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MuseIndia
Issue-38
Nitoo Das
Nitoo Das teaches English at Indraprastha College for Women, University of Delhi. Her interests include fractals,
photography, caricatures, comic books, horror films, and studies of online communities.
She is one of the featured poets on Poetry International Webs page on India. Her poetry has been published in
online sites like Pratilipi, Muse India, Eclectica, Poetry with Prakriti and also in several anthologies.
Dass poetry works with voice, soundscape and comic defamiliarisation. Her first collection, Boki, was published by
Virtual Artists Collective, Chicago, in September 2008.
She can be contacted [email protected]
Tejimola
She crushed me like grain.Flying husk dust gatheredscattered like rain.
I floweredinto sharp chilliesand burning wordsdevoured my fathers brain.
No, dont touch me.
Dont pluck me.Tejimola is my name.
She threaded me like a loom.Strings upon strings tetheredfeathered like a womb.
I souredinto tart fishesand spinning wordsshowered scale hooks of gloom
No, dont bait me.Dont hate me.
Dont lead me to my doom.
She trapped me like a cloud.Blue whirling wisps shattered
weathered like a shroud.
I coweredinto spry swallowsand soaring wordsclamoured a strain to the crowd.
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No, dont snare me.Dont scare me,
said Tejimola out loud.
~
Sunil Uniyal
Sunil Uniyal (born 1953 at Lucknow), working as Under Secretary to Government of India at NewDelhi, has been writing poems since his school days and haiku especially for the last 25 years. Of late,
these have appeared in a number of e-journals like Muse India, Kritya, Enchanting Verses, AHAPoetry, Notes From the Gean, Haiku Dreaming Australia, Poetica Magazine and Sketchbook. He iscurrently transcreating Hindi Bhakti poets like Sur and Kabir and Urdu poets like Mir Taqi Mir andGhalib.
Garhwali Folk songs
1.
O high mountains, bow down please
O thick pine trees, disperse please
My mother's home is haunting me,
My father's land let me see.
2.
Sleep tells me to fall asleep
But my mind doesn't let me sleep.
"Come home" is ever my mother's plea,
My mother-in-law doesn't let me leave :
She's narrow minded like a buffalo !
She always keeps a watch on me,
Away from her, how can I go?
3.
I've left my father's home
I am now in an alien land
Married off beyond four mountains
How can I see my mother's home?
You will have itching in your feet
And in your throat hiccups, Mama
Kissing both your hands together
Won't you remember me, Mama?
4.
Love, take care,
you are going out to graze the sheep
for the first time.
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Sacrifice a he-goat to the forest-deity,
You are going out as a shepherd
for the first time.
Hitherto you've slept
in the warmth of my breast,how will you bear the biting cold?
Love, before you sleep
wrap your blanket triple-fold.
Be careful not to smoke near the fire,
and see your walking stick
doesn't slip into the ditch.
Love, take care,
you are going out with the sheep
for the first time.
...
5.
"O my friend, just confide,
why has your face wilted?
I see black rings beneath your eyes."
"Nothing really,
my man is far away,
my mother-in-law pricks me with harsh words,
I'm left with nothing but sighs !"
Ten 'Bajuband' Poems
(The Garhwali 'Bajuband' poem is a folk verse of Uttarakhand-Garhwal region, in the form of a couplet
of one and a half lines, the first line consisting of two to three or four words and the second line, five
to eight words. The first line is, more often than not, meaningless and irrelevant, but is necessary and
the words are so chosen that it rhymes with the second line and the entire composition becomes
melodious. It is, however, in the second line that the real meaning of the poem is hidden and the main
theme of the 'Bajuband' poem is indeed contained in these five to eight words only. These poems are
normally in a dialogue form between a boy and girl or between a man and woman, and express a
variety of emotions: love, wrath, hate, envy, tragedy, chivalry, satire and humour. Indeed, in the
category of short verse, the Garhwali 'bajuband' folk poems can fairly compete with the traditional
Japanese haiku of three lines with five-seven-five syllables.)
1.
O cloud in the sky...
Promise, you won't leave me high and dry.
2.
O golden ear-ring...
Hearing my flute, why do you swing?
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3.
O serpent's hiss...
Beloved, how deadly is your sudden kiss!
4.
