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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 1

gvmy ivbv we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb cª_g cªKvk: †g, 1974 GK †PŠi½xi Kw›U‡b›Uvj †nv‡Uj|

we`v‡qi Av‡M GK Kvc Kwd Lv‡”Q ivbv jvD‡Ä e‡m| KwdUv Giv evbvq fvj| myU‡Km †MvQv‡bvi fvi wMjwU wgTvi Ici †Q‡o w`‡q †b‡g G‡m‡Q I Pvi Zjvi my BU †_‡K| U¨vw·i R‡b¨ ejv n‡q‡Q †cvU©vi‡K, GZ¶‡Y G‡m †M‡Q nq‡Zv| hvÎvi me Av‡qvRb †kl| wf‡qbvq P‡j‡Q I B›Uvi‡cv‡ji GK ¸i“Z¡c~Y© m‡¤§j‡b evsjv‡`‡ki cÖwZwbwa wn‡m‡e|

Kwdi Kv‡c Z…Zxq PygyK w`‡qB Kvb Lvov n‡q †Mj ivbvi|

ÔAv”Qv GB †nv‡U‡j gvmy ivbv e‡j †KD D‡V‡Qb wK?Õ KÉ ^iUv Kuvcv Kuvcv|

PU K‡i †PvL Zzjj ivbv| GK e„×v| eqm lvU-cuqlwÆi Kg n‡e bv| m¤¢ªvšÍ †Pnviv| †ewkifvM PyjB cvKv| nv‡Zi Pvgov Sz‡j c‡o‡Q, RiRi, †KuvPKv‡bv| euv nv‡Z GKUv ¯‹zjUxPvix QvZv Avi Dwbk‡kv QwÎk g‡W‡ji f¨vwbwU e¨vM| Wvb nv‡Z wi‡mckb KvD›Uv‡ii eªvm-†ij AuvK‡o a‡i cyi“ †j‡Ýi Pkgvi wfZi w`‡q †P‡q i‡q‡Qb e„×v e¨¯Í K¬v‡K©i

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2 gvmy ivbvÐ33

gy‡Li w`‡K| ivbv j¶ Kij, cv y‡Uv Kuvc‡Q gwnjvi, g‡b n‡”Q eªvm-†ij †Q‡o w`‡jB c‡o hv‡eb ûogyo K‡i|

gyL bv Zz‡jB Reve w`j wi‡mckb K¬vK©, ÔD‡VwQ‡jb, wKšÍz AvR P‡j hvIqvi K_v, Lye m¤¢e P‡j †M‡Qb|Õ

Ô†Kv_vq?Õ d¨vKv‡m n‡q †Mj e„×vi gyLUv| ÔRvwb bv,Õ SuvSvj K‡É K_vUv e‡j wei³ „wó‡Z PvBj

K¬vK© gwnjvi gy‡Li w`‡K, m¤¢ªvšÍ †Pnviv wPb‡Z fzj Kij bv, Nvo wdwi‡q †`Lj Pvwe †Svjv‡bv †evW©Uvi w`‡K, GKUv †gvUv †iwR÷vi D‡ë †`Lj| Ô†`oUvq d¬vBU| Avi cuqZvwj−k wgwbU Av‡Q|Õ nVvr e¨¯Í n‡q DVj †m| ÔGZ¶Y ch©šÍ wK Ki‡Q †jvKUv N‡i e‡m?Õ nvZ evwo‡q †Uwj‡dv‡bi wiwmfviUv Zz‡j wb‡q Kv‡b aij K¬vK©, cigyn‚‡Z© †PvL †Mj Zvi †cvU©v‡ii w`‡K, †mw`‡K Bw½Z K‡i ejj gwnjv‡K, ÔU¨vw· G‡m †M‡Q| †`Lv n‡e bv GLb| IB †`Lyb gvjcÎ bvg‡Q|Õ

cvk wd‡i †`L‡jb gwnjv e¨¯Í-mg¯Í †cvU©vi‡K, myU‡K‡mi Ici Ôgvmy ivbvÕ †jLv †j‡ejUv co‡jb| ª“Zcv‡q evB‡i †ewi‡q †Mj †cvU©vi `yB nv‡Z `y‡Uv myU‡Km

wb‡q| k~b¨ „wó‡Z †mw`‡K LvwbK¶Y †P‡q †_‡K †duvm K‡i GKUv `xN©k¦vm Qvo‡jb gwnjv, P‡j hvIqvi R‡b¨ GK cv evwo‡q U‡j DV‡jb, gv_vUv †evanq Ny‡i DVj, PU& K‡i GKUv †Pqvi a‡i mvg‡j wb‡q Kuvc‡Z Kuvc‡Z e‡m co‡jb|

†kl PygyK w`‡q KvcUv bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv, Zvici D‡V G‡m uvovj e„×vi mvg‡b|

ÔAvcbvi wK LyeB Ri“ix `iKvi wQj?Õ Ônu v, evev|Õ †duvm K‡i Avevi `xN©k¦vm †dj‡jb gwnjv|

†PvL y‡Uv †Nvjv‡U| Kuvcv Mjvq ej‡jb, Ôgnv fzj n‡q †Mj| AviI Av‡M iIqvbv nIqv DwPZ wQj| Uªv‡g-ev‡m hv wfo,

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 3

DV‡ZB cvijvg bv| †nu‡U G‡mwQ, wZÑb gvBj|Õ ÔLye †ewk mgq jvM‡e? gv‡b, K_v wK A‡bK †ewk?Õ Ôbv evev| †ewk K_v bq| wKšÍz eyS‡Z cviwQ, GLb Zvi

`g †djeviI mgq †bB| fzj n‡q †M‡Q Avgvi| GZ e¨¯ÍZvi g‡a¨ÑÕ

Nwo †`Lj ivbv ejj, ÔAv”Qv, wK e¨vcv‡i K_v ejyb †Zv?Õ

mivmwi ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K PvB‡jb e„×v| ÔAvgvi †Q‡ji e¨vcv‡i|Õ Avkvi Av‡jv dz‡U DVj yB †Pv‡L| ÔZzwg cvi‡e evev †`Lv Kwi‡q w`‡Z?Õ

ÔwKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv, Avgvi Av‡MB cwiPq †`qv DwPZ wQjÑAvwgB gvmy ivbv| Pjyb bv U¨vw· K‡i `g`g hvIqvi c‡_ Avcbvi K_v ïbe?Õ

ivbvi cwiPq †R‡b gyLUv D¾¡j n‡q D‡VwQj e„×vi, wKšÍz †k‡li K_vUvq ¤−vb n‡q †Mj Avevi| PU& K‡i Pvicv‡k GKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡q wbPy Mjvq ej‡jb, ÔAvgvi †cQ‡b cywj‡mi †jvK †j‡M Av‡Q| Iiv a‡i †dj‡e| DV‡ZB †`‡e bv †Zvgvi U¨vw·‡Z|

nVvr ivbvi g‡b n‡jv gwnjv cvMj bq‡Zv? wKšÍz Zvn‡j Ii bvg Rvbj wK K‡i? Nwo †`Lj Avi GKevi| wMjwU wgTv‡K †`Lv †Mj nšÍ`šÍ n‡q Avm‡Q Gw`‡K wjdU †_‡K †b‡g| mgq †bB| wK Ki‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv ivbv|

ivbvi fveUv j¶ Ki‡jb gwnjv| ej‡jb, ÔwVK Av‡Q, hZ ms‡¶‡c cvwi ejwQ| Awbj‡K †P‡bv Zzwg?Õ

ÔAwbjÑgv‡b, Awbj P¨vUvRx©?Õ e‡m coj ivbv mvg‡bi †Pqv‡i|

†PvL y‡Uv mvgvb¨ GKUz weùvwiZ n‡q †M‡Q ivbvi| fvj

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4 gvmy ivbvÐ33

K‡iB †P‡b †m Awbj‡K| †`o eQi Av‡M GKm‡½ KvR K‡i‡Q Iiv GKUv A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U| Zz‡Lvo †Q‡j| fviZxq ¸ßPi wefv‡Mi †miv G‡R›U‡`i GKRb Awbj P¨vUvRx©| Bwb wK ZviB gv? Zvn‡j Gui wcQ‡b cywj‡mi †jvK †Kb?

Ônu v| Avwg Zvi gv| †`o gvm Av‡M †iv‡g wM‡qwQj I| †cuŠ‡Q wPwV w`‡qwQj, wKšÍz Zvici †_‡K Avi †Kvb Lei †bB|Õ †PvL y‡Uv QjQj K‡i DVj e„×vi| ÔhLbB evB‡i hvq, †hLv‡bB _vKzK mßv‡n y‡Uv K‡i wPwV †`q I| wKšÍz Gevi †Kvb Lei †bB Ii|Õ

ÔIi Awd‡m Rvwb‡q‡Qb?Õ ÔmevB‡K Rvwb‡qwQ| †KD †Kvb mvnvh¨ Ki‡e bv| I

d‡ib mvwf©‡mi †jvK, wgwbw÷ª Ad d‡ib A¨v‡dqv‡m© Rvwb‡qwQ, cywjm‡K Rvwb‡qwQ, †Kvb jvf nqwb| Ggb fve †`Lv‡”Q mevB †hb Awb‡ji wKQy n‡q _vK‡j I‡`i wKQyB G‡m hvq bv| Avgvi gb ej‡Q fqvbK wKQy GKUv N‡U †M‡Q| wb‡R hve g‡b K‡i Avgvi cvm‡cvU©Uv wiwbD Kievi R‡b¨ w`‡qwQjvg yB mßvn Av‡M, Iiv ej‡Q nvwi‡q †M‡Q †mUv, Avevi bZzb K‡i A¨vc −vB Ki‡Z n‡e| Zvi Av‡M †_‡KB Avgvi †cQ‡b †jvK †j‡M †M‡Q, †hLv‡bB hvB bv †Kb, Avgv‡K AbymiY Ki‡Q mv`v †cvkvK civ yRb cywjm| GLv‡bI G‡m‡Q †cQb †cQb|

gwnjv cvMj wKbv †m m‡›`nUv Avevi GKevi DuwK w`j ivbvi g‡bi †Kv‡Y| wMjwU wgTv G‡m uvovj cv‡k| PÂj n‡q DVj †m ivbv‡K wbwe©Kvi wP‡Ë Mí Ki‡Z †`‡L|

ÔU¨vw· †Wuwo‡q Av‡P, m¨vi| hv‡eb bv? nv‡Z Avi †mvgvq †bB|Õ

ÔevB‡i yRb wUKwUwK i‡q‡Q, I‡`i m‡½ LvwbK Mí-we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 5

¸Re K‡iv‡M hvI| †fZ‡i XzK‡Z †`‡e bv|Õ yB †m‡KÛ AevK n‡q †P‡q iBj wMjwU wgTv ivbvi

gy‡Li w`‡K, Zvici gv_v SuvwK‡q †ewi‡q †Mj evB‡i| ivbv wdij e„×vi w`‡K|

ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q wK mvnvh¨ Avkv Ki‡Qb?Õ mivmwi cÖkœ Kij ivbv|

ÔZv Avwg wVK Rvwb bv, evev| Awbj †`Lv Ki‡Z ej‡Q †Zvgvi m‡½|Õ e¨vM †_‡K GKUv iwOb wcKPvi-†cv÷KvW© †ei Ki‡jb e„×v, ivbvi nv‡Z w`‡q ej‡jb, ÔMZKvj G‡m‡Q GUv|Õ

KvW©Uv D‡ë-cv‡ë †`Lj ivbv| †fwb‡mi weªR Ad mvB‡Ri (`xN©k¦v‡mi †mZz) iwOb Qwe| BUvwjqvb †cv÷ Awd‡mi mx‡j ZvwiL †`Lv hv‡”Q cuvPw`b Av‡Mi| cÖvc‡Ki bvg Ai“Yv fÆvPvh©, 26/2 h yb›`b †Mv ^vgx †jb, KwjKvZv 6| cwi®‹vi n¯Ív¶‡i GKUv †QvÆ wPwV, Bs‡iwR‡Z †jLv| evsjv gv‡b Ki‡j uvovq:

Kv‡R AvU‡K †MwQ, QyU‡Z cviwQ bv| kixiUvI Lvivc| KvM‡R †`Ljvg, gvmy ivbv wf‡qbvq Avm‡Q| I‡K Avgvi cÖxwZ Rvwb‡qv| †miv wZb‡U †nv‡U‡ji †h †Kvb GKUvq cv‡e| Aek¨B †`Lv Ki‡e| BwZÑGm.I.mwjj| AevK n‡q e„×vi gy‡Li w`‡K PvBj ivbv| ÔKvi wPwV GUv? Awb‡ji bq! Avcbvi D‡Ï‡kI †jLv

bq| A_P Avgvi bvg...Õ ÔG wPwV Awb‡jiB|Õ Kuvcv Mjvq ej‡jb e„×v| ÔIiB

nv‡Zi †jLv| wVKvbvUv Ii gvgv evwoi| we‡qi Av‡M Avgvi

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6 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

bvg wQj Ai“Yv fÆvPvh©| mwjj Ii evevi bvg| Gm.I. mwjj gv‡b mvb Ad mwjj, Zvi gv‡b Awbj| AvR mKv‡j †cuŠ‡Q w`‡q †M‡Q GUv Avgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi fvB‡cv| Avevi c‡o †`‡Lv evev, I wKQy GKUv ej‡Z PvB‡Q †Zvgv‡K GB wPwV‡Z| wbðqB wec‡` c‡o‡Q †Kvb|Õ

Avevi GKevi KvW©Uvi w`‡K †P‡qB g‡b g‡b Pg‡K †Mj ivbv| Ôwcc&j& û µmW& `v weªR Ad mvBR Iq¨vi Kb&‡Wg&W|Õ Awbj †evSv‡Z PvB‡Q wec‡` c‡o‡Q †m, nq AvZ¥‡Mvcb K‡i Av‡Q bq‡Zv e›`x n‡q‡Qцe‡iv‡Z cvi‡Q bv| wPwVi †k‡l bvg mB Kievi Q‡j Gm.I.Gm. wec`ms‡KZUv Gevi Avi Ii †PvL Govj bv| gyn‚‡Z© wm×všÍ wbj ivbv| Nwo †`LjÑKuvUvq KuvUvq GKUv|

wMjwU wgTv G‡m uvovj Avevi| Aw ’i n‡q D‡V‡Q †ePviv| Rxe‡b GB cÖ_g mwZ¨Kvi A‡_© we‡`k P‡j‡Q †m| Drmvn Avi D‡ËRbvq UMeM K‡i dzU‡Q mKvj †_‡K|

Ô†mvgvq †bB, m¨vi| U¨vw·Avjv ej‡P GLybI iIbv w`‡j nq‡Zv...Õ

ÔevB‡ii yRb wK Ki‡Q?Õ cÖkœ Kij ivbv| Ô†Mvgovgy‡Kv f~Z, m¨vi| KZv e‡j bv| DB Dw`‡K cv‡bi

†`vKv‡b...Õ ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zzwg GK KvR K‡iv, AvR‡K hvw”Q bv Avgiv,

U¨vw· we`vq K‡i w`‡q gvjcÎ N‡i †Zvjvi e¨e ’v K‡iv| Avi AvR‡Ki wUwKU¸‡jv K¨v‡Ýj K‡i Kvj‡Ki R‡b¨ wiRv‡f©k‡bi e¨e ’v K‡iv| cvi‡e bv?Õ

Ôwb”Pq|Õ eviK‡qK ivbv I e„×vi gy‡Li w`‡K PvBj wMjwU wgTv, Zvici nvmj| Ôe¨vcv‡ikb Lvivc!Õ ª“Zcv‡q P‡j †Mj wMjwU wgTv| AZ¨šÍ weeªZ †eva Ki‡jb

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e„×v| ej‡jb, Ô†Zvgvi A‡bK ¶wZ...Õ ÔwK”Qz bv| GR‡b¨ fve‡eb bv Avcwb|Õ D‡V uvovj ivbv|

Pjyb, Dc‡i wM‡q AvMv‡Mvov meUv e¨vcvi †kvbv hvK|Õ `yB PviZjvi my B‡U GKUv †mvdvq e„×v‡K ewm‡q gy‡LvgywL Av‡iKUv †mvdvq emj ivbv| gwnjvi A ^w¯Í ~i Kievi R‡b¨ nvmj wgwó K‡i|

ÔAvi †Kvb Zvov †bB| Gevi ax‡i my‡ ’ ejyb †`wL e¨vcviUv?Õ

ÔwK ywðšÍvi g‡a¨ †h AvwQ evev, wK eje| Awbj Avgvi GKgvÎ mšÍvb| Ii evev gviv hvIqvi ci ¯‹z‡ji gv÷vwi K‡i eû K‡ó gvbyl K‡iwQ I‡K| †f‡ewQjvg ey‡ov eq‡m eywS wbwðšÍ n‡Z cvie, †Q‡jUvi GKUv we‡q w`‡q I‡K NiKbœv-msmv‡ii g‡a¨ XzwK‡q w`‡Z cvi‡jB gyw³ cve| wKšÍz Zv n‡jv bv| †Q‡j Ggb PvKwi wbj †h eQ‡ii g‡a¨ bq gvmB _vK‡Z nq I‡K we‡`‡k| d‡ib mvwf©m n‡jB GZ e`wj nq bvwK, evev?Õ

ivbv eySj, Awbj †h wVK wK KvR K‡i Rvbv †bB Ii gv‡qi| G¶zwY wKQy bv Rvbv‡bvB fvj g‡b K‡i Pyc K‡i _vKj| K_v e‡jB Pj‡jb e„×v|

ÔAvR G‡`k, Kvj I‡`k, †Kv_vI w_i n‡q em‡Z w`‡”Q bv †Q‡jUv‡K| Pvigvm †iv‡g _vKvi ci †`‡k wd‡i G‡m Avevi hLb †iv‡g †Mj Gevi, Avwg g‡b Kijvg hvK, Gevi wKQyUv myw ’i n‡q‡Q eywS, †g‡q †`L‡Z ïi“ K‡iwQjvg, Ggwb mg‡q Dcw¯’Z GB wec`|Õ

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8 gvmy ivbvÐ33

Ôwec`Uv †Ui †c‡jb K‡e? †cuŠ‡Q †h wPwV w`‡qwQj Zv‡Z †Kvb Avfvm wQj?Õ

Ôbv, evev| mvaviY wPwVцcuŠ‡QwP, fvj AvwQ, Zzwg †Kvb wPšÍv †Kv‡iv bv, Avi †Zvgvi ywU cv‡q cwo ARvbv A‡Pbv †Kvb †g‡q‡K cQ›` K‡i †ev‡mv bv, mgq n‡j Avwg Rvbve †Zvgv‡K, †Zvgvi Ag‡Z we‡q Kie bv GUzKz †R‡b †i‡LvÑGBme K_v| G wPwVi ci mvZw`b †cwi‡q †Mj, Avi †Kvb wPwV bv †c‡q AevK n‡qwQ wKšÍz Nve‡o hvBwb| yÕmßvn ci hLb Avgvi wPwV¸‡jv wi-WvB‡i‡±W n‡q †diZ Avm‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij, ZLb Nve‡o †Mjvg| Uªv¼-Kj Kijvg Ii †nv‡U‡jцbB| Gge¨vmx‡Z Uªv¼-Kj KijvgÑK_vi ReveB w`‡Z Pvq bv, D‡ë IivB Av‡evj-Zv‡evj cÖkœ ïi“ K‡i w`j, A‡bK Aby‡iva Dc‡iva K‡iI †Kvb Lei †ei Ki‡Z cvijvg bv Awb‡ji, †k‡l nZvk n‡q †Q‡o w`jvg| †Mj †`o‡kv UvKv| ZZ¶‡Y Avgvi gb ej‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q, fqvbK †Kvb yN©Ubv N‡U‡Q Awb‡ji, wbðqB LyeB Amy ’ ZvB LeiUv †P‡c

hv‡”Q mevB Avgvi Kv‡Q| ÔQy‡U †Mjvg m‡šÍv‡li Avwc‡m| Awb‡ji eÜz|

B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wWcvU©‡g‡›U KvR K‡i| †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡j Ii m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z e‡j †i‡LwQj Awbj Avgv‡K| Av‡MI GKevi Ii mvnvh¨ `iKvi c‡owQj, cvwK¯Ív‡b AvU‡K wM‡qwQj ZLb Awbj, A‡bK mvnvh¨ K‡iwQj ZLb GB m‡šÍvl| †`Lv Ki‡ZB LyeB Av`i-Avc¨vqb Kij, K_v w`j wZbw`‡bi g‡a¨ Awb‡ji Lei †ei K‡i Rvbv‡e Avgv‡K, †hb †Kvb ywðšÍv bv Kwi| wKšÍz wKQyB Kij bv †Q‡jUv| Avi †`LvB †cjvg bv Ii| wZbw`b ci Ii Avwc‡m †MjvgцbB| ciw`b †MjvgцbB! Avwc‡mi Avi mevB †Kgb A™¢yZ „wó‡Z

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†`L‡Q Avgv‡K, e¨envi e`‡j †M‡Q, †Kgb †hb wbwe©Kvi, KwVb| GKRb Awdmvi Avgv‡K Rvwb‡q w`j, Awb‡ji †Kvb msev` cvIqv hvqwb, Rvbv †M‡j Lei †`qv n‡e Avgv‡K, Kó K‡i I‡`i Avwc‡m hvIqvi `iKvi †bB|Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 15

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†Zvgvi †nW Avwc‡mi ûKzg...Õ ÔAgvb¨ Kie|Õ nvmj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡K Avgvi Awdm †m

jvB‡mÝ w`‡q‡Q| Iw`K †_‡K †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡e bv|Õ ÔGw`K †_‡K?Õ Ôn‡Z cv‡i| Avevi bv-I n‡Z cv‡i| Av‡M †_‡K wKQyB

ejv hv‡”Q bv| hv nq n‡e|Õ Ôfvi‡Zi n‡q Awbj †h KvR KiZ, Zzwg wK evsjv‡`‡ki

n‡q †mB KvRB K‡iv, evev?Õ GKUz _g‡K †Mj ivbv| Zvici nvmj| ÔA‡bKUv| nVvr GK_v wR‡Ám Ki‡Qb †Kb?Õ Ô†mR‡b¨B †Zvgvi mvnvh¨ †P‡qwQj Awbj| eyS‡Z cviwQ|

KvRUv †h AZ¨šÍ wec¾bK, ZvI eyS‡Z cviwQ| nVvr g‡b n‡”Q, ^v_©c‡ii gZ KvR KiwQ bv †Zv Avwg? wb‡Ri †Q‡j‡K mvnvh¨ Kivi R‡b¨ Av‡iKR‡bi †Q‡j‡K Aby‡iva KiwQ wec‡`i g‡a¨ Suvwc‡q co‡Z, †mUv wK DwPZ n‡”Q? Avgvi Kv‡Q Awbj hZUv g~j¨evb, †Zvgvi gv‡qi Kv‡Q Zzwg Zvi †P‡q †Kvb As‡k Kg g~j¨evb bI, evev|Õ

†n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔI, GB K_v? G wb‡q wK”Qz fve‡eb bv Avcwb| Avgvi gv-B †bB, Zvi Avevi g~j¨! †Kvb g~j¨ †bB Avgvi|Õ

ivbvi nvwm gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q nvwm nvwm n‡q D‡VwQj e„×vi gyLUvI, K_v ï‡b wgwj‡q †Mj nvwmUv| A™¢yZ GK „wó‡Z †P‡q iB‡jb †ec‡ivqv †Q‡jUvi w`‡K| K_v e‡jB Pjj ivbv|

ÔAwb‡ji wei“‡× wK cÖgvY i‡q‡Q G‡`i nv‡Z Rvbv †bB Avgvi| †KD †Kvb K_v ej‡Q bv| me RvqMv‡ZB XvK XvK ¸o ¸o| GLb GKgvÎ Dcvq †`LwQ †fwb‡m wM‡q †LuvR Lei

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Kiv| Kvj iIbv nw”Q Avwg wf‡qbvi D‡Ï‡k¨| wVK wZbw`b ci †cuŠQe †fwb‡m| ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡bvi m‡½ m‡½ †LuvR Lei ïi“ Kie Avwg| ILv‡b Ii cwiwPZ‡`i yÕGKR‡bi bvg ej‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ

LvwbK wPšÍv K‡i ej‡jb e„×v, ÔwVK g‡b †Zv co‡Q bv, evev| GKUz e‡mv, Avwg Awb‡ji K‡qKUv wPwV wb‡q Avwm| Rywj gvwhwb e‡j GKUv †g‡qi K_v cÖvq wPwV‡ZB wjLZ| AvmwQ|Õ

wPwV¸wj †Nu‡U Rvbv †Mj mvb gv‡K©vi Kv‡Q GKUv M−vmd¨v±wi‡Z KvR K‡i †g‡qUv| gvwj‡Ki bvg wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x| ILv‡b hvZvqvZ wQj Awb‡ji| AuvP Kiv †Mj †g‡qUvi e¨vcv‡i wKQyUv ye©jZvI nq‡Zv wQj| AviI Rvbv †Mj †fwb‡m †M‡j gWv‡b©v †nv‡U‡j DVZ †m| wiqv‡ëv weª‡Ri KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI †nv‡UjUv| GQvov Avi we‡kl wKQyB †bB wPwV‡Z|

ÔAv”Qv, eQi Lv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨ †Zvjv Awb‡ji GKUv Qwe w`‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ

ÔAv‡Q|Õ DV‡Z hvw”Q‡jb e„×v, ivbv ejj, ÔAvi GKUv K_v, B‡”Q

Ki‡j †Q‡j‡K GKUv wPwV w`‡Z cv‡ib| I‡K hw` Luy‡R cvB, Avcbvi †jLv GKUv wPwV †c‡j LyeB fvj jvM‡e Ii|Õ

Ujgj K‡i DVj e„×vi †PvL y‡Uv, wKšÍz D‡V uvov‡jb mvg‡j wb‡q| g„ y K‡É ej‡jb, Ôeo fvj †Q‡j Zzwg, evev| mgy‡ ªi gZ weivU †Zvgvi gbUv| ab¨ †Zvgvi ^M©evwmbx gv!Õ

`k wgwbU ci wPwV Avi d‡UvMÖvd c‡K‡U cy‡i D‡V uvovj ivbv| g„ y †n‡m we`vq wbj| wKQyUv †nu‡U evMevRvi ÷ªx‡U D‡V U¨vw· wbj| WªvBfvi‡K ejj, Ô†mvRv P‡jv Kw›U‡b›Uvj

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†nv‡U‡j|Õ iÄb †PŠayixi K_v¸‡jv g‡b Gj ivbvi| wb‡Ri cv‡q Kz‡ovj †g‡i‡Q Awbj| GLb Avi KviI wKQyB Kievi †bB| Awbj hv K‡i‡Q †mUv Kivi Av‡M Zvi GKevi gv‡qi K_v fvev DwPZ wQj|

wK K‡i‡Q Awbj? Pvi mvb g¨vwiqv wW jv m¨vjy‡Ui M¤y‡Ri †cQ‡b Wz‡e hv‡”Q m~h©Uv| MÖ vÛ K¨v‡b‡ji bxjvf R‡j nvj&Kv †Mvjvcx Av‡jvi wSwjwgwj| Ac~e©|

