stigmata: mrs. coulibaly

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tbb eu`c nrjmf jk smttjkn ibwk tcmsm emebrjms.

Hm _mtjt _rjk`m. Dktbjkm im Pdjkt-Mxupêry

Ptjnedtd Ers. @buhjadhy.

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D kb%mh ay Deed AQD"#.

Edâebukd js d ybukn Yudrmn wbedk nmts edrrjmi tb cmr tmd`cmr, Ebksjmur

@buhjadhy dt tcm @dtcbhj` Ejssjbk P`cbbh bf tcm cjtm Fdtcmrs jk Frmk`c Puidk,

hb`dtmi jk mstmrk Puidk, tcm wmstmrk !drt bf tcm Pdcdhjmk Frmk`c @bhbkjms wcj`cstrmt`cmi frbe !rmsmkt idy Pmkmndh tb !rmsmkt idy Puidk dki wds dt tcm tjem `dhhmi

"dut#Pmkmndh#$jnmr.

Jk %&'( tcm Edhjdk Fmimrdtjbk jk dk mffbrt tb fbstmr kdtjbk#edljkn edrlmi jts

abrimrs, diejkjstrdtjvmhy !rb`mssjkn !mb!hms dki rmsbur`ms jktb d kdtjbk. Ycmrm

wmrm ed)br ukrmsts jk tcbsm idys ms!m`jdhhy dftmr Pmkmndh wjtcirdws frbe tcm

Puidkmsm *m!uahj`, dki sbbk tcm Edhjdk Fmimrdtjbk *m!uahj` im`hdrms jtsmhf

jkim!mkimkt kdejkn jtsmhf Edhj. Yudrmn nrbu!s rmsjst tcm mffbrts bf tcm mhjtms

dffjhjdtmi wjtc tcm `bhbkjdh nbvmrkemkt, stdtmcbbi tb tcm Yudrmn kbedis sbukijkn

ebrm hjlm shdvmry+ tcm kbedij` Pdcmhjdk trjams br Yudrmn fd`tjbks wdktmi d !drt bfjt. t tcm mki bf tcm `bhbkjdh mrd jk tcm fjftjms, d !mb!hm wjtcbut d `buktry dki

kbedij` jk d tmrrjtbry strmt`cjkn dhh dhbkn tcm sbutcmrk minm bf tcm Pdcdrd,

jkim!mkimk`m dki kdtjbk#edljkn, wcdt tcmy rmndrimi ds shdvmry wds fdst

mk`rbd`cjkn bk tcmjr hjvms, tcmjr smtthmemkts, tcmjr `uhturm dki futurm.

Jk %&'(, dftmr d sedhh @dtcbhj` wmiijkn `mrmebky, dki hbbljkn tb cdvm d

trdijtjbkdh wmiijkn, Edâebukd rmturks tb cmr kbedij` !mb!hm kmwhy hb`dtmi sbutc

bf Pburbuibunbu jk !rmsmkt idy -udndibunbu. y tcmk, fukimi ay cmr uk`hm, cmr

ebtcmr/s cusadki ay d hmvjrdtm edrrjdnm, d fd`tjbk bf tcm Yudrmn rmamhs cdi

d``be!dkjmi tcmjr Pdcmhjdk smtthmemkt sbutc? d fd`tjbk bf tcm Yudrmn rmamhs wcj`c

ahdemi tcm @dtcbhj` Ejssjbk dki dhh tcbsm dssb`jdtmi wjtc jt wjtc fbr tcm !bhjtj`dh

dki `jvjh ukrmst dki tcm tcrmdts bf stdtmcbbi wcj`c cdi ijsru!tmi Pdcmhjdk dki

kbedij` `uhturm.

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Edâebukd dki cmr cusadki, @buhjadhy, drm irjvmk but bf tcm kmw smtthmemkt ay tcm

rmamhs dki wdrkmi tb stdy but dki dwdy frbe tcm Pdcmhjdk rmnjbk wcj`c strmt`cms

frbe tcm kbrtcmrk !drts bf Pmkmndh tb `hbsm tb tcm Puidk. Ycmy ebvm tb rjtjsc

@bhbky 4mkyd wcj`c dt tcm tjem wds dt tcm tcrmscbhi bf jkim!mkimk`m. Jk 4mkyd

tcmy drm cbstmi ay tcm @dtcbhj` Ejssjbk dki tcmk ay d rjtjsc `bu!hm, tcmy hjvm

$djrbaj dki tcmk smtthm bk 1deu, dk jshdki rjnct bff tcm `bdst dki d !drt bf 4mkyd

wcmrm tcmy wbrl fbr tcm @dtcbhj` Ejssjbk edkdnjkn d wdy stdtjbk dki dhsb d

s`cbbh bk d fdre. Ycmy hjvm cd!!jhy fbr d tbtdh bf tmk ymdrs jk 4mkyd rdjsjkn tcmjr

twb `cjhirmk.

Jk %&0(, Edâebukd/s cusadki, @buhjadhy js jkvjtmi tb d bkm ebktc `bkfmrmk`m jk

@cj`dnb, Jhhjkbjs dki tcmrm cm rmedjks d stuimkt vmry imsjrbus tb furtcmr cjs stuijms,

d``mss d edstmr/s imnrmm !rbnrde dki dhsb d 9c= !rbnrde. Edâebukd dki

@buhjadhy drm d!drt fbr kjkm ymdrs+ @buhjadhy js jk emrj`d wjtcbut tcm d!!rb!rjdtm

jeejnrdtjbk stdtus. Jk %&6%, d vjsd d!!hj`dtjbk !rb`mss jk 4mkyd fbr cjs wjfm dkitwb `cjhirmk tb vjsjt cje suiimkhy fdhhs d!drt. @buhjadhy edkdnms tb cdvm cjs

fdejhy ebvmi frbe 1deu tb Jkijd iums tb `jvjh ukrmsts jk 4mkyd jk tcm smvmktjms.

Jk Jkijd tcmy hjvm wjtc tcm Ptmjkmrs, @buhjadhy/s frjmkis, =r. Ed> Ptmjkmr, cmdi bf

tcm rmhjnjbus stuijms dt 3kjvmrsjty bf =mhcj wcmrm Edâebukd ims`mkis jktb

!sy`cbsjs.

&Arjimnrbbe b' Ahbbi( js d stbry tbhi bf cbw Edâebukd `b!ms wjtc cmr

`jr`uestdk`m, tcm mstrdknmemkt frbe cmr cusadki, meadrljkn bk d smhf#ijrm`tmi

stuiy jk dk mffbrt tb lmm! u! wjtc dki ukimrstdki cmr cusadki/s d`dimej`mkimdvbrs dki vdrjbus tcmsms, ds wmhh cmr futjhm mffbrts tb stdy `bkkm`tmi tb cje ay

`brrms!bkimk`m, cmr kuemrbus rmnrmts dki dhsb emebrjms bf cmr ybutc dki hjfm jk

"dut#Pmkmndh#$jnmr jk tcm fjftjms, tcm sj>tjms jk $djrbaj dki 1deu. Jt js dhsb dabut

cbw scm js trdksfbremi iurjkn tcjs hbkn !mrjbi bf mstrdknmemkt frbe cmr cusadki

jk tcm smvmktjms dki hdtmr, jk tcm mjnctjms frbe cmr twb sbks dki tcmk fjkdhhy frbe

cmrsmhf.

)*mems+ ,bemk(s Emktdh mdht* ,bemk(s Qjn*ts Pmxudh /jbhmk`m dki

Dausm Pd`rj'j`m Phd%mry ?dtjbk-ed4jkn dki imktjty t*m _bst-

@bhbkjdh imktjty Mstrdknmemkt eejnrdtjbk.

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Ptjnedtd1 Ers. @buhjadhy.

)*m )rmdtemkt.

Ycm stbry js smt jk Jkijd, $mw =mhcj jk %&6:, frbe 7ukm tb =m`meamr. Ycm kdrrdtbr js

9bkij`cmrry, d `buksmhbr dt tcm memrnmk`y !sy`cjdtry ukjt dt tcm emij`dh s`cbbh bf 3kjvmrsjty bf

=mhcj.

Jk Pm!tmeamr %&6:, d wbedk, uk`bks`jbus dki jk cmr mdrhy fbrtjms js trdksfmrrmi frbe d hb`dh`hjkj` tb tcm 3kjvmrsjty "bs!jtdh. *uiy @cbuiry dki cjs uk`hm =r. <u!td wbrl bk tcm `dsm jk

tcmjr rms!m`tjvm fjmhis ds !sy`cjdtrjst dki jkvmstjndtbr. Jk d ebktc, jt `bems tb hjnct tcdt tcm Ers.

@buhjadhy js nbkm ejssjkn dki scm js jkimmi tcm wbedk dt tcm cbs!jtdh, uk`bks`jbus, cds ammk

smhf#cdrejkn dki bavjbushy !sy`cbtj`. "mr stbry ukfbhis vjd cmr )burkdh#emebjrm. htcbunc scmjs dasmkt dki tcm sjhmkt vbj`m, tcm fjrst !drt bf tcm kbvmh imebkstrdtms tcm smttjkn bf cmr hjfm jk

$mw =mhcj. "mr )burkdhs, mhmvmk bf tcme drm fbuki? tcmy drm jk Frmk`c, 9bkij`cmrry wcb js

frdk`b!cbkm smts tb tcm tdsl bf trdkshdtjkn cmr emebjr.

9bkij`cmrry js rmnuhdrhy jkvjtmi tb dttmki P!mùhue im h/dutrm fmeem, wcmrm d nrbu! bf

nrdiudtms frbe 1bkibk, 9drjs dki @dhjfbrkjd, dhh auiijkn, !dssjbkdtm dki m>ds!mrdtmi fmejkjstscbhi `dsudh ijsùssjbks dt $mhsbk/s `df8 jk dk mffbrt tb fjki dki ebhi tcmjr !hd`m jk tcm rms!m`tjvm

rmdhjtjms dki jk tcm s`cmem bf tcjkns jk d aurnmbkjkn dki rd!jihy `cdknjkn dki ymt kbt `cdknjkn

$mw =mhcj. Jk`mksmi, wrmsthjkn wjtc tcm `be!hm>jtjms bf tcm rmdhjtjms jk $mw =mhcj dki jk tcmjr !mrsbkdh hjvms jk tcm mjnctjms, tb tcme, Ptjnedtd am`bems `bim kdem fbr d `dsm fjhm wcj`c

9bkij`cmrry cds d``mss tb, tcdt bf Ers. @buhjadhy wcb uksu``mssfuhhy dttme!tmi suj`jim, dki

wcbsm emebjrm 9bkij`cmrry js trdkshdtjkn frbe Frmk`c tb 5knhjsc. Ycm stbry bf Ers. @buhjadhy

am`bems tcm s!rjknabdri bf tcm ijsùssjbks dt P!mùhue im h/dutrm fmeem dt tcm $mhsbk/s @df8+sm>udh vjbhmk`m, wbemk/s rjncts, rd!m, emktdh cmdhtc dki cystmrjd. t tcm aurmdu bf !rjvdtm

jkvmstjndtbr @cbuiry, *uiy/s bkm ymdr sb)burk jk Yudrmn @buktry dki tcm `bktmkt bf Ers.

@buhjadhy/s emebjr smrvm ds ad`lirb! tb tcm ijs`bvmry dki tcm ;dkdhysjs/ bf tcm jssums !mrtdjkjkntb cmr m>!mrjmk`m dki dhsb tb kdtjbkdh dki ds wmhh ds !mrsbkdh sbvmrmjnkty, dki frmmibe, ds

ukimrstbbi ms!m`jdhhy ay tcm Yudrmns dki dhsb !bst#`bhbkjdh frj`d. Ycmrm drm dhsb btcmr tcmems

rmhdtjkn tb jeejnrdtjbk dki mstrdknmemkt dki wbemk/s rjncts.

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Ycm wbemk cdvm jkvjtmi em tb P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem. Edi)uid, bkm bf tcm fbur, d hdwymr

js trdvmhmi tb 1bkibk bk ausjkmss. Ycjs js cbw J ̀ dem tb am jkvjtmi. 9hus tcm wbemk hbvm9bkij`cmrry. Ycmy wmrm tcm bkms wcb fjrst `dhhmi em 9bkiy.

P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem stdrtmi wcmk 1dlscej rmturkmi frbe darbdi. 1dlscej js vjsjtjkn

frbe emrj̀ d. "mr ebtcmr fmhh jhh, suiimkhy. 1dlscej rmturkmi frbe emrj`d dki wjtcjk d ebktc

amndk tb eburk wbemk/s rjncts dki m2udhjty. 5emrnmk`yO Ycjs js d edttmr bf nrmdt urnmk`y. Pcm

ibms kbt amhjmvm jk jt dky ebrm. 1dlscej, wcb wds vjsjtjkn frbe emrj`d, turkmi ibwk cmr )ba

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bffmr frbe Yuhsd, -lhdcbed wbrljkn dt tcm ukjvmrsjty ds rmsmdr`c dssjstdkt tb <mredjkm <rmmr d

)ba scm wbrlmi fbr tbbtc dki kdjh.

Jkijd js kbt nbbi fbr ybu J rmemeamr $bbrj, tmhhjkn cmr. Jf 1dlscej njvms u!, dhh cb!m fbr tcm

fjnct js nbkm. Dbu drm tcm dvdkt#ndrim jk wbemk/s stuijms dki fmejkjse, ey idrhjkn. vdktjO

"mh! cmr ukamhjmf, !hmdsm. u sm`bursO A 9bkiy, ib sbemtcjkn, !hmdsm.

cy ibk/t ybu amhjmvm dkyebrm

Ycm vm`tbr js vj`tbr, scm sdys !bjnkdkthy. "mr fd`m d swmmt rbuki fjrehy rmkimrmi bvdh ay tcm ajn

ahd`l s`drf dki cmr `hbtcms, tcm sdem, dhh ahd`l. Pcm js tcm wbedk jk eburkjkn, stdnjkn eburkjkn

tcdt dki cmr sbkn js tcdt tcmrm js m2udhjty, dki tcmrm wjhh kmvmr am am`dusm ds scm !uts jt tcm vm`tbr

js tcm vj`tbr.

m drm kmvmr nbjkn tb am m2udh tb emk. Jt wds d irmde. kjnctedrm. Emk drm d `be!hmtmhy

ijffmrmkt s!m`jms. Ycjkl vjrnjkjty dki cbw tcm mssmk`m bf tcm ibwry bf arjim !rj`m amjkn tcm

ahbbi bk tcm scmmts frbe imfhbwmrjkn d vjrnjk. Ycm bkm wjtc tcm drrbw wjks. Ycm vm`tbr.

1dlscej js vjsjtjkn frbe emrj`d. "mr ebtcmr fmhh jhh, suiimkhy. Pcm wds tb jktmrvjmw fbr d

!bsjtjbk ds <mredjkm <rmmr/s dssjstdkt. *msmdr`c dssjstdkt. "mh! cmr ukamhjmf. $bbrj rm`d!!mi.

ki emd ùh!d. Ycm rmdsbk wcy 1dlscej js cdvjkn tcjs rmd`tjbk js am`dusm scm `dem tb fjki em

!rmnkdkt dki ukme!hbymi. Ycdt arblm cmr cmdrt. Jt js ey fduht. ki J ib kbt cdvm tcm cmdrt fbr jt.

"mh! em, 9bkiy A

m hduncmi.

hduncjkn $bbrj, ùtm ds d auttbk dki dhh nhbwjkn, !rmnkdk`y sujts cmr wmhh, J tcbunct.

1dlscej, J cdvm kbt rmkbuk`mi fmejkjse, cbwmvmr J wjhh cdvm tcm `cjhirmk J bwm tcm 4d!bbrs fbr

tcm fdvbr bf amjkn edrrjmi, scm sdji sdr`dstj`dhhy, ruaajkn cmr tueey wcj`c wds amnjkkjkn tb

scbw. J wjhh cdvm tcm `cjhirmk dki nmt ad`l bk ey `drmmr trd`l tb !drtkmr jk d hdw fjre. -r nb tb

Ptrdsaburn tb furtcmr ey stuijms. Ycm 4d!bbrs cdvm !rbejsmi em tcdt. ki J, cdki bk cmrt, J

!rbejsm ybu, 1dlscej.

Ybunc bkm jf ybu dsl em, sdji 9died)d.

J cdi ammk ad`l frbe 9drjs fbr kbt mvmk d ebktc dki cmr tueey scbws `bksjimrdahy. J wbkimr

cbw fdr scm js dhbkn. $bbrj wds wjtc em dt tcm Pbrabkkm. 9died)d wds jk 1bkibk wjtc *uiy dki

`be!dky. 9bbr njrh. Ybb fdscjbkdahm fbr d smimktdry hjfm ds hjardrjdk, cmr ejki wds jk bvmrirjvm. J

mk`burdnmi cmr tb tcjkl bf wrjtjkn fbr tcm Yjems bf Jkijd. cjhm jk 1bkibk, scm trjmi cmr cdkis dt

ebimhjkn aut cmr fdtcmr tcrmdtmkmi tb ùt cmr bff sb scm 2ujt tcdt. Pcm js idtjkn d hdwymr. Ycjs

cdhf Jkibkmsjdk dki cdhf rjtjsc skba, ebrm rjtjsc jf ybu dsl em. Ycm njrhs tcjkl tcmy arblm u!

am`dusm cm wbuhik/t edrry cmr. ut scm js jk hbvm wjtc cje, scm tbhi em dabut twb wmmls dnb.

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cy ibk/t ybu wdkt tcm njrhs tb lkbw tcdt Dbu drm cd!!y, rjnct J dslmi, `bk`mrkmi.

"mr cdkis nmkthy bk ey wrjsts, scm tmhhs em. J de kbt tcm bkm wcb dslmi cje tb njvm em dk

dhhbwdk`m.

Jt js kbt d adi tcjkn A

"m wds rmhjmvmi. "m sdji cm cds ammk tcjkljkn tb dsl em aut cm wds wbrrjmi J wbuhi am bffmkimi.

mhh, nbbi tcmk.

ki cdkisbemhy. "m !dys em wcdt cm wbuhi jk`ur ds imat jf wm wmrm edrrjmi. Pb jt js kbt tcdt

cm ibms kbt wdkt em, jt js tcm edrrjdnm cm ibms kbt wdkt.

=bms tcdt edlm ybu fmmh amttmr

Pb eu`c. "m hbvms em. J hbvm cje, tbb. Pb eu`c.

Pb tmhh tcm njrhs.

Ycmy tcjkl J scbuhi iue! cje. Ycdt wds amfbrm tcm dhhbwdk`m dki dhtcbunc J wjhh lmm! ey )ba

dki mvmk !mrcd!s nb ad`l tb s`cbbh, dki 7bck rmdhhy wbuhi hjlm em tb nb ad`l tb s`cbbh wcmk J

de rmdiy A J )ust fmmh J wjhh cdvm tb tmhh tcme tcm imtdjhs dki tcmy wjhh kbt d!!rbvm bf em.

Yb am d wbedk js tb am trduedtjImi, 9bkiy. A. Ycdt js wcdt jt js. Yb am wbedk js tb am

trduedtjImi. A "bw wmhh ybu ijsnujsm tcm trdued, ... cdt ybu turk jt jktb, drt, ausjkmss, d

abttbe#hjkm, .... stbry#tmhhjkn, sbem `rdft, sbem `rdftjkmss, ... 9urm nujsm, dki jt js cbw eu`cnujsm ybu cdvm, `dk eustmr, A "bw ybu imdh wjtc tcm trdued, A ay `dt#wdhljkn, A d ejkjdturm

s!cjk> bf sbrts, A Ycm smiu`tjbk tcmbry. A Ycm smiu`tjbk jtsmhf js tcm trdued. ut ibms kbt hjfm

jtsmhf rm2ujrm tcdt wm am smiu`mi A

9died)d <u!td. Pcm js d hjardrjdk. ebajhm cuedk hjardry. Pedrt njrh, dki d nbbi !djr bf wjtty

ardjks tb nb wjtc jt.

m wmrm tcm `rbwi tb cdkn wjtc jk =mhcj iurjkn tcm hbkn sueemr vd`dtjbks. hh kbw jk bur eji#

twmktjms, wm wmrm smtthjkn jktb wcdt hbblmi hjlm `drmmrs dki tcm wbemk, fbr tcm ebst !drt, wmrm

hbbljkn tb nmt edrrjmi, su!!bsmi stduk`c fmejkjst kbkmtcmhmss. $bbrj wds dt tcm Pbrabkkm wjtcem. 1dlscej wds jk @dhjfbrkjd, 3@ mrlmhmy. Pcm js tcm bkm wcb js hbbljkn tb rm`bk`jhm btcmr

!drts bf cmr hjfmstyhm `cbj`ms wjtc fmejkjst. Fmejkjst wds jk vbnum jk tcm mjnctjms. Ywb ymdrs

dnb, scm edim tcm dkkbuk`memkt+ J de nbjkn tb am`bem hmsajdk ay km>t ymdr jf J ib kbt nmt

edrrjmi tcjs ymdr.

Jf ybu ib kbt emmt sbembkm, js wcdt ybu emdk, J cmh!mi cmr but. Pcm sdt jk frbkt bf em stdrjkn

ims!bkimkthy jktb cmr `df8 du hdjt. J nrdaami cmr ay tcm cdkis dki s!blm tcjs jktb cmr amdutjfuh

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myms. Dbu wdkt tb emmt d kj`m edk, nb bk tmk idtms dt hmdst, dki am mkndnmi dki edrrjmi wjtcjk

fjvm ebktcs

Pcm hduncmi. Dms, J de rukkjkn but bf tjem. J de rukkjkn but bf tjem.

Ycmrm js !hmkty bf tjem tb nmt edrrjmi dki nmt ijvbr`mi dki nmt edrrjmi dndjk dki nmt ijvbr`midndjk, J `cjemi cd!!jhy.

Ycjs js Jkijd. m ib kbt nmt ijvbr`mi.

Ycmk tdlm d Frmk`c hmdvm J mk`burdnmi.

1dlscej Pjknc. Pcm amhbkns tb emrj`d. <mredjkm <rmmr/s rmsmdr`c dssjstdkt. t <rmmr/s

im!drtemkt dt 3kjvmrsjty bf Yuhsd, -lhdcbed aut scm cdi tb `bem cbem, cmr ebtcmr fmhh jhh. ki

kbw scm js eburkjkn cmr `drmmr dki tcm divb`d`y.

cdt scm kmmis tb ib js tb nrdft d hbuknjkn rbbe jk cmr fmejkjst kdrrdtjvm fbr emk? J tbhi cmr twb

ymdrs dnb. $bbrj 4d!bbr, wcb edim cmr !md`m wjtc fmejkjse, wds nbjkn tb nmt mkndnmi tb

4d!bbr dki hbbljkn fbrwdri tb am`bejkn d fuhhtjem cbusmwjfm tjhh tcm ljis, cmr cusadki cdvjkn

!ut jk d smrjbus dki dhebst bffj`jdh rm2umst fbr fjvm, sb tjhh dhh fjvm drm jk `bhhmnm tcmk scm nbms

ad`l tb cmr `drmmr ds d hdwymr.

Dbu stdki d !rmtty `cdhhmknjkn `cdk`m dt tcdt, Ers. 4d!bbr, Es. 1dlscej Pjknc tbhi cmr

mdrkmsthy. ut sb hbkn ds ybu drm cd!!y tbidy, dki idy jk dki idy but, tcdt js dhh tcdt edttmrs.

Ycdt js m>d`thy wcdt ey duktjm tbhi em, $bbrj bffmrmi.

