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Please Note: This document was first typed on 5 th April, 2014 and last edited on 25 th June, 2014. Please keep this document very confidential. This is an intimate letter from me to very few intelligent, creative, open-minded and bold people. I am Durosas Pathika. As of today I am a financially stable guy having assets worth more than ` 1.2 crores with no liabilities. . . but in the last three and half years my ambitions, my goals, my career, my health and most things in my life was cruelly, ruthlessly, brutally crushed by former finance minister of India Mr. P.Chidambaram’s family, their close associates and their close relatives. They misused their political and money power against me. Using the state police and intelligence machinery they conducted military grade reconnaissance, surveillance, espionage, wiretapping etc against me. I was stripped down naked of all my privacy, humiliated, made to undergo intense mental torture and had to face psychological warfare on an extreme scale and level. Their motive was to oppress me, suppress me, subjugate me and use me. There is a dark, ugly and dirty side to Mr. P.Chidambaram, his family, his close associates and his close relatives, all of whom behave in a gentle and decent manner in front of public, press and media. I was suffering and I am suffering a lot. I could not even take treatment for severe pain with burning sensation in my lower abdomen for last eleven months. My doctor suspects it might be colon cancer. In last three months, often I had to go without food for days or weeks together. These are just few of the sufferings I went through last three and half years. My parents disowned me, decided to be an onlooker to my sufferings and refused to help me because I did not fulfill their wishes and desires. All my friends, all the people I knew and most people of this society were onlookers to all the injustice and crime done to me because I was not according to their traditions and prejudices. Also my friends and most people of this society did not want to go against these powerful people. And also my parents, many of my friends and many people of this society decided to side with these powerful people for their own selfish vested interest. I would like to bow down in deep gratitude to Shri Narendra Modi for sweeping the Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014. I now at least have a chance to get my individual rights and individual freedom. Mr. P.Chidambaram did not contest in this election, for the fear of losing in this election, his son Karthi Chidambaram lost this election on a huge margin and Indian National Congress, the political party to which this P.Chidambaram belongs to was washed out and was almost decimated in these Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014. I am struggling hard to find good and helpful people who are intelligent and bold to stand for me, rescue and save me from these evil people and help me in selling my land worth more than ` 1.2 crores and take me with them, so that I can take medical treatments, renew myself and live my life peacefully. Since I am honest, sincere and always alone, I do not have anyone to help me. I am an ordinary guy. I always live alone, a simple life, quietly and joyously in some corner without harming anyone. I am being unnecessarily, cruelly, brutally harassed and bruised by these crooked people for their vested interest, pleasure and ego. But why should P.Chidambaram family and their associates spend so much resource to crush me and use me? To know that and my whole story, please read the document overleaf that contains my story. . .

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I am an Osho disciple. I am being continuously harassed and abused by former finance minister of India Mr. P.Chidambaram's family and their associates and relatives for last 4 years. Most things in my life has been crushed cruelly and brutally for their vested interests, pleasure and ego. I cannot bear the pain any longer. I am on the verge of suicide. lucky i have some assets worth around Rs 1.5 crores. At least now i want to start a new life. . . But these people want to grab my assets and leave me on the streets. I fall on feet of all Osho disciples and beg to rescue me and take me with them. Please download document (PDF file) that contains my whole story and read it. And also please share this link with everyone.

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Please Note: This document was first typed on 5th

April, 2014 and last edited on 25th

June, 2014. Please keep this document

very confidential. This is an intimate letter from me to very few intelligent, creative, open-minded and bold people.

I am Durosas Pathika. As of today I am a financially stable guy having assets worth more than `̀̀̀ 1.2

crores with no liabilities. . . but in the last three and half years my ambitions, my goals, my career,

my health and most things in my life was cruelly, ruthlessly, brutally crushed by former finance

minister of India Mr. P.Chidambaram’s family, their close associates and their close relatives. They

misused their political and money power against me. Using the state police and intelligence

machinery they conducted military grade reconnaissance, surveillance, espionage, wiretapping etc

against me. I was stripped down naked of all my privacy, humiliated, made to undergo intense

mental torture and had to face psychological warfare on an extreme scale and level. Their motive

was to oppress me, suppress me, subjugate me and use me. There is a dark, ugly and dirty side to

Mr. P.Chidambaram, his family, his close associates and his close relatives, all of whom behave in

a gentle and decent manner in front of public, press and media.

I was suffering and I am suffering a lot. I could not even take treatment for severe pain with

burning sensation in my lower abdomen for last eleven months. My doctor suspects it might be

colon cancer. In last three months, often I had to go without food for days or weeks together.

These are just few of the sufferings I went through last three and half years.

My parents disowned me, decided to be an onlooker to my sufferings and refused to help me

because I did not fulfill their wishes and desires. All my friends, all the people I knew and most

people of this society were onlookers to all the injustice and crime done to me because I was not

according to their traditions and prejudices. Also my friends and most people of this society did

not want to go against these powerful people. And also my parents, many of my friends and many

people of this society decided to side with these powerful people for their own selfish vested

interest.

I would like to bow down in deep gratitude to Shri Narendra Modi for sweeping the Indian Lok

Sabha elections of 2014. I now at least have a chance to get my individual rights and individual

freedom. Mr. P.Chidambaram did not contest in this election, for the fear of losing in this election,

his son Karthi Chidambaram lost this election on a huge margin and Indian National Congress, the

political party to which this P.Chidambaram belongs to was washed out and was almost

decimated in these Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014.

I am struggling hard to find good and helpful people who are intelligent and bold to stand for me,

rescue and save me from these evil people and help me in selling my land worth more than `̀̀̀ 1.2

crores and take me with them, so that I can take medical treatments, renew myself and live my

life peacefully. Since I am honest, sincere and always alone, I do not have anyone to help me.

I am an ordinary guy. I always live alone, a simple life, quietly and joyously in some corner without

harming anyone. I am being unnecessarily, cruelly, brutally harassed and bruised by these crooked

people for their vested interest, pleasure and ego.

But why should P.Chidambaram family and their associates spend so much resource to crush me

and use me? To know that and my whole story, please read the document overleaf that contains

my story. . .

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� Please keep this booklet very carefully. Since it is a small booklet. It is very easy to lose this booklet.

� Do not fold this booklet because folding this booklet might erase the printing in this book

� Everything written in this document is true and honest. I am ready to show and give photocopy of all my identity documents li

my passport, PAN card etc. I can also show all other related documents like my land documents etc.

� I have put in lot of effort in making this document,

to someone who might read this and help me.

� It is easy to understand this document if you

And it is easy to read this document listening

Please keep this booklet very carefully. Since it is a small booklet. It is very easy to lose this booklet.

Do not fold this booklet because folding this booklet might erase the printing in this booklet.

Everything written in this document is true and honest. I am ready to show and give photocopy of all my identity documents li

I can also show all other related documents like my land documents etc.

ort in making this document, so please read this document. But if you are not reading this, please pass this

and help me.

you read the glossary first and then read the main content (glo

ning to good music in background. Piano or Violin instrumental

Pranams to

Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh (Osho)

“Until my ghastly story is told,

This heart within me burns.”

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

The Rime of the Ancient Mariner

Everything written in this document is true and honest. I am ready to show and give photocopy of all my identity documents like

ou are not reading this, please pass this

lossary starts from page 14).

ntal is very good.

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Please rescue me from cruel harassment and psychological warfare of P.Chidambaram group

(I am fighting for my individual rights and for my freedom)

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Dear Sir/Madam,

My name is Durosas Pathika which means lazy wanderer in Sanskrit. I am also known as Parthi

which is my official name given to me by my parents. I am 33 years (born on July 23rd

, 1980). I am currently

residing in Bangalore, but I am basically from Tamil Nadu. I am a very ordinary guy. I have completed B.Sc

Computer Science and I was working as a trainer for basic and advanced Red Hat Linux certifications in

authorized institutes of Red Hat. I have never associated myself with any political organization or religious

organization and I have never done any business in my life. I have never had any drinking, smoking or drug

habits in my life. I am a vegetarian. I always cherish and enjoy being alone. I am unmarried. I was always

single and have never had any girlfriend in my life because I was more interested in other things. My only

weakness is I am very lazy and I am very slow in doing things.

I am spiritually inclined and I am a sincere disciple of Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho). I have read

hundreds of spiritual books by Osho, J.Krishnamurthi, Gurdjieff etc. I am one of the top Rudraksha experts

in the world. I am also interested in science and technology particularly Information Technology (IT). I am

an open source software enthusiast and I like Linux. I do a lot of travelling. I like forests, mountains,

beaches and natural places. I have travelled to Himalayas (Nepal) many times for trekking and meditation. I

love music and I always have an intense longing to learn a musical instrument.

In last 3.5 years my dreams, ambitions, goals, career and everything in my life was crushed

ruthlessly and brutally by one of my aunt1 and her husband, who are very close to P.Chidambaram family

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along with close relatives, associates and family members of Mr. P.Chidambaram in the process of trying to

ruin me and make me serve them. This aunt and her husband are very cunning and are always envious of

others and they do not like other relatives to have a good life or be better off. I also have few skills and

things which will be very useful for P.Chidambaram family and their group.

They play a cruel psychological warfare towards me. They tap my phone calls, hack my web

accounts, spy on me, strip me completely of all my privacy, spread wrong lies about me and finally try to

brainwash me, oppress me and suppress me. In fact they have a special team for spying and playing

psychological warfare (I will be writing about this in detail in later part of this document in glossary).

Because of severe harassment from this aunt and her husband along with P.Chidambaram group3, I became

severely depressed, I ran away from society and I am living a secluded life for last 3.5 years.

