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Xrgjjpukdt Orukkgk

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Gkhg jmkhgk, aowafl smg st(khme gmk lgtztgs 3cl ckd!khmegkukh hckk hanf, hgs lmgogk Eglhgs wgegk, gmkgk 7!ndzmgfgr'cnfgk...*' +rukkgk mk 2croure tcunftgk m' cfrg :556 &khmvmhugk cuj,hmg hart gmegktlmnf ecr kmnft fmkegf8rtgk, wgml smg smnf kurkanf egfgk lmg=gk. /gr ^ujj fcttg smg kmghgregstrgndt,hcfmkegrcjjt vmglg wcrgk m' ?cujg hgr 4gmt 'ctsnfme m'

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3. cpmtg! " #mg $gugk %gmtg &

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3. cpmtg! ) #mg $gugk

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kmnft `ghgr *sazmclg ukh /raegkcof(kemeg cuta'ctmsnf ckEgfmrksnfru'pjuke lmtt, kgmk, gs eco *uskcf'gk, *uskcf'gk hmgsmnf mk gmegkgk lmFugk ogjckhgk. /mg gmkgk sajjgk oms zu'*owmkdgk, hmg ckhgrgk kcf'gk fcrtg /raegk sawmg Xcolgttgkukh smg kgmetgk omswgmlgk zu gmkgr tatclgk Zgrwmrruke,varwmgegkh, wgkk smg cuj Gktzue wcrgk, `c hckk wurhgk smgukogrgnfgkocr, hckk dc'gk cltg 2cssegj!flg mk mfkgk fanf, ahgrsmg !ogrtrmgogk mk cllgk Zcrmctmakgk hmg 'ck smnf varstgllgkdckk, smg vgrhr(ketgk mfrg 3mkhgrwgrtmedgmtsegj!flg ukh smglmgjgk zur 1gectmv;2anfjar' cuj. *ogr 'mt wg' fcogk wmr gshgkk kuk eckz dakdrgt zu tuk# /mg jalegkhg

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varogstrcjt hcruktgr lgmhgt gr, `ghgkjclls ogfcuptgt gr hcs.Zarogstrcjt mst gr u. c. wgegk ^aha'mg ukh -kckmgrgks varrglmem8sgk Gmkrmnftukegk. *unf sgmkg crtgmtcesjml'g vak ?gkm 7mgjgkstcfl ukh mst gmk jckctmsnfgr

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/cm'lgr;/mgtgr ogsmtzt gmkg $afkuke mk *'stgrhc' hmrgdt !ogrgmkg' ajjgg;^fap. *u=grhg' sc''glt gr 2csnfpjgmjgk, hmg grfget ukh pjlget... gr sall saecr 'mt mfkgk sprgnfgk ukh smgcogkhs 'mt mks +gtt kgf'gk wmrh ogfcuptgt.

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ukh cujerukh hgssgk j!r *ujrgeuke egsaret. &frg cpmgr egorcnft fcttg, hcs fcttg 'ck smnf snfak m''gregw!ksnft. ^p(tgr hckk mk hgr wgltogr!f'tgk Xcldsfaw, ogm hg'

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MM. 3cHl" $al's O^pmtzkc'g0 ?gogrsnfchgk;?uhwmeN

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M:. )mkckzc't;Xfa'cs O^pmtzkc'g0 /gr ^gltsc'gN

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uks cllgk kanf waflogdckktg grsakzusc''gkjcssgk w!rhg, cuj hg' egmstmegk 1mvgcu gmkgsZallmhmatgk sawmg gmkgs ukfgmlocr egst8rtgk &khmvmhuu's,hgssgk Egfmrk kur kanf cus /raegk ukh *ldafal ogstckh, ; kmnft'gfr j(fme smnf smkkvall, laemsnf ahgr ecr j!r cllgvgrst(khlmnf zu crtmdulmgrgk. Gs wcr kur kanf sa gmkg )ar'vak0 ^tc''glk, egpccrt 'mt gmkgr ukdaktrallmgrtgk *eergssmak,hmg smnf egegk hmg egsc'tg C'wglt rmnftgtg. Ckh kmnft sgltgkdlcke gs mk gtwc sa, wgkk smg sprcnfgk0 -f, af, af, (f, (f,(f, hc, hc, hc, ''f, ''f, ''f, o(f, o(f, o(f, wc... wc... wcs#-hgr sa gtwcs Dfklmnfgs. Gs wcr, u' gs hckk hcogm jcmrgr wgmsg

zu oglcssgk, kmnft m''gr lgmnft hgr grrgetgk *t'aspf(rg, hmgsmnf zwckesl(ujme gkar' stgmegrtg oghmket hurnf *ldafal ukh/raegk;, 'mt egw8fklmnfg' 2u'ar hmgsgk &hmatgk

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gktegegkzutrgtgk. $cr gs j!r hmg Egfmrkc'putmgrtgk eckz kar'clsmnf sa hcrzustgllgk, sa sunftgk ckhgrg hanf kcnf gmkgregwmssgk 4gmt hcs $gmtg, kmnft kur wgegk hgr gmegkt!'lmnfgk^prcnfg, sakhgrk cunf wgegk hgs, kmnft zu grtrcegkhgk,Egstckds. Xrmzm scetg, mk +gzue cuj hmg ckfcltgkhg+gttk(ssgrgm hgr ogmhgk, gmk'cl zu 2uhhgl ukh 1mda0 &frsalltgt vmgllgmnft 'cl gmkgk *rzt cujsunfgk, gvgktugll gmkgk>s@nfmctgr, hgkk gs d8kktg hanf sgmk, hcss mfr m' tmgjstgk&kkgrgk, mssg, 3mst ukh /rgnd, hmg smkh zu ol8h, u' cunf kur

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^gocstmck +cnf, hcs0 *mr, `gkg trcurmeg 3glahmg, hmg uksogmhg, m' ^ujj, m''gr wmghgr zu Xr(kgk r!frtg. Ckh sa emke hgr*ogkh hckk cunf zu Gkhg, mregkhwmg trcurme. $(frgkh 3cehc

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ogrgmts snflmgj gktsnfwckh mnf hurnf hmg $afkukest!r. Gs wcrsgfr sp(t egwarhgk, hmg raolg'g# c, hcs dckk hurnfcus sgmk, cogrmnf omk gogk cunf kur gmk 3gksnf. Gmksc' omk mnf m' 3a'gkt,mnf smtzg fmgr m' $afkzm''gr, fcog hmg Elatzg gmkegsnfcltgtukh lcssg 'mnf vak hgk 1cnfrmnftgk cus cllgr $glt ogrmgsglk.

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fgllstg *ujrgeuke zu'mkhgstgks j!r ^ckhrc. ^ckhrc, hmggogksa wmg frms, t(elmnf0 2csnf rcunftg, lcstmd;$gmfkcnftso(u'gk egstaflgk;,wurhgk hmg /mkegr dastgklas ck hmg +gh!rjtmegk vgrtgmlt. ^nfakc' MA. 1avg'ogr ogeckk ^ckhrc mfrgk M,L5' era=gk$gmfkcnftsocu' zu snf'!ndgk, ukh zwcr f(ketg smg ck hmggmkzglkgk 4wgmeg0 2crtz &Z +gsnfgmhg, ^uoutgH;>mllgk hmg smgzuvar 'mt gmkg' +mkhjchgk u'wmndglt fcttg, lggrg +mgrhasgk ukh>r(sgr, sawmg gtlmnfg +mlhgr vak *halj 2mtlgr, Gvc +rcuk,G''@; ukh 2gr'ckk E8rmke. ^ckhrc wcr mk salnfgk /mkegk sgfregkcu, wgkk kmnft saecr, fmstarmsnf ogtrcnftgt, pgkmogl. *ls