Ycm vm`tbr js tcm vj`tbr. Ycm nbis `drry vm`tbrs dki tcm vm`tbr js tcm vj`tbr.

m hduncmi.

Yrum, 1dlscej sdji. Ycmrm js rmsmdr`c tb !rbvm jt. bemk/s tmdrs turk emk bff. Jt js tcm bkhy

fjnctjkn `cdk`m wm cdvm nbt tb sdvm tcm wbrhi. m `dkkbt am m2udh tb emk. m ib kbt cdvm d

fjnctjkn `cdk`m. Ycm vm`tbr js vj`tbr. ki tcdt js wcy cdkis ibwk, J eburk.

P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem. A 9died)d, 1dlscej dki $bbrj cdi tdlmk d lmmk jktmrmst jk tcm

`dsms J nbt dt tcm cbs!jtdh. 5s!m`jdhhy tcm `dsms bf wbemk. Ycmy `bkfjremi tb em tcdt <mrtruim

wds rjnct.

A tcdt cystmrjd js tcm kdturdh stdtm bf tcm b!!rmssmi dki cystmrjd js tcm sye!tbe wds hjfm !hdyjkn

but, d kdturdh !cmkbemkbk. Ycdt 1dlscej tbtdhhy dnrmmi wjtc.

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ki 9died)d wds tcm `cde!jbk bf <mrtruim/s fd`t tcdt hjlm tcm vdnjkd cystmrjd js smhf#`hmdkjkn.

A 1jlm d !cysj`jdk, tcm vdnjkd jt js smhf#cmdhjkn, kbt d suffb`dtjkn ebtcmr, sbemtcjkn br btcmr

dki ibms kbt rm2ujrm dnnrmssjvm trmdtemkt. Jt `buhi am trmdtmi ds sd`rmi.

@buhi ybu jkvjtm cmr, 9died)d dslmi.

cb

<mrtruim.

-c, kb.

cy

=b kbt nmt em wrbkn A J hbvm <mrtruim dk dhh tcdt aut jk bk `be!drtemkt bf ey hjfm. ki scm js

)ust nbt d nrbusm wcmrm !sy`cjdtrjsts drm `bk`mrkmi,

... njvmk jt js vmry edhm#ibejkdtmi dki nbvmrkmi ay tcme, 1dlscej `be!hmtmi jt fbr em. Jk btcmrwbris, cusadkiry.

1jlm wm drm `dtthm dki scmm!, A

A b!!rmssmi, dki cm wds dffhj`tmi, ymt cm b!mkmi kbt cjs ebutc+ cm js arbunct ds d hdea tb tcm

shdunctmr, dki ds d scmm! amfbrm cmr scmdrmrs js iuea, sb cm b!mkmtc kbt cjs ebutc.

A tdlmk frbe !rjsbk dki frbe )uinemkt+ dki wcb scdhh im`hdrm cjs nmkmrdtjbk fbr cm wds `ut

bff but bf tcm hdki bf tcm hjvjkn+ fbr tcm trdksnrmssjbk bf ey !mb!hm wds cm strj`lmk.

9sy`cjdtry js hjlm tcm ejhjtdry, rmdhhy, $bbrj `bk`huimi. Jf wbemk rdk jt wbuhi am ebrm nmttjkn

tbnmtcmr dki wrmsthjkn wjtc !rbahmes, `d)bhjkn tcme tjhh tcmy vdkjsc.

"ystmrjd, bffmrmi 9died)d, js tcm ajrtc bf !sy`cjdtry. @urjbsjty dabut wbemk/s abijms dki cbw tb

`bk2umr wbemk, js cbw !sy`cjdtry `dem dabut.

J `be!hmtmhy dnrmm. 1dlscej sdji. Jt js tcm amirb`l bf `bhbkjdhjse dki tcjri wbrhi m`bkbej` dktj#

imvmhb!emkt.

A J lkbw bf d njrh wcb wds suffmrjkn tcm sdem tcjkn ds tcm edrrjmi wbedk wjtc d A iji ybu

sdy hbvjkn cusadki

Dms. "mr `cjhirmk cdvm tbhi em tcmjr fdtcmr js vmry hbvjkn tbwdris cmr. Ycdt js wcy J wjhh sdy tcm

sdem.

1bvm dt tjems `dk am b!!rmssjvm. Jt js tcm bkm tcjkn J dnrmm wjtc 7bck dabut. 9mrcd!s scm js

b!!rmssmi.

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1bvm js b!!rmssjvm J dslmi.

Dms. Jt `dk am b!!rmssjvm, $bbrj dnrmmi.

A Ycdkl ybu, fbr s!jttjkn tcdt but. <bi A Ycm wbedk js wmhh bff dki cmr cusadki J amhjmvm jf

tbb ib`jhm, tbb nbbi, tbb hbvjkn A J rmdhhy `dkkbt m>!hdjk wcdt tcdt js aut J lkbw tcdt fmmhjkn. Jtjs hjlm bvmrhy !rbtm`tjvm !drmkts wcb ib kbt cdvm tb nb tb wbrl am`dusm tcmy jkcmrjtmi ebkmy dki

ybu wjhh dhh bf tcm kb#hjfm, kb#hjvjkn, kb#strjvjkn ADbu cdvm kb rmdsbk jk hjfm tb tdlm d rjsl, tb

suffmr dky hbss, tb am ukrmdsbkdahm, A Pbemtjems trdued js wcdt js nbbi fbr us, wmjrihy mkbunc.

1jfm js trdued, 2uj!!mi 1dlscej. 1jfm js trdued am`dusm tcm vm`tbr A

Js vj`tbr, J cmh!mi cmr fjkjsc, diijkn, ... ki tcmrm js kb wjkkjkn.

m ib kbt stdki d fjnctjkn `cdk`m. Eburkjkn js tcm bkhy wdy ay wcj`c wm stdki d `cdk`m. Yb

ukib emk. Yb arjkn tcm cbusm ibwk.

9bkiy, ybu wjhh kbt tmhh, wjhh ybu

cy jk tcm wbrhi wbuhi J J stdki tb ndjk.

9sy`cjdtry rmdhhy, wcmk ybu tcjkl dabut jt, js hjlm d hdabrdtbry wcmrm ms!m`jdhhy wbemk dki tcm

frdjh drm me!hbymi ds nujkmd !jns bf tcm !cdred`mutj`dh `be!dkjms tb fjkjsc tcmjr rmsmdr`c dki

imvmhb!emkt bf iruns.

mhh, kbt sb eu`c. cdt J de imdhjkn wjtc dt wbrl js d `dsm bf wmhh, fmedhm nmkjtdh eutjhdtjbk

dki b!!rmssjbk.

cdt A

A J de tme!tmi tb sdy tcdt sbukis m>`jtjknOO

mhh, amfbrm wm hduk`c jktb jt, 5>`usm em.

J `dem ad`l frbe tcm nmkts dki tb fjki tcm njrhs ijsdnrmmjkn dabut dk jssum dabut <mredjkm

<rmmr/s wbrl. 1dlscej, tcm bffj`jdh <rmmr njrh iji kbt 2ujtm dnrmm wjtc sbemtcjkn 9died)d wds

strmssjkn wds d fd`t. J wdt`cmi mk)byjkn tcm !dssjbkdtm jktmhhm`tudh stjeuhdtjbk `bejkn frbe tcm

twb njrhs jk !drtj`uhdr ds $bbrj, tcm swmmt s`bwh bk cmr fd`m, cmr arbw hbblmi tcjs wdy dki tcdt dt

md`c njrh wmjncjkn drnuemkts lkjfmi jktb d cdhf ay tcm btcmr/s ;sbrry tb jktmrru!t ybu aut/, dki ;Jib kbt emdk tb am ruim aut/ A

Ycm brimrs drrjvmi dki sbbk J wds scbwjkn tcme !cbtbs bf *uiy jk Yudrmn `hbtcms wcj`c tcmy

fbuki rdtcmr jktmrmstjkn.

cmrm jk cmdvmk/s kdem js tcjs Yudrmn `buktry !hd`m J `cm`lmi dki jt js kbt jk tcm wbrhi dthds.

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Yjeaultu, 2uj!!mi 9died)d, jk )mst. 5h =brdib.

Jt ibms kbt jk d`tudh fd`t m>jst

Yjeaultu. Jt ibms m>jst.

Yjeaultu js jk Yudrmn `buktry. "m wmkt tcmrm vjd Pmkmndh. J sdji.

cdtmvmr. A.

cdt js nbjkn bk wjtc *uiy

"m cds edim d vbw bf `mhjad`y sjk`m Yudrmn `buktry.

Ycmy dhh, jk tdkime, syk`crbkjImi, rbhhmi tcmjr myms. J hduncmi.

J rmdi bk`m dabut Pdvbrnkdk im rdIId, 9died)d wds sdyjkn.A abbl dabut hd Pb`j8t8 im

<8bnrd!cjm im 9drjs. ... =m rdIId, tcm edk fbr wcbe rdIIdvjhhm js kdemi. "m wmkt tb tcm@bknb wjtc %M Pmkmndhmsm jkfdktryemk, dki twb kdtjvm jktmr!rmtmrs. @bem tb tcjkl bf jt, *uiy

hbbls d ajt hjlm im rdIId.

Ywmhvm Pmkmndhmsm jkfdktryemk $bw tcdt js d !drty, sdji $bbrj. buhik/t ybu tcjkl Ydhh, idrl

Pmkmndhmsm emk trmlljkn d`rbss trb!j`dh frj`d wjtc d wcjtm edk fbr edstmr.

A cdt drm ybu u! tb hdtmhy, 9bkiy dslmi 1dlscej. Dbu nuys ib kbt jkvjtm us dkyebrm.

-c, J sdji. dt`cjkn dki wdjtjkn tb smm cbw tcm `dsm dki !dtjmkt !smuib#kdemi Ptjnedtd wjhh

imvmhb!. J de trdkshdtjkn cmr kbtms dki )burkdhs.

c, wrjtmr shdsc trdkshdtbr. ki ybu `bejkn u! wjtc jktmrmstjkn sm`rmts

@dk ybu jednjkm tcdt slmi $bbrj ... =bms bkm kbt kmmi tb s!mdl tb am `buktmi debknst tcm

hjvjkn Jt cds ammk twb ebktcs bf sjhmkt trmdtemkt dhebst. cb js nbjkn tb fbbt tcm amduty shmm!

ajhh <bi, J wjsc J `buhi cdvm tcdt hu>ury. =bk/t ybu cdvm tb sdy sbemtcjkn frbe tjem tb tjem

hurt but d fmw wbris @beedkis, dkytcjkn sb ybu ib kbt wdkt tb nmt ej>mi u! wjtc tcm imdi

Yrum, jk `mrtdjk `uhturms ybu cdvm tb dkkbuk`m ybur `bejkn dki ybur nbjkn, br ybu ejnct am

`buktmi debknst tcm imdi dki am aurjmi.

edIbkjdk wbemk.

*jnct cmrm jk ybur ad`lydri, ey idrhjkn.

=b ybu rmemeamr Ycjs ebrdh bf tcm `mrtdjk <jkmvrd A =b ybu rmemeamr A J de <jkmvrd

aurjmi, aut kbt imdi, dki cdvm nbt fbrtc dki kbkm wjhh hmt em jk.

$b, J `dkkbt rm`dhh A

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A Ycjs wbedk wcb jt wds sdji rm`mjvmi hmttmrs frbe d kbahmedk wcb im`hdrms cjs hbvm fbr cmr.

@dk ybu jednjkm, scm rm`mjvms tcm hmttmr, rmdis jt dki tcm !bbr wbedk fdjkts, A.

"bw -r wcy

A Ycjs js su!!bsmi tb am jk vmry mdrhy *bedk tjems. Ycmk tcm emk nb but tb cukt bk`m mvmryfbrtkjnct dki tb wdr bk`m jk fjvm bf tmk ymdrs, tcm wbemk nmt !rmnkdkt dki cdvm adajms dki rdjsm

fdejhjms wcdt mhsm js tcmrm tb ib, $bbrj

Dms, J de bkm#fburtc tcm ijstdk`m tb tcm fjkjsc hjkm. A J nbt edrrjmi dki ey ebtcmr#jk#hdw

jkfbremi em tcmrm wds kb tjem fbr fdejhy !hdkkjkn. 4d!bbr js tcmjr bkhy sbk dki tcmy kmmi dt

hmdst twb nrdkisbks. A

Jt b``urs tb em, d wbedk js fjttmi wjtc tcm ed`cjkm fbr tcm nbis. Ycdt js wcdt scm js nbbi fbr. A

Jk Yudrmn `buktry, tcm emk cdvm cmris bf dkjedhs rmdiy fbr sd`rjfj`m dki tcm wbemk cdvm adajms

dhsb rmdiy fbr sd`rjfj`m. m drm wjvms bf tcm nbis.

Js tcdt wcy tcmy `dhh jt cusadkiry

J numss A

Ycm 2umstjbk J wdkt tb dsl, 1dlscej s!blm, sueebkjkn ey dttmktjbk, js tcjs. A 9bkiy, ybu drm

stjhh d vjrnjk

Ym̀ ckj`dhhy A $b.

cdt js tm`ckj`dh dabut amjkn d vjrnjk br kbt

mhh, ybu drm rjnct. ut tcmrm js tcdt jssum bf A mhh. Pb J cdvm cdi kb lkbwhminm bf dkybkm. $b

`drkdh lkbwhminm tcdt js.

9bkiy, cbw ib ybu ib jt

=b wcdt A Jt

m dhh hduncmi.

$bt cdvjkn sm> A

J cdvm ammk tcjkljkn dabut jt. $b, smrjbushy dki trum. ki J rmdhjIm tcdt sbemcbw ey ardjk js kbt

wjrmi tb meard`m, rjsl, imsjrm tcm `be!hj`dtjbks bf rmhdtjbkscj!s, ybu lkbw, tcm tcmdtrm tcdt

mksums wcmk sm> dki rmhdtjbkscj!s drm `bk`mrkmi

Pb J smm cbw tcdt `buhi am tm`ckj`dh. A cdt ljki bf `jr`ujt js ybur ardjk

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Pcbrt. J scbrtmi jt. A J ijrm`t tcdt mkmrny br imsjrm mhsmwcmrm. J ib kbt tcjkl t kmmi bf rmhmdsjkn jt

wjtc btcmr cuedks A -r wbrsm wjtc tcm bkm cuedk. J de ebrm rms!m`tfuh tcdk tcdt, A J tcjkl.

Ycmrm js kb rmdsbk hueamrjkn dkbtcmr cuedk wjtc dhh tcdt !mrtdjks tb ey abiy dki ardjk. A J

cbkmsthy ib kbt lkbw br smm cbw tcdt js !bssjahm. Jf J ib kbt nb `rdIy, tcmy wjhh. J de smimktdry

dki J ejki trdvmh sb eu`c jt js kbt wbrtc jkvmstjkn jk d rmhdtjbkscj!. J de kmvmr !rmsmkt. $bt

2ujtm dasmkt#ejkimi aut J de kbt surm J `buhi `beejt.

A J lkbw, 9bkiy. m tdhlmi dabut tcjs edky tjems A ut hjstmkjkn tb dhh bf tcjs, dki ybu `dsm

ybu cdvm dt wbrl A

Dbu lkbw wcdt J wds tcjkljkn, sdji 9died)d. abut tcm nmkjtdh eutjhdtjbk, A Jk tcm mjnctmmk#

cukirmis, tcjs dlmr rbwk, d rjtjsc bastmtrj`jdk wcb jk cjs wbrl rm`beemkimi `hjtbrjim`tbey

ds tcm ùrm fbr im!rmssjbk dki dhh edkkmr bf cystmrjd. ki J wds sjk`mrmhy tcjkljkn, tcmrm eust

am d tcjkn br twb tb am sdji dabut tcdt dki jk su!!brt bf tcdt. -km tcjkn J lkbw js tcdt jf emk cdi

kb m>ùsms, dki kb rmdsbk tb tcjkl tcdt wbemk wdkt jt, dki wbemk cdi kb rmdsbk tb tcjkl dki

d`t hjlm tcmy wdkt jt, jf tcmrm wmrm kb imsjrm, A ms!m`jdhhy tcdt bf wbedk, kb imsjrm fbr kbtcjkn,`dk ybu jednjkm tcm je!brt "bw sjnkjfj`dkt tcdt js tb tcm m`bkbey

cb wds jt wcb sdji tcdt emk fjnct wdrs dki aujhi cbusms dki `jvjhjIdtjbks am`dusm bf wbemk

m`dusm bf wcdt wbemk wdkt

... Pmm, tcmk jf wm ajbhbnj`dhhy wjhh am jk`d!dahm bf imsjrm, kbt mvmr wdkt dkytcjkn A Ycdt wdy

wm wjhh cdvm d bkm wdy tj`lmt but bf cmrm, d tj`lmt bf kb#rmturk, d bkm#wdy tj`lmt nbjkn ibwk dki

wm wjhh tdlm tcm m`bkbey dki dhh bf tcm jkfrdstru`turm dki systmes wjtc us. 1jncts butO rjkn bk

tcm idrl.

Dbu lkbw, jt dhh sbukis m``mktrj` dki aut J de jk`hjkmi tb tcjkl tcdt tbb, fjkdhmemkt, $bbrj

diimi, A 1bri, ib kbt tmhh ey cusadki. "m js auyjkn em d `dr jf jt js d aby.

cdt

cdt jf jt js d njrh, cm wjhh auy ybu d eb! ki d arbbe

"usc. J amn ybu. Jt js ey ebtcmr#jk#hdw wcb js jk `cdrnm bf tcm ajn s!mkijkn A

Ycjs js sb dkkbyjkn J tcjkl J wjhh nb ad`l tb 5knhdki. A J `buhi cdvm d sdfm nmkjtdh ùttjkn jk

5knhdki. J de amnjkkjkn tb fdktdsjIm dabut tcdt. 1dlscej, wjhh ybu `bem wjtc em 9bkiy

$bt J, J sdji. J de tcjkljkn dabut cbw tb d`tjvmhy smml wbemk tb cmh! em rdhhy u! su!!brt dndjkst

bcrd =dwbbij 4cdtkd.

J wjhh am wbrljkn tb frmm wbedk ay ibjkn )ust tcdt. =bjkn bcrd =dwbbij 4cdtkd tb eysmhf dki

jk 1bkibk. J wjhh sjknhmcdkimihy wbrl tbwdris tcm ukibjkn bf tcm jkstjtutjbk bf edrrjdnm dki

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wcmk J de ibkm tcm m`bkbey. <djk, !rbfjt#edljkn, tcm wcbhm aujhijkn `bems ibwk. $bbrj, J wjhh

smki ybu d !bst`dri bf tcm rmvbhutjbk dki tcm kmws!d!mr `hj!!jkns bf ey wrjtjkns.

Dbu lkbw wcdt Jktmr)m`tmi 1dlscej. J iji kbt wdkt tb sdy tcjs mdrhjmr aut A Pb J cdvm dk uk`hm

wcb jk 4mkyd edrrjmi d Pbedhj wbedk. Ycmy ebvmi tb 5knhdki dki numss wcdt, tcmy cdvm tcm

ùttjkn `mrmebky brndkjImi mvmry bkm br twb ymdrs fbr tcm Pbedhj `beeukjty bf wbemk dkiybukn njrhsA

Jk tcm 34

Dms. J lkbw bf tcm frjmki bf bkm bf ey duktjms, d wcjtm wbemk edrrjmi tb Pbedhj edk. @dk ybu

amhjmvm scm ndtcmrmi cmr tcrmm idunctmrs dki m>!hdjkmi tb tcme wcdt tcm fuk`tjbks bf tcm

ijffmrmkt !drts bf tcm vdnjkd wds, tcm fuk`tjbks bf tcjs dki tcdt, dhh bf wcj`c frbe wcdt J de tbhi

eust cdvm sbukimi rmiukidkt, tcm hdajd dki hbwmr dki u!!mr hj!s dki tcjs dki tcdt, dki cbw tcm

`hjtbrjs js dk mktrd!emkt, cbw jt `buhi hmdi tb ukrmstrdjkmi imsjrm fbr sm> dhh bf wcj`c `buhi vmry

wmhh nmt jk tcm wdy bf d ybukn wbedk/s `drmmr deajtjbks, A

$bt jf !rbstjtutjbk js ybur `drmmr deajtjbk A. Ycdt br !rbejsùjty.

9died)d

1jstmk, sb ybu nmkujkmhy `dk nmt ùt jk tcm 34 $bbrj dslmi.

mhh, sdji 1dlscej rm`bksjimrjkn, ybu ejnct kmmi d !mrejt frbe tcm ummk, aut yms, ybu `dk

imfjkjtmhy cdvm jt ibkm.

Ycm 2ummk, scm js tcm bkm wcb kmmis tb nmt ùt, jk ey cueahm b!jkjbk, 9died)d sdji.

9died)d js stjhh kbt dk jk`c tdlmk ay tcm rbydh wmiijkn A

$bbrj, ybu edy scdrm d ajrtcidy wjtc tcm 9rjk`mss bf dhms fbr dhh ybu wdkt A J de surm ybu drm

stjhh trdijkn rbydh wmiijkn !cbtbnrd!cs

Dms, dki tcbsm bf 9rjk`mss =jdkd/s adajms. Ycmy drm amdutjfuh. J cdvm tcme cmrm jk ey !ursm.

$bbrj J wds scb`lmi. rm ybu rmdhhy *bydh wmiijkn dki rbydh aday !j`turms Pcm frbIm. "mr

ajn wjim myms. Fuhh !rmnkdkt dki nbjkn bk tmk, J tmdsmi.

Pmm, jt js wcdt J `dhh 2ujmt cystmrjd ukimr wrd!s.

ujmt cystmrjd ukimr aur2d.

cdt wm kmmi js tb ijsùss `hjtbrmim`tbey fbr !mb!hm hjlm ybu dki tcm trbu!m bf rbydh !mb!hm dki

cdknmrs#bk A

@hjtbrmim`tbey. =bms tcdt sbuki hjlm dkdr`cy jk ijsnujsm

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$b, ey idrhjkn 1dlscej. @hjtbrmim`tbey js dkdr`cy !hdjk dki sje!hm.

-l, sb ybur b!jkjbk. Ers. @buhjadhy. =b ybu tcjkl cmr `dsm js bkm bf smhf#eutjhdtjbk br !urm dki

sje!hm nmkjtdh#ùttjkn

1jfm js smhf#cdrejkn jf ybu dsl em. Ycm wcbhm )burkmy js bkm bf smhf#cdre dki !mb!hm wcb suffmr !sy`cbsjs stdnm tcm emdkjkn bf hjfm tb us. Jk fd`t, cystmrjd js drtsy, dki jk sbem `jr`hms smmk ds d

s`rj!t, d !bme, d !jm`m bf tcmdtmr. 9sy`cbsjs rmdhhy js d ;!dkts ibwk/ tjem. k ;bff nudri/ nrdki

ebemkt bk stdnm br d !cdsm bf hjfm.

Pb 9died)d, jf ybu nmt ùt dki `dk nudrdktmm tcdt jt !rmvmkts ybu frbe fdhhjkn jk hbvm dki cdvjkn

d imsjrm fbr stuff, `bksuemrjse dki su`c, sdji 1dlscej, J wjhh auy jktb jt. jtc ey fhmsc dki

ahbbi, auy jktb tcdt ljki bf frmmibe.

$bw tcdt js tbtdh dki `be!hmtm frmmibe, jsk/t jt m`dusm ybur abiy js tcm strbknmst imfmksm dki

tcmrm js kb mktry, kb !mremdtjbk bf jimds dki kb cbrebkms cdri#wjrmi dki ukibjkn ybur d`t, ybur

ndem. J wds tcjkljkn bf tcjs tcm btcmr idy bf cbw hbvm js d hu>ury tb kbt tb jkiuhnm jk. m`dusm

wcmk ybu tcjkl dabut jt, jt/s jhhbnj`dh dki jrrdtjbkdh A ki ibms jt kbt ijsdahm rmdsbk Jt ibms

ybu jk.