Because of this, I am going through lot of pain and suffering. I am having severe pain with burning

sensation in my lower abdomen for last 11 months. I consulted Dr Poorna Chandra of Fortis Hospital,

Bannerghatta Road, Bangalore. After taking initial tests, the doctor is suspecting it might be colon cancer

but I am not having money to go for further tests and treatments because I am being blocked from selling

my property worth more than a crore by this aunt and her husband along with P.Chidambaram group.

When I asked for money and help from my parents they cruelly refused to help me (I will be writing about

my parents in detail in later part of this document). Three months before they removed my bike engine oil

completely during night without my knowledge and ceased my bike engine. Since all my savings got over

three months before, often I had to go without food for days or weeks together. In spite of me going

without food for many days during last three months, few rich persons I know very well, who used to help

me a lot even when I did not need any help, refused to help me because this group has instructed and

pressured them not to help me.

The only solution to all my problems is to sell my residential land worth more than ` 1.2 crores in

Coimbatore. The documents are properly registered in my name. Patta (khata) is also clearly in my name.

Encumbrance Certificate for this land does not have any problem for last 40 years. This property does not

have any litigation. I am not able to sell my land and move forward in my life, because I am being cruelly

abused, harassed and threatened by this aunt and her husband along with close relatives, associates and

family members of Mr. P.Chidambaram and using their political, money and other powers they are blocking

me from selling my land for past one year. I also face a threat of being suppressed and slaved by use of

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police force or some other means. I also face threat to my life because of this aunt and P.Chidambaram’s

family, associates and close relatives.

But I am not interested in getting into street fight with Mr. P.Chidambaram’s family and their group

or malign their name in public. I just want few people to rescue me from this aunt, her husband and

P.Chidambaram group’s psychological and power warfare towards me… but I don’t have anyone to help

me. As I am very shy and sensitive from my childhood, I had only few friends and I lost all of them because

of this problem. And also since I am honest, sincere, straightforward, downright and always like to be alone

most people do not like me. I request you to give me all ethical, legal and humanitarian help possible.

Please help me, as I am also a human being who have my own dreams, desires, ambitions and goals. I have

desire to work as a trainer for Linux, learn a musical instrument, learn few more languages, travel and do

many more things.

Some of the things in this document might look unbelievable, but nothing in this document is

written out of imagination. Everything in this document is written after careful analysis of all happenings,

occurrences, events, evidences, proofs and facts. I can give you all the evidence and proof I have. I can also

give you all the supporting documents like my land documents etc. In day to day life all people face

psychological mind games in a small scale but I had to face these mind games on an extreme scale and

level. We can find psychological warfare being played on us, easily, if we have good memory, common

sense, right reasoning and sharp intelligence (I will be writing in detail on how I came to know about all

these psychological warfare being done to me in later part of this document). As an educated and

knowledgeable person, you know who is capable of doing what? And what they do? My experience with

psychological warfare is that it is more severe and painful then physical harassment and it can make people

get into suicide and criminal can never be caught. And also I myself feel very bad that I have to write in

negative way about many persons in this document, but what to do? If people harm me I have to fight back.

Who am I? Who are my parents and siblings? And what is my relationship with them? How and why

I am being harassed by P.Chidambaram group? What help I want? And the complete story is given below.

My parents4 are settled in Chennai for last 30 years and they are still alive. They are financially very

well to do. I have one younger sister5 as sibling who is married and is living in U.S with her husband. My

mother is a mentally/psychologically wounded person because her father (my maternal grandfather) was

very harsh and cruel with her. My mother is a sadist, a pessimist and she always gets into fight with

everyone including neighbors. She always looks for some reason or excuse to torture others. My father is a

medium level businessman6 and he is an egoist. He is never friendly and do not care for my well being or

goals. He is only concerned about family status, social status and family lineage. He is always stubborn with

his desires, beliefs and prejudice and will get his desires fulfilled or force his decisions on others by lying,

acting and other cunning and crooked ways.

I did my school and college education, staying away from my parents in Erode and Coimbatore

respectively. During my school and college days, I was staying with very few friends I had and sometimes

alone. I completed my graduation in the end of 2002. After that, I shifted to Chennai in January, 2003, for

further studies and work. Even during my further studies and work, when I was in Chennai for next 8 years,

I was staying away from my parents. My parents never allowed me to live with them in their house from my

young age. Even in case of accident or ill health they did not allow me to stay in their house or take care of

me. Usually, when I go to my parent’s house, my mother throws my things out of their house and brutally

chases me out, not because I am bad, but because she is a sadist and a pessimist and enjoys torturing

others. My father always heeds to her and will ask me to get out of the house. My parents would always

rationalize and justify for not allowing me to stay with them with some excuses like some astrologer has

told them that if I stay with them in their house they would get health problems, I am not clean and neat so

they don’t want me in their house, they don’t want to look at me because I am lazy etc.

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I would like to give few examples and narrate few incidents to make you understand my parents. I

am a foodie and whenever I buy sweets or ice cream from street vendor or tasty vegetarian foods from a

good restaurant and eat, my mother gets angry and she shouts and cries with everyone in her house that I

am eating good foods. She herself is well to do, having lot of money and if she wants, she can also buy good

food and eat. She is a pure sadist. My father would always discourage me and refuse to give me financial

support if I ask him money for my dreams and goals which goes against his wishes, desires and prejudice.

Like if I ask him money for learning flute or money for taking an annual membership in a gym, which would

cost little, he will discourage me and will refuse to give me money because it does not fit his wishes, desires

and prejudice. I will have to beg my father a lot, many times by falling on his feet, even if I have to get

money for the right things I desire to do or learn. My parents would always shout and yell at me in fury and

anger to get poison, drink it and die because I was not fulfilling their expectations, beliefs and prejudice.

Because my mother was a sadist and a pessimist and my father was an egoist I suffered a lot in my life. Also

I would like to narrate two incidents that will make you understand my parents more. Once my parents

tried to convince my sister very hard, to marry a boy with severe stammering problem, just because that

boy belonged to my parents caste, but luckily my sister love married a Christian guy working in an

Information Technology (IT) company called Tata Consultancy Services and she escaped. Recently, last

September, 2013 I called up my father and told him that I am having severe pain with burning sensation in

my lower abdomen and my doctor suspects that it might be cancer. I also told him that cancer might spread

if I do not take treatment in early stage itself, but he bluntly told me that I should not come to his house

and he will not help me in any way. These are just few examples and incidents regarding my parents. Just

imagine how much I would have suffered in my life because of my parents.

I had my own strengths and weakness. I was not born as an intelligent and smart guy. In fact I was

born with some genetic problems because of which I was often gloomy and was very slow in doing things. I

had mild Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Predominantly Inattentive (ADHD-PI) and mild Obsessive

Compulsive Disorder (OCD) which are caused due to chemical imbalance in brain. Because of mild ADHD-PI,

I had difficulty in focusing and being attentive and I was very slow in doing things. I could not do anything

fast, if someone tries to force me to rush things I will become gloomy and I will sit in a corner and cannot do

anything. I usually take two to three days to complete a work that someone will do it in one day. And

because of this mild OCD which is a type of anxiety disorder, I will become anxious and fearful very easily

and become gloomy even if someone is little harsh towards me or if someone scolds or hurts me even a

little. I had these symptoms from my young age but I came to know that I have these disorders only at the

age of 19 when I completed my schooling and was about to join college. At that time, I read about these

disorders and its symptoms in newspaper and got a doubt that I might be having these disorders. So I

myself went alone to check with a psychiatrist near my house and after diagnosis the psychiatrist confirmed

that I have mild ADHD-PI and mild OCD. I refused to take western medical treatment because I was aware

that western medicines cause lot of side effects. Later my parents also came to know that I have these

disorders but they did not show any kindness or love towards me and they never allowed me to do things in

my own pace because I was not doing things according to their wishes and desires. They would purposefully

hurt me, compare me with others and discourage me and would force me to rush things so that I become

gloomy and I don’t achieve what I want. This is a way to suppress me by using my weakness. Since I had

OCD I was usually more anxious and fearful than normal persons. And since my parents were always

prejudiced and was never friendly and understanding towards me, I was always living under increased level

of anxiousness and fear of whether my parents will support me for my dreams and goals which goes against

their desires, beliefs and prejudice. And this in turn affected my concentration in my studies and work. My

strengths were I did not have any negative or bad habits and I was spiritually oriented. I have never had

even a tiny bit of any habits that are bad for my health or life like drinking alcoholic beverages, smoking,

taking drugs, visiting prostitutes etc. For your information, I avoid drinking even carbonated drinks because

it is bad for health.

My biggest strength was I was spiritually inclined from the age of 16. I started to read The Complete

Works of Swami Vivekananda and The Gospel of Sri RamaKrishna at the age of 16. I got introduced to

Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho) at the age of 20. From then on, over the span of next 10 years, I have read some

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60 important books of Osho, back to back, several times. These books were mostly commentaries by Osho

on Upanishads, Patanjali Yoga Sutras, Dhammapada, Zen etc. At the age of 25, when I was living in Chennai,

I was staying with a guy who was deeply spiritual. We both used to have spiritual discussions and we

exchanged lot of spiritual knowledge. Also at the age of 25 I got introduced to J.Krishnamurthi. I used to

visit Vasanta Vihar in Greenways Road, Chennai which is international headquarters of Krishnamurthi

Foundation International (KFI). It is a very beautiful place having a library with lot of spiritual books. Since I

had very friendly relations with people of J.Krishnamurthi Foundation I used to visit Vasanta Vihar often for

reading spiritual books and doing meditation. I started wearing pure original Rudrakshas from Nepal from

the middle of 2008 i.e. at the age of 28. I wear Rudrakshas around my neck hiding it inside my shirt without

the Rudrakshas being visible outside. And I was trying to overcome my genetic problems of chemical

imbalances in my brain through ayurveda, yoga, Rudrakshas, meditation etc. Because of wearing

Rudrakshas and doing some secret spiritual practices I was successful in coming out of my genetic problems

to a certain extent.

