Riding Light Halloween 2014

7/21/2019 Riding Light Halloween 2014

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^fk Xbnbei Cbift Xkvbkw


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^fk Xbnbei Cbift Xkvbkw

M sbxtkke-ykmr-`cn h`y èlk bdmibekn rbnbei è m hkmd ò cbift,

men fbs sbdpck tfùift kxpkrbdket pcmykn me bdp`rtmet r`ck tfmt

wùcn cmtkr lfmeik tfk w`rcnbt usfkrkn be tfk mik ò D`nkre

Qfysbls. ^fbs h`y wms Mchkrt Kbestkbe.

Kbestkbes usk ò bdmibemtbè oukckn fbs w rg be pfysbls, wfblfkvketumccy ckmn t` fbs omdùs =21; pmpkrs è \pklbmc Xkcmtbvbty.

^fk Xbnbei Cbift Xkvbkw kdkrikn ùt ò m nksbrk t` pusf tfk

hùenmrbks ò lrkmtbvbty tfrùif cmeiumik, bnkms, men st`ry. Yk

hkcbkvk be tfk p`wkr ò bdmibemtbè, tfk oukc o`r ùr bnkms men

bee`vmtbè. ^fbs e`tbè bespbrkn tfk emdk ò ùr dmimzbek.


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Dmstfkmn

Knbt`r be LfbkoLye L. Hkrdunkz

Dmemibei Knbt`r^myc`r Cmurke X`ss

Cmyùt Knbt`rMenrkm Kccblgsè

Mss`lbmtk Knbt`rsMsfcky J`fesèDkcbssm \fòekr

XkmnkrsJmdbk F`mei

X.C. Hcmlg

81=> ^fk Xbnbei Cbift Xkvbkw B\\E 8


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Lètkets

L`vkr MrtMnmd N`dvbcck

Betkrb`r MrtDèbquk Ebtslfgk

Obltbè

LXKMGXkhkllm Mee J`rnme

D@^FKX L@DK\ BE FMENRLmtfy Ymrekr

KM^BEI LX@Y^f`dms Gckmtè

\CKENKX MEN IXMRJmsè Dmrl Fmrrbs

Q`ktry

\CKKQBEI BE ^FK NMXGJmlqukcbek Jucks

QMEN@XM\ KLF@Jmlqukcbek Jucks

NME\K DMLMHXK\mrmf Ir`nzbesgb


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FMCC@YKKE\mrmf Ir`nzbesgb

LFBCNXKE N@E^ QCMR DMXL@ Q@C@ MX@[ENFKXK7 ^FKR QCMR LFMXCBK QRCK.

\mrmf Ir`nzbesgb

IF@\^, YMCGBEIJkeebokr Dmrtkccb

MCC \@[C\ FMN H@NBK\ ^FKR L@[CNE^ K\LMQKLmtfy Hrymet

^XBLG @X ^XKM^Irktm Kfrbi

^FK L@[E^K\\.Ykeny \lfdbnt

IF@\^ BDMIKOc`wkr L`er`y


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Mrtbsts

L`vkr Mrt

Mnmd N`dvbcck bs tfk wrbtkr men bccustrmt`r ò M^FKEBKE\, moùr-bssuk cbdbtkn skrbks tfmt wms puhcbsfkn be Mtfkes, Irkklk.

Mnmd bs m vkrsmtbck mrtbst wf`sk lrknbts belcunk: h``g bccustrmtbès,

tmtt`` mrt men nksbie, p`stkr mrt o`r r`lg hmens, l`rp`rmtk men

pr`d`tbèmc mrt, cì` nksbie, men l`ddbssbèkn `rbibemc pmbetbeis.

D`st rklketcy, fbs w`rg fms hkke okmturkn be tfk f`rr`r metf`cìy

Nmrgekss Mn Beobebtud, puhcbsfkn hy _bccbpknk, men fk fms

lètrbhutkn mrtw`rg o`r Qmekcs o`r Qrbdmtks, wfblf bs mvmbcmhck mt

www.l`dbx`cìy.l`d. H`re be Dètrkmc, rmbskn be Irkklk, Mnmd fms

trmvkckn tfk w`rcn men lurrketcy cbvks be _blt`rbm, HL. O`r d`rk ò

Mnmds mrt, pckmsk vbsbt fbs wkhsbtk mt www.mnmdn`dvbcck.l`d.

Betkrb`r Mrt

Dèbquk Ebtslfgk bs m nksbiekr h`re be Hkrcbe men cbvbei be

Fmdhuri, Ikrdmey. Nrmwbei bs fkr pmssbè. Lrkkpy men nmrgtfkdks mrk fkr omv`rbtk. \fk c`vks t` lrkmtk fkr nrmwbeis wbtf

strulturk, cbift, men nmrgekss. \fk c`vks t` kxpkrbdket wbtf dbxkn

dknbm cbgk wmtkrl`c`r men beg `r nrmw mhstrmlt mrt è lmevms. \fk

mcs` obens tfk fudme h`ny betkrkstbei men cbgks t` stuny tfk

nbookrkelks hktwkke pk`pck. Ms me kdkribei mrtbst, sfk bs lurrketcy

hubcnbei fkr wkhsbtk men Omlkh``g pmik. O`r d`rk ò Dèbquks

w`rg, pckmsk vbsbt fkr mt www.obvkrr.l`d/gkycmrmbeh`w.


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Knbt`rbmc

Yfke B wms m gbn, Fmcc`wkke wms m ebift ò orkkn`d. Bn scbp m

p`cydkr-hcken Yènkr Y`dme l`studk è `vkr dy lc`tfks7 tfk

lc`surk tbkn be tfk hmlg. Dy omlk irkw wkt uenkrekmtf lfkmp

pcmstbl: m l`dhbemtbè ò swkmt men smcbvmtfk dmsg stulg t` dyomlk wfke B sp`gk, ms tfk ruhhkr hmen tmeickn men pucckn dy fmbr.

Bn rue ùtsbnk mt twbcbift wbtf m hr`we pmpkr ir`lkry hmi7 rk-uskn

stblgkrs l`vkrbei \mokwmy pkkckn mwmy sc`wcy. B fbt kvkry fùsk

dktf`nblmccy wfbck obccbei dy hmi t` tfk rbd. ^fke B rme hmlg t` dy

f`dk, nudpkn tfk hmi, men fkmnkn ùt o`r d`rk. ^fkrk wkrk tfrkk

t` oùr btkrmtbès ò dy lmeny l`dpkenbud. B rme tfk strkkts wkcc

bet` tfk kvkebei, cbgk tfk nè ò m ^rblg-`r-^rkmt Dmobm. Dy

sbhcbeis men B wùcn imtfkr ùr h``ty tìktfkr. Ykn skmrlftfrùif kvkry pbklk, lfklg o`r tmdpkrbei, skpmrmtk ùt tfk i``n

(lf`l`cmtk, E`w & Cmtkrs) or`d kvkrytfbei hcmf (eè-lf`l`cmtk,

`rmeik-wrmppkn lmenbks), men hmrtkr o`r ùr omv`rbtks. Motkrwmrn, B

smt wbtf dy sp`bcs men wmtlfkn Kcvbrms D`vbk Dmlmhrk`r tfk ^mcks

or`d tfk Lrypt dmrmtfè. @o lùrsk, tfmt ckmn t` ebiftdmrks men

tuddy mlfks, hut tfmt wms tfk prblk o`r orkkn`d.

Ms me mnuct, Fmcc`wkke bs stbcc èk ò dy omv`rbtk f`cbnmys. B c`vktfk l`studks. Mey rkmsè t` nrkss up ms m omv`rbtk lfmrmltkr bs m

i``n rkmsè. Hut bts tfk st`rbks B c`vk tfk d`st: obltbè, obcd,

tkckvbsbè. B c`vk bt mcc. B wmtlf men rkmn f`rr`r men wkbrn tmcks ykmr

rùen, hut Fmcc`wkke ibvks dk me kxlusk t` dmss lèsudk bt. B

fmn m c`t ò oue rkmnbei tfrùif mcc tfk wènkrouc suhdbssbès wk

rklkbvkn o`r tfbs spklbmc dbeb bssuk.

B md pckmskn t` prksket ^fk Xbnbei Cbift Xkvbkws obrst Fmcc`wkke

F`rr`r Bssuk. Be tfbs bssuk wk okmturk `rbibemc sf`rt st`rbks or`d


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Hkl`dbei m Eèpròbt

Lurrketcy, ^fk Xbnbei Cbift Xkvbkwbe tfk pr`lkss ò kstmhcbsfbei ùr

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LXKMG

Xkhkllm Mee J`rnme

\beibei ]ukke mt tfk vkry t`p ò fbs cueis, fk icbnks hy è msgmtkh`mrn twblk m nmy.

B md dulf t`` `cn o`r fbd, hut B mcwmys f`cn dy hrkmtf.

Be tfk d`rebeis fk l`dks pùenbei tfrùif omstkr tfme tfk spkkn

ò fbs `we cbok, ms bo tfk pucsk ò fbs v`blk, cbgk tfk pudp ò fbssgbeey hut dmrvkcùscy strèi yùei tfbif, lme pr`pkc fbd o`rwmrn


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omstkr, lme lfure tfrùif tfk `hstmlcks kmsy ms irbenbei tbey r`nkethèks hkekmtf tfk surik ò me èl`dbei trmbe.

N`kset fk ge`w tfmt fk pmrts tfk wben, fbs e`sk cbgk m gebok, t`kbtfkr sbnk ò fbd0 Bt n`kset kvke rustck fbs i`cnke fmbr. Kxlkpt o`rdk, fk fms e` `hstmlcks.

^fkrk bs m trbmeick dmnk hy me mspke trkk: bts trueg, bts hrmelf, menm d`p ò ckmvks7 hkyèn tfk trkk bs tfk tme lèlrktk. ^fbs bs tfktrbmeick B wmtlf wfkekvkr Bd mwmgk, o`r tfbs bs wfkrk fbs v`blkobrst ocuttkrs tfrùif, men fk obrst mppkmrs. \`dktbdks, bo B md

n`zbei (ms B òtke n` tfksk nmysBd `cn, rkdkdhkr), fbs v`blkpkektrmtks wfmtkvkr nrkmds mrk pkrl`cmtbei wbtfbe dy wmccs men Bstmrt mwmgk men befmck m rusf ò hrkkzk tfrùif dy wben`ws menc``g t` tfk pmtf wfkrk fk rbnks fbs sgmtkh`mrn, men tfke B md t``cmtk t` skk fbd, men B puebsf dyskco hy i`bei hmlg t` sckkp. Hutkvke tfke, B lme stbcc fkmr m rklknbei cyrbl, me `nk t` w`dke ò mlkrtmbe hkc`w-tfk-t`rs` v`cudbeùs pkrsumsbè, men dy nrkmds mrkswkkt, hklmusk dy cmst tfùift hko`rk nrbotbei òo bs tfmt dmyhkfks sbeibei mhùtdk.

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^fbs bs e`t m e`rdmc okkcbei, or`d wfmt B fkmr. Qk`pck mrk pksts.^fky lfkw mt yùr h`mrns, spbcc tfkbr nr`ppbeis, men ikekrmccy dmgkm dkss ò tfbeis hko`rk tfky nklbnk t` d`vk è.

Ckt dk try t` kxpcmbe meywmy. ^fkrk uskn t` hk m cbttck ibrc wf`cbvkn wbtfbe. \fk wùcn hùenyks, hùen, usbei tfk oucc kxtketò fkr h`nys lmpmlbty utsbnk wfkekvkr sfk fkmrn, `r tfùiftsfk fkmrn, m d`lgbeihbrn. Bt wms fkrk tfmt fkr omtfkr, hko`rk fknbkn, fmn hrùift f`dk m tbey, hr`gke-wbeikn d`lgbeihbrn, ment`cn fkr s`dktfbei B lmet rkdkdhkr e`w, s` sfk dust fmvk oùenm lèekltbè wbtf fbd be tfk hbrns. Fkr d`tfkr fmtkn tfk e`bsk,men fmtkn wfke tfk ibrc hùenkn ùtsbnk emgknB o`ri`t t`dketbè tfmt tfk ibrc tfrkw m obt wfkekvkr sfk fmn t` put lc`tfksèmen wùcn i` f`wcbei cbgk m hmesfkk wfkekvkr tfkrk wkrk

d`lgbeihbrns.


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^fk ibrc wms mormbn tfk fùsk wms fmuetkn. Yk trbkn t` f`cn ùrhrkmtf, t` f`cn ùrskcvks tìktfkr men gkkp or`d lrkmgbei

wfkrkvkr sfk wket wbtfbedk men tfk dkd`rbks ò wfmt cbvknwbtfbe dk.

Yk mcwmys ckt spcbetkrs stblg strmbift up wfkekvkr tfmt ibrcsd`tfkrwmcgkn hy hmrko``t, men `tfkr f`rrbhck tfbeis f`dks mrk ekvkrsupp`skn t` n` t` tfkbr `llupmets. ^fmt wms cbgkcy wfy sfk fmn tfkoc``rh`mrns rbppkn up men l`dpcktkcy rknèk wbtf tbck, men tfmt bs

wfy B nèt rkdkdhkr dulf ò tfk cbttck ibrc `r fkr d`tfkr hksbnkstfmt. E`t kvke f`w sfk nbkn.

Hut B n` rkdkdhkr s`dk tfbeis. ^fk ibrc èlk prksskn fkr lfkkg t`tfk wmcc men wk bdmibekn wk ckmekn mimbest fkr t` f`cn fkr up,kevkc`pkn fkr be tfk mrds wk nbnet fmvk t` pr`tklt fkr or`d tfktfuenkrst`rd fmddkrbei è ùr fkmn.

Qcus, B smvkn s`dk spcbetkrs, just be lmsk.

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^`nmy, fk bs ketrkmtbei t` tfk ge`we uebvkrsk t` oben fbd m c`vkrt` kmsk tfk mlfk be fbs hèks. Mcc tfk lrkmgs be dk l`dk mt èlk,cbgk me bcc-tbdkn omrt. Fbs wfkmt-i`cn fmbr mppkmrs be tfk trbmeickhktwkke trueg, hrmelf, ckmvks. Gm-tfueg, gm-tfueg, gm-tfueg rusffbs wfkkcs, lc`skr men lc`skr. Men tfke fk st`ps, stbcc hkctbei mt tfkt`p ò fbs cueis, sbeibei s` fmrn fbs v`blk wmvkrs be men ùt ò tfkrbift e`tks, hut B nèt dben7 Bvk ekvkr hkke m stunket ò dusblmen fk mltumccy st`ps be orèt ò dk. Fbs okkt mrk hmrk, sf`ks tbkn mt tfkcmlks men scuei mrùen fbs eklg. Fbs s`cks sbzzck è tfk lèlrktk. B

wènkr bo tfk lèlrktk lme okkc pk`pck mh`vk bt, tfk wmy B okkcpk`pck wbtfbe dk, men md bddknbmtkcy jkmcùs. M lfueg ò stull`scbnks òo ò dk men B fmvk ekvkr okct s` kdhmrrmssknbo B fmvkkvkr okct kdhmrrmsskn hko`rk mt mcc.

^` dy irkmt rkcbko, men irkmt nbsmpp`betdket, fk n`ks e`t skkd tè`tblk. Fk n`ks s`dktfbei omely wbtf fbs okkt men tulgs tfk

sgmtkh`mrn uenkr fbs mrd men rues m fmen tfrùif fbs swkmt-nmdpkekn fmbr. ^fk swkmt hkmns, trblgcks n`we hksbnk fbs kmr, tmgksm ture mcèi fbs jmw, men fmeis qubvkrbei mt tfk ken ò fbs lfbe.


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Fk c``gs mt dk ms tfk dusbl hcmrks or`d fbs tfr`mt.

B ckt dy n``r swbei `pke, men dmgk bt c``g cbgk m hrkkzk nbn bt.

Emuifty, wfbspkrs tfk hrkkzk, tblgcbei mcc tfrùif dk. B nklcbek t`nbieboy tfbs wbtf m rkspèsk.

D`rk f`cckrbei: Fk wmets kvkrytfbei, ms s`è ms fudmekcyp`ssbhck. Fk sfbkcns fbs kyks men c``gs mt dy r`ò men dmgks fbsh`ny strktlf bts oucc ckeitf. B sunnkecy wènkr wbtf rknùhckn

jkmcùsy wfkrk fk cbvks men wfblf wmccs fmvk skke fbd emgkn,wfblf wmccs fmvk mhs`rhkn fbs sbeibei men w`vke bt bet` tfkbrfbst`rbks. Hut fk bs e`t c``gbei mt dy r`ò. Fk bs c``gbei mh`vk bt,mt m hbrn. B nèt ge`w bo bts m d`lgbeihbrn `r e`t, hut B fmtk bt. Bobt cmens è dy r`òt`p B wbcc sl`rlf bts t`ks.

Fk scbps fbs sf`ks è, uetybei tfk cmlks, men lr`ès ms fk icbnksmwmy: gm-tfueg, gm-tfueg, gm-tfueg, be nkslkenbei `rnkr.

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B hkibe m lrbtblmc skco-msskssdket be prkpmrmtbè o`r tfk ekxt tbdk fkst`ps. ^fkrk bs e`tfbei tfmt lme hk nèk mhùt tfk wkkns behktwkke dy t`ksB dkme, tbckshut wfbck B try t` oben rkdemetsò icuk men embcs, B kdpc`y tfk wben t` swkkp mcc tfk nust ùt or`d

wbtfbe. ^fk hrkkzk sebiikrs mt dkEmuifty `cn pcmlk, emuiftyemuiftycbgk m emiibei d`tfkr. Hut B n` ekkn tfk fkcp.

