Teodor dostoevski

TeTri Rameebi

sentimentaluri romani

(meocnebes mogonebebidan)

"...iyo is Seqmnili misTvis, rom Tundac wamiT egrZno SenTan siaxlovis xibli?.."

iv. turgenevi

Rame pirveli

saocari Rame iyo. ase mxolod maSin Ramdeba, rodesac Zalian

axalgazrdebi varT, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo Cemo. ca iseTi naTeli, ise savse

iyo varskvlavebiT, rom Tu Sexedavdi, uneblieT gaifiqrebdi: nuTu

SesaZlebelia, am cis qveS anCxli da braziani adamianebi cxovrobdnen? es

SekiTxvac axalgazrdulia, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo Cemo, Zalian

axalgazrduli, magram gisurveb, RmerTi Segewios da xSirad moawydes is

Sens suls!.. rodesac anCxl da brazian batonebze vsaubrobdi, namdvilad ar

SemeZlo, ar gamexsenebina, raoden Rirseulad viqceodi Tavad mTeli am

dRis ganmavlobaSi. dilidan Semomepara ucnauri sevda. uecrad momeCvena,

raoden martosuli var, yvelam mimatova, yvela gamirbis. bunebrivia,

TiToeul Tqvengans aqvs ufleba, dainteresdes: vin aris es yvela? imitom,

rom ukve rva weliwadia peterburgSi vcxovrob da arc erTi nacnobi ar

myavs. magram raSi mWirdeboda nacnobebi? gana Cemi nacnobi da axlobeli

Tavad mTeli peterburgi ar iyo? hoda, rodesac peterburgis mosaxleoba

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uecrad daiZra agarakebisken, momeCvena, rom yvelam mimatova. martoobis

SemeSinda, sami dRis ganmavlobaSi dadardianebuli davxetialobdi qalaqis

quCebSi, verafriT vigebdi ra damemarTa, saidan gaCnda es sevda. mniSvneloba

ar hqonda, sad mividodi... anu gavivlidi nevis gamzirs, Sevidodi baRSi Tu

sanapiros mivadgebodi, yvelgan sicariele mxvdeboda. arc erTi nacnobi

saxe (romelTa danaxvasac erTsa da imave dros, erTsa da imave adgilas,

mTeli wlis ganmavlobaSi ukve SeveCvie) ar Canda. isini, rasakvirvelia, ar

micnobdnen, magram me xom vicnobdi maT, TiTqmis Seviswavle TiToeuli

maTganis fizionomia - vuyurebdi da rodesac mxiarulobdnen - vtkbebodi,

Tu maT saxeebs sevda da dardi Rrublavda, mec cud xasiaTze vdgebodi.

erT moxucebuls, romelsac yovel cismare dRes vxvdebodi fontankaze,

TiTqmis davumegobrdi. mas iseTi Cafiqrebuli, iseTi didebuli

gamometyveleba hqonda... mudam raRacas dudRunebda, marcxena xels iqnevda,

marjvenaSi ki xis totis skiptra eWira mooqruli bunikiT. moxucmac

SemamCnia, ufro metic, monawileobda kidec Cems sulier cxovrebaSi. diax,

swored amitom drodadro TiTqmis vesalmebodiT kidec erTmaneTs,

gansakuTrebiT maSin, rodesac orive karg xasiaTze viyaviT. Tu mTeli ori

dRis ganmavlobaSi moxucs ver Sevxvdebodi, mesame dRes uneblieT

gagvirboda Slapisken xeli, magram, kidev kargi, droulad gvaxsendeboda,

rom namdvili nacnobebi ar viyaviT da xelebic haerSi gviSeSdeboda.

samagierod TanagrZnobiT aRsavse gamometyvelebiT avuvlidiT xolme

erTmaneTs gverds. CemTvis saxlebic ki Cveulebrivi nacnobebi iyvnen. quCaSi

mivdiodi da TiTqos vgrZnobdi, rogor miswrebda romelime nacnobi saxli.

rogor miyurebdnen fanjrebi da melaparakebodnen: "gamarjoba, xom kargad

xarT? RvTis wyalobiT, mec kargad var, maisSi axali sarTulis Sematebas

veli." an: "rogor brZandebiT? me ki xelosnebi Semomesivnen~, an: "kinaRam

daviwvi da Zalian SemeSinda" da a.S. am saxlebidan zogi metad miyvars, zogi

ki Cveulebrivi nacnobia. erT-erT maTgans ganzraxuli aqvs, am zafxuls

arqiteqtorTan imkurnalos. yovel dRe Sevivli masTan - saSineleba ar

moswion am mkurnalobis dros, RmerTo, daifare!.. magram arasdros

damaviwydeba erTi mSvenieri, Ria vardisferi saxlis istoria. iseTi

sayvareli saxli iyo, qvisgan nagebi. piradad me sagangebod zrdilobianad

mxvdeboda, Tavis uxeiro mezoblebs ki cxvirs ubzuebda. guli sul

siamayiTa da sixaruliT mevseboda, rodesac am saxls Cavuvlidi xolme.

wina kviras gaviare im quCaze, Sevxede sayvarel, Ria vardisfer saxls da

ras vxedav!.. ra mesmis: "mavneblebi! borotmoqmedebi! yviTlad mRebaven!

araferi daindes: arc svetebi, arc rafebi!" - kioda saxli. da... megobari

iadoniviT gamiyviTlda. amis gamo kinaRam naRveli Cameqca. dRemde ar

SemiZlia Cemi sawyali, damaxinjebuli megobris danaxva, romelsac

cisqveSeTis imperiis (CineTi sqolioSi) feri miaRebines.

axla, xom gesmis, rogor vicnob peterburgs, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo Cemo.

ukve vTqvi, rom mTeli sami dRis ganmavlobaSi ucnauri sevda

maforiaqebda. anu manam, sanam ar mivxvdi, ra iyo am wuxilis mizezi. quCaSic

cudad vgrZnobdi Tavs (is ar aris, es wasula, isini mainc sad gaqrnen?) -

saxlSic ver visvenebdi. ori saRamo tvins viWyletdi: ra aklia Cems binas,

ra ar makmayofilebs? ratom ar vgrZnob Tavs myudrod? da dauRalavad

vaTvalierebdi mwvane, Wvartlian kedlebs, obobis qselebiT (romlebsac

rudunebiT amravlebda matrena) mofenil Wers. Seviswavle sakuTari aveji,

TiToeuli skami - iqneb aq imaleboda aseTi uecari dardis mizezi?

(vinaidan, Tu Cemi romelime skami dRes ise ar idga, rogorc guSin, wyobidan

gamovdiodi), fanjaraSi viyurebodi... yvela Cemi mcdeloba amao gaxldaT,

araferi mimsubuqebda mdgomareobas! matrenasac ki mama-Svilurad avuxseni,

rom namdvili feTxumia da rom ukve obobis qselebTan brZolis

gamocxadebis droa! magram mas xmac ar amouRia, mxolod gakvirvebuli

mzera momapyro. ase rom obobis qselebi kvlav mSvidad amSveneben Cemi

saxlis Wers. da, ai, swored dRes dilas mivxvdi, ra xdeboda! aha! es xom

vedebi garbian Cemgan agarakebisken. momiteveT, trivialuri gamonaTqvamia,

magram, merwmuneT, namdvilad ar mqonda literaturulad Rirebul

bgerebTan Serkinebis Tavi... radgan yvelaferi, rac peterburgSi iyo an ukve

gaemgzavra agarakebze, an axla miemgzavreboda. yvela soliduri, pativsacemi

batoni ojaxis mzrunvel mamad gadaiqca. isini Cem Tvalwin qiraobdnen

etlebs, raTa yoveldRiur rutinul cxovrebas gasclodnen da sakuTari

ojaxebis wiaRSi daesvenaT. axla maT sul sxvagvari gamometyveleba

hqondaT, raRac gansakuTrebuli, TiTqos yovel Semxvedrs erTsa da imaves

eubnebodnen: "batonebo, aq mxolod CamoviareT, or saaTSi ki ukve agarakze

viqnebiT." Tuki fanjaraze SaqariviT TeTri, Txeli TiTebi daakakunebdnen,

Semdeg es fanjara gaixsneboda da im lamazi gogonas Tavi gamoCndeboda,

romelic yvavilebis gamyidvels ixmobda, me maSinve warmovidgendi, rom es

yvavilebi gazafxulis surneliT dasatkbobad ki ar arian Setanili qalaqis

CaxuTul oTaxSi, aramed sul male patronebTan erTad gaemgzavrebian

agarakze. metsac getyviT, imdenad davostatdi Cems axal, gansakuTrebul

saqmianobaSi, rom erTi SexedviT vxdebodi - vin romel agarakze apirebda

cxovrebas.

kamenovosa da aptekarskoes kunZulis, aseve, petergofis gzis

mcxovreblebi gamoirCeodnen kargad aTvisebuli daxvewili manerebiT,

moxdenili sazafxulo kostiumebiTa da SesaniSnavi ekipaJebiT. am ekipaJebiT

isini uTuod pargolovis mTebisken miiCqarodnen da qalaqs moSorebulni,

sakuTari keTilgonierebiT, diadi solidurobiT pirvelive mzeriT

"daipyrobdnen" mTebis mosaxleobas. krestovskis kunZulis mkvidrni mSvidi

da, imavdroulad, mxiaruli gamometyvelebiT gamoirCeodnen... Tuki rogorme

movaxerxebdi da saforne cxenebis meetleTa grZel procesias movkravdi

Tvals, anu cxenebs, maT gverdiT zoziniT mimaval sadaveebiT SeiaraRebul

meetleebs, etlebze axorxlil avejis mTebs (magidebi, skamebi, Turquli

taxtebi, araTurquli bargi-barxana, bargi-barxanis kortoxze uxSiresad

keTilSobili mzareuli aRmarTuliyo, romelic batonebis qonebas Tvalis

CiniviT ufrTxildeboda) meCveneboda, rom yvelaferi daiZra da erT did

qaravnad miizlazneboda agarakebisken. igive grZnoba meufleboda, Tu nevasa

da fontankaze molivlive, saojaxo nivTebiT datvirTul navebs vxedavdi.

ufro metic, erTi navi aTad meCveneboda. TiTqos mTeli peterburgi did

udabnod gadaqcevas apirebda! bolos da bolos Semrcxva, cota ar iyos

moviwyine kidec: me ratom ar mivdiodi, ratom ar mWirdeboda da ar mqonda

agaraki? ukve mzad viyavi nebismier pativsacem batons, romelic etls

qiraobda, agarakze gavyolodi, magram arc erTi maTgani ar mepatiJeboda.

TiTqos yvelas davaviwydi, TiTqos marTlac ucxo viyavi maTTvis!

imdeni viare, imden xans viare, rom, ukve Cveulebisamebr, saerTod

amomivarda Tavidan, sad vimyofebodi... uecrad saguSagosTan aRmovCndi.

maSinve gavmxiaruldi, Slagbaums gadavabije da naTesebiT savse vel-

mindvrebs gavuyevi. daRliloba didad ar mawuxebda, vgrZnobdi, rom mTeli

Cemi arseba raRac saSineli tvirTisgan Tavisufldeboda. gamvlelebi iseTi

keTilganwyobiT miyurebdnen, rom lamis Tavic ki daekraT. yvela raRacas

Sexaroda da yvela, gamonaklisis gareSe, sigaras abolebda. me ki ucnaurma

sixarulma amitana, msgavsi ram arasdros ganmicdia. Tavi italiaSi megona -

imdenad imoqmeda bunebam Cemze - naxevrad avadmyof qalaqelze, romelic

kinaRam daaxrCo am qalaqis buRma.

peterburgis bunebaSi raRac gansakuTrebuli, amouxsneli, saTuTi

arsi imaleba. rogorc ki gazafxuli mobrZandeba, es buneba uecrad

uzarmazar zvirTs emsgavseba da zecis mier boZebuli simZlavriT

afuSfuSebs, amSvenierebs, yvavilebiT aWrelebs aremares... is me sacodav,

TiTqosda avadmyofuri ieris qaliSvils magonebs, romelsac sinanuliTa da

drodadro TanagrZnobiT aRsavse siyvaruliT ucqerT. SesaZloa xandaxan

verc ki amCnevT, rom arsebobs da romelic erT mSvenier wams, gaugebaria

rogor, idumali, amouxsneli silamaziT ise gabrwyindeba, rom Tqven

gaocebuli Tavbrudaxveuli dadgebiT mis winaSe... verafriT axsniT - ra

moxda. amitom uneblieT SeekiTxebiT sakuTar Tavs: netav, ra Zalam

aabrWyviala es sevdiani, Cafiqrebuli Tvalebi? saidan gaCnda mimqral,

Cavardnil loyebze aseTi momxibvleli siwiTle? rogor daiRvara vneba

unazes nakvTebze? ratom iburceba ase Zlierad es mkerdi? saidan

gamobrwyinda sicocxle, silamaze da saocari Zala sawyali gogonas

saxeze? ram aiZula? da Rimili? brWyviala, kaSkaSa Rimili, aseTi mCqefare,

aseTi SuSxuna sicili?! irgvliv ixedebiT, viRacas eZebT, ukve yvelafers

xvdebiT... magram wami gaiqca da meore dRes, SesaZloa, kvlav Cafiqrebuli,

dabneuli qaliSvilis uwindeburad fermkrTali saxe, morCileba, gaubedavi

moZraobebi dainaxoT, ufro metic, sindisis qenjna, sinanuli,

momakvdinebeli dardisa da mwuxarebis waruSleli kvali im wuTieri

gatacebis gamo... da gecodebaT, gecodebaT, rom Zalian, Zalian male daWkna

mSveniereba, romelmac Tqven win ase macdurad, ase umiznod gaibrwyina, - ho,

gecodebaT imitom, rom ubralod droc ar mogecaT misi Seyvarebis...

da mainc, Cemi Rame gacilebiT sjobda dRes! ai, ra moxda:

qalaqSi Zalian gvian davbrundi, ukve aTi saaTi iyo, rodesac saxls

mivuaxlovdi. Cemi saxlisken mimavali gza arxis napiras gadioda, aseT dros

iq suliers veravis Sexvdebi. me xom qalaqis ganapiras vcxovrob. mivdiodi

da vmRerodi. saerTod, yovelTvis vmReri, roca bednieri var, rogorc yvela

bednieri adamiani, romelsac arc megobrebi hyavs, arc moyvaruli nacnobebi

da, Sesabamisad, arc bednierebis gamziarebelni. uecrad saocari,

moulodneli Tavgadasavali gadamxda.

arxis moajiris kuTxes qali miyrdnoboda, rikulebze gadaxriliyo

da, rogorc Cans, didi yuradRebiT akvirdeboda amRvreul wyals. saocrad

lamazi, patara, yviTeli Slapa exura, Savi, TiTqosda kekluci, mokle manto

ecva. "qaliSvilia, Tan uTuod Savgvremani," - gavifiqre uneblieT. mgoni ver

gaigona Cemi nabijebis xma, radgan, rodesac gverdiT Cavuare, arc ki

ganZreula. me ki am dros sunTqvac Semekra da sastikad amiCqarda guli.

"ucnauria! albaT raRacaze Rrmad Cafiqrebula..." uecrad adgilze gavSeSdi.

yru qviTinis xma momesma. ho! namdvilad ar matyuebda smena, is tiroda,

ufro metic, qviTinebda. RmerTo! guli SemekumSa. da miuxedavad imisa, rom

qalebTan urTierTobaSi didi siTamamiT arasdros gamovirCeodi... Tumca, es

iseTi wuTebi iyo! mivedi masTan... uTuod ~qalbatonsac~! vuwodebdi, rom ar

mcodnoda, ramdeni aTasjer aris gamoyenebuli es mimarTva ganurCevlad

yvela rusul elitarul romanSi. mxolod aman SemaCera, magram sanam

Sesaferis mimarTvas veZebdi, qaliSvili TiTqos gamofxizlda, mimoixeda,

gons moego, Tvalebi daxara da gverdiT Camiara. maSinve davedevne. is

mixvda, rom mivdevdi, amitom sanapiro gadakveTa da trotuars gauyva. ver

gavbede trotuarze gadasvla. guli ise micemda, rogorc maxeSi gabmul

Cits da... uceb "SemTxveva" gamomecxada mxsnelad.

trotuaris meore mxares, Cemi ucnobi qaliSvilis gverdiT, frakSi

gamowyobili, soliduri asakis (magram arc Tu ise soliduri siarulis

maneris mqone) mamakaci gaCnda. is mTvraliviT dadioda, frTxilad

eyrdnoboda kedels. qaliSvili isariviT miqroda, Tumca odnav gaubedavad,

anu ise, rogorc yvela gogona, romelsac ar surs, Sua Ramisas vinmem

saxlamde miacilos. da, rasakvirvelia, moqanave vaJbatonic ver daeweoda,

bedisweras rom ar Seesxa CemTvis frTebi. uecrad, es vaJbatoni ise, rom

aravisTvis arafris Tqmac ar ikadra, adgils mowyda da Tavqudmoglejili

gaekida qaliSvils. gogona qariviT miqroda, magram moyanyale vaJbatoni

mainc daewia, qaliSvilma daiyvira. da... didad madlobeli var gangebis,

radgan swored am dros marjvena xelSi ubralod uzado, SesaniSnavi joxi

meWira. wamic ar damWirda, ise aRmovCndi trotuarze. daupatiJebeli

stumari myisve mixvda, rac eloda, ucbad gaiTvaliswina, raoden

dauZleveli sirTuleebs unda Serkineboda, dadumda, gogonas CamorCa da

mxolod mas mere, rac Cvengan sakmaod moSorebiT aRmoCnda, energiuli

terminebiT Seudga Cemi saqcielis gaprotestebas, magram Cvenamde verc ki

aRwevda misi sityvebi, haerSi ifanteboda.