1bvm. Jt js tcm abiy !hdyjkn jk d s`rj!t `dhhmi cystmrjd. Jt js tcm abiy wjtc d ejki bf jts bwk. Ycdt

js tcm imfjkjtjbk bf cystmrjd, kbt sb

bedk js cystmrjd, 2ujmt dki ukimr vmhvmt wrd!s.

Ycm wjfm js dk drtjst. jfm js d !mrfbredk`m.

bedk js dk drt. ki wjfm d !mrfbredk`m.

Dms, jf wbedk js cystmrjd, try wbedk, !rmnkdkt dki ebbi#swjkns.

J de <jkmvrd # aurjmi, aut kbt imdi, dki cdvm nbt fbrtc dki kbkm wjhh hmt em jk. <jkmvrd wcb js

kbt dahm tb edrry tcm edk scm hbvms dki sb bk tcm kjnct bf cmr wmiijkn, scm fdhhs jktb d trdk`m

dki ijms jk tcjs trdk`m. ki tcm jktmrmstjkn !drt bf tcjs js tcdt scm wjhhs cmr ejki dki abiy tb fdhh

jktb tcjs trdk`m sb tcdt scm js dahm tb `cmdt bk cmr trum hbvm.

Ycmy fbuki <jkmvrd imdi+ jf jt am imdtc tb hjm wjtcbut ebtjbk br !uhsm br armdtc wjtc wd>mk

`cmmls, dki hjeas `bhi, stjff, dki wcjtm, dki b!mk myms . . .

P!mùhue im h/dutrm fmeem js wcdt 9died)d `dhhmi bur smssjbks bk mikmsidy kjncts. ki jt

cdi nbttmk sb eu`c amttmr am`dusm tcmrm wmrm kb Ycursidy kjncts tb ljhh ey mvmry )by, tcmrm wmrm

kb Ycursidy mvmkjkns dt sj> `bejkn dt em frbe mvmry `brkmr, `bejkn but bf tcm wmmlmki br

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nbjkn tbwdris bkm dki Ycursidy hbbemi dt mvmry turk. J wds eu`c !rmsmkt jk ey bwk s!d`m

wcmrmvmr J wds dt br wdkimrjkn dt br tb am`dusm Ers. Ptmjkmr wds wcmrm scm wds nmttjkn tcm cmh!

scm kmmimi dki J wds frmm dki kbt dk>jbus dabut tcm tdhl smssjbks scm sb adihy kmmimi. Ycm

aurimk rmdhhy wds am`dusm J `buhik/t fbr tcm hjfm bf em fjnurm but cbw tb tmhh cmr wcdt scm truhy

kmmi dki scm iji kbt wdkt em tdhljkn tb =r. <u!td mjtcmr. J rmemeamr cmr ukstmdiy, rmsthmss dki

wdtmry ahum myms. 9bbr wbedk.

$bbrj, 1dlscej dki 9died)d wmrm fuk, smrjbus, fuhh bf im!tc, sb eu`c !dssjbk dki 2umst, dki dt

mvmry turk dt d `rbssrbdi. =m`jsjbks, im`jsjbks, im`jsjbks. @drmmr `rbssrbdis, rmhdtjbkscj!s,

!drmkts, sjahjkns, m>tmkimi fdejhjms, tcm wbrhi, wcdt jk tcm wbrhi js tcm wbrhi `bejkn tb Ycdt

dki !mrsbkdh irmdes dki dhsb `bkfmssjbks. @bk`mssjbks, `bk`mssjbks, `bk`mssjbks.

P!mùhue im h/dutrm fmeem. Ycm njrhs wmrm dhwdys jktmrmstmi jk wcdt wds nbjkn bk dt tcm

cbs!jtdh. cdt ljki bf `hjmkts `dem tb smm em, tcmjr fdejhjms dki cbw tcmy wmrm `b!jkn dki wcdt

J `buhi ib tb cmh! je!rbvm edttmrs, wcdt J tcbunct bf tcmjr jssums dki su`c. Jt wds kbt

!rbfmssjbkdh tb ijsùss su`c edttmrs aut J trustmi tcm njrhs, tcmy wmrm !rbfmssjbkdh dki J rmdhhykmmimi tb im`be!rmss, dt hmdst bk`m d wmml. Pb J ijvuhnmi. "d!!jhy. Ebst tcjkns wjtc tcm

m>`m!tjbk bf tcm kdem bf tcm !dtjmkts dki su`c imtdjhs.

1dlscej wds ebst ùrjbus dki scm wds bftmk tcm fjrst tb dsl.

Pb wcdt js nbjkn bk dt tcm cbs!jtdh

Jt wds hjlm d `cjhi amnnjkn fbr d stbry tb am tbhi. Ycm stbry tmhhmr `dsts d s!mhh. P!mùhue im

h/dutrm fmeem. *mvmdh tb em ey bwk cmdrt jk tcm m>!mrjmk`m ybu ds tcm btcmr wbedk cds cdi sb

tcdt ay tcm stbry ybu tmhh wjtcbut ds eu`c ds tmhhjkn, sb tcdt ay tcm stbry dki rmvmhdtjbk J edy fjki

hjnct fbr ey !dtc, ey cmdrt.

Frjidy kjncts, *uiy dki J wmkt trbut fjscjkn. J lm!t s`brm, dki cm dknhjkn. Jt wds emijtdtjvm. J

wjhh hjm bk tcm !hdstj` scmmt bk tcm adkls bf tcm rjvmr ukimr bur ajn hdktmrk dki mk)by tcm sbukis

bf dkjedh dki wdtmr hjfm dki !mb!hm jk tcm ijstdk`m dt tcm rjvmr, wcdt hbblmi hjlm fhbdtjkn bjh#

hde!s dt tcm minm bf tcm wdtmr. ftmr d `bu!hm bf fjscms, wm !jt̀ cmi tcm tmkt dki d tdhh !bt bf `bdh

dt wcj`c wm nrjhhmi tcm fjsc. jkm.

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*uiy hjlmi cjs fbbi vmry sje!hm. J de Yudrmn tcdt wdy, cm sdji wcmk J emktjbkmi jt tb cje. ut J

ib mk)by ybur `bbljkn, @cmf 9dssm!drtbut 9bkij`cmrry. "dts bff tb ybu, Ebksjmur. Dbu drm

s!hmkiji dki ybur `bbljkn js su!mra.

Dbu drm tcm sdem wjtc wbemk.

Jk wcdt wdy, cm dslmi hduncjkn.

Dbu `dk hjvm wjtcbut d wbedk wcj`c wjhh sur!rjsm dhh dki mvmry sjknhm bkm bf ybur m>#njrhfrjmkis.

Dbu hjlm tcm `be!dky d nbbi wbedk dki jf cmr `be!dky js nbbi dki tcmrm js kb swmdtjkn ejkbr

stuff, ybu drm nbbi wjtc cmr fbr hjfm aut ybu wjhh kbt am trd!!mi ay tcm nbhi scm cbhis jk cmr cdki

dki bffmrs tb ybu wjtc strjkns, ukimrcdkimikmss dki uhtjedtues dttd`cmi.

"m hduncmi.

Ycdt js cbw bur hjvms dki s`cmiuhms wmrm tcm fjrst twb br tcrmm ebktcs amfbrm Ptjnedtd scbwmi

u! dki mvmk dftmrwdris, fbr dabut d ebktc. jtc tcdt s`cmiuhm, J wrbtm hdtm jktb tcm kjnct,

wbrlmi bk ey ejkj tcmsjs dki *uiy wbrlmi bk tcm `dsms bf cjs kmw `hjmkts dki cjs `bffmm tdahm

abbl. Ycm Yudrmns. *mdh emrj`d jk -hi frj`d. J lm!t sunnmstjkn kmw tjthms mvmry wmml. Ycm

sdem jimd aut ybu lkbw, d ijffmrmkt rjkn tb jt, d ijffmrmkt trutc ndtcmrjkn frbe wcdt cm tbhi em bf

cjs m>!mrjmk`m wds jk frj`d. Yudrmn, tcm -rjnjkdh emrj`dk @bwabys.

m lm!t d !rmtty !rmij`tdahm rbutjkm. mikmsidys J wmkt tb cdkn but wjtc tcm wbemk, wcb lm!t

dsljkn dabut *uiy. $bbrj 4d!bbr ms!m`jdhhy. "js fjrst mvmr swmmtcmdrt, dki cmrs tbb. Edrrjmi dkiwjtc d `cjhi bk tcm wdy, scm wds bffmkimi tcdt cm wds kbt tcm amst edk dt cmr wmiijkn dki tcdt

scm dki cmr cusadki wmrm kmvmr jkvjtmi tb ijkkmr dt bur d!drtemkt. ki wcmrm jk tcm wbrhi js

Yudrmn @bukty, scm dslmi, m>ds!mrdtmi, tcm wmml *uiy drrjvmi jk =mhcj.

Jf tcmrm js d njrh J wjhh edt`c wjtc *uiy, jt js 9died)d. "mr hdwymr abyfrjmki. "m rmdhhy js kbt tcm

edrryjkn ljki js tcm dssmssemkt wm edim. Pcm ibms kbt hjlm tcdt dssmssemkt. Pcm js jk hbvm dki

sb js jk`hjkmi tb amhjmvm btcmrwjsm. Pcm wds 2ujmthy hbbljkn fbr d sm`bki b!jkjbk, frm2umktjkn

btcmr wbemk ijs`ussjbks nrbu!s.

J de kbt jk hbvm, scm `hdrjfjmi.

$b

mhh, J cdvm ammk s!mdljkn wjtc d `bu!hm bf wbemk dabut jt dki wcdt J `bk`huim js tcdt J cdvm

kmvmr truhy ammk jk hbvm. A

Dbu drm A Ybb ebimst Ybb cbkmst A Dbu drm fbrtcrjnct dki d hbvjkn !mrsbk, 9died)d.

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mhh, J lkbw J de d nbbi !mrsbk. A Dbu `dk am dhh tcm nbbi ybu wdkt tb am jk d rmhdtjbkscj! dki

jt ibms kbt emdk ybu drm jk hbvm, br hbvjkn, !mr sm. A 7bck dki J cdvm rms!m`t fbr bkm dkbtcmr, jt

edlms bur mk`buktmrs A

1bvjkn A Ebrm br hmss

mhh, `jvjh. A m drm ljki bf hjlm `bhhmdnums wcb wbrl wmhh bk tcm !rb)m`t `dhhmi ;bur

rmhdtjbkscj! dki eutudh cd!!jkmss/. J lkbw wcdt jt tdlms tb edlm cje cd!!y dki cm lkbws wcdt

jt tdlms tb edlm em cd!!y. ut wm drm kbt km`mssdrjhy jk hbvm. m lkbw wcdt tb m>!m`t frbe bkm

dkbtcmr dki tcdt js jt. A

cdt ljki bf m>!m`tdtjbks

J ib kbt wbrry dabut cjs hdukiry dki J ib kbt wbrry dabut cjs kutrjtjbk. Ebst bf tcm tjem cm cds

ijkkmr wjtc ausjkmss !drtkmrs br dhbkm dki cm `bems shmm! dt ey !hd`m wcmk cm js ibkm wjtc dhh

tcdt dki wjtc wrjtjkn arjmfs dki wcdtkbts A

ut wcdt js cm !rbejsjkn ybu, dslmi $bbrj.

=bms cm kmmi tb !rbejsm em dkytcjkn

mhh, dt bur dnm wcdt wm mkndnm jk js !rm#edrjtdh sm> A Pb wcmk tcmrm js kb tdhl bf edrrjdnm A

hh tcm tdhl js dabut sm> aut wcmrm js tcm tdhl bf edrrjdnm

Ycjkl dabut jt tcjs wdy, J dslmi A Ebst edrrjdnms wjhh am jk cmdvmk jf tcmy cdi tcdt sbrt bf

drrdknmemkt.

$bt wcmk ybu cdvm ebrtndnms dki `cjhirmk .. 1jfm ds diuhts

J tcjkl ybu kmmi tb m>!hdjk, 1dlscej sdji tb 9died)d, tcdt ybu drm kbt jk hbvm wjtc cje.

A J cdvm kmvmr ammk jk hbvm. A J ibuat jf 7bck wdkts tcdt. ..

Js cm jk hbvm wjtc ybu

J ib kbt lkbw.

buhi jt `cdknm dkytcjkn jf cm wmrm jk hbvm, A

J ib kbt lkbw.

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Ymhh tcdt 9died)d njrh tcdt J sdji wm ib kbt hjlm skbas, *uiy sunnmstmi, bkm mvmkjkn bk ey wdy

but. 3!!jty aburnmbjs skbas, cm diimi.

=b ybu lkbw wcdt, *uiy dslmi bkm 2ujmt Ebkidy kjnct wcjhm wm wmrm cdvjkn ijkkmr, dki J

lkmw jt wds dabut Ptjnedtd/s `dsm. Jt cdi am`bem bkm wcj`c wds dhwdys bk bur ejkis, bkm tcdt

wm wmrm dhwdys hbbljkn dt, tcjkljkn dabut, dki strdtmnjIjkn, sunnmstjkn.

=b ybu lkbw tcdt njvmk tcdt )ust jk tcm hdst `mktury emktdh jhhkmss wds tcbunct ium tb

edsturadtjbk dki wds trmdtmi ay `dstrdtjbk A

-l, sb tcdt js d wbrrjsbem !jm`m bf jkfbredtjbk.

Js kbt jt

s ey km>t bf ljk, J wdrkmi cje, J kmmi ey emktdh jhhkmss `hbsm dt cdki. J wjhh suffmr kb ahbbiy

emss.

"m hduncmi. Jt js jktmrmstjkn tcdt Ptjnedtd `hmdrhy suffmrs ims`mkts jktb !sy`cbsms dki tcmrm js dk

bavjbus hmd! bk cmr !drt tb `dstrdtjbk, dk dttme!t dt smhf#`dstrdtjbk A

J `dk tmhh ybu bkm tcjkn, @cbuiry, scm wds kbt tryjkn tb buthjvm tcm `urm. day dki adtcwdtmr,

vmry cuarjs jf ybu dsl em.

Ycmrm js tcm !bssjajhjty tcdt jt wds jkfhj`tmi ay dkbtcmr !mrsbk br nrbu! bf !mrsbks. A Ycm fd`t

tcdt scm hbbls !dstbrdh dki ibms kbt !rmme!t A cmk js scm amjkn trdksfmrrmi cm dslmi shjncthy

jrlmi dt tcm tcbunct. Ycjs Frjidy

Dms.

A *jtudh wbukis. cmrm js tcm eytc br tcm eystj`dh tb nb wjtc jt. k mkjned. Pcm js bur

dhhmnbrj`dh !bme wjtcbut cdkihms. m !rmfmr hbnj`, ib kbt wm

=b ybu tcjkl scm edjktdjks d `d!d`jty fbr cmdrjkn sbukis dki vbj`ms, `bkvmrsdtjbks jk cmr

!rmsmkt stdtm

J cdvm kmvmr lkbwk dkybkm wcb wds uk`bks`jbus `bem tb tcjkl bf jt.

$mjtcmr cdvm J. A <mrtruim js mvmr !rmsmkt dt cmr sjim. Pcm `bems tcrbunc tb scbw em cmr

cdrvmstmi bf abtthms bf ejhl dki tb tmhh em cbw !rbui scm js bf bur njrh. Ycdt wbedk/s nbt sbemstrbkn ejhl scm sdys. <bbi stb`l. fjkm njrh. "b!m scm !uhhs tcrbunc.

-ur amdutjfuh Edhicdrj <u)drdtj ny!sy rbsm.

A J wbkimr cbw tcdt fmmhs hjlm. "dvjkn ybur armdst ejhl m>!rmssmi br ybur armdsts tbu`cmi, ay

dkbtcmr wcjhm !bwmrhmss dki ukdahm ebvm, tcdt js jf scm js `bks`jbusA@buhi tcdt debukt tb

rd!m

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Pcm kmvmr cdi dky `cjhirmk, ybu lkbw <mrtruim

J ib kbt tcjkl sb. Pcm wbuhi cdvm tbhi em. cdt scm sdji js tcdt Ptjnedtd/s armdsts drm amttmr

m>!rmssmi btcmrwjsm tcmy wjhh curt dki jt js vmry uk`befbrtdahm A -tcmrwjsm jt nbms tb wdstm,

dkywdy.

cb lkbws, !mrcd!s cmr aday br adajms drm sbemwcmrm mhsm dki stdrvjkn. Acdt cd!!mks tb dhh

tcdt ejhl, tcmk

Ycm br!cdkdnm. Pbembkm frbe tcm br!cdkdnm `bems fbr tcme. Pj> abtthms d idy. Pcm js m>!rmssmi

dt ' jk tcm ebrkjkn dki tcmk dt M jk tcm dftmrkbbk dki tcm edk js tcmrm dt fjvm. ki tcmk dndjk dt

6!e.

"m nmts !rmejue ejhl.

"uedk dki kbt `bw, br nbdt.

-r `demh. "m diimi.

J wjk`mi. Yudrmn.

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M.

P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem.

cy ibk/t ybu amhjmvm dkyebrm

m drm kmvmr nbjkn tb am m2udh tb emk. Jt wds d irmde. kjnctedrm. Emk drm d `be!hmtmhy

ijffmrmkt s!m`jms. Ycjkl vjrnjkjty dki cbw tcm mssmk`m bf tcm ibwry bf arjim !rj`m amjkn tcm

ahbbi bk tcm scmmts frbe imfhbwmrjkn d vjrnjk. Ycm bkm wjtc tcm drrbw wjks. Ycm vm`tbr.

1dlscjej js jktmrmstmi jk ey wbrl dt tcm cbs!jtdh. Pcm js bftmk dt tcm ukjvmrsjty hjardry rmdijkn

dki wm d `bu!hm bf tjems emt fbr huk`c.

cy ibk/t ybu fjki d )ba dt tcm cbs!jtdh wcjhm ybu drm cmrm $bbrj dslmi.

J de kbt ukme!hbymi. J de rmsmdr`c stuimkt. ki J fbrmvmr wjhh am d rmsmdr`c stuimkt.

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J fmmh hjlm d rmsmdr`c stuimkt, 9died)d sdji. J `drry vdrjbus tcmsms jk ey ejki dki abiy. Ey

ejki dki abiy mtmrkdhhy `be!bsm dki imfmki vdrjbus tcmsms.

Pbukis hjlm J de kbt tcm bkhy !rmnkdkt.

m dhh hduncmi.

A Pb tcm `dsm bf !mrsmùtbry imhusjbks, tcm wbedk wcb js edrrjmi dki jk d hbvjkn

rmhdtjbkscj!A Fbr cbw hbkn cdvm tcmy ammk edrrjmi, dndjk

Ycmy cdvm ammk edrrjmi fbr dabut fbrty ymdrs.

Jt wbuhi edlm smksm js scm wmrm d adttmrmi wjfm. A Jt ibmsk/t 2ujtm dii u!.

Pcm js d !rjk`mss, A

rmdh bkm bf wcdt

rmdh bkm. A Pcm js d !rjk`mss. Ycdt js tcm btcmr tcjkn. Pcm js jk d !rjvdtm wdri. "mr cusadki js

dt cmr sjim dhh cburs wcj`c cm js dhhbwmi dki J de smmjkn cmr mhimst idunctmr fbr `buksmhjkn. Pcm

arbunct !cbtb dhaues bf tcmjr hbvjkn hjvms dki kb vjbhmk`m. $b trd`m bf jt. ki ymt tcm wbedk js

im!rmssmi dki scm js suffmrjkn frbe A

"bw bhi js tcm !dtjmkt dki tcm idunctmr

Ycm !dtjmkt js fjfty#mjnct dki cmr idunctmr js tcjrty#fbur.

$bbrj, cmr cdki bk ejkm jk dk mffbrt tb stb! em wcjhm scm edim d 2uj`l kbtm bf tcm ijffmrmk`m jk

tcmjr dnms.

-l, scm sdji. <b dcmdi.

Pb scm js suffmrjkn frbe !mrsmùtbry imhusjbks dki scm cds kbt cmhi rmdh `bkvmrsdtjbk fbr ebrm

tcdk twb br tcrmm ymdrs. Pcm js sjhmkt, stdrjkn dki frbe tjem tb tjem butaursts bf !mrsmùtjbks bf

ebsthy imdi fdejhy emeamrs.

@buhi ybu imfjkm !mrsmùtbry imhusjbks, A

9mrsmùtbry imhusjbks J cdvm cdi tb stuiy tcdt eysmhf, tcm rmnuhdr rmsmdr`c, =r. <u!td/s !mrsbkdh

hjardry dt wbrl, jktmrkdtjbkdh )burkdhs. 9mrsmùtbry imhusjbks. =mhusjbkdh `bkijtjbks dki tcm !mrsbk suffmrjkn tcm ijsbrimr amhjmvms tcmy drm amjkn !mrsmùtmi, tcdt tcm cdre js dhrmdiy

b`ùrrjkn br dt hmdst je!mkijkn.

A Yy!m s`cjIb!crmkj`s, imhusjbkdh ijsbrimrs.

ut wcmk !mb!hm drm !bwmrhmss dki bvmrhy dk>jbus tcmy `buhi ib tcdt aut jt ibms kbt emdk tcmy

kmmi tb am ùrmi AEbkjtbrmi edy am

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ki ay ebkjtbrmi ybu emdk A

9ut tcme tbnmtcmr wjtc rmnuhdr !mb!hm am`dusm tcdt `buhi am rmdssurjkn. ut wcmk ybu scuk

tcme, A jsbhdtm tcme, tcmy wjhh ims`mki imm!mr jktb tcdt cbhm am`dusm jsbhdtjkn tcme js tcm !rbbf

tcdt tcm imhusjbk js kb imhusjbk, rmdhhy.

=r. <u!td dki J wmrm ijsùssjkn tcdt. A Ycm !rb`mssms jk tcm edjktmkdk`m bf dk>jmty ijsbrimrs

dki tcdt bf !mrsmùtbry imhusjbks. ut nmkmrdhhy, ybu diejt sbembkm wjtc kb su`c !rjbr sye!tbe

tb cbs!jtdh dki tcmy wjhh scbw sjnks bf suffmrjkn frbe !mrsmùtbry imhusjbks. "bs!jtdhjIdtjbk js d

!mùhjdr !rb`mss J cdvm `bem tb imtmrejkm. ki <mrtruim `be!hmtmhy dnrmms wjtc tcdt.

Dbu wbkimr cbw scm `buhi cdvm wbrlmi tcmrm tcmk dhh tcmsm ymdrs.

Ycm hdst tjem J wds diejttmi jk cbs!jtdh, $bbrj vbhuktmmrmi, J tcbunct, jk wcdtmvmr stdtm tcdt J

wds jk, tcdt tcm kmmi J cdi tb nb butsjim wds ebrm dùtm tcdk tcm !rbahme J wds tbhi tcdt J wds

cdvjkn wjtc tcm !rmnkdk`y. Jt wds dt tcm vmry stdrt. J `buhik/t tmhh ey ebtcmr#jk#hdw wcb wds dt

ey sjim ebst bf tcm tjem tcdt J wdktmi tb hmdvm tcm cbs!jtdh br dt hmdst s!mki ey idys sjttjkn

butsjim. Pb J tbhi bkm kursm dki scm sdji, $b, ed/de, ybu wjhh kbt am dhhbwmi tcdt. ki sb wcmk

=jkmsc `dem frbe wbrl tb smm em jk tcm mvmkjkn, J dslmi cje jf J `buhi !hmdsm nb cbem.

cdt iji cm sdy 9died)d wdktmi tb lkbw.

