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    MuseIndia

    Issue-38

    Nitoo Das

    Nitoo Das teaches English at Indraprastha College for Women, University of Delhi. Her interests include fractals,

    photography, caricatures, comic books, horror films, and studies of online communities.

    She is one of the featured poets on Poetry International Webs page on India. Her poetry has been published in

    online sites like Pratilipi, Muse India, Eclectica, Poetry with Prakriti and also in several anthologies.

    Dass poetry works with voice, soundscape and comic defamiliarisation. Her first collection, Boki, was published by

    Virtual Artists Collective, Chicago, in September 2008.

    She can be contacted [email protected]

    Tejimola

    She crushed me like grain.Flying husk dust gatheredscattered like rain.

    I floweredinto sharp chilliesand burning wordsdevoured my fathers brain.

    No, dont touch me.

    Dont pluck me.Tejimola is my name.

    She threaded me like a loom.Strings upon strings tetheredfeathered like a womb.

    I souredinto tart fishesand spinning wordsshowered scale hooks of gloom

    No, dont bait me.Dont hate me.

    Dont lead me to my doom.

    She trapped me like a cloud.Blue whirling wisps shattered

    weathered like a shroud.

    I coweredinto spry swallowsand soaring wordsclamoured a strain to the crowd.

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    No, dont snare me.Dont scare me,

    said Tejimola out loud.

    ~

    Sunil Uniyal

    Sunil Uniyal (born 1953 at Lucknow), working as Under Secretary to Government of India at NewDelhi, has been writing poems since his school days and haiku especially for the last 25 years. Of late,

    these have appeared in a number of e-journals like Muse India, Kritya, Enchanting Verses, AHAPoetry, Notes From the Gean, Haiku Dreaming Australia, Poetica Magazine and Sketchbook. He iscurrently transcreating Hindi Bhakti poets like Sur and Kabir and Urdu poets like Mir Taqi Mir andGhalib.

    Garhwali Folk songs

    1.

    O high mountains, bow down please

    O thick pine trees, disperse please

    My mother's home is haunting me,

    My father's land let me see.

    2.

    Sleep tells me to fall asleep

    But my mind doesn't let me sleep.

    "Come home" is ever my mother's plea,

    My mother-in-law doesn't let me leave :

    She's narrow minded like a buffalo !

    She always keeps a watch on me,

    Away from her, how can I go?

    3.

    I've left my father's home

    I am now in an alien land

    Married off beyond four mountains

    How can I see my mother's home?

    You will have itching in your feet

    And in your throat hiccups, Mama

    Kissing both your hands together

    Won't you remember me, Mama?

    4.

    Love, take care,

    you are going out to graze the sheep

    for the first time.

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    Sacrifice a he-goat to the forest-deity,

    You are going out as a shepherd

    for the first time.

    Hitherto you've slept

    in the warmth of my breast,how will you bear the biting cold?

    Love, before you sleep

    wrap your blanket triple-fold.

    Be careful not to smoke near the fire,

    and see your walking stick

    doesn't slip into the ditch.

    Love, take care,

    you are going out with the sheep

    for the first time.

    ...

    5.

    "O my friend, just confide,

    why has your face wilted?

    I see black rings beneath your eyes."

    "Nothing really,

    my man is far away,

    my mother-in-law pricks me with harsh words,

    I'm left with nothing but sighs !"

    Ten 'Bajuband' Poems

    (The Garhwali 'Bajuband' poem is a folk verse of Uttarakhand-Garhwal region, in the form of a couplet

    of one and a half lines, the first line consisting of two to three or four words and the second line, five

    to eight words. The first line is, more often than not, meaningless and irrelevant, but is necessary and

    the words are so chosen that it rhymes with the second line and the entire composition becomes

    melodious. It is, however, in the second line that the real meaning of the poem is hidden and the main

    theme of the 'Bajuband' poem is indeed contained in these five to eight words only. These poems are

    normally in a dialogue form between a boy and girl or between a man and woman, and express a

    variety of emotions: love, wrath, hate, envy, tragedy, chivalry, satire and humour. Indeed, in the

    category of short verse, the Garhwali 'bajuband' folk poems can fairly compete with the traditional

    Japanese haiku of three lines with five-seven-five syllables.)

    1.

    O cloud in the sky...

    Promise, you won't leave me high and dry.

    2.

    O golden ear-ring...

    Hearing my flute, why do you swing?

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    3.

    O serpent's hiss...

    Beloved, how deadly is your sudden kiss!

    4.

    O diamond nose-pin...Seeing you at night, my head begins to spin.