O diamond nose-pin...Seeing you at night, my head begins to spin.
5.
O night of full-moon...
Your henna-dyed hands make me swoon.
6.
O mountain-stream...
Your longing for me is a fool's dream.
7.
O tiger in the vale...Do not ever walk against the winter gale.
8.
O ghughuti's nest...
My love, don't forget to take your rest.
9.
O wet monsoon...
Behind the hills pops up my Moon.
10.
O God-offering...Your songs in my heart I silently sing.
Ankur Betageri
Ankur Betageri (b.1983) is a bilingual writer and poet, writing in English and Kannada, based in New
Delhi. He has a collection of short fiction (Bhog and Other Stories, 2010), a collection of short fiction in
Kannada (MalavikamattuItaraKathegalu, 2011, Sahitya Bhandara), two collections of poetry in
Kannada (Hidida Usiru, 2004 andIdara Hesaru, 2006) and one in English (The Sea of Silence, 2000). He
holds a Masters in Clinical Psychology and is presently the Assistant Editor ofIndian Literature, the
literary journal published by Sahitya Akademi. His work, both in English and Kannada, has beenextensively published in leading newspapers, literary magazines as well as webzines.
Ankur is also an avid photographer specializing in candid, conceptual and people photography
(http://www.flickr.com/photos/betageri/) whose works have appeared on the covers of various books,
magazines and journals.
He can be reached at [email protected]
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Lizzie, My Roommate
Though we share the same room
the lizard in my room
is from another world.
She runs away when I approach herI am supposed to feel humanly disgusted
at the colour of her skin.
But we continue to live in the same room
hiding from each other
unable to comprehend both god and his purpose
who enfolds his loving arms
through the walls of our room.
Bureaucracy
A man smells different when he is lived long in the dustbin.
He looks at men and sees only bricks
and these bricks pile on top of each other
and make an office building.
A man who has lived in dustbin for long
has invisible elephants all around him.
It is impossible for him to sail on a raft
or keep his sickness inside his three-piece.
A man who has lived in dustbin for long
is given to seat his corpse as stand in.Until one day the corpse shits him out
and flushes the toilet bowl clean.
A man whos lived in dustbin for long
forages food in rabbit carcass.
His loose handshakes and shifty eyes
often betray rats nibbling his insides.
The dustbin-man finds his regal glory
when he lords it over men from his bureaucratic chair
Ah look at the bricks, he says, all those wasteful bricks,
wont you order them neatly around my office chair!
A man smells different when hes lived long in dustbin
his words, his thoughts, even his dreams stink of death.
A man whos lived in dustbin for long
can never tell the State from his own grave.
Julian Assange
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All art is subject to political manipulation except that which speaks the language of the same
manipulation.
NSK Statement
A sheep sheds tears of blood
standing in a bathtubsinking into the desert sands
The loudspeaker atop the post goes
blah blah blah
and, when it stops, the sheep bleats,
maaeh maaeh maaeh
The vultures of the sky
make way for fighter planes
and the camels of the desert
run from camouflage tanks
At night, as the palm tree snores,
there are explosions in the sky
and morning sees a legion of crows
fluttering inside the clouds
There are clouds of smoke,
clouds of print, clouds of televised
images, drifting
casting lazy shadows
across the desert expanse.
Suddenly, a crow escapes its cloud
and looks at the sheep, and the sheep
looks up and their eyes meet
Now theres blood on our hands
and the crow is pinned against the wall.
Delhi
for A.J. Thomas
City of parliament and gol chakkarsCity of artists, fog and drains
City of the stinking rich and the withering poor
City of sublime poets and stuck up government employees
City of masquerades and revelations
City of cruel winters and soft springs
City of tears, hungers and unbridled love
City of strange women and distant humming birds
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City of cruel saboteurs and ruthless businessmen
City of conspiracies, rumours, hopeful mornings and backstabbed nights
City of heartbreaks and distances
City of riddles, romance and triumph
City of heat-waves and honour-killingsCity where little girls in little homes dream of being starlets
City which embraces you in all your foreignness
City whose roads smell of urine and coke
City of vanished dreams and palaces of kings
City of wandering apparitions of great loves
City which enters your room like a Big Heart
And sleeps by your lonely bed like your love.
