Responsibility Thesis

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For Educational Review Purposes Only

the Shorter version of

Short Stories for a Long Life

'Philosophie du Cajun'

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$he Law of E%ual Responsibility and Capacity

Every Individual is equal in their responsibility and capacity to create optimal

functioning within themselves and those within their sphere of interpersonal influence.

Creative Conscious Mathematics is the applied mathematical processes of mindfulnessto all conscious endeavors including day-to-day optimal functioning.

Cognitive or Conceptual Engineering is the ability to design, implement and correlate

insight and chaos in the context of day-to-day life, with little or no other resources other

than ones self, all for the purpose of altruistic self-mastery.

!he corner stone of positive human motivation includes autonomy. "iguring out and

choosing for ones self is a necessity. In this family is the natural drive to get better and

better at something that is interesting to you. #nd for me, the trun$ of this tree is the

doing of something for a greater good for all those involved. #ltruistic %elf-Mastery is

the drive to be a better and better person for the good of all people because you simply

want to.

#fter being born to a single mother living off of food stamps and disability, her believing

I can do anything, leaving her permanently at and round &, my aunt nurturing my

potential, a cousin brother showing me what tough is and how it is connected to respect

and what is right, becoming a first team all-district defensive-end, graduating highschool as a $uma laouda or what ever a '.( is, going to )%*, almost dying and watching

my best friend die, brea$ing up an engagement, singing to my mother for hours before

she passed, meeting my wife and losing all my friends, finishing up at Mc+eese with a

en. %tudies egree with a concentration in Mathematics, attending Media Institute

and conceiving Mahti, going to /ail, ma$ing friends with nurses and mid-wives, teaching

math, psychology, sociology and critical thin$ing at elta !ech, getting fired for standing

up for the students and the education process in general, having an all natural birth with

+ovah, getting degraded by all $inds of chec$ up doctors, meeting a satanic dentist at

cool smiles, overcoming the intense blessing and trauma of %anto aime, andcontinuously getting help unexpectedly from family and friends, I can say that I have

overcome ma/or adversity by appreciating all my life experiences and paying attention to

any possible tangible betterment resulting from it. !his is an experience report on my

process and hopefully may serve as an insight into experience itself and human

processing in general and scientifically.


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$he &athe!atical $#O#E#

An Infinite Theory of Everything, Rooted in Everyone

The intention of this paper is to invite the individual who reads these words to experience the process of

being in-the-moment with Creation Itself This is a genuine attempt to articulate something that isineffable beyond words, yet personally tangible and universal !ords will be used to point us in the

direction of an experience that is going on inside of us and at the same time much bigger In reaching into

the far beyond, we hope to get a glimpse at an internal consistency that is clearly demonstrable"mathematically, scientifically and personally"irrespective of bac#ground A mathematically scientifically

demonstrable theory of everything that helps everyone based simply on the experience of the internal

consistency of the theory itself

This is the first part of an if and only if statement

ithin everything( including a hu!an being( e)ists infinity# $his reality put into practice brings

about the perfection of an individual and creation#

$efore we get to the math and science of infinity, let us spea# on what the experience is li#e %y wife

calls letting me #now she and the #ids are ready to be pic#ed up from the par#& not only that, but theirtired and cran#y and ready to go' I(m finishing up a conversation that I #now will only last about five

more minutes, with a dear student who(s #ids were un)ustly ta#en but who(s return was imminent *ow Icould(ve listened politely and simply wished her well when she was done, or interrupted her and too# off

$ut in genuinely feeling her pain and being of service to her in-the-moment something flowed through me

that I had never said before, something that I needed to hear )ust as much as she did As she was finishing

up and becoming exceedingly upset, I said with sincere )oy, +oo# how beautiful this is, how beautifulyou are .or a split second she stopped her despair and loo#ed at me slightly confused I immediately go

on to describe how her genuine agony over her #ids not being with her was a beautiful demonstration of

her love for her children, and how this experience would strengthen their love for each other and enhancethe time that they will be sharing together This all brought great warmth to her heart, for she #new this

already Too# all of five minutes and all lived happily ever after, meaning the absolute best thing occurredfor all involved

This could not have occurred if I held the potential for negativity outside of myself The best possible

outcome resided in my choice to be of service in-the-moment #nowing all will wor# out well, without

#nowing the specific details And to withdraw from that conscious focus would be giving less than mypersonal best in the moment life needs or calls for us to serve, which really is every moment It would

have have been a +less than type of occurrence if I would have focused on it being a stress or a burden to

be in a hurry, or that someone was emotionally distraught in my presence and that(s taxing iterallymillions of potential focuses on external negativity could have ta#en me off my personal best In holding

fast to all is well, while doing my best to function as an optimal human being, I am not only of service to

others, but I become aware of things that I too grow from and are empowered by This shared experiencebetween us simultaneously increased the positive biological growth in the two of us than can be measured

in the release of specific chemical(s in the body called neuropeptides, the increase in brain functioning and

growth, and the building of healthy proteins by way of epigenetic mechanisms /n top of this, theexperience will in the future be a catalyst for positive changes in our personality and behavior by way of

being an experienced condition that shows us that intense emotional stress can give rise to a greater

goodness This lessens the burden and load that stress places on our proper functioning, also #nown as

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!hat I have given you is a real world experience to show you the potential good and bad in my part of the

experience and the scientifically verifiable goodness contained therein I will now attempt to loo# at theinternal consistency of a purely conceptual mathematics in relation to real world manifestation

%athematics is not inherently good or bad, true or false, yet at the same time expands our notions of such0ome have been damaged or demeaned by the thought of mathematics, yet math remains universally

relatable %athematics can falsify reality as with double-entry boo##eeping or can deepen one(s

experience of reality as 1ero, infinity and fractals have done

0o what is the very basis of mathematics2 .or one, there exists things that are tangible and useful, but are

unprovable 0o lac# of provability does not #eep us from efficacy, and existence does not constitute proof

I hope you can appreciate how this perspective is star#ly different from a fringe scientific world viewholding that existence of something means it(s true or provable, and that if something is unprovable it is

also not tangible and of no use %athematics is universal because it expands upon and redirects the

common sense within a person Two plus two is common sense, but only because we share that with eachother and give it meaning

%ath tried, as some physicists do, to build everything up from nothing& 1ero itself It seemed to wor# out

very nicely but, when compared to established truth and provability, failed to be consistent 0o beforemathematics can say 1ero is 1ero, one is one, or one plus two is three& more basic and fundamental than all

this is, the existence of a 3niversal 0et containing all actual and potential mathematical truths The onlyelements that need be articulated from the 3niversal 0et to obtain consistency in %athematics are 4ero,

which as already discovered brings tangibility and usefulness if not proof or truth& and an 5, being of

inherent tangible variance dancing between #nown and un#nown existing as a range of possibility I still

say the same thing I said almost a decade ago when I first was presented this proof, +0ure loo#s li#e amathematical proof of 6od to me2 The reply from my mathematics professor was that she(d never

thought of it li#e that before

/n top of that it was a personal discovery of mine to see how this was related seemingly exactly to our

physical world, whose 1ero is itself a 736E deal"literally the densest information energy mass powerthat measurably exists is this filled space around us !e swim within it as it swims within us 8ust li#emath had to say there is a 3niversal set of everything first and then it is in a sense +reduced down to

something, even though the fullness of its infinite nature is always present& physics had to say the same

thing about the 3niverse itself Every bit of the universe contains within it an immense amount of

potential and is in direct relationship to all-that-Is And )ust as there is 9uantum entanglement& there aremirror neurons, limbic resonance and our vagal tone

%athematics can also say with a straight face that all rules, logics, axioms are inherently incomplete asthey are in a constant process of integrating new truths whose internali1ation creates a new set of basics,

which are in turn the canvas for an even greater truth to be integrated and so on and so forth .or me, there

is a relationship between this and another mathematical truth that there is no highest order of infinity& forthings are continuously becoming more infinite Room for infinity is the consistency !e can find infinity

in the finite Even 1ero is a uni9ue ever growing aspect of infinity, %athematically and :hysically

spea#ing

et us correlate and extrapolate& integrate and derive %athematically, rules are incomplete

:sychologically, rules diminish our cognitive functioning, inhibiting our natural ability to be moral and

creative in-the-moment It is the transcendence of rules and definitions that gives rise to mathematicalprogress and awareness In the boo#Naming Infinity we see two useful perspectives that build on each

other to expand our tangible notion of infinity /ne camp was the atheistic .rench, who denounced any


