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Panache Desai–Transcript [0:00:00] Edward: Well, hello and welcome, everyone. I am Edward Mills, the host and the
producer of this Abundant Mystic Series and I am very, very excited and so appreciative that you are here with us today. We have a big crowd here today for Panache Desai. Very excited to have Panache on the call with us today. We'll bring him in just a moment to bring his vibrational transformation and energy transmission and just his wonderful, wonderful presence, so looking forward to that.
Before we do that, I want to give you a heads up that we love, love, love to get
your comments, your questions, your insights, your ahas. It's a great way for you to share with others. It's a great way for you to integrate what you are learning when you share your insights and what you are taking in. Go to the Yes page, theabundantmystic.com/yes, scroll down until you see the comments section, click on the "Add a comment" button and go ahead and type your comment in there.
If, for some reason, you can't enter it into the Facebook comment area, just
enter it into the webcast Q&A section there just right above there. If we have time and have some questions, I'll be asking Panache -‐-‐ actually, I see that we have a couple of questions already that have come in before the call so hopefully we'll have time to get to some of those.
All right. Let's go ahead and get into our sacred space, our space where we
are open and able to receive the wisdom, the insight. Panache is going to be talking a lot about receiving today so it's wonderful that we take this time to begin that process of coming together into this collective field of intention.
Go ahead and just focus on your breath and with each breath you take in,
bring yourself present, bring yourself into this field, bring yourself into an openness and a willingness to take in and receive the insights, the energy, the vibration that Panache will be bringing us here in just a moment. With each exhale, as you release the breath, release tension in your body, let your body relax.
Remember that stress, tension is a sign of resistance. When you feel it in your body, it means you are resisting the abundance that is all around you, the abundance, the blessing that want to come into you. As you exhale, consciously relax your body and open more fully to the blessing, to the
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abundance, to the beauty of this life, this world that's all around you wanting to flow into you and through you. As we come together into the field where the intention is to expand the abundance, know that you have the capacity to create a life of true abundance. Know that you have the capacity to create personal prosperity in your life while you are in whatever way you choose serving the highest good of all, that those can co-‐exist. Abundance and service and spirit can co-‐exist. That is the intention of this series. That is the energy that Panache holds so beautifully and will be bringing to us right now as we bring him on. Thank you, thank you for joining us. Thank you for helping to co-‐create this field of abundance as we come together. Let me go ahead and read Panache's official bio and bring him in. He's already here with us on the line. If you don't know, Panache Desai is a contemporary spiritual teacher and an inspirational visionary whose gift of vibrational transformation has drawn thousands of people from around the world. He's not aligned with any religious or spiritual tradition but he acts as a direct line to divine consciousness, empowering people to free themselves of pain, suffering, sadness, and self-‐limiting beliefs. He is a highly sought after speaker featured regularly in print, broadcast media, and online. He recently appeared with Oprah Winfrey on the Emmy Award-‐winning series Super Soul Sunday and he's collaborated with internationally recognized spiritual teachers including Reverend Michael Bernard Beckwith, Elizabeth Lesser, Brian Weiss, M.D., James Van Praagh, Ram Dass, Alan Cohen, James Redfield, Colette Baron-‐Reid, Neale Donald Walsch and so many more. It is such a pleasure and an honor to have Panache with us here today. Help me welcome him vibrationally from where you are into our field. Panache, welcome and thank you so much for joining us here on the Abundant Mystic.
Panache: Well, thanks for having me. I can't wait to get started. I'm excited. [0:05:01] Edward: Let's do it. Let's start, Panache. Actually, just lay the groundwork and talk
about your definition, how you define true abundance. Panache: True abundances are not just state of being. When we're in harmony with
ourselves, when we're no longer judging ourselves, when we're no longer trying to improve or fit or become some other version of ourself, when we can just come into alignment with who we've been created to be, abundance happens.
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The current transformational model or the manifestational model is us
backwards because it's often focused on something is missing. For example, I don't have money in my life. In some way, that means something about me. People often start this exploration from a place of brokenness or wrong and when you start from there, you'll end up there. For me, any exploration that we undergo whether it be abundance or health or any of these states of being that are just natural states of being, if we can start from the truth that we are already abundant, then that's where we'll finish.
I always like to say to people that right now you are experiencing that abundance to the degree to which you are allowing it to be there. And what's getting in the way simply is always your emotional content that you repressed or suppressed or you've judged your sadness, your anger, and your fear. The more you repress or suppress that content and judge it, the more it becomes rage and the more it becomes depression and the more it becomes this irrational relationship with this energy of fear to the point where our natural potential becomes enshrouded and that natural state of abundance is no longer reflected in our lives. Our time together really is just a returning back to our state of abundance. It's letting go of all these transformational paradigms and models that just keep us kind of ensconced as victims and just moving into a state of empowerment through the conscious recognition that we are already that which we are seeking.
Edward: Wow, that's beautiful. There are so many people on this call. We've really attracted spiritual seekers, mystics, people who have a practice. What is it that prevents or gets in the way? When people have a spiritual practice, when they are doing the work, what prevents them? What gets in the way from their ability to create abundance or health or love in their lives?
Panache: They are actually trying to create a specific goal or an outcome. For me,
abundance isn't about your bank balance or about the current state of your credit card bill. Abundance is actually a feeling. It's an internal experience and I think that this is where it's all gotten lost in translation. A lot of conversations that we've had that have impacted mass consciousness like The Secret and manifestation and the law of attraction, all these things have only been half explored.
When we really get to it, our universe is a vibrational universe. It responds to
our personal energy and frequency. What does that mean? That means that our feeling is informing our reality and the highest state of being there is is peace. When you're at peace with yourself, your soul and your personality are in alignment, and the greatest gift there is is acceptance. The greatest tool that there is to access that is acceptance.
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The biggest issue or the biggest stumbling block is that spirituality has
become serious and it's become work. People are working on themselves. People are working on themselves thinking that the version of themselves that they are currently being is in some way inadequate or deficient.
Well, that actually is an insanity and that conversation implies that God or the divine or this infinite intelligence that made you doesn't know what it's doing. We've got to get beyond our collective ignorance around who we are, and the collective ignorance around who we are is that we are deficient in some way or that we are less than or that we are broken because we are human. You are not broken. Right now, I want you to know that you're everything. You are everything. You're infinite. And I know that because I experienced the divine. What I'm sharing with you is not based on something I've read in a book or the regurgitation of some ancient teaching that's been handed down from generation to generation or my interpretation of something. What I'm sharing with you is born of my own personal experience of this infinite majesty that 7.2 billion people are trying to connect with called God. That infinite energy is just love and it just loves you. And there's no work involved in that, there is no everything involved in that, there is no struggle involved in that because it's as natural as your breath. It as natural as the fact that you are breathing now and it is as real and as true as that. I just want you to know that. I think often we come to forums like these wanting to be fixed or healed or in some way look for something outside of us that doesn't already exist. That's all nonsense. That's not why we are here. We are here for you to be empowered in who you are as you are. So, just take some breaths and just open your palms and just receive that. We are here, for every single one of you, to be empowered in yourself as you are. As you are. That is the miracle. That is the key to accessing your abundance.
[0:10:15] Edward: It's interesting but probably no coincidence that the term for not having a lot
of money is "broke" and it's so close to "broken." I love that you've shifted us in our perception, in our awareness just in this short time out of this place of brokenness and brokeness into a place of perceiving ourselves as whole and abundant and full.