    5.

    O night of full-moon...

    Your henna-dyed hands make me swoon.

    6.

    O mountain-stream...

    Your longing for me is a fool's dream.

    7.

    O tiger in the vale...Do not ever walk against the winter gale.

    8.

    O ghughuti's nest...

    My love, don't forget to take your rest.

    9.

    O wet monsoon...

    Behind the hills pops up my Moon.

    10.

    O God-offering...Your songs in my heart I silently sing.

    Ankur Betageri

    Ankur Betageri (b.1983) is a bilingual writer and poet, writing in English and Kannada, based in New

    Delhi. He has a collection of short fiction (Bhog and Other Stories, 2010), a collection of short fiction in

    Kannada (MalavikamattuItaraKathegalu, 2011, Sahitya Bhandara), two collections of poetry in

    Kannada (Hidida Usiru, 2004 andIdara Hesaru, 2006) and one in English (The Sea of Silence, 2000). He

    holds a Masters in Clinical Psychology and is presently the Assistant Editor ofIndian Literature, the

    literary journal published by Sahitya Akademi. His work, both in English and Kannada, has beenextensively published in leading newspapers, literary magazines as well as webzines.

    Ankur is also an avid photographer specializing in candid, conceptual and people photography

    (http://www.flickr.com/photos/betageri/) whose works have appeared on the covers of various books,

    magazines and journals.

    He can be reached at [email protected]

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    Lizzie, My Roommate

    Though we share the same room

    the lizard in my room

    is from another world.

    She runs away when I approach herI am supposed to feel humanly disgusted

    at the colour of her skin.

    But we continue to live in the same room

    hiding from each other

    unable to comprehend both god and his purpose

    who enfolds his loving arms

    through the walls of our room.

    Bureaucracy

    A man smells different when he is lived long in the dustbin.

    He looks at men and sees only bricks

    and these bricks pile on top of each other

    and make an office building.

    A man who has lived in dustbin for long

    has invisible elephants all around him.

    It is impossible for him to sail on a raft

    or keep his sickness inside his three-piece.

    A man who has lived in dustbin for long

    is given to seat his corpse as stand in.Until one day the corpse shits him out

    and flushes the toilet bowl clean.

    A man whos lived in dustbin for long

    forages food in rabbit carcass.

    His loose handshakes and shifty eyes

    often betray rats nibbling his insides.

    The dustbin-man finds his regal glory

    when he lords it over men from his bureaucratic chair

    Ah look at the bricks, he says, all those wasteful bricks,

    wont you order them neatly around my office chair!

    A man smells different when hes lived long in dustbin

    his words, his thoughts, even his dreams stink of death.

    A man whos lived in dustbin for long

    can never tell the State from his own grave.

    Julian Assange

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    All art is subject to political manipulation except that which speaks the language of the same

    manipulation.

    NSK Statement

    A sheep sheds tears of blood

    standing in a bathtubsinking into the desert sands

    The loudspeaker atop the post goes

    blah blah blah

    and, when it stops, the sheep bleats,

    maaeh maaeh maaeh

    The vultures of the sky

    make way for fighter planes

    and the camels of the desert

    run from camouflage tanks

    At night, as the palm tree snores,

    there are explosions in the sky

    and morning sees a legion of crows

    fluttering inside the clouds

    There are clouds of smoke,

    clouds of print, clouds of televised

    images, drifting

    casting lazy shadows

    across the desert expanse.

    Suddenly, a crow escapes its cloud

    and looks at the sheep, and the sheep

    looks up and their eyes meet

    Now theres blood on our hands

    and the crow is pinned against the wall.

    Delhi

    for A.J. Thomas

    City of parliament and gol chakkarsCity of artists, fog and drains

    City of the stinking rich and the withering poor

    City of sublime poets and stuck up government employees

    City of masquerades and revelations

    City of cruel winters and soft springs

    City of tears, hungers and unbridled love

    City of strange women and distant humming birds

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    City of cruel saboteurs and ruthless businessmen

    City of conspiracies, rumours, hopeful mornings and backstabbed nights

    City of heartbreaks and distances

    City of riddles, romance and triumph

    City of heat-waves and honour-killingsCity where little girls in little homes dream of being starlets

    City which embraces you in all your foreignness

    City whose roads smell of urine and coke

    City of vanished dreams and palaces of kings

    City of wandering apparitions of great loves

    City which enters your room like a Big Heart

    And sleeps by your lonely bed like your love.