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higher power to get a glimpse of the infinite& the other was the orthodox Russian mon#s, who called on

and experienced a higher power to glimpse the infinite $oth had to operate outside of the #nown rules tobring about truth"annihilating intentionally by way of their cognition"the top down neural structures

that limit insight and problem solving The loosening of these top down neural structures is also #ey in

advanced problem solving and in the healing of :T0; and addictive behaviors

As I encountered my student with the direction of infinity in mind, while letting go of prepac#aged

thoughts, rules and definitions that come up about a situation li#e this, I was able to let a greater version ofmyself come through, say some things that I had never heard before perfectly in a new context, all while

we both became biologically better people /ur capacity for this type of shared experience is not only our

nature but our evolutionary advantage& a song sung in current 0cientific research and by ;arwin himself

.or math to evolve it needed both the atheist denouncing rules and definitions of what is real and themon# calling on and experiencing the transcendental, each operating outside the #nown laws to propel the

human race towards the infinite !hatever your reason, if you approach your e)istence *eeping in !ind

the inherent infinite nature of all things( you have your only shot at aiding in the e)perience and

creation of goodness on Earth#

In conclusion, within everything exists infinity, including a human being This reality put into practice

brings about the perfection of an individual and creation if and only if you approach your existence evermindful of the inherent infinite nature of all things +ere you have your responsibility( your part andpower in the creation of goodness on Earth#

;ear ;ivine,

:lease forgive me, for my mista#es and part played in all things unhoped for

I(m sorry, for choosing that which I #now is unhelpful and for the purposes of such

Than# you, so much for the awareness of betterment

I ove


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#nown as Telomurs It has been established in the uantum :hysics& namely, multiple realities exist at the same timein a singularity of infinite possibility until we ma#e an observation, it is then +reduced down into a

specific actuali1ed event This base-state singularity can be li#en unto an E? geometrical model of particle

physics"the whole is in the part, the part is in the whole 0o when we hold the feelings of love and peace

unconditionally solely because of a personal choice to feel and be that way despite any conditions, we pullfrom the reality that holds all possibilities, a reality primed for healthy proper functioning and filled with

the dream of what we would prefer to bare witness to and experience !e can allow this to ta#e place by

feeling internally that we have the love and peace that would result from all of the health, wealth, andabundance we can imagine without being attached to the vision or specifics that may accompany the

feeling of unconditional love and peace The feelings of unconditional love and peace are themselves the

culmination of all that will ever be, giving the gift of proper physiological expression coupled with having

local non-local effects on the living human organism as a whole unified being 0o when someone as#syou, +why feel good for no reason, why feel happy for no reason, why feel love for no reason, why feel

relief for no reason2, we can say that the feelings of unconditional happiness, unconditional love andinternal peace have a *eurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the 0ocietal /rganism(s

/ptimal .unctioning' :ositive :sychology has found that personal mastery, or a life of engagement and

flow, and more importantly, a life that is meaningful to the whole of humanity, are the most effective ways

to increase life satisfaction !ith this paper we can now ta#e the inspiration to master the practice offeeling unconditional love, happiness and peace all the while being of up-most benefit to our community

as a whole Altruistic 0elf-%astery'

ove :eace and 7armony

:lease, if you would li#e to ta#e a deeper loo# into the science that is behind these words, consider thefollowing four min video titled +Can group meditation bring !orld :eace >uantum :hysicist, 8ohn

7agelin explains referring to the 0cientific .act alluded to earlier +;r ;ean /rnish


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what any biological and psychological measure can ever describe even if this is all we focus on for all

eternity There are an infinite amount of positive correlations that stem from this art of genuine humancommunion :laying with our own positive emotions strengthens our ability to experience positivity

resonance with potentially any other person This in-the-moment love is a genuine feeling of mutual care

and shared attention .eeling this is our biological indicator that we have become an even better personAllowing this to ta#e place plants very real seeds that always bear fruit, no matter how long down the road

we choose to consciously activate the benefit of re-membering that shared love !e are propelled forward

with more creativity, purpose, and are all-around smarter in every way .ar beyond when the moment thelove is shared, in surprising, helpful, and usually critical ways down the road, wisdom that is us and at the

same time far beyond anything we had ever seen and felt from ourselves before is given a canvas to

express the autonomy and brilliance of right action /ur bodies are literally built to expand and express

this innate supreme intelligence !e have the ability to choose to participate in this process of mutualbenefit, and as we do, we come to #now our own brilliance, creativity and love in such a special, uni9ue,

and ineffable way !hat we experience in these moments is +beyond us yet grows us in that very

direction !hen a friend who trusts and respects us very much confides in us and as#s our opinion, veryoften the wisdom offered by us, we reali1e, is also a benefit to ourselves !e(re really hearing this new

found brilliance for the first time as we share it !hen we allow ourselves to truly care and open our

reality up to genuinely experiencing another person or better yet, any other person, something greater than

who we are flows through us shedding light on more of who we really #now ourselves to be ong ago, agreat wi1ard of light named Charles ;arwin said that what set humans apart, what our part is in

connection to all other life and to each other, what our evolutionary advantage and purpose is, is ourability to empathi1e and connect, especially with other human beings :resent day you can find Ca)uns all

over the world, and even a few in a#e Charles, that have been practicing this as a ;esigned way of life

with a family and cultural lineage that goes bac# at least a few thousand years'


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simultaneously being of up-most benefit to one(s complete 0elf 6rowth can be measured in the individual

and surrounding community by way of our :sychoneuroimmunology, Epigenetics, *eurogenesis, :rogresstowards :eace in our Collective $ehavior, Coherence in Initially Chaotic or +Random 0ystems, and by

way of 0elf-Reflection in relation to Altruistic 0elf-%astery %ore Importantly, genuine 6rowth is #nown

by the individual and 0elf-evident in all interpersonal relationships $he way of +ealing is to allow the

e)pansion of the tangible benefit of Creation to beco!e !ore and !ore 3live in our Present

&o!ent 5ay2to25ay Living# Self2+ealing is the Eternal practice of e)panding tangible benefit

within 3ll2$hat21s#

3n 3)io! of 1llusion4Any experience of lac#, limitation or suffering is a very real opportunity to

examine personally held beliefs that, when reflected upon, bring enhanced, intensified feedbac# as to

whether or not that belief allows for 6rowth 0o lac#, limitation and suffering are catalysts for a specifictype of 0elf-7ealing that includes 0elf-Reflection and Redefinition These seemingly adverse challenging

life experiences are very real Catalysts for 6rowth $he belief of lac*( li!itation and suffering as being

367$+16- other than Positive Catalysts for Personal -rowth is 1LL,S1O6# $his includes all

stories created and told that do not include a focus on the inherent tangible benefit of 3ll2$hat21s in

the Current &o!ent#

$he +igh Functioning Procedure4The very REA short of it and the culmination of all it could be,comes to fruition in a very real personali1ed effort to 5efine everything as an 3bundant 8lessing9 $ellstories of 3bundant 8lessings( all the ti!e( forever( about E:ER7$+16-9 ith this in place( all the

details of our Collective and Personal +ealing occur naturally with the full Support and Force of

3ll2$hat21s# $he result is Rapid Life Revision#In order to reintegrate any particular within Creation,

especially what is initially seen as trauma and suffering and in general terms described as lac# and

limitation, we must first understand the process of healing and then define our concepts or beliefs to matchwhat is ta#ing place, and finally practice what we #now to be true In order to further our understanding it

is necessary to revisit a challenging situation that we overcame with ease and grace

At age , my %other needed to be in rehabilitation in order to receive some special care and help with her

problems with addictions and co-occurring psychological disorders, both of which had nothing to do withme or were because of me %y %other demanded that it be explained to me this way so I would #nowstraight up what was going on with her as she was admitted& for she understood and raised me to be

understanding as well 0ee, before this point my %other had taught me to express the spectrum of my

feelings from I love you mom on down the line, but if something was off, we needed to tal# about what

we both could do to ma#e it better *ot why are you mad, not who(s wrong or right, not as something Ideserve or am entitled to feel It simply gives all involved an opportunity to ma#e things better This was

coupled with a strong emphasis on creative story telling from an uninhibited imagination 0o geared with

this, I prepared to be with what IHd considered extended family, altruistic strangers I remember getting abowl of cereal Immediately recogni1ing that it was not my favorite, I as#ed for something else The care

giver(s reply was, +If you don(t li#e what we have to eat, you don(t have to eat 7er directness gave me a