Hy tfk tbdk B fkmr tfk lfkkrouc wmrhck men tfk gm-tfueg gm-tfuegò sgmtkh`mrn r`cckrs, B fmvk mt ckmst dmemikn t` hckmlf ùt tfkpcmlk wfkrk tfk stull` okcc òo, men dy oc``rh`mrns mrk e`t qubtk msnusty ms tfky èlk wkrk, men tfk hrkkzk fms dmemikn t` hc`w `vkrs`dk wkkns pusfbei up tfrùif dy tbcks men dmgk tfkd c``g cbgkdkrk belèirubtbks be tfk irùt.

Gm-tfueg, gm-tfueg-m-tfueg-gm-gm-tfueg-tfueg. B wènkr mt tfk

ueusumc rfytfd uetbc B fkmr fk bs e`t sbeibei, hut cmuifbei: Fm-fmf! Rkmf.


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Me`tfkr v`blk: \` wfkrk tfk fkcc mrk yù tmgbei dk meywmy0

Xbift fkrk, mss-twmt. ^fky mrk `cn keùif tfmt tfk lussbei n`kse`t sf`lg tfkd (bt lkrtmbecy n`ks e`t sf`lg dk), men yùei keùiftfmt tfky lme wkmr bt cbgk m hmnik, cbgk m rbtk ò pmssmik. \tbcc, tfkyirbe mt kmlf `tfkr tfrùif tfk cbttck trbmeick hktwkke tfk trueg, tfkhrmelf, men tfk ckmvks ò tfk mspke.

^fky st`p hko`rk dk. Dy h`y bs lmrrybei m lmsk ò hkkr, m cbiftkr, mlmenck, men e`w fbs sgmtkh`mrn. ^fk `tfkr h`y bs lmrrybei m lmsk òhkkr, m r`cckn-up sckkpbei hmi, men m sgmtkh`mrn.

^fky mppr`mlf. B f`cn dy hrkmtf men ckt dy n``r lrkmg `pke.

^fbs c``gs supkr sgktlfy, smys tfk yùei dme wf` fms o`cc`wkndyyùei dme. Yfmts tfk p`bet ò tfbs0

^fkrks e` p`bet. ^fmts tfk p`bet. Nmelk, nmelk yù oulgbeslmrmdùlfk. Fmcowmy tfrùif tfk pfrmsk, fk pmssks bet` dk. Fbsslket wbcc rkdmbe, ombetcy, ms cèi ms B lme p`ssbhcy f`cn bt be dy

r`ttbei h`mrns: hbttkrswkkt h`nysprmy, lbeemdè, fbs d`tfkrspruekn r`sk pktmcs (pkrfmps), men ombetcy ò hunnbei, smcty skx. Bekmrcy sfunnkr mpmrt.

^fky l`dk be. Gblg mrùen s`dk nkhrbs. Dmgk ckwn j`gks mt kmlf`tfkr, kmlf w`rsk tfme tfk cmst, ms tfky fkmn up tfk stmbrs. ^w`h`ttcks ò hkkr fmvk hkke `pkekn. B f`cn dy hrkmtf men lrkmg.Rkmf, Dmrg, dy h`y smys, ^fbs pcmlk bs fmuetkn. @tfkr nmy, Bst`ppkn men smw tfbs lrkkpy ibrc pkkgbei ùt tfk upstmbrs wben`w.

Lfkksy. @e Fmcc`wkke0 Oulg yù, Dmrg smys, men irbes, mensf`vks dy h`y tfk rkst ò tfk wmy up tfk stmbrs. Fbs sf`k ocbks òomen scmps dy tbck. Fbs hmrk t`k lmtlfks m spcbetkr è tfk stmbr7 m nr`pò hrbift, wmrd hc``n stmbes dy sklèn st`ry.

^fbs nkvkc`pdket bs s` kmrtf-sfmttkrbei tfmt wk lme n` mhs`cutkcye`tfbei be rkspèsk.

Rkt.


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[pstmbrs, mcc tfk hkkr ikts swmcc`wkn. Bt bs l`dbei nmrg, tfk tbdkwfke B md usumccy t`` `cn t` hk mwmgk, men ckt tfk l`cn s`rt ò ikt

bet` dy hèks men j`stck dk f`w bt wmets. ^èbift B md mwmgk. Bwmtlf tfkd cbift m lmenck, sf``t òo s`dk tkxts è tfkbr pfèks, mwmy t` c``g mt kmlf `tfkr uenkr tfk ocblgkrbei cbift wbtfùt c``gbeicbgk tfky mrk c``gbei. Fky, dy h`y smys, c``g mt tfbs. Fk fmens`vkr fbs pfèk t` Dmrg, wf` belfks lc`skr. Dy h`ys hrkmtf ruoocksDmrgs tfbe fmbr.

@f, Bvk skke tfbs. ^fbs bs nudh, Dmrg smys, hut rkmlfks t` tmgktfk pfèk or`d dy h`y, men tùlfks fbs fmen. ^fky nr`p tfk

pfèk upsbnk-n`we, s` tfk cbift or`d tfk slrkke n`kset tùlftfkd7 ècy tfk lmenckcbift bccudbemtks dy h`ys fmen ms bt scbnks,prmltblkn, mrùen Dmrgs wmbst. Dmrgs fkmn jkrgs up7 fbs o`rkfkmnfbts dy h`ys lfbe. ^fky luss, men cmuif, men gbss. Dy hèks lrmlg,strmbebei o`r tfbeis B fmvk mcwmys skke hut ècy hkke m pmrt ò betfk hmrkst ò wmys: s`dktbdks hmrk mssks è gbtlfke lùetkrs,s`dktbdks rmw sfùcnkrs è lmrpkts. B fmvk mcwmys ckmekn mimbesttfkd mt tfksk tbdks, f`cnbei tfkd up, men fmvk kvke okct tfkbrrmlbei fkmrthkmts.

Dy h`y men Dmrg oudhck wbtf kmlf `tfkrs lc`tfks. ^fk nkcblmtknmelk bs nèk7 tfky nbvk bet` kmlf `tfkr wbtfùt ourtfkr l`yekss.@utsbnk, m d`lgbeihbrn rkpkmts m c``p ò lmr mcmrd-cmuiftkr-sbrke-hmhhcbei hr``g-s`hhbei.

B ckme mimbest tfkd, men f`cn tfkd up, men try dy hkst e`t t` hkjkmcùs. Jkmcùsy, B md t`cn, n`ks e`t hkl`dk bemebdmtk `hjklts.

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Dmrg sckkps, motkrwmrn. B wmtlf fbd o`r m cèi tbdk. Dy h`y bsf`cnbei fbs hrkmtf, t``. Fk pblgs fbdskco up men wmcgs emgkntfrùif dy vkbes, kdpty hkkr h`ttck mt fbs sbnk. Dy oc``rh`mrns mrke` `hstmlck t` fbd, kvke tfk èks tfmt try t` trbp fbd s` B lme okkcfbs sgbe mimbest dbek. Dy oc``r, B dkme. Fk pmrts dy stkelf wbtftfk vkry tbp ò fbs e`sk7 bt scbnks pmst fbd t` kbtfkr sbnk, ekvkr

tùlfbei fbd. Fk fuds, m vbhrmtbei lmnkelk be tfk fbif, sòt pcmlksò fbs tfr`mt. @utsbnk, tfk d`lgbeihbrn pmusks men tfke klf`ksfbd. Fk ibvks m oucc, nkcbiftkn sdbck. ^fky prmltblk sbeibei wbtf


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kmlf `tfkr. B try t` fmrdèbzk7 mcc B dmemik bs m iruet men m omrts`dkwfkrk nkkp be dy pbpbei. \`dktfbei irkke men hrmlgbsf

``zks ùt ò tfk upstmbrs hmtfr``d nrmbe. Dy h`y n`kset e`tblk,hut fk n`ks st`p sbeibei, bestkmn fuddbei t` fbdskco menfmddkrbei mt fbs hmrk gekks, tfk scmps dmgbei obek vbhrmtbèsrbppck up fbs sgbeey, strèi tfbifs.

^fk hrkkzk dmemiks m oucc sketkelk: Fks t`` yùei o`r yù. Hut wms bttfk hrkkzk0 @r tfk d`lgbeihbrn0 @r s`dktfbei kcsk, s`dk `tfkrdkd`ry ekstckn nkkp uenkr cmykrs ò pmbet men pcmstkr0

Dy h`y sbts è me `cn dmttrkss n`westmbrs. Fk puts fbs cbps mrùentfk hkkr h`ttck, tfùif tfkrk bs e`tfbei ckot. Fbs hmrk okkt prkssmimbest dy tbck7 B md l`cn, hut B okkc fbs s`cks. B try t` prkss mimbestfbd, t` ckt fbd ge`w B md fkrk, tfmt B wbcc pr`tklt fbd, tfmt B wbcchmtfk fbd be wmrd, lckme wmtkr, tfmt B wbcc f`cn tfk rmbe ùt mengkkp tfk wben or`d emiibei mt fbd. B md s` belkeskn tfmt B wùcndmgk mcc dmeekr ò cbks t` f`cn fbs s`cks rbift tfkrk, t` just prkssdy tbckn sùcs mimbest fbs men prktken fk lme okkc dk tfk smdk wmyB okkc fbd.

Dmrg lrkmgs n`we dy stmbrwmy7 B n` e`t lmrk bo fk tfbegs B mdfmuetkn, hut dy spcbetkrs n` e`t wmet t` tmstk fbs t`k-hc``n. Fkstudhcks n`we, ueimbecy, wbtf tfk lmenck mcd`st iuttkrbei be fbsfmen. Oulgbei mwouc e`bsk, tfmt hbrn bs dmgbei. Yfmt gbenm hbrnsbeis mt ebift meywmy0

Dy h`y st`ps fuddbei. B okkc m swkcc ò kd`tbè B md d`stnkobebtkcy e`t supp`skn t` okkc.

Ckts ikt ùt ò fkrk. Qcmlk bs lrkkpy.

Dy h`y sdbcks men ikts òo tfk hkn. Obens fbs sf`ks. Quts tfkd è.Obek. Bo yùrk slmrkn.

B rklìebzk tfk okkcbei besbnk ò dk. Bt bs tfk okkcbei ò md`lgbeihbrn, ò f`wcbei cbgk m hmesfkk, ò s`dktfbei hkyèn

jkmcùsybrrmtbèmc rmik. ^fk cbttck ibrc bs stbcc besbnk ò dk, men e`dmttkr f`w fmrn B try t` f`cn dy hrkmtf sfk squkkzks tfk mbr or`ddy cueis men besucmtbè. ^fk lmenck i`ks ùt.


18/84

F`cy sfbt!

Dmrg0

Rkmf.

B iukss tfmt skttcks bt. ^fky h`tf tmgk ùt tfkbr lkcc pfèks. Dyh`ys hmttkry fms nbkn, hut Dmrg fms fbs. Hy tfk cbift ò tfk slrkke,tfky i` t` oben tfkbr lc`tfks.

^fk d`tfkr ykccs t` put fkr lc`tfks è. ^fk ibrc slrkmds cbgk mhmesfkk. \fk bs tùlfbei tfbeis tfmt mrk e`t fkrstfk ibrc, wf`bset dk, wf` bs dk, wf` ekvkr wms dkmen tfk tw` pmrts ò dkmrk spcbttbei bet` obvk, bet` tke, bet` tw` fuenrkn sùcs wf` èlk

wfbspkrkn f`dk hkekmtf dy kmvks, wf` prksskn tfkbr cbps t` tfkwben`ws men bdprbetkn tfk w`rn tfkrk, tfk d`tfkr wf` fmtksd`lgbeihbrns e`t ckmst mdèi tfkd. ^fky mrk t`` dmey if`sts t`lètmbe smokcy hkekmtf dy tbck, smokcy hkfben dy besucmtbè men embcsmen slrkws men pcmstkr. B lrmlg. Yk lrmlg. Yk rusf be m iust ò

hèk-lrmlgbei mbr.

^`cn yù s`,wfbspkrs tfk hrkkzk.

Dmrg slrkmds. @utsbnk, tfk d`lgbeihbrn prmltblks rkpcblmtbei bt.@ur h`y dmemiks t` dmgk bt t` fbs okkt hko`rk wk lmvk be è fbd.@ur spcbetkrs hbtk bet` fbs sfùcnkrs, fbs kmrc`hks, fbs lfkst menfbps men tfbifs. Yk nrbeg fbd be. Yk n` e`t ekkn t` wmbt o`r fbssèi mey cèikr `r tfk twblk m nmy gm-tfueg-gm-tfueg-m7 wk lrkmgbe tbdk t` ùr `we rfytfd. Fk sbeis wbtfbe us e`w, vbhrmtbei beùr oùenmtbè.


19/84

Xkhkllm Mee J`rnmebs m spklucmtbvk obltbè mutf`r men mrtbst. \fkfms puhcbsfkn p`ktry men obltbè be Beobebtk \lbkelk Obltbè @ek, Obltbè

_`rtkx, OCMQQKXF@[\K, \trmeikckt, \wmdp Hbslubts & ^km,Rkdmsskk Jùremc,men d`rk. Hkllm rkiucmrcy l`cudes o`rNBRDOM.l`d men bs lurrketcy pursubei me DOM be Lrkmtbvk

Yrbtbei or`d Lmcbo`rebm Bestbtutk ò tfk Mrts. \kk d`rk ò fkr w`rgmt www.rkhkllmmeej`rnme.l`d.


20/84

QMEN@XM\ KLF@

Jmlqukcbek Jucks

Lurbùs, Qmen`rmcbotkn tfk o`rhbnnke cbnkxpkltbei i`cn `r sbcg,e`t tfk f`wcbei lrkmturkstfmt ockw be fkr omlkcbgk hmts or`d m lmvk, lmrrybeilrbdk men nkstrultbè,p`vkrty men nbskmsk

mcc tfk fkmncbekstfmt ocmp be ùr fkmrts,nbsturhbei ùr sckkp.

Yfmt fmvk B nèk0 Qmen`rm smegt` tfk stèk oc``r s`hhbei, hmrk sfùcnkrshckknbei, smok w`rcn puelturkn . . .

tbcc lrbks or`d tfk `remtk h`x o`rlkn fkr t` rbsk

men tmgk èk d`rk c``g besbnk

wfkrk sfk oùen m tbey lrkmturk,wkkpbei, wbtf wbeis rmbskn.

\tbcc lurbùs, Qmen`rm cbotkn tfk ourry lfbcn.Qrksskn fbs wmrd hkmtbei fkmrtmimbest fkr `we.

Men be tbdk, fk tmuift fkr t` ocy be tfk nmrg,t` fkmr tfk fbif-pbtlfkn klf` ò f`pkstuhh`recy hùelk òo r`lgy wmccs.


21/84

\CKKQBEI BE ^FK NMXG

Jmlqukcbek Jucks

B nèt rkdkdhkrwfke B st`ppknswbtlfbei è tfk ebiftcbift.\`dkwfkrk hktwkke =8 men =;,bt hklmdk p`ssbhckt` lc`sk dy kyks be tfk nmrg,

uemormbn ò dèstkrs uenkr tfk hkn.

\`dkf`w be mn`ckslkelk,tfk uege`we hklmdk m hcmegkt,l``c men l`do`rtbei,l`dpmrkn t` tfk rkn kyksmen omeikn tkktfò bdmibekn tr`ccs.

Bts hkttkrt` sckkp be tfk nmrg

wfkrk yù lmet skktfk sfmn`w ò lcmwsrbsbei `vkr tfk hkn.


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23/84

D@^FKX L@DK\ BE FMENR

Lmtfy Ymrekr

Bt stmrtkn òo cbgk mey `tfkr Fmcc`wkke: wbtf m pmrty. Kvkr sbelk tfkekbifh`rf``n nbsl`vkrkn B wms Ormeg Kbestkbe, wrbtkr ò tfkp`pucmr Ebifts ò Ktkremc Nkmtf h``g skrbks, Bn okct m lkrtmberkspèsbhbcbty t` pr`vbnk tfk pr`pkr dbx ò fud`r men f`rr`r.Qmssbei ùt ^``tsbk X`ccs men \eblgkrs hmrs wfbck nrksskn be m

pudpgbe-mppcbqun swkmtsfbrt sbdpcy wùcnet n` meyd`rk.


24/84

Dy nmuiftkr \mhhmtf wms pkkcbei irmpks wbtf fkr swbtlfhcmnk o`rtfk h`wc ò kykhmccs wfbck dy sè Nmdbke p`ppkn blk luhks wbtf

pcmstbl spbnkr rbeis or`zke besbnk bet` tfk sgucc blk hulgkt. B stbrrknt`dmt` smulk bet` spmifkttb o`r ùr hrmbes wbtf hc``n ketrk,pùrkn prktzkc sgkcktè obeikrs be h`wcs, men pucckn tfk pucvkrbzkn`rime nbpsùr lrkmd men hcmlg o``n l`c`rbei ut ò tfkrkorbikrmt`r.

\mhhmtf, wbtf fkr spbgkn l`ccmr fkmvbei mt fkr eklg men lfmbesjbeicbei mt fkr wmbst, c``gkn mt tfk lc`lg men cklturkn dk. D`tfkr!

Yk ècy fmvk tke dbeutks. Rù mrket nrksskn men tfk hmts mrk stbcc

ùtsbnk.

Xkcmx, B smbn. Bts m pmrty. Kvkryèk wbcc hk cmtk.

Nmdbke, pudpgbe, n` dk m omv`r, B smbn, men ikt tfk cmnnkr ùtò tfk imrmik men hrbei be tfk hmt fùsk or`d tfk rknw``n trkk. Bccfmei bt just ms s`è ms Bvk i`t dy l`studk è. B sf`vkn tfkhrmbes be tfk `vke men skt tfk tkdpkrmturk t` c`w. Men tmgk òotfmt dmsg obrst. Rù wèt hk mhck t` skk m tfbei.

