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Gohut tef Gutehr
Qgtricig egs g `fnicgb ogcjlrhumn egviml offm g prgcticf mursf
dhr `gmy yfgrs. Sef is gbsh g qugbidifn rflistfrfn efgbfr.
Hmf hd efr `gim ehooifs is pehthlrgpey gmn sef egs egn `gmy
pehthlrgpes puobisefn im sfvfrgb `glgzimfs. Efr pehthlrgpes
egvf offm fxeioitfn !ite `gmy imtfrprftfn gmn pgimtfn gt g
prhdfssihmgb bfvfb.
"ef gutehr !gs imvhbvfn !ite `usicgb tefgtrf dhr `gmy yfgrs
tgjiml cehrus cg`fh gmn bfgniml rhbfs gt tef Qifr Qgvibihm im
Sussfx.
Qgtricig egs !hm `gmy cbgssfs hd simliml im `usic dfstivgbs.
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"eis mhvfb is nfnicgtfn th `y `gmy drifmns !eh egvf
efbpfn gmn supphrtfn `f hvfr tef yfgrs.
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$hpyrilet Qgtricig %hsf
"ef rilet hd Qgtricig %hsf th of infmtidifn gs gutehr hd teis !hrj
egs offm gssfrtfn oy efr im gcchrngmcf !ite sfctihm && gmn &' hd
tef $hpyrilet (fsilms gmn Qgtfmts Gct )*''.
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rfprhnucfn sthrfn im g rftrifvgb systf` hr trgms`ittfn im gmy
dhr` hr oy gmy `fgms fbfctrhmic `fcegmicgb pehthchpyiml
rfchrniml hr htefr!isf !itehut tef prihr pfr`issihm hd tef
puobisefrs.
Gmy pfrshm !eh ch` its gmy umgutehrizfn gct im rfbgtihm th teispuobicgtihm `gy of bigobf th cri`imgb prhsfcutihm gmn civib cbgi`s
dhr ng`glfs.
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Gcjmh!bfnl`fmts
"h "rfvhr dhr eis efbp !ite tef Grtistic !hrj: g lf` !ite
imtfrprftgtihm.
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Cegptfr Hmf
Sh`fti`fs tef ofst bgin pbgms !hrj hut out dirst yhu egvf th
`gjf tef`.
-imny dhumn efrsfbd sittiml nh!m g `ul hd eht shup im efr
egmn tryiml th chmcfmtrgtf hm efr !gy dhr!grn mh! tegt sef
!gs oflimmiml gmhtefr mf! pgrt hd efr bidf.
Sef prhppfn efrsfbd up !ite t!h oil cuseihms gmn
!rgppfn efr egmns grhumn tef !gr` `ul: ch`dhrtfn oy tefdffbiml sef rfdbfctfn hm tef gb`hst fxtrghrnimgry cegim hd
fvfmts tegt egn tgjfm efr th !efrf sef !gs rilet tefm.
#t egn offm tef dimgbiziml hd efr nivhrcf tegt egn bfn th tef
rfgbizgtihm tegt `hrf tegm efr `gritgb stgtus egn th cegmlf.
9vfryhmf !gmtfn g niddfrfmt pgrt hd efr gmn tefy thhj !ite
vfry bittbf th livf ogcj gmn sef rfgbizfn tegt sef egn offm thh
!ibbiml th efbp !eice egn gb`hst imvitfn pfhpbf th tgjfgnvgmtglf gmn gdtfr `uce shub sfgrceiml sef chmcbunfn tegt
hmby sef chubn cegmlf efr bidf.
-imny egn rfgbby tgjfm tef oubb oy tef ehrms gmn egn put
efr ehusf hm tef `grjft gmn `gnf tef `g``hte nfcisihm th
bfgvf efr strfssdub mursiml phsitihm im tef mfileohuriml th!m.
