8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
1/14
Lost/Recovered/Revived01
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
2/14
Creditsbackground designed by kate prothero davies www.paperprintables.com james han font designed by allen chiu thisisallenchiu.tumblr.com vintage images found on 2,45, & 37 from graphicsfairy.com photograph of bla lugosi courtesy of universal studios photograph page 12 artist unknown
The content of this issue of PEA GREEN BOAT is the sole intellectualproperty of the author/artist and not to reproduced or distributed in any
form without the express written permission of the author/artist.
PEA GEEN BOAT: Lost/Recovered/Revived Spring 2011
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
3/14
Page 3 LOST/RECOVERED/REVIVED
COVER ARTby anh duy nguyen
ESSAY by merisinda bills 5 POEMpossessed by jean porche 8 LETTERby cathy weber 9THOUGHTShands for japan by robin panzer 10 PHOTOGRAPHYby christoph doerbeck 11 FICTIONexorcism by bunnie cummings 13 ARTin assorted medium 20 THOUGHTSart treasure by nancy ellen galambos 21
FICTION the real! teenage-vampire chronicles by anyka shye 22PORTFOLIOthe judy project by charlie green 28POEMhow was your day dear? by bunnie cummings 34 ESSAYby jean porche 35 POEMshe saw herself a writer by c. reed weber 37
In this issue
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
4/14
Page pring 2011
Life at school was busy,and it was weeks before
guiltily remembered thecup Id placed out of sighThe leaf had surely died bnow, I thought.
...essay p.35
I believe in fairies
... Essay p. 5
Lost.Recently I noticed someone left a letter laying on
a table in the post office. It was addressed and
stamped, ready and willing to be mailed, but left behind
by circumstance. The letter cant post its self; its de-
pendent on outside forces to carry it to its ultimate des-
tination. If I had picked up the letter and dropped it in the
box along with my other mail, it would have been a sort
of deus ex machine. As I continued my errands, I
noticed other items had been left/lost/cast away: a
register receipt, a paper clip, two pennies, a plastic cof-
fee cup, a coupon. Things no one is missing, but which
sit waiting. It made me think about all the non-sentient
things in the world which waitand wait and wait.What if they stopped waiting?
This issue TAKES A look at things which have
been hanging around, waiting for a chance to fulfill a
purpose in life. We have Innocence lost to Violence.
Souls lost to Old Scratch. Lives lost to the Angry
Earth....However, IN EACH CASE THERE IS Recovery and Re-
vival. Innocence is regained with Hope. Evil fails to win.
Death is overcome by Life, even in the absence of Faith.
In one sense, nothing is lost at all.
In addition to these I AM pleased to offer you a
Bedlam ala Cyber-punk, Five of the Seven Deadly Sins,
and a Penetrating look at an Immortal Star.
~~MOT JUSTE
About this issueHe thought that the greenleafy woman was softbecause she looked softeasy because shed been
easy, but she wasnt. ...exorcism p. 13
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
5/14
I feel odd saying that
sometimes, partly be
I am 21 years old, bu
mostly because peop
age give me funny looks when
them.
Over the years Ive learned to s
caring about what others think
even found others like me fel
fairy folk who embrace the fan
and magic in our world.
This past Saturday, I went to se
play, The King of the FaeriesatDell in Griffith Park. The perfor
mance was put together by A F
Hunt, a non-profit group that w
with hospitals and childrens ad
cacy groups in the Los Angeles
munity.
As soon as I stepped into the p
smile came to my face. I did no
think about how I was the only
adult in a fairy costume who w
part of the performance, nor d
notice the parents giving me od
looks for sitting with their five-
olds who also came to watch th
play. I was smiling because it w
Page pring 2011
ESSAYby Merisenda Bill
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
6/14
Pagepring 2011
It is autumn and they are changing the color of the
leaves with their wands. The audio is composed of o
chestral music with faint laughter and sounds of the
ies swooshing through the meadow. The dark leaves
to a shimmering golden color and the music rises as
royal fairy court comes on screen, and you can hear
ringing.
This left a lasting impression on me and gave a new
meaning to my own surroundings. I associated the
changes of the seasons with fairies, and whenever I
played outside I could see them dancing on flowers
perched on trees. I wanted my own magical world so
started willing it to become real.
Thumbelina also yearns for her own place in the wo
Despite her small stature, she has an amazing voice
her wish for a friend comes true when the Fairy Prin
Cornelius (whom I always thought of as a manly Pete
Pan) hears her singing and comes to her window sill
most fairy tales go, it is love at first sight.
This was my favorite part of the film: he takes her on
adventure on his bumblebee and shows her the fairy
world. They are both singing Let Me Be Your Wings
is symbolic for his promise of love. He is telling her h
will be her wings (because she doesnt have any) and
show her the world. A moment that sticks out to me
when she touches the water and it twinkles like stars
the sky. They proceed to dance on the water and the
up through the air, Corneliuss wings leaving a trail o
gold sparkles behind them.