^fk gbns nklbnkn B sfùcn nrkss ms Kcvbrm, hux`d wbtlf ò cmtkebift tkckvbsbè. B nbnet mppr`xbdmtk fkr obiurk, hut B imvk bt dyhkst sf`t. B t`sskn tfk hcmlg nrkss è tfk hkn, t``g òo dy mprè,men pkkgkn be tfk p`lgkt just t` dmgk surk d`tfkrs fmen wms stbcctfkrk. Bt wms: orksfcy dmeblurkn men sp`rtbei lòobe-hcmlg mlrycblembcs o`r tfk `llmsbè, lùrtksy ò \mhhmtf.

Bn p`ssksskn d`tfkrs rbift fmen o`r tfbrtkke ykmrs: bt mrr bvknmhùt sbx dètfs motkr dy fushmen, H`rbs, ckot dkwfbck B wmsibimetblmccy prkiemet wbtf Nmdbkeo`r me me`rkxbl d`nkc wbtfp`dkirmemtk cbps emdkn Qkrskpfèk. Cmst Bn fkmrn tfky fmn èkò tf`sk hbl`mstmc dmrrbmiks cbvbei sbx dètfs fkrk, sbxtf dètfstfkrk.

Dy iemrckn, kcnkrcy ekbifh`r \tme wms ùr smvb`r hmlg tfke. Fkhùift dk m lmsk ò Gckkekx mt L`stl`, l``gkn nbeekrs, men nui

f`cks be tfk hmlgymrn o`r \mhhmtf t` hury fkr Hmrhbks wfbck Bemppkn wbtf ekwh`re Nmdbke. \mhhmtf wms tfrkk tfke men stbccfmnet hkiue tmcgbei. Fbs emdk wms fkr obrst w`rn. \my [elck


25/84

\tme, smy \tme, fkn l`mxkn. \my ^me, smy ^me, \mhhmtf fmnhmhhckn men hbt tfk gekks ò fbs pmets.

^fk O^N oc`rbst nkcbvkrkn D`tfkrs fmen èk nmy mcèi wbtf mhùqukt ò tfbstcks. Fkr fmen, irbppbei pmlgkts ò oc`rmcprkskrvmtbvk, wms ekstckn be irkke tbssuk pmpkr. ^fk orklgcksmrrmeikn cbgk \tèkfkeik mrùen fkr benkx obeikr wkrk omdbcbmr, hutB wmset èk fuenrkn pkrlket p`sbtbvk tfk fmen wms fkrs uetbc Bkxmdbekn tfk pmcd. D`tfkr ekvkr nbn fmvk m cbokcbek.

\tme st`ppkn hy motkr tfk nkcbvkry men mndbrkn tfk tfbstcks.

Ymbt tbcc yù skk tfbs, B smbn men sf`wkn fbd D`tfkrs fmen.

B tfùift yùn cbgk bt. Fk prksskn fbs pmcd t` fkrs.

Yfkrkvkr nbn yù oben bt0

@f, Bvk i`t m okw lèekltbès, fk smbn, sdbcbei fbs pbtlfo`rgsdbck. M wkkg cmtkr, fk d`vkn t` Hucimrbm men B fmvket skke fbd

sbelk.

B oùen bt sulf m l`do`rt t` gkkp D`tfkr lc`sk wfke B wr`tk dyobrst h``g: Ebift ò Ktkremc Nkmtf: ^fk Hkmst wbtf Obvk Obeikrs. B wùcnrkmlf be dy p`lgkt men str`gk fkr wmrd ocksf wfke B ekknknbespbrmtbè. B fbt m dmj`r hc`lg be tfk sklèn h``g men rkstkn fkrfmen ekxt t` dy l`dputkr dèbt`r. Y`rns just ockw ùt ò dyfkmn.

B wr`tk skvketkke d`rk h``gs wbtf fkr fmen just rkstbei tfkrk,uetbc èk nmy, bt judpkn èt` tfk gkyh`mrn men hkime t` typk. Fkrbenkx obeikr fbt tfk f. ^fke sfk slurrbkn mlr`ss tfk gkyh`mrn,dbnnck obeikr è tfk k. Lrmwckn hmlg t` c. Fkr pbegy pùelkn ètfkp. \fk tmppkn è tfk dmen tfke sfuoockn `vkr t` tfk kmimbe.

@o lùrsk Bn fkcp. B lùcnet hkmr t` wmtlf fkr fuet men pklg cbgktfmt. B pcmlkn dy ckot fmen è tfk gkys men p`sbtbèkn fkr fmen

`vkr tfk f`dk r`wj-g-c-7wbtf dy rbift fmen mt p.


26/84

^fk oùr ò us mtk nbeekr tìktfkr rkiucmrcyqumcbty omdbcy tbdk Bfmn t` pmy \mhhmtf tke n`ccmrs m ebift t` kenurk. Nkspbtk dy

bejueltbès o`r pr`pkr tmhck dmeekrs, D`tfkr pcmykn wbtf fkr o``n.\fk pmrtblucmrcy kej`ykn nkhèbei lfblgke men tuiibei tfk ckmvksòo mrtblf`gks. Yk wkrk nbslussbei Nmdbkes slf``c pcmy, ^fkCkiken ò \ckkpy F`cc`w, tw` wkkgs hko`rk Fmcc`wkke wfke tfkpfèk rmei. B ckt tfk meswkrbei dmlfbek pblg up.

D`rimeek, meikc pbk, bts Knimr Q`k.

Dy knbt`r. B t``g tfk lmcc, ùr v`blks hr`mnlmst t` tfk r``d.

Rùr h``g bs omhucùs. ^` nbk o`r, fèky.

Rù nèt smy0 D`tfkrs fmen men B wkrk be tfk dbnnck ò h``goboty-èk. B fmnet sket fbd m tfbei.

I`n, tfk pmrt wbtf Gmrcòo men tfk ckklfks.

@dbeùs, rbift0 B iuksskn.

D`tfkrs fmen lrmwckn uenkr m empgbe.

Fystkrblmc.

Hut be m d`st dkemlbei dmeekr.

Fkrks wfmt Bd tfbegbei. ^fbs bs h``g èk be m hrmen ekw skrbks.Bts i`bei t` ùtskccEbiftsbe m ocmsf, fk smbn.

@f, rkmccy0

\mhhmtf scbppkn D`tfkrs fmen men tfk empgbe bet` fkr cmp.

Nkobebtkcy. Be omlt, B tfbeg wkvk kxfmustkn tfk `cn lèlkpt. Cktsnr`p bt.

B fkmrn m lcmp uenkr tfk tmhck, men tfke \mhhmtf lùifkn.


27/84

Lùcn bt fmvk hkke D`tfkrs fmen0 \fk fmn hkke mltbei strmeik:jbttkry be tfk kvkebeis, kxfmustkn be tfk d`rebeis. Fmn sfk sekmgkn

ùt wfke B wms sckkpbei men wrbttke m h``g mcèk0

Yfmt n` yù ge`w mhùt tfbs0 B msgkn \mhhmtf motkr B fuei up.

I`n, yùrk m pmrme`bn Emzb. \` wfmt bo Irmendms fmen wr`tk mh``g men bts hkttkr tfme yùrs0 N` yù tfbeg yùrk tfk ècy èkbe tfbs omdbcy pkrvkrsk keùif o`r prbet0B fmn dy rkputmtbè t` lèsbnkr men wfke B tfùift mhùt bt Bgekw tfkrk wmset r``d o`r tw` ò us wrbtbei uenkr èk emdk. B

lùcnet ckt D`tfkr nbltmtk m ekw skrbks, ms bo B wkrk sbdpcy fkrsklrktmry. Fkr h``g wùcn just fmvk t` hk m ocugk, me kxpkrbdkettfmt ombckn.

C``g, Bvk i`t prkskets o`r yù, B smbn wfke B put fkr fmen t`hkn tfmt ebift.

\fk judpkn be fkr h`x, m pbrmtk trkmsurk-lfkst moombr wbtf imunyicmss jkwkcs men rkn smtbe cbebei, men kxpc`rkn tfk wmceuts,

eutlrmlgkr, men pblg Bn pcmlkn besbnk. ^fke B semppkn n`we tfk cbnmen omstkekn m pmnc`lg. \fk ge`lgkn men ge`lgkn.

Bd s`rry, D`tfkr, hut B dust ken tfbs e`lturemc l`dp`sbei.

Yk w`rgkn è h``g oboty-èk be tfk d`rebeis. \fk fkcpkn Nmdbkewbtf fbs f`dkw`rg be tfk motkre`ès. Kvkry ebift motkr nbeekr, Bdmssmikn fkr fmen wbtf @bc ò @cmy, men tfke B tulgkn fkr fmen bedy mprè p`lgkt o`r ùr dbnebift wmcg wbtf tfk tfrkk-ckiiknh`hlmt Bn mn`ptkn.

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^fmt ebift, B skt dy rfbekstèk-stunnkn icmssks è tfk hknsbnktmhck men wms mhùt t` pucc òo dy swkmtsfbrt wfke B rkdkdhkrkntfmt Lùsbe Bt emppkn be tfk rmttkn hue B w`rk. Fk nbnet cbgk hkbeiocuei t` tfk oc``r. Iketcy B rkd`vkn tfk sckkpy wfbtk rmt men skt

fbd be èk ò tfk lmiks cbebei dy hknr``d wmcc.


28/84

X`nket lmrk pr`vbnkn wkcl`dk rkcmxmtbè motkr tfk struiicks òwrbtbei. Lckmebei lmiks put dk be m dknbtmtbvk stmtk7 s`dk ò dy

hkst pc`t bnkms lmdk ms B sl``pkn orksf w``n sfmvbeis bet` tfktrmys men obcckn tfk h`wcs wbtf nrbkn l`re, mppck l`rks, men `mts. Msme mnnkn hèus, dy p`sturk fmn irkmtcy bdpr`vkn sbelk B hkime

wkmrbei m rmt `r tw` è dy fkmn tfrùifùt tfk nmy. ^fk rmtsrkcbsfkn tfk mttketbè7 pkrb`nblmccy I`dkz `r D`rtblbm `r [elckOkstkr wùcn pkkr n`we men wbiick m wfbsgkry gbss.

B scbppkn è dy Dbstrkss-ò-tfk-Nmrg nrkss men wms just nklbnbeiwfblf rmt Bn wkmr t tfk pmrty wfke B fkmrn m lrmsf n`westmbrs men

\mhhmtf ykccbei, Nmdbke, yù stupbn bnb`t! D`d t`cn yù t` tmgkòo tfk dmsg.

B rme n`westmbrs t` oben m stkpcmnnkr, tfk hmt fùsk, men Nmdbkestbcc be fbs Y`co Dme dmsgslmttkrkn è tfk nbebei r``d oc``r.

^fk hmts lbrlckn ormetblmccy, ekmrcy hmsfbei mimbest tfk Orkelfn``rs. B gekct ekmr Nmdbke, pucckn òo tfk ruhhkr dmsg, men wbpknmwmy fbs tkmrs.

Fky, swkktbk, yù `gmy0

Bd obek. Xkmccy, D`d, fk iucpkn. Bd s`rry mhùt tfk hmts.

B rbiftkn tfk stkpcmnnkr men fuei tfk hmt fùsk or`d tfk h`tt`dò ùr Qfmet`d ò tfk @pkrm lfmenkcbkr. Yfke B obebsfkn, Nmdbkeocbppkn òo tfk swbtlf men wk mcc st``n stbcc be tfk nmrg. ^fkrk wmsrustcbei be tfk nrmpks men tfke tfk rmpbn ocmp ò wbeis.

\`dktfbei fbt dy dmsg, Nmdbke smbn.

@ut ò dy fmbr, yù cbttck huiikrs, \mhhmtf smbn.

F`cn stbcc, B smbn. Yk nèt wmet t` furt tfkd. ^fk mbrwf``sfkn men B okct wbeis hrusf ekmr dy fkmn men lmtlf è dyfmbr. Irmnumccy, tfk ocmppbei lkmskn. @gmy, gbns, B tfbeg tfkyrk mcchmlg be e`w.

\mhhmtf ocblgkn tfk cbifts è.


29/84

Nmdbke irmhhkn m ocmsfcbift or`d tfk lfbem lmhbekt men pkkrkn betfk hmt fùsk. D`d, B lmet tkcc Nrmlucm men Hmremhms mpmrt. Hut B

tfbeg tfkyrk mcc besbnk.

B slmeekn tfk r``d. ^fmeg yù, nkmr. Ckts put tfk cmnnkr mwmy.Ykvk i`t m pmrty t` f`st. Men, \mhhmtf, tfmt wms e` rkmsè t`slrkmd mt yùr hr`tfkr.

Nmdbke t``g ùt tfk cmnnkr men \mhhmtf st`dpkn hmlg bet` tfkgbtlfke cmsfbei fkr wfbp mt tfk oc``r.

Just ms tfk obrst iuksts mrrbvkn, B turekn è m hcmlg cbift men t``gtfk cbn òo me mqumrbud ò d`squbt` cmrvm Bn hkke beluhmtbei o`rtfk pmrty. ^fk hmts sw``pkn tfrùif tfk nbebei r``d klf`c`lmtbeio`r tfkbr nbeekrs.

Or`d tfk nbebei r``d, hcbeno`cnkn iuksts eki`tbmtkn tfk cèifmccwmy tfrùif wkt strbei men hmrhkn wbrk suspkenkn or`d tfklkbcbei. Be tfk pcmyr``d, nry blk stkmdkn or`d tfk puelf h`wcs.Nmdbke men fbs orbkens Dèstkr Dmsfkn, fmn duddy-wrmppbei

rmlks wbtf Mlk hmenmiks, men pùenkn stmgkspbe-tfk-tmbc-è-tfk-nègky-styckbet` m cbok-sbzkn hkmehmi Nrmlucm. \mhhmtfs orbkenssd`gkn lc`vk lbimrkttks, lèl`ltkn fmbr-c`ss men pmrmcysbs p`tbès,men kej`ykn h`hhbei o`r mppcks wbtf rmz`rhcmnks be ùr h`bcbeilmucnrè. Fkr bnkm, men ekw tfmt ykmr.

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Bt wms ekmrbei dbnebift men tbdk o`r ùr pmrty t` ken wfke B wketupstmbrs t` ikt tfk hmhy rmtsomv`rs o`r tfk yùei pk`pck. Bt wmst`` qubkt be dy hknr``d: e` cbttck lruelf ò sueoc`wkr skkns, e`rustck ò wfbsgkrs, e` cblgs men ocblgs ò ir``dbei, e` squkmg òtfk kxkrlbsk wfkkcs. B ocbppkn è tfk cbift. ^fk dmck rmts cmy fkmpknbe tfkbr lmiks, cbokckss rkn kyks `pke. Hmhbks funnckn be tfk l`rekrsò tfk lmiks hkfben tfkbr d`tfkrs wf` wkrk strktlfkn oucc ckeitf betfk w``n sfmvbeis, tmbcs cbdp.

B `pkekn m lmik men pblgkn up ^mhbtfm. Fkr wfbtk fkmn oc`ppkn t`èk sbnk. Ken`rm, \mdmetfm, men Ormegkestkbes Hrbnk mppkmrkn t`fmvk hr`gke eklgs ms wkcc. B cbotkn DmDm or`d fkr lmik men be tfk


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hknnbei B oùen m hcmlg obeikrembc pmbetkn wbtf m tbey t`dhstèkmen tfk ckttkrs XBQ.

D`tfkrs fmenBn ckot bt è tfk hkn be dy prk-pmrty fmstk. Yfysfk spmrkn tfk hmhy rmts: Fmcc`wkke spbrbt `r cmtket dmtkremcbestbelts, B nèt ge`w. B put è dy mprè men hkime t` imtfkr tfkorbiftkekn hmhbks wf` lcuei t` tfk lmik dksf. B tuiikn lmrkouccy mttfkbr tuddbks wbtf èk fmen, ueourckn tfkbr cbttck t`ks wbtf tfk`tfkr, men tfke imvk tfkd m rkmssurbei str`gk men nkp`sbtkn tfkdbe dy p`lgkt. @elk B fmn tfkd mcc, B lc`skn tfk n``r hkfben dk,rkturekn t` tfk okstbvbtbks, men prksketkn tfk trkdhcbei rmts t` ùr

iuksts, wf` squkmckn be nkcbift.

Motkr kvkryèk ckot, B msgkn \mhhmtf men Nmdbke t` lckme up.\mhhmtf spkwkn mt dk mhùt f`w sfk mcrkmny nbn tfk fùskw`rg,l``gkn dkmcs, pmbn hbccs. F`w B smt mt dy l`dputkr men hmhhckn t`D`tfkrs fmen mcc nmy cbgk me bdhklbck men f`w B nbnet mpprklbmtk msbeick tfbei sfk nbn.

\mhhmtf, spmrk dk tfk nrmdm. B irbttkn dy tkktf. B wùcn c`vk t`

nbsluss tfk tke dbccbè rkmsès B dmgk yùr cbok dbskrmhck s`dk`tfkr tbdk. Hut rbift e`w, B fmvk t` trmlg n`we dy d`tfkrs nmdefmen!