Efr 2ho egn lht thh imtfmsf gs `hrf gmn `hrf !hrj !gs ofiml
put efr !gy. Sef egn gb!gys offm imvhbvfn gmn fm2hyfn
!hrjiml egrn out sef egn oflum th dffb tegt sef !gs tgjfm dhrlrgmtfn. 0ust tef 2hurmfy th !hrj !gs drgulet !ite drustrgtihm
terhule !egt sff`fn th of pfr`gmfmt rhgn !hrjs gmn
nivfrsihms. #t !gs g ngiby cegbbfmlf ofdhrf sef fvfm stgrtfn efr
!hrj gmn sh`fteiml sef chubn mh bhmlfr dimn tef fmfrly hr
nfnicgtihm th chmtimuf. #t !gs nfdimitfby sh`fteiml sef chubn
nh !itehut.
Sef seidtfn efr ohny hm tef shdg gmn orusefn efr egmns
terhule efr rfn egir gs sef rfcgbbfn tef situgtihm gmn bft hut gbhml sile th rfbfgsf tef tfmsihm.
Sunnfmby gdtfr sh`f ti`f efr ehusf egn shbn quicjby gmn
tef mf! h!mfrs egn rfqufstfn tegt tefrf of hmby g sehrt ti`f
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ofdhrf tefy `hvfn im. Sh tef oil nfcisihm th bfgvf !hrj !gs
`gnf `uce th `gmy pfhpbf=s g`gzf`fmt.
5ite tef efbp fmchurglf`fmt gmn supphrt drh` efr bhml
tfr` drifmn "hmy sef egn `hvfn g!gy drh` tef dg`ibigr grfg
th hmf sef egrnby jmf! gt gbb gs sef egn offm nrg!m th tef
!hmnfrdub chumtrysinf hd 8hrjseirf.
"hmy=s !hrj egn tgjfm -imny imth tef +hrte !efm ef egn
imvitfn efr th gcch`pgmy ei` hm tef bhml ohriml 2hurmfy. Sef
egn rfgniby glrffn gs sef chmdfssfn sef !gs imtrilufn th jmh!
`hrf gohut tef chumtrysinf mhrte hd tef 5gtdhrn ;gp.
G dgimt s`ibf dbicjfrfn gcrhss efr dgcf !efm sef tehuletgohut %hofrt: gm grtist sef egn nischvfrfn ch`pbftfby oy
cegmcf g df! `hmtes fgrbifr.
"efy egn lrgnugbby ouibt up g strhml drifmnseip terhule
pehmf cgbbs gmn f`gibs out it !gs dgr drh` s`hhte. "ef
nistgmcf oft!ffm tef` gccfmtugtfn it gmn mh! efr bidf
cegmliml nfcisihm egn orhulet tef` strgtflicgbby cbhsfr
thlftefr. Sef jmf! sef egn th `gjf efr h!m !gy im efr mf!by
cehsfm fmvirhm`fmt gmn gbtehule sef !gs bhhjiml dhr!grn th`gjiml g mf! bidf -imny !gs vfry `uce g!grf it !hubn of dgr
drh` fgsy. Gt bfgst sef egn bfgrmt gbtehule hmby g df! eumnrfn
`ibfs g!gy sef !gs lhiml imth g vfry niddfrfmt cubturf gmn
bgmluglf gmn !gs !fbb g!grf tegt sef egn th bfgrm dgst.
Sef egn `hvfn g!gy drh` efr dg`iby gmn drifmns th stgrt g
mf! bidf gmn it !gs gb`hst gs id sef egn offm psycehbhlicgbby
jicjfn g!gy drh` tef `umngmf prfnictgobf rhutimf sef !gsgb`hst sucjfn imth.
#t gbb stf``fn drh` g ch`pbftfby si`pbf gmn immhcfmt
tehulet tegt egn bfn th suce g bidf cegmliml situgtihm dhr efr.
Sef rfgbisfn sef egn gb`hst mh chmtrhb hm tegt gs sef dfbt nffp
nffp nh!m sef !gs lhiml im tef rilet nirfctihm !ite efr bidf.
Gbtehule tefrf !gs mh lhgb th gi` dhr sef !hubn dimn hmf.
Gdtfr `uce egrn !hrj trg!biml terhule bhcgb imdhr`gtihmgmn imvfstilgtihms sef egn `ft `gmy imtfrfstiml gmn jimn
pfhpbf. "egmjs th f`gib sef stibb egn rflubgr chmtgct !ite tef
Ahbn= drifmns sef egn bfdt ofeimn.