)olt of reali1ation that I should be than#ful for A*


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A couple of years later, as I was better able to see myself in relation to others, I grieved greatly for not

having and #nowing my .ather It was not often I swam the seas of tears and emotions that come with thefeelings of lac#ing the presence of the .ather, if not too much more than a handful of times in my entire

early lifetime The very first experience with this suffering brought not only intense crying, but an

immediate recognition of all of the beautiful men and women in my life who had .athered me in variousways in a manner that expressed the best of what a .ather could be I then felt as if the whole universe was

my .ather, and that the specific player of the role may continuously change, but my .ather remained

This, too, I #new to be inside of my own being $efore the age of I understood that these intensemoments of suffering were very real catalysts for reali1ations and redefinitions that I can cherish and

benefit from eternally *aturally, my relationship and definition of suffering has been one of up-most

Appreciation and Respect Rest assured, I would still have an interesting challenge learning to pay

attention to All-That-Is as an Abundant $lessing and 3nconditionally telling stories that reflect what Ireally believe to be Truth

At age J, I began to heal from an accident where my best friend and I where hit by a drun# driver,resulting in the death of Aaron and the new birth inside %yself This new $irth started as what seemed

li#e an undertow but instead of waves and sand, it was a car at K miles per hour, and roc#s, glass and

cement that rearranged and interpenetrated my being I come to a restful stop sitting up in a fetal position

where the road meets the ditch on River Road somewhere between ;owntown $aton Rouge and the 03campus I glance to see Aaron has flown further and is laying on his side, clearly not breathing in a pool of

blood I immediately #new I needed to stand up, but it felt li#e my bac# was bro#en I stood up with anaccompaniment of screams that resided somewhere between war cries that help push one forward and the

gnashing of teeth and wailing from the valley below This culminated in experiencing a blac#ness seeping

in and overcoming my consciousness until all that was left was what seemed li#e a molecule, an atom of

red which then brightens my awareness to visually ma#e out my reality in shades of red This would bemy experience of putting on the Rose colored glasses of my college da1e As I stand there waving my

arms, two cars pass from each direction without hesitation, leaving me to wonder if I was even there At

that moment, two vehicles stop to help The first was a wrec#er service that I immediately direct to helpAaron as I sit bac# down in my fetal position and roc# gently bac# and forth The other vehicle was a

nursing student, who I immediately direct to my camel pa# that I must have gracefully ta#en off in mid-flight I let her #now that the phone ringing in it is my fiancL and to please explain to her what has )usthappened The ambulances arrived faster than normal because there had been a rodeo downtown This

contributed to my not bleeding to death As I am loaded up, I hear the paramedics saying that they have

one of us dead on site and expecting me to be dead on arrival Meep in mind, instead of the word dead he

used number codes, but I clearly got the gist %y immediate reaction to riding with this pain was to bewith it Really feel it, all the while giving than#s to those to have suffered and sacrificed for the betterment

of others, having as a strong focus the story of Christ and those in my life who had put aside immediate

gratification so that my life could be better !hen I arrive at the hospital as my clothes are being cut off,I as# the nurse if IHd ma#e it, thin#ing that if I was conscious and well enough to have calm discourse IHd

clearly be fine 7e tells me in a most sincere and concerned manner that he had seen worse ma#e it They

could not administer anything to alleviate pain until they were sure of all of the internal damage Thisresulted in G to hours of )ust being with it all, panting li#e a dying dog on the side of a slow country

road ;uring this time I had to move around in order to ta#e x-rays and scans all cut up from head to toe

with a fractured pelvis This was made easier with the support of the nurses At one point, they told methat a doctor was coming in to put his hand inside of my gaping wound to feel around and see if my

internal organs are ruptured Remember IHm feeling E=ER


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she comes in the room, some of her friends who were already there made it a point to as# the nurses if

they could wipe up some of the blood before she came into room They started wiping the floor, walls, andmachines that had been blessed with my life blood ;uring the process, I remained light I remember a

nurse trying to find, unsuccessfully, a place to in)ect a local anesthetic in order to put a stitch in my eyelid

I began to laugh and said considering what IHd been through, I could handle it +!e(ll call it my 0upermanstitch About a month later, I started to become angry at the person who hit us I channeled this into a

wor# out regime which at the time was optimal and even healthy, but would not remain so After being

mad and bul#ing up, I began to channel my anger in visions of revenge I went so far as to finding theaddress of the man involved in the hit-and-run It then got to a point to where I was seeing myself #ic#ing

open his door with a sawed-off shotgun wanting to impose my will and cast my )udgment in ways that I

can leave to your own poetic imaginings This immediately stimulated me to stop and consider how I

really felt, and feel, about this person A wave of 3nconditional ove came to the surface from thedepths of my own being, revealing my love not only for this person, but for any and all people After this,

I understood that being honest and experiencing 7ate is a Catalyst for a deeper, more profound ove An

intense redefinition occurred 7ate is not bad, nor does it oppose love& it can be used to stimulate aspectrum of action, but more than anything else, it is always a catalyst for the reali1ation and experience

of a deeper :ersonal Expanded ove I then began to redefine any challenging experience as a Catalyst for

more ove

Around three years later, my mother was #illed in a hit-and-run accident At this point, I was learning to

define everything as an Abundant $lessing and then process the particulars I chose the perspective thatmy mom had been released from what on one hand was a life long struggle with multiple personality

disorder and co-occurring addictions, and on the other hand was a woman who changed peoples( lives for

the better Two-hundred and seventy people showed up to her funeral, almost all of which made it a point

to tell me, +%adeline is the reason IHm clean today +%imi is the reason I passed this class, or even wentto school All this from what society may consider nobodies on up to doctors I felt that if IHd helped one

person in the way she helped plenty, IHd be more than happy to die *ow, I could have been devastated

over the fact that I was )ust now starting to open up and empathi1e with my mother after having beenaway from her on a permanent basis since age seven, or beat myself up cause I(d wasted time being cold

and callous toward her in my late teens I would dive deeply into these feelings and ones far more intense,and really en)oyed the experience of loss and grief $ecause I chose to focus on the blessings of thesituation and honestly dived into the full spectrum of emotions while continually expressing my

appreciation for it all as well, I was able to see the tangible benefit of the situation, even in the midst of the

storm 8ust as wonderful, the minute thoughts and reali1ations of potential negativity, although sometimes

accompanied with intense emotion, began to continuously become more and more resolved As my mainfocus was on the 6rowth and 7ealing, the tiny waves of negativity began to bring with it more and more

tangible resolve with each recurrence The negativity had no fertile ground to expand, so as it #ept

popping up, the only thing that could expand from it was tangible resolve and integration into All-That-Isbeing an Abundant $lessing All I did, do, or can do to create 6rowth and to allow the 7ealing is to

5efine E:ER7$+16- as an 38,6536$ 8LESS16-( Pay close attention to everything being as

such( and e)press sincere tangible appreciation for 3ll2$hat21s in any -iven &o!ent#

3 Love Field Life

The 3nified .ield of ;ivine =ibration

It is our responsibility as individuals to create our experience of inner and outer world peace

:eace is our desired state In peace, all things harmoni1e with a fre9uency of Infinite Intelligence that, in

turn, brings with it a perspective and experiential possibility of expanded peace

GThis expansion of peace integrates, transmutes, transforms, creates and derives abundant

blessings from all things experienced This state of harmony creates order out of chaos, brings proper


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function to malfunction, alignment to malad)ustment !ith this, we experience an anchoring-in of Infinite

Intelligence, an actuali1ation that is tangibly fully present in all parts and at wor# in the moment

!ithin Creation we have this eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process ta#ing place within

the individual and within the fabric of reality in general This is a calling to each person to ultimately ownfully him or her 0elf as an eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process within an even greater eternal,

internal, infinite, all powerful process -- Creation itself' As individuals, we experience and we can bear

witness $earing witness includes anything we can process, recall and communicate with vision, words,symbols and sounds !e can have the same experience, yet bear witness to something totally different and

uni9ue The fact that we experience cannot really be debated nor defined In lieu, I(d say that our

experience is our uni9ue gift to Creation, our personal addition to All That Is, and is shaped by what we

choose to bear witness to, mainly what we express in the singing and dancing within our day-to-dayliving

N/ur belief in what we are experiencing shapes what we bear witness to, and what we bear witnessto shapes our reaction to what we experience +I really need to leave, and I #now I(ve lost my #eys This

is an experience based on what we believe we have witnessed 0omeone comes along who is not invested

in the belief that something is missing and, being outside that particular experience, loo#s in plain sight

locating the #eys Their experience coming into the situation of being of help and carrying a freshperspective opened the awareness of the experience of the #eys being present