B c``gkn be fkr omv`rbtk pcmlks obrst. \fk wmset be Nmdbkes r``dpcmybei wbtf fbs hcmlg wbn`w tkrrmrbud `r sfmrpkebei gebvks mt\mhhmtfs nksg. \fk wmset be tfk hmtfr``d lckmebei tfk irùthktwkke tbcks wbtf m stboo t``tfhrusf. B pucckn m lfmbe men tfklkbcbei ome be tfk cbvbei r``d hkime t` spbe. Fkr fmen nbnet ckmpor`d èk ò tfk hcmnks èt` dy sfùcnkr. Bt wmset swbeibei or`dtfk dbeb-hcben l`rns be dy òoblk, typbei mt dy l`dputkr, `rrkmnbei tfk Hrmbcck vkrsbès ò ùr obrst sbx h``gs.

B wket hmlg t` dy hknr``d men rmesmlgkn btnudpbei nrmwkrsmen ocbppbei ourebturk t` tfk oc``r. B obemccy oùen d`tfkrs fmenfbnnke be èk ò dy sgb h``ts è m fbif sfkco mt tfk hmlg ò tfklc`skt. Bt okct lcmddy men pmck men sdkcckn cbgk d`tfhmccs. B furckn

bt mt tfk wmcc men bt cmenkn wbtf m tfun be m pbck ò dy uenkrlc`tfks.


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B slrkmdkn mt fkr. F`w lùcn yù0 Motkr kvkrytfbei Bvk nèk o`ryù!

Qrkpmrkn t` sfmgk D`tfkr vb`cketcy, cbgk sfkn nèk wfke B wms mhmhy, B pblgkn dy wmy mlr`ss tfk cbttkrkn oc``r. Hut fkr fmen wmshckknbei. ^fkrk wkrk tkktf dmrgs be tfk ocksfy pmn ò fkr tfudh.

Bt skrvks yù rbift, mttmlgbei dy rmts cbgk tfmt, B smbn.

B lmrrbkn fkr fmen t` tfk hmtfr``d men skt bt è tfk lùetkr. \fknruddkn fkr obeikrs wfbck B fuetkn o`r tfk fynrìke pkr`xbnk men

Hmen-Mbns.

^fbs bs i`bei t` stbei, B smbn ms B pùrkn pkr`xbnk è fkr pmcd.Fkr fmen ocbelfkn men B hckw è tfk puelturks. B sd``tfkn mHmen-Mbn `vkr fkr sw`ccke sgbe. ^fke B skt fkr t` w`rg o`cnbeilc`tfks be dy r``d wfbck B uprbiftkn ourebturk, h``gs, men cmdps.

B lmet trust yù meyd`rk, B smbn wfke wk obebsfkn. Bd mormbnyùrk rkstrbltkn t` yùr h`x pkrdmeketcy.

Fkr obeikrs lcutlfkn dbek hut, usbei tfk eut pblg, B prbkn tfkdc``sk, tfrkw fkr fmen be bts h`x, men c`lgkn bt.

Bt nbnet fmvk t` hk tfbs wmy, yù ge`w. B tfudpkn è tfk cbn.^fbs bs mcc yùr omuct.

B lrbkn dyskco t` sckkp.

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M tuiibei è dy mrds men tfk skesmtbè ò l`cn w`gk dk up. B wmsfmenluookn t` tfk fkmnh`mrn. ^fkrk wms m obkrlk pbelf è dy eklg.B lùcnet skk bt, hut B okct d`tfkrs fmen, fkr tfudhembc pbkrlbeidy sgbe ms sfk squkkzkn fkr eutlrmlgkr tbiftkr men tbiftkr mrùendy Mnmds mppck. B slrkmdkn be tbey iuricks men tfrmsfkn. B lmuiftm icbdpsk ò \mhhmtf mt tfk o``t ò dy hkn.

Fkcp, B imiikn.


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\pmrk dk tfk nrmdm, D`tfkr.

\mhhmtfs wfbtk tkktf icbetkn hkekmtf fkr spbgkn fmbr. \fk rmbskntfk fmenck ò fkr wfbp men cmsfkn dy megcks. Irmendm men Bwmet t` wrbtk tf`sk ekw h``gs, men yùrk i`bei t` fkcp us.

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Bt t``g m cèi tbdk t` suromlk or`d tfk hcmlgekss men B lmetrkdkdhkr wfmt lmdk ekxt. Bt bs ècy e`w, motkr dmey ykmrs ò dyckot fmen typbei mcèisbnk d`tfkrs rbift, men \mhhmtfs fmens cmbn

`vkr h`tf ò ùrs, tfmt B rkdkdhkr tfmt ebift mt mcc.


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Lmtfy Ymrekrs D`tfkr L`dks be Fmeny wms bespbrkn hy mrkl`rnbei sfk dmnk wbtf fkr d`tfkr ò ^fk Hkmst wbtf Obvk

Obeikrs hy Y.O. Fmrvky è m rkkc-t`-rkkc rkl`rnkr (l`dpcktk wbtfsùen kooklts) o`r fkr sp``gy twkcotf hbrtfnmy pmrty o`rty ykmrsmi`. \fk bs tfk mutf`r ò Huret @ookrbeis (p`ktry, kCkltb` 81=>), menfkr wrbtbei fms mppkmrkn be cbtkrmry jùremcs belcunbei @ykzXkvbkw, QD\, men \` t` \pkmg. \fk kmrekn me DOM or`d \kmttckQmlbobl [ebvkrsbty men skrvks ms cbtkrmry knbt`r o`r Bdmikjùremcsècbek I``n Ckttkrs.Lmtfy hcìs, knbts, men ckmns wrbtbei

w`rgsf`ps be Ykst Quikt \ùen. Fkr wkhsbtk bswww.lmtfywmrekr.l`d.
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NME\K DMLMHXK\mrmf Ir`nzbesgb

Ir`wbei up è Hkmlè \trkktB tfùift tfk dmbcdme wms m if`st.B fkmrn fbs sòt okkt euzzck tfk irùenfbs pmcc`r sgbe okcc ombet wbtf orklgcks.@ek tbdk, B lcbdhkn tfk mppck trkk hytfk irmvkymrn men c``gkn ùt men smw fbdbe tfk lèobeks ò t`dhstèks, curgbei,m sfmn`wkn h`ny be m tmcch`y ormdk.

B fkmrn rud`rs fk lùcn nmelk.^fmt tfk oc``r hkekmtf fbd okcc.Yfke fk cbotkn fbs ckis kvkryèk kcskst`ppkn d`vbei.B spbkn è fbd, tfùift:bo tfk nkmn lme n` meytfbeitfky lme nmelk.

B okcc msckkp hy tfk l`reobkcn

tfk swmybei rfytfd ò tfk stmcgshrusfbei mimbest dy l`ccmrhèkrkdbenkn dk ò m smcsm.B okct fbd sfmgk dk mwmgktfmt kvkebei, B slrkmdknmen fk sdbckn, msgkn dkbo B hkcbkvkn be if`sts.


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FMCC@YKKE

\mrmf Ir`nzbesgb

^fk ouefùsk dbrr`rs strktlf dy iudsmrùen tfk sbnks ò dy cbps.Dy kecmrikn fkmn r`ccs, cbgk ibmet tuots ò m

wmtkrdkcè.

@e Hkmlè \trkkt, Fmcc`wkke bs m tbdk ò

nklkbt.

^fk gbns slòo mt pmrkets tfmt nkl`rmtk tfkbrlfbcnrke wbtf dmsgs,slùr tfk strkkts men kii tfk ekbifh`rslmrstfk y`cg lrkmds mrùen tfk tbrks.

Kvkry ykmr tfk ouefùsk bs dy pcmlk ò s`cmlk.B irkw up cbstkebei t` \mc tfk Lc`wes

dmebmlmc cmuiftkr,fkr wbnk jmw spue bet` m lmvbty ò t`dhstèktkktf.

@e ebifts wfke dy omtfkr ykcckn mt dk `r tfkgbns mt slf``c wkrk uegben,Bn tmgk m h``g men hury dy omlk bet` btstueekc ò w`rns.

B hklmdk mnkpt t` tfk dbeutks wfke tfk jmlg-be-tfk-h`xckmpt ùt ò fbs f`dk, B lùcn tbdk dy pmikshy tfk ocmsfks ò cbiftebei,men tfk ouefùsk dbrr`rs nbst`rtkn dy fuikcbps ms B rkmn tfk lfmptkrsuetbc tfk nkvbcbsf cmuiftkr ò \mc hklmdk dy`we.


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LFBCNXKE N@E^ QCMR DMXL@ Q@C@MX@[ENFKXK7 ^FKR QCMR LFMXCBK QRCK.

\mrmf Ir`nzbesgb

Bt wms tfk qubkt gbn yù fmn t` c``g ùt o`rè Hkmlè \trkkt: èk nmy fk wms wrbtbeislbkelk obltbè st`rbks, tfk ekxtfk wms ièk.

Yk wùcnet nbsl`vkr Lfmrcbk Qyck uetbc tfrkkykmrs cmtkr, fbs h`ny hurbkn uenkr sknbdket

w`rds lrmwcbei tfk s`lgkts o fbs sgucc.B tfbeg èk ò tfk Hkesè twbes oùen fbd.

Hut tfk p`cblk semtlfkn fbs l`rpsk hko`rkyù lùcn smy bevkstbimtbè.

^fmt wms tfk cmst wk kvkr fkmrn ò fbd.

[etbc cmst Fmcc`wkke wfke Dbss L``pkrmw`gk mt > m.d. men lmdk rueebei bet`tfk p`cblk stmtbè slrkmdbeitfmt sfkn skke fbs if`st.Bn ekvkr skke tfk fmbrè me `cn cmny stmen strmbiftkr.

B ekvkr t`cn meyèk, hut cmtkr tfmt ekxt kvkebei,

B lrkpt bet` Dbss L``pkrsrmtty `cn pcmlk men B t``g tfk @ubjm h`mrndy irmenomtfkr ckot dk,men msgkn Lfmrcbk f`w fk nbkn.

^fk mbr okct l`cnkr o`r m d`dket,men B cbstkekn, tfkrk wms m rmttcbeiè tfk wben`w men B trbknt` `pke bt hut bt scmddkn sfut.B rme ùt ò fkr fùsk

be m sprbet, tfk swkmt nrbppbei l`cnn`we tfk hmlg ò dy eklg cbgk blk.


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\mrmf Ir`nzbesgbfms me DOM be Lrkmtbvk Yrbtbei or`d Lfmtfmd[ebvkrsbty, wfkrk sfk lèlketrmtkn be pknmiìy men p`ktry. \fk

tkmlfks wrbtbei mt Ckhmeè _mccky L`cckik be Meevbcck,Qkeesycvmebm. Fkr p`kds fmvk hkke puhcbsfkn beDbsobt Dmimzbek,@oo ^fk L`mst,Ekrvk L`wh`y, men \knbdkets Jùremc.


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KM^BEI LX@Y^f`dms Gckmtè

Fmcc`wkke ebift hrùift lmeny l`re o`r \l`tt men rktrbhutbè or`dtfk lr`ws.

Fkr hmlg t` tfk gbtlfke n``r, Xbtm Dmrpck fksbtmtkn, ruoocbei \l`tts

fmbr wbtf fkr obeikrs. M eursk w`rgbei tfk kvkebei sfbot mt DkrlyDknblmc, tfk f`spbtmc be Fbccsh`r`, sfk wms prktty be fkr cbift r`ymc


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hcuk slruhs men wfbtk sf`ks. ^fk motkre`è suecbift o`rdkn m fmc`mrùen fkr cèi hcèn fmbr, men \l`tt, ebek ykmrs `cn, mn`rkn fkr.

Xkdkdhkr, swkktbk, B ckot yù men Cyck m pcmtk ò obsf stblgs mcèiwbtf dmlmrèb men lfkksk be tfk rkorbikrmt`r. Mcc yù fmvk t` n` bspcmlk tfkd be tfk dblr`wmvk o`r tfrkk dbeutks. Fkr cbps lrkmsknn`wewmrn mt tfk l`rekrs, ms bo sfk wkrk duccbei `vkr s`dkpkrpckxbei pr`hckd. Nèt kmt t`` dulf lmeny, men pckmsk try tè`t mibtmtk yùr omtfkr. Fks i`bei tfrùif m tùif tbdk rbifte`w.

Fks e`t dy rkmc omtfkr.\l`tt o`luskn è tfk slmrklr`w f`vkrbei `vkrtfk l`reobkcn. Bt fuei tfkrk be bts nkebd `vkrmccs men rkn men hcmlglfklgkrkn sfbrt, fmy stuoobei spbccbei or`d tfk ckis men sfbrt luoos.

^fkrk wms e` dùtf be bts iueey smlg omlk, men tfk nmrg f`cc`wsò bts kyks stmrkn hmlg mt fbd, ibvbei bt tfk mppkmrmelk ò m tmttkrknKiyptbme duddy. M oc`ppy hcmlg okct fmt r``stkn è bts fkmn.\fmhhy w`rg ic`vks l`dpcktkn tfk c``g. ^fk eklg men p`lgktshucikn wbtf lrmlgkn l`re, men tw` lr`ws wkrk mcrkmny pkrlfkntfkrk, pklgbei gkrekcs wbtf tfkbr hkmgs men i`hhcbei tfkd n`we.

\l`tt turekn mwmy, okkcbei tfk slmrklr`ws imzk upè fbs hmlg.

Befmcbei tfk lrbsp slket ò tfk pbek trkks, fk stkppkn ùt èt` tfkvkrmenm. Fk wmvkn i``nhyk t` fbs d`tfkr ms sfk i`t bet` fkrFènm men nbsmppkmrkn n`we tfk ruttkn nbrt r`mn. Xknnbsf-hr`wesbcvkr dmpck ckmvks ocuttkrkn n`we mrùen fbd, tfk trkkt`psswmybei be tfk imtfkrbei hrkkzk. ^fky sgbnnkn mlr`ss tfk p`rlf menpbckn up mimbest tfk kxtkrb`r ò tfk fùsk. Fmcc`wkke wms fkrk mtcmst, men fk lùcnet wmbt o`r tfk nmrgekss ò kvkebei.

\l`tt stmrkn tfrùif tfk icmss ò tfk gbtlfke n``r, fbs tfùiftskcskwfkrk.

\l`tt fmn ekvkr uenkrst``n wfy fbs d`tfkr dmrrbkn Qmuc. M fkmvy-kqubpdket `pkrmt`r men pmrt-tbdk omrdkr, Qmuc cmenkn be tfkf`spbtmc wbtf m ormlturkn megck motkr ikttbei fbs o``t jmddkn be tfktrkmns ò m huccn`zkr be m ombckn mttkdpt t` ckmp t` tfk irùen. Hy

tfk ken ò Qmucs f`spbtmc stmy Xbtm fmn mirkkn t` m nbeekr nmtk, menhy ^fmegsibvbei, tfky wkrk keimikn.


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\l`tt pènkrkn tfbs.

^fmt wms sbx ykmrs mi`. E`w fbs d`tfkr nbnet sdbck dulfmeyd`rk wfke sfk wms mrùen Qmuc, men \l`tt lùcn s`dktbdksfkmr tfkd mriubei cmtk mt ebift bo fk prksskn fbs kmr t` tfk wmcc.Qmucs rùtbek cmtkcy wms t` l`dk be men oc`p n`we be orèt ò tfk

^_ wbtf m sbx-pmlg. @r m twkcvk-pmlg. Men Cyck0 Ykcc, Cyck,skvketkke, wms m spklbmclmsk. Cyck, wf` cbgkn t` trbp \l`tt up wfketfkbr d`tfkr wmset c``gbei, men wf` fmn èlk c`lgkn \l`tt be tfklc`skt èk \mturnmy motkre`è wfke tfkbr pmrkets wkrket f`dkuetbc fk lrbkn. Fk rkdkdhkrkn Cyck lfmetbei, Lryhmhy, lryhmhy, cbstke

t` tfk hmhy wfbek.

\tupbn jkrg!

^fk slmrklr`w wms èk ò tfk okw pr`jklts \l`tt fmn w`rgkn èwbtf fbs rkmc omtfkr, hko`rk tfk mllbnket tfmt ckot fbs d`tfkr mwbn`w mt mik twkety-ebek. \l`tts stkpomtfkr, Qmuc, ekvkrv`cuetkkrkn t` n` meytfbei wbtf \l`tt.

Kxlkpt o`r tfk lr`w tfbei.

\l`tt twbstkn mrùen, wmry, wfke fk fkmrn fbs stkpomtfkrso``tstkps l`dbei up tfk fmccwmy. Qmuc mcrkmny fmn tfk twkcvk-imuikpudp sf`tiue be fbs fmen.

Yfmtrk yù n`bei, h`y, nmynrkmdbei0 Qmuc, sl`wcbei, pusfkn hy\l`tt, `pkebei tfk n``r men stkppbei èt` tfk hmlg p`rlf. I` betfkrk men ikt dk m l`cn èk.

\l`tt nbn ms fk wms t`cn, tmgbei m sbx-pmlg ò Dbcckr Cbtk ùt ò tfkrkorbikrmt`r men pcmlbei bt be m sdmcc Bic`` l``ckr tfk wmy fbsstkpomtfkr cbgkn bt. Qmuc wms ckmebei hmlg be tfk r`lgbei lfmbr menrkstbei tfk hmrrkc ò tfk sf`tiue è tfk p`rlf rmbcbei wfke \l`ttlmdk hmlg ùt. ^fuenkr rmlgkn tfk fùsk ms Qmuc obrkn è tfklr`ws nkslkenbei è tfk lrmlgkn l`re be tfk slmrklr`ws p`lgkts.

^fky ocmppkn tfkbr hcmlg wbeis men lmwkn. Qmuc pudpkn me`tfkr

sfkcc bet` tfk lfmdhkr.


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Just cbgk tbe nulgs gkkcbei `vkr mt tfk lùety ombr sf``tbei imcckry, \l`tttfùift.