So many people it seems get stuck on that broken place, that incomplete
place. "I'm not whole until something happens." How do you encourage people to really feel into that wholeness? Into that part of them that knows that they are complete and whole and perfect right now?
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Panache: That's a great question. The ego perceives incompletion so as an identity – I
often tweet this. Identity equals incomplete. Soul equals whole and complete. What's happening right now is a shift in our internal state from our personal identity, which is based in limitation – conditioning, past experiences, unresolved pain, unresolved trauma. That's what constitutes our identity.
As long as we are viewing our life through the lens of our identity, we'll
perceive brokenness and we'll make ourselves wrong and then we'll go in this crusade of trying to become better or more lovable or more acceptable. Well, that's a never-‐ending cycle that goes nowhere.
What we can do in any given moment is accept ourselves the way we are.
When I experienced the divine, there was no judgment, there was nothing that I needed to do. It didn't matter how I had lived my life. I was just embraced with who I was.
What if that's the truth? We are so actively seeking for something to qualify
us or someone to qualify us and we're looking outside of ourselves to people who don't love themselves so how can they love us for that qualification? We're looking to "experts" who haven't experienced what they are talking about for validation. Where is it going to come from?
At some point, we finally have to stop the seeking and searching and just be
good enough for ourselves. At some point, you have to finally be good enough for you and get off this hamster wheel of transformation and spiritual seeking and searching and just start being who you have been created to be, recognizing and acknowledging that you as you are right now are 100% loved and adored by the divine. You're good enough for God so then why then aren't you good enough for yourself?
Edward: I've been listening to your Igniting Boundless Receiving program and what I
have experienced is in your work, in the processes that you do, the speaking that you do, there feels to me like there is such a strong belief in you of the perfection and the wholeness of the people you are talking to. It's almost like it short circuits the part inside of us that disbelieves that. It's like your believing, your belief, your ability to hold the vision of our wholeness is stronger than our disbelief. Does that make sense?
Panache: Well, yeah, because the truth is always more powerful than a lie. Edward: Hmm. Panache: So, when you're in the presence of a truth, when you're in the presence of the
truth, any and all illusions have no choice but to fall away. That's the blessing of having a friend who just sees you as that because really all these labels
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that are given to me are just labels that people project on me that I don't ever accept. Simply, I'm just here as a friend to remind you of who you already are and there's something magnificent that happens.
The other thing that's great about this particular work – I hate using the
word "work" but this greater unfolding – is that the density, the emotional content that keeps you from that truth experientially begins to come up. Love brings up everything in you that you have labeled to not be lovable. That starts to all bubble up to the surface. As that emotional content bubbles up to the surface, at that point, more of your light and potential begins to shine through.
You see, I know who everybody is. It's like the game of hide and seek. As far
as I am concerned, it's over. You can't hide from me, right? Busted. Edward: You found us. Panache: Yeah, you're an infinite being. Game over. Your story and everything else that
you believe is real. Well, enjoy it but it's not the truth of you. There are so much more. I see who you are and in my presence I won't allow you to show up as anything less than you are because I know you. I know what you're capable of and I know the magnificence that lives inside of you.
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You see, it's not a belief from an intellectual level. Again, this is all born of personal experience. This is born of the divine showing me directly what's going on here and who everybody is. That experience then translates. You want to identify with yourself as limitation, well, that's great. But I can only see you as your magnificence. Sorry. Eventually, there's going to come a point where you're going to start to see yourself as your magnificence. The very second you come into contact with this energy and this truth, you can't fit back in that box of limitation even if you want to. You've become too big. You've evolved beyond. You are way beyond. Your awareness is bigger, your vibrational potential is bigger, and all that you are is forever different. I guess another way of saying it is that right now a lot of people are more than they are willing to love themselves because I know who they are.
Edward: Yeah, really, there is a power that comes through that is just incredibly transformational. Just listening to you talk now and listening to you on the Boundless Receiving program, there is just a power that comes through that just zeroes – it's like a laser that goes right through all of the other stuff, all of the layers of resistance and doubt and fear and zeroes right into that
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wholeness that's in the center and begins to open it up and allow it to shine through.
What is the role of receiving in this process of becoming whole? Can you talk
a little bit about that? Panache: Yeah, the more I stop fighting against myself, the more I started accepting
myself and embracing who I was, the more I open up to receiving all of my natural gifts and abilities and my natural talents. The funny thing is when we stop fighting our design and we come into harmony with ourselves, we can then access the qualities of our spirit. Now, our spirit is healthy, luminous, radiant, abundant. Our spirit is all of that.
The funny thing is that you as an identity cannot resolve your problems. Right now, it's just a bunch of egos fixing egos and that's why it's not working. That's why this entire spiritual paradigm is being completely shaken up because it's just egos fixing egos and you can't solve a problem on the same level of consciousness of which it was created. What's happening now is we're moving into a space where our soul is beginning to illuminate and infiltrate every aspect of who we are, and that's what this energy is really. That harmony then leads us into a greater receptivity. It's like if someone tries to love you and you're pissed off, you can't receive that love. If you're sad and you're depressed, no matter how much someone tells you that you are magnificent, you can't hear that. You won't be that. If you're afraid, no matter how much someone tells you that you've got this amazing potential in you, you can't access that. Right now, the divine is providing a solution to everybody and it's like, hey, you know what? Let's take all this emotional content, let's take all this vibrational density and let's lovingly just recycle that in your behalf so that you can start to access what's always been there, so you can start to access the power that's within you and not just hear it but experience it. For me, that's been the greatest difference for me is that right now there's just a lot of people in this industry talking to people and that's not making the slightest bit of difference anymore. You can go and listen to a lecture, you can go and learn a technique or a modality, you can go do something like that, that provides you access but it doesn't provide you transformation. What we have been able to do lovingly is to guide people into this vibrational space and they certainly have to do it for themselves. It's not a technique; it's just an acceptance of what is. It's a profound coming into relationship with what is; igniting their boundless receiving so that they can receive everything that life has to offer them.
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Edward: There is one process you do in that program where you actually love people's fear, you love people's sadness, you love people's rage and anger. What's the idea behind that? What are you actually doing when you are loving what we would consider shortcomings or negative emotions?
Panache: Well, there's not really a plan. It's just kind of what flows through me. It's the
first thing. I think that we're calculated as to if I do this, what's the outcome going to be? I guess I'm just a good conduit is the answer.
Edward: Yeah. Panache: The outcome of it is of course is that as human beings we've judged all those
parts of ourselves as wrong or bad, and when we judge things in ourselves, we cut off the flow. Emotions are just energies in motion but the problem is we have judged our emotions and we have created a hierarchy of emotions. So, then what happens is when we're angry or we're sad or we're afraid, we're going to, instead of just feeling those emotions, we stuff them or we try to compensate for them or we deny them or we create addictive patterns and behaviors to avoid feeling them, to numb ourselves.
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In loving those parts of you, you can then come into a conscious acceptance and embracing of them as a part of you because what you are willing to include as a part of you sets you free. It doesn't have any power over you anymore. So, instead of being pissed off and saying, “well, it's because my second chakra isn't spinning properly today. Archangel Michael has basically just given up on me. Saint Germain's having a cup of tea with Lady Nada in the 15th dimension so I'm basically just screwed.” Instead of having that kind of a conversation, why not just be angry? Why not just include your anger as a part of you? Why not just be willing to see it for the blessing that it is? You see, human beings have got it backwards. We're not here to learn lessons, we're here to feel and experience and our biggest thing in our reality that's keeping us from the fullness of who we are is our unwillingness to have the experiences that are arising and subsiding in each moment spontaneously. That's all.