Anuradha Vijayakrishnan
Anuradha Vijayakrishnan was born in Cochin in 1974. She has a Bachelors in Chemical Engineering andan MBA from XLRI, Jamshedpur. Her interest in literature stems from her culturally oriented family. Shehas also received training in Carnatic music. Her poems have been published in Femina(1995) and in theanthologyVoices in time(Poetry Society of India, 1995), and her short story in Indian Literature(2002).Her short fictionNarayanis Journeyhas just been selected for inclusion in New Writing 14, aninternational anthology from British Council and Granta.
She is married and has a three year old daughter. She lives in Chennai.
Her email address: [email protected]
Painting Prague
Watching her make pancakes
She holds out long red nails in steady benediction
over each thing she cooks, wrists moving
in slow circles over the fire.
She does not look up till it is done
and the brown smell of crisp edges
is fulfilled; melted sugar smell of good things
made better, sweeter. She rolls each one quickly
as though these are secrets
that must not be left out for long
in the crowded dusklight.
When I hand her money, she smiles, fingers brushing
mine when I think of witches
and magical women who might be found
in any country, any city.
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Vltava
How many times must you cross a river
till you lose the fear of falling in?
This is not a holy river. These waters cannotredeem me. This river merely flows
though they say it sings at times. Music
is not enough to redeem
my ashes, rock my alien bones
towards some safe sub continent, some quiet
palm fringed bay.
And when it rains the deep water seems
even closer, right beneath
my uneasy feet.
Tramp
He surprises me at a corner that rises
from the shadow of a shop front. He does not
see me, he is peering into the window of a car; he is
dressing his hair.
He throws his head forward, pushes back copper strands,
piles some to one side, catches the light
in his dull eye, smiles, steps back in awe
as if he sees a newly crowned king .
His skin is stained cotton and his collar is torn.His jacket is thin dignity; it cannot stretch
much further. But he smiles
at his king and raises a foot as if ready to dance.
I let this foreign man be and he , hobbles away.
Dogs in the city
The dogs are everywhere. They smile up at you
when you step into trams; they move aside to let
you pass.
The dogs are in every colour, the red ones wear white
ribbons and the tall white ones wear little bells
in their hair.
The dogs sprawl on the warm grass, nodding at flies,
licking at ice creams. They wade into the river,
hop into boats, laugh when the water
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gets their silken coats.
The dogs are everywhere and sometimes fool you
into reconsidering where you are. They bark
only when they must; their city seems
to be at peace.
Girl eating melon
She puts her fork aside, cups the ruby slices
in her hands. Her eyes are jade, a colour
that would startle me in my daughters face.
She has long brown hair that dances
when she laughs, melon juice slipping past
her lips, past her sweet chin. She does not
wipe it off.
The fruit is cold -- you can see it in the way she
sucks her lips in, pauses after each bite.
Her green eyes catch the lamp light
and river breeze ruffles
our napkins. She does not see me, two tables
away, behind my book but when she leaves
I bless her in a language
she will never speak.
Flying back that summer
We flew low in the beginning
and there were scents of grass and pigeon fuzz
in the air for a while. The music that played
was the jazz of the hills.
The woman next to me drew pictures
on napkins, she must have been going home
too. She drew pictures of tall buildings
and cars lined up on wide streets.
The scent of summer grass and old stone stairways
eased away, left far behind. We sleptand the hills washed back
into silence.
Palace walk
Light has a strange colour
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inside the royal church, colour
of ambitious heart , painted glass
and a rich shade of ritual grief.
Palace gardens bend to the whim
of a suddenly rainy sky. Trickles
of sunlight shiver on the weatheredfloor : we slip and slide, letting
the hushed light lead us.
There is talk in the corridors
of warrior kings and grand coronations history
repeated as it must be
yet only this rain and its deathly cold
within
shall be remembered.
Jenitha Alphaeus
Dr.J.Jenitha is Assistant Professor of English in Manonmaniam Sundaranar University, Tamil Nadu. She has one
published collection of poems titled Songs of Arethuse (2009). This debut collection consists of her poems
accumulated over the years, but the chief theme of the collection is love and separation. Her poems have appeared in
various magazines like Furtherance,Baliar Nesan(a bi-lingual Christian childrens magazine), in the poem
collectionPoets Paradise released at the International Poetry Fest, 2010, held at J.K.C.College, Guntur, and also
inMuse India.
