q-wc‡Q Awbevh©fv‡e Avm‡e Ck¦‡ii cÖm½, Zuvi Aw¯—Z¡-Abw —‡Z¡i cÖm½ Ges Avw —KZv-bvw¯—KZvi cÖm½| GB †jLvwU †mBme cÖm½ wb‡qB| bZzb †Kv‡bv welq bq, ejvBevûj¨| cÖPzi K_v n‡q †M‡Q c„w_ex‡Z, G wb‡q| bZzb K_vI Lye †ewk ejv hv‡e bv| Zey wb‡Ri Dcjwäi K_v e‡j †h‡Z †`vl Kx!

2. GLb, GB mg‡q, †Kv‡bv ÔAvw —KÕ ^xKvi Ki‡Z j¾v cvb †h, wZwb Avw —KÑ KviY †m‡¶‡Î Zv‡K cÖwZwµqvkxj Awfav †c‡Z n‡Z cv‡i| Ab¨w`‡K Ôbvw¯—KÕiv cÖKv‡k¨ ej‡Z wKwÂr ÔfqÕ †c‡jI AvÇvq ev N‡ivqv cwi‡e‡k †ek Me© K‡iB e‡jb †h, wZwb bvw¯—K| A_©vr bvw¯—KZv †MŠi‡ei Avi Avw —KZv j¾vi! wKš‘ A™¢yZ †kvbv‡jI mwZ¨ †h, Gi GKwU hw` †bwZevPK nq Z‡e GKBfv‡e Ab¨wUI †bwZevPK kã| Avgv‡ì GLv‡b GKwU aviYv cÖPwjZ Av‡QÑ GB y‡Uv kã ci¯ú‡ii wecixZ A_© enb K‡i| wKš‘ mZ¨ n‡”Q GB †h, Avw¯—KZvi wecixZ kã bvw —KZv bq, GB `y‡Uv kã y‡Uv wek¦v‡mi cÖwZwbwaZ¡ K‡i| GKwU Ck¦‡ii Aw¯—‡Z¡ wek¦vm, Ab¨wU Ck¦‡ii Abw¯—‡Z¡ wek¦vm| whwb Abw —‡Z¡ wek¦vm K‡ib wZwb Avevi Ck¦‡ii cwie‡Z© cÖK…wZ ev GB ai‡bi Ab¨ †Kv‡bvwKQy‡Z wek¦vm K‡ib| GB kã y‡Uvi wecixZ kã n‡”Q mskq| GKRb mskqx‡K wK Gi †h-†Kv‡bv GKwU wek¦v‡mi wei“‡× ev c‡¶ ùvo Kiv‡bv hv‡e? †h-†Kv‡bv GK c‡¶ ùvo Kiv‡j Zvi Ab¨ c‡¶ P‡j hvevi m¤¢vebvwUI cy‡ivgvÎvq i‡q hv‡e| mskqx‡ì wb‡q bv nq GKUz c‡i ewj, Zvi Av‡M eis Avw —K-bvw —K‡ì wb‡qB wKQy wPš—v-fvebv Kiv hvK|

cÖ_g K_v n‡”QÑ Avgv‡ì †`‡k Avw —KZv-bvw —KZvi aviYvwU LyeB A™¢yZ| welqwU Avi Ck¦‡ii Aw —Z¡-Abw¯—‡Z¡ wek¦v‡mi Ici ùvwo‡q †bB; ùvwo‡q †M‡Q a‡g© wek¦vm-Awek¦v‡mi Ici| A_©vr whwb a‡g© wek¦vm K‡ib wZwb Avw —K, whwb K‡ib bv wZwb bvw —K| GB Kb‡mÞwU‡K cwic~Y© ejv hvq bv| ag©Mª‡š’ ewY©Z

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m‡½ Zuv‡K wgwj‡q bv †d‡jb Ges Zuv‡KB Avj −vn e‡j fvevi g‡Zv fyj bv K‡ib| wKš‘ GLv‡b jvjb ZvB K‡i‡Qb| gywk©` (mvaviY gvbyl), imyj (gnvcyi“l) I †Lv`v (m„wóKZ©v) †K wZwb wgwj‡q wgwk‡q GKvKvi K‡i †d‡j‡QbÑ Ges csw³wU cwi®‹vifv‡e G K_vwUB ej‡Z Pvq †h, gvbyl Ges †Lv`v GKB iƒ‡ci wØwea cÖKvk A_ev gvby‡li g‡a¨B †Lv`v weivRgvbÑ Zuvi Avjv`v †Kv‡bv Aw —Z¡ †bB| GB gZ g~j Bmjvg mg_©b K‡i bv (hwÌ Gi m‡½ mywdev` Kw_Z g‡Zi †ek wgj cvIqv hvq)| cÖkœ n‡jv jvj‡bi †Lv`v Zvn‡j †K, GB aviYvB-ev wZwb Kxfv‡e Ges †Kv‡Ì‡K †c‡jb?

G cÖm‡½ iex›`ªbv‡_i K_vI ejv hvq| gvbe-BwZnv‡mi wewfbœ mgqKv‡j hZ¸‡jv cÖwZfv cÖKvwkZ n‡q‡Q iex› ªbv_ Zv‡ì Ab¨Zg, Avi iex›`ªbv‡_i eûgvwÎK cÖwZfvi m‡e©v”P cÖKvk N‡U‡Q Zuvi Mv‡b| Kx K_vq Kx my‡i wZwb GK AZzjbxq msMxZ-e¨w³Z¡| c„w_ex‡Z Ggb ÔmsMxZ cÖwZfvÕ Avi †`Lv hvq bv| gvby‡li Rxe‡bi Ggb †Kv‡bv Abyf~wZ †bB hv Zuvi Mv‡b aiv c‡owb| Avgvi †Zv g‡b nq gvby‡li Rxe‡bi cÖwZwU gyn~‡Z©i m‡½ gvwb‡q hvevi g‡Zv GKwU bv GKwU Mvb iex›`ªbv‡_i Av‡Q| wKš‘ Zuvi GB eûwewPÎ Mvb¸‡jvi g‡a¨ m‡e©v”P cÖwZfvi †Quvqv †c‡q‡Q Zuvi cÖv_©bv msMxZ¸‡jv| gvby‡li mgc©Y I AvZœwb‡e`‡bi Ggb Amvgvb¨ AvKzwZ I AvwZ© Aš—Z Avgvi Rvbvg‡Z Ab¨ †Kv‡bvwKQy‡Z aiv c‡owb| †Zv, Zuvi GKwU cÖv_©bv msMx‡Zi D`vniY †`BÑ

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ïay Kwe‡ì g‡a¨B bq, weÁvbx‡ì g‡aÏ KL‡bv KL‡bv Ggb A™¢yZ Ck¦i-wek¦v‡mi †`Lv †g‡j| gvbe-BwZnv‡mi Av‡iK we¯§qKi cÖwZfv AvBb÷vBb GKevi AwbðqZv ZË¡ wb‡q weZ‡K© hyw³ w`‡q myweav Ki‡Z bv †c‡iÑ Ôw` MW K¨vb bU M¨v¤wjsÕ ev ÔCk¦i Ryqv †Lj‡Z cv‡ib bvÕÑ e‡j A™¢yZ GK A‰eÁvwbK gš—e¨ Quy‡o w`‡qwQ‡jb (wZwb H Z‡Ë¡i wec‡¶ wQ‡jb)! wKš‘ GB gš—e¨wU †_‡KB Zvi gvbmRMr m¤‡Ü aviYv cvIqv hvq : 1. wZwb Ck¦i wek¦vmx wQ‡jb Ges 2. GB

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Ck¦i †Kv‡bv ag©MÖ‡š’ ewY©Z Ck¦i bb| welqwU e¨vL¨v Kivi †Póv Kiv hvK| AvBb÷vBb ag©wek¦v‡mi w`K †_‡K Bûw` wQ‡jb| aiv hvK Zuvi Ck¦i-wek¦vm Bûw` ag© cÖfvweZ| †m‡¶‡Î ej‡ZB nq, †h-†Kv‡bv ag©MÖ‡š’ ewY©Z Ck¦i Ryqv †Lj‡Z LyeB cQ›` K‡ib Ges cÖvqkB Ryqv †L‡j _v‡Kb| A_©vr †Kv‡bv wbqg Kvby‡bi †Zvqv°v bv K‡iB wZwb hv B‡”Q Zv-B K‡ib, Ges hv B‡”Q Zv-B Kivi ¶gZvI Zuvi Av‡Q| AZGe Ck¦i Ryqv †Lj‡Z cv‡ib bv e‡j wZwb †hgb Zuvi ¶gZv‡K mxgve× K‡i w`‡jb (Ôcv‡ib bvÕ kãwUB mxgve×Zvi cwiPvqK) Ab¨w`‡K Bw½Z Ki‡jbÑ Zuvi Ck¦i Aek¨B wbqg Kvbyb †g‡b P‡jb, weÁvbx‡ì KvRB †mB wbqg Kvbyb¸‡jv Avwe®‹vi KivÑ Ryqvwo‡ì g‡Zv †Kv‡bv AwbwðZ e¨vcvi m¨vcvi wb‡q KvR Kiv Zuvi c‡¶ m¤¢eB bq| GB K_vwU A‡bK c‡i w÷‡db nwKsI e‡j‡Qb| Zuvi g‡ZÑ GKRb Ck¦i hw` †_‡KI _v‡Kb Zvn‡j wZwb gnvwek¦ m„wói mgqB wKQy wbqg-Kvbyb †eu‡a w`‡q‡Qb Ges GBme wbqg-Kvby‡b wZwb bZzb K‡i n —‡¶c K‡ib bv, †Kv‡bv cwieZ©b K‡ib bv| mwZ¨ ej‡Z wK, †mB ¶gZvB Zuvi †bB| avwg©Kiv †Zv wek¦vm K‡ibÑ Ck¦‡ii B‡”Q Qvov Mv‡Qi GKwU cvZvI b‡o bv, A_P nwKs ej‡QbÑ gnvwek¦ m„wó Kivi mgq wbqg-Kvbyb †eu‡a †`qvi g‡a¨ w`‡q Ck¦‡ii KvR †kl n‡q †M‡Q, Gi c‡i Zuvi Avi †Kv‡bv f~wgKv †bB| AvBb÷vBb ev nwKs-Gi GB Ck¦iB ev †Kvb Ck¦i? †Kv‡bv a‡g©i m‡½ wK Gi wgj cvIqv hvq?

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5. jvjb, Igi ˆLqvg, wgR©v Mvwje, nvwdR, i“wg, iex›`ªbv_, AvBb÷vBb Ñ Guiv †KDB nq‡Zv cÖ_g Rxe‡b cÖPwjZ †Kv‡bv a‡g© cy‡ivcywi Av ’v ’vcb K‡ibwb; Avevi Zviv †h bvw¯—K wQ‡jb Ggb †Kv‡bv cÖgvYI cvIqv hvq bv| cÖK…Zc‡¶ Guiv wQ‡jb mskqx| wb‡R‡ì‡K Zuviv †i‡LwQ‡jb wek¦vm-Awek¦v‡mi gvSLv‡b| d‡j Zuv‡ì Rxe‡b hLb GK ai‡bi mgc©‡Yi cÖ‡qvRb †`Lv w`‡qwQjÑ wb‡R‡ì g‡Zv K‡i GKRb Ck¦‡ii aviYv Zuviv ZLb ˆZwi K‡i wb‡qwQ‡jb|

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6. GZ K_vi AeZviYv Ki‡Z n‡Zv bv hw` Avgvi eÜzwU jvj‡bi H MvbwU wb‡q IiKg GKwU gš—e¨ bv Ki‡Zb| wcÖq cvVK, Avwg Avcbv‡ì mvg‡b MvbwU Zz‡j aiwQ [m~Î : jvjb MxwZ mgMÖ, IqvwKj Avng`, eBcÎ, 2002]| AvcbvivI GKUz †`Lyb Gi g‡a¨ gvK©mev`x Øvw›ØKZv Luy‡R cvb Kx bv|

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Av‡MB e‡jwQ, Avwg e¨w³MZfv‡e GB Mv‡bi g‡a¨ †Kv‡bv Øvw›ØKZv Luy‡R cvBwb, †c‡qwQ mgc©Y, Zzgyj mgc©Y| `qv‡ji Kv‡Q ¶gv cÖv_©bv| eo msK‡U c‡o‡Qb wZwbÑ †m †Zv ej‡Qb-B, c‡o `qvj‡K WvK‡Qb Zuvi ARvbv Aciva ¶gv Kivi Rb¨| GB Mv‡bi g‡a¨ Av‡Q †cÖg, Av‡Q fv‡jvevmvi `vweÑ Avwg wK †Zvi †KnB bqÑ wKš‘ Øvw›ØKZv †Kv_vq? Ggb Amvgvb¨ GK mgc©‡Yi g‡a¨ Avgvi eÜz Zvn‡j †mUv Luy‡R cvb †Kb? †Kb MvbwU‡K GKwU MwÊi g‡a¨ Ave× K‡i †d‡jb? Gi KviY wbwnZ Av‡Q Avw —K I bvw —K‡ì gvbm‡jv‡Ki g‡a¨| c„w_exi mewKQy‡K gvK©mev‡ì AvIZvq wb‡q G‡m e¨vL¨v Kivi †Póv Avi mewKQy‡K a‡g©i AvIZvq wb‡q G‡m e¨vL¨v Kiv GKB ai‡bi †ivM e‡j g‡b nq Avgvi| GB `yB ai‡bi gvbylB Rxeb I c„w_exi mewKQy‡K e¨vL¨v Kivi Rb¨ GKwU †d«g ˆZwi K‡ibÑ Avi IB †d«g‡KB wZwb ÷¨vÛvW© e‡j g‡b K‡ib| c„w_exi mewKQy‡KB IB †d«‡g e›`x K‡i †djvUv Zvi GKgvÎ KvR n‡q ùvovq, GKvš—B †Kv‡bv welq hw` †mB †d«‡gi g‡a¨ bv c‡o Zvn‡j †mUv‡K ZxeªK‡É A¯^xKvi K‡ib| Avw¯—K‡ì Rb¨ bvw —KZv Avi bvw —K‡ì Rb¨ Avw —KZv n‡”Q †d«‡gi evB‡ii e¨vcviÑ †d«‡g †d‡j welqwU‡K Zviv e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z cv‡ib bv e‡jB A¯^xKvi K‡ib| Ab¨w`‡K mskqx‡ì Ggb †Kv‡bv mywbw`©ó †d«g _v‡K bv, d‡j Zviv †h-†Kv‡bv welq‡KB ¯xKvi ev A¯^xKvi bv K‡i we‡ePbvq †bb, mskq cÖKvk K‡ib, welqwUi fv‡jv-g›`, BwZ I †bwZ LwZ‡q †`‡Lb| Avi GBw`K †_‡K wePvi Ki‡j g‡b nqÑ mskqxiv `vk©wbKfv‡e Ab¨vb¨‡ì †P‡q GwM‡q Av‡Qb| Zv‡ì we‡ePbvi AvKvkwU A‡bK eo, Zv‡ì fvebv-wPš—vi RMrwU †d«ge›`x bq, Avi ZvQvov †K bv Rv‡b AvKvk‡K KL‡bv †d«gew›` Kiv hvq bv!