I would like to write few things about Rudraksha before proceeding further. These Rudrakshas are

natural beads found inside a blue colored berry grown on a tall broad leaved tree whose botanical name is

Elaeocarpus Granitrus Roxb. Rudraksha beads show variation in number of grooves on their surface and are

classified based on the number of divisions they have. Based on number of grooves and divisions Rudraksha

beads are classified from 1 mukhi (1 face) to 21 mukhi (21 faces). The Rudrakshas of Nepali origin are very

powerful. Wearing the Nepali Rudrakshas for the first time will induce diarrhea, vomiting, headache etc for

first few days, because it detoxifies the body. It regulates the bioelectricity and biomagnetism in human

bodies. Because of this it drastically improves physical and mental health of those who wear it. It also

reduces the astrological ill effects of planets. Beads of different mukhis (faces) have different health

benefits and astrological benefits. Initially I was wearing Rudraksha mala (rosary) consisting of 3 mukhi to

13 mukhi beads but due to these problems, currently I am wearing Rudraksha mala (rosary) consisting of 2

mukhi to 16 mukhi beads. I am the only south Indian and one of the very few Indians to have gone to very

remote and secret places were Rudrakshas grow. I have done lot of research on Rudrakshas and I am a top

expert in Rudrakshas. Hence, I always get the world’s best Rudrakshas each year for my personal use.

As I have stated earlier, I was interested in spirituality from my young age. I did not believe in idol

worship but I was interested in yoga, meditation etc. Because of wearing Rudrakshas, reading spiritual

books and doing spiritual practices my whole body mind started changing, my chakras got balanced to a

certain extent, my senses became sharper, I become more intelligent, more creative etc. Music and

everything in this world was sweeter… I got the same effect of cannabis without having even a bit of

cannabis. Is this what they call bliss? I understood all cultures, all dances, all music, all people and all places

are unique and beautiful. If the world is so beautiful then why is there so much misery in this world? This

question let a flood of knowledge into me… real Hinduism, real Islam, real Christianity is all hidden and

what is preached as religion is completely corrupted versions, which keep people in slavery and misery. The

world political system, social system, educational system, economic system, financial system, judicial

system is designed in such a way that few people can control and everybody else are kept as slaves. I did

not want to become a slave to any of these systems. Also due to these spiritual practices, I lost craving for

sex, money, power, social status etc. I understood many secrets about life. One such secret is I do not have

to be rich to live a rich life. I tasted a different dimension of life by some luck and I lost interest in the ways

of this rotten society.

“No society wants you to become wise: it is against investments of all societies. If people are wise they

cannot be exploited. If they are intelligent, they cannot be subjugated, they cannot be forced in a

mechanical life, to live like robots. They will assert their individuality. They will have the fragrance of

rebellion around them. They would like to live in freedom. . . no society wants people to be free. . . no society

will like people to use their own intelligence, because the moment they start using their intelligence they

become dangerous, dangerous to the establishment, dangerous to the people who are in power, dangerous

to the haves, dangerous to all kinds of oppression, exploitation, suppression, dangerous to the churches,

dangerous to the states, dangerous to the nations. In fact, a wise man is a fire, alive, a flame. He would like

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rather to die than be enslaved. . . but he cannot slave his life to all kinds of stupidities, to all kinds of stupid

peoples, he cannot serve them. . .” - Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”- Jiddu Krishnamurty

I wanted to live a simple ordinary life with people who are simple, innocent, honest and filled full of

love. I wanted to live my life, out of my own intelligence, understanding and experience. I wanted to be

myself and be responsible for myself. I wanted to do a job in Unix/Linux domain, learn some music, be

creative, help others as much as I could and contribute something to make this world a paradise.

“Good food three times a day, some clothes, a neat house in a peaceful place to stay, good friends (It

extends from canis lupus familiars to Elephas maximus to few good homo sapiens), beautiful mountains and

forests around my town, a work that gives me job satisfaction, a laptop and a desktop computer, some

electronic gadgets and a Honda Unicorn bike is all that I have and this is more than enough for me.”

- Durosas Pathika

“The world is my country, all plantae, animalia, fungai, protista, eubacteria, archaebactaria are my friends,

to live a life of awareness is my religion, mother nature and this whole existence is my god.”

-Durosas Pathika

So I was a different person, moving in some other direction. I was trying to absorb the best of inner

science of the east and outer science of the west. I wanted to be a Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho) sanyassin in

my personal life and I wanted to work in Information Technology (IT) as a profession. And my parents were

traditional, conservative and prejudiced with all wrong desires, beliefs and ideologies.

My parents thought that I was born only to produce family lineage and carry on their legacy which

includes only idiotic desires, beliefs and ideologies. My parents wanted me to live the way they want me to

live and think the way they want me to think. My parents refused to acknowledge that I am a human being

and I have my own intelligence. They also refused to acknowledge that I am unique and I have my own

strengths, weakness and limitations. They did not have a heart to look into my individual feelings, likes and

dislikes. They were indifferent or against my dreams and goals. They treated me like a machine with cruelty

and harshness. They would always suppress me if I go against their idiotic desires, beliefs and ideologies. If I

try to talk to them, to make them understand things, they would stubbornly refuse to talk or listen to me.

My parents were one hundred percent influenced, conditioned and programmed by the

society/crowd. Their minds were filled only with garbage from the society/crowd. They did not have any

intelligence, love or life in them. They did not have any self thinking capacity of their own or any

commonsense of their own. They did not have any self awareness or individuality. They themselves did not

know who they are, what they were doing and what life is. They treated me like a machine which was made

to fulfill their desires and follow their beliefs and ideologies without any questioning. They were like a

wrongly programmed, rusted, primitive robot of sixties in some abandoned factory in Russia.

“Father. Forgive them, because they do not know what they are doing.”

- Jesus Christ, Luke 23:34, the Bible

Since I did not have any negative habits and my parents were also financially very well to do, my

parents could have easily allowed me to live with them, allowed me to do things in my own speed,

encouraged me to do the job I liked, could have been kind and loving towards me and could have had a

good friendship with me. Just because I did not fulfill their wishes and desires they did not accept me, they

treated me with cruelty and harshness and hated me a lot. They made their life and also my life a hell.

Since from my childhood, my relationship with my parents was always strained and since I was suffering a

lot due to them, I told myself “enough is enough” and decided to part ways with them. I told my parents

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about my decision to part ways with them in October, 2010. We just started the dialogue of parting ways

and our parting of ways was not finalized. My mother was very interested in parting ways with me, because

she knew that I will not bend to their wishes and I am of no use to them and she also wanted to enjoy her

life without me. My father was hesitating a little, but finally he accepted... So finally we parted ways in

December, 2010. Regarding property and financial settlement, I asked for a residential plot measuring an

area of 4800 sq ft in the outskirts of Coimbatore which was worth ` 10 lacks at that time and cash of ` 40

lacks which sums up to total settlement worth ` 50 lacks. But instead my parents promised me orally, to

give me one property, which is a vacant residential plot in prime area of Coimbatore which was worth ` 80

lacks at that time. Please note that they just promised to give the property to me orally and they did not

register the property in my name legally, at that time. I told them to give all other properties worth few

crores to my sister as I was not interested in marriage and was also not interested in having any

relationship with my parents.

They say politicians are dangerous persons and we should always stay away from them. My entire

life got ruined because I did not heed to this advice. I got introduced to Nalini Chidambaram7, who is a

distant relative of mine in the middle of 2009. I was on good terms with Nalini Chidambaram for one year. I

decided to end relationship with her also in October, 2010 (exactly the same time I informed my parents of

my decision to part ways with them) because I felt it is good to stay away from politicians and their families.

Another main reason I decided to end my relationship with Nalini Chidambaram was because

P.Chidambaram was justifying the Sinhalese offensive against Sri Lankan Tamils in the final war of Sri

Lankan civil war in 2009 (I will be writing about this in detail in glossary).

Since I have already parted from my parents and did not like any of my relatives, I decided to say

good bye to everyone except very few friends in December, 2010. I wanted to go away and start a new life.

I wanted to have friendship only with very few good people who are of my kind, from all corners of the

world irrespective of their country, religion, caste, color, money. I decided to move to Coimbatore because

it is a pleasant place on Kerala border with lot of nature around it. There were few good midsized

Information Technology (IT) companies in Coimbatore and also there were few good IT training institutes

which were doing corporate training for big international IT companies. So I decided to join as a trainer for

RedHat Certifications in any of these companies or training institutes... but I overlooked the problems I am

going to face in Coimbatore.