Edward: That is beautiful, Panache. There's a lot of questions and we're not going to get to all of them but there's one that's really interesting that came in from Pita. I think that's how to pronounce her name. She says an old friend of yours, a new of friend of mine wants to ask a question about karma and soul cycles and karmic lifetimes and wondering is it possible – and it's interesting that this question is coming after you just talked about St. Germain and Archangel Michael and all that. Is it possible that some people just are not meant to have abundance in this lifetime?
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Panache: Well, I think it depends on how you quantify abundance. For me, having
abundance is being peaceful, not about what you have. You can have everything in the world and not be abundant funnily enough. In fact, most people have a lot of money and not abundant. They are living in a perpetual state of fear. So, for me, it's not about the outcomes of your life.
See, what happened is their spiritual transformation has been leveraged into
a conversation to help people get what they believe they need in order to be more fulfilled, right? That's not it. It's about being completely fulfilled now regardless of what you have and what you don't have because that state of fulfillment then begins to vibrate out from you into your world. And then you can really enjoy everything.
Again, it just depends on your definition of abundance because if your
definition of abundance is a dollar amount in your bank, then you're missing the point. But if your definition of abundance is fulfillment and wholeness and completion or a state of oneness, then you're heading in the right direction which is internal, which is within.
As long as your abundance is defined by something external, you're missing
the point. But the very second you can come back to what's true inside of you and what's ever present inside of you and connects with that, then at that point you're in that state of abundance. That's the soulful quality. It isn't a material quality, it's a soulful quality.
Edward: Yeah, beautiful. That does answer her question in a way that – it almost lifted
up out of the whole idea of karma and just takes it right into the present moment and into the wholeness of the present moment.
Panache: Because people are trying to understand concepts and ideas that they'll
never understand with their mind. People are trying to understand things but you can only experience. That's why I'd much rather just have people experience these things.
In fact, when Oprah asked me what my definition of God was, I couldn't do it because how can I articulate in words what that experience is? You can't. And that's the problem. We're shifting out of a mental state into an experiential state and a lot of these experiential states, you can't articulate them. You can't express them in words. But when you're in the presence of someone that's had that experience, you know something is going on in that person and that's what we're here now. This is more about being a silent embodiment of the truth rather than the town crier. We've got too many town criers. There's not a lot of people
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embodying it. The town criers have been useful but now it's time for the town criers to retire so people can just really embody this truth as them now.
Edward: There's a great question here from Star in Tucson who wonders – and this is something that comes up for a lot of spiritual seekers and mystics, a concern or even a degree of worry and stress about the state of the planet. She wonders how we can be assisting our planet and ultimately ourselves when we're seeing things around us in the global field that are stressful and seem to be concerning.
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Panache: On any given day, you can find a million things to invalidate your beingness,
to invalidate your divinity, and to invalidate the divine perfection of the world or you can just come into a place of acceptance, come into a place of peace and harmony and really start making a difference. As a spiritual community, this is something that we have to explore now because to me what's happening in the world is what's happening in the world. But the more we become peaceful in ourselves, the less these things will happen.
Yeah, we can draw up any conversation from the past and any tragedy that's
ever happened and we can begin to use all of those as yet one more reason why we can't own our perfection and why, you know, maybe the divine doesn't exist or why we're not achieving our potential. There's a million and one excuses. Or you can just accept your feelings around what's happening.
In other words saying it is that these global events are just illustrating to us
on a personal level where we are unresolved with ourselves. First and foremost, take care of what you are feeling around what's happening and then get on a plane, fly there, and hug people. Don't sit there at home being victimized by what's happening. Become peaceful around what's happening then get on a plane and go and feed people or donate money to a cause that's making a difference in that regional area. That's what's so quiet now.
Edward: Beautiful. That's so practical because it's like deal with what's happening on
the inside so you're not in a place of fear, you're not in a place of judgment and then actually take action from that place. So many people take action out of fear and out of concern and that seems like it's just contributing to the perpetuation of these external experiences.
Panache: And also I think the thing to remember is that the planet's going to be here
long after you. Edward: Yeah.
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Panache: So, what legacy are you going to leave behind? I mean by being in that space of chaos and concern and by being in that place of fear, what legacy are you leaving behind? Basically, the bottom line is don't be spiritual and don't say you're spiritual if you're not willing to be peaceful.
Edward: Interesting. That's kind of like where the rubber hits the road, you know. If
you're going to be spiritual, then bring peace to the world. Panache: If you're going to identify with that label, then leave behind a legacy of love
and harmony by being loving and harmonious with yourself. Otherwise, don't use that word. Don't use that label.
Edward: Well, it's interesting. It feels like sometimes people use the label "spiritual" as
-‐-‐ I'm sure you've heard the term "spiritual bypass" but where they are actually, you know, underneath that spirituality, there is a lot of stuff that's not really peaceful and it's coming out in ways that are actually detrimental and harmful to themselves and to people around them.
Panache: Well, in some ways, that word has just become an excuse for people to
become better than other people. Edward: Hmm. Panache: To justify that. Because it's like, "Oh, I'm spiritual" and that allows me to in
some way be separate, apart and different than everyone else. Well, really, it doesn't give you a license for that at all because the real essence of that word is the interconnectedness of all life really. Everything is that. Everybody is that. So, it's become a place to belong but it's also become a place where people who have a need for significance often hide because they haven't addressed what's inside of them authentically.
Again, folks, this is about you. You have to look in the mirror every day. You
have to live with yourself. What I'm saying to you is that you are not the problem. Start embracing what you see. Start embracing what you are feeling. Start accepting who you are and you'll start to experience a peace that you can't describe in words.
Edward: Yeah, that feels true. I can feel that peace as you even say it. It's like you
transmit that peace when you speak of it. Let's circle back to abundance. We're talking about spiritual people and spirituality and often there is a split. There is often a resistance in spiritual people to, in particular, financial abundance. What can people do when they have fear or resistance or they actively are avoiding financial abundance? How can they begin to open up the flow?
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Panache: Well, if you are really spiritual, then what does that mean? That means you are embodying the gifts of the spirit. A truly spiritual person will naturally be abundant and healthy and vital and connected and loved and calm and peaceful. They'll naturally be inclusive of their humanity.
[0:30:11] For me, this aversion that we have in spirituality to money is just another
way of punishing ourselves. It just gives us another excuse as to why we are not magnificent and as to why our life doesn't work. We have to have a look at why. We have to have a look at why, where we are coming from. What's our baseline to life? Is it to be peaceful and harmonious? What's the baseline? The baseline is going to determine the experience, right?
The funny thing is that the more you accept yourself and the more you're in harmony with yourself, the more money isn't even an issue anymore and the more health isn't even an issue anymore and the more relationships aren't even an issue anymore, and the more connection to the divine isn't even an issue anymore. That's the funny thing. The side effects of living a life of divine connection are all of those things that you want. It's just that right now, you are trying to get them through your personality and that's why you don't have them.
Edward: Interesting. There seems to be a belief in some people that when you completely surrender to the divine that you're not going to want those things and so you'll just going to kind of disconnect or detach or just not really be present in the physical world.