7. wKš‘ mskqx‡ì wb‡q GKwU eo mgm¨vI Av‡Q| †mwU n‡”QÑ `vk©wbKfv‡e Zuv‡ì Ici †Kv‡bv Av ’v ivLv hvq bv| Zuviv †h KLb †Kvb `‡j hv‡eb †m e¨vcv‡i AvMvg wKQyB ejv hvq bv| Avcwb Avw¯—K‡ì Ici Av¯’v ivL‡Z cv‡ib, cv‡ib bvw¯—K‡ì Ic‡iIÑ KviY Zv‡ì mywbw`©ó wek¦vm Av‡Q| Avcwb ag©cwš’‡ì Ici Av ’v ivL‡Z cv‡ib, cv‡ib gvK©mev`x‡ì Ic‡iIÑ KviY Zv‡ì g‡bvRM‡Zi c¨vUvb©wU Avcbvi †gvUvgywUfv‡e Rvbv| wKš‘ mskqxiv †Kvbw`‡K hv‡e Zv Avcwb eyS‡eb Kxfv‡e? bv, †evSvi Dcvq †bB| AZGe Avcwb hw` †Kv‡bv mywbw`©ó j‡¶¨ †cuŠQv‡Z Pvb Zvn‡j fy‡jI mskqx‡ì K_v ïb‡Z hv‡eb bv| j‡¶¨ †cuŠQv‡bvi c‡_ mskqx `k©b GK weivU cÖwZeÜK| G Rb¨B e‡jwQ, Avw —K‡ì kÎ“ bvw —Kiv

bq, bvw —K‡ìI kÎ“ bq Avw —KivÑ KviY Giv ci¯ú‡ii ¯iƒc Rv‡b, Giv eo‡Rvi ci¯úi we‡ivax| cÖK…Zc‡¶ kÎ“ n‡”Q mskqxiv, KviY Gu‡ì îƒc †KD Rv‡b bv| Gu‡ì †gvKv‡ejv Ki‡Z n‡j Avcbv‡K Aek¨B GKwU wbw`©ó AvKv‡ii †dªg ˆZwi Ki‡Z n‡e, mewKQy‡K †mB †d«‡g e›`x K‡i wePvi Ki‡Z n‡e Ges †d«‡gi evB‡ii mewKQy‡K wbg©gfv‡e †Qu‡U †dj‡Z n‡e, hwÌ GiKg Ki‡j Avcwb n‡q DV‡eb GKRb Quv‡P XvjvB Kiv gvbylÑ Zv‡Z ¶wZ †bB hw` Avcbvi j¶¨wU AwR©Z nq|

mskqx‡ì Ici hw` Av ’v bv-B ivLv hvq Zvn‡j Zuv‡ì wekvj AvKvk †_‡K jvfUv wK n‡jv? Zuviv †Zv me© v cwiZ¨vR¨| bv, Avgv‡ì ˆ`bw›`b Rxe‡bi †QvULv‡Uv j¶¨ AR©b ev RvZxq Rxe‡bi †Kv‡bv j¶¨ AR©‡bI mskqxiv †Zgb †Kv‡bv f~wgKv ivL‡Z cv‡ib bv, Zuviv eis cwiZ¨vR¨B| wKš‘ Rxeb †Zv ïay e¨w³MZ wKsev RvZxq Rxe‡bi êlwqK j¶¨ AR©‡bi g‡a¨B mxgve× bq, Gi gnËg †Kv‡bv `vk©wbK j¶Ï _vK‡Z cv‡i| †miKg †Kv‡bv gnËi Dcjwä AR©b Ki‡Z n‡j Avcbv‡K mskqxB n‡Z n‡e|

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†Kej gvÎ Zv‡ì `k©b wµqvkxj _vK‡Z cv‡iÑ Gici Zvi Avi †Kv‡bv f~wgKv _vK‡e bv| †R‡bï‡bI †Kb Zviv Agb GKwU Aj•Nbxq †d«g ˆZwi K‡ib ejv gykwKj| e¨w³MZfv‡e Avwg gvK©mev`‡K gvbe-BwZnv‡mi Ab¨Zg †kªô `k©b e‡j g‡b Kwi Ges GB `k©b gvby‡li Rb¨ †h ai‡bi mgvR Kvgbv K‡i mwZ¨ mwZ¨ hw` Zv AwR©Z nq Zvn‡j †mUv n‡e GB `k©‡bi weivU mvdj¨, Gici Gi g„Zz¨ NU‡jI wKQy hvq Av‡m bv| Z‡e Ggb GKwU Amvgvb¨ `k©‡bi g„Zzï ciI mskqxiv wµqvkxj _vK‡Z cv‡ib| mskqx‡ì †KŠZ~n‡ji †kl †bB, cÖ‡kœiI †kl †bBÑ Avi ZvB AbymÜv‡biI †kl †bB| †kl †bB e‡jB mskqxiv †Kv_vI uvovb bv, Awekªvš—fv‡e GwM‡q P‡jb| Ck¦iwenxb c„w_ex‡Z Zuviv bZzb Ck¦‡ii Rb¥ w`‡Z cv‡ibÑ nq‡Zv Gfv‡eB †Kv‡bv GK my`~i AZx‡Z †Kv‡bv GK mskqx gvbe-mgv‡R Ck¦i aviYvi m~Pbv K‡iwQ‡jb| GKBfv‡e Ck¦igq c„w_ex‡Z Zuviv mskqx cÖkœ K‡i Ck¦‡ii Aw —‡Z¡i cÖwZ cÖkœ Quy‡o w`‡Z cv‡ib| A_©vr †Kv‡bv Ae ’vB Zuv‡ì Rb¨ †kl Ae ’v bq| Ab¨ me `k©b †hLv‡b †n‡i hvq, †_‡g hvqÑ mskqxiv ZL‡bv _v‡Kb Pjgvb| GB GKwU RvqMvq mskqxiv Ab¨ mevi †_‡K †kªô|

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bvwg‡q w`‡Z cv‡ib! Z‡e Gme †jLv Q‡K †djv, Quv‡P XvjvÑ mgKv‡j KwZcq AMfxi cvV‡Ki Kv‡Q G¸‡jv M„nxZ n‡jI Aíw`‡bi g‡a¨B Zv nvwi‡q hvq| wKš‘ †h KweZv gvbyl hy‡Mi ci hyM a‡i g‡b iv‡LÑ Aš—i ’ ev KÉ¯’ K‡i iv‡L; †h Mí hy‡Mi ci hyM a‡i gvbyl‡K Av‡jvwoZ K‡i, †h Dcb¨vm eûKvj a‡i gvby‡li Rxeb‡K bZzb gvÎv G‡b †`qÑ Avwg †m¸‡jvi K_v ejwQ| Gme †jLvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Z nq| A‡c¶v gv‡b mvabv| ÔAvgvi mKj j‡q e‡m AvwQÕi g‡Zv A‡c¶v| G-I wK Kg K‡ói? c„w_ex‡Z KZ Avb›``vqK NUbv Av‡Q, D¾¡Zg e ‘ Av‡QÑ †m¸‡jvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v KivI Avb‡›ì| A‡c¶v Kiv fv‡jv †cÖ‡gi Rb¨, fv‡jv A_©-KxwZ©-¯”QjZvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v, †mm‡ei Rb¨ bv K‡i †KD †KD †Kb †jLvi g‡Zv GKwU Ôwecbœ we¯§‡qiÕ Rb¨ A‡c¶v K‡ib †K Rv‡b! wKš‘ GLv‡bI †kl bq| aiv hvK, †jLv G‡jv, †jLK Zvi mva¨-Abyhvqx wj‡LI †dj‡jb, ZviciB ïi“ nq †jLK ¯fv‡ei m‡½ hvq bv Ggb me wel‡qi DrcvZ| †hgb, †jLvwU cÖKvk Kiv| GKRb mwZ¨Kv‡ii †jL‡Ki Rb¨ m¤úv`‡Ki g‡Zv fxwZKi cÖvYx Avi wK n‡Z cv‡i? A_P Zuv‡K †mwUiI gy‡LvgywL n‡Z nq! Avi hw` fyjµ‡g GKwU eB Zuvi cÖKvwkZ n‡qB c‡o, Zvn‡j wbqwZ-wba©vwiZ Awfkv‡ci g‡Zv Zvi `vq Zuv‡K mvivRxeb a‡i enb K‡i †h‡Z n‡e! eB n‡”Q †jL‡Ki Rb¨ GKwU duv`Ñ mvivRxeb a‡i, GgbwK g„Zzï ciI, mgv‡jvwPZ nIqvi Rb¨ GKwU †¯^”QvK…Z eë ’v| GKRb †jLK‡K Awbevh©fv‡eB GK ev GKvwaK MÖ‡š’i RbK n‡Z nq, Avi G‡KKwU eB‡qi †cQ‡b _v‡K Zuvi hš¿Yv`» nevi BwZnvm, _v‡K A‡c¶v I mvabvi BwZnvm, _v‡K Aweij i³¶i‡Yi Mí, wKš‘ Zuvi GZme i³¶i‡Yi LeiB †bq bv †KD (G-wK Zvn‡j Awfkvc bq?)| ÔwK”Qy nqwbÕ e‡j LvwiR K‡i †èvi g‡Zv eû ÔÁvbxÕ †jvK Zuvi Av‡kcv‡kB NyiNyi K‡i|

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g‡a¨ GKwU m~¶ we‡iva Av‡Q| mPivPi Zv †Ui cvIqv hvq bvÑ †Ui cvb m„Rbkxjiv| Zuviv hZ †ewk Ávb AR©b K‡ib ZZ †ewk m„wónxbZvq †fv‡Mb| GgbwK A‡bK m„wókxj e¨w³i m„RbkxjZvi g„Zz¨ N‡U †M‡Q Ávb jvf Ki‡Z Ki‡Z| K_vUv wec`RbKÑ m„Rbkxj †KD e¨vcviUv wek¦vm K‡i †dj‡j wZwb Áv‡bi wec‡¶ Ae¯’vb MÖnY Ki‡Z cv‡ib| †mUv Lye †ewk mywe‡ePbvi KvR n‡e bv| m„Rbkxj‡ì g‡b ivLv ìKviÑ Zuvi Rb¨ a¨vb e¨vcviUv ¸i“Z¡c~Y©, wKš‘ a¨vb¯’ nevi ¶gZv Zuv‡KB AR©b Ki‡Z n‡e, GKevi †mB ¶gZv AR©b Ki‡Z cvi‡j Ávb Avi Zuvi m„RbkxjZvi c‡_ †Kv‡bv evav n‡q ùvov‡Z cvi‡e bv| †gvU K_v ÁvbRMr †hb Zuvi a¨vbRMr‡K Wwg‡bU bv K‡i| wKš‘ Ávbxiv wK Ki‡eb? Av‡MB e‡jwQÑ Ávbx‡ì c‡¶ a¨vbx nIqv KwVb| Avi KwVb e‡jB Zv‡ì c‡¶ m„wókxj nIqv cÖvq Am¤¢e| GiKg D`vniY Avcwb Avcbvi Pvicv‡k ZvKv‡jB †`L‡Z cv‡eb| Avcbvi Am¤¢e Ávbx eÜzwUÑ hvi K_v ïb‡j `y-Pvi‡U eB covi cwikªg †eu‡P hvqÑ †j‡Lb bv! ejv DwPZ, wjL‡Z cv‡ib bv| KviY, wjL‡Z †M‡j Zver Ávb G‡m Zv‡K Av‡óc„‡ó †eu‡a †d‡j| Avgv‡ì mvg‡b GKwU D¾¡j D`vniY †Zv Av‡QB| Aa¨vcK Ave`yi iv¾vK| cÖvq wZb hyM a‡i G‡`‡ki ÁvbRMr‡K †bZ…Z¡ †`qv GB gnvb gbxlx wKQyB †j‡Lbwb| †Kb †j‡Lbwb †m m¤^‡Ü Avng` Qdv GKwU e¨vL¨v †`qvi †Póv K‡i‡Qb| Ave`yi iv¾vK mv‡ne Zuvi †hŠe‡b UªUw¯‹i Ôw_‡qvwi Ae cvg©v‡b›U †ify¨jy¨kbÕ evsjvq, Ges Aebx›`ªbv_ VvKz‡ii Ôevsjvi eªZÕ Bs‡iwR‡Z Abyev` K‡iwQ‡jbÑ GB Z_¨ Rvwb‡q Avng` Qdv wj‡L‡Qb :

iv¾vK mv‡ne mvivRxe‡b wKQy †j‡Lbwb †Kb †m bvwjk Avwg mK‡ji Kv‡Q Anin ï‡b AvmwQ| iv¾vK mv‡ne D‡j −L Kivi g‡Zv wKQy †j‡Lbwb †K‡bv, †m ˆKwdqZ GKgvÎ wZwbB w`‡Z cv‡ib| Zuvi n‡q wKQy ejv Avgvi DwPZ n‡e bv| Z_vwc Avwg Avgvi †h aviYv R‡b¥‡Q, †mUv ej‡Z cvwi| †hŠe‡b †h gvbyl UªUw¯‹i w_‡qvwi Ae cvg©v‡b›U †ify¨jy¨k‡bi evsjv Ges Aeb VvKz‡ii BswiwR Abyev` K‡i‡Qb, †mB gvby‡li c‡¶ Ab¨ †Kv‡bv gvgywj wel‡q KvR Kiv Am¤¢e wQ‡jv| Zuvi gvbwmK m~¶Zvi Ggb GKwU mgybœZ DËiY N‡UwQj, †mLvb †_‡K ZrKvwjb we`¨vPP©vi —iwU‡Z †b‡g Avmv mwZ¨ mwZ¨ `yiƒn n‡q ùvwo‡qwQj|

