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Qf Heeh,

ky phrtelr ie orikl hea nl``fw survivfr,

wmf ils witm mlr fwe wiejs

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Rrf`fjul

QF KHEY, I ZH_ KYQM IEOHWEHQL, tml lkgfaiklet

fn h kfst suplrg `ljlea, h nhiry th`l. _fkl ofesialrla kl h

kfestlr, h kuthtife. Qf ky jrlht kisnfrtuel, I whs feol

kisthcle nfr he hejl`. Qf ky kftmlr, I whs lvlrytmiej. Qf

ky nhtmlr, eftmiej ht h``. Qf ky jrheakftmlr, I whs h ahi`y

rlkiealr fn `fvls `fej `fst. Gut I celw tml trutm allp

afwe, I h`whys aia.

I whs dust h jir`.

I whs gfre Hvh Zi`ml`kieh @hvlealr fe h rlkhrchg`y

o`lhr _lhtt`l eijmt fe tml rst fn Khrom ie 8911. Kygirtm whs `htlr rlklkglrla nfr tml lnnlot it mha fe tml

giras fe tml strllt wmlrl I `ivla, tml huspioifus`y ehkla

Rieeho`l @hel. Auriej tml ahy, hs ky yfuej kftmlr gljhe

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lxplrileoiej `hgfr phies, tml orfws of``lotla kfueas fn

tiey omlrry pits ie tmlir glhcs hea tfssla tmlk ht tml mfusl

wieafws. _phrrfws plromla fe wfkles mlhas hea stf`l

`ffsl strheas fn mhir tf wlhvl ietf tmlir elsts. Ht eijmt

efotureh` giras jhtmlrla fe tml `hwes tf lht efisi`y, tml

sorlhks fn tmlir prly sfueaiej kuom `icl ky fwe kftmlr

ie mhra `hgfr. Dust glnfrl s`ippiej ietf h allp twi`ijmt

s`llp rl`iln jrhetla gy h eursl hea h of`a syriejl kykftmlr fplela mlr lyls hea shw jihet nlhtmlrs nh`` nrfk tml

oli`iej. Qmlir si`cy lajls grusmla mlr nhol.

Hs sffe hs I whs gfre, tml eursls wmiscla kl hwhy

nrfk tml al`ivlry rffk tf lxp`frl h khttlr tmht whs `htlr

alsorigla fe he hefeykfus klaioh` rlpfrt fe`y hs h s`ijmt

pmysioh` hgefrkh`ity. It whset `fej glnfrl tml alvfut

jhtmlrla ie tml `ijmt nrfk tml mfspith` wieafws, ohrryiej

ohea`ls hea siejiej mykes ie prhisl hea nlhr. H`` glohusl

wmle I whs gfre, I fplela ky lyls, tmle uenf`ala tml phir

fn sploc`la wiejs tmht wrhppla hrfuea kl `icl h nlhtmlry

ofoffe.

Fr sf tml stfry jfls.

Zmlrl tml wiejs ohkl nrfk, ef afotfr ofu`a lvlr

altlrkiel. Ky twie (nfr tmlrl whs h twie, Mlery) mha

surl`y glle gfre witmfut tmlk. \eti` tmle, ef mukhe

gliej fe rlofra mha lvlr glle gfre witm heikh` phrts

hvihe fr ftmlrwisl. Nfr khey ie tml klaioh` l`a, tmlohsl fn Hvh @hvlealr prfauola tml rst tikl soileol mha

nhi`la tmlk. Zmle tml rl`ijifus khssls jhtmlrla gl`fw ky

kftmlrs mfspith` rffk wieafw witm tmlir nlvlrla prhylrs

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hea ioclriej ohea`ls, nfr feol tml afotfrs ofesialrla tml

alvfut witm dlh`fusy, rhtmlr tmhe witm pity fr aisahie.

Ikhjiel, shia fel yfuej ietlre tf heftmlr, gl`ilviej

tml omi`a is aiviel. It whs h kusiej ml uttlrla fe`y feol.

Qmle ml wipla mis tirla lyls hea wlet ghoc tf mis klaioh`

gffcs glnfrl rltureiej tf ky kftmlr hea o`hikiej wmht

lvlry ftmlr sploih`ist mha h`rlhay ofeo`uala tmlrl whs

eftmiej tmly ofu`a af. Eft klaioh``y, ht `lhst.Ivl elvlr slle heytmiej `icl it, ml shia, smhciej mis

mlha tf smfw ky nhki`y tmht ml sykphtmizla. It whs h prho-

tiol ml wfu`a khstlr ie tikl.

Ky letirl kusou`hr, scl`lth`, hea oirou`htfry systlks

wlrl irrlvfohg`y alplealet fe ky wiejs. Qml fptife fn

rlkfviej tmlk whs quioc`y allkla fut fn tml qulstife. I

wfu`a `fsl tff kuom g`ffa. I ofu`a lea up phrh`yzla. Fr

alha. It sllkla tmlrl whs ef slphrhtiej tml jir` nrfk tml

wiejs. Fel ofu`a eft survivl witmfut tml ftmlr.

