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    Co-Editors-in-Chief Michi F. and Chris Kevin O.

    Layout Editors Mahek T. and Bernice H.

    Poetry Editors Aurna H. and Anthony G.

    Fiction Editors Matt B. and Cindy C.

    Non-Fiction Editors Young Sun P. and Yihua L.

    Visual Arts Editor Zaina A.

    Public Relations Officers Kaye K. and Stevii M.

    Advisor Wendy D.

    At the beginning of the school year, Liham was warmly welcomed by

    the ISM community as a young member of its family of publications.Now presenting our second issue, we once again thank you for all the

    interest, support and effort that you have invested into making this mighty

    endeavour possible. Having achieved enormous milestones thus far, Liham

    looks forward to its status as an official publication in the following school

    year. We hope to usher in an era in ISM where creativity is the norm, not

    the exception, where writing is a joy, not a chore, and where all individuals

    can be recognised for their desire and ability to possess the spirit of crea-tion. However, more importantly, we wish for Liham to take you to places

    youve never seen, to take you on journeys to other worlds, to make you

    feel a satisfying releaseeven for a momentand to make your soul feel

    alive once again. Enjoy Lihams second issue!

    Michi and Chris

    Editors-in-Chief

    EDITORIAL BOARD

    EDITORS WORD

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    TABLE OFCONTENTS2 FICTION

    Burning Six Feet Under (Contest Winner)

    The Thoughts of an Ace Student

    Lilly

    Le Retour dAlpages at Annecy

    Sssverygood! (Contest Winner)

    16NON-FICTIONDoes God Exist?: An Exposition

    Weathering the Storm

    Living With the Scars of Beautiful Reality

    Is the Red Apple Really Red? (Contest Winner)

    Manila (Contest Winner)

    24POETRYThe Veiled Intent of War Elevator

    Blow Your Precious Tears Away The Chair

    Drastic Measures The Storm

    Continuity Diet Drinks

    Carol of a Woman Marshmallows

    New Interlocking Shapes (Contest Winner)

    Eine Villanelle de Asuka (Contest Winner) Not Your Average Stereotypical Guy

    35VISUAL ARTSLa Mesa Dam

    CUUUTE!!!

    Day in the Life

    Lets Go Green

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    FICTION

    Burning Six Feet Under by Camille

    The Thoughts of an Ace Student by Deionte

    Lilly by Young Sun

    Le Retour dAlpages at Annecy by JiWan

    Sssverygood! by Juha

    Writers for this section

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    BURNING SIX FEET UNDER

    dream she had recalled to me.In the dream she was standing in a dark hallway, much li

    one we were in. But she was alone, and she was frightened. Th

    saw a bright, flickering yellow light in the darkness. She ran towa

    but it remained in the in the distance, unwilling to be caught. The

    and harder she ran, the further it seemed to become. The closer sh

    to giving up, the smaller and further the light was.

    But she always woke up before the light flickered out, befo

    lost hope.

    Allie where are you? I yelled after chasing after her lig

    what seemed like hours. I couldnt see the candle anymore, andgetting frightened.

    Gotcha! A voice whispered in my ear, and I screamed

    laughing. I turned around to face my Allie. She was shielding th

    of her candle with one hand and motioning for me to be silent w

    other. You dont want to wake our parents do you, Bumble

    asked, calling me by my strange little nickname.

    No, Allie, I replied childishly, trying to smother my grin

    Come on you little rascal. She chuckled, leaning ove

    could jump on her back. She and her candle carried me to the d

    my bedroom.

    The next day was darker than usual. I leapt down the st

    fast as my little legs could handle and bounced into the kitchen re

    face a new day, learning new things with Allie. But nobody wa

    ing.

    It wasnt as if smiling was particularly normal anymore.

    ther had told me stories about the Japanese army. They were in th

    ippines and parading all over our country. My father would ge

    daily, about the latest news and the latest bombings. But I was on

    I felt like theyd never reach us. We were immune. We were too h

    too whole and beautiful to be affected by the atrocities of war.

    It was Allie who concerned me the most that morning. He

    ally smooth, smiling face was pulled into a frown and her silky

    hair hung, forgotten, limply to her shoulders. I stopped in front of

    Whats wrong Allie? Did something bad happen tod

    asked.

    No. It's too early. Come. She let me clamber onto her

    she played with my hair.

    She seemed to be troubled all day that day. While we were

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    Walking back through that

    old house, my memories

    haunt me. Its rickety old

    floors screaming teasing jests at every

    step. Catch me if you can! Catch me if

    you can! The same passageways, asdank and black as I remember, with

    their illuminating yellow flame long

    since extinguished. My eyes usually

    gloss over past the cupboard door, but

    today I glare at it. That coffin of a cup-

    board stands vertical, forever a source

    of pain, despair, helplessness.

    Nothing has changed. Nothing

    other than a sense of belonging. This

    isnt my home anymore. It hasnt been

    for a long, long while. Not since the

    dark and stormy night the bloodstains

    came to be

    She grinned at me, her smile

    teasing and her eyes bright, Catch me

    if you can!

    With that she bounded away

    through the darkness, her candle flick-

    ering dangerously as she ran.

    Allie wait! I called and raced

    after her, my five-year-old legs nomatch for her eleven-year-old ones.

    Allie was my cousin. She was my best

    friend. We played this game rather of-

    ten, sneaking out of our rooms at late

    hours of the night and meeting in the

    underground tunnels of the house. The

    game was simple, modeled after a

    They always said it was

    calmest before a storm.

    -CONTEST WINNER-

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    playing outside in the garden, she kept missing the ball and her mind was constantly elsewhere.

    Suddenly my father ran out and ordered us to come inside, his tone frantic and clipped. I was put

    out that he had stopped the fun, so I ignored him for the rest of the afternoon.

    If there is one thing that I did in my life that I wish I could change, it was those last few moments

    with my father. My last words to him wouldn't have been Go away! Youre the worst father ever!" If I'd

    changed that, my last memories of him would not be his crumpled face: the wounded expression with

    which he had reacted to these words.

    Nearing nightfall, Allie and I were sitting in the living room, playing with our dolls and she lookedup, her eyes vacant of any emotion.

    It was gone today. She said.

    What was? I asked, slightly irked by the

    vagueness of her statement.

    It was there. And I was running. And

    then it was gone. And I didnt wake up, She

    looked at me, her typically warm, brown eyesdull and almost unseeing. I saw it die out.

    Her expression was scaring me. Saw

    what? Saw what! I demanded in fear.

    But she didnt answer. It was her father

    that did.

    Run! Celia get the children! Robbie and I

    will hold them off! Run! RUN!

    And with those few words, my world was

    submerged into scalding white flames of terror

    and inhumanity.My mother was screaming directions at

    Allie and I while my aunt scrambled around the

    room trying to grab everything she could. I

    started to bawl and I could feel Allie trying to lift

    me off the ground. At that moment, I heard the

    front door break and shouts floated toward us.

    Japanese soldiers surrounded us. My fa-

    ther and uncle ran to the front to hold them off

    and all that could be heard were the shots of guns

    and the cries of my family as one by one, we fell

    apart.

    Allie was the first to react. In our living

    room there was a secret space. It was hidden be-

    hind a camouflaged door, which was covered by

    a smooth mahogany cabinet holding china. It was

    like a strange little closet that we used to hide our

    treasures in when we didn't want others to find

    them.

    In seconds, Allie had pulled away the cabinet

    and shoved me through the door of the secret closet.

    I was screaming as she shut the door, told me to be

    quiet and pushed the cabinet back against it.

    With that, I was surrounded by darkness. My

    hearing was my only working sense. And how Iwished- how I still wish- that it was the only sense

    that didnt. I would rather have gone deaf for the rest

    of my life then heard what came next; I've spent the

    rest of my life trying to block out those memories.

    Loud barking orders in sharp foreign

    tongues were given, but in my silent panic and con-

    fusion, I couldnt make out what was said. And then

    the sound of a body being thrown against the cabinet

    was heard and I jumped backwards instinctively. As

    I moved closer to the door, loud, painful sobs gotlouder and louder.

    I pressed myself up against the door and

    heard my mother and aunt screaming at close range.

    The sobbing, I recognized, came from Allie. My best

    friend Allie. My cousin Allie. I could hear them hurt-

    ing her on the opposite side of the door. Suddenly a

    loud, heart wrenching, guttural scream pierced my

    ears and I felt the very tip of a blade, already soaked

    with blood, poke my stomach where it lay flat

    against the door. The scream stopped short. The can-

    dle had burnt out. It was there. And I was running. And

    it was gone. And I didnt wake up. I saw it die out.

    I cried for her. I cried for Allie. I cried for my

    mother. I cried for my father. I cried for my aunt. I

    cried for my uncle. I cried for everyone who has lost

    anyone in this way. I cried for every family that has

    been torn apart, every person that has been torn

    apart

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    and now I cry for my family and I cry as I slowly rekindle the flame, using my fire to guide it, usin

    her fire to nurture mine.