    Anuradha Vijayakrishnan

    Anuradha Vijayakrishnan was born in Cochin in 1974. She has a Bachelors in Chemical Engineering andan MBA from XLRI, Jamshedpur. Her interest in literature stems from her culturally oriented family. Shehas also received training in Carnatic music. Her poems have been published in Femina(1995) and in theanthologyVoices in time(Poetry Society of India, 1995), and her short story in Indian Literature(2002).Her short fictionNarayanis Journeyhas just been selected for inclusion in New Writing 14, aninternational anthology from British Council and Granta.

    She is married and has a three year old daughter. She lives in Chennai.

    Her email address: [email protected]

    Painting Prague

    Watching her make pancakes

    She holds out long red nails in steady benediction

    over each thing she cooks, wrists moving

    in slow circles over the fire.

    She does not look up till it is done

    and the brown smell of crisp edges

    is fulfilled; melted sugar smell of good things

    made better, sweeter. She rolls each one quickly

    as though these are secrets

    that must not be left out for long

    in the crowded dusklight.

    When I hand her money, she smiles, fingers brushing

    mine when I think of witches

    and magical women who might be found

    in any country, any city.

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    Vltava

    How many times must you cross a river

    till you lose the fear of falling in?

    This is not a holy river. These waters cannotredeem me. This river merely flows

    though they say it sings at times. Music

    is not enough to redeem

    my ashes, rock my alien bones

    towards some safe sub continent, some quiet

    palm fringed bay.

    And when it rains the deep water seems

    even closer, right beneath

    my uneasy feet.

    Tramp

    He surprises me at a corner that rises

    from the shadow of a shop front. He does not

    see me, he is peering into the window of a car; he is

    dressing his hair.

    He throws his head forward, pushes back copper strands,

    piles some to one side, catches the light

    in his dull eye, smiles, steps back in awe

    as if he sees a newly crowned king .

    His skin is stained cotton and his collar is torn.His jacket is thin dignity; it cannot stretch

    much further. But he smiles

    at his king and raises a foot as if ready to dance.

    I let this foreign man be and he , hobbles away.

    Dogs in the city

    The dogs are everywhere. They smile up at you

    when you step into trams; they move aside to let

    you pass.

    The dogs are in every colour, the red ones wear white

    ribbons and the tall white ones wear little bells

    in their hair.

    The dogs sprawl on the warm grass, nodding at flies,

    licking at ice creams. They wade into the river,

    hop into boats, laugh when the water

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    gets their silken coats.

    The dogs are everywhere and sometimes fool you

    into reconsidering where you are. They bark

    only when they must; their city seems

    to be at peace.

    Girl eating melon

    She puts her fork aside, cups the ruby slices

    in her hands. Her eyes are jade, a colour

    that would startle me in my daughters face.

    She has long brown hair that dances

    when she laughs, melon juice slipping past

    her lips, past her sweet chin. She does not

    wipe it off.

    The fruit is cold -- you can see it in the way she

    sucks her lips in, pauses after each bite.

    Her green eyes catch the lamp light

    and river breeze ruffles

    our napkins. She does not see me, two tables

    away, behind my book but when she leaves

    I bless her in a language

    she will never speak.

    Flying back that summer

    We flew low in the beginning

    and there were scents of grass and pigeon fuzz

    in the air for a while. The music that played

    was the jazz of the hills.

    The woman next to me drew pictures

    on napkins, she must have been going home

    too. She drew pictures of tall buildings

    and cars lined up on wide streets.

    The scent of summer grass and old stone stairways

    eased away, left far behind. We sleptand the hills washed back

    into silence.

    Palace walk

    Light has a strange colour

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    inside the royal church, colour

    of ambitious heart , painted glass

    and a rich shade of ritual grief.

    Palace gardens bend to the whim

    of a suddenly rainy sky. Trickles

    of sunlight shiver on the weatheredfloor : we slip and slide, letting

    the hushed light lead us.

    There is talk in the corridors

    of warrior kings and grand coronations history

    repeated as it must be

    yet only this rain and its deathly cold

    within

    shall be remembered.

    Jenitha Alphaeus

    Dr.J.Jenitha is Assistant Professor of English in Manonmaniam Sundaranar University, Tamil Nadu. She has one

    published collection of poems titled Songs of Arethuse (2009). This debut collection consists of her poems

    accumulated over the years, but the chief theme of the collection is love and separation. Her poems have appeared in

    various magazines like Furtherance,Baliar Nesan(a bi-lingual Christian childrens magazine), in the poem

    collectionPoets Paradise released at the International Poetry Fest, 2010, held at J.K.C.College, Guntur, and also

    inMuse India.