Panache: Well, you're not going to want them. No. But that's exactly why you're going
to have them. Edward: Hmm. Panache: Because you give up the wanting really. I mean that's why we're on this
conversation on spirituality. If you're really a spiritual person, then the key component to existing as that in the world is trust. For me, it boils down to you are either trusting or you are not. You either trust in God and you trust in a divine and you trust in the greater plan of your life and yourself or you don't.
Now, if you trust in yourself, you trust in God, and you trust in all of these
principles that everyone is now acutely familiar with out of their participation in seminars and workshops and teleseminars and reading books, if you are really ready for that, then at some point you have to start trusting in that. But that trust arises through the experience.
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What's happened is we don't trust God. We want to be connected to God but
we don't trust the divine. We don't trust ourselves. That's why one of the major components for living a life of abundance, after you've detoxed your density, after you've actually taken care of that emotional content, is to once again restore your trust that the universe is on your side because it is. It is. And it will prove it to you every day.
Every day the divine blows my mind. Every day. Things happen in my life
every day that blow my mind. So, naturally, all of these things – money, health – everything is a byproduct of divine connection. Just recently, I read this article where hedge fund managers, two of the most successful hedge fund managers in the world equate their success to the fact that they meditate every day.
Edward: Oh, great. Panache: Right, we've got all these tech firms – Google, Facebook, we've got Twitter
and we've got all these tech firms that spend so many thousands and hundreds of thousands of dollars to bring mindfulness into their workplace because they recognize the value of divine connection or peace.
At some point, our priorities need to shift and we have to start to align with
the most important thing there is which is our connection to our spirit and our soul and that everything in our life is a byproduct of the quality and clarity of that connection. Everything.
Edward: Here's a question for you. For people who whether they have just been there
so many times in past lifetimes or they just don't want to really hook in to this particular life, this physical reality, if the most important thing is connection to spirit, then why don't we all just go off into an ashram or a cave or a monastery and just spend all our time meditating and in prayer and in contemplation? How do we bring that priority to connect with the divine? To connect with spirit? How do we bring that into this physical world in our day-‐to-‐day life?
Panache: I think you have to expand your definition of the word "spirit" because for
me everything is spirit. In fact, ashrams and places like that sometimes are some of the least spiritual places. So, I think you have to expand your definition of the word "spirit" to include everything in every moment because it is present in everything in every moment.
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It's not the avoidance of life but it's finding that conscious connection in every moment of life. Otherwise, what's the point? If you just experience that
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peace and serenity for 20 minutes every morning, well then what about the 23 hours and 40 minutes that constitute the rest of your day? If you can only experience that connection when you're off in an ashram somewhere where the entire environment is catered towards you being at peace whether it be authentic or not, well then how does that translate? It doesn't. The bottom line is this is about living and demonstrating spirit in every moment in life. In life. I think there's been a lot of avoiding of life. I think there's been a lot of making life the enemy or making life wrong that's happened. For me, one of those powerful things that we can do in each moment is just bear witness to our breath, just to witness our inhalation and exhalation because for me that's transformed my life into a living meditation. It's not just going away and living in a bubble but it's about expanding our definition of God, love, oneness, source, whatever it is that you want to call it to include all things.
Edward: Hmm. Beautiful, beautiful. Panache, is there an exercise or something that you'd like to lead us through? I know a lot of people here would love to experience your transmission so is there something that you can think of to guide us through?
Panache: Yeah, just close your eyes and just open your palms and just take some long,
deep cleansing breaths. And we're just going to ask this greater divine presence that is always around you, that just loves you – that just loves you in every moment – to just embrace you right now and to help support you in accepting and integrating everything that you have judged about you.
The truth is it's both aspects of you that make you lovable and adorable. It's
those aspects of you that make you beautiful. Sadness, your anger, your fear, your guilt, your shame, your jealousy, your envy, all of those cute human qualities that we can only experience in this dimensional reality, all of those qualities are actually what make you so endearing.
We're just going to hold you right now fully. I'm just going to invite the tears
to come and the fear to shake out and the anger to just wash through you. We're just going to ask that everything that you've been told, all the conditioning that you have received in all of its forms just be lifted off of you so that we can get back to the simplicity -‐-‐ the simplicity of being. We can come back to a place of connection.
We're always connected. Everyone is connected all the time. Everyone is
worthy, everyone is enough, and everybody is loved. That is not determined by a human being for that is ordained by God.
So, we're just going to ask you to come into harmony with yourself and a
complete and total embracing of all that you are right now, as you are right
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now so that the light and luminosity that's always resided within you can begin to shine through you into this world. Authenticity is the alignment of personality and spirit so we're just going to ask for a complete alignment of your personality and soul.
[0:40:10] I'm just going to ask that this abundance, this internal state of abundance just
make itself known to you as a feeling. Because abundance is a feeling and it's an ever present feeling that isn't determined by your external circumstances. Take some breaths and just bring your awareness back to them. I'd love to hear what's happening in people and what's unfolding.
Edward: Yeah, I would love to hear. If you're on the Yes page, go ahead and just type
that in. Go down, scroll down to the comments section, click "Add a comment" and share and I'll read some of the – some folks have already written in on the webcast. I'll share some of those. Let's see.
Pita again says, "Edward and Panache, I am amazed and blessed. I love you
both. Thank you for encouraging my trust and acceptance of my mighty soul self which is scary but very freeing." And I did pronounce her name right. That's good.
Let's see. Anne Marie says, "Thank you, Panache, for reminding me of who I
am. I am okay right now. What a powerful place to receive and give to others." And she points out that now she can remind them. "I can remind them of who they are." Wonderful, Anne Marie.
Let me take a look over here. As I'm looking over here, talk a little bit about
the feeling state of abundance in that process. What are some of the ways that you have seen people tap into that feeling state of abundance? What are some of the feelings?
Panache: And here's the problem because again we're going to try and articulate an
experiential state in words so we'll do the best that we can. One of the feelings is one of peace like you just feel peaceful. You just feel peaceful regardless of what's happening around you or within you. When you can accept it, you feel peaceful. There's a quiet there. There's a calm there. There is a deepening that happens in your experience. It's like everything slows down a little bit. It's like you're fully available for everything that is happening.
For me, when I stay in this state of experience everything just becomes light.
That's always fine. Edward: Yeah, yeah.
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Panache: So, it translates for people in lots of different ways but the overarching
feeling is peace. When we're embodying the qualities of spirit, we're at peace. In some ways, we have to redefine success. Success is peace. If you're at peace with yourself, then you're successful.
Edward: Yeah. I can say I love, from a feeling perspective, this description. It's really
good. Deanna says, "Feeling a huge hug from the divine. Thank you." Panache: Yeah. Edward: Yeah, yeah. Panache: That's been one of the greatest joys really is to be able to support people in
having the experience. Until you have the experience, it's not true for you. That's true about everything but it's especially true about the divine. Most people haven't experienced what the divine feels like. They don't know what that's like. They don't know what the state of connection is like. They haven't experienced it for themselves and that's where I have been so blessed.
I was very skeptical. Being Indian and growing up in a spiritual environment, I got to meet spiritual teachers that were really embodying what they said they are embodying. There were just other people that were just doing it for fame and fortune and whatever the hell else they were doing it for.