I remember feeling incredibly giddy every time I saw
scene. I would get up and dance around my room, p
tending I had my own fairy prince who would come
me away. I wanted my own pair of wings so I could k
what it was like to fly. The closest thing I had to flyin
was jumping on my bed. I desperately wanted to esc
ice to be in a place where I could don my handmade
ainbow fairy wings and skirt and temporarily escape
eality.
he play was an interactive quest where the audience
ollowed the performers through the park while singing
nd dancing to invite more fairy performers to come out.
he experience took me back to my childhood where I
rst discovered the wonderful world of fairies after
watching the movie Thumbelina (Don Bluth and Gary
Goldman, 1994).
watched that movie so many times I knew every line of
ialogue and sang along to every song. My playtime al-
ways involved fairies. To this day, fairies are still a big
art of my life and I owe it all to that movie.
he movie is about a blonde-haired blue-eyed girl
amed Thumbelina, who is no bigger than the size of a
humb. A lonely woman who did not have children went
o see a witch, and the witch gave her a magic seed. The
eed grew into a flower, and this is how Thumbelina
ame to be. While Thumbelina is cared for, she feels
one because of her size.
s a child, I often felt lonely and friendless. Ive read that
hild abuse victims often use fantasy as a coping mecha-
ism, and perhaps this had something to do with my im-
mersion into Fairyland. I wanted to be in a world where I
was invincible and nothing could hurt me. What better
world than one where there were no bounds to what I
ould do? I could create a world where I didnt have to
e fearful or alone. I would make-believe fairy friends
hat I played with and talked to, and even though no one
lse could see them, they were real to me. The artwork
nd music in the film sparked my imagination to create
my own fairy world.
n the first part of the film, fairies are flying through a
meadow at night and leaving a trail of golden fairy dust.
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
7/14
eality and go on a magical adventure.
he rest of the movie is about Thumbelinas adventures
s she tries to find her way home. Other creatures hear
er singing and want her to themselves, so they kidnap
er. Cornelius and Thumbelina are eventually reunited
nd marry, living happily ever after, and Thumbelina
omehow grows a pair of wings. Painfully predictable, I
now, but what is life without happy endings?
song in the movie that still resonates with me is
Follow Your Heart a swallow sings this to Thumbelina
hen she says finding her way back home is impossible.
e tells her youre sure to do impossible things if you
ollow your heart, your dreams will fly on magical wingshen you follow your heart.
humbelinais an anchor to my childhood. When most
ds outgrew make-believe and fantasy, I didnt. It was
n essential component to my survival. Although I am an
dult now, I still incorporate elements of fantasy into
eality. I still believe in fairies. I still believe in magic. Im
ill following my heart.
Page 7 LOST/RECOVERED/REVIVED
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
8/14
Page
Possessed
Lost things never areliving onmemoriesnagging and teasingfind memind games
restless urgesmust findmust looklookbut where?Where?
Living in searchesfragmentary imageslast hereno herethen - where?Lost thingsghostsdead dreamsthe hauntings we cannotescape
POEMby Jean Porche
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
9/14
1
10
12
PEA GREEN BOAT
PEA GREEN BOAT: Lost/Recovered/Revived
@
Page 9 LOST/RECOVERED/REVIVED
Art by Krystal Weber
LETTERfrom The Editor
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
10/14
I was creating hands for an art hand trade onATCsforALL.com while watching the news from Japan andweeping for the tragedy that has unfolded as story after
story of people missing their loved ones and losing every-
thing that they own. I realized that I had a very strong needto help in any way I could.
My husband lived in Japan for two years and speaksfluent Japanese and has given me a great appreciation forthe culture. We also have a Sister City where the kids fromour towns have a wonderful reciprocal relationship.
More importantly as a mother watching mother'sweep for their children and children weep for lost mothersand fathers, my heart broke. Looking down at the hand I
was creating made me realize that Helping Hands are justwhat they needed. I had a way I could help!
This has been a wonderful way to draw people andfunds together, the artist I know are generous to a fault andoften ready to pitch in for an important cause!
I proceeded to call local business to see if theywould be willing to display Artistically Created Hands for aSilent Auction throughout my hometown. I received won-derful support We have a site for our Silent Auction.BookStopof Hood River, OR will host the event in grand
fashion, on First Friday, May 6, 2011.Charlie and Cynthia Christensen have agreed to set
up a lovely indoor area and provide refreshments. They arewonderful patrons of the arts and I believe will give us thebest event possible. A special thank you to them for theirgenerosity and assistance with this cause!
There will be a concurrent Silent online auction aswell coordinated through the Facebookpage. All Proceedswill go directly to the red cross for Japanese aid.