- xeli momkideT, is veRarasodes verafers gagibedavT, - vuTxari

Cems ucnob qaliSvils.

xmaamouReblad gamomiwoda xeli, jer kidev kankalebda SiSisa da

mRelvarebisgan. oh, daupatiJebelo vaJbatono! rom icode, rogor glocavdi

im wuTebSi! qaliSvils Sevxede: lamazi iyo da Savgvremani - sworad

gamomicnia; mis Sav wamwamebze jer kidev brwyinavdnen cremlebi, romlebic

an uecarma SiSma datova, an ki warsulma mwuxarebam. es me ar vicodi.

samagierod tuCebze ukve aTamaSdaERimili. Semomxeda, odnav gawiTlda da

Tvalebi daxara.

- ai, xom xedavT, ratom gamagdeT maSin? iq rom vyofiliyavi,

araferi moxdeboda...

- ho, magram ar gicnobdiT: megona, Tqvenc iseTive...

- axla micnobT?

- cota. ai, magaliTad, ratom kankalebT?

- zustad gamoicaniT, droc ar dagWirdaT! - vupasuxe

aRfrTovanebulma, radgan davaskveni, rom Cemi ucnobi qaliSvili Wkviani

iyo: es ki arasdros uSlis xels silamazes. - ho, droc ar dagWirdaT ise

gamoicaniT, rogori var. namdvilad merideba qalebTan urTierToba,

yovelTvis vnerviulob, ar vkamaTob, ai, zustad iseTi var, rogoric Tqven

iyaviT wuTis win, im kacma rom SegaSinaT... axla me meSinia. TiTqos sizmaria.

ara, sizmradac ver vnaxavdi, rom odesme romelime qalTan laparaks

SevZlebdi.

- rogor? nuTu marTla asea?..

- ho, xeli imitom mikankalebs, rom am xels jer arasdros Sexebia

aseTi lamazi, aseTi patara xeli. sruliad gadaveCvie qalebs, ki ar

gadaveCvie, ubralod arasdros SevCvevivar. me xom sul marto var... isic ar

vici, rogor unda velaparako maT. ai, axlac - sisulele xom ar vTqvi?

miTxariT, ar damimaloT, ar mewyineba, ar var gulboroti...

- ara, ras ambobT, piriqiT. Tu Cemgan gulaxdilobas iTxovT,

getyviT, rom qalebs Zalian moswonT amgvari gaubedaoba, Tu metis codna

gindaT... mec momwons, uflebas gaZlevT saxlamde mimaciloT.

- Tqven axla me, - Zlivs vlaparakobdi, aRfrTovaneba maxrCobda, -

saocrebas mCuqniT, anu rogorc ki gaqreba es ridi, maSin - yvela xriks

unda davemSvidobo!..

- ra xrikebs? raSi gWirdebaT isini? es ukve cudi saqcielia.

- damnaSave var, aRarafers vambob, ubralod wamomcda, magram

rogor gesaxebaT, rom aseT dros ar gaCndes survili...

- anu, mowoneba?.. Tu ra?

- diax, rasakvirvelia, RvTis gulisaTvis ar gamkicxoT. Tavad

gansajeT - vin var me! ukve ocdaeqvsi weli Semisrulda da jer arasdros

aravin minaxavs. rogor SevZleb normalurad saubars? TqvenTvisac ase

ajobebs... kargia, rodesac yvelaferi iciT, yvelaferi naTelia... ar SemiZlia

dumili maSin, rodesac guli boboqrobs. Tumca, ra mniSvneloba aqvs...

damijerebT? arc erTi qali, arasdros, arasdros! aranairi nacnoboba!

mxolod vocnebob, yoveldRe vocnebob, rom odesme, bolos da bolos,

viRacas Sevxvdebi. rom icodeT, ramdenjer vyofilvar Seyvarebuli ase!..

- ho, magram, vin giyvardaT?..

- aravin, mxolod ideali, ideali, romelic mesizmreboda.

ocnebebSi uzarmazar romanebs vTxzav. ara, Tqven ar micnobT! or-sam qals

Sevxvedrivar, magram iciT, rogorebi iyvnen isini? raRac diasaxlisebi, ai,

iseTebi, rom... axla Zalian gagecinebaT - ramdenjerme vcade, quCaSi

gamovlaparakebodi romelime aristokrat qalbatons, ra Tqma unda, im dros,

rodesac marto seirnobda. mindoda davlaparakebodi gaubedavad,

zrdilobianad, imavdroulad, sakmaod mgznebared. kargad amexsna

qalbatonisTvis, raoden martosuli viyavi da rogor viRupebodi, rogor ar

mqonda qalebis gacnobis aranairi saSualeba. isic gadavwyvite,

STamegonebina misTvis, rom zogadad qalebi ubralod valdebulni arian, ar

uaryon Cemnairi ubeduri mamakacis vedreba. bolos da bolos, erTaderTi,

rasac viTxovdi, TanagrZnoba iyo, anu - ar gavegde, ubralod moesmina

CemTvis, mxolod oriode sityva eTqva, raRacis imedi moeca, Tundac

daecina, mere ki... mere, SesaZloa arc aRarasdros SevxvedrodiT erTmaneTs!..

gecinebaT... Tumca, mec swored imisTvis vlaparakob, rom Tqven gaicinoT...

- nu ganicdiT; vicini, radgan kargad vxedav, rogor ebrZviT

sakuTar Tavs, sakuTari Tavis mteri xarT. erTxel mainc rom gecadaT,

uTuod gamogividodaT, ai, Tundac quCaSi, rac ufro martivia yvelaferi,

miT ukeTesia... arc erTi keTili qali, Tu Zalian suleli, an im wuTebSi

vinmeze sastikad ganrisxebuli ar aris, ar daiSurebda TqvenTvis im oriode

sityvas, romlis gagonebazec ocnebobT... Tumca, ra meTqmis! mec xom uTuod

vifiqrebdi, rom SeSlili xarT, anu sakuTari Tavis mixedviT vimsjelebdi,

radgan SesaniSnavad vici, rogor cxovroben adamianebi!

- rom icodeT... uzomod madlobeli var! - wamoviZaxe me, - arc ki

warmogidgeniaT, ra gaakeTeT CemTvis!

- kargi, kargi! magram, Zalian gTxovT miTxariT, ratom ifiqreT,

rom me iseTi qali var, romelic... Rirsi Tqveni yuradRebisa da megobrobis...

erTi sityviT, raRac diasaxlisi ki ar var, aramed... ratom gadawyviteT

CemTan moaxloeba da gamolaparakeba?

- ratom? ratom? ubralod marto iyaviT, is vaJbatoni ki Zalian

Tamami brZandeboda, axla Ramea: dameTanxmeT, rom es Cemi movaleoba iyo...

- ara, ara, manamde, trotuaris mopirdapire mxares. maSinac xom

apirebdiT CemTan mosvlas?

- meore mxares? arc ki vici, ra gipasuxoT, meSinia... iciT, dRes

bednieri viyavi. mivdiodi da Tan vmRerodi, qalaqgareT aRmovCndi... aseTi

bednieri wuTebi jer ar ganmicdia. Tqven... SesaZloa, momeCvena... mapatieT,

magram momeCvena, rom tirodiT da me... ver gavuZeli... guli SemekumSa...

RmerTo Cemo! gana ar SeiZleba, Sevwuxde, avRelde Tqven gamo? nuTu

TanagrZnoba codvaa?.. erTi sityviT, miTxariT: gawyenineT? me uneblieT

movedi TqvenTan... gawyenineT?..

- sakmarisia, nuRarafers meubnebiT... - miTxra qaliSvilma, Tvalebi

daxara da xelze xeli momoWira. - TviTon var damnaSave, tyuilad wamoviwye

es saubari, magram mainc mixaria, rom ar Sevcdi - swored iseTi xarT,

rogoric megoneT... magram ukve saxlTan varT. am gzajvaredinidan ori

nabijia... mSvidobiT, gmadlobT...

- rogor, rogor... nuTu aRarasdros vnaxavT erTmaneTs?.. nuTu

yvelaferi Zveleburad darCeba?

- ai, xedavT? - gaicina qaliSvilma, - Tavdapirvelad oriod

sityvas iTxovdiT, axla ki... Tumca... iqneb, SevxvdeT...

- zustad aq moval xval. mapatieT, me ukve viTxov...

- ho, mouTmeneli xarT... TiTqmis iTxovT...

- momismineT, momismineT! - laparaki Sevawyvetine, - mapatieT, Tu

isev raRac sisuleles getyviT... magram ar SemiZlia, ar movide xval aq. me

meocnebe var, Cems cxovrebaSi imdenad cota ramaa realuri, rom aseTi

wuTebi... aseTi wuTebi TiTqmis ar arsebobs da ar SemiZlia, ar SemiZlia, ar

viocnebo maTze. am wuTebs ocnebiT gavimeoreb, mTeli Rame Tqvenze

viocnebeb... mTeli kvira, mTeli weli. aucileblad moval xval aq, zustad

am adgilas, zustad am dros, guSindels gavixseneb da bednieri viqnebi. es

adgili ukve miyvars. aris peterburgSi CemTvis aseTive sayvareli ori-sami

adgili. erTxel vitire kidec, rodesac momagonda, rogorc Tqven... vin icis,

iqneb aTi wuTis win Tqvenc mogonebebma agatiraT... mapatieT, kvlav davibeni.

iqneb odesme swored aq iyaviT gansakuTrebulad bednieri.

- kargi, - mipasuxa qaliSvilma, - xval, aT saaTze moval, zustad aq.

vxedav, ukve veRar agikrZalavT... saqme is aris, rom me aucileblad unda

movide aq, magram ar ifiqroT, TqvenTan Sesaxvedrad ki ara... asea saWiro

CemTvis. ho... ar dagimalavT: cudi ar iqneba, Tu Tqvenc moxvalT. pirvel

yovlisa, dRevandeli usiamovnebis msgavsi aRaraferi ganmeordeba, magram es

ar aris mniSvnelovani... erTi sityviT, ubralod Tqveni naxva minda... raRac

maqvs saTqmeli. xom ar gamkicxavT? xom ar fiqrobT, rom paemanze

gepatiJebiT... TqvenTan paemanze uars ar vityodi, magram... iciT, es Cemi

saidumlo iqneba! mxolod erT rameze winaswar SevTanxmdeT...

- SevTanxmdeT! yvelaferi miTxariT, winaswar miTxariT. yvelaferze

Tanaxma var, yvelafrisTvis mzad var! - vyvirodi aRfrTovanebuli, -

TiToeul saqcielze pasuxs vageb, winaaRmdegobas araferSi gagiwevT,

pativiscemas ar mogaklebT... Tqven xom ukve micnobT...

- ho, gicnobT da swored amitom gepatiJebiT xval aq, - gaicina

qaliSvilma, - SesaniSnavad gicnobT. magram Tu moxvalT, erTi ram icodeT

(gulwrfelad gafrTxilebT, amitom - kargad daimaxsovreT da SeasruleT!)

- ar unda SemiyvaroT... damijereT, Cemi Seyvareba ar SeiZleba. garwmunebT, es

marTla SeuZlebelia. megobrobaze Tanaxma var... SeyvarebiT ki... Zalian

gTxovT, ar SemiyvaroT! Cemi Seyvareba ar SeiZleba!

- vficav! - kvlav wamoviyvire me da xelze xeli movkide...

- ara, ra saWiroa fici, ukve vici, rom denTiviT SegiZliaT afeTqeba.

xom ar gewyinaT? rom icodeT... mec aravin myavs, aravin, visTanac Tundac

erTi sityvis Tqma SemeZlos, ubralo rCevasac ki veravis vTxov. es

bunebrivia, quCaSi xom ver vipovi megobrebs, Tqven gamonaklisi xarT. ukve

ise gicnobT, TiTqos oci welia, rac vmegobrobT... xom arasdros

miRalatebT?..

- ai, naxavT... oRond ar vici, rogor gavZlo Tundac ocdaoTxi saaTi.

- daiZineT, rac SeiZleba Rrmad. Zili nebisa - da gaxsovdeT, rom me

Tqven ukve gendobiT. magram ra SesaniSnavad TqviT: rogor gavZlo Tundac

ocdaoTxi saaTi... nuTu, yoveli grZnobis gadmocema SeiZleba? aseTi

ubralo TanagrZnobisac ki... da mainc, Tqven es ise miTxariT, rom mzad var

gagandoT...

- RmerTo Cemo, aseTi ra? ra unda gamandoT?

- xvalamde. jerjerobiT saidumlod darCes. TqvenTvisac ase ajobebs.

Soridan mainc daemsgavseba romans. SeiZleba xvalve giTxraT, SeiZleba arc

giTxraT... bevrs vilaparakebT da ukeT gavicnobT erTmaneTs...

- ho, xval mec yvelafers giambobT Cem Sesaxeb! magram ra xdeba? raRac

saocreba memarTeba... RmerTo Cemo, sad var? ara, miTxariT, nuTu

ukmayofilo xarT imiT, rom ar gabrazdiT da sxvebis msgavsad pirvelive

wuTebSi ar momiSoreT Tavidan? zustad or wamSi samudamod gamabedniereT.

diax! gamabedniereT. aravin icis, ra moxda, iqneb sakuTar TavTan SemarigeT,

eWvebi gafanteT Cemi... SeiZleba... aseTi wuTebic ganmicdia. kargi, yvelafers

giambobT xval, xval...

- mesmis, misaRebia; Tqven daiwyebT...

- Tanaxma var.

- naxvamdis!

- naxvamdis!

da erTmaneTs davSordiT. mTeli Rame davdiodi, ver gadamewyvita Sin

dabruneba. iseTi bednieri viyavi... xvalamde!

Rame meore

- ai, gavida ocdaoTxi saaTi! - icinoda da orive xeliT miWerda xelebs.

- ukve ori saaTia aq var, ver warmoidgenT, ra mWirda mas aqeT, rac

dagSordiT!

- vici, vici... magram saqmeze unda vilaparakoT. axla agixsniT, ratom

movedi. guSindeliviT sisuleleebis laparakis dro aRar aris. momavalSi

ufro Wkvianurad unda moviqceT. RamiT Zalian bevri vifiqre.

- ufro Wkvianurad? mzad var, magram ase mgonia cxovrebaSi araferi

gadamxdenia ufro Wkvianuri, vidre is, rac axla xdeba.

- marTla? pirvel yovlisa, gTxovT, ase Zlierad nu miWerT xelebs da

meore - geubnebiT: Zalian bevri vifiqre Tqvenze.

- riTi damTavrda es fiqrebi?

- riTi damTavrda? damTavrda imiT, rom davaskveni - me Tqven sruliad

ar gicnobT, guSin bavSviviT moviqeci, amis mizezi Cemi sikeTea, anu

sakuTari Tavis gandideba mominda... ho, ase mTavrdeba zogadad yoveli

gulaxdili saubari. imisTvis, rom es Secdoma gamovasworo gadavwyvite

yoveli wvrilmani Sevityo Tqven Sesaxeb. magram radgan SeuZlebelia sxva

adamianebisgan Tqvenze raimes gageba, Tavad unda miTxraT yvelaferi,

yvelaferi daufaravad. ras warmoadgenT, vin xarT? daiwyeT, saswrafod

miambeT Tqveni istoria.

- istoria! - wamoviyvire SeSinebulma, - istoria! vin giTxraT, rom

saerTod maqvs istoria?..

- ki magram, ranairad icxovreT istoriis gareSe? - siciliT

Semawyvetina saubari.

- vicxovre, yovelgvari istoriis gareSe vicxovre! rogorc CvenSi

amboben - Caketili... sruliad marto viyavi. Tqven gesmiT, ras niSnavs -

sruliad marto?

- rogor? arasdros aravin ginaxavT?

- minaxavs... da mainc marto viyavi.

- nuTu aravis esaubrebiT?

- aravis.

- gamagebineT, vin xarT! mgoni vxvdebi: namdvilad bebia gyavT, CemsaviT.

is brmaa da mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi arsad miSvebda - TiTqmis

gadamaCvia laparaks. daaxloebiT ori wlis win mixvda, rom veRarafriT

damakavebda da Cemi kabis kalTa qinZisTaviT gamoaba sakuTars. ase

vsxedvarT mas aqeT mTeli dReebis ganmavlobaSi. is windebs qsovs,

miuxedavad imisa, rom brmaa, me ki gverdiT vuzivar - an raimes vkerav, an

wignebs vukiTxav. ucnauri yofa Semeqmna, ukve ori weliwadia qinZisTaviT

mibmuli vcxovrob...

- RmerTo Cemo, ra ubedurebaa! ara, me ar myavs aseTi bebia.

- maSin ar vici. ratom, rogor SegiZliaT sul saxlSi jdoma?

- momismineT, Tqven gainteresebT vin var, xom asea?

- ho, ho, ho!

- vin - am sityvis sruli mniSvnelobiT?

- sruli!

- hoda, neba miboZeT, warmogidginoT sakuTari Tavi, Tqven winaSea - tipi.

- tipi, tipi! rogor tipi? - wamoiZaxa qaliSvilma da ise axarxarda,

TiTqos mTeli welia ar gaucinia. - ho, TqvenTan ver moiwyen! SexedeT, iq

patara skamia, wavideT, davsxdeT! aravin dadis, veravin verafers gaigonebs,

ase rom miambeT Tqveni istoria! darwmunebuli var, namdvilad arsebobs es

istoria, ubralod mimalavT. pirvel yovlisa, ras niSnavs tipi?