[0:45:15] Edward: Yeah. Panache: And so I've seen everything. We've got a 5,000 year old cultural tradition of
this stuff in India and we've seen it all. And so for me, I was very skeptical and so when everyone starts saying to me “I was here to do this and I was here to facilitate consciousness,” I was like, you know, not really. That is not what I want to do. All right.
Eventually, I got to a point where I said, okay, if this is what I am here to do,
then I need to experience it because if I don't experience it, I'm not going to talk about it. If I don't experience it, then I'm not just going to be another person that sits there conjecturing about what reality is and what the divine is and how we come into contact with ourselves. The blessing is that that experience happened, and in that moment of that experience my entire life made sense to me because this greater energy had been flowing through me my whole life and it had been impacting people my whole life and literally that emotional clutter that they have been holding on to.
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By the way, it's your emotional clutter that keeps you from receiving, simply stated. It's your emotional clutter that fuels your thoughts and that keeps your story in place. In the absence of that emotional clutter, everything just collapses. It's like a balloon that you just prick with a pin and it just deflates.
It's like Eckhart Tolle talks about the "pain body." Well, what we're doing is
we're actually lovingly dismantling the pain body -‐-‐ Edward: Yes. Panache: -‐-‐ to the point where then you are a fully embodied soul. That's what being a
Christed being is. That's what the whole resurrection thing is about. That's what's happening right now. It's what this rebirthing is. It's vibrational. It's people coming into harmony with themselves energetically through the acceptance of who they are as they are, through their willingness to feel and be vulnerable and be courageous, and through their willingness to be human because that is the doorway to our divinity, our humanity.
Edward: Hmm. Beautiful. I love this idea of popping the bubble and removing or
dissolving or just allowing that emotional clutter to get out of the way so that we can experience our divinity.
Tons of comments have come in. I'm not going to go through them all but just so many good things. "Being in the arms of the divine," from Gerty. Angela wanted to thank you for when she said you "lifted her heart" back in October and helped her with abuse and she's taken a course from you and she's noticed a huge change and so does everyone else. "Thank you. I love you."
Suzanne says, "A split second of deep calm and then life rushes in again.
Thank you for helping us feel the seconds." Nalini feels the energy and her heat in her midriff and low back, focuses on her breath coming from a place of connection and wholeness, happy, calm, peaceful. They go on and on. So many wonderful descriptions and experiences and I love that they are all different. Everyone is, as you said, having that personal experience of the divine connection in their own way.
Ivar says, "Tear is a feeling of relief. I am okay. I am divinity. Peace in myself."
Beautiful. Such beautiful experiences and are beautiful articulations of the experience from people. Thank you so much for sharing that.
Panache, we need to shift a little bit here. There is a ton of people with their
hands up who would like to talk to you. I don't know if we'll have time for that but I do want to for sure tell them about the offer that you have, the package you have put together with this Igniting, this new program you have, Igniting Boundless Receiving.
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If you're on the Yes page and you want to click on that, go ahead and do that. If you're not on the Yes page and you want to get there, you can type in theabundantmystic.com/panache and that will take you to Panache's offer for this Igniting Boundless Receiving.
As I said, Panache, I have been going through this and doing the daily detox
and the Slumber into Possibility, nighttime meditation and it's really powerful. I'm going to let you share a little bit more about the program and then I'll share a little bit more about my experience with it. But tell us a little bit more about Igniting Boundless Receiving.
[0:50:06] Panache: Well, ultimately, it addresses that – it comes in three parts really. The first
part is that Density Detox which is basically taking all of that emotional content and repress then suppress then shattering it. It's deeply cathartic. It will trigger everything in you that needs to come up. You will feel your sadness and your anger and your fear. That's what it's designed to do. Detoxes do that. They draw up and out of you the toxicity.
Now, again, there isn't a judgment around these emotional experiences but
that emotional layer is what enshrouds the spirit. Instead of shifting our thoughts, what we're going to do is change our energy and change our lives and that's exactly what the first part does. It helps you change your energy because emotions are energies in motion. So, it opens up feeling. It opens up a deep catharsis. You will literally detox.
Then the second part of it is exactly what we talked about again which is re-‐
establishing our trust and connection in the divine and in ourselves and the abundance of life. And then the third part, the slumbering, is just basically an integration of that as you sleep and a way of supporting yourself and deepening that every day. It's the same detox you do every day but it's basically a 33-‐day vibrational solution. It's been described as the most complete vibrational solution ever created.
And I warn you, if you want to remain in limitation and you want to remain in lack and you want to remain in your stories, then don't even do it. Don't do it because the very second you touch it, you come into contact with it, it comes into your awareness, you will have no choice but to expand into the fullness of who you are.
I always say that to people because I can't undo it. There is no refund on
awesomeness and magnificence. And I say that because people fight for their limitations and as much as people say that they want transformation, sometimes they are more committed in that moment to their victimhood than they are to actually being abundant.
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If you are ready, if you're 100% ready and you've had enough of life as it is
and you've tried everything, and you are ready to finally experience the truth, then check it out. If you're not, don't go anywhere near it.
Edward: Yeah, I would agree with that. I have been doing this in the morning sessions.
Well, first, the breakthrough session, the hour-‐long session where you take us through the ideas of limitless abundance and boundless receiving is very powerful. There are two guided processes in that that really – it's sort of like the catalyst that gets everything started.
The morning sessions, the Density Detox, it really is very interesting. For
anyone who has done a diet detox, a food detox, you'd know that the first couple of days, stuff comes up. You get headaches, you get achy, you don't feel so good. I noticed that the first couple of times I did this, it really was throwing stuff up. it was spinning things out and then it started to get smoother and smoother. It really is a detox and it is a powerful process.
What happens if someone can't listen like a day comes up and they can't
listen to the daily detox? Should they just start where they are or do they have to go back to the beginning? How does it work for the 33 days?
Panache: Well, the detox in the morning is probably the most important thing that
there is. Again, it's just the same detox. I didn't need to create 33 different detoxes. It's just the one I created the first time around was the most powerful and so you listen to the same recording every day.
The funny thing about this thing is that even if you listen to one of the aspects
alone in and of itself, like here's the thing, if you just detox, you're going to have the breakthrough. If you just restore your trust in the universe, in yourself, you're going to have a shift in your experience.
People have busy lives and that's why I've tried to make it as easy as possible
for them to have these breakthroughs and to embody who they naturally are. It's not that you have to start from scratch and you start again but, like with all things, there's a consistency and a commitment that's required.
Edward: Right. Panache: It's like if you have a workout regime. If you don't train every day, you fall off
the wagon and when you train after a week, it's like you're only starting over again. There's a consistency and a commitment that's required. Again, this will deliver and all that's required is your willingness to show up every day and participate full out.
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Edward: Well, and it's wonderful too. I have to say that for the Slumber into
Possibility, I've just been listening to it. I've put it on my phone on the bedside table and I just put it on. I haven't actually repeated through the whole 30-‐minute thing yet. I just about fall asleep about halfway through but imagine I'm still getting the benefit of the vibrational transmission even when I'm asleep. Probably even more I would think.
Panache: Yeah, you are because ultimately this is all about energy and it's all about
connecting on a soul level. That is a much deeper level of connection than most people are even aware of. I've had people actually, probably guests that have been other speakers in your teleseminar series. They've been using my products and using everything that we have created and in turn have been inspired to create offshoots of everything that was done because it's been so effective. It's led to a deepening of them in their life and then in their work. You can go to my website and read some of the testimonials. You'll see some faces that you recognize.