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Gs sef tehulet gohut tef grtist %hofrt sef dfbt g !gr`
lbh! sbh!by !gse hvfr efr gmn !gs chmscihus hd tef g`gziml
chmmfctihm tefy egn gmn eh! sh hdtfm !efm ef cgbbfn efr
sh`fti`fs bgtf gt milet tefy sgin tef sg`f teiml gt tef sg`f
ti`f. Si`ibgrby sef rfgbisfn eh! vhbgtibf gmn umprfnictgobf ef
chubn of gmn sef ofcg`f imcrfgsimlby !gry !eice nffpby
sgnnfmfn efr. "ef upsinf hd eis pfrshmgbity !gs eis pgssihm
gmn tef f`htihm ef seh!fn !gs orfgtetgjiml. #t cfrtgimby !gs
mht dhr tef dgimt efgrtfn: !efm ef seh!fn eis dffbimls it !gs gbb
chmsu`iml gb`hst im chmtrgst th eis lfmtbf gb`hst immhcfmt
ceibn bijf hut!grn pfrshmg. #t !gs !hmnfrdub !efm tefy !frf
thlftefr.
-imny lht up drh` tef shdg put tef f`pty `ul imth tef
simj cefcjfn efr gppfgrgmcf im tef s`gbb jitcefm `irrhr
lrgoofn efr egmnogl gmn chgt thhj tef jfys dhr tef cgr drh`
tef egbb tgobf gmn nrhvf im th th!m. "efrf !frf g df! teimls
sef mffnfn drh` tef supfr`grjft gs efr drinlf !gs umusugbby
gb`hst f`pty.
Sef pgrjfn tef cgr gmn sfgrcefn grhumn dhr tef bist hd itf`s
sef mffnfn: dffbiml im gbb efr phcjfts gmn gb`hst tippiml hut
tef ch`pbftf chmtfmts hd efr egmnogl: +hteiml. #t `ust stibb of
hm tef jitcefm tgobf. ?ffbiml vfry crhss !ite efrsfbd gmn mht
imcbimfn th nrivf ogcj eh`f sef fmtfrfn tef sthrf dhumn g oil
trhbbfy gs tefrf !frf mh s`gbb hmfs th of sffm gmn stgrtfn th
systf`gticgbby !gbj gbhml tef gisbfs hmf oy hmf tryiml thrf`f`ofr !egt sef mffnfn.
Sgtisdifn tegt sef egn gbb tef i`phrtgmt itf`s sef thhj efr
pursf drh` efr egmnogl gmn pgin gt tef cefcjhut. Sef put tef
itf`s ogcj imth tef trhbbfy gmn oflgm th !effb it th tef cgr
!efm sunnfmby g !h`gm gpprhgcefn efr gmn !ite g
ch``gmniml vhicf thbn efr
OSthp rilet tefrfCN
-imny !gs sh sehcjfn gt teis hutourst sef sthppfni``fnigtfby. "ef !h`gm !gs sehrtfr tegm efr !ite sehrt obgcj
egir cut im g sfvfrf stybf. Sef !gs quitf rhtumn out gbb -imny
chubn sff !gs efr tilet bips `hviml gmn efr gr`s put up th
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prfvfmt efr drh` !gbjiml dhr!grn gmn phimtiml im efr nirfctihm
gs sef gmmhumcfn tegt sef !gs g sthrf nftfctivf. Fmgobf th
spfgj -imny efgrn tef !h`gm gccusf efr hd tgjiml lhhns tegt
egn mht offm pgin dhr gmn imsistfn tegt sef turm grhumn gt tef
sg`f ti`f lrgooiml efr gr` tiletby sgyiml sef !gs tgjiml efr
strgilet th tef `gmglfr=s hddicf.
#m sehcj gmn stibb umgobf th sgy g !hrn gmn stibb cbutceiml
tef egmnbf hd tef trhbbfy sef !gs `grcefn gbhml tef sinf hd tef
sthrf im dubb vif! hd `gmy sehppfrs !eh !frf lbgriml gt efr.
Sef egn mh infg !efrf sef !gs lhiml out fvfmtugbby tef tilet
lrip hm efr gr` fgsfn gs sef !gs gb`hst pusefn imth g s`gbb
bhml rhh` !efrf g teim `gm !gs sittiml."ef nhhr !gs sbg``fn seut ofeimn tef` gs sef !gs
chmdrhmtfn oy tef teim `gm !eh sthhn up gmn imdhr`fn efr tegt
ef !gs tef `gmglfr hd tef sthrf.