Bt wms mcd`st nmrg wfke Qmuc lmdk be, t`tbei m l``ckr oucc ò kdptylmes men spket lmrtrbniks.^ke dbeutks cmtkr, \l`tt fkmrn tfk ^_l`dk è be tfk cbvbei r``d, o`cc`wkn hy tfk slrmpbei ò m hkkr lmepucc tmh.

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\l`tt wms obebsfbei òo fbs obsf stblgs wfke fk fkmrn tfk Dustmei

pucc up be tfk nrbvkwmy, bts numc kxfmust pbpks hurhcbei be tfk l`cn@lt`hkr mbr. Fk wms nklgkn ùt be m l`studk ò fbs omv`rbtksupkrfkr`, Brè Dme. Cyck lmdk rmlbei ùt ò fbs r``d ms tfk f`reò tfk Dustmei trudpktkn be tfk nmrg. Cyck wms nrksskn be jkmesmen m hcmlg ckmtfkr jmlgkt l`vkrbei m t-sfbrt tfmt smbn B \kk E@I@@N XKM\@E t` Mlt Dy Mik. Fbs hcmlg fmbr, lurcbei mt tfk tbps,nr``pkn t` fbs sfùcnkrs. Fk lfulgckn men scmppkn tfk hmlg ò\l`tts fkmn ms fk str`nk hy.

Lut bt ùt, omrthrmbes, smbn \l`tt, fbs v`blk rbsbei.

Qut m cbn è bt, yù cbttck twkrp, Cyck smbn.

Rù tmgk bt hmlg `r Bd tkccbei D`d. \l`tt puelfkn mt Cycks cki.Fk hrmykn mt Cyck, ^mgk bt hmlg!

Yfmts i`bei è ùt tfkrk0 smbn Qmuc. ^fky h`tf icmelkn t`wmrntfk cbvbei r``d. ^fky lùcn fkmr Mcmsgm \tmtk ^r``pkrs hcmrbeimwmy or`d tfk ^_ be tfkrk. \cuiibei hkkrs n`we èk motkr tfk`tfkr, Qmuc skkdkn t` hk nrbegbei d`rk tfme usumc. Qmuc f`cckrkn,Nèt dmgk dk fmvk t` ikt up ùt ò dy lfmbr men l`dk be tfkrk,yù tw`.

Cyck hket uetbc, fmens è fbs gekks, fk wms omlk-t`-omlk wbtf \l`tt.Cyck wms sdbrgbei. Fk wfbspkrkn bet` \l`tts omlk. Cmtkr, twkrp.Fk hrusfkn pmst \l`tt.

Qmuc hkcc`wkn mimbe ms Cyck sfuoockn tfrùif tfk n``r.


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Men hk surk yùrk hmlg hy dbnebift, Cyck!

\l`tt wmbtkn uetbc fk fkmrn tfk lmr n``r scmd men tfk wfbek ò tfktbrks spbeebei è irmvkc hko`rk sl``tbei bet` fbs r``d men ckmpbeièt` tfk hkn. Fk hkmt mt tfk l`vkrs men irbppkn tfkd wbtf fbs obsts.Yfy nbn Dd fmvk t` i` men dmrry tfmt f`rsks mss Qmuc0

Imzbei mt tfk wmxbei ibhhùs d`è tfrùif fbs hknr``d wben`w,\l`tt smt è fbs hkn be tfk nmrg. ^fky cbvkn be tfk lùetry, m rmelf-styck fùsk wbtf d`lfm w``nke sbnbei. Bt smt òo tfk sbnk ò m

wbenbei nbrt r`mn tfrkk dbcks cèi ckmnbei ùt t` tfk fbifwmy. Bt

wms me`tfkr kbiftkke dbcks t` Fbccsh`r`, tfk ekmrkst t`we.

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^fk d`è nrmpkn bts sbcvkry cbift `vkr tfk lùetrysbnk cbgk m pmcc.^bddy icmelkn up mt bts wfbtk rùenekss, men tfk tfùift ò tfkdme be tfk d`è wmtlfbei fbs kvkry d`vkdket dmnk fbd sfbvkr.\`è bt wùcn sw``p n`we è fbd, lf`rtcbei wbtf ickk ms fk trbknt` fbnk be tfk fùsk, hkfben tfk trkks, s`dkwfkrk ^fk sbcfùkttk

ò tfk slmrklr`w be tfk l`reobkcn mrùen hmlg st``n ùt be nbdrkcbko mimbest tfk wfbtk stmrs spbcckn mlr`ss tfk hcmlg sgy. Lrblgktslfbrpkn tfkbr dkc`ny mrùen fbd, men squmt lmencks besbnk tfk jmlg-`-cmetkres fbs d`tfkr fkcpkn fbd lmrvk cbt tfk p`rlf h`mrns wbtf mocblgkrbei `rmeik cbift. Drs. Hurnè, ^bddys d`tfkr, wùcn s`èpblg fbd up t` tmgk fbd trblg-`r-trkmtbei be Fbccsh`r`. ^bddy wms\l`tts hkst orbken.

^rblg-`r-trkmtbei. Bt lèjurkn bdmiks be \l`tts dben ò fbssbeihcmlg lmts, vmdpbrks, men irbeebei sgkcktès. Ybtlfks men

wkrkw`cvks. Men lmeny. C`ts ò lmeny. Dmyhk kvke s`dk ò tf`sknkcblbùs lmrmdkc mppcks Dbss ^rket, fbs tfbrn-irmnk tkmlfkr, fmnhrùift t` tfk Fmcc`wkke pmrty tfmt motkre`è.

Fk pblturkn Cyck cybei prèk è m sbcvkr pcmttkr cbgk m r`mstkn pbi.^fk pcmttkr wms lketkrkn è m dmssbvk nbebei tmhck, èk ò tfklmrmdkc lrkmtbès pr`trunbei or`d Cycks dùtf, ms bo fk fmn just

hkke h`hhbei o`r mppcks. Fk ibiickn. Fk nklbnkn fk wùcn sbt ètfk orèt p`rlf men wmbt o`r Drs. Hurnè. Lrkkpbei mlr`ss tfk nbdfmccwmy, fk pkkgkn bet` tfk cbvbei r``d, wfkrk tfk ^_ wms stbcc


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hcmrbei. Fbs stkpomtfkr cmy tfkrk, n`zbei, èk fmen stbcc wrmppknmrùen m Dbcckr Cbtk.

\l`tt tbpt`kn ùt èt` tfk p`rlf. ^fk cmtlf ò tfk n``r lcblgkn bet`pcmlk ms tfk l``c ebift mbr wmsfkn `vkr fbd. \fbvkrbei be fbsl`studk, \l`tt l`ccmpskn èt` tfk p`rlf stkps.

Fk c``gkn up mt tfk hcmlg pbek hrmelfks swmybei be tfk hcmlgkr sgy.M hmre `wc f``tkn s`dkwfkrk òo be tfk nbstmelk.

Fk bdmibekn tfk iemrckn cbdhs rkmlfbei o`r fbd, men lfbccs rme

n`we fbs hmlghèk.

Fk hbt fbs cbp. Yfmts tmgbei Drs. Hurnè s` cèi0

Fk wms ùt be tfk ymrn. Mcèk.

\fmn`ws nmelkn hkfben kvkry trkk, men fk wènkrkn wfkrk wbcnmebdmcs wket wfke bt i`t nmrg.

Fk lùcn fkmr tfk hkmrs lrkkpbei up è fbd, tfkbr jmiikn lcmwsrkmny t` swbpk

Fkmncbifts ocmsfkn mrùen tfk hken, men fk rkcmxkn, tfk omdbcbmrnrèk ò Drs. Hurnès N`nik Lmrmvme l`do`rtbei fbd. Ms fklcbdhkn besbnk, wmrd mbr or`d tfk fkmtkr hckw mrùen fbs okkt.Lrmwcbei `vkr ^bddy, \l`tt t``g tfk skmt ekmrkst tfk wben`w.

\l`tt wènkrkn bo slmrklr`ws lùcn skk be tfk nmrg.

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Qmuc wms mwmgkekn hy m rustcbei e`bsk è tfk tbe r`ò. Fk sf``gfbs fkmn, irìiy. ^fk ^_ wms stbcc h``dbei. Fk semtlfkn tfkrkd`tk, turekn tfk ^_ òo, men cbstkekn. \bckelk pkrdkmtkn tfkcbvbei r``d. M nucc rudhcbei klf`kn tfrùif tfk fùsk mss`dktfbei r`cckn òo tfk r`ò bet` tfk ymrn hkc`w.

Orblgbe squbrrkcs.


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Fk oùift t` stmen up, tfk urik t` kdpty fbs hcmnnkr`vkrwfkcdbei. Fk studhckn bet` tfk hmtfr``d men sf`vkn tfk

n``r lc`skn hkfben fbd.

\`dktfbei tfudpkn mimbest tfk fùsk ms Qmuc wms l`dbei ùt òtfk hmtfr``d. Icmss tbegckn, men tfk s`cbtmry orèt p`rlf cbift wketùt.

Nmde tkkemikrs. Cyck hkttkr e`t hk be è tfbs. Qmuc rkmlfkn bet` tfk lc`sktjust òo tfk o`ykr men irmhhkn fbs twkcvk-imuik pudp sf`tiueor`d wfkrk fkn stmsfkn bt kmrcbkr. Fk rktrbkvkn m irkke dktmc

mdduebtbè h`x or`d tfk uppkr sfkco men scbppkn skvkrmc hulgsf`tsfkccs bet` tfk dmimzbek. Fk skbzkn fbs \tbeikr ocmsfcbift or`d btslfmrikr be tfk gbtlfke, turekn òo tfk fmcc cbift, men uec`lgkn tfkorèt n``r. Fk lrmlgkn bt, men tfke scbppkn ùt bet` tfk nmrgekss.Fk sdbckn t` fbdskco ms fk tfùift mhùt tfk ge`wbei irbes è tfkomlks ò fbs l`w`rgkrs wfke fk t`cn tfkd t`d`rr`w mhùt f`wfkn rue tf`sk pueg tkkemikrs òo fbs pr`pkrty.

^fk trkks st``n ms stmrg sketbekcs be tfk d`ècbift, sfmn`ws ò

tfkbr o`rdkr skcvks. M cbift wben sbifkn tfrùif tfk trkkt`ps. ^fkjmlg-`-cmetkres lmst tfkbr kkrbk cbift bet` tfk ymrn. ^fk dmbch`x smtmsgkw è bts p`st. Fk c``gkn n`we. Me kmr ò l`re cmy mdèipbklks ò sfmttkrkn cbift huch, bts hr`we fusg rkskdhcbei m r`cckn-up ekwspmpkr.

Qmuc curlfkn bet` tfk ymrn, ckmvks lrmlgcbei uenkr fbs okkt. Fkjmlgkn m sfkcc bet` tfk lfmdhkr ò tfk sf`tiue. Fk nbrkltkn tfkocmsfcbifts hkmd ùt `vkr tfk r`ws ò l`re, stkmnybei btsd`vkdket ms fk swuei bt or`d ckot t` rbift. Fk pmuskn.

M cèk p`ck st``n hmrrke be tfk lketkr ò tfk l`re.

^fk slmrklr`w wms ièk.

Qmuc mbdkn tfk sf`tiue t`wmrn tfk d`è men squkkzkn tfk trbiikr.^fk hmrrkc hkclfkn rknnbsf-ykcc`w ocmdks. ^fk hcmst rudhckn òo

tfk fùsk, rkvkrhkrmtbei tfrùif tfk w``ns. Fk pudpkn me`tfkrsfkcc be.


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B ge`w yùrk ùt tfkrk, puegs, fk hmwckn, swbeibei tfkocmsfcbift hkmd mrùen fbd be kvkr-belrkmsbei mrls. \tkp è ùt

men Bcc lut yù s`dk scmlg. Bo B fmvk t` l`dk be motkr yù, bts i`beit` ikt rùif. E`w l`dk è ùttm tfkrk!

@ecy tfk sbifbei wben meswkrkn.

M rustck mdèist tfk l`re stmcgs lmpturkn fbs mttketbè. Fk gbcckntfk ocmsfcbift.

^fk d`è hmtfkn tfk l`reobkcn be l`cn rmnbmelk. Qmuc stmiikrkn t`

fbs rbift, scbegbei bet` tfk r`w ò l`re ekmrkst wfkrk fkn skke tfkstmcgs qubvkrbei. \trmbebei t` fkmr tfk scbiftkst d`vkdket, fk fkcntfk sf`tiue mt sfùcnkr ckvkc be orèt ò fbd ms fk smuetkrkn n`wetfk r`w. Cbstkebei, fk l`lgkn fbs fkmn.

@ek r`w `vkr, m pmttkrbei ò okkt irkw lc`skr.

Qmuc st``n up.

Mcrbift, yù cbttck hmstmrns, l`dk è ùttm tfkrk. Qmuc scurrkn fbsw`rns.

Fk cbotkn tfk sf`tiue mt me meick men mbdkn mt tfk ekxt r`w. Fksemppkn tfk ocmsfcbift è.

^fk r`w ò stmcgs t` fbs ckot `pkekn men fk icbdpskn l`mrsk hcmlgokmtfkrs pr`trunbei tfrùif hulgsf`t-tmttkrkn rkn men hcmlg omhrblhkmrbei n`we è fbd cbgk sfmots ò suecbift pkektrmtbei nmrgtfuenkrfkmns. Qmuc t`ttkrkn hmlgwmrns, trbppbei `vkr fbs `we okktbe fbs bet`xblmtkn stmtk. ^fk sf`tiue obrkn bet` tfk mbr men tfkslmrklr`w wms è fbd. ^w` tbey, cudbeùs ykcc`w kyks dkt fbs`we. M p`betkn hkmg ocmsfkn ùt ò tfk slrmiicy fmy stuoobei menQmuc slrkmdkn. M sfmn`w ò ocmppbei hcmlg wbeis skttckn èt` mnmrgkr sfmn`w è tfk irùen men tfbeis nbnet cmst cèi o`r QmucDmrpck motkr tfmt.

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\l`tt wmvkn i``nhyk t` Drs. Hurnè men ^bddy ms sfk tureknmrùen be tfk ymrn, fbs kyks o`cc`wbei tfk rkn tmbc cbifts n`we tfk

r`mn. Bt wms tke p.d., men fbs d`tfkr wùcn hk ikttbei òo s`è.Fk pkkgkn bet` fbs pcmstbl smlg mimbe. ^èbift fmn hkke m i``nfmuc. Fbs mrd mlfkn wbtf tfk wkbifty pbck ò D&Ds, ^frkkDusgktkkrs, men \eblgkrs hmrs fk fkcn. Nrbegbei be tfk lmcdeksssurrùenbei fbd, fk rkdmbekn d`tbèckss be tfk nmrg. ^fk p`rlfobxturk wms ùt, hut m scbvkr ò cbift kslmpkn or`d tfk lrmlgkn orètn``r. ^fk pudpgbe omlks oc`mtkn tfkrk, irbeebei mt fbd cbgk twbeLfksfbrk lmts.

\l`tt lcmdhkrkn up tfk stkps, lrkpt besbnk, men kmskn tfk n``r sfuthkfben fbd. Fk lrkpt `vkr t` tfk cbvbei r``d t` skk bo fbsstkpomtfkr wms stbcc msckkp. ^fk ^_ wms sbcket, tfk slrkke hcmlg.Kdpty hkkr lmes cmeiubsfkn è tfk tmhck cbgk rkcbls. Fk sl``tkn èbet` tfk gbtlfke, pmuskn mt tfk rkorbikrmt`r t` irmh m L`gk, men tfkel`dhkn tfrùif kvkry r``d. Qmuc wms e`wfkrk t` hk skke. \l`tt`pkekn tfk hmlg n``r. ^fk d`è wms fbif `vkrfkmn. ^fk ymrn men

w``ns hkfben tfkbr fùsk icbstkekn be bts cbift. \l`tt fkmrn tfkDustmei hmrrkcbei up tfkbr r`mn e`w, bts keibek rudhcbei tfrùif

tfk pbpks.

Xmts! Cycks f`dk. ^fmt mssf`ck!

M sfmn`w pmsskn `vkr tfk sdmcc strbp ò irmss be orèt ò fbd, menfk fkmrn m sùen cbgk wkt sfkkts ocmppbei be tfk wben è mlc`tfkscbek

(^fk dme be tfk d`è)

\`dktfbei hmeikn òo tfk r`ò men Qmuc tudhckn èt` tfk irmsscbgk m r`ttke smlg ò p`tmt`ks, fbs sfbrt be nbsmrrmy.

Qmucs omlk wms dbssbei.

\l`tt slrkmdkn, slrmdhckn bet` tfk fùsk, men lcmwkn mt tfknkmnh`ct. Fk r`lgkn è fbs okkt, pmetbei, fbs mrds spcmykn ùt

mimbest tfk hmlg ò tfk n``r. Fk sgbttkrkn n`we tfk fmccwmy t` fbshknr``d men scmddkn tfk n``r hkfben fbd. \pbnkrdme stmrkn mtfbd or`d m p`stkr è tfk `pp`sbtk wmcc. ^fk wben`w wms rmbskn me


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belf `r s`, men fk lrùlfkn hkekmtf bt pmrtbei tfk lurtmbe wbtf fbsfmen. Fkmncbifts spcmsfkn mlr`ss fbs hknr``d wmcc. ^fk tfr`mty

kxfmust nbkn. Cyck men fbs orbkens i`t ùt. \l`tt lùcn fkmr icmssh`ttcks lcbegbei.