- tipi? tipi originaluri, sasacilo adamiania! - vupasuxe da TviTonac

avxarxardi, misi bavSvuri sicili gadamedo. - xasiaTia erTgvari. momismineT:

iciT Tu ara, ra aris meocnebe?

- meocnebe? rogor ar vici, me TviTon meocnebe var! bebiasTan vzivar

xolme da raRas ar warmovidgen! ocnebaSi CineTis princsac ki gavyolivar

colad... ocneba SesaniSnavia! Tumca, ar vici, erTma RmerTma icis!

gansakuTrebiT Tu ocnebis garda sxva safiqralic gaqvs, - es bolo fraza

qaliSvilma Zalian seriozulad warmoTqva.

- brwyinvalea! radgan CineTis RvTiur monarqsac ki gahyolixarT

colad, namdvilad mixvdebiT, vin var me. aba, kargad mismineT, viwyeb...

mapatieT, magram saxeli rom ar vici Tqveni?

- rogorc iqna! sakmaod adre gagaxsendaT!

- RmerTo Cemo! saxelis gareSec ise kargad vgrZnobdi Tavs, rom

azradac ar momsvlia...

- nastenka.

- nastenka? sxva araferi?

- ras niSnavs sxva araferi? cotaa Tu ra? ver gavige, ra sixarbea!

- cotaa? ara, piriqiT, bevria, Zalian bevri. yvelaze keTili xarT,

swored imitom, rom pirvelive wuTebSi nastenka gaxdiT CemTvis.

- aha! daiwyeT!

- kargi nastenka, mismineT, sakmaod sasacilo istoria gamodis.

mis gverdiT Camovjeqi, pedanturobamde seriozuli poza miviRe da ise

daviwye, TiTqos raRac nawers vkiTxulobdi.

- Tu ar iciT, axlave SegatyobinebT nastenka, rom peterburgSi

sakmaod ucnauri adgilebia. am adgilebs is mze ar anaTebs, romelic

peterburgis mosaxleobis cxovrebas aciskrovnebs, mnaTobi am adgilebisa

TiTqos specialurad SeuqmniaT da is savsebiT gansxvavebul,

gansakuTrebul sinaTles aSuqebs. am adgilebSi, Cemo nastenka, sxvagvarad

miedineba wuTisofeli, is sruliad ar hgavs peterburgis mCqefare

cxovrebas, SesaZloa, ase cxovrobdnen ocdaaT mTasa da ocdaaT bars miRma

arsebul uCinar samefoSi da ara CvenTan, Cvens seriozulze seriozul

epoqaSi. am cxovrebaSi Sezavebulia fantastika, mgznebare ideali da,

imavdroulad (samwuxarod asea, nastenka!), mkrTali proza, Cveuli yofa, anu

Cveulebrivi, romelsac saswaulebrivad uxamsic ki SeiZleba ewodos.

- oho! RmerTo Cemo! rogori winasityvaobaa! kidev ras gavigoneb,

netav?

- gaigonebT, nastenka (ase mgonia arasdros mombezrdeba Tqveni

saxelis gameoreba) gaigonebT, rom am adgilebSi ucnauri adamianebi

cxovroben da maT meocnebeebi hqviaT. meocnebe - Tuki am mcnebis zusti

gansazRvra saWiroa - adamiani ar aris, is mxolod arsebaa saSualo sqesis.

is ZiriTadad miudgomel kuTxeebs irCevs sacxovreblad, TiTqos unda, rom

mzis Suqsac daemalos da daidebs Tu ara sadme binas, ise miejaWveba

sakuTar samyofels, rogorc lokokina ekvris Tavis niJaras - am

TvalsazrisiT Zalian hgavs sakmaod saintereso arsebas, romelic

erTdroulad cxovelic aris da saxlic da romelsac ku hqvia. rogor

fiqrobT, ratom uyvars meocnebes ase Zlierad Tavisi oTxi kedeli, oTxive

uTuod mwvaned SeRebili, Wvartliani, TiTqos mowyenili da ubralod

dauSveblad gabuRuli? rogor fiqrobT, ratom ibneva, ratom ecvleba saxe

am sasacilo vaJbatons maSin, rodesac mis sanaxavad romelime nacnobi

modis (es nacnobebi isedac Zalian cota hyavs da sabolood vinc hyavs

imaTac kargavs). ratom? gana man Tavis oTx kedelSi danaSauli Caidina?

yalbi sabuTebi gaamzada? an Jurnalis redaqciaSi gagzavna leqsebi

anonimuri weriliT, am werilSi ki dawera, rom leqsebis avtori mokvda da

megobari Tavis wmidaTawmida movaleobad miiCnevs, gamoaqveynos

gansvenebulis poezia? miTxariT nastenka, ratom ver axerxebs sxva

adamianebTan saubars? ar aRelvebs Tanamosaubris sicili, xumroba, sxrati

gamonaTqvamebi, laparaki mSvenieri sqesis warmomadgenlebis Sesaxeb da sxva

mxiaruli Temebi? bunebrivia, Tanamosaubrec (romelic, rogorc Cans, erT-

erTi nacnobTagania) pirvelive vizitis dros - meore viziti, rasakvirvelia,

aRar iqneba - iSmuSneba, TiTqosda erT adgilze qvavdeba da kargavs

iumoris grZnobas (Tuki mas es grZnoba aqvs), gakvirvebuli uyurebs

maspinZlis ukan gadaweul saxes - im maspinZlis, romelic aRarc ki

cdilobs, mxari aubas stumars, rogorme gaaxalisos saubari,

aristokratuli manerebi warmoaCinos, Tavadac alaparakdes mSvenieri sqesis

warmomadgenlebze da amgvari morCilebiT mainc moawonis Tavi gzaabneul

nacnobs, romelmac ukve zustad icis, rom vizitisTvis araswori misamarTi

airCia. bolos da bolos, am nacnobs uecrad axsendeba - gadaudebeli saqme

aqvs! aseTi mniSvnelovani saqme jer arasdros hqonia! Slapas iRebs da

damSvidobebis dros Zlivs iTavisuflebs xelebs maspinZlis mxurvale

xelebisgan, romelic cdilobs daanaxos stumars, rogor nanobs da raoden

Zlier surs, gamoasworos Cadenili danaSauli. ratom nastenka, gamagebineT

ratom icinis kars miRma ase xmamaRla meocnebis nacnobi? ratom aZlevs

pirobas sakuTar Tavs, aRarasdros estumros am ucnaur adamians? es

ucnauri adamiani xom SesaniSnavi pirovnebaa, mxolod erTi nakli aqvs -

sakuTar Tavs patara kaprizze uari ver uTxra. da, ai, ra iyo es kaprizi:

meocnebe mTeli vizitis ganmavlobaSi, aw ukve yofili Tanamosaubris

fizionomias sacodav, gawurul katas adarebda, romelic bavSvebma

muxanaTurad daatyveves da sastikad SeaSines, axla ki, rodesac Tavi

gaiTavisufla, skamis qveS SeiyuJa, sibneleSi zis - erTi saaTi mainc

dasWirdeba gonze mosasvlelad, manamde ki iZulebulia, bewvi gaisworos,

ifrutunos, TaTebiT gaiwmindos saxe da gamwarebuli, mrisxane TvalebiT

uyuros mTel samyaros - Tavad batonebis sadilis narCenebsac ki, romelic

misi ubedurebiT aRelvebulma gasaRebebis mcvelma moutana.

- momismineT, - Seawyvetina nastenkam. is mTeli am xnis

ganmavlobaSi gakvirvebuli, farTod gaxelili TvalebiT mismenda. -

momismineT: sul davibeni, ar vici, ratom xdeba ase da ratom misvamT aseT

sasacilo SekiTxvebs. erTaderTi, raSic namdvilad darwmunebuli var, aris

is, rom es yvelaferi Tqven gadagxdaT Tavs.

- ra Tqma unda, - vupasuxe ramdenadac SemeZlo seriozuli

gamometyvelebiT.

- Tu asea, ganagrZeT, - mipasuxa nastenkam, - Zalian minda gavigo,

rogor damTavrdeba Tqveni monaTxrobi.

- anu, gindaT icodeT, ras akeTebda Cveni gmiri Tavis kuTxeSi,

ufro sworad rom vTqvaT - me, radgan gmiri swored me var - Cemi

mokrZalebuli persona. gindaT, icodeT, ratom amimRvria goneba nacnobis

uecarma vizitma? ratom gavwiTldi, rodesac Cemi oTaxis kari gaaRes, ratom

ver miviRe stumari da ase samarcxvinod gamsrisa sakuTari

stumarTmoyvareobis simZimem?

- ho, ho, ho! - mipasuxa nastenkam, - momismineT: Tqven brwyinvaled

miyvebiT yvelafers, magram ar SeiZleba, cota naklebad brwyinvaled

momiyveT? ase mgonia, wigns mikiTxavT.

- nastenka! - vupasuxe mkacri xmiT, Tan Zlivs vikavebdi sicils, -

nastenka, Cemo kargo, vici, rom brwyinvaled vyvebi, magram damnaSave var -

sxvanairad moyola ar SemiZlia. me axla mefe solomonis suls vgavar,

romelic aTasi wlis ganmavlobaSi Svidi luqiT dabeWdil doqSi iyo

gamomwyvdeuli da uceb Svidive luqi axsnes. axla, Cemo nastenka, rodesac

xangrZlivi ganSorebis Semdeg me da Tqven kvlav SevxvdiT erTmaneTs... kvlav

- imitom, rom didi xania gicnobT... ufro sworad... didi xania viRacas veZeb,

Cveni Sexvedra ki niSania imisa, rom swored Tqven geZebdiT, anu ase ineba

bedisweram, Cems tvinSi aTasi sarqveli erTad gaixsna da yvelaferi, rasac

es sarqvlebi gulmodgined ketavdnen, sityvebis niaRvrad unda afeTqdes...

sxvagvarad davixrCobi. hoda, Tu SeiZleba, nastenka, aRar SemawyvetinoT,

momismineT Cumad da morCilad, Torem davdumdebi.

- ara, ara, ara! araviTar SemTxvevaSi! ilaparakeT! sityvasac aRar

davZrav.

- vagrZeleb: nastenka Cemo megobaro, mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi

arsebobs erTi saaTi, romelic gansakuTrebulad miyvars. es is saaTia,

rodesac adamianebi TiTqmis yvela saqmianobas amTavreben, saxlebisken

miiCqarian, raTa isadilon, daisvenon da taxtebze wamowvnen - Tan ki

fiqroben, rogor SeZlon, rac SeiZleba sasiamovnod gaataron saRamo, Rame

da saerTod darCenili Tavisufali dro. swored am saaTze Cveni gmiri, -

nastenka, axla neba miboZeT Txroba mesame pirSi gavagrZelo, radgan pirvel

pirSi laparaki ukve Semrcxveba, - ho, Cveni gmiri, romelic sulac ar

gaxlavT usaqmod, quCaSi miabijebs samuSao adgilebidan dabrunebulTa

kvaldakval. mis gaTeTrebul, TiTqosda mimqral saxeze ucnauri

kmayofileba liclicebs. axla sulac ar uyurebs gulgrilad Camavali mzis

sxivebs, romlebic nel-nela fermkrTaldeba peterburgis gayinul caze.

uyurebs, ar uyurebs - cota ar iyos xmamaRali naTqvamia. ara, is arafers

uyurebs, magram uneblieT aRiqvams am mSvenierebas - ai, rogorc daRlili

da, imavdroulad, sxva ufro saintereso saqmiT dakavebuli adamiani,

misdauneburad Seavlebs xolme Tvals yovelives, rac misi mxedvelobis

areSi eqceva.

is kmayofilia, radgan xvalamde Tavisufalia yoveldRiuri, rutinuli

saqmianobisgan da iseTi gaxarebulia, rogorc skolis mowafe, romelic es-

es aris klasidan gamovida, axla ki sayvarel TamaSobebsa da celqobas

daubrunda.

- nastenka, SexedeT meocnebes da myisve mixvdebiT, rogor

daamSvida sixarulma misi susti nervebi, rogor gaasxivosna avadmyofurad

aRgznebuli fantazia. xedavT? axla raRacaze dafiqrda... ggoniaT sadilze?

dRevandel saRamoze? ras uyurebs? nuTu im soliduri garegnobis

vaJbatons, romelmac ase "TvalismomWrelad" daukra Tavi brwyinvale,

cigurebian karetaSi dabrZanebul qalbatons? ara nastenka, es misTvis

wvrilmania!.. is xom axla ukve mdidaria sakuTari gansakuTrebuli

cxovrebiT. ho, uecrad gamdidrda da Camavali mzis TiTqmis mimqrali

sxivebic swored amitom brwyinaven ase mxiarulad, gamTbar guls sasiamovno

STabeWdilebaTa mTeli gundi acekvebs. veRarc ki amCnevs im gzas, romlis

TiToeuli detali adre emociebis qariSxals iwvevda. ho, nastenka, misma

"qalRmerTma fantaziam" (Tu wagikiTxavT Jukovski) uCinari xeliT mouqsova

oqros saZirkveli da axla lamaz-lamazi maqmanebiT amkobs - afens da afens

mis winaSe saucxoo, ucnauri, arnaxuli cxovrebis xaliCas da vin icis,

iqneb uCinarma xelma am SesaniSnav granitis trotuars moaSora da brolis

meSvide cis kamaramde azida? aba, scadeT da SeaCereT, hkiTxeT sad imyofeba

am wuTas, ra quCa gaiara? is albaT verc imas gaixsenebs, sad dgas axla da

verc imas, ra gza gamoiara - sibrazisgan gawiTldeba, zrdilobis

gulisTvis aucileblad raRacas moityuebs. ai, ratom SekrTa da kinaRam

iyvira SiSisgan, rodesac erTma Rrmadpativcemulma moxucebulma mowiwebiT

SeaCera da hkiTxa - gza amebna, xom ar damakvalianebT - axla sad varo.

nawyenia, Subli eWmuxneba, winsvlas ganagrZobs da verc ki amCnevs, rom

gamvlelebi icinian, rodesac uyureben, rom patara gogonam SiSiT dauTmo

gza da xmamaRla gadaixarxara, dainaxa Tu ara misi ucnauri Rimili,

ucnauri Jestikulacia. magram fantaziam arc axla umtyuna - sadRac

gafanta cnobismoyvare gamvlelebic, moxarxare gogonac, mamakacebic,

romlebic barJebiT mofenil fontankaze aRameben (davuSvaT, am dros Cveni

gmiric iq imyofeboda) - uecrad yvelafers komikurad moxvia Tavisi

jadosnuri bade, ai, ise, rogorc oboba abams qselSi buzebs da Cveni

ucnauri meocnebec, axali STabeWdilebebiT datvirTuli, Sevida sayvarel

bunagSi, sadilic miirTva... mxolod maSin gamofxizlda, rodesac mudam

Cafiqrebulma, sevdianma matrenam (qali, romelic emsaxureba) magida

gadawminda da Cibuxi miawoda. gamofxizlda, gakvirvebulma gaixsena, rom

ukve usadilia kidec... ar axsovda, rodis da rogor moxda es. oTaxSi

dabnelda. uceb sulieri sicariele igrZno, sevda Semoawva. ocnebis samyaro

ingreoda, yovelgvari xmaurisa da nel-nela rRvevis gareSe, kvalsac ar

tovebda, sizmariviT qreboda... mas ki saerTod ar axsovda, raze ocnebobda

sul cota xnis win. magram raRac ucnaurma SegrZnebam, TiTqosda odnav

mtkivneulma, amaRelvebelma Seutia guls, aaforiaqa fantazia da

SeumCnevlad gamoiZaxa axal zmanebaTa gundi. patara oTaxSi siCume gamefda.

ganmartoebam da sizarmacem moaduna, gaanebivra warmosaxva.

is mxolod odnav CuxCuxebda, rogorc wyali moxuci matrenas

(romelic udrtvinvelad fusfusebda samzareuloSi) yavis maduRaraSi.

magram, ai... afeTqebas iwyebs... am dros Cveni meocnebe sruliad umiznod im

wigns iRebs xelSi, romelic yvelaze axlos devs - Semdeg wigni xelidan

uvardeba ise, rom sami gverdis wakiTxvasac ver aswrebs. tvini kvlav

aRigzno. warmosaxvam brwyinvale cxovrebis brwyinvale perspeqtiva daxata.

axali sizmari - axali bedniereba! is ukve xarbad svams utkbiles sawamlavs!

ra darCenia am realur cxovrebaSi! nastenka, misi azriT, me da Tqven ise

duned, ise uazrod, ise gazuluqebulad vcxovrobT! miaCnia, rom yvelani

ukmayofilo varT sakuTari bediT, cxovrebas mZime tvirTiviT vezidebiT!

asec aris, SexedeT, erTmaneTs uzarmazari yinuli gvaSorebs, mwuxareba da

TiTqos braziani sibnele gamefebula... "sawylebi!" - fiqrobs Cemi meocnebe.

arc aris gasakviri, rom ase fiqrobs! SexedeT am saocar aCrdilebs, ra

momxibvlelia isini! ra advilad ufenen ferxTiT ukidegano, jadosnur

sivrceebs, xataven amaRlebuli sulierebiT gajerebul suraTebs. am

suraTebis mTavari gmiri, rasakvirvelia, Cveni meocnebis brwyinvale persona

gaxlavT. SexedeT, ramdeni Tavgadasavali gadaxda, rogor amoxeTqa

aRtacebul zmanebaTa Sadrevanma. albaT gainteresebT, raze ocnebobs?