Edward: Yeah. Panache: That's where this is a blessing is this will impact you, period, regardless of
who you are and where you are that will impact you, and what's required is just your willingness and your openness. That's all. We are receiving. We're always connected. But there's something magical about the journey. I always say to people just give up the destination. Give up the outcome. Just go on the journey. Just go on the journey for 33 days and just diligently walk the path for 33 days and just see what opens up for you.
Edward: Yeah, see where you end up. One other thing, you just mentioned it briefly
but I have found that this is an equally powerful part of the program. This is 33 days of inspirational inquiry and these are 33 different recordings that you have created where there are about five to seven minutes maybe. You just kind of give us almost like an awareness of the day where you give us a question or something to ponder.
For me, what it does is it shifts my attention from the habitual patterns of
looking at things from the lens of doing and running around and stress, and it shifts the focus to where I feel like I am moving through my day and perceiving an inner state of awareness that's keeping me focused on abundance, on my connection with the divine. That for me is a really important part of this program along with all the other stuff. But having that perceptual shift is really important. Talk a little bit more about that piece.
Panache: Well, you know, when you have a focus for the day or a lens through which to
view your life, it allows you to see where you are at and what's going on and it also allows you to bring up everything in you that's not in alignment with
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that intention. If the intention is abundance, then naturally you're going to feel everything inside of you that is out of alignment with that intention that you have to experience.
It's a great way to come into harmony and it's a great way to live your life to
have an inquiry through which you experience your reality every day and to do that for 33 days. Because then it's almost like your reality bends. It's like your experiences bend to meet you in that place. Again, it establishes your trust, it establishes your connection, it establishes all that you are. It's phenomenal. It's just incredible in how it works.
The inquiry in and of itself is again just something that – because I don't
share a technique or a modality because I just find them inherently limited. They are a good starting point but they are inherently limited in what they offer because they are a part of somebody's belief system and has been created by somebody and they have their own parameters and walls and there are certain rules and regulations inherently embedded in all of that that most people will never know about that often when you come into too much awareness around you'll naturally evolve out of it anyway.
So, for me it was never about technique or modality but it was about a
spontaneous expression, and everything that's here is created just out of a spontaneous expression to bring people into abundance. Again, abundance isn't money. The end result is not your bank balance. The end result is accessing your soul and living in connection with your soul, allowing you to then experience the side effect of that which is everything that your heart desires.
[1:00:10] Edward: Hmm. Beautiful. One of the things about this is, I haven't gone through the
whole 33 days but it feels to me like I can just circle back around once I get through the first round. Come back through it again, do the detox again – maybe not immediately but pretty soon after, do the detox again and then do the inspirational inquiry again from a totally different place, going through it a second time.
Panache: Well, yeah. Every time we come back to it, we evolve. You never come back to
something from the same place and that's the blessing of this too. It's like I wanted everything to be evergreen so that people can continue to expand. A lot of things that are created is static and I wanted a dynamic solution. A dynamic solution is a vibrational solution. That's the only dynamic solution there is.
Energy, frequency, opening up to experiencing emotional and dynamic solution is something that you can do every day. You brush your teeth every
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day, why wouldn't you address your stress or your emotional content every day in the same way? Of course, you would. It's just that we don't receive that training in school. We don't have the same value on our internal state as we do on our external experience. It's like if you didn't shower for a week, you better believe somebody would tell you. But if you don't do your internal, if you don't deal with what you have going on inside of you, no one's even going to know. The only person who's going to know is you. This is where inner integrity and authenticity are important because you have to want this for yourself. You have to want it for yourself. You have to want it. You have to want to experience your connection more than anything else.
Edward: Wow. Beautiful, Panache. I'm just going to read a couple of the testimonials on this program. From Terri, she wrote, "Wow -‐-‐ you have blessed us again -‐-‐ palpable presence throughout -‐-‐ walls tumbling down -‐-‐ inner children acknowledged and known and blessed -‐-‐ thank you."
Rita writes, "What an experience!!! I need new language to be able to share
what I just experienced!!! From my heart and soul, thank you." Gosh, there's a ton of them on the page. If you go to
theabundantmystic.com/panache, you can find out more about the 33 days, the Igniting Boundless Receiving that Panache has put together for this program. It's very, very powerful. I'm going through it now and really can attest to the changes. The transformation, the transmission, the vibrational transformation that is embedded in this program is powerful so check it out at theabundantmystic.com/panache.
Panache, we have a ton of questions. Do you have a little more time to stay on
and take a few questions? Panache: Yes, a couple of minutes. Yeah, let's do it. Edward: Awesome. Let's go ahead and take this person that's had her hand up for a
long time. From Hartford, looks like Wisconsin. Hartford, Wisconsin. Give us your name. You're on the line with Panache.
Bonnie: Oh, my goodness. This is Bonnie. Edward: Hi, Bonnie. Bonnie: Hi! Hi, Panache.
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Panache: Hi. Bonnie: Gosh. I wanted to ask you – Edward: Bonnie, I'm just going to interrupt you here. We've got a lot of people on the
phone so the more concise you can make your question, the better. Panache can feel into it vibrationally so we don't need a lot of story behind it so as clear and quickly and concisely as you can get to the point so that Panache can speak with you.
Bonnie: Okay. Edward: Okay, go ahead. Bonnie: I have been extremely shy and agoraphobic as a child and sensitive, and at
the age of 22 I had awareness of that pure love. There was no better good. There was no wrong or right. And then I was threatened by my family after this experience to be put in an institution unless I started acting like them and set aside and deny my spirit. I'm in my 60s now and I want that so bad to be, you know, to act with my spirit in the oneness in all that I have seen and experienced when I was 22.
Panache: Well, the first thing is that we're always connected to our spirit. It's
absolutely impossible to not be connected to our spirit. That's the first thing. People are searching for a connection or a connectivity that they already have. What happened here is obviously there's a lot of fear around living in that space, a lot of rejection and abandonment and it's exactly what we're talking about.
[1:05:12] The first thing that needs to happen here is we need to detox the emotional
clutter. Just take some breaths, just relax and just receive. In every instance, in hundreds of thousands of people that I've had the honor of working with, every time we have that something gone in their lives, when we trace it back we find something on an emotional level that hasn't been felt through to completion, every single time.
Just breathe and just relax and just allow all of that emotional content, 60
years of denying your true self, to just wash through you. Okay. Can you just describe to us what's happening in your body real quick? I know we've gone off course. What's going on inside of you?
Bonnie: Through my whole body, I'm feeling a lot of warmth.
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Panache: Yeah, good. Keep breathing and keep articulating what's happening in your body.
Bonnie: It's just a lot of warmth through my whole body. Panache: Good, so that warmth is basically just love. It's just love and acceptance. It's
that divine realm of love being remembered inside of you. Just stay with it. Just continue to be with it and receive and just know that the oneness that you are will be fully remembered. Thank you for your call.
Edward: Thank you, Bonnie. Appreciate you sharing that. Difficult to share, I'm sure. There's someone calling from Leominster, Mass. What's your name and
you're here with Panache. Gloria: Hi. Thank you. My name is Gloria. Thank you, Panache. Thank you. I seem to
like, I don't know, I drop. I seem to connect and then – like I woke up during the night last night just like I was laid all over the place. I know it's emotional and I know I judge myself and I don't want to but it's there. Can you guide me? Because I don't want to hurt myself.