    A chilly wind blows softly through the rickety old house, whistling through the banisters, lifting u

    the curtains like womens skirts. It whispers cries in my ear, cries, screams, laughter, teasing jests. Catch m

    if you can! Catch me if you can!

    The house seems to breathe with old life, with old deaths, with old pain. The wind turns cold an

    piercing, trying to waft through me as I stand in the living room with my palms open, my eyes closed an

    my face to the ceiling. But I cant feel it. A drop of rain from outside seeps in slowly through the open win

    dows, but I cant hear it. A new storm is evidently on the horizon, but Ill never see it.

    5

    The saying was wrong.

    The calm is during the end of the storm, when the debris is settling and you know that it will be ovsoon. After all the panic has dispersed. Before you realize what has been lost; who has been lost. No, the cal

    is during the end of the storm, when everything you believed to be normal is everything you expect to com

    back to. When returning to a new reality is the dream.

    Camille, Grade 10

    And when all you know is

    what should be

    ...when all you see is the

    candlelight, forever out of

    reach

    ...but continuing to burn

    through my darkness.

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    It did.

    Iremember that day. Worst day ever during school.

    I felt like I had failed at life that day, but after it

    ended, I realized how stupid I had acted.

    It all started the way my days normally started:

    wake up to my television playing some late-night

    dult movie on the screen because I forgot to change

    he channel after I got done watching a movie. I think I

    was watching The Incredible Hulk the night before. I

    ell asleep on the part where he jumped out the helicop-

    er. Crap. Continuing on, I switched off the television

    nd took a quick shower. There was no hot water that

    morning so I took a cold shower. I was freezing after-wards. I put my clothes on, only to realize that I had

    nintentionally gone commando, so I had to take my

    ants off, put on some boxers, then put them back on. I

    an out my room and downstairs into more trouble.

    "Did you walk the dog last night?" my mom

    estered.

    "Yea."

    "No you didn't. He pooped in the house."

    In all honesty, I hate it when someone tells me

    what I did or didn't do. Anyway, I argued with my

    mom for about five minutes before cleaning up the

    oop that she intentionally left sitting out for about

    hree hours for me to clean up. After that, I asked her

    where my homework was--a five-page essay on the im-

    ortance of World War II, how it affected the world's

    conomy, and how it impacted the world today--and

    he looked at me, dead serious, without a crack in her

    ace and said:

    "The dog ate it."

    Wow. How the heck was I supposed to explain

    o my teacher that my dog ate my homework? That'she oldest trick in the book! I stormed out angrily,

    aught the bus to school, and sulked all the way there.

    When we got there, I stepped off of the bus and into a

    uddle of mud. My brand new jeans and sneakers had

    otten mud all over them. After screaming obscenities

    nto the high heavens, I walked into school and begun

    my day.

    THE THOUGHTS OF

    AN ACE STUDENTIn each class, something went wrong; in

    math, I failed a pop quiz. Totally bombed it. In

    English, I forgot to read the specified chapters and

    I was asked to give an oral assessment on it. I got

    an F for participation that day. Chemistry wentwell until I accidentally created a compound that

    expelled eerie looking green gas around the whole

    room. The entire hallway was evacuated and eve-

    ryone made it out that I almost blew up the

    school. I even failed lunch, which isn't a class. I

    dropped my lunch onto a bully's lap, got smacked

    into the wall, and kneed in the genitals, all while

    the teachers weren't looking. I had a study hall

    and that went well. Then history.

    "Mr. Johnson, I don't care if you don't be-lieve me, but my dog ate my homework. All five

    pages of the assessment."

    "Oh. You didn't get my email? I made it so

    that it won't be due until Friday," he spoke to me.

    That was a Wednesday.

    Greatness. My whole day basically goes

    down the gutter and just when I think my world

    is about to end, I find out that. So, happily, at the

    end of the day, I go home, hop on my computer

    and smile gleefully. I read the email, chuckle tomyself, and open Microsoft Word.

    I forgot to save my assignment

    Deionte, Grade 11

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    Whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday Lilly didnt know. In fact, 42 years had passed without her

    knowing the date, or rather, without her caring. Since the age of 30 life had become a mundane

    Lilly lay in repose on her black leather chair. She heaved in and out, struggling for some air in the

    choking thickness of her house. She spotted the decaying white mug she had received on the Paris tour of 195on a small wooden table beside her. Painted on the mug was a faded silhouette of a ballerina. Struggling, sh

    stretched her arm out for the mug but stopped herself at the sight of the crinkled folds on her hand. When ha

    Lilly was never one to ask so many questions, yet she seemed to be doing so of late. Perhaps, she

    thought to herself, old age had changed her into the many things she was not: depressed, longing, and feeble

    Lilly grabbed the small wooden table and made a slow attempt to climb out of her chair, but in the process

    misplaced her arm and knocked the old white mug off the table, sending it falling to the wooden floor. With

    Lilly looked down on the broken mug, knowing she would never be able repair it to its original gloryEven so, this was not the reason her heart suddenly sank. It was something about the quiet crack with which

    the mug broke that sent painful shockwaves of nostalgia through her veins, reminding her of her final per-

    formance.

    7

    LILLY

    My heart pumps behind the velvet curtains as I hear the audience restless with excitement. In a matter

    moments Im up on stage in front of hundreds of faces. Decisively I bury my worries and spin and leap, exudin

    all life that is within me. I am in a celestial place, for nothing could be closer to heaven than being en pointe

    Amidst these thoughts I hear a subtle crack that drags me down to earth. A sharp pain engulfs my kne

    and a sweeping blackness encroaches my head. The completeness in me breaks aparI wake up in a hospital bed to the fortunate news that with correct attention and rehabilitation my kn

    would recover in three years time. My dance instructor, on the other hand, informs me that I can no longer tou

    with the company and bids me farewell.

    At that time, this farewell was not filled with too much sorrow for Lilly didnt understand that da

    throve on the entity of youth. After her recovery she could walkan activity she later found could never su

    tute for leaping. As she bent over to pick up the broken pieces of the mug she thought about all she would giv

    re-experience one minute of her youth. Her back stiffened and ached when she stood back up and Lilly real

    how time had hardened her. She laid the broken mug pieces in a container, hoping to preserve what little me

    ries she had left. She knew now that memories were indeed all she had left, and carrying that thought she mher way over to the atrophied CD player. Although it had been a while, her fingers automatically made their

    to play track number threeStrausss Blue Danube Waltzand Lilly was carried away into a deep pool of me

    ries for an encore performance.

    Young-Sun, Grade 1

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    Looking out my car window, my attention wascaptured by two bony children in torn upclothes, zooming towards the Pasig River likeflies attracted to the reeking foul stench of the river. I

    thought theyd be about eight, yet their frail bodiesmoved along the riverside like the frightful images of

    malnourished five year olds. The only trace of human-

    ity could be found in their beady eyes sparkling with

    joy through the holes of their skeleton faces. I ob-

    served them as they excitedly flung their fishing rods

    off the banks and into the river, and finally hoisted the

    large catfish they had caught onto the riverside.

    I watched them depart from the bank, proudly

    carrying their bacteria infested dinner. This was a

    daily routine that many would find revolting. How-ever, were their actions truly sickening, or was it more

    distasteful that the privileged remained nonchalant to

    their needs?

    Their incessantly empty stomachs could not be

    filled by anything else but by a dead river, perhaps the

    Pasig River is truly the river of dreams.

    I fell asleep silently in the back seat of my car

    only to be awakened by a sudden knock from the win-

    dow. A familiar blind man stretched out his wrin-

    kled hand, feeling for the window of my car, and find-

    ing it, opened his rough palms asking for a penny or

    two. I examined his faint smile worn out by the harsh-

    ness of time and watched it fade away as he shook his

    feeble camel-back body through the road and drifted

    away from my car.

    Perhaps the tinted glass windows of ones car

    can be blinding visors, shielding reality. The mans

    shut lids, however, saw the world in a clearer perspec-

    tive. He could see the suffering of the people around

    him, and he could see the strong need for action in the

    society he lived in.

    The stoplight turned green and I turned

    around to watch the mans figure become more dis-

    tant. He would still be there next time, walking

    through the humid heat and the chaotic traffic. How-

    ever, how long before his eyelids completely shut him

    away from society? How long before he finds that his

    destiny in life is to stray around to no avail?

    The tang of alcohol and the neon lights flash-

    ing through the sidewalks of P. Burgos Street pene-

    trate ones car window and leaves one drunken by a

    seemingly glittery life.

    Everyday I see the faces of young female vic-tims in this street finding no other refuge from pov-

    erty except through prostitution. I observed them

    moving flirtatiously through the clubs in their short-

    cropped skirts and their pole-like legs, batting their

    eyelashes at the old men who were waiting anxiously

    for their belle de jour.