sakiTxavic ar aris! yvelaferze... moswons poetis roli, romelic

Tavdapirvelad ar aRiares, mere ki didebiT Seamkes. arc hofmanTan

megobrobaze ityoda uars, barTlomes Rames daeswreboda, xelze

eamboreboda diana vernons, ivan vasilis ZesTan erTad aiRebda yazans...

klara movbrai, evfia densi, prelatebisa da husebis taZari - yvela da

yvelaferi misia! - roberti, micvalebulTa amboxi (gaxsovT musika? ifrqveva

sasaflaos surneli!), mina da brenda, berezinis brZola, poemebis

deklarireba grafis meuRlis salonSi, kleopatra da e i suoi amanti (misi

sayvarlebi, ital.), patara saxli kolomnaSi, sakuTari kuTxe... zamTris civ

saRamos mSvenieri qalwuli Camomjdara mis gverdiT da farTod gaxelili

TvalebiT usmens, ai, rogorc Tqven mismenT axla, Cemo angelozo, Cemo

nastenka...

ara, nastenka, raSi sWirdeba am netar, uzarmaces adamians iseTi

cxovreba, romliskenac me da Tqven viswrafiT? is fiqrobs - realoba

uferuli da erTferovania, ver warmoudgenia, rom dadgeba dro, rodesac

mzad iqneba, am uferuli, erTferovani cxovrebis Tundac erTi dRis

dasabruneblad gaiRos mTeli Tavisi fantastikuri wlebi... es wlebi ar

daenaneba, araTu sixarulisa da bednierebis realurad gancdisTvis, aramed

Tundac wamieri mwuxarebis, sinanulisa da didi ubedurebis gansacdeladac

ki. magram es sastiki dro jer ar damdgara, meocnebe jer arafers nanobs.

is axla yvela survilze maRla dgas - kmayofilia, radgan Tavad aris

sakuTari cxovrebis Semoqmedi da am cxovrebis yovel saaTs TviTonve

ganagebs, ganagebs ise, rogorc mas surs. saocrad advilad da bunebrivad

iqmneba zRapruli, fantastikuri samyaro! TiTqos bundovani aCrdili ki ara,

marTlac SiSveli realobaa! swams, rom misi cxovreba ar Seuqmnia

grZnobaTa aRrevas! ar aris miraJi, ara, ar aris moRalate warmosaxva! is

namdvilia, realurad arsebuli! magram, nastenka miTxariT, ocnebis dros

ratom exuTeba suli? ratom veRar eteva guli saguleSi, ratom usveldeba

cremlebiT saxe? almuri TiTqosda wvavs fermkrTal loyebs da raRac

saocari netarebis zRva iRvreba sulSi? ratom miqrian ase swrafad

amouwuravi sixaruliTa da bednierebiT aRsavse uZilo Rameebi? da rodesac

vardisfrad feTqdeba ganTiadi, mze saeWvod fantastikuri sxivebiT anaTebs

oTaxis pirquS kedlebs (rogorc CvenTan peterburgSi), Cveni daRlili,

natanji meocnebe logins exeTqeba... iZinebs. guli ki TiTqos Camkvdaria

avadmyofurad SeZrwunebuli sulis marwuxebSi, imavdroulad,

aRfrTovanebulia da susti, sasiamovno tkivili aforiaqebs. ratom xdeba,

ase?

ho, nastenka, motyuvdebi, uneblieT daijereb, rom vneba marTla

arsebobs, marTla aRelvebs mis suls... rom aris raRac cocxali,

xelSesaxebi am uxorco zmanebebSi! da rogoria es tyuili! ai, magaliTad -

siyvarulma aitaca, grZnobs did sixaruls, damTrgunvel dards... kargad

SexedeT da darwmundebiT! nuTu gjeraT, rom mas marTlac arasdros

unaxavs is, vinc ase uyvars Tavis gaSmagebul ocnebebSi? nuTu arasdros

useirniaT xelixelCakidebulT da es mxolod mSvenieri sizmari iyo? nuTu

wlebis ganmavlobaSi erTad ar ucxovriaT, samyarosgan ganmartoebulT?

nuTu maSin, rodesac ganSorebis Jami dadga, ar exuteboda, ar tiroda mis

mkerdze da am tirilis dros ar esmoda qarbuqis mrisxane Rriali,

romelic cremlebs misi Savi wamwamebidan sadRac Sors miaqrolebda? nuTu

es mxolod ocneba iyo?

da baRi?.. mowyenili, mitovebuli, moxavsuli bilikebiT, martoxela,

pirquSi... ramdenjer useirniaT am baRSi, erTad augiaT imedis koSkebi,

erTad daumarcxebiaT sevda... o, rogor uyvardaT erTmaneTi - "ra didxans,

ra faqizad!" ...ucnauri mamapapiseuli saxli, romelSic wlebis ganmavlobaSi

cxovrobda mowyenili da ganmartoebuli, mudam gabrazebul, mudam mdumare,

mudam RvarZlian qmarTan erTad. is ar iyo Zlieri qali, eSinoda qmris da

bavSviviT malavda Tavis siyvaruls... rogor itanjebodnen, rogor

rcxvenodaT, erTmaneTisac rcxvenodaT. siyvaruli maTi marTlac wminda da

umanko iyo, nastenka, magram adamianebi! adamianebs boroteba ar asvenebdaT!

RmerTo Cemo, mogvianebiT xom swored mas Sexvda sakuTari samSoblosgan

Sors, ucxo cis qveS! es moxda umSvenieres maradiul qalaqSi. Sua dRis

mwveli mze dedamiwas SanTavda, brwyinvale mejlisis Tavbrudamxvevi hangebi

zRvaSi iZireboda, laJvardovan talRebze rampebis TvalismomWreli

sinaTle liclicebda... da palacos (uTuod palacos, nastenka) aivanze,

romlis kedlebsac vardebi amSvenebda, man is icno! uecrad moixsna niRabi -

Tavisufleba meRirsao - CasCurCula, Semdeg mTeli sxeuliT acaxcaxda da

mis gaSlil mklavebSi gadaeSva. bednierebisgan Tavbrudaxveulebi

erTmaneTs exutebodnen da sul gadaaviwydaT is mwuxarebac, is ganSorebac,

is moxuci qmaric, Soreul samSobloSi datovebuli, mrisxane baRi...

gadaaviwydaT patara skamic, romelzec bolo Sexvedris dros Camosxdnen,

ukanaskneli vnebebi, ukanaskneli kocna... am kocnis Semdeg gaiqca da datova

sasowarkveTilebisagan gaqvavebuli... merwmuneT, nastenka, saSinlad

SecbundebiT, ai, im skolis mowafesaviT gawiTldebiT, romelmac mezoblis

baRidan es-es aris vaSli moipara, Tuki erT mSvenier dRes Tqveni saxlis

kars daupatiJeblad SemoaRebs zorba, mxiaruli, axalgazrda kaci da viTom

araferi momxdara, ise daiyvirebs: "am wuTas Camovedi pavlovskidan, unda

mimiRoo." RmerTo Cemo! moxuci grafi momkvdara, eniT aRuwereli

bednierebis dro dgeba, pavlovskidan Camosulis ambavs hgavs!

paTetikuri SeZaxilebi paTetikuradve davasrule. maxsovs, rom Zalian

mindoda, rogorme momexerxebina gadaxarxareba, magram vigrZeni - rogor

Zlierad Seirxa Cems sulSi Cabudebuli saSineli eSmaki. sunTqva Semekra,

vixrCobodi, cremlebi momawva...

megona nastenka, romelic farTod gaxelili TvalebiT sulganabuli

mismenda, bavSviviT gadaikiskisebda, sixarulis sicils ver Seikavebda da

ukve vnanobdi, rom yvelaferi vuambe, anu is, rac didi xania duRda Cems

gulSi... vnanobdi, rom ase xatovnad wavukiTxe ganaCeni, romelic Tavad

gamovutane sakuTar Tavs. darwmunebuli viyavi - verasdros veravin

gamigebda... magram Cemda gasaocrad, nastenkas xma ar amouRia, xeli xelze

odnav momiWira da TiTqosda gaubedavad, TanagrZnobiT mkiTxa:

- nuTu marTla ase gaatareT mTeli cxovreba?

- ho, nastenka, mTeli cxovreba... da vfiqrob, aseve davasruleb!

- ara, ar SeiZleba, - miTxra Sewuxebulma, - ase ar moxdeba... anu,

SesaZloa, mec bebiis gverdiT amomxdes suli... momismineT, iciT, rom Zalian

cudia ase cxovreba?

- vici, nastenka, vici! - wamoviZaxe. ukve aRar vmalavdi grZnobebs. -

axla namdvilad vici - sulelurad davkarge saukeTeso wlebi! guli mtkiva,

rodesac vacnobiereb, rom RmerTma Tqveni saxiT keTili angelozi

gamomigzavna, raTa yvelaferi meTqva, yvelaferi amexsna, damemtkicebina.

axla, rodesac Tqven gelaparakebiT, momavalze fiqric ki meSinia. momavalSi

xom kvlav, obmokidebuli martooba melis, iseTi cxovreba, romelic aravis

sWirdeba! saocneboc araferi mrCeba, radgan axla bednieri var, TqvenTan

yofna mabednierebs da es cxadSi xdeba! RmerTma daglocoT, nastenka, Cemo

mSveniero nastenka, imisTvis, rom ar gamagdeT, rom ase guldasmiT

momismineT. ukve Tamamad SemiZlia vTqva - Cemi cxovrebis Tundac ori

saRamo cocxali viyavi!

- ara, ara, ara! - nastenkas TvalebSi cremlebi abrWyvialda, - ase

ar moxdeba! ase ar davSordebiT! ori saRamo ra aris!

- nastenka, nasteka! minda icodeT, ra didi xniT SemarigeT sakuTar

TavTan! axla ukve aRarasdros vifiqreb, rom saSineli pirovneba var.

aRarasdros vifiqreb, rom danaSauli Cavidine... ocnebebiT cxovreba

danaSauli megona. RvTis gulisTvis, ar ifiqroT nastenka, raimes

vaWarbebde, xandaxan iseTi sevda mTrgunavs, iseTi Zlieri dardi... aseT

dros mgonia xolme, rom veRarasodes SevZleb adamianuri cxovrebis

dawyebas, radgan ukve davkarge realuri samyaros aRqmis unari, sakuTar

Tavs vwyevli, vinaidan Cemi fantastikuri Rameebis Semdeg gamofxizlebis

dro dgeba da es gamofxizleba namdvili koSmaria. yurSi Camesmis, rogor

grialebs musika, rogor trialebs adamianTa cxovrebis ferxuli. ho, vxedav

da mesmis, rom adamianebi cxovroben, cocxlebi arian! es sicocxle ar aris

gamogonili, amitom arasdros gaqreba sizmariviT... piriqiT! maTi cxovreba

mravalferovania, savse, mudam axalgazrda, mudam axal-axali ferebiT

Wreldeba, mudam sasurveli, mudam axalgazrduli da arc erTi dRe ar

hgavs meores... fantazia ki ubralod bilwi, saSinlad mosawyeni da saSiSia.

is aCrdilebis, ideebis, im pirvelive Rrublebis tyvea, romlebic uecrad

bindaven mzes da adamians (Seyvarebuls Tavisi peterburgis mzeSi) gulSi

wveT-wveTad asxams Sxamian naRvels. fantazia ki ara - mwuxarebaa mxolod!

ho, Semdeg grZnob, rogor daiRala, rogor gamoifita amdeni

daZabulobisgan es amouwuravi fantazia. mudmivad daZabuli ki imitom

gaxlavT, rom Zveli idealebi axalma unda Caanacvlos: Zveli idealebi xom

imsxvreva! amitom saWiro xdeba misi natexebisgan axali zmanebebis Seqmna!

suli ki raRac sxvas iTxovs, sadRac sxvagan miiswrafis. meocnebe amaod

iqeqeba warsuli fantaziebis nacarSi, amaod eZebs am nacarSi naperwkals,

raTa suli Seuberos, gaaRvivos, cecxlad aanTos, ipovos raRac axali -

Tavisi gayinuli gulis gasaTbobad. magram es SeuZlebelia. is, rac adre

aRelvebda, is, rac mSvenieri egona, rac mis ZarRvebSi sisxls mZlavrad

aCuxCuxebda, Tvalebs cremlebiT avsebda, Turme fufunebiT Semosili

tyuili yofila! iciT nastenka, erTxel ra gadavwyvite? mindoda sakuTari

SegrZnebebis wlisTavi aRmeniSna, anu mezeima is, rac adre mSveniereba

megona, is rac arasdros yofila! uxorco, suleli ocnebebis wlisTavi...

mxolod imitom, rom isini verafriT Cavanacvle... da... ocnebebic xom

ifanteba, inavleba, qreba odesme! miyvars gaxseneba im adgilebisa, sadac

odesRac bednieri viyavi, ufro sworad, megona, rom bednieri viyavi... xSirad

davxetialob aCrdiliviT peterburgis quCebSi uazrod, umiznod, saSinlad

dardiani da vcdilob, ganumeorebeli warsulis msgavsi awmyo Sevqmna.

uamravi mogoneba erTad awydeba gonebas! kargad maxsovs - zustad erTi

wlis win, zustad am trotuarze, zustad am dros, am saaTze aseve

davseirnobdi, aseTive mowyenili! maxsendeba, rom Cemi ocnebebi arc maSin

iyo mxiaruli, magram vgrZnob, rom maSin ufro mSvidad vcxovrobdi, maSin

ar mTrgunavda es raRac yovlismomcveli bneli fiqrebi, romlebic saSvels

ar maZleven axla. arc sindisis qenjnas vgrZnobdi... vekiTxebi sakuTar Tavs:

sad arian Seni ocnebebi? ratom migatoves? Semdeg Tavs viqnev da vCurCuleb:

ra swrafad miqrian wlebi! isev ar masvenebs kiTxva: ratom daamaxinje, sad

daasamare saukeTeso wlebi? erTi dRe mainc Tu gicxovria adamianurad

amqveynad? Sexede, male acivdeba... gaivlis wlebi da maT gahyveba martoobis

sevdiani aCrdili, dro eklian, saSiS siberes moitans, romelsac mxolod

dardi da naRveli mohyveba. fantastikuri samyaro gaxundeba da Cakvdeba,

totidan mowyvetili yviTeli foTlebiviT daenarcxeba dedamiwas...

nastenaka, ra saSinelebaa martooba, miT umetes maSin, rodesac aRaraferi

ginda - aRaraferi... imitom, rom yvelaferi dakarge da is yvelaferic

realurad ar arsebobda - nuli iyo... mxolod ocnebebi!

sakmarisia, aRar SemiZlia! - Cailaparaka nastenkam da cremlebi

moiwminda. - damTavrda! dReidan erTad viqnebiT. rac ar unda moxdes Cems

cxovrebaSi, arasdros davSordebiT erTmaneTs. momismineT. me erTi

Cveulebrivi gogo var, swavliTac cota ram Tu miswavlia, Tumca bebiam

maswavlebeli amiyvana. magram mainc kargad mesmis Tqveni, radgan yvelaferi,

rac axla miambeT, ukve gadavitane maSin, rodesac bebiam Tavis kabas

mimajaWva. ra Tqma unda, ase xatovnad ver aRvwerdi... me xom gaunaTlebeli

var, - gaubedavad daamata nastenkam, romelic Cemi paTetikuri metyvelebisa

da zeaRmatebuli bgerebis mimarT didi pativiscemiT ganmsWvaluliyo. -

magram mixaria, rom guli gadamiSaleT. axla ukve gicnobT, Zalian kargad

gicnobT. iciT, ra? minda Cemi istoria giamboT, arafers, arafers

dagimalavT da... Tqveni rCeva mWirdeba. Zalian Wkviani xarT! mpirdebiT, rom

gulwrfelad mirCevT, rogor moviqce?

- nastenka, - vupasuxe me, - marTalia mrCeveli arasdros

vyofilvar, magram vxedav, rom Tu mudam ase vicxovrebT, SevZlebT uamravi

Wkvianuri rCeva mivceT erTmaneTs! kargi, Cemo nastenka, Cemo mSveniero, ra

rCeva gWirdebaT? yvelaferi miambeT... axla iseTi mxiaruli, bednieri, mamaci

da Wkviani var, rom rCevis mocema namdvilad ar gamiWirdeba.

- ara, ara! - Seawyvetina nastenkam da gaicina, - me ara mxolod

rCeva mWirdeba, anu... ho, rCeva, magram gulisxmieri, ai, viTom Zma xarT Cemi,

TiTqos saukunea giyvarvarT!

- Tanaxma var, nastenka, Tanaxma var! - wamoviZaxe aRfrTovanebulma,

- iciT, oci welic rom myvarebodiT... ra mniSvneloba aqvs dros! me Tqven

ise miyvarxarT!.. SeuZlebelia, ufro Zlieri siyvaruli aRar arsebobs!

- xeli gamomiwodeT! - miTxra nastenkam.

xeli gavuwode.

- viwyeb Cemi istoriis Txrobas.

nastenkas istoria

- TiTqmis naxevari ukve iciT. iciT, rom moxuci bebia myavs...

- Tu meore naxevaric ase moklea... - vuTxari siciliT.