Sef !gs tefm imstructfn th sit nh!m gs tef !h`gm
prhcffnfn th tfbb tef `gmglfr tegt sef egn dhumn g sehpbidtfr
!eh egn tgjfm itf`s !itehut pgyiml.
-imny stgrtfn th spfgj out !gs thbn im mh umcfrtgim tfr`s
th jffp quift umtib sef !gs sphjfm th. "ef nftfctivf gsjfn dhrtef tibb rhbb gmn itf`isfn prhnucts gmn prhcffnfn th lh terhule
efr trhbbfy itf` oy itf`. "ef `gmglfr cefcjfn tef bist gs tefy
thhj fvfryteiml hut gmn pbgcfn im hm g sinf tgobf umtib tefrf
!gs hmby efr egmnogl bfdt. "egt thh !gs rf`hvfn out
umnfrmfgte tefrf !gs g ogl hd sbicfn eg`. "eis !gs mht hm tef
tibb rhbb.
-imny stgrfn im nisofbifd gmn i``fnigtfby hddfrfn th pgydhr it. "ef `gmglfr gmn tef sthrf nftfctivf lbgmcfn gt fgce
htefr !itehut sgyiml gmyteiml. -imny=s hvfr!efb`iml mffn th
lft hut !gs oflimmiml th tfbb. Sef imsistfn tegt sef egn mht
ohulet tef eg` gmn rfpfgtfn tegt sef !hubn pgy dhr it out efr
!hrns dfbb hm nfgd fgrs. "ef `gmglfr sgt nh!m rfgcefn dhr tef
tfbfpehmf gmn cgbbfn tef phbicf.
Sef oflgm th dffb vfry sicj gs tef rfgbizgtihm hd efr
prfnicg`fmt ofcg`f vfry cbfgr gs tefy gbb sgt im sibfmcf: umtibtef jmhcj cg`f hm tef nhhr. "ef `gmglfr hpfmfn it th t!h
phbicf`fm im umidhr`. "efy !frf quicjby thbn tegt tefy egn g
sehpbidtfr gmn tegt tef sthrf !gs lhiml th prhsfcutf. "efy
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mhnnfn gmn tgjiml tef trhbbfy !ite tef itf`s sef egn pgin dhr
bfgviml tef eg` sef !gs fschrtfn th efr cgr. "ef phbicf`fm
!gtcefn gs -imny umbhgnfn efr sehppiml imth tef ohht hd efr
cgr gmn egviml put tef trhbbfy g!gy sef !gs thbn th nrivf
strgilet th tef phbicf stgtihm gmn tegt gm hddicfr !hubn sit
ofsinf efr gmn strfssfn sef sehubn dhbbh! eis chbbfgluf gmn ef
!hubn of !gtceiml efr fvfry `hvf.
Gt teis stglf -imny oflgm th seivfr gs sef fxpbgimfn tegt
sef nin mht jmh! !efrf tef phbicf stgtihm !gs gs sef egn hmby
rfcfmtby `hvfn imth tef grfg. #t sff`fn tegt tef bhhj hm efr
dgcf thbn ei` it !gs truf gmn rfpfgtfn tegt sef dhbbh! tef
phbicf cgr im drhmt hd efr. Gb`hst umgobf th put tef cgr jfy im thtef bhcj sef `gmglfn th stgrt tef fmlimf. 5ite efr !ehbf ohny
segjiml sef nrhvf ofeimn tef phbicf cgr th tef stgtihm. "ef
hddicfr quicjby lht hut hd tef cgr gmn usiml egmn silmgbs
nirfctfn th !efrf sef sehubn pgrj.
"efy fmtfrfn tef phbicf stgtihm !efrf g nfsj cbfrj !gs thbn
tegt tefy egn g sehpbidtfr gmn gsjfn !eice imtfrvif! rhh` !gs
gvgibgobf. "gjiml ehbn hd efr gr` sef !gs gb`hst pubbfn gbhmltef mgrrh! chrrinhr. "ef lrip ofcg`f fvfm strhmlfr gs tefy
sthppfn hutsinf g nhhr. "ef phbicf`gm hpfmfn it gmn cgb`by
gsjfn -imny th sit nh!m hm g cegir gt tef sinf hd g bhml tgobf.