So, carelessly, underestimating the problems I am going to face, I shifted to Coimbatore in

December, 2010, to join a new job and live there… But I had this cunning aunt and uncle living in

Coimbatore, who is very close to P.Chidambaram family. This aunt and uncle did not like me leading a

happy life. This aunt is an Osho meditation facilitator running an Osho meditation centre in Coimbatore

called Osho Premveena meditation centre which is affiliated to Osho resort of Pune. This aunt’s sanyass

name is Ma Gyan Rikta and she belongs to the crooked Osho resort of Pune group which is interested only

in making money through Osho. This aunt could clearly understand the significance of what I was trying to

achieve. I was trying to absorb the best of both eastern inner science and western outer science. I also

understood Osho in right sense. This aunt and uncle could not digest all these things, I was trying to do. And

since I was in good terms with Nalini Chidambaram for one year in the past, Nalini knew that I had

important skills needed for business like understanding other peoples mind and understanding of how the

entire system works. So this aunt and uncle along with Nalini Chidambaram decided to crush me and use

me… So starting from December, 2010, this aunt and uncle, P.Chidambaram family along with my parents

(who’s mind was corrupted by the aunt), started to spy on me. My parents wanted me to marry, Nalini

Chidambaram wanted me to work for her sons business and this aunt and uncle wanted to ruin my

ambitions and goals. This aunt and her husband and another guy8 along with few other associates

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P.Chidambaram started using P.Chidamabaram’s spying infrastructure and network to spy on me which

includes tapping my phone, hacking my web accounts like my social networking accounts, mail accounts

etc, putting a chip in my bike to track me where I go, using police in plainclothes or congress party members

to follow me and spy on my activities. It also includes threatening my house owner and neighbors with

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police, opening my rented house with duplicate key and read all my personal documents and notes

including visiting cards.

They started to play psychological warfare on me. First they will tap my mobile phone to find out

my contacts like my friends, professional colleagues, house owner, neighbors etc. Then they will contact

few or most of my friends, colleagues, neighbors and do character assassination of me by telling lies like

they love me and care for me but I am not having good relationship with them, I am innocent, I will get

cheated easily, I am immature, I cannot live a life of my own, my parents are poor, my parents are feeling

miserable because I am not getting married etc. Then they will convince or brainwash or bribe my friends,

colleagues and neighbors to turn into spies/informers. Then, they will collect all the information about me,

including everything I talk and do with my friends, colleagues, neighbors, so that they can understand my

psychology better… then studying my psychology they will instruct my friends and colleagues, what to talk

to me, how to talk to me, when and how to discourage me, encourage me and confuse me, how to hit me

emotionally, how to threaten me, how to convince or brainwash me and change me. They don’t stop doing

this with just my friends, colleagues and neighbors alone, they will also find out the shops, restaurants,

internet cafe and other places which I visit regularly, then they contact the persons of these places, turn

them into spies/informers, play psychological mind games through them and try to brainwash me through

them also. They even have records of people whom I have met or spoken to, only once, that too years

before. They also hacked my facebook account and all other web accounts, got my friends list and started

to spread false information about me to them. During the last 3.5 years, I was being continuously spied.

There was not even a single privacy for me. Since I was being heavily spied, I could not do anything in my

life without their knowledge. If they want, they can bring someone into my life or chase away someone

from my life. They tried to control my life. Their strategy was to play this psychological warfare until I come

under their control. And they are continuing this psychological warfare even today.

“All human beings have three lives: public, private, and secret.”

- Gabriel García Márquez

“. . .privacy matters. Privacy is what allows to determine who we are and who we want to be.”

- Edward Snowden

I had an intense longing and thirst to live a simple, happy life with the people of my kind. I also had

a strong desire to learn few things related to Vedic science and also had strong desire to become an expert

in Linux, but when I understood that these people will not allow me to live a life of my understanding and

will not allow me to pursue my goals… I felt like these people were giving me blows and beatings for not

living their way of life, I got severely stressed and depressed. Even people who are very social and mentally

strong will get disturbed if their privacy is invaded, but think of how sensitive, private persons like me will

feel. And also I had this Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) because of which I am more prone to anxiety

and fear. I had an intense fear that my parents won’t give me the property that they promised me orally. I

also had an intense fear that they will force me to their way of life. I panicked. I had a nervous breakdown. I

started to get nightmares for each and every day and it continued for next 2 years. I also started to get

hypnic and myoclonic jerks which are mild form of epilepsy. I took ayurveda treatments and started to have

ayurveda medicines which I continued for next 2 years. I shifted to Bangalore in October, 2011. I took rest

for next 1.5 years without going for any job and lived a secluded life in Bangalore. I wore much more

powerful Rudrakshas from Nepal. My depression and nightmares started to gradually reduce. Finally, I did

meditation and some intense spiritual practices for 10 months from May, 2013 to February, 2014 and

renewed myself completely.

I had cash savings of ` 13 lacks. With this cash savings of ` 13 lacks, I managed all my expenses

during these 3.5 years.

I went through lot of suffering in last 3.5 years. During these difficult times also, my parents refused

to allow me to stay with them or help me in any way. I used to go to a village near Thrissur in Kerala for

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ayurvedic treatments for my depression and I had to stay there alone and take my treatments alone,

without anyone to help me or take care of me. When I took these ayurvedic treatments in Kerala and came

to my parent’s house to take rest, I got brutally chased by my parent’s from their house. My parent’s always

give police complain whenever I go to their house. There are three police complaints against me given by

my parents in Thirumangalam police station, Chennai, within which limits my parent’s house come. Even

during last October, 2013 when I got severe fracture in my leg, my parents refused to allow me to take rest

in their house. During last 3.5 years, because this P.chidambaram group was always playing psychological

warfare on me, I lost the few friends I had and I could not make any new friends and I was running here and

there suffering alone. My goals, my career and everything in my life were cruelly and brutally crushed by

this aunt along with P.Chidambaram family and my parents without having any pity for me.

But the only good thing that happened in past 3.5 years was that somewhere in the middle of all

this, in September, 2012, I got the property that my parents promised to give me orally in December, 2010,

registered legally, in my name. The property is a vacant land in prime area in Coimbatore and is worth more

than ` 1.2 crores. The documents are clearly registered in my name and no one can put any litigation or

claim the property. This property settlement can never be revoked or cancelled. The original documents of

this property are also safely with me. Also at the time of registration, my parents and myself exchanged

affidavits with each other that I will not ask them money or claim any other property from them or disturb

them and they also should not disturb me or expect anything from me.

I want to sell my property and start my life again new. At least now I want to restart my career as a

trainer for Linux and live my life happily, the way I like. I want to invest some money to buy an apartment or

a residential plot in Karnataka, invest some money for my career i.e. renewing my advanced RedHat Linux

certifications (these are high-end Information Technology certifications that has to be renewed every 3

years) and deposit rest of the money in fixed deposits in few good banks. Now this aunt, her husband and

P.Chidambaram group does not want to allow me to sell my land or want to grab my land for very low

price, because they want to force me to come back to them.

“No matter how hard the past, you can always begin again.”

- Siddharta Gauthama Buddha

The most important technical information, I want to give about my land problem is, this aunt and

her husband who harms me and another aunt had their land next to my land. They have already sold their

land to a builder one year before and the builder cannot build apartment without buying my land because

he cannot get larger floor space index (FSI) without my land. This aunt and P.Chidambaram group has told

the builder not to buy my land from me directly and they will somehow grab my land and give it to the

builder. Whenever I tried to sell my land during past one year, they would threaten the buyer not to buy my

land. If I get the help of some powerful persons, social activists and press to support me, I can even demand

more money from the builder for my land than the market price.

Even if my parents are willing to leave me alone, to go and live a life of my own, this aunt and

P.Chidambaram group corrupt my parents mind to go against me and this P.Chidambaram group keep on

spreading wrong lies about me. The greatest weapon P.Chidambaram group uses against me is that they

tell a lie that will touch the most sensitive part of mind of typical traditional Indian people. They spread lies

to everyone that my parents will be miserable, if I don’t get married and go away from my parents, but the

truth is my parents will not feel miserable, if I don’t get married or go away from them. My parents

themselves don’t want any relationship, love or money from me and they don’t want me to disturb them.

My parents are having a comfortable life. They live in rupees two crores worth apartment in a posh

locality called Anna Nagar in Chennai. They have two cars, one for each. They have their own friends and

foes. Daily, my father closes his shop in evening, he goes to a posh club near his house, he will have few

pegs of drinks, he chats with his friends till 10:30 P.M and then goes to his house. This way of living is

happiness for him. My father’s medium level trading business is also going fine. So, first my parents are

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financially well to do and are having a good life. Second, my parents themselves don’t want me in their

house under any circumstances and is not interested in any relationship with me. Third, my sister is also

doing fine. With everything going on very fine for them, how will my parents feel miserable if I am living

alone somewhere else? Honestly, my parents are very selfish and they think about me very rarely and are

bothered only about themselves and their life. An example I can give you is that while I was doing my

school and college education staying away from my parents, they won’t even call me to wish on my

birthday and won’t even remember my birthday… when my parents have already got an affidavit from me

that I will not disturb them or claim anything from them and they have given me an affidavit that they will

not disturb me, why do they suddenly change their mind? The truth is this aunt, her husband and

P.Chidambaram group corrupts my parents mind pulls them in and makes all troubles for me. If my parents

do not need any money from me and does not want any relationship from me, why do this aunt, her

husband and P.Chidambaram group spread lies that my parents are feeling miserable without me? The

truth is a majority section of this Indian people is very sensitive and sentimental regarding family issues and

this aunt and P.Chidambaram group want to turn all my colleagues, neighbors and this traditional society

against me. If this aunt is very much concerned about my parents, why she did not step in before and

cement the relationship between my parents and myself in the first 30 years of my life when my parents

and myself were not in good relationship?

A majority section of Indian people is highly traditional, prejudiced, conservative and conditioned.