    She has several research papers to her credit, focusing chiefly on poetry which is her area of interest in teaching and

    research, along with creative writing.

    She can be reached at her [email protected].

    Water and Child

    I beat the water

    With splashes of joy

    It thrilled little laughter.

    For water is a toy.

    Our loud noises rose

    As my merriment grew,

    Water danced around me

    became a friend true.

    Then mother came,

    Why do you beat the water?

    My little voice sang,

    It was naughty, so

    Then shall I beat you?

    She in smiles returned.

    Then I laughed again,

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    As my friend grew silent.

    On Waking up

    When father wakes me,I hear a deep voice,

    that rumbles like thunder,

    and shakes me to rise.

    The stretches of sleep are broken at once,

    and I face the water as cold as ice.

    But when mother wakes me,

    she hugs me close,

    whispers a teaser,

    and kisses my cheeks,

    makes funny noises,tweaks my two ears,

    says they are noses,

    then even makes,

    to eat them up,

    like murukku!

    And while the sleep lingers,

    these hold me close,

    and bring me to waking

    like a fresh morning rose.

    (murukku is the south Indian snack, rice flour in concentric ringlets fried to a crisp)

    Fish in Rain

    I wonder what the fishes do

    when heavens rain on them,

    do they hold little umbrellas?

    or close their eyes?

    wash their fins of muddiness?

    or watch with quiet surprise?

    Perhaps as us in ether,

    wince when the wind gets wild,

    tis just a little nuisance,

    in water circumscribed.

    When the oysters shut their shells,

    and the sharks descend to depths,

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    and the little fish in colours,

    dart out to drench again,

    like little wet children,

    they dart out to play,

    out of the wet bath,

    and into the wet rain.

    Jennifer Anderson

    Jennifer Anderson is an English instructor at Central Michigan University. She earned a

    Bachelor of Organizational Communication and English from Alma College and an M.A. ofEnglish/Poetry from Central Michigan University. Her publications have appeared in Kavya

    Bharati(a publication of the Study Centre for Indian Literature in English and Translation)and Postcolonial Text.

    Laborer

    Shirtless,his ribs stretch across his skin, tiger stripes,

    his entire body plunges a shovel into the ground.A commercial building, smooth granite floors,smooth like nothing on his body, save maybe the inside of his upper arm,or his penis. Only his wife would know.

    We who drive by him forget his wife,forget he wasnt born a machine, vibrating through his moms canallike a jack hammer. His feet werent made rugged enough to climbquicker than electric lifts.

    We buy cardboard cutouts that look like himtack them to our doors

    for Halloween. These sunken-cheeked skeletons cost thirty times his daily wages.

    We forget that what makes his living will also make his death,splitting stone with a hammer in the quarry,fingernails cracking with impact,shards cutting his legs.His heart beats fast,like a babys at its racing entrance,skin no longer smooth like granite floors.

    A Man Takes A Clay Pot Toward the Water;Sit, Kutti Says,I Will Explain Hindu Burial

    Burn body.Take ashes from head, center part,Hands, and feet.Put in clay pot.Wash ashes with waterThen with cow urineThen milkThen ghee.Keep pot in house for one year.

    Wearing white,

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    Burn oil daily next to pot.Take and release ashes in holy river.[the first son must do this;if there is no son, the closest male].Son must submerge into stream of ashesTo release soul completely.Feed bowl of rice to the crows.

    Call them by clapping.The crows will carry the soulUp to the gods.

    I Use the Village Kitchen Alone

    I make tea for my motherdropping sweetened antsinto boiling water.

    The Fever

    I didnt get the one that Peggy Lee sings aboutor the thermometer kind.I got the fever,

    the one that blows its nose in completevillages and districts, all at once, achooingthrough windowless buses like rain storms.

    I triedto learn when Keralas fever was coming,but I was in the Innovawhen the headlines topped The Hindu.

    My driver, a friend,

    has bloodshot eyes when he comes to the gate.I think hes drinking again.I see his wife and daughter in the backseat,hankies to mouths,laughing and waving with their free hands.

    I get in the front.Too sick, my friend says, pointing to them,then coughing, hacking, rubbing his soiled hankieto his neck.

    We ride through the rubber treesto his homehis father, amputated leg, sits outside

    on a bench. A wood planked roomlike an old chicken coop leads to the kitchen.

    His wife serves me my favoritespineapple juice, made by hand,Kerala puffed rice, washed by hand.I think of the food in my mouth, grateful

    for the hands that made it, the handsin the hankies.

    Fever.