KThere is magic in understanding how this stance actually allows the experience of having the #eys

to be more probable !hen I(m in the midst of needing to find something lost, I simply revel in the fact

that it will find me, and laugh 0omething that is initially loo#ed for and not found brings up a particularly

interesting challenge !e now #now we canHt find it, this inhibits our finding it, which adds an extrachallenge In short, we have to find ways to believe in an experience that everything we(ve witnessed and

are currently experiencing tells us is not here& or worse, not possible

0o what is here, what is possible2 !e can imagine the 7ighest /rder of Infinity to be an eternal,

infinite, all powerful networ# or 3niversal 0et whose components are themselves eternal, infinite, allpowerful, with each containing the whole within itself, including every uni9ue part, parcel, and process*ow we have this eternal 0elf-interacting experience between all that is and all that is, giving rise to all

that is now, which can only be made up of parts and parcels that are themselves of this 7ighest /rder

OAs individuals, we are part of this current moment of experience, ma#ing us a part and parcel ofthis eternal, infinite, all powerful networ# or 3niversal 0et !e must then ourselves contain eternal,

infinite, all powerful parts, parcels and processes within us that reflect our uni9ue infinite nature, the

infinite nature of all that is, and the expansion of the relationship of the two e9ually infinite parts -- theindividual and all that is The tending to the relationship between ourselves and all that we are is our true

wor# !ithin this particular part of the process, we become FFP responsible /ur wor# is our

responsibility

?/ur gift, our placement in eternity, is to experience and bear witness This is great news /ur part

as an all powerful eternal being is to do the very thing that we can(t help but do effortlessly It does,however, ta#e effort to harmoni1e all of the parts, parcels and processes within one(s reality to a state of

unconditional love, a state of actuali1ed ;ivinity This all powerful state of peace can be tangibly felt and

put into action as one ma#es an effort to see every and all things as an unconditional abundant blessing

having purpose and meaning ;ivinity becomes comprehensible in ways that expand the experience ofpeace within the individual and the propensity for peace in the world


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J*ow that this parcel(s internal peace has risen, so too rises the part of that parcel in all other

parcels In the 7ighest /rder, an increase in one increases all instantaneously, effortlessly The new stateof being simply is, as soon as it is, for all This eternal, infinite, all powerful, intelligent, all inclusive life

source is the conductor, catalyst, container and creator of the eternal expansion of experiential love for all

that is by all that is

FIt is our responsibility to ta#e our place as an eternal, internal, infinite, and all-powerful being

!e are everything, within everything, responsible for processing anything we experience and #now as ane9ual blessing, a bit of eternal, infinite isness made to expand the experience of peace and the #nowledge

of all that is

*o /ne, not even the fullness of all that is, can experience or bear witness for a particularperson /ne must wield /neself It is entirely up to the individual to #now and experience peace The fact

that we experience and bear witness is the effortless part of our divinity, the stillness amongst movement,

the unchangeable

G/ur wor# to bear witness and experience all things as an abundant blessing, as spirit in matter,

or 6od in motion, is the active part of our divinity, the something from nothing, the expansion of the

unchangeable In 3nion we are in constant awe and love for that which is the source, that which is, andthat which is beyond, seeing each part of this trinity as the trinity itself This is

the formula for an eternal process of expanding experiential infinite unconditional love

!e start with an eternal internal infinite all powerful 3niversal 0et that consists of a networ# of

parts that are themselves e9ually eternal infinite and all-powerful !e could ta#e this to represent the

7ighest /rder of Infinity 0o any part, including us as an individual, is in the li#eness of the 3niversal 0et,being e9ually infinite, still remaining as a part within the 3niversal 0et, while containing the whole

3niversal 0et as a part within our 0elf

NThe relationship between the 3niversal 0et and anything that comes from it is one of pure

endowment The fullness of all-that-is is given to all that is manifest In turn, whatever manifests is givenbac# to all-that-is as a type of internal eternal uni9ue experience of expansion

K!e are seeing our individual experience is a total and complete gift from all that is experienced,

containing all that is, was, and will be within it As we experience and bear witness, we add to the

actuality of what is inside all that is This gives rise to an even greater possibility of what can beexperienced, and expands our awareness of the tangibleness that is always within source This

concurrently gives rise to our awareness of an even greater beyondness

*ow add to this what you, as an individual part of the 3niversal 0et, do with this all-that-is-

ness *amely, what is your personal relationship to the 3niversal 0et2 7ow does this reality read in to the

stories you tell about 0elf identity, the nature of reality, the way things are, the way people are, the wayyou live your daily life2

O!e now become firm in the #nowledge that any, every, and all peaces of the 3niversal 0et, allparts of reality itself, are experiencing and witnessing a moment that brings awareness of and focus upon

relationship to ;ivinity Remember, this is a call to 3nconditional ove, therefore we must hold this

awareness in the face of experiential evidence of lac#, limitation, and absence of ;ivinity

?/ur degree to rest in this .irmness through all times and energies determines the degree of

personal experience with ;ivinity It is our wor# to recogni1e the Abundant $lessings An awareness of


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unconditional love is a pure gift of creation, that when allowed and practiced, manifests as proper

functioning in the physical world for our 0elf and others

JThis gift must be chosen It cannot be asserted or even proven by anyone to anyone other than

the individual to him or her 0elf All-that-is instantaneously responds to the focus of an individual andmirrors us with the experience of physical reality /ur physiology literally metaboli1es our state of

consciousness 6ene expression, neurogenesis Qbrain growth, and the biological degeneration Qaging of

our telomerase reflects our belief and experience of time itself, our belief and experience of love, and thethings we say and do

GFIt is a scientific fact that stimulating internal peace turns off negative occurrences within one(s

surrounding community li#e a light-switch, needing only the s9uare root of one percent of a population tohave a statistical effect Combining the latest and greatest of what we #now of what it means to be a

human being, we find that it is our responsibility as individuals to create our experience of inner and outer

world peace

GE9ually, it is our place as human being to breath the awareness of ;ivinity into matter As we

experience reality, we hold the witness of the moment as it is, then we hold the belief or conception of

;ivinity in action, all of the time with all that we experience This raises the physical vibration of all thatis to be experienced in a way that is in sync with this 3nified .ield of ;ivine =ibration An expansion of

the experience of ;ivinity within all things is occurring now It is now a matter of choice to see the otherperson, aspects of yourself, experiences in the world, as ;ivinity in action imbued with ;ivine

Intelligence and synchronistically connected to non-local $lessings

GGThere is need for deep healing and a great need for everyone to as# for personal forgivenessfrom ;ivinity for one(s own part in this next peace !e and many others have been deeply hurt and have

hurt others deeply /ur pain gives rise to the awareness of having a choice !ithin our choice includes an

increasing of our experience of ;ivinity

G/ur ability to practice choosing to have a ;ivine perspective or even to practice the belief that+this too is ;ivinity, is !isdom !isdom is the Mnowledge and Experience of ;ivinity in allD all that we

#now or can #now is ;ivine& all that we are aware of or can be aware of is ;ivine& all that we experience

and can experience is this ;ivinity

GNAny time and every time the experience of lac# and limitation arises, we can as# ;ivinity to

forgive us for this perceived lac# and limitation I am sorry for any and all practiced patterns that have

given rise to an experience of and or an awareness of something less than ;ivine This pattern stops now,with this as#ing for .orgiveness +I am )oyously grateful for the awareness of ;ivinity in all things and

than# the ;ivine for integrating my experience of lac# and limitation into one of Abundant $lessings

GKI love this process of having my place within ;ivinity as one who can allow the ;ivine to shine

in any and all of my experiences Mnowing that we are loved by the %ost 7igh and practicing that Infinite

ove allows us to be aware of any self imposed lac# and limitation as a potential to play our part in theexpansion of our experience of ;ivinity in our day-to-day ;ivinity allows us to #now that we are e9ual to

and worthy of, not )ust on a 0unday or in Ceremony, but on any day in all ways Amen


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Cajun &ythos

A %odern egend of Ca)un 7eritage

The wealth of a Ca)un way of life practiced passes on, adds to and stays with all of the current moment

family of peoples on Earth and $eyond This optimal way of life comes from within and is in relation to

All Things .or Ever and Eternal In the $eginning and .or All Time, there have been those #nown and

un#nown as Ca)un living as best they can in harmony with Earth, other :eople, the $eyond and !ithinAll Essence is seen as part of the ;ivine .amily of which we are all-a-part and all-in-one at the same time