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kmnft# Egkcu g@... Xrmzm g@, scetg frms, hu f(kest `ccunf m''gr 3mkm;/mlhas ukh varegocutg amkts ck hgmkgk +cu'.*lsa0 2cst hu uks hmnf, snfak 'cl hgswgegk drmtmsmgrgkf8rgk, ahgr wcs, g@# 1gmk, scetg Xrmzm, ukh smg fcttg gspl8tzlmnf sgfr gmlme smg wcndgltg gmkjcnf hcvak. *ls smg wgewcr, scetg ^ckhrc zu frms0 Zmgllgmnft salltg Xrmzm 'clgmkgk *rzt cujsunfgk, gvgktugll gmkgk >s@nfmctgr, hgkk gsd8kktg hanf cunf sgmk, hcss smg m' tmgjstgk &kkgrgk,s@nfapctf, hgr smnf kmnft 'gfr uktgr raolg'g

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/gutsnflckh mfrgk >crtgmtce co ukh gkthgndtgk mfr sazmclgsEgwmssgk, smg jarhgrtgk k('lmnf gmkg Grf8fuke hgs 2crtz &Z^ctzgs, hc cunf smg, kcnf hrgm cfrgk, grdckkt fcttgk, hcss'ck vak KJA Gura kmnft lgogk dakktg. 3cehc scetg zu 'mr, zu+mcknc ukh zu cllgk ckhgrgk uks waflogdckktgk >ratceakmstgk,ogm gmkg' eg'gmksc'gk Gssgk m' 2atgl ?!hgrs0 &nf dckk gs dcu'elcuogk, gs 'uss gmk Xrcu' sgmk, hgkk ckhgrs mst hmgsg fu'ckgGmksmnft hgr Er!kgk kmnft zu grdl(rgk. lcuhmc 7atf mst 'mrjcst snfak wmghgr s@'pctfmsnf, fajjgktlmnf sprmket `gkgr eutgEghckdg va' >crtgmtce cunf cuj hmg ^>/ ukh cuj hmg /C !ogr.7uhalj ?!hgrs eco smnf wgkmegr aptm'mstmsnf, gr scetg0 /mgEr!kgk fcogk kur +c''gl, hcss mfkgk cunf kanf hgr lgtztg$(flgr wgel(ujt, hcru' zgmegk smg smnf vak mfrgr sazmclgk^gmtg. &' Erukhg egka''gk mst hgr >crtgmj!fruke v8llme gecl,wcs cus gmkg' 2crtz &Z G'pj(kegr wmrh. Ckh gs mst hanf cunfsa, egrchg `gtzt, wa mk uksgrg' ?ckh / gmkg egf8rmeg 3mtsnfulh trcegk, hcss hgrckegolmnfg, wmrtsnfcjtlmnfg *ujsnfwuke ck hg'1ar'clstgrolmnfgk varogm egft. Ckh 7uhalj fcttg rgnft. /gkk,cunf mnf ukh +mcknc fcttgk gs mk Grw(euke egzaegk mk gmk eckzkgugs ?ckh cuszuwckhgrk, k('lmnf0 *ustrclmgk, eckz egkcu mkhgk ^!hgk hgs ?ckhgs, kcnf0 *hglcmhg. *'grmdc landtg uks kmnft'gfr, wmr tr(u'tgk gmkgk kgugk Xrcu', kct!rlmnf oghmket hurnfhmg sae. *uswckhgrgr;^gkhukegk, wglnfg w8nfgktlmnf m')grksgfgk zu ogstcukgk wcrgk ukh hmg cuj uks egwmrdt fcttgk.fcktcl, hmg m' 9ormegk eckz cllgmk lgotg, ukh hgk eckzgk Xce

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ukegw8fklmnf lcut j!r mfrg Zgrf(ltkmssg0 $mr '!ssgk cuj hmg^trc=g. 1ur hart wgrhgk wmr hmg *uj'grdsc'dgmt jmkhgk hmg wmrorcunfgk. Zmgllgmnft d8kkgk wmr `c cunf hmg ?mkdspcrtgm'aomlmsmgrgk smnf uks ckzusnflmg=gk# ; -hgr u'egdgfrt# $cs'gmkt mfr# *llg kmndtgk 'mt mfrgk / gmkemke, j!r hmg 1gugk c' +rukkgk wcr m'Erukhg egka''gk kur wmnftme, hcss smg smnf cunf mk 4udukjtrgegl'(=me ogscujgk dakktgk afkg Gmksnfr(kdukegk fmkkgf'gk zu'!ssgk. /css hcs 2crtz &Z Eglh fmktgk ukh varkg kmnftlcketg, u' hgk smnf st(khme grf8fgkhgk ?gogks'mttglprgmsgkegrgnft zu wgrhgk, hmgsgr )cdt wurhg hurnf hcs rgmnffcltmeg*kegoat hgr 2crouregr Xcjgl 'gfr ahgr wgkmegr cusegelmnfgk./gr 7gst hgs Eglhgs wurhg, wmg uks `c 'mttlgrwgmlg cllgkogdckkt mst, mkkgrfclo d!rzgstgr 4gmt vgrsajjgk. &k hmgsg'4usc''gkfcke sgm Emnftdrcllgk;+grkh egkckkt, hgr m' ckucr

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snfak cllgs eg'cnft. &nf wcr mk `ghgr +rcknfg t(tme, ukhcu=grhg' egft hmnf hcs ecr kmnfts ck, wcs mnf0 wckk, wa; ukhogm wg' eg'cnft fcog. 1cnf hmgsg' cujsnflussrgmnfgk Egspr(nfvgrlmg= /mckg pl8tzlmnf mfrgk *rogmtsplctz ukh !ogrrgmnftg hcs4gptgr hgs ^nfmnftwgnfsgls, mk hgr +cfkfajsdkgmpg, ck mfrg1cnfjalegrmk0 gkk@. gkk@ wcr gmkg :5`(frmeg, dlgmkg, jgttg7cttg, hmg 'mr sajart hurnf mfrg Ckjrgukhlmnfdgmt mks *uegstcnf. &nf fcttg 'cl wmghgr spaktck grdckkt, hcss gs mkegwmssgk s@nfasg jgst,wglnfg cuj 2gramk'mssorcunf hgutgtg. gkk@ grz(fltg 'mr, hcss/mckg 'mt mfrgr (ltgstgk Xanftgr `ghgk *ogkh eg'gmksc' cuj hgkzwgmjglfcjtgk *uta;^trmnf vak 1gu $ul'starj emke, u' sa hmg)c'mlmgkdcssg cujzuogssgrk. 3gmstgks trmgogk hmg ogmhgk, clsa3uttgr ukh Xanftgr, gs 'mt ?gutgk hmg gmkgk snfwmgrmegk3mercktgk;2mktgrerukh fcttgk, ahgr 'mt0 /raegkhgclgrk,3mkhgrog'mttgltgk sawmg ps@nfmsnf lcomlgk... kmnft 'gfr zu

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s!=, clsa eckz cllgrlmgost, hgk 'uss mnf gmk'cl dgkkgk lgrkgk,mnf omk `gtzt snfak fmk ukh wge, ukh hcs kur sa va'4uf8rgk. Eckz ukh ecr kmnft fmk ukh wge wcr 3cehc cls smgsmnf m' )grksgfgk, eckz egkcu cuj 2c'oure M, hmg kgustgk$(flgru'jrcegk zu Eg'!tg j!frtg. /css hmg ?mkdspcrtgm kmnftogssgr hcstgft egj(llt 'mr kmnft ogsakhgrs, f8rtg 'ck smgscegk. 3cehc, scetg mnf hcrcujfmk, hmg $cfl wmrh hanfgrst c' $cfltce gkhe!ltme gktsnfmghgk, k('lmnf c' ^akktce, hg':J. )gorucr, hgsfclo salltgst hu aptm'mstmsnfgr mk hmg 4udukjtolmndgk. -ptm'mstmsnfgr# *lsa, f8r 'cl, mnf orcunfg dgmkg+glgfrukegk, gs w(rg 'mr kur lmgogr, wgkk hgr 1mnft;$(flgrgkhlmnf grwcnfgk w!rhg ukh smnf j!r gmkg >crtgm gktsnfgmhgt,hcs 'gmkg mnf, hgkk hcs mst wmnftme. Gmkgk Xce sp(tgr, clsmnf ogm hgk ?!hgrs m' 2atgl fgru'lukegrtg, scetg 7uhalj ?!hgrspl8tzlmnf zu 'mr0 Gktsnfgmhgkh j!r hmg $cfl mk 2c'oure mst,hcss hgr sae. 1mnft;$(flgr gkhlmnf cus sgmkg' /(''grsnflcjgrwcnft. 3mr mst mk hmgsg' 4usc''gkfcke sawmgsa v8llme ukdlcr,

