I AM THE ABSOLUTE

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I AM THE ABSOLUTEThe end of a wanderer, based on the teachings of

Sri Nisargadatta MaharajBy

Pradeep [email protected]

The Teaching

1. The I am came first, its ever present, ever available, refuseall thoughts except I am, stay there.

Understanding the I am, your sense of being or just presence isextremely important as on it rests the entire outcome of the teaching.

Firstly, are you at all aware of your being or of the fact that you are?You have to be before anything else can be, your sense ofpresence or the feeling I am is very fundamental to anything thathas to follow. Secondly, this sense of being or the feeling I am, wasit not the very first event or happening before any of your livingexperiences could begin? Apply your mind go back in time to themoment when it dawned on you that you are or I am. This I am isstill there with you, ever present, ever available, it was and still is thefirst thought, refuse all other thoughts and come back there and stay

there. So try to understand and grasp this beingness or I amnessthat is inherent in you. The more precisely and clearly you do it themore rapid would be your progress.

2. Just stay put firmly and establish yourself in the I am, rejectall that does not go with I am.

Having understood the I am in every way, the next thing is to staythere, establish yourself in your sense of being and not deviate fromit at all. The very moment you start thinking about anything else you

can be lest assured there have been add-ons on the basic I am andit has lost its purity. Reject anything that is I am plus and so forthbecause all the rest are contaminants and do not go with it.

3. Consistently and with perseverance separate the I am fromthis or that, just keep in mind the feeling I am.


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All this is not as easy as it sounds it is hard work, your consistencyand perseverance are keys to you success. Separate the I am fromI am this or I am that or I am so and so all these are add-ons andhave been loaded onto you by others and society. All theseappendages on the I am maybe of some value in your day to dayliving, but if your goal or quest is for eternity, they are impediments.You will have to separate them from the I am and just keep in mindyour sense of presence or the feeling I am.

4. Only the I am is certain, its impersonal, all knowledge stemsfrom it, its the root, hold on to it and let all else go.

Right from the day you came know that you are to this day you stillknow that you are. All add-ons have come and gone, are transient,

but the fundamental I am has remained unchanged and is the onlycertainty. This I am is impersonal, its common to everybody andwordless, the moment you came know that you are you did not knowany words or language, which came later. Based on this non-verbal Iam you could later on say verbally I am in whatever language youwere taught. From this small minute I am further knowledge grewleaps and bounds to gigantic proportions. So all knowledge stemsfrom the I am, it is very fundamental, the base, the origin, the root ofeverything. You have to hold on to this I am and let everything else

go.

5. The I am is the sum total of all that you perceive, its time-bound, the I am itself is an illusion, you are not the I am youare prior to it.

Since the I am is the continuous link throughout all the events inyour life it quite obviously forms the sum total of all your perception. Itis the very basis of your perception, no I am, no perception. This Iam is an illusion, for like a dream it has spontaneously appeared on

you and one day it would disappear. All that appears and disappearscannot be true and since you are a witness to it you stand apart. Youare not the I am but prior to it.

6. You must meditate on the I am without holding on to thebody-mind, the I am is the first ignorance, persist on it and youwill go beyond it.


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Bring all your attention to the I am, meditate on it; try to do it bykeeping the body-mind totally aside. In the beginning the body-mindwould resist this reversion but with practice they would automaticallynot interfere. Remember, this I am has tricked you into believing theunreal so you may call it the first ignorance. You have to be after thisI am constantly only then you can go beyond it, otherwise it willcontinue playing games with you.

7. The feeling I am comes to you only because there issomething older or earlier in you to which this I am appears.

Ponder over a question like: To whom does the feeling I am come?Or, what was I prior to the arrival of the knowledge I am? When youdo so, you will realize that there has to be something older or

something before on which this I am appears. The more the timeyou spend in the I am without words, the stronger the convictionwould grow about this something that is prior to the I am. Finallythat something is your goal and to be focused upon, for that is yourtrue Absolute nature.

8. The interval between the beginning of I am (birth or waking)and until you lose it again (death or deep sleep) is called time.

This whole concept of time is based on the appearance anddisappearance of the I am. The arrival and departure of the I amfrom birth to death is called a life-time, while that from waking up tofalling asleep a day-time. Accordingly you say his life-time has cometo an end or It is the end of the day. The I am linked up withmemory maintains a continuity throughout your life.

9. Thoroughly investigate the appearance and disappearance ofthe I am did you desire it, or did it just happen?

Understanding, meditation and conviction grow together, therein oneof the important question that is asked, is about the appearance anddisappearance of the I am. The question is that did it occur throughyour wanting or desiring? Was it a volitional process? If you havecorrectly understood the I am the answer would be that it came andwould go spontaneously, on its own. This would strike a blow to thebelief you hold that you are doer and may even end it.


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10.The first step is to go and dwell in the I am. From there yougo beyond consciousness and no-consciousness to the infiniteAbsolute which is the permanent state.

After understanding the I am, the first step is to dwell in it. You havein the I am by putting the body idea completely away. See the I amin its wordless purity and abide there for a sufficiently long time.When you do so, a moment would come when you go beyondconsciousness or I am and no-consciousness or I am not. Whenthis happens you would merge in your true nature, the Absolute,which is a permanent state.