So it becomes extremely difficult for me to get help because I go against their beliefs, ideologies and

dogmas. These traditional and conservative people of India believe that the purpose of life is to produce

family lineage i.e. reproducing. Suppose if some guy did not have a good education and he is a dumb idiot,

but he accepts to marry some girl, get rupees one core as dowry from the bride’s father, do some business,

produce babies, populate this world and live like a pig or sheep, these traditional people will praise him as

matured person and he is useful to the society… But if some guy wants to be himself, live alone, be

responsible for himself, and do some creative work and live a peaceful life these traditional people of India

cannot tolerate him and they become disturbed. If a boy or a girl is a rebel going against the beliefs and

dogmas of these traditional people they will consider him or her a sinner, a criminal and these rebels are

bound to face severe social backlash. I will be writing more about these traditional people of India in

glossary.

This aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group who are all aware of this prejudiced society

turns these traditional and conservative people as a weapon against me. They touch these traditional

people of India sentimentally by saying that I am not getting married and I am not producing family lineage.

Hence, no one from this society comes to help me and everyone turns against me. For example if I am

visiting a internet centre regularly and even though I mind my own business of browsing, paying for the

services and leaving the place quietly, this P.Chidambaram group will find out this place by spying and tell

the owner and the person looking after this internet centre that I am not marrying and not producing family

lineage and such other things and brainwash them against me, now these persons of the internet centre

will agree to spy on me and inform them of everything I do. I know for sure that they install hacking tools in

the computers of internet centre I visit regularly because many times my gmail password will be changed

within few minutes of me logging into my gmail account and I have to recover my account using the

recovery options. Why do they do this? Are they trying to install fear in me? They do the same thing of

brainwashing the persons of restaurants and other places I visit regularly. So, if I try to catch a real estate

agent or a buyer for my land or a lawyer or anybody else, everybody is brainwashed to come on their side

by using this issue of tradition and family lineage. If someone does not heed to these issues of tradition and

family lineage they will use other methods like bribing, threatening etc.

Since this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group knows the places I visit regularly like

internet centre, restaurants etc and the people I meet regularly. They spy on me, communicate to me, play

psychological mind games and threaten me through this channel. I am being spied on day to day basis

through these back channels. For example a local police collects all the things I talk and all other

information about me from internet centers where I surf the internet regularly or from eateries where I eat

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regularly. They do this so that they can know my plans and strategy. Based on this input they plan their next

crooked actions and strategies against me. For the past one year they are afraid to call my mobile or

contact me directly because I will give it as an evidence for press people so they communicate to me

through these back channels. Few months before this aunt and P.Chidambaram group sent a person to me

and the person told me to catch a K.P.N bus to Chennai, fall in the feet of Nalani Chidambaram and my aunt

and do some business in Tamil Nadu and be a loyalist and work for Chidambaram family and his group for

my whole life. Recently this group again tried to convince and brainwash me through one of the person I

know that I should forgive them, have compassion for them and go and serve them and I should forget

about my dreams and ambitions. Many times this P.Chidambaram group sends me warning through this

channel that if I don’t live to their expectations, they will use their power and suppress me and ruin my life.

Many times they make the people working in these places which I visit frequently to make fun of me

indirectly and hit me emotionally. These are few examples of how they spy on me, what they communicate

to me and how they play psychological mind games on me through back channels. It is not possible to write

everything they do to me on day to day basis in this document.

I have also got news that some powerful people belonging to Kongu Vellalar Gounder community

(the caste to which my parents belong to) which is the majority caste in Coimbatore have unanimously

taken a decision, not to allow me to sell my land because I have gone against their tradition of reproducing.

They have informed all the real estate agents and land brokers of Coimbatore and people living around my

land to inform them, if someone enquires about my land, so that they can brainwash or threaten the buyer

and block him from buying my land.

Recently, this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group has even started to argue by bringing in

some stupid logic. They say since I got a property from my father, I should get married. My answer is very

clear. First, I don’t consider this property as a gift from my father, but rather I consider it as a compensation

for all the psychological and mental torture they gave me and for all the harm they have done to me.

Second, just because I am born to my father, it does not entitle him to force all his stupid desires and

ideologies on me. I cannot be a comfort to my father’s ignorance and foolishness. It is he who should be

broad-minded and it is he who must change.

Some of the lies P.Chidambaram group spread about me to the people who are in contact with me are

given below:

Lie: My parents are poor.

The Truth: My parents are financially very well to do. As of today they have more than ` 5 crores of assets.

Lie: I will be cheated and I will give my money and property to someone else.

The Truth: No one can cheat me easily. I do not have any negative habits and will never fall into any

negative habits because I always wear Rudrakshas and I do Sadana (personal spiritual discipline) daily. I will

not give my money or property to someone else and stand in the street.

Lie: I will sell the land and spend all the money.

The Truth: I am not a spendthrift. My plan is to invest some money in buying an apartment or a residential

plot in Karnataka depending upon how much money I get, invest some money for my career and deposit

rest of the money in fixed deposit of some good banks.

Lie: I am mentally ill or mentally unfit to lead my life on my own.

The Truth: I am mentally stable and I do not have any mental illness. Any doctor/psychiatrist can check me.

Lie: I am going after sex and pleasure so I am avoiding marriage.

The Truth: I have never had a girlfriend in 33 years of my life. I have never had sex with any girl nor have I

visited any prostitute in spite of travelling alone with lot of money to many cities. I will never go to

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prostitutes or have casual sex. I don’t need to run after sex, because of spiritual practices I feel joyous and

blissful just by walking alone on a secluded road or beach or in forest. I am also not a gay.

Lie: I don’t want to work and hence I am avoiding marriage.

The Truth: I was a trainer for basic and advanced Red Hat Linux certifications. I was working as a Linux

trainer in various IT training institutes in Chennai which was authorized by Red Hat Global Learning Services

to conduct courses for Red Hat Linux certifications. But I was little lazy, a slow worker and was earning less

money through my job. If you want to enquire or clarify about my previous jobs, I can put you with

concerned persons in Red Hat, India.I have also passed Red Hat expertise exams in SELinux Policy

Administration and Clustering and Storage Management. I am very interested in working in Information

Technology (IT) sector and I am avoiding marriage for various other reasons.

Lie: I am a racist and I like only white skinned people.

The Truth: I respect honest, innocent, intelligent and creative people from all over the world irrespective of

nationality, religion, caste, color etc. In fact I respect and like many black people from Africa and I have

good kind hearted black friends from Africa.

Lie: My parents are very loving towards me but I run away from them.

The Truth: My parents are very cruel and harsh. I have already written everything about them very clearly.

Even recently I begged and pleaded my father “you and your relatives bruised and abused me for last 3.5

years. At least now you allow me to live my life as I like. Please don’t force your desires, prejudices and

beliefs on me” and his reply was as usual “I don’t care”.

Lie: My parents will feel miserable if I don’t get married.

The Truth: My parents will forget me and live their normal life even if I don’t get married. With this one lie

the P.Chidambaram group is able to turn my friends, colleagues and this society against me.

So, why should P.Chidambaram group spend so much time, money and resources to suppress and

crush me? The main reason is on top of my business skills I have a big astrological benefit. Astrologers say

that I have a strong sukra dasa in my astrological chart from the age of 34 to 54 and whatever I do I will be

extremely successful and I will be very very lucky for whomsoever I work with. Few of my relatives including

this aunt and her husband have told this to Nalini Chidambaram. Hence, P.Chidambaram and his wife want

me to work for their son Karthi Chidambaram, so that their son will be well off. This is how it all started. On

another side my parents don’t love me and is bothered only about family lineage, since I have went against

their wishes, they have given this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group a free hand to do whatever

they want, and they don’t care even if P.Chidambaram group kills me. On another side this aunt and her

husband is boiling inside with extreme envy, ill wishes and grudge towards me, so they are pouring all their

time, energy and life to oppress, suppress and crush me, so that they can achieve their dream of ruining my

dreams and also get good name from P.Chridambaram family. And also P.Chidambaram family have lot of

black money earned through corruption hence they could afford to waste lot of money in playing

psychological warfare on me. Because of all these factors P.Chidambaram group spends lot of time, money

and resources to oppress, suppress and crush me.

So, how did I come to know that this aunt and P.Chidambaram group are spying and playing

psychological warfare on me? Initially I used to be surprised on how did my parents and relatives including

this aunt and her husband knew most of the things I did or talked in my workplace and while I was with few

friends I had. Later on few of my friends leaked the news that my father or this aunt or somebody else

would call them and talk to them that I am innocent, I cannot take care of myself, someone might cheat me

etc and then they will ask them to take care of me. Then finally they might ask all the information about

what I am doing. Many more things revealed the spying activities and psychological warfare they were

doing. I was working in an IT training institute in Chennai, this aunt was living in Coimbatore, and she does

not have anything to do with my workplace but how can my colleagues who were working with me in the IT

training institute in Chennai be in this aunt’s facebook friends list? Some times when I happened to meet

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the people close to P.Chidambaram family, they themselves used to carelessly hint and leak about the

spying activities they are doing?. Since I was very sensitive, I had only very few friends, and since I had very

good memory, I always remembered what information I have disclosed and what did I talk with each and

every friend. I used to be puzzled many times because my friends might know the information and other

personal things which I have not disclosed to them at all.