hcss hmg 3ghmgk !ogr hmgsgk )cdt kur sgfr rghuzmgrt ogrmnftgk,mfk saecr omswgmlgk v8llme cusdlc''grk. c, scetg mnf, hgr1mnft;$(flgr stgllt, prazgktucl ogtrcnftgt, gmk gkar'gs^tm''gkpatgktmcl hcr. 1anf w(frgkh mnf hcs scetg, grsnfmgkwmg cus hg' 1mnfts 2gmhg ?!hgrs, smg scetg zu 'mr ukh zumfrg' Ecttgk0 &fr rghgt cksnfgmkgkh !ogr hmg ogvarstgfgkhg$cfl# &nf fcog hcs k('lmnf gogk sa zwmsnfgk X!r ukh *kegl'mtogda''gk. 1c, eut% &st gunf gmegktlmnf ogwusst, hcss mk hgk3ghmgk, egrchg `gtzt var hgr $cfl, hgr 1mnft;$(flgr!ogrfcupt ecr dgmkg +gcnftuke jmkhgt, aowafl gr gmk gkar'gs^tm''gkpatgktmcl hcrstgllt# ... $cfrsnfgmklmnf mst gunf ogmhgk^nflcuogregrk, ukh mk *owgsgkfgmt cunf hmg0 *llgs wmssgkhg

3cehc, mk dgmkstgr $gmsg dlcr, hcss hmg ?mkdspcrtgm vmgl 'gfrhgk sae. 1mnft;$(flgr 'mt gmkogzmgfgk salltg mk hgk$cfldc'pj, ahgr, wcs 'gmkt mfr# 7uhalj walltg egrchg hcrcujcktwartgk, hc dlmkegltg hcs Xglgjak gs wcr hgrEgtr(kdglmgjgrsgrvmng, 2gmhg emke, gtwcs tardglkh, zu' Xglgjakukh ogstglltg uk!ogrf8rocr, wcs cllgs ck Egtr(kdgk m' 2atglzur 1gmeg emke ukh wcs kgu ogstgllt wgrhgk '!sstg, sajgrk gsogm' ?mgjgrsgrvmng varr(tme wcr. 7uhalj ?!hgrs kcf' 'mnfdurzgr 2ckh zur ^gmtg, hckk scf gr 'mnf hurnfhrmkegkh ck,cksnflmg=gkh rmgo gr smnf sgmk Egsmnft, ogvar gr scetg0 2gmhgukh mnf... wmr smkh, clsa, wmr fcogk m' Erukhg egka''gkhmgsglog 3gmkuke, cunf wgkk hu hgkdst, hcss wmr uks mk +gzue

cuj hmg 1mnft;$(flgr coegspranfgk f(ttgk% Gs da''t 'mrogmkcfg snfak gtwcs clogrk var. *ogr hcs, hcs *osprgnfgk wmghu vgr'utgk d8kktgst, mst kmnft sa. $mr sgfgk egrkg c' *ogkh,ogm gmkg' El(snfgk $gmk, palmtmsnfg ^gkhukegk, hcru' smkh wmrcunf daktmkumgrlmnf cuj hg' ?cujgkhgk. &nf l(nfgltg lghmelmnfkcnf hmgsgk gmklgunftgkhgk $artgk, mnf scetg kmnfts, hgkk mnffmglt gs j!r ogssgr zu snfwgmegk. c, ukh w(frgkh 2gmhg m'2mktgrerukh kanf er8lgkh ukh hcogm lgmnft ckegsajjgk mfrg+gstglluke pgr Xglgjak hurnfeco, sgtztg mnf 'mnf 'mt 7uhalj ckhmg +cr. 7uhalj sgrvmgrtg j!r uks +mgr ukh aekcn, hgkaekcn sp!ltgk wmr sajart fmkuktgr, ogm' +mgr lmg=gk wmr uks

4gmt, hckk vgrsnflass 7uhalj hmg X!r zur +cr, mregkhgtwcshr!ndtg mf' cujs Eg'!t, gr orcunftg kanf gmkgk zwgmtgk aekcn,lckeg olmndtg gr 'mr cksnflmg=gkh mk hmg *uegk, ogvar gr

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scetg0 &nf fcog 'mnf mk hmg ^tuhgktmk, ^@omllg vak +ure,vgrlmgot. &nf dckk kmnft 'gfr afkg smg lgogk. &nf wcrgrstcukt, grstcukt sawmg rctlas, wcfrsnfgmklmnf saecrjcssukeslas, hcogm vgrsunftg mnf landgr ukh l(ssme hmg^mtuctmak zu ogergmjgk, hgkk kur gmk jclsnfgs $art'gmkgrsgmts mk `gkg' 3a'gkt ukh gs w(rg zu gmkgrErgkzsmtuctmak egda''gk. 3mr wcr sajart dlcr, hcss 7uhalj'gmkgk 7ct sunftg. *lsa jrcetg mnf mfk0 ^nfl(jst hu ogrgmts'mt mfr# Eglgegktlmnf, wmr lmgogk uks kmnft sa wmg hu hmrhcs vmgllgmnft varstgllst, gs mst 'gfr sa gmkg sgHugllg Emgrcujgmkckhgr, ; gs pcndt uks vak 4gmt zu 4gmt, ukh hckk 'cnfgkwmr >l(kg j!r hmg 4udukjt. $mllst hu 2gmhg vgrlcssgk#1gmk, u' Eattgs $mllgk kgmk. 1mg'cls d8kktg mnf 2gmhg hcscktuk. /u wmllst clsa zwgmelgmsme jcfrgk, vgrstgfg mnf hmnfrmnftme# ^a ukegj(fr. *fkt 2gmhg hgkk gtwcs# /cs elcuogmnf kmnft, mnf omk 'mr saecr zmg'lmnf smnfgr, hcss smg kmnftscfkt smg wgm= ecr kmnfts, clsa hgjmkmtmv kmnfts% 2gmhg s(ujt

zurzgmt rglctmv vmgl, cujjcllgkh vmgl, cu=grhg' mst smgtces!ogr egrkg 'cl sa j!r gmk; ahgr cunf zwgm ^tukhgk gmkjcnfwge. Zmgllgmnft fct smg sglogr gmkgk ?mgofcogr# &k hmgsg'*uegkolmnd, dcu' hcss mnf zu Gkhg egspranfgk fcttg, dlapjtg gsck hgr X!r, wglnfg vak 7uhalj vgrsnflassgk warhgk wcr. 7uhaljgrfao smnf ukh snflass hmg X!r wmghgr cuj 2gmhg dc' fgrgmkegwckdt. &fr snflmg=t gunf gmk# ^gmh mfr fmgr c' $mnfsgk,ahgr, wcs, g@# 2gmhg, omttg ogrufmeg hmnf, scetg 7uhalj.&nf dckk 'mr snfak varstgllgk, wcs fmgr fmktgr 'gmkg' 7!ndgk!ogr 'mnf egtrctsnft wmrh kmnfts Eutgs, sa mst hcs k('lmnf.&fr sgmh hanf hgr lgtztg /rgnd, mfr sgmh sa gtwcs vak snfgm=ghrcuj, vak 3mst ukh >mssg ogsuhglt, hcss mnf datzgk d8kktg.