GKUv wmMv‡iU awi‡q Rvbvjvi av‡i uvwo‡q fve‡Q ivbv| †fwb‡m †cuŠ‡QB †Ui †c‡q‡Q †m, wK Am¤¢e ytmva¨ Kv‡R nvZ w`‡q‡Q †m Gevi| GKUv d‡UvMÖvd, GKUv †g‡qi bvg, GKRb KuvP e¨emvqxi bvg, Avi GKUv †nv‡U‡ji wVKvbvÑGB ivbvi m¤^j| wMRwMR Uz wi‡÷ Vvmv GB e›`i bMix‡Z GZ mvgvb¨ Z‡_¨i wfwˇZ KvD‡K Luy‡R †ei Kiv L‡oi Mv`vq myuB †LuvRvi †P‡qI ytmva¨| †m myuB hw` aiv covi f‡q cvwj‡q †eovq Zvn‡j †Zv AviI|

hvB †nvK, KvR ïi“ K‡i w`‡j †`Lv hv‡e †Kv_vKvi Rj †Kv_vq wM‡q uvovq| cÖ_‡g M−vm d¨v±wi‡ZB hv‡e e‡j wVK K‡i‡Q ivbv| †g‡qUv‡K †c‡j Zvi KvQ †_‡K nq‡Zv wKQy Rvbv hv‡e|

yB nv‡Z yÕKvc Pv wb‡q N‡i XzKj wMjwU wgTv| ivbvi nv‡Z GKUv Kvc awi‡q w`‡q dovr K‡i PygyK w`j wb‡Ri Kv‡c|

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ÔkniUv †bnvZ g›` bq, wK e‡jb, m¨vi? Aek¨ K¨vjK¨vUvi cv‡qi Kv‡PI jv‡M bv| GKUz cq-cwi®‹vi, GB hv| gvbyl¸‡bvI dm©v| Z‡e jvRj¾vi evjvB †bB, iv¯Ívq †Wuwo‡q e¨vUv‡Q‡j †g‡q‡Q‡j‡Z Pygy Lvq| wew”Qwi Kvievi!Õ

ÔGB yw`b LvIqv-`vIqv †Kv_vq K‡iQ?Õ ÔDB Dw`‡Ki GK †nv‡U‡j| †Qvt! G‡°ev‡i hvZv| gy‡K

†`vqv hvq bv| ejjyg GK‡c−U Mig fvZ Avi GKevwU m‡l©Bwjk wj‡q G‡mvÑcwi®‹vi evsjv KZv †ev‡R bv kvjviv, wK me Kv‡Ki V¨vs e‡Ki V¨vs wj‡q Gj| Ime wK Lvevi n‡jv? Av‡kcv‡ki †Uwe‡j †`wK ZvB wMj‡P mevB †MvMÖv‡m| ai‡Z †M‡j y‡Uv w`b cÖvq Lvwj †c‡UB AvwP m¨vi, cvwb †L‡q fwi‡q †i‡KwP †cUUv UB-U¤^yi K‡i| GKUz bo‡jB XK-XK K‡i|Õ

Ôkn‡ii MwjNuywR me wP‡b wb‡qQ?Õ ÔwP‡b wj‡qwP gv‡b? gyL¯Í K‡i wj‡qwP| †hLv‡b Lywk wj‡q

wM‡q †Q‡o w`b bv, ¸U-¸U K‡i †nu‡U wd‡i Avme GB evmvq| Mvwo †NvovI †bB †h Pvcv c‡o gviv hve|Õ

wf‡qbvq †cuŠ‡QB GLv‡b cvwV‡q w`‡q‡Q ivbv wMjwU wgTv‡K GKUv †QvULvU evwo fvov wb‡q Ny‡i wd‡i kniUv †`‡L ˆZwi n‡q _vKvi R‡b¨| I‡K we‡`‡k Avbvi Avmj D‡Ïk¨ wQj wf‡qbv m‡¤§j‡b †h cÖ k©bxi Av‡qvRb Kiv n‡q‡Q †mUv †`Lv‡bv| c„w_exi wewfbœ †`‡ki †Mv‡q›`v wefv‡Mi be Avwe®‹…Z AvaywbK Kjv‡KŠkj e¨vL¨v K‡i †`Lv‡bvi K_v wQj cÖ k©bx‡Z| ivbv-G‡RwÝi cÖavb mnKvix wn‡m‡e Gme wMjwU wgTvi Kv‡R jvM‡e g‡b K‡i wb‡q G‡mwQj ivbv I‡K m‡½ K‡i| Gme QvovB Aek¨ Avðh© cÖwZfv e‡j K‡qKUv RwUj †K‡mi mgvavb K‡i wMjwU wgTv

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 31

BwZg‡a¨B h‡_ó mybvg AR©b K‡i †d‡j‡Q, Zey we‡`‡ki Kjv‡KŠk‡ji m‡½ cwiwPZ n‡Z cvi‡j A‡bK DcKvi nZ Ii, DrmvwnZI nZÑwKšÍz wK GKUv †Mvjgvj evavq cÖ k©bxi cwiKíbv ev` w`‡Z n‡q‡Q KZ…©c¶‡K| ZvB cvwV‡q w`‡q‡Q I‡K ivbv †fwb‡m| evsjv Qvov Avi †Kvb fvlv Rvbv †bB wMjwU wgTvi, AvKv‡i Bw½‡Z wKfv‡e wK eywS‡q‡Q †K Rv‡b, jvB‡ewiqv †fwPqvi Kv‡Q MÖ vÛ K¨v‡b‡ji av‡i m¨vb RwR©I Øxccy‡Äi w`‡K gyL Kiv PgrKvi GKUv †QvÆ evwo fvov K‡i w`we¨ Mu vU n‡q e‡m Av‡Q †m GLv‡b| NÈvLv‡bK Av‡M †cuŠ‡Q‡P ivbv, mœvb †m‡i Kvco c‡i ˆZwi n‡Z bv n‡ZB Pv K‡i G‡b‡Q wMjwU wgTv|

Pv †kl K‡i KvcUv bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv GKUv †Uwe‡ji Ici|

Ô†KvZvD Pj‡jb bvwK, m¨vi?Õ ivbv‡K gv_v †b‡o mvq w`‡Z †`‡L ejj, ÔZv LvIqv-`vIqvi wK e¨e¯Ív Kiv hvq? Avcwb Ime QvBcuvk Lv‡eb, bv y‡Uv Pvj dzUve? mviv kni Ny‡i Luy‡R‡c‡Z evRvi K‡i G‡bwP AvR|Õ

ÔIme _vK, Avwg Ny‡i AvmwQ NÈv y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨B| Zvici †Zvgv‡K wb‡q wM‡q GKUv †nv‡U‡j evOvjx LvIqv †L‡q Avme| ZZ¶Y IB iv¯Ívi cv‡k d‡ji †`vKvb †_‡K wKQy djg~j wK‡b G‡b LvI|Õ

†ewi‡q coj ivbv| wfo †V‡j G‡Mvj wcqvhv mvb gv‡K©vi w`‡K| wW d¨vweª Mwj w`‡q kU©KvU Kij ivbv iv ÍvUv| †ek wKQy¶Y †LuvRvLuywRi ci †c‡q †Mj wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj −xi d¨v±wi| mi“ j¤^v †`vKvbUv, SKgK Ki‡Q wewPÎ wWRvB‡bi AmsL¨ wRwbmc‡Î| cv‡q cv‡q wfZ‡i Xz‡K Gj ivbv| Qv‡Z Szj‡Q mvwi mvwi SvoevwZ, †kv-†K‡m iO‡ei‡Oi Kuv‡Pi

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Avmeve, †Ljbv, cyZzj| †ewki fvMB Ni mvRvevi miÄvg| D¾¡j Av‡jvq wSKwgK Ki‡Q cy‡ivUv †`vKvb|

†`vKv‡bi †k‡li w`‡K GKUv j¤^v †e‡Â e‡m KvR Ki‡Q Kv‡jv BDwbdig civ wZbRb †g‡q Kg©Pvix| wZb‡U M¨vmevb©vi R¡j‡Q wZbR‡bi mvg‡b, iwOb Kuv‡Pi j¤^v iW Av¸‡b Mwj‡q PgrKvi †QvU †QvU RšÍz Rv‡bvqvi ˆZwi Ki‡Q Iiv e¨¯Í nv‡Z| AevK n‡q wKQy¶Y I‡`i `¶ nv‡Zi ª“Z KvR †`Lj ivbv|

GKUv †g‡q †PvL Zz‡j †`Lj ivbv‡K| Kv‡jv WvMi yB †PvL w ’i n‡q iBj ivbvi †Pv‡Li Ici wZb †m‡KÛ, Zvici Avevi e¨¯Í n‡q †Mj Kv‡R| K¨vOvi“ ˆZwi Ki‡Q †g‡qUv GKUvi ci GKUv| nv‡Zi K¨vOvi“Uv VvÊv nIqvi R‡b¨ bvwg‡q †i‡L Avevi PvBj †g‡qUv ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K| GB wK Rywj gvwhwb? cÖkœ Ki‡Z wM‡qI mZK© n‡q †Mj ivbv| †g‡qUvi †Pv‡L wK mZK©evYx †`L‡Z †cj †m? fzi“ †Rvov GKUz Kuvcj e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv? „wóUv m‡i †Mj| GKUv jvj Kuv‡Pi iW nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡q evb©v‡ii Av¸‡b big Kij, Zvici Avðh© w¶cÖ nv‡Z IUv euvwK‡q GKUv wWRvBb ˆZwi Kij wZb †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨| aK K‡i DVj ivbvi ey‡Ki †fZiUv, hLb †`Lj euvKv‡Pviv wWRvB‡bi wVK gvSLvbUvq cwi®‹vi evsjv †jLv Av‡QÑAwbj| GKUv jZv Gu‡K‡eu‡K Rwo‡q a‡i Av‡Q cÖ‡Z¨KUv kã‡K, wKšÍz †jLvUv co‡Z we› ygvÎ Kó nq bv| yB †m‡KÛ, ZviciB Av¸‡bi Ici GKevi eywj‡q wb‡q IUv‡K K¨vOvi“‡Z cwiYZ Kij †g‡qUv `k †m‡K‡Û| e¨vcviUv GZB ª“Z N‡U †Mj †h nVvr ivbvi g‡b n‡jv †Pv‡Li auvav bq‡Zv? wVKB †`‡L‡Q †m Awb‡ji bvg?

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 33

hvB †nvK, GKUv e¨vcvi eyS‡Z fzj Kij bv ivbv, †g‡qUv‡K †m wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q GiKg †Kvb Avfvm †`qv Pj‡e bv GLb|

ÔAvcbv‡K wK mvn¨vh¨ Ki‡Z cvwi?Õ Zx¶è GKUv KÉ ^‡i Pg‡K wM‡q cvk wdij ivbv| j¤^v

GKRb BUvwjqvb| wcVUv mvgvb¨ Kuy‡Rv, kix‡ii Ic‡ii AskUv Suy‡K Av‡Q mvg‡b, Zey ivbvi †P‡q K‡qK Bw †ewk j¤^v †jvKUv| †Zgwb wPKb| bvKUv wP‡ji PÂzi gZ euvKv‡bv| mi“ †Muvd, Zvi wb‡P SKSK Ki‡Q mv`v uvZ e¨emvqxmyjf webxZ nvwm‡Z| ÔwK PvB Avcbvi?Õ

ÔGKUv SvoevwZ wKb‡Z PvB|Õ Ô†ek †Zv, Avmyb bv Gw`‡K| K‡qK iKg wWRvBb

†`Lvw”Q, †hUv cQ›` nq †b‡eb|Õ †jvKUvi m‡½ GKUv †QvÆ Awdmiƒ‡g G‡m XzKj ivbv|

ivbv‡K ewm‡q GKUv wWRvB‡bi LvZv Iëv‡Z ïi“ Kij †jvKUv e¨¯Í nv‡Z|

ÔAvcwbB wK wmbi wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x?Õ †_‡g †Mj e¨¯Í nvZUv| cigyn‚‡Z© Avevi Pvjy n‡jv| ÔAv‡Á nu v| Avgvi †`vKv‡bi mybvg K‡i‡Q eywS †KD?Õ Ônu v| Avgvi GK eÜz| AvcbviI eÜz|Õ ÔZvi bvgUv, wmbi?Õ SvoevwZi K‡qKUv wWRvBb LvZv

†_‡K †ei K‡i GwM‡q aij wMqv‡Kv‡gv ivbvi w`‡K nvwmgy‡L|

ivbvi †PvL y‡Uv w ’i n‡jv wMqv‡Kv‡gvi gy‡L| ejj, ÔAwbj P¨vUvRx©|Õ

GKUz †hb Pg‡K DVj †jvKUv| nvwmUv R‡g †Mj ei‡di gZ| fve‡jknxb i³k~b¨ gyL| nvZ †_‡K L‡m c‡o †Mj

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K‡qKUv wWRvBb| wbPy n‡q Suy‡K Zzj‡Q †m I¸‡jv gvwU †_‡K| AevK n‡jv ivbv †jvKUvi cÖwZwµqv †`‡L| Awb‡ji bvg ï‡bB Ggb Auvr‡K DVj †Kb †jvKUv?

hLb †mvRv n‡jv †jvKUv ZLb Avevi ^vfvweK n‡q †M‡Q gyLUv| wd‡i G‡m‡Q cÖ vKwUm Kiv nvwm| ejj, ÔAv”Qv! †mB BwÛqvb f ª‡jvK? nu v| Dwb Avgv‡`i ¸YMÖvnx‡`i GKRb| LyeB wgófvlx f ª‡jvK| Zv eûw`b Iui m‡½ †`Lv †bB, Av‡Qb †Kv_vq Dwb?Õ

ÔGLb †Kv_vq Av‡Qb Rvwb bv| Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv n‡qwQj †ek K‡qK gvm Av‡M hLb fvi‡Z wM‡qwQjvg, ZLb| †fwb‡m †eov‡Z Avme ï‡b Avcbvi wVKvbvUv w`‡jb, ej‡jb DwbI GB mg‡qi w`‡K †fwb‡m _vK‡eb, wKšÍz †Kvb& wVKvbvq _vK‡eb †mUv Avcbv‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡jB Rvb‡Z cvie| Avcwb Rv‡bb bv †Kv_vq Av‡Qb Dwb?Õ

Ôbv †Zv!Õ ivbv eySj cwi®‹vi wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv| ejj, Ôwmbi P¨vUvRx© nq‡Zv c − vb cwieZ©b K‡i‡Qb, GgbI n‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi g‡b nq K‡qK gv‡mi g‡a¨ †fwb‡m Av‡mbwb Dwb| eûw`b †`Lv †bB Avgv‡`i|Õ nVvr mivmwi wR‡Ám K‡i emj †jvKUv, ÔAvcwb wK fviZxq bb?Õ

Ôbv| Avwg evsjv‡`‡ki †jvK|Õ GKUz †hb ^w¯Íi fve dz‡U DVj wMqv‡Kv‡gvi gy‡L| GKUv

wWRvBb cQ›` Kij ivbv, †Kv_vq cvwV‡q w`‡Z n‡e †m wVKvbv w`j, Zvici †ewi‡q Gj Awdm Kvgiv †_‡K| wcQy wcQy Gj j¤^v †jvKUv|

†_‡g uvwo‡q wR‡Ám Kij ivbv, ÔIi †Zv AviI eÜzevÜe Av‡Q †fwb‡m, Zv‡`i yÕGKR‡bi wVKvbv w`‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ

gv_v bvoj wMqv‡Kv‡gv| ÔGB †`vKv‡b gv‡S gv‡S we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 35

Avm‡Zb e‡jB hv cwiPq, Ab¨vb¨ eÜzi K_v Avwg wKQyB ej‡Z cviwQ bv| ytwLZ|Õ

†n‡m †djj ivbv| Ôbv, bv| AZ ytL cvIqvi wK Av‡Q? hw` Gi g‡a¨ G‡m nvwRi nq Zvn‡j Avgvi wVKvbvUv I‡K w`‡j myLx ne| nßvLv‡bK AvwQ †fwb‡m|Õ

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K‡i P‡j‡Q Iiv wZbRb| †KD gyL Zz‡j PvBj bv| I‡`i w`‡K Bw½Z K‡i ivbv ejj, Ô†ek ivZ ch©šÍ KvR nq eywS Avcbvi GLv‡b?Õ

Ônu v| wmRb Pj‡Q wKbv, GMv‡ivUvi mgq eÜ Kwi AvRKvj|Õ

ÔI evev! A‡bK ivZ| ZLb Avwg nq‡Zv †d¬vwiqv‡b K¨vev‡i †`LwQ|Õ †g‡qwU hv‡Z ïb‡Z cvq †mR‡b¨ MjvUv GKUz Pwo‡q w`j ivbv †k‡li w`‡K| ÔAv”Qv, Pwj, Avevi †`Lv n‡e|Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 37

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†_‡K †e‡ivevi mgq †jvKUv‡K †`‡L‡Q bv †m? nVvr g‡b coj wMjwU wgTv‡K wb‡q LvIqv †m‡i evmvq wdievi mgqI GKUv weª‡Ri Ici †`‡L‡Q †m †jvKUv‡K GK bRi| GLv‡bI †mB GKB †jvK| e¨vcvi wK? AbymiY Ki‡Q? †PnvivUv GKUz fvj K‡i †`‡L ivLv `iKvi| mvgvb¨ GKUz KvZ n‡q emj ivbv hv‡Z Aj‡¶¨ j¶¨ Kiv hvq †jvKUv‡K|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 39

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 41

coj ivbvI| †ek wKQy ~i wM‡q SU& K‡i †cQ‡b wdij ivbv GKevi| wKšÍz Zvi Av‡MB m‡i †M‡Q †gvUv †jvKUv GKUv †`qv‡ji Avov‡j| Kvb †c‡Z ivbvi cv‡qi kã ïb‡Q †m|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 43

we y r‡e‡M GK cv GwM‡q Gj †jvKUv, ivbvi nvZUv †ei K‡i Avbvi Av‡MB cÖPÊ †Rv‡i Nywm gvij ivbvi †c‡U|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 45

Kcv‡j wK NUj †K Rv‡b! ÔwQbZvB n‡q‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †g‡qUv| Ô†mB iKgB g‡b n‡”Q|Õ iv‡M †d‡U coj †g‡qUvi m½x| ÔAvðh© GB

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ivbvi g‡b coj Ac~e© my›`ix GKUv †g‡qi cv‡k e‡m G‡m‡Q †m wj‡Wv †_‡K †fwbm| yÕGK UzK‡iv AvjvcI n‡qwQj| †Kvb iKg NwbôZvi †Póv K‡iwb †m Kv‡R Avm‡Q e‡j, wKšÍz ¯úó Abyfe K‡iwQj Avðh© GK Av‡gvN AvKl©‡Y Uvb‡Q †g‡qUv I‡K| ZvRv, Dò GKUv AvKl©Y Av‡Q †g‡qUvi

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g‡a¨| ÔwP‡bwQ Gevi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKšÍz Avcbviv wK BUvwjqvb

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D¾¡j Av‡jvq G‡m ivbv †`Lj, fvB-†ev‡bi cÖvq GKB †Pnviv| †ev‡bi Ici fvB‡qi cÖfve, bv fvB‡qi Ici †ev‡bi cÖfve †evSv †Mj bv| yR‡bB †`L‡Z fvj| evBk †_‡K mvZv‡ki g‡a¨ eqm| PKP‡K eyw×`xß †PvL, gy‡L †Kvgj GKUv AgvwqK fve, mvR‡cvkvK me©vaywbK, `vgx|

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ÔAvcwb y ©všÍ †jvK, wmbi gvmy ivbv,Õ ejj †g‡qUv| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 47

Ô†Pvqv‡j-Kcv‡j †h `vM †`LwQ Zv‡Z AvNv‡Zi cwigvY eyS‡Z Amywe‡a n‡”Q bv| GZeo AvNvZ nRg KivUv †mvRv K_v bq!Õ

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gvwhwbi cwiPq †R‡b †M‡Q Iiv? a‡i †d‡j‡Q I‡K? AZ¨vPv‡ii gy‡L hv Rv‡b e‡j w`‡Z eva¨ n‡e Rywj Zvn‡j? aiv c‡o hv‡e AvZ¥‡MvcbKvix Awbj?

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Z‡e Gevi AvµgY †hw`K †_‡KB AvmyK bv †Kb, AZ mnR n‡e bv I‡K Kvey Kiv| GLb GKgvÎ fq cywjm‡K| GB me hš¿cvwZ mn cywj‡mi nv‡Z aiv co‡j ev‡ivUv †e‡R hv‡e Ii|

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GKUv Nb QvB i‡Oi kvU© I c¨v›U c‡i G‡m `uvovj `iRvi Kv‡Q wMjwU wgTv| cÖ ÍzZ| Ô†KvZvD Pj‡jb, m¨vi? Avgv‡K †b‡eb?Õ

ivbv bv wb‡jI †m †h †Mvc‡b AbymiY Ki‡e I‡K Zv‡Z †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| g„ y †n‡m mvq w`j ivbv| myPBUvi w`‡K Bw½Z K‡i ejj, ÔevwZUv wbwf‡q `vI †`wL?Õ

NiUv AÜKvi n‡q †h‡ZB Rvbvjvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj ivbv, c ©vUv duvK Kij| cwi®‹vi †`Lv hv‡”Q iv¯Ív|

ivZ GLb †mvqv GKUvi Kg bq| wKšÍz GLbI `‡j `‡j we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 49

P‡j‡Q Uz wi÷iv mvb gv‡K©vi w`‡K| MwZ A‡c¶vK…Z k −_, GB hv ZdvrцjvKRb cÖPyi iv¯Ívq|

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†_‡K †cQ‡b †j‡M i‡q‡Q e¨vUv|Õ Ô†m fvi Avgvi Ici †Q‡o w`b, m¨vi| †Nvj LvB‡q †Q‡o

†`e kvjv‡K|Õ Ôbv| K¨vj‡Kwkqvb †Nv‡j Pj‡e bv, I XvKvB †Nvj †L‡Z

Pvq| hv Kivi AvwgB Kie| †Zvgv‡K Rvbv‡bvi D‡Ïk¨ n‡jv Ii Dcw ’wZ †Ui bv cvIqvi fvb Ki‡Z n‡e| NyYv¶‡iI †Ui cv‡e bv Zzwg †h †KD Avgv‡`i‡K AbymiY Ki‡Q|Õ

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†`Lj ivbv, _v‡gi Mv‡q †Vjv w`‡q †mvRv n‡q †Mj j¤^v

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†jvKUv| Avbg‡b nuvU‡Q I‡`i †cQb †cQb| ÔLye mi“ GKUv Mwj‡Z wb‡q P‡jv †`wL cÖ_‡g| e¨vUv‡K

Lmv‡Z n‡e Av‡M|Õ euv w`‡Ki GKUv Mwj‡Z Xz‡K coj wMjwU wgTv| †MvjK

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GKMvj †n‡m iIbv n‡jv wMjwU wgTv| wg‡k †Mj mi“ Mwji cÖvqvÜKv‡i| cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ uvwo‡q iBj ivbv| wVK GK wgwbU ciB mv`v Uzwc †`Lv †Mj|

mveav‡b gv_vUv mvg‡b †ei Kij AbymiYKvix, Kvb †c‡Z ïbj cv‡qi kã, Zvici wbwðšÍ g‡b iIbv w`j Mwjc‡_|

`ovg K‡i cÖPÊ †Rv‡i GKUv jvw_ coj †jvKUvi †Pvqv‡ji Ici| fqvbK fv‡e Vz‡K †Mj gv_vUv cv‡ki †`qv‡j| GZ †Rv‡i kã n‡jv †h fq †cj ivbv Lywj †d‡U †M‡Q g‡b K‡i| PU K‡i a‡i †djj †jvKUvi Ávbnxb †`nUv, Av‡¯Í ïB‡q w`j gvwU‡Z|

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Ô†`‡Lv|Õ ª“Z nvZ Pvwj‡q †jvKUvi me c‡KU mvP© Kij wMjwU

wgTv| wKQyB cvIqv †Mj bv hv w`‡q cwiPq Rvbv hvq| euv eM‡ji wb‡P GKUv Lv‡c †cviv †_ªvBs bvBd| i‡³i wPý †Ui

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 51

†cj ivbv Qywii †e−‡W| †mvRv n‡q D‡V uvovj ivbv| hZ ~i g‡b n‡”Q, GLb NÈv

Lv‡bK wbwð‡šÍ Ny‡gv‡e †jvKUv| ÔGevi P‡jv gb‡W‡jvi w`‡K| Rjw`|Õ wgwbU `‡kK G Mwj I Mwj a‡i nuvUvi ci eo iv¯Ívq

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G‡Mvj †m mk‡ã `yR‡bi cv †d‡j †d‡j| PycPvc uvwo‡q iBj ivbv| GK wgwbU cvi n‡q †Mj|

KviI †`Lv †bB| yR‡biB m‡›`‡n fzj n‡Z cv‡i? Zvi wb‡Ri gbUv m‡›`ncÖeY n‡q i‡q‡Q, m‡Ü †_‡K †ek K‡qKUv NUbv N‡U †M‡Q e‡j AwZ mZK© n‡q i‡q‡Q Bw› ªq¸‡jv, fzj nIqv A ^vfvweK bq; wKšÍz wMjwU wgTvi fzj n‡e †Kb? ewÎk eQ‡ii AwfÁZv i‡q‡Q wMjwU wgTvi| f‡q f‡q, jywK‡q, cvwj‡q, mveav‡b KvwU‡q‡Q †m †Pv‡ii Rxeb ewÎkUv eQi| Ii mRvM †PvL fzj Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| Kv‡RB A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| ˆah© ai‡Z n‡e| mvgvb¨ fz‡j A‡bK ¶wZ n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i|

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~‡i wMjwU wgTvi cv‡qi kã †kvbv hv‡”Q GLbI AveQv fv‡e| weª‡Ri †kl gv_vq P‡j †M‡Q †m, GLwb †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e Icv‡i| wVK g‡b n‡”Q yRb †jvK †nu‡U P‡j hv‡”Q|

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Zvi gv‡b †jvKUv AvPgKv Amveavb cw_‡Ki me© ^ AcniYKvix bq| mv`v Avi Kv‡jv wg‡jwg‡k KvR Ki‡Q| Lye m¤¢e Ii †cQ‡b jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q GB yRb‡K wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−xi †`vKvb †_‡K †e‡ivevi ciciB|