    As I watched a girl of about nineteen enter a

    bar with a man of about fifty, I wondered if they too

    had dreamed, if they too wished to be a lawyer or a

    doctor or a record company executive. Had povertytruly killed the souls of these dreamers? Had poverty

    murdered the future of our nation by forcing despera-

    tion to rule over the innocence of these poor girls?

    Because of their hardships, their morose pea-

    cock feathers remained in the ground where they be-

    longed, and behind the glitter and booming pleasures

    this street seemed to give, there lay the hearts of

    women who long for a better life. Could they not

    transform their earthly wings to fly luminously in the

    grey skies? Could they not see their faces in the stars

    above them? Perhaps the question is not could, but

    rather would.

    Just as the women in the 19th century, these

    girls allow themselves to be exploited in order for

    them to survive. Just as the women in the 19th century,

    these girls will one day rise above the impoverished

    state they live in and find their voice.

    MANILA

    Mariella, Grade 9

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    The celebration started at the beginning of the

    busy Carrefour in the small, crowded city cen-

    ter of Annecy where the market place began,

    and from the start, my family and I loved the city as it

    is. As I passed by the food stands, the odor of freshly

    baked bread met my nose, and then the aromatic,

    creamy mocha coffee-smell followed, waking me up

    softly. The vermillion market tents ran along the sinu-

    ous street until the far seemingly endless end, and the

    pale azure sky covered up the whole area above me,

    and there was not a single sight of clouds.I walked along the shops for a while holding a

    cup of pulpy orange juice with my left hand. Having a

    little, fresh and fragrant sip of it, I thought, this mo-

    ment cannot be better in any way. I started tapping

    my feet on the checkered brick paths, colored in yel-

    low and brown, which made me feel like the little girl,

    Dorothy, whom I read about a long time ago; only if I

    were on red shoes and owned a tiny dog named Toto,

    the girl could have been me. Thinking the day was

    going so perfect, I drank the last bit of my fruity cupof juice.

    The paths led me to a small church with a dark

    silver bell. Near the church was a huge crowd on each

    side of the main road and the crowds eyes and all the

    cameras were facing a single direction where there

    was a large door open and an old, tall tree. The church

    bell began ringing, making a fluted, melodious sound.

    Soon afterwards, my ears were interrupted by ca-

    cophonous sounds; trumpets started blaring, cows

    followed by bellowing moo-moo-, chicks openedtheir throats chirping and cackling and geese quack-

    quacked inharmoniously with them. Oh, god, I

    thought, but my hands seemed to have already

    started to take pictures. The leaders of the animal

    band were the eye-lined cows, and believe me when I

    say eye-lined, because their eyes looked so pretty as if

    a famous make-up artist drew black lines around

    them to make them look so big. Moo-moo-, they con-

    tinued to bellow out loud. A group of snow-white

    geese were next; they came closer twitching th

    hips. The color of the feathers was highlighted

    massive ribbons around their neck; pearly jade, p

    cyan, orange-amber and clear-lilac ribbons harm

    nized with their dazzling white feathers which mu

    had been washed the whole day before the celebr

    tion.Then, the romping goats ran over fast towar

    the geese. Each of them was chewing grass, possib

    to make them quite, but the tiny bells around th

    neck made even louder rhythmic sounds as they r

    faster and faster. Followed by the goats were twice

    dozen of black and white sheep looking extreme

    fluffy like X-large teddy bears. Half of them had th

    eyes closed and another half were having problem

    listening to the shepherd boys. Next were a group

    farmer couples dancing round-and-round and th

    made me feel like watching dozens of alive spinni

    tops in iridescent colors with the music, backed by flutes and accordions.

    For about a few more minutes, the animal p

    rade continued, but did not seem to end soon, so

    turned around and walked to near stands where

    saw a small Yorkshire terrier yapping at me

    weakly. I walked towards the little dog and fetch

    my hands to pat it -it felt like a bunch of knitti

    wools. A lady came over and offered me a cup

    wine; I said no, but she said, Cest juste comme

    jus de raisin. I believed her and let a tiny sip rthrough my throat. It felt sweet, but a little bitter, v

    vety, but a little sour. I looked up at the crystallin

    azure sky shimmering brilliantly and saw a cotto

    but wet cloud flowing freely. Soon, I heard my mo

    calling, Come here right now, its starting to rain

    Im coming, I answered. Feeling a drop of rain

    my nose and the remaining sip of the wine on m

    mouth, I thought, Youve had a little too mu

    sweetness today.

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    LE RETOUR D

    ALPAGES AT

    ANNECY

    JiWan, Grade 1

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    SSSVERYGOOD!

    It was a cold, foggy night in the hills of Tus-

    cany. The thick fog masked the landscape

    and hugged the grape vines and olive trees.Newlyweds Bob and Hannah Smith were travel-

    ling along the narrow gravel roads that snaked

    through the hills. Bob was enjoying the drive in

    their rented Fiat 500 while Hannah was silently

    getting more and more worried. Bob, are you

    sure you know where youre going? I booked us

    in hotel Trip-pooh-lee or something that sounds

    like that. Wasnt it supposed to be right after the

    freeway exit? asked Hannah.

    Didnt you notice the exit was under

    construction? I took the next one. Dont worry

    honey, I always know where Im going, bragged

    Bob.

    Are you sure? It seems like were lost,

    insisted Hannah.

    Can you please just relax! Were on our

    honeymoon, for Petes sake! Just enjoy the ride

    and treat it as an adventure, Bob replied.

    But I cant see a darn thing! This fog is so

    thick! At this rate well never find Thrip-hole-

    lee, complained Hannah.Okay, its almost 9 and I think youre

    just hungry. Well stop at the first place that

    seems to have some sort of food. I read that

    grilled meats accompanied by fine red wine are a

    specialty of this region of Italy.

    Before Hannah could say anything, Bob

    was already signaling to turn right into a long

    driveway. Down the path they could see a white

    arch that stretched across the driveway with the

    words Hotel Tuscano e Restorante Italiano paintedacross it in the colors of the Italian flag.

    Finally, weve found civilization again! I

    mean, its not hotel Trip-hole-ly, but for a mo-

    ment there I felt like we were in one of those hor-

    ror movies we watched on the plane. If there is a

    room available, maybe we can just check in here

    after dinner. It seems like such a wonderful and

    -CONTEST WINNER-

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    romantic place, suggested Hannah.

    Well of course honey, anything for you.

    After parking their car in the empty parking lot, the couple walked into the hotel and they were gree

    at the front desk by a tall bald man in a dark suit. His eyes were deeply set and he spoke with a low, hu

    voice. Buona sera signor e signora. Mi chiamo Claudio. Siete Americano? asked Claudio.

    Um, yes we are Americans. Do you speak English? Bob asked.

    English? Uhh, not so good. But I speak a little bit. Howihelpyou? said Claudio.

    We are looking for a place to eat. Is your restaurant still open? inquired Bob.Si seore! We have special dinner prepare by chef Paulino! We have grill coniglio, bisteca, agnell

    cinghiale! Sssverygood! Especiality en Toscana. Sssverygood!

    Well it seems like weve hit the jackpot honey! Claudio says; Sssverygood! joked Bob.

    Hannah seemed a little reluctant about the place since it looked like they were the only guests in the r

    taurant and hotel. But since she was so hungry, she put that thought aside and walked towards the restaur

    The couple was greeted by a large dining room. There was already table for two set with a candle that cast la

    shadows across the dim room. The whole place had looked like something out of a travel guide; cozy, beaut

    and romantic. After Bob and Hannah were seated, a plump man in a chefs outfit flamboyantly entered the

    taurant through the twin kitchen doors. His black hair was curly and peeked out from under his hat. C

    Roberto struck them as the type of chef who doesnt chase after Michelin guide stars, or one who would alwseek to prove his culinary skills to others. He gave the air of simple man who had grown up in some far-aw

    Italian province. He cradled a pair of menus in his right arm as he walked towards the couple. After a short

    introduction, he proceeded to take their orders. Bob

    bravely ordered the grilled rabbit and a truffle risotto to

    share. Hannah wasnt feeling so adventurous so she chose

    the steak instead. Chef Roberto also offered them a bottle

    of Chianti Classico Riserva from the cellar. The honey-

    moon had finally begun as the two had the most romantic

    dinner of their lives. They joked, laughed, and flirted outloud. They had the restaurant all to themselves.

    The dinner was fabulous and they ended up spend-

    ing much more time at the restaurant than they had ex-

    pected. It was quarter to 12 when they finally finished, and

    the couple decided to spend the night at the hotel.

    What a magical dinner sweetheart. Maybe we

    should just spend the night here, instead of driving

    through the thick fog to hotel Tripoli. Besides, weve al-

    ready finished two bottles of wine and youre in no condi-

    tion to drive, suggested Hannah.

    The couple walked unsteadily toward the front

    desk, and asked Claudio if there were any rooms available.

    Claudio exclaimed Si signor! We have the very big

    room special for you! Best for couple! Uhh.. Danilo come

    here we have guests!

    This evening seems to keep getting better and bet-

    ter!Bob uttered excitedly.