Panache: Well, yeah, but you've – the funny thing is, in asking me the question, you've
delivered the answer. Gloria: I did? Panache: Yeah, and you've also came up with what's going on which is judgment. The
funny thing is that love is all inclusive, right? If someone doesn't love you all inclusively, you're not being loved. You're being cooed and shit upon and there's nothing worse than being shit upon your whole life.
So, love is all inclusive. God is all inclusive. So, how about you have an all
inclusive relationship with yourself? Edward: Sorry, I actually just – let me get her back. Panache: And then of course you disconnected the call. Beautiful. Perfect. Keep
breathing. Don't worry, we don't need to get her back. Keep breathing. Edward: No, she's back. Panache: Oh, she's back? Edward: Yeah. Keep breathing.
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Panache: So, the solution is be inclusive, is to be inclusive. We're not inclusive of ourselves. We have fragmented ourselves, right? We've qualified ourselves. It's a hierarchy of who we are. I have no problem being who I am. And the funny thing is it's not always about being happy and joyful. It's about being whatever you are feeling in any given moment and being at peace with that. That's freedom.
Gloria: Okay. Panache: So, accept yourself because the divineness is judging you so then why are you
giving yourself such a hard time? Yeah. Just accept yourself. You're okay. You're all right. Just accept yourself.
Edward: Thank you, Gloria. That feels like such a – I mean regardless of where we are,
wherever we are, there is always that tendency to judge ourselves, to make ourselves not enough, not good enough, we don't have enough. A lot of the questions coming in are about "I don't have enough," "I don't have something I need." It may be a general question about how to get okay with where we are and who we are.
Panache: To me, here's the thing, how are you evaluating that? Based on a man-‐made
criteria or based on a no criteria that the divine has? Edward: Hmm. Panache: Right now, you're evaluating your life based on a man-‐made criteria instead
of evaluating your life based on the absence of criteria that the divine has in its love for you. You are never going to live up to the man-‐made criteria. The man-‐made criteria is why you are suffering when the divine, in its love for you, has no criteria, has no agenda, has no outcome.
[1:10:22] The divine isn't saying to you, "When you have $100,000 in your bank
account, I'm going to love you." That's a man-‐made criteria. We're being asked to forego man-‐made criteria. We're being asked to forego all of that. All of these things that we've been told that we need to do, we're being asked to forego all of that and just return to love because it's really simple.
Right now, wherever you are, whatever part of the world that you live in, that
being that created you loves you. Period. And there are no exceptions. None. None. God's love for you is not conditional like Santa Claus's.
Edward: He's not keeping a list and checking if we've been naughty or nice?
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Panache: That's right. And he's not going to send you coal because you're doing it incorrectly in the mail.
Edward: Right. Panache: Santa Claus's love is conditional. God's love is unconditional. Man's love is
conditional. The divine's love is absolute and all inclusive. I know which one I'd rather have. Which one would you rather have?
Edward: Yeah, the divine, unconditional love. Panache: There you go. Edward: And it feels like part of -‐-‐ they say that give more of what you want to receive
so – Panache: Nonsense. Edward: Nonsense, huh? So, giving unconditional love doesn't help to receive – Panache: See, the funny thing is a lot of these people that are giving unconditional love
don't unconditionally love themselves so what the bloody hell are they sharing? And herein lies the problem, right? Give love. But it's not about giving love, it's about loving yourself. If you are fully loving yourself, then naturally that love is emanating from you without you even trying.
Edward: So, this idea of giving love, you're saying that it's not about giving love, it's
about – Panache: Of course not. Edward: Hmm. Panache: It's about being loved. Edward: Hmm. There you go. That's beautiful. Panache: It's not about giving. It's about being loved. You know, this whole abundance
thing, be abundant. It's a state of being. Be abundant. Be love. Just embody it. The whole world will come knocking at your door.
Edward: There's a real resonance of truth in that, Panache. For spiritual people, from
mystical people, there is often a belief that wanting more for themselves, whether it's love, whether it's abundance, whether it's money, whether it's whatever, feels selfish and this belief or this perception, this idea that they need to be giving and they need to be serving, that they need to be doing to
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help other people and not to want things for themselves is selfish. How do we shift out of that place of feeling that it's selfish to love ourselves?
Panache: Because you're the only thing in all of creation so if it's selfish for you to love
you, then you're denying everything you love. Edward: Hmm. Panache: Again, life, all of this that you're seeing and you're experiencing, all of this,
everything – me, this call, all of it – is happening for you. But there is only one being experiencing itself in 7.2 billion different ways. So, actually, loving yourself is the most unselfish thing you could ever do because in loving yourself, you're loving everyone. You're loving all of creation.
What we have done is we've externalized it all. You know, I have to love
another person in order to love myself. No, you're just co-‐dependent basically is what you are. Let me call it what it is. You have a co-‐dependent relationship with love, right? Or I have to go through another person to get to God. Well, then you have a co-‐dependent relationship with God.
The bottom line is if you love you, you're loving everybody. Period. You fully
loving and embracing you sets everybody free. That's how powerful this is. Edward: Wow. Well, that certainly shifts the perspective on selfishness and – Panache: Well, because you have a conversation, the other conversation, just
inherently implies that you're fundamentally unworthy in who you are and that you're broken. It's almost like you're trying to buy your way into grace by performing good acts outside of you so that God will love you. God's not judging you. You don't have to buy your way into grace. Grace is always present. Just receive the grace that is always present.
[1:15:02] Edward: Oh, I love that. You don't have to buy your way into grace. That's often what it
feels like. Panache: Because a lot of this loving other people and being kind to other people,
when it's done in the spiritual context, is completely inauthentic. "Oh, how are you? Namaste. I see the light in you." It's not authentic. It's not real. You're not really experiencing that. You're just a persona. It's another identity. Because the identity that you have you believe is inadequate in some way and so you create another identity. You walk around in this kind of, yeah, it's love everything. Yeah, yeah. Nonsense.
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Edward: Well, isn't there something to be said for wanting to be nice? It's almost like the acting as if, you know, being in that space and being –
Panache: How is that working? Edward: Well, I don't know. For some people, it works. There is something to be said – Panache: There's something to be said, it doesn't work. Edward: So, you're saying be a jerk to people until you know God? Panache: No, what I'm saying is if you're a jerk then embrace the fact that you're a jerk
and then feel everything inside of you that keeps you being a jerk. Edward: So, be authentic. Be real. Panache: Don't deny the fact that you're a jerk and walk around with a Namaste. Then
you're just a jerk with a fake Namaste and the only person you are jerking off is you then, nobody else.
Edward: Uh-‐huh. Panache: So, be honest. We're all selfish. We're all entitled. We're all arrogant. We're all
opinionated. We're all judgmental. We're all everything because we're all human. And it's not about overcoming those aspects of ourselves, it's about embracing them as a part of ourselves. Then we are free.
So, don't walk around, "Oh, yeah. Well, nice to see you. You're fantastic." If you're a jerk, just be a jerk. I'll respect you more if you're a jerk and you're being a jerk in my presence than if you walk around in some fake bubble of spirituality pretending in some way that you're better than everybody else because your vibration is higher or because you're awesome and doesn't stink.