She has several research papers to her credit, focusing chiefly on poetry which is her area of interest in teaching and
research, along with creative writing.
She can be reached at her [email protected].
Water and Child
I beat the water
With splashes of joy
It thrilled little laughter.
For water is a toy.
Our loud noises rose
As my merriment grew,
Water danced around me
became a friend true.
Then mother came,
Why do you beat the water?
My little voice sang,
It was naughty, so
Then shall I beat you?
She in smiles returned.
Then I laughed again,
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As my friend grew silent.
On Waking up
When father wakes me,I hear a deep voice,
that rumbles like thunder,
and shakes me to rise.
The stretches of sleep are broken at once,
and I face the water as cold as ice.
But when mother wakes me,
she hugs me close,
whispers a teaser,
and kisses my cheeks,
makes funny noises,tweaks my two ears,
says they are noses,
then even makes,
to eat them up,
like murukku!
And while the sleep lingers,
these hold me close,
and bring me to waking
like a fresh morning rose.
(murukku is the south Indian snack, rice flour in concentric ringlets fried to a crisp)
Fish in Rain
I wonder what the fishes do
when heavens rain on them,
do they hold little umbrellas?
or close their eyes?
wash their fins of muddiness?
or watch with quiet surprise?
Perhaps as us in ether,
wince when the wind gets wild,
tis just a little nuisance,
in water circumscribed.
When the oysters shut their shells,
and the sharks descend to depths,
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and the little fish in colours,
dart out to drench again,
like little wet children,
they dart out to play,
out of the wet bath,
and into the wet rain.
Jennifer Anderson
Jennifer Anderson is an English instructor at Central Michigan University. She earned a
Bachelor of Organizational Communication and English from Alma College and an M.A. ofEnglish/Poetry from Central Michigan University. Her publications have appeared in Kavya
Bharati(a publication of the Study Centre for Indian Literature in English and Translation)and Postcolonial Text.
Laborer
Shirtless,his ribs stretch across his skin, tiger stripes,
his entire body plunges a shovel into the ground.A commercial building, smooth granite floors,smooth like nothing on his body, save maybe the inside of his upper arm,or his penis. Only his wife would know.
We who drive by him forget his wife,forget he wasnt born a machine, vibrating through his moms canallike a jack hammer. His feet werent made rugged enough to climbquicker than electric lifts.
We buy cardboard cutouts that look like himtack them to our doors
for Halloween. These sunken-cheeked skeletons cost thirty times his daily wages.
We forget that what makes his living will also make his death,splitting stone with a hammer in the quarry,fingernails cracking with impact,shards cutting his legs.His heart beats fast,like a babys at its racing entrance,skin no longer smooth like granite floors.
A Man Takes A Clay Pot Toward the Water;Sit, Kutti Says,I Will Explain Hindu Burial
Burn body.Take ashes from head, center part,Hands, and feet.Put in clay pot.Wash ashes with waterThen with cow urineThen milkThen ghee.Keep pot in house for one year.
Wearing white,
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Burn oil daily next to pot.Take and release ashes in holy river.[the first son must do this;if there is no son, the closest male].Son must submerge into stream of ashesTo release soul completely.Feed bowl of rice to the crows.
Call them by clapping.The crows will carry the soulUp to the gods.
I Use the Village Kitchen Alone
I make tea for my motherdropping sweetened antsinto boiling water.
The Fever
I didnt get the one that Peggy Lee sings aboutor the thermometer kind.I got the fever,
the one that blows its nose in completevillages and districts, all at once, achooingthrough windowless buses like rain storms.
I triedto learn when Keralas fever was coming,but I was in the Innovawhen the headlines topped The Hindu.
My driver, a friend,
has bloodshot eyes when he comes to the gate.I think hes drinking again.I see his wife and daughter in the backseat,hankies to mouths,laughing and waving with their free hands.
I get in the front.Too sick, my friend says, pointing to them,then coughing, hacking, rubbing his soiled hankieto his neck.
We ride through the rubber treesto his homehis father, amputated leg, sits outside
on a bench. A wood planked roomlike an old chicken coop leads to the kitchen.