- gaCumdiT da momismineT. unda SevTanxmdeT, rom Txrobas ar

SemawyvetinebT, Torem ver SevZleb, ena damebmeba. ho, axla mismineT: moxuci

bebia myavs, Zalian patara viyavi, rodesac ded-mama damexoca. vfiqrob,

warsulSi bebia mdidari iyo, radgan axlac mudam im saukeTeso dReebs

ixsenebs. man maswavla franguli ena, Semdeg maswavlebelic amiyvana.

rodesac TxuTmeti wlis viyavi (axla Cvidmetis var) swavla-ganaTleba

davasruleT. swored am dros cudad moviqeci. ra Cavidine, ar getyviT.

mxolod... danaSauli ar iyo maincdamainc mZime. oRond... erT mSvenier dRes

bebiam damiZaxa, miTxra, rom ukve sruliad dabrmavebuliyo, axalgazrda

gogos qmedebebis gakontroleba aRar SeeZlo... qinZisTavi aiRo da Cemi kaba

sakuTar kabas gamoaba. Semdeg kategoriulad mibrZana, rom ai, ase erTad

visxdebodiT mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi, Tuki me ar gamovswordebodi.

erTi sityviT, pirvel xanebSi ganZrevasac ver vaxerxebdi. bebiis kabas

mijaWvuli vmuSaobdi, vkiTxulobdi, vswavlobdi. erTxel vieSmake da fekla

(Cveni yru mosamsaxure) daviTanxme, Cems adgilas damjdariyo. feklac

dajda. bebias am dros eZina. me nacnob gogonasTan wavedi stumrad. es

gaseirneba Zalian cudad damimTavrda. bebias gaRviZebia da raRac kiTxva

dausvams. mas xom egona, rom savarZelSi me vijeqi! fekla xedavda, rogor

laparakobda bebia... vinaidan TviTon arafris Tqma ar SeeZlo, bevri ifiqra,

ifiqra... qinZisTavi gaxsna da Tavqudmoglejili gavarda gareT!

nastenka SeCerda, sicilma laparaki Seawyvetina. mec gamecina.

nastenkam maSinve Sewyvita sicili.

- momismineT: nu dasciniT Cems bebias. me mxolod imitom vicini,

rom es marTlac sasaciloa... ho, bebia marTla aseTia, magram mainc miyvars,

odnav miyvars. yvelaferi imiT dasrulda, rom kvlav damsva erT adgilas da

ukve ganZrevac amikrZala. ho, damaviwyda meTqva - Cven, ufro sworad bebias,

sakuTari saxli aqvs. saxli pataraa, xis, mxolod sami fanjriT, zustad

bebiasaviT beberi... samagierod zemodan mansardaa daSenebuli. hoda, am

mansardaSi sacxovreblad gadmovida axali mdgmuri...

- es mdgmuri albaT moxuci iyo, ara? - viTomda sxvaTaSoris

vikiTxe me.

- ra Tqma unda, - mipasuxa nastenkam, - da Tqvenze ukeT SeeZlo

mdumared esmina adamianisTvis. Tumca, sxva gza arc hqonda, Zlivs

atrialebda enas pirSi. is germaneli gaxldaT - beberi, xmeli, yru, brma da

koWli. sicocxle ar undoda da kidec gardaicvala. amitom axali mdgmuris

moZebna gaxda saWiro, radgan mdgmuris gareSe Cveni arseboba

warmoudgeneli iyo, mxolod bebias pensiiT ver SevZlebdiT Tavis

gamokvebas. axali mdgmuri (TiTqosda gangeb) ucxoeli, axalgazrda mamakaci

aRmoCnda. arc ki SevaWrebia bebias da bebiamac sixaruliT SeuSva oTaxSi.

is ukve dabinavebuli iyo, rodesac bebiam mkiTxa: "nastenka, Cveni mdgmuri

axalgazrdaa?" tyuilis Tqma ar mindoda da vupasuxe: "Zalian axalgazrda

ar aris, magram arc moxucia." "lamazia?" - kvlav mkiTxa bebiam. gadavwyvite

arc axla mecrua: "sasiamovno garegnoba aqvs-Tqo" - vupasuxe. bebiam viSviSi

daiwyo: "ai, sasjeli! sasjeli! Sen gamo vnerviulob! Tvali ar gageqces.

saSineli droa! maincdamainc kargi Sesaxedaobis aRmoCnda. Zveli dro mainc

iyos!"

bebiasTvis yvelaferi saukeTeso Zvel droSi CarCeniliyo! is Zvel

droSi axalgazrdac iyo, mzis sxivebic ufro mcxunvared aTbobda dedamiwas

da naRebic ar mJavdeboda ase male! uneblieT gavifiqre: netav, ratom

mabnevs bebiaCemi, risTvis mekiTxeba, aris Tu ara axalgazrda da lamazi

Cveni mdgmuri? gavifiqre da Tvlebis amoyvana gavagrZele. male saerTod

gadamaviwyda mdgmuri.

erTxel, diliT adre, is TviTon gveaxla. ainteresebda, rodis

gaakravdnen misi oTaxis kedlebze dapirebul Spalers. bebiaCemi xom

verasdros aCerebda enas! axlac gamomZaxa: "nastenka, Sedi saZinebelSi,

saangariSo gamomitane." maSinve wamovxti, ar vici ratom, magram uecrad

gavwiTldi... sruliad gadamaviwyda, rom bebiis kabas viyavi mijaWvuli.

mindoda ise gamexsna qinZisTavi, mdgmurs araferi daenaxa, magram... avdeqi Tu

ara, bebiis savarZelic daiZra. rogorc ki gavacnobiere, rom mdgmurma

dainaxa, ra mdgomareobaSi vcxovrobdi, saxeze almuri momedo, adgilze

gavSeSdi da tirili daviwye. ise Semrcxva, ise daviTrgune! dRis sinaTlis

danaxva ar mindoda! "ras gaSeSebulxar?" - gahkioda bebia. me ki ukve

magiJebda sircxvili... mdgmuri mixvda, rom swored misi mrcxvenoda, Tavi

damikra da maSinve gavida Cveni oTaxidan!

mas aqeT winkarSi gafaCunebis xmazec ki mkvdariviT vSeSdebodi da

yoveli SemTxvevisTvis Cumad vixsnidi qinZisTavs. magram amaod. mdgmuri

aRar gamoCenila. ori kviris Semdeg fekla gamogzavna imis saTqmelad, rom

uamravi, SesaniSnavi franguli wigni aqvs da Tu bebias surs, me mas es

wignebi wavukiTxo, SeuZlia gvaTxovos. bebia sixaruliT daTanxmda. mxolod

erTi ram ainteresebda - xom ar ewera am wignebSi raime amoraluri? "Tu

asea, nastenka SenTvis maTi wakiTxva ar SeiZleba, cudad imoqmedebs." -

viSviSebda Taviseburad.

- ra imoqmedebs cudad? aseTi ra unda eweros? - vkiTxe bebias.

- ras ambob! zogierT wignSi aRwerilia, rogor Seacdines

mamakacebma umanko gogonebi, viTomda maTi colad moyvana surdaT!

sinamdvileSi, saxlidan mihyavdaT da am ubedur gogonebs bedis anabara

tovebdnen quCaSi. ho, Secdenili gogonebi ki iRupebodnen! bevri aseTi wigni

maqvs wakiTxuli. yvelaferi ise kargadaa aRwerili, rom SesaZloa, mTeli

Rame kiTxvaSi gaaTeno. hoda, Sen ar waikiTxo, nastenka. ra wignebi

gamogzavna?

- valter skotis romanebi, bebia.

- valter skotis romanebi! xom ar moswonxar? aba erTi kargad

naxe sasiyvarulo baraTi ar gamoayola mag wignebs?

- ara bebia, aq baraTi ar devs.

- kargad naxe, ydaze gadasakravis qveS. eg avazakebi swored mand

malaven werilebs!..

- ara bebia, arc aq ar aris.

- ho, kargi!

da daviwyeT valter skotis kiTxva. daaxloebiT erT TveSi TiTqmis

naxevari wavikiTxeT. Semdeg mdgmurma kvlav gamogvigzavna wignebi. amJamad

puSkinis nawarmoebebi. is gauTaveblad gvawvdida literaturul Sedevrebs.

bolos da bolos, ise SeveCvie kiTxvas, rom wignebis gareSe sicocxle aRar

SemeZlo. CineTis princis colobazec ki Sevwyvite ocneba.

erTxel ise moxda, rom kibesTan Sevxvdi Cvens mdgmurs. raRacis

mosatanad gamgzavna bebiam. mdgmuri SeCerda, me gavwiTldi, isic gawiTlda,

gaicina, momesalma, bebiis janmrTeloba moikiTxa da mkiTxa:

- waikiTxeT wignebi?

- wavikiTxe, - vupasuxe me.

- yvelaze metad romeli mogewonaT?

- "aivengo" da puSkinis nawarmoebebi.

sxva araferi uTqvams.

erTi kviris Semdeg kvlav kibesTan Semxvda. amjerad bebias ar

gavugzavnivar, TviTon mWirdeboda winkarSi gasvla. sami saaTi iyo, am dros

mdgmuri Sin brundeboda xolme. daminaxa Tu ara momesalma.

- gamarjoba!

- gamarjoba! - vupasuxe me.

- davijero, ar gwyindebaT mTeli dReebis ganmavlobaSi bebiasTan

jdoma? - mkiTxa man. TviTonac ar vici ratom, magram saSinlad Semrcxva,

gavwiTldi, TiTqos mewyina kidec, rom ukve sxvebmac SeniSnes da ukvirdaT,

ratom vcxovrobdi ase. pasuxis gacema ar mindoda, Tumca wasvlac ar

SemeZlo, uecrad gamomecala Zala.

- mismineT, amboben, keTili gogo xarT! mapatieT, ase rom

gelaparakebiT, magram garwmunebT Tqveni kargad yofna bebiaTqvenze metad me

msurs. nuTu ar gyavT megobrebi, romlebTanac stumrad wasvlas

isurvebdiT?

- ara. maSenka myavda, magram fskovSi gadavida sacxovreblad.

- iqneb TeatrSi wamoxvideT CemTan erTad?

- TeatrSi? mere bebia?

- bebias gaeparebiT...

- ara, bebiis motyueba ar minda. mSvidobiT!

- kargi, mSvidobiT.

sxva aRaraferi uTqvams. mxolod sadilis Semdeg movida CvenTan.

didxans esaubra bebias, ekiTxeboda - hyavda Tu ara nacnobebi, dadioda Tu

ara vinmesTan stumrad... da uceb uTxra:

- dRes operaSi loJa davjavSne, "sevelieli dalaqis" premieraa,

nacnobebTan erTad vapirebdi wasvlas, magram maT uari Tqves da bileTebi

miuqmdeba.

- "sevelieli dalaqi!" - wamoiyvira bebiam, - ho, es is "dalaqia" Zvel

droSic rom dgamdnen, ara?

- diax, swored is "dalaqia," - uTxra bebias da me Semomxeda.

gavwiTldi, molodinma da sixarulma saocrad amiCqara guli!

- vici, vici, Tumca vin ar icis. axalgazrdobaSi saxlis TeatrSi me

TviTon vTamaSobdi rozinas!

- hoda, ar gindaT dRes wamosvla? - hkiTxa mdgmurma, - bileTi mainc

miuqmdeba.

- wavideT, ratomac ara? Cemi nastenka arasdros yofila TeatrSi.

RmerTo, rogor gamexarda! maSinve gamovewyveT da wavediT. miuxedavad

imisa, rom bebia brmaa, mainc Zalian undoda musikis mosmena, garda amisa, is

zogadad keTili adamiani gaxlavT - ufro metad Cems gaxalisebaze

fiqrobda, Cven TviTon xom verasdros SevZlebdiT TaetrSi wasvlas. ra

STabeWdileba moaxdina "sevelielma dalaqma," amas ver getyviT, magram Cveni

mdgmuri mTeli saRamos ganmavlobaSi iseTi TvalebiT miyurebda, ise

melaparakeboda, rom mivxvdi, raRac ainteresebda, albaT undoda, rom

diliT masTan erTad gaseirneba SemoeTavazebina. rogor mixaroda! iseTi

amayi viyavi, iseTi mxiaruli, ise micemda guli, rom sicxemac ki amiwia,

mTeli Rame "sevelieli dalaqi" mesizmreboda.

megona, amis Semdeg ufro xSirad ivlida CvenTan, magram ara! ufro

metic, TiTqmis Sewyvita vizitebi. TveSi erTxel Tu Semovidoda, isic

TeatrSi dasapatiJeblad da orjer wagviyvana operaSi. Zalian ukmayofilo

viyavi. vxedavdi, rom mas mxolod vecodebodi imis gamo, rom bebia ase

meqceoda. vecodebodi da sxva araferi! dro gadioda, gancdebi mZafrdeboda:

aRarc jdoma SemeZlo mSvidad, wignebsac veRar vkiTxulobdi, ver

vmuSaobdi, xan vicinodi (bebias jinaze), xan ki umizezod vtirodi. wonaSi

ise davikeli, rom avadmyofs davemsgavse. saopero sezoni damTavrda,

mdgmurma saerTod Sewyvita CvenTan siaruli. rodesac erTmaneTs

vxvdebodiT, rasakvirvelia, kvlav SemTxveviT da kvlav kibeebTan, mxolod

mdumared mikravda Tavs, Tan ise seriozulad, TiTqos laparakic ar undoda

CemTan... is midioda, me ki alubaliviT wiTeli (mis danaxvaze sisxli

TiTqos tvinSic ki miduRda, araTu saxeze) didxans videqi xolme kibesTan.

axla dasasruli. zustad erTi wlis win, maisSi, mdgmuri Semovida da

bebias acnoba, rom aq ukve daasrula saqmeebi da axla erTi wliT moskovSi

miemgzavreboda. es rom gavigone, gavfiTrdi, mkvdariviT davvardi skamze.

bebiam veraferi SemamCnia. man ki... Tavi damikra da wavida.

namdvilad ar vicodi, rogor movqceuliyavi. vfiqrobdi, vdardobdi...

da bolos gadavwyvite. xval unda wavides... daiZinebs Tu ara bebia masTan

mival! asec moxda. yvela kaba erTmaneTs gadavabi, TeTreulic gamovkvanZe

da patara tomriT xelSi cocxal-mkvdari mivadeqi mansardas. ase megona,

erTi saaTi mivdiodi. rodesac oTaxis kari gavaRe da daminaxa, xmamaRla

Sehyvira. egona, moCveneba gamoecxada, wylis mosatanad gaiqca. me ki Zlivs

videqi fexze. guli amiCqarda, Tavi tyviasaviT damimZimda, ver vazrovnebdi.

gons rom movedi. Cemi tomara saswrafod davagde mis sawolze, Semdeg

davjeqi, saxeze xelebi avifare da tirili daviwye. is yvelafers mixvda,

gafiTrebuli idga Cem win da iseTi sevdiani TvalebiT miyurebda, rom

vgrZnobdi, rogor meglijeboda guli.

- momismineT, - wamoiwyo man, - momismineT nastenka, me araferi

SemiZlia, Raribi var, samsaxuric ki ar maqvs normaluri, colad rom

mogiyvanoT, rogor SevZlebT arsebobas?

didxans visaubreT, bolos sasowarkveTilebaSi Cavvardi. vuTxari, rom

aRar SemeZlo bebiasTan cxovreba, rom uTuod unda gavqceodi mas, ar

mindoda, bebiis kabaze gamobmuls gametarebina axalgazrdoba. Sevexvewe,

waveyvane moskovSi, radgan mis gareSe ver warmomedgina arseboba. siyvaruli,

sircxvili, sevda - TiTqos me ki ara, es grZnobebi laparakobdnen! ise

meSinoda uaris!

ramdenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi xma ar amouRia, Semdeg momiaxlovda da

xeli xelze momkida.

- momismineT, Cemo keTilo, Cemo mSveniero nastenka! - laparakobda

da cremlebi axrCobda, - kargad momismineT, geficebiT, Tu odesme

daqorwinebis saSualeba meqneba, uTuod Tqven mogiyvanT colad, garwmunebT,

Cemi gabedniereba mxolod Tqven SegiZliaT, mxolod Tqven da sxvas aravis!

magram axla erTi wliT moskovSi unda wavide. imedi maqvs, rom am erTi

wlis ganmavlobaSi movagvareb saqmeebs. Semdeg davbrundebi da Tu Tqven

kvlav geyvarebiT, geficebiT... geficebiT, Cvenze bednieri aravin iqneba! axla

es SeuZlebelia, ar SemiZlia, imis uflebac ki ar maqvs, raime dagpirdeT...

davuSvaT, erTi wlis Semdeg ver movaxerxe... icodeT, odesme... dadgeba dro

da mainc mogiyvanT colad! rasakvirvelia, im SemTxvevaSi, Tu kvlav

geqnebaT amis survili, radgan me axla TqvenTvis pirobis CamorTmevis

uflebac ar maqvs.

es miTxra da meore dRes gaemgzavra. gadavwyviteT, bebiisTvis araferi

meTqva. ase isurva man. ho, TiTqmis dasrulda Cemi istoria. zustad erTi

weli gavida. is Camovida. ukve sami dRea aq aris da, da...

- da ra? - wamoviyvire. me xom mouTmenlad velodi nastenkas

istoriis dasasruls.

- CemTan ar mosula! - ise mipasuxa nastenkam, TiTqos cdilobda,

Zala moekriba, - misgan araferi ismis...

Semdeg xma aRar amouRia, Tavi daxara, uecrad aifara xelebi saxeze

da ise aqviTinda, rom aSkarad vigrZeni, rogor gadamiqanda guli. aseT

dasasruls arafriT velodi.

- nastenka! - wamoviwye gaubedavad, Semparavi intonaciiT, -

nastenka! RmerTo Cemo, SewyviteT tirili! saidan iciT? iqneb is ar...

