Millenial
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I am a millennial. Generation Y; born between the birth of AIDS and 9/11, give or take. They call us the global generation. We are known for our entitlement and narcissism. Some say it’s because we’re the first generation where every kid gets a trophy just for showing up. Others think it’s because social media allows us to post when we fart or have a sandwich for all the world to see. But it seems our one defining trait is a numbness to the world. An indifference to suffering. I know I did anything I could to not feel; sex, drugs, booze. Just take away the pain. Take away my mother and my asshole father and the press and all the boys I loved who wouldn’t love me back. I mean, that must have hurt like hell, right? Most people never get over stuff like that and I was like, "Let’s go get Jamba juice!” I would give everything I have or will ever have just to feel pain again; to hurt. One advantage of being kind of dead is that you don’t have to sweat warning labels. And that’s the rub of all this, isn’t it? I can’t feel shit. I can’t feel anything. We think that pain is the worst feeling. It isn’t. How could anything be worse than this eternal silence inside of me. I use to not eat for days or eat like crazy then stick my fingers down my throat. Now no matter how much I binge I can’t fill this hole inside me.
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I am a millennial. Generation Y; born between the birth of AIDS and 9/11, give or take.They call us the global generation. We are known for our entitlement and narcissism.Some say its because were the first generation where every kid gets a trophy just for showing up. Others think its because social media allows us to post when we fart or have a sandwich for all the world to see.But it seems our one defining trait is a numbness to the world. An indifference to suffering.I know I did anything I could to not feel; sex, drugs, booze. Just take away the pain. Take away my mother and my asshole father and the press and all the boys I loved who wouldnt love me back. I mean, that must have hurt like hell, right? Most people never get over stuff like that and I was like, "Lets go get Jamba juice!I would give everything I have or will ever have just to feel pain again; to hurt. One advantage of being kind of dead is that you dont have to sweat warning labels. And thats the rub of all this, isnt it? I cant feel shit. I cant feel anything.We think that pain is the worst feeling. It isnt. How could anything be worse than this eternal silence inside of me.I use to not eat for days or eat like crazy then stick my fingers down my throat. Now no matter how much I binge I cant fill this hole inside me.I cant take it anymore. I think Im going batshit. I need to do something.