Many times I used my common sense and right reasoning to find the spying activities they are

doing. For example I used to stay in a rented house, in the suburbs of Bangalore, in a peaceful place where

there were only very few houses. Everyone living in that place knew each other well. Even though the

owner of my rented house was staying in another house in a nearby area, by common sense I can surely tell

that my neighbors in that place knew my owner very well because I have seen my owner talking or chatting

with my neighbors whenever he visits to inspect my rented house. Suddenly one day an old couple who

were my neighbors living next door and who were also owners of their house, asked my owners phone

number acting as if they never got his phone number before or even talked to him before. They both had

mobile phones each. Do you think this old couple does not have my owner’s number in their mobile and in

their personal telephone directory? I laughed at this because this P. Chidambaram group had found out

that I am vacating that rented house because I came to know from a street lady that some people who

looked like police in plainclothes tried to open my house with duplicate keys when I was not in station. So

to confuse me this P.Chidambaram group made the old couple staying next door act like this, so that I will

feel no one in that place is bothered about each other and it is safe for me to stay there. Many times I have

to use my sharp intelligence to find their activities, for example some of my friends will talk irreverent

things like convincing me very hard to have good relationship with my parents when I don’t even talk about

my parents or other personal problems related to my family and don’t even talk about any problem. So

every day until this day, this P.Chidambaram group has drastically failed and keeps on failing to hide the

spying and psychological warfare they are playing.

“Three things cannot be long hidden: the Sun, the moon and the truth.”

- Siddharta Gauthama Buddha

“You can fool some people sometimes but you cannot fool all the people all the time.”

- Bob Marley

Even after Indian National Congress (INC), the party to which P.Chidambaram belongs to was

washed out and was almost decimated in the Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014 and even after

P.Chidambarams son Karthi Chidambaram lost this election by a huge margin losing his deposit, this aunt,

her husband and P.Chidambaram group has not stopped their activities against me. Since Congress is the

ruling party in Karnataka state, this P.Chidambaram group is still using the state government’s power, their

money power and their influence to harm me and crush me. They want to try their best still the last minute

until they lose completely in this game to oppress, suppress, subjugate and use me. Recently I am receiving

lot of threats from this group through back channels, like they will come with my father in a car and chain

me telling everyone that I am a mentally ill person and they will take me with them, if I don’t sell my land to

them in very low price. They are also threatening me that they will kidnap me and force me to sign the

documents. Recently I am also receiving death threats many times from this group through back channels

that I will be killed if I don’t give them my land. But I am not a coward to heed to all these threats. But now

they might even try to argue to you (if they come to know that you are helping me) that they love me and

they are there for me and they will take care of me and will advice you not to interfere in their family

affairs. This aunt and uncle, P.Chidambaram family and their group and my parents hit me, bruise and

harass me inside but they act as if they love me outside. Please don’t believe all their lies and please don’t

heed to their threats. You just help me in selling my property and take me with you.

Please do not worry about my future. Some people might think that if I break my relationship from

my parents and relatives I will not have anyone to help me in times of ill health or in times of need. I always

have you as my friend and I also know authentic Bhagawan Rajneesh people who are purest of pure people,

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in India and all over the world, we all have maturity to be self-responsible and also help each other

unconditionally. I will also be secure financially throughout my entire life. My lands market price is above `

1.2 crores. I will sell my land, I will pay tax, and then with rest of the money, I will buy an apartment for `

35 lacks in Shimoga, Karnataka or a residential plot for ` 15 lacks in Shimoga depending upon how much

money I get, invest ` 7.5 lacks for renewing my Red Hat Linux certifications and put the rest of money in

some good banks for interest. Because I will always be single this money is more than enough for me.

Even though I always live a simple life, I need money to achieve my dreams, ambitions and goals.

Money is also needed to live a secure life with basic comforts and do lot of meaningful things in life. I need

to update my technical skills now and then to have a stable career, I need money for this. I have done lot of

research in Rudraksha and spirituality, I have to continue this research and help people with this

knowledge, I need money for this. I might have to face medical emergency expenses in my life, I need

money for this. Sometimes I might have to help people who are very close to me, I need money for this. I

like travelling, I want to learn a musical instrument, I want to learn new languages and I need money for

this. So all these expenses have to be managed only with my salary and the interest money I get by

depositing some money in bank. Now if they are successful in grabbing my land for low price, I will have to

be again dependent on my parents for most things, I cannot do many good and beautiful things in my life

and I will have to live a crippled and handicapped life.

My parents and all my relatives are very well to do. They are living their life comfortably and

happily. All these people are neither buddhas nor my well wishers, they have their own vested interest

and they want to crush me and exploit me. I do not belong to any of these people. Please stand for me

and help me. It is my individual right to live my life sensibly and responsibly, with my kind of people.

To be very precise I am a Rajneesh sanyassin, who have an intense thirst to work in Information

Technology (IT) sector i.e. as a trainer for Linux and open source softwares. I always like to do creative

work. If this property is not sold now, all my dreams and ambitions will be crushed and they will be

successful in crushing me and making me a slave. My life is being brutally crushed in front of everybody

eyes in broad daylight because some powerful people want to use me. I am being victimized just because

I am alone and powerless. Please stand for me and help me, my democratic, legal and individual human

rights are being blocked.

It pains me and I suffer a lot if I am not allowed to walk my own path. I have already suffered a

lot. Please save me and protect me from these evil minded people who are crushing and suppressing me

for their vested interest, pleasure and ego.

Everything written in this document is honest. I would like to state very clearly that my purpose is

only to sell my land and lead my life as I like and not to spread wrong lies about anyone or harm anyone.

Some people advised me to give a police complain in commissioner office either in Bangalore or in

Coimbatore and I am also ready for that if you can help me with an honest lawyer. I tried to contact many

lawyers myself but I am not able to get a good lawyer. I request you to help me in all possible ways you can.

And please don’t be an onlooker. I will be grateful to you all through this life, if you can help me.

Given the nature of my problem, no single person can help me. Because my parents, this aunt and

uncle along with P.Chidambaram family and their associates, my relatives and the whole caste to which my

parents belong to are against me. So I have to get together intelligent, open-minded, bold and helpful

people from all walks of life to help me. You can help me in following ways. There are many good, open-

minded people who are sensitive to individual human rights in Bangalore and India. If you are in contact

with them, you can take photocopy of this document and send it to them or get a soft copy (PDF file) of this

document by messaging me to my mail and forward it to them and you can ask them to join with you in

helping me. I have also talked with reporters of few honest press houses. I have also given them this

document and have asked them for help.

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Anything you want to do please do it fast because justice delayed is justice denied. I am suffering

from severe abdomen pain with burning sensation in my lower abdomen. It might be cancer. Whether I live

long or die short of cancer, I would always like to live with freedom, the way I like, with people I like. This is

my individual right. I fall on your feet and beg you to give me life.

[email protected] Yours sincerely,

[email protected] Durosas Pathika

“All that is gold does not glitter. Not all those who wander are lost. . .”

- J.R.R. Tolkien, The fellowship of the ring.

1 This aunt name is Sivagami Udaya Kumar and her husband name is A.S.Udaya Kumar. Mr Udaya Kumar is my father’s

blood brother. This aunt and uncle live in Coimbatore. They run an Osho meditation centre called Osho Premveena

meditation centre in Coimbatore. This aunt is a relative of Nalini Chidambaram and is very close to Nalini

Chidambaram. This aunt has a daughter named Sindhu, who is married and settled in Sydney, Australia and a son

named Surean, who is not married and is living with them in Coimbatore. 2 P.Chidambaram family refers to Mr. P.Chidambaram, his wife Nalini Chidambaram, his son Mr.Karthi Chidambaram.

3 P.Chidambaram group refers to P.Chidambaram family, their relatives, their workers, their associates and their

loyalists in Congress party. 4 My father’s name is A.S.Rajasekharan and my mother’s name is Sivagami. They live in their own apartment which is

located in following address H-1045, 27th

Street, Ponni Colony, Anna Nagar, Chennai-600040. 5 My Sister name is Pooja Shree and she love married a guy called Kingsley (a Christian) who is working in Tata

Consultancy Services and is now in onsite project in United States. He is an engineering graduate with an M.B.A. 6 I don’t know what business my father exactly does but I think he is a distributor for Godrej Locks for North Chennai.

7 Nalini Chidambaram is the wife of Mr. P.Chidambaram. She is a lawyer.

8 This guy name is Siddarth, he is 32 years old and he is owner of Jessi Publications and Jessi Group of companies in

Madurai. This business was started by his parents. His family is very close to P.Chidambaram family. 9 Other associates of P.Chidambaram involved in this are Mahesh a.k.a mahi who is a relative of Nalini Chidambarm.

Mahesh looks after all the business of Karthi Chidambaram. There is one more person called Rajesh involved, who is

blood brother of Mahesh. This Mahesh and Rajesh are cousins of the evil Aunt Sivagami Uday Kumar.

Glossary

Psychological Warfare

“What is psychological warfare? Suppose if I want to make you a slave I do not have to put physical

chains on you. I can put chains in your mind which are called samskara in Sanskrit and conditionings in

psychological terms. Likewise if I want to get you under my control, I don’t have to threaten or harm you

physically, I can play psychological mind games on you and break your mind to fall off its balance/stability

and make you surrender to me or ruin your life or end your life without any bloodshed.”

These days powerful politicians have become very smart. If they threaten you or harm you

physically they will get caught, but if they play psychological warfare on you they can never be caught. From

land issues to all issues, to make people come under their control, these politicians have started playing

mind games, instead of harming people physically with goondas etc. But the worst part is since they have

government machinery under their control they use it for these purpose. They tap your phones, hack your

web accounts, bribe people who are close to you, threaten people using police force and collect all your

data, information and everything about you. Then understanding your psychology, your strengths, your

weakness and everything about you they start playing mind games on you.

Politicians like P.Chidambaram have special teams with necessary infrastructure and network to

conduct military grade reconnaissance, surveillance, espionage, wiretapping etc against their political,

business and personal enemies and also against their friends and loyalists. The people working in these

psychological warfare teams are experts in convincing, brainwashing, threatening and bribing people. The

people working in these psychological warfare teams are also experts in doing character assassination,

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playing psychological mind games etc and they will make people surrender or ruin them or kill them

without any bloodshed. My story is just one example on how these politicians play mind games and I am

just one victim of these politicians mind games. There might be many other victims who’s story has not

come out. From very important people to social activists to very ordinary people like me, many are

suppressed and their voices silenced by politicians like P.Chidambaram using these psychological mind

games.