    A man came out from the door behind the front

    desk. He was of average height, but he large arms and a

    rather muscular build probably earned from carry

    many bags. He turned to the couple and introduce

    self as Danilo Buona Sera Signor e signora. Mi C

    Danilo. Posso portare i bagagli?

    What did he say? questioned Bob as he tu

    Hannah.

    I think hes asking about our luggage honeyOh.. No no no. No need for that, we are onl

    ing for the night and we have our backpacks with u

    take us to our room please answered Bob.

    Si prega di portare alla loro stanza Clau

    structed Danilo to bring the couple to their room.

    After ascending three floors they walked thr

    creaky, dimly lit hallway lined with 19th century oi

    ings of young couples. At the end of the hallway,

    door greeted them. Danilo pulled out a large ke

    opened the door. The large wooden door moaned as

    oted around its century-old hinges. As Danilo flick

    light switch next to the door, a cavernous room re

    itself in all of its majestic luxury. It was where the o

    of the villa slept before it was converted into a hote

    nah decided she wanted to be the first to experien

    exquisite bathing facilities, and without waiting a

    more, she waltzed straight into the bathroom. Bob

    other hand was stuffed from the dinner and his th

    were a little clouded from all the wine that they h

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    -Author, Grade

    m as the alcohol flowed through his veins and clouded

    thoughts. Bob found a coat hanger next to one of the

    dows and hung his leather jacket on it. He was warm

    over and his face was as red a tomato. He reached for

    TV remote and turned it on only to discover that all the

    nnels were in Italian. Feeling a little disappointed, he

    d the bookshelf in the corner. In it were several un-

    ked VHS cassette tapes. He thought to himself Hmm,at could possibly be in those tapes? I mean that guy in

    reception said it was the honeymoon suite so, that must

    an those are dirty tapes! Hahaha! Perfect. Bob took one

    he tapes and fed it into the mouth of the VHS player.

    On the screen, a large four-post bed appeared with

    sh sheets and pillow cases. From the right of the scene

    eared a woman. She had a hourglass body and was in

    late twenties Wow! Bob said This looks exciting!

    she slowly crept up onto the bed, an attractive man that

    also in his late twenties was coming into the scene. As

    watched the two crawled into the bed, Hannah came

    of the bathroom with a cloud of steam following her

    Your turn in the shower honey! Oh, I see youve got

    TV working. Whats that youre watching dear?

    Oh nothing dear, Bob replied thinking how sexy

    would feel once he got out of the shower.

    While he was scrubbing behind his ears, a deafen-

    shriek rang out from the bedroom and after only a split

    ond silence, another followed. Bob launched the soap in

    hands towards the bathroom mirror and managed tot it down the middle with a single fat crack. Bob paid

    attention to the crack as he hastily grabbed his towel

    barged out of the bathroom door while trying to cover

    self up. Hannah, are you alright?! I heard you

    am! shouted Bob. Hannah practically leapt ten feet

    the air with shock.

    Bob! What was that for!? Are you trying to give

    a heart attack! You put on some super gory movie to

    e me out of my skin! Then, you bust out of the bath-

    m and start yelling at me! snapped Hannah. Stillathing heavily from his explosive entry into the bed-

    m, Bob took a deep breath and began to explain the

    ation to his new wife.

    What? What are you talking about? Thats not

    posed to be a horror flick! Let me have a look, OK? Im

    e its not that bad.

    He re-wound the tape from the part where he left

    As soon as the two people had stepped into bed, the

    ts went out and the screen turned black. Bob could

    hear them speaking, obviously puzzled as to why t

    lights had gone out. Bob could hear a lock being un-do

    and the creaking of a door. With a click , the lights w

    back on and approaching the foot of the bed were thr

    men. The men were facing the bed, and the camera w

    recording from behind them. They were all in some sort

    white lab coat. One was very tall and had a bald head th

    shone because of the light. The second was shorter, slightoverweight and had black hair. The third had large arm

    but was otherwise of average build. Behind their bac

    they were holding large machetes. Without hesitation, th

    moved towards the two in the bed and butchered the

    without a word. The screams of terror that accompani

    the satanic scene were unbearable. The video was so viv

    so real. Bob felt very uneasy, because the video not wh

    he was expecting. Something else was eating at him. Ev

    rything in that tape, the people, and the room, all seem

    so familiar. It was like hed seen it before. Looking arouthe room, it dawned on him. He froze for almost an ent

    minute as the thought of dying on his honeymoon sunk i

    Hannah, this is the room in the

    video, said Bob with a pale, blank

    face.

    What are you talking about dear?

    This is the room! Hannah, this is the room in t

    video! Didnt you notice that the chef, bell captain and t

    receptionist were the ones doing the killing?

    Are you sure? Or is this another one of your sca

    jokes?

    No. No this isnt a joke. We have to go NOW! Those si

    bastards wont have any victims tonight! Hurry!

    structed Bob.

    Frantically, the couple was packed up in a mome

    and was already wrestling the heavy oak door open wh

    suddenly; the lights in the room went out. This injecteven more adrenalin into their bodies. Everything slow

    down for them, their senses were heightened, and th

    primal instinct took over. All they could think of was

    run, run as away as fast as possible. As they reached t

    end of the dim corridor and rounded the corner at full pe

    a tall figure was visible at the end of that hall. Bob slid to

    halt with Hannah close behind. The figure was approac

    ing them while buttoning up its lab coat. The mysterio

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    preoccupied with the recent near-death experience notice the o

    stare. They walked up to the desk and begged him to get the other

    men to investigate the hotel. The officer did not speak a word of E

    and he signaled told them to wait in one of the chairs. Through a

    esting exchange of sign language and simple words, the officer

    lished that no one else was at the station at that moment and an E

    speaking detective would be there tomorrow. The officer assured

    they would be safe in the police station. The policeman agreed to lesleep on the couches in the waiting room.

    preoccupied with the recent near-death experience notice the o

    stare. They walked up to the desk and begged him to get the oth

    licemen to investigate the hotel. The officer did not speak a w

    English and he signaled told them to wait in one of the chairs. Th

    an interesting exchange of sign language and simple words, the

    established that no one else was at the station at that moment a

    English speaking detective would be there tomorrow. The offi

    sured them, they would be safe in the police station. The poli

    agreed to let them sleep on the couches in the waiting room.

    The next morning, Hannah awoke from her sleep to a flu

    activity. Bob was sound asleep, still exhausted from the last nigh

    capade. People were coming into the station to start the days

    Seeking some serious help, Hannah was able to locate the senior

    tive. She convinced him to investigate the hotel, but the officer ke

    ing that he had never heard of a Hotel Toscano in the area that fit t

    scription she gave. The detective was not very busy, so he decide

    he would accompany these crazy tourists and just do what they s

    they would shut up. Anyways he remembered that he needed tup some meat from the deli on the way back from the hotel. It

    convenient excuse to get out of the office since there werent any

    that needed his immediate attention. Hannah woke Bob and the

    the officer to the hotel site.

    When Bob, Hannah, and the detective reached the site

    were greeted by a large villa that looked just like the hotel. Bu

    was no arch over the driveway, the wrought iron gate was over

    with vines and was chained shut. The building itself was in rui

    roof was virtually non-existent and the walls, which once had a

    derful cream faade, were nothing but crumbling ruins overgrowvines. The whole place looked like it was untouched since the 16

    tury and had been left to rot away.

    See! I told you. Nothing here. Maybe you drink vino little too m

    you imagine. I have important work to do at polizia station. I hav

    now. Ciao said the officer as he poked his head out of his car wi

    He was soon gone and only Hannah and Bob were left standing in

    of the imposing gate.

    Maybe hes right, I mean we were drinking last night an

    know what that can do to your mind said Hannah.

    But that cant be. I mean, it all seemed so vivid! Besides, ais supposed to make you forget things right? replied Bob in

    tressed voice.

    I dont know honey. Why dont we just get back in the c

    forget about all of this answered Hannah.

    Admitting defeat, they walked back to their car. Hannah

    first, but Bob took a final look at the building before getting in t

    He looked at where he thought their room had been last night.

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    man shouted from the end of the hallway

    in a low, raspy voice; Signor, signora!

    Why you leave so fast? What is zee mat-

    ter? It was Claudio. Without a moment

    wasted, Bob started running down to the

    other end of the hall, giving Hannah a

    shove in that direction when he passed

    her. Bob and Hannah were both quite in-toxicated by the wine and were putting

    their tolerance and coordination to the

    test. Hannah looked over her shoulder

    and almost tripped from the sight Clau-

    dio, Chef Roberto and Danilo. Sprinting

    their way down towards their car, both of

    them nearly took a tumble down the

    stairs. When they finally reached their car,

    Bob was fumbling and patting his pockets

    like crazy to find his keys. When he fi-nally did, it took him a leisurely time to

    get the tiny Fiat 500 unlocked and out of

    the parking lot. As Hanna was closing her

    door, She heard that low raspy voice in

    the distance Whereyougoing! Come back

    here! The small 69 horsepower midget

    of an engine strained as it pulled the pair

    and their belongings to safety.