The Last Words

1.Traveling the pathless path,Passing through the gateless gate,I reached the pointless point,Only to realize there was no one who did so.2.I am the Absolute,All is the Absolute,The Absolute only is,Ever abide in this truth.3.All that is relative is false,All that is perceivable is false,All that is conceivable is false,All that is objective is false.4.Just as an analogy,The dream appears to have occurred,The content of the dream is an illusion,

And the dreamer is untouched by the dream.5.Quite so on the Absolute,The relative appears to have occurred,Like the dream its content is an illusion,And the Absolute is untouched by the relative.6


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Many a studies were done,This teaching was difficult to grasp,Its nature being elusive and esoteric,Its the all-inclusive undifferentiated Reality.7.It was an exhaustive wandering,Conviction not easy to come by,Repeated study, contemplation andMeditation had to be done.8.Desire is the Absolute seeking the Absolute,When misconstrued in objects,It led to discontent,Caused misery and remained unfulfilled

9.As the Absolute,I am beyond body and mind,It was the reflection of my real being in the mind,That I wrongly identified with body and mind.10.Only through identification with the mindYou become unhappy, angry, afraid and worried,Your real, highest being,The truest self is beyond the mind.11.On scrutiny, this variety of manifestation,Really does not exist,Everything is the undifferentiated Absolute,Which is the same as you are.12.Through constant practice,Let this knowledge become firm with youDiscard everything and

Become one with the Absolute Reality.13.There is no duality at all,Nor is there any cause and effect,Absorbed in the Absolute,I am free from fear due to duality.14.


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I am not the personality or person,I am not the presence,I am not the absence,I am the Absolute beyond presence or absence.15.I am not the gross or subtle body,I am not the causal body,I am not the supra-causal body,As the Absolute I transcend all.16.I am not the waking state,I am not the dream state,I am not the deep sleep state,As the Absolute I transcend the fourth as well.

17.The highest honor to objectivity,Is to see the subjectivity in it,Abide as the subjectivity,As the Absolute I transcend that as well.18.The ultimate understanding is,That there is no-thing to understand at all,In the present moment awareness,One realizes that there is no present moment at all.19.I have no thought or fancies,I have neither confusion nor certainty,I am neither being nor non-being,Whereof memory now.20.Come desires and there is a strong out rush,I thought I understood desires,But it was never so,

For if it was they wouldnt trouble me.21.Psychologically a desire is a contradiction,Therefore impossible to understand,An object is desirable only when outside me,If it is one with me I wouldnt desire it.22.


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It is very important to remember,I cannot desire an object really outside me,If so I have nothing to do with it,Then where is the question of desiring it?23.If I am not connected to an object,I am not going to get it,If I am not going to get it,There is no use desiring it.24.This is one aspect of the contradiction.The second has already been stated,That for an object to be desired,It has to be outside me.

25.Look at the contradiction!Such is the nature of desire,Constantly harassing us,Its a torment all the life.26.We have a faint indication,Of the generalized form of the primal urge,In a particularized form,It is felt individually.27.The simultaneous urge,To become two,And also become one!Such is the enigma of desire.28.The mind intends to unite,With the object of desire,What is ultimately sought after is,

The indivisibility of being.29.Original Cosmic manifestation is explicable,On the acceptance of a original split,That leads to a self-contradictory feeling,Thus occurs a feeling of separation and unity simultaneously.30.


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I know myself and that is All,I have become the All, I am the All,The supreme satisfaction is My Being only,One who knows this becomes the Absolute.31.Living by worldly ways means,Non-perception of the Absolute,Behind all forms lies the Absolute,One who knows this becomes the Absolute.32.Contact with any object means,Contact with That Being only,If this awareness is awakened,That very moment is Liberation.

33.Knowledge of the Absolute,Liberates by the very of fact of its presence,No process is involved,The presence itself is the process.34.Knowledge of the Absolute,Does not require any content,It is itself its content,It needs no object outside it.35.It is this peculiar non-objectivity of the Absolute,To which the human mind is not accustomed to,And this is the reason as to why,It finds it incomprehensible.36.Prior to creation the Absolute knew itself alone,I am the All, was the knowledge,It was a comprehensive Reality,

The All ness of being that did not exclude anything.37.Individual knowledge of I am,Stands opposed to objects outside (is relative),Absolute knowledge does not stand opposed to an object,This knowledge is the Universal I am.38.


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No one is debarred from entry into the Absolute,But a qualification has to be acquired before that,You have to be in tune with the Absolute being,No gap or gulf should exist in between.39.I am always the Absolute,I have no physical, mental or verbal work to perform,To get rid of miseries,I have no austerities to perform.40.I am that which knows no gods and their worship,I am that which is devoid of creation, preservation or destruction,I am that which knows no meditation,I am that which free is from all traces of thought.

41.I am devoid of the body and senses,I am devoid of the mind and intellect,I am devoid of knowledge and ignorance,I am devoid of the macrocosm and microcosm.42.I know no desire or greed,I know no deed or delusion,I know no impurities of mind,I know no bondage or liberation.43.I am that which knows no beginning or end,I am that which knows no top, middle or bottom,I am that which knows no time or space,I am that which knows no objects of perception.44.The immortal and eternal Absolute,Cannot be sought through possessions or wealth,It has an altogether different status,

It has no connection with any relativistic associations.45.What was I before I was born?Ask this question with a deep intensity,And the answer would comeI am unborn, I was unborn, and I would remain unborn.46.


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There is no debate, success or failure,There are no words, speech or meaning,There are no holy scriptures or sacred books,There is no listening, reflection or meditation.

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