Page 1pring 2011
Artist: Melisa McCurley Artist: Mark NilssonArtist: Nancy Galambos
Artist: Nancy Galambos
THOUGHTS by Robin Panzer
http://www.gorgebookstop.com/http://www.gorgebookstop.com/http://www.facebook.com/pages/Helping-Hands-for-Japan/133603216713062http://www.facebook.com/pages/Helping-Hands-for-Japan/133603216713062http://www.toadinaboat.com/http://www.toadinaboat.com/http://www.marknilsson.com/contact.htmhttp://www.marknilsson.com/contact.htmhttp://www.wonderstrange.com/http://www.wonderstrange.com/http://www.wonderstrange.com/http://www.marknilsson.com/contact.htmhttp://www.toadinaboat.com/http://www.facebook.com/pages/Helping-Hands-for-Japan/133603216713062http://www.gorgebookstop.com/8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
11/14
PHOTO self portrait on Madison Ave by Christoph Doerbeck
age 11 LOST/RECOVERED/REVIVED
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
12/14
Page Spring 2011
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
13/14
Lookin back, it took some doin. Id always
heard it twerent an easy thing, but I never reckone
on how really awful it is. Standin there spectatin,
watchinthe Divil come out. I almost felt him mself
It was jus awful. Poor thing. I bet she never
knowed it was gonna take an exorcism to cure her.
Hell, I bet she never eben knowed she needed help
That demon hung on tight, too! Musta been
15 year or more. I dont remember too clear, just
cant seem to recall a time when it wasnt the two o
them inside o one body. No one can. Thats why it
dont seem natural now, her all alone in that body.
On the outside, she seems all there, but on the in-
side, she dont have nothin lef. But, Im getting sid
tracked. The Exorcism, now that was somethin! Ill
probably never see the likes o that round here
again.
It was a woman what made it necsary.
Strangest lookin woman I ever seen. She was tall,
with long, long legs. Green, too, sorta leafy round
the edges. Smelled real funny. Sweet, but not like
perfume or flowers or even candy. No, she smelled
like them old logs what come out o the woods, the
ones that get all decayed from layin in the moss too
long. Smelled like one o them decayed logs when
you set it on fire. I heard a word on T.V. onest that
means the way she smelledcloyin. Yeah, that wa
it. Cloyin. Maybe that aint what that means at all,
but ever time I smell that unnatural woman, I
exorcismage 13 LOST/RECOVERED/REVIVED
FICTIONby Bunnie Cummings
8/7/2019 PEA GREEN BOAT Spring 2011: Lost/Recovered/Revived
14/14
Jessa. All them boyswell, I guess theyre men
nowbe right quick to tell you that she werent the
prettiest thing aroun. Fact, theyll tell you she was
right plain. Brown hair, not fat but a little on the
thick side, short, and with those eyes. Those greateyes that always seemed to drink in anythin and
everythin. Those eyes that could sometimes see
what the rest of us didnt even notice. Jus like her
mama. No, I guess there was prettier girls in town,
but probably not softer girls. I always did think tha
the Divil picked her cause she was the softest.
Some folks, why, theyll tell you there weren
never no Divil with her. Tell you they couldnt see n
demons, devils, or haints. Say to you that Jessas ju
some crazy been left alone too long and started tal
in to herself, but that aint so. Them folks jus neve
did get a good look at him cause he wasnt never a
really there. Its like he was, but wasnt all at the
same time. Other folks, the trustin ones, they thin
he wasnt no Divil at all, but jus a plain ol man who
came an went, only Jessa never noticed his passin.
Thosed be some o the folks who really did see him
but then they stopped seein him. Those folksll tel
you he werent here long and they sure do miss him
ever since he lef.
Then, theres a few o us that seen him start
to finish, still see im sometimes, and seen right
through him to boot. No, I dont mean jus noticed
his funny way o being, but actually seen right
through him. Like I said before, he was here, but h
wasnt. He was sorta a shado' man. Jus when you
think he was in the room, he wasnt really, and whe
you leas expected it, there he was but hed never
finish formin. Onest, after hed been with Jessa for
a while, some o us that spent time with her regular
thought he might finish formin ventually, but he
member that word. Cloyin.
So this woman comes round, and not every-
one can see her at first. Oh, they smell er all right,
spread some lime round thinkin the molds from the
woods was creepin up on their homes, but nobodycould see her. She was too quick, too quiet. We all
didnt have much to worry bout, though. She didnt
want no one else but that Divil Jessa had livin with
her. The rest of us got bothered by the smell a little,
but Jessa most died, and if you ask me, she did die,
only we jus didnt know it yet cause shes still walk-
in round.
Jessa lived here her whole life, so we allmember who she was when it first started happen-
in all those years ago. Fact, we all member her
Christian name, Jessamine, like the flowers, but she
dont let us use it no more. I knowed her mama,
and her mama told me she named her that cause
her head smelled so sweet when she was a baby.
Just like them little, yella flowers. Her mama was
queer bout some things like that, always noticed
things nobody else noticed, like the way a babys
head smelled or the look behind a strangers eyes
that boded goodwill or trouble. Jessa dont like to be
called by her whole name now, though, and usually
she jus tells everyone just Jessa, please. Im not
sure why, but I have my thoughts on it.
Whats that you say? Oh yes, the exorcism.
Im getting to that, but I gotta tell you everythin, or
else you wont understan how it happened.
So, when Jess was youngoh, bout 15, 16
years agothis Divil comes to town, and sets his
sights right on her and only her. Oh, if you listen to
them boys in town, the ones that believe that de-
mon come when he did, theyll tell you theyll never
understan why he comes along with eyes only for
Page 1pring 2011
Top Related