This Reali1ation could be summed up as Tout e %onde Che1 ;ieu& an Experience of $eing cradled in a

pitre dish of life giving infinite eternal isness, while at the same time being this life giving infinite eternal

isness' Every /ne is in the house of 6od, and there is nothing but 6od within it !e come together at all

levels of Creation in order to simultaneously incorporate and expand all levels organically in the current

moment of experience, leaving behind what was our basic or common understoodness, to be nothing more

than a ;ivine canvas for proper context and 6rowth 0ee everyone and everything is far more awesomer

than any could ever Imagine !e live this way by actively choosing a perspective that is then set in 0tone,

or made manifest rather, by the 0inging and ;ancing of our day-to-day iving and 0elf-Evident in our

8oie ;e =ivre Il ya beaucoup des bon temps dans la 0ud de ouisiane, Eaaaaaeeeeeeee'''

3 t'tiny taste of Philosophie 5u Cajun

Tout Le *onde +he, (ieu

focus on fa!ily4 !e are one human family and we treat people as such first and foremost This creates

healthy relationships between people !e see everyone as brother, mother, sister, father, son anddaughter all in /ne This instills respect and acceptance as a practice in the present moment $asically,

this belief helps us behave better in a natural, effortless manner

!a*in; su!in; outta nothin;4 !hatever we have access to is more than enough to create what is

needed This belief helps us stay in appreciation of what life has offered us and instill a capability todo anything with it and ourselves, always holding love for our natural environment that gives useverything we could need

enjoy!ent and appreciation4 Two sides of the same coin, each enhancing the other !e ma#e it a

point to en)oy our surroundings and the people in them, allowing an even greater sense of appreciation

for all people This also #eeps us in awe of life and gives us a drive to increase our collective state ofbeing

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$he &ystical 8ody of Christ

A Crystalyne :ersonality %atrix of .orm in %otion

There exists within Creation, within Time and 0pace, personality traits in each and every 7uman $eing

that are in 7armony with and add something new to All-That-Is This is held .irm within what it means tobe 7uman Anytime Anyone chooses it, it grows more li#ely in each person, creating an expansion of this

matrix of probable optimal in-the-moment-manifestation Accompanying this is an internal choice in how

we relate to one-another, to a higher power, and to the earth, all as a whole The more we choose toexpress, at the very least relief or peace or choose to feel empowered, interested, intrigued, or healed

and healing, loved and loving, compassionate and understanding, or ta#e on a perspective of appreciation

and en)oyment, to at most living live in a state of it(s already-done-ness, weHre engineering the best

possible expression of our personhood This in turn opens us up for an even 6reater 6ood to flow throughus .aith in the tangible manifestation of betterment, a more infinitely guided and inspired possibility, if

focused on and held in-sight, will all ways become better The /ne changes the All-That-Is

instantaneously, holographically, and fractally This is a very real choice inside of The, connected toEternity This is a life of :rayer to the 6ift of Eternal ife The 6odhead Itself is a iving $ody of

Relationship between all the people who are choosing what they #now to be True ove in their /wn 7eart

in this Current %oment, along with the inertia of all those who have ever and will ever choose that ;ivine,

only from within, choice to ove All-That-Is at Any Time All while #eeping in harmony with anoverwhelming flow of interpenetrating 0tillness and a sea of Timelessness To pay attention to the ove

that is made by the infinite sides of this Coin, is to #now the /rgasmic !ealth of :ersonified and:ersonali1ed Abundant $lessings for All 7uman $eings This is $eyond ;estination& This is something

we can add to, an Eternal %ovement .orward

$he +oly Sacra!ent Santo 5ai!e and the &essage of &estre

The 6reatest Aya in 0elf Exploration

In loo#ing bac# on my experience with 0anto ;aime, I must focus on the results and the developing:hilosophie I now have a clearer understanding of my inner world and a greater degree of direction over

my uni9ue way of processing /ur expression and experience of life is a direct result of our awareness ofthe internal processes that are specific to us and our ability to wor# with and metaboli1e what we findinside ourselves The sacrament of the ;aime !or# provides an individual with the sacred space, place

and intention to open all doors up for integration and betterment The sacrament of Ca)un Communion

provides an individual with the sacred space, place and intention to open all interpersonal interactions up

for integration and betterment Combining these two has been to the 3p %ost benefit In traveling throughpassages within one(s 0elf, it becomes clear that a focus on there being a 6reater 6ood is a necessity in

#eeping the very fabric of your personal consciousness intact


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3 Santo 5ai!e List4

Church of ;aime Qon =imeo

Ayahuasca Therapy 0anto ;aime %ysticism in Europe

0anto ;aime in EuropeS Ritual Transfer and Cultural Translations

Tribal Technologies and 0cientific 0uperstition in the study of Ayahausca Qnot on %aps

Currents, .luids, and .orcesS The Esoteric /rigins of 0anto ;aime Theories of 7ealing

The Expansion of $ra1ilian Ayahuasca ReligionsS aw, Culture, and ocality

I #new before my first !or# with ;aime, the positive effect entheogens have on our physiological gene

expression, neurogenic and neuroplastic aptitude, ability to integrate past trauma into tangible blessings,

and provides us with the birth right of transcending our definitions of who we are as a person and how werelate to Creation with an Experience of who we are as a person within Creation and how we are currently

related to All-That-Is A .uture :otential Experience is magnified within you, so you may ma#e an even

better nest for all that you are These effects are 0cientifically ;emonstrable and are all #nown to beCatalysts for Altruistic 0elf-%asteryD /ptimal ;ay-to-;ay .unctioning' .or a final nail in the coffin of

this cold case see first the Ted Tal# titled +;an :in# The pu11le of motivation This is a clear cut proofabout how we %ust Increase and !or# with Autonomy, %astery, and %eaning in order to prepare ourselves to handle and expand our human capacity for high functioning That is Altruistic 0elf-%astery and

it is a *ecessity to handle even rudimentary cognitive s#ill %onetary incentives, big stic#s, and following

the step by step direction of what is expected from you by Any societal authority, is literally the rot of our

biochemical, neurogenic, psychological, and individual existence in the here now and to the extent weplay with it, our forever This is the root of all maladaptive processes& that which one does Against one(s

:ersonal !ishes, that which one does but does not care to %aster, and doing something without

considering the benefit to a 6reater 6ood for all involved and affected Armed with the fact thatAyahuasca can enhance our capacity for Altruistic 0elf-%astery, it serves us to visit a second Tedx Tal#

+The !ar on Consciousness, 6raham 7ancoc# at TE;x!hitechapel with main points being

(The sacred use of Ayahausca in the Ama1on is part of an ancient, worldwide

+technology of altered states of consciousness to find balance, harmony"%a(at"with

the universe, and to remain mindful that what we underta#e here on earth, while immersedin matter, is fundamentally a spiritual )ourney aimed at the growth and perfection of the

soul Qindividual(

(!e live in a society that will send us to prison if we ma#e use of time-honored sacredplants to explore our own consciousness


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Curiously enough, the Churches too want to avail themselves of mass action inorder to cast out the devil with $eel1ebub"the very Churches whose care is the salvation

of the individualsoul They do not appear to have heard anything of the elementary

axiom of mass psychology, that the individual becomes morally and spiritually inferior inthe mass, and for this reason they do not burden themselves overmuch with their real tas#

of helping the individual to achieve a metanoia& or rebirth of the spirit"deo "on"edente.

It is, unfortunately, only too clear that if the individual is not truly regenerated in spirit,society cannot be either, for society is the sum total of individuals in need of redemption

I can therefore see it only as a delusion when the Churches try"as they apparently do"

to rope the individual into a social organi1ation and reduce him to a condition of

diminished responsibility, instead of raising him out of the torpid, mindless mass andma#ing clear to him that he is the one important factor and that the salvation of the world

consists in the salvation of the individual soul :gK

The mass 0tate had no intention of promoting mutual understanding and the

relationship of man to man& it strives, rather, for atomi1ation, for the psychic isolation of

the individual The more unrelated individuals are, the more consolidated the 0tate

becomes, and vice versa :gFF

!ithin the individual lies the capacity to choose to express oneself in a way that stimulates properfunctioning by way of Altruistic 0elf-%astery, which concurrently promotes Autonomy, %astery, and

%eaning& or a person can choose to simulate malfunction by way of mass mindedness, which concurrently

promotes reliance on an outside authority, becoming good enough to ma#e a social 9uota for an abstract

status that is merely la-eledgood"and all for the benefit of a few at the expense of the others and theindividual To further understand how an everyday person falls into the pathology of evil, we must

understand the situational effects, how those situations are designed and made possible by mass minded

institutions In the video titled +Authors6oogle- :hillip 4imbardo, the author who did the 0tanfordprison experiment ma#es the case that we have an infinite capacity to behave as #ind or cruel, as caring or

indifferent, as creative or destructive, and as villains while others heroes :sychology understands thesenegative transformations of human character as being