†jvKUvi c`‡¶‡c AwZ mZK©Zvi j¶Y †Ui †cj ivbv| Lye m¤¢e mv`v m½xi inm¨RbK AšÍa©v‡b hvi ci bvB DwØMœ n‡q i‡q‡Q †m wfZ‡i wfZ‡i| wKQy ~i GwM‡q uvwo‡q coj †jvKUv, †P‡q iBj Lv‡ji w`‡K| Avm‡j cv‡qi kã †kvbvi †Póv Ki‡Q †m| c‡b‡iv †m‡KÛ PycPvc `uvwo‡q †_‡K Avevi Pj‡Z ïi“ Kij| wcQy wd‡i PvBj GKevi, Avevi G‡Mvj|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 53

w`j ivbv †jvKUvi Nv‡o| Ô†KuDÕ K‡i GKUv fqvZ© kã †e‡ivj †jvKUvi Mjv w`‡q| GK jv‡d m‡i †Mj wZbnvZ Zdv‡Z, Ges Ny‡i uvovj|

ÔwKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv, wmbi| g¨vP Av‡Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q?Õ we¯§‡qi †NviUv KvwU‡q DV‡Z yB †m‡K‡Ûi †ewk jvMj

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†jvKUvi cvj&m& †`‡L wbwðšÍ n‡q mvP© Kij Ii cÖ‡Z¨KUv c‡KU| wnc c‡KU †_‡K †e‡ivj ivbvi gvwbe¨vM| Avi †Kv_vI D‡j−L‡hvM¨ wKQyB cvIqv †Mj bv| †nvj÷v‡i †_ªvBs bvBdUv †bB †`‡L ivbvi †PvL †Mj †jvKUvi Wvb nv‡Zi w`‡K| AÁvb Ae¯’v‡ZI aiv Av‡Q QywiUv Qyu‡o gvivi fw½‡Z|

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ÔGevi †Kvb& w`‡K?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔAvmyb Avgvi wcQy wcQy|Õ MwjUv a‡i †ek wKQy ~i wM‡q GKUv A‡c¶vK…Z mi“

Mwj‡Z XzKj wMjwU wgTv| ejj, ÔGB‡UB|Õ G Mwji yB av‡i kZ kZ eQ‡ii cyiv‡bv Szi Sz‡i fvOv

me evwo| g‡b nq GLywb ûogyo K‡i Nv‡oi Ici co‡e eywS| GKwU evwZ †bB †Kvb evwoi Rvbvjvq| c‡KU †_‡K UP©Uv †ei Kij ivbv|

ÔGme evmvq †Kvb †jvK Av‡P e‡j g‡b nq bv, m¨vi|Õ ÔZvB †Zv g‡b n‡”Q,Õ ejj ivbv wbPy Mjvq| ÔLye m¤¢e me

†f‡O Avevi bZzb K‡i evwo †Zvjv n‡e e‡j †jvKRb mwi‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ GKUv †`qv‡ji Mv‡q †jLv b¤^i †`‡L G‡Mvj ivbv mvg‡b| ÔmuvBwÎk b¤^iUv AviI Av‡M e‡j g‡b n‡”Q|Õ

wZb‡U evwo †Q‡oB cvIqv †Mj evwoUv| †`vZjv evwo| c −v÷vi L‡m hvIqvq uvZ †ei K‡i nvm‡Q jvj jvj BuU| †Vjv w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj `iRvUv wbtk‡ã| GZ wbtk‡ã Lyjj †h _g‡K †Mj ivbv GKUz| PU K‡i U‡P©i Av‡jvUv P‡j †Mj `iRvi wn‡Ä|

Ô†Zj †`vqv n‡q‡P m¨vi,Õ ejj wMjwU wgTv wdmwdm we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 55

K‡i| Ôg‡b n‡”P †jvK Av‡P|Õ wfZ‡i Av‡jv †djj ivbv| GKUv mi“ c¨v‡mR w`‡q wKQy

~i wM‡q euv cv‡k †`vZjvq DVevi wmuwo| ÔZzwg GLv‡bB A‡c¶v K‡iv, Avwg XzKwQ wfZ‡i,Õ ejj

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mveavb Kij wMjwU wgTv| ÔGKUz mveav‡b cv †dj‡eb, m¨vi| cPv Kv‡U cv co‡j G‡Kev‡i Scvr K‡i co‡eb cvwb‡Z| wb‡P cvwb|Õ

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wmuwoi cv‡kB GKZjvq †XvKvi `iRv| Av‡¯Í K‡i n¨v‡Û‡j Pvc w`‡q †Vjv w`j ivbv `iRvUv| Ku v...P K‡i wew”Qwi GKUv kã K‡i duvK n‡q †Mj `iRv| PU& K‡i N‡ii Pvicv‡k Av‡jv eyjvj ivbv| †KD †bB N‡i| AmsL¨ Szj, Avi ay‡jv| †Kgb GKUv f¨vcmv MÜ Gj bv‡K| cÖKvÊ GKUv gvKomv momo K‡i m‡i wM‡q GKUv Ny‡Y LvIqv cPv Z³vi wb‡P AvZ¥‡Mvcb Kij| `iRvUv wfwo‡q w`‡q wmuwoi avc cix¶v Kij ivbv| ay‡jv R‡g Av‡Q wmuwo‡ZI| cv‡qi Qvc †`‡L cwi®‹vi †evSv †Mj yÕGK w`‡bi g‡a¨B GKvwaK †jvK IVvbvgv K‡i‡Q G wmuwo w`‡q| GK AvaUv nvB wn‡ji QvcI †`Lv hv‡”Q AveQv fv‡e|

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mveav‡b Kv‡Vi wmuwo‡Z †Kvb iKg AvIqvR bv K‡i D‡V Gj ivbv †`vZjvq| y‡Uv `iRv †`Lv hv‡”Q|

Kvb cvZj ivbv| PycPvc uvwo‡q _vKj AvawgwbU| bvK WvKv †Zv ~‡ii K_v KviI wbtk¦vm cZ‡biI kã †bB| wbSzgcyix| cÖ_g `iRvi n¨v‡Û‡j Pvc w`j †m| wbtk‡ã Ly‡j †Mj `iRv|

`iRvUv yB Bw duvK n‡ZB nVvr GKUv kã n‡jv N‡ii wfZi| Avoó n‡q †Mj ivbv| LPgP K‡i KvMR bvovi kã n‡jv, Zvici g„`y GKUv ayc|

UP©Uv wbwf‡qB PU& K‡i m‡i †Mj ivbv `iRvi mvg‡b †_‡K| Wvb nv‡Z †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q w÷‡j‡Uv| wظY n‡q †M‡Q ey‡Ki wfZi wXewXe kã| Avevi LPgP AvIqvR| Avevi GKUv g„ y ayc kã| cigyn‚‡Z© wKPwgP K‡i †W‡K DVj Quy‡Pv|

nuvc Qvoj ivbv| Quy‡Pvi †KËb| cv w`‡q Kcv‡Ui Mv‡q GKUv †Vjv w`‡qB Av‡jv †djj

†m N‡ii wfZi| cÖKvÊ GKUv Qyu‡Pv| _ZgZ †L‡q †Mj cÖ_gUvq, Zvici

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g¯Í eo GKUv K`vKvi gvKomv Lye m¤¢e i³ PvUwQj, ivbv‡K

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 57

G‡Mv‡Z †`‡L fq †cj| momo K‡i Rywji ey‡Ki Ici w`‡q †nu‡U wM‡q jy‡Kvevi †Póv Kij Nv‡oi cv‡k Py‡ji AÜKv‡i, RvqMvUv cQ›` n‡jv bv, wPeyK †e‡q D‡V Ii bvK, gyL Avi †Lvjv †Pv‡Li wfZi †jvgk cv †d‡j Kcv‡j DVj, †mLvb †_‡K GKjv‡d †g‡S‡Z c‡o myo–r K‡i Xz‡K †Mj yB Z³vi duv‡K GKUv M‡Z©| †hgb wQj †Zgwb ï‡q Av‡Q Rywj| w ’i|

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I‡K wcwU‡q AÁvb K‡i †d‡j †i‡L wbðqB wcQy avIqv K‡i a‡iwQj Rywj‡K Iiv yRb| Zvici wbh©vZb K‡i †R‡b wb‡q‡Q Awb‡ji wVKvbv| GLv‡b wb‡q G‡m †g‡i †i‡L †M‡Q| Awbj‡K GLv‡b †c‡qwQj Iiv? wbðqB cv‡ki NiUvq wQj Awbj? Av‡Q?

Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| `iRvUv eÜ K‡i mveav‡b Pvc w`j cv‡ki `iRvi n¨v‡Ûj| `iRvUv GK Bw duvK K‡i †mLv‡b Kvb cvZj| †Kvb kã †bB| Zvn‡j wK Awbj‡KI...

Avi GK Bw duvK K‡iB `iRvi duv‡K UP© aij ivbv| PU& K‡i Nywi‡q Avbj Av‡jvUv mviv N‡i| GK bR‡i eyS‡Z

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58 gvmy ivbvÐ33

cvij GUvB Awb‡ji Ni| GKUv K¨v¤ú Lv‡Ui Ici y‡Uv K¤^j weQv‡bv, cv‡kB

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†KD †bB N‡i| N‡ii wfZi P‡j Gj ivbv| †gvgevwZUv R¡vjj| PvBj

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 59

Zvn‡j PvR©kxU `vwLj Ki‡e Awb‡jiB wei“‡×| nVvr g‡bi g‡a¨ GKUv cÖkœ D`q n‡ZB Pg‡K DVj ivbv|

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60 gvmy ivbvÐ33

jvwM‡q w`‡q jywK‡q c‡ov KvQvKvwQ †Kvb evwo‡Z| hw` †`‡Lv G evwo‡ZB XzK‡Q cywjm, Zvn‡j †Zvgvi cu vPvi WvKUv GKevi †W‡K evmvq wd‡i hv‡e| hvI|Õ

GKUz BZ¯ÍZ Kij wMjwU wgTv ivbvi wbivcËvi K_v †f‡e, wKšÍz ZK© Kij bv| ª“Zcv‡q †b‡g †Mj wmuwo †e‡q| Avawgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B eªxd‡Km nv‡Z bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv wmuwo †e‡q|

wVK gvSvgvwS RvqMvq †cuŠ‡QB ïb‡Z †cj cu vPvi WvK| evwK K‡qK avc cÖvq D‡o †b‡g Gj †m| `ovg K‡i Ly‡j †Mj evB‡ii `iRvUv| cuvP QÕUv U‡P©i D¾¡j Av‡jvq w`‡bi gZ Av‡jvwKZ n‡q †Mj mi“ c¨v‡mRUv|

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wmuwoi cv‡ki `iRvi n¨v‡Û‡j Pvc w`j ivbv| Ku vP kã K‡i Lyjj GKUv KevU| Xz‡K coj wfZ‡i| `iRvUv eÜ Kievi mvnm n‡jv bv Avi| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q †mu‡U m‡i †Mj yÕcv|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 61

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wQjvg, jvkUv wb‡q Iiv we‡`q n‡ZB Avevi wM‡q XzuKjvg IB evwoUvq| Avcbv‡K †KvZvD Luy‡R bv †c‡q Lvj a‡i a‡i G ch©šÍ G‡qwP| †`wK Kzgxi †`Kv hvq| ZvB †Wuwo‡q iBwP| g‡b Kijyg, bZzb gvbyl, GB kn‡ii MwjNyuwP wP‡b evmvq †div Kó n‡e Avcbvi c‡¶| GB †fRv Kvc‡o KvD‡K wKPy wR‡Mm Ki‡Z †M‡jD m‡›`v Ki‡e| ZvQvov iv¯Ívq †jvK †KvZvq †h wR‡Ám...Õ

ivbvi Kvb Lvwj †c‡q †c‡Ui g‡a¨ hZ K_v Av‡Q me †S‡o bvgvevi Dcµg Kij wMjwU wgTv| eKeKvwb‡Z Kvb bv w`‡q ª“Z Kvco Qvo‡Q ivbv| Awb‡ji kvU© Ges c¨v›U c‡i wbj I| jwÛªi wPý i‡q‡Q e‡j wb‡q G‡m‡Q †m G¸‡jv eªxd‡K‡mi g‡a¨ K‡i| AvOyj eywj‡q Pyj¸‡jv †gvUvgywU wVK K‡i wb‡q cvo †e‡q D‡V Gj †m iv¯Ívq|

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ª“Z cv‡q wd‡i hv‡”Q Iiv evmvi w`‡K| c‡_ AvMv‡Mvov meUv e¨vcvi ejj ivbv wMjwU wgTv‡K| me ï‡b ¸g n‡q †Mj wMjwU wgTv| †ek wKQy¶Y PycPvc wPšÍv Kievi ci ejj, Ôg¯Í Mu vovK‡j Rwo‡q c‡o‡Pb, m¨vi| GB we‡`k wef‚uB‡q KviI mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e bvÑbv BwÛqv, bv evsjv‡`k| Gw`‡K †KmUvi †Kvb myivnv nevi †Zv †Kvb nw`m †`KwP bv| Awbj evey‡K †c‡j bvnvq...Õ

Ô†c‡ZB n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ Ô†KvZvq LuyR‡eb? m~Î hv wQj me †Zv wQu‡o †Mj|

†KvZvq cv‡eb Ibv‡K A‡›`vKvi nvZ‡o?Õ ÔwVKB e‡jQ| GLb GKgvÎ Dcvq n‡”Q IB †g‡qUvi

AvZ¥xq- ^R‡bi KvD‡K Luy‡R †ei Kiv| Zv‡`i Kv‡Q wbðqB wKQy bv wKQy Z_¨ cvIqv hv‡e| nq‡Zv †Kvb c_ cvIqv †h‡Z cv‡i G‡Mvevi|Õ

mvb gv‡K©vi †cUv Nwo‡Z wVK hLb wZb‡U NÈv coj ZLb †cuŠQj Iiv evmvq|

wekªvg `iKvi| wMjwU wgTv‡K Zvi N‡i cvwV‡q w`‡q wb‡Ri N‡i G‡m XzKj ivbv| cÖ_‡gB Rvgv-Kvco †Q‡o kvIqv‡ii wb‡P wfRj †m wgwbU cuv‡PK, Zvici Mv-nvZ-cv gy‡Q c‡i wbj Ny‡gvevi †cvkvK| Lv‡Ui wKbv‡i e‡m GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj| åƒ KuyP‡K †g‡Si w`‡K †P‡q i‡q‡Q †m|

euv nv‡Z †PvqvjUv Wj‡Z Wj‡Z m‡Ü †_‡K G ch©šÍ me¸‡jv NUbv AvMv‡Mvov ch©v‡jvPbv Kij †m g‡b g‡b| A‡bK NUbvB NUj, wKšÍz KZUv G‡Mv‡Z †c‡i‡Q I? GUzKz wbwðZ fv‡e Rvbv †M‡Q †h †fwb‡mB wQj Awbj GB wKQy¶Y Av‡M ch©šÍ| e¨m| I‡K D×vi Kievi e¨vcv‡i †h wZwg‡i wQj †mB wZwg‡iB i‡q‡Q I GLbI| G‡Mv‡Z cv‡iwb GK cv-

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 63

I| †eu‡P Av‡Q Awbj? bvwK †g‡qUvi gZ Zv‡KI †kl K‡i

†djv n‡q‡Q? Kviv KvR Ki‡Q Ii wei“‡×? cywjm Lei †cj wKfv‡e? gnv Sv‡gjv n‡q †hZ hw` I

aiv coZ IB evwo‡Z cywj‡mi nv‡Z| I‡K Sv‡gjvq †djvi R‡b¨B wK Lei †`qv n‡qwQj cywj‡m? Z…Zxq †Kvb AbymiYKvix wQj, I‡K IB evwo‡Z XzK‡Z †`‡LB †h †dvb K‡i‡Q cywj‡m? bvwK cywjmB RwoZ Av‡Q G e¨vcv‡i?

Pj‡Z Pj‡Z nVvr †hb GKUv cÖKvÊ DuPy cÖvPx‡ii mvg‡b nvwRi n‡q‡Q ivbv| G‡Mvevi †Zv bqB, fvebviI †Kvb c_ cv‡”Q bv| Lv‡gvKv †`qv‡ji Mv‡q gv_v Vz‡K jvf †bB| Zvi †P‡q GKUv Nyg w`‡q Pv½v K‡i †bqv `iKvi kixiUv|

ï‡q coj ivbv| †PvL eyR‡ZB †f‡m DVj Ii †Pv‡Li mvg‡b Rywj gvwhwbi jvkUv|

†Kb cÖvY w`‡Z n‡jv †g‡qUv‡K? mvZ Rywj gvwhwbi wVKvbv †ei Kievi GKUv eyw× †L‡j‡Q ivbvi gv_vq| wKšÍz wb‡R †M‡j Pj‡e bv, wP‡b †dj‡e, ZvB wkwL‡q cwo‡q evB‡i cvVvj †m wMjwU wgTv‡K| AvUUvq †ewi‡q †Mj wMjwU wgTv, mv‡o AvUUvi w`‡K †ewi‡q coj ivbvI| †`oUv- y‡Uvi Av‡M wdi‡e bv wMjwU wgTv, ZZ¶Y PycPvc e‡m bv †_‡K fvej GKUz Ny‡i wd‡i G‡j g›` nq bv|

Mb‡Wvjv †÷k‡bi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡QB GKUv wgwó my‡ijv K‡É wb‡Ri bvg ï‡b _g‡K uvovj ivbv|

Ôwmbi gvmy ivbv bv?Õ

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jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv| wSKwgK Ki‡Q mKv‡ji †iv‡`, †hb PKP‡K wmwK| gy‡L D¾¡j nvwm, †Pv‡L we y r| g‡b g‡b wb‡Ri Kcvj‡K ab¨ev` w`j ivbv| wKšÍz GLb fRv‡Z cvi‡j nq| gayi nvwm nvmj ivbv|

ÔAv‡i! Avcwb! wK Lei? Ôfvj−vMwQj bv, P‡j Gjvg LvwbK¶Y Mb‡Wvjvq P‡o

†hw`K Lywk Nyie g‡b K‡i| Avcbvi †Pvqv‡ji Ae ’v wK iKg?Õ

Ô†m‡i †M‡Q cÖvq| †e`g Nywg‡qwQ Kvj mvivivZ| Zv Avcbvi fvB †Kv_vq?Õ

ÔI e¨ Í Av‡Q Ii e¨emv wb‡q| Avgvi Kievi wKQyB †bB e‡j †ewi‡q c‡owQ| GKevi fvewQjvg Avcbvi evmvq wM‡q †`wL Avcwb e¨ Í Av‡Qb wKbv, Zvici Avevi fvejvg wK Avevi g‡b Ki‡eb Avcwb...Õ

ÔwK g‡b Kie Avevi? G †Zv Avb‡›`i K_v| Pjyb bv?Õ Ô†`Lv †Zv n‡qB †Mj| †Kv_vq P‡jwQ‡jb? Kv‡R?Õ Ôbvn&, AvgviI Avcbvi gZ GKB mgm¨v| mgq KvUwQj

bv e‡j P‡jwQjvg KwjIwbi ÷¨vPy †`L‡Z| hv‡eb bvwK? Mb‡Wvjv PovI n‡e, GKUv gnr m„wóI †`‡L Avmv hv‡e|Õ

ivwR n‡q †Mj †g‡qUv| GZ mn‡R ivwR n‡q hvIqvq ivbv PU K‡i †f‡e wbj GKevi, fzj n‡q †Mj wKbv| evmvq wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡j me‡P‡q fvj nZ, ejv hvq bv, nq‡Zv ivwRI n‡q †h‡Z cviZ| hvB †nvK, eowk‡Z hLb Muv_v †M‡Q, LvwbK †Ljv‡jB D‡V Avm‡e WvOvq| AwZ AvMÖn †`Lv‡j G‡Kev‡i dm‡K hvIqviI m¤¢vebv Av‡Q| wb‡R‡K cÖ‡eva w`j †m, ax‡i, eÜz ax‡i|

gv_v SuywK‡q Awfev`b Kij cÖKvÊ †Pnvivi GKRb we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 65

Mb‡Wvwjqvi| Dwbk wek eQ‡ii †QvKiv, wKšÍz Zvi †ckx †`L‡j wns‡mi D‡ ªK n‡e †h †Kvb cvKv‡cv³ ewW-weìv‡ii| nvZ a‡i Mb‡Wvjvq DV‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv jyBmv‡K| GKUz †hb †ewk gvÎvq fq †cj †g‡qUv Mb‡WvjvUv y‡j IVvq, cÖvq Rwo‡q aij ivbv‡K, e‡m coj G‡Kev‡i Ii Mv †Nu‡l|

ÔBj K¨v‡¤úv †WB mvwšÍ wM‡qvfvwbB cvI‡jv,Õ ejj ivbv Mb‡Wvwjqvi‡K|

M¤¢xi gy‡L gv_v bvoj gvwS| †Q‡o w`j Mb‡Wvjv| ÔAvcbvi fvB wK‡mi e¨emv K‡ib?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔKuv‡Pi| mviv BD‡iv‡c ewÎkUv d¨v±wi Av‡Q Avgv‡`i|

d«v‡ÝiUv evevB †`‡Lb, Ab¨vb¨¸‡jv †`‡L wmjwfI|Õ nvmj jyBmv| ÔeQ‡i yevi K‡i Avm‡Z nq I‡K †fwb‡m| Avgvi Aek¨ GB cÖ_g|Õ

ÔKuv‡Pi e¨emv K‡i Avcbvi fvB?Õ ÔAevK n‡”Qb e‡j g‡b n‡”Q? wc‡q‡Îv M−vm d¨v±wii bvg

†kv‡bbwb?Õ wkiwk‡i GKUv Abyf‚wZ n‡jv ivbvi g‡a¨| †g‡qUvi Ei“i

Dò ¯ú‡k©, bv KvRj †Pv‡Li gw`i Pvnwb‡Z, bvwK K_vq? g‡bi †Kv‡Y †Kv_vq †hb Uzs-Uvs K‡i GKUv mveavbx NÈv †e‡R DVj|

ÔmwZ¨ ïwbwb| GKRb we‡`kxi c‡¶...Õ ÔZv wVK| K¨vjKvUvq Avgv‡`i GKUv kvLv Av‡Q|

evsjv‡`‡k †bB| Kv‡RB Avgv‡`i bvg bv RvbviB K_v Avcbvi|Õ

AviI mZK© n‡q †Mj ivbv| †hb K_vi K_v Avjvc Ki‡Q Ggwb fv‡e wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKjKvZv‡ZI †h‡Z nq bvwK Avcbvi fvB‡K?Õ

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Ôbv| †Mvovi w`‡K yevi-GKevi †h‡Z n‡qwQj, GLb ILvbKvi Kg©PvixivB †`Lv‡kvbv K‡i|Õ

ÔGLv‡b †fwbwkqvb KuvP wKb‡Z G‡m‡Qb eywS?Õ Ônu¨v| wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x GLv‡b Avgv‡`i GKUv G‡R›U|

Gi bvgI wbðqB †kv‡bbwb Avcwb?Õ wfZi wfZi wWMevwR †L‡q D‡V‡Q ivbv| gv_v bvoj

wbi“rmyK fw½‡Z| Ôg‡b co‡Q bv| `ytwLZ|Õ UzwKUvwK K_v n‡jv wKQy¶Y, Zvici nVvr Av›`v‡R GKUv

wXj Quyoj ivbv| ÔAv”Qv, Rywj gvwhwb bv‡g GKUv †g‡q †evanq KvR K‡i cv‡mj−xi †`vKv‡b?Õ

ÔwVK e‡j‡Qb| I‡K wPb‡jb wK K‡i?Õ AevK y‡PvL †g‡j aij jyBmv ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K|

ÔAvgvi GK eÜzi gy‡L bvg ï‡bwQ| †cÖg Av‡Q yR‡bi|Õ ÔKvi K_v ej‡Qb Avcwb? Awbj P¨vUvRx©?Õ Ô†P‡bb bvwK I‡K?Õ weùvwiZ ivbvi †PvL| ÔwPwb gv‡b? Avgvi fvB‡qi Nwbô eÜz| LyeB AgvwqK

f ª‡jvK|Õ wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB mvg‡b Suy‡K Gj ivbv wKQyUv| ÔK‡e †kl †`Lv n‡q‡Q Avcbv‡`i Ii mv‡_?Õ Ôw`b wZ‡bK Av‡M| †Kb?Õ nVvr Avo‡Pv‡L Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii w`‡K †P‡q ¯Íw¤¢Z n‡q

†Mj ivbv| wK ïb‡Q †jvKUv? ˆeVvUv k~‡b¨ aiv, evB‡Z fz‡j †M‡Q, mvg‡bi w`‡K Suy‡K nuv K‡i ïb‡Q I‡`i K_v| Nvo wdwi‡q PvBj Ii w`‡K ivbv| ejj, ÔwKQy ej‡e Zzwg?Õ

mswer wd‡i †c‡q †mvRv n‡q †Mj †Q‡jUv, gv_v †b‡o wb‡la K‡i Avevi gb w`j Kv‡R|

ÔwK bvg †Zvgvi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 67

ÔevwZ Ív|Õ M¤¢xi gy‡L bvgUv D”PviY K‡iB Ab¨ w`‡K gyL †Nvivj †m| †evSv †Mj Avi †Kvb Avjv‡c †m AvMÖnx bq| GUvI †evSv †Mj, GKwU kãI Gov‡e bv Ii Kvb| mij JrmyK¨!

wbwðšÍ n‡q Avevi gb w`j †m jyBmvi cÖwZ| ÔhvK, †fwb‡mB Av‡Q Zvn‡j|Õ nvwm dz‡U DVj ivbvi

†Vuv‡U| Ô†ek A‡bKw`b †`Lv †bB Ii m‡½| Avwg †h †fwb‡m G‡mwQ Rv‡b bv I| Pg‡K †`qv hv‡e I‡K| Av‡Q †Kv_vq I?Õ

ÔwZbw`b Av‡M GLv‡b wQj,Õ GKUz †hb DwØMœ †`Lv‡”Q jyBmvi †PvL-gyL| ÔI‡K †`‡L †ek fqB †c‡q wM‡qwQjvg Gevi Avwg Avi wmjwfI| g‡b n‡jv †Kvb wec‡`i g‡a¨ Av‡Q I|Õ

Ôwec`? Zvi gv‡b?Õ ÔGgb Zvovû‡ov K‡i P‡j †Mj, †Kgb GKUz AcÖK…wZ ’

g‡b n‡jv Avgvi Kv‡Q| wmjwfI‡K ejjvg, I ejj, I-I j¶ K‡i‡Q e¨vcviUv| A ^vfvweK PÂj †`Lvw”Qj I‡K|Õ

ÔZvovû‡ov K‡i †Kv_vq P‡j †Mj?Õ Ôc¨vwim| wZbw`b Av‡M c¨vwi‡m P‡j †M‡Q Awbj|Õ wbiwZkq nZvk n‡jv ivbv| Ôayk kvjv, †`Lv n‡jv bv Z‡e