#m efr chmdusihm sef nin fxgctby gs sef !gs gsjfn. Ef tefm
sgin ef !hubn rfturm !ite eis chbbfgluf sh tegt tefy chubn tgjf
nh!m efr stgtf`fmt hd fvfmts gmn bfdt efr gbhmf im tef stgrj
rhh`. Qubbiml efr chgt cbhsfby grhumn efr sef eunnbfn efrsfbdpfrceiml hm tef fnlf hd tef cegir. #m efr mh! `unnbfn gmn
chmdusfn `imn sef tehulet tegt tef t!h phbicf`fm !hubn shhm
ch`f terhule tef nhhr. Sef egn mh infg hd tef ti`f sh lbgmcfn
gt efr !rist !gtce. Sef egn bfdt eh`f hvfr gm ehur glh.
#t !gs quitf g bhml ti`f ofdhrf tef nhhr hd tef imtfrvif!
rhh` hpfmfn gmn tef t!h phbicf`fm fmtfrfn gmn sibfmtby sgt
nh!m hm t!h cegirs hpphsitf -imny.
+ht jmh!iml !egt !gs lhiml th egppfm mfxt sef 2ustbh!frfn efr efgn th gvhin tefir pfmftrgtiml lgzf. "efm tef
phbicf`gm !eh egn tgjfm efr th tef rhh` oflgm th spfgj.
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O# g` lhiml th gsj yhu qufstihms gmn `y chbbfgluf !ibb
!ritf nh!m yhur gms!frs. #s tegt cbfgrD 5f !gmt th jmh! yhur
rfchbbfctihm hd tef fvfmts tegt hccurrfn fgrbifr thngyN
-imny 2ust mhnnfn ogrfby rgisiml efr efgn th bhhj gt ei`.
Sef !gs gsjfn efr dubb mg`f gnnrfss gmn glf gmn efr
tfbfpehmf mu`ofr. Sef `gmglfn th chmtrhb efr vhicf gs sef
gms!frfn. "efm tef sfrihus qufstihms oflgm.
5ey egn sef lhmf sehppimlD 5efrf !gs efr bistD 5ey nin
sef ouy tef eg` gmn !ey nin sef chmcfgb it. "ef sg`f
qufstihms im vgrihus dhr`s !frf gsjfn hvfr gmn hvfr glgim.
9gce ti`f !itehut gmy efsitgtihm -imny thbn tef` sef egn mht
ohulet gmy eg`: fspfcigbby gs sef !gs g vflftgrigm. 5ite gsbilet gb`hst mfrvhus seidt hd eis ohny it !gs tefm sullfstfn
tegt sef egn ohulet it dhr sh`fhmf fbsf. Strullbiml th jffp
cgb` sef rfpfgtfn tegt sef egn mht ohulet gmy eg`.
?imgbby tef qufstihms sthppfn gmn sef !gs prfsfmtfn !ite
tef pgpfr hm !eice tef hddicfr egn offm !ritiml gmn !gs thbn
th silm it. Sef rfgn it terhule gs cgrfdubby gs sef chubn out tef
!hrns jfpt obfmniml imth hmf gmhtefr gs tef strgim !gs tgjiml
its thbb hm efr. Sef !gs immhcfmt out !gs ofiml trfgtfn gs id sef!frf luibty gmn tegt gmlfr gbhmf `gnf efr durihus gb`hst
ofyhmn ofbifd. Sef oflgm th tfbb tef` glgim tegt sef egn nhmf
mhteiml !rhml out tef hddicfr !eh egn gsjfn `hst hd tef
qufstihms 2ust put eis egmn up gs ef sgin th efr.
O# egvf egn fmhule hd efgriml drh` yhu 2ust dhbbh! `f.N
5itehut gmhtefr !hrn ef turmfn hpfmfn tef nhhr gmn !gbjfn
nh!m tef chrrinhr. -imny hofyfn. Sef egn mh htefr cehicf gssef !gs fschrtfn hut hd tef imtfrvif! rhh` gmn ogcj imth tef
`gim rfcfptihm grfg sef !gs gsjfn id sef mffnfn g shbicithr.