    After nearly driving off the road

    several times the couple spotted the lightsof a small town in the distance. The fog

    had cleared up by then and they were

    able to reach it without any further trou-

    ble. Bob decided that the best place for

    them to go would be the police station.

    Luckily, it was right on the street that

    they were on and they had no trouble

    finding it. Bob slotted the car with quite a

    bit of un-coordination under the sign that

    said Polizia. The inside of the station was

    bare of people, except for one man at the

    front desk in the waiting room. The lone

    policeman was at the desk with his head

    buried in that days newspaper. When the

    couple stumbled through the door, he

    lowered his reading material and gave an

    annoyed stare, then got back to his news-

    paper. Both Bob and Hannah were too

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    The walls were falling apart and through a gap in the wall he saw something that rocked his soul. Up on the

    second floor, between the vines and crumbling concrete, was his leather jacket hanging right where he put it

    the night before.

    By Juha, Grade 10

    BUTTERFLY-VISUAL ARTS WINNER-

    Krizia, Grade 12

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    -VISUAL ARTS WINNER-

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    NON-FICTION

    Does God Exist?: An Exposition by Nicole

    Weathering the Storm by Sam

    Manila by Esther

    Living With the Scars of Beautiful

    Reality by Nikki

    Is the Red Apple Really Red? by Nicole

    Writers for this section

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    Theanswer could only be one of two: yes or no. Yetthere has been a great schism between the two campswho support either answer for the vehicle of thoughtthat humans ride nowadays of reason and science spurn-

    ing from the Age of Enlightenment that begun in the 17th

    century, can neither prove nor disprove the existence of God.It is acknowledgeable that the camp of the Yes answer re-

    sides under the banner of Religion, and the camp of the No

    At the outset, both camps must agree that both answers can-

    not be both right. I cannot reconcile in my conscience the no-

    tion that an entity can simultaneously exist and not-exist.

    This is unless some metaphysics scientist tried to debunk my

    statement and prove that entities could both exist and not

    exist at the same time. Hence, it is either There is no God or

    While religion bases its belief in the existence of God on faith,science bases its disbelief in the existence of God on the cur-

    rent lack of scientific evidence supporting Gods existence.

    Whereas the definition of faith is to believe in something

    even without hard evidence, the definition of evidence is

    anything that can be touched, felt, smelled, seen, or heard by

    humans or their instruments. Evidence is basically physical

    things that can be examined, measured, and analyzed by hu-

    However, there lies the inherent incompatibility of science

    and God. Science is the study of physical phenomena. God is

    a spiritual phenomenon. Thus, there is a great abyss between

    Since science can only explain physical phenomena, how

    then is it a practical tool for establishing the existence or non-

    Therefore, I find that science has no grounds to declare the

    non-existence or existence of God for it is totally beyond the

    Since science is no mode to answer the question of Gods ex-

    istence, where can humans look to for answers? Let us back

    track from science, and seek out its predecessor. Before hu-mans set out to understand the universes laws through ex-

    perimentation, they did so only by thought. The collective

    method of using pure human thought and reason to explain

    the universe is called Philosophy. And it is from Philosophy

    Since, Science stems from Philosophy, and Philosophy stems

    from pure Reason I ask myself where does Reason come

    from? All I know is that it happens in our brain, our mind,

    where electrical pulses pass from the synapses of neurons to

    other neurons. My

    new question is:

    How does some-

    thing of the con-

    sistency of cold

    oatmeal (thebrain) capacitate

    to comprehend

    the workings of

    Thus, only after

    that questioned is satisfied can I continue my dig for the a

    swer to Does God exist? Along those lines, I must also

    my self, Do I exist? for it is almost the same question. R

    edly, this fundamental human question has already been

    swered: I think, therefore I am. So, is that how we solve

    problem the way Descartes solved his own question of existence? Thus the available answers to the question Do

    God exist? would become I believe, therefore God is. o

    I come to the conclusion that the only way to finally find

    true answer to this question is death. In the end, we all di

    When humans pass death, there lies the answer to anothe

    question: Will we all enter eternal oblivion or will we fac

    either eternal life or eternal death or will we simply reinc

    In the end, science and religion establishes no absolutes f

    universe for they are both merely extensions of human cu

    ity and human uncertainty. When we raise the question o

    Gods existence, we find no definite answers but merely s

    more light on our human un-omniscience. Do partially co

    scious beings even have the capacity to determine the exi

    tence of a supposedly omniscient being? Is the ant capabl

    discovering how a whole human being looks like? (Im su

    ants are only able to see fragments of us. And germs will

    haps question the existence of a whole human altogether

    only possible way we can get an answer regarding the qu

    tion of God's existence while we are still alive is for God,

    indeed he does exist, to one day show up in the sky for al

    Reaching no definite answer in the course of my argumen

    thus conclude by quoting myself: Doubt is the beginning

    deep contemplation.

    DOES GOD EXIST?: AN EXPOSITION

    Nicole, Grade

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    LIHAM

    ever few posses-

    sions they had,

    along with their

    homes. However,

    ISMs dedication

    to the partnership

    with PCF and Pa-

    paya Academy (a

    similar beneficiary

    working with

    squatter communi-

    ties) ensured that

    the immediate

    health concerns of the community at Tondo and Payatas were swift

    met, with PCF reporting a return to status quo within a few week

    With the funds raised by ISM, supplies were also bought for medic

    missions that took place during the weeks that followed. The spread

    disease caused by the flooding was (and still is) a huge threat. PCF al

    has a school in Baguio, so when typhoon Pepeng hit on October 4

    devastating many communities in northern Luzon with landslides, was able to divert aid to those communities too.

    More remarkable than the incisive decisions made by th

    schools administration though, were the efforts exemplified by IS

    students immediately in the wake of the destruction. By Monday lunc

    break ISMs Battle of the Bands core had rallied together some 40 vo

    unteers and performers to plan a charity rock concert to be held th

    Friday. The ambitious idea, like so many others, came together throug

    conversations overFacebookand quickly developed into a communit

    wide project, incorporating the support of student and teacher band

    cultural clubs, the environment council, and ISMs administration,

    well as parental connections, which ensured high profile food stal

    The theme was simple: resilience and brotherhood in the face of adve

    sity the concerts name, Singing in the Rain, embodied just th

    spirit. All said and done, the concert that began with humble expect

    tions raised over 8500 U.S. dollars in just a few hours. As one teache

    remarked, [this event] just goes to show what students are capable

    when they mobilize.

    The devastation caused by typhoon Ondoy was, in man

    ways, a wake-up call. Like 2005s Hurricane Katrina, Ondoy pointed

    many of the inadequacies of the current government disaster relief sy

    tem. Moreover it served as a grim reminder that climate change is dr

    matically influencing weather patterns. If Ondoy revealed anythin

    about the Philippine people it is that we are a resilient bunch som

    thing CNN newscasters pointed to when reporting on the recent passin

    of typhoon Santi the fourth typhoon to strike in a month. Indeed,

    showed to many of ISMs students that the bubble our elite cla

    community seems to exist in, is notimpenetrable.

    Obviously, more work needs to be done, but the immedia

    response seen from both administration and students promises to hera

    an emboldening of the spirit of brotherhood and empathy that ISM ha

    for so many years, tried to foster.

    Sam, Grade 1

    WEATHERING THE STORM

    The Philippines is used to being battered by typhoons. Heavy

    rains are expected during monsoon season. It seemed, then,

    based on past experience, the typhoon that made landfall on

    ember 25th would be nothing out of the ordinary. Thats how it

    ed.

    Typhoon Ondoy slammed into the main island of the Philip-s, Luzon, with a fury in the form of flooding and mudslides.

    t seemed like just another storm proved to be anything but, as

    apital city, Manila, suffered damage unparalleled since the Sec-

    World War. The majority of ISM students and faculty enjoyed

    uxury of safety while the poorest areas of the city began to un-

    . The seriousness of the situation quickly became apparent. The

    o Manila area, home to some fifteen million inhabitants, was

    led; 80% of Manila was left under water after having received

    st a months worth of rain in under 12 hours.

    Late into the day, the government declared a national state

    lamity and ordered all schools in the Metro Manila area to close

    he following day, Monday. Many schools would actually be

    formed into evacuation centers that week. Many ISM studentsmed that, despite its track record of resilience in the face of ex-

    ve decrees, ISM would indeed follow suit and remain closed

    When it was determined that no major structural damage had

    incurred by the school and that class would be held on Monday

    was a mixed reaction among students. Social networks like

    bookmade it apparent that a lot of students were upset over the

    lopment as they felt that it was inappropriate to go on with

    iness as usual, while over half of the city remained under water

    hundreds of thousands were homeless. However, vexation

    kly turned into motivation. Students came together and decided

    the school remaining open was in fact a blessing, as it would

    e as an excellent hub for coordinated relief efforts.