Avng` Qdvi GB e¨vL¨v Avgvi Kv‡Q MÖnY‡hvM¨ e‡j g‡b nqwb| Ô†Kv‡bv gvgywj wel‡q KvR Kiv Am¤¢e wQ‡jvÕÑ †Zv, wZwb ¸i“Z¡c~Y© †Kv‡bv KvR K‡ibwb †Kb? ÔZrKvwjb we`¨vPP©vi ¯—iwU‡Z †b‡g Avmv mwZ¨ mwZ¨ `yiƒn n‡q uvwo‡qwQjÕÑ †Zv

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2. Avgiv †evanq cÖm½ †_‡K `~‡i P‡j G‡mwQ| Aek¨ `~‡i G‡jI ¶wZ †bB †Kv‡bvÑ cÖm½wU †h‡nZz †jLv‡jwL wb‡q, a¨vb-Áv‡bi K_v ZvB Avmv ìKvi| Zey Avgiv g~j cÖm‡½ wdwi| gvbyl †j‡L †Kb, GB wQ‡jv cÖkœ| †jLK‡ì K_vevZ©v wePvi-we‡k−lY Ki‡j †`Lv hvqÑ Gu‡ì cÖvq cÖ‡Z¨‡K †QvU‡ejvq co–qv wQ‡jbÑ gv‡b eB‡qi †cvKv wQ‡jb| co‡Z co‡ZB Zuviv GKmgq †jLvi ZvwM` Abyfe K‡i‡Qb| Avgvi GB K_vwU Av‡Mi K_vi m‡½ we‡iva ˆZwi Ki‡eÑ Rvwb| eB c‡o gvbyl †Zv ÁvbxB nqÑ Avi Av‡MB e‡jwQ, Ávbxiv †jLK n‡Z cv‡ib bvÑ Zvn‡j GB †jLKiv †jLv ïi“ Ki‡jb †Kb? wKsev cÖkœUv Gfv‡eI Kiv hvqÑ Zviv Ávbx bv n‡q †jLK n‡jb †Kb? G cÖ‡kœi DËi †èvi Av‡M Avgv‡ì Av‡iKUv welq wb‡q K_v ej‡Z n‡e| G K_v mevB Rv‡bb, AwfÁZv `y-ai‡biÑ cÖZ¨¶ I c‡iv¶| cÖZ¨¶ AwfÁZv gvbyl AR©b K‡i wb‡Ri Rxeb †_‡KB| ˆ`bw›`b Rxebhvcb, bvbvai‡bi m¤úK©, wb‡Ri Rxe‡bi evB‡iI Ab¨vb¨ gvby‡li Rxeb, cwicv‡k¦©i NUbvejx BZ¨vw` †_‡K †hme AwfÁZv gvbyl AR©b K‡iÑ †m¸‡jv cÖZ¨¶| Avi c‡iv¶ AwfÁZv? †mUv AwR©Z nq eBcÎ, bvUK-wm‡bgv,

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m½xZ, wPÎKjv BZ¨vw` †_‡K| wKš‘ c‡iv¶ AwfÁZvi cÖavb AskwU AwR©Z nq eB c‡oB| GB AwfÁZv Avevi GKRb gvbyl‡K cÖZ¨¶ AwfÁZv jv‡fi e¨vcv‡i Mfxifv‡e mnvqZv K‡i| †mUv wK iKg? eB Avm‡j gvby‡li †fZ‡ii †PvL, A_©vr Aš—`„©wó, Ly‡j †`q| d‡j GKwU NUgvb NUbv †`‡L GKRb A-co–qv gvbyl †mUv‡K †hfv‡e Dcjwä K‡i, MÖnY K‡i, we‡k −lY K‡iÑ co–qv gvbylwUi Dcjwä-MÖnY-we‡k−lY nq Zvi †_‡K c„_K| ïay c„_K ej‡j Kg ejv nqÑ GB Dcjwä A‡bK Mfxi, AZj¯úk©x| GKB NUbvi e¨vL¨v wewfbœ gvby‡li Kv‡Q wewfbœiKg n‡Z cv‡i, GK_v †hgb mwZ¨ Zvi‡P‡q eo mZ¨wU n‡”QÑ hvi †fZ‡ii †PvL †Lvjv Zvi e¨vL¨vwUB me‡P‡q Mfxi, we‡k−lYag©x, e¨wZµgx| †mB e¨vL¨v wZwb Ab¨ Kv‡iv m‡½ †kqvi Ki‡Z cv‡ib, bv-I Ki‡Z cv‡ib| wKš‘ AwfÁZv wn‡m‡e GUv Zvi Szwj‡Z Rgv c‡o| GBfv‡e AwfÁZv¸‡jv Rg‡Z Rg‡Z GKmgq Zv GZ fvwi n‡q I‡V †h, †h-†Kv‡bv gvby‡li c‡¶B †mB fvi enb Kiv cÖvq Am¤¢e n‡q I‡V| GKgvÎ Ab¨ gvby‡li m‡½ †kqvi Kivi gva¨‡gB GB fvi †_‡K LvwbKUv gyw³ cvIqv †h‡Z cv‡i| wKš‘ †mB gvbyl †Kv_vq †h e‡m e‡m Avcbvi GZme AwfÁZvi K_v ïb‡e? GZ mgq †Kv_vq Zvi, `vqB-ev wK? d‡j AwfÁZvjä gvbylwU‡K AwfÁZvi AK_¨ hš¿Yv †cvnv‡Z nq| AwfÁZvi †h hš¿Yv Av‡Q, hZ †ewk AwfÁZv Z‡Zv †ewk hš¿YvÑ GK_v AwfÁZvjä gvbylgvÎB Rv‡bb| GB hš¿Yvi jvNe NUv‡bvi Rb¨B Gi cÖKvk Ri“ix n‡q c‡oÑ Avi AwaKvsk †¶‡Î cÖKvkUv N‡U †jLv‡jwLi gva¨‡g| Ab¨vb¨ gva¨‡g GUv cÖKvk Kivi my‡hvM Kg|

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Ávbxiv Zv‡ì AwfÁZv¸‡jv‡K cÖKvk K‡ib bv e‡j, Zv‡ì jä Ávb¸‡jv i‡q hvq e¨w³MZ ch©v‡q, e¨vcK gvby‡li Kv‡Q Qwo‡q covi my‡hvM cvq bv| d‡j g„Zzï ci AwP‡iB gvby‡li ¯§„wZ †_‡KI Zuv‡ì g„Zz¨ N‡UÑ Avi ZvB Zuv‡ì gn‡Ë¡i Mí wKQyw`b †jvKgy‡L Qwo‡q _vKvi ci GKmgq ¯vfvweK wbq‡gB nvwi‡q hvq| Ab¨w`‡K m„Rbkxj †jv‡Kiv Zv cÖKvk K‡ib e‡jB, g„Zz i ciI †mme i‡q hvq Avi †m¸‡jvB bZzb Ávb wn‡m‡e cÖRb¥ †_‡K cÖRb¥vš—‡i Qwo‡q c‡o|

3. Z‡e wK ïaygvÎ hš¿YvjvN‡ei Rb¨B †jLKiv †j‡Lb, Ab¨ †Kv‡bv cÖvwß †bB Zuv‡ì? Av‡Q| MfxiZg GK Avb›` Av‡Q| m„wói Avb›`| c„w_ex‡Z m„wói Avb‡›ì †P‡q Mfxi, Zxeª †Kv‡bv Avb›` †bB| m„wói gyn~‡Z©i †P‡q D¾¡jZg †Kv‡bv gyn~Z© †bB gvby‡li Rxe‡b| †Kv‡bvwKQyi m‡½B Gi Zzjbv P‡j bv| Zey hw` Zzjbv Ki‡ZB nq †Zv ej‡Z n‡eÑ `¤úwZi cÖ_g mš—vb R‡b¥i Avb‡›ì K_v| wKš‘ `v¤úZ¨ Rxe‡b mš—v‡bi Rb¥Uv †h‡nZz cÖvq Awbevh© Avi ¯^vfvweK NUbv e‡j a‡i †bqv nq, Ab¨w`‡K †jL‡Ki Rb¨ †jLvi Rb¥ †bqvUv Awbevh© bqÑ n‡ZI cv‡i bv-I n‡Z cv‡i, ZvB ZzjbvwU h_v_© nq bv| D`vniYwU‡K eis Av‡iKUz KwVb K‡i †Zvjv hvK| aiv hvK, `v¤úZ¨ Rxeb ïi“ Kivi eûw`b ciI †Kv‡bv GK `¤úwZi mš—vb n‡”Q bv| eû †Póv-Z`wei, eû wPwKrmv, eû Wv³vi-KweivR-cxi-dwKi a‡iI †Kv‡bv KvR n‡”Q bv| †mB gyn~‡Z© †Kv‡bv GK A‡jŠwKK Bkvivq hw` Zv‡ì GKwU mš—vb Rb¥ †bq, Zvn‡j Zv‡ì Avb›`wU †Kgb n‡e? wbðqB ¯vfvwe‡Ki †P‡q A‡bK †ewk! GKRb †jL‡Ki Rb¨ GKwU mdj †jLvi Rb¥ IB mš—vb Rb¥ †bqvi †P‡qI A‡bK †ewk| GB Zxeª Avb‡›ì †jvf GKRb †jLK‡K w`‡q wjwL‡q †bq| wKš‘ hš¿Yv jvNe Avi Zxeª Avb›` jvfÑ G `y‡UvB nq‡Zv me bq| me gvby‡li g‡a¨B Agi‡Z¡i Z…òv Av‡Q| gvbyl wb‡R‡K cÖevwnZ †`L‡Z Pvq, euvwP‡q ivL‡Z Pvq Zvi cieZ©x cÖR‡b¥i g‡a¨ w`‡q| †jLKivI wb‡R‡ì‡K euvwP‡q ivL‡Z Pvb Zuv‡ì †jLvi g‡a¨ w`‡q| Zvn‡j hš¿Yv †_‡K gyw³, Zxeª Avb›` jvf Avi Agi‡Z¡i †jvfB wK me? m¤¢eZ G¸‡jvB cÖavb| Z‡e Gi m‡½ hy³ n‡Z cv‡i A_©, hk, L¨vwZ BZ¨vwì †jvfI| G¸‡jv Aek¨ g~j bq, †Kej A‡_©i Rb¨, h‡ki Rb¨, L¨vwZi Rb¨ Kv‡iv c‡¶ µgvMZ wj‡L hvIqv m¤¢e bq| mwZ¨ ej‡Z wK, ïay G¸‡jvi Rb¨ GKRb gvby‡li c‡¶ †jLKB nIqv m¤¢e bq|

4. wKš‘ me‡P‡q ¸i“Z¡c~Y© welqwUi K_vB GL‡bv Avwg ewjwb| gvbyl †j‡L Zvi AvZœZ…wßi Rb¨| ïay †jLKiv †Kb Ñ ˆ`bw›`b Rxebhvc‡bi evB‡i hviv Ab¨ wKQy K‡ibÑ †jLv‡jwL, AvuKvAvuwK, m½xZ PP©v, b„Z¨PP©v, Awfbq, Pjw”PÎ cwiPvjbv, GgbwK ivRbxwZIÑ Zv IB AvZœZ…wßi Rb¨B K‡ib| GB Z…wß g~jZ Rxeb‡K LvwbKUv A_©gq K‡i †Zvjvi Avb›` †_‡K D™¢yZ| GB ai‡bi GKRb gvbylÑ ¯xKvi Ki“b Avi bv-B Ki“b, wbðqB Rv‡bb Ges g‡b g‡b n‡jI gv‡bb †h, Rxeb LyeB A_©nxb GKwU e¨vcvi| hvc‡bi Rb¨ †h GKwUgvÎ Rxeb wZwb cvb g„Zzï m‡½ m‡½ †mB Rxe‡bi hveZxq AR©b I Av‡qvRb †kl n‡q hvq; Avi †Kv‡bvwKQyB cvevi _v‡Kbv Zvi| Agi‡Z¡i Z…òv me gvby‡li g‡a¨B Av‡QÑ G K_v wVK, wKš‘ g„Zzï ci †m GB AgiZ¡ †c‡jv wK †c‡jv bv Zv‡Z Zvi wKQyB hvq