Gevi|Õ MšÍe¨ ’‡j †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q Mb‡Wvjv| cÖm½ cwieZ©b Kij ivbv| ÔGB †h G‡m †MwQ|Õ nvZ a‡i bvgvj jyBmv‡K| †Q‡jUv‡K ejj, ÔZzwg A‡c¶v Ki‡e, bv fvov wb‡q we`vq n‡Z PvI?Õ

ÔA‡c¶v Kie|Õ M¤¢xi gy‡L †bŠ‡KvUv euva‡Q †Q‡jUv| B‡Kv‡qw÷ªqvb-÷¨vPyi Ici bvwZ`xN© e³…Zv w`j ivbv|

g‡bi g‡a¨ m¤ú~Y© wfbœ Lv‡Z P‡j‡Q Ab¨ wPšÍv| gy‡L †m

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AbM©j e‡j P‡j‡Q KwjIwb †K wQj, †Kgb fv‡e wjIbv‡ ©v `v wfwÂi ¸i“ †f‡ivwkI ˆZwi K‡iwQj GB g~wZ©| Rvbvj, c„w_ex‡Z GB Ac~e© g~wZ©i mgK¶ Avi GKwU gvÎ g~wZ© Av‡Q, †mUv n‡”Q †Wvbv‡U‡jvi MvUv‡gjvUv|

g‡bi g‡a¨ wPšÍv P‡j‡Q, Awb‡ji cÖm½ D‡V cov GKUv ˆ`e-ms‡hvM, bv B”QvK…Z e¨vcvi? Mb‡Wvjv †÷k‡b nVvr †`Lv n‡q †M‡Q jyBmvi m‡½, bv G †`LvUv c~e©-cwiKwíZ? MZ iv‡Z c_ nvwi‡q ivbv‡K AÁvb Ae ’vq Luy‡R †c‡qwQj yÕfvB †evb, bvwK †mUvI mvRv‡bv? Giv wK Awb‡ji kΓc¶,

bv eÜz? jy&Bmv‡K wK cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q ivbv‡K †Pv‡L †Pv‡L ivLvi, wKsev fzwj‡q Ab¨ wKQy‡Z e¨¯Í ivLvi R‡b¨?

bvn& eo †ewk fve‡Q †m| Gme fvebvi †Kvb K‚j wKbviv †bB| mZK© _vK‡j AvcwbB †ewi‡q Avm‡e me wKQy| me© v mZK©, cÖ ÍzZ _vK‡Z n‡e I‡K| eo †ewk RwUj n‡q D‡V‡Q meUv e¨vcvi µ‡g| †mªv‡Z †f‡m †h‡Z n‡e GLb †ek wKQy ~i, bB‡j †evSv hv‡e bv b`xi Rj wVK †Kvb&w`‡K eB‡Q, †Kv_vq N~wY©cvK|

wMR©vUvI †`Lj Iiv Ny‡i wd‡i| KLb †h ivbvi nv‡Z aiv c‡o‡Q Ii nvZUv †Lqvj K‡iwb jyBmv, wKsev †Lqvj bv Kivi fvb K‡i‡Q; KLb †h nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z wbR©b RvqMvq P‡j G‡m‡Q j¶ K‡iwb, j¶ Ki‡Z n‡jv hLb nVvr Ny‡i uvovj ivbv Ii †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L| msev`Uv wVKB †cuŠQj Ii g‡bi Mfx‡i, ivbvi †Pv‡L †h gw`i AvKl©Y †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q Zvi A_© e¨vL¨v K‡i wb‡Z fzj Kij bv| ivbvi euv nvZUv Rwo‡q a‡i‡Q Ii ¶xY KwU| †Pv‡L KcU kvmvwb dzwU‡q Zz‡j †Vuv‡U jvRyK nvwm nvmj jyBmv| A‡gvN AvKl©‡Y †mu‡U †Mj ivbvi Mv‡q| wPeyKUv GKUz DuPy K‡i cÖ ÍzZ n‡jv ywU Z…wlZ Aai|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 69

†PvL y‡Uv †fRv †fRv| †Mvi ’v‡bi wcQ‡b †ek wKQy RvqMv †SvcSvo| gv‡S

gv‡S †e cvZv| wbR©b| †hb wK GK †Nv‡i c‡o P‡j Gj Iiv R½‡ji av‡i| nVvr mswer wd‡i †cj jyBmv, _g‡K uvovj|

ÔGLv‡b bv, c −xR|Õ Ô†Kv_vq?Õ Ô†Zvgvi evmvq|Õ jyBmvi †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L nvmj ivbv| AvbZ n‡jv jyBmvi

„wó, ivbvi †Kv‡Ui GKUv †evZvg LuyU‡Q| wPeyK a‡i gyLUv DuPy Kij ivbv|

ÔK‡e? KLb?Õ Reve w`j bv jyBmv| euv nv‡Z Rwo‡q aij ivbvi KbyB,

Uvbj Mb‡Wvjvi w`‡K| Pj‡Z ïi“ Kij yRb| Nvo euvwK‡q ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K

PvBj jyBmv| ÔivM K‡ivwb †Zv, ivbv?Õ DËi bv w`‡q nvmj ivbv| ÔivM KiviB K_v Aek¨| BUvwjqvb AvBb wK e‡j

Rv‡bv?Õ ÔwK e‡j?Õ ÔGB †h GKUz Av‡M eviY Kijvg, GB Aciv‡a Avgvi

GK eQ‡ii †Rj n‡q †h‡Z cviZ, hw` Avwg †Zvgvi ¿x nZvg|Õ

Ôhvn&!Õ ÔmwZ¨| †Rj †nvZ Zzwg bvwjk Ki‡j|Õ Ô ^vgx bv n‡qI hw` bvwjk K‡i ewm?Õ

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nv-nv K‡i nvmj jyBmv| ÔZvn‡j †Zvgvi †Rj n‡e| fvjB n‡e|Õ

Mb‡Wvjvq D‡V coj yRb| jyBmvi wjcw÷K gy‡Q hvIqv †Vuv‡Ui w`‡K †P‡q †PvL mwi‡q wbj †QvKiv Mb‡Wvwjqvi| Gi d‡j mPwKZ n‡q DVj jyBmv| PU& K‡i n¨vÛe¨vM Ly‡j †QvÆ GKUv Avqbv †ei K‡i †`Lj wb‡R‡K| KcU iv‡Mi fw½‡Z åƒKzwU Kij ivbvi cÖwZ|

ÔKx Ae ’v K‡i‡Q! `my †Kv_vKvi!Õ GKUv †QvÆ i“gvj †ei K‡i †VuvU gy‡Q wb‡q wb‡R‡K

Avevi †givg‡Zi Kv‡R jvMj jyBmv| wZbw`b Av‡M c¨vwim P‡j †M‡Q AwbjÑK_vUv Pg‡K

w`‡q‡Q Avm‡j ivbv‡K| hw` mwZ¨ nq, Zvn‡j I wg‡Qwg‡QB Luy‡R gi‡Q I‡K GLv‡b| wKšÍz K_vUv wK mwZ¨? fzj Lei †R‡b‡Q jyBmv, bvwK wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q?

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JrmyK¨| nuv K‡i wMj‡Q I‡`i me K_v| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 73

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 75

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Avgvi g‡b n‡”Q wPwV wj‡LwQ Avwg|Õ we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 77

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Kwi e‡jv †Zv?Õ ÔAvgvi g‡b nq †Zvgvi hvIqvB DwPZ| †ePviv GB

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g‡b g‡b ivbv ejj...I‡i Quywo| G †`LwQ †mvwdqv †jv‡ib‡KI nvi gvbv‡e| gy‡L ejj, ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zzwg hw` e‡jv, hve Avwg| wKšÍz wPiKvj ytL †_‡K hv‡e Avgvi g‡b| †Kvbw`b fzj‡Z cvie bv I‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z wM‡q †Zvgv‡K nvwi‡qwQjvg Avwg|Õ

ÔAvgv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e †Kb?Õ GKUz †hb AevK n‡jv jyBmv|

Ôev‡i, n‡e bv? c¨vwim †_‡K Avi †fwb‡m wd‡i Avm‡Z cvie g‡b K‡iQ? Ae ’v fvj †`L‡j Aek¨ Avgvi GK m½xi mv‡_ I‡K KjKvZvq cvwV‡q w`‡q wd‡i Avme Avwg †fwb‡m| wKšÍz Ii Ae ’v hw` hv fvewQ ZvB nq, Zvn‡j I‡K wb‡q †mvRv KjKvZvq †cŠu‡Q w`‡q Zvici wb¯Ívi cve| Zvi gv‡b Lye m¤¢e AvRB †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi †kl †`Lv|Õ KÉ ^iUv Ki“Y K‡i Avbj ivbv †k‡li w`‡K|

Kv‡Q m‡i G‡m ivbvi Kuv‡a gv_v ivLj jyBmv| GK nv‡Z ivbvi Py‡j AvOyj †evjv‡Z †evjv‡Z ejj, ÔG‡mv AvR‡Ki w`bUv‡KB BwZnvm K‡i ivLv hvK| GB nVvr †`Lv, nVvr fvj jvMv, Avi nVvr we‡”Q`‡KB Avgv‡`i Rxe‡bi me‡P‡q ¯§iYxq NUbv K‡i ivwL|Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 81

Avi GKUz m‡i Gj ivbv, Avi GKUz Kv‡Q †U‡b wbj I‡K| Av`‡i Av`‡i ey‡R Gj jyBmvi †PvL|

ivbvi Kv‡bi jwZ‡Z Av‡¯Í GKUv Kvgo w`j jyBmv| ÔKLb hv”Q?Õ Ôwj‡Wv †_‡K GKUv Gqvi-U¨vw· PvU©vi Kie| iIqvbv ne

wVK y‡Uvi mgq|Õ GB LeiUzKzi R‡b¨B †g‡qUvi GLv‡b AvMgb, ivbv

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GKmgq D‡V wM‡q ª“Znv‡Z meKUv Rvbvjvi Kv‡U©b †U‡b w`j Iiv| AveQv Auvavi n‡q †Mj NiUv| cv‡q cv‡q P‡j Gj Lv‡Ui Kv‡Q| fz‡j †Mj ’vb, Kvj, cvÎ|

KLb †h wbtkã cv‡q N‡i Xy‡KwQj wMjwU wgTv, Ava nvZ wRf †K‡U Ôbv AvDhywej−vÕ e‡j Qy‡U cvwj‡q †M‡Q, †UiI †cj bv †KD|

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Reve w`j bv ivbv| K_vUv wek¦vm Ki‡e wK Awek¦vm Ki‡e Zv wb‡q fvej bv GKwUeviI| G †g‡q kΓc‡¶i †g‡q| Rywj gvwhwbi wbg©g nZ¨vi wcQ‡b nvZ Av‡Q GiIцR‡b †nvK, bv †R‡b †nvK, GKwU Rxe‡bi wbôzi cwimgvwßi R‡b¨ `vqx jyBmvI|

ivbvi cÖk¯Í ey‡K gv_v ivLj jyBmv| Ôbv hw` cvI? hw` wM‡q †`‡Lv Avj‡d«‡Wv †nv‡Uj †Q‡o Ab¨ †Kv_vI P‡j †M‡Q Awbj, Zvn‡j? Zvn‡j Avevi wd‡i Avm‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q?Õ

ÔAvm‡Z cvi‡j myLx nZvg jyBmv| wKšÍz †mUv m¤¢e bq| †m‡¶‡Î Luy‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Avgvi I‡K| †hgb K‡i cvwi| wKšÍz †m cÖkœ Avm‡Q †Kb? IB †nv‡U‡jB _vK‡Z e‡jwQ I‡K, ILv‡bB †c‡q hve|Õ

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Bb‡Ww›Us e¨emvi evbv‡bv Mí †kvbvj ivbv mwe Ív‡i| ejj AvMvgxevi hLb BD‡iv‡c Avm‡e ZLb †hgb fv‡e †nvK Luy‡R †ei Ki‡e jyBmv‡K| Avevi wgj‡e yRb, Avevi fvjevm‡e|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 83

ivbv weQvbvq| Ômgq †bB nv‡Z| c¨vK K‡i ˆZwi n‡q wb‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K

`y‡Uvi g‡a¨|Õ ÔP‡j †h‡Z ejQ?Õ Ki“Y „wó‡Z PvBj jyBmv ivbvi

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wgwbU `‡kK PycPvc| Zvici S‡oi †e‡M wbtk¦vm| Zvici dzuwc‡q †Ku‡` DVj jyBmv| yB nv‡Z †PvL †X‡K Kuv`j SiSwi‡q| AevK †Pv‡L †`Lj ivbv †g‡qUv‡K|

yÕwgwb‡UB mvg‡j wb‡q D‡V emj jyBmv Lv‡Ui av‡i| e¨¯Í nv‡Z Rvgv wVK VvK Kij| nv‡Zi †cuvQvq †PvL gyQj evi K‡qK| Zvici †mvRv n‡q uvovj ivbvi mvg‡b| ivbvi GKUv nvZ Zz‡j wb‡q wb‡Ri Mv‡ji Ici †P‡c aij|

Ôfvqv LwÊIm&, gvB Wvwj©s, fvqv LwÊIm&|Õ uvZ w`‡q wb‡Pi †VuvUUv Kvg‡o aij jyBmv| ivbvi nvZ

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K‡i Rj Si‡Q †PvL †_‡K| cwi®‹vi †evSv hv‡”Q Ae¨³ e¨_vq †MvOv‡”Q Ii wfZiUv|

P‡j †Mj jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv|

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G‡KB eywS †gvn e‡j? ivbv Rv‡b, †cÖg bqцgv‡n c‡o‡Q †g‡qUv| wKšÍz GiI `vg Av‡Q, Rxe‡bi Pjvi c‡_ GUvI Zz”Q Kievi e¨vcvi bq| †KvbwKQyB †djbv bq| Gme gvby‡liB g‡bi Awfe¨w³| GLb GUvB mZ¨|

nu v| G Kvbœvq †Kvb †fRvj †bB| AšÍi †_‡KB Avm‡Q GUv|

gv_v Svov w`j ivbv| †K‡U hv‡e| †K‡U hvIqvi R‡b¨B Av‡m †gvn| wKšÍz hw` †Kvbw`b cÖ‡qvRb nq, G †g‡qUvi ey‡K Qywi †XvKv‡Z cvi‡e I? jyBmv cvi‡e Ii Kcvj j¶¨ K‡i wc¯Íj Quyo‡Z? gvby‡li me wKQy‡ZB Kx Avðh© RwUjZv! c − vb-†cÖvMÖvg K‡i ivbv‡K euv`i bvP bvPv‡Z G‡mwQj †g‡qUv| `‡ji †bZv wm×všÍ wb‡q‡Q ivbv‡K †fwbm †_‡K Zvov‡Z n‡e, GLv‡b ivbvi Dcw ’wZ evÃbxq bq, ZvB G‡K cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q ivbv‡K fzj c‡_ cwiPvjbv Kievi R‡b¨| KZ©e¨ m¤úv`b K‡i‡Q †g‡qUv, Ki‡Z wM‡q AvU‡K †M‡Q †gvn Rv‡j| Gi †KvbI Ilya †bB| Rxe‡bi G GK wewPÎ †Ljv| G †Ljvi Avw` AšÍ eyS‡Z cv‡i bv ivbv|

†Lvjv `iRvq G‡m uvovj wMjwU wgTv| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 85

Ô†KvZvD Pj‡jb bvwK Avevi?Õ Ônu v| G‡mv| †LuvR †ei Ki‡Z cvi‡j?Õ Ôwb”Pq| Avwg nvZ w`‡qwP, wKšÍzK †nvBwb, †Kvb& KvRUv

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G‡Kev‡i cv_i n‡q †M‡P ey‡ov| †g‡qi Av‡qB PjZ msmvi| G‡Kvb& Avi DcvR©‡bi †KD iBj bv|Õ

ÔIwUwfqvwb †i‡¯ÍviuvUv wVK †Kv_vq?Õ ÔwiI wW c¨vbvWvi Kv‡P| Pjyb bv, h‡Kvb ej‡eb wb‡q

wM‡q nvwRi Kie|Õ Ôbv| Avgvi GKvB †h‡Z n‡e| Zzwg AvR c¨vwim P‡j

hv”Q|Õ wMjwU wgTvi †PvL eo n‡q †h‡Z †`‡L nvmj ivbv| ÔAvwgI hvw”Q| cWzqv ch©šÍ| e‡mv, ejwQ me|Õ

ivbv‡K wRwbmcÎ †MvQMvQ K‡i myU‡K‡m Zzj‡Z †`‡L GwM‡q Gj wMjwU wgTv|

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n‡Z cÖ_‡g bvK PyjKvj, Zvici Kvb PyjKvj, Zvici gv_vi †cQbUv|

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ÔAvi hw` KvD‡K bv cvB?Õ ÔZvn‡j QweUv †`Lv‡e wi‡mckb K¬vK©‡K| Awbj‡K wPb‡Z

cv‡i wKbv †`L‡e| Avgvi g‡b nq cvi‡e bv| mwVK LeiUv Rvbv `iKvi Avgvi|Õ

ÔAvi BwZg‡a¨ Giv g‡b Ki‡e †h Avcwb G kni †Q‡o P‡j †M‡Pb, AZP bywK‡q bywK‡q G‡`i KvRK‡¤§v †`K‡eb| GB †Zv?Õ

ÔwVK e‡jQ, I‡`i KvRKg©I †`Le, wb‡Ri KvRKg©I Kie| wj‡Wv †_‡K Gq¨vi-U¨vw· fvov Kie Avgiv| ILv‡b G‡`i †jvK bRi ivL‡Z cv‡i, Kv‡RB AvwgI DVe †Zvgvi m‡½ †c −‡b| cWzqvq †b‡g wd‡i Avme Avwg GLv‡b QÙ‡e‡k| mvivMvZ †nv‡U‡j DVe| ILv‡bB Avgvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 87

Ki‡e Zzwg|Õ ÔAvi GB evwoUv?Õ ÔmvZw`‡bi fvov †`qv Av‡Q, Avgiv wd‡i †Zv AvmwQB,

ZvQvov gvjcÎI me wbw”Q bv| ¶wZ wK, _vKzK GUv cuvPw`b Lvwj c‡o|Õ

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†h †Kvb ai‡bi Ryqv †Ljvq ivbvi Avðh© fv‡M¨i K_v Rvbv Av‡Q wMjwU wgTvi| ZvB webv wØavq †g‡b wbj ivbvi e³e¨| UvKvi wPšÍv ~i n‡jv|

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axi cv‡q nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv| mvb gv‡K©v †cwi‡q

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nuvU‡Q †m mvb gvwiqv di‡gvRvi w`‡K| nVvr Auvr‡K DVj ivbv Wvbcv‡ki GKUv Mwj w`‡q mv`v

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 91

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Ô†K Avcwb? cywj‡mi †jvK?Õ Ôbv, Avwg cywj‡mi †jvK bB| Avgvi bvg gvmy ivbv|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 93

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ÔAwbj P¨vUvRx©i m‡½?Õ wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB wR‡Ám K‡i emj evwZ¯Ív|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 95

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ÔGi m‡½i †jvKUv‡K †fwb‡mi mevB †P‡b| W±i AvgvbvwšÍ| weivU Wv³vi| eo‡jvK‡`i g‡a¨ Ii `vi“Y cmvi|Õ

ZovK K‡i D‡V emj ivbv| ÔGB yRb XzKj IB evwo‡Z?Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 107

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ÔAvgviI ZvB g‡b nq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔWv³v‡ii Dcw ’wZ †`‡L GB m‡›`nUv AvmvB ¯^vfvweK| hvK, Zvici wK n‡jv?Õ

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Wvb nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z Mvj Nlj ivbv| wPšÍv Kij gyL‡PvL euvwK‡q| Zvici ejj, ÔGB gyn‚‡Z© Kgc‡¶ KRb †jvK Av‡Q IB evwo‡Z? wZb, yB, cuvP, Avi GK, Qq| AviI _vK‡Z cv‡i| Avgiv yRb cvie bv Zv bq, wKšÍz Kó n‡e| Avi GKRb n‡j fveZvg bv| ZvQvov Awbj‡K hw` ILv‡b cvIqv hvq Zvn‡j I‡K wbivc‡` †ei K‡i Avbvi R‡b¨I †jvK `iKvi| †jvK hLb †bB ZLb wKQy GKUv †KŠkj †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| GK KvR Kiv hvqÑÕ

nVvr GK jv‡d D‡V uvovj evwZ Ív| wb‡Ri g‡bB e‡j DVj, ÔcvMjv I¯Ív`‡K ej‡j †Kgb nq?Õ

ÔcvMjv I¯Ív`Uv †K?Õ ÔAvgv‡`i BDwbfviwmwUi A¨v_‡jwUK †KvP| Lye m¤¢e

mviv BD‡iv‡ci †miv †KvP f`ª‡jvK| g‡b-cÖv‡Y †¯úvU©mg¨vb| LyeB fvj †jvK| Iu‡K ej‡jB Suvwc‡q co‡eb Dwb mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z| LyeB fvjev‡mb Avgv‡K|Õ

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Ôf ª‡jvK‡K wek¦vm Kiv hvq? wbf©i‡hvM¨?Õ Ônvb‡WªW cvi‡m›U|Õ ÔGB †Mvjgv‡ji g‡a¨ Rov‡Z PvB‡eb Dwb? Gme fq¼i

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`k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ PgrKvi GK‡Rvov †Muvd MwR‡q †Mj evwZ¯Ívi bv‡Ki wb‡P| cv‡ë †Mj wmuw_| Mv‡j-Kcv‡j K‡qKUv `vM co‡ZB eqm †e‡o †Mj AviI wek eQi| weQvbvi Pv`i w`‡q †QvULvU GKUv fzuwo ˆZwi n‡jv RyrmB †Mv‡Qi|

†Uwj‡dvb K‡i †W¯‹-K¬vK©‡K Rvwb‡q w`j ivbv, AwZwi³ Ri“ix †Kvb `iKvi bv n‡j †hb Zv‡K wei³ Kiv bv nq, Nygv‡e †m| †KD †Kvb †Mvjgvj Ki‡j Av Í wPwe‡q †L‡q †dj‡e|

`iRvq Zvjv †g‡i Bgv‡R©wÝ dvqvi-Gm‡K‡ci †Nviv‡bv wmuwo †e‡q †b‡g Gj Iiv wb‡P| mevi Aj‡¶¨ euv cv‡ki Mwjc_ a‡i GwM‡q coj G‡m iv¯Ívq|

cÖPÊ k‡ã bvK WvKwQj †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwbi|

Av‡ Í K‡i †Vjv w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj `iRv| ivbv †`Lj Avagbx GKUv fzuwo DV‡Q bvg‡Q, _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q N‡ii Avmeve-cÎ| wecyj weµ‡g Nygv‡”Q evwZ¯Ívi I¯Ív`| cÖKvÊ †gvUv| j¤^v n‡e eo‡Rvi cuvP dzU cuvP BwÂ, wKšÍz †MvUv `‡kK

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 109

ivbv‡K GKm‡½ K‡l euva‡jI Ii mgvb †gvUv n‡e wKbv m‡›`n| GK GKUv evû ivbvi Ei“i gZ| gv_v fwZ© UvK, Kv‡bi cvk w`‡q Nv‡oi †cQb w`‡K mvgvb¨ Py‡ji Avfvm cvIqv hvqÑcuPvËi fvM cvKv| eqm cÂvk wK cÂvbœ| KuvPv cvKv †Muvd †Rvov †Vuv‡Ui yÕcvk w`‡q †b‡g G‡m‡Q wb‡Pi w`‡K, wg‡k‡Q _yZwbi Kv‡Q MRv‡bv BwÂLv‡bK j¤^v `vwoi m‡½|

cvk wdij I¯Ív`| Ku vPgu vP K‡i gnv AvcwË Rvbvj Lv‡Ui DrcxwoZ w¯úªs| †mw`‡K †gv‡UB j¶ bv w`‡q nvjKvfv‡e ïi“ n‡jv Avevi bvwmKv MR©b| µ‡g evo‡Z evo‡Z D‡V hv‡e Pig ch©v‡q|

Gi Kv‡Q KZUv mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e ey‡S wb‡q‡Q ivbv, wbtk‡ã wd‡i hvIqvi Bw½Z Kij †m evwZ¯Ív‡K| wKšÍz ZZ¶‡Y WvK w`‡q †d‡j‡Q evwZ¯Ív|

ÔI¯Ív`|Õ ZovK K‡i D‡V emj Ii I¯Ív`| weùvwiZ „wó‡Z cv

†_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †`Lj I‡`i `yRb‡K| ÔwK PvB?Õ M¤¢xi MgM‡g KÉ ^‡i †Ku‡c DVj NiUv| Ômvnvh¨ PvB, I¯Ív`,Õ ejj evwZ¯Ív| ÔI¯Ív`!Õ AevK n‡q Avevi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †`Lj

evwZ¯Ív‡K| ÔAvwg †Zvgvi I¯Ív` bv| GZ my›`i GKUv kix‡i †h IB...IBÕ...AvOyj w`‡q evwZ Ívi fzuwo‡Z †LuvPv †`qvi fw½ Kij †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwb, ÔIB iKg GKUv fzuwo MRv‡Z †`q, Avwg Zvi I Ív` bB| †KD nI bv Zzwg Avgvi| †Kvb& Bqv‡i cvm K‡iQ?Õ KUgU K‡i PvBj I¯Ív` evwZ¯Ívi w`‡K|

ivbv †`Lj GB MwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡j cwiPqce© †kl n‡ZB †gjv mgq †j‡M hv‡e| PU K‡i ejj, ÔevwZ¯Ívi †evb‡K hviv

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Lyb K‡i‡Q Zviv Avgvi GK eÜz‡K AvU‡K †i‡L‡Q GKUv evwo‡Z...Õ

Auvr‡K DVj †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwb| ÔwK ej‡j! Avgv‡`i evwZ Ívi †evb‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q? †Kvb& ï‡qv‡ii ev”Pv?Õ GK jv‡d †b‡g coj LvU †_‡K| Ô uvovI, Avwg KvcoUv c‡i wbw”Q G¶zwY|Õ

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Ô†Zvgiv †K? †g‡i †d‡j‡Q Zvici G‡mQ Lei w`‡Z| gvivi Av‡M Avm‡Z cv‡ivwb? evwZ¯Ív †Kv_vq?Õ

ÔAvwgB evwZ Ív, I Ív`| Bwb wmbi gvmy ivbv, evsjv‡`‡ki †jvK| Avgiv yR‡bB QÙ‡e‡k AvwQ|Õ I Ív‡`i †PvL Kcv‡j DV‡Z †`‡L PU K‡i †hvM Kij evwZ Ív, Ôme †f‡OPy‡i ejevi mgq †bB, I¯Ív`, nv‡Z G‡Kev‡iB mgq †bB| †`wi n‡j nq‡Zv I‡`i Avi cve bv| GLywb AvµgY Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| Avcwb hv‡eb wKbv ejyb|Õ