;ispositionalD :ersonal pathologies of guilty actors, character defects, sadistic personalities +The$ad Apples

0ituationalD 6ood %en and !omen corrupted by the behavioral context, by powerful situationalforces +The $ad $arrel

0ystemicD $roader extrinsic influences& political, strategic, economic, cultural, and the legalcontext created and maintained by higher authorities +The $ad $arrel-%a#ers

:otentially 6ood people can be made perpetrators of evil based on what they bring into a situation, whatthe situation draws out of them, the actual interaction of the individual in the situation, and those in

;ominate 0ystems that literally create and maintain the situations that are #nown to draw evil out of aperson The power for this to even happen lies in the creational element of the ;ominate 0ystem& their

ability to separate themselves from the carrying out of their orders and their ability to operate outside any

orders The ;ominate Institution furthers the potential for evil through intentional deindividuation, whichis an inherent property of embodied mass mindedness that includes pawning off responsibility for oneself,

and the potential effects on others, on a false authority Acting on the behalf of others( well being, or in the

defense of what one #nows to be right, is the antidote for this designed pathology !e can only find out

what is right for us by examining and cultivating our internal passionate truth, not listening to an external


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socially constructed false authority !e can only genuinely care for others( well being if we recogni1e the

interconnection and interrelation of our individual well being to that of Every other individual(s wellbeing 8ust as love and #nowledge of our body helps us care for our body, love and #nowledge of how

individual(s function as one body can help us care for our larger human body This love and #nowledge of

the proper optimal functioning of any individual is of unconditional benefit to all e9ually

In the previous short story +The 7oly 0acrament 0anto ;aime and the %essage of %estre The 6reatest

Aya in 0elf Exploration I elaborated on the benefit the 0anto ;aime sacrament and ceremony has had onthe betterment of my life This benefit is biochemically, physiologically, psychologically, and

interpersonally demonstrable It should be clear that these things are possible and ta#ing place within the

church of 0anto ;aime, what is not as clear however, is how malad)usted mass minded deindividuationprocesses are concurrently ta#ing place within the shadows of the organi1ation and individual

personalities of higher status The local protectors, who also have a prominent role in the national 30

organi1ation of daime, have lied to my wife and I They divulged their belief that the nature of a human

being(s individual personality is malad)usted and a carrier of outside negative entities that control them& asopposed to what 0aturnino, the son of %estre Conselheiro ui1 %endes, shared about seeing every

woman as a manifestation of %ary, every man as Christ& and that you do not have to suffer to heal They

completely disregarded anything we had to say and our way of being in love with all people They have"

after over a year of us showing up more than any other official member to !or#s, choir practices and/raUVes, de#!ite seeing and #nowing our interactions with ;ivine .orces within the !or#"concluded

that we were no longer welcome to participate in ;aime ceremonies At one point, in a rare fit of honesty,it was admitted that we bring up things within them that they are unconformable with and not ready to

deal with These people left us with do1ens of inappropriate interactions and a +received insistence that I

was born with a negative entity that I personally may not ever be aware of, but has control over my

personality causing me to act in a way that is dangerou#and unhealthy. This was a great test, for if I didnot #now before coming into ;aime what optimal human functioning was andfeltli#e, or if I had any

belief in outside false authority or any identification with an elite collective, I would have been crushed by

such a conclusion from the very people who played an important role on my path to betterment $ecauseof their lac# of understanding of optimal human functioning and identifications with false, malad)usted

realities, they were unable to withstand the true .orce and :resence of the ;ivine we carry tangibly in our;ay-to-;ay function They had to pretend that we, a family of light, were the source of their internaldilemma by the very nature of their chosen disposition, situational and systemic orientations

.rom the shared lectures it is clear that 0anto ;aime in a beneficial manner can help one perfect one(s

personality by way of internal exploration that yields integration of past negativity and expounds on apersonal meaning and place within Creation The negative potentials of Ayahausca and mass mindedness

concurrently create a space where narcissistic personalities who also tend to blame others for the way they

feel inside have a place to build up their +coherent, consistent theories of pathology and pro)ect themonto others"for elaboration on this see both +Ayahuasca for :T0; and +A :sychoanalytic :erspective

on Ayahuasca The communal tribal indigenous life, which is how the Churches are in $ra1il, is at odds

with the social illusion and false authority of the anglo-saxton and economic model 7ere in ouisiana it isusually your positive presence and willingness to help that constitutes our social acceptance& but the local

church demanded after a year of allowing us to pay what we could, to pay FF a wor# to a church that is

most li#ely exempt from national serving cost dues, and whose wor#s were held in the home of theprotector or nearby at a place that was only KF total to rent Meep in mind they are as#ing for potential G to

hundred dollars a month from a family that receives FF dollars a month in food stamp assistance At the

time we lived in my aunt and uncle(s extra rent trailer, which they now live in because their house was

foreclosed They were forced to leave, and had to watch as many of their family relics whereunnecessarily trashed .or a better understanding on how money is a system of evil and ma#es things that

happen to my family and I inevitable, please watch the suggested video +The Economics of Ayahuasca -


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Men Tupper I was also demeaned for not being affluent in the money ma#ing madness, by one of the

protectors as#ing a fardado +!hat good could he do for the current2 Chop wood2 in the context of mebeing of any benefit to a long-standing, permanent communal church setting

Every person has the ;ivine power to choose for themselves right and wrong !hen people claim to be ofservice to others and to the ;ivine, they have an accountability to perpetuate :roper /ptimal 7uman

.unctioning As it stands the local and national organi1ation of ;aime, instead of promoting an

individuals right to drin# ;aime and better oneself, is fostering systemic harmful affects on individualHshuman dignity They seem to operate without the self-reflection and self-regulation that is necessary to

even be aware of, much less correct, such happenings& or the biochemical, physiological, psychological,

and transcendent #nowledge that Integrates, Expands and 3niversali1es our Ceremonial Experience

+;on(t believe in the masters who appear to you

*or wal# on the path with them

$elieve only in your 8esus .or it(s 7e who can give to you

WJ :adrinho 0ebastiao

+I am ight, I give ightAnd I ma#e everything 0hine

I see my .ather in the 7eights And the :ower where it is

WFF :adrinho 0ebastiao

+It was Christ 7imself,!ho gave The Commandment

6ive your ove to 6od,

6ive your ove to Every$ody !e give it up to 6od and 6ive to the Earth

.rom Earth to 6od, .rom 6od to the Earth

;o you $elieve 6ood Thoughts of :ure ;iviniy2

0eeing 6od in Everything,


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In Conclusion, All :ower and the 0alvation of the 7uman Race rest in the hands of the individual /urability to connect to, relate, wor# with, and love, each other especially, is our humble role as a symbiotic

cell of Earth verses a cancer that replicates in energy, thoughts or cells at the expense of the environment

!e can be mutually beneficial to All environments by Consciously ;efining our Reality in a way thattangibly generates positive 6rowth defined as an increase in natural inclination for doing what(s best for

all involved, measurable in positive biological .irings and 0elf-Evident in our Interpersonal Interactions

$y Choosing with one(s own !ill to %aster being of 0ervice in-the-moment with any and all who enteryour interpersonal influenceyou e!erien"e and ei#t in Altrui#ti" elf/*a#tery generating O!timal

Human %un"tioning n"onditionally& %ulfilling your 1ur!o#e a# a 1art within a Larger $e- of Eternal

Life.