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Av‡m bv| GB K_vwU GKRb ey‡S †M‡j Zvi Kv‡Q RxebUv Lye fvwi n‡q I‡V, RxebUv‡K hvcb‡hvM¨ K‡i †Zvjv Zvi Rb¨ KwVb n‡q c‡o| hvcb‡hvM¨ K‡i †Zvjvi Rb¨ Zvi mvg‡b ZLb GKwU c_B †Lvjv _v‡KÑ Rxeb †h A_©nxb GB K_vwU fy‡j _vKv| wKš‘ PvB‡jB †Zv e¨vcviUv fy‡j _vKv hvq bv! fy‡j _vKvi Rb¨ GKwU †NvijvMv mgq PvB| Avi †jLKiv _v‡Kb †mB †NvijvMv mg‡qi g‡a¨B| Avwg G‡KB ejwQ a¨vb, ejwQ gMœZv| GB mgq¸‡jv‡Z m„wókxjZvi wPš—vB cÖavb n‡q I‡V Zuvi Kv‡Q, Ab¨ me hš¿Yv †_‡K gyw³ †g‡j, Ab¨me Av‡qvR‡bi K_v fy‡j _vKv hvq| Rxeb †h A_©nxb GB K_vUv fy‡j _vKvi †Póv Kiv‡K †KD †KD Aek¨ cjvqbci g‡bve„wË wn‡m‡e wPwýZ Ki‡Z cv‡ib| †m‡¶‡Î Av‡iKwU KvR Kiv hvqÑ K_vUv mwZ¨ †R‡bIÑ fvebvUv‡K D‡ë †`qv hvq| fvev †h‡Z cv‡iÑ cÖwZwU RxebB BDwbK, Abb¨Ñ GKUz Gw`K Iw`K n‡j GB RxebwUi m„wó n‡Zv bv, GZ Abb¨ GKwU NUbv A_©nxb n‡Z cv‡i bv| Ges †mB A_©Uv Kx, †m e¨vcv‡i cÖK…wZi g‡a¨B Av‡Q Bw½Z I Bkviv| Av‡Q GB Bw½Z †h, GB mg‡q GB mgv‡R Avgvi GKwU f~wgKv Av‡Q| †mB f~wgKv mevi Rb¨ GKiKg n‡e bv, ejvBevûj¨, wKš‘ Kx n‡e †mUv Luy‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡KB| gvbyl †mB f~wgKv ivLvi RvqMvwU Luy‡R cvq m„RbkxjZvi bvbv Abyl‡½, †KD †KD GgbwK ivRbxwZ‡ZI (Avwg Aek¨B A_©-weË-¶gZv Avi nvjyqv-i“wU fvMvfvwMi †h ivRbxwZ Zvi K_v ejwQ bv, ejwQ †mB ivRbxwZi K_v hv mgvRUv‡K cv‡ë †èvi ¯cœ †`Lvq, †`k I gvby‡li fvM¨ cwieZ©‡bi Rb¨ AbycÖvwYZ K‡i)| Avgvi GK eÜz cÖPwjZ I MZvbyMwZK avivi ivRbxwZ K‡i e‡j Avwg Zvi Lye mgv‡jvPbv KiZvg| †Zv, GKw`b †m ej‡jvÑ cÖwZwU RvwZiB GKwU Mš—e¨ _v‡K, Avi †mB Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠQv‡bvi Rb¨ IB RvwZi Aš—M©Z cÖwZwU gvbyl †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bv f~wgKv iv‡LÑ †KD Kg, †KD †ewk| Avwg mvivRxeb a‡i hw` Avgvi RvwZwU‡K IB Mš—‡eï w`‡K GK BwÂI GwM‡q w`‡Z cvwiÑ g‡b Ki‡ev Avgvi RxebUv ^v_©K n‡jv| Avgvi eÜzwU Zvi f~wgKv ivLvi RvqMv Luy‡R †c‡q‡Q IBLvbUvq, eyS‡ZB cvi‡Qb| Gfv‡eB G‡KKRb G‡KKwU RvqMv Luy‡R cvq| GKmgq G‡`‡ki evgcwš’ ivR‰bwZK Kg©xiv ^cœ †`L‡Zb †h, wec−e Avmbœ; GB euy` n‡q _vKvUvI IB †Nv‡ii g‡a¨ _vKviB bvgvš—i| Zey Zuv‡ì ¯cœ wQ‡jv| wKš‘ GLb hviv evgcwš’ ivRbxwZ K‡ib Zviv cÖvq mevB Rv‡bb, wec −e GZ mn‡R Av‡m bv, wèv¯‡cœ †fvMvi g‡Zv wek¦cwiw ’wZ GLb Avi †bB, GgbwK A‡b‡K GUvI g‡b K‡ibÑ G‡`‡k nq‡Zv †Kv‡bvw`bB wec −e Avm‡e bv, Zey Zviv GB j¶¨‡K mvg‡b †i‡L GKwU Rxeb e¨q K‡i hvevi `ytmvnm †`Lvb| wKfv‡e †mUv m¤¢e nq? GLv‡bI †mB AvZœZ…wßiB e¨vcvi| Avwg Rvwb Avgvi RxeÏkvq G‡`‡k wec−e bv-I Avm‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ G-I Rvwb, hw` Av‡m Zvn‡j G RvwZi gyw³ NU‡e| Avwg ZvB Avgvi GB Zz”Q RxebwU wec−‡ei Rb¨B e¨q K‡i hvw”Q| c„w_exi K-Rb †jvKB ev Zv cv‡i! GLv‡bB IB wec−exi Z…wß|

G cÖm‡½ m¨vgy‡qj †e‡K‡Ui ÔI‡qwUs di M‡WvÕi GKwU `„‡kï K_v g‡b co‡Q| bvUKwUi y‡Uv cÖavb PwiÎÑ f−vwWwgi Avi G÷ªvMb A‡c¶v Kiv Qvov Avi wKQyB K‡i bv; A‡c¶v K‡i M‡Wv bvgK Awbw ©ó GKR‡bi Rb¨| bvU‡Ki ïi“‡Z Avgiv †`wL Zviv A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, †k‡lI Zviv A‡c¶viZ| gRvi e¨vcvi n‡”Q, †h M‡Wvi Rb¨ Zviv A‡c¶v K‡i, Zv‡K Zviv †P‡b bv, †Kv‡bvw`b †`‡LIwb| Z‡e Zviv wek¦vm K‡i, M‡Wv G‡j Zv‡ì me mgm¨vi mgvavb n‡q hv‡e, c„w_ex Zv‡ì‡K †h †K¬ v³ Rxeb Dcnvi w`‡q‡Q Zv †_‡K Zviv gyw³ cv‡e| Kxfv‡e †mUv n‡e Zv Aek¨ Zviv Rv‡b bv, Zuvi Kv‡Q cÖZ¨vkvUv Kx Zv-I Zv‡ì Kv‡Q cwi®‹vi bq, GgbwK Zviv G-I wbwðZ bq †h, wZwb Av‡`Š Avm‡eb Kx bv! Zv‡ì mKj cÖ‡Póv wbõj n‡q c‡oÑ Zxeª ˆbivk¨, wbtm½Zv, `ywe©mn †cŠYcywbKZv Avi MZvbyMwZK Rxe‡bi fvi Zv‡ì‡K wb‡¶c K‡i hš¿Yv Avi `yt¯‡cœ| Rvbv hvq, Zv‡ì AZxZ Lye D¾¡j wQ‡jvÑ †hgb cÖwZwU gvbylB Zvi †d‡j Avmv w`b m¤‡Ü fv‡eÑ wKš‘ mgq Zv‡ì‡K wbtm½, wecbœ Ges wew”Qbœ K‡i w`‡q‡Q| hv †nvK, cici `y-w`b Zviv A‡c¶v K‡i wKš‘ M‡Wv `y-w`bB Lei cvVvb †h, wZwb AvR Avm‡Z cvi‡Qb bvÑ Kvj‡K wbðqB Avm‡eb| Zv‡ì GB Abš— A‡c¶v e¨_©Zvq ch©ewmZ nq| Zviv AvZœnZ¨vi K_v fv‡e wKš‘ cv‡i bv| cy‡iv bvUKwU co‡j g‡b nqÑ Zviv wPiw`bB A‡c¶v K‡i wQ‡jv, GL‡bv Av‡Q, fwel¨‡ZI _vK‡e| †Kv‡bvw`bB Zv‡ì GB A‡c¶vi Aemvb n‡e bv Ges M‡Wv †Kv‡bvw`bB Avm‡eb bv| †Zv, M‡Wvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Z Ki‡Z, wZwb Avm‡eb bv †R‡b, GKmgq f−vwWwgi GKwU K_v e‡jÑ ÔAvgiv †mB›U bB, wKš‘ Avgiv Avgv‡ì G¨vc‡q›U‡g›U i¶v K‡iwQ| KRb †jvK GBUzKz ej‡Z cv‡i?Õ nu v, mvš—¡bv IUzKzB, Z…wßI| Avgiv †KD †mB›U bB, wKš‘ Rxe‡bi KvQ †_‡K wKQyB cvevi †bB †R‡bI, RxebUv wbQK A_©nxb GKwU e¨vcvi †R‡bI, Avgiv Avgv‡ì KvRUzKz K‡i hvw”Q| IB Z…wßÑ Rxe‡bi A_©nxbZv fy‡j _vKv A_ev Rxeb‡K A_©gq K‡i †Zvjvi Rb¨ †Póvi Z…wßB gvbyl‡K Zvi ˆ`bw›`b KvR¸‡jvi evB‡i wb‡q Av‡m| Avi GRb¨B nq‡Zv †m †jLv‡jwL K‡i, Mvb Mvq, myi ˆZwi K‡i, bvUK-wm‡bgv evbvq, Qwe Avu‡K, wKsev ivRbxwZ K‡i| Ryb, 2003 Ñ RyjvB, 2003

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AvR‡Ki Av‡M †hB Rxe‡bi wfo R‡gwQ‡jv ZvÕiv gÕ‡i †M‡Q; cÖwZwU gvbyl Zvi wb‡Ri ¯^Zš¿ mËv wb‡q AÜKv‡i nviv‡q‡Q; Zey ZvÕiv AvR‡Ki Av‡jvi wfZ‡i mÂvwiZ n'‡q D‡V AvR‡Ki gvby‡li my‡i hLb †cÖ‡gi K_v e‡j A_ev Áv‡bi K_v e‡jÑ Abš— hvÎvi K_v g‡b nq †m-mgq `xcsKi kªxÁv‡bi; P‡j‡QÑ P‡j‡QÑ GB csw³¸‡jvB e‡j †`q †h, g‡i hvIqv gv‡b wZwb aŸsm †evSvb bv,

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cÖwZwU gvby‡li, g„Zz¨‡K wb‡q †Kb GZ nvnvKvi Zvi? †Kb †m fv‡eÑ Zvi mg — KxwZ© I Kg©, mg¯— mvdj¨ I AR©b, mg — e¨_©Zv I `vqfvi, mKj myL I `ytL, mKj Avb›` I †e`bv †i‡L †h‡Z n‡e g„Zz bvgK Kv‡jv hewbKvi Gcv‡i, Avi Icv‡i Kx Av‡Q †m m¤^‡Ü Avgiv wKQyB Rvwb bv! gvby‡li Aw¯—‡Z¡i msKUwU Avm‡j GLv‡bB| Zvi Rxeb †h GKwU gnvRxe‡biB Ask, PvB‡jB GUv †f‡e †bqv hvq bv| eis gvbyl Zvi wb‡Ri RxebwU‡K we‡ePbv K‡i GKwU cwic~Y© Rxeb wn‡m‡e Ges †mUv ¯vfvweKIÑ hvc‡bi Rb¨ †m †Zv GKwUgvÎ RxebB cvq| Rxeb hw` BDwbKB nq, GKwUB nq Zvn‡j †Zv g„Zz ‡ZB me †kl| Rxeb‡K Gfv‡e †`Lv nq e‡j Rxe‡bi A_© AbymÜv‡bi bvbvgvwÎK †Póv P‡j Ges me‡¶‡ÎB djvdj nq cÖvq GKBÑ g„Zz B hvi †kl K_v, †m Rxeb wbwðZfv‡eB A_©nxb| gvby‡li GB wPš—v Lye †d‡j †èvi g‡ZvI bqÑ iex›`ªbv‡_i bvg Avgiv †KvwUevi D”PviY Kwi, †m †Zv Avgv‡ì wbR¯^ cÖ‡qvR‡b, ¯^qs iex›`ªbv‡_i Zv‡Z Kx Av‡m hvq? g„Zzï ci Kx nq, G wb‡q gvby‡li cÖkœ-†KŠZ‚nj I AbymÜvb `xN©w`‡bi| Av‡MB e‡jwQÑ c„w_ex‡Z cÖPwjZ ag©mg~n g„Zzï ciI GKwU wfbœZi Rxe‡bi †jvf †`wL‡q‡Q, †m Rxeb cv‡ci kvw — A_ev c~‡Yï cyi¯‹v‡ii Rxeb| wKš‘ c„w_exi cÖvq beŸBfvM gvbyl †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bv a‡g© wek¦vmx n‡qI, ag©Kw_Z cvwi‡jŠwKK Rxe‡bi cÖwZ wek¦vm †i‡LI Bn‡jŠwKK Rxeb wb‡qÑ ejv fv‡jv, GB c„w_ex‡Z Zvi Aw —Z¡ wb‡qÑ AmyLx †eva K‡i †Kb, †Kb Aw¯—‡Z¡i A_© AbymÜvb Ki‡Z Pvq? Zvi KviY nq‡Zv GB †h, gvbyl Ae‡PZbfv‡e Abyfe K‡iÑ GB mg¯— a¨vb-aviYv Zvi Ici Pvwc‡q †`qv, G¸‡jv wKQyB †m wb‡R †e‡Q †bqwbÑ GgbwK Zvi wb‡Ri RxebwUI Zvi wb‡Ri †e‡Q †bqv bq (wgjvb Kz‡Ûiv †hgb e‡jwQ‡jbÑ life is a trap we’ve always known, we are born without having asked to be, locked in a body we never chose and destined to die Ñ Avgiv Av‡`Š Rb¥v‡Z PvB Kx bv †mUv wR‡Ám bv K‡iB Avgv‡ì Rb¥ †`qv n‡q‡Q, †h kix‡i Avgv‡ì Ave× K‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q †mUv Avgiv wb‡Riv †e‡Q wbBwb, Ges Avgv‡ì Rb¨ AeavwiZ K‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q g„Zz )| cÖwZwU Rxeb ZvB GB Pvwc‡q †`qv g~j¨‡eva †_‡K gyw³ Pvq, cÖwZwU RxebB ¯^vaxb n‡Z Pvq, A_P †m Avwe®‹vi K‡iÑ Rb¥ †_‡KB †m k„•LwjZ| ag©-mgvR-RvZxqZvi cwiPqwPý †j‡Þ w`‡q cÖ_‡gB Zv‡K k„•LwjZ K‡i †djv nq| A_P †m k„•LwjZ n‡Z Pvq bv, GB wecyj gnvwe‡k¦ †m Zvi ¶z ª Aw —‡Z¡i KviY AbymÜv‡bi †Póv Pvjvq| †K Avwg, †Kb Avwg, †Kv‡Ì‡K G‡mwQ, †Kb G‡mwQ, †Kv_vq hv‡evÑ GBme cÖ‡kœi DËi Zv‡K †KD †`q bv, GgbwK ag©ewY©Z DËiI wek¦vmx‡ì Kv‡Q gbc~Z nq bv, †m wb‡RI †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Gme cÖ‡kœi DËi Luy‡R cvq bv| DËi bv wb‡qB Zv‡K