$mgsa omgtgst hu hgmkgr )rcu kmnfts zu trmkdgk ck# $cs sallhcs# 3uss mnf gtwc hcru' ogttglk# $cs '8nftgst hu hgk egrkgtrmkdgk, 'gmk ^nf(tznfgk# )rcetg 7uhalj sa f8jlmnf wmg kurmregkh '8elmnf. &nf wmll cunf kgk" aekcn, gmkgk /appgltgkomttg... ukh hcs 'mt hg' ^nf(tznfgk, 'gmk agsmg hgs El!nds, hmg 'mnf zurzgmt ogel!ndt, cogr hcvak fcotmfr `c sawmgsa dgmkg *fkuke, mfr >gkkgr. 1cnf hmgsgkcujsnflussrgmnfgk ^(tzgk scndtg 2gmhg tatcl ogsajjgk mk smnfzusc''gk. &nf ukh 7uhalj truegk smg varsmnftme cuj gmkg ?mgeg,hgndtgk smg zu, ukh emkegk ck hmg 2atglrgzgptmak. ^nfwgmegkhrcunftgk wmr hart gmkg 4mecrrg, hczu trckdgk wmr grkgutaekcn. 7uhalj wmrdtg kcnfhgkdlmnf, mnf fmkegegk sunftg mk'gmkg' 3


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supgregml. 7uhalj snf'alz j8r'lmnf hcfmk, sgmkg Egsmnftsr8tgkcf' grfgolmnf zu, hanf hckk scetg gr0 &nf elcuog hcs mst`gtzt kmnft hgr eggmekgtg 4gmtpukdt !ogr uksgrg +gzmgfuke zusprgnfgk# c, sa scetg gs 7uhalj zu hgr ^tuhgktmk, hmghcrcujfmk gmk wgkme vgrst8rt wmrdtg. *nf, kmnft# Egstgrk m'+gtt fcst hu 'mr kanf gtwcs vak gmkgr gvgktugllgk 4udukjtvaregjcsglt, ukh `gtzt sall mnf hcs 3cul fcltgk, ahgr wcs#1gmk, sa hanf kmnft. &nf '8nftg 'mnf `gtzt 'mt !regk cllgmkguktgrfcltgk, wmr sprgnfgk uks gmk ckhgrgs 3cl, gmkvgrstckhgk#Zak 'mr cus, mnf fcog sawmgsa kanf gtwcs $mnftmegs var. /ckkvgrlmg= uks hmg ^tuhgktmk. 1cnfhg' hmgsgs egsnfgfgk wcr,vgrsp!rtg 7uhalj ?!hgrs gmkgk dr(jtmegk 2crkhrcke. &nf egfg'cl durz co`cunfgk, da''g cogr elgmnf wmghgr, lmg= gr 'mnfwmssgk, ukh vgrsnfwckh mk hgk prmvctgk 7(u'lmnfdgmtgk hgs2atgls. >l8tzlmnf dlmkegltg 'gmk 2ckh@ ; 7clj wcr hrck, gr wcrk!nftgrk ukh gr oct 'mnf kcnf 38llgr zu da''gk, mk `gkgogr!f'tg Gnddkgmpg mk -ttgksgk hmrgdt c' ^prmtzgkplctz. &nf

scetg zu, cogr kur hgsfclo, wgml 7uhalj ?!hgrs !ogrfcupt kmnftwmghgr cujtcunftg, aowafl mnf mfk ogm' >mssgk ukh ^nfgm=gksmkegk f8rgk dakktg cujerukh hgssgk wcr mnf gmk wgkmevgr(regrt, mnf lggrtg 'gmk aekcn;Elcs ukh vgrlmg= hcs 2atgl.1cnfhg' mnf hmg Gnddkgmpg ogtrgtgk fcttg, grolmndtg mnf 7clj,gr wmrdtg ogstgks eglcukt ukh wmkdtg 'mnf ck sgmkgk Xmsnf./arms sgrvmgrtg 'mr sajart gmkg )lcsnfg +mgr sawmg gmkgk*pjgldark, w(frgkh smg hcs tct olmndtg smg 'mnf sa gmegkcrtmeck. &st mregkhgtwcs# )rcetg mnf. /anf /arms snf!ttgltg kur'mt hg' lctz fmktgr hgk Xrgsgk ukh tct sa cls w(rg cllgs mk-rhkuke. 1uk grfao 7clj hcs $art, gr scetg0 &nf 'uss hmr

gtwcs scegk, ukh gromttg fmgr'mt hgmkgk 7ct, mnf fcog 'mnfk('lmnf mk `g'ckhgk vgrlmgot, mk gmkg >grsak hmg hu sgfr eutdgkkst. &nf wgm= ogrgmts snfak wgk hu... . 1gmk, scetg7clj, lcss 'mnf omttg gtwcs scegk, lcss 'mnf var cllg' zuGkhg sprgnfgk, hu 'cest gs ogstm''t cunf kmnft, wgkk hmnf`g'ckh sa afkg wgmtgrgs uktgrormnft, ahgr# Ckh tu var cllg'kmnft m''gr sa, cls wgkk hu snfak cllgs m' Zarcus wgm=t, mnfdckk hcs kmnft co% ... Gs mst 'mr k('lmnf sgfr wmnftme, hgkksmg mst sa eckz ckhgrs cls 3cehc, smg, hmg 1gug, mstvgrst(khkmsvallgr, cuj'grdsc'gr ukh smg lgmtgt gmk 2atgl, ukhzwcr fmgr mk *ltakc. 3mttgk mk *ltakc% &st hcs kmnftukelcuolmnf# O3mr wcr kct!rlmnf sajart dlcr, hcss 7clj vak0

2gmhg ?!hgrs sprcnf, cogr mnf lmg= mfk wgmtgr rghgk, hgkk grsnfmgk smnf cuj hcs Egspr(nf 'mt 'mr sgfr mktgksmv varogrgmtgtzu fcogk, hcru' snfwmge mnf, ukh mnf tct sa, cls w!rhg mnfrgmk ecr kmnfts wmssgkN. Gs mst, hu wmrst gs wafl dcu'elcuogk0 2gmhg ?!hgrs, scetg 7clj gupfarmsnf, ukh gr strcfltghcogm wmg gmk 2akmedunfgkpjgrh. /css gs smnf u' smg fckhgltwmrh hmnf `gtzt wcfrsnfgmklmnf zmg'lmnf !ogrrcsnfgk, kmnftwcfr# *ogr mnf elcuog gs mst kmnft kur0 omllmegr, snf'utzmegr,pgrvgrsgr ^gH hgr 'mnf ukh 2gmhg mk grstgr ?mkg vgromkhgt, gsmst 'gfr... gs mst 'gfr cls kur gmk *ogktgugr, mnf elcuog smglmgot 'mnf, wcs 'gmkst hu, lmgot smg 'mnf, fct smg snfak 'cl

gtwcs !ogr 'mnf mk hgmkgr Egegkwcrt vgrlcutgk lcssgkhmgsogz!elmnf# $mg sall mnf 'mnf `gtzt ola= vgrfcltgk#)rcetg mnf 'mnf mk `gkg' 3a'gkt.

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Ckh kanf w(frgkh mnf 'gmk ;1athmgkst gr8jjkgk, hgkkmregkhwafgr 'uss hmg l(kg, sajgrk 2gmhg hc'mt cunf gmkvgrstckhgk mst,snfgmkgk sgfr eut hurnfhcnft zu sgmk, wgkk mnf hcs gmk'cl sa

mktgrprgtmgrgk hcrj# &st 2gmhg wmrdlmnf egkcusa el!ndlmnf wmghu, 7clj# c, hgkdst hu hgkk mnf omk tatcl ogsnfgugrt# )rcegsmg hanf sglogr, hckk wmrh smg hmr uksgrg ?mgog ajjgkocrgk, hc

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omk mnf 'mr eckz smnfgr% $gkk hu 'mr gmkg wgmtgrg hglmdctg)rceg egstcttgst# 1uk, (f, mk ^cnfgk *ldafal, wcrst hu mkhgk lgtztgk cfrgk dgmk / fcttg fmkegegk gmk wgkme zueglget./mg ?mkdg wcr 'mt !ogr L mk hgr 2c'ouregr +!regrsnfcjtvgrtrgtgk ukh hmg )/> wcr kcnf gmkg' grstgk Gmkhrund zwcr cunf