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    Back at Aunties, I wake upthe next morning, stiff. My body is a plasterof foreign white girl reclining on bed.From the nape of my neck to the bottomof my spine, I feel a roadblock,and a million horned Nilgiri Tahrs ramming

    at it.

    I whine.Make little whimpers like a kitty.

    I cant roll or sip the broth Auntie brings mein bed. The closer she brings it to my mouth,the further I feel Im drowningdeath by rice water.

    Auntie strokes my head,hugs my body, praying in a tongue

    I dont understandNo playful Malayalamshes pleading for me, like Im dying.Shes holding me like my American Aunttold me to hold poor Indian babies.

    These moments with Auntiemake me feel most Indian.

    Only after those moments are passed, I want moreof them. Until then, I resistwhile she pulls me to the doctors house,my ponytail and American pajamas attracting moreattention than my sickness.

    When I have medicine,when I fumble my way into the doctors housein front of the truly dying, and I have my pills,Auntie wont give them to me.

    Not before you have kanji, she says,nudging the hot water near my bed.

    I steel the medicine from her hands.

    I can walk after a few days, and I goto the coffee table to read the back issues ofThe Hindu.Fever Tightens Grip on Pathanamthitta, I read,the dumping of slaughterhouse waste in riverstightens.I brush my teethwith a bottle of mango juice.

    Alone in Her Sari

    Pinks, blues, and yellowsMingle togetherIn Aunties South Indian Sari,A strip of unstitched fabric,Nine meters strewn over rocks,Drying before she wraps it around her waist,Drapes it over her shoulder.She imagines her husbands hand

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    Caressing her supple skin,Her husbands hand,That is in Dubai,

    Caressing keyboards and cargo.

    Kameshwar G

    G Kameshwar is a software engineer who believes that good engineering is a matter of art. As a child he loved hismarbles, all of which he lost somewhere along the way, and has since been engrossed in expressions that seem tobe of little interest to people at large. He is usually lost in voyages in mythology, traveling, seeing and exploringIndian culture, knowledge and art.

    His first book Self Abidance was a translation of a Hindi work of philosophy. His second book was a novel-travelogue titled Tulu Tales A Soota Chronicle, published by Rupa and Co. His third book, another novel-travelogue, titled Bend in the Sarayu A Soota Chronicle has also been published by Rupa and Co. His next book,a collection of poems, titled Seahorse in the sky, has been brought out by Writers Workshop, in Oct 09.

    He has done poetry translations from Tamil and Sanskrit to English, Tamil to Hindi He does book reviews, editsand writes columns for children. He is an avid story teller in the Indian oral tradition. Since 2002, he has beentelling Mahabharata, for an hour every week, to a small group of people who have accompanied him all the way onthis epic journey The voyage goes on.

    In his day job, Kameshwar has been in the software scene since the era of punch cards. Working for TataConsultancy Services since 1985, he has led and been part of teams architecting solutions for clients in many partsof the world.

    He lives in a house of books in Chennai.

    He blogs at http://gkamesh.wordpress.comHis email: [email protected]

    Stop News or The Hindu Sports Page

    With blurry eyes

    Of the just awake,

    He hurriedly scans the newspaper,

    As if he was sliding through

    The days gallery of rogues,

    Rascals,

    In columns,

    Each more distasteful

    Than the other;

    As hot tea clears his neurons,

    Bringing focus to eyes

    And purpose to mind,

    He cuts through direct

    To the bare truth;

    Crawling on all fours,

    Easy does it,

    Ready now,

    For that solemn column

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    Of obituaries.

    When God takes rest

    There is no option

    but the quagmire.

    "Sir, sir,

    there is no power

    the network cables have snapped

    since the road has been dug up,

    surely you must have had difficulty

    parking your car, sir,

    sorry sir,

    Sir, sir,

    The hardware mechanics are looking into it,

    Sir,

    Right now they are in basement,There is no water in the wash room

    Since motor is not working, sir,

    Moreover, the municipality water supply

    Has not come,

    Also, bank is closed today

    There is all India strike,

    Huge procession they are taking sir,

    Blocking the main road and all arterial roads sir,

    Big nuisance sir,

    The smell sir?

    Thats the pesticide sir,

    Today we have sprayedevery square inch of the office sir,

    insect menace, rodent menace,

    routine maintenance sir,

    the smog is choking sir

    because the air conditioner is not working sir,

    we have informed the vendor one week back itself sir,

    hopeless people sir,

    coming-coming they are saying

    but they are not coming,

    surely they come today sir,

    your room top priority sir,

    And er, sir, er,My father is having mild heart attack sir,

    I mean heart condition sir,

    My brother is having other commitments today,

    Wife not also keeping well,

    Sir,

    Request your permission

    For leaving early today sir,

    any other help

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    I can do for you sir?"