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reemerges as a spontaneous recovery of the conditioned stimulus There is also a generali1ation that

occurs, if a sound similar to a bell is rung than it will illicit the same conditioned response The littleAlbert experiment is a banned experiment, which are some of the most telling A nine month old baby was

shown a rabbit, no response, other than curiosity The next time he is shown the rabbit, a loud bang is

generated by hitting a hammer on some metal close by yet out of sight of the child After a few pairingslittle Albert would frea# out at the sight of the bunny !e have successfully conditioned this child to have

more fear and stress in his life, all while influencing his life choices based on this programming Can you

see how this may be useful in other avenues2 !e can now ta#e time to as# ourselves where did we getthese automatic emotional reactions that influence our behavior /ne time in first grade I got up in front of

the class for show and tell and pissed my pants leaving me embarrassedY

*ow letHs say that IHm now a grown ass man and would li#e to share my ideas with the public li#e apresentation at a city council meeting I may never do this based on this conditioning *ow I wonHt tellmyself this %y mind will tell me something li#e +o well they arenHt going to listen anyway or +thesystem is too corrupt to change 0ounds rational, sounds reasonable, itHs conditioning And the fact thatthat is an in vogue thing to believe says a lot about conditional manipulation $eing aware of the processis part of the cure !e can now as# ourselves, where is this coming from, my passed conditioning or is it a

viable emotion that I should give credence !ithout the 9uestion, we un9uestionably go with ouremotional conditioned responses and run with them mindlessly, under the influence of others who wouldbenefit from your predicted response that has been carefully programmed to be there Another thing wecan do to use this process to our advantage is to condition everything as a blessing and or unconditionallove


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The importance of mathemagicalimaginationX

The importance of mathematics is that it describes unseen realities and helps bring them into fruition byway of conceptuali1ing and visuali1ing premises that were thought impossible before or simply )ust not

thought of in general !e use math to create and shape reality and the expansion of it It is an honest

extension of our conscious focus and capability The atom bomb was first a mathematical reality before an

actuality The actual bomb was a reflection of the math and also the full result, but without the wor#ings ofthe mathematical over and underpinnings it would not have +)ust happened It too# the concept and the

wor#ing out of $oolean algebra and fractal geometry to be a mathematical reality and truth before we

could generate our electronic successes It is time for us to ta#e mathematics to a higher and more directlevel of understanding and creation The above mention mathematics was the combined result of

discovery and intention !e need to as# ourselves the 9uestion, what is the best use of this magical field of

human creation mathematics2 !hat does mathematics say about the possibilities of living andexperiencing an abundant life filled with a higher order of infinite possibilities and how can mathematics

help bring about said reality2 I presume it will happen similarly in this case as it has happened in others,

with the intention to use this most useful tool in order to shape basic human understanding and behavior,giving us a concrete concept and visuali1ation in order to aid in abundant human creation I believe that

this will lead to a discovery that can be brought to reali1ation It is my intention to share with men andwomen who are far more versed in %athematics the psychological effects Qmental and behavior, the

philosophical effects, and spiritual effects mathematics has on my life personally, and hopefully devise away to share this information in the academic and erry-day realms

;isclaimerD the immediate following is my best attempt in so far to display my thought forms in an artistic

manner first and foremost, it is fun to read first as a peace of art, secondary it is the best articulation of the

ideas and understandings that i can spea# of and practice at any given point in time no need to loo# upany thing or re member any thing become infinite to #now it

A peace of nothing and incompleteness fromX

The :hysics of Creative Conscious %athematics

+Ca)un Common 0ense

et us assume nothing and symboli1e this idea with F !e will use Z[ to symboli1e a set of ideas In

example Zhuman[ would be the set of ideas that have the commonality of having to do with any and all

people Therefore the idea of F can be thought of as ZF[ and can be distinguished from the nothing itselfand the F that symboli1es it 0o the nothing itself F and the thought of nothing ZF[ have a relationship to

the essence of nothing The thought of nothing is most definitely something *ow we have two basic ideas

F and ZF[, nothing and the set of ideas containing an element of nothing In a sense we havenHt said much

at all !hat we have done is to give ourselves something to relate to $ecause of this most profoundrelationship we now can say the F in and of itself is different than the set that contains the 1ero ZF[ and

gives rise to the relationship of F to ZF[ as being this F is not that ZF[ simplified to be F \ ZF[ The binary

relationship of this and not this, on or off, true false, FF, is a reflection of the information processingnature of consciousness and seen through digital coding, on to natural biorhythms following some creative

pattern of on off pulsation sensation of attraction and repulsion Again true nothing is different in essence

than the set of all ideas and experience that relates to nothing and )ust as profound, different from anythingthat is made up of nothing or containing nothing etHs follow the progression while adding extra

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F \ ZF[

ZF[ ]

ZF,ZF[[ ] G

3sing symbolism we can sayD ZF[ ] !e are using to represent or symboli1e an idea of something,discovered to be ZF[& There is the essence of F and any and all ideas of nothing ZF[ share an element of F

which gives us element that can be there or not and establishes relationship +1ero is to numbers as a

letter is to words All words contain letters, all letters are not words, and all numbers contain F yet true F

is nonexistent and nota number in and of itself It should be obvious that we now have two elements

F and ZF[

!e can continue the process of expansion and symbolism namely the set that contains both nothing F and

the idea of nothing ZF[ represented by ZF,ZF[[ ] G !e can literally count the number of +elements in the

system again the F itself and the set that contains it ZF[ Continuing with this process we get ZF,ZF[,ZF,

ZF[[[ ] /ur three elements in our set are now F, ZF[, and ZF,ZF[[ +It holds true that nothing, our ideaabout nothing, and the relationship between the two are all three separate streams of perspective !e can

ta#e this process all the way to infinity, but I confess that the substance of the +nothing was actuallyinfinite as well .rom this we can build up our notion of %athematics from an unbiased notion of

nothing, but is this notion truly unbiased2 To say the idea of nothing came from nothing is to bring the

consciousness of an individual to a level of non existence .or the idea of nothing is contemplated in the

imagination of human consciousness If you believe that you exist, this notion should be revised and infact mathematics had to reconcile this even without considering the idea of hyporial consciousness,

creating an idea of the universal set 0o we can build something from +nothing, but this eventually leads

up to the mathematical idea that there is a universal set that contains all parts needed to create anyperceivable part while being self contained, a set of all sets if you will The three most basic elements in

math are the universal set, F, and 5 This matches our observation of the 3nified .ield that expresses theenergy and information of our reality and all possible realities in every part of it while existingeverywhere !e must also consider the fact that we can go from F to infinity using the idea of nothing

This universal set is also a type of infinity as well +Is there a limit to infinity2 %athematics helped her

reali1e that there is no highest order of infinity because the search leads to greater and greater notions of

infinity +CantorHs Theorem is some interesting shit Meep in mind that these ideas sprang fromconsciousness exploring unbiased symbolism and ideas of nothing F +Room for 6rowth A #ey point is

that the symbolism and ideas that we used to articulate and express ourselves is inherently incomplete

!ithin any system of rules, facts, and axioms Qany logic there will always be some propositions thatcannot be proven either true or false moreover the propositions are undecidable Qindependent or

undemonstrable within the system of rules and axioms itself +


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+The mathemagician #nows itHs engineering elf and is happy to express the magic and ma)esty of life in a

creative ever changing way that can never ever be replicated or copied and only comes from within'

Cantor's $heore!


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including ourselves as being a very real important sub-set whose own power set is e9ual in magnitude

Consider this from your own Common 0ense and Experience in order to be within the proximity of the

natural order of infinity and %athematical validity

T7E 6/0:E /. %AT7E%ATICAX

isness is infinity this means infinity is so it is beyond comprehension and articulation while concurrentlybeing understandable and tangible any form of law that is not based on this is grievously incomplete

insufficient and out of natural order this also means that, it is all there, all the time, every when, every

where, and ta boot we have an infinite amount of source energy to learn, grow into, and embody that

which is already

nothing is infinity this means with nothing you can create anything and become aware of the infinite

even with the use of 1ero, one can build up an infinite amount of processes and information, a sort ofbinary system of infinite recursion the reason being 1ero is another way of saying and experiencing

infinite potential

truth is an e)periential process and cannot be proven fully by any other !eans# it ta*es personaldirect e)perience( an awe of the infinite( within and without# any sort of rules a)io!s( or logic that

tries to convey a since of *nowing( other than an e)perience and or feeling( is inherently inco!plete#

!athe!atically there will always be !ore provables than proved( and a constant need to reinvent

and readjust the rules and !echanics of any and all syste!s of reality# any since of *nowing that

suggest anything else is insufficient#


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Capital Punish!entuantum .ield Theory A proton would be a certain twist

of the shape remaining interconnected to the whole This symmetry brea#ing can be better explained in hismore recent tal# +The 6eometry of :article :hysicsS 6arrett isi at TE;x%aui GF where it is

postulated that at every point of space time, there is another internal space connected or attached to it,

containing many dimensions perpendicular to ; space 0o for this space, that is internal to and at thesame time not inside of space-time, resembles the most beautiful holographic fractal mathematical

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In reviewing more of the physical research on unity from *assim 7aramein as seen in +*assim 7aramein

- 0cience behind the 3nified .ield Its applications or in the recently published research article+>uantum 6ravity and the 7olographic %ass, a proof comes out of the e9uations that are attempting to

unify physics, in turn unifying everything The space between things, or even inside things, is not empty,

it(s full, and are at the source of all creation& A medium that connects all things oo#ing at vacuumfluctuations, we find an energy that is infinitely dense $eautifully clear relationships emerge between the