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mk hgr +!regrsnfcjt, cogr gogk kanf kmnft smnfgr, m' ?cujg hgrst(khmegk 2anfrgnfkukegk wcr hckk smnfgr0 /mg )/> fcttg gskmnft egsnfcjjt. 2cuptscnfg wmr smkh mk hgr+!regrsnfcjt, scetg 3cehc, ukh grfao hcogm jgmgrlmnf mfrElcs. $mr stmg=gk hcrcujfmk cllg 'mtgmkckhgr ck. 7uhalj ukh2gmhg jmglgk smnf wgmkgkh, var ?mgog, u' hgk 2cls. 3cehc ukh7clj stm''tgk hmg &ktgrkctmakclg ck, hmg Ermsfc's, +grtXgujgl, fcktcl, +mcknc sawmg cunf


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smnf sglost vgrlcssgk. &nf wmll hc'mt scegk, hcss gmkg era=g/ ukh /C, j!r 2c'oure, dgmkg ?8suke mst,gs mst vmgl'gfr gmkg 1at;?8suke 'gfr kmnft. /gkk, wgkk hmg/C 'mt hgk Er!kgk zusc''gk egft, hckk mst hcs hgr Cktgreckehgr Er!kgk, ukh zwcr cuj oukhgswgmtgr Gogkg. Egkcusa mstgs% ^cetg Xrmzm vall *kgrdgkkuke zu 3crtmk. $cru' Xrmzmpl8tzlmnf sa gmk hgrcrtme stcrdgs &ktgrgssg ck hgr >almtmdgkthgndt fcttg, olmgo vmglgk ukdlcr, cogr gs wcr kcnftr(elmnfogtrcnftgt gmkg grjrgulmnfg Gktwmndluke, hmg cunf cuj hmgckhgrgk c' +rukkgk, sa kcnf ukh kcnf, !ogrermjj. 3crma 2uckcfcttg smnf gogkjclls mk hmg palmtmsnfg /gocttg'mtgmkegsnfcltgt, gr walltg gmk 4gmnfgk sgtzgk. *ogr wmgsalltg hmgsgs 4gmnfgk cussgfgk# )rcetgk smnf vmglg. Ckh grlmg= gs uks cllgk ck gmkg' rgekgrmsnfgk )gorucr;Xce wmssgk,mkhg' gr scetg0 &nf wgrhg 'gmkg $afkuke mk 2gm'jglh kguhgdarmgrgk, clsa sa u'egstcltgk, hcss smg wmghgr sa cussmgftwmg 'gmk 4m''gr hc'cls mk hgr >s@nfmctrmg mk ^nflgswme ck hgr

^nflgm... Xrmzm, 'gmk 3(usnfgk, hu grmkkgrst hmnf hanfogstm''t kanf, kmnft wcfr# Ckh Xrmzm grmkkgrtg smnf mk hgrXct hcrck, smg orcnftg cujerukh hgssgk mfrg )rguhg mk hg' 3c=zu' *ushrund, hcss smg 'gfrjcnf cuj hgr ^tgllg mk hmg ?ujtsprcke, hcogm mfrg 2(khg rgnft gmegkcrtme snf!ttgltg ukh m''grwmghgr rmgj0 :


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vgrst(khkmsvallgs, wgkk kmnft saecr 'mtlgmhmegs ?(nfglk zu,hcs vak 3cehc wcr'fgrzme grwmhgrt wurhg. /mg ^tuhgktmk, hmg'mt 7uhalj ?!hgrs Ocunf wgkk 'ck `gtzt ckhgrgs grwcrtgk w!rhgNkmnft spmkkgjgmkh wcr, smg 'cnftg vak uks cllgk hgkcusegelmnfgkstgk Gmkhrund, smg snfmgk hmg 4gmt, kur sa j!rsmnf, zur!ndeghrgft zu fcogk, (fklmnf dc' 'mr cunf 7uhalj var,cllgs wcr wmghgr mk egarhkgtgk +cfkgk, dgmkgr 'cnftg hg'ckhgrgk Zarw!rjg. Ckh hgkkanf, daflg'(=me lmgj gs j!r `ghgkvak uks0 *llgs ckhgrg cls eut, gmkg kgug &hgg 'usstg fgr.Xgujgl wcr ogrgmts c' >lckgk, cogr gs dc' kmnft vmgl hcogmfgrcus, ; vmglgs jukdtmakmgrtg gmkjcnf kmnft 'gfr, hgkk hmg?ceg mk `gkgk Xcegk wcr mregkhwmg0 ?(f'gkh. /mg Xctscnfg, hcsshmg ?gutg, clsa hgr kar'cl stgrolmnfg +!regr cuj hgr ^trc=g,hurnf 2crtz &Z c' cosalutgk *oerukh ckegda''gk wcrgk, ukh cunfhmg Grdgkktkms, hcss hmg Er!kgk0 2crtz &Z gmkst 'mt coegsgekgtfcttgk, hc'mt gs hgk +gtrajjgkgk kanf ogsnfmssgkgr emke clsafkgfmk snfak, grwgndtg ogm hg' palmtmsnf ogukrufmetgk

$gnfsglw(flgr hcs Egj!fl, gs stm''t wmrdlmnf kmnfts 'gfr m'eggmktgk /gutsnflckh. /gutsnflckh wcr kmnft 'gfr hcs ?ckh hgr/mnftgr ukh /gkdgr, gs wcr vmgl'gfr gmk uk!ogrsmnftlmnfgr^cufcujgk gmkgr h!rrgk sawmg glmt(rgk -ogrdlcssg ukh gmkgrCktgrsnfmnft, hmg mk hmg pgr'ckgktg 5


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cunf0 $gkk 'ck hgkdt gs egft kmnft 'gfr, da''t vak mregkhwagmk ?mnftlgmk fgr% *ogr wgkk hmg ogsnfmssgkg /C tcts(nflmnfgmklgkdt, wgkk hmg mfr sazmclgs Egwmssgk, afkg wgkk ukh cogr,rgjar'mgrgk, ukh gs kmnft zuvmgl vgrlcket mst, hcss hmg cunf'cl kcnf uktgk eundgk, ukh smnf hckk hcogm gtwcs wmrdlmnf(khgrt, ukh kmnft kur cuj rgemakclgr Gogkg, sakhgrkoukhgswgmt, hcss clsa 2crtz &Z egkgrgll, j!r cllg,grtr(elmnfgr wmrh, hcss gs grf8ft wmrh u' 'mkhgstgks M55 Gura,`c, hcs w(rg wgkmestgks gmk lgtztgs *ujjlcndgrk vak/g'adrctmg0 ^a wmg mnf smg vgrstgfg, hgkk ogsnfgm=gk wgrhgkuks hmg >almtmdgr cunf mk 4udukjt, hc d8kkt mfr cllg gmkgkhrcuj lcssgk. *ogr cll hmgsg Grdgkktkmssg orcnftgk uks hc'clswgkme, wgml wmr m' tmgjstgk &kkgrgk egkcusa hcnftgk ukhj!fltgk. fcktcl emke saecr wmghgr cndgrk, ; mfrg +mlhgrvgrdcujtgk smnf kmnft 'gfr eut, fcktcl wcr sgltgk vak hgr3usg; ukh hg' El!nd egd!sst, smg trmgo gs mk gmkg'Ghgloarhgll, wa smnf hmg 2c'ouregr >ra'mkgkz hmg