His wife serves me my favoritespineapple juice, made by hand,Kerala puffed rice, washed by hand.I think of the food in my mouth, grateful
for the hands that made it, the handsin the hankies.
Fever.
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Back at Aunties, I wake upthe next morning, stiff. My body is a plasterof foreign white girl reclining on bed.From the nape of my neck to the bottomof my spine, I feel a roadblock,and a million horned Nilgiri Tahrs ramming
at it.
I whine.Make little whimpers like a kitty.
I cant roll or sip the broth Auntie brings mein bed. The closer she brings it to my mouth,the further I feel Im drowningdeath by rice water.
Auntie strokes my head,hugs my body, praying in a tongue
I dont understandNo playful Malayalamshes pleading for me, like Im dying.Shes holding me like my American Aunttold me to hold poor Indian babies.
These moments with Auntiemake me feel most Indian.
Only after those moments are passed, I want moreof them. Until then, I resistwhile she pulls me to the doctors house,my ponytail and American pajamas attracting moreattention than my sickness.
When I have medicine,when I fumble my way into the doctors housein front of the truly dying, and I have my pills,Auntie wont give them to me.
Not before you have kanji, she says,nudging the hot water near my bed.
I steel the medicine from her hands.
I can walk after a few days, and I goto the coffee table to read the back issues ofThe Hindu.Fever Tightens Grip on Pathanamthitta, I read,the dumping of slaughterhouse waste in riverstightens.I brush my teethwith a bottle of mango juice.
Alone in Her Sari
Pinks, blues, and yellowsMingle togetherIn Aunties South Indian Sari,A strip of unstitched fabric,Nine meters strewn over rocks,Drying before she wraps it around her waist,Drapes it over her shoulder.She imagines her husbands hand
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Caressing her supple skin,Her husbands hand,That is in Dubai,
Caressing keyboards and cargo.
Kameshwar G
G Kameshwar is a software engineer who believes that good engineering is a matter of art. As a child he loved hismarbles, all of which he lost somewhere along the way, and has since been engrossed in expressions that seem tobe of little interest to people at large. He is usually lost in voyages in mythology, traveling, seeing and exploringIndian culture, knowledge and art.
His first book Self Abidance was a translation of a Hindi work of philosophy. His second book was a novel-travelogue titled Tulu Tales A Soota Chronicle, published by Rupa and Co. His third book, another novel-travelogue, titled Bend in the Sarayu A Soota Chronicle has also been published by Rupa and Co. His next book,a collection of poems, titled Seahorse in the sky, has been brought out by Writers Workshop, in Oct 09.
He has done poetry translations from Tamil and Sanskrit to English, Tamil to Hindi He does book reviews, editsand writes columns for children. He is an avid story teller in the Indian oral tradition. Since 2002, he has beentelling Mahabharata, for an hour every week, to a small group of people who have accompanied him all the way onthis epic journey The voyage goes on.
In his day job, Kameshwar has been in the software scene since the era of punch cards. Working for TataConsultancy Services since 1985, he has led and been part of teams architecting solutions for clients in many partsof the world.
He lives in a house of books in Chennai.
He blogs at http://gkamesh.wordpress.comHis email: [email protected]
Stop News or The Hindu Sports Page
With blurry eyes
Of the just awake,
He hurriedly scans the newspaper,
As if he was sliding through
The days gallery of rogues,
Rascals,
In columns,
Each more distasteful
Than the other;
As hot tea clears his neurons,
Bringing focus to eyes
And purpose to mind,
He cuts through direct
To the bare truth;
Crawling on all fours,
Easy does it,
Ready now,
For that solemn column
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Of obituaries.
When God takes rest
There is no option
but the quagmire.
"Sir, sir,
there is no power
the network cables have snapped
since the road has been dug up,
surely you must have had difficulty
parking your car, sir,
sorry sir,
Sir, sir,
The hardware mechanics are looking into it,
Sir,
Right now they are in basement,There is no water in the wash room
Since motor is not working, sir,
Moreover, the municipality water supply
Has not come,
Also, bank is closed today
There is all India strike,
Huge procession they are taking sir,
Blocking the main road and all arterial roads sir,
Big nuisance sir,
The smell sir?