:lanc# mass Qa t(tiny mass, the rest mass of the proton, and the 0chwar1schild mass of the proton or using

their term the 7olographic 6ravitational %ass !hen analy1ing the amount of vacuum energy inside thevolume of a proton, the exact mass of the 3niverse is found' All the other protons, all of the other atoms

in the 3niverse are holographically expressed inside the proton, showing that(s it(s all physically

interconnected

.or those who may thin# the atheistic materialist mindset is a purely positive force on our cultural and

behavioral world I submit the video +Rupert 0heldra#e B The 0cience ;elusion TE; tal# and the boo#

+The 0cience ;elusionD As#ing the $ig >uestions in a Culture of Easy Answers written by Curtis !hite0urely they spea# for themselves The mechanics of the pathology of mass mindedness as elaborated in

the short story (/ut of ineD ;ogma and %ass %indedness(, can be summed up as concurrently promoting

reliance on an outside authority while becoming good enough to ma#e a social 9uota for an abstract status

that is merely la-eled good"and all for the benefit of a few at the expense of the others and theIndividual In other words monetary incentives, big stic#s and following the step-by-step direction of what

is expected from you by Any societal authority are literally the rot of our biochemical, neurogenic,psychological, and individual existence in the here now and to the extent we play with it, our forever

And for those whispering the e9ually gifted (;*A controls behavior and mutates randomly( mass minded

meme(d humanbeings, I present the wor# of ;r $ruce ipton as seen in +$ruce ipton at I/*0 NFthAnniversary OSGSGF, that begins with calling out the central ;ogma of the medical model reducing

us to a (biochemical machine controlled by genes(, and does not fail to point out that conventional

medicine is one of the leading causes of ;eath in the 3nited 0tates 7e goes on to explain the primalelement of life is proteins, which ultimately reflect a perception of the environment Mey to this :rocess is

the %embrane that acts as the brain of the cell and is the interface of perception The study on thesesignals is noted as 0ignal Transduction It eventually lead to studying how signals are responded to, andcontrol cellular and behavioral functioning now called Epigenetics ZControl Above 6enes[ A full

scientific serving of his wor# can be found online in a summary done on his boo# $iology of $elief or in

the boo# itself who(s fine one of many conclusions is that what ma#es us, us, is a uni9ue fre9uency

inherent in the environment that is receive by your cell and recogni1ed as you

the fre9uency itself is eternally

Z Z Z you [ [ [

If you really ta#e the time to internali1e and expand upon the 0cientific body of #nowledge alluded to, not

only in this short story but those in this entire body of wor#, then hopefully a feeling of Altruistic 0elf-%astery will rise up within you, and the challenge of exhibiting and expanding upon /ptimal 7uman

.unctioning will be a tasty one It is our hope that the nature of infinity become a tangibility for all

humanity, with all the love of our personal lessons, moving forward in the land of Abundant $lessingsTogether we are without exception, confessing and expressing our eternal direction

of 6rowth

+The 3niverse is the Consciousness that ma#es %atter and Energy possible This now means we aregoing from 6od, as pure potential awareness, all possibilities, our Eternal Infinite :otential, to Eternal

Actuality& so now we(re Actuali1ed;r Ruldolph Tan1i :rofessor of *eurology at 7arvard


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The following short story may be the last written of GF and came after we had written all of the previous

wor# It was of no coincidence that we came across the wor# of the research storyteller $renL $rown Ifyou would li#e to go on an honest )ourney of authentic humanbeingness coupled with top-notch scientific

research please visit the interwebs and in concert see +$rene $rown The power of vulnerability followed

by +$renL $rown istening to shame If anyone as# you any 9uestions )ust tell(em )osh sent cha

:ulnerable and Sha!eless( Ehyeh 3shar Ehyeh

the high tide time of rec#oning in the name of

Ta#e full care my $rothers and 0isters as we go forth in this understanding of our reason for being here as

7uman $eings The deep call of connection felt in our psyche is also embedded in the design of our

neurological, physiological and psychological well-being The feelings of respect, love and care sharedwith another person are our indicators of growth in the healthy direction The propensity for this

experience may very well be embedded in space-time geometry

!e now have tons of research that has been going on for decades clearly demonstrating an understanding

of what unravels connection between people It(s over identifying with feelings of shame and the fear of

not being worthy of connection as a result of being vulnerable or authentic et(s say a mista#e is made

that temporarily causes pain to another person 0hame would say +I(m sorry, I am a mista#e, and at itsextreme end feels no guilt for something that is sort of mechanically inevitable /n the other hand no

shame means no empathy and is correlated to being a sociopath 6uilt would say +I(m sorry, I made a

mista#e, and is a healthy part of self-regulating behavior The feeling of guilt is li#e a friend who #nowsyou #now better and for yourself what is right

A little bit of shame is essential for empathy, but the same amount of shame held in silence, secrecy and)udgment ignites into our identity severing our connection to others and health itself !e can no longer be

ourselves .or that will certainly reveal the fact that we are not good enough and will then be reflected

bac# by the other person which reinforces our defining ourselves in a lac#ful shameful manner !ith thesetop down limitive beliefs in place it is assured that neurochemical imbalance will accompany 0o to will

blame, which is understood as a way to discharge the pain and discomfort of one(s own insides

/ur natural state is a process of growing together in a state of empathy for our shared individual self-actuali1ations In order to strengthen our belief that we are worthy of love and belonging we must tell the

story of who we are with our whole heart and have the courage to be imperfect or uncertain as it were

Certainty is a function of malad)ustment and has virtually no place in the spontaneity of daily lifeCompassion for one(s self is essential in being #ind to others and in preventing and loosening the grip of

shame $eing hard on oneself is not helpful in proper human functioning

Connections established with others as of a result of being authentic are also #ey in living a whole-heartedlife In describing her research on whole-hearted people $renL $rown states +They were willing to let go

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I have not been made to be perfect in circumstance, creed, or 7igh Court yet I can go in the direction of

perfection by having an honest current moment which will most assuredly lead to some level of awarenessof room for growth and some level of )oy in presenting honestly myself to the best of my ability having

not yet had said awareness 0o human perfection may very well be honestly going fourth #nowing that

personal room for growth will be revealed as you do your best to be your best +:erfectly Imperfect is %y;imension(s ;efinition

0o for me there is great s#ill gained in the internali1ation of the self statement, I am the I Am that I Am orEhyeh Ashar Ehyeh ;efining oneself as ineffable yet tangibly present and pertinent to the situation is

essential in wor#ing with our human consciousness All the concepts in our head should be engineered in a

way that stimulates neurochemical and behavioral balance and should at all cost harbor not the limitive

self-statements that are correlated to shamefulness I am the presence which I choose to be in the momentof choice and experience I am not enough happens when a choice to feel that way about myself and to say

that to myself has been made I am enough can be felt despite lac# of evidence or even evidence to the

contrary simply by choosing to feel that way and say that about oneself

0o for 3s as human beings it may serve us very well to ta#e on the challenge of /ptimal 7uman

.unctioning !e have at our disposal a wealth that will continue to be unmatched by any past day of

Creation !hat separates us from being a world that experiences abundance and worthiness is the ;egreein which we $elief that the entire !orld is worthy of acceptance and abundance That(s It' $ut this $elief,

let(s call it Abundant $lessings', is not at all some sort of statement or declaration, it is a revelation that isexperienced as the unconditional acceptance and support in the actions of each other !e are all built for

this' 8ust as a tiger stal#s, a bird flies, a starfish regenerates and a )ellyfish lives forever

/ur !or# has been brought to you in a way that is digestible and through the eyes of a no better thananybody else family This past year has not been easy, but it has been worth all the effort In order for us to

live out, preserve, protect and expand upon a way of life that is beneficial to all people on Earth, we

desperately need your help As we are humble and mee#, we are also in this together %y mother alwaystold me to never be afraid to as# for help especially if I really need it !e need your help in living out and

in turn clearly defining what it means to deserve to live free because you actively serve and supportE=ER< person within your interpersonal influence

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This is a picture of my family in the act of being in )oy It is our firm belief that we are worthy of such a

life filled with day-to-day permanent in-the-moment face time with loved ones This is our :ursuit of

7appiness This is our .reedom of Expression This is our Religion This is the result of living our 7igher

Education Above All, we have been endowed by Creation itself with all this and something that is forever

beyond-it-all 0hould our way of life not be supported and preserved2 !e represent an extreme minority in

the world population as Ca)un people who openly still live authentically from the 7eart and accept

absolutely no brain wa

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