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ÔAvgv‡`i yR‡bi Zzjbvq †jvK GKUz †ewk e‡jB GZ iv‡Z Avcbv‡K Kó w`w”Q|Õ ejj ivbv webxZ fv‡e| Ôc‡_ Pj‡Z Pj‡Z hZUv m¤¢e ms‡¶‡c Avcbv‡K Rvbve Avgiv e¨vcviUv| iIqvbv nIqvi Av‡M Avcbvi GKUv K_v †R‡b ivLvi `iKvi, I¯Ív`ÑKvRUv wKšÍz wec¾bK| Iiv mk ¿I

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 111

n‡Z cv‡i| Avkv KiwQ IB evwo‡Z RbvQ‡qK †jvK Av‡Q, wKšÍz Avm‡j Gi wظY †jvKI _vK‡Z cv‡i| Avgv‡`i KviI c‡¶B cÖvY wb‡q I evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv m¤¢e bvI n‡Z cv‡i| Avcwb B‡”Q Ki‡jB bv K‡i w`‡Z cv‡ib, wKQyB g‡b Kie bv...Õ

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ÔAvcbvi †PnvivUv GKUz cv‡ë wb‡j nZ bv, I¯Ív`? Avwg †Zv KvR †m‡i P‡j hve evsjv‡`‡k, Avcbv‡K _vK‡Z n‡e †fwb‡mB|Õ

ÔwZb nvRvi A¨v_‡jU G‡m jvBb w`‡q uvwo‡q hv‡e Avwg GKUv WvK w`‡j|Õ nvmj I¯Ív`| Ôfq †bB, Avgvi †Kvb ¶wZ Kievi Av‡M wZb nvRvi evi wPšÍv Ki‡e †h-†Kvb †jvK| P‡jv|Õ

ï‡b Zv¾e n‡q †Mj cvMjv I¯Ív`|

ÔwK Ggb wRwbm i‡q‡Q †Zvgvi eÜzi Kv‡Q hvi R‡b¨ GZme KvÊ Ki‡Z, GgbwK Rywji gZ GKUv wbiciva †g‡q‡K nZ¨v Ki‡ZI evaj bv I‡`i?Õ

Mb‡Wvjv †Q‡o w`j evwZ¯Ív| ÔAvwg Rvwb bv, I Ív`,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†mBUvB Rvb‡Z n‡e

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Avgv‡K|Õ Ô†Zvgvi eÜz wK †Kvb †e-AvBbx Kv‡R wjß?Õ ÔZv-I Rvwb bv, I¯Ív`| wKšÍz GUzKz Rvwb, hv-B K‡i

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ÔZv wVK| Gevi wK c − vb KiQ e‡jv| evwoUvi †cQb w`K †_‡K XzK‡Z PvI?Õ

ÔAv‡M †`‡L wbB †cQbUv, Zvici wKfv‡e wK Kiv hvq w ’i Kiv hv‡e|Õ

j¤^v Kv‡jv Mb‡Wvjv wbtk‡ã GwM‡q Pjj AÜKvi †f` K‡i| mi“ Lvj, evwoUvi †cQb †Nu‡l P‡j †M‡Q cwð‡g| cÖKvÊ GKLvbv Puv` Av‡jv K‡i †i‡L‡Q AvKvkUv‡K, wKšÍz j¤^v evwo¸‡jvi Mv‡q AvU‡K hvIqvq Lv‡j G‡m co‡Z cvi‡Q bv IUvi Av‡jv| mvi †eu‡a uvwo‡q Av‡Q AÜKvi evwo¸‡jv, Qv‡`i Kvwb©‡m Kvwb©‡m †fŠwZK Av‡jvi †Ljv| LyK K‡i Mjv cwi®‹vi Kij evwZ Ív|

ÔjÉbUv Kwg‡q w`b, wmbi| G‡m †MwQ|Õ cÖvq wbwf‡q w`j ivbv g„ y Av‡jvUv| Ava wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B

GKUv †`vZjv evwoi †cQ‡b †_‡g uvovj Mb‡Wvjv| ˆeVv †i‡L GwM‡q Gj evwZ¯Ív|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 113

Qvov Avi †Kvb RvqMv w`‡q wfZ‡i XzKevi Dcvq †`L‡Z †cj bv ivbv|

ÔGKUv ûK Avi wKQy `wo †c‡j GB e¨vjKwb w`‡q †XvKv hvq †fZ‡i|Õ c‡KU †_‡K UP©Uv †ei Kij ivbv, ÔRvbvjv-`iRv Av‡Q wKbv †`‡L †bqv hvK|Õ

U‡P©i gyLUv A¨vWRv÷ K‡i m~² GKUv iwk¥‡Z cwiYZ Kij ivbv Av‡jvUv‡K| GKUv eÜ `iRvi Ic‡ii Ask †`Lv †Mj wKQyUv| GKUv RvbvjviI mvgvb¨ wKQyUv Ask †`Lv †Mj, wKšÍz Zv‡Z Miv` Av‡Q wKbv †evSv †Mj bv|

Ôiwk ûK Av‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q, wmbi| D‡V hve Ic‡i?Õ Ô uvovI, GLb bv| I¯Ív`, Mb‡Wvjv Pvjv‡Z cv‡ib?Õ Ôcvwi gv‡b? evwZ¯Ív‡K B›Uvi-BDwbfviwmwU Mb‡Wvjv

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†`wL‡q Avbv hvK|Õ wbtk‡ã Nyij Mb‡Wvjv, wKQy ~i wM‡q Nu vm&m& K‡i _vgj

GKUv Mwjgy‡Li KvQvKvwQ| yÕwZb‡U †gvo Ny‡i K¨v‡¤úv †Wj mvwj‡hv‡Z coj Iiv| ~i †_‡K AvOyj Zz‡j †`Lvj ivbv|

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wmjwfI wc‡q‡Îv| eÜ n‡q †Mj `iRv| wmuwo‡Z uvwo‡q GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj wmjwfI, Gw`K Iw`K PvBj, Zvici †mvRv nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbvi w`‡K| PU K‡i Mwji wfZi Xz‡K AÜKvi _v‡gi Avov‡j AvZ¥‡Mvcb Kij Iiv| wKšÍz Zvi cÖ‡qvRb wQj bv| wKQy ~i †mvRv †nu‡U G‡m Wvb w`‡Ki GKUv Mwj‡Z Xz‡K A „k¨ n‡q †Mj wmjwfI|

ÔAwbj Qvov GLb iBj Avi cuvPRb| Kgc‡¶

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cuvPRbÑAvm‡j AviI †ewk n‡Z cv‡i| Kv‡RB I‡`i ZvK jvwM‡q bv w`‡Z cvi‡j Kvey Kiv gykwKj n‡e| Awbj hw` GB evwo‡Z _v‡K, Zvn‡j I‡K †ei K‡i AvbvI GK gnv mgm¨v n‡e| I‡K GLvb †_‡K miv‡Z n‡j hw` †÷ªPv‡ii `iKvi nq Zvn‡j †Zv weKU Sv‡gjv|Õ A‡bKUv Avcb g‡b ejwQj ivbv K_v¸‡jv, nVvr wm×všÍ wb‡q wdij evwZ Ívi w`‡K| ÔZzwg I¯Ív`‡K wb‡q evwoUvi †cQb w`‡K P‡j hvI| e¨vjKwb w`‡q Xz‡K c‡ov evwoi †fZi| GLb †_‡K wVK `k wgwbU ci mvg‡b w`‡q XzKe Avwg|Õ

ÔGKv?Õ Ônu v| mvg‡b †cQ‡b yB w`K †_‡K Pg‡K w`‡Z n‡e

I‡`i| Avwg bv †XvKv ch©šÍ PycPvc _vK‡e, †Kvb †Mvjgvj Ki‡e bv| Avi GKUv K_v, Avgv‡`i cÖ_g KvR Awbj‡K D×vi Kiv, cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi my‡hvM Avm‡e c‡i| Kv‡RB IwÇ ev Mxqvb‡K hw` cvBI, cÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z wM‡q GK †m‡KÛ †ewk mgq e¨q Kie bv Avgiv| ivwR?Õ

ÔivwR| wKšÍz, wmbi, Rvbvjvq hw` †jvnvi evi _v‡K, Avi `iRv hw` †fZi †_‡K AvUKv‡bv _v‡K Zvn‡j? Avcwb GKv IB ev‡Ni LuvPvq Xz‡K co‡j wK Dcvq n‡e?Õ

Ô†cQb w`‡q hw` XzK‡Z bv cv‡iv Zvn‡j hZ ZvovZvwo cv‡iv mvg‡b P‡j Avm‡e| wVK Av‡Q?Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 127

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 129

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aij cÖ_g †jvKUvi cv, nu vPKv Uvb w`‡q k~‡b¨ Zz‡j †djj cv-Uv| †Rv‡i GKUv av°v w`‡ZB Avi GKRb‡K wb‡q coj †m wPr n‡q gvwU‡Z|

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Mjv †_‡K nvZ Qvovevi †Póv Kij ivbv, †cQb w`‡K we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 131

KbyB Pvjvevi †Póv Kij, wKšÍz jvf n‡jv bv wKQyB| µ‡g AviI †P‡c e‡m hv‡”Q AvOyj¸‡jv Mjvi gvs‡m| †PvL y‡Uv wVK‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q ivbvi, †fuv-†fuv Ki‡Q Kvb, gv_vi g‡a¨ nvZzwo wcU‡Q cvjm-weU| Av‡iKUv Nywm coj Ii †Pvqv‡ji Ici| cÖvYcY kw³‡Z Ici w`‡K †Vjv w`j ivbv, KvZ n‡q coj euv cv‡k| wc‡Vi Ici †P‡c emv †jvKUvI coj Ii m‡½| c‡oB GK Movb w`j ivbv, Scvr K‡i cvwb‡Z coj `yRb GKm‡½| †ek Mfxi cvwb|

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ÔI¯Ív`I n‡Z cv‡i, wmbi| nq‡Zv...Õ K_vUv †kl Kievi Av‡MB eo GKUv Kv‡jv Mb‡Wvjvi

Qvqv †`Lv †Mj| evwZ †bB| AZ¨šÍ ª“ZMwZ‡Z cÖvq I‡`i Nv‡o G‡m coevi Dcµg Kij Mb‡WvjvUv|

ÔWze `vI|Õ cÖvq ag‡Ki my‡i ejj ivbv| Wze w`j ivbv| K‡qK gyn‚Z© Av‡M †hLvbUvq Ii gv_v

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 133

PU K‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv| KvQvKvwQB †f‡m DVj evwZ¯Ív| GKB m‡½ †PvL †Mj yR‡bi Mb‡Wvjvi w`‡K|

GKUz GwM‡qB †_‡g uvwo‡q‡Q Mb‡Wvjv| AveQv fv‡e †`Lv hv‡”Q PvjK‡K| w¶ß fw½‡Z †Nviv‡”Q †bŠKvUv|

ÔMb‡WvjvUv `Lj K‡i †bqv hvK, wK e‡jv?Õ Pvcv K‡É ejj ivbv| Ô yRb ycv‡k| Ii ˆeVv †_‡K mveavb|Õ

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ÔwVK Av‡Q| GB †h Avm‡Q| Wze `vI|Õ Wze w`‡q m‡i †Mj yRb ycv‡k| cvwb †_‡K eyK ch©šÍ DuPy K‡i †djj evwZ¯Ív, nvZ †b‡o

Bkviv Kij Mb‡Wvwjqvi‡K| yB nv‡Z ˆeVvUv gv_vi Ici Zzjj gvwS| mvg‡b GwM‡q

Gj ivbv, PU K‡i MjyB a‡i D‡V coj Dc‡i, _vev Pvjvj cv‡qi Kwâ j¶¨ K‡i| Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii dzjc¨v›U evaj nv‡Z| †mUv Lvg‡P a‡i Avevi jvd w`j ivbv †cQb w`‡K|

GKLvbv Kj‡R Kuvcv‡bv AvZ©bv` w`‡q Scvr K‡i cvwb‡Z coj †jvKUv ˆeVv †Q‡o|

ZZ¶‡Y ª“Z GwM‡q G‡m‡Q evwZ¯Ív| `gv`g y‡Uv wKj ewm‡q w`j Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii bvK eivei| Avi Uzu kã bv K‡i GKivk fzofzwo †Q‡o Zwj‡q †Mj †jvKUv| muvZ‡i wM‡q fvmgvb ˆeVvUv wb‡q Gj ivbv|

gvwSwenxb Mb‡Wvjv ax‡i ax‡i P‡j‡Q cv‡ii w`‡K| ˆeVvUv cvUvZ‡bi Ici Qyu‡o w`‡q MjyB †e‡q D‡V coj

ivbv| evwZ ÍvI D‡V Gj| `k †m‡K‡Û †mvRv n‡q †Mj Mb‡Wvjv cvKv gvwS †c‡q| AÜKvi †f` K‡i QyUj Iiv mvg‡bi w`‡K| cuvP wgwbU ci †_‡g †Mj cv‡qi kã|

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†QvU Lvj †Q‡o eo Lv‡j c‡o‡Q Iiv| Avi AbymiY Kievi Dcvq †bB|

Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U P‡j‡Q Mb‡Wvjv|

(AvMvgx L‡Ê mgvc¨)

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 1

gvmy ivbv we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ2 KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb cª_g cªKvk: Ryb, 1974 GK gv‡m©vwiqvi K¬K UvIqv‡i †eªv‡Äi y‡Uv ˆ`‡Z¨i g~wZ© Xs Xs wcwU‡q P‡j‡Q cÖKvÊ NÈv| ivZ ev‡ivUv|

mvb RvKvwiqv †f‡cv‡iwU †÷k‡b j¨vwÊs †÷‡R Mb‡WvjvUv †eu‡a †i‡L ª“Zcv‡q nuvU‡Q Iiv I¯Ív‡`i †KvqvU©v‡ii w`‡K| evi evi wcQy wd‡i, AÜKvi Mwj‡Z †gvo Ny‡iB PzcPvc uvwo‡q †_‡K wbwðšÍ n‡q‡Q Iiv, †KD AbymiY Ki‡Q bv I‡`i|

c_ Pj‡Z Pj‡Z `vwo †Muvd Lwm‡q †djj ivbv, GLb Avi `iKvi †bB Im‡ei| wP‡b †d‡j‡Q Iiv I‡K| Gevi hv n‡e mvgbv-mvgwbB †nvK, cywj‡mi nv‡Z aiv c‡o QÙ‡e‡ki ‰Kwdqr w`‡Z Pvq bv I Avi| †Kb †hb ivbvi g‡b n‡”Q, Iiv Gevi cywj‡mi mvnvh¨ †b‡e| gnv wec‡` †d‡j w`‡Z cv‡i Iiv hw` cywj‡mi mv‡_ jvBb _v‡K|

`iRvUv wfZi †_‡K eÜ| †UvKv w`‡ZB fvwi KK©k K‡É cÖkœ Gj, Ô†K? wK PvB?Õ

ÔAvgiv, I Ív`,Õ evwZ Ív ejj| Ô`iRv Lyjyb|Õ ÔDuûu| GB Rvbvjvi cv‡k G‡m uvovI| †Pnviv bv †`‡L

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2 gvmy ivbvÐ33

LyjwQ bv|Õ cÖgv` ¸Yj ivbv| Avmj †Pnvivq wPb‡e bv I‡K I¯Ív`|

Zey wM‡q uvovj Rvbvjvi cv‡k| ÔGKUv‡K wPbjvg, wKš‘ GUv‡K Avevi †Kv‡Ì‡K †RvUv‡j?

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Ly‡j †d‡j‡Qb|Õ weùvwiZ †Pv‡L ivbv‡K †`Lj cvMjv I¯Ív`| ÔAv‡i! G †`LwQ gyn~‡Z© gyn~‡Z© †fvj cvëv‡”Q| Zv¾e

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Avjgvwi †_‡K y‡Uv †eW Kvfvi †ei K‡i Qyu‡o w`j I Ív` I‡`i w`‡K| Lc K‡i GKUv k~‡b¨ a‡i Lv‡Ui cv‡k wM‡q uvovj ivbv| govi gZ c‡o Av‡Q Awbj| Mjv ch©šÍ K¤^j

w`‡q XvKv| cvj&m& cix¶v Kij ivbv| Av‡Mi †P‡q wKQyUv fvj, wKš‘ LyeB ye©j| fimv †cj bv ivbv| G‡K wb‡q wK

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 3

K‡i KjKvZvq wdi‡e †m? Kvco Qvo‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv| cv‡ki Ni †_‡K wZbR‡bi

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ÔAvgvi jvM‡e I Ív`,Õ ejj evwZ Ív| Ôwc‡V|Õ ÔKwdUv †L‡q bvI, w`w”Q wVK K‡i|Õ Zv‡Ki Dci †_‡K GKUv gj‡gi †KŠUv †c‡o G‡b ivLj

I Ív` †Uwe‡j| ivbvi w`‡K wdij| ÔGevi wK Ki‡e, K¨v‡Þb? G‡K wb‡q wK Kiv hvq?Õ

Awb‡ji w`‡K Bw½Z Kij I¯Ív`| ÔG‡K wb‡q KjKvZvq wd‡i †h‡Z PvB| AvMvgxKvj m‡Üi

Av‡M A¨vwjUvwjqvi †Kvb d¬vBU †bB, fvewQ m¤¢e n‡j GKUv †c −b PvU©vi Kie|Õ Kwdi Kv‡c PzgyK w`j ivbv|

ÔhvB K‡iv, G‡K wb‡q Gqvi‡cvU© ch©šÍ †cuŠQ‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| †mUv mnR n‡e bv| hZ ~i †evSv †Mj, †hgb fv‡e cv‡i evav †`‡e kqZvb¸‡jv| I‡`i †jvKRbI †`Ljvg

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4 gvmy ivbvÐ33

cÖPzi| Avgvi me mvM‡i`‡K †W‡K cvVve wKbv fvewQ| wZb nvRvi mvM‡i` G‡m jvBb w`‡q `uvwo‡q hv‡e Avwg GKUv WvK w`‡j|Õ

ÔZvi `iKvi †bB, I¯Ív`|Õ nvmj ivbv| ÔAvcbvi cyiv‡bv mvM‡i`‡`i g‡a¨ Lye eo‡jvK †KD Av‡Q?Õ

ÔA‡bK Av‡Q| †Kb?Õ ‡fRv Kvco¸‡jv ï‡Kv‡Z w`‡q wd‡i G‡m emj evwZ¯Ív

ivbvi cv‡k| GKUv Kwdi Kvc Zz‡j wbj| ÔZv‡`i g‡a¨ KviI †gvUi‡evU Av‡Q?Õ Qv‡Zi w`‡K †P‡q GK †m‡KÊ wPšÍv Kij cvMjv I¯Ív`|

Zvici ejj, ÔAv‡Q| †Kb?Õ ÔAvcwb PvB‡j yÕw`‡bi R‡b¨ cvIqv hv‡e †evUUv?Õ ÔAvwg PvB‡j ab¨ n‡q hv‡e g¨vwiqv‡bv| †Zvgvi jvM‡e?

†ev‡U K‡i wj‡Wv †h‡Z PvBQ? wPšÍv †bB, hLb ej‡e ZLybB †RvMvo K‡i w`‡Z cvie †gvUi‡evU| KLb jvM‡e †Zvgvi?Õ

ÔAv‡M Gi Ae ’vUv fvj K‡i ey‡S †bqv `iKvi,Õ ejj ivbv Awbj‡K †`wL‡q| Ôwek¦vm Kiv hvq Ggb †Kvb Wv³vi Av‡Q Avcbvi †PbvRvbv?Õ

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ÔWvK‡j fvj nq|Õ ÔwVK Av‡Q, evwZ¯Ívi wcVUv wVK K‡i w`‡qB †W‡K

AvbwQ|Õ g„ y Pvco w`j evwZ Ívi wc‡V| Ôï‡q c‡ov †n, †QvKiv| wK kixi evwb‡qQ †h e¨_v jv‡M? ï‡q c‡ov|Õ

‡g‡Si Dci Dcyo n‡q ï‡q coj evwZ¯Ív| †KŠ‡Uv †_‡K gjg †ei K‡i ev‡Ni gZ Suvwc‡q coj I¯Ív` Ii wc‡Vi

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 5

Dci| ûg-nvg kã n‡jv wKQy¶Y, Zvici nvdc¨v‡›Ui wcQ‡b yB nvZ gy‡Q wb‡q D‡V uvovj I¯Ív`| D‡V e‡m nvZ-cv Svov

w`j evwZ Ív, wcV euvwK‡q cix¶v Kij e¨_vUv Av‡Q wKbv, Zvici nvmj|

ÔI¯Ív‡`i nv‡Z Rv y Av‡Q| ¸Y bv _vK‡j wK Avi GZ¸‡jv †Q‡j I¯Ív` ej‡ZB G‡Kev‡i AÁvb n‡q hvq? e¨_vUv G‡Kev‡i Mv‡qe|Õ

Ôn‡q‡Q, n‡q‡Q| Avi †Zj gvi‡Z n‡e bv| `iRv jvwM‡q PzcPvc e‡m _v‡Kv| mveav‡b _vK‡e| Avi, †KD `iRvq †UvKv w`‡jB ûU K‡i Lyj‡e bv| ey‡SQ?Õ

‡ewi‡q †Mj cvMjv I¯Ív`| `iRv jvwM‡q w`‡q Avevi GKevi Awb‡ji cvj&m& †`Lj ivbv| yw šÍv dz‡U DVj Ii †Pv‡Lgy‡L| IqvUvicÖƒd wmMv‡iU †Km †_‡K wmMv‡iU †ei K‡i aivj, emj Lv‡Ui wKbv‡i| evwZ¯Ív emj GKUv †Pqv‡i|

Ôwmbi P¨vUvRx©i Ici wbh©vZb Kiv nw”Qj IB evwo‡Z,Õ †hb K_vi K_v ej‡Q Ggwbfv‡e ejj evwZ Ív| ÔZvi gv‡b, hv Rvb‡Z Pvq, Rywji Ici wbh©vZb K‡i †mUv Rvb‡Z cv‡iwb Iiv| wKš‘ wK Rvb‡Z Pvq? wK Ggb Z_¨ Av‡Q Gi Kv‡Q †hUv I‡`i bv †c‡jB bq? GZLvwb gwiqv n‡q D‡V‡Q †Kb Iiv?Õ

ÔGi DËi Avgvi Rvbv †bB, evwZ Ív| Z‡e g‡b n‡”Q wkMwMiB Rvb‡Z cvie|Õ

K_vUv †kl nIqvi mv‡_ mv‡_B †PvL †gjj Awbj| †mvRv †P‡q Av‡Q ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K| w ’i „wó| †Kgb †hb wkiwki K‡i DVj ivbvi wki uvovq| fve‡jknxb, cÖvYnxb, PKP‡K, w ’i „wó| g‡b n‡”Q giv gvby‡li †PvL| †VuvU y‡Uv GKUz Kuvcj Awb‡ji, gv_vUv GKcv‡k wdij wKQyUv|

ÔAwbj! Avwg ivbv| gvmy ivbv| ïb‡Z cv”Q? Avwg gvmy

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6 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

ivbv|Õ Lye ax‡i ax‡i ivbvi w`‡K wdij Awbj| cÖvYnxb „wóUv

cvi n‡q †Mj ivbvi gyL, †`L‡Z †cj bv ivbv‡K| ÔAwbj! Zzwg GLb wbivc`| Avi †Kvb fq †bB|Õ Mjvi

^i Avi GKUz Pwo‡q w`j ivbv| Ô†Kvb fq †bB| Avwg ivbv| wPb‡Z cviQ?Õ

Awb‡ji mviv kixi wkD‡i DVj GKevi| nVvr RxešÍ n‡q DVj Ii †PvL y‡Uv| ivbvi gy‡Li Dci wbe× n‡jv Ii „wó|

Ô†Kvb wPšÍv †bB, Awbj| †Kvb fq †bB| K_v †ev‡jv bv GLb, wbwð‡šÍ NygvI| Wv³vi Avm‡Q, me wVK n‡q hv‡e|Õ

eª vwÊ wgkv‡bv y‡ai evwUUv wb‡q Gj evwZ¯Ív| gv_vUv GKUz DuPz K‡i aij ivbv, K‡qK PvgP ya LvIqvj I‡K evwZ Ív| †PvL eÜ Ki‡ZB †evSv †Mj Avi Lv‡e bv| gv_vUv evwj‡ki Dci bvwg‡q w`j ivbv|

i³k~b¨ gyLUv KzuP‡K KzuP‡K DV‡Q †_‡K †_‡K| DwØMœ „wó‡Z †P‡q i‡q‡Q ivbv I evwZ¯Ív Ii gy‡Li

w`‡K| wgwbU cuv‡PK ci Avevi †PvL †gjj Awbj, ivbv‡K Lyu‡R †c‡q w ’i n‡jv Ii „wóUv ivbvi gy‡L| wb‡Ri †PvL‡KI wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv †hb Awbj| Ii ey‡Ki Ici nvZ ivLj ivbv Avk¦¯Í Kivi fw½‡Z|

ÔAvgvi mvg‡b Rywj‡K Iiv...Rywj‡K...Õ MjvUv †f‡O †Mj Awb‡ji| †hb bvwjk Rvbv‡”Q ivbvi Kv‡Q| †PvL †d‡U cvwb †ewi‡q Gj| Uc Uc Si‡Q evwj‡ki Dci|

ÔGLb K_v †ev‡jv bv, Awbj| hv nevi n‡q †M‡Q, Ime wb‡q †f‡ev bv GLb| PzcPvc wekªvg bvI|Õ

Avevi †VuvU boj Awb‡ji| wK ej‡Q †evSv †Mj bv| Ii we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 7

gy‡Li Kv‡Q Kvb wb‡q †Mj ivbv| ïb‡Z †cj, wdm wdm K‡i Awbj ej‡Q, Ôg‡i hvw”Q, wKš‘...Zvi Av‡M...Av‡M...Õ

Ôgivi K_v fz‡j hvI Awbj| IB evwo †_‡K †ei K‡i G‡bwQ †Zvgv‡K Avgiv| Avi †Kvb fq †bB| gi‡e bv Zzwg| †Zvgvi gv‡qi †jLv GKUv wPwV Av‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q, GKUz fvj n‡q DV‡jB †`e †Zvgv‡K| G hvÎvq Avi giY †bB †Zvgvi| Avwg wdwi‡q wb‡q hvw”Q †Zvgv‡K KjKvZvq|Õ

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ÔwK ej‡j? Awbj, wK ej‡j?Õ AviI wK †hb ejevi †Póv Kij Awbj, wKš‘ †VuvU y‡Uv

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ejj ivbv| ÔwK ej‡Z PvBwQj I? y‡Uv gvÎ K_v| wW d¨v‡evwi, Avi gw›`i| wK †evSvq G‡Z? wW d¨v‡evwi e‡j GKUv RvqMv Av‡Q Rvwb...Õ