\l`tts fkmrt ckmpkn bet` fbs tfr`mt, men tfke hkime fmddkrbei.^fk slmrklr`w ckkrkn mt fbd or`d tfk r`lgbei lfmbr wbtf nkmn ykcc`w kyks.Fk lùcn fkmr semtlfks ò lèvkrsmtbè lmrrbkn è tfk orksfkebeihrkkzk.

Rkmf, dme, tfbs surk bs s`dk i``n hkkr

bo yùr nmn l`dks ùt fkrk0...

m orblgbe bnb`t. Fks pr`hmhcy sbttbei be tfkrk nrueg rbift e`w

Ybsf \l`tt wms f`dk. Ykn fmvk s`dkh`ny t` scmp mrùen

\l`tt lrbeikn mt tfk cmst, men smeg n`we kvke c`wkr.

Cyck sp`ttkn tfk slmrklr`w è tfk p`rlf.

Ykcc, c``gkk fkrk. \`dkh`nys hkke sckkpbei be dy hkn, mentfkyrk stbcc be bt.

Kvkryèk seblgkrkn. Cyck t``g m cèi nrmw è fbs hkkr.

B ekvkr nbn cbgk tfmt orblgbe slmrklr`w, meyf`w. Bt hkcèikn t`\l`tts nmn.

Me`tfkr v`blk: Ckts hure bt!

\`dkèk cmuifkn.

F`w mhùt m cbttck obrk, slmrklr`w0 smbn me`tfkr fbif, gkkebeiv`blk. M cbiftkr ocmdk kruptkn be tfk nmrgekss.

\wbiibei hkkr, Cyck men fbs tfrkk orbkens mnvmelkn è tfk p`rlf.


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\l`tt stmrkn, wbnk-kykn, mt tfk slmrklr`w. ^fk sfbrt wms d`vbei,sfmgbei mcc `vkr. Fk smw tfk sckkvks cbot, tfk t`rs` hkibeebei t`

twbst.

Hure, wbtlf, hure, Cyck smbn, stkppbei up è tfk p`rlf. Fkc`wkrkn fbs mrds, rkmlfbei ùt t` semtlf tfk slmrklr`w bet` tfkymrn.

Nrmiibei fbs smlg ò lmeny wbtf fbd, \l`tt hmlgkn mwmy or`d tfkwben`w.

Yfke tfk slrkmdbei hkime, fk pcmlkn fbs fmens `vkr fbs kmrs menwbtfnrkw bet` m l`rekr ò tfk r``d. \l`tt smt, trkdhcbei, menwmbtkn t` skk bo fbs d`tfkr wùcn l`dk f`dk.


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^f`dms Gckmtèbs m orkkcmelk f`rr`r wrbtkr wf` fms fmn st`rbkspuhcbsfkn be Nmrg Klcbpsk Dmimzbek, ^fk F`rr`r 'Zbek, men \p``gy

Fmcc`wkke Nrmhhcks 81=>, ms wkcc ms tfk pmpkrhmlg metf`cìbks Hèks7\krbmc Gbcckrs ^rks ^rbms7 Lkccmr N``r: Y`rns ò Hkmuty, ^mcks ò ^krr`r7 ^fkF`rr`r 'Zbek \uddkr 81=>7 men Yfmt Fms ^w` Fkmns, ^ke Kyks, men^krrboybei ^mhck Dmeekrs0


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IF@\^, YMCGBEI

Jkeebokr Dmrtkccb

Mcc bt tmgks bs tfmt sklèn o`r yù t` c``g bet` tfk sfmn`wy l`rekrò tfk r``d, kvke bo

yù nbnet dkme t`, men tfk if`st ò tfk hmcckrbem

nktmlfks fkrskco men stmrts t`wmrn yù: sfks hkke wmbtbei t` lmtlfyùr kyk,

men tfùif yù lmet skk fkrs ykt, yù skk m ocmsf

ò lfkkg, tfk sfkke ò sd` tf sfbe ms èk lr`ssks tfk `tfkr. Btbset uetbc

sfk tbcts, ekmr trbps, (be hcmlg pudps, e`t p`betk sf`ks)tfmt yù ge`w

sfks nkmn. ^fkrks s` dulf strkeitf ckot t` fkr: fkr wmcg lrkmtks mhrkkzk

hc`wbei fkr sgbrt, hut e`t fkr strmbift hcmlg fmbr.

Fkr cèi mrds stkmny fkr men fkr kyks cbgk sbcvkry obsf--e`w yùlme skk tfkd--f`dk betfk wmy tfk mrlfmeikcs nbn è Dmry, tfk wmy hmn culgn`ks men tfkrk bs e` tbdk

t` c``g mwmy.


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Jkeebokr Dmrtkccb wms h`re men rmbskn be Dmssmlfusktts, menirmnumtkn or`d H`stè [ebvkrsbty men ^fk Ymrrke Ybcsè DOM

Qrìrmd o`r Yrbtkrs. \fks tmuift fbif slf``c Keicbsf ms wkcc msw`dkes cbtkrmturk mt Kdkrsè L`cckik be H`stè.

Fkr w`rg fms mppkmrkn, `r wbcc mppkmr, be tfk o`cc`wbeipuhcblmtbès: ^fk Hkccbeifmd Xkvbkw, Hbttkrz`kt, \uimrkn Ymtkr, \cbppkry

Kcd, ^mr Xbvkr Xkvbkw, H`p Nkmn Lbty, huretnbstrblt, men Xbift FmenQ`betbei. \fk wms m obemcbst o`r tfk \uk Kcgben Q`ktry Qrbzk men mrklbpbket ò tfk Dmssmlfusktts Lucturmc Lùelbc Irmet be Q`ktry.Fkr lfmph``g, Mp`str`pfk, wms puhcbsfkn be 81=1 hy Hbi^mhck

Quhcbsfbei L`dpmey.

\fk cbvks be Dmrhckfkmn, Dmssmlfusktts wbtf fkr omdbcy men tw`lmts.


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MCC \@[C\ FMN H@NBK\ ^FKR L@[CNE^K\LMQK

Lmtfy Hrymet

Hc``n sùpwms rkmccy f`dk-dmnk t`dmt`,men nkcblbùs. Bt nbn fmvk hmlè be, tfùif,s` wk wkrk kmtbei tfk nkmn.Dmnk t` h`h o`r ue`htmbemhck mppcks be m tuhò l`cn wmtkr rmpbncy nbcutbei wbtf smcbvm men tkmrs,ormetblmccy hbtbei men trybei t` ikt bt `vkr wbtfmen c``g cbgk yù kej`ykn bt,m hbt cbgk pmrketmc c`vk, s`-lmcckn.

^fky wùcn l`dk o`r us cmtkr, tfk pmrkets,

mt ebift, wk gekw, be tfk nmrg.Dkd`rbks ò tfk obekst o``n men mexbkty:e`tfbei t` okmr be l`studks men dmgkup7yù ge`w tfk rkmc tkrr`r wmbts kcskwfkrkmen kvkry trkmt wbcc hk pmbn o`r be trblgs.


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Lmtfy Hrymetfms wè tke cbtkrmry mwmrns, belcunbei tfk Hucwkr-Cyttè Obltbè Qrbzk be 81=8. \fk fms hcìikn o`r tfk Fuoobeitè

Q`st, men fkr st`rbks men p`kds fmvk mppkmrkn be `vkr èk fuenrknnbookrket puhcblmtbès, belcunbei Q`psf`t, ^fk D`tf, ^fk Menr`dknm\pmlkwmys Beocbift Dmimzbek, men Outurknmzk. Be 81=>, fkr p`kd ^fkQ`ktry Nbkt (or`d fkr obrst l`cckltbè, Lètmbes \trèi Cmeiumik men\lkeks ò m \kxumc Emturk) wms okmturkn è HHL Xmnb` >'s Q`ktry Qckmsk

wbtf Xìkr DlIùif. \fk bs èk ò tfk juniks o`r Emtbèmc OcmsfObltbè Nmys sf`rt ocmsf obltbè l`dpktbtbè, rue hy Dr. Ocmsf,Lmcud Gkrr. Lmtfy's ekw h``g C``g Mt Mcc tfk Y`dkebs mvmbcmhckor`d www.tfkd`tfkrsdbcgh``gsf`p.l`d. \fk cbvks be F`pk h`tf

obiurmtbvkcy men cbtkrmccyF`pk, Nkrhysfbrk, [G. \kk d`rk mtwww.lmtfyhrymet.l`.ug.


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^XBLG @X ^XKM^

Irktm Kfrbi

[ekxpkltkncy B oben dyskco mt f`dkè Fmcc`wkke ebift, wènkrbei wfmt t` n`mhùt trkmts. Qkkrbei bet` tfk l``gbk jmr,B pucc ùt tfk if`sts ò pmst ykmrs swkkts

rkstmurmet motkr nbeekr dbets, Lfrbstdmslmeny lmeks, _mcketbeks \wkktfkmrts,m okw pmlgs ò pktrbobknQkz, p`cbtblmc lfkwbei iudor`d tfk Ik`rik Y. Husf krm,tfrkk mbrpcmek hbsl`ttb, tfk Dmrs hmr B wèbe me mstrè`dblmc fmbgu lètkst, menm obstouc ò Lfbeksk o`rtuek l``gbks.

^fkrk uskn t` hk m nmy wfke B pcmeekno`r tfbs nmy, huybei obek kmrtf hmcclf`l`cmtks men wrmppbei tfkd

be fmen wrbttke moobrdmtbès cbgk:Be mcc tfk w`rcn tfkrk bs e` èk kcsk kxmltcycbgk yù7 Xkspklt yùrskco men`tfkrs wbcc rkspklt yù t``7Obiurk ùt wfmt yù c`vkt` n` men tfke n` bt.

Be m hbt ò m pmebl, B obemccy rks`rt t` orubt,tmgk m \fmrpbk t` tfk nkcblmtk sgbes

ò lckdketbeks, omsfbèbei t``tfyjmlg-`-cmetkre irbes. B md stbcc pkrokltbei tfksklucbemry slucpturks wfke m twkke nrksskn ms


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\upkrdme l`dks t` tfk n``r.Ybtf m hbt ò trkpbnmtbè, B ibvk fbd m lf`blk,

men fk, fk rkmlfks o`r tfk i``n stuoo.Fky, Nmn! fk lmccs n`we t` tfk strkkt,B i`t me`rmeiktfmt c``gs cbgk mpudpgbe!Fbs kxlbtkdket lmee`t hk dmsgknmen s`dkf`w hktwkke tfk tw` ò ustfk wf`ck ò lfbcnf``n bs smvkn.


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^kmlfbei Mrtbst Irktm Kfrbi f`cns me DOM be Lrkmtbvk Yrbtbeior`d Mdkrblme [ebvkrsbty, wfkrk sfk skrvkn ms knbt`r

ò O`cb` cbtkrmry jùremc. Fkr `we wrbtbei fms hkke puhcbsfkn (`rmllkptkn o`r puhcblmtbè) be \ùtfkre Q`ktry Xkvbkw, Hkctwmy Q`ktry]umrtkrcy, Biumem Xkvbkw,Nkc`s, =


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\CKENKX MEN IXMR

Jmsè Dmrl Fmrrbs

Hko`rk fk nr`vk fbs scbdk-irkke _`cgswmike ùt ò @fb` pmst tfmtfuik, bvy-nrmpkn, lrmlgkn irmbe sbc` men spkn èt` Betkrstmtk 9;mlr`ss tfk Dblfbime h`rnkr, J`rke vbsbtkn fbs mnvbs`r, rke`wekn

o`cgc`rbst ò Dt. Lmcbst` [ebvkrsbty, Zkezb Hrklgè.


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Yfke yùrk be Qmucnbei ^fursnmy, nrbvk up o`rty-obvk t` @cn_blt`rbm.

^fk if`st t`we0

Bvk i`t m ckmn o`r yù tfkrk. ^kcc tfk tùr dmemikrstfky ge`wdkyùn cbgk mllkss t` tfk sfuttkrkn dbeks.

Bd e`t m hbi ome ò i`bei uenkrirùen be tfk nmrg, kspklbmccymcèk.

Hrbei m ocmsfcbift. Hksbnks, yù wèt hk mcèk. ^fkrks m ekwpròkss`r mt Obecmenbm, e`t dulf `cnkr tfme yù, Knk _krt`tke.

Ykenbi` slf`cmr. \fks hkke o`cc`wbei tfk rud`rs mhùt tfkskdbssbei lfbcnrke. Bts ir`wbei bet` s`dktfbei cbgk tfk \mtmebl Qmeblò tfk kbiftbks.

J`rke sulgkn be fbs cbps. Fk nbnet wmet t` ikt dbxkn up be dbssbeilfbcnrke lmsks. Fk wms wmry mhùt lr`ssbei tfk cbek or`d urhmeckikens t` mltumc lrbdks. M hmn slkek be Ybslèsbe m okw dètfs

mi` fmn mcd`st dmnk fbd wmet t` qubt fbs stunbks. ^f`sk ibrcsstmhhkn tfkbr orbkenekmrcy t` nkmtfmcc hklmusk tfky tfùift bt

wùcn ikt tfkd bet` s`dk hbi trkk fùsk ò \ckenkr Dme.F`pkouccy tfmt wms just èk mhkrrmet lmsk.

E`t surk Bd i`bei t` fmvk tbdk.

Rùcc dmgk tbdk. E` se`w o`r mt ckmst m okw nmys. J`rke, Bdlkrtmbe yùr tfksbs wbcc ckmn t` tfk nkobebtbvk h``g è \ckenkr Dme,hut yù lùcn usk d`rk beo`rdmets. Bcc ckt Knk ge`w yùcc hk uptfkrk be @cn _blt`rbm. Bts wènkrouc t` l`ccmh`rmtk.

^fmegs, hut B lmet hk lfmsbei t`` dmey tfbeis mt èlk.

Knk sfmrkn wbtf dk me munb` obck ò me betkrvbkw wbtf m rktbrkndbekr. Bts me mllùet ò m lfbcn nbsmppkmrbei be tfk ebift wbtf tfkf`wcbei ò tfk wben men m sbiftbei ò m pmck obiurk.

\ùens cbgk m vmrbmet è Ykenbi` hkcbko t` dk.


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Me mcckikn kykwbtekss lcmbds tfbs obiurk wms ueusumccy tmcc, fmn msubt, wfbtk tbk, men m nùhck-skt ò cèi mrds.

\ckenkr Dme. J`rkes hkccy men ckis tbeickn.

Kxmltcy. Ikt t` ge`w tfk dbek wbtf Knk. Bvk kdmbckn yù fkrpfèk eudhkr. Msg mrùen be @etèmiè Lùety men skk wfmtyù l`dk up wbtf. Hrbei dk hmlg m pmstbk.

Myk myk, sbr.

Zkezb rkturekn t` fbs l`dputkr, fbs jbiicbei obeikrs tmppbei tfkgkys, e` nùht t` mppr`prbmtk s`dk ò J`rkes obkcnw`rg. ^fkZkezb-spbnkr irmspkn irmnumtk stunkets ms prky men sulgkn ùttfkbr lrkmtbvk jublks t` okkn bts fueiry spmwe, Zkezbs hucibeihbhcbìrmpfy.

J`rke wùcn s`è hk spbeebei fbs `we wkhs7 fkn wkmvk tmcks fkl`cckltkn bet` mlmnkdbl puhcblmtbès t` mnvmelk fbs lmrkkr. Qmrt òfbd wbsfkn o`cgc`rk mdùetkn t` s`dktfbei d`rk nrmdmtbl tfme

slf`cmrsfbp. Yms fk n``dkn t` dmgk l`pbks ò l`pbks0

J`rke cèikn t` hk m d`rk mnvketurùs slf`cmr. Cbgk Omust. Yf`wùcnet pursuk o`rhbnnke ge`wcknik tfmt ckn t` dkmebeioucrkvkcmtbès0 \ulf wms tfk nkcbiftouc lurb`sbty ò fbnnke lucts,psylfbl lcmbds, men nbmh`cbl irbd`brks. Ms me uenkrirmnumtk, J`rkefmn bevkstbimtkn lcmbds tfmt F.Q. C`vklrmots Eklrè`dblèwms rkmcmen fbnnke be tfk [LCM mrlfbvks. Bt turekn ùt t` hk m prmeg hy mh`rkn cbhrmrbme.

\ustmbebei J`rke wms tfk f`pk tfmt èk nmy fkn hrkmg tfk icmsshktwkke tfk duenmek w`rcn men tfk `lluct p`wkrs tfmt sgucgknhkfben lurtmbes ò kvkrynmy cmh`rs.

Qmst obkcns, o`rksts, men skvkety-kbift dbcks hkyèn Dmlgbemlhrbnik, fk rkmlfkn Qmrmnbsk, Dblfbime men m puh.

Motkr m trbp t` tfk hmtfr``d t` rkture s`dk hkkr t` tfk lbrlck òcbok, J`rke smuetkrkn `vkr t` tfk `cn wfbtk-fmbrkn dme kmtbei m cmrik


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fkcpbei ò orbkn sdkct. J`rke msgkn bo fkn kvkr fkmrn mhùt tfkYkenbi` `r dmyhk \ckenkr Dme.

\ckenkr Dme0 Emf, e`tfbei cbgk tfmt. Hut Ykenbi`0 Lfbppkwmfmvk st`rbks mhùt nmt men nmt. B fmn m orbken cbvkn n`we tfk strkkt.Fbs irmendm wms Lfbppkwm. ^`cn us wkn ekvkr skke rkmc l`cn. Bt

wms be tfk l`cn hmn nmys ò fkr irkmt-irmenpmrkets tfmt pk`pckstmrvkn, men Ykenbi` spbrbt wùcn i` bet` tfkd. ^fke tfkyn i`kmtbe o`cgs. Cbgk tfmt Jkoorky Nmfdkr psylf`. @r w`rsk, tfk èk

wf` wket motkr gbns be Ekw R`rg, tfk èk o`cgs lmcckn tfk IrmyDme.