Thats the pesticide sir,
Today we have sprayedevery square inch of the office sir,
insect menace, rodent menace,
routine maintenance sir,
the smog is choking sir
because the air conditioner is not working sir,
we have informed the vendor one week back itself sir,
hopeless people sir,
coming-coming they are saying
but they are not coming,
surely they come today sir,
your room top priority sir,
And er, sir, er,My father is having mild heart attack sir,
I mean heart condition sir,
My brother is having other commitments today,
Wife not also keeping well,
Sir,
Request your permission
For leaving early today sir,
any other help
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I can do for you sir?"
The other woman
She is the one person
Who can interruptHis war council meetings;
She is the woman
Who has his unlisted number
At her beck and call;
When he is right in the thick
Of dog eat dog
Corporate matters
Of money and might,
She rings insistently,
And wants him to reaffirm
His commitment,
"Do you love me?" she asks
blowing a kiss,
And when he gathers himself
And somehow splutters
Yes,
"How much?" she asks,
"I want a kiss" she says,
"I dont care what meeting you are in"
And more,
All this as a precursor
to several demandsThat she will put to him
For proof of his continued love.
And in the end
She bangs the phone dead
Enraged
About a slight lapse in attention.
He better put even God on hold,
When his lil daughter calls.
Of graying mane
Like a lioness
Returning to the lazy lion,
After a stressful day
Of daring and hunting,
She comes back to him
As a ritual of love;
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He is worried
About her pace.
You must keep in step
with me, my dear
he says,Or you will be left
far ahead.
She roars a smile,
And falls deep asleep.
He yawns a while,
And surfs channels.
Rinzu Rajan
I started writing in early 2007 after a personal debacle and since then have been writingpoetry and short stories. Although I have no formal training in creative writing I managed to
break the ice by attending workshops and events to sharpen my skills. Since then I haventlooked back and the ink has flowed off my pen in concourse.
I believe that poetry is a wonderful gift and with encouraging support from other poets the
gift of words can be perfected and the art can be carried to a level of gracility that appealsto the layman as well as the authors. I'm a formal poet and have written in more than 30forms.
An Act of Compassion
A deadly cylindrical stick
Containing embrowned residue
In its hollow abysses
Pulverized into wads of destruction,
Those tiny flakes wait
To be burnt into cinders
And pen the final chapters
In the chronicles of a man's life.
When the barrel of tobacco
Is set ablaze, each lump
Transforms into ringlets
Smothering the lungs
With unholy smoke,
Carbon monoxide and nicotine
While laminating it in
Ebon black smut.
Renovating your lungs into
Cancerous chimneys,
Bronchitis paving the way
For ephysema
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The rhythmic systalsis
Of the heart changes
To abusive batters
Throttling the cardiac valves
Of oxygen.
It crumples the skin
Greying it, of its gracilityAnd painting the teeth
In amber hues.
While every organ wails,
Squirming in suffering
A last call of salvage
Maybe unheard by you when
You maybe very busy
Paying for doom
Ripping apart the membranous folds
Of skin and mutilating your body
Into a cadaverous corpse,
There maybe someone
In some part of this world
Who may be longing to have
A morsel of food,
Famished by the whips of poverty
Why can't this priceless silver
That you smoulder into char everyday
Go into giving them a plate of food
Will it not be an act of compassion
For them and for you?
My August Moon And the January Eclipse
i)I have felt the smudged smoke
blaze into a forest fire, and the ether
drowning my chaste figurine
in its swelling pride,
even then there has been an urge
to offer myself as a victim
to their cannibalism
only to be able to eradicate
the pollution, a bastardized love
caused to my marrow.
ii) In torment, the ulcers dangled
on my parchment like beaded pearls
each shining like a souvenir
metaphorically penning memoirs
of betrayal on my forehead.
For once I had learnt to wear those
embroidered rags given to me by him
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his mother, sister and friends,
canonizing me as a whore.
iii) Since then I have seized
the meaning of what a stinking swain
can really do to your soul,
perform a "love me" and "love me not" actdenuding a rose and letting her bleed white
I haven't since looked for the silver stars,
condoning creatures more humane and beautiful
than my culprit of love and perhaps once
when I saw an August moon gleaming mercifully
on my horizon, I decided to let him walk away
for I feared another January eclipse
and perhaps I knew
I could never be his sky.