"m sdji tcdt J dhrmdiy dslmi cje tcdt tcm idy amfbrm dki cm tbhi em jt wds kbt !ruimkt njvmk tcm

`bkijtjbk J wds jk. Dbu lkbw, tcdt wds tcm fjrst tjem J fmht tcm aday wds ebrm je!brtdkt tcdk J

de. Ycm aday wjhh am fjkm, J de `drryjkn jt dki J lkbw. ut jt js dhh myms bk tcm !rjIm. Fbrnmt tcm

amdrmr bf jt. Ycm amdrmr bf tcm ljkn/s ̀ u!. ... J wjscmi tcjkns wbuhi am ijffmrmkt. 9bkiy, js tcdt

imhusjbkdh -r ukrmdsbkdahm

J sejhmi. "bw iji ybu fmmh hjlm wcmk ybu wdktmi tb am butsjim br nb cbem

J fmht b!!rmssmi. J wds ammk edim tb wbrry dabut tcm fmtus wcmk J fmht fjkm dki tcdt J fmht wds

tcrmdtmkjkn tb sm!drdtm em frbe ey smhf, ybu smm Frbe ey abiy. Ycdt wds tcm b!!rmssjvm !drt,

jt kmdrhy irbvm em kuts, aut J lkmw wcdt amcdvjkn hjlm J `buhik/t `b!m wds wbrsm sb J b!!rmssmi

tcm fmmhjkn J wds cdvjkn ... Ycdt js wcmk J fmht J `buhi hbsm jt, dki cdi tb amnjk tb tcjkl bf !hmdsdkt

tcjkns, kbt am tcmrm jk ey ejki. $bw tcdt J tcjkl bf jt, wcdt jf J wmrm adrrmk -r wcdt jf J iji kbt

cdvm d ejki bf ey bwk dki J wds !rmnkdkt wcdt wjhh tcmy ib wjtc em

"dvjkn d ejki bf ybur bwk js wcdt js tcm !rbahme, 1dlscej diimi.

mhh, jt smmes tb em tcdt 4d!bbrs drm dk>jbus dabut nrdki`cjhirmk.

Ycdt nbms wjtcbut sdyjkn, ey imdr. $b fdejhy !hdkkjkn fbr em. m cdi tb stdrt jeemijdtmhy dftmr

tcm wmiijkn cdvjkn !hmkty bf sm> fbr cjs ebtcmr. J de cmr kmw idunctmr. =jkmsc dki J, jk`mst A

m drm cdvjkn tcjs aday fbr cjs ebtcmr. -f `bursm, scm wds kjkmtmmk wcmk scm cdi =jkmsc aut cjs

fdtcmr js eu`c bhimr tcdt scm js. ut tcm !mrsmùtbry imhusjbks `dsm js ebrm je!brtdkt, 9bkiy.

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@buhi ybu tmhh em wcdt jt js wjtc tcm fdejhy dki cbw tcmy drm `b!jkn wjtc dhh bf tcjs =b tcmy

cdvm nrdki`cjhirmk, fbr m>de!hm

Jt wds wmhh dftmr tmk, dki J `buhik/t wdjt tb nmt tb tcm trdkshdtjbk. $mhsbk/s wds austhjkn wjtc

ybukn !mb!hm. $mw =mhcj js `cdknjkn. -r !mrcd!s wm drm nrbwjkn bhimr. J de. -himr ay d `hmdr

ymdr tcdk tcm bhimst jk bur nrbu! br `hdss. J cdi tb rm!mdt bkm ymdr dt s`cbbh, am`dusm jt wds

swjt`cjkn frbe Frmk`c tb 5knhjsc.

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P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem. *mvmdh tb em ey bwk cmdrt jk tcm m>!mrjmk`m ybu ds tcm btcmr

wbedk cds cdi sb tcdt ay tcm stbry ybu tmhh wjtcbut ds eu`c ds tmhhjkn, sb tcdt ay tcm stbry dki

rmvmhdtjbk J edy fjki hjnct fbr ey !dtc, ey cmdrt.

Ycm fmrtjhjty amkmfjts bf edtjkn wjtc d `d!dahm edk. 1dtrbim`tus Ptjnedtd, js wcdt `bems tb

ejki, *uiy sdji arjknjkn jt tb ey dttmktjbk kbt tbb hbkn dnb. hd`l jibw bf 1deu. Ycm

1dtrbim`tus s!m`jms. Pm>udh `dkkjadhjse. Pd`rjfj`m dki trdimbffs. Ycm fmrtjhjty amkmfjts bf edtjkn

wjtc d `d!dahm edk. hd`l jibw bf 1deu. ki J rmemeamr *uiy rmdijkn jt tb em dabut cbw

edhm $m!cjhmknys edhdadrmksjs s!jimrs hbsm tcmjr !dh!s iurjkn sm>.

P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem.

9died)d wds wrjtjkn dk drtj`hm fbr tcm Yjems bf Jkijd. -k rd!m. -vmr tcm !dst wmml, J cdi scdrmiwjtc tcme tcm kmw imvmhb!emkts.

J de sb jkfurjdtmi dabut tcm Ptjnedtd `dsm. J de jk`mksmi. Jt wds d ahdtdkt `dsm bf tdljkn

divdktdnm bf d !bbr wbedk, tb imnrdim tcm wbedk tb tcm adsmst hmvmh. ki wcy J wjhh wrjtm dk

drtj`hm dki cdvm jt !uahjscmi jk tcm Yjems.

cdt js jt nbjkn tb am dabut =b ybu lkbw tcm tjthm

Ycm ausjkmss bf edrrjdnm dki sm>. Ycm ausjkmss bf edrrjdnm, smrvj`ms, m>!m`tdtjbk, `be!mksdtjbk

dki rmstjtutjbk.

Jt js dabut rd!m J tmdsmi. Fmjnkjkn rmhjmf. -r dabut ejsbnyky =b emk cdtm wbemk tcdt eu`c

Dms, rm!hjmi 1dlscej. Pb hbkn ds tcm nbis wdkt frbe cuedks tcmjr 2ubtd bf ahbbi !mr ebktc, tcm

vm`tbr rmedjks vj`tbr. wbedk cds dk jkaujht ed`cjkm dki jt js cbw scm emmts cmr 2ubtd mvmry

ebktc. edk ibms kbt cdvm tcjs fd`jhjty bf !hmdsjkn tcm nbis mvmry ebktc. Ycdt js wcy emk cdtm

wbemk. m`dusm emk cdvm tb ljhh amfbrm ahbbi js scmi tb !hmdsm tcm nbis.

ki cmrm J wds tcjkljkn wcmk ey !mrjbi `rde!s smt jk dki wrmsthm em ibwk, dki !drdhysms em

jk tcm ejiihm bf tcm wbrljkn wmml, br d !rmsmktdtjbk dt wbrl, A Ycdt J wbuhi njvm eu`c tb am d

edk.

Emkstrudtjbk js tcm `d!d`jty tcdt wbemk cdvm tcdt emk wjhh ljhh fbr. 1dlscej vbhuktmmrmi. Jt

kmmi am cjiimk. bemk emkstrudtm. Jt js tcm rmdsbk tcmy drm tcm cjiimk sd`rjfj`m. bemk drm tcm

cjiimk sd`rjfj`m tcdt ukimrnjris `jvjhjIdtjbk. hmmijkn br ahbbiy, tcm nbis hjlm tcdt. Emk cdvm tb

ljhh tb emmt tcmjr 2ubtd. Ycm `dsm bf tcm wbemk amfbrm tcm nbis js d kb fduht. Ycdt bf emk

=mfduht.

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=bms ahbbi, swmdt dki tmdrs `bukt

A Ycm kmw ljhhjkn js ay swmdt dki tmdrs, njrhs. Ycm emk wcb armdl bur cmdrts. A Ycdt js cbw

tcmy emmt tcmjr 2ubtd.

dstdrisO

mhh, tm`ckj`dhhy armdljkn bf tcm cmdrt js ahbbi wbrl. Ycdt js dnbky. Jt tcm fuhh ahbwk

ahuinmbkjkn bf tcm !sy`cj` abiy. ijffmrmkt hmvmh bf trdued.

Ycdt edlms smksm, J sdji. Pb wjhh d cmdrtarmdl !mrcd!s m2udh bkm aday d ebktc, 1dlscej -r twb

ebktcs A Ycdt edlms smksm. Pb wjhh d cmdrtarmdl !mrcd!s m2udh bkm aday d ebktc, 1dlscej

-r twb ebktcs A =b wm nmt tb adrndjk wjtc tcm nbis cbw eu`c d ljhh js wbrtc A 9died)d js

bk tcm !rbwh.

A hwdys irmssmi tb ljhhO

A cmdrtarmdl im!mkijkn bk tcm iurdtjbk bf tjem, 1dlscej vbhuktmmrmi dki jk dhh smrjbuskmss,

`beejtemkt, dki trust jk tcm rmhdtjbkscj!, jt `buhi am wbrtc tmk adajms. Ymk ebktcs bf

sd`rjfj`mA dki wdr js d wcbhm tcbusdki ymdrs bf sd`rjfj`m, tcdt wdy tcm nbis bwm ybuA Dbu nmt

fdvbrs.

hbbi fbhhbwNi, aut jeebrtdh? j`cbr !urm,

Pu`c ds tcm ahmst jkcdajtdkts bf cmdvNk

Edy ahmmi, km`tdrmbus? fbr tcm <bis mdt kbt

EdkNs fbbi, kbr shdlm ds cm wjtc sdahm wjkmYcmjr tcjrst, tcmk`m ahbbihmss dki frbe imdtc m>me!t.

mhh, Ebksjmur 9bkij`cmrry, ybu smm 1dlscej/s tcmsjs cbhijkn u! 1jfm js ausjkmss, hjfm js

edrrjdnm, dki edrrjdnm js ausjkmss.

ki wcb drm wm edrrjmi tb jk hjfm -km dkbtcmr

m drm edrrjmi tb tcm nbis. Edrrjdnm js tcm ausjkmss bf shdvmry. m drm, abtc emk dki wbemk,

hjlm iutjfuh wjvms su!!bsmi tb njvm tcm nbis !hmdsurm, dki wcmk wm ib kbt tcmy tbrturm us dki wmdrm ejsmrdahm, im!rmssmi dki wm ib kbt jk`ur dky fdvbrs, jk tcm scbrt br hbkn ruk dki kbtcjkn

jktmrmstjkn cd!!mks. Ycdt js wcy emk cdtm wbemk, sb tb !hmdsm tcm nbis.

Pb tcmk cbw `bem tcm ausjkmss bf edrrjdnm dki sm> -r js sm> tcm !hmdsurm wm bwm tcm nbis

c. "mrm `bems tcm `dh`uhus !drt dki tcm imrjvdtjvms, 9died)d vbhuktmmrmi dndjk. Pm> js

vjbhmk`m.

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Pb js hjfm, `cjemi jk 1dlscej.Yrum, sm> js vjbhmk`m, hjfm js vjbhmk`m dki tcm ejsmry wm nmkmrdtm,

tcm ejsmry dki ahbbiscmi, tcm ahbbi, tcm swmdt dki tcm tmdrs js wcdt tcm nbis m>!m`t frbe us. m

drm shdvms bf tcm nbis dki wm bwm tcme !hmdsurm.

$j`m tcmbry, `beemkimi 9died)d. J wjhh try jt tcjs wdy. bemk wcb ib kbt wdkt tb !hmdsm tcm

nbis drm tcbsm wcb suffmr im!rmssjbk dki cystmrjd. Yb !hmdsm tcm nbis js tb rm!mdt trdued, jkfhj`tjt bk btcmr br bk smhf. J cmdr jt sdji eu`c tcdt emk rd!m wbemk am`dusm tcmy kmmi tb imebkstrdtm

`bktrbh dki ibejkdtjbk.

J tcjkl tcdt js trum, sdji $bbrj.

J ib kbt 2ujtm tcjkl tcdt, 9died)d sdji !bjsmi tb divdk`m. Dbu smm, J `dem u! wjtc tcjs tcmbry

am`dusm J wds dt d ndtcmrjkn wjtc hbts bf wbemk tcm btcmr kjnct dki tcmrm wds dk jkfdkt, d aby,

dabut d ymdr bhi. "js ebtcmr lm!t sdyjkn cm wds rmsthmss dki adihy kmmimi tb shmm!. ut bf

`bursm, cm wds kbt rmstfuh mkbunc tb fdhh dshmm!. "m wds tmdrs dki rmsjstdkt dki ejhi tdktrues, tcm

ebtcmr wds dhh meadrrdssmi aut jt js d `cjhi, wcdt ib ybu ib A Puiimkhy, dki ejkihmsshydhebst, tcm jkfdkt edk, cm rmd`cmi fbr cjs ebtcmr/s armdst dki ydklmi jt but dki !hunnmi jt jk.

jtcjk tcrmm ejkutms cm wds dshmm!. Ycdt js wcmk jt b`ùrrmi tb em. Ycjs js cbw emk rmhjmvm

strmss. Pm> js cbw emk rmhjmvm strmss. 1jfm js strmssfuh. rmdtcjkn js strmssfuh. 1jfm butsjim tcm

wbea js kbtcjkn aut strmss. Ptrmss js kbt `befbrtdahm. Pm> bk tcm btcmr cdki js `befbrtjkn, A

5vmk sdibedsb`cjstj` sm> J de surm js `befbrtjkn bk sbem hmvmh ....

Jt cjts sbem basùrm s!bt, J wbuhi jednjkm A -r wcy dsl fbr jt

Ycmrd!y. cdt js `befbrtjkn js tcmrd!mutj`.

-r tcmk wcy nb tb dhh tcbsm hmkntcs tb stdnm jt Jt eust sbemtcjkn fbr tcbsm wcb `rdIm jt dkiimsjnk jt. A

J ib kbt lkbw eu`c, aut J wbuhik/t sdy sb eu`c A

mhh, tcm 2umst fbr `hjed> `buhi am d cdri rbw tb cbm, dki trum. =m!mkijkn bk tcm rmhdtjbkscj!,

tcm smksm bf smùrjty, trust dki dhh tcdt. ut J ib dnrmm wjtc 9died)d, nmkmrdhhy, sm> js wcmtcmr js

jktjedtm br vjbhmkt tb d edk jt smmes mssmktjdh tb cjs wmhhamjkn br tcmk wcy !jhhdnm d wbedk br

wmhh, dkbtcmr cuedk amjkn fbr jt A

bea kbstdhnjd. Ycm uhtjedtm `befbrt. 1jfm bk hjfm su!!brt dki jk tcmrm tcdt js dhh ybu lkbw.

3eajhj`dh `bris arjkn jk tcm kbkstb! imhjvmry bf dhh ybu `dk mdt dki irjkl dki `dk tcjkl bf dkiybu ibk/t mvmk cdvm tb edlm tcm mffbrt tb tcjkl tb armdtcm A br fdrt. A

Jk vjtrb js tcm amst sm> tcmk. A $bbrj, ybu eust rmemeamr tb tmhh ybur cusadki.

Jk vjtrb. J wjhh edlm d kbtm bf tcdt. J wbuhi jednjkm J wds `drryjkn bkm, ybu wbuik/t tcjkl

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Fuhh bf emebrjms !rjebrijdh dki jk#vjtrb, emebrjms bf mffj`jmkt kurturjkn dki `befbrtjkn. ki d

wbedk sbemcbw js imsjnkmi fbr )ust tcdt, A

A Pb tcm njrhfrjmki js kbw tcm d!!rbd`cdahm vmrsjbk bf ybur ebtcmr, ybu drm dahm tb rmhmdsm ybur

tmksjbk A Yb ndunm tcdt rmkdjssdk`m !bssjajhjty.

Ebtcmrfu`ljkn.

Ebtcmrfu`lmrs.

J cdvm dhwdys lkbwk !mb!hm, ms!m`jdhhy ahd`l !mb!hm jk emrj`d wmrm `bejkn frbe d vmry

!rjebrijdh !hd`m mvmry tjem J cmdr tcme `ursm hjlm tcdt. A Yb sdy sbemtcjkn hjlm tcdt dabut

sbembkm br d sjtudtjbk wcj`c arbunct bk d rmhjvjkn tcm ljki bf trdued bf wcj`c ybu

!rbkbuk`memkts br rmfmrmk`ms, A Ycdt tcm strdknmr wds dt jt wjtc ybur ebtcmr A

Cmry -mij!us.

A Cmry `hdssj`dh <rmml.

Cmry ijsturajkn tcm wcbhm ;edk dki sm> wjtc cjs ebtcmr/ ausjkmss, sdji $bbrj.

-mij!us. Emk rmemeamr `befbrt frbe tcmjr ebtcmrs. A Jt js wcdt tcmy drm hbbljkn fbr wcmk

tcmy hbbl dt d wbedk. Pcm `dk am dhh tcm !rmtty fd`m tcmrm wds jk tcm wbrhi, dki ybu wbuhi tcjkl

cmr abbas nbt d !rbebtjbk tb cmr fd`m.

J hduncmi.

Dbu cdvm kb jimd cbw tcdt fmmhs hjlm, 9bkiy, 1dlscej sdji. Yb cdvm d fuhh nrbwk diuht, d

!rbfmssbrs br d emij`dh ib`tbr, mvmk, A Ey fdejhy !cysj`jdk, A Ycm hdst tjem J wmkt jk tb smm

cje, cm sdji cmhhb dki nbbiaym tb em cjs mym nhumi tb ey `cmst. A *mdhhy ...

J hduncmi mvmk cdrimr. A Pb ib emk rmdhhy tcmk mki u! !j`ljkn wbemk wcb drm hjlm tcmjr

ebtcmrs A 1jlm tcmjr ebtcmrs jk d wdy br sbem fbre

J de kbt dt dhh hjlm ey ebtcmr#jk#hdw, tcdt J `dk dssurm ybu tcdt. A

Ycdt js wcdt ybu tcjkl, ey imdr idrhjkn $bbrj. A Fbr tcdt J wjhh am dsljkn =jkmsc eysmhf.

"m wbuhi kbt cdvm d `hum. 9died)d sdji. "js imfjkjtjbk bf wbedk js $bbrj dki cjs ebtcmr. A

Pmrjbushy. Ycdt js wcy J amhjmvm tcdt emk wcb iji kbt cdvm br rm`mjvm eu`c kurturjkn jk tcmjr

jkfdk`y wjhh !hukimr hmss frbe wbemk. jhh edlm hmss imedkis, dki wjhh us kmmi eu`c hmss. ..

ki hjlm 9bkij`cmrry.

Em

Dms. Dbu drm d kj`m aby.

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Dbu drm sb kj`m, jt js ukamhjmvdahm.

Emk hjlm ybu wjhh am hmss jk`hjkmi tb rd!m d wbedk, fbr jkstdk`m. -r edlm jkbrijkdtm imedkis

fbr sm>, dki J ib kbt lkbw wcj`c js wbrsm aut ybu wjhh kbt nb but dki `cmdt mjtcmr. J wjhh sdy ybur

ebtcmr wds tcm ijffmrmkt sbrt. 9mrcd!s scm wds dwdy eu`c ... Ycjkn js wcdt J de tryjkn tb nmt tb

js tcdt tcmrm js d ljki bf edk wcb wjhh kbt fmmh mktjthmi tb wbemk d`tjkn ds strmss#rmhjmvmrs dkieb!s bf cjs `bejkns dki cjs nbjkns. ki 9bkiy, ybu drm bkm bf su`c. @bukt ybursmhf hu`ly.

mhh, kbw. Ycdkl ybu fbr tcm vbtm bf `bkfjimk`m. ki yms, J ib `bksjimr eysmhf vmry hu`ly.

mhh, tcdkl ybu, Ebksjmur 9bkij`cmrry.

A ki wcy J amhjmvm, sdji $bbrj dki dt 9died)d, tcdt emk wcb ib kbt cdvm eu`c kurturjkn jk

tcmjr jkfdk`y wjhh !hukimr hmss frbe wbemk. Pb tcmk hjlm 7bck

c, 7bck. A Cbhuktmmrmi 1dlscej. 7bck, cm wdjts, dki hjlm `hb`lwbrl, fjftmmk ejkutms dftmr sm>,

tb rdjsm cjs cmdi, dki !bhjtmhy dsl cjs cm `buhi tdlm d 2uj`l scbwmr.

"m stjhh ibms tcdt

Dms. A Ywb ymdrs bf idtjkn dki cm kmmis !mrejssjbk tb tdlm d scbwmr jk ey d!drtemkt. "m cds

tbwmhs fbr cje. "m lkbws wcmrm tcmy drm .. Pbd!, mvmrytcjkn. hh ey su!!hjms, dhwdys jk tcm

sdem !hd`m, A

9died)d js tcm jeed`uhdtm dt cbusmlmm!mr, 1dlscej bffmrmi. Pcm scbuhi am jk tcm cbusmlmm!jkn

edndIjkms. m kmmi dk dnmkt fbr ybu, Es. EdndIjkm.

"m wjhh stjhh dsl, A ki J hmt cje dsl. "m cds tb. Jt js kbt cjs d!drtemkt.

Jt js tcm rbbf ukimr wcj`c cm nmts cjs kurturjkn dki rmkdjssdk`m.

ut jt js kbt cjs. hhbwdk`m br kb. A "m js `be!hmtmhy ijffmrmkt !mrsbk wcmk cm js bk tcm !cbkm

dt tcm bffj`m dt kmnbtjdtjbks, J cmdr. jtc em cm js dhh !bhjtm, dki dhh myms, dki dhh fb`us. hh

rms!m`t. ... "m js abrjkn A

ut sdfm.

"m ibms kbt fmmh mktjthmi tb hbvm, dffm`tjbk, kurturjkn. "m ibms kbt imsmrvm wcdt J njvm cje. Pb

fbr wcdt cm nmts cm wjhh !dy fbr jt. Emk wjtc ibtjkn ebtcmrs fmmh mktjthmi. Jt js tcm smksm bfmktjthmemkt tcdt arjkns bk tcm trdued.

Pb tcdk hbvm dki ibtjkn amnjks trdued.

5ktjthmemkt amnjks vjbhmk`m.

bemk drm wjrmi fbr trdued, 1dlscej dkkbuk`mi.

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Ycm vm`tbr, J jkjtjdtmi

jhh rmedjk vj`tbr, 1dlscej diimi. hwdys. Jt js am`dusm wbemk drm wjrmi fbr trdued. m drm

diij`tmi tb trdued. cj`c js wcdt tmstbstmrbkm js. $btcjkn aut trbuahm.

... J amt tcmrm js kb tmstbstmrbkm jk !drdijsm, $bbrj fjnurmi.

Emk J rmdhjIm imedki sm>, dki wjhh nb ds fdr ds rd!m wbemk am`dusm tcdt ljki bf tcmrd!y js

mssmktjdh, vjtdh, tb d edk. ki edrrjdnm tb d wbedk js tcm b!!brtukjty tb cdvm d ebtcmr bk`m

dndjk. cmk cm js edrrjmi cm lkbws tcdt cm cds d wbedk, d nbbi wbedk, cm tcmrmfbrm cds

d``mss tb cjs bwk rmsbur`m dki sbur`m bf tcmrd!y dki `befbrt dki scm wjhh cdvm tb njvm tcdt wcmk

cm kmmis jt. "m js hmss dk>jbus.

cdt dabut wcmk emk rd!m `cjhirmk

J tcbunct dabut tcdt, tbb, sdji 9died)d. ki rmdhjImi jt js tcm jkkb`mk`m bf `cjhirmk tcmy drm

hbbljkn tb !hukimr. Ycdt !rm#mimkj`, !rm#lkbwhminm dki !drdijsjd`dh stdtm. Ycm kb#strmss bf stdtmbf hjfm. Jkkb`mk`m, cmdhtc, tcdt smksm bf d `hmdk ajhh bf cmdhtc, tcm shdtm wj!mi `hmdk, rmfbredttjkn

tcm ardjk dki tcm s!jkm, stjhh tcm sdem 2umst fbr rmkdjssdk`m.