    Many in the ISM community were severely affected by them. Although most of the families of students and expatriate fac-

    emerged relatively unscathed, a significant number of the

    ols support staff, especially those living in the worst affected

    such as Marikina, had their homes inundated.

    In an emergency meeting on Monday morning, ISMs ad-

    stration determined that ISMs disaster relief fund would be

    d primarily at helping fulfill the immediate needs of those in the

    community (custodians and support staff, over a hundred of

    se homes had suffered considerable damage) and two of its ser-

    partners, the Philippine Community Fund (PCF) and Papaya

    demy, with remaining funds to be invested in more long-term

    inable reconstruction efforts.

    PCF is a community development organization that works

    e squatter communities at the infamous Pier 18 Dumpsite in

    do. It has an excellent reputation for offering direct help to those

    in need. The groups mission is to permanently improve the

    ty of life for the poorest Filipino communities, through educa-

    nutrition, health, medical and family enhancement programs.

    also ISMs waste management partner uses recycled trash to

    e jewelry, bags, and other products that can be sold abroad for

    returns. The income generated by these items is used for a myr-

    of community development projects. The poor communities l

    g on and around the dumpsite communities of Pier 18 and

    tas were absolutely devastated, with many families losing what-

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    NON-FICTION

    Im the luckiest person in the entire face of the

    world.

    Everyday I walk to school with a metal struc-ture strapped on me and people ask, What

    happened to you? Sometimes when I dont feel like talking,

    I say I hurt myself, other times I cut the story short because

    there are so many things that have happened that even

    words themselves cannot portray.

    Its a story that changed my life.

    In May I went to Jakarta for a Touch Rugby Meet

    with two perfectly fine knees. I never had a knee problem

    and for two games they were fine until the third game. Dur-

    ing the third game, I passed the ball to the other team be-cause it was our turn for defense and while I was running

    backwards to get into position I spun my self to the right

    side and then blacked out. Im not sure what was going on

    just that I felt this surge of pain seep right through some-

    where. Lying there on the grass, I experienced the most

    tragic seconds of my life. It was as if knives were cutting me

    alive. The pain was unexplainable, how I could feel each of

    my muscles taken apart yet become numb to the sense of

    touch. I could feel the pain but I couldnt point out where it

    was and then out of no where I started to cry and scream. I

    have only twice in my life cried because of sport-related

    injuries. I get hurt so often that I am practically immune to

    the pain but I knew that this was not the same and that it

    would hurt even more if I kept it to myself.

    I was sent to the best clinic in Jakarta and they said

    nothing was wrong but inside I could feel something was

    different.

    ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

    That was May.

    Everybody, including my parents, thought I wasmaking a big deal out of everything and even until today, I

    dont blame them. I fell down by myself with no whatsoever

    physical contact. Even if I was the one watching myself I

    would have thought crying and screaming was over-

    exaggerating. I could walk, I could run, I could dance, so

    there was really nothing wrong. But I could feel it. I could-

    nt figure out what it was but something was wrong. My

    parents, for the sake of trying to do something about it,

    made me get acupuncture. But nothing changed. So I kept

    on complaining until even I, myself, felt that I was

    overreacting. I eventually stopped.

    Then one day during summer school, I pla

    basketball and the same thing happened but this tim

    was warned before I fell down: I felt my right knee buc

    This time when I fell down I didnt cry. I just lay t

    thinking, I told you so. The health trainer took m

    and told me my Medial Collateral Ligament was just

    and that MCLs can heal on its own. He told me that

    followed exactly what he said it would be all right. Sofive weeks, all I did was bike for 10 minutes and

    weights for two hours. Finally, I was convinced th

    could play basketball again.

    But it happened again, and the summer sch

    decided to make me take an MRI.

    When the results came outACL and meni

    and MCL all completely tornI was speechless. I stare

    this long sheet of paper typed up in the ugliest font I

    ever seen. I didnt understand it. I told my doctor, I d

    want to know what happened, just tell me if I neehave surgery or not. My doctor just said Yesat

    moment I knew everything was going to change. He s

    would have to tell my parents about this and that its

    something that I can hide like last time. So I told my d

    was afraid though, afraid of the fact that he might get

    gry with me for basketball even after he told me no

    But he didnt and it is because he didnt I cried. I cried

    day because of everything. I cried because I knew I wo

    nt be playing sports or dancing for a year or two. I c

    LIVING WITH THE SCARS OF

    BEAUTIFUL REALITY

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    by Shanika, Grade 12

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    LIHAMfore my school work could be done. This was true, yet for

    many weeks I didnt do anything but sleep, because I just

    wanted time to pass.

    Then I came back to ISM and from there the real

    story begins.

    ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

    I was on a wheel chair for 6 weeks. In those 6 weeks I

    gauged on who were real friends and who werent. I gained

    different perspectives of life.

    Everyday I try to catch up with work Ive missed.

    Everyday I have less than 4 hours of sleep. I have such a hard

    time at school because people dont know who I am and I

    have difficulty becoming friends with new people because I

    cant be the over energetic and spontaneous person I used to

    be. I have such a hard time moving from class to class, I have

    such a hard time dealing with rehabilitation, I have such a

    hard time fitting everything in one day, I have such a hardtime trying to make people understand why I put my bag in a

    wheelchair, why I cant use crutches and I have such a hard

    time waiting for the year to pass.

    I used to wonder and sometimes I still do, why this

    happened to me. Why out of all people, me who loved sports

    to the extent that every season I would do 2 sports and every

    day after school I would be running, did this happen to me? I

    used to cry every night because so many things have changed

    because of this. My dream of being this well-rounded person

    was fading. Even more than that, the most dominant factor of

    my life was lost, spirit. Today, I remind myself that it hap-

    pened to me because I deserve a break. I deserve to come

    home at 3pm, I deserve not to be all sweaty at the end of the

    day.

    I remind myself that what happened made me realize

    how much my family meant to me. Throughout everything,

    my family, especially my dad, was there through the whole

    run. Through this incident, Ive seen both my mom and dad

    cry because they were sorry for not noticing earlier, for being

    so stupid to just leave things, for not being able to afford a bet-

    ter country to live in. I understood. I love my parents, and

    even through all my complaining, my tear-filled nights, my

    typical teenager attitude, they were still there for me. My little

    brother, who had to deal with my bossing around, never com-

    plained. As a family we cried, as a family we felt pain, as a

    family we are facing difficulties, as a family we savor every

    part of life. My family members are the three people that are

    always there to catch me when I look back or fall back. I want

    to say thank you for everything.

    ause I knew surgery hurt. I cried because I never expect

    After summer ended and while everyone else was

    k in school, I had surgery. Before they put me on anes-

    sia this woman told me, Youre a brave kiddo, the

    ungest one Ive ever worked on. Then they talked about

    sthesia whether to do a half or a full and when they de-

    ed on full I was overjoyed because I wouldnt have to

    r what was going on. She said, Sleep well and I closed

    eyes.

    I was wrong.When I woke up, everything was done but my

    oat was burning as if flames were inside. I moved around

    naling the nurse that I was awake and that I needed some

    ter. I weakly said Water. She replied No, you cant

    ve water for the next 8 hours. I was struck.

    When I was wheeled back to my hospital bed it

    s the beginning of living torture. Nobody would give me

    ter and on top of that I had practice this breathing proce-

    e. Even worse was having to spit out green stuff (I still

    nt know what its called). If I didnt follow these rules I

    uld potentially have heart problems so it was critical.

    erything was blurry that day. People kept hitting my face

    ng to wake me up. They asked me if I wanted to watch

    . or do anything and in my mind I kept on saying,

    EAVE ME ALONE. Then in the 4thhour my leg was sud-

    nly streaked with insurmountable pain. I started scream-

    and then a nurse came in and she started getting mad at

    and my dad kept on trying to tell her that I was only a

    and to please understand and she said Youre alreadySuck it up. And I started to cry trying to prove to her

    t saying that wouldnt make it any better. Eventually she

    the point and gave me morphine. By the 5th hour I told

    dad, Dad, I dont care if I throw up just give me the

    mn water. and he said no. I needed to wait for 3 more

    urs.

    I wanted to sleep. I wanted time to pass by, to get

    over with. The pain was so traumatizing that I kept

    nking somebody ease this pain. The thing is, nobody

    . It was my first taste of reality.

    Eventually time passed and with a sore throat I

    nt through rehabilitation everyday. I met soccer players,

    leyball players, old men and women. All with their own

    ries, all older than me. My health trainers asked me

    hat did you do to yourself? Its as if you put your life on

    life for sports. Not even athletes come with knees like

    urs.

    I was being backed up on work. Mr. Brown told

    parents that it wasnt my brain that was hurt and there-

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    NON-FICTIONI know that if I never got hurt I would have never

    gone to the hospital and met so many people all with their

    own life stories. I would have never learned that disease can

    be a beautiful thing when you look at it in a different way. I

    would have never learned the importance of good health

    without this experience. I would have never cared about dis-

    abled people.