@htlr tml yfuej ietlre wismla miksl`n huahoifus

lefujm tf ietlrvilw tml nhki`y. Gut wmht wfu`a fel hsc6

Is tmlrl h mistfry fn wiejla gliejs pfpu`htiej tml nhki`y trll6

Ie tml lea, tml ietlre iestlha khal mis rfueas tf ftmlr

phtilets witm hi`klets tmht aia eft lvfcl suom ofkp`lx

qulstifes. Gut lts phusl hea ikhjiel in ml mha. Zmht kijmt

mhvl mhpplela in ml mha turela tf tml su``le yfuej kftmlr

witm tml ueehturh``y rla `ips, fr tf tml stlre gut glhutinu`jrheakftmlr witm tml strhejl hoolet, hea hscla tmlk tml

twf qulstifes tmht wfu`a mhuet ky lvlry wiejla stlp4

Zmlrl aia I ofkl nrfk6

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Hea lvle kfrl ikpfrthet4 Zmht wfu`a tml wfr`a af

witm suom h jir`6

Rlrmhps ky kftmlr fr ky jrheakftmlr wfu`a mhvl

mha he heswlr.

Hea plrmhps tmle ky `inl wfu`a mhvl turela fut kuom

ainnlrlet`y. Nfr tml shcl fn tml ietlre, it whs prfghg`y

glst tmht ml ofevieola miksl`n tmht tmlrl whs eftmiej ml

ofu`a af hea `lnt it ht tmht. Nfr wmht ofu`a ml mhvl afel6Nfrlslliej tml nuturl, I wfu`a `htlr `lhre, klhes eftmiej in

tmlrl is eftmiej tf gl afel tf prlvlet it. Zmiom dust prfvls

tmht ky stfry is kuom kfrl ofkp`iohtla tmhe dust tml stfry

fn ky girtm. Fr lvle tml stfry fn ky `inl. Ie nhot, ky stfry,

`icl lvlryfels, gljies witm tml phst hea h nhki`y trll.

Qml nf``fwiej is tml stfry fn ky yfuej `inl hs I `ivla

it. Zmht sthrtla fut hs h sikp`l plrsfeh` rlslhrom prf-

dlot hs h yfuej wfkhe h wllclea ie 89:1 splet ht tml

_lhtt`l Oletrh` @igrhry ofkpi`iej ienfrkhtife hgfut ky

girtm `la kl afwe h rfha tmht tffc kl nrfk fel ofhst

tf tml ftmlr. I mhvl trhvl`la tmrfujm ofetielets, `hejuhjls,

hea tikl tryiej tf uealrsthea h`` tmht I hk hea h`` tmht

mhs khal kl suom.

I wi`` gl tml rst tf hakit tmht olrthie nhots khy mhvl

glle fkittla, fej nfrjfttle fvlr tikl gy kysl`n fr gy ftmlr

ievf`vla phrtils. Ky rlslhrom mhs glle sohttlrla, arfppla,

elj`lotla, tmle piocla up, smunla, hea rlfrjheizla tiklhea hjhie. It oheeft gl ofesialrla h mf`istio afouklet. Efr

is it uegihsla.

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Qml nf``fwiej is tml stfry fn ky yfuej `inl hs I rlklk-

glr it. It is tml trutm hs I cefw it. Fn tml stfrils hea tml

kytms tmht surrfueala ky nhki`y hea ky `inl sfkl fn

tmlk tmfujmtnu``y sohttlrla gy yfu plrmhps lt it gl shia

tmht, ie tml lea, I nfuea h`` fn tmlk tf gl strhejl`y, lvle

glhutinu``y, trul.

Khrom 7281

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Qmis is h wfrc fn otife. Ehkls, omhrhotlrs, p`hols hea ieoialets

hrl litmlr tml prfauot fn tml hutmfrs ikhjiehtife fr, in rlh`, usla

otitifus`y. H`` sthtlklets, hotivitils, stuets, alsoriptifes, ienfrkhtife

hea khtlrih` fn hey ftmlr ciea ofethiela mlrlie hrl ieo`uala nfrletlrthieklet purpfsls fe`y hea smfu`a eft gl rl`ila fe nfr

hoourhoy fr rlp`iohtla hs tmly khy rlsu`t ie iedury.

Nirst pug`ismla ie Jrlht Grithie 7281 gy Zh`clr Gffcs @ta

=: ^huxmh`` Zh`c, @feafe _L88 = 82 9 : < ? 8

Qlxt 7281 @ls`yl Zh`tfeOfvlr alsije 7281 Ohea`lwioc Rrlss

Nhki`y trll i``ustrhtife orlhtla gy Rilr Justhnsfe,

7281 Ohea`lwioc Rrlss

Qml rijmt fn @ls`yl Zh`tfe tf gl ialetila hs hutmfr fn tmis

wfrc mhs glle hsslrtla gy mlr ie hoofraheol witm tml

Ofpyrijmt, Alsijes hea Rhtlets Hot 89==

Qmis gffc mhs glle typlslt ie Jrhedfe hea OJ Ohrkiel Qhejf

Rrietla hea gfuea ie Jrlht Grithie gy O`hys @ta, _t Ivls p`o

H`` rijmts rlslrvla. Ef phrt fn tmis gffc khy gl rlprfauola,

trheskittla fr stfrla ie he ienfrkhtife rltrilvh` systlk ie hey

nfrk fr gy hey klhes, jrhpmio, l`lotrfeio fr klomheioh`,

ieo`uaiej pmftfofpyiej, thpiej hea rlofraiej, witmfut prifr

writtle plrkissife nrfk tml pug`ismlr.

Gritism @igrhry Ohth`fjuiej ie Rug`iohtife Ahth4

h ohth`fjul rlofra nfr tmis gffc is hvhi`hg`l nrfk tml Gritism @igrhry

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