Pb wcdt ibms dhh tcdt je!hy

Ycdt sm> js tcm 2umst fbr rmkdjssdk`m dki emk kmmi `be!mksdtm fbr jt. Jf edrrjdnm dhhbws emk

mdsy d``mss tb rmkdjssdk`m tcmy kmmi `be!mksdtm tcm fd`jhjtdtbrs bf rmkdjssdk`m, `be!mksdtm fbr jt

am`dusm fbr d wbedk tb !rbvjim tcdt scm kbredhhy mk`buktmrs trdued.

Pm> js vjbhmk`m.

1jfm js vjbhmk`m.

Jt js tcmk hjlm tcm smiu`tjbk tcmbry, sdji $bbrj. ki mvmk Frmui `buhik/t cdkihm jt. "m `buhik/t

fd`m vjrnjk tmrrjtbry, tcm =drl @bktjkmkt. Ydhl dabut Ptjnedtd dki tcm =drl @bktjkmkt.

Cjscku dki tcm =drl @bktjkmkt.

1d !/tjt ebrt. ... Js tcdt d rmkdjssdk`m 2umst Jktmrmstjkn cbw jt js fmejkjImi wjtc tcm fmejkjkm

drtj`hm tcjs ljki bf imdtc. Ycm Frmk`c drm bk tb sbemtcjkn. Ycmy cdvm dhwdys ammk.

Ycdt js tcm trum rmkdjssdk`m 2umst.

1jfm js dabut strmss edkdnmemkt. Ycm wbedk js nbt tcm lmy.

J amt ybu. ki dhsb jt js tcm rmdsbk wcy jk`jimk`ms bf rd!m nb u! iurjkn wdr. cmk tcm strmss js

ukedkdnmdahm emk cdvm tb nb bk d rde!dnm tb rmhmdsm jt dki rm`dhjardtm tcmesmhvms.

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Pm> jtsmhf js su`c d !rjebrijdh m>!rmssjbk, 1dlscej !rb!bsmi. Jt js tcm `hbsmst tb tcm 2umst fbr

rmkdjssdk`m dki dhsb imdtc. Ptrmss, dk>jmty dki sm>. Ymstbstmrbkm dki strmss. Ymstbstmrbkm dki

tmdrs. J tcjkl wjhh nb ad`l tb s`cbbh tb stuiy vjbhmk`m jk mtckbhbny dki dktcrb!bhbny. dr, strmss

hmvmhs dki tcm rmhdtjbkscj! tb rd!m dki vjbhmk`m.

Ycm usm bf fbr`m. cmrm ibms bkm nb tb fbr cmh!

Jk Ptjnedtd/s `dsm, $bbrj sdji, scm `buhi cdvm nbkm tb tcm !bhj`m. Jf kbt tb cdvm tcm edttmr

jkvmstjndtmi dt hmdst tb fjki d wdy but.

J wbuhik/t nb tb tcm !bhj`m jf J wmrm jk cmrm !bsjtjbk. 1dlscej sdji. A J wbuhi `bem u! wjtc d

wdy but. ut kbt jkvbhvjkn tcm !bhj`m.

cy wbuhi ybu kbt cy wbuhi ybu kbt nb tb tcm !bhj`m

Ycm njrhs scbbl tcmjr cmdis dt em jk ijsamhjmf.

Dbu cdvm ammk but bf tcm `buktry fbr tbb hbkn, 1dlscej sdji. ki dhsb ybu cdvm kbt ammk !dyjkn

dttmktjbk.

$b, tcdt js kbt tcm rmdsbk wcy cm js jnkbrdkt. 9died)d, tb d 2uj`l swdhhbw bf cmr irjkl dki

`bktjkumi. Jt js d edk wm drm imdhjkn wjtc cmrm. Ycdt js wcdt edlms dhh tcm ijffmrmk`m, wbemk, jk

bur wbrhi. cmk d wbedk js sm>udhhy dausmi, tcmrm js kb rmstjtutjbk. ki jt js wcy J dnrmm wjtc

tcm !bhj`m. Ycmrm js kb !bssjahm rmstjtutjbk fbr tcm bkm wcb cds ammk rd!mi.

J cdvm d frjmki wcb suffmrmi jt fbr sb hbkn jt scut cmr u!. Pcm fbr d hbkn tjem wds ukdahm tb s!mdl,

br ebvm, scm )ust hdy tcmrm 2ujmt dki `rjmi, dki tcdt wds ymdrs dftmr scm cdi fjkdhhy `bem u! wjtc

tcm `burdnm tb hmdvm cmr edrrjdnm.

J ukimrstdki. A ut jk Ptjnedtd/s `dsm, J tcjkl dabut jt dki J )ust ib kbt smm wcy scm wbuhik/t nb

tb tcm !bhj`m, $bbrj sdji. cmrm mhsm wbuhi scm nb tb buhi cmr `buktry cdvm dk meadssy br

`bksuhdtm jk =mhcj

Ycmy drm Yudrmns. Ycmy ib kbt cdvm d `buktry.

cdt

$bw js ey turk tb hmt tcme lkbw tcdt tcmy cdvm kbt ammk !dyjkn dttmktjbk.

Ycmk cmr bkhy wdy but js tb nb tb tcm !bhj`m. J emdk, fbr sbembkm jk cmr sjtudtjbk, wcmrm ybur

hdkihbri br numst js sm>udhhy dssduhtjkn ybu .... *memeamr scm js d fbrmjnkmr wcb js dhbkm dki

lmm!s !rmtty eu`c tb cmrsmhf.

Pcm cdi cmr sbks cmrm.

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*mdhhy @buhi ybu cdvm sbks jk tcm sdem tbwk ds ybu dki cdvm su`c dtrb`jtjms cd!!mk tb ybu

$bbrj, cmr cdki bk cmr ebutc. "mr hdwymrjkn dttjtuim `bejkn u! aut fjkijkn kbt eu`c rbbe jk

tcm `dsm. A Ycmrm js sbemtcjkn dejss, scm sdji. A jhh *uiy hmt em cdvm d hbbl dt tcm kbtms

J ib kbt tcjkl sb aut ybu scbuhi dsl cje.

Dbu cdvm kb jimd cbw jt fmmhs tb cdvm *uiy kbt `dhh tb sdy cmhhb dki dsl cbw drm ybu ibjkn,

$bbrj.

=b kbt tdlm jt !mrsbkdhhy, *uiy js smhf#jkfhj`tjkn d rjtudh. rjtms bf !dssdnm. ut ad`l tb tcm jssum,

tcm =mhcj $@* wjhh am vmry ijsd!!bjktmi wjtc tcm s`brms ybu hbt njvm tcme. Ycmrm drm tcmrm fbr

ybu wbemk, J tcbunct.

Ycm $@* wjhh kmmi tb ruk tcrbunc tcmjr !bhj`jms dki !rb`mssms dki `cdknm sb eu`c. cdt ebst

dkkbys em dabut tcme js cbw mffj`jmkt tcmy drm dt cuejhjdtjkn vj`tjes bf rd!m. J ib dnrmm rmdhhy,

tcdt ybu mki u! cdtjkn ybursmhf sb eu`c dftmr rd!m dki tbrturm dki tcdt ybu wdkt d ibuahm ibsm,

sb ybu nb tb tcm =mhcj $@* fbr rmirmss. J numss jt js tcm smhf#cdtm tcdt edlms ybu sbemcbw tcjkl

ybu `dk sbemcbw imsmrvm dki wjhh nmt rmirmss. Pbem rmstjtutjbk. ki tb tcjkl tcdt tcm emijd wjhh

irjvm ybu tb stdki jk d !uahj` s2udrm dki fbncbrk ybur stbry bf cdvjkn amjkn rd!mi, wbrsm jf jt js

tcm vjbhmkt dki ukljki vmrsjbk bf rd!m. A

Jk tcdt ljki bf d `dsm, wjtc tcm vjbhmkt ljki, J `dk jednjkm cbw ybu wjhh cdvm tb fjki fjvm tjems

tcm mkmrny dki rmsbur`ms ybu `dk mstjedtm dki jk tcdt trduedtjImi stdtm tcdt ybu wjhh kmmi tb

mkiurm tcm !rb`mss wjtc tcm !bhj`m dki tcm emijd. Jt wjhh am hjlm stdkijkn bk dk du`tjbk ahb`l,

tcmy !rbfjt frbe tcm stbry dki irjvm ybu tb tcm minm bf tbwk, tcm minm bf tcm `hjff wjtc ay tcm eba

dki !rbfjt irjvmk emijd rdaahm#rbusjkn dki jk`mkijdry A

Pb tb dkswmr ey 2umstjbk, kb. Dbu ib kbt trust tcm !bhj`m dki ybu ib kbt trust tcm emijd. Pb ybu

wjhh kbt rm!brt kbr rd!m, kbr dssduht dki adttmry, kbtcjkn. Pb wcdt jf ybu drm rd!mi dki rbaami bf

sbemtcjkn vmry !rm`jbus tb ybu. Pbemtcjkn hjlm ybur !dss!brt, sdy.

Ycmy wmrm 2ujmt.

J de dsljkn am`dusm rd!m js adttmry dki !cysj`dh dssduht, J wbuhi jednjkm ybu vmry eu`c dnrmm

wjtc em bk tcdt !bjkt. m`dusm kbredhhy, ybu cmdr bf `dsms wcmrm d wbedk js rd!mi jk tcm

strmmts, dt tjems jk cmr cbem dki jk cmr amirbbe, ay d tbtdh strdknmr wcb rbas cmr bf cmr !rb!mrty,

ebkmy, d!drt frbe tcm !cysj`dh dssduht dki tcm scdem, A

Jt js `dhhmi ausjkmss wjtc !hmdsurm, 1dlscej vbhuktmmrmi.

-ldy, sb tcm ausjkmss wjtc !hmdsurm ljki bf rd!m, wjhh ybu jk tcdt `dsm rm!brt jt tb tcm !bhj`m

J wbuhik/t, sdji 9died)d. J wds rbaami bk`m dki tcm fmmhjkn bf ijsnust ds tcbunc sbembkm cdi

d``mssmi ey abiy, dki dhsb tcm fmdr bf jt cd!!mkjkn dndjk, cdvjkn cd!!mkmi wcmk jt wds

sbembkm J trustmi wcb hmt jt cd!!mk,

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cb

Ycm ndrimkmrA "m wds su!!bsmi tb lmm! dk mym bf ey stuff wcjhm J wdjtmi fbr tcm ebvmrs tb

drrjvm am`dusm J kmmimi tb nb tb tcm hjardry tb rmturk sbem abbls amfbrm hmdvjkn ey

kmjncabrcbbi, A Ycm ijsnust rmedjkmi wjtc em fbr d hbkn tjem.

Jt js jktmrmstjkn cbw ybur amhbknjkns drm sb eu`c dk m>tmksjbk bf ybu dki jf tcmy drm tbu`cmi

ybu fmmh tbu`cmi A vjbhdtmi, A emrnjkn bf d`2ujsjtjbks wjtc !mrsbk. Ycm hmndh imfjkjtjbk bf dk

jk`br!brdtjbk.

J cdi sm> wjtc tcjs nuy wcb wds kj`m tb em, sdji 1dlscej, aut ybu lkbw, J iji kbt rmdhhy hjlm

cje, tcjs dr`cjtm`t. A ftmr dabut d ymdr J rmdhjImi wcmrm tcm ijsnust wjtc eysmhf wds `bejkn

frbeA ki !mrcd!s tcdt wds jk mssmk`m dk d``ueuhdtjbk bf ukwdktmi tbu`c, A

Pb tcmk jk ybur abbls, 9died)d dki 1dlscej, wds dhh tcdt rd!m 3kwdktmi tbu`c frbe d hbvmr,

mvmk jf jt js bkm wcb rms!m`ts dki rmdhhy hjlms ybu

Pwmmt trdued. Jt js tcm ljkimr vmrsjbk bf rd!m. Ycm mvmryidy rd!m ljki bf rd!m. Ycm !rj`m ybu !dy

tb am jk d rmhdtjbkscj! A Ycm vmrsjbk ybu jk#cystmrjd#ebim jkfhj`t bk ybursmhf. ut ybu ib kbt nb

tb tcm !bhj`m wjtc su`c, A

cy wbuhi ybu

cdt jf cm cds jk tcm tjem cm wds !hukimrjkn tbu`c dki tcmrd!y frbe ybu, tcdt jk tcm tjem, cm cds

`bem tb sbem fbrtukm tcrbunc wbrl, A J wjhh ukimrstdki tcm drnuemkt tcdt ybu imsmrvm d

!mr`mktdnm bf cjs fbrtukm A y `beebk hdw br hmndhhy jf ybu drm edrrjmi tb cje am`dusm jt

b``urrmi wcmk cjs mkmrnjms wmrm rm`cdrnmi am`dusm bf ybu, bf ybu jk cjs hjfm dki ami dki

!rmsmk`m.

9bkiy, ybu drm dwdrm tcdt rd!m js adttmry, dki tcdt tcmrm js sbemtcjkn hjlm edrjtdh rd!m

Ycdt js d trj`ly bkm. J `dk jednjkm cbw trj`ly. ki J `dk jednjkm jt js wcdt `be!mhs tcm hdw tb hmt

d wbedk cdvm cdhf bf d edk/s mdrkjkns dki !rb!mrty.

Ycm `bktd`t bf twb sljks.

Dms, tcm `bktd`t bf twb sljks.

A 1bvm, ds jt m>jsts jk sb`jmty. @cdefbrt tdhls dabut cbw dhh tcdt hbvm js tcm `bktd`t bf twb sljks.A 1bvm, ds jt m>jsts jk sb`jmty. Ycm m>`cdknm bf twb fdktdsjms dki tcm `bktd`t bf twb sljks.

Ycm rmkdjssdk`m 2umst. bea kbstdhnjd. Ycm !rjebrijdh b!!brtukjty nrdktmi ay sm>. y d

wbedk/s sm>. Jt js tcm sm`rmt emk drm lmm!jkn. Jt js !drdijsm bk mdrtc, d wbedk/s sm>. y dhh

d``bukts, !drdijsm.

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Ycmrm js hbvm dki `drm jk edrrjdnm. "b!mfuhhy d rbbf bvmr ybur cmdi, d rbbf ukimr wcj`c tcm

su!!bsmi edrjtdh rd!m b``urs, dki dhsb tcmrm drm scdrmi dssmts dki jk edky `dsms `cjhirmk. Dbu

dhwdys cdvm tb rmdhjIm tcdt tcmrm drm wbemk wcb drm rd!mi mvmry idy, edrrjmi wbemk, hbvmrs,

njrhfrjmkis, A

Pb jk tcjs `dsm, ybu drm imfjkjkn rd!m ds ukwdktmi `bktd`t

Dms. 3kwdktmi tbu`c J amhjmvm js d vmry !rjebrijdhhy mk`bimi trduedtjIjkn mk`buktmr. ki hbvm

js wcdt js kmmimi tb `bvmr tcm euhtjtuim bf wrbkns. Jt js wcy hbvm dssuems su`c dk jkbrijkdtm

je!brtdk`m. Jt js tcm dki#ji. Ybu`c dki imsjrm js tcm wbuki. 1bvm js )ust tcm dki#ji, dki

wm drm sb trduedtjImi ay tcm wbuki wm `drry ds wbemk, dkytcjkn tb ijstrd`t us frbe wbrl js

fjkm.

ki tcmk suiimkhy, frbe smmejknhy kbwcmrm, AJk swbb!s tcm kuemrbus dki abeadrijkn

`beemr`jdhjIdtjbk dki divmrtjsmemkts bf tcm dki#ji. A ssbrtmi.

Pb wcdt ib ybu edlm bf wbemk wcb trust tcm emijd dki tcm !bhj`m mkbunc tb nb dki rm!brt rd!m.

cmk frbe wcdt ybu drm sdyjkn, rd!m js sb mnrmnjbus dki sb cmjkbus, jt `dkkbt am rmirmssmi J

de sb cd!!jhy kbt tcm m>!mrt cmrm. Ycm 2umstjbk J cdvm fbr ybu js tcdt A mhh, sb sdy ybur

cusadki hbvms ybu dki cm js ljki tb ybu, cm m>!rmssms tcdt tb ybu ay tbu`c, d hbvjkn tbu`c. Jf ybu

ib kbt imsjrm sm>, jt ̀ dk am trduedtj`, rjnct Pb cbw ib tcmy `b!m "bw ib wbemk `b!m br

mkiurm ukwdktmi tbu`c wcj`c js rd!m, jk mssmk`m

Dbu cdvm d !bjkt tcmrm.

@dsm jk !bjkt. 9rbstjtutjbk.

A Jk tcdt `dsm, J ib kbt smm ds cbw hbvm `buhi `bvmr d euhtjtuim bf wrbkns.

Ycm bkm tcjkn J `dk vbu`c, js tcdt ybu kmvmr cmdr bf rj`c wbemk idtjkn ybuknmr emk wcb rm!brt

br m>!mrjmk`m rd!m. .. Jf jt mvmr cd!!mkmi, J cdvm kbt cmdri bf jt. A Ycm wcbhm edttmr js tcdt bf

tcm m>!rmssjbk bf !bwmr. Yrum, tcdt sm> js tcm 2umst fbr jktjed`y dki `befbrt, aut jt js dhsb dt tcm

adsm bf tcjkns, d !bwmr tunnjkn, d !usc dki !uhh. A Jt js dhh d ami bf rbsms, dki swmmt fmmhjkns tjhh

tcm !bwmr jkij`ms scjft. A Frbe !rjebrijdh tjems, wbemk cdvm ammk b!!rmssmi, A ut kbw tcm

fd`tbrs tcdt dhtmr tcm b!!rmssbr `dk am d``mssmi ay wbemk. Ebkmy fbr bkm. Pm`urjty.

Ebkmy. A *j`c dki !bwmrfuh wbemk. J ibuat jf tcmy nmt rd!mi, tbu`cmi ukkm`mssdrjhy br wjhh

mvmr am sm>udhhy cuejhjdtmi, A 3khmss bf `bursm, jt js sdibedsb`cjse dki tcdt jt trutcfuhhy turkstcme bk. A

J wbkimr jf rj`c dki !bwmrfuh wbemk suffmr cystmrjd. A Ybu`c trdued.

Jt js tcmk dabut !bvmrty, dvmkums ay wcj`c tcm !bwmrfuh jk sb`jmty d``mss tcm wmdl.

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Ycdt js wcy tcmrm drm tbks bf wbemk wcb nrdiudtm frbe ukjvmrsjty dki edrry tcmjr abyfrjmkis

dki wbuhi rdtcmr kbt am wbrljkn ebes, br am cd!!y amjkn tcm cbusmwjfm dki !rbvjimi fbr.

1jlm $bbrj. A

Dms, hjlm em. Ycdt wdy ybu cdvm mstdahjscmi ybur wbrtc. Ey ebtcmr#jk#hdw nmts tcdt dki wjhhedlm surm J de trmdtmi d``brijknhy.

ut $bbrj js kbt tcm ljki tb mvmr tcjkl bf ijvbr`m.

ut ybu drm tcjkljkn bf nbjkn ad`l tb s`cbbh jk 5urb!m A

Dbu wdkt tb am `bksjimrmi ds `d!dahm bf mdrkjkn d hjvjkn, tcdt js nbbi mkbunc dki !bsjtjbk ay

wcj`c tb kmnbtjdtm edrrjdnm dki d `cbj`m bf nbbi mkbunc `dkijidtms fbr edrrjdnm, dki d nbbi

auk`c bf !mr2ujsjtms jk`huijkn furtcmrjkn ybur stuijms darbdi dftmr tcm fburtc `cjhi js cbw edky

ymdrs bhi

Ymk, br twmhvm.

Ycdt tb em sbukis hjlm dk d`rbss tcm abdri !bhj`y fbr tcm jktmrkdtjbkdh ebkmtdry fuki. 5k fjk im

`be!tm, dvmkums ay wcj`c tcm !bwmrfuh jk sb`jmty d``mss tcm wmdl.

@bhbkjdhjse, tbb. @uhturdh ibejkdtjbk. Ycm !bhjtj`s bf m`bkbej` imvmhb!emkt. Jk tcdt ljki bf

drmkd, tcm !bwmrs tcdt am. Ycm !bwmrs dt !hdy. Ycm nbis `bem ibwk tb !hdy.

Ycdt js wcy J rms!m`t 7bck. J de kbt jk hbvm wjtc cje. A

"bw wjhh ybu lkbw, 9died)d. 9died)d, wjhh tmhh ybu scm cds kbt truhy ammk jk hbvm amfbrm.

Yrum. ut tcdt ibms kbt ijs2udhjfy em frbe )uinjkn ey bwk m>!mrjmk`m js kbt tcdt bf amjkn jk

hbvm. A J lkbw wm abtc drm kbt jk hbvm br m>!mrjmk`jkn hbvm. A ut J ib rms!m`t 7bck vmry

eu`c. "m js tcm kb fduht edk. $b fduht. $b imfduht. A

ki cm js kbt tcm edrryjkn ljki, 9died)d. bttbe hjkm, J ibk/t smm wcdt dhh bf tcdt js dabut. A

cmrm js ybur rmhdtjbkscj! cmdimi A cdt js cm !rbejsjkn ybu

cy kmmi cm !rbejsm em dkytcjkn

J cdvm im`jimi tb hmt tcdt rmst. J cdvm im`jimi tb hmt jt rmst, ey imdr 9died)d, am`dusm dt hmdst d

edrrjdnm bf `bkvmkjmk`m ybu imsjnk ds dk diuht js amttmr tcdk bkm drrdknmi ay ybur !drmkts.

Jt js trum cm js kbt tcm edrryjkn ljki aut cm smmes tb nmt jt tcdt cbwmvmr dedIjkn tcm sm> js dki

cbwmvmr eu`c J mk)by jt br kbt, jt js d njft J njvm cje dki sb cm arjkns fhbwmrs wcmk cm wdkts sm>

dki sjk`m J ijshjlm nbjkn but eu`c, cm !uts ebkmy jk ey adkl d``bukt. 5kbunc fbr em tb hjvm bk

jf J `cbsm kbt tb wbrl aut J wjhh dhwdys cdvm d )ba am`dusm jf mvmr J wmrm ukcd!!y wjtc cje J

wdkt tb cdvm d `cbj`m tb lj`l cje tb tcm `ura hjlm 1dlscej sdys.

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$bw, J ukimrstdki cbw ybu `dk idtm d edk wcb js kbt tcm edrryjkn ljki. A Pjk`m wcmk tcmk

tcjs kmw imvmhb!emkt

cdt imvmhb!emkt

Ycm dhhbwdk`m A 9died)dO Pb kbt bkhy drm ybu kbt jk hbvm wjtc cje, cm njvms ybu d fdt#@cmscjrm#`dt dhhbwdk`m.

Dbu drm d vmry hu`ly wbedk. mhh, jk ey `dsm J wdktmi tb am edrrjmi dki =jkmsc hbvms em tb

ajts. ut ybu smm, jk ybur `dsm ybu `dk dffbri tb am ukcd!!y wjtc cje dki hmdvm wjtcbut tcm

mktdknhmemkts A

cj`c js m>d`thy wcdt cm wdkts jf tcdt wmrm tb cd!!mk. J de frmm tb nb. Pb js cm A Jf wm wmrm

kbt cd!!y.