    The other woman

    She is the one person

    Who can interruptHis war council meetings;

    She is the woman

    Who has his unlisted number

    At her beck and call;

    When he is right in the thick

    Of dog eat dog

    Corporate matters

    Of money and might,

    She rings insistently,

    And wants him to reaffirm

    His commitment,

    "Do you love me?" she asks

    blowing a kiss,

    And when he gathers himself

    And somehow splutters

    Yes,

    "How much?" she asks,

    "I want a kiss" she says,

    "I dont care what meeting you are in"

    And more,

    All this as a precursor

    to several demandsThat she will put to him

    For proof of his continued love.

    And in the end

    She bangs the phone dead

    Enraged

    About a slight lapse in attention.

    He better put even God on hold,

    When his lil daughter calls.

    Of graying mane

    Like a lioness

    Returning to the lazy lion,

    After a stressful day

    Of daring and hunting,

    She comes back to him

    As a ritual of love;

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    He is worried

    About her pace.

    You must keep in step

    with me, my dear

    he says,Or you will be left

    far ahead.

    She roars a smile,

    And falls deep asleep.

    He yawns a while,

    And surfs channels.

    Rinzu Rajan

    I started writing in early 2007 after a personal debacle and since then have been writingpoetry and short stories. Although I have no formal training in creative writing I managed to

    break the ice by attending workshops and events to sharpen my skills. Since then I haventlooked back and the ink has flowed off my pen in concourse.

    I believe that poetry is a wonderful gift and with encouraging support from other poets the

    gift of words can be perfected and the art can be carried to a level of gracility that appealsto the layman as well as the authors. I'm a formal poet and have written in more than 30forms.

    An Act of Compassion

    A deadly cylindrical stick

    Containing embrowned residue

    In its hollow abysses

    Pulverized into wads of destruction,

    Those tiny flakes wait

    To be burnt into cinders

    And pen the final chapters

    In the chronicles of a man's life.

    When the barrel of tobacco

    Is set ablaze, each lump

    Transforms into ringlets

    Smothering the lungs

    With unholy smoke,

    Carbon monoxide and nicotine

    While laminating it in

    Ebon black smut.

    Renovating your lungs into

    Cancerous chimneys,

    Bronchitis paving the way

    For ephysema

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    The rhythmic systalsis

    Of the heart changes

    To abusive batters

    Throttling the cardiac valves

    Of oxygen.

    It crumples the skin

    Greying it, of its gracilityAnd painting the teeth

    In amber hues.

    While every organ wails,

    Squirming in suffering

    A last call of salvage

    Maybe unheard by you when

    You maybe very busy

    Paying for doom

    Ripping apart the membranous folds

    Of skin and mutilating your body

    Into a cadaverous corpse,

    There maybe someone

    In some part of this world

    Who may be longing to have

    A morsel of food,

    Famished by the whips of poverty

    Why can't this priceless silver

    That you smoulder into char everyday

    Go into giving them a plate of food

    Will it not be an act of compassion

    For them and for you?

    My August Moon And the January Eclipse

    i)I have felt the smudged smoke

    blaze into a forest fire, and the ether

    drowning my chaste figurine

    in its swelling pride,

    even then there has been an urge

    to offer myself as a victim

    to their cannibalism

    only to be able to eradicate

    the pollution, a bastardized love

    caused to my marrow.

    ii) In torment, the ulcers dangled

    on my parchment like beaded pearls

    each shining like a souvenir

    metaphorically penning memoirs

    of betrayal on my forehead.

    For once I had learnt to wear those

    embroidered rags given to me by him

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    his mother, sister and friends,

    canonizing me as a whore.

    iii) Since then I have seized

    the meaning of what a stinking swain

    can really do to your soul,

    perform a "love me" and "love me not" actdenuding a rose and letting her bleed white

    I haven't since looked for the silver stars,

    condoning creatures more humane and beautiful

    than my culprit of love and perhaps once

    when I saw an August moon gleaming mercifully

    on my horizon, I decided to let him walk away

    for I feared another January eclipse

    and perhaps I knew

    I could never be his sky.

    Youre My Poetry

    You may perhaps be a sonnet

    The couplets beating

    With the rhythm of my heart

    Tripping on the toe of a meter

    You tango into a metaphor.

    You maybe a renaissance moment

    Of the day painted

    On the canvas of the earth

    Cupped in my petite fingers

    As a three lined haiku.