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rgnft, hgkk hu eundst sa sgltsc'# $cfrsnfgmklmnf fcst hurgnft, 'gmk 3(usnfgk% $cs 'gmkst hu 'mt wcfrsnfgmklmnf#&nf 'gmkg, gr fct kmnft hmg elgmnfgk >raolg'g sa wmg wmr smgfcogk, gr smgft hmg >raolg'g, 'gfr ahgr wgkmegr,hmjjgrgkzmgrtgr, wgml smg mfk `c kmnft ukoghmket pgrs8klmnfogtrgjjgk. Zak 'mr cus% &nf fcog m' 3a'gkt sawmgsa ckhgrgâregk. 3cl wcs eckz *dtugllgs0 $cs mst gmegktlmnf 'mt 7cljlas# &nf wgm= kmnft 'gfr cls ckhgrg !ogr mfk. 3grdw!rhme%Ckh mk hgr Xct, 7clj fcttg smnf pl8tzlmnf wmghgr zu'âregkdmkh gktwmndglt, hgr *ldafal wcr grkgut sgmk st(khmegr+gelgmtgr egwarhgk. 7clj wcr ogm 38llgr, hgr wgltogr!f'tgkGnddkgmpg mk -ttgksgk, cujj(llme egwarhgk, ; ckegsajjgk, 'mtgmkg' +mgr mk hgr 2ckh, fcttg gr smnf var hgk ^tc''e(stgk sahgrcrtme egfgk lcssgk, hcss 'ck mf' 'mt 7cuswurj eghraftfcttg, wcs sp(tgr hckk cunf egsnfcf. *ogr, wcs wcr hgkk kukdakdrgt varegjcllgk# 7clj, hgr omswgmlgk zu $gflgmhmedgmt ukh^glostsnf'grz kgmetg, fcttg pgr 2ckh@ gmkg Drztmk ckegrujgk

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mnf clsa tuk# &nf snfrmgo% &nf snfrmgo ukh wckhtg 'mnf wmghgr7mnftuke 2croure, hart, wa hgr +rukkgk c' 7ctfcus cuj 'mnfegwcrtgt fcttg, ukh hcs sgmt gwmegk 4gmtgk `ghgkjclls dc' gs'mr sa var. c, gs wcr Gkhg 3(rz cls hmg 1gugk va' +rukkgk mk*ujrgeuke egrmgtgk, hgkk pl8tzlmnf wcr hcs $art )landg mkcllgr 3ukhg. )landg wcr gmkg dlgmkg Gmso(r;/c'g, hmg m'1!rkogregr 4aa 'mt hgr 2ckh cujegzaegk wurhg. 1anf gmk cfrzuvar fcttg grsak cuj /cugr, ; mnf wgm= wavak mnf

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Gr, uksgr ouktgr >cpcegm, sprmnft hanf kur hcs cus, wcs fmgrm' 2atgl sawmgsa cllg l(kest snfak hgkdgk, ; gs cogr kmnftajjgk cussprgnfgk, wgml smg +c''gl fcogk. ^a# $cs hgkdt 'cksmnf hgkk sa m' 2atgl# *lsa, wgkk hu gs eckz egkcu wmssgkwmllst, hckk wmrh m''gr 8jtgrs egscet0 /css 3cehc v8llmehurnfeghrgft mst, hcss smg ck Egltukesogh!rjtmedgmt lgmhgt ;hmg tmndt hanf kmnft 'gfr scuogr, gktsnfulhmeg omttg, cogr hmgf(lt smnf hanf tcts(nflmnf j!r gmkg vallda''gkg >almtmdgrmk,hcs mst kcnf 'gmkg' G'pjmkhgk0 Er8=gkwcfk% -hgr# ... Ckh hckk'cl gtwcs zu 7clj, hmgsg' cldafaldrckdgk, egfmrkc'putmgrtgk,h('lmnfgk Zall;>s@nfapctfgk ukh -ogrsnfwcnfdapj cus*snfcjjgkoure, hgr egf8rt hanf zgmtlgogks mk gmkg egsnflassgkg

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Gs mst snfak wmghgr hgr Egtr(kdg;^grvmng, scetg smg zu 'mr,gmkgk *uegkolmnd, mnf omk elgmnf wmghgr hc, mnf egog kur durzhmg +gstglluke cuj, omk elgmnf wmghgr zur!nd, mnf jlmgeg.

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snflm''# ^nflm''gr% 3cest kanf gmkgk *pjgldark, ahgr fcst huegkue# Gmkgr egft kanf% Gmkgr egft kanf# $gkk kmnfts 'gfregft, hcs egft m''gr. Gs emot dgmk ogssgrgs 2gml'mttgl cls hgk^ujj. *uj /raegk, fcrtg /raegk wafleg'grdt, sa wmg 3akc smgsmnf co ukh zu 'cl rgmkpjgmjt, fcog mnf !ogrfcupt dgmkgk +and,mnf jmkhg, co gmkg' egwmssgk 4gmtpukdt smgft 'ck cunf wgr'cl ck hgr 1chgl fmke, ahgr smnf hgk ctrmnmc smkh uktgr ckhgrg' cuj hmg 7mgstgr;7gktgfgrgmkegjcllgk. &regkh sa gmk *komgtgr, clsa gmk +gsnfgm=gr,fct hmg ogmhgk zmg'lmnf egrupjt, hmg fcogk sa wgmt mnf wgm=cllg mfrg Grspcrkmssg vgrlargk. &ktgrgssckt, hgkk hcvak fcogmnf omsfgr kmnfts egwusst. *ogr 'mr wmrh `gtzt kct!rlmnfgmkmegs dlcrgr. Ckh wcs omttgsnf8k# Gr ukh sgmkg )rcu smkhmk lgtztgr 4gmt f(ujmegr m' 2atgl cls sakst, hmg egfgk zwcrcunf 'cl cus, `ghanf kmnft 'gfr sa ajt wmg jr!fgr. Zmgllgmnftgrz(flt gr 'mr `c 'cl gtwcs !ogr hmg 7mgstgr;7gktg, hgkkhckk wgrhg mnf uksgrg Eglhgr sajart zur!ndjarhgrk, ; mnf fcttg

vak *kjcke ck sa gmk ukeutgs Egj!fl, cogr fmktgrfgr mst 'ck `cm''gr snflcugr. ^mnfgrlmnf mst *rtfur Ermsfc', wgkk 'ck mfkukh sgmkg )rcu cls Egsnf(hmetg ogtrcnftgt, kur gmk Gmkzgljcll,tratzhg' scet 'mr 'gmkg mkkgrg ^tm''g gtwcs ckhgrgs ukh hcsmst kmnfts Eutgs. &nf vgrcosnfmghgtg 'mnf vak /arms ukhsprcnf 'mt +mcknc, pgr 2ckh@, hc mnf smg smnf kmnft m' 2atglogjckh 'mt +mckncs Gmkvgrst(khkms lmg= mnf uksgrg eg'gmksc'gsp(tgrg *ltgrs;4usctz;Zgrsareuke ukvgrz!elmnf starkmgrgk. *lsmnf 2gmhg ?!hgrs hcvak grz(fltg, scetg smg zu 'mr0 /cs fcogkwmr, mnf ukh 7uhalj, l(kest snfak egtck, hmg 7mgstgr;7gktg msthanf sawmgsa kur +gsnfmss, cogr salnfg Grdgkktkmssg da''gkjcst m''gr zu sp(t. $gkk hu gmkgk sgrm8sgk *komgtgr jmkhgk

w!rhgst... hu kur 'cl sa cls +gmspmgl, hckk '!sstgst huk('lmnf :5.555 Gura kgtta gmkzcflgk ukh hckk kanf 'cl `ghgk3akct A55 Gura kgtta gHtrc, hc'mt hu m' *ltgr gmkmegr'c=gk!ogr hmg 7ukhgk da''st ukh kmnft vgrfukegrst. Ckh wafgrwgm=t hu hcs sa egkcu, lmgostg 2gmhg# Gkhg lgtztgk cfrgswcr gmk cusj!frlmnfgr +grmnft m' )grksgfgk, ukh mkkgrfclo hgs+grmnftgs wurhg ogz!elmnf hgr 7mgstgr;7gktg Xcnfglgsegspranfgk, hgsfclo wgm= mnf hcs, kmnft snflgnft, ahgr# GmkgkXce sp(tgr grz(fltg 'mr 7uhalj ?!hgrs0 2gmhg fct 'mr varfmksgfr gmkhrundsvall grz(flt, hcss hu hgmkg; sawmg cunf +mckncs7mgstgr;7gktg starkmgrt fcst, mst hg' sa# *llgrhmkes% /cs

fcst hu cunf eut eg'cnft, sgfr eut saecr, hgkk hc wcr Gkhglgtztgk cfrgs gmk mktgrgsscktgr +grmnft m' )grksgfgk wgegk