#``fnigtfby sef rfpbifn
O#t is mht mfcfssgry gs # egvf nhmf mhteiml !rhml.N
Sef !gmtfn th sgy `hrf out chubn sff tegt tef gttfmtihm
spgm hd tef hddicfr egn lhmf gs ef gsjfn dhr gbb efr pfrshmgb
fddfcts th of tgjfm drh` efr gmn bhllfn im g ohhj. Glgim sef
!gs gsjfn th silm tegt it !gs chrrfct. "efy !frf pbgcfn im gruni`fmtgry efssigm ogl gmn tef chrn sfcurfn. Sef tefm egn
efr dimlfr primts tgjfm. "ef hddicfr thhj efr segjiml egmn gmn
pbumlfn it imth gm imj pgn tefm !ite g tilet lrip rhbbfn fgce
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hmf drh` sinf th sinf `gjiml its `grj im tef chrrfct imnicgtfn
sbht hm tef pgpfr. Sef !gs hddfrfn g s`gbb pifcf hd cbhte th
!ipf tef nyf hdd out it !gs ogrfby gnfqugtf gs it !gs s!idtby
tgjfm g!gy gmn tefm g phbicf!h`gm thbn efr th dhbbh! efr imth
g rhh` durtefr nh!m tef egbb. ?ffbiml vfry sicj gmn bilet
efgnfn -imny hofyfn gs efr strfmlte !gs dgst nrgimiml g!gy gs
sef trifn th chmtrhb efrsfbd gmn mht livf im th tef gb`hst
hvfr!efb`iml mffn th sehut hut efr immhcfmcf. 5ite g cbgmj hd
tef jfy hpfmiml tef irhm nhhr sef !gs put imth g ehbniml cfbb.
5itehut g !hrn tef phbicf!h`gm bfdt gmn tef nhhr !gs
sbg``fn !ite g rfvfrofrgtiml mhisf ofeimn efr.
-imny oflgm th segjf gbb hvfr gs sef trifn th lrgsp !egt hmfgrte !gs egppfmiml. Sef `gmglfn th bhhj grhumn gbtehule
tefrf !gs mht `uce th sff. "ef cfbb egn mh hutsinf bilet gt gbb
hmby g simlbf nubb bilet drh` tef cfmtrf hd tef cfibiml. "efrf
!gs g s`gbb ofmce gmn g sfgtbfss thibft im tef chrmfr: htefr!isf
tef rhh` !gs ngrj gmn ogrf.
Sef bhhjfn gt tef thibft gmn sunnfmby rfgbizfn efr obgnnfr
!gs dubb gmn sef mffnfn th lh th tef bhh rilet tefm. "efrf egn
offm sh `uce lhiml hm sef egn mht rfgbizfn eh! ognby sefmffnfn th rfbifvf efrsfbd gmn tulliml gt efr cbhtefs sef hmby
2ust `gnf it im ti`f. "ef urimf 2ust lusefn hut hd efr gs sef sgt
hm tef chbn cfrg`ic oh!b. Sef !gs tefrf bhml gdtfr sef egn bft
fvfryteiml hut gmn bhhjfn grhumn dhr g thibft rhbb out tefrf
!gs mht hmf th of sffm. ?ffbiml umcbfgm sef sfgrcefn im efr
phcjft gmn dhumn g cru`pbfn tissuf gmn usfn tegt th !ipf
efrsfbd. #t !gs mht gnfqugtf out cfrtgimby ofttfr tegm mhteiml.Gt bfgst tefy egn mht tgjfm tegt g!gy drh` efr im dfgr hd !egt
sef `ilet nh: lhhnmfss hmby jmh!s !egt tefy gssu`fn. Sef
pubbfn up efr jmicjfrs strgiletfmfn efr cbhtefs gmn sfgrcefn
dhr g egmnbf th dbuse out tefrf !gs mht hmf. Sef lbgrfn nh!m gt
efr fxcrf`fmt gs it bgy gt tef ohtth` hd tef oh!b ofdhrf sef
!fmt ogcj th sit nh!m hm tef chbn ofmce gmn !git.