    You may even flow

    Freely as a verse

    Not circumscribed by the boundaries

    Of rhyming perimeters.

    But most of all

    You are every vowel

    That twined itself with my alphabet

    The truth that healed

    My morbid ink.

    An Indian Summer

    The blazing fingers of the sun

    A necromantic vampire

    Caresses the pallid florets

    Subdued in fragrance,

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    Dancing on the shroud of heat

    The gold flows from the boughs

    Of the birches

    Roasting the bones of the air

    Broiling into umber brown

    In the furnace of death.

    Somewhere a cricket croaks

    Chanting his lover's name

    From behind the peepul

    As a bird picks a worm

    Seeking refuge in the soil

    And off she flies into

    Her nestling abode

    The loo flows in confluence

    Like an ocean of cyanide

    Elegizing a coronach.

    The night prays in muted benedictionOn the bosom of the moon

    Fragmented by the sentence of doom

    The weeds braided in silver asters

    Wean from the chalice of the sky

    A bead of life hanging on the neck

    Of the ghost of summer

    That which is a heartless assassin.

    An Ode to Gods Own Country

    Her canopy is a virgin blueMushroomed in the abysses

    Of the cumulus

    Encrusted in starry sapphires

    Her aura radiates the golden corona

    On tiny smithereens of water

    Mirrored into the Arabian Sea

    The periyar,pamba

    And bharathapuzha

    Seeded into her womb

    Bless this land

    With the fruits of fertility.

    The Western Ghats crown

    Her in majesty

    Where every eventide the sun sets

    In the abysses of its bosom

    As the lucid silhouette of the waterfalls

    Closes her eyelids

    Draped in the shimmer

    Of the chlorophyll.

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    The sand dunes arbour

    The lagoons and backwaters

    Encrusted with the sea gulls and canoes

    Flowing in concourse with

    The silver rain that falls

    Off the cottoned clouds.

    The stilly skies

    Are marooned in the cuckatooes

    And hums of the feathered creatures

    Fluttering in the kaleidoscopic canvas

    Resonating in the time honoured chimes

    Of the age old, and a wave

    Of modernism blending into

    The crest of your flesh.

    Sa. Raghunatha

    Sa. Raghunatha (born 1954) is a noted Kannada poet, short story writer, culture critic,

    columnist and a translator between Kannada and Telugu. He has told stories and lyrics tochildren that have been compiled in four books. He has around twenty published titles to hiscredit.

    Sa. Raghunatha lives in Srinivasapura, Kolar district, Karnataka and works as teacher. Hehas been in to philanthropy since long and he has been helping the children of beggars and

    such other deprived people to pursue education. His works have been translated into

    English and Indian languages.

    Telephone 08157 245124/ 099805 93927

    Pots

    They dream in the space crafted over a potters wheel

    That they would keep filled to the brim

    Cool and sweet milk, yoghurt, nectar or water

    For the souls journeying across in the whirling space

    They keep dreams and nourish them

    While they take birth in the whirling space

    and in the kiln as they harden and perfect

    Mature and fit to hold

    They embark upon a journey before the sunriseExuberant over a cart drawn

    By the jingling pair of bullocks

    To the market place do they arrive

    Someone buys them in bulk

    Towards the evening they get in to another cart

    And sit shyly like a newlywed girl

    On a journey to her future home

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    In the cool evening begins the journey

    They spill laughter, tell secrets

    They sway like the coquetting damsels

    Another day

    A silent journey they finish

    Their neck tied to blossoms in a palm slitThey hang like the skulls

    around a demons neck

    Something begins to drip

    In the space displacing the dreams

    The day progresses, dreams sour

    Disillusion froths bubbles.

    Those that Came

    They ask me to wait, I doBut they dont come. Someone else

    Knocks at the door, sure I know

    I wait. Tea boils in the tea pot

    For him and all

    The wristwatch tells the same lie

    Just another minute, just

    The jewel case, the bracelet, the machine

    Just add more weight to my obese body

    The curtains sway, calendar sheets flutter

    They play with the evening light sifting throughThe brew spills hissing, eyes drop - waited enough

    In the slurred mind the fish move

    I close the door but leave it unlatched

    Let the mind know from the peeping frail shade

    That they have come, if ever they did

    The door opens and I rise to see who it was

    So felt free to sneak in to the crowded mall

    A strong breeze, A misty rain

    A gush to take me a step backward

    I close the door behind and go outThe evening hue fills the outside world

    A pearl of rainwater sits over the nose of red champak

    Like the one who came without a word, uninvited

    With the one who said but did not come

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    Shefali Tripathi Mehta

    A Marketing Communications professional, Shefali writes interactive e-learning courseware for a livingand stories to make living worthwhile. She is a Bangalore-based freelance writer who has publishedshort stories in anthologies and is the author ofWhat Were They Thinking! a book on observationalhumour. She writes on travel, humour, parenting and a wide range of issues in national newspapers

    Back

    View from the fifteenth-floor terrace

    is refreshing

    after a long-houred city job.