Youre My Poetry
You may perhaps be a sonnet
The couplets beating
With the rhythm of my heart
Tripping on the toe of a meter
You tango into a metaphor.
You maybe a renaissance moment
Of the day painted
On the canvas of the earth
Cupped in my petite fingers
As a three lined haiku.
You may even flow
Freely as a verse
Not circumscribed by the boundaries
Of rhyming perimeters.
But most of all
You are every vowel
That twined itself with my alphabet
The truth that healed
My morbid ink.
An Indian Summer
The blazing fingers of the sun
A necromantic vampire
Caresses the pallid florets
Subdued in fragrance,
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Dancing on the shroud of heat
The gold flows from the boughs
Of the birches
Roasting the bones of the air
Broiling into umber brown
In the furnace of death.
Somewhere a cricket croaks
Chanting his lover's name
From behind the peepul
As a bird picks a worm
Seeking refuge in the soil
And off she flies into
Her nestling abode
The loo flows in confluence
Like an ocean of cyanide
Elegizing a coronach.
The night prays in muted benedictionOn the bosom of the moon
Fragmented by the sentence of doom
The weeds braided in silver asters
Wean from the chalice of the sky
A bead of life hanging on the neck
Of the ghost of summer
That which is a heartless assassin.
An Ode to Gods Own Country
Her canopy is a virgin blueMushroomed in the abysses
Of the cumulus
Encrusted in starry sapphires
Her aura radiates the golden corona
On tiny smithereens of water
Mirrored into the Arabian Sea
The periyar,pamba
And bharathapuzha
Seeded into her womb
Bless this land
With the fruits of fertility.
The Western Ghats crown
Her in majesty
Where every eventide the sun sets
In the abysses of its bosom
As the lucid silhouette of the waterfalls
Closes her eyelids
Draped in the shimmer
Of the chlorophyll.
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The sand dunes arbour
The lagoons and backwaters
Encrusted with the sea gulls and canoes
Flowing in concourse with
The silver rain that falls
Off the cottoned clouds.
The stilly skies
Are marooned in the cuckatooes
And hums of the feathered creatures
Fluttering in the kaleidoscopic canvas
Resonating in the time honoured chimes
Of the age old, and a wave
Of modernism blending into
The crest of your flesh.
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Sa. Raghunatha (born 1954) is a noted Kannada poet, short story writer, culture critic,
columnist and a translator between Kannada and Telugu. He has told stories and lyrics tochildren that have been compiled in four books. He has around twenty published titles to hiscredit.
Sa. Raghunatha lives in Srinivasapura, Kolar district, Karnataka and works as teacher. Hehas been in to philanthropy since long and he has been helping the children of beggars and
such other deprived people to pursue education. His works have been translated into
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Pots
They dream in the space crafted over a potters wheel
That they would keep filled to the brim
Cool and sweet milk, yoghurt, nectar or water
For the souls journeying across in the whirling space
They keep dreams and nourish them
While they take birth in the whirling space
and in the kiln as they harden and perfect
Mature and fit to hold
They embark upon a journey before the sunriseExuberant over a cart drawn
By the jingling pair of bullocks
To the market place do they arrive
Someone buys them in bulk
Towards the evening they get in to another cart
And sit shyly like a newlywed girl
On a journey to her future home
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In the cool evening begins the journey
They spill laughter, tell secrets
They sway like the coquetting damsels
Another day
A silent journey they finish
Their neck tied to blossoms in a palm slitThey hang like the skulls
around a demons neck
Something begins to drip
In the space displacing the dreams
The day progresses, dreams sour
Disillusion froths bubbles.
Those that Came
They ask me to wait, I doBut they dont come. Someone else
Knocks at the door, sure I know
I wait. Tea boils in the tea pot
For him and all
The wristwatch tells the same lie
Just another minute, just
The jewel case, the bracelet, the machine
Just add more weight to my obese body
The curtains sway, calendar sheets flutter
They play with the evening light sifting throughThe brew spills hissing, eyes drop - waited enough
In the slurred mind the fish move
I close the door but leave it unlatched
Let the mind know from the peeping frail shade
That they have come, if ever they did
The door opens and I rise to see who it was
So felt free to sneak in to the crowded mall
A strong breeze, A misty rain
A gush to take me a step backward
I close the door behind and go outThe evening hue fills the outside world
A pearl of rainwater sits over the nose of red champak
Like the one who came without a word, uninvited
With the one who said but did not come
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Shefali Tripathi Mehta
A Marketing Communications professional, Shefali writes interactive e-learning courseware for a livingand stories to make living worthwhile. She is a Bangalore-based freelance writer who has publishedshort stories in anthologies and is the author ofWhat Were They Thinking! a book on observationalhumour. She writes on travel, humour, parenting and a wide range of issues in national newspapers
Back
View from the fifteenth-floor terrace
is refreshing
after a long-houred city job.