“. . . you’re being watched and recorded. . .Then they can use the system to go back in time and scrutinize

every decision you’ve ever made, every friend you’ve discussed something with, and attack you on that basis

to sort of derive suspicion from an innocent life and paint anyone into context of a wrongdoer.”

- Edward Snowden

Sri Lankan Civil War

About Sri Lanka. About Sri Lankan Tamils and their language. About Sri Lankan civil war. Why did

India support the killing of Sri Lankan Tamils by Sinhalese people? Why was P.Chidambaram justifying the

ethnic cleansing of Sri Lankan Tamil people?

Sri Lanka is a tear shaped island located near the southern tip of India very close to the Indian state

of Tamil Nadu. It is a very beautiful country. There are two major ethnic groups in Sri Lanka. One ethnic

group is Sinhalese who are mostly Buddhists and they speak a language called Sinhalese. Another ethnic

group is Tamils who are mostly Hindus and speak a language called Tamil. I am from Tamil Nadu in India

and I am fluent in Tamil. Tamil people of Sri Lanka speak a different unique Tamil called Sri Lankan Tamil

which is very beautiful and musical. Sri Lankan Tamil relives me of all my stress, whenever I hear it. In fact

Tamil scholars say that Sri Lankan Tamil is the pure original Tamil. I love Sri Lankan Tamil and Sri Lankan

Tamils.

I was deeply saddened when I saw the pictures and videos of Sri Lankan Tamil people being brutally

killed during the final war of Sri Lankan civil war in 2009. This civil war was an ethnic cleansing of Sri Lankan

Tamils by Sri Lankan Sinhalese people. This was a cruel war crime on broad day light. Mahindra Rajapaksa,

the president of Sri Lanka could not have conducted this war without the support of India. During the final

war of Sri Lankan civil war the ruling party in India was Indian National Congress (INC) which is owned by

Rajiv Gandhi family. Why did India support Rajapaksa? Is it because wife and children of Rajiv Gandhi

particularly Priyanka Vadra loved Rajiv Gandhi very much and wanted to revenge Sri Lankan Tamils for

assassinating Rajiv Gandhi? These Sri Lankan Tamils assassinated Rajiv Gandhi because he sent Indian

troops to fight against Sri Lankan Tamils who have faced cruel injustice from Sinhalese. Why did Priyanka

Vadra meet Rajiv Gandhi assassin Nalini Sriharan secretly in Vellore jail just before the final war of Sri

Lankan civil war? Priyanka Vadra has replied “It is true that I met Nalini Sriharan in Vellore Central Jail on

March 19, 2008. It is my way of coming to peace with violence and loss that I have experienced”. But this is

all bullshit, having known P.Chidambaram family very well, I know what type of crooks are these politicians.

Some questions regarding Rajiv Gandhi assassination might have been asked by Priyanka Vadra to Nalini

Sriharan and few doubts might have been clarified before the Rajiv Gandhi family took the final decision to

revenge Sri Lankan Tamils.

The main reason I decided to end my relationship with Nalini Chidambaram was because

P.Chidambaram was justifying the Sinhalese offensive against Sri Lankan Tamils in the final war of Sri

Lankan civil war in 2009. He was justifying so, to show his loyalty to Sonia Gandhi and to get favors from

Sonia Gandhi and her family. Mr. P.Chidambaram had a dream of becoming next Prime Ministerial

Candidate of Indian National Congress and become the next Prime Minister of India. Being a spiritualist and

having practical knowledge of karma, I felt that I will get very bad karma if I drink even water in

P.Chidambaram’s house.

http://www.channel4.com/programmes/sri-lankas-killing-fields

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Traditional Parents and Traditional People of India

How the children in India are suppressed by these traditional and conservative parents of India and

Are these traditional and conservative people of India real Hindus?

For all foreigners and people who are not familiar with Indian society, I would like to explain on

how children in India are suppressed by the parents who are traditional and conservative. I am not blaming

all the Indian parents, there are lots of open-minded and broad-minded parents in India who love their

children truly and have a heart to give their children freedom, with discipline and guidance and also support

their children to pursue their dreams and goals. But yet there are still large sections of parents in India, who

are still traditional and conservative.

My grandma used to often mention about a man who is my relative. That man does not allow his

daughter who is studying in college to have a mobile phone because he wants to block his daughter from

talking with any boy. That girl is made to study in an exclusive college for girls where she cannot meet any

boy. Daily this man drops his daughter in college and picks her up from college and does not allow his

daughter to travel by bus because this man is afraid that his daughter might meet some handsome boy in

bus and fall in love with him. One day this girl will be married to a boy of her parent’s choice from the same

caste to which her parents belong. After marriage this girl will have to produce children. She will have to

mingle with only all these traditional people and not the people of her choice. One more example is that I

once met a man, he told me that his son wanted to go to United States to do higher studies, but this man

strictly told his son that he can financially support his son to study in United States only if his son gets

married to an Indian girl of his caste. This man wants to block his son from getting married to a US girl. Have

you heard of dog kernels where pure bred dogs are kept confined in a prison like environment so that cross

breeding is avoided? It is exactly the same situation for children of conservative and traditional parents in

India. These conservative and traditional parents of India strongly believe that the purpose of the life is to

marry and produce children and their children especially girl children are suppressed and grown like these

breeding dogs.

The worst thing that these traditional parents do in India is that they condition and program their

children in very young age that marriage gives security and Indian tradition is the greatest tradition in the

world and they are the real followers of Hinduism.

Are these traditional and conservative people of India real Hindus? I have read translations and

commentaries of Vedas and Upanishads. I also checked the books of many enlightened masters like

Buddha, Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho), Ramana etc. Hinduism and Vedas are pure science. The Hinduism that

these traditional and conservative Indians follow does not have anything to do with real Hinduism. I can

prove it. For example why do these Indians think only the children born out of their sperm or ovum as their

own children? Why they can’t love unconditionally an orphan child roaming in road as their own child? But

Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt have adapted children from Cambodia, Vietnam and Ethiopia as their own

children in spite of being capable of giving birth to their own children. This is unconditional love and this is

real Hinduism. Moreover according to Upanishads parents can give only the outer physical body to their

children. When a soul is born it chooses to be born in a particular womb based on its previous karma, it’s

longing and desires. If people can meditate a little more, they can remember all their previous birth and

also can choose their next birth. This birth, reincarnation is a big science and it is always kept as secret. So

even though the physical body is that of the parents the soul inside the physical body with all its previous

vasanas is not that of the parents. So the truth is whether a couple gives birth to a child or adopts a road

side child, it does not make any difference, anyway the child does not belong to the couple. My personal

opinion is that Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt are real Hindus and these traditional and conservative people of

India are not real Hindus.

And also according to real Hinduism couples have no right to impose their desires, beliefs, prejudice

and all their garbage and shits on their child because the child does not belong to them. If a couple can love

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a child unconditionally they can give birth to a child otherwise they can do family planning and remain

childless. Each and every child should be given absolute freedom to choose his or her own spiritual path, his

or her own subject of study, his or her own career etc. Having done deep research in psychology, sociology

etc I know for sure that there will be no crime in a society if there is freedom with love, equality, discipline

and responsibility.

“Your children are not your children. They are sons and daughters of Life’s longing itself. They come through

you, but not from you, And though they are with you yet they belong not to you. You may give them your

love but not your thoughts, For they have their own thoughts. . . You may strive to be like them, but seek not

to make them like you. . .” – Kahlil Gibran

And also according to real Hinduism live-in relationship is not wrong. Hinduism even accepted

polygamy among women. One great example is in Mahabharata which is one of the supreme most

scriptures of Hindus, a woman called Draupadi was shared by five brothers called Pandavas. Draupadi lived

with each of the Pandavas for one and half years in rotation. Why do the traditional and conservative

people of India do not talk about all these things from their scriptures?

If these traditional and conservative people of India are real Hindus they should not touch non-

vegetarian foods. According to Vedas it is a crime to accumulate more wealth than needed. Hence

Ambani’s and other super rich people of India should be declared as criminals and their excess wealth

should be snatched away for common good.

Hinduism is a quality and a way of life that involves freedom, beauty, love, intelligence, creativity

and many more things which blossoms out of spiritual practices like yoga, meditation etc. Only those who

have these qualities wherever they are living can be called as Hindus. So I would like to conclude that

people can be declared as Hindus only by their quality and attitude and not by their birth. And also many

foreigners are authentic Hindus these days and Indians are not.

The Wayseers

The Wayseers is a movement started by Garret John LoPorto for those who have Attention Deficit

Disorder (ADD)/Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder (ADHD) or bipolar disorder. He says that these

ADD/ADHD and bipolar disorders are not a curse but a boon because people with these disorders have many

creative and rebellious qualities that ordinary people does not have. He gives the fact that most intelligent

personalities of the world like Angelina Jolie, Steve Jobs, Albert Einstein, Thomas Edison, Isaac Newton,

Leonardo da Vinci etc are all Wayseers i.e. they are all people of ADD/ADHD or bipolar disorder.

Wayseers are the change agents of society. Wayseers are the ones who know first, who sense

earliest the disturbances in the fabric of human affairs - the trends, the patterns, the fashions, the coming

groundswells of popular demand, the revolutions that are afoot, the powerful ephemeral ebbs and flows of

the way.