    Its as dark as a city can be.

    The froth in the mugs

    dies spurting.

    Cant get over it!

    35 rupees to Salem, imagine!

    Really? incredulous pours beer nonchalantly.

    Who goes to Salem! half-laugh digs the toothpick

    into the gory red insides of glistening

    Gobi Manchurian.

    Who goes to Salem!

    Its not a question.

    Nor a thought.

    Does he think its demand and supply?

    That wayhow much to Bangalore?

    Blood

    A faint moon lingers

    the sky not yet dabbed with the morning blush

    I rise only so I can see

    the parijaat rain

    the white skirt sits at her feet

    when I bend to pick

    she dresses my hair with some

    I do not shake them away

    but I always ask

    holding her gift in

    my palm bowl

    Can I take some inside?

    You can see them.

    And they you.Ill keep them on the sill.'

    She nods

    and continues to dress my hair.

    Yesterday when I ran to her

    Late, I thought

    And so picked a handful in haste

    The chaste petals

    were stained.

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    Not bruised by the fall.

    Not yet bronzed by the sun.

    But embossed with scarlet veins.

    I looked up to ask.

    She was bare.

    Not one left to put in my hair.

    I dropped my saffron-tipped jewelsand rushed indoors.

    My feet on the wet floor

    left prints

    like a brides

    red with alta.

    They looked at me with horror.

    How dare

    I reveal

    what must stay inside!

    Chide me like when I soiled

    your floor with my muddy babyfeet.

    Scold.Hold.

    Dont cry.

    Dont ask if it hurts.

    I wont lie.

    Just hold me to your heart

    For you still hide stuff in there.

    I will not learn now.

    But before I take leave

    Let me feel the warmth of that which runs inside

    as it must.

    The Nightie Seller

    Nononsense ones

    in which women can walk into balcony

    and answer the door.

    untransparent to be exact.

    the nighties they sell.

    I dont make eye contact with salesmen

    especially those that sell womens inner wear.

    Must be something from the past.

    Ive been coming here for

    more years than I can rememberfor these lovely white cotton nighties

    with little flowers not chintz, not calico.

    A garden, a spray of mauve, blue, pink or orange.

    Loud colours keep me awake.

    Big prints want to eat me at night.

    They know, the sellers.

    But who is this that picks

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    each by its ears?

    I see young hands that bring one by one

    from the pile

    not holding, but barely touching

    as if afraid

    it may offend me.

    He lines the counter with delicate flowerscotton smooth as a peaceful dream.

    If I take the mauve flowers home

    will the sea green hurt?

    but the green is too like the green bedspread

    wont I get lost?

    or they?

    the green in green?

    so in the morning I wouldnt know how to tear away?

    and may take some of the bedspreads green with me.

    depleting it every day...

    Im thinking when the call comes

    the azaan from the mosqueacross the road

    his hands become restless

    as I linger over sprigs

    then he lifts his cap to his head

    and I look up into

    slate eyes

    so dense the colour.

    Slate. Nah.

    Warm.

    Cool.

    Crystal clear, opaque but.

    How do they see?they hold

    as me now by my skinsoul.

    Ive made my selection.

    He hurries away

    adjusting his crochet cap.

    The gray will not blend into the green.

    nor bleed into it

    like an impatient watercolor.

    Fallen Trees

    Stunningly stripped

    They stood in the water.

    Pale bodies,

    arms raised skyward

    Taut to a smoothness.

    Bare gopis.

    Days and months and years

    against the gossamer Bangalore sky.

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    Long lost childhood dreams

    began to breathe.

    A small bookshop

    Sitting beneath the traffic

    selling glossy stories

    of Svetlanas and Ivans

    in a bare, blankRussian winter landscape.

    Then the machine gang came.

    Heavy dutychainsaws.

    Against the sullied Bangalore sky

    I saw them

    fallen in the slush.

    Arms above, stretched in surrender.

    Cleared.

    A clearing.

    To be filled with

    grey living holes

    booming contraptions.Vera must turn into a picture again.

    The blue god will need to play his flute elsewhere for me.