- ara! aq aris! aq aris! namdvilad vici. Cven jer kidev maSin

SevTanxmdiT, misi wasvlis wina saRamos... rodesac erTmaneTs yvelaferi

vuTxariT (anu, rac giambeT) swored am sanapiroze gamovediT saseirnod. aTi

saaTi iyo. skamze CamovsxediT. ukve aRar vtirodi, vusmendi mis saubars da

msiamovnebda... maSin miTxra, rom rogorc ki Camovidoda, im dResve movidoda

CemTan da yvelafers vetyodiT bebias. axla Camovida, magram ar Cans, ar

modis! - Tqva da kvlav tirili daiwyo.

- RmerTo Cemo! nuTu gamosavali ar arsebobs? - sasowarkveTili

wamovxti skamidan. - iqneb me mivide masTan?..

- gana es SesaZlebelia? - uecrad aswia Tavi.

- ara, rasakvirvelia, ara! - maSinve ukan davixie, - ai, ras girCevT,

- werili miswereT!

- amis gakeTeba ar SeiZleba! - mtkiced warmoTqva nastenkam da

Tavi daxara. is ukve aRar miyurebda.

- rogor? ratom ar SeiZleba? - menaneboda am ideis

ugulebelyofa. - iseTi werili unda daiweros... werilebi erTmaneTisgan

gansxvavdeba da... marTla asea, nastenka! damijereT! cuds arafers girCevT.

amis mogvareba SeiZleba. pirveli nabiji xom Tqven gadadgiT... ratom ar

SeiZleba axlac...

- ara, ar SeiZleba! gamodis, rom Tavs vaxvev...

- ras ambobT, nastenka! - arc micdia damemala, rogor mecineboda,

- ara, ras ambobT. Tqven sruli ufleba gaqvT, is xom dagpirdaT! da... isedac

aSkaraa, rom delikaturi pirovneba brZandeba, kargad moiqca, -

vlaparakobdi da sul ufro da ufro mitacebda axali argumentebis Zieba.

ubralod aRfrTovanebuli viyavi sakuTari logikiT, - daukvirdiT, rogor

moiqca: TviTon mogcaT piroba, giTxraT, rom Tqven garda aravis SeirTavda

colad, Tqven ki ar SegzRudaT, anu - colad mogiyvanT, Tu isev

geyvarebiTo - dagibaraT... hoda, Tamamad SegiZliaT, gadadgaT pirveli

nabiji, namdvilad gaqvT amis ufleba. ai, magaliTad, SesTavazeT, rom

aTavisuflebT yovelgvari valdebulebisgan...

- rogor dawerdiT?

- ras?

- ai, am werils.

- hoooo... ase daviwyebdi: "mowyaleo batono..."

- es "mowyaleo" aucilebelia?

- ki, aucilebelia. ratomac ara? vfiqrob...

- kargi! Semdeg?

- "mowyaleo batono! mapatieT..." Tumca ara, ra saWiroa bodiSebi!

dawereT ubralod: "imedia, momitevebT, rom moTmena aRar SemiZlia. mTeli

wlis ganmavlobaSi TqvenTan Sexvedris imedi mabednierebda. axla TiToeuli

dRe mtanjvelia CemTvis, radgan eWvebi ar masvenebs. iqneb SecvaleT

gadawyvetileba? Tu es asea, icodeT - araferSi gadanaSaulebT. ver iqnebiT

damnaSave imaSi, rom aRar giyvarvarT. ra gaewyoba, aseTi yofila Cemi bedi!

vici, keTilSobili pirovneba brZandebiT da ar damcinebT. gaixseneT,

rom am werils sawyali gogona wers, romelsac aravin hyavs amqveynad. mas

veravin verafers urCevs, TviTon ki arasdros SeeZlo sakuTari grZnobebis

moTokva. mapatieT es wamieri eWvianoba. vici, rom arc ki gaifiqrebT

awyeninoT imas, visac ase TavdaviwyebiT uyvardiT da uyvarxarT."

- ho, ho! mec zustad ase vfiqrob! - sixarulma gaanaTa nastenkas

Tvalebi. - Tqven SeZeliT!.. gafanteT es sazizRari eWvebi! namdvilad

RmerTma gamoggzavnaT CemTan! madlobeli var, uzomod madlobeli!

- risTvis? risTvis gamomgzavna RmerTma TqvenTan? - vekiTxebodi

da aRfrTovanebiT vakvirdebodi mis bednierebiT gasxivosnebul saxes.

- ai, Tundac amitom.

- nastenka! zogadad adamianebi madlierni varT sxva adamianebis...

Tundac imitom, rom isini arseboben. me Tqven unda gadagixadoT madloba! am

Cveni Sexvedris gamo... imis gamo, rom aRarasdros, aRarasdros

damaviwydebiT!

- kargi, sakmarisia! axla ki mismineT: Cven maSin SevTanxmdiT -

rogorc ki Camovidoda, maSinve macnobebda... anu werili unda daetovebina

Cems nacnobebTan - keTili, ubralo xalxia, maT araferi ician - an: Tu

werils ver momwerda, radgan yvelafris dawera Znelia, Camosvlis

pirvelive dResve, zustad aT saaTze, daTqmul adgilas unda SevxvedrodiT

erTmaneTs. danamdvilebiT vici, rom ukve sami dRea aq aris, magram arc

Tavad Cans da arc werili dautovebia. bebiasgan gamoparva dilaobiT

SeuZlebelia. iqneb Tqven gadasceT es baraTi ai, im xalxs, visTanac mas

unda daetovebina werili. isini uTuod miawodeben. Tu raimes mipasuxebs, es

pasuxic momitaneT xval, saRamos aT saaTze.

- ho, magram werili! jer werili unda daiweros! albaT yvelafris

gasarkvevad ori dRe mainc dagvWirdeba.

- werili... - nastenka daibna, - werili...

aRar daasrula. Tavi daxara da saxe damimala, Semdeg vardiviT

gawiTlda... uecrad vigrZeni, rom Cems xelSi baraTi aRmoCnda... rogorc Cans,

es werili didi xnis win dauweria da dauluqavs kidec. raRac Zalian

nacnobma, graciozulma da mSvenierma mogonebam gaielva!

- R,o -- Ro, s,i -- si, n,a -- na, - wamoviwye.

- Rosina! - sul ramdenime wamSi erTad vmRerodiT. aRfrTovanebuli

TiTqmis gulSi vixutebdi, is ki wiTldeboda, icinoda, cremlebi

margalitebiviT brwyinavdnen Sav wamwamebze.

- kargi, sakmarisia! naxvamdis! - swrafad Cailaparaka nastenkam, -

ai, werili da im xalxis misamarTi. mSvidobiT! naxvamdis! xvalamde!

orive xeli CamomarTva, Tavi damiqnia da gasrolili isariviT gaqanda

Tavisi saxlis gzajvaredinisken. didxans videqi, TvalebiT vacilebdi...

nastenka ukve aRar Canda... me ki Cumad vimeorebdi: "xvalamde! xvalamde!"

Rame mesame

wvimiani, naRvliani, moqufruliDdRe iyo... albaT, aseTi iqneba Cemi

sibere. ucnauri azrebi amekviata, sibneliT moculma SegrZnebebma erTianad

Seutia tvins, uamravi SekiTxva qaosurad datrialda - me ki arc Zala

mqonda da arc survili dameSoSminebina aforiaqebuli suli. ara, es

ubralod aRemateboda Cems SesaZleblobebs!

dRes nastenkas ver Sevxvdebi. guSin, swored damSvidobebis dros, cas

Rrublebi gadaefara da nislma dabinda dedamiwa. maSinve vTqvi, rom xval

cudi dRe gvelodeboda. man araferi mipasuxa. tyuilis Tqma ar surda.

misTvis xom es dRe naTeli da gasxivosnebuli gaxldaT. verc erTi

Rrubeli ver moaxerxebda mis bednierebasTan Sexebas.

- Tu iwvimebs, erTmaneTs ver SexvdebiT. ar moval. - miTxra

nastenkam.

megona, verc ki SeniSnavda, rom usaSvelod wvimda. Sevcdi, wvimam

SeaSina da ar movida.

guSin mesamejer SevxvdiT erTmaneTs. guSin Cveni mesame TeTri Rame

miiwura...

gasaocaria, rogor akeTilSobilebs adamians sixaruli da bedniereba!

rogor afrTianebs siyvaruli guls. TiTqos zedmeti sixarulisgan guli

duRs... ginda, rom es ulevi sixaruli sxvasac gaunawilo, sxvis gulSic

CaRvaro... ginda, rom yvela mxiaruli iyos, yvela da yvelaferi icinodes. ra

gadamdebia bedniereba! guSin mis sityvebSi imdeni sikeTe igrZnoboda. is

ocnebobda, aseTive netarebiT gamTbariyo Cemi gulic... rogor mevleboda

Tavs, mamxnevebda, manebivrebda - Cems guls anebivrebda! ra saocrad

keklucia bedniereba! me ki... es yvelaferi realoba megona. vfiqrobdi, rom

mas...

magram, RmerTo Cemo, ram damabrmava? ratom warmovidgine, rom is, rac

didi xania sxvas ekuTvnis, SesaZloa, Cemi gamxdariyo. es misi sinazec,

mzrunveloba da siyvaruli... ho, Cemdami siyvarulic ki mxolod sxvasTan

Sexvedris bednierebis molodini gaxldaT... sxva araferi, an... iqneb surda,

sakuTari bedniereba Tavs moexvia CemTvis?

rodesac davrwmundiT, rom nastenkas saqmro ar movida da fuWi

aRmoCnda Cveni molodini, moiRrubla, Secba, SeSinda. misma moZraobebma

maSinve dakarges simsubuqe, sityvebic aRar iyo mxiaruli da

varskvlavebiviT mocimcime... ucnauria, magram swored am dros gaamZafra Cem

mimarT yuradReba. instinqturad cdilobda, eCuqebina CemTvis is, rac

sakuTari TavisTvis surda, is - risic eSinoda, rom arasdros

ausruldeboda. Cemi nastenka imdenad SeSinda, imdenad daiTrguna, ubralod

iZulebulic ki gaxda, mimxvdariyo, rogor Zlier miyvarda da Seecoda es

Cemi sabralo siyvaruli. ho, rodesac Tavad ubedurebi varT, ufro Zlierad

vgrZnobT sxvaTa ubedurebas. aseT dros grZnobebi ki ar qreba, piriqiT

erTiandeba da mZafrdeba...

gaxarebuli viyavi, erTi suli mqonda, rodis Sevxvdebodi. maSin ar

vicodi, ver warmomedgina, es yvelaferi rogor damTavrdeboda. nastenka

bednierebisgan brwyinavda, pasuxs eloda. pasuxi ki Tavad is kaci gaxldaT...

is unda mosuliyo. nastenka Cemze erTi saaTiT adre gamocxadda. Tavidan

icinoda, TiToeuli sityva amxiarulebda. mindoda, laparaki damewyo, magram

gavCumdi.

- iciT, ratom var ase bednieri? ratom mixaria TqvenTan yofna?

ratom miyvarxarT dRes ase Zlier?

- ratom? - vkiTxe da vigrZeni, rogor gadamiqanda guli.

- imitom, rom Tqven me ar SegiyvardiT. Tqven adgilas viRac sxva

Semawuxebda, sakuTar grZnobebs Tavs momaxvevda, daiwyebda oxvra-godebas,

Tqven ki... ra sayvareli xarT!

da man ise mZlavrad momiWira xeli, rom kinaRam viyvire. nastenkam

gadaixarxara.

- RmerTo! uecrad momeCvena... TiTqos raRac sxvanairi xarT! -

miTxra sakmaod seriozulad. - ara, namdvilad ufalma gamoggzavnaT... arc ki

vici, ra meSveleboda am wuTebSi Tqven rom ar iyoT CemTan! Tan rogor

uangarod mexmarebiT! dasaviT SegiyvardiT! rodesac gavTxovdebi, uTuod

vimegobrebT, namdvil da-Zmaze metad erTgulni viqnebiT erTmaneTisTvis.

TiTqmis ise meyvarebiT, rogorc is miyvars...

uecrad saSinelma sevdam gamikawra guli, imavdroulad, sxeulSi

raRac sicilis msgavsi Seirxa.

- Seteva gaqvT, geSiniaT, fiqrobT, rom is ar mova.

- ara! - mipasuxa nastenkam, - axla iseTi bednieri var! Torem

namdvilad vitirebdi... Tqveni undoblobisa da sayveduris gamo. Tumca

safiqrali gamiCineT, magram mogvianebiT vifiqreb. ho, vaRiareb, marTals

ambobT! marTlac ver vcnob sakuTar Tavs, sul velodebi. kargi, sakmarisia,

davaneboT Tavi, grZnobebze nuRar vilaparakebT!..

am dros nabijebis xma gavigoneT. sibneleSi mamakacis silueti

gamoikveTa, is Cvenken modioda. orive kankalma agvitana, nastenkam kinaRam

wamoiyvira. xeli gavuSvi, mindoda marto dametovebina... SevcdiT: viRac sxva

iyo.

- risi SegeSindaT? ratom gamiSviT xeli? - nastenkam xeli

gamomiwoda, - ra moxda? bolos da bolos erTad SevxvdebiT, Zalian minda

dainaxos, rogor gviyvars erTmaneTi!

- rogor gviyvars erTmaneTi! - wamoviZaxe uneblieT.

"nastenka, nastenka! ramdeni ram miTxari am sami sityviT! aseTi

siyvaruli xandaxan yinulis loluad ekideba guls da usaSvelod amZimebs

suls. xelebi Seni civia, Cemi ki cecxliviT mcxunvare. namdvilad brma xar!

zogjer bednieri adamiani saSinlad autanelia! magram me ar SemiZlia

gabrazeba Senze!.."

bolos da bolos gulma veRar gaZlo!

- momismineT, nastenka! - TiTqmis davuyvire, - iciT, ra mWirda?

rogor gavatare mTeli dRe?

- ki magram ra moxda? saswrafod miambeT! aqamde ratom araferi

miTxariT?

- rodesac Tqveni yvela davaleba Sevasrule - mivedi im keTil

adamianebTan, gadaveci werili, Semdeg... Semdeg Sin davbrundi da

dasaZineblad gavemzade.

- mxolod es aris? - gaicina nastenkam.

- ho, TiTqmis mxolod es aris, - vuTxari mtkiced, magram

vgrZnobdi, rom Tvalebi dabinda sulelurma cremlma. - Cvens Sexvedramde

erTi saaTiT adre gameRviZa. Tumca, Tavs ise vgrZnobdi, TiTqos sul ar

miZinia. ar vici, ra damemarTa. movdiodi da vfiqrobdi, rom yvelafers

giambobdiT, giambobdiT, rogor gaCerda CemTvis dro, da am drom rogor

datova grZnoba... ho, datova! samaradisod datova... wuTi saukuned gaiwela,

sicocxle SeCerda... gameRviZa da momeCvena, TiTqos viRac musikas ukravda,

didi xnis win mosmenil melodias, umSvenieress, magram ukve gadaviwyebuls.

vgrZnobdi - es musika mudam budobda sulSi da mudam cdilobda am

sulidan hangebad gadmoRvriliyo... oRond, mxolod axla SeZlo...

- RmerTo Cemo, RmerTo Cemo! - Semawyvetina nastenkam, - es ra

xdeba? verafers vigeb!

- nastenka! Cemi ucnauri vnebebi mindoda TqvenTvis gameziarebina, -

wamoviwye sacodavi xmiT. am xmaSi imedi imaleboda, Tumca Soreuli, Zlier

bundovani.

- sakmarisia, SewyviteT, sakmarisia! - mipasuxa saswrafod. wuTic

ar dasWirda! yvelafers mixvda! namdvili grZneuli!

uecrad sul sxvanairi gaxda - uCveulod ybedi, mxiaruli, erTi

sityviT, celq gogonas daemsgavsa. xeli momkida, icinoda da Zalian undoda,

mec gavecinebine. Tu raimes seriozulad vetyodi, ufro Zlierad da

Zlierad icinoda, kiskisebda... ukve vbrazobdi, nastenka keklucobda.

- momismineT, - miTxra man, - cota ar iyos mwyins, rom ar

SegiyvardiT. ra Znelia adamianis Secnoba! magram qeduxrelo vaJbatono,

aRiareT, rom Cemi gulwrfeloba namdvilad imsaxurebs qebas... me xom

yvelafers geubnebiT, arafers vitoveb gulSi, TiToeul naazrevs

giziarebT... yvelaze sulelursac ki.

- Tu ar vcdebi, TerTmeti saaTia, ara? - vuTxari, rodesac qalaqis

koSkis saaTis zarebis guguni gavigone. is uecrad SeCerda, sicili Sewyvita

da Tvla daiwyo.

- ho, TerTmetia, - Tqva gaubedavad, TiTqos SeSinebulma.

saSinlad Semawuxa sindisma. ratom Semomitia borotebam! ratom

Sevaxsene! vaiZule, daeTvala saaTebi... sakuTar Tavs vwyevlidi. ise

Semecoda... aRar vicodi, rogor gamomesyida danaSauli. misi damSvideba

gadavwyvite. aTasi mizezi movigone, ris gamoc SesaZlebeli iyo, adamiani

ver misuliyo daTqmul dros, daTqmul adgilas... albaT aravis motyueba

iqneboda ise advili, rogorc am dabneuli qaliSvilis. zogadad aseT

wuTebSi yvelas siamovnebs damamSvidebeli sityvebis mosmena, Tu am

sityvebSi simarTlis Tundac aCrdili imaleba.