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VK VK VK! †UvKv coj `iRvq|

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8 gvmy ivbvÐ33

Ô†K?Õ D‡V wM‡q wR‡Ám Kij evwZ¯Ív| ÔRvbvjvi Kv‡Q G‡m uvovb|Õ

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Zx¶è „wó‡Z ivbvi w`‡K PvBj wfmKw›U| Nb fzi“ †Rvov KzuPKv‡bv|

ÔAvgvi c‡¶ †mUv m¤¢e bq, wmbi| Avcbvi eÜz hw` RLg n‡q _v‡K, Avgvi KZ©e¨ n‡”Q cywj‡m Rvbv‡bv| cywj‡m Lei w`‡ZB n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ

ÔwKš‘ Avgvi eÜz fviZxq| BUvwjqvb cywj‡mi mv‡_ Gi †Kvb m¤úK© †bB| BwÊqvb nvB Kwgk‡b Rvbv‡bv n‡e e¨vcviUv|Õ

Kuva SuvKvj W±i wfmKw›U| ÔZey cywj‡m Rvbv‡bvB Avgv‡`i wbqg| Z‡e Avcbvi eÜz

hw` fviZxq nb, †m‡¶‡Î Avwg †P‡c †h‡Z cvwi we‡`kx e‡j| hvB †nvK, i“Mx‡K †`Lv hvK Av‡M|Õ

GK wgwbU cix¶v K‡iB D‡V uvovj Wv³vi| M¤¢xi gy‡L Kuva ch©šÍ †X‡K w`j Awbj‡K K¤^j w`‡q|

ÔGi Ae ’v LyeB Lvivc| G¶zwY nvmcvZv‡j fwZ© Kiv we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 9

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ÔGLv‡b wPwKrmvi e¨e ’v Kiv hvq bv?Õ ejj ivbv| ÔLi‡Pi R‡b¨ fve‡eb bv| nvmcvZv‡j bv wb‡q hw` I‡K my¯’...Õ

gv_v bvoj Wv³vi| Ôgviv hv‡e Zvn‡j| G¶zwY nvmcvZv‡j †bqv `iKvi|

ILv‡b Dchy³ hš¿cvwZ Av‡Q| Ava NÈvi g‡a¨ Aw·‡Rb †U‡›U bv ivL‡j euvPv‡bv hv‡e bv G‡K|Õ

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ÔAjivBU, wmbi|Õ GKUz DwØMœ „wó‡Z PvBj Wv³vi ivbvi w`‡K| ÔAvcbvi

K_v ï‡b g‡b n‡”Q f ª‡jvK GLbI wec`gy³ bb| e¨vcviUv cywj‡m Rvbv‡jB wK fvj nZ bv?Õ

ÔZvi Av‡M Avwg fviZxq nvB Kwgkbv‡ii m‡½ K_v ej‡Z PvB| G‡K nvmcvZv‡j †bqvi wK e¨e ’v?Õ

ÔAvcbviv hw` I‡K e‡q wb‡q Mb‡Wvjvq Zzj‡Z cvi‡Zb Zvn‡j me‡P‡q fvj nZ| Avwg †÷ªPv‡ii e¨e ’v Ki‡Z cvwi, wKš‘ GLb mg‡qi A‡bK `vg| hZ ZvovZvwo nvmcvZv‡j †bqv hvq...Õ

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Wv³v‡ii evû‡Z GKUv nvZ ivLj ivbv| Ôey‡jUUv wfZ‡i i‡q †M‡Q, bv †ei K‡i †djv n‡q‡Q?Õ

Ô†mUv nvmcvZv‡j wb‡q wM‡q cix¶v K‡i ejv hv‡e|Õ ÔRL‡g wK M¨vswMª‡bi Avfvm †c‡jb?Õ Ô†mB R‡b¨B †Zv GZ e¨¯Í n‡q c‡owQ|Õ ÔeuvP‡e e‡j g‡b nq?Õ Ô†Póvi †Zv ΓwU Kie bv| wKš‘ GLb A‡bKLvwb wbf©i

K‡i i“Mxi ÷¨vwgbvi Ici| euvP‡eB, GK_v †Rvi w`‡q ejv hvq bv, Z‡e PvÝ Av‡Q|Õ

ÔAvcbvi mv‡_ Avgv‡`i KviI hvIqvi cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q?Õ Ôbv| Zvi `iKvi †bB| Avwg me e¨e ’v K‡i ivwL wM‡q,

Avcbviv Avmyb|Õ ª“Z cv‡q †ewi‡q †Mj Wv³vi wfmKw›U| `iRv eÜ K‡i

wd‡i G‡m I¯Ív‡`i Kuv‡a nvZ ivLj ivbv| Awbj‡K †Kv‡j Zz‡j †bqvi e¨e ’v KiwQj I Ív`, Pg‡K

PvBj ivbvi w`‡K| Bkvivq cv‡ki N‡i †W‡K wb‡q †Mj ivbv I¯Ív` Ges

evwZ¯Ív‡K| wdm wdm K‡i ejj, ÔfzjUv AvgviB n‡q‡Q| Wv³vi WvKv DwPZ nqwb|Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ †PvL Kcv‡j DVj I¯Ív‡`i| ÔAvcwb wb‡R K‡qKUv e¨vcvi cix¶v K‡i †`‡L Avmyb

cv‡ki Ni †_‡K, Zvici e¨vL¨v †`e|Õ Gw`‡Ki N‡i G‡m Awb‡ji cvjm& cix¶v Kij I¯Ív`,

Kuv‡ai RLgUv ïu‡K †`Lj e¨v‡Ê‡Ri Kv‡Q bvK †VwK‡q, ey‡K we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 11

Kvb †VwK‡q ïbj k¦vm-cÖk¦v‡mi kã, fq¼i n‡q DVj Zvi gy‡Li †Pnviv| wd‡i G‡m KUgU K‡i PvBj ivbvi w`‡K|

Ôe¨vUv _vK‡Z _vK‡ZB K_vUv ejwb †Kb? GK wK‡j nvivgRv`vi gv_vUv †f‡O w`Zvg Avwg|Õ

`ª“Znv‡Z Kvco ci‡Q ivbv I evwZ¯Ív| Ô†kl gyn~‡Z© m‡›`nUv n‡jv Avgvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv

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cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ uvwo‡q iBj I¯Ív`| K‡Vvi n‡q D‡V‡Q gy‡Li †Pnviv| K_v e‡jB Pjj ivbv|

ÔAvgvi hZ`~i wek¦vm nvmcvZvj ch©šÍ †cuŠQ‡Z cvie bv Avgiv| Zvi Av‡MB Avm‡e AvµgY| Lye m¤¢e Mb‡Wvjvi Ici AvµgY Ki‡e Iiv| Zey †h‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡`i|Õ

ÔAvi Awbj?Õ ÔeuvP‡Z n‡j Av‡M gi‡Z n‡e I‡K| Av‡k cv‡k †Kv_vI

I‡K yÕPviw`b ivLvi gZ †Kvb RvqMv Av‡Q?Õ ÔAv‡Q|Õ ÔZvn‡j ïbyb gb w`‡q| ZzwgI †kv‡bv, evwZ¯Ív...Õ ms‡¶‡c c − vbUv eywS‡q w`j ivbv I‡`i| GKUvbv wZb

wgwbU K_v e‡j _vgj| ÔAvi Ii wPwKrmvi wK n‡e?Õ cÖkœ Kij I¯Ív`| ÔAvMvgxKvj ycy‡ii g‡a¨ jvBb wK¬qvi K‡i †`e Avwg|

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K‡i Dcvq †bB Ii, cÖvY wb‡q UvbvUvwb c‡o †hZ Zvn‡j| me Wv³v‡ii GKB Ae ’v| wKš‘ Kvj ycy‡ii ci wi‡cvU© Kivi †jvK cv‡e bv Iiv †fwb‡m|Õ

Ô†ek| †Zvgvi mv‡_ †Kv_vq †`Lv n‡”Q Avgv‡`i?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I¯Ív`|

ÔAvgvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡eb †Wjv U‡jUv c¨vjv‡hv‡Z| jvB‡ewiqv †fwPqvi Kv‡Q| GK‡kv evnvËi b¤^i| ILv‡bB cieZx© †cÖvMªvg wVK Kiv hv‡e|Õ

ÔAvi AvµgY bv G‡j?Õ nvmj evwZ¯Ív| ÔZvn‡j wK †euvPKv wb‡q Lv‡gvKv nvmcvZv‡j wM‡q nvwRi ne?Õ

ÔAvµgY Avm‡eB| wKš‘ mveavb! †`‡Lv, aiv c‡ov bv Avevi| Zvn‡j me wKQy †Mvjgvj n‡q hv‡e|Õ

Avi K_v bv evwo‡q wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ wbPz Mjvq Avjvc K‡i †ewi‡q coj I Ív` Awbj Avi evwZ Ív‡K wb‡q evwoi †cQb `iRv w`‡q| AvMv‡Mvov c − vbUv g‡bi g‡a¨ †b‡o‡P‡o †`‡L mš‘ó n‡q jvBU wbwf‡q †ewi‡q †Mj ivbv mvg‡bi `iRv w`‡q| Pvicv‡k GKevi Zx¶è „wó eywj‡q ª“Z cv‡q G‡Mvj wW d¨v‡evwii w`‡K|

GZ iv‡ZI wW d¨v‡evwi RbvKxY©| gbUv `‡g †Mj ivbvi| GK`j Av‡gwiKvb Uy wi÷ nuvU‡Q wX‡g †ZZvjv Q‡›`, nvD weDwUdzj, nvD bvBm, nvD wWjvBUdzj ej‡Z ej‡Z| Zv‡`i †ek wKQyUv wcQ‡b nuvU‡Q wZbRb eq¯‹v gwnjv GKRb eq¯‹ MvB‡Wi AbM©j e³…Zv ïb‡Z ïb‡Z| ZviI MR `‡kK wcQ‡b nuvU‡Q GK‡Rvov be `¤úwZ- Lye m¤¢e nvwbgy‡b G‡m‡Q| GZ †jv‡Ki g‡a¨ fvj K‡i cix¶v Kiv hv‡e bv †`qvj-gw›`iUv|

GKUv _v‡gi Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q uvovj ivbv| †jvKRb GKUz nvjKv †nvK|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 13

gw›`‡ii K_vUv ejj †Kb Awbj? I wK ILv‡b †Kvb †g‡mR jywK‡q †i‡L‡Q? wKsev †Kvb wRwbm? gw›`‡ii mv‡_ Ii GB wb‡LuvR nIqvi wK m¤úK©? gw›`‡ii K_vUv mÁv‡b e‡jwQj Awbj, bvwK cÖjvc eKwQj ZLb? wK Av‡Q ILv‡b?

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ÔwK Ac~e©! ZvB bv?Õ ÔmwZ¨!Õ †g‡qUvi †Kvgi Rwo‡q aij †Q‡jUv| ÔwVK

†Zvgvi gZ|Õ ‡Q‡jUvi †Pv‡L †PvL ivLj †g‡qUv| we‡fvi n‡q †Mj

yÕRb yÕRbv‡Z| Ô`k eQi ci GK_v ej‡e?Õ Avn −v`x fw½‡Z Nvo Kvr

Kij †g‡qUv| ‡S‡o Mvj w`j ivbv I‡`i g‡b g‡b| wKš‘ Zv‡Z GZUzKz

wePwjZ n‡jv bv I‡`i gy» we¯§q| Avm‡j `k©bxq e ‘ †`L‡Z Av‡mwb Iiv, Avwe®‹vi Ki‡Q G‡K Aci‡K wbweo fv‡e, UzK‡iv K_vq|

Ôeje, †Pwi| wKš‘ †Zvgvi wK fvj jvM‡e ZLb Gme

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ïb‡Z? Kv”Pv-ev”Pv, Ku vI-gu vI wb‡q cvMj n‡q _vK‡e Zzwg, Avgv‡K †`L‡jB nq‡Zv Lu vK K‡i DV‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡e ZLb †Zvgvi|Õ

Ôhvn&, K¶‡bv bv| Avwg IiKg ne bv †Kvbw`bB|Õ nvmj Iiv ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K †P‡q, Mvp Avwj½‡b Ave×

n‡q Pz‡gv †Lj| I‡`i †Q‡o I‡`i evc-gv‡K aij ivbv Gevi| Amwnòz

fv‡e GKevi G cv, GKevi I cv‡qi Dci fi w`‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q †m| weo weo K‡i AbM©j wLw Í †e‡iv‡”Q Ii gyL †_‡K| Lye m¤¢e UbK boj G‡Z †QvKivi ^Mx©uq wcZvi, wKsev ivbvi Kvwki kã ïb‡Z †cj †m, ïf eyw×i D`q n‡jv Ii g‡a¨| ZZ¶‡Y mk‡ã cv †d‡j G‡Mv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q ivbv| wcQb wd‡i ivbvi w`‡K GKevi †P‡q g„ y Uvb w`j †g‡qUvi †Kvg‡i|

ÔP‡jv G‡MvB, †Pwi| wL‡`q bvwofzuwo R¡j‡Q| mvg‡bi †Kvb †i‡¯Íviuvq †L‡q †bqv hvK|Õ

nuvc †Q‡o euvPj ivbv| P‡j hv‡”Q be `¤úwZ| ª“Z cv †d‡j P‡j Gj †m gw›`iUvi Kv‡Q|

wKQyB gv_vq XzKj bv ivbvi| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q †QvU GKUv MZ©| †gvUv wk‡Ki Miv` w`‡q wfZiUv myiw¶Z| wfZ‡i fvwR©b †gwii †QvÆ GKUv g~wZ©| g~wZ©i mvg‡b dzj`vbx‡Z c −vw÷‡Ki AvwU©wdwkqvj dzj mvRv‡bv| cv‡kB R¡j‡Q GKUv cÖ`xc|

‡QvÆ gw›`iUv LyuwU‡q LyuwU‡q cix¶v Kij ivbv| wKš‘ Awb‡ji mv‡_ gw›`‡ii wKfv‡e wK m¤ú‡K© _vK‡Z cv‡i gv_vq Gj bv Ii| nZvk n‡jv hvici bvB|

wd‡i hvw”Qj ivbv, yÕcv GwM‡q †_‡g uvovj fzi“ KzuP‡K| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 15

wKQy wbðqB Av‡Q| Ggb fv‡e K_vUv e‡jwQj Awbj †hb g„Zz i Av‡M †kl †g‡mR w`‡q hv‡”Q| wbðqB wKQy GKUv bRi Gwo‡q hv‡”Q Ii| Awb‡ji gw›`‡ii K_v D”PviY A_©nxb n‡ZB cv‡i bv| Avevi †`qv‡ji †dvK‡ii mvg‡b wM‡q uvovj ivbv| Zx¶è „wó‡Z PvBj †m cÖ‡Z¨KUv wRwb‡mi w`‡K| Zvici Miv‡`i duvK w`‡q XzwK‡q w`j Wvb nvZUv| KbyB ch©šÍ Xz‡K AvU‡K †Mj nvZ| eûK‡ó †V‡jVz‡j AviI wKQy ~i XzKvj †m nvZ, Zvici dzj`vbxUv KvZ Kij Gw`‡K|

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dzj¸‡jv †ei K‡i cv_‡ii †g‡S‡Z bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv| Zvici nvZ †XvKvj dzj`vbxi mi“ M‡Z©i wfZi| wK †hb †VKj nv‡Z| wKQy GKUv wRwbm u‡R ivLv Av‡Q wb‡Pi w`‡Ki mi“ †dvK‡i| yB AvOy‡j a‡i mveav‡b †ei K‡i Avbj ivbv wRwbmUv| †QvÆ GKUv c¨v‡KU| bxj c−vw÷K w`‡q †gvov|

dzj¸‡jv Avevi h_v ’v‡b ivL‡Z wM‡qI wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB wcQb wd‡i PvBj ivbv|

ª“Zcv‡q Avm‡Q yÕRb †jvK| GKR‡bi ci‡b mv`v my U, mv`v n¨vU| IwÇ!

mi“ Miv‡`i duvK w`‡q nvZUv †U‡b †ei Ki‡Z wM‡q Q‡o †Mj LvwbKUv, wKš‘ e¨ ÍZvi R‡b¨ †UiI †cj bv ivbv| m‡i Gj †`qv‡ji †dvK‡ii KvQ †_‡K|

‡`Šov‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q IwÇ| Ii mv‡_i †jvKUv‡KI wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| nq cwcwb, bq Ii `‡ji evwK yÕR‡bi GKRb| Mv‡j GKUv Mfxi ¶ZwPý| IwÇi wcQ‡b wcQ‡b †`Šov‡Z ïi“ Kij †mI|

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SU K‡i Ny‡iB QyU‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv| cÂvk MR †`Š‡o cÖ_g Wvbw`‡Ki MwjUvq †gvo wbj †m| wek MR c‡iB Mª vÊ K¨vbvj| K¨vbv‡ji Zxi †Nu‡l P‡j †M‡Q PIov GKUv iv¯Ív| Mwj gy‡L G‡m †`Š‡oi MwZ Kwg‡q w`j ivbv| eo iv¯Ívq c‡oB †`L‡Z †cj K‡qK MR ~‡i axi cv‡q nuvU‡Q †ek eomo GKUv Uz¨wi‡÷i `j| wbwð‡šÍ Xz‡K coj †mB `‡j|

Avj‡Mv‡Q eyK c‡K‡U †i‡L w`j ivbv c¨v‡KUUv| Zvici Gu‡K †eu‡K Xz‡K †Mj `‡ji wVK gvSLvbUvq| GB gyn~‡Z© I‡K AvµgY Kiv m¤¢e bq IwÇi c‡¶, Rv‡b ivbv, wKš‘ mn‡R wcQb Qvo‡e e‡jI g‡b nq bv| wbðqB IivI Xz‡K c‡o‡Q GB Uz wi‡÷i wf‡o|

Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K PvBj ivbv| wVK cuvP dzU wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q IwÇ| †Pv‡L †Pv‡L PvBj

yÕRb| gayi GKUv nvwm dz‡U DVj ivbvi †Vuv‡U| gv_v SuvwK‡q wR‡Ám Kij, ÔwK Lei? †Kgb Av‡Qb? fv‡jv †Zv?Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 17

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Ô ^vMZg, wmbi gvmy ivbv!Õ AZ¨šÍ f ªfv‡e gv_v SzuwK‡q Awfev`b Kij wmjwfI ivbv‡K| gy‡L wgwó nvwm| ÔGB AbwaKvi cÖ‡e‡ki R‡b¨ Avwg ¶gvcÖv_x©| Avcbvi mv‡_ Ri“ix K_v Av‡Q Avgvi|Õ

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wK”Qy †bB| Avcbv‡K A‡c¶v Kwi‡q ivLvi R‡b¨ AvgviB eis ¶gv PvIqv DwPZ| Lye †ewk †`wi K‡i †dwjwb †Zv?Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 19

Mxqvb G‡m uvovj wifjfviUv ivbvi wc‡V †VwK‡q| ÔGme e¨vcv‡i Zzwg †Kb Avevi?Õ cÖkœ Kij ivbv| DËi w`j wmjwfI| ÔAvwg I‡K eviY K‡iwQjvg| wKš‘

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Ô†ek ejyb Gevi, wK e¨vcv‡i K_v ej‡Z Pvb?Õ ÔAwbj P¨vUvR©xi e¨vcv‡i|Õ †mvdvi yB nvZvq yB KbyB

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ÔAvgvi AM©vbvB‡Rk‡bi| Avgvi Awdm †_‡K Pzwi we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 21

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 23

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 25

D‡Ø‡Mi wKQzB †bB| wbivc‡` Zx‡i †cuŠ‡Q‡P Iiv, Avgvi †jvKRb ixwZgZ mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q I‡`i cv‡i DV‡Z| eZ©gv‡b envj Zweq‡Z Av‡Q Iiv GKUv evwo‡Z gvwUi wb‡Pi GK N‡i| wKš‘ Avcwb hw` Amn‡hvwMZv K‡ib, Lye †ewk¶Y fvj _vK‡e bv Iiv| eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Qb? Zzi“‡ci me Zvm GLb Avgvi nv‡Z, wmbi gvmy ivbv| `qv K‡i c¨v‡KUUv †ei K‡i †`‡eb wK?Õ

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GKv wQj ivbv njiƒ‡g, wbðqB ILv‡bB †Kv_vI jy‡Kv‡bv Av‡Q IUv|

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Ôwmbi gvmy ivbv,Õ Zx¶èK‡É ejj wmjwfI, Ôw`‡q w`b c¨v‡KUUv|Õ

ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q hw` _vKZ Zvn‡j wKQz‡ZB Avcbv‡K w`Zvg bv IUv, wKš‘ †h‡nZz †bB, †`qv bv-‡`qvi cÖkœB DV‡Z cv‡i bv| wK e‡jb?Õ

SU K‡i D‡V uvovj wmjwfI| ÔcÖPzi mgq bó K‡iwQ Avwg f ªZv i¶v Ki‡Z wM‡q| Avi

bq|Õ nvZ evovj| Ôw`b c¨v‡KU!Õ Ôú −xR, ivbv! †Zvgvi †Zv wKQz bv, w`‡q `vI bv IUv,

Sv‡gjv Pz‡K hvK|Õ Avevi ivbvi nvZ †P‡c aij jyBmv| g„ y nvmj ivbv wmjwfIi †Pv‡Li w`‡K †P‡q| ÔLv‡gvKv †gRvR Mig K‡i jvf †bB, †LvKv| Avgvi

Kv‡Q †bB IUv|Õ cwcwbi w`‡K PvBj wmjwfI| gv_v SuvwK‡q Bw½Z Kij|

ÔmvP© K‡iv G‡K|Õ Nv‡oi †cQ‡b wifjfviUv †V‡m a‡i u‡Zv w`j Mxqvb

†Rv‡i| ÔD‡V uvovI|Õ ax‡i ax‡i D‡V uvovj ivbv|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 27

cÖ‡Z¨KUv c‡KU mvP© Kij cwcwb ª“Z nv‡Z, gv_v bvoj, †bB| Zvici g„ y Pvco w`‡q cix¶v Kij ivbvi me©v½| ivbvi c¨v‡›Ui c‡K‡U nvZ XzwK‡q w÷‡j‡UvUv †ei K‡i Avbj| Zvici m‡i uvovj|

wVK Ggwb mg‡q N‡i XzKj IwÇ| ivbvi w`‡K †P‡q wgwó K‡i nvmevi †Póv Kij| †PvL y‡Uv R¡j‡Q cÖwZwnsmvq| GKUv †PvL dz‡j Av‡Q evwZ¯Ívi Nywm †L‡q|

Ôme©¶Y †Pv‡L †Pv‡L †i‡LwQ‡j G‡K?Õ cÖkœ Kij wmjwfI|

Ônu v, wmbi| wW d¨v‡evwii †`qvj-gw›`iUvq wM‡qwQj I| Ôwk‡Ki duvK w`‡q nvZ XzwK‡q wK †hb wbj| Avgv‡`i †`L‡Z †c‡qB †`Šov‡Z ïi“ Kij|Õ

ÔP¨vUvRx© wK †Kvbw`b GB gw›`‡ii KvQvKvwQ wM‡qwQj?Õ wR‡Ám Kij wmjwfI|

DËi w`j Mxqvb| Ôbv, wmbi| wKš‘ IB †g‡q‡jvKUv, Rywj gvwhwb, wM‡qwQj|Õ

Ônu v!Õ ejj IwÇ| ÔK‡qKw`b Av‡M GB gw›`‡ii mvg‡b uvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`‡LwQ Avwg I‡K| Avwg g‡b K‡iwQjvg

cÖv_©bv Ki‡Q eywS|Õ Ô†`Šov‡Z ïi“ Kivi ci wmbi gvmy ivbv wK IUv †Kv_vI

jy‡Kvevi my‡hvM †c‡qwQj?Õ Ôbv| Avwg Avi wiK&wK †cQ‡bB wQjvg, †Pv‡Li Avovj

n‡Z w`Bwb|Õ ivbvi w`‡K wdij Gevi wmjwfI| Ôw`b c¨v‡KU!Õ Ô†`e bv|Õ kvšÍ K‡É ejj ivbv| iv‡M jvj n‡q DVj wmjwfIi dm©v †Pnviv| uvZ w`‡q

wb‡Pi †VuvUUv Kvgovj wKQz¶Y| dz‡j D‡V‡Q bv‡Ki cvZv|

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eû K‡ó mvg‡j wb‡q ejj, ÔcÖ‡qvRb co‡j Avwg KZUv K‡Vvi n‡Z cvwi †m m¤ú‡K© Avcbvi †Kvb aviYvB †bB| †kv‡bb, gvmy ivbv| wb‡Ri Ae ’vUv Avcwb †gv‡UB Dcjwä Ki‡Z cvi‡Qb bv| c¨v‡KUUv †c‡ZB n‡e Avgvi| †KD AvUKv‡Z cvi‡e bv Avgv‡K|Õ Nigq evi yB cvqPvwi K‡i G‡m _vgj Avevi ivbvi mvg‡b| ÔAvcbvi Kv‡Q Avcbvi m½x‡`i Rxe‡bi g~j¨ wVK KZLvwb Rvbv †bB Avgvi| I‡`i cÖv‡Yi wewbg‡q c¨v‡KUUv †diZ w`‡Z ivwR Av‡Qb wKbv †f‡e †`Lyb yB wgwbU| c¨v‡KUUv Avgvi nv‡Z Zz‡j w`‡j †Q‡o †`e Avwg I‡`i| hw` bv †`b, G¶zwY ûKzg †`e Avwg I‡`i ¸wj K‡i †g‡i †djvi R‡b¨| wek¦vm Ki“b, †auvKv †`qvi †Póv KiwQ bv Avwg| hv ejwQ wVK ZvB Kie Avwg yB wgwbU ci|Õ

GB AcÖZ¨vwkZ cÖ Ív‡e g‡b g‡b Pg‡K †Mj ivbv| I Avkv K‡iwQj Ii Dci wbh©vZb Pvjv‡bv n‡e, wKš‘ nVvr †gvo Nywi‡q †h evwZ¯Ív Avi I¯Ív‡`i Dci AvµgY K‡i em‡e wmjwfI, GUv KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| hZ ¸i“Z¡c~Y© Z_¨B †nvK, Zvi R‡b¨ yÕRb wb‡ ©vl †jv‡Ki cÖvY wb‡Z †`‡e bv ivbv G‡`i| wKš‘ Av‡M Rvbv `iKvi †auvKv w`‡”Q wKbv|

ÔAvcbvi K_vq wek¦vm wK?Õ cÖkœ Zzjj ivbv| ÔAvwg wK K‡i Rvbe †h IB yÕRb mwZ¨B Avcbvi nv‡Z e›`x n‡q‡Q? wK K‡i Rvbe †h mwZ¨ gviv †M‡Q Awbj P¨vUvRx©? Avgvi m½x‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv Kievi Av‡M †Zv Avwg †Kvb Ae ’v‡ZB w`‡Z cvwi bv IUv Avcbvi nv‡Z| ZvQvov w`‡jB †h Avcwb I‡`i †Q‡o †`‡eb, Zvi wK wbðqZv?Õ