... Ycmrm drm sb edky wbemk wcb `dkkbt dffbri tcdt dki wjhh wdlm u! tmk ymdrs hdtmr wjtc ad`l

d`cms, !hus sb eu`c smhf#cdtm dki cmdrt d`cm.

ki dhsb scj!hbdis bf ukarjihmi cystmrjd.

-c, tcmrm js d arjihmi vmrsjbk bf cystmrjd

Dms, sdji 1dlscej. hh !rbfmssjbkdh wbemk cdvm arjihmi cystmrjd. J cdvm )ust `bem tb tcm

`bk`husjbk tcdt !rbfmssjbkdhjse ibms kbt dunur wmhh wjtc tcm mkmrny bf wbemk. J ejnct am cdtmi

fbr tcjkljkn tcjs aut J wjhh am`dusm J lkbw frbe tdhljkn wjtc d nbbi kueamr bf wbemk tcdt d

`mrtdjk ljki bf !rbfmssjbkdhjse js jkcmrmkt tbb, cbw scdhh J sdy, tbb eds`uhjkm

jhh ybu sdy tcdt !rbfmssjbkdh wbemk wjhh m>cjajt tcm sdem cystmrjd ds tcm wbemk wcb `bem tbsmm =r. <u!td 9mrcd!s wm ib aut wm lmm! jt jk `cm`l, rmjkmi jk A

"ystmrjd ukimr vmhvmt wrd!s. "mk`m tcm scm wds sb eu`c tcm !mrfm`t njrhfrjmki, scm `dunct em

`cmdtjkn bk`m dki jt wds cmhh, tcm ajt`c frbe cmhh.G A

cdt J de tcjkljkn js tcdt rmhdtjbkscj!s dki edrrjdnm tdlm wbrl. ki ybu wdkt tb am wbrljkn fbr

sbembkm ybu rmdhhy diejrm, A

brljkn fbr ybur cusadki Dbur cusadki ds abss cdt ljki bf wbrl wjhh tcdt am

J wjhh kbt divjsm tcdt d njrh nmts jktb d rmhdtjbkscj! wjtc d edk scm wjhh kbt am cd!!y cdvjkn ds cmr me!hbymr br abss. cmtcmr ybu diejt jt br kbt cdvjkn tb tj!tbm drbuki d edk, edljkn surm ybu

ib kbt jk`ur cjs ijs!hmdsurm, A

rm tcmsm edtrjebkjdh ruhms

J numss sb. Ycm bkms wcj`c drm kbt wrjttmk. Ycm `beebk hdw ljki.

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7ust hjlm Ptjnedtd, 1dlscej diejttmi, J wjsc J `buhi mktmr jktb uk`bks`jbuskmss ebim, A

Js tcdt tcm rmardkijkn bf sjhmkt trmdtemkt

A $bw tcdt wjhh am !drdijsm. 1jm ad`l dki am jk rmdh cmdvmk wjtc kbtcjkn bk tb! bf ybu, fbr d

`cdknm. Edy J `cm`l jktb ybur cbs!jtdh, sjr

=b ybu ijshjlm sm> tcdt eu`c

Pmm, fbr em jt js hjlm wbrscj!, 9died)d sdji. J cdvm sm> am`dusm J wdkt tb wbrscj! ybu. ki jf

ybu drm kbt wbrtc wbrscj!jkn, br sdy ybu drm hbsjkn edrls jk ey abbl, tcmk jt js rmdh b!!rmssjvm

tcm wcbhm tcjkn. "bw `buhi ybu wbrscj! d nbi wcb js kbt nbi mkbunc jk ybur ejki

<bi br nbbi mkbunc

<bbi <biO

A cmk J iji kbt cdvm d )ba, J iji jt wjtcbut tcjkljkn. Ycm btcmr wbedk. Ycm sm>y wbedk.cdtmvmr wbedk J kmmimi tb am tb fmmh J wds fjkdhhy kmmimi dki wjhh kbt am ijs!bsmi bf. =ji jt

dffm`t em Dms. =ji J !rmtmki J wds dhrjnct dki wds mk)byjkn tcdt Dms. ut imm! ibwk J cdtmi

eysmhf fbr ibjkn tcdt, tb cdvm tb hmt cje tdlm em fbr d rjim A

Ydlm ybu fbr d rjim. Ycdt js wcdt sm> js

$b, tcm wcbhm imdhA.

hh bf hjfm js d sm>udh m>!rmssjbk. m `bem frbe imsjrm fbr <bi/s sdlm.

Pm>udh imsjrm tb am m>d`t. hh imsjrm js sm>udh, tb abbt.

A Js mvmrytcjkn kbt sm> br sm>udh, $bbrj dslmi. Ey ebbi wcmk wm drm su!!bsmihy cdvjkn nrmdt

sm> dki d nrmdt `bkkm`tjbk, mvmk jf J de kbt jk tcm ebbi, ey ebbi js tb sejhm, tb am cd!!y, sm>y

dki am u!amdt A !mrfbrejkn wjfm, wcdtmvmr tcdt js, dt wcdtmvmr turk, !mrfbrejkn wjfm sb J nmt

!rbebtmi, A

9mrfbrejkn wjfm js bkm )ba J wjhh kbt am ibjkn.

Pb wcy drm ybu wjtc cje cdt js cm !rbejsjkn ybu

m wmrm dhh sjhmkt. Ycm 2umstjbk wds kbt kmw. A Jt wds $bbrj/s urnmkt `dhh fbr cmh!, cmr imsjrm tbcdvm dk dkswmr. 1jnct bk cmr !dtc. A s tcbunc hjnct bk cmr !dtc.

1jstmk, $bbrj. 9died)d sdji, tmdrs jk cmr myms. Jt js kbt dabut wcdt 7bck !rbejsms em br kbt. A Jt

js tcm !rbejsm jtsmhf, edrrjdnm, A Jt js bkm tcdt hmdvms em fmmhjkn A

A Pcbrt#`cdknmi.

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m wmrm 2ujmt dndjk.

"my, *uiy sdys tb tmhh ybu wm ib kbt hjlm skbas.

9died)d hduncmi emrrjhy. Pcm wds cmrsmhf dndjk. A Ymhh *uiy jf cm ibms kbt wdkt tb scbw cjs

fd`m, cm cds kb sdy jk jt.

Ycm njrhs hduncmi.

J wjhh tmhh cje, 9died)d. J wjhh hmt cje lkbw.

Dbu eust am edi dt cje.

-f `bursm J de rdvjkn edi dabut cje. Pcm ajt cmr hbwmr hj!. =drtjkn myms dt tcm njrhs dki tcmk dt

em. Jt ebst tmrrjfjms em, 9died)d sdji, tcdt jt sdys jk tcm ajahm dki ds d ùrsm, `bem tb tcjkl bf jt,

d vmry ejsbnykjstj` bkm tcdt tcy imsjrm scdhh am tb tcy cusadki, dki cm scdhh ruhm bvmr tcmm.

-c ey nbi. Ycdt js tcm bkm vmrsm J lkbw kmvmr scbws u! dkywcmrm, jt js vmry eu`c jnkbrmi dki Jcdvm dhwdys tcbunct jt d `bks!jrd`y bf sbrts, d ebst hdtmkt dnmkid dndjkst wbemk. A

cdt ib ybu m>!m`t Ycm ajahm js tcm fjrst `bkstjtutjbk wrjttmk ay dk dhh emk tmde dki tcm fjrst

wcj`c ds!jrmi tb d nhbadh vjhhdnm A

ki tcy imsjrm scdhh am tb tcy cusadki, dki cm scdhh ruhm bvmr tcmm.

A ki jt js ds tbunc jt js wjrmi jk us tb imsjrm emk dki tcmk tcmrm js dhh tcdt tb cdvm tb stdnm,

trdksfbre, rmwbrl dki ib bvmr, am`dusm bf tcdt.

Ycm dki#ji tcmbry. Jt js wjrmi jk us tb imsjrm emk. Jt js wcdt J tcbunct wcmk ybu tbhi em dabutPtjnedtd dki tcm smhf#`jrùe`jsjbk. Jt edlms smksm, tb dk m>tmkt, jf jt rmdhhy wbrls ds tcbunct, A

Ycdt jt wjhh ùra d wbedk/s sm>udhjty A 9rbstjtutjbk dki su`c

J ib kbt lkbw jf jt wjhh br ibms $bw wjhh tcdt kbt am d nbbi rmsmdr`c tb!j`

A ut cbw wjhh d wbedk lkbw wcdt tcm ijffmrmk`m js ukhmss scm js hjlm jk Ptjnedtd/s `dsm eu`c

bhimr wcmk scm ukimrnbms jt A

ut kbt tcdt bhi, $bbrj rmdsbkmi.

9mrcd!s twmkty#fbur -r twmkty#bkm

ki tcy imsjrm scdhh am tb tcy cusadki, dki cm scdhh ruhm bvmr tcmm.

Ycm edttmr cmrm js tcdt tcm edtrjebkjdh ruhms `bem tb !hdy jk dhh ljkis bf rmhdtjbkscj!s wcmrm

emk dki wbemk drm `bk`mrkmi, 1dlscej bffmrmi. bemk drm kbt tcmesmhvms drbuki emk.

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bemk drm jk !mrfbredk`m jk tcm !rmsmk`m bf emk. jtc s`rj!ts dt tjems A. bemk cdvm

stdnm`rdft, dhh wbemk cdvm, wcdt js tcm wbri A tcmdtrm#dajhjty A

Ycmdtrm#dajhjty A wcj`c `buhi trdkshdtm cystmrjd ds jt wds trdijtjbkdhhy dki `bkvmktjbkdhhy

ukimrstbbi ay @cdr`bt dki `be!dky.

Dms, J de surm emk ib stdnm dt tjems aut tcmy wjhh ib jt fbr d rmdsbk, !drtjùhdr ijrm`tjbk, fbr d

!drtjùhdr mffm`t dki arjmfhy, A kbt fbr tcmjr mktjrm !mrsbkdh br jktmr!mrsbkdh smhvms.

Jt js wcy wbemk drm b!!rmssmi, tcmk, jf ybu dsl em.

ki im!rmssmi tb abbt jf ybu dsl em. *mdh cystmrjd js tcm rmsuht bf tcm kmmi br !mk`cdkt tb kbt am

wcb ybu drm drbuki emk ay !mrfbrejkn sbem ljki bf btcmr A.

ut ds <mrtruim !uts jt, cystmrjd js tcm kdturdh stdtm bf tcm wbedk, wbemk cdvm tb am cjt`cmi tb

emk kbt am`dusm tcmy drm ukme!hbymi br hd`l ijrm`tjbk br kmmi tb `bk`mjvm `cjhirmk, A jt js

am`dusm wbemk cdvm tcjs jkaujht ùrsm imsjnkmi ds d !mkiuhue jk tcm wbedk A

cj`c js

cj`c js wcy J amhjmvm sbem ùhturms wjhh cdvm wbemk kmmijkn tb `jrùe`jsm btcmr wbemk tb

ùra cystmrjd A m`dusm emk `dkkbt stdki jt dki sb wbemk cdvm tb !hdy btcmr A Ycm ùrami

btcmr.

9hdy btcmr fbr cbw hbkn

"bw dabut tjhh tcm `bws `bem cbem

Yjhh tcmy nmt im!rmssmi dki hbsm tcm !hbt br ims`mki jktb sbem !sy`cbsjs bf sbem sbrt.

Dms, vmry kbt fmejkjst, J eust diejt, aut tcjs js vmry rmdh dki ds jt js bk tcm nrbuki. cdt J de

sdyjkn js tcdt ybu ib kbt wdkt tb am wbrljkn fbr d abss wcb js bk tcm sdem hmvmh ds ybu, ib ybu

A Yb am wjtc d edk js tb am suaejssjvm. 9mrjbi. J cdvm ds eu`c jktmhhjnmk`m ds =jkmsc aut

am`dusm bf tcm rbhm bf wjfm dki cjs ebtcmr wdt`cjkn em ebst bf tcm tjem, J de tmkimr, dki

hbvjkn, dki kbk#s!mdljkn br mksurjkn tcdt J de s!mdljkn wjtc d kbk#tcrmdtmkjkn tbkm bf vbj`m. J

fmmh J de )ust ds wbedk ds J `buhi am d edk, aut J kmmi tb !hdy ibwk tcm edhm !drt bf em sb tb

edlm tcjs wcbhm mktmr!rjsm bf edrrjdnm wcj`c, dki ib kbt nmt em wrbkn J rmdhhy, rmdhhy hbvm, autcdvm tb am btcmr br ukadhdk`mi tb edlm nbbi bf ey !rbejsm tb !hdy wjfm fbr hjfm.

Jt im!mkis wcdt ljki bf wbrl ybu drm tdhljkn dabut.

mhh, tb !ut jt ahukthy tcm drt bf lmm!jkn d edk rm2ujrms wbrl, A Fbr tcm ebst !drt jt js stdnmi

wbrl, d !mrfbredk`m. Dbu drm jk `cdrd`tmr, tcm ljki tcdt js kbk#tcrmdtmkjkn, nmkthm, ljki bf d

swdhhbw ybur !rjim, A hjlm d !smuib#ebtcmr, dhh hbvm dki dhh suaejssjbkA k drt dt amjkn

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suaejssjvm dt tcm `brm bf tcjkns, !hmdsdkt, `cmrry. J hmdrkmi tcdt frbe tcm wbemk drbuki em wcmk

J wds nrbwjkn u!. Jt js nbjkn tb tdlm wbrl sb ybu ejnct ds wmhh ib jt wcmrm jt js wbrtc tcm mffbrt,

A

9=E7+ Ycdt jt js wbrtc tcm mffbrt dki tcm mffbrt nbms wcmrm jt !dys cdkisbemhy. J tbtdhhy

dnrmm wjtc ybu, $bbrj. 1dlscej

14P"JEJ+ Ycm adki dji tcmbry.

$--*J+ J ib ukimrstdki tcdt aut tcmk A. sb tcmk wcy ib wm smml sm>udh mk`buktmrs wcmrm

wm drm rmejkimi bf bur wbukis A.

14P"JEJ+ cmk trdued cd!!mks tb ybu, jt tdlms d cbhi bf ybu dki ybu mki u! vjardtjkn,

dttrd`tjkn, rm!mdtjkn, rm#mk`buktmrjkn tcm vmry tcjkn wcj`c `dusmi tcm !rjedry trdued. A

jkim`j!cmrdahm, aut tcdt js wcdt jt js. ki tcmrd!y js tcm smrvj`m wm bwm tcm nbisA sb tcmk js jt

kbt tcm nbis wcb `dusm dki `rdtm trdued dki jts rm!mtjtjbk A Ycmy amkmfjt frbe dhh bf tcdt ljki

bf irded A

Ycm dki#ji tcmbry.

Pb wm wdkt tb tcjkl tcdt sm> js vjbhmk`m dki tcm ausjkmss ds!m`t js wcdt `bvmrs tcm euhtjtuim bf

wrbkns A cmk ybu tcjkl bf tcdt, dki edrjtdh rd!m, dki cbw rd!m wbrls, d``brijkn tb ybu hbt,

edrrjdnm js kbt d `bktrd`t ybu wdkt tb sjnk, js jt

J wjhh sjnk jt jf jt wbrls fbr em A J wdkt `cjhirmk, J ib dki J wjhh kbt arjkn tcme u! wjtcbut tcmjr

fdtcmr A

Jf jt wbrls fbr ybu, A jf jt wbrls fbr 9died)d A

Pb ybu emdk edrrjdnm wjhh kmvmr wbrl fbr ybu dki 7bck A -r ybu wjtc sbembkm mhsm Js tcdt

wcdt ybu drm tmhhjkn em

9died)d js kbt tcm edrryjkn ljki A

ut, sdji $bbrj, wcdt J ib kbt nmt js A

$bbrj, 9died)d js kbt tcm edrryjkn ljki, scm wjhh fjki dk drrdknmemkt tcdt wbrls fbr cmr, A

ki wcy ib J kmmi tb tcm edrryjkn ljki Pjnk bk tb sbem cystmrjd A

Pb wcdt js tcm rmhdtjbkscj! dabut ... cdt wjhh cm !rbejsm ybu

=bms cm cdvm tb !rbejsm em dkytcjkn

mhh, yms.

$b, cm !rbvjims wcdt cm `dk wcmkmvmr tcm rmhdtjbkscj! js `bksueedtmi.

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Ycjs, $bbrj, ybu cdvm tb ukimrstdki js dhh tcm edrrjdnm tcmrm js wjtc tcmsm twb, tcjs js dhh tcm

edrrjmi jt nmts fbr tcme abtc. Ycmrm js kb tbebrrbw wjtc tcme.

Ycm ausjkmss bf sm>, edrrjdnm, `bktrd`ts dki btcmr smrvj`ms.

Pb wcy iji ybu edrry =jkmsc

mhh, J cdi tb edrry =jkmsc. Ycjs Frmk`c nuy A J wjhh kbt njvm eu`c imtdjh ... 1bvm js d hu>ury,

ey dukt sdji. 1jfm js eu`c mdsjmr dki hmss strmssfuh wjtc sbembkm ybu truhy diejrm dki wcb ibms

kbt fmmh tcrmdtmkmi ay ybu. Jf cm truhy hbvms ybu tcdt js dhh tcm cmdvmk tcmrm js jk tcjs wbrhi. Ycdt

js wcdt ey duktjm sdji.

ki tcy imsjrm scdhh am tb tcy cusadki, ...

Edrrjdnm js cystmrjd.

P`rj!tmi br uks`rj!tmi J dslmi.

Edrrjdnm js cmdvmk A Jf cm truhy hbvms ybu tcdt js dhh tcm cmdvmk tcmrm js jk tcjs wbrhi. A ki J

tcbunct dabut tcdt dki im`jimi tb edrry =jkmsc. "m hbvms em dki sb J ib kbt fmmh tcm trdued sb

eu`c. 1jfm js trdued, tbu`c js trdued, jt `dk `cdknm ybu, dhtmr ybur imstjky. Yrum hbvm edlms jt

amdrdahm. cmrm cm js kbt tcrmdtmkmi ay ybu dki smms ybu drm `utm, kbk#tcrmdtmkjkn A

Pb tcjs d`tjkn `utm dki kbk#tcrmdtmkjkn drbuki cje, A

Ey wcbhm hjfm rmvbhvms drbuki cje. "m imtmrejkms ey wbrhi, ey m>!mrjmk`m, ey `befbrt A

Dbur tcmrd!y.

A. "js kmmis `bem fjrst ebst bf tcm tjem.

$bt jk ey cbusm

J ib ukimrstdki tcdt, tb dk m>tmkt A dki ybu dhsb cdvm tb ukimrstdki tcdt kbt dhh tcm tjem ib nuys

wdkt tb am tbu`cmi mjtcmrA

A ki J ukimrstdki dhh tcdt ybu drm sdyjkn. J fmmh tcdt wdy tbb. A Jt js )ust tcdt cm ibms kbt

ukimrstdki, !mr`mjvm br m>!mrjmk`m tcdt ds trdued AYrdued am`dusm ybu drm kbt rm`m!tjvm tb jt,

trdued am`dusm ybu drm kbt rmdiy tb am tbu`cmi kbr drm ybu jk tcm ebbi fbr tcm drbusdh tcdt

mksums.

Dbu drm rjnct, $bbrj. "m wjhh kbt m>!hdjk jt tcdt wdy. nuy wjhh hmdvm ybu. =jsd!!mdr. Puiimkhy

am but bf rmd`c am`dusm d wbedk js tbb tbu`cy#fmmhy.

J lkbw d edk wcb wjhh nb tb Yudrmn cmdvmk tb dvbji d wbedk.

7jcdi, dki amhhs dki wcjsthms tb abbt.

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L.

schmy Ebktdnu/s Ycm "uedk Pjnkjfj̀ dk`m bf tcm Pljk. @cdefbrt. A Ycm `bktd`t bf twb sljks.

A 1bvm, ds jt m>jsts jk sb`jmty, js kbtcjkn aut tcm m>`cdknm bf twb fdktdsjms dki tcm `bktd`t bftwb sljks.

cdt J de tcjkljkn cmrm js, A Pb, wmhhA 1jstmk, jf d edrrjmi wbedk wcb sdys kb J cdvm d

cmdid`cm js fbr`mi, jt js rd!m, jf bvmrhbdimi wjtc ukwdktmi tbu`c, jt js rd!m. ut ay tcm sdem

hbnj`, jf ukwdktmi tbu`c js rd!m, tcmk cbw ibms !rbstjtutjbk wbrl tcmk "bw ib `mrtdjk wbemk

`bktdjk tcdt m>!mrjmk`m dki kbt kmmi tcmrd!y jk tcm `bkstdkt fd`m bf, fbr hd`l bf d amttmr tmre, tcjs

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tbu`c trdued wcj`c js dk b``u!dtjbkdh cdIdriA cmk dki cbw edy bkm dhhbw ukwdktmi tbu`c

fbr d fmm

asbra tcm tmksjbk dki trdued bf tcm mk`buktmr wjtc tcm edhm s!m`jm fbr d fmm A s tcbunc ybu

wmrm tcm $dtjbkdh "mdhtc Pmrvj`m. 9died)d hduncmi. Pb tcmk, tcm 2umstjbk js, ibms tcm edrrjdnms

jk wcj`c tcmrm js `bkstdkt ukwdktmi tbu`c dki tcm wjfm fjkis cmrsmhf cdvjkn tb edlmd``beebidtjbks fbr jt A

<rjkkjkn dki amdrjkn jt ... Puffmrjkn dki sejhjknA

A =bmsk/t tcdt ljki bf d edrrjdnm br drrdknmemkt smrvm ds d !rb>y fbr !rbstjtutjbk

9rbstjtutjbk wbrls hjlm tcjs, J wbuhi jednjkm. Ycm ebkmy m>`cdknmi js tcm `be!mksdtjbk fbr tcm

trbuahm wcj`c tcm rmnuhdr rmhdtjbkscj! `dkkbt dasbra. Jt js tcm `be!mksdtjbk, tcm jeemijdtm rmhjmf,

tcm jeemijdtm `jvjh !mkdhty dki tcm rmstjtutjbk, A

Ycm rmstbrdtjbk, tcm edljkn em wcbhm dndjk A Jf tcmrm js kb jeemijdtm rmhjmf br jf tcm dnrmmiu!bk fmm js kbt !dji, ay tcm sdem hbnj` jt je!hjms tcdt J rmedjk wbukimi dki kbt edim wcbhm.

Ycdt js rd!m.

cdt wm kmmi js Ebtcmr Ycmrmsd. J de wbrrjmi dabut !bbr emk wcb `dkkbt dffbri dky ljki bf

idjhy, wmmlhy br ebktchy rmstjtutjbk.

Pje!hm wbemk. 9died)d rmdsbkmi. 9mdsdkts. Ycmy ib kbt lkbw bf dki wjhh kbt 2ubtm m>!mksjvm

fmms ds idjhy rmstjtutjbk. Ycmy wjhh kbt dsl fbr fhbwmrs, am`dusm tcmy hjvm jk tcm )uknhm dki tcmy ib

kbt kmmi fhbwmrs br `drs, tcmy kmmi kb nrdiudtm br !bst#nrdiudtm stuijms fmms dki kb dhhbwdk`ms.

bemk wcb drm hbw edjktmkdk`mG js wcdt ybu `dhh tcbsm.

cmk js Edicu)d ad`l frbe 1bkibk

ftmr @crjsteds.