- bolos da bolos, sasaciloa! - mgznebared avlaparakdi, radgan

sakuTari mtkicebulebebi marTlac utyuari, uzado meCveneboda! Tavadve

matkbobda Cemi oratoruli niWi. - ho, mosvlas verafriT SeZlebda. mec ki

damabnieT, nastenka, drois SegrZneba damakargvineT... dafiqrdiT: is mxolod

axla miiRebda werils. davuSvaT, ver axerxebs mosvlas, davuSvaT werilis

moweras apirebs, werils xom xvalamde veravin mogawvdiT. gaTendeba Tu ara,

im xalxs mivakiTxav, yvelafers gavigeb da pasuxs SegatyobinebT. aTasi ram

SeiZleboda momxdariyo... iqneb saxlSi ar iyo, rodesac Tqveni werili

miutanes? iqneb jer arc waukiTxavs? asec xdeba xolme.

- ho, ho! rasakvirvelia, yvelaferi xdeba, - meTanxmeboda nastenka,

magram mis xmaSi imedgacrueba igrZnoboda... anu fiqrebi aSkarad

ewinaaRmdegebodnen sityvebs. nastenkas undoda, raRac sxva gza moeZebna... -

iciT, ra unda gaakeToT? xval, rac SeiZleba adre midiT, Tu raimes

gaigebT, maSinve SematyobineT. xom iciT, sad vcxovrob? - mkiTxa da Tavisi

misamarTi gamimeora.

uecrad kvlav alersad daiRvara, iseTi nazi, iseTi mokrZalebuli

Seiqna... TiTqos yuradRebiT ismenda Cems TiToeul sityvas, magram, rodesac

raRac vkiTxe, ar mipasuxa, daibna da Tavi mxrebSi Camala. TvalebSi Cavxede

- tiroda.

- es rogor SeiZleba? bavSviviT iqceviT! axlave SewyviteT

tirili!

cdilobda, damSvidebuliyo, gaecina, magram nikapi ukankalebda, verc

mkerds imorCilebda, saocari siswrafiT sunTqavda.

- Tqvenze vfiqrob, - miTxra mcire dumilis Semdeg, - iseTi keTili

xarT, albaT qvis guli unda mqondes, rom am sikeTes ver vgrZnobde. iciT,

axla ra vifiqre? mas SegadareT... ratom is da ara Tqven? ratom ar aris is

Tqvennairi? gacilebiT Tqvenze uaresia da mainc... Tqvenze metad miyvars.

araferi vupasuxe. rogorc Cans eloda, rom raRacas vetyodi.

- SesaZloa, kargad ar vicnob. TiTqos yovelTvis meSinoda misi.

mudam Zalian seriozuli, zedmetad amayi adamianis STabeWdilebas axdenda.

ara, me vici, rom ase mxolod erTi SexedviT Canda, sinamdvileSi Cemze

gacilebiT keTili da alersiania... maxsovs, rogor Semomxeda maSin,

rodesac tomriT xelSi mivadeqi. da mainc mis mimarT usazRvrod did

pativiscemas vgrZnob... rogor fiqrobT, gamodis, rom ar varT Tanasworni,

erTmaneTs ar SeveferebiT?

- ara, nastenka, ara. es mxolod imas niSnavs, rom yvelaze metad

giyvarT amqveynad, sakuTar Tavze gacilebiT metad.

- davuSvaT asea, - mipasuxa gulubryvilo nastenkam, - magram iciT,

ra minda giTxraT? mxolod axla konkretulad mis Sesaxeb ki ar

vilaparakeb, ise zogadad... adrec xSirad mifiqria amaze. momismineT, netav

ratom ar Camoyalibda Cven Soris WeSmaritad da-Zmuri urTierToba? ratom

xdeba ise, rom saukeTeso adamianic ki meore adamians raRacas umalavs?

Tundac am wuTas ratom ar unda vTqvaT is, rasac marTla vgrZnobT? yvela

cdilobs imaze gacilebiT sastiki gamometyvelebis miRebas, vidre

sinamdvileSia, TiTqos grZnobebis gamoxatva am grZnobebis Seuracxyofas

niSnavs...

- marTali xarT, nastenka! magram amas mravali mizezi aqvs, -

Sevawyvetine saubari, radgan swored am wuTebSi yvelaze metad sakuTari

grZnobebis gamJRavnebis mrcxvenoda.

- ara, ara! - mgznebared mipasuxa nastenkam, - ai, magaliTad Tqven -

srulebiT ar hgavxarT sxvebs! ar vici, rogor gadmogceT is, rasac vgrZnob,

magram meCveneba... Tundac axla, am wuTebSi... TiTqos Cem gamo raRacas

TmobT, TiTqos msxverpli gaiReT, - daamata nastenkam da gaubedavad

amomxeda. – mapatieT, ase rom gelaparakebiT: me xom ubralo gogona var,

bevri araferi minaxavs da gamigia, amitom wesierad laparakic ar vici, -

gaRimebas cdilobda, magram raRac farulma grZnobebma xma aukankala. - me

mxolod imis Tqma mindoda, rom madlobeli var da... rom mec yvelafers

vgrZnob... RmerTs Sevavedreb Tqvens bednierebas... amis gamo. rac maSin

miambeT meocnebeze, simarTle ar aris, anu Tqven ar xarT aseTi. sakuTari

Tavi ki ara, sruliad sxva adamiani daaxasiaTeT. Tu odesme vinme

SegiyvardebaT, bednierebas gisurvebT! mas ki, visac SeiyvarebT, arafers

vusurveb, radgan is isedac bednieri iqneba. me qali var, amitom zustad

vici es da rasac geubnebiT, uTuod unda daijeroT...

gaCumda, Zlierad momiWira xeli. mRelvarebisgan xmas ver viRebdi. ase

gavida ramdenime wuTi.

- rogorc Cans, dRes ar mova! ukve gviania!.. - bolos da bolos

daarRvia dumili nastenkam.

- xval mova, - ganvacxade mtkiced.

- ho, - maSinve gamxiarulda, - axla CemTvisac cxadia, rom

xvalamde mosvlas verafriT SeZlebda. kargi, naxvamdis! xvalamde! Tu

iwvimebs, SesaZloa aqamde ver movaRwio, magram zeg uTuod gamovCndebi, rac

ar unda moxdes, mainc moval. aucileblad damelodeT. minda gnaxoT, minda

yvelaferi giamboT.

damSvidobebisas xeli gamomiwoda, naTeli Tvalebi aukaSkaSda da

mkiTxa:

- xom mudam erTad viqnebiT? xom asea?

nastenka, nastenka! rom icode, rogori martosuli var axla!

rodesac cxra saaTi gaxda oTaxSi veRar gavCerdi. miuxedavad wvimiani

amindisa, mainc quCaSi gavedi. Cvens patara skamze davjeqi. nastenkas

gzajvaredinisken wavedi, magram ise davbrundi ukan, rom misi saxlis

fanjrebisTvisac ar Semixedavs, Tumca zustad ori nabiji maSorebda am

fanjrebs. rodesac sakuTar oTaxSi Sevedi, gulze lodiviT damawva sevda,

es iseTi gausaZlisi sevda iyo! rogori nestiani, naRvliani Ramea! kargi

amindi rom yofiliyo, mTel Rames quCaSi gavatarebdi, viseirnebdi...

magram xvalamde, xvalamde! xval is yvelafers miambobs.

dRes ar gamogzavna werili. ra mniSvneloba aqvs. asec unda iyos. isini

ukve erTad arian...

Rame meoTxe

RmerTo, rogor damTavrda es yvelaferi! riT damTavrda! cxra saaTze

mivedi. is ukve iq iyo. Soridanve davinaxe. zustad ise idga, rogorc maSin

pirvelad rom Sevxvdi. sanapiros moajirs dayrdnobili... verc ki SeniSna,

rogor mivuaxlovdi.

- nastenka! - davuZaxe. ise vRelavdi, Zlivs vimorCilebdi sakuTar

Tavs.

saswrafod motrialda Cemken da mkiTxa:

- ra? ra xdeba? Cqara! miTxariT!

gakvirvebuli vuyurebdi.

- werili, sad aris werili? - moajirs mZlavrad CasWida xeli.

- ara, werili ar maqvs. TqvenTan... ar mosula?

gafiTrda, TiTqosda gaqvavda, didi xnis ganmavlobaSi ar maSorebda

Tvals. ukanaskneli imedi davumsxvrie.

- kargi daviviwyoT! - amoTqva bolos da bolos, - daviviwyoT...

Tuki mimatova.

Tvalebi daxara, Semdeg undoda CemTvis Semoexeda, magram ver SeZlo.

ramdenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi sakuTar mRelvarebas ebrZoda... uecrad xidis

rikulebs daemxo da tirili daiwyo.

- sakmarisia, sakmarisi! - vTqvi da vigrZeni, rom Zala ar myofnida,

ar SemeZlo misi damSvideba... ar vicodi, ra meTqva.

- ara, ar aris saWiro Cemi damSvideba, - meubneboda nastenka da

cremlebi axrCobda, - araferi miTxraT mis Sesaxeb, aRar miTxraT, rom mova,

rom sastikad da araadamianurad ar mivutovebivar. ratom? risTvis? nuTu im

werilSi, im bedkrul werilSi raime gamaRizianebeli davwere?..

qviTinma laparaki Seawyvetina. vuyurebdi da guli meglijeboda.

- ra araadamianuri sisastikea, - gaimeora kvlav, - erTi sityvac ar

momwera, erTi striqonic ver gaimeta! pasuxi mainc gaeca! eTqva, rom aRar

vWirdebi! sami dRea tyuilad velodebi! rogori advilia misTvis awyeninos,

Seuracxyofa miayenos sacodav, miusafar gogonas, romelic mxolod imaSia

damnaSave, rom ase TavdaviwyebiT Seuyvarda! ramdeni ram gadavitane am sami

dRis ganmavlobaSi! RmerTo Cemo! RmerTo Cemo! rodesac maxsendeba, rogor

mivedi masTan, rogor davimcire Tavi, vtirodi da siyvaruls vevedrebodi...

sul mcire siyvaruls mainc... da amis Semdeg!.. mismineT, - uecrad aucimcimda

Savi Tvalebi, - ase ar unda momxdariyo! arabunebrivia! an Tqven motyuvdiT,

an - me. iqneb saerTod ar miuRia werili? iqneb araferi icis? rogor

SeiZleba! Tavad gansajeT, miTxariT, RvTis wyalobiT, amixseniT! me araferi

mesmis! SeiZleba ase barbarosulad moqceva?! raime xom ar gaigo? iqneb

vinmem raRac cudi uTxra Cem Sesaxeb? Tqven ras fiqrobT?

- momismineT, nastenka, xval mival masTan.

- mere?

- yvelafers gamovkiTxav da yvelafers vuambob.

- mere?

- werili dawereT. vaiZuleb, pativi sces Tqvens saqciels,

yvelafers gaigebs da Tu...

- ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi, sakmarisia! sityvasac aRar davZrav,

striqonsac aRar mivwer! sakmarisia! me mas ar vicnob, aRar miyvars,

davi...vi...wyeb...

- dawynardiT, dawynardiT! ai, aq dajeqiT nastenka, - vuTxari da

skamze davsvi.

- Zalian mSvidad var! ho, namdvilad! cremlebi?.. cremlebi

amoSreba! fiqrobT, rom Tavs moviklav?..

guli damimZimda. mindoda, raRac meTqva, magram ver SevZeli.

- momismineT! - nastenkam xeli momkida, - miTxariT: Tqven ase ar

moiqceodiT? ar dascinebdiT imas, vinc TviTon movidoda TqvenTan? ar

gakicxavdiT amgvari suleluri saqcielis gamo? Tu SeifarebdiT,

ifiqrebdiT, rom is martoa da ver SeZlo, gaqceoda siyvaruls? rom

udanaSauloa, udanaSaulo!.. cudi araferi gaukeTebia! RmerTo! RmerTo

Cemo!..

- nastenka! - wamoviyvire, aRar SemeZlo, veRar vimorCilebdi

sakuTar Tavs. - nastenka! saSinlad vitanjebi! guls miwamlavT, maxrCobT!

ukve veRar gavCumdebi! bolos da bolos unda giTxraT, rogor miduRs

guli...

skamidan avdeqi. xeli momkida da gakvirvebulma Camxeda TvalebSi.

- ra gemarTebaT?

- momismineT! - mtkiced mivuge me, - kargad momismineT, nastenka!

rasac axla getyviT, SesaZloa arasdros moxdes, magram moTmena aRar

SemiZlia. Tqven itanjebiT da am tanjvis gamo, vici, mapatiebT!.. gTxovT

mapatioT!..

- ki magram, ra xdeba? - tirili Sewyvita da dakvirvebiT

Semomxeda. mis TvalebSi raRac ucnauri cnobismoyvareoba akiafda. - ra

dagemarTaT?

- es ocneba auxdenelia... magram me Tqven miyvarxarT! ho, ukve

yvelaferi vTqvi! - xeli Caviqnie. - axla, Tavad gansajeT - SegiZliaT Tu

ara mesaubroT ise, rogorc wuTis win mesaubrebodiT da momisminoT...

- mere ra moxda? - Semawyvetina nastenkam, - ra moxda? didi xania

vici, rom giyvarvarT, ubralod meCveneboda... TiTqos zerele iyo es

grZnoba... RmerTo Cemo, RmerTo Cemo!

- ho, Tavidan zerele iyo, axla ki, axla... zustad imave

mdgomareobaSi var, rogorSic Tqven iyaviT... ai, maSin, rodesac tomriT

xelSi mixvediT masTan. ara, uaresSi, radgan mas maSin aravin uyvarda, Tqven

ki ukve Seyvarebuli xarT, nastenka.

- ras ambobT! veraferi gavige. ratom... ho, Tumca, ratom ki ara... ai,

ase uecrad... RmerTo, ra sisuleleebs vlaparakob! magram Tqven...

nastenka saSinlad daibna. loyebi auwiTlda, Tvalebi daxara.

- ra SemiZlia gavakeTo, nastenka?Aar vici, rogor moviqce!

damnaSave var, borotad gamoviyene... da mainc... ara! ar var damnaSave!

merwmuneT, guli meubneba, vgrZnob, rom arasdros gawyeninebT, ubralod ver

SevZleb Seuracxyofis moyenebas TqvenTvis! mudam Tqveni megobari viyavi,

axlac megobrad vrCebi, arasdros aravisTvis, arafrisTvis miRalatia.

metireba, cremlebi maxrCobs nastenka... Tumca, vis ras uSavebs Cemi

cremlebi... cremlebi? cremlebi amoSreba...

- dajeqiT, - miTxra da ZaliT damsva skamze, - RmerTo Cemo!

- ara! ar davjdebi. aq darCena aRar SemiZlia, Tqven Cemi danaxvac

ar gindaT, ubralod yvelafers getyviT da waval. ar mindoda gagegoT, rom

miyvarxarT, es Cemi saidumlo unda yofiliyo, sakuTari egoizmi Tavs ar

unda momexvia TqvenTvis. ara! ver moviTmine. Tqven TviTon daiwyeT amis

Sesaxeb laparaki, yvelaferSi Tqven xarT damnaSave. da... ar gaqvT ufleba

gamagdoT...

- ara, arc vapireb, ara! - ambobda nastenka, sawyals ise uWirda

sakuTari dabneulobis damalva.

- ar gamagdebT? ara? me ki TviTon mindoda gaqceva. aucileblad

waval, oRond jer yvelafers vityvi, radgan, rodesac Tqven laparakobdiT,

erT adgilze ver vCerdebodi, rodesac tirodiT, imitom (momiteveT, magram

davarqmev saxels), rom uaryves Tqveni siyvaruli, vigrZeni, rogor

miyvarxarT, ra Zlier miyvarxarT, nastenka!.. ise gavmwardi! gavmwardi imitom,

rom Zalian miyvarxarT da mainc verafriT gexmarebiT... guli mewureba,

grZnobebis damalva aRar SemiZlia, yvelaferi unda meTqva, nastenka!..

- ho, ho! miTxariT, araferi damimaloT! - Tqva nastenkam da ucnaurad

aiqnia xeli. - albaT gikvirT... magram ilaparakeT... da mere me getyviT! mec

yvelafers getyviT!

- vici, rom gecodebiT, nastenka, ubralod gecodebiT! dakargulis

povna SeuZlebelia! erTxel naTqvams veRar damalav! ase ar aris? axla ukve

iciT. wertili dasmulia. kargia, Zalian kargi! samyaro mSvenieri gaxda!

oRond momismineT. rodesac tirodiT, vfiqrobdi (RmerTo, momeci Zala

amovTqva is, rasac vfiqrobdi!). ho, vfiqrobdi (rasakvirvelia, es arasdros

moxdeba), vfiqrobdi, rom Tqven... is ukve aRar giyvarT. maSin... sami dRea

mxolod momavalze vocnebob! maSin... Zal-Rones ar daviSurebdi da

mivaRwevdi mizans - uTuod SegayvarebdiT Tavs. gaxsovT? TviTonve miTxariT,

rom ukve TiTqmis giyvarvarT. ho, sul es aris, risi Tqmac mindoda. mxolod

isRa darCa saTqmeli, ra moxdeboda maSin, Tuki Tqvenc SegiyvardebodiT.

sxva aRaraferi! nastenka, Cemo megobaro, - mimaCnia, rom vagrZelebT

megobrobas, - me, rasakvirvelia, erTi ubralo, Cveulebrivi adamiani var,

imdenad ususuri, zogadad veravin mamCnevs... raRac uazrobas vlaparakob...

dabneulobis bralia. erTi sityviT, im, CemTvis ucxo, adamianSi

Seyvarebulic ki ise meyvarebodiT, ise meyvarebodiT, rom... arasdros

dagamZimebdaT Cemi siyvaruli. mxolod erT rames igrZnobdiT, igrZnobdiT

yoveldRe, yovel wams... rom Cemi siyvaruliT anTebuli guli...

keTilSobili, madlierebiT aRsavse guli mxolod TqvenTvis feTqavs. oh,

nastenka, nastenka! ar vici, ras merCodiT!..