^fk Irmy Dme0

Rmf, Mchkrt Obsf. Lmeebhmc gbcckr. \`dk smy fk uskn t` w`rgdbeks, dkt Ykenbi`, men tfmts f`w fk hklmdk wfmt fk wms. ^rbknt` ùtrue bt hy i`bei t` Ekw R`rg, hut èlk s`dktfbeis i`ttkebet` yù, tfkrks e`wfkrk yù lme rkmccy i`. Bts tfkrk mcwmys, yùge`w0

Yfmt dbek nbn fk w`rg be0

\`dk smy L`ppkr Lùetry, pr`hmhcy be wfmt tfky uskn t` lmccObee ^`we. Lfklg bt ùt. ^fkrk mrk tùrs tfkrk. Bts lmcckn @cn

_blt`rbm e`w.

@cn _blt`rbm0 ^fmts wfkrk Bd i`bei meywmy.

J`rke t``g s`dk e`tks, lfklgkn fbs kdmbc, men tfùift mhùt f`wtfkrk dbift hk m trbmeiucmtbè ò st`rbks mt w`rg wbtfbe tfk [ppkrQkebesucm o`cgc`rk: \ckenkr Dme, Ykenbi`, men Irmy Dme. Fklg, botfk Irmy Dme wkrket mcrkmny cbegkn è tfk betkrekt wbtf \ckenkrDme, pkrfmps J`rke sfùcn dmgk m p`st fbdskco mhùt tfmt. ^fkemimbe, tfmt wùcn hk betrusbvk. Eè-mutfketbl. Hut wfmt wmsmutfketbl0 Yfmt wms dkmebeiouc0 F`w t` skpmrmtk dmebpucmtbvkomgkc`rk or`d trmnbtbèmc o`cgc`rk0 Kvkrytfbei dkrikn bet` m dkss.Dmyhk stmy òo tfk Betkrekt. Lckmr tfk dben.

J`rke ckot tfk puh men nr`vk e`rtf t` tfk smenstèk lcboos t` hkrkmny o`r sueskt.


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Fk t``g m ture o`r èk ò tfk `vkrc``gs ò Qblturkn X`lgs sf`rk,

st`ppkn, men fbgkn skvkrmc dbeutks n`we tfk trmbc mcèi tfk r`lgylcboos mh`vk Cmgk \upkrb`r. Ms tfk wben wfbstckn tfrùif hmrkmspke men hkklf trkks, J`rke stmrkn mt tfk cmppbei wmtkr, hcuk menl`cn. J`rke fmn èlk dkt m tmegkr smbc`r be L`ppkr Fmrh`r wf`t`cn fbd fmco fbs smbc`r-orbkens fmn nr`wekn.

^fmt tfbrn wmvk, tfk dme fmn t`cn fbd. L`dks up ùt òe`wfkrk, n`kset ekkn st`rds t` l`dk. ^fk cmgk sc`sfks mrùentbdk men tbdk mimbe, men tfmt tfbrn wmvk hubcns or`d tfrkk nbookrket

nbrkltbès twkety okkt fbif, men wfke yù ikt fbt, yùrk`vkrh`mrn.

F`w f`rrbhck t` nr`we be f`pkcksscy orkkzbei wmtkr. Rkt f`wwènrùs t` skk tfk tfbrn wmvk, t` skk Cmgk \upkrb`r ueourc btsmp`lmcyptbl lrkst. \ulf m cmgk! ^fmt wbnk kxpmesk ò wmtkr, s`melbket wbtf bts st`rbks ò suegke sfbps, s` benbookrket be btslcmbdbei ò tfk nkmn.

@elk, wbtf fbs omtfkr, J`rke fmn wmcgkn tfk r`lgy sf`rk men okcttfkrk wùcn mcwmys hk tfk l`dpmey ò fbs omdbcy wfkrkvkr fk

wket. Hut h`tf pmrkets wkrk nkmn. Fk wms tfkbr ècy lfbcn.

Fbs d`tfkr nbkn obrst, ò m str`gk or`d s`dk omucty lmpbccmrymwmbtbei trbiikr lcutlfkn men semppkn hy tfk cèi obeikrs ò Nkmtf.^fke fbs omtfkr, sgbbei mdbn tfk nmeikrùs ik`dktry ò DùetH`fkdbm, furtckn `vkr m lcboo fbnnke be wbetry dbst. \`dktbdks,

J`rke wbsfkn fk rkmccy nbn hkcbkvk be if`sts, hut fkn ekvkr skkemey sbie ò fbs pmrkets. E` p`rtkets dmnk fbd tfbeg twblk.

Ms tfk rknnbsf-`rmeik sue smeg t` tfk e`rtfwkst men tfk wmtkricbddkrkn wbtf m obcd ò sbcvkr, m hr`mn-wbeikn irmy `wc f``tknmen nrbotkn mcèi tfk knik ò tfk lme`py ò rkn lknmr men wfbtksprulk. Be tfk Gwmgbutc trmnbtbès ò Hrbtbsf L`cudhbm, tfk `wc wmsm okmtfkry hmesfkk tfmt lmcckn ùt tfk emdk ò tfk èk wf`sk nkmtf

wms bddbeket. J`rke wènkrkn bo tfk ebift hbrn ò prky i`t t``

lc`sk wfktfkr bt dbift skbzk fbs sfùcnkrs hktwkke bts tmcès mencmlkrmtk fbs ocksf be s`dk rkockx ò pr`xbdbty. ^bdk t` i`.


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Hut wfkrk wms tfk trmbc0 Qkrfmps bt wms tfk skttbei sue be fbs kyks,hut J`rke lùcn e`t skk wfkrk tfk pmtf kdkrikn ùt èt` tfk lcboos.

Fbs tfr`mt lckelfkn, men fbs eklg tkeskn ms fbs hrkmtfs lmdk omstkr.

J`rke fmn e`t hkke c`st sbelk fk wms m h`y ò tke, spkenbei mwkkgken be Dken`lbe` mdbn tfk l`mstmc rmeik ò Lmcbo`rebm.[emhck t` dmtlf tfk strbnk ò fbs omtfkr è m d`rebei wmcg motkrhruelf, fk fmn dbsskn s`dk ture or`d tfk trkks ùt bet` m obkcn, s`fk wmenkrkn mdbn hcuk `mgs wfbck oì lfbcckn fbs lfkkgs, men tfklènkesmtbè dbxkn wbtf tkmrs tfmt scbn mrùen fbs e`sk men scblgkntfk cèi hmeis tfmt irkw `vkr fbs kyks. Be tfk sfmn`ws, fk

bdmibekn w`cvks, semgks, hkmrs, men lc`mgkn dke wmbtbei t` semtlffbd mwmy.

Ms m h`y, fk fmn lmuift tfk sùens ò vkfblck trmoobl men dmnk fbswmy hmlg t` tfk d`tkc hy o`cc`wbei fbifwmy sbies, hut ùt fkrk hyCmgk \upkrb`r, J`rke lùcn ècy fkmr tfk hcmeg r`cc men scmp ò

wmvks mimbest r`lgs. ]ublgkebei fbs pmlk men sfbkcnbei fbs kyksor`d tfk cmst rmys ò sue, J`rke skmrlfkn tfk trkks.

^fkrks`dk irmvkc hksbnk m hckmlfkn-ùt studp rkockltkn tfk nuccirmy ò fudme benustry. Fk fmn wmcgkn pmst tfk trmbcfk lùcn skke`w tfmt tfk hbts ò irmvkc p`betkn tfk wmy hmlg bet` m wbnkr spmlkmdèi tfk trkks wf`sk nmrg sbcfùkttks iumrnkn tfk trmbc. F`w sbccyt` fmvk pmeblgkn. Fk wms e`t cbvbei be s`dk i`tfbl ombry tmck wfkrkm trmbc sbdpcy nbsmppkmrkn.

J`rke mrrbvkn mt tfk c`nibeis ekmr Dmrqukttk wbtf e` pr`hckd,hrùift fbs hmis t` fbs r``d, hrusfkn fbs tkktf, men skttckn n`wet` sckkp.

Hut tfkrk wms s`dktfbei uepckmsmet mhùt tfk nmrgekss tfmt ebift.

^fk nrmpks `vkr fbs wben`w tfmt `pkekn ùt t`wmrn tfk cmgksfbotkn, e` nùht lmuift hy wmotbei lurrkets ò fkmt or`d tfk vketmt tfk hmsk ò tfk ùtsbnk wmcc. ^frùif sbcvkry-wfbtk omhrblbccudbemtkn hy d`ècbift, J`rke icbdpskn s`dktfbei d`vbei

ùtsbnk fbs wben`w. M sfmn`w h`hhkn mcèi tfk wben`w-omlbeiwmcc ekmr fbs hkn. Me mebdmc0 Hrmelfks be tfk wben0 ^fk lry òs`dk cmgksf`rk hbrn mhrmnkn J`rkes ekrvks.


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^fk lry rkpkmtkn.

M c`è0 ^fk lry wms sfmrpkr hut just ms fmuetbei. \`dk rmpt`rfuetbei cbgk tfmt `wc0 Yms bt wmrebei mimbest m stmcgkr be tfk nmrg0@r wms bt e`t m hbrn mt mcc hut tfk lmcc ò me kcnrbtlf tfbei tfmt kvkee`w wmbtkn o`r fbd t` ocbelf0

^fk mttmlg ò s`dktfbei cbgk \ckenkr Dme wùcn fmvk e` lry, o`r btwms m omlkckss tfbei wbtf e` `rimes ò l`ddueblmtbè. ^fk sfrbkgò tfk Ykenbi` wms tfk wben btskco.

J`rke hkcbkvkn be ekbtfkr ò tf`sk ketbtbks, ykt tfkrk wms s`dktfbeikssketbmc mhùt tfk nkesk uege`we ò tfk nmrg tfmt pr`vknpkrpktumccy trùhcbei. Me brrknulbhck kckdket ò okmr kenkdbl t`nmrgekss. Qkrfmps tfmt vkry tkrrboybei nmrgekss wms wfy fk wms s`nkv`tkn t` stunybei okmr men o`cgc`rk.

Yfke fk wms obvk ykmrs `cn, J`rke w`gk up t` me Mprbc hrkkzk tfmtrbppckn tfk nrmpks tfrùif tfk slrkkes ò tfk wben`ws ò fbs r``d.

^fk cbift ò nmwe obctkrkn or`d tfk sgy tfrùif tfk trkks t` fbswben`w, men tfkrk wms keùif sueic`w t` lmst sfmn`ws tfmtqumgkn men sfbotkn ms tfùif tfkrk wkrk sbcfùkttks stmenbei bepròbck, wmbtbei t` spy tfk lfbcn besbnk.

Men tfke lmdk tfk lry, gkkebei cbgk m hmhy mhmenèkn mcc ebift,mièbzbeicy mcèk be tfk l``c nmwe, sfbvkrbei hkekmtf m trkk mensfrbkgbei t` tfk w`rcn. Cbgk tfk wbenbei n`we ò me mbr rmbn `rt`remn` sbrke hko`rk s`mrbei up mimbe, tfk lry suei me kxlrulbmtbeilrkslken` men nkspmbrbei nbdbeuken`, pmtfktbl ykt orbiftkebei bebts tèk men tkrrboybei be bts uege`we betketbè. Nbn sw`ccke hmhyfkmns, oc`mtbei hkekmtf tfk trkks, hrusf tfkbr t``tfckss cbps mimbesttfk icmss ms tfky skmrlfkn o`r m lfbcn t` lmrry mwmy t` s`dkdystkrbùs lrbh ò fkcc0

Cmtkr, J`rke ckmrekn or`d fbs pmrkets tfmt fk fmn dkrkcy fkmrn tfkwmbcbei ò ekbifh`rs lmts ms tfky y`wckn t` kmlf `tfkr ùt be tfk

ymrn.


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^fbs tbdk, J`rke tfk dme wùcn e`t ckt o``cbsf okmr pmrmcyzk fbd.Fk i`t up men lrkpt t` tfk wben`w. ^fk lry ò tfk ueskke mebdmc

fmn st`ppkn, hut J`rke ekknkn t` skk wfmt bt wms, t` ge`w tfktrutf hkfben fbs okmr. Fk ocuei `pke tfk nrmpks.

^fkrk fmn hkke s`dktfbei. Qkrfmps fk slmrkn bt mwmy. Yfmtkvkr btwms fmn just hùenkn oo bet` tfk w``ns.

J`rke fkmrn bts lcudp men tfudp mimbest tfk irùen. Dmyhk myùei d``sk fmn st``n imzbei mt s`dktfbei emdkckss ùt tfkrk betfk ebift hko`rk rktrkmtbei0 O``cbsf okmrs.

Fk rkturekn t` hkn wbtf tfk nrmpks èlk mimbe lc`skn, men fk sckpttfk rkst ò tfk ebift.

J`rke mw`gk wbtf m obt ò lùifbei. Fk fmn hc``n be fbs pfckid,wfblf oc`mtkn cbgk m purpcbsf cbcypmn be tfk t`bckt. Dmyhk fbs sbeuskswkrk brrbtmtkn or`d fbnnke d`cn0

Fystkrblmc twkkes è dkssmik h`mrns wùcn smy tfbs wms \ckenkr

\blgeksssbies tfmt \ckenkr Dme wms nrmwbei ebif, betket èlcmbdbei bts vbltbd. J`rke sdbckn mt fbs tfùifts.

Motkr l`cn lkrkmc men tmp wmtkr, J`rke nr`vk t`wmrn Qmucnbei.

Yfbck fk stbcc fmn rklkptbè or`d Dmrqukttks lkccucmr udhrkccm, fksket m tkxt t` Knks pfèk. Ybtfbe m dbeutk sfk i`t hmlg t` fbd:Bcc hk wmbtbei o`r yù mt @cn _blt`rbm mt >:11 p.d.

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Knk wmbtkn hy tfk lcustkr ò cì-lmhbe-styck hubcnbeis tfmtlèstbtutkn tfk l`rk ò @cn _blt`rbm, wfmt wms èlk lmcckn Obee

^`we, wfkrk tfmt `cn dme tfùift Mchkrt Obsftfk Irmy Dmefmn w`rgkn be tfk dbeks. \ckenkr men sfmpkcy, Knk w`rk m rkn

w``c lmp men m irmy swkmtkr. J`rke okct m surik ò fkmt or`d fbsfmen t` fbs hkccy wfke fk sf``g fkr òokrkn fmen.

\my ymf t` nm [-Q, kf0


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J`rke cmuifkn mt Knks usk ò tfk p`pucmr scìme bnketboybei mR``pkr.

Rmf!

Nmde, yùr fmens mrk hbi, sfk smbn. Obeikrs cbgk pbeg Cbel`ceCìs.

Rkmf, pk`pck mcwmys e`tblk tfmt, J`rke smbn. \`, è t` yù. ^kccdk d`rk mhùt yùr w`rg è tfk Ykenbi` men tfk \mtmebl Qmebl.

Knk sd``tfkn n`we fkr swkmtkr wbtf h`tf fmens. Ckts stmrt wbtfwfy tfk fkcc wkrk i`bei t` hk w`rgbei tìktfkr.

^fky tmcgkn mhùt cbegs hktwkke Ykenbi` men \ckenkr Dme menwfktfkr \ckenkr Dme wkrk m ekw belmremtbè ò Ykenbi` hkcbko `rjust m hìkydme h`re or`d Qf`t`sf`p men tfk Betkrekt.

F`ws tfbs pcmlk rkcmtk t` Ykenbi` c`rk0 J`rke msgkn.

Knk p`betkn t` tfk nbrt trmbc ckmnbei or`d tfk lmhbes.

\`dk smy dbekrs hurbkn m dme mcbvk be èk ò tfk pbts hmlg tfkrkwf` wms tmgke hy tfk Ykenbi` spbrbt.

Orkmgy. Yfmts tfk lèekltbè wbtf \ckenkr Dme0

Qk`pck tmcg mhùt m tfbe obiurk tfmt stkmcs gbns è oìiy ebifts.@ookrs t` tmgk tfkd t` Fmppy Cmen. ^fky ekvkr rkture. E`w tfmtgbns fmvk ièk dbssbei, tfky smy bts tfbs tfbei mimbe. Irmy Dme,tfky lmcc fbd.

Yfy n` tfky lmcc fbd tfmt0

Irmy or`d tfk oì, B iukss.

Mchkrt Obsf, tfk lfbcn-gbcckr or`d Ekw R`rg, wms lmcckn tfk Irmy

Dme hklmusk ò fbs lc`tfks. Yènkr bo tfkrks s`dk lèekltbè.

Kvkrytfbeis lèekltkn, rbift0


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^fmts wfmt dy ibrcorbken smys. Bts t`` Ekw-Miky o`r dk.

J`rke men Knk wmcgkn t` tfk obrst dbek.

M r`pk fuei or`d m trbmeiucmr r`lg hy tfk dbek men lèekltkn t`lcudps ò purpck oc`wkrs turekn upsbnk n`we, wfblf rkskdhckncbttck nrkssks nkl`rmtbei tfk stmcgs stblgbei up.

^f`sk mrk F`ccyf`lg n`ccs, Knk kxpcmbekn. \fk pucckn òo èk òtfk lcudps men skpmrmtkn tfk c`wkr skltbè or`d tfk uppkr p`rtbè

t` rkvkmc m pmpkr lcbp spbek.

\`dkèk uskn pmpkr lcbps t` lèeklt tfk huns t` tfk oc`wkrs. Ykuskn t` n` tfmt ms gbns. ^fkrk wùcn hk tfùsmens ò tfksk mrùen.