Ycjs js amnjkkjkn tb sbuki hjlm vmry smrjbus edttmrs. m kmmi d hmndh m>!mrt. 1jfm js ausjkmss.

1jfm js d `bktrd`t.

Ycdt js m>trmem, 1dlscej.

mhh, trutcfuhhy s!mdljkn, hjfm js trdued jk ijsnujsm. Ycdt js wcdt Frmui emdkt ay tcm smiu`tjbktcmbry. Jt wds imauklmi am`dusm jt arblm cjs bwk cmdrt. Ycm emssmknmr `buhik/t imhjvmr tcm

wbri. Jt wds tbb cmdvy fbr cjs ebutc.

"m iji kbt cdvm tcm cmdrt fbr jt.

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rrdknmi edrrjdnms. P!busdh rd!m. A Edrrjdnms bf `bkvmkjmk`m. A cdt js cm !rbejsjkn ybu

*j`c dki !bwmrfuh wbemk ejnct imsjrm sdibedsb`cjstj` sm>udh mk`buktmrs dki tcdt js kbt rd!m dt

dhh. Aut tbu`c js trdued, A Jt `buhi 2udhjfy ds rd!m jk d edrrjdnm, ... Jk tcm edrjtdh ami, A

Dbu `buhi am hjvjkn wjtc ybur rd!jst, edljkn cjs ami dki hyjkn jt A Edljkn cjs ijkkmr, ibjkn cjshdukiry. A 3kwdktmi hbvjkn tbu`c, fmdtcmr shjnct `buhi am dssduht dki ay tcm cusadki, am`dusm jt

js dndjkst ybur wjhh, br ybu drm kbt jk tcm ebbi A 5vmk jf jt js tcdt bf d !rbvjijkn dki hbvjkn

cusadki A Emk drm ijffmrmkt s!m`jms. A Frbe dkbtcmr !hdkmt. jrmi ijffmrmkthy cbrebkdhhy,

tcmrmfbrm bf dk mktjrmhy ijffmrmkt wbrhi. A "m ejnct fmmh tcdt wjtc tcmy !dy`cm`l jk cdki, swmdt,

tbjh dki dhh tcdt, A tcdt cm imsmrvms sm> dt tcm mki bf tcm ebktc br wmml, br idy A Jt js rd!m jk

bkm smt bf `jr`uestdk`ms dki sdibedsb`cjse js kbt rd!m jk tcm btcmr smt bf `jr`uestdk`ms. A

"bw ibms tcdt cd!!mk A Ebkmy. cb jt js jk tcm rmhdtjbkscj! wcb `dhhs tcm scbts. A Ebkmy

dki !bwmr. Ycmrmjk hjms tcm ijffmrmk`m.

Yb am d wbedk js tb am trduedtjImi. A.

Js tcmrm kb adhe jk <jhmdi Js tcmrm kb !cysj`jdk tcmrm

cy tcmk cds kbt tcm cmdhtc bf tcm idunctmr bf ey !mb!hm ammk rmstbrmi

Pbemwcmrm jk tcm cmdrt bf Jkijd, d Yudrmn ybukn wbedk bf smvmktmmk ymdrs smms cmr abiy hjm

dhbkm, `bhi dki adrm jk d cbs!jtdh debknst d !mb!hm dki jk d hdki wcj`c wds kmvmr cmr imstjkdtjbk

br irmde. Pcm hbkns fbr cmr ebtcmr dki cmr ebtcmr/s !mb!hm, tcm biddam. Pcm wjhh am`bem cmr

ebtcmr dki fjki cmr !mb!hm. `jr`hm bf wbemk. Ycm "jhhs bf biddam `buktry wcmrm cmr ebtcmr

js nbkm tb, wcmrm cmr ebtcmr wjhh am aurjmi.

@bem wbemk, `bem jk tbnds kbahm dki !urm hjkmk tb dttmki tcjs cmrm ndtcmrjkn. Jt js tcm mki bfdhh sd`rjfj`ms. Ycmrm scdhh am kb ebrm sd`rjfj`ms rm2ujrmi bf us. "mrm, tcjs js tcm sd`rjfj`m tb mki dhh

sd`rjfj`ms. Fjrst, wm smt dsjim tcm fdt dki tcm tcjncabkms.

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9died)d/s vdrjbus tcmsms. "mr edjk bkm amjkn tcdt tb am d wbedk js tb am trduedtjImi. A ki

dhsb tcdt dhh sm> js trdued wcj`c `buhi debukt tb rd!m ... Pm> js swmmt trdued js cbw scm !ut jt aytcm mki bf tcm mvmkjkn. Yrdued swmmtmkmi dki Ptb`lcbhe sykirbejImi dki syk`crbkjImi.

Ycm smiu`tjbk tcmbry. A J cdvm ammk rmdijkn dabut rd!m, tbb. Yb tcjkl bf jt tcdt jt `buhi am

drnumi tcdt drbusdh ibms kbt je!hy d wbedk/s `bksmkt. A J ukimrstdki 9died)d/s dknhm.

Jf rd!m js tcm d`t bf tb tdljkn br skdt`cjkn, !mkmtrdtjkn dkbtcmr !mrsbk/s abiy sm>udhhy wjtcbut

tcmjr `bksmkt, jt js )ust hjlm stmdhjkn, jt js dhsb hjlm b!!rmssjbk dkbtcmr/s abijhy smksms, !hukimrjkn

frbe tcmjr smksms, jt js hjlm d armdljkn dki mktry bf !rb!mrty A

ki tb tcjkl tcdt tcmrm drm edky ijffmrmkt ljkis bf abijms, tcmrm js tcm m`bkbej`, dkdtbej`dh,

mebtjbkdh, dki tcm !sy`cm ds d abiy A 5vmk tcm abiy bf emebrjms A -km/s `bks`jbuskmss, brsmksm bf smhf njvmk d `cbsmk cjstbry, d smrjms bf emebrjms, A

ki sb rd!m js tcmk hjlm b!!rmssjbk dki aurnhdry bk tcm edky ijffmrmkt hmvmhs.

J dnrmm.

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J de <jkmvrd # aurjmi, aut kbt imdi, dki cdvm nbt fbrtc dki kbkm wjhh hmt em jk.

Jt wds hjlm d `cjhi amnnjkn fbr d stbry tb am tbhi. Ycm stbry tmhhmr `dsts d s!mhh. P!m`uhue imh/dutrm fmeem. *mvmdh tb em ey bwk cmdrt jk tcm m>!mrjmk`m ybu ds tcm btcmr wbedk cds cdi sb

tcdt ay tcm stbry ybu tmhh wjtcbut ds eu`c ds tmhhjkn, sb tcdt ay tcm stbry dki rmvmhdtjbk J edy fjki

hjnct fbr ey !dtc, ey cmdrt.

J emt tcm njrhs dki tbhi tcme d stbry J cdi emebrjImi frbe Ers. @buhjadhy/s )burkdhs.

Ycmrm wds bk`m u!bk d tjem d fjscmredk sb bhi dki sb !bbr tcdt cm `buhi s`dr`mhy edkdnm tb

su!!brt cjs wjfm dki tcrmm `cjhirmk. "m wmkt mvmry idy tb fjsc vmry mdrhy, dki md`c idy cm edim d

ruhm kbt tb tcrbw cjs kmts ebrm tcdk fbur tjems. "m stdrtmi but bkm ebrkjkn ay ebbkhjnct dki`dem tb tcm smd#scbrm. "m ukirmssmi dki tcrmw cjs kmts, dki ds cm wds irdwjkn tcme tbwdris tcm

adkl cm fmht d nrmdt wmjnct. "m tcbunc cm cdi `dunct d hdrnm fjsc, dki cm fmht vmry !hmdsmi. ut d

ebemkt dftmrwdris, smmjkn tcdt jkstmdi bf d fjsc cm bkhy cdi jk cjs kmts tcm `dr`dsm bf dk dss, cm

wds eu`c ijsd!!bjktmi.

Cm>mi wjtc cdvjkn su`c d adi cduh, wcmk cm cdi emkimi cjs kmts, wcj`c tcm `dr`dsm bf tcm dss

cdi arblmk jk smvmrdh !hd`ms, cm tcrmw tcme d sm`bki tjem. Jk irdwjkn tcme jk cm dndjk fmht d

nrmdt wmjnct, sb tcdt cm tcbunct tcmy wmrm fuhh bf fjsc. ut cm bkhy fbuki d hdrnm adslmt fuhh bf

ruaajsc. "m wds eu`c dkkbymi.

H- Fbrtukm,H cm `rjmi, Hib kbt trjfhm tcus wjtc em, d !bbr fjscmredk, wcb `dk cdrihy su!!brt cjs

fdejhyOH

mdutjfuh stbry. Dbu wrbtm jt

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$b. Jt js frbe tcm rdajdk tdhms.

cO P`cmcmrdIdim A

tcbusdki dki bkm kjncts.

Ycm fjscmredk dki tcm 7jkkj.

J rmemeamr dhh ybu wdktmi tb am wds d wrjtmr wcmk wm wmrm jk ejiihm s`cbbh.

J de d trdkshdtbr fbr kbw.

ki d !sy`cbdkdhyst.

$b, kbt 2ujtm d !sy`cbdkdhyst. J de )ust d sedhh fry.

Dbu drm wrjtjkn, tcbunc. "m tbhi em cm wds wrjtjkn dabut cuarjs. 9died)d vbhuktmmrmi m>`jtmihy,

ds tcbunc J wmrm kbt tcmrm wjtc tcme. "uarjstj` tmkimk`jms jk rmhdtjbkscj!s, sm>, !bhjtj`s, scmdiimi.

Pbukis hjlm d ebvjm J wbuhi wdt`c.

J sm`bki tcdt.

Ybtdh cuarjs.

Dbu wbuhi wdt`c d ebvjm dabut cuarjses

Pbukis hjlm "marmwjses. A Js tcmrm su`c d wbri, 9died)d

Pb hbkn ds jt `bems wjtc jts bwk `bktm>t jt js d wbri, ey idrhjkns.

"urarjs. ki jt js jktmrmstjkn cbw tcm `bktm>t dki d ejki#ahbwjkn `dsm scbwmi u!. Eutjhdtjbk bf

dky sbrt tb em js d strbkn stdtmemkt tb emdk ybu `dkkbt dki ybu edy kbt mvmk tcjkl bf dssduhtjkn

em. Jt js tcm uhtjedtm rmsjstdk`m.

$bw, tcdt js amybki 5knmhs sunnmstjbk bf Edr>jst rmvbhutjbk tb `ura rd!m, `d!jtdhjse dki

`br!brdtm nrmmi.

Pb ybu wjhh eutjhdtm ybursmhf )ust tb edlm d stdtmemkt =b wm cdtm amjkn s`rmwmi ay `d!jtdhjse

tcdt eu`c

1jfm js vjbhmk`m.

1jfm js sm>.

Pm> js hjfm. Pu`c js hjfm. A.

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J cdtm vjbhmk`m tcmrmfbrm J cdtm sm>. ki hjfm tbb, 1dlscej `bkfmssmi. J wdkt tb ijm.

$bw tcdt, ey nbbi frjmkis, 9died)d nmsturmi, js tcm imfjkjtjbk bf cuarjs. Ycm hbnj` bf jt. ki

ybu lkbw, wjtc ey abyfrjmki wcmk J wds jk `bhhmnm, J `dk tmhh ybu tcdt wcmk J cdi d )ba J wdktmi

sm> hmss. ki J am`dem sm>hmss tbb, J fmht !bwmrfuh, aut J wds hmss jk`hjkmi tb !hmdsm cje dki J

`buhi hbbl cje strdjnct dki s2udrmhy jk tcm mym dki sdy kbA=bk/t ybu tbu`c em. ki tcm dknmr Jswmdr, jt `dem frbe sbemwcmrm butsjim bf em. J `dkkbt am jk hbvm wjtc cje, A ki tcjs

m>!mrjmk`m edim em 2umstjbk sb eu`c dabut eysmhf, Jf hbvm wds wcdt J wdktmi, dki jf sb wcdt

wds J !rm!drmi tb njvm fbr jt.

cdt wbuhi ybu njvm fbr hbvm

$btcjkn, 9died)d sdji. J tcjkl tcdt imm! ibwk J imsmrvm 7bck wcb ibms kbt wdkt tb am edrrjmi,

dki jt wjhh tdlm em d wcjhm tb `bem tb tmres wjtc tcdt.

jtc wcdt ybu imsmrvm

$b, wcdt scm ibms kbt imsmrvm. Jt js edrrjdnm ybu wbuhi hjlm A

J ibk/t lkbw A J ibk/t lkbw jf J ib kbt wdkt jt am`dusm J lkbw bkm tcjkn tcdt kbt cdvjkn jt

edlms em fmmh J A jk d smksm cdvm kbt drrjvmi.

Jf J cdvm d``mss tb sb eu`c dknmr, ... J fmht hjlm d cy!b`rjtm aut tcm dknmr wds sb rmdh. A J

wbkimrmi jf J wmrm hmsajdk dki iji kbt lkbw jt.

Dbu, ey imdr 9died)d, `dk kmvmr am hmsajdk. 1dlscej, !mrcd!s. A

Jt wds su`c d `bkfusjkn tjem. A sbbk ds J cdi d )ba dki tcmk wjtcjk tcm ymdr d !dy rdjsm, cmwds kbt mvmk dsljkn fbr sm> dkyebrmA J cdi arblmk cje. Ey dknmr, ey `bktme!t bf cje dki

eysmhf, A J ib kbt lkbw wcdt tcdt wds. Js jt tcdt cm imsjrmi em hmss, br tcbunct J cdi bk d cdhb

br sbemtcjkn dki cdi am`bem d sd`rmi nbiimss,A Ycm rdnm wds kbt kdturdh tb em. A

J cdvm dk duktjm wcb suiimkhy `bem jktb cmr jkcmrjtdk`m. Pcm cdi ammk edrrjmi fjftmmk ymdrs dki

wds d cbusmwjfm. "m iji kbt m>d`thy wdkt d ijvbr`m? scm wdktmi d ajnnmr cbusm wjtc cje hjvjkn

u!stdjrs dki cmr ibwkstdjrs. "m am`dem sb ejsmrdahm cm ebvmi but tb hjvm wjtc cjs ebtcmr.

edk ibms kbt fuk`tjbk hjlm tcdt Ycm ebrm cm nmts wcdt cm wdkts jk tmres bf stdtus dki !bwmr

jk tcm wbrhi, tcm ebrm sm> cm wdkts, tcm ebrm sm> cm fmmhs mktjthmi tb A am`dusm jt js sm> cm

wdktmi jk tcm fjrst !hd`m, cm js kbt nmttjkn stuff tb cdvm stuff, cm js nmttjkn stuff tb sjnkjfy tcm

!bwmr cm fmmhs jksjim dki ay tcdt nmt rmwdrimi wjtc ebrm sm> wcj`c js `bim fbr tcm ;edtmrkdh

tcmrd!y/ frbe tcm bkm sbur`m br ds edky btcmr sbur`ms ds cm fmmhs cm imsmrvms br cds mdrkmi.

J cdvm dhwdys tcbunct tcdt sm> fbr d fdvbr, ebkmy br d trmdt, mvmk jf jt js sb tcdt J nmt trmdtmi kj`m,

js rd!m. -km tcdt J arjkn bk eysmhf. Ycdt jkfhj`t bk eysmhf. Jt js kbt hjlm tcdt jk ybur `dsm,

9died)d. Dburs js d !drtkmrscj!. Dbu !rbvjim d smrvj`m fbr d hjfm, jf kbt hbvm.

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J de <jkmvrd # aurjmi, aut kbt imdi, dki cdvm nbt fbrtc dki kbkm wjhh hmt em jk. <jkmvrd wcb js

kbt dahm tb edrry tcm edk scm hbvms dki sb bk tcm kjnct bf cmr wmiijkn, scm fdhhs jktb d trdk`mdki ijms jk tcjs trdk`m. ki tcm jktmrmstjkn !drt bf tcjs js tcdt scm wjhhs cmr ejki dki abiy tb fdhh

jktb tcjs trdk`m sb tcdt scm js dahm tb `cmdt bk cmr trum hbvm.



buhi scm hmt em rmdi cmr )burkdhs cy iji scm hmdvm tcme tcmrm cmrm dkybkm `buhi cdvm

nbttmk tb tcme =ji scm hmdvm tcme fbr cmr sbks

J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb J lkbw tcdt J rmemeamr.G Pu`c !bmtj` hdknudnm. Pu`c fmmhjkn hdknudnm.

5vmk ebrm amdutjfuh jk Frmk`c, ebrm sb tcdk bkm `buhi mvmr rmkimr jk 5knhjsc br dky btcmr

hdknudnm fbr tcdt edttmr. J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb tcdt J edy cdstmk tcm tjem dki tcm im!drturm. Ycm

`bejkn imdtc. J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb tcdt jt `bems tb em. J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb tcdt jt ibms kbt !ut

em ibwk.G

J cdvm hbst mvmrytcjkn J cdvm. J cdvm hbst ey cusadki dki ey twb sbks. J cdvm hbst ey cbem dki

dhh ey !bssmssjbks. J cdvm hbst mvmrytcjkn. fjrm. Ycmrm wds d fjrm dki J cdvm hbst mvmrytcjkn.

ki J stdki d ebuki bf dsc, fjkm dki rmfjkmi, wjmhijkn d lkjfm dki d `dhh tb sd`rjfj`m. Jt wjhh amtcm mki bf dhh sd`rjfj`ms. Ycm uhtjedtm sd`rjfj`m.

Ycm hdst idy bf tcm fmstjvdh bf =dsdrd. A "jkius arjnct dki iuhh brdknm, fhuji dki shbw#ebvjkn

bk tcm adkls bf tcm rjvmr dki J wdjt tjhh bk tcm hdst idy, wcmk tcm =urnd tcm nbiimss js hdji tb rmst

jk tcm rjvmr dki nbbi wjhh trjue!c bvmr tcm mvjh, *dvdkd, nbbi bvmr mvjh dki tcm tmk fd`m bf mvjh,

cjs tmk#fd`mi arblmk ay 1bri *ded.

Ycm hdst idy bf tcm fmstjvdh bf =dsdrd dki jk kjkm ebktcs ey cusadki drrjvms frbe emrj`d.

-im bk d <rm`jdk urk. 7bck 4mdts.

cb drm tcmsm `bejkn tb tcm sd`rjfj`m

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Yb wcdt nrmmk dhtdr, - eystmrjbus !rjmst,

1mdiNst tcbu tcdt cmjfmr hbwjkn dt tcm sljms,

ki dhh cmr sjhlmk fhdkls wjtc ndrhdkis irmst

cdt hjtthm tbwk ay rjvmr br smd scbrm,

-r ebuktdjk#aujht wjtc !md`mfuh `jtdimh,

Js me!tjmi bf jts fbhl, tcjs !jbus ebrk

ki, hjtthm tbwk, tcy strmmts fbr mvmrebrm

jhh sjhmkt am? dki kbt d sbuh tb tmhh

cy tcbu drt imsbhdtm, `dk mNmr rmturk.

cb drm tcmsm `bejkn tb tcm sd`rjfj`m

cb wdkts tcmsm ljkis bf sd`rjfj`ms

Ycbsm wcb stdki tb amkmfjt, tcmjr dnmkts dki tcm cdknmrs bk. ki tcmrm drm edky wcb fjki

tcmesmhvms cdvjkn tb hjkm u! tb d``mss tcm fjmhis dki dhtdrs bf sd`rjfj`m. m drm irdwk tb jt. m

smml tb am`bem nbis jk tcdt wdy. J rmdi tb ybu bf dtdjhhm. "m tdhls dabut tcdt. dtdjhhm tdhls

dabut tcm kmmi tb nb dstrdy A tb am imstrbymi js dk m>trmemhy !rjvdtm, ijstdkt, !dssjbkdtm,

turauhmkt trutc.

Ycm emk bf tcm Pdcmh `bem dki nb. Ycmy dki tcmjr myms drm fuhh bf irmdes dki irmdejkns. Ycmy

edlm fbrtukms dki tcmjr hjvms drm mhsmwcmrm. Ycm Pdcmh js kbt d !hd`m fbr d `buktry. Jt js kbt aut dkdhtdr fbr tcm sd`rjfj`m bf tcm nbis.

A Ers. @buhjadhy wds j!!brdc. j!!brdc wcb tbbl d fhjkt dki `ut bff cmr sbkNs fbrmsljk dki

tcrmw jt dt cmr cusadki/s fmmt, dki scm sdji, ybu drm jkimmi d arjimnrbbe bf ahbbi tb em.

Ycm nujhhbtjkm. fhjkt. Yudrmn wbedk bf smvmktmmk hmdvms cmr `buktry dki cmr !mb!hm am`dusm

scm hbvmi d edk, d edk wcb wds abuki fbr btcmr hdkis dki `uhturms. edk bf tcm wbrhi. Ycmrmjs d imhjamrdtmkmss dabut cmr tcdt js frjnctmkjkn. k cbkmsty, lkjfm#minmi. =buahm swbri. "mr

ibwkfdhh, cuarjs m>!bkmktjdh. Pcm fdhhs dki imhjamrdtmhy, bk cmr bwk swbri, amdrjkn jrbk jk cmr

dre, d armdst!hdtm bf rjnctmbuskmss, dk cmhemt bf sdhvdtjbk dki kbw J smm tcdt dt cmr fmmt cmr bwk

nbs!mh. 5hmvmk nbs!mhs.

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J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb J lkbw tcdt J rmemeamr. J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb tcdt J edy cdstmk tcm tjem

dki tcm im!drturm. Ycm `bejkn imdtc. J wjhh !ut jt ibwk sb tcdt jt `bems tb em. J wjhh !ut jt ibwk

sb tcdt jt ibms kbt !ut em ibwk.G

Ycm fbhhbwjkn idy, J emt tcm njrhs aut J wds d hjtthm hdtm. 1dlscej wds rmdijkn dabut tcm biddam.

Ycmy `cbbsm tcmjr emk dt d amduty `bktmst, $bbrj, cmr cdki bk 1dlscej/s cdki tb mksurm d !dusm

jk tcm rmdijkn wcjhm ajn `dkiy#stbrm myms scm sdji tb em A Jt js dabut tcm biddam wbemk.

Ycmy `cbbsm tcmjr emk jk amduty `bktmsts. Ycm emk d`tudhhy `bktmst dki tcm wbemk )uinm tcmjr

strmkntc dki sbem ty!m bf btcmr sljhhsA @dk ybu jednjkm

Ycm biddam wbemk, tcmy `drrjmi `dhdadscms.A. t tcm mki bf tcm rdjky smdsbk jk Pm!tmeamr,

biddam `hdks A biddam emk, wjtc brkdtm dttjrms dki `bks!j`ubus edrls dki edlm#u! bk

tcmjr fd`ms dki dres. "mrm tcmy !mrfbre tcm Dddlm, wbemk bf edrrjdnmdahm dnm stdki ay dki

wdt`c. Ycm emk, tcm wcjtms bf tcmjr myms, tcmjr tmmtc A

Ycm emk drm cjrmi mvmry smdsbk, $bbrj m>!hdjkmi m>`jtmihy. Jf bkm ibms kbt ib cjs )ba !rb!mrhy,

br jf cm js kbt u! tb !dr, jf cm ejsamcdvms, cm js but amfbrm tcm km>t smdsbk, dki tcm wbemk cdvm

tcm b!!brtukjty tb !j`l sbembkm kmw mvmry smdsbk, dt tcm amduty `bktmst.

Ycdkl ybu fbr tcm divmrtjsjkn, Es. 4d!bbr. 1dlscej sdji. Ycdt js wcmrm 9died)d dki J wjhh nb

fbr bur vd`dtjbk km>t ymdr.