- nu itirebT, gTxovT, ar minda, rom tirodeT, - miTxra nastenkam da

saswrafod wamodga, - wamodiT, adeqiT, wamomyeviT, SewyviteT tirili, -

meubneboda da Tavisi cxvirsaxociT mwmendda cremlebs, - ho, wavideT,

raRac unda giTxraT... davuSvaT, mimatova, davuSvaT, ukve davaviwydi... ar

mogatyuebT - me is jer kidev miyvars... magram, momismineT da mipasuxeT. ai,

Tuki Tqven SemiyvardebiT, ufro sworad, Tuki mxolod... RmerTo Cemo! axla

rom maxsendeba, rogor gayenebdiT Seuracxyofas maSin, rodesac davcinodi

Tqvens siyvaruls, rodesac gaqebdiT imitom, rom ar SegiyvardiT!.. RmerTo

Cemo! rogor ver warmovidgine, ratom ver warmovidgine, ra suleli viyavi...

kargi, ukve gadavwyvite da yvelafers getyviT...

- momismineT nastenka, me axla waval! waval, radgan vxedav...

gawvalebT. vxedav, sindisi gqenjniT imitom, rom damcinodiT. me ki ar minda,

ar minda Tqveni isedac damZimebuli guli ufro metad... damnaSave var,

mSvidobiT!

- SeCerdiT, momismineT: cota xans daicadeT! ar SegiZliaT?

- ras velodo, rogor?

- me is miyvars, magram es gaivlis, unda gaiaros, ar SeiZleba ar

gaiaros, ukve vgrZnob, rom male gaivlis... arc ki vici, SesaZloa dResve

damTavrdes yvelaferi, radgan me is mZuls. maSin rodesac Tqven CemTan

erTad tirodiT, is damcinoda! Tqven xom arasdros gamimetebdiT... ar

gamimetebdiT, radgan giyvarvarT, mas ki ar vuyvardi... bolos da bolos mec

miyvarxarT... ho, miyvarxarT! ise miyvarxarT, rogorc Tqven giyvarvarT...

adrec xom giTxariT, gaxsovT? miyvarxarT imitom, rom masze ukeTesi xarT,

masze keTilSobili, imitom rom, rom, rom is...

- imdenad Relavda, saTqmeli veRar daamTavra, Tavi mxarze damado,

Semdeg mkerdze da mwared aqviTinda. vamSvidebdi, vexvewebodi, Seewyvita

tirili, magram ar SeeZlo. xels miWerda, amoisunTqavda Tu ara, meubneboda:

"damacadeT, damacadeT, axlave! aRar vitireb! minda giTxraT... ar ifiqroT...

imitom ki ar vtiri, rom mecodebiT... ho, male gaivlis..."

- rogorc iqna Sewyvita tirili, cremlebi moiwminda da isev

gavuyeviT sanapiros. mindoda, davlaparakebodi, magram mexveweboda, cota

xans ar amomeRo xma. ase mdumared davdiodiT... bolos da bolos, Zal-Rone

moikriba da laparaki daiwyo...

- ho, ai ra, - wamoiwyo susti, akankalebuli xmiT, magram am xmaSi

uecrad iseTi siTbo vigrZeni, ucnaurad amiCqrolda guli, - ar ifiqroT,

rom Tavqariani var, rom advilad SemiZlia daviviwyo da vuRalato... mTeli

wlis ganmavlobaSi miyvarda, RmerTs geficebiT, fiqrebSic ki arasdros

miRalatia misTvis. man es ar daafasa, ufro metic, abuCad aigdo Cemi

grZnobebi, guli matkina, Seuracxyofa momayena. ara! aRar miyvars! me

mxolod amaRlebuli, keTilSobili adamianis siyvaruli SemiZlia, radgan

TviTonac aseTi var... is ar aris Cemi Rirsi, - kargi, davaneboT Tavi! ase

ukeTesia, momavalSi mainc gavicnobdi, ganvixiblebodi da es uaresi

iqneboda... yvelaferi damTavrda! vin icis, - xeli xelze momiWira, - iqneb

sinamdvileSi arc myvarebia? iqneb Cemi grZnoba warmosaxvam Seqmna, raRac

bavSvurma sisulelem... iqneb es grZnoba mxolod imitom gaCnda, rom bebiis

tyveobaSi vcxovrobdi? iqneb is ki ara, sxva unda miyvardes? adamiani,

romelic Semicodebs da, da... ho, aRar gvinda, sjobs aRar vilaparako, -

nastenkas nerviulobisgan suli exuTeboda, - anu, imis Tqma mindoda...

miuxedavad imisa, rom is miyvars (ara, miyvarda), miuxedavad am siyvarulisa...

Tu Tqven imdenad giyvarvarT... SeZlebT amoZirkvoT, damaviwyoT misi

siyvaruli... Tuki ar damtovebT marto... manugeSebT, gverdSi amomidgebiT...

geqnebaT survili. mudam ise giyvardeT, rogorc axla, geficebiT...

namdvilad gaxdebiT Cemi siyvarulis Rirsi... ho... axla SemirTavT colad?

- nastenka, - wamoviyvire. sixarulis cremlebi maxrCobda, -

nastenka!.. nastenka!..

- sakmarisia, sakmarisi! - meubneboda... uWirda sakuTar grZnobebTan

gamklaveba, - ukve yvelaferi naTqvamia; xom asea? asea? Tqvenc bednieri xarT

da mec. amaze nuRar vilaparakebT, Zalian gTxovT... aRar SemiZlia, Tu

RmerTi gwamT, sxva Temaze visaubroT!..

- kargi, nastenka, kargi! ubralod Zalian bednieri var, me... ho, aba

daviwyoT, Cqara daviwyoT sxva sakiTxebze laparaki! mzad var...

Cven ar vicodiT, raze gvesaubra... vicinodiT, vtirodiT, aTasobiT

sisuleles vambobdiT. xan win mivdiodiT, xan uecrad vbrundebodiT ukan.

erTi sityviT, quCac gadavsereT, trotuaric... mTeli sanapiro. ise

viqceodiT, rogorc patara bavSvebi...

- axla marto vcxovrob, nastenka. xval ki... Raribi var, Cemi

Semosavali orasi aTass ar aRemateba, magram es ar aris mniSvnelovani...

- rasakvirvelia, bebiasac xom aqvs pensia. bebiam CvenTan unda

icxovros, xels araferSi SegviSlis.

- bebiam? aucileblad... oRond, ai matrena...

- ho, Cvenc gvyavs fekla!

- matrena keTilia, mxolod erTi nakli aqvs, warmosaxvis unari ar

gaaCnia. magram ara uSavs!..

- eg araferi! mSvenivrad icxovreben erTad, oRond xval

gadmodiT.

- gadmovide? anu, TqvenTan davsaxlde? kargi, Tanaxma var...

- Cveni mansarda daiqiraveT. iq axla aravin cxovrobs. erTi

mdgmuri gvyavda, didgvarovani moxuci qalbatoni da ukve gadavida. vici

rom bebias surs, mansarda axalgazrda mamakacs miaqiravos. sul vekiTxebi,

Tu ratom unda, misi mdgmuri maincdamainc axalgazrda mamakaci iyos.

mudmivad erTsa da imaves mpasuxobs: "ar ifiqro nastenka, saqmros ki ar

veZeb SenTvis, ubralod davberdio." hoda, mivxvdi, rom swored Cems

gaTxovebas cdilobs...

- nastenka!..

orives gagvecina.

- ho, marTla, Tqven sad cxovrobT? damaviwyda.

- iq, ... xidTan, baranikovis saxlSi.

- didi saxlia?

- ki, didia.

- ho, vici eg Senoba. kargi saxlia, magram Tqven mainc saswrafod

gadmodiT CvenTan...

- xvalve, xvalve gadmoval. marTalia, binis qira bolomde ar

damifaravs... ara uSavs, male xelfass aviReb da...

- me ki bavSvebs movamzadeb. TviTonac miviReb codnas da sxvebsac

vaswavli...

- SesaniSnavia... male mec damajildoveben...

- erTi sityviT, xval ukve Cemi mdgmuri gaxdebiT...

- "sevelieli dalaqis" warmodgenasac daveswrebiT!

- ra Tqma unda, - gaicina nastenkam, - ara, sjobs sxva speqtakli

vnaxoT...

- ho, rasakvirvelia, raime sxva ajobebs. daufiqreblad wamomcda...

ai, ase vlaparakobdiT da vseirnobdiT, TiTqos burusSi, sizmarSi

davabijebdiT... Tavadac ver vacnobierebdiT, ra xdeboda Cvens Tavs. xan erT

adgilas vCerdebodiT da didxans vsaubrobdiT, xan win da ukan davdiodiT...

sicili da cremlebi erTmaneTs cvlida... drodadro nastenka saxlSi

dabrunebas iTxovda, me ver vbedavdi SekamaTebas da saxlamde micilebas

vTavazobdi. wavidodiT gzajvaredinisken, TxuTmet wuTSi ki vxvdebodiT,

rom adgilidan ar davZrulvarT... kvlav sanapiroze, Cvens skamTan videqiT.

nastenka xSirad oxravda, cremlebi awveboda. aseT dros gaurkveveli SiSi

yinulad iRvreboda mTel Cems sxeulSi... magram maSinve xels mkidebda da...

kvlav davdiodiT, vlaparakobdiT, vicinodiT...

- axla namdvilad Sin dabrunebis droa, Zalian gviania, - Tqva

nastenkam, - sakmarisia, marTla bavSvebi xom ar varT!

- ho, magram ukve veRar daviZineb da aRarc waval saxlSi.

- albaT mec veRar daviZineb. gamacileT...

- aucileblad!

- axla ki namdvilad mivaRwevT Tqvens binamde.

- ho, namdvilad...

- aba, daificeT!.. odesme xom unda mivide saxlSi!

- vficav! - vupasuxe siciliT...

- maSin wavideT!

- wavideT.

- zemoT aixedeT nastenka, SexedeT, Cqara SexedeT cas! xval

araCveulebrivi dRe iqneba. ca - aseTi cisferi, mTvare - aseTi... odesme

ginaxavT? SexedeT: es yviTeli Rrubeli sacaa miswvdeba mTvares, SexedeT,

SexedeT!.. ara, gverdi auara. uyureT, nastenka, uyureT!..

magram is ar uyurebda Rrubels, dadumebuli idga, TiTqos

gaqvavebuli... Semdeg gaubedavad, Tumca mZlavrad momekro. uecrad

aTrTolda Cems xels CaWidebuli xeli, Sevxede... kidev ufro Zlierad

momekro.

swored am wuTebSi axalgazrda mamakacma Cagviara... SeCerda, daJinebiT

Semogvxeda. kvlav ramdenime nabiji gadadga. guli gadamiqanda...

- nastenka, - vuTxari CurCuliT, - vin aris?

- is aris! - CurCuliTve mipasuxa da ufro metad akankalda, ufro

Zlierad momekro... fexze Zlivs videqi, vgrZnobdi, male waviqceodi.

- nastenka! nastenka! Sen xar?! - gaisma xma da axalgazrda mamakaci

Cvenken wamovida.

RmerTo! rogor iyvira! TiTqos Sezanzarda! rogor moswyda Cems

xelebs, sxeuls... rogor gafrinda misken!.. videqi da mkvdariviT vuyurebdi.

magram... gauwoda Tu ara xeli, Caexuta Tu ara, maSinve Cemken motrialda,

momiaxlovda, rogorc qariSxali, rogorc cas mowyvetili elva da sanam

gons movidodi, kiserze momxvia xelebi, mgznebared makoca. Semdeg usityvod

gaiqca misken, xeli mohkida da... wavidnen.

didxans videqi, didxans vuyurebdi... bolos da bolos, orive gaqra.

dila

Cemi Rameebi dilam daasrula. saSineli dRe iyo. wvimda da wvimis

sevdismomgvreli wveTebi fanjrebs exeTqeboda. oTaxSi bneloda, quCebi

burusSi gaxveuliyo. Tavi mtkioda, Tavbru mexveoda. cieb-cxeleba nel-nela

epareboda sxeuls.

- fostalionma werili mogitanaT, qalaqis fostaSi gamougzavnia

viRacas, - macnoba matrenam.

- werili! visgan aris? - saswrafod wamovxti skamidan.

- ar vici, aba, daxedeT, iqneb aweria.

luqi movaglije. werili misgan iyo!

"o, mapatieT, mapatieT!" - mwerda nastenka, - "muxlebze daCoqili

gevedrebiT, mapatieT! Tqvenc mogatyueT da sakuTari Tavic. es iyo sizmari,

moCveneba... mTeli dRea vitanjebi. mapatieT! mapatieT!..

ar gamkicxoT, Cemi grZnobebi marTla ar Secvlila. giTxariT, rom

mudam meyvarebodiT, axlac miyvarxarT, es ufro metia, vidre siyvaruli.

RmerTo! rom SeiZlebodes orive erTad miyvardeT! rom SeiZlebodes Tqven

iyoT is!"

uecrad gamaxsenda misive sityvebi: netav is iyoT Tqven! ho, nastenka,

maSin ase miTxari...

"RmerTia mowame, arafers daviSurebdi TqvenTvis! vici, rogor

gamZimebT dardi. ... Seuracxyofa mogayeneT, magram icodeT, Tu adamiani

WeSmaritad giyvarT, ver SeZlebT mudam nawyeni iyoT masze. Tqven ki

namdvilad giyvarvarT!

madlobeli var! diax... madlobeli var siyvarulisTvis. es siyvaruli

mudam memaxsovreba... rogorc tkbili sizmari, romelic gaRviZebis Semdegac

didxans gaxsovs... arasdros damaviwydeba is wami, rodesac sakuTari sulis

kari CemTvis gaxseniT, rodesac ase didsulovnad, Tavdauzogavad

cdilobdiT Cemi ganadgurebuli, TiTqmis mkvdari gulis gacocxlebas...

Tuki mapatiebT, amaRlebul, dauviwyar mogonebad darCebiT Cems

sulSi... am mogonebas saTuTad Sevinaxav... iseTive erTguli viqnebi misi,

rogorc sakuTari grZnobebis. guls ki arasdros vRalatob, arc SemiZlia -

am guls ar SeuZlia Ralati. is guSinve daubrunda imas, visac mudam

ekuTvnoda. Cven uTuod SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs, aucileblad gvestumrebiT...

yovelTvis Cemi megobari, Cemi Zma iqnebiT... xom gamomiwodebT xels, rodesac

mnaxavT? xom mapatieT? xom isev ise giyvarvarT, rogorc uwin? Zalian

gTxovT ar mimatovoT, ise miyvarxarT, rom namdvilad Rirsi var Tqveni

siyvarulis... me am siyvaruls davimsaxureb... Zvirfaso, Cemo Zvirfaso

megobaro! momaval kviras colad mivyvebi. Zalian vuyvarvar, Turme

arasdros davviwyebivar... xom ar mibrazdebiT mis Sesaxeb rom gwerT? magram

minda masTan erTad gewvioT stumrad. masac xom SeiyvarebT? xom

gulwrfelad SeiyvarebT?..

mapatieT da arasdros daiviwyoT Tqveni nastenka."

vkiTxulobdi da vkiTxulobdi... cremlebi exeTqebodnen Tvalebs.

bolos da bolos werili Zirs daeca... saxeze xelebi avifare.

- kasatik! kasatik! - damiZaxa matrenam.

- ra xdeba?

- Weri obobis qselebisgan gavwminde, ise krialebs, gind stumrebi

moiyvaneT, gind coli... ukve droc aris...

matrenas Sevxede... jer kidev mxne, ase vTqvaT "axalgazrda" moxuci

gaxldaT, magram ratomRac momeCvena, rom saxe naoWebiT daeRara da welSi

moxril, beber dedakacad iqca... uecrad matrenasaviT daberda Cemi oTaxic.

kedlebi da iataki Seilaxa, ucnaurad Camobnelda, obobis qselebma ki ise

imata, mTel Werze gaiwela. svetebze baTqaSi daskda da Camocvivda, fanjris

rafebi gaSavda, daibzara... Cemi oTaxis kedlebis naTeli siyviTle laqebma

aaWrela...

ar vici Rrublebidan mzis sxivma marTla gamoanaTa da male kvlav

wvimas Seafara Tavi, Tu ubralod TvalT damibnelda. an iqneb sakuTari

momavlis mwuxare perspeqtiva warmovidgine, anu rogori viqnebi TxuTmeti

wlis Semdeg... ukve daberebuli, imave oTaxSi, imave matrenasTan erTad,

romelsac mTeli am wlebis ganmavlobaSi odnavac ar momatebia Wkua.

magram nastenka... rogor SemiZlia nawyeni viyo Senze, rogor SemiZlia

Cemi mwuxarebiT Seni naTeli bedniereba gavafermkrTalo! dagamZimo

sindisis qenjniT im dros, rodesac Sav kululebSi unazes yvavilebs

Caiwnav da masTan erTad sakurTxevlisken waxval... gana SemiZlia gavsriso

am yvavilTagan Tundac erT-erTi... arasodes! arasodes! SenTvis ca

yovelTvis uRrublo iqneba, saxes ki mudam mSveniri da uzrunveli Rimili

gaanaTebs. Sen mudam dalocvili iqnebi Tundac im wamieri netarebisTvis,

wamieri bednierebisTvis, romelic Cems martosul guls aCuqe!

RmerTo Cemo! wuTi araamqveyniuri netarebisa! gana es cotaa? gana am

wuTs ar SeuZlia usasrulobad iqces da samaradJamod gaabrwyinos

adamianisTvis boZebuli wuTisofeli?..

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