RAMANAN by Changampuzha

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Ramanan is the most celebrated work of malayalam poet Changampuzha Krishna Pillai

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NºÄqk

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ha±Ão»q tInÉqÁq.

CSÃÉo NºÄqk IsgmWÃoÉ.

1936 HImuSn_±.

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ToA.P.B. Nayar, Esq. M.A.

(Assistant Military Accountant General)NEW DELHI

This book is dedicated with every sentiment of respect admiration, love and gratitude

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t]nuÁnS·qkdqanbm e±¿o·qw ainZnue!

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Xneqap eo\puXn]incw Rn° ha±ÃoÃr .

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AºX° IncqWy¿o° IuÈndºjo²¿¿o-¿ºo Rn° aXoaltÁnkqIouÃnbpSquÄn³,

\îX° \ouIXanaeouSbm·±Ão·qÁo-tXî\anZn±QanboÁoZan±fp±FnZw :

Aeocnuan²·±g¿o° Xrad±·jou¿nÃo-deoSqÁnu¿nÈnhw eoico·ner uauî²!

CSÃÉo NºÄqk

1944 t^}_qeco

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[caW\qw aZ\\qw FkquÁÊq e\¿ot atÊncq õnKt¿·q u]nIqÁq.]

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