Edward: Yeah. Obviously, we all get in moods. We all go up and down. We have
sadness. We have anger. No one's a jerk all the time. At least, no one that I've -‐-‐
Panache: Of course not. Edward: No one I've met. So, this idea that it's more spiritual to be peaceful even when
we are feeling sadness, anger, whatever, I mean how do you encourage people to express what's real for them?
Panache: When you are being a jerk, if you can actually authentically embrace being a
jerk, is there a problem? No, there isn't. When you're being judgmental, if you
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can actually authentically just embrace in that moment that you are judgmental, is there a problem? When you're sad, if you can just authentically embrace the fact that you're feeling sad, is there a problem?
Being human is not the problem. It's our lack of acceptance of our humanity
that's the issue. That's why we are suffering because in some way we think we should have transcended all these qualities and we shouldn't be feeling all these things anymore and we're supposed to walk around in this bubble of love and light. That's completely inauthentic and unsustainable. No. Feel what there is to feel. Be available for what's going on inside of you. Be real. Be honest with yourself.
Edward: And with others around you. Panache: Yeah, but if you're honest with yourself, then automatically you're honest
with everyone around you; automatically because you haven’t got it anymore. Here's the funny thing. Everyone is like that. So, who are you performing for?
So, liberation is a complete acceptance of ourselves as we are in each
moment regardless of how we are showing up regardless of how we are showing up. And here's why that's important. Acceptance brings you into allowing. Acceptance brings you into allowing. You're allowing whatever is occurring in each moment. The acceptance of what is brings you into allowing whatever is occurring in each moment and then that brings you into receiving.
Edward: Hmm. Panache: In fact, I wish that more people were just jerks and while they are being jerks,
they could actually just embrace the fact that they were being a jerk and get to the underlying sadness or anger or fear or pain that is underneath that behavior. The more people experience the underlying energy to keep them in that behavior, the more that behavior collapses.
[1:20:00] Edward: I know we're running really late but this is such rich, fertile stuff. Speak to the
fear that people have that is there in anger or fear or sadness or grief or any of those "negative emotions" that they – yeah, go ahead.
Panache: You just said it. Negative emotions. Edward: Right. Panache: That's the problem.
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Edward: Well, there's this belief in the law of attraction in the spiritual community
that if you're in those emotions, that if you stay in those emotions that you are not attracting, that you are attracting more of what you don't want.
Panache: And that's the problem. That in and of itself is the problem. If you haven't
experienced your rage, you can't authentically love another person. Period. If you haven't sat in the depths of your depression and your despair, then you can't love another person. You have to be willing to go to every aspect of you in order to authentically be able to meet another person in all that they are.
This is where the law of attraction is completely incomplete because it had
people under the assumption, first of all, that their thoughts were creating their reality, about to let you all off the hook. God is not that stupid. You think absolute nonsense. But most of you think absolute nonsense in any given moment. Just imagine right now if everyone in this call thought to themselves, "I wish I was dead." That would be the end of the call. Thank God our thoughts don't create reality.
We live in a feeling-‐based universe right now. A feeling-‐based universe again is all inclusive. You cannot authentically sustain harmony while you are invalidating an entire spectrum of feeling by calling the negative. They are not negative. They are just energy. They are just experiences. We have to stop the judgment of them and we have to stop the labeling of them. When I'm sad, I love being sad. I love being – sadness is a great emotion. It's a fantastic emotion. It's salty water streaming down my face and I'm making out whatever meaning I want around that salty water. Fear is a great emotion. Anger is a great emotion. As far as I'm concerned, sadness and fear and anger are no better – they are not any less than joy and happiness and all the other. It's all just an experience. It's the mind's feeble attempt to quantify and understand and compartmentalize experience. But what if there were no labels? If there was no judgment, would we ever have a problem feeling?
Edward: No, we would just feel what you're feeling. Panache: Right, and then what would our vibrational state be like? If we lived in a state of perpetual acceptance, what would our vibrational state be like? Edward: It's interesting because our vibrational state would be clear and clean and
open and high and the emotions would just be coming and going.
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Panache: Thank you. And then let's say that we're in a vibrational universe and that's your personal frequency, what frequency do you think you'd be emitting out into your greater reality?
Edward: You'd be emitting a frequency of acceptance, of gratitude probably. Love. It
would be a high frequency. Panache: Thank you. Accept, allow, receive. The Secret's blueprint was ask, believe,
receive. Therein lies the problem. There is no belief required. They examined creation on a mental level, not on a vibrational level. And every ancient mystical tradition knows and knew and kept secret the vibrational nature of our reality. This information has never been shared in public. It is not shared in public. It is now being shared in public because people are ready to receive it.
Allow. Allow and receive. Allow and receive. Allow and receive. Accept, allow and receive. Accept, allow and receive. We are rewriting the entire formula of the transformation because the existing one doesn't work.
Edward: Wow. All right, Panache, that is quite a powerful way to end this call. I feel like we could keep going but we've kept you on here a half hour longer and so appreciate you taking the time. I just want to let people know accept, allow, receive and that's a lot of what is going to be happening when they start working with the Igniting Boundless Receiving program. They can check that out at theabundantmystic.com/panache. If you're on the Yes page, just click on the special offer link there to get the Igniting Boundless Receiving program from Panache. Accept, allow, receive.
[1:25:16] Panache, wow, thank you, thank you, thank you so much. That was a doozy
but do you have any last words you want to leave us with before we end the call for today?
Panache: Yeah, don't take my word for it. Experience it. Edward: Yes. Panache: Don't believe a single word I have said. I want you to experience it and prove
it to yourself as the truth. And you know what? You will. Edward: Yeah. Panache: So, thank you.
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Edward: Thank you, Panache. I have a feeling a lot of people have experienced it already on this call. There are so many comments that I haven't even started to scratch the surface. Panache, thank you, thank you so much. It is such an honor and pleasure to have you here with us on the Abundant Mystic today.
Panache: Thank you. It's been great being with you all. Keep on rocking your
awesomeness. Edward: Hmm. Thank you. All right, people. Wow. Panache did not let us down. In fact,
he lifted us up high, high, high. And, gosh, what a treasure trove of insights. What an incredible transmission of energy of unconditional love. Accept, allow, receive. No belief required. What a different way of looking at things.
I have to say I love that Panache didn't let me get away with things and he
called me on things when I was asking questions that were heading in the wrong direction. I love that he's so connected that he is willing to just bring us right to the heart of the truth of what is going to allow us to receive the abundance that is our birthright.
As I said, I have been going through the Igniting Boundless Receiving
program. It is a powerful, dynamic vibrational solution. I highly recommend you check it out at theabundantmystic.com/panache.
All right. It has been another amazing week here. We are through with week
six. Four more to go. Next week, we just have one session and that is Bill Bauman who I just love, love, love, love, love. He has been a mentor to many, many of the high level people who you know including Marci Shimoff and others. He's a wonderful – talk about unconditional love. If you want a taste of unconditional love, be sure to be here with us next Tuesday for Bill Bauman.
Until then, we've got the replays up. Panache's replay will be available in a
couple of hours. You can get that on the replay page, theabundantmystic.com/replay. Anodea Judith and Dawson Church, their replays are available up there as well.
All right, I thank you so much for being here with us today. Love you so much
and really so, so, so want to thank you for being part of this collective creation of the field of abundance that we are expanding and growing together. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Until next week. Continue on your journey into true abundance. I will talk to you again very soon. Bye-‐bye for now, everyone.
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