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?mkdspcrtgm gmkegsnfwargk, kmnft wcfr# Ckh hart sgfg mnf, ukhvmglg ckhgrg cunf, hgk sazmclgk )rmghgk ukh hmg /g'adrctmg j!rhmgsgs ?ckh... gktsnfulhmeg omttg, cogr hcs mst hmg wcfrg$cfrfgmt ukh +grt Xgujgl 'gmkt gs hanf kur eut 'mt hmr sawmg'mt 7clj, kmg'ckh wmll hmr gtwcs +8sgs. ^gft mfr ckhgrgk hcscunf sa, ahgr, wcs# )rcetg 3cehc. *llg vgrfcrrtgk grsnfrandgkmkkg, dgmkgr wcetg gs0 3cehc afkg, wgkk ukh cogr hmg 3gmkukezu scegk. &nf fcog snfak vgrstckhgk, scetg 3cehc 'mtjukdglkhgk *uegk. ^mg wmrdtg hcogm gktkgrvt, drcjtlas ukhmregkhgtwcs snfmgk mfr hmg ?gogksgkgremg egka''gk zu fcogk./ckk, j!r uks cllg v8llme ukgrwcrtgt, fgultg 3cehc, 7clj lgetgsgmkgk *r' u' smg, ukh scetg0 ?css uks gtwcs trmkdgk egfgk,hgkk *ldafal mst m''gr kanf hmg ogstg 3ghmzmk, wgkk hmg $glt!ogr gmkgk zusc''gkormnft elcuog 'mr. Ckh sa grfaogk smnf3cehc sawmg 7clj, wcrjgk uks 2gru'stgfgkhgk kanf gmkgkemjtmegk +lmnd zu, `c ukh hckk lctsnftgk smg hgprm'mgrt kcnf38llgr lckesc', kcnfhgkdlmnf, mk smnf egdgfrt;, ukh eassgk

smnf hmg ^nf(hgl hmnft. $mg ogrgmts vak 'mr grwcrtgt, dc'gkhmg ogmhgk c' k(nfstgk 3aregk kmnft cus mfrgk 4m''grk, u' 'mtuks ckhgrgk eg'gmksc' zu jr!fst!ndgk. &nf wgrhg hgk3m'asgk, wcs zu jrgssgk cujs 4m''gr ormkegk, scetg 2gmhg?!hgrs, ukh kct!rlmnf gmk omssnfgk wcs zu scujgk, hgkk hmgzwgm smkh egstgrk hanf sgfr sp(t mk mfrg 4m''gr egeckegk. Ckhsa gmk dr(jtmegr ^nflund cus hgr >ullg fct kanf kmg'ckhgkegsnfchgt. c, tu hcs, scetg +grt Xgujgl, gmkg eutg &hgg,ukh er!=g 3cehc snf8k vak 'mr, ; sceg mfr, hcss gs 'mr lgmhtut, mnf jmkhg snfak gtwcs vak hg' wmr cllg mk kcfglmgegkhgr4udukjt prajmtmgrgk. 3cnf mfr rufme gmk omssnfgk 3ut, hgkk smgdckk mfk `gtzt mk hmgsgr ^mtuctmak smnfgrlmnf egorcunfgk.

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'mt fcktcl ukh 'mt +grt Xgujgl# &nf fcog k('lmnf sa hgkGmkhrund, hcss mfr gtwcs mk >lckuke fcot, mst hcs hgr )cll,3cus# Gs mst hmg cltg >raolg'ctmd% fcktcl w!rhg egrkgwmghgr var hgr raolg'sprgnfgk. Ckh fcst hu gs j!r mfk egtck# 1gmk, hgkk gs mstkmnft 'gfr katwgkhme. uck fct wmghgr cllgs uktgr cpmgrg smkh gmkwckhjrgm, gogksa hmg vak sgmkg'*kfcke. ^a wmg gs cussmgft fct Xgujgl smnf j!r mfk mks 4gueeglget +gzmgfukegk smkh gogk hcs fclog; ahgr vak 'mr cus0/cs eckzg ?gogk. $mrh uck mk 2croure;2gm'jglh wafkgkolgmogk cuj /cugr, ahgr mst zu ogj!rnftgk, hcss gr 'mt sgmkgr)c'mlmg kcnf *ltakcI-ttgksgk zmgft# Gr olgmot vargrst hc, wa

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+mcknc j!frtg mfk zu 'mr ck hgk Xmsnf, ukh kcnf hgr !olmnfgk+ger!=uke, wmg gs uktgr cltgk

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/raegkcof(kemeg gmkegrmnftgt 7(u'lmnfdgmt zur!nd ukh ogttgltg'mt hrafgkhgk )(ustgk wgmtgr, oms mfk `g'ckh mk hgk *rsnf trctukh var hmg X!r sgtztg. +`8rk wcr 'mt ^mnfgrfgmt dgmkGmkzgljcll mk `gkgk Xcegk, hgkkanf rgpr(sgktmgrtg gr gmk^azmclvgrfcltgk, hcs cuj !ogr'(=megk /raegk; sawmg*ldafaldaksu' ju=tg, ukh hg'zujaleg 'gmkg *uj'grdsc'dgmtgrrget fcttg, sa hcss mnf 'mnf ogrujgk j!fltg, gtwcs tmgjgr mkhmg ^gglgk hgr /urnfeghrgftgk fmkgmkzuolmndgk. /mg Er!khukegmkgr sgrm8sgk ^glostfmljgeruppg mk 2croure snfmgk 'mrhrmkegkh katwgkhme zu sgmk, u' hgk $cfksmkkmegk gmkg kgug>lcttjar' zu egogk, u' smnf zu rgsazmclmsmgrgk. *llgrhmkes wcrhmg C'sgtzuke hgssgk, ukh hcs kmnft kur cus lcutgr+cr'fgrzmedgmt... clsa hmg C'sgtzuke sglogr wcr kct!rlmnf 'mt^nfwmgrmedgmtgk vgroukhgk, wgml hmg $cfksmkkmegk kmnft t(elmnfhurnf mfrg gHzgssmvg ?gogkswgmsg ^nflcezgmlgk 'cnftgk. Zmglgvak hgk /raegkcof(kemegk kcf'gk mfr Glgkh mkhmvmhugll ck, hgkksmg wurhgk 'mt Grsctzhraegk vgrsaret, hmg gs mfkgk

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salltgk wmr uks gmk'cl var *uegk j!frgk, wcs gs oghgutgt, wgkkwmr cllg eg'gmksc' ck gmkg' ^trcke zmgfgk. 2csnf ukh Ercs mstk('lmnf, lgmhgr, omllmegr egwarhgk, hmg ^trc=gkhgclgr omgtgkzu' Xgml rglctmv eutgs 4gue wgmt uktgr >rgms ck, hcs mst kmnftfmkkgf'ocr, gs mst kmnft cdzgptcogl. $cs snfl(est hu var#)rcetg ?mlmtf 'mt el(kzgkhgk *uegk. 1uk, 'gmkg ^nf8kg, scetgXgujgl, mnf hgkdg mk grstgr ?mkmg ck hgk 4wmsnfgkfckhgl, hgkkhgr lmget 'gmkgr 3gmkuke kcnf m' +grgmnf hgs 9ogrsnfcuocrgk.Ckh wgml hcs sa mst, wmg gs mst, fcog mnf, ckfckh vak 4cflgkukh vmglgrlgm Grdgkktkmssgk, 'mt hg' fmgr ckwgsgkhgk ucksnfak 'cl varco gmkgk >lck grcrogmtgt, hgr, wgkk cunf kanfkmnft eckz cusegrgmjt, gmkgr drmtmsnfgk +geutcnftuke 'gmkgr3mtstrgmtgr hurnfcus stckh fcltgk h!rjtg. 1cnf hmgsgkgmklgunftgkhgk $artgk, drc'tg Xgujgl gmkgk zusc''gkegjcltgtgk4gttgl fgrvar, gktol(ttgrtg hmgsgk, sgtztg smnf sgmkg +rmllgcuj, scf l(nfglkh mk hmg dlgmkg 7ukhg, ukh scetg hckk0 /mg


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3cus vak mfrg' >lctz ukh gktsnfwckh 7mnftuke /c'gktamlgttg.Ckegj(fr zwgm 3mkutgk sp(tgr grfao cunf mnf 'mnf ukh emke kcnfuktgk hart, wa smnf hmg Xamlgttgk ogjckhgk. ravmsmak, snflmg=lmnf sall cllgs egrgeglt; ukh ukcujj(llmevakstcttgk egfgk.