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g‡i †h‡Z nq, Zvi AbyRxe‡bi cwimgvwß N‡U| gvbyl ZvB †kl ch©š— Zvi e¨w³MZ Rxebhvc‡bi `vq †_‡K gyw³ cvq bv| †m P‡j hvq G K_v bv †R‡bB †h, hZ Zz”QB †nvK bv †Kb Zvi RxebÑ Zvi mg — Kg©, Ges Aw —Z¡I, engvb _vK‡e gnvRxe‡bi g‡a¨ w`‡q; KviYÑ gnvRxeb †_‡g †bB, †m Pj‡Q, Pj‡e| KZw`b Pj‡e, KZw`b Pj‡j †m m¤ú~Y©Zv I c~Y©v½Zv jvf Ki‡e †KD Zv Rv‡b bv|

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evOvwji ms¯‹…wZ wb‡q Av‡jvPbvi Rb¨ Avgiv Gi `y-GKwU Abyl½ wb‡q cÖkœ DÌvcb Ki‡Z cvwi| †hgb, cÖkœ Kiv hvq Lv`¨vf¨vm wb‡q| evOvwji cÖavb Lv`¨ fvZ-gvQ †Kb? (mevB fvZ-gvQ cv‡”Q Kx bv †mUv wfbœ cÖkœ, cvK Avi bv cvK Zv‡ì cÖavb Ges wcÖq Lv`¨ †h fvZ-gvQ †mUv †Zv Avi A¯xKvi Kiv hv‡e bv!) †Kb fvZ-gvsm bq? A_ev i“wU-gvsm bq? G cÖ‡kœi DËi †`qv KwVb bq| K…wlcÖavb GKwU †`‡k, avb †hLv‡b cÖavb km¨, †mLv‡b fvZ †h cÖavb Lv`¨ n‡e Zv Avi A ^vfvweK wK? Avi †h †`‡ki GK we¯—xY© AÂj Ry‡o Av‡Q b`x-bvjv-Lvj-wej-nvIo-cyKzi-`xwN Ges †hLv‡b cÖvK…wZKfv‡eB cÖPzi gv‡Qi Rb¥ nqÑ †mLv‡b gvQI †h cÖavb Lv`¨ZvwjKvq ’vb K‡i †b‡e †m-I †Zv we¯§qKi bq| Zvi gv‡b ùvov‡”Q GB †h, GKwU Rb‡Mvôxi Lv`¨vf¨v‡mi m‡½ †mB †`‡ki Drcv`b eë¯’v I f~-cÖvK…wZK êwkóvejx A½vAw½fv‡e RwoZ| G †`‡ki f~-cÖK…wZ hw` cvwb cÖavb bv n‡Zv, Zvn‡j gvQ wbðqB cÖavb Lvevi n‡Zv bv! †Kv‡bv

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gi“cÖavb AÂ‡j gvQ cÖavb Lv`¨ wn‡m‡e we‡ewPZ nq e‡j Avgvi Rvbv †bB| GiKg cÖkœ †Zvjv hvq †cvkvK-AvkvK wb‡qI| evsjv‡`‡ki gvbyl i“k‡ì g‡Zv dvi‡KvU c‡o bv †Kb, wKsev Avie‡ì g‡Zv Avcv`g —K mv`v Kvc‡o †X‡K Pjv‡div K‡i bv †Kb? KviYÑ evsjv‡`‡ki Rjevqy ev AvenvIqv IB ai‡bi †cvkvK‡K Aby‡gv`b K‡i bv, wKsev GB AvenvIqvq IB ai‡bi †cvkvK covi ìKvi †bB| i“kiv cÖej kxZ †_‡K euvPvi Rb¨B IiKg †cvkvK c‡o, Ab¨w`‡K gi“f~wgi jy nvIqv Ges cÖPÊ Mig AvenvIqv †_‡K euvPvi Rb¨ Avie‡ì Zvc cÖwZ‡ivaK mv`v †cvkvK co‡Z nq| ïay Rjevqy ev AvenvIqvB bq, cÖK…wZi iƒc-†mŠ›`h©-êwkóÏ gvby‡li ¯^fve-PwiÎ Ges Zvi ms¯‹…wZ‡K cÖfvweZ K‡i| gi“f~wgi i“¶ZvI my›ì, †hgb my›ì Av‡MœqMxwii AMœy¨rcvZ wKš‘ `y‡UvB AvMÖvmx my›ì ev A¨v‡MÖwmf weDwU| †hme †`‡k G¸‡jv Av‡Q †mLvbKvi gvbyl †h GKUz i“¶ n‡e, wKsev Zviv †h Av‡MÖwmf weDwU cQ›` Ki‡e Zv Avi A¯^vfvweK wK? Ab¨w`‡K evsjv‡`‡ki cÖvK…wZK †mŠ›`h© †Kvgj I gvqvgq, G †`‡ki gvwU big I De©i| GB i“¶ XvKv kn‡iI cÖvq Ae‡njvq †h cwigvY MvQ Rb¥vq Zv c„w_exi Avi K-wU kn‡i Rb¥vq †m wel‡q m‡›`n Av‡Q| G †`‡ki †h w`‡KB ZvKv‡eb, †`L‡eb meyR, †`L‡eb kvš—-iƒcgqx b`x| Ggb †Kvgj, gvqvgq cÖK…wZi g‡a¨ w`‡q †e‡o IVv gvbyl¸‡jv †h GKUz Av‡eMcÖeY n‡e †m †Zv ejvB evûj¨, cQ‡›ì †ejvq A¨v‡MÖwmf weDwUi †P‡q Zviv †h mdU weDwU‡KB †ewk ¸i“Z¡ †`‡e †mUvB †Zv ^vfvweK| b`xgvZ…K GB †`‡ki b`xbvjv-nvIi-wej †h ïay gvby‡li Lv`¨vf¨vm ˆZwi‡ZB f~wgKv †i‡L‡Q Zv bq, gvby‡li ¯^fve-PwiÎ wbg©v‡YI f~wgKv †i‡L‡Q| b`xZxieZ©x ev cvwbcÖavb AÂ‡ji gvbyl mvaviYZ A‰elwqK, D`vmxb Ges fveev`x ai‡bi nq| G‡`‡ki evDj m¤cÖ v‡qi DrcwË I weKv‡ki w`‡K bRi w`‡jI welqwUi mZ¨Zv Dcjwä Kiv hv‡e| Avgv‡ì evDjiv cÖvq mK‡jB cvwbcÖavb AÂ‡ji gvbyl| m¤¢eZ b`xi g‡a¨ Ni-Qvovi GKwU Bw½Z Av‡Q, Av‡Q fveevw`Zv| G †`‡kiB cvnvwo AÂ‡j wKš‘ evDj Rb¥ †bq bvÑ GB welqwUI †f‡e †`Levi g‡Zv!

2. ms¯‹…wZ m¤^‡Ü Gfv‡e A‡bK K_vB ejv hvq, evOvwj ms¯‹…wZi Ici Avgv‡ì f~-cªvK…wZK êwkó¨vejxi cÖfve wb‡qB iwPZ n‡Z cv‡i Avjv`v GKwU cÖeÜ| wKš‘ GB iPbvq Avwg we‡klfv‡e K_v ej‡Z PvB ms¯‹…wZ I mv¤cÖ`vwqKZv wb‡q| we‡kl K‡i Avgv‡ì g‡bvRM‡Z mv¤cÖ vwqKZvi welqwU Kx iƒ‡c Ae ’vb K‡i Av‡Q, Zvi GKUz myjyK-mÜvb K‡i †`L‡Z PvB|

evsjv‡`k‡K ejv nq mv¤cÖ`vwqK m¤cÖxwZi †`k| wKš‘ mwZ¨ wK G‡`‡ki gvbyl Amv¤cÖ`vwqK, bvwK IUv Zv‡ì Ic‡ii cÖ‡jc, †fZ‡i †fZ‡i Zviv wVKB enb K‡i P‡j‡Q mv¤cÖ vwqKZvi welev¯ú? GB cÖkœ µ‡gB Nwb‡q DV‡Q mevi g‡b; wbR †`‡ki RbM‡Yi ¯^fve-PwiÎ wb‡q, Zv‡ì g‡bvRM‡Zi Kvh©Kjvc wb‡q m‡›`n RvM‡Q; g‡b n‡”QÑ G‡ì‡K †hfv‡e Avgiv wPwb, Giv wK mwZ¨ GiKg? evsjv‡`‡ki gvbyl hw` mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Amv¤cÖ`vwqK n‡q _v‡K, Zvn‡j wKfv‡e G‡`‡ki cÖvq cÖ‡Z¨KwU ivR‰bwZK `j ag©‡K eënvi K‡i RbMY‡K D‡ËwRZ K‡i Zzj‡Z m¶g n‡”Q? †fv‡Ui ivRbxwZ‡Z mvdj¨ cvevi Rb¨ †Kb ag©B n‡q DV‡Q cÖavb nvwZqvi? ag©-K‡g©i †jkgvÎ †bB Ggb me ivRbxwZK‡ì‡KI †Kb co‡Z n‡”Q a‡g©i †jevm?

ejvi A‡c¶v iv‡L bv †h, evsjv‡`‡ki RbMY mvaviYfv‡e Amv¤cÖ vwqK| RbM‡Yi g‡a¨ †h mv¤cÖ`vwqK m¤úªxwZ i‡q‡Q Zv-I Ab¨ †h-†Kv‡bv †`‡ki Zzjbvq h‡_ó cwigv‡Y D¾¡j| ZviciI gv‡S gv‡S G‡`‡k `yN©Ubv N‡U †Kb? †Kb wKQy gvbyl Ggb fqsKi mv¤cÖ vwqK AvPiY K‡i? gvbyl Avm‡jB Amv¤cÖ`vwqK Kx bv, bvwK IUv Zv‡ì Ic‡ii cÖ‡jc, G cÖkœ Ki‡j bZzb cÖkœ Rb¥ †b‡eÑ GKRb mv¤cÖ vwqK gvby‡li c‡¶ KZw`bB ev cÖ‡jc †g‡L Pjv m¤¢e? gvbyl (ïay evsjv‡`‡ki bq, mviv c„w_exi gvbyl) †h‡nZz Rb¥MZfv‡e (†R‡bwUK¨vwj) mv¤cÖ`vwqK (K_vUv ï‡b Pg‡K DV‡eb bv, cvVK, Avgiv GB GLbB welqwU wb‡q Av‡jvPbv Ki‡ev), Avgv‡ì mgm¨vUvI wK Zvn‡j †R‡bwUK? Gme cÖ‡kœi DËi cwi®‹vifv‡e Avgv‡ì Kv‡Q Av‡Q e‡j g‡b nq bv, Avi Avgiv GB DËi¸‡jvB Luy‡R †`L‡Z PvB| welqwU m¤^‡Ü Avwg †R‡bwUK ZË¡ I Bqys Kw_Z gb¯—‡Ë¡i aviYvi mvnvh¨ wb‡q Av‡jvPbv Ki‡ev|

Rb¥ †_‡KB gvbyl †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bv mv¤cÖ`vwqKZvi exR enb K‡i wb‡q Av‡m| GB K_vwU wec`RbK Ges G K_vi wc‡VB GKwU cÖkœ ùvwo‡q _v‡KÑ hw` ZvB nq, Zvn‡j †Zv mviv c„w_ex Ry‡oB Anin mv¤cÖ`vwqK `v½v †j‡M _vKvi K_v, Zv NU‡Q bv †Kb? G cÖ‡kœi DËi †`qvi Rb¨ e¨vcK cwimi ìKvi| GB †jLvq AwZ ms‡¶‡c Avwg welqwU †Kej DÌvcb KiwQ, Ges G Rb¨ Av‡jvPbvq Avb‡Z n‡”Q wRb, †R‡bwUK ¸Yvejx, mv¤cÖ`vwqKZvi ¯îƒc I cÖKvi‡f‡ì welq¸‡jvI| †m Av‡jvPbvq cÖ‡e‡ki Av‡MB GKev‡K¨ Ic‡i DÌvwcZ cÖkœwUi DËi †`qvi †Póv Kiv hvKÑ Ab¨vb¨ †R‡bwUK ¸Yvejxi g‡ZvB mv¤cÖ`vwqKZvI gvby‡li wRb gvbwP‡Î GKwU Dcv`vb wn‡m‡e Av‡Q, wKš‘ me gvby‡li g‡a¨ †mUv cÖavb ev cÖfve we —viKvix (prominent/dominating) n‡q I‡V bv e‡j c„w_exi me gvbyl mv¤cÖ vwqK bq| Avevi mv¤cÖ vwqKZvi GKwU BwZevPK iƒcI Av‡Q