GZ¶‡Y nvwm dzUj wmjwfIi gy‡L| ÔwbðqZvi e¨e ’v Kiv hv‡e| I‡`i mv‡_ Avcbvi †`Lv

nIqviI e¨e ’v KiwQ| wKš‘ g‡b ivL‡eb, wmbi gvmy ivbv, we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 29

c¨v‡KUUv bv w`‡j I‡`i giv gyL †`L‡Z n‡e Avcbvi| Pjyb Avgvi mv‡_| c‡_ †Kvb iKg †Mvjgvj K‡i jvf †bB, cvjv‡Z cvi‡eb bv| hw` Avgv‡`i nvZ †_‡K Qz‡U †ewi‡q hvIqv Avcbvi c‡¶ m¤¢e nqI, †R‡b ivL‡eb m‡½ m‡½B g„Zz¨ NU‡e Avcbvi `yB m½xi|Õ

Ôúvjve bv Avwg,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Kv_vq Av‡Q Iiv?Õ ÔKv‡QB|Õ jyBmvi w`‡K wdij wmjwfI| Ô†Zvgvi Avmvi

`iKvi †bB, jyBmv| Avgvi K_v Avwg †i‡LwQ| Rxe‡b †Kvbw`b GZLvwb ‰ah© ai‡Z †`‡Lvwb wbðqB Zzwg Avgv‡K? wKš‘ Gi c‡iI hw` wmbi gvmy ivbv †Kvb iKg †Mvjgvj Kievi †Póv K‡i Zvn‡j uvZ †ewi‡q co‡e Avgvi, Avmj iƒc †ewi‡q Avm‡e| †mUv †Zvgvi †`Lvi `iKvi †bB| hZUv mn¨ K‡iwQ Zvi †ewk mn¨ Kiv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq, Zzwg Rv‡bv| Kv‡RB Avgiv †ewi‡q hvIqvi mv‡_ mv‡_B †nv‡U‡j wd‡i hv‡e Zzwg|Õ ivbvi w`‡K wdij, ÔPjyb wmbi| Avwg mwZ¨ ejwQ, bv wg‡_¨ ejwQ †`Lyb G‡m wbR †Pv‡L|Õ

`iRv w`‡q †ewi‡q †Mj wmjwfI| wcQb wcQb Pjj ivbv| Zvi wcQ‡b wifjfvi nv‡Z IwÇ, Mxqvb Avi cwcwb|

njiƒ‡gi gvSvgvwS G‡m _g‡K `uvovj wmjwfI| ZovK K‡i jvd w`j ivbvi ey‡Ki wfZi Kj‡RUv| GKUv y‡Uv nvU©weU wgm n‡q †Mj| mw›`» „wó‡Z N‡ii Pvicv‡k †PvL eyjvj wmjwfI|

Ô uvovI GK wgwbU!Õ a~Z© nvwm dz‡U DVj wmjwfIi †Vuv‡U| ÔGZ m‡ei †Kvb `iKvi bv-I co‡Z cv‡i| gw›`i †_‡K GB evwo ch©šÍ IwÇi †Pv‡L †Pv‡L wQ‡jb Avcwb, c¨v‡KUUv †Kv_vI jy‡Kvevi my‡hvM wQj bv Avcbvi| wKš‘ GB njiƒ‡g K‡qK †m‡KÊ Avcwb GKv wQ‡jb| †mB K‡qK †m‡K‡Êi

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g‡a¨ IUv GB N‡iB †Kv_vI jywK‡q ivLv Am¤¢e bq| Avcbvi Kv‡Q hLb †bB, IUv G N‡iB †Kv_vI jywK‡q †i‡L‡Qb a‡i †bqvUv Lye GKUv A‡hŠw³K wKQz n‡e bv| wK e‡jb?Õ

ey‡Ki wfZi aovk aovk ïi“ n‡q wM‡q‡Q ivbvi| †Ui †cj d¨vKv‡m n‡q hv‡”Q gyLUv i³ m‡i wM‡q| wKš‘ AmvaviY gvbwmK kw³ e‡j gy‡Li †PnvivUv wVK ivLj †m|

ÔLv‡gvKv †LuvRvLyuwR K‡i jvf †bB, wmbi,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔmwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, wf‡oi g‡a¨ Avgvi GK eÜzi c‡K‡U cy‡i w`‡qwQ Avwg IUv| Avcbvi m¨vOvriv †KD †`L‡Z cvqwb| Avgvi m½x yÕRb‡K gyw³ bv w`‡j IUv cvIqvi †Kvb m¤¢vebvB †bB Avcbvi| †`wi bv K‡i Pjyb †mLv‡b hvIqv hvK|Õ

SU K‡i wdij wmjwfI IwÇi w`‡K| Ô†Zvgv‡`i Aj‡¶ IUv cvPvi Kiv m¤¢e wQj Gi c‡¶?Õ GKUz BZ¯ÍZ K‡i gv_v SuvwK‡q mvq w`j IwÇ| ÔwQj|

wfoUv Lye Nb wQj| †Pv‡Li Avovj Kwiwb wVKB, wKš‘ Avgiv ïay Gi Kuva ch©šÍ †`L‡Z cvw”Qjvg| nvZ †`L‡Z cvBwb| wbP w`‡q Kv‡iv nv‡Z IUv w`‡q †`qv Gi c‡¶ Am¤¢e wQj bv|Õ

ÔLyeB a~Z©Zvi mv‡_ KvRUv K‡i‡Qb, wmbi gvmy ivbv,Õ Kvô nvwm †n‡m ejj wmjwfI| ÔwKš‘ Zv‡Z Ae¯’vUv Ggb wKQzB cwiewZ©Z n‡”Q bv| c¨v‡KUUv Avcbvi eÜzi KvQ †_‡K msMªn K‡i Avgvi nv‡Z Zz‡j †`‡eb Avcwb|Õ

nuvd Qvoj ivbv| ÔZv †`e, wKš‘ Zvi Av‡M Avcbvi K_vi mZ¨Zv m¤ú‡K© wbwðZ n‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ

ÔZv wVK, I‡`i †`Lv cv‡eb Avcwb Aí¶‡Yi g‡a¨B|Õ Avevi GKevi N‡ii Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj wmjwfI| g„ y †n‡m

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 31

PvBj ivbvi †Pv‡L| ÔZ‡e GB wf‡oi g‡a¨ eÜzi c‡K‡U cy‡i †`qvi KvwnbxUv Avcbvi De©i gw¯Í‡®‹i dmjI n‡Z cv‡i| ZvQvov Avi wK KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i nVvr G Mí †kvbvevi? Avgvi g‡bv‡hvM Ab¨w`‡K Nywi‡q †`qvi cÖqvm wn‡m‡eI ai‡Z cvwi Avwg e¨vcviUv| Kv‡RB Avgvi g‡b nq iIbv nevi Av‡M Avgv‡`i GKevi GB NiUv cix¶v K‡i †`Lv `iKvi|Õ Mxqv‡bi w`‡K wdij| ÔGK cv Gw`K Iw`K bo‡j ¸wj Ki‡e|Õ Gevi IwÇ Avi cwcwb‡K Av‡`k Kij, Ô†`‡Lv Lyu‡R cvIqv hvq wK bv| †ewk mgq cvqwb I| PU K‡i jywK‡q ivLv hvq Ggwb †Kvb RvqMvq †c‡q hv‡e IUv Lye m¤¢e| mvaviY †Kvb RvqMvq| bvI, ïi“ K‡iv|Õ

nvj †Q‡o w`j ivbv| fvM¨ AcÖmbœ| †Póvi ΓwU K‡iwb †m|

G¶zwY Lyu‡R cv‡e Iiv IUv| evwZ¯Ív Avi I¯Ív‡`i wK n‡e Zv n‡j? Ii wb‡Ri fv‡M¨B ev wK Av‡Q? GB wZbR‡bi gyL wPiZ‡i eÜ K‡i †`qvi e¨e ’v n‡e? bvwK gvj †c‡q †Q‡o †`‡e I‡`i? wK Ki‡e?

Avðh© `¶Zvi mv‡_ njN‡ii yÕcvk †_‡K LuyR‡Z LuyR‡Z gvSLv‡b Avm‡Q IwÇ Avi cwcwb| Zvgvi dzj`vbxUvi Lye Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q IwÇ| cÖwZ‡hvMxi †Nvovi gy‡L fzj K‡i gš¿x †P‡j `vev †L‡jvqvo †hgb †ev‡W©i Ab¨w`‡K †P‡q Avj−v‡K Wv‡K, wbQK B”Qvkw³i e‡j cÖwZ‡hvMxi g‡bv‡hvM Ab¨w`‡K †divevi †Póv K‡i, ivbvi Ae ’v A‡bKUv †mB iKg n‡jv| Ab¨w`‡K †P‡q _vKvi †Póv Kij †m, wKš‘ Avo‡Pv‡L IwÇi Kvh©Kjvc j¶ bv K‡iI cvi‡Q bv|

nVvr dzj`vbxUv nv‡Z Zz‡j wbj IwÇ| aovk K‡i DVj ivbvi eyK| gš¿gy‡»i gZ †P‡q †`Lj †m, wfZ‡i nvZ XzKvj

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IwÇ, Zvici gyLUv D‡ëv K‡i SuvwK w`j| wKQzB †e‡ivj bv IUvi g‡a¨ †_‡K|

Zv¾e n‡q †M‡Q ivbv, yB †Pv‡L Ii Awek¦vm| mwZ¨B, wK”Qz †bB Zvgvi dzj`vbxi wfZi|

wZb cuvP wgwbU Zbœ Zbœ K‡i †LuvRvi ci IwÇ †NvlYv Kij, ÔGN‡i †bB IUv|Õ

Kuva SuvKvj wmjwfI| Ô_vKvUv Am¤¢e wQj bv| hvB †nvK, Lyu‡R †`Lvq †Kvb

¶wZ nqwb Avgv‡`i| Gevi Zvn‡j Avcbvi †mB eÜzi Kv‡Q †`qvi K_vUv mZ¨ e‡j a‡i †bqv hvq, wK e‡jb?Õ

ïwK‡q Avmv †VuvU wfRvj ivbv wR‡fi WMv w`‡q| cwi®‹vi eyS‡Z cvi‡Q Mu vovK‡j †du‡m †M‡Q †m Gevi| c¨v‡KUUv wdwi‡q bv w`‡j †h evwZ¯Ív Avi †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwb‡K ¸wj K‡i gviv n‡e Zv‡Z †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| wKš‘ †Mj †Kv_vq IUv| †K wbj? IwÇ? †kvevi N‡i †XvKvi †ek wKQz¶Y c‡i G‡m nvwRi n‡qwQj IwÇ| njiƒ‡g Xz‡K c¨v‡KUUv Lyu‡R †ei K‡i †bqv m¤¢e wQj Ii c‡¶| †Nvov wWwO‡q Nvm †L‡Z PvB‡Q †jvKUv? c¨v‡KUUv Mvc K‡i w`‡q wb‡R wKQz UvKv nvZvevi Zvj K‡i‡Q? ZvB n‡e| I Qvov Avi †K wb‡Z cv‡i c¨v‡KUUv?

ÔPjyb, iIbv nIqv hvK, wmbi gvmy ivbv,Õ ejj wmjwfI| ÔAvcbvi mnKgx©‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv Kivi ci Avcbvi

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 33

†mB eÜzi KvQ †_‡K wb‡q Avm‡eb c¨v‡KUUv|Õ Ô uvovb,Õ ejj ivbv PU K‡i| eyS‡Z cvi‡Q †m IwÇ hw`

c¨v‡KUUv wb‡q _v‡K, Avi GKevi GB evwoi evB‡i †Kv_vI jywK‡q ivLevi my‡hvM cvq, Zvn‡j I †h wb‡q‡Q Zv cÖgvY Kievi Dcvq _vK‡e bv Avi| GLb GKgvÎ Dcvq n‡”Q c¨v‡KUmn I‡K nv‡Z-bv‡Z aiv| bB‡j Avkv-fimv me hv‡e|

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wVKB m‡›`n K‡iwQ‡jb, GB N‡iB jywK‡q †i‡LwQjvg Avwg c¨v‡KUUv|Õ

K_vUv ej‡Z ej‡Z IwÇi gy‡Li fve j¶ Kij ivbv| wKš‘ Ii K‡Vvi gy‡L wKwÂr we¯§‡qi Avfvm Qvov Avi wKQzB j¶ Kiv †Mj bv|

ÔAvðh©!Õ Zv¾e †Pv‡L PvBj wmjwfI ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K| ÔnVvr GB Amg‡q K_vUv Avgv‡K e‡j w`‡”Qb †Kb? † ^”Qvq Avcbvi `i KlvKwli ¶gZv nviv‡”Qb Avcwb, wmbi gvmy ivbv| GLywb †c‡q †M‡j Avcbvi m½x‡`i †Q‡o bvI w`‡Z cvwi, GB m‡›`n Avm‡Q bv Avcbvi g‡b?Õ

ÔAvm‡Q| wKš‘ Zv‡Z wKQzB hvq Av‡m bv| c¨v‡KUUv LyB‡q †d‡jwQ Avwg| GB N‡i †XvKvi mv‡_ mv‡_ IB `iRvi wb‡P Av‡jv †`‡L c¨v‡KUUv Avwg GB Zvgvi dzj`vbx‡Z †i‡L w`‡qwQjvg|Õ

fzi“ KzuP‡K dzj`vbxUvi w`‡K PvBj wmjwfI, Zvici PvBj IwÇi w`‡K| j¤^v cv †d‡j GwM‡q †Mj IwÇ| dzj`vbxUv Avevi nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡q wfZiUv †`Lj, Zvici Dcyo K‡i SuvwK w`j evi K‡qK|

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mevB eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q, Zey Ab_©K ejj IwÇ, ÔwKQzB †bB Gi †fZi|Õ

Ômgq bó Kievi †KŠkj LvwU‡q hv‡”Qb Avcwb GKUvi ci GKUv,Õ Aby‡hv‡Mi my‡i ejj wmjwfI| ÔG‡Z wK jvf Avkv Ki‡Qb Avcwb Avgvi Rvbv †bB| Avwg wei³ n‡q DVwQ µ‡g| Avcwb wK Avkv Ki‡Qb †h Avcbvi eÜziv G‡m D×vi Ki‡e Avcbv‡K? †Kb wek¦vm Ki‡Qb bv Avgvi K_v? Avwg †Zv ejwQ Iiv Avgvi nv‡Z e›`x, cÖgvY w`‡Z wb‡q P‡jwQ Avcbv‡K, Zey †Kb...Õ

ÔIUv Avwg GB dzj`vbxi †fZi †i‡LwQjvg,Õ kvšÍ K‡É ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv hLb †kvevi N‡i K_v ejwQjvg ZLb mwi‡q‡Q IUv †KD| Avcbviv IB N‡ii g‡a¨B wQ‡jb, Kv‡RB Avcbv‡`i c‡¶ IUv nvZv‡bv m¤¢e wQj bv| wKš‘ GKRb Av‡Q †h mevi c‡i N‡i Xz‡KwQj, GB njN‡i GKv _vKevi my‡hvM †c‡qwQj| †m n‡”Q GB †jvKUv|Õ IwÇi w`‡K Bw½Z Kij ivbv gv_v SuvwK‡q|

Avoó n‡q †Mj IwÇ| fq¼i wnsmª n‡q DVj Ii gyLUv| †VuvU y‡Uv m‡i †M‡Q uv‡Zi Dci †_‡K| yB †Pv‡L †Mv¶z‡ii wel|

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Avcbvi gyL w`‡q wK K‡i mwZ¨ K_vUv †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Rvbv Av‡Q Avgvi| Pjyb|Õ

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 37

M ©f| wg‡_¨ev`x †Kv_vKvi?Õ iv‡M nvZ y‡Uv Kuvc‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q wmjwfIi| ÔAvgvi f ªZv‡K Zzwg g‡b K‡iQ ye©jZv| jyBmvi Aby‡iv‡a Avwg †P‡qwQjvg e¨vcviUv AcÖxwZKi †Kvb NUbv QvovB wb®cwË †nvK| wKš‘ exwP‡Z u‡Zv bv w`‡j ej` †mvRv nq bv| Avgvi Avi wKQzB Kievi †bB|Õ IwÇi w`‡K wdij wmjwfI| ÔIwÇ, hv fvj eyS‡e ZvB Ki‡e Zzwg, Avgvi Avi wKQzB ejvi †bB| †nv‡U‡j Pjjvg Avgiv| †hgbfv‡e cv‡iv, `yB NÈvi g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e IUv Avgvi Kvgivq|Õ

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ÔAvgvi mv‡_ †Mvjgvj fviZ miKv‡ii- Zzwg we‡`kx ¸ßPi, gvSLvb w`‡q Gi g‡a¨ †bvsiv bvKUv bv Mjv‡jB cvi‡Z| GLb †Zvgv‡K wb‡q hvIqv n‡e †Zvgvi m½x‡`i Kv‡Q| ILv‡b c¨v‡KUUv †diZ w`‡Z eva¨ Kiv n‡e †Zvgv‡K| Zvici...Õ K_vUv †kl bv K‡iB gv_v SuvKvj wmjwfI| ÔPwj| Lye m¤¢e Avi †Kvbw`b †`Lv n‡”Q bv Avgv‡`i|Õ

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†N‡Uv by‡qv‡fvi wcQ‡b GKUv AÜKvi evwoi mvg‡b G‡m _vgj Mb‡Wvjv| GKwUI evwZ †bB| wbSzgcyix| †`L‡jB †evSv hvq eû cyiv‡bv Avg‡ji evwo| g‡b nq GLywb ûogyo K‡i a‡m co‡e Nv‡oi Dci|

Mb‡Wvjv †eu‡a †djj cwcwb SUcU| wki uvovi Dci wifjfv‡ii †LuvPv w`j Mxqvb|

Ôbv‡gv!Õ IwÇ †b‡g c‡o‡Q Av‡MB| cv‡i D‡V Gj ivbv cwcwbi

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wcQb †_‡K †Vjv †L‡q bvg‡Z eva¨ n‡jv ivbvI| eomo GKUv mu¨vr‡mu‡Z Ni| wZb‡U †gvgevwZi Av‡jvq g −vbfv‡e Av‡jvwKZ|

‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q wcV w`‡q †g‡Si Dci e‡m Av‡Q evwZ¯Ív we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 39

Avi I¯Ív` †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwb| nvZ-cv k³ K‡i euvav| I‡`i w`‡K †P‡qB gbUv `‡g †Mj ivbvi| I Avkv

K‡iwQj G‡`i e¨vcv‡i wg‡_¨ K_v e‡j‡Q wmjwfI, wKš‘ wb‡Ri †Pv‡L †`‡L ¯úó eyS‡Z cvij wK wew”Qwi cu v‡P c‡o †M‡Q †m| c¨v‡KUUv †diZ bv w`‡j Ii mvg‡bB nZ¨v Kiv n‡e G‡`i| A_P...

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Ô†Pvc ivI!Õ ª“Z K‡qK cv GwM‡q †Mj IwÇ| `ovg K‡i I¯Ív‡`i cuvR‡ii Dci Klvj cÖPÊ GK jvw_| e¨_vq KzuK‡o ï‡q coj I¯Ív` GKcv‡k|

ÔLye †Rv‡i gv‡i †Zv †Q‡jUv!Õ gyL weK…Z K‡i nuvcv‡Z

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nuvcv‡Z ejj I¯Ív`, Ô†Kvb& Bqv‡i cvm K‡iQ?Õ Avevi jvw_ Zz‡jwQj IwÇ, †_‡g †Mj ivbvi A ^vfvweK wPrKvi ï‡b|

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Avgv‡K|Õ GKUv †Pqvi G‡b N‡ii gvSLv‡b ivLj cwcwb, ûKzg

Kij, Ôe‡mv GLv‡b|Õ wifjfv‡ii u‡Zv †L‡q e‡m coj ivbv| IwÇi Bw½‡Z

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wbivm³ „wó‡Z †P‡q iBj ivbv| †hb eyS‡Z cv‡iwb wK we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 41

NU‡Z P‡j‡Q| wKš‘ wfZi wfZi ‰Zwi n‡q †M‡Q †m| kixi bov‡Z cvi‡Q bv wVKB, wKš‘ gv_vUv bov‡Z cvi‡e| NywmUv KvUvevi R‡b¨ cÖ¯‘Z n‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q I|

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†bqvi †Póv Kij K‡qK †m‡KÊ, Zvici g‡b n‡jv Mxqv‡bi e³‡e¨i A_© eyS‡Z cvij †m, SU K‡i wcQb wdij wb‡R‡K wbe„Ë Kievi R‡b¨|

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IwÇ| w ’i, wb®‹¤ú nv‡Z wifjfvi ZvK K‡i a‡i uvwo‡q iBj Mxqvb cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ| cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B wd‡i Gj cwcwb|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 43

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†mUv _vKv bv _vKv mgvb K_v| me‡P‡q eo K_v, ivbvi ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© †gvUvgywU cwi®‹vi aviYv n‡q †M‡Q Mxqv‡bi, I‡K AevK K‡i †`qv, wKsev AZwK©‡Z wKQz K‡i civwRZ Kiv GLb Avi AZ mnR n‡e bv| me©¶Y mZK© i‡q‡Q †m| GKwe› y AvjMv Ki‡Q bv wki uvovi Dci wifjfv‡ii Pvc| IUv hZ¶Y IB RvqMvq †V‡m aiv Av‡Q ZZ¶Y AvPgKv wKQz K‡i emv Ii c‡¶ m¤¢e bq|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 49

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 55

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G eBUvi e¨vcv‡i hvB K‡iv, mv`vgvVv wKQz Ki‡Z †h‡qv bv| fviZxq Kbmy‡jU ev Gge¨vwm‡Z †h‡qv bv| †cv‡÷ cvVvevi †Póv †Kv‡iv bv| iÄb †PŠayixi nv‡Z w`‡Z n‡e †Zvgvi eBUv wbR nv‡Z| Avi KviI nv‡Z bq| me©Î G‡R›U Av‡Q G‡`i| fqvbK ¶gZvkvjx Giv| KvD‡K wek¦vm †Kv‡iv bv| wmjwfI wc‡q‡Îv hw` Rvb‡Z cv‡i †Zvgvi Kv‡Q i‡q‡Q †bvU eBUv, †Zvgv‡K wbwðý K‡i w`‡Z wØav Ki‡e bv GK †m‡KÊ| G‡`i AvÊvi-Gw÷‡gU †Kv‡iv bv| `vi“Y Amywe‡aq co‡e Zzwg BUvjx †_‡K evB‡i †e‡iv‡Z wM‡q| B‡”Q Ki‡j me c_ eÜ K‡i w`‡Z cv‡i wmjwfI| BD‡iv‡ci †Kv_vI Zzwg wbivc` bI| Bsj¨vÊ A‡c¶vK…Z wbivc`, wKš‘ †mLvb ch©šÍ avIqv Ki‡Z cv‡i Giv| hZ¶Y ch©šÍ bv GUv Avgvi

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wPwVUv Ab¨gb¯‹fv‡e fuvR K‡i eyK-c‡K‡U †i‡L w`j ivbv| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 57

ª“Z wPšÍv Pj‡Q Ii g‡bi g‡a¨| Nwo †`Lj| NÈvLv‡bK ci IwÇ wK Ki‡Q †f‡e e¨¯Í n‡q DV‡e wmjwfI| Zvi Av‡MB e¨e ’v Ki‡Z n‡e hv Kivi| GLwb mewKQz Iiv †R‡b †d‡j‡Q wKbv †K Rv‡b| hZ ª“Z m¤¢e G‡`i †Pv‡L ay‡jv w`‡q †ewi‡q †h‡Z n‡e †fwbm †_‡K|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 59

Ô†m †Zv Lye fvj KZv| Avgv‡K mv‡Z wb‡Z Amywe‡` wK?Õ ÔLyeB Kó n‡e, ZvQvov wec`I Av‡Q GB j¤^v Rvwb©‡Z|

cÖwZc¶ LyeB kw³kvjx, hv‡Z G‡`k †_‡K †e‡iv‡Z bv cvwi †m †Póvi †KvbiKg ΓwU Ki‡e bv| me©kw³ wb‡qvM Ki‡e †VKvevi R‡b¨| Kv‡RB...Õ

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wMjwU wgqvi †PvL cvKv‡bv †`‡L †n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q, hw` †h‡Z PvI, ˆZwi n‡q bvI cuvP wgwb‡Ui

g‡a¨| Rvgv-Kvco G‡ZB Pj‡e, ïay `y‡Uv ivKm¨v‡K cuvP-mvZ w`b †UKvi gZ Lvevi f‡i bvI| webwKDjviUv wb‡Z fz‡jv bv| GK †evZj eª vwÊI wb‡qv| hvI, KzBK|Õ

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ÔwVK Av‡P|Õ ª“Zcv‡q †ewi‡q †Mj wMjwU wgqv| j¤^v Rvwb©i Dc‡hvMx

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60 gvmy ivbvÐ33

n‡e wcQ‡b| GLb cÖ_g KvR mvivMvZ †nv‡Uj †_‡K Ii wc¯Íj Avi

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ÔAvi Avcwb? Avcwb wK Ki‡eb GLb?Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 61

ÔGLbI wVK Ki‡Z cvwiwb wK Kie| A‡bKUv fimv K‡iwQjvg I¯Ív‡`i †RvMvo Kiv †gvUi‡ev‡Ui Ici| GLb wK Kiv hvq †f‡e †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Avevi| e`‡j wb‡Z n‡e c − vbUv|Õ

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AvOyj Zz‡j †`Lvj evwZ Ív †evUUv| Lywk n‡q DVj ivbv g‡b g‡b| SKS‡K †Pnvivi GKUv ewÎk dzU j¤^v †Kweb-µy‡mU| ivbv Rv‡b, LyeB kw³kvjx GwÄb _v‡K Gme †Kweb-µy‡m‡U| U¨vsK y‡Uv GLb fiv _vK‡jB nq|

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ivbv eySj, wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv| cv¤úUv `k †m‡KÊ cix¶v K‡iB eyS‡Z cvij wW‡R‡ji Afve †bB U¨vs‡K| g„ y Bkviv Kij evwZ¯Ív‡K| GK jv‡d †jvKUvi wcQ‡b P‡j Gj evwZ¯Ív, wcQb †_‡K †cuwP‡q aij Mjv|

ÔLei`vi!Õ †jvKUvi Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdm wdm K‡i ejj evwZ¯Ív, ÔUzu kã Ki‡j gU‡K †`e Nvo|Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 63