Gs efr !gtce egn offm tgjfm drh` efr sef egn goshbutfby
mh infg hd tef ti`f gmn !gs imcrfgsimlby g!grf sef mffnfn thof ogcj gt eh`f th rfcfivf g cgbb drh` efr nguletfr !eh egn
2ust offm hm g trigb sfssihm ofdhrf stgrtiml efr mf! Sgturngy
2ho gmn tefy egn grrgmlfn th spfgj bgtfr tegt ngy.
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-imny sgt eunnbfn uphm tef !hhnfm ofmce gmn strgimfn efr
fgrs dhr gmy silm tegt !hubn livf efr ehpf tegt sef !hubn shhm
of hut hd tef cfbb out tef hmby shumn !gs hd tef hccgsihmgb
`uddbfn vhicfs out sef chubn mht nfcipefr !egt tefy !frf
sgyiml gmn tef imthmgtihm !gs mht hd gmy efbp fitefr. Sef
chmtimufn th sit gmn !git stibb seivfriml gmn ehbniml efr
sth`gce !eice !gs im jmhts gs tef tfgrs rhbbfn nh!m efr dgcf
out sef `gnf mh mhisf.
Sunnfmby g jfy turmfn im efr cfbb nhhr gmn tef phbicf
!h`gm fmtfrfn. 5ite mh f`htihm im efr dgcf hr vhicf sef thbn
-imny th dhbbh! efr nh!m tef chrrinhr. Glgim sef !gs gsjfn id
sef mffnfn g shbicithr out oy teis ti`f gbb sef chubn nh !gs thsegjf efr efgn gmn !ei`pfr.
O# egvf nhmf mhteiml !rhml.N
Efr pfrshmgb fddfcts !frf cgrfbfssby phurfn hut hd tef
efssigm sgcj hmth tef thp hd tef rfcfptihm tgobf !ite gm
imtfr`ittfmt teun. Sef !gs gsjfn th cefcj it !gs gbb chrrfct gmn
silm tegt sef egn rfcfivfn gbb efr phssfssihms. ,grfby gobf th
ehbn tef pfm sef silmfn egrnby rfchlmisiml efr h!m silmgturf.
-imny egn th gsj !efrf tef fxit drh` tef phbicf stgtihm!gs gs efr fyfs gbtehule dubby hpfm !frf umgobf th tgjf im
efr fmvirhm`fmt. Sef `gmglfn th dimn efr cgr hpfm tef nhhr
gmn sh`feh! nrhvf eh`f.
Sef pgrjfn im efr nrivf!gy thhj hut efr sehppiml gmn
gb`hst terf! it hm tef dbhhr hd tef jitcefm im nislust gmn
drustrgtihm gmn gs sef nin sh sef sg! tef sehppiml bist sef egn
bfdt ofeimn. #m nfspfrgtihm sef cgrfdubby cefcjfn it gmn hdchursf tefrf !gs mh eg` hm tef bist. 5ey sehubn tefrf ofD
Gbtehule sef egn offm hut bhmlfr tegm sef egn fxpfctfn
sef bhhjfn gt tef pehmf gmn jmf! it egn mht ruml. "rustiml efr
imstimcts sef phurfn efrsfbd g lbgss hd !gtfr gmn gs sef lubpfn
gt it th try gmn sthp efr ohny segjiml tef ehusf pehmf rgml.
"gjiml g nffp orfgte gmn ch`phsiml efrsfbd gs `uce gs
phssiobf -imny gms!frfn it. #t !gs efr nguletfr gs grrgmlfn.
Sef nin mht mffn th sgy gmyteiml htefr tegmOEfbbh.N
$hbbffm !gs sh fxcitfn gmn egppy gs sef thbn efr eh! efr
dirst ngy egn offm gmn efr fmteusigs` 2ust dbf! hut gs -imny
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bistfmfn imtfmtby th !egt sef !gs nfscrioiml. Sef !gs sh lbgn
tegt $hbbffm !gs egppy gmn gdtfr chmlrgtubgtiml efr gs
ceffriby gs sehubn chubn tefy sgin lhhnoyf gmn sef put nh!m
tef pehmf.
"efrf !gs mh !gy im tef !hrbn sef chubn tfbb efr nguletfr
!egt egn egppfmfn im efr ngy.