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†hUv‡K Avm‡j Avgiv mv¤cÖ`vwqKZv e‡j g‡bB Kwi bv| BwZevPK ev †bwZevPK †h iƒ‡cB †nvK e¨vcviUv gvby‡li g‡a¨ _vK‡eB| welqwU wb‡q Avgiv GKUz c‡iB we¯—…Zfv‡e Av‡jvPbv Ki‡ev|

wRb I †R‡bwUK ¸Yvejx †h cÖm½wU Avgiv DÌvcb K‡iwQ †mwU Av‡jvPbvi Rb¨ ÔwRbÕ welqwU GKUz Rvbv ìKvi| wcÖq cvVK, G Rb¨ Avgv‡K K‡qKwU †UKwbK¨vj Uvg© eënvi Ki‡Z n‡e, Z‡e Avwg welqwU‡K h_vm¤¢e mnRfv‡e ejvi †Póv Ki‡ev| Avgiv Rvwb, me ai‡bi Rx‡ei kixi MwVZ nq bvbv ai‡bi †Kvl (cell) w`‡q| DNA n‡jv (cy‡iv bvg : wW-Aw·ivB‡ev wbDwK¬wqK GwmWÑ Deoxyribonucleic acid) GB †Kv‡liB Ggb GKwU Dcv`vb hv †Kv‡li mg¯— Kvh©Kjvc, AvPvi-AvPiY, PvwiÎ-êwkó¨ wbqš¿Y K‡i| GbmvB‡K¬v‡cwWqv Ae mv‡q‡Ý (Gi c‡ii msÁv¸‡jvI †mLvb †_‡KB †bqv) wWGbG'i msÁv †`qv n‡q‡Q Gfv‡eÑ DNA controls everything a cell does, from how long it lives to which reactions occur inside it. wRb n‡jv GB wWGbG-Gi GKwU Dcv`vbÑ A small section of the DNA found in the nucleus of each cell of a living organism. Genes carry instructions for the organisms’ cell to make particular proteins, which in turn determine the organisms’ development and characteristics. Ab¨ÎÑ Genes carry the information that helps to determine and to control of an organisms’ characteristics and it is seen that one gene may control several characteristics.

mnRfv‡e ejv hvqÑ cÖ‡Z¨KwU †Kv‡li †K‡› ª _v‡K GB wRb Ges Giv Ggb wKQy Z_¨ I wb‡`©k enb K‡i hv GKwU Rx‡ei hveZxq PvwiÎÑêwkó¨ wba©viY K‡i †`qvi ¶gZv iv‡L| A_©vr GKRb gvbyl (ev †h-†Kv‡bv Rxe) †`L‡Z †Kgb n‡e, Zvi AvPvi eënvi AvPiY BZ¨vw` †Kgb n‡e Zv-I wba©viY I wbqš¿Y K‡i wRb| gvbyl †h Rb¥MZfv‡eB ev HwZn¨MZfv‡eB Zvi c~e©cyi“l‡ì wKQy êwkó¨ †c‡q hvq, ZviI e¨vL¨v Av‡Q wRbZ‡Ë¡| weÁv‡bi fvlvq HwZn¨ ev HeredityÕi msÁv n‡jvÑ Heredity is the transmission of the characteristics from one generation to the next. evÑ Heredity is the passing on of characteristics to a new generation of organisms determined by the genetic material of the parent or parents. (HwZn¨ n‡”Q eskvbyµ‡g A_©vr c~e©-cyi“l †_‡K DËi-cyi“‡li g‡a¨ cªevwnZ PvwiÎ-êwkó¨, hv enb K‡i wRb|)

wKš‘ K_v n‡”Q, gvby‡li g‡a¨ †h bvbviKg †`vl¸Y _v‡K, Zvi meB hw` †m c~e©cyi“‡li KvQ †_‡K †c‡q _v‡K, Zvn‡j GKRb gvbyl Kxfv‡e Ab¨ me gvbyl †_‡K Avjv`v n‡q I‡V? Av‡iv mywbw`©ófv‡e ewjÑ GKB cwiev‡ii `yRb gvbyl KL‡bv KL‡bv wfbœ †gi“i gvbyl nq †Kb? wKsev cÖkœ I‡VÑ gvbe RvwZi g‡a¨ Kxfv‡e Ggb Ôfv‡jvÕ Ges ÔLvivcÕ gvby‡li Avwef©ve n‡jv? †Kb ïay gvÎ fv‡jv gvbyl ev ïaygvÎ Lvivc gvbyl n‡jv bv? Gi DËi †g‡j IB wRbZ‡Ë¡BÑ In human, each cell usually contains two versions of every gene Ñ one inherited from each parent Ñ and these alternative forms are called alleles. Different alleles often have different effects on the characteristics and when two variants occur together in an organism, one may have a much stronger influence than the other. In this case the most active allele is described as Dominant and least active allele as Recessive.

A_©vr gvbyl Zvi †Kv‡l cÖ‡Z¨KwU wR‡bi y‡Uv iƒc ev fvm©b aviY K‡i| Gi GKwU †m cvq Zvi gv‡qi (Ges gv‡qi c~e©cyi“‡li) KvQ †_‡K, Ab¨wU cvq evevi (Ges evevi c~e©cyi“‡li) KvQ †_‡KÑ GB cÖ‡Z¨KwU fvm©b mvaviYfv‡e Allele wn‡m‡e cwiwPZ| wfbœ wfbœ allele gvby‡li Pwi‡Îi Ici wfbœ wfbœ cÖfve †d‡j, Ges †Kv‡bv gvby‡li g‡a¨ GB y‡Uv allele hw` GKBiƒ‡c Ae ’vb K‡i, Zvn‡j †Kv‡bv GKwU we‡kl êwkó¨ Zvi g‡a¨ cÖfvekvjx n‡q I‡V| GB ai‡bi cÖfvekvjx allele-¸‡jvi mvaviY bvg Dominant Ges cÖfvenxb allele-¸‡jvi bvg Recessive.

†gvU K_v, gvby‡li g‡a¨ †h êwkó¨¸‡jv cÖKvwkZ n‡Z †`Lv hvq †m¸‡jv Avm‡j IB dominant fvm©‡biB cÖKvk, recessive-¸‡jv _v‡K myß Ae ’vq| g‡b ivLv ìKvi †h, recessive-¸‡jv myß Ae ’vq _v‡K, nvwi‡q hvq bv| Zvi gv‡b, Avgiv ej‡Z cvwiÑ GKRb gvby‡li cÖKvwkZ PwiÎB Zvi GKgvÎ PwiÎ bq, myß GKwU PwiÎI Av‡Q|

GKwU mnR D`vniY †`qv hvK| gvbyl Mv‡qi iO cvq Zvi c~e©cyi“‡li KvQ †_‡K| wKfv‡e? aiv hvK gv-evev `yR‡bi Mv‡qi iOB Kv‡jv| Zvn‡j Zv‡ì mš—v‡bi iO-msµvš— Z_ëvnx allele-¸‡jvi iƒc n‡e Awfbœ (`y‡UvB Kv‡jv i‡Oi Z_¨ enb Ki‡e) Ges Zvi iOI n‡e Kv‡jv| wKš‘ hw` gv‡qi iO dm©v Avi evevi iO Kv‡jv nq (wKsev D‡ëvUv) Zvn‡j allele-¸‡jvi iƒc n‡e wfbœ, A_©vr `yiKg, Ges y‡Uvi g‡a¨ †hwU dominant n‡q DV‡e mš—v‡bi iO n‡e †miKg| A_©vr gv‡qi

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KvQ †_‡K cvIqv fvm©bwU dominant n‡q DV‡j mš—v‡bi iO n‡e dm©v, D‡ëvUv n‡j Kv‡jv| wKš‘ GKwU fvm©b hw` dominant n‡q I‡V Zvn‡j Av‡iKwU fvm©b †Kv_vq hv‡e? †mUv _vK‡e myß Ae¯’vq| A_©vr †mwU recessive allele n‡q hv‡e| GLb aiv hvK mš—vbwU GKwU †Q‡j Ges Zvi iO Kv‡jv; eo n‡q †m GKwU Kv‡jv †g‡qi m‡½ wgwjZ n‡q GKwU mš—v‡bi Rb¥ w`‡jv| cÖkœ n‡”Q GB bZzb wkïwUi iO wK n‡e? G‡¶‡Î gv evev `yRbB Kv‡jv, GB wkïwUi iO †h Kv‡jvB n‡e, †mUv wK wbwðZfv‡e ejv hvq? bv, hvq bv| KviY GB wkïwUi evevi (Ges nq‡Zv gv‡qiI) wR‡bi g‡a¨ GKwU dm©v i‡Oi Z_ëvnx allele myß Ae ’vq i‡q †M‡Q hv †m †c‡qwQj Zvi gv‡qi (A_©vr wkïwUi `vwì) KvQ †_‡K| AZGe GB bZzb wkïwUi g‡a¨ Zvi evevi g‡a¨ †_‡K IB recessive allelewU P‡j Avm‡Z cv‡i, n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i dominant-I| †m‡¶‡Î wkïwUi iO n‡e dm©v Ges Avgiv ZLb ej‡evÑ ev”PvUv †`L‡Z Ii `vwì g‡Zv n‡q‡Q! wKš‘ evevi KvQ †_‡K IUv cvIqv m‡Ë¡I hw` †mUv dominant bv nq Zvn‡j Zvi iO Kv‡jvB n‡e| wKš‘ g‡b ivLv ìKvi, GB wkïwUi g‡aÏ IB myß allele-wU myß Ae¯’vqB i‡q †M‡Q, hv Avevi Zvi mš—vb‡ì g‡a¨ w`‡q cÖKvwkZ n‡q co‡Z cv‡i! Gfv‡e c~e©cyi“‡li †Kv‡bv GKwU êwkó¨ `y-wZb-Pvi cÖRb¥ a‡i myß Ae¯’vq _vK‡jI cieZ©x †Kv‡bv GK cÖR‡b¥ Zv cÖKvwkZ n‡q co‡Z cv‡i|

wRbZË¡ g‡Z, gvbyl Zvi êwkó¨mg~n cvq Zvi c~e©eZ©x cÖRb¥mg~n †_‡K| A_©vr GKwU wkï Zvi Rb¥gyn~‡Z©B aviY K‡i _v‡K GZme AZxZKv‡ji Z_¨ †h, Zv‡K ïaygvÎ GB mg‡qi gvbyl ej‡j fyj nq, †m Avm‡j Zvi c~e©eZ©x mKj gvby‡li BwZnv‡mi †hvMdj| wRbZ‡Ë¡i GB RvqMvwU gb¯—Ë¡we` Kvj© ¸¯—vf Bqys-Gi Kv‡jKwUf AvbKbkvm‡bm ev †hŠ_-Ae‡PZbvi aviYvi m‡½ wg‡j hvq| d«‡q‡Wi c‡i Bqys-B mviv c„w_ex‡Z me‡P‡q cÖfvekvjx g‡bvweÁvbx, Ges Zuvi †hŠ_-Ae‡PZbvi aviYvwU g‡bvweÁv‡b GK bZzb I hyMvš—Kvix w`Mš— D‡b¥vPb K‡i‡Q| Bqys-Gi g‡Z gvby‡li g‡bi —i y‡Uv bq, wZbwU| A_©vr m‡PZb gb Ges e¨w³MZ Ae‡PZb gb QvovI i‡q‡Q Z…Zxq Av‡iKwU ¯—iÑ hvi bvg wZwb w`‡q‡Qb †hŠ_-Ae‡PZbv ev Kv‡jKwUf AvbKbkvm‡bm| cÖ_‡gv³ `y‡Uv —i m¤^‡Ü mevB Kg †ewk Rv‡bb, Zey ms‡¶‡c `y-GKwU K_v ejv hvK| g‡bi m‡PZb —iÑ GUv‡K me‡P‡q DcwiZ‡ji —i ejv hvqÑ m¤ú~Y©fv‡e eZ©gv‡bi m‡½ m¤úwK©Z| A_©vr GUv n‡”Q †mB —i hvi gva¨‡g Avgiv eZ©gvb NUbv I cwiw¯’wZi cwi‡cÖw¶‡Z Avgv‡ì ˆ`bw›`b Rxe‡b bvbvwea cÖwZwµqv cÖ`k©b Kwi| †gvU K_v Avgv‡ì cÖvZ¨wnK Rxe‡bi AvPvi-AvPiY, m¤úK©, cÖwZwµqv BZ¨vw` wbqwš¿Z nq

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†kl Kivi Av‡M Av‡iKwU wel‡qi cÖwZ cvVK‡ì „wó AvKl©Y Ki‡Z PvB| evsjv‡`‡k mv¤cÖ`vwqK wbh©vZ‡bi ¯^xKvi Rb‡Mvôx (Ges hviv welqwU wePvi we‡k−lY K‡ib ZvivI) g‡b K‡ibÑ Zviv wbh©vZ‡bi ¯xKvi n‡”Qb, KviY Zviv msL¨vjNy| K_vwU me©vs‡k mwZ¨ bq| ïay msL¨vjNyB bq msL¨v¸i“ivI KL‡bv KL‡bv wbh©vwZZ nb| D`vniY w`w”Q : c„w_ex‡Z Bûwìv n‡”Q ag©xq msL¨vjNy m¤cÖ`vqÑ Zviv wK wbh©vZ‡bi ¯^xKvi n‡”Q? bv, eis ZvivB wbh©vZb K‡i hv‡”Q| Gi KviY wK? KviY n‡”QÑ wek¦-cyuwRi GK wecyj Ask Zviv wbqš¿Y K‡i| ÔcÖfyivóªÕ Av‡gwiKv †h Zv‡ì‡K wbtkZ© mg_©b w`‡q hv‡”Q, †mUv †Kv‡bv ˆbwZK Ae ’vb †_‡K bqÑ g~j KviYwU n‡”Q Av‡gwiKvi A_©bxwZ, ivRbxwZ GgbwK cÖkvmb ch©š— P‡j Bûw`‡ì UvKvq| Ggb D`vniY Av‡iv †`qv hvq| `w¶Y Avwd«Kvq †Zv †k¦Zv½iv msL¨vjNy, Kv‡jviv msL¨v¸i“ nIqv m‡Ë¡I †Kb Zv‡ì‡K hyM hyM a‡i wbh©vwZZ n‡Z n‡q‡Q? wKsev cvwK¯—vb Avg‡j evOvwjiv msL¨v¸i“ nIqv m‡Ë¡I wKfv‡e cvwK —vwbiv Zv‡ì‡K wbh©vZb K‡i‡Q? me †¶‡Î DËi GKBÑ A_©‰bwZK I ivR‰bwZK ¶gZvwU wQ‡jv Zv‡ì nv‡Z| GUv AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y© KviY| evsjv‡`‡k me ai‡bi ¶gZv †Kw›`ªf~Z n‡q Av‡Q ÔmsL¨v¸i“Õ m¤cÖ`vqwUi nv‡Z| ¶gZvi b~b¨Zg fvimvg¨wU ch©š— †bBÑ A_P mv¤cÖ`vwqKZvi †h mgm¨vUzKz Av‡Q Zv `~i Ki‡Z n‡j GB fvimvg¨ AvbvUv LyeB Ri“ix| Kxfv‡e Zv m¤¢eÑ ivR‰bwZK I mvs¯‹…wZK †bZv-Kg©x I eyw×Rxex‡ì †mUv †f‡e †ei Kivi mgq G‡m‡Q|