Mcc nbookrket l c`rs.

Lrkkpy tfùif, J`rke smbn. Omlkckss n`ccs. M dkssmik or`dc`lmcs mhùt \ckenkr Dme hkcbkos `r Irmy Dme0 @r m wmrebei or`ds`dk psylf`0

Bd prkpmrkn o`r wfmtkvkr, Knk smbn men pmttkn fkr rbift fbp. \fkpucckn msbnk tfk c`wkr p`rtbè ò fkr wbetkr l`mt t` rkvkmc tfk huttò m pbst`c.

^fky d`vkn tfk pcmeg ò w``n rkmnbei Ketry O`rhbnnke tfmthc`lgkn tfk dbek ketrmelk.

Zkezb smbn wk sfùcn hk mhck t` ikt be wbtf s`dk tùr men iktpkrdbssbè J`rke smbn.

B fmvk mcc tfk pkrdbssbè B ekkn, Knk smbn, stkppbei pmst J`rke.J`rke mndbrkn fkr h`cnekss men tfk lurvks ò fkr jkme-lcmn hkfben.

Ms cèi ms wk nèt omcc bet` m f`ck, `r tfk r`ò lmvks be.

\wkktbk, yù fmvk jbttkrs w`rsk tfme bo yù okcc be wfbck blk

obsfbei.

^fkbr ocmsfcbifts ocblgkrkn n`we tfk nmrg, emrr`w sfmot.


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Ymcgbei wbtf Knk, J`rke okct s`dk ò tfk okmr ò tfk lf`gbei nmrg

tfmt fk rkdkdhkrkn or`d lfbcnf``n. Fk wms sbx o``t oùr, menpmrtcy o`r tfmt rkmsè wfke fk wms oùrtkke, fk wms kxpkltkn hyekbifh`rs t` ksl`rt tfkbr lfbcnrke mt Fmcc`wkke uenkr fbs udhrkccmò pr`tkltbè. Hut ùt be tfk nmrg strkkts ekmr ometmstblmc omlkslèt`rtbei mt fbd or`d tfk slmhrùs hmrg ò trkks, fk lmrrbkn meudhrkccm ò okmr. ^fùif ekvkr s` hmn ms wfke mcèk be m r``d hyfbdskco be tfk nmrg. @r m lmvk. @r m dbek.

Fkn ècy hkke be m dbek èlk hko`rk. M Lmcbo`rebm dbek, tkstkn hy

dmey okkte`t h`mrnkn upm dbek tfmt fmn ibvke tfk w`rcni`cn, e`t l`ppkr. L`ppkr wms p`bsè. L`ppkr oudks skkpkn bet`fbs hrmbe, smppkn fbs strkeitf, men scbppkn fbd o`rwmrn prkdmturkcyt`wmrn s`dk o`rd ò dktmc-benulkn Mczfkbdkrs.

^fk supp`rtbei hkmds ò tfk dbek lrkmgkn, men o`r me bestmet fkwmetkn t` rusf ùt.

C``g, Knk smbn, p`betbei wbtf fkr ocmsfcbift n`we bet` tfk

nbstmelk.

M hcusfbei lfkkg men hrmbns ò hcèn fmbr rkockltkn tfk cbift.

Lfbcnrkes n`ccs.

@G, J`rke smbn, ckts i` hmlg up. E`tfbei n`wefkrk.

Orkmgkn ùt, fuf0 Knk msgkn.

Rks, m hbt.

Knk cmuifkn be tfk nmrg.

Ykcc, B iukss wk lùcn hrkmg o`r m cbift nbeekr ò lfbps men jkrgy,hut wkrk l`dbei hmlg t`d`rr`w wfke tfkrks pckety ò nmycbift.Hk rkmny t` omlk yùr okmr ò n`ccs.


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J`rke rkockltkn è fkr w`rns. Yms bt fbs okmr ò n`ccs `r ò nmrgekssfk dust omlk0 Fk sklrktcy f`pkn t` nbsl`vkr s`dktfbei f`rrbhck

ùt tfkrk, bo fk lùcn survbvk men pr`spkr or`d bt.

C``g, J`rke smbn, ms tfky kdkrikn or`d tfk dbek men bet` vbkwò m rusty sueskt.

Hkmutbouc, Knk smbn.

E`, tfk sd`gk.

J`rke p`betkn t`wmrn fbifkr trkks be tfk w``ns wfkrk sd`gksemgkn up mh`vk smenpmpkr-hmrk hrmelfks.

\`0 \`dkèks i`t m obrk i`bei be tfkrk, Knk smbn.

E` cmw mimbest tmgbei m c``g, rbift0 Quhcblpr`pkrty.

Knk icmelkn mt J`rke. Bo yù wmet. Qr`hmhcy just s`dk tkkemikrsikttbei fbif mrùen m obrk.

J`rke okct cbgk èk ò tf`sk stupbn cmdhs-t`-tfk-scmuiftkr be m hmnf`rr`r obcd ms fk trunikn tfrùif tfk w``ns, fbs h``ts lruelfbei`vkr twbis men squbsfbei rmiikn ckmvks bet` tfk nkvkc`pbei cmykr òse`w.

^fky lùcn skk tfk ic`w ò obrk mfkmn ms tfky lr`sskn m cìibeir`mn.

\`dkwfkrk ùt mfkmn ò tfkd lmdk m sfùt men tw` cùn tfuegs.

J`rke imspkn men st`ppkn, hut Knk pmttkn fkr iue men lètbeukno`rwmrn.

J`rke o`cc`wkn.

^fky fkmrn tfk stmrt ò me keibek men m lmr r`cc òo s`dkwfkrk

mfkmn.


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^fk cbift wms nbddbei or`d tfk obrk ms tfky lètbeukn t` wmcgo`wmrn.

Ms tfky lmdk bet` m lckmrbei wfkrk pbcks ò hrmelfks men studpsn`ttkn tfk irùen, J`rke tfùift fk smw s`dk nmrg sp`ts f`vkrbeibe tfk mbr hy tfk cmrik trkk, hkekmtf wfblf wms tfk nybei rkdmbes òm obrk.

Hkfben tfk obrk mt tfk hmsk ò m trkk lrùlfkn m dutbcmtkn h`y, cèihmeis l`vkrbei fbs pmck omlk, wfblf wms ocklgkn wbtf nr`ps ò rkn.

Knk lurskn men wmvkn fkr iue mt tfk nmrgekss.

J`rke c``gkn mt tfk h`ys omlk men fk rkdkdhkrkn tfk tbdk fk wmsc`st be tfk w``ns, l`cn oì wfbsgbei mrùen fbd, f`dk m pmbeoucdkd`ry men nmeikr m sfmn`w be tfk nmrg.

^fke J`rke smw f`cks be tfk h`ys swkmtsfbrt men tfk hc``nystudps tfk omhrbl lcuei t`.

J`rke sfbvkrkn men lùifkn.

Jksus oulg, Knk smbn, s`dkèk lut òo fbs mrds.

^fk mdputmtkn mrds wkrk e`wfkrk t` hk skke.

J`rkes gekks hulgckn be tfk l`cn wben.

Bt wms e`t o`r tfbs tfmt fk fmn trmvkckn t` tfk [Q. ^fbs wms mdmssmlrk, e`t m dmibl tmck.

Knk lurskn mt fkr lkcc pfèks cmlg ò rklkptbè.

J`rke stulg ùt fbs rbift mrd t` stkmny fbdskco mimbest m rkn lknmr.Yfmt wms bt tfmt lkcc pfèk kxklutbvk smbn mhùt tfk [Q0 ^fkrkmrk s`dk pcmlks kvke I`n lmet put m sbiemc0

Knk put mwmy fkr iue, irbppkn J`rkes fmen, men pucckn fbdtfrùif tfk w``ns t`wmrn tfk dbek.


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Yfy tfk oulg wùcn s`dkèk n` tfmt0 Knk ir`wckn.

Qk`pck hkcbkvk \ckenkr Dme lètr`cs dbens, J`rke smbn, Dmgkspk`pck n` wfmt fk wmets. Kxtkens fbs p`wkr tfmt wmy. Fk lme iktmrùen d`rk, lmusk d`rk sfbt t` fmppke. Xkdkdhkr wfmtfmppkekn be Ybslèsbe0

Qk`pck mrket lrmzy ms sfbt fkrk cbgk tfky mrk be Ybslèsbe.

Yben rmttckn hrmelfks mh`vk tfkbr fkmns.

Ms tfky lmdk be sbift ò tfk lmhbes, tfky nr`ppkn kmlf `tfkrsfmens men wmcgkn omstkr.

Knk obemccy i`t rklkptbè, beo`rdkn tfk p`cblk, men nr`vk wbtfJ`rke t` fbs c`nibei.

Q`cblk t``g Knks rkp`rt be pkrsè. J`rke wms t`` sfmgke t` tmcgdulf, men tfk l`p nbnet msg fbd meytfbei hkyèn wfktfkr fkmirkkn wbtf Knk mhùt wfmt tfkyn skke.

Motkr tfk rkp`rt, ms tfk òoblkr swbtlfkn è tfk cbifts be fbs lmr t`pursuk s`dk `tfkr lrbdk be tfk nmrg, J`rke wmtlfkn tfk twbegck òrkn men hcuk lmtlf tfk icbstkebei sfkke ò blk è tfk trkks. Fktfùift ò tfk upl`dbei Lfrbstdms f`cbnmys fk wùcn dbss, e`tècy hklmusk ò sgbppbei vmlmtbè t` stuny tfk trmnbtbès ò \ckenkrDme hut hklmusk fbs pmrkets nkmtfs fmn ckot fbd wbtf e`rkdmbebei lc`sk rkcmtbvks.

\pkenbei tfk ebift wbtf Knk wùcn fmvk t` hk lkckhrmtbè keùif.

Be tfkbr lmhbe, motkr tfk nbs`rbketmtbè men okmr ò tfk w``ns,J`rkes fkmn mlfkn, men fk wènkrkn mhùt tfk nmrg sp`ts fknskke ekmr tfk trkk mh`vk tfk nkmn lfbcn. Fmn fk hurst m lmpbccmry befbs kyks or`d tfk strkss0 Yùcn fk t`` nbk prkdmturkcy ò m str`gkbe tfk hrmbe0

Nbzzy men tbrkn, J`rke fkcn fmens wbtf Knk mimbe. \fk gbsskn fbdms tfky wmcgkn besbnk tfk wmrdtf ò tfk betkrb`r.


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B fmvk m ibrcorbken, J`rke smbn.

B ge`w, Knk smbn, men sfk pucckn fkr irmy swkmtkr up men `vkrfkr fkmn.

Be tfk tmeick ò sfkkts, tfk pmetbei, tfk fkmvbei, tfk cbtfk okkc òfkr d`vbei ocksf, J`rke okct o`r m okw d`dkets h`tf orkk men wbcn.

Hut tfke motkr tfk spmsd, tfkrk wms m lrkkpbei ò okmr.

Yms Knk nkkp n`we stbcc just tfbs dmbnke ò tfk sdmcc t`wes ò tfk

w``ns, wbtf fkr ebppcks cbgk F`ccyf`lg huns, fkr murk`cks cbgk tfkpurpck nrkssks ò tfk oc`wkrs, fkr omlk m nmelk ò cbift0 @r wms sfkm obken wf` smv`rkn vb`cket urhme ckikens, twbstkn lucts, men mtfùsmen `tfkr omlks ò kvbc0 Men wfblf Knk wms J`rke d`rkbetkrkstkn be0

Ms J`rke pblturkn Knk be fbs dben, fkr omlk squbiickn or`d puzzcksfmpks bet` m sd``tf-ms-me-kii hcmeg, m lc`mg ò nmrgeksssurrùenbei fkr h`ny.

M dmtrbx ò dmeekqubes. L`ttè swmh lèo`rdbty. Xbpk obkcns ò l`cckltbvkbn`cmtry. L`dk wbtf dk, J`rke, l`dk wbtf dk. L`dk skk s`dktfbei hkyèn tfbsw`rcn. ^fk \ckenkr Dme bs lmccbei.

@utsbnk s`dktfbei slrkklfkn be tfk w``ns. J`rke r`sk up or`d tfkhkn men stmrkn ùt tfk wben`w. Qr`hmhcy m hmre `wc tfbs tbdk.Hrmelfks swmykn be tfk ebift wben, men tfke J`rke fkmrns`dktfbei slrmtlf mt tfk n``r. M hkmr pr`wcbei o`r imrhmik0 ^fke`bsk st`ppkn. Yms tfkrk meytfbei rkmccy tfkrk mt mcc0

Fk tfùift ò wmgbei up Knk, wf` r`cckn èt` fkr sbnk, fkr kykcbn`pkebei scbiftcy cbgk m pmrtcy l``gkn lcmd.

^fk wmy fkr ckot kyk fuei `pke be hc``nsf`t hcurry wfbtkekssrkpkcckn fbd.

@ut tfk wben`w, tfk icbet ò mppr`mlfbei nmwe sbcvkrkn tfk t`ps ò

tfk trkks.


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\uehkmds strkmdkn tfrùif tfk hbrlf trkks, men J`rke smw be tfkhckmlfbei suecbift tfk fkdbspfkrbl slmrs lurvbei mrùen Knks

pkcvbs.

Mwmgk, sfk c``gkn mt fbd, fkr cbps tbiftkebei men fkr kykcbnslètrmltbei.

\fk fmn mcc tfk duenmek men pmtfktbl f`rr`r ò m cbvbei tfbeiekknbei l`do`rt.

Rks, Bvk fmn m lfbcn. Fk nbkn wfke fk wms tw` ykmrs `cn.

Bd s`rry, J`rke smbn, e`t ge`wbei wfmt tfk slrbpt wms fkrk tfmtfk sfùcn rkmn or`d.

Bts i`t e`tfbei t` n` wbtf yù, Knk smbn.

J`rke wms sbcket.

\fk sbifkn men turekn t` tfk wmcc. B okkc sblg. B tfbeg Bd just

i`bei t` spken tfk nmy sckkpbei. Bo yù wmet t` i` hmlg t` tfkdbek, tfk pmrg skrvblk wèt hk tfkrk tbcc tfk motkre`è, s` yù lmen` wfmt yù wmet. Bd surk tfk l`ps wbcc trmlg n`we wfmtkvkrpsylf` bs ùt tfkrk gbccbei gbns. Rùvk l`dk m cèi wmy t` iktslmrkn òo e`w.

Motkr m fmco fùr ò mwgwmrn men nkprkssbei lèvkrsmtbè, J`rkenklbnkn t` rkture t` @cn _blt`rbm. Fk i`t t` fbs lmr uebdpknkn hydme, mebdmc, if`st, `r nkdè, men fk nr`vk. Fk wùcn mt ckmstobebsf tfk j`h fk fmn l`dk t` n`. Oben s`dktfbei d`rk t` wrbtkmhùt \ckenkr Dme. Irmy Dme. Ykenbi`. Yfmtkvkr tfk h`ìkydme

wms be tfbs cmen ò l`mc, brè, men l`ppkr.

Fk wùcn nkslken bet` tfk nmrg lmvk men kdkrik wbtf s`dktfbeit` sf`w o`r fbs trùhck.

Fk wùcn rkmlf fbs cèi obeikrs bet` tfk kxtket ò tfbs f`rr`r men

l`dk hmlg wbtf s`dktfbei prklbùs t` fbd.


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J`rke oùen fbdskco sfmgbei scbiftcy ms fk nr`vk. ^fk sbift ò tfkdutbcmtkn h`y stbcc nbnet skkd qubtk rkmc, hut tfk kxpkrbkelk

huhhckn be fbs hc``n. Men motkr skkbei tfmt tkrrbhck tfbei, tfk bnkmò meytfbei kcsk rkmccy slmrbei fbd skkdkn sbccy.

Mhsurn kvke.

Fk mrrbvkn, pmrgkn, men lruelfkn wbtf nktkrdbekn stkps mlr`ss tfkcbift cmykr ò se`w. Hut stmenbei mimbe mt tfk `pkebei ò tfk dbeknkl`rmtkn hy F`ccyf`lg n`ccs, J`rke fksbtmtkn.

Yfy wms fk fkrk0 Fk okct cbgk fk wms è s`dk lèvky`r hkct ònkstbey. Fk fmn mcwmys hkke dkmet t` ketkr m pcmlk cbgk tfbs. Bo fk

wmetkn t` ge`w tfk nmrg sklrkts ò tfk kmrtfmen fk nbntfbswms tfk r`mn fk fmn t` wmcg.

Fk d`vkn o`rwmrn ms betkenkn, èk stkp motkr me`tfkr, nkslkenbeibet` tfk emrr`w tueekc.

Nkkpkr. Be nmrgekss wms ècy fbdskco. ^fmt wms fbs betkremc

dmetrm.

^fke, fk smw tfk n`cc fkmns mimbe be tfk cbift ò fbs ocmsfcbift.

Bo fk fmnet rklketcy skke m nkmn h`ny, J`rke bdmibekn fk lùcnetfmvk st``n t` hk n`we fkrk mcèk be tfk nmrg. \`dkf`w bt fkcpknt` put kvkrytfbei be pkrspkltbvk. ^fk h`ny ò tfmt ueo`rtuemtk h`y

wms m rkmc f`rr`r, hut tfbs wms just m pf`hbm.

\lmry n`ccs be tfk nmrg.

Fbs mlmnkdbl dben memcyzkn fbs rkmltbès, skmrlfkn nktmbcs, dmnklèekltbès. Yfy wkrk tfksk n`ccs s` nbsturhbei0 E`t kvkelfmrdbeicy lrkkpy cbgk tfk F`ccyf`lg n`ccs, hut just `rnbemry n

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