Its as dark as a city can be.
The froth in the mugs
dies spurting.
Cant get over it!
35 rupees to Salem, imagine!
Really? incredulous pours beer nonchalantly.
Who goes to Salem! half-laugh digs the toothpick
into the gory red insides of glistening
Gobi Manchurian.
Who goes to Salem!
Its not a question.
Nor a thought.
Does he think its demand and supply?
That wayhow much to Bangalore?
Blood
A faint moon lingers
the sky not yet dabbed with the morning blush
I rise only so I can see
the parijaat rain
the white skirt sits at her feet
when I bend to pick
she dresses my hair with some
I do not shake them away
but I always ask
holding her gift in
my palm bowl
Can I take some inside?
You can see them.
And they you.Ill keep them on the sill.'
She nods
and continues to dress my hair.
Yesterday when I ran to her
Late, I thought
And so picked a handful in haste
The chaste petals
were stained.
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Not bruised by the fall.
Not yet bronzed by the sun.
But embossed with scarlet veins.
I looked up to ask.
She was bare.
Not one left to put in my hair.
I dropped my saffron-tipped jewelsand rushed indoors.
My feet on the wet floor
left prints
like a brides
red with alta.
They looked at me with horror.
How dare
I reveal
what must stay inside!
Chide me like when I soiled
your floor with my muddy babyfeet.
Scold.Hold.
Dont cry.
Dont ask if it hurts.
I wont lie.
Just hold me to your heart
For you still hide stuff in there.
I will not learn now.
But before I take leave
Let me feel the warmth of that which runs inside
as it must.
The Nightie Seller
Nononsense ones
in which women can walk into balcony
and answer the door.
untransparent to be exact.
the nighties they sell.
I dont make eye contact with salesmen
especially those that sell womens inner wear.
Must be something from the past.
Ive been coming here for
more years than I can rememberfor these lovely white cotton nighties
with little flowers not chintz, not calico.
A garden, a spray of mauve, blue, pink or orange.
Loud colours keep me awake.
Big prints want to eat me at night.
They know, the sellers.
But who is this that picks
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each by its ears?
I see young hands that bring one by one
from the pile
not holding, but barely touching
as if afraid
it may offend me.
He lines the counter with delicate flowerscotton smooth as a peaceful dream.
If I take the mauve flowers home
will the sea green hurt?
but the green is too like the green bedspread
wont I get lost?
or they?
the green in green?
so in the morning I wouldnt know how to tear away?
and may take some of the bedspreads green with me.
depleting it every day...
Im thinking when the call comes
the azaan from the mosqueacross the road
his hands become restless
as I linger over sprigs
then he lifts his cap to his head
and I look up into
slate eyes
so dense the colour.
Slate. Nah.
Warm.
Cool.
Crystal clear, opaque but.
How do they see?they hold
as me now by my skinsoul.
Ive made my selection.
He hurries away
adjusting his crochet cap.
The gray will not blend into the green.
nor bleed into it
like an impatient watercolor.
Fallen Trees
Stunningly stripped
They stood in the water.
Pale bodies,
arms raised skyward
Taut to a smoothness.
Bare gopis.
Days and months and years
against the gossamer Bangalore sky.
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Long lost childhood dreams
began to breathe.
A small bookshop
Sitting beneath the traffic
selling glossy stories
of Svetlanas and Ivans
in a bare, blankRussian winter landscape.
Then the machine gang came.
Heavy dutychainsaws.
Against the sullied Bangalore sky
I saw them
fallen in the slush.
Arms above, stretched in surrender.
Cleared.
A clearing.
To be filled with
grey living holes
booming contraptions.Vera must turn into a picture again.
The blue god will need to play his flute elsewhere for me.