Ten percent of world population has a mysterious genetic polymorphism that originated thousands

of years ago – this polymorphism appears to be the key to being a wayseer. The polymorphism is actually

an elongation of the DRD4–exon III gene to 7 repeat. People who carry this DRD4 7R gene and whose

environments have activated it display a novelty seeking, thrill seeking, more impulsive temperament that

is radically less inhibited and much more powerfully connected to deep spontaneous intuition.

“The long repeats of DRD4-exon III polymorphism are related to Novelty Seeking personality trait.”

- American Journal of Medical Genetics

Wayseers operate from a different centre than that of Normal types. Normal type brains are well

wired to operate from the more task-oriented and superficial levels of consciousness where conditionings,

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rules objectives, social norms, laws and conformity register most prominently in awareness. This is the level

of consciousness where childhood conditioning is more powerful and tends to be a dominant thought and

behavior.

Wayseers operate from a level of consciousness that is more fluid, less regimented, and less easily

influenced by parental, cultural and social programming. This level of consciousness does not hold onto

outer directives as forcefully, and thus leaves plenty of room for improvisation.

The benefit of Normal types to large conquering empires is that a Normal type child can be easily

programmed from a young age with rules of conduct that they will tend to follow unquestioningly for their

rest of their lives. This propensity makes building vast civilizations using Normal types as predictable

building blocks, much easier than endlessly trying to convince every maverick Wayseer to go along with a

master plan.

The rarer Wayseers are in a given population, the easier that population is to rule. When human

civilizations have needed large populations of easily programmed and less complaint worker class, then

normal type was naturally selected – probably in large part because Wayseer non-conformists would have

been ostracized or killed by ruling class before they could pass on any more of their non-conformist

Wayseer genes.

Wayseers have far less repression than Normal types. Repression appears to be engendered by fear

of reality. Wayseers being thrill seekers face the rush of facing the uncontrollable nature of reality and

riding it like a wave. They do not fear the unknown as much as they welcome it.

The great artists, inventors, entrepreneur and leaders of our day are in tune with their

unconsciousness minds, They may not describe it that way, but that’s preciously what they are doing when

they are making their most powerful choices.

“True genius resides in the capacity for evaluation of uncertain, hazardous, and conflicting information.”

- Winston Churchill

Please read the Wayseer manifesto in the next page to understand about those who are affected

with ADD/ADHD or bipolar disorder.

The Wayseer Manifesto

By Garret John LoPorto on September 22, 2010

ATTENTION: All you rule-breakers, you misfits and troublemakers - all you free spirits and pioneers - all you

visionaries and non-conformists...

Everything that the establishment has told you is wrong with you - is actually what's right with you.

You see things others don't. You are hardwired to change the world. Unlike 9 out of 10 people - your mind

is irrepressible - and this threatens authority. You were born to be a revolutionary.

You can't stand rules because in your heart you know there's a better way.

You have strengths dangerous to the establishment - and it wants them eliminated, So your whole

life you've been told your strengths were weaknesses - Now I'm telling you otherwise.

Your impulsivity is a gift - impulses are your key to the miraculous,

Your distractibility - is an artifact of your inspired creativity,

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Your mood swings - reflect the natural pulse of life, they give you unstoppable energy when you're high and

deep soulful insight when you're low,

Been diagnosed with a "disorder"? That's society's latest way to deny it's own illness by pointing the finger

at you. Your addictive personality is just a symptom of your vast underused capacity for heroic, creative

expression and spiritual connection. Your utter lack of repression, your wide eyed idealism, your

unmitigated open mind - didn't anyone ever tell you?! these are the traits shared by the greatest pioneers

and visionaries and innovators, revolutionaries, procrastinators and drama queens, activists on the social

scene, space cadets and mavericks, philosophers and derelicts, business suits flying fighter jets, football

stars and sex addicts, celebrities with ADD, alcoholics who seek novelty, first responders - prophets and

saints, mystics and change agents.

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all affected by the way -

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all attracted to the flame -

You know in your heart that there's a natural order to life,

something more sovereign than any man-made rules or laws could ever express.

This natural order is called "the Way."

The Way is the eternal substrate of the cosmos. It guides the very current of time and space. The Way is

known by some as the Will of God, Divine Providence, the Holy Spirit, the implicate order, the Tao, reverse-

entropy, life-force, but for now we'll simply call it "the Way." The Way is reflected in you as the source of

your inspiration, the source of your passions, your wisdom, your enthusiasm, your intuition, your spiritual

fire - love. The Way takes the chaos out of the Universe and breathes life into it by reflecting divine order.

The Way, when experienced by the mind, is genius, when perceived through the eyes is beauty, when felt

with the senses is grace, when allowed into the heart ... is love.

Most people cannot sense the Way directly... But then there are the Wayseers. The keepers of the flame.

Wayseers have an unexplainable knack for just knowing the Way. They sense it in their very being. They

can't tell you why or how they arrived at the right answer. They just know it in their core. They can't show

their work. So don't ask. Their minds simply resonate with the Way. When the Way is present, so are they.

While others are blind to it, and society begs you to ignore it, "the Way" stirs you inside. Neurological

repression blocks most people's awareness of the Way - censoring all thoughts and impulses from the

unconscious is their prefrontal cortex - the gestapo of the brain - nothing which violates its socialized

programming even gets through; but your mind is different. your mind has been cracked wide open to the

Way - by some miraculous genetic trait, some psychotropic chemical or maybe even by the will of your very

soul, your brain's reward pathways have been hijacked - dopamine employed to overthrow the fascist

dictatorship of your prefrontal cortex - now your brain is free of repression, your mind free of censorship,

your awareness exposed to the turbulent seas of the unconscious - through this open doorway divine light

shines into your consciousness showing you the Way. This is what makes you a Wayseer.

90% of human civilization is populated with those who's brains are blocked to the Way. Their brains are

hardwired to enforce the social programming indoctrinated since birth. Unlike you they cannot break out of

this programming, because they have not yet experienced the necessary revolution of mind. These

programmed people take social institutions and rules very seriously. Society is full of games programmed to

keep peoples' minds occupied so they will not revolt. These games often cause sick fixations on peculiar

protocols, power structures, taboos and domination - all subtle forms of human bondage - This distinct

form of madness is not only tolerated by the masses but insisted upon. The programmed ones believe in

rules so forcefully they become willing to destroy anyone who violates them.

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Wayseers are the ones who call their bluff. Since Wayseer minds are free to reject social programming,

Wayseers readily see social institutions for what they are - imaginary games. Wayseers comfort the

disturbed and disturb the comfortable. Helping those who are lost in these games and refuse to help

themselves is a calling of many Wayseers. Since Wayseers are the ones who keep contact with the original

source of reality - they are able to disrupt societal conventions and even governments to realign humanity

with the Way.

The Wayseers are an ancient lineage. A kind of priesthood - carriers of the flame - ones "in the know."

There must always be Wayseers to reform the dizzying psychotic spinning gears of society - giant mindless

hamster wheels obscuring the pure blue sky, keeping humanity shackled in a darkened cage - so Wayseers

are called - to shed light on the madness of society - to continually resurrect the timeless transcendent

Spirit of Truth -

Wayseers reveal this divine truth by devoting themselves to the birth of some creative or disruptive act

expressed through art or philosophy, innovations to shake up industry, revolutions for democracy, coups

that topple hypocrisy, movements of solidarity, changes that leave a legacy, rebellions against policy, spirit

infused technology, moments of clarity, things that challenge barbarity, watersheds of sincerity,

momentous drives for charity

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all affected by the way -

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all attracted to the flame -

This is your calling, Wayseer.

You've found your tribe.

Welcome home.

www.wayseers.org www.wayseermanifesto.com www.garretjohn.com

� Please add me in your facebook friends list. So that I can keep you updated and be in touch with you. You can get

my facebook profile by searching with the following email id [email protected].

� You can get soft copy (PDF file) of this document by mailing to me at [email protected]. If you want you

can take a printout or make a booklet like this of this document and give it to your close and confidential people.

You can also forward the soft copy of this document to your close and confidential people… but please don’t give

this printout or soft copy of this document to people are not close to you.

� I also wish to send this document to socially responsible good people of this society who will not digest injustice

like honest lawyers, good judges, good social activists, good corporate employees, good Information Technology

(IT) professionals etc. So if you know any socially responsible good people of this society, please give them a

printout or a soft copy of this document.

Thank you for reading

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“Do not believe in anything because you have heard it. Do not believe

in anything simply it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe

in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books.

Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers

and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been

handed down for many generations. But after observation and

analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is

conductive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and

live to it.” - Siddhartha Gautama Buddha

“Be a light unto yourself.”

- Gauthama Buddha

“Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you are already a

masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it, to

know it, to realize it.” - Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“Never belong to a crowd; Never belong to a nation; Never belong to a

religion; Never belong to a race. Belong to the whole existence. Why

limit yourself to small things? When the whole is available.”

-Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“All that we are is the result of all that we have thought.”

- Siddharta Gauthama Buddha

Mind (noun): a beautiful servant, a dangerous master.

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

When mind knows, we call it knowledge. When heart knows we call it

love. And when being knows we call it meditation.”

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“If you love a flower, don’t pick it up, it dies and ceases to be what you

Love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession.

Love is about appreciation.” -Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“God is without purpose. The sky exists without purpose. Flowers

bloom without purpose and stars shine without purpose. What

happens to poor man that he cannot live without purpose?”

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“Put everything at stake. Be a gambler! Risk everything, because the

next moment is not certain, so why bother? Why be concerned? Live

dangerously, live joyously. Live without fear, live without guilt, live

without any fear of hell or any greed for heaven, just live!”

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

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