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wcrgk hgcltgk, wcs hcs 4gue fmglt, wmr vgrdcujtgk zwcr uktgr>rgms, cogr hgr X2 Egfclt va' Ercs, sp(tgr hckk cunf va'2csnf sglogr, wcr sa hgr'c=gk fanf, hcss smnf snfkgll gmkzcflukesdr(jtmegr almtmd ukh 3clgrgm ra'morcknfgmktgrgssckt zu 'cnfgk, tratzhg' 'cnftg smg lckejrmstmeegsgfgk0 3mkus. fcktcl wcr rgclmstmsnfgr, ukh sa wurhgk ogmhgkmnft kur hmg hmndstgk )rgukhmkkgk, kgmk, smg cndgrtgk cunfwmg hmg rgmsstgmegrukegk emke gs

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emot# /gkk kar'cl mst gs hanf kmnft, hcss smnf hgr wgmomsnfg-lg vak +gust cusegrgnfkgt vak gmkgr )rcu gtwcs scegk l(sst,kmnft wcfr# $mr 'usstgk cllg snfcllgkh lcnfgk ; cujerukhuksgrgs 2ckjdaksu's, ukh cunf +grt Xgujgl dakktg, kcnf *rtfursgmkgk $artgk, dcu' ck smnf fcltgk. 1cnfhg' mnf jgrtmeeglcnft fcttg, zae mnf 'mnf j!r gmkgk *uegkolmnd ck hmg7gzgptmak hgs 2atgls zur!nd, mnf walltg cllgmkg sgmk. Ckh saomss mnf gmk ^t!nd 2csnf co, trckd k"gk dr(jtmegk ^nflund +mgrfmktgrfgr; ukh sgtztg 'mnf mk gmkgk hgr eg'!tlmnfgk ^gssgl.&nf arhkgtg 'gmkg Eghckdgk, mregkhgtwcs mk 'mr e(rtg, mnfelcuog, hc'cls, mk `gkg' 3a'gkt, !ogrdc' 'mnf sa gmkgmegkcrtmegs Egj!fl vak 7cnfsunft, kmnft m' ^mkkg vak0almtmd. ^mnfgrlmnf smkh^pruke ukh $clhsnfrct *uskcf'gk cuj hgr *reg mk 2c'oure;2croure, cogr smg omlhgtgk kct!rlmnf, cunf 'cl wmghgr,>crchgogmspmglg j!r hmg u'strmttgkg 2crtz &Z 7gjar', wglnfghgk /gutsnfgk hcs ?gogk zur 28llg 'cnftg. /mg


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var hg' ogstmclmsnfgk Egstckd gdgltg. &k hgr Xct mst sa gtwcscllgs ckhgrg cls cppgtmtlmnf, cogr mnf, hgr 7aomk 2aah j!r hmgegrgnftg ^cnfg, '!sstg smnf `c snf('gk, wgkk gr hgrcrtmegsmttlmnfg )gfltrmttg cuj gmkgr +gf8rhg cu=gr *nft lcssgkw!rhg, kmnft wcfr# ^pruke wmg cunf hgr wcfksmkkmeg $clhsnfrct,wcrgk !ormegks zu dgmkgr ^tgllukekcf'g ogrgmt, ; cls mnf smg'mt mfrgk ^cugrgmgk dakjraktmgrtg. ^mg hraftgk 'mr 'mtegrmnftlmnfgk ^nfrmttgk. ^pruke scetg c' Xglgjak, 'mt kcsclgr,wgmomsnfgr ^tm''g, zu 'mr0 /u omst sa gmk mktalgrcktgr^pmg=gr... ukh wgkk hu hgmk +unf !ogr uks vgr8jjgktlmnfst,hckk, hckk, hckk... hckk omst hu hrck, hu ^cufukh hu% ^avmglzur *rogmtseg'gmksnfcjt mk 2c'oure;2croure, wa gs m''gr kanfsa zuemke wmg cfrg zuvar, ; `c, hcss 'ck smnf kmnft kurwukhgrtg, kgmk, 'ck wcr cunf m''gr wmghgr vak hgk *uswmrdukegkhgr, vak 'mr savmgl zmtmgrtgk ukh vgrfcsstgk, 2crtz &Z 7gjar'oggmkhrundt oggmkhrundt m' kgectmvstgk ^mkkg% /cru', ukh hcs'gmkg mnf eckz gfrlmnf, wcrgk pl8tzlmnf mk 'mr pasmtmvg

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areckmsmgrt wurhg. &nf f8rg ukh stcukg, 7uhalj. /u 'cnfstcllg' *ksnfgmk kcnf Egsnf(jtg hmg 'mr omsfgr gkteckegk smkh,mst hg' sa# /cs ?gogk omgtgt gogk kmnft kur hgk egrchgk$ge, ; 'ck dckk smnf cunf 'cl gtwcs e8kkgk, hcs kmnft kur mkgmkg' 7gecl stgft, wa `ghgr kcnf +glmgogk zuergmjgk dckk.2anfwgrtmeg ^pmrmtuasgk smkh gmk lafkgkhgs Egsnf(jt, wgkk 'ckwgm=0 $mg 'ck hc'mt rmnftme u'egft ukh 'ck gmkgkvgrtrcugksvallgk grsak, +gzue kgf'gkh cuj hgk ormllcktgk Egsnf'cnd vak hmgsg'aekcn, hcrj mnf hanf gmkg >raekasg wcegk, ahgr# $ceg vak'mr cus, savmgl hu wmllst, cogr !ogrsnf(tzg 'gmkg4ust(khmedgmt kmnft, cllgr *kjcke mst snfwgr, wgkk gmkEgsnf(jt c' Gktstgfgk mst, hcs cunf Egwmkk cowgrjgk sall.&nf sceg... kgmk, mnf ogfcuptg0 /gr ^nfkcps da''t hmrgdt cus0

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wgehmsdutmgrgk walltg. *ls

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daktmkumgrlmnf hcfmk, smg wmrh kmnft egjckegk, smg lgot j!rsmnf sglost, wgml gs dgmkg Erukhvarcussgtzuke emot smg hurnfmregkhgtwcs zu oggmkjlussgk, wgkk sawmgsa snfak cllgsegegssgkgk mst. $gmnfg /raegk grlgmnftgrk gs gmkg',eglgegktlmnf `ghgkjclls, ck egwmssgk 3a'gktgk jgstzufcltgk,hgkk gs emot kuk 'cl 3a'gktg, hmg 'ck grfcltgk '8nftg... ukhgs smkh kct!rlmnf hmg eutgk 3a'gktg, cogr wckk egsnfgfgk hmghgkk snfak# 1cnftr(elmnf ogtrcnftgt# &nf '8nftg ^mg, 'gmkg?mgogk ?gsgr, mk hmgsg' 3a'gkt kmnft vgrwmrrgk, sa hcss ^mghgk )chgk vgrlmgrgk ukh ecr kmnfts 'gfr vgrstgfgk, mnf '8nftggmkjcnf kur hmg ?ggrg, hmg ^mkklasmedgmt vak ogstm''tgk3a'gktgk jgstfcltgk, hc'mt cunf `gkg durzgk *uegkolmndg gmkgk^tgllgkwgrt grfcltgk, hgr 'mt ogsakhgrgr 2mkecog zu ogcnftgkmst... hcs wmll m' Erukhg egka''gk kmnfts oghgutgk, cogr mnffcltg gs j!r wmnftme cunf cuj sa gtwcs gmk'cl fmkzuwgmsgk.Ckh u' ogm hg' Xfg'c0 3a'gktg ozw. *uegkolmndg zu olgmogk, sgmfmgr egscet0 *llg wmg wmr hc wcrgk wmr lmttgk, wmr lmttgk mk

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