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ga¨we‡Ëi cwiPqwPý evsjv‡`‡ki eyw×Rxex, cÖMwZkxj ivR‰bwZK †bZv-Kg©x Ges ms¯‹„wZPP©vq wb‡ew`Z †jvKR‡bi KvQ †_‡K me‡P‡q †ewk eKvevwR ïb‡Z nq †h †kªYxwU‡K Zvi bvg ga¨weË| †hfv‡e GB †kªYxwU‡K MvjvMvwj Kiv nq Zv‡Z g‡b n‡Z cv‡iÑ Giv G‡KKRb Avcv`g —K wf‡jb, Zv-I ex‡ivwPZ wf‡jb bq, fxi“-Kvcyi“l wf‡jb| A_©vr wf‡jb‡ì g‡Zv hveZxq K~U‡KŠkj, lohš¿, avÜvevwR, e`gv‡qwk Giv K‡i †eovq, wKš‘ cÖKv‡k¨ G¸‡jv Ki‡Z n‡j †h mvnmUzKzi cÖ‡qvRb nq Zv G‡ì †bB| d‡j KvR¸‡jv Ki‡Z nq †Mvc‡b †Mvc‡b, f‡q f‡qÑ cv‡Q †KD †`‡L †d‡j; A‡bK mgq Kv‡Ki g‡Zv †PvL eÜ K‡i (KvK †hgb M„n‡¯’i mvevb Pzwi Kivi mgq wb‡R †PvL eÜ K‡i †_‡K fv‡e, †KD Zv‡K †`L‡Q bv!)| wb‡Ri †PvL eÜ †i‡L mviv c„w_exi †PvL eÜ Av‡QÑ GgbwU fvevi KvK-cÖwZg ÔcÖwZfvÕ †hb ïay ga¨we‡ËiB Av‡Q! cÖMwZkxj‡ì Kv‡Q GZ †ewk MvjvMvj GgbwK D”PweË‡ìI ïb‡Z nq bv, wbæweË‡ì †Zv bqB| wbæweË‡ì cÖwZ G‡ì GK ai‡bi ÔmdU Kb©viÕ Av‡Q| Zv _vKviB K_v, G‡ì ZË¡-Kg© †Zv wbæweË‡ì wb‡qB| Zv‡ì Aciva¸‡jvI †`Lv nq mnvbyf~wZi †Pv‡L, A_©vr Aciva †m wb‡Ri B‡”Qq K‡iwbÑ mgvR Ki‡Z eva¨ K‡i‡Q| Aciva †KD-B wb‡Ri B‡”Qq K‡i bv, †K-B ev kL K‡i Acivax n‡Z Pvq! cÖ‡Z¨KwU Aciv‡ai †cQ‡bB Ñ Luy‡R †`L‡j cvIqv hv‡eÑ mvgvwRK-ivR‰bwZK-A_©‰bwZK I gb¯—vwË¡K KviY Av‡Q| wKš‘ ga¨we‡Ëi Acivamg~n eY©bvi mgq cÖMwZkxjiv G K_v fy‡j hvbÑ †hb GB †kªYxwU ^q¤¢y , †hb G‡ì B‡”Q‡ZB mewKQy nq, †hb G‡ì wek¦vmNvZKZvi Rb¨B G‡`‡k wec−e Avwm Avwm K‡iI Avm‡Q bv!

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3. wKš‘ gRvi e¨vcvi n‡jv GB eKvevwR ev mgv‡jvPbv¸‡jv ga¨weË‡ì Kvb ch©š— †cuŠQvq bv| hv‡ì‡K MvjvMvwjUv Kiv n‡”Q Zviv hw` †mUv bv-B eyS‡jv (Ab¨ Kv‡iv †Zv †evSvi cÖkœB I‡V bv) Zvn‡j Zv K‡i jvf Kx? d‡j Gme mgv‡jvPbv Zv‡ì Kvh©KvwiZv nvivq| G cÖm‡½ †Kv‡bv GK ag©-msµvš— MÖ‡š’ cov GKwU bxwZK_v g‡b co‡QÑ KvD‡K Awfkvc w`‡j, ev KvD‡K eKvevwR Kiv n‡j †mUv hw` Zvi Rb¨ cÖ‡hvR¨ bv nq Zvn‡j †mB Awfkvc ev eKvevwR cÖvY †c‡q hvq Ges Dchy³ cv‡Îi †Luv‡R mviv c„w_ex ågY K‡i| ïay c„w_exB bqÑ AvKvk-evZvm-b¶ÎRMr A_©vr cy‡iv gnvwe‡k¦B †m ågY K‡i| KviY Zv‡K Kv‡iv bv Kv‡iv Ic‡i ewl©Z n‡ZB n‡eÑ Gfv‡e Ny‡i †eov‡bv Zvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq! cy‡iv gnvwek¦ ågY Kivi ciI hw` †m ewl©Z nevi g‡Zv Dchy³ cvÎ Luy‡R bv cvq Zvn‡j †m Zvi DrcwË ’‡j wd‡i Av‡m Ges Awfkvc el©YKvix e¨w³wUi IciB cwZZ nq (AZGe MvjvMvwj Kiv †_‡K weiZ _v‡Kv!)| ga¨weË‡ì MvjvMvwj Kivi †¶‡Î †ZgbwUB N‡U, Z‡e GKUz Ab¨fv‡e| A_©vr whwb MvjvMvwjUv K‡ib, †mUv †kl ch©š— Zvi Kv‡Q wd‡i Av‡m| e¨vcviUv GKUz e¨vL¨v Kiv hvK|

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BZ¨vwì wnmve wb‡j we‡Ëi wePv‡i IB K…lK Aek¨B GKRb ga¨weË| Ab¨w`‡K GB AvgivÑ msmvi Pvjv‡Z wM‡q wngwkg LvIqv gvbylÑ DØ„‡Ëi K_v fve‡ZB cvwi bv, LvwbKUv mÂ‡qi Rb¨ Avgv‡ì ixwZg‡Zv msMÖvg Ki‡Z nq, Zey AvgivB ga¨weËÑ MÖv‡gi IB K…lKwU ÔK…lKÕB A_ev eo‡Rvi ÔkªgRxexÕ| Av‡iKwU D`vniY †`qv hvK| wbæweË cwievi †_‡K D‡V Avmv Avgvi `yRb eÜzi K_v ej‡ev Avwg, aiv hvK Zv‡ì bvg jwZd I gwZb| Giv yR‡bB ¯‹z‡j Avgvi mncvVx wQ‡jv| G‡ì GKRb, jwZd, K¬vm GBU †_‡KB ¯‹zj †Q‡o w`‡q kn‡i Av‡m Ges WªvBwfs wk‡L GKwU ev‡mi †nívi-KÛv±i-WªvBfvi (µgvš^‡q) nq| GB 20 eQ‡i †m wb‡RB GLb GKwU ev‡mi gvwjK †hwU Avevi †m wb‡RB Pvjvq| Av‡iKRb, gwZb, ¯‹z‡j †ek fv‡jv †iRvë K‡i XvKvq co‡Z Av‡m| AeY©bxq Kó K‡i †m K‡jR I wek¦we`¨vj‡qi †PŠKvV †cwi‡q GKwU ivóªvqË¡ e¨vs‡Ki wmwbqi Awdmvi c‡` PvKwi cvq| Avgvi GB `yB eÜziB cvwievwiK e¨vKMÖvDÛ GKB iKg| DfqB `wi ª cwievi †_‡K Avmv| Z‡e MZ 20 eQ‡i MÖv‡g GB `y‡Uv cwiev‡iiB mvgvwRK Ae ’vb cwiewZ©Z n‡q‡Q| jwZd GKwU ev‡mi gvwjKB ïay bqÑ Zvi evwoi †Pnviv-QweI †ek cv‡ë †M‡Q| bZzb Ni D‡V‡Q, RwgRgv †e‡o‡Q, †e‡o‡Q Zvi evevi nvZ LiPI, evRv‡i wM‡q †m GLb eo gvQwUI wK‡b Avb‡Z cv‡i Ges KL‡bv KL‡bv Av‡bI| Ab¨w`‡K gwZb, Avgvi e¨vsKvi eÜzwU, Rxeb‡K Pvwj‡q wb‡Z wngwkg †L‡q hv‡”QÑ evwo‡Z bZzb Ni †Zvjv `~‡i _vKzK, cyi‡bv fvOv‡Pviv Ni¸‡jvI †givgZ Kiv nq bv| gv-evevi kL-Avn¬v` †gUv‡bv `~‡i _vK, ˆ`bw›`b cÖ‡qvRb †gUv‡bvi Rb¨ Zv‡K mÜ¨vi ci wUDkwb Ki‡Z nq! Avwg Avgvi GB `yB eÜzi D`vniY †U‡bwQÑ Zv‡ì weË I gh©v`vi e¨vcviwU Zzjbv Kivi Rb¨| we‡Ëi wePv‡i jwZd ga¨weË, †h‡nZz †m-B fv‡jv Ae ’v‡b Av‡Q, GKB wePv‡i gwZb wKš‘ wbæweË| wKš‘ mgv‡R gwZb cvq ga¨we‡Ëi gh©v`v, jwZd Zv cvq bv| MÖv‡g GB wPÎwU Av‡iv cÖKU| jwZ‡di gh©v`v jv‡fi †Póv cÖvq `„wóKUzÑ evRv‡i wM‡q Zv‡K eo gvQwU wKb‡Z nq, †Kvievbxi mgq e‡ovm‡ov GKwU Mi“ XvK‡Xvj wcwU‡q †Kvievbx w`‡Z nq, BZ¨vw` BZ¨vw`| Ab¨w`‡K gwZb Gm‡ei wKQyB K‡i bv, wKš‘ MÖv‡gi gvbyl GB yR‡bi g‡a¨ gwZb‡KB Av‡M †PqviwU GwM‡q †`q; †h-†Kv‡bv Av‡qvR‡b-Abyôv‡b, †h-†Kv‡bv eyw×-civg‡k©i Rb¨ gvbyl gwZ‡bi Kv‡QB Av‡m| cÖkœ n‡”QÑ we‡Ëi wePv‡i myweavRbK Ae ’v‡b _vKv m‡Ë¡I mgvR jwZd‡K ga¨we‡Ëi gh©v`v †`q bv †Kb? wKsev Ab¨fv‡e ejv hvq, †Kvb wRwbmwU gwZb‡K GB gh©v`vc~Y© Ae ’v‡b AwawôZ K‡i‡Q? gwZ‡bi wk¶v? nu¨v, wk¶v GKwU ¸i“Z¡c~Y© f~wgKv cvjb K‡i‡Q m‡›`n †bB, wKš‘ wk¶v m¤¢eZ mvgvwRK gh©v`v jv‡fi Rb¨ h‡_ó bq| gwZb hw` †Kej Ôwkw¶ZÕB n‡Zv,

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8. ga¨weË‡ì wb‡q K_v ej‡Z †M‡j me‡P‡q mvaviY †h cÖPwjZ I‡V, Zv n‡jvÑ GB †kªYxi fwel¨r wK? gvK©mev`x wPš—vweìv ga¨weË‡K †Kv‡bv †kªYx wn‡m‡eB gvb‡Z bvivR| †KD hw` gv‡bbI Zvn‡j m‡½ m‡½ Mjvi iM dzwj‡q D”PK‡É G K_vI ej‡Z †fv‡jb bv †h, GB †kªYxi Ae ’v gyg~l©y Ges AwP‡iB Giv g„Zz eiY Ki‡e| hy‡Mi ci hyM a‡i Zviv GB K_v ej‡jI cÖK…Zc‡¶ †`Lv hv‡”Q, ga¨weË †Zv gi‡QB bv eis Zv‡ì AvKvi I AvqZb w`b w`b †e‡oB P‡j‡Q| Zviv ïay †eu‡P Av‡Q ZvB bq, eis †ek `vc‡Ui m‡½ †eu‡P Av‡Q| Aek¨ 20 eQi Av‡Mi ga¨weË mgv‡Ri m`mïv †h GL‡bv ga¨weËB Av‡Q Zv ejv hvq bv| †KD †PóvPwiÎ K‡i D”Pwe‡Ëi RM‡Z P‡j †M‡Q, †KD ev hy‡× wUK‡Z bv †c‡i wbæweË n‡q †M‡Q| GB wbæweË‡KB g~jZ wbæ-ga¨weË ejv n‡”Q| we‡Ëi wePv‡i Giv wbæweËB, wKš‘ †h‡nZz ga¨weË mgv‡Ri g~j¨‡eva¸‡jv Zviv †ek k³fv‡eB AvuK‡o a‡i _v‡K ZvB Zv‡ì‡K cwiPq Kwi‡q w`‡Z †M‡j Agb GKwU mgvme×