    It is now my 8th week since the operation.

    I wonder about all the people that have to live with

    this for their whole life. I think about how hard it must be for

    them, living unnoticed. When I see high steps, or no ramps, I

    think to myself, If only they made it less steep, if only they

    built a ramp, Is it really that hard? I think about how selfish

    our society is and how it has no consideration for the minori-

    ties. I wonder about the pain that these people have to face

    every moment that they are alive knowing that there will beno second that they dont fight their disability, trying to love

    it more than hate it. I respect them for being so strong. I re-

    spect them for dealing with it. I also respect who ever takes

    care of them. I respect those who support them. I respect

    them for being who they are.

    I am currently trying to get myself to swim again

    and hopefully go to swimming IASAS. I joined MUN and I

    would have never realized such a rewarding opportunity to

    learn and to travel if not for my inability to play soccer. I am

    trying to focus more on my studies.

    I have had an experience that not many kids my age

    have and in that way I believe I am special. I am waiting for

    that day that I can tell every one of you my whole story but

    for now, my story ends here.

    I want to thank those who shared this pain with me.

    Thank you to the trainers, the doctors, the strangers who

    have opened the door for me. I want to thank my best friends

    for being there for me. I want to thank my teachers and my

    counselor for dealing with me and my situation; thank you so

    much. But most of all, I want to thank my family and thankyou for having the endurance to read up to the end.

    I truly am the luckiest living human in the whole

    world.

    Live to love and laugh, because life is too short for

    anything else.

    IS THE RED APPLE

    REALLY RED?-CONTEST WINNER-

    To understand some-

    thing, we need to rely on

    our experience and culture.

    Does that mean it is

    impossible to obtain

    objective knowledge?uman diversity is an amazing fact. Despite being

    same species, human beings around the world

    different from each other on many levels of know

    that each person adds colors to the palette of human exi

    even without the deliberate intent of doing so.

    Across the globe, there is the phenomenon of p

    having mixed cultures, dissimilar life experiences, diverse

    and contrasting social-political backgrounds. People from

    ent places display distinct characteristics. Zooming-in

    continent-wide to neighborhood-wide lenses, the stark co

    between human opinions, beliefs, and attitudes towar

    given subject can be observed, formed on the basis of indi

    past experiences and cultural backgrounds. Thus, an

    woman would think differently from an Australian aborig

    regarding food, clothing, science, religion, and many

    things; but also, the same Indian woman would think diffe

    from another Indian woman living across her street. In

    words, a unique paradigm around which every person

    unconsciously builds his or her world-view or perspec

    what is real filters all information received and influences

    understanding. Therefore, we come across the question,

    that mean it is impossible to obtain objective knowledge?

    In the face of celebrating our rainbow of culture

    experiences, this question is most especially important giv

    modern-day trend of globalization. People nowadays cons

    normal to come together on a daily basis under commo

    nomic interests, environmental goals, social tolerance, cu

    appreciation, etcetera that we begin to wonder whether

    those deeply-imbed cultural and experiential dissimilarit

    deed stand as a huge unassailable barrier to creating (or d

    ering, whichever way you view the process of attain

    knowledge that is universal. Or will knowledge always be

    thing different in the brains of different people?Nikki, Grade 9

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    The answer to the quoted question, if giving myself no time

    for deliberation, is immediately no. On the surface, it seems absurd to

    think that objective knowledge cannot be possible (taking into account

    that objective knowledge is not an equal translation of the word

    truth, a concept of deeper, more profound connotations). We know

    that there are things about which two culturally and socio-politicallydifferent people (provided they possess a sufficient degree of sanity)

    would not dispute heavily such as the existence of the sun , the neces-

    sity of food to survive , or that sexual intercourse potentially produces off-

    spring. For the most part, such indisputable claims of knowledge are

    established by common sense, shared human experience, or the scien-

    tific method. So I answer, Yes, objective knowledge is indeed possi-

    ble. (And it is, might I say, such a convenience to establish.)

    How I wish I could say it ends there and that Im done an-

    swering the question. But delving deeper into the case, one discovers

    that the establishment of objective knowledge, especially by the threementioned ways, crosses the border into subjective knowledge terri-

    tory. For example, in history we read that in Galileos time it was

    common sense to know that the earth is flat. But knowing that the

    earth is round now, does that make the ancients view of a flat earth

    objective or subjective?

    A red apple: it is red. That pre-schooler fact is established by

    our shared human experience. But does everyone really see the red

    apple as red? What if color-blind people (or even absolutely blind peo-

    ple) do not see the red apple as red (or do not see the apple at all)?

    Does that mean color-blind and blind people are wrong? Does the gen-

    eral human population have the right to claim they are right about the

    apples color? Even a dog will see the color of a red apple differentlyfrom a butterfly. Does the apple have no absolutely objective color?

    Does that mean color is subjective knowledge? (It seems like it.)

    What about science is it entirely objective, as it is purposed

    to be? Even with the merciless tools of the scientific method which aim

    to obliterate human subjectivity, throughout the centuries scientific

    theories have been disputed over, constantly modified, thrown away,

    and/or salvaged due to the progressive steps of scientific discovery

    and analysis. Does that mean the validity of scientific theories is sub-

    ject to the minds of scientists? I guess so.

    So if even science, which we all hail as the supreme to

    of objective, is still actually subject to the minds of the scientis

    who decide which theories to keep and which to throw, is the h

    man attainment of objective knowledge then impossible?

    My answer is yes. Yes, it is almost impossible to for thentire human race to have one objective bank of knowledg

    Almost impossible I say, not impossible; because otherwise, i

    use absolute terms, this essay would invalidate the whole point

    the human pursuit of knowledge which is to arrive at the trut

    some time or later. Thus it is a given that objective knowledge

    not impossible. At the moment, the universal truth seems ungras

    able, but humans are adamant about pursuing knowledg

    (Indeed, the theoretical physicists are still grappling over the Th

    ory of Everything.) The pursuit of truth is an inescapable, in-bre

    trait of the human race. The accumulation of doubts and an exp

    nentially heightening pile of unanswered questions which resu

    from centuries of pursuing knowledge have no power to discou

    age us from continuing our journey of discovery and understaning. The human will is still frenzied over pouring in passion an

    energy into the worthy quest of the indomitable truth that ocea

    of truth, wherein the lines between subjective knowledge and o

    jective knowledge and the many other existing types of knowled

    can sigh their last and fade away

    .

    I end with this quote by Isaac Newton:

    I do not know what I may appear to the world; but

    myself I seem to have been only like a boy playing on the seashor

    and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebb

    or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth la

    all undiscovered before me.~ From Brewster, Memoirs of Newton (1855)

    NON-FICTION

    Nicole, Grade 11

    by Shanika, Grade 12

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    NON-FICTION

    A

    gainst the cloudless sky, where a couple ofsparrows soared through the unbearably hu-

    mid air, the stoplight blazed a bloody red. The

    minute the light lit up, dark-skinned, grimylooking children dispersed from a corner of the street.

    Like black ants swarming around biscuit crumbs, these

    children horded around the lined up cars, each child

    knocking on the windows, cupping their little, filthy

    hands, and yelling, maam, pera, pera, po.One of them,

    a little girl, rushed towards my car. The gaze that has lost

    half the touch of reality melted the glass; the two eyes

    were two wrinkled, salty olives soaked in ghostly blank-

    ness. Indeed, it was a truly terrifying sight as the child

    puffed mist on the window with her drooping cavern-

    like mouth. She constantly knocked and begged for a

    peso or two, until the stoplight turned green once moreand the car rushed on, leaving the dirty child behind in

    the middle of the street, her cupped palms still empty.

    The bare soles of these impoverished creatures are

    caked with grey stuff at its folds, as well as their finger-

    nails each nail has unidentifiable grime stuck under.Often the thin dark fingers would hold strings sewn with

    white sampaguita flowers while the other hand wouldform a small tunnel around their black lips, shouting

    fresh flowers.Yet the deafening roar of the Fords andthe BMWs darting by instantly crushes the faint voices of

    the children.

    Ya-ya, take care of Angel,please. Shes crying,

    There was a huge family sitting down on the table next

    to mine. The mother of the family was one of thoseproud Filipino women who always have scented makeup

    plastered thickly on their faces and weigh themselves

    down with dozens of golden chains wrapped around

    their slender necks. The smell of her Bvlgari perfume

    pierced the rim of my nostrils like needles. In a very

    strong and arrogant Filipino accent she snapped at the

    two nannies, both wearing white, sitting at the corner ofthe table. Immediately the two dropped their spoon and

    forks as one reached for the toddlers toy while the otherpicked up the child and cooed at the wailing face.