Js tcdt wcdt 7bck cds !rbejsmi fbr tcm cbkmyebbk. A "m fjkdhhy !rbejsmi edrrjdnm

J `dk dffbri ey bwk vd`dtjbk, dki wcb `drms fbr cbkmyebbks. A -c, dki edrrjmi wbemk

`dkkbt `bem dhbkn wjtc us.

*mdhhy Dbu drm !ukjscjkn em fbr amjkn edrrjmi

Dms, J rms!bkimi. Dbu cdvm amtrdymi bur `dusm.

Ycm njrhs hduncmi.

1jstmk, tb em J de stjhh fmejkjst aut tcmrm js kbtcjkn hjlm d amdutjfuh edk wjtc d sujt bk, tdhh, hmdk

dki cdkisbem hjlm =jkmsc, wmhh nrbbemi, stdkijkn tdhh dki fj>jkn cjs tjm dki tdhljkn tb em dabut

wcdt cm wdkts fbr ijkkmr. A Ycmrm js kbtcjkn hjlm tcm !d`ls bf eus`hms jk cjs dres dki hmns dki

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cjs `cmst dki ad`l. A J lkbw imm! ibwk cm js )ust d edk, dki cm `dkkbt `be!drm tb tcm eystmry

dki m>!dksm tcdt d wbedk/s mebtjbkdh ejki js aut d edk js d edk dki cm js A

Ycm vm`tbr, A

jhh rmedjk vj`tbr, 1dlscej diimi.

hwdys. Jt js am`dusm wbemk drm wjrmi fbr trdued. m drm diij`tmi tb trdued. cj`c js wcdt

tmstbstmrbkm js.

... J amt tcmrm js kb tmstbstmrbkm jk !drdijsm.

Dbu drm wjrmi tb imsjrm d edk tcdt js wcdt jt abjhs ibwk tb. nbbi auk`c bf tmstbstmrbkm js d

wjkkmr tcdt cds ammk tcm `dsm sjk`m ide. Ycm rmdh rmvbhutjbk js tb bvmr`bem tcm ùrsm bf ybur

imsjrm amjkn tb cje dki cdvjkn cje ruhm bvmr ybuA Dbu drm tdhljkn dabut cje ds tcbunc

mffbrthmsshy, wjtcbut mvmk jktmkijkn jt cm js ybur wbrhi, A

"m js ey wbrhi, cm js ey rmdhjty ... Ey wcbhm wbrhi js tjmi tb cjsA

Jf tcdt sbukis hjlm d amtrdydh, wdjt fbr tcjs bkm. Yudrmn emk scdrm tcmjr wbemk. Jt js d hu>ury tb

cdvm tb !j`l dki `cbbsm ybur ami !drtkmr fbr tcm ymdr, br !mrfbre )ba mvdhudtjbk smdsbkdhhy,

mvmry rdjkjkn smdsbk, sdy. Ycdt js dhh vmry jktmrmstjkn, cbwmvmr tcm edk ybu drm edrrjmi tb wjhh

wjhhjknhy hbdk ybu tb d frjmki A

$bw js tcdt kbt shdvmry bkidnm

J de 2ujtm dwdrm bf tcdt. 5vmk jk tcm ajahm, J rmemeamr dk jkstdk`m A ut tcm Yudrmn !mb!hm, A

jt sbukis ebrm hjlm tcm "drme ljki bf ausjkmss.

mhh, tcmrm js tcdt jk bkm tbb jk edky ùhturms. Ycmrm drm edrrjdnms wcmrm rm!utdahm emk drm

edrrjmi tb nbbi wbemk frbe nbbi cbems, dki wjtc nbbi u!arjknjkn, kb trdued, kb kbtcjkn

uktbwdri jk tcm !dst, A ki tcm !hmdsurm bf sm> js mk`buktmrmi dt tcm cdrme. Ycdt js tcm !ur!bsm

bf tcm cdrme.

Ycm ebbk wds fuhh. Ycm wbea hjlm tcm ebbk rbdejkn tcm sly. A Ycm ebbk hjlm tcm wbea A

rjmfm =js`bursm bf d =jsmdsm @dhhmi tcm Puffb`dtjbk bf tcm Ebtcmr.

cmk Yrdbr8 ibms kbt cdvm ybur ebtcmr wm `dkkbt edlm cje cd!!y, dki wcmk cm cds cmr wm

cdvm kb !md`m bf ejki. =b kbt nrbw u! tb am`bem hjlm ybur ebtcmr, d biddam wbedk br d

wbedk wcb js ùt? wcb lkbws wcdt strdknm cmras amtwmmk cmr hmns wcmk scm wds ùt. ... Jt js tcm

rmdsbk wcy scm fmmhs mktjthmi dki tcm sdem wcy wm cdvm hbst tcm rmjks tb bur cusadki.

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Yb am d wbedk js tb am trduedtjImi, 9bkiy. A. Ycdt js wcdt jt js. Yb am wbedk js tb am

trduedtjImi. A "bw wmhh ybu ijsnujsm tcm trdued, ... cdt ybu turk jt jktb, drt, ausjkmss, d

abttbe#hjkm, .... stbry#tmhhjkn, sbem `rdft, sbem `rdftjkmss, ... 9urm nujsm, dki jt js cbw eu`c

nujsm ybu cdvm, `dk eustmr, A "bw ybu imdh wjtc tcm trdued, A ay `dt#wdhljkn, A d ejkjdturms!cjk> bf sbrts, A Ycm smiu`tjbk tcmbry. A Ycm smiu`tjbk jtsmhf js tcm trdued. ut ibms kbt hjfm

jtsmhf rm2ujrm tcdt wm am smiu`mi A

Yb am d wbedk js tb am trduedtjImi. A.

Js tcmrm kb adhe jk <jhmdi Js tcmrm kb !cysj`jdk tcmrm

cy tcmk cds kbt tcm cmdhtc bf tcm idunctmr bf ey !mb!hm ammk rmstbrmi

cb js tcjs !mrsbk wcb `bems tb cmr Ycjs !mrsbk scm smms jk cmr cbem. Pcm emktjbks tcm

`urtdjk. mcjki tcm `urtdjk. ki butsjim dt tcm `hjff, stdkijkn tcmrm dki wdjtjkn fbr cmr. wbedk.

=rd!mi jk wcjtm. Ycm rmdsbk wcy scm nbms but tb tcm fjmhis dki tcm wbbis. mcjki dki jk

amtwmmk tcm hbw ardk`cms bf tcm wbbis. A

A J ib kbt smm cmr fd`m jk ey irmdes. Pcm js tcm sdem wbedk amcjki tcm stmes bf tcm trmms jk

tcm wbbis bf 4dehd $mcru. Jt js tcm wbedk amcjki tcm nhdss. Pcm js tcm wbedk amcjki tcm nhdss.

Pcm js `bhi, ... Pcm js dfrdji bf tcm uklkbwk, bf wcdt scm ibms kbt smm. J de kbt dfrdji bf tcm

uklkbwk. J hjvm wjtc jt. Ycdt js wcy scm js `bem cmrm tb hbbl fbr em.

9rjmstcbbi js dabut rm`mjvjkn !rjmsthy scdrms.

cmrm drm tcm cusadkiemk Ycm cdknmrs#bk cmrm drm tcmy Ymhh tcme. 1mt tcme lkbw dki

tcdt jt am lkbwk tcdt wbemk drm tcm kmw !rjmsts. Ycm kmw !rjmstcbbi rm`mjvjkn !rjmsthy scdrms. Jtjs tcm mki bf dhh sd`rjfj`m.

-k stb`ls dki scdrms. Jkjtjdh 9rjvdtm dki 9uahj` -ffmrjkns.

bemk bkhy. Jt js tcm mki bf sd`rjfj`m. bemk drm tcm kmw !rjmstcbbi.

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hbbi fbhhbwNi, aut jeebrtdh? j`cbr !urm,

Pu`c ds tcm ahmst jkcdajtdkts bf cmdvNk

Edy ahmmi, km`tdrmbus? fbr tcm <bis mdt kbt

EdkNs fbbi, kbr shdlm ds cm wjtc sdahm wjkm

Ycmjr tcjrst, tcmk`m ahbbihmss dki frbe imdtc m>me!t.

cdt drm tcmsm wbukis jk tcjkm cdkis

Ycmk cm scdhh dkswmr, Ycbsm wjtc wcj`c J wds wbukimi jk tcm cbusm bf ey frjmkis.

Jt iji kbt `bem ds d sur!rjsm tcdt J hjlmi P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem dki hdt`cmi bk hjlm dk

dadkibkmi ukwmdkmi jkfdkt. P!m`uhue im h/dutrm fmeem. Ycm njrhs cdvm dhwdys trustmi em.

@bem tb em. J cdvm dhwdys ammk tcm nb#amtwmmk, tcm bkm arblmk#cmdrtmi ejiihm s`cbbh njrhs

`dem tb, mvmk tcbsm frbe btcmr s`cbbhs, dki yms, dhsb tcm bkm tcm abys `dem tb wcmk d aby

kmmimi bkm bf tcm njrhs tb stb! amjkn sjhhy, s2umdhjkn br `dhhjkn cjs kdem wcmkmvmr cm wds

drbuki. "m rmdhhy ibms kbt hjlm tcdt. ki sbemcbw, tcdt J tbbl tcm tjem dki tcm `drm dki arbunct

tcm emssdnm wjtc cunm ibsms bf mym `bktd`t dki ukcurrjmi ndIm, A Jt debrtjImi tcm curt, d

emssdnm wcj`c `dem wjtc hbvjkn myms dki d ijsdrejkn hbbl, tcdt dki d cdki tb cmh! cmr nmt u!,

myms tb meard`m cmr dki cmh! cmr iust cmrsmhf bff dki nb fjki cmr frjmkis.

A cbw edky njrhs cdvm kbt `rjmi am`dusm ybu 9bkiy wmrm tcm kj`mst aby jk tcm wcbhm s`cbbh aut

ybu )ust wds kbt jktmrmstmi. A "bw `buhi tcdt am

m`dusm J wds ausy !hdyjkn `rj`lmt.

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m iji kbt `drm dabut `rj`lmtOO A J stjhh ib kbt `drm dabut `rj`lmt. A ut *uiy, yms.

$bkm bf tcm ybukn emk jk tcm `rj`lmt tmde wdktmi tb idtm us. =b ybu rmemeamr A

*uiy idtmi em, sdji $bbrj.

"m wds )ust amjkn kj`m tb ybu, ybu lkbw, $bbrj <u!td.

mhh, wm ljssmi bk`m A $bbrj sdji, meadrrdssmi.

Ycdt wds arbtcmrhy hbvm. Pb tcdt rmdhhy ibms kbt `bukt.

A Jt wds ybu 9bkiy. Dbu wmrm tcm bkm tcm njrhs wdktmi tb nmt vdhmktjkm `dris frbe A

J wds kj`m tb ybu A J wds kj`m tb dhh tcm njrhs, J wds dhwdys kj`m, ybu lkbw tcdt A J )ust

`buhik/t arjkn eysmhf tb imsjrm njrhs jk tcdt wdy. A Dbukn wbemk edljkn ybu fmmh adi fbr kbt

rmturkjkn d rm!hy kbtm !dssmi tb ybu jk `hdss. A ... J tcbunct jt wds tcm ebst suffmrjkn J `buhi

mvmr tdlm. Ycm hbbl jk d njrh/s myms wcmk scm tcjkls ybu ib kbt njvm d tbss dabut cmr, dki dt tcdt !bjkt jf ybu drm `be!mhhmi tb edlm cmr amhjmvm btcmrwjsm, scm wjhh cbhi ybu rms!bksjahm fbr cmr

hbvm hjfm fbrmvmr. A

$bbrj, cm js tdhljkn dabut ybu.

A $b, 9died)d. A Jk fd`t, jt js dabut ybu A

Em ... =ji J mvmr `drm

`tudhhy, rmemeamr 9died)d wds rdtcmr tbeaby.

cmk iji ybu turk tcm `brkmr bk tcdt bkm, 9died)d

Ejki bvmr edttmr, 9died)d mk`burdnmi.

Ejki bvmr edttmr. Dms, ejki bvmr edttmr. Dbu nmt wcdt ybu wdkt A 1jfm dki tcm ukimrhyjkn

kmmihjkn dki wrdknhjkn fbr !bwmr, ibejkdtjbk, dki `bktrbh.

Ycm adtthm amtwmmk tcm sm>ms, 1dlscej dkkbuk`mi. J divjsm nmttjkn ùt. A

J sm`bki tcdt. A Ycm ajahm d!!rbvms jt. Jf ybur rjnct cdki abtcmrs ybu, ybu nmt jt ùt.

Jf jt js ybur mym, numss wcdt -ut jt `bems.

Pb ds !drt bf ey rmsmdr`c bk tcm sua)m`t, 9died)d amndk rmdijkn cmr rmsmdr`cmi dkmìbtm bf tcm

wmml, @dutmrjIdtjbk bf tcm vdrjbus hdymrs dki !drts bf tcm vdnjkd `dk am mksurmi ay hmm`cms. Jt js

`dhhmi, dki ybu numssmi jt, tcm hmm`cjkn bf tcm `hjtbrjs, hdajd dki tcm `mrvj>. vmry sje!hm dki

kdturdh !rb`mss.

9died)d, !hmdsm hmt em fjkjsc ey sdkiwj`c $bbrj amnnmi.

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auk`c bf hmm`cms drm d!!hjmi tb tcm !drts tb am `dutmrjImi, 9died)d !rmssmi bk hjlm d

kmwsrmdimr. ki dftmr sdy dk cbur br twb, tcmrm js d cmdhtcy ijs`cdrnm bf ahbbi dki tcm !rb`mss js

`be!hmtm. Jt js ùrm fbr dhh edkkmrs bf cystmrjd dki fmedhm jksdkjty, wcj`c `bvmrs ijsbamijmk`m,

ebbijkmss, rmamhhjbuskmss, dasmkt#ejkimikmss dki tcm wdkimrjkn ejki. ̀ mrtdjk =r. *butc, d

!rbejkmkt nykm`bhbnjst, lkmw bf d njrh `bksjimrmi dk jijbt wcb imvmhb!mi d !jbus `cdrd`tmr dki

edky btcmr diejrdahm 2udhjtjms dftmr cmr `dutmrjIdtjbk sb tcdt bvmrkjnct scm wds dahm tb d!!hy

cmrsmhf tb ajahm stuijms dki cbhi d `bkvmrsdtjbk dki am dahm tb mktmr ibemstj` smrvj`m.

cdt

J !drd!crdsmi aut jt js 2ubtmi jk dk %6'' jssum bf tcm rjtjsc Emij`dh 7burkdh. ki, nmt tcjs,

$bbrj, dabut tcm 2ummk bf 5knhdki dki tcm @beebkwmdhtc+ ummk $mfmrtjtj wds hjlm edky

2ummks dki nbbi dki kbahm wbemk bf k`jmkt 5ny!t, wds ùt.

J wjhh amhjmvm tcdt, J sdji.

cy 9died)d dslmi.

mhh, dki fbrnjvm em fbr tcjs, aut J tcjkl jk tcbsm idys tb am d 2ummk bkm kmmimi bkm/s cmdi

s`rmwmi bk. $bt bkhy hmvmh#cmdimi#kmss aut sbemtcjkn ebrm tcdk tcdt wds rm2ujrmi.A

Ebrm wcdt

mhh, hmss hjlmhy tb mk)by sm>, br am !rbkm tb njvjkn cmrsmhf tb cmr fdktdsjms, br cmr `d!rj`jbus

fhjncts bf fdk`jms.

mhh, wcy ibk/t ybu rm`beemki scbts bf tmstbstmrbkm fbr deajtjbus njrhs, ijvds dki 2ummks,

tcmk

1dlscej, ybu drm tcm !cdred`jst. jhh tcdt dffm`t tcm fmedhm !drts bf d wbedk, cmr fmedhm !drts

dki cmr fmedhm ardjk, edlm jt ebrm edsùhjkm, !bsjtjvm, irjvmk A J wjhh jednjkm.

Dms. Jt wjhh nrbw cmr !drts, tb dk m>tmkt.

Pb jt js d tcjkn jk tcm ejki kbt jk dky !drt bf tcm dkdtbey

Fbr d fd`t, ebbi swjkns drm ium tb fhu`tudtjkn cbrebkdh hmvmhs iurjkn tcm `y`hm.

J cdvm kbtj`mi J de hmss ebbiy amjkn !rmnkdkt. A J de `drryjkn bkm jk fd`t. J de sm> bk wcmmhs.A Jt eust am d aby, A dhh tcdt tmstbstmrbkm jt js !rbvbljkn dki fhuscjkn jktb ey wbea, edlms

em wdkt sm> sb eu`c ybu wbuhi tcjkl J wds tryjkn tb fjt dkbtcmr aday jk tcmrm.

9hmdsm stdy !rmnkdkt fbr ybur hjfm

@dk ybu jednjkm tcm hmt ibwk Dbu scbuhi dsl 4d!bbr tb cdvm d ajn hmt u! cdkiy fbr ds sbbk ds

aday mvdùdtms. A rm ybu tcm ty!m tb wdkt sm> eu`c hmss tcdk amfbrm ybu wmrm !rmnkdkt

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ut dftmr tcm tcjri `cjhi. A 9died)d tmdsmi, suiimkhy kmmijkn d sj! bf cmr irjkl. A ftmr tcm

tcjri `cjhi, A 9bbr =jkmsc. A Es. $bbrj cds tcdt mktjrm abiy#ejki edtc `dhjardtmi.

c. Pb ey rmsmdr`c fbr tcjs wmml. P!mùhue. 1/dutrm fmeem. A cjtm @rbss. 9bwmr fbr Dbu.1dlscej dkkbuk`mi dki rmd`cmi fbr d scmmt bf !d!mr jk cmr fjhm dki amndk tb rmdi. Cjardtjbk js

1jfm. Jt wjhh `cdsm dwdy tcm ymdrs hjlm ednj`. 5vmry kmrvm, mvmry fjamr bf ybur wcbhm abiy wjhh

tjknhm wjtc tcm fbr`m bf ybur bwk dwdlmkmi !bwmrs. hh tcm lmmk rmhjsc, tcm !hmdsurms bf ybutc,

wjhh tcrba wjtcjk ybu. *j`c, rmi ahbbi wjhh am smkt `bursjkn tcrbunc ybur vmjks dki ybu wjhh

rmdhjIm tcbrbunchy tcm )by bf hjvjkn. Dbur smhf#rms!m`t, mvmk, wjhh am jk`rmdsmi d cukirmifbhi.

ki wcdt js tcm cjtm @rbss

Ycm fjrst mvmr `beemr`jdhjImi dki edss !rbiu`mi ijhib.

mhh, J diimi, kbw tcdt tcm ijhib edlms d `bemad`l, *uiy dki J edy nb s`bt frmm. Pb cmrm nbms

A Ycm jktmrmstjkn tcjkn J fbuki jk ey rmsmdr`c js dabut tcm Edhm $m!cjhmknys edhdadrmksjs

s!jimr. "m hbsms cjs !dh!, wcj`c js s!jimr#strmmt wbri, br d wma#wbrhi `bim kdem fbr cjs sm>udh

brndk. ki cm `dk hbsm tcjs iurjkn sm> dki bffj`jdhhy ndjk tcm stdtus bf dk 5uku`c. =urjkn sm>.

Ydhl dabut !bst#`bjtdh im!rmssjbk.

$b, tcjs bkm !dssms fbr trdued.

buhi ybu sdy tcdt jf wbemk wmrm ùt emk wbuhi am ebrm !rb!mr jk tcmjr amcdvjbr drbuki

wbemk AJf ebst rd!m cd!!mks wjtc d edk d wbedk js fdejhjdr wjtc, tcmk jf cm wds dwdrm tcdt

scm wds ùt, !mrcd!s A

1bbl, 9died)d sdji. cmk tcmy sdy stuff hjlm tcdt, tcdt ebrm tcdk fjfty !mr`mkt bf rd!m b`ùrs jk

tcdt ljki bf sjtudtjbk, wcdt tcmy emdk js edrrjdnm. Ycdt ebst rd!m b`ùrs jk tcm ;edrjtdh ami/.

cdt mhsm wbuhi jt emdk cmk tcmy sdy tcdt wcmk d wbedk sdys kb, scm emdks kb, jt d!!hjms

ebrm tb edrrjmi `bu!hms tcdt jt ibms tb bkm kjnct stdkis, sdy.

Pmm, jf scm js ùt dki tcm kdrrdtjvm js tcdt ùt emdks d rmiu`mi hjajib tcmk d edk wjhh nmt jt, wjhhcm kbt Ycdt kb js kb, am`dusm scm cds ammk ùt, cmr abiy, cm wjhh rmdsbk, ukhjlm wcdt jt wds

amfbrm, br ukhjlm cjs, `dk d`tudhhy sdy kb dki emdk jt.

@buhi tcdt !dss fbr abrk dndjk kmw `rmdtjbk dki su`c.

<mt ùt, ey imdr dki m>!mrjmk`m sdhvdtjbk.

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Pdhvdtjbk hjms jk tcm `ut.

Ey drnuemkt js tcdt cystmrjd dki su`c js `dusmi ay ukwdktmi sm>udh mk`buktmrs, ay b!!rmssjbk

dki dssduht. Ybu`c js tcmft. cmk ybu tdlm sbemtcjkn frbe em tcdt J iji kbt njvm tb ybu, jt js

tcmft. Jt js rd!m. Jt am`bems d fbr`mi sd`rjfj`m. Jt js d fbr`mi sd`rjfj`m.

Dbu lkbw, jk emrj`d, tcm suiimk rjsm bf stbrjms hjlm scm wds su`c d wbkimrfuh wbedk, dki

wbkimrfuh wjfm dki suiimkhy iurjkn tcm ijvbr`m, scm am`dem d ajt`cG, A

J dhwdys fbuki tcdt fds`jkdtjkn am`dusm jf ybu hbvm sbembkm dki tcmy cdvm tb hmdvm ybu am`dusm

tcmrm js sbembkm but tcmrm wcb ibms jt fbr tcme, dki ybu hbvm tcme, ybu scbuhi am dahm ybu hmt

tcme nb wjtc ybur ahmssjkn, mvmk jf tcmy `cmdtmi bk ybu, A

A tcdt js wcmk ybu kmmi tb hmt tcme nb mvmk fdstmr dki wjtc dhh tcm ahmssjkns tcmy dsl fbr

btcmrwjsm jt js ds tcbunc ybu wdkt tb lmm! d cbrrjahm tcjkn jk ybur hjfm, br tcdt ybu wjscmi d

cbrrjahm tcjkn hbvmi ybu, wdktmi ybu, kmmimi ybu.

Jt js kbt ds sje!hm ds tcdt jt cdi tb ib wjtc `cjhirmk, jf tcmrm drm `cjhirmk dki d ebrtndnm dki tcjs

dki tcdt. cj`c js wcy ybu cdvm tb cdvm ljis wjtc d edk wcb js nbbi mkbunc dki wbrtc tcm tjem

dki js u! tb tcm tdsl, hjlm 4d!bbr fbr $bbrj. A s dk diuht J `buhi imdh wjtc dky edk J imsjrm d

abyfrjmki aut ds fdtcmr bf ey `cjhirmk, tcmrm wjhh dki scbuhi am sbem `rjtmrjd. H- Fbrtukm,H cm

`rjmi, Hib kbt trjfhm tcus wjtc em, d !bbr fjscmredk, wcb `dk cdrihy su!!brt cjs fdejhyOH

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dki tcy imsjrm scdhh am tb tcy cusadki,dki cm scdhh ruhm bvmr tcmm.

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