‡jvKUvi c‡KU †_‡K Pvwe wb‡q cv¤ú Pvjy Kij ivbv| U¨vsK y‡Uv cy‡iv f‡i wb‡q G‡m uvovj †jvKUvi mvg‡b| †diZ w`j Pvwe| Pvi-cuvPUv cuvP nvRvi wjivi †bvU XzwK‡q w`j †jvKUvi eyK c‡K‡U| nvmj|

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‡QvÆ GKUv MR©b K‡iB Pvjy n‡q †Mj GwÄb| ax‡i ax‡i G‡Mvj †evUUv, Avi GKUz †M‡j co‡e eo Lv‡j, Zvici evo‡e ¯úxW| wPIwMqvi w`‡K hv‡e cÖ_‡g, †mvRv `w¶‡Y, Zvici †cv b`x †e‡q P‡j hv‡e wgjv‡bv ch©šÍ; †mLvb †_‡K †Póv Ki‡e †c −b aievi| ivbv Avkv K‡iwQj, †U¯b, †c −b, evm ev Mvwo‡Z K‡i hv‡Z I †fwbm †_‡K †e‡iv‡Z bv cv‡i †m e¨e¯’v K‡iB mš‘ó n‡e wmjwfI, I †h GZ Aí mg‡q †evU msMªn K‡i †dj‡Z cvi‡e †mUv KíbvI Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv| wKš‘ cv¤úIqvjvi e¨envi †`‡L wfZ‡i wfZ‡i Pg‡K †M‡Q I| cÖ_‡g Gqvi‡cv‡U©i Amn‡hvwMZv, Zvici GB wW‡Rj-Amn‡hvM- bvn&, ˆ`e-ms‡hvM n‡ZB cv‡i bv| AZ¨šÍ

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64 gvmy ivbvÐ33

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nVvr aycavc cv‡qi k‡ã Pg‡K Wvbw`‡K wdij ivbv I wMjwU wgqv|

ÔNvcjv †e‡a †M‡P, m¨vi,Õ ejj wMjwU wgqv| Ôúywjm!Õ PviRb †mcvB G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q cv‡i| mk¯¿| ÔGB †h, wmbi!Õ wPrKvi K‡i DVj I‡`i GKRb|

Ô†gvUi‡evU wfovI Zx‡i|Õ Ô_vgv‡Z ej‡P, m¨vi| _vgv‡eb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij wMjwU

wgqv| Ô uvovI, †`wL|Õ MwZUv GKUz gš’i K‡i w`‡q D‡V uvovj

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Ô_vgvI †evU! cv‡i wb‡q G‡mv|Õ †ev‡Ui mv‡_ nuvU‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q Iiv|

Ô†Kb? wK n‡q‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| eo Lv‡ji G‡Kev‡i Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q Iiv| ÔwK n‡q‡Q fvj K‡iB Rvbv Av‡Q †Zvgvi!Õ ag‡K DVj

GKRb cvi †_‡K| Ôúv¤ú †_‡K wW‡Rj Pzwi K‡iQ †Zvgiv G¶zwY| _vgvI †evU!Õ

meB eySj ivbv| GLb †evU _vgv‡bv gv‡b _vbvq a‡i wb‡q hvIqv, Zvici Pj‡e cÖ‡kœi ci cÖkœ, ˆKwdq‡Zi ci ˆKwdqZ| I¯Ív‡`i Ly‡bi mv‡_ e¨vcviUv Rwo‡q †dj‡j †Zv

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 65

Avi K_vB †bB| AšÍZ `k w`‡bi R‡b¨ AvU‡K hv‡e †m †fwb‡m|

ÔwK n‡jv? _vgv”Q bv?Õ †i‡M DVj GKRb KK©k KÉavix|

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Ôï‡q c‡ov,Õ ejj ivbv| wb‡RI wbPz Kij gv_vUv| eo Lv‡j G‡m †M‡Q †evU| _ªUj cy‡iv Ly‡j w`j ivbv|

wظY n‡q †Mj Gwćbi MR©b, mvg‡bi w`KUv cvwb †_‡K GKnvZ Dc‡i D‡V †Mj| dzj-¯úx‡W euvK wb‡q Avovj n‡q †Mj cv‡i uvov‡bv †mcvB‡`i ivB‡d‡ji gyL †_‡K|

‡mvRv n‡q emj ivbv| wmMv‡iU aivj|

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ï‡q ï‡q KzuB KzuB K‡i K‡i evsjv‡`‡ki GKUv RbwcÖq cj−xMxwZ MvB‡Q wMjwU wgqv|...‡Zvgiv my‡L iBjv| †Kvb ~‡i hvI PBjv| bvBqv‡i, bv‡q ev`vg ZzBjv...| û-û evZv‡m WzK‡i †Ku‡` DV‡Z Pvq gbUv A‡Pbv, ARvbv GK Mªvg¨ea~i yt‡L|

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66 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 67

Gw`K w`‡q †Póv Ki‡j I‡`i AvOyj M‡j †ewi‡q hvIqv Am¤¢e bvI n‡Z cv‡i|Õ

ÔI‡ieŸvc! nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z ¶‡q hv‡e cv| cWzqvq †cuŠP‡Z †cuŠP‡Z †`Le AviI QÕBw †eu‡U n‡q †MwP!Õ

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†cj ivbv †gvUi‡ev‡Ui Gwćbi kã| Wvbw`K †_‡K| GwM‡q Avm‡Q GBw`‡K| AÜKv‡i †`Lv hv‡”Q bv wKQyB| ax‡i ax‡i †_‡g Gj †Kweb µy‡mU| wmMv‡iUUv mveav‡b wbwf‡q †djj ivbv|

ÔGKUv Pvb&m& wb‡q †`Lv hvK,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAÜKv‡i cvk KvwU‡q P‡j †h‡Z cv‡i|Õ

PzcPvc e‡m iBj Iiv| AÜKv‡i wKQyB †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Gwćbi kãUv †Rvi n‡”Q µ‡gB|

Ôg‡b n‡”P AÜKv‡i Avgv‡`i Nv‡oB G‡m co‡e kvjviv|Õ

mvgvb¨ GKUz _ªUj w`‡q LvwbKUv euv‡q mwi‡q wbj ivbv †evUUv| cÖvq wbtk‡ã m‡i †Mj Iiv †ek LvwbKUv|

GwM‡q Avm‡Q cywj‡mi †evU| Gwćbi kã †e‡o †M‡Q GLb K‡qK¸Y| A‡bK Kv‡Q G‡m c‡o‡Q| Ggwb mgq `c K‡i R¡‡j DVj mvP©jvBU| Zxeª D¾¡j mv`v Av‡jv w`b K‡i †djj ivZ‡K|

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68 gvmy ivbvÐ33

w`j †m| ÔfvMjvg Rvb-cÖvY wb‡q|Õ mvP©jvBUUv Ny‡i G‡m w¯’i n‡jv †Kweb-µy‡m‡Ui Dci|

ZZ¶‡Y IUvi bvK D‡V c‡o‡Q cvwb †Q‡o nvZLv‡bK Dc‡i| †Lvjv mgy‡`ªi w`‡K Qy‡U‡Q cÖvYc‡Y|

Ôa‡i †dj‡P, m¨vi!Õ fxZ wMjwU wgqvi KÉ ^i| ÔGwM‡q Avm‡P| cviwP bv Avgiv!Õ

cÖ_g GK wgwbU K‡g Gj `~iZ¡, Zvici K‡qK †m‡KÊ mgvb _vKj, Zvici evo‡Z ïi“ Kij|

ÔwbPz n‡q _v‡Kv, wMjwU wgqv! †Pnviv †hb †`L‡Z bv cvq| gvBj `‡kK Ny‡i Avgiv Avevi wd‡i Avme cv‡i|Õ

Ô y‡Uv †evU LyuR‡P Avgv‡`i| Zv AvivKUv KB?Õ ÔPviw`‡K †PvL iv‡Lv| Gi nvZ †_‡K †ewi‡q Avevi IUvi

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D¾¡jZv nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q mvP©jvB‡Ui Av‡jv| †ek A‡bKUv ~‡i m‡i †M‡Q †Kweb-µy‡mU| ª“Z m‡i hv‡”Q AviI ~‡i| wØZxq †MvjvUv cvwb‡Z coj `k nvZ WvB‡b| Ava wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ AviI GKUv ùzwj½ †`Lv †Mj| kãUv †cuŠQ‡Z AviI GKUz †`wi n‡jv| wKš‘ ¸wjUv †cuŠQj wVK wVK| Qv‡Zi LvwbKUv Ask gogo K‡i †f‡O w`‡q †ewi‡q †Mj †mUv, fvOv Kv‡Vi UzK‡iv-UvKiv coj ivbvi Av‡kcv‡k| MwZc_ mvgvb¨ GKUz cwieZ©b Kij ivbv| bZzb MwZc‡_ evZv‡mi evav K‡g hvIqvq AviI †Rv‡i QyUj †Kweb-µy‡mU| mvP©jvB‡Ui AvIZvi evB‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q Iiv GLb|

wb‡f †Mj mvP©jvBU| WvB‡b †gvo wbj ivbv Gevi| cywjm we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 69

†ev‡Ui y‡Uv jvj evwZ †`Lv hv‡”Q Ava gvBj ~‡i| †mvRv †Lvjv mgy‡ ªi w`‡K P‡j‡Q IUv|

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Ô†Rvi GKUv av°vi R‡b¨ ˆZwi _v‡Kv wMjwU wgqv| G‡m †MwQ|Õ

wgwbU wZ‡bK ci †fRv evwji Dci w`‡q ª“Z cv‡q QyUj Iiv †mvRv cwðg w`‡K| Qq c‡b‡iv wgwbU †`Š‡o GKUv mi“ iv¯Ívq coj Iiv| AviI wKQy ~i GwM‡q coj eo iv¯Ívq| ª“Z cv‡q †nu‡U P‡j‡Q Iiv| wKQy ~i †nu‡U gyL Lyjj wMjwU wgqv|

ÔmKvj n‡Z Avi Lye †ewk †`wi †bB, m¨vi| GB †Lvjv‡gjv RvqMvq w`‡bi †ejv Pjv †evavq wVK n‡e bv| eû ~i †_‡KI †Pbv hv‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ

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70 gvmy ivbvÐ33

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ÔmeB wbf©i Ki‡Q GLb Avgv‡`i aivi e¨vcv‡i cywjm KZUv AvMªnx, Zvi Ici,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv fvewQ Lye †ewk wKQy Aciva Kwiwb Avgiv| wKš‘ I‡`i „wófw½Uv Avgv‡`i †_‡K m¤ú~Y© wfbœ nIqv wewPÎ bq| Iiv nq‡Zv fve‡Q, g¨vwiqv‡bvi †Kweb-µy‡mU Pzwi K‡i, wc¯Íj †`wL‡q wW‡Rj Pzwi K‡i fq¼i yB we‡`kx WvKvZ †ewi‡q‡Q WvKvwZ Ki‡Z| cywjm _vg‡Z e‡jwQj, Av‡`k Agvb¨ K‡iwQ Avgiv, GUv‡KI Iiv nq‡Zv weivU K‡i †`L‡Q| KZLvwb ¸i“Z¡ w`‡”Q Iiv e¨vcviUv‡K †mUv eyS‡Z bv cvi‡j Avgv‡`i c‡¶ wm×všÍ †bqv mnR n‡e bv| nq †ewk fq †c‡q Ab_©K mgq bó Kie, bq‡Zv aiv c‡o hve AmZK© Ae ’vq|Õ

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†Q‡o Xvj †e‡q cv‡ki Lv‡` bvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q †m| we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 71

ivbvI bvgj wcQy wcQy| cuqZvwj−k wWwMª Xv‡ji Mv‡q ï‡q coj Iiv Dcyo n‡q| GKUv Mvwoi Gwćbi kã GwM‡q Avm‡Q ª“Z|

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uvwo‡q coj ivbv| iv¯Ív †_‡K k †`‡oK MR Dˇi Uvwji QvZ †`qv PzbKvg Kiv †`vZjv evwo| BUvjxi M„n ’-evwo| SKSK Ki‡Q Puv‡`i Av‡jvq| cv‡kB †MvjvNi| Zvi cv‡k †Mvqvj|

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IB †`Kzb!Õ evwZ R¡‡j D‡V‡Q †`vZjvi GKUv N‡i| wظY †Rv‡i

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 73

Ô†`Šo `vI, wMjwU wgqv| G‡mv Avgvi mv‡_| Iiv g‡b Ki‡e KzKz‡ii Wv‡K fq †c‡q †f‡MwQ Avgiv|Õ

D‡ëv w`‡K †`Šov‡Z hvw”Qj wMjwU wgqv, ivbv‡K †mvRv mvg‡bi w`‡K †`Šov‡Z †`‡L _g‡K †Mj GK †m‡KÊ, Zvici wcQy wbj| GK Qy‡U †MvjvN‡ii wcQ‡b G‡m uvovj Iiv| NUvs K‡i `iRv †Lvjvi kã ïb‡Z †cj Iiv cwi®‹vi|

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ÔIB nvivgRv`v †Q‡ji R‡b¨ uvov‡j mvivivZ uvwo‡q _vK‡Z n‡e Avgvi,Õ †gvUv cyi“l KÉ ^i †kvbv †Mj| ÔKzKziUv‡K wei³ Ki‡Q Rvwb †Kvb kvjv|Õ

ÔAvwg AvmwQ, evev, GKUz uvovI!Õ nvivgRv`v †Q‡ji KÉ ^i †f‡m Gj|

Ô yÕRb Avm‡P!Õ f‡q f‡q ejj wMjwU wgqv| ÔwZbRb,Õ ejj ivbv| Sbvr K‡i kã n‡jv wkK‡ji|

ÔKzKziUv‡K †Q‡o w`j e¨vUv|Õ ÔGB †m‡i‡P|Õ †`qv‡ji mv‡_ †mu‡U wcV jvwM‡q uvwo‡q

iBj wMjwU wgqv| Ôm‡eŸv kixj Kuvc‡P m¨vi| ey‡Ki †fZi...Õ

ÔPzc!Õ Pvcv Mjvq agK w`j ivbv| GwM‡q †Mj K‡qK cv| `k †m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨B †MvjvNiUv Ny‡i P‡j Gj GKUv eomo nvDÊ| ivbv‡K †`‡LB Pvcv GKUv MR©b †Q‡o we y r‡e‡M Qy‡U Gj Ii w`‡K|

Qu vr K‡i DVj ivbvi ey‡Ki wfZiUv| wKš‘ boj bv GKUzI| †kl jvdUv †`qvi Av‡M nVvr †_‡g uvovj nvDÊUv| BZ¯ÍZ Kij wKQy¶Y, Zvici bvK wbPz K‡i ïuK‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbvi PvicvkUv|

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74 gvmy ivbvÐ33

ÔGB †Zv j²x †Q‡j!Õ ejj ivbv| nvjKv K‡i wkm w`j `uv‡Zi mv‡_ wRf †VwK‡q|

KvR n‡jv G‡Z| Kv‡Q m‡i Gj KzKziUv| †jR bvo‡Z †`‡LB wbPz n‡q IUvi gv_vq Av`i Kij ivbv| Av`i †c‡q G‡Kev‡i M‡j †Mj KzËvi ev”Pv, ivbvi Mvj †P‡U †`qvi Dcµg Kij|

ÔweD‡bv! Gw`‡K G‡mv!Õ wPrKvi †kvbv †Mj ey‡ov †jvKUvi|

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`iRvUv †g‡j aij wMjwU wgqv| wfZ‡i XzKj ivbv| `iRvUv eÜ n‡q †h‡ZB UP© †ei Kij c‡KU †_‡K| NiUv PU K‡i GKevi †`‡L gB‡qi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv|

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 75

ivbv P‡j Gj GKUv `iRvi Kv‡Q, mvgvb¨ duvK K‡i †PvL ivLj †mB duv‡K|

K‡qK nvZ wb‡PB uvwo‡q Av‡Q yÕRb †jvK| GKR‡bi nv‡Z GKUv jÉb| Kvb Lvov K‡i wK †hb ïb‡Q Iiv| Kvr n‡q Av‡Q Nvo|

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MRMR K‡i wK †hb ejj ey‡ov †evSv †Mj bv| Zvici Kuva SuvwK‡q iIbv n‡jv evwoi w`‡K|

ÔGUv‡K †Q‡o †i‡L `vI AvR iv‡Z,Õ ey‡ovi Mjvi AvIqvR cvIqv †Mj| Ôúywjm‡K Lywk Kivi R‡b¨ mvivivZ RvM‡Z cvie bv Avwg| Iiv Avgvi †Kvb& Kv‡R †j‡M‡Q K‡e?Õ

‡evSv †Mj evwoi wfZi Xz‡K coj yÕRbB| NUvs K‡i †j‡M †Mj eëz| LvwbK ev‡` †`vZjvi evwZ wb‡f †Mj|

D‡V coj ivbv L‡oi Mv`vq| Ôï‡q c‡o‡Q Iiv| wL‡` †j‡M‡Q? wKQy †L‡q †b‡e?Õ Ôbv, m¨vi| G‡Kvb Avi wKPz Lve bv| Nyg Avm‡P y-‡PvK

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76 gvmy ivbvÐ33

Avm‡Z Pvq bv mn‡R| Kg aKj hvqwb MZ K‡qKUv NÈv| fwel¨‡Zi K_v fvej ivbv wKQy¶Y| KZ c_ Pj‡Z n‡e

†K Rv‡b| n‡b¨ n‡q LyuR‡Q I‡`i cywjm| wmjwfI †h PzcPvc e‡m †bB †mUvI mn‡RB †evSv hvq| GKw`‡K BUvwjqvb cywjm, Ab¨w`‡K fq¼i †Kvmv †bv÷ªv- wKfv‡e †e‡iv‡e †m G‡`k †_‡K? †Kvb&w`‡K hv‡e?

AvKvk cvZvj fve‡Z fve‡Z Nywg‡q coj ivbv|

Pg‡K †R‡M DVj ivbv| Ii nvZ a‡i bvov w`‡”Q wMjwU wgqv|

K‡qKUv dz‡Uv w`‡q †iv` G‡m c‡o‡Q AÜKvi N‡i, †ek wKQyUv wd‡K n‡q †M‡Q Zvi d‡j AÜKvi| K‡qKR‡bi Mjvi AvIqvR †cj ivbv| Lye Kv‡QB|

ÔwK e¨vcvi?Õ Pvcv Mjvq wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ôeuv`v-Kwc, m¨vi!Õ wdmwdm K‡i ejj wMjwU wgqv|

Ôjix‡Z Zzj‡P|Õ mveav‡b †Kvb iKg kã bv K‡i D‡V coj ivbv| wbtkã

cv‡q `iRvi Kv‡Q G‡m †PvL ivLj duv‡K| `iRvi wVK wb‡PB uvwo‡q Av‡Q GKUv `k-Ubx UªvK| wÎcj w`‡q A‡a©KUv

XvKv| Szwoi ci Szwo mvRv‡bv i‡q‡Q euvav-Kwc| evc-‡eUv K_v ej‡Q WªvBfviUvi mv‡_ †Lvk‡gRv‡R| LvwbK¶Y Kvb †c‡ZB eyS‡Z cvij ivbv| cWzqvq P‡j‡Q

GB euvav-Kwci Pvjvb| K_v ej‡Z ej‡Z P‡j †Mj Iiv evwoi w`‡K| †evanq Pv-bv¯Ív LvIqv‡bv n‡e WªvBfvi mv‡ne‡K|

gyn~‡Z© wm×všÍ wbj ivbv| ÔP‡jv, wMjwU wgqv! iIbv nIqv hvK|Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 77

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mi“ GKwPj‡Z RvqMvq uvwo‡q `iRvUv eÜ K‡i w`j Av‡M wMjwU wgqv, Zvici Szc K‡i bvgj ivbvi cv‡k| e‡m coj yÕRb|

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ÔPwj, Kvj †`Lv n‡e Avevi,Õ ejj WªvBfvi Mvwo‡Z DV‡Z DV‡Z|

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bvP‡Z bvP‡Z Pjj UªvK eo iv¯Ívi w`‡K| GKMvj nvmj wMjwU wgqv| ÔAvR‡Ki w`bUv Lye fvj hv‡e, m¨vi|Õ ÔwK K‡i eyS‡j?Õ Ôïi“Uv †`K‡jB †evRv hvq| Nyg †_‡K D‡UB GB †h ‰Zix

Mvwo †c‡q †Mjyg, GUv‡K wK ej‡eb Avcwb? Kcvj ej‡eb bv? Avgiv †W‡KwP jixUv‡K? AvcwbB G‡m nvwRi| †`K‡eb, w`bUv AvR GiKgB hv‡e| wVK †mvgvq gZb mewKPz nvwRi cv‡eb AvR‡K|Õ

Ô†`Lv hvK|Õ wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| ÔGevi g¨vcUv †ei K‡iv †`wL| kn‡i †XvKvi Av‡MB †b‡g co‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| †Kvb&w`K †_‡K †Kvbw`‡K hve Av‡M †_‡K †`‡L ivLv fvj|Õ

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78 gvmy ivbvÐ33

g¨vcUv Ly‡j cWzqvi wb‡P AvOyj ivLj ivbv| ÔGBLvbUvq †b‡g hve Avgiv UªvK †_‡K| kn‡i Kov

cvnvivi e¨e ’v _vK‡e| Kv‡RB Av‡M bvge| GB †h †`LQ, GUv n‡”Q cvnvox GjvKv| A¨vev‡bvi w`‡K iIbv ne Avgiv| ILvb †_‡K †nu‡U P‡j hve eviev‡bv| ILvb †_‡K wfb‡mbhvq G‡m evm aie †eªwmqvi D‡Ï‡k| †eªwmqvq †cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡j †Kvb †KŠk‡j wgjv‡bv †cuŠQv‡bv Am¤¢e n‡e bv|Õ

ÔZvic‡iB †c‡j‡b DUe?Õ Ô†mB †PóvB Kie, Z‡e Av‡M †_‡K ejv hvq bv wKQzB|

Avgv‡`i AvUKvevi me e¨e ’vB Ki‡e Iiv| †h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© c − vb e`jv‡Z n‡Z cv‡i| AvcvZZ GB wVK _vKj, Zvici †hgb mgm¨v Avm‡e Zvi †Zgb mgvavb †ei K‡i †be Avgiv Pj‡Z Pj‡Z| Av‡M †_‡K me mgm¨vi †evSv Nv‡o wb‡q jvf †bB|Õ

AvaNÈv euvav-Kwc Szwoi Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q yjj Iiv Uªv‡Ki †`vjvq| Uªv‡Ki MwZ AuvP K‡i wb‡q g‡b g‡b AsK K‡l †ei Kij ivbv cWzqv †cuŠQ‡Z Avi eo‡Rvi wgwbU `‡kK Av‡Q| mveav‡b Szwo mwi‡q c_ K‡i P‡j Gj Iiv Uªv‡Ki wcQ‡b|

Pvicv‡k GKevi †PvL eywj‡qB gbUv `‡g †Mj ivbvi| mgZj †Lvjv RvqMv| ~‡i †`Lv hv‡”Q gv‡V KvR Ki‡Q K‡qKRb K…lK|

ÔG‡L‡b bvg‡j G‡÷U aiv c‡o hve, m¨vi,Õ ejj wMjwU wgqv| Ôwbqb mvBb‡ev‡Wi gZ †`Kv hv‡e Avgv‡`i wZb gvBj ~i †_‡KI|Õ

ÔGQvov Avi †Kvb Dcvq †bB GLb|Õ ÔZv wVK| kn‡i XzuK‡jB Ku vK K‡i a‡i †b‡e kvjviv|Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 79

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ÔIB cvnv‡o †cuŠQ‡Z KZ¶Y jvM‡e e‡j g‡b nq?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

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‡`qvj Uc‡K gv‡V bvgj Iiv| G‡Mvj cvnvo j¶¨ K‡i|

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80 gvmy ivbvÐ33

Amgvb Rwg‡Z nuvUvi MwZ evov‡bv hv‡”Q bv| evi evi Nvo KvZ K‡i †`L‡Q Iiv Kg©iZ K…lK‡`i| cuvP-Qq‡kv MR ~‡i KvR Ki‡Q Iiv| e¨¯Í n‡q Av‡Q Kv‡R, Gw`‡K PvB‡Q bv †KD| PviRb weU Zzj‡Q †LZ †_‡K| GKRb Kv‡¯Í w`‡q Nu vP K‡i KvU‡Q we‡Ui meyR gv_v| Aci GKRb mvwR‡q ivL‡Q GKLvbv wZb PvKvi †VjvMvwo‡Z|

nuvUz mgvb DuPz meyR Nvm gvwo‡q GwM‡q Pjj Iiv| gvBj yÕ‡qK wM‡q µ‡g Xvjy n‡q †M‡Q RwgUv| GB Xv‡ji †kl

†_‡K ïi“ n‡q‡Q cÖ_g cvnvo| K‡qKUv †QvU †QvU cvnvo wWwO‡q †h‡Z cvi‡j †cuŠQv‡bv hv‡e eo cvnv‡oi Mv‡q| Zvici ïi“ n‡e LvovB DZivB †f‡O ïay nuvUv Avi nuvUv|

j¤^v Nv‡mi gvV A‡a©K †c‡iv‡ZB ~i †_‡K †f‡m Gj GKUv wPrKvi-aŸwb|

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ïb‡Z cvw”Q bv Avgiv|Õ K…lK‡`i Qvwo‡q gvÎ GK‡kv MR GwM‡q‡Q Iiv cvnv‡oi

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 81

I‡`i wK?Õ Ôg‡b nq I‡`i Lei w`‡q †i‡L‡Q cywjm wKsev †Kvmv

†bv÷ªv|Õ Avevi GKevi Avo‡Pv‡L I‡`i w`‡K †P‡qB _g‡K uvovj

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wcQb wd‡i †`Lj ivbv, cÖvq yÕ‡kv M‡Ri g‡a¨ G‡m wM‡qwQj wZbRb, GLb wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q Avevi| †ek A‡bKLvwb wcQ‡b AviI PviRb †jvK‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| GKR‡bi gv_vq K…lK‡`i gv_vj, evwK wZbR‡bi gv_vq n¨vU| cÖvYc‡Y QzU‡Q Iiv|

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AvQ‡o-cvQ‡o `k dzU cÖvq-Lvov cvnvo †e‡q †b‡g Gj we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 83

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 89

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 95

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 101

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 103

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Aw ’i n‡q DVj ivbv `k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B| cÖZx¶v Ki‡Z Ii fvj jv‡M bv †Kvbw`bB| Zvi Dci Mxqv‡bi wmMv‡iU LvIqv †`‡L Ges †auvqvi M‡Ü wmMv‡i‡Ui †Zóv †c‡q †Mj Ii fqvbK| wm×všÍ wb‡q †djj †m|

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wMjwU wgqv eySj c − vb wKQzUv cwieZ©b Ki‡Q ivbv| gv_v SuvwK‡q ivwR n‡q †Mj|

iIbv n‡Z hv‡e ivbv, wVK Ggwb mgq D‡V uvovj we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 105

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 107

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