    Why is it that well-off mothers, who spend a majority of

    their time at the spa and the mall, are never willing to

    take care of their own young? A scene too familiar in the

    sophisticated parts of Manila, as mothers are either very

    busy picking on their salpicao and salad, or observantly

    looking at shop windows in the Greenbelt Malls

    her two children follow her on strollers pushed

    least two invisible figures dressed in white. Arounoutdoor malls I have often seen a mother cat licki

    kittens and keeping their furs clean. Also, I was told that children who belong to wealthier familie

    helped at the showers until the child is twelve yeaby their ya-yas, whose hands are eternally attach

    the smooth arms of these children.

    The plates, inadequately filled with limp stir-fried

    kong stalks and cold rice placed in front of the y

    were barely touched as the talkative family walke

    of the restaurant through its arched exits. Soon

    they left, a stray tabby cat slowly meandered tow

    the table, pounced on it, and slowly began licking u

    food with its rubbery tongue. In a few minutes it lef

    appearing into the night.

    I was passing through the financial district of the c

    its peak time of the day, at around 7 oclock in thening. Traffic in Manila is like a herd of a thousand

    phants stomping away from ivory hunters. Even witwindows rolled up, the sound of the unbearable ho

    and engines rumbling seeped through the crackcrevices like poisoning gas. With deft maneuvering

    wheels the car eventually made its way out of the

    hem, but soon I was stopped by a police officer drin blue. He motioned the windows to be rolled down

    Yes?

    He took off his gold-rimmed sunglasses, and while

    ing them on his sky-blue shirt, Maam, you have

    an illegal right-turn. At this point my driver interj

    in rapid Tagalog, loudly complaining at the police

    The officer put his glasses back on, swatted a mosaway from his arm, cleared his throat, and murm

    something quietly to my driver.

    Sandali lang,he answered. Then he reached f

    back pocket and took out his battered wallet; from

    took a five hundred peso bill and gave it to the offic

    The policeman snuck the bill slyly in his pocket,

    with a quiet salamathe waved his hands towards

    roads and sent us off.

    MANILA-CONTEST WINNER-

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    Esther, Grade

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    LIHAM

    ~

    POETRY

    The Veiled Intent of War by Alex

    Blow Your Precious Tears Away by Soowan

    Drastic Measures by Christopher

    Continuity by Toni

    Carol of a Woman by Cathy

    Not Your Average Stereotypical

    Guy by Mic

    Writers for this section

    Elevator by Matt

    The Chair by Lynn

    The Storm by Jeremy

    Diet Drinks by Juha

    Marshmallows by Soowan

    Game Theory by Jose

    New Interlocking Shapes by JuliaEine Villanelle de Asuka by Asuka

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    POETRYTHE VEILED INTENT

    OF WAR

    Pain, pain aroused by its puerile power.

    Alex, Grade 12

    BLOW YOUR

    PRECIOUS TEARS

    AWAY

    Blow your precious tears I believe that youve changed my life fo

    Rise and shine like in the mornin

    I owe you.

    Im not going to find another somebody lik

    n

    Blow your precious tears

    I know its the sweetest debt; Ill ever have to

    More than life now more than

    Rise and shine like in the mornin

    The time cant take

    All the sunlight in the morning. Whats

    Blow your precious tears

    I wish I had more than just a life time. Eve

    To give back all youve given me more

    Rise and shine like in the mornin

    And my love, you soak into my heart and brai

    bI might make mistakes, how

    Blow your precious tears

    Rise and shine like in the mornin

    Soowan, Grade

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    POETRYCAROL OF A WOMAN

    Carols pummeled the shops sign boards,

    Scribbling across the dust-filled counter,

    Across the womans airless hearts chords,

    Revolving around like ripples of the nights river,

    Across the inky snow smearing the window,

    That would vanish once this season is gone,

    Isolating further apart the widow,

    Cold and continuous the cheers leave her alone.

    Sorry, you are not invited to this celebration,

    The Siberian wind hiss to her ears,

    Whose shape and form are like those of an apparition

    Bleary-eyed, her time goes without peers.

    Trudging her silent path home,

    With icicles hanging off her finger.She harbored if a happy day will ever come

    Despondent, her steps went with no answer.

    NOT YOUR AVERAGE STEREOTYPICAL GUY

    Oh curse the usual stereotypes!

    For he is not like those in Hollywood.

    To them, he is as irritating as bagpipes

    In these eyes, its nothing but good.

    What is seen is what is outside,

    Only I accept what is within him.

    Unlike the rest, never had he lied

    For his words are as solemn as a hymn.

    To the others, a pest is he,

    But why should I care what they may think?

    If it were true, the pest belongs to me.

    He and I are two beats in sync.

    Famous stars may have it all

    But out of them all, he is the one standing tall.

    Mic, Grade 11

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    Cathy, Grade 10

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    LIHAMTHE CHAIRn the winter

    a chair was put

    nto my fathers shower

    during his daily ablutions

    the chair made gravity tolerable

    for his creaking body

    ifted him to

    the falling water

    that shoved dirt off his skin

    but couldnt budge

    the grains of time

    that had lodged in his knees

    they were rough, jagged, these grains

    they rubbedagainst the bones in his body

    they rubbedagainst his chair

    and slowly

    slowly

    eroded

    them

    to

    d

    u

    s

    t

    so i made him a new chair

    tore my hair out of my headand spun the strands into steel

    built the chairs frame

    pulled out the fibers of my heart

    and made pillows

    padded the chair

    picked my nails out of my hands

    and carved them into diamonds

    adorned the chair

    collected my tears of joy

    and made a soothing enamelshined the chair

    n the spring

    this chair was put

    nto my fathers shower

    ts still there.

    Lynn, Grade 10

    THE STORMThe wind blows and creates waves towards the shore.

    Children cry, and to the gods the adults pray.When this will end, nobody knows for sure.

    It doesnt fade away; it comes more and more.

    People are full of fear as the clouds darken the bay.

    The wind blows and creates waves towards the shore.

    Toward the shore the winds blow, down to the land the

    rains pour.

    The waves sweep away the dead bodies from where the

    lay.

    When this will end, nobody knows for sure.

    Endlessly, the vigorous waves pound through the sandy

    floor,

    All furniture is mercilessly taken away.

    The wind blows and creates waves towards the shore.

    Incessantly, the rains leave marks on the roofs they tore

    Throughout the deep wooden walls is all decay.

    When this will end, nobody knows for sure.

    More and more, the figures of the town blur.

    The ones still alive plead the gods to give them a way.The wind blows and creates waves towards the shore.

    When this will end, nobody knows for sure.

    Jeremy, Grade 1

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    Melting in my mou

    All sticking to my teeth

    Roasting them on fire was the times of delight

    Soft moments all night

    Heating them burn all the fire

    Making wishes what you admireAfterwards you eat

    Licking my lips to get that last piece of treat

    Loving these are so painful at the end

    Oh! Now I need to diet extra hard!

    What has happened to my tummy?

    So then I think of the tastes of marshmallows again.

    POETRYDIET DRINKS

    When you drink a serving of soda,

    hopefully its not as tall as master Yoda.

    But there are those who want to lose weight,

    although they might not care whats on their plate,

    They will always choose

    the words diet, light or zero

    in the hopes that the can lose.

    But if you look at these people,

    they are wider than a church steeple.

    They have monster thighs,and 64 as a waist size.

    Most cannot be bothered to exercise,

    and instead would eat a dozen pies.

    But the words diet, light and zero make them feel

    slim

    although the reality is quite grim.

    So lets reconsider these diet drinks,

    MARSHMALLOWS

    Soowan, Grade 10

    Juha, Grade

    But the words diet, light and zero make

    them feel slim

    although the reality is quite grim.

    So lets reconsider these diet drinks,

    cause they just might be a big fat jinx.

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    LIHAMELEVATORA slight cough and cellphones clicks

    My reflection presses ever closer as Im squished against the

    mirrored walls

    Ding!

    Clamor erupts as the thundering horde departs.

    Catching my breath, the steel doors slide slo-

    A hand wedges between! Im horrified as a man in red shoes

    enters the box

    I try not to stare; but the mirrored walls are unforgiving.

    An awful stench filled the box.

    I sensed a variety of smells a bad night at the coco cabana

    perhaps?

    Holding my breath I prayed that th

    Ding!

    The man in red shoes stumbled from the box,

    And into the hallway past three beautiful young ladies.

    I tired to smile, only to meet disgust in their faces.

    The horrid stench; they think its me!Looking away the box amplified the whispers they spoke,

    They are unforgiving just like the walls

    Ding!

    Red with embarrassment and turning away as they leave;

    my reflection is unforgiving.

    The steel doors slide slowly, Im trapped within.

    The distant muzak returns.

    I stare at the camera; its omniscient eye saw everything.

    With a grateful sigh I see the lightDING!

    I step out of the box, leaving the steel doors behind.

    Matt, Grade 11

    GAME THEORYI sit in class

    and as X approaches zero,

    there are less reasons

    for me to care.

    I wonder whats wrong

    with me.

    She says she wants me.

    (But that she shouldnt, its trashy)

    Hilariously, I like her because she has that class

    because she wonders if the things she does are wrong,

    or if she, in her luster, sh