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bv‡g WvK‡Z nq| Ab¨w`‡K hviv D”PweË nevi cÖwµqvi g‡a¨ Av‡QÑ A_©vr h‡_ó weËevb n‡jI hviv ga¨weË mgv‡Ri g~j¨‡eva¸‡jv GL‡bv cy‡ivcywi wemR©b w`‡Z cv‡iwb Zv‡ì‡K ejv n‡”Q D”P-ga¨weË| Avi `y-wZb cÖRb¥ a‡i hviv †mªd ga¨weËB i‡q †M‡Q ZvivB Avm‡j ga¨weË e‡j cwiwPwZ cv‡”Q| ga¨we‡Ëi PwiÎ eyS‡Z n‡j eyS‡Z n‡e G‡ì‡KB| wKš‘ cÖkœ n‡”Q GZme iƒcvš—i cÖwµqvi †fZ‡i †_‡K Zviv KZw`b Zv‡ì Aw¯—Z¡ eRvq ivL‡Z cvi‡e? ejvevûj¨, ga¨weË Ae ’vwU eRvq ivLv †ek Kómva¨Ñ †h-†Kv‡bv mgq wbæwe‡Ëi KvZv‡i P‡j hvevi GKwU fq _v‡K| A‡bK mgq †`Lv hvq gvÎ GK cÖR‡b¥i eëav‡b GKwU ga¨weË cwievi wbæwe‡Ë cwiYZ n‡q‡Q| GiKg `y-GKwU D`vniY †`‡L Aek¨ GB †kªYx g„Zz gy‡L cwZZ GgbwU fvevi †Kv‡bv gv‡b nq bv| KviY hZw`b ch©š— mgv‡R wbæweËiv _vK‡e Ges Zv‡ì Rb¨ wk¶vi Øvi ¯’vqxfv‡e eÜ K‡i †`qv bv n‡eÑ ZZw`b ch©š— wbæweË †_‡K ga¨we‡Ë iƒcvš—i cÖwµqv eÜ n‡e bv| Avi eÜ n‡e bv e‡jB bZyb K‡i ga¨weË mgv‡Ri m`m¨ msL¨v †e‡o hv‡eÑ A_©vr ga¨weË †kªYxi AvKvi AvqZb evo‡Z _vK‡e| ga¨weË‡ì g„Zz¨ NU‡Z cv‡i ïaygvÎ †kªYxnxb mgvR cÖwZwôZ n‡jB| Zv-I GB hyw³‡Z †h, †h mgv‡R †kªYxB †bB, †m mgv‡R D”PweË-ga¨weË-wbæweË bvgavix †kªYx¸‡jv Avm‡e †Kv‡Ì‡K? e¨w³ gvwjKvbvq †Kv‡bv m¤ú` _vK‡e bv e‡jB Gme †kªYx _vKvi cÖkœI Av‡m bv| ejvi A‡c¶v iv‡L bv †h, GiKg GKwU mgvR cÖwZôv Kiv m¤¢e n‡j we`¨gvb mgvR KvVv‡gv †hgb Avg~j e`‡j hv‡e, †Zgwb e`‡j hv‡e mvgvwRK g~j¨‡eva¸‡jvI| wKš‘ IiKg GKwU †kªYxnxb mgv‡RI, we‡Ëi wePv‡i, GB gvbyl¸‡jvi †h mvgvwRK Ae ’vb _vK‡eÑ GLbKvi cwiw ’wZi m‡½ Zzjbv Ki‡j †mUv‡K nq‡Zv ga¨weË †kªYxB bvg †`qv †h‡Z cv‡i, hwÌ Zv‡ì g~j¨‡eva¸‡jv GLbKvi ga¨weË‡ì †P‡q m¤ú~Y© wfbœiK‡gi n‡e| G-w`K †_‡K †`L‡j ej‡ZB nqÑ ga¨weËiv Agi I A¶qÑ †Kv‡bvw`bB G‡ì g„Zz n‡e bv| AvM÷, 2002 Ñ Ryb, 2003

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cÖwZ‡hvMxÑ mn‡hvMx bq| GLv‡b cv‡q cv wgwj‡q nuvUvi †Kv‡bv my‡hvM †bB, †h‡Z nq GKv GKv, Zv-I wbôzifv‡e| Avi G‡Z K‡i mg — gvbweK Av‡eM Abyf~wZ‡K Mjv wU‡c †g‡i †dj‡Z nq| n‡q DV‡Z nq gvbweK Abyf~wZnxb GK hvwš¿K c`v_©| n‡q †h‡Z nq wbtm½, AvZœ‡Kw› ªK, ¯^v_©ci| AvR‡Ki w`‡b cvðvZ¨ gvby‡li †h mgm¨v, Zv Avm‡j GB-B| Avgv‡ì †`‡ki gvbyl †h hvwš¿K n‡q I‡Vwb, GL‡bv †h GLv‡b gvbyl ci¯ú‡ii Rb¨ fv‡e, Kuv‡`, A‡bï `yt†L wb‡RB ytwLZ n‡q c‡o (nq‡Zv †m-m‡ei cÖKvk mnmv K‡i bv)Ñ Zvi KviY, Zviv êlwqK bq| Rxeb †Zv Avm‡j ïay êlwqK mvdj¨ cvevi Rb¨B bq, ci¯ú‡ii cÖwZ hw` mngwg©ZvB bv _vK‡jv, hw` fv‡jvevmvi †evaUvB nvwi‡q †M‡jv, hw` wbtm½Zv Avi AvZœ‡Kw› ªKZvB Rxe‡bi †gv¶ n‡q DV‡jv, Zvn‡j †mB Rxe‡bi Avi g~j¨ iB‡jv †Kv_vq?

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m¤úK©| IB AÂ‡ji eû cwievi KvßvB †j‡Ki Rb¨ †mB ¯§„wZgq evwo nvwi‡q‡Q| †h †jK Avgiv gnv-Avb‡›` †`L‡Z hvB, †`‡L Awff~Z nB, Zvi m‡½ †h KZ gvby‡li Ggb Kvbœv Rwo‡q Av‡Q Avgiv wK Zvi †LuvR K‡iwQ? †Zv, Avgvi g‡Zv hvivB Avwèvmx‡ì Nwbô mvwbœ‡a¨ †M‡Qb, ZvivB ¯^xKvi Ki‡ebÑ Avwèvmxiv evOvwj‡ì fv‡jvev‡mb, Avcb g‡b K‡ib, Ges wg‡jwg‡k _vK‡Z Pvb| Zviv †Kv‡bv fqsKi gvbyl bb, wbZvš—B mnR-mij `ytLx gvbyl| ivóªh‡š¿i wg‡_¨ cÖPv‡i weåvš— n‡q Avgiv Zv‡ì‡K fyj ey‡SwQ, KL‡bv Zv‡ì g‡bi Lei wb‡Z hvBwb| wb‡j eyS‡Z cviZvgÑ mvaviY evOvwj RbM‡Yi cÖwZ Zv‡ì †Kv‡bv ivM †bB, we‡Øl †bB| Zv‡ì cÖwZ †h AwePvi Kiv n‡q‡Q Zviv †Kej Zvi cÖwZKvi Pvq, Zviv Zv‡ì cÖvc¨ AwaKviUzKz Av`vq K‡i wb‡Z Pvq| Avi GLv‡bB Avgv‡ì ivóªh‡š¿i AvcwË| Avgv‡ì eZ©gvb ivóªKvVv‡gv Avi ivR‰bwZK `j¸‡jv me‡P‡q fq cvq †h kã¸”Q‡K Zv n‡jvÑ ÔRbM‡Yi AwaKvi|Õ Zviv g‡b K‡i AwaKvi †Kej Zv‡ìB Av‡Q, RbM‡Yi Avevi AwaKvi Kx? GB AwaKv‡ii K_v ej‡Z wM‡q Avwèvmxiv †Kej wbg©g cxo‡biB ¯^xKvi nqwb, Zv‡ì m¤‡Ü Pvjv‡bv n‡q‡Q fqsKi AccÖPvi| Avgiv KL‡bv †mB-me welq eyS‡Z bv †P‡qB Avwèvmx‡ì‡K fyj ey‡SwQ|

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cÖkœwU `vk©wbK| Gi †Kv‡bv myivnv †bB| Rxeb †Zv mwZ¨Kvi A‡_© bvw_s... Avgvi R‡b¥i Av‡Mi wKQyB Rvbv †bB, g„Zz i c‡iiUvI Rvbv †bB, A_P Aw¯—Z¡ Av‡Q| Gi hš¿Yv cÖwZgyn~‡Z© Avgv‡K †fvM Ki‡Z n‡”Q| Avgvi B”Qvaxb wKQyB bq, Avwg †h ¯^vaxbZv PvB bv ZvB Avgv‡K †`qv n‡q‡Q| BD Avi wdª; A¨vÛ BD gv÷ wWmvBW Gfwiw_s BwÛ‡c‡Û›Uwj, evU G›Uvqvi g¨vbKvBÛ DBj we A¨v‡d‡±W evB BIi wWwmkb| †`L Kx RwUj GKwU cwiw ’wZ| †KvbUv cweÎ †KvbUv Kvg¨ †KvbUv MÖnY‡hvM¨ GUv wK †Kv_vI wj‡L †Ìqv Av‡Q? cy‡ivUvB Avgv‡K Av‡ivc Ki‡Z n‡e| Bb BU‡mjd, Rxeb‡K Avwg bvw_sB ej‡ev, GUv‡K mvgw_s Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K| wKš‘ †mUv wKfv‡e Kiv hvq, GB wgwbs‡jm‡bm †_‡K gyw³ cvIqv hv‡e Kxfv‡e? cÖwZwU e¨w³ gvby‡li Rb¨ GUv GKwU mvsNvwZK mgm¨v| Rxe‡bi Aš— NU‡eB, wKQyB †bB Zvn‡j, wKQyB †bB| Gw`K †_‡K †`L‡Z †M‡j Rxe‡bi †Kv‡bv A_© Luy‡R cvB bv Avwg| A_P RxebUv cÖ`Ë, AvB n¨vf web wM‡fb, AZGe Rxeb‡K Avwg †klI K‡i w`‡Z cviwQ bv| G Rb¨B Rxe‡bi Rb¨ bvbvwKQy Av‡ivc Kwi, †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bvfv‡e Rxeb‡K hvcb‡hvM¨ K‡i Zzj‡Z PvB| Zvi gv‡b ïay Avgvi Rxeb bq, gvbe RxebÑ mgMÖ gvbe Rxeb|

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Zuvi R‡b¥i Kvh©KviY Luy‡R bv cvIqvi yt†L Kuv‡`b, ZLb IB Kvbœv Kx gnr n‡q I‡V, †f‡e †`Lyb wcÖq cvVK! welqwU‡K Av‡iKUz e¨vL¨v Kivi †Póv Kiv hvK| GKwU wbw`©ó mgqKv‡j, GKwU wbw`©ó †`‡k, GKwU wbw`©ó Av_©-mvgvwRK-ivR‰bwZK cwiw ’wZ‡Z GKRb gvby‡li Rb¥MÖn‡Yi †cQ‡b wbðqB †Kv‡bv KviY Av‡Q| e¨w³MZfv‡e Avwg b¨vPvivj wm‡jKk‡b wek¦vm Kwi| Avcwb †Zv GB †`‡k Rb¥ bv wb‡q Avwd«Kv ev Av‡gwiKv ev BD‡ivc ev Avie †`‡kI Rb¥ wb‡Z cvi‡Zb, GB mgq Rb¥ bv wb‡q GK‡kv ev `y‡kv eQi Av‡M ev c‡iI Rb¥v‡Z cvi‡Zb| Zv bv K‡i, cÖK„wZ Avcbvi R‡b¥i Rb¨ wVK GB mgqwU‡K ev GB †`kwU‡K †e‡Q wb‡jv †Kb? Avcwb †h GB †`‡k Rb¥ wb‡q‡Qb, Zv-I Lv‡gvLv bq, nq‡Zv Avcbvi Pwj−k cyi“l Av‡Mi †KD G‡`‡ki evwm›`vB wQ‡jb bv, †Kv‡bv GKwU we‡kl NUbvq GLv‡b G‡m emwZ †M‡owQ‡jb, Avi ax‡i ax‡i GLv‡bB ’vqx Avevm M‡o Zz‡jwQ‡jb| A_©vr H mgqB wba©vwiZ n‡q wM‡qwQj †h, Avcbvi Rb¥ n‡e GLv‡bB| GBfv‡e hw` Avcwb fve‡Z _v‡Kb Zvn‡j †`L‡eb, Avcbv‡K Rb¥ †`qvi Rb¨ cÖK…wZ Avcbvi R‡b¥i Av‡MB KZ NUbv NwU‡q †d‡j‡Q| †Zv, cÖK…wZi GZme Av‡qvRb Avcbv‡K Rb¥ †èvi Rb¨, †m Kx Lv‡gvLv? Zv‡Zv n‡Z cv‡i bv! cÖK…wZ wbðqB Pvq Avcwb †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bv f~wgKv cvjb Ki“b! Avi GB K_vwUB ej‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb Avgv‡ì gbmyi KvKv| Zuvi g‡Zv AvgivI hw` GKBfv‡e wPš—v KiZvg, hw` fveZvg †h, Avgv‡ì meviB wKQy bv wKQy Kivi Av‡Q, Avgv‡ì RxebUv A_©nxb bq, Avgv‡ì meviB wKQy bv wKQy f~wgKv Av‡QÑ Zvn‡j GB c„w_exUv wK Av‡iv A‡bK †ewk my›ì Avi evm‡hvM¨ n‡q DV‡Zv bv?

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1947-Gi †`kfv‡Mi m‡½ m‡½ evsjvI fvM n‡q hvIqv cÖm‡½ Zuvi gš—e¨Ñ

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