Equilibrium Magazine Issue 46-Autumn 2012

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MAGAZINE FOR WELLBEING

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2012

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Autumn 2012 / ISSUE 46

>> Hooked into Consmption

>> Urban Harvest

>> Confned Spaces

>> Claralympics!!

>> The Most Savage Insult


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After 7 years as facilitator of Equilibrium I

am moving on in a few weeks. As a team

we have managed to move Equilibrium

from a 4 page newssheet to a longer

paper based version and then (as now)

to a limitless electronic space corralled

into online magazine format as well as

being on our blog: www.equilriummag.

blogspot.co.uk. We have embraced Twit-

ter too and tried to broaden our reader-

ship.

What will I miss? Countless things the

chat, the winter sing-alongs (Mamma

Mia Mamma Mia) with Marcias fab

harmonies uh huh, the mice in St Anns,

countless cakes (latest being a fab

eggless confection with fruit and akes

thanks Gavin!) , picnics in the park and

the Claralympics (qv), Marco Lanzarote,

Nigel Prestatyn and Olive, Ants super

skills in all things designy and his absolutefaith in organic management,

the indoor sparkler event, sitting

on important chairs in the train-

ing room, chats about everything

from vitamin D to the Ugandan

royal family, Gavins total faith in

our abilities, and the collective

effort to try and make a

difference.

I slope off now down the road in

N8 and hand over to Kate who

Im sure will bring Equi out of the

digital shadows. I will continue to try and

keep wellbeing on the map and keep up

my obsession with trying to improve the

lives of those with some form of distress.

As recovery is more prevalent in the

developing world than in the UK, and in

lots of ways the treatments on offer vary

little from how they were 60 years ago

(ECT, strong drugs etc), theres so much

room for change. I will still contribute and

really look forward to each fresh issue of

Equilibrium.

Valediction!

Clarication:

Article on Stuart Low Trust Philosophy Group in issue 44 of Equilibrium

was written by Rachel Paine and Harry Adamson.


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The Fix: How Addiction is Invading Our Lives

and Taking Over Your World, Damian Thomp-

son (Collins, 2012, 18.99 hardback)

The idea that products from cakes to inter-

net sites are increasingly designed to beas addictive as possible is both chilling and

entirely unsurprising. After all, there seems to

be no limit to how low multinationals will stoop

to mould us into ideal consumers, cut off from

anything (social bonds, knowledge of the

conditions in which these items are produced,

a capacity both to fully inhabit the present

moment and to see beyond it) which might

hinder an unbridled gobbling of so-calledgoods and services. Any effort to make the

inhabitants of economically rich countries

more aware of this is to be applauded, even

if, as in this case, the attempt borders on the

slapdash.

Thompson has some interesting points to

make. His principal concern seems to be to

highlight how many more people than we

might imagine in fact, almost anyone who

regularly uses the internet are ensnared in

powerful patterns of addiction which can

come to govern our daily lives. He convinc-

ingly argues, for example, that it is no coin-

cidence that iphone users are forced into

OCD-type behaviour in order to keep their

mobiles charged and updated with the latest

software, nor that sugary cupcakes trigger

similar biochemical responses to heroin.

Unfortunately, Thompsons writing style is at

times irritatingly repetitive, as is his occasional

tendency to make assertions rather than

fully develop arguments backed up with

evidence. To give one example, the state-

ment that through our addictions to technol-

ogy we are increasingly replacing peoplewith things is repeatedly made, but not devel-

oped. This is a pity.

Nevertheless, anyone reading this book may

nd themselves more aware and wary - of

the ways in which we risk losing ourselves in a

torrent of short-term desires, each demanding

its own x as soon as possible, or sooner. And

this awareness might just result in our having

more of a chance to pause before we reach

for just one more piece of chocolate, or look

at just one more website before we return to

the non-virtual world. So its interesting how

the insubstantial, slightly tantalising writing

style of this book had me drawn hurriedly from

one chapter to the next, barely leaving time

for the arguments to be digested. After alll,

publishers want us to consume, too.

Image:www.helpforinternetaddictions.com

Hooked into ConsumptionMeg Kelly


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On a sunny Saturday

afternoon in Septem-

ber, I biked down to

Ally Pally to join Urban Harvestsannual Red Berry Walk. With

blackberry season almost over,

you might have thought there

would be little to pick unless

(unlike me) you knew about

hawthorns (native and exotic),

sloe, crab apples, rosehips and

quince!

Before this walk, I would have

been hard pressed to identify all

of these, let alone know what

to do with them. But during the

hour or so I spent strolling round

the park with a large and friendly

group of foragers, I learnt

enough to feel condent about

foraging on my own afterwards. I

learnt that whilst native hawthorn

berries are small and mostly

seed, their exotic cousins can be

the size of small cherries and

many grow as ornamental street

trees. Sloe (which, confusingly, is

the fruit of the blackthorn) turned

out to resemble tiny purple

plums though eating them raw

is not recommended. They can

be used to avour vodka, or

possibly salted like olives.

My favourite nd was the crab

apples. It was a triumphant

moment when, a few weeks

later, I found myself at the

bottom of Muswell Hill and peck-

ish. Should I pop into the newsa-

gents and buy a chocolate

bar? But hadnt we found a crabapple tree round here during

the foraging walk? I found the

tree again, and its small sweet

and sharp red fruit on their long

stalks free, and healthy - kept

me going until I arrived home for

lunch. And I never even knew

that crab apples were edible

Urban Harvest is an informal

group based in North London,

holding regular foraging walks

and foraging-themed meetings.

For information about foraging,

details of future events or to join

the email list, visit www.urban-

harvest.org.uk.

Fruit for free:Urban Harvest Foraging WalkMeg Kelly


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at Mind

GreenMinds

in Haringey



M

ind in Haringey have been running

a gardening group at Station

House on Stapleton Hall Road forthe past two years. The purpose of the group

is to improve the well-being of people living

with mental ill-health by being out in the

garden growing fruit and vegetables.

It has proven to be a very successful group

and many of the members feel that it has

had a positive impact on their mental healththrough the social interaction, feeling of

ownership and sense of belonging. Mind in

Haringey has created an educational, socia-

ble and fun environment which has reduced

the feeling of isolation that many of the serv-

ice users experience.

One of the regular participants joined the

group following severe bouts of depression

and has stated that the gardening group

has helped him cope with his mental illness.

More recently, he has graduated from being

a service user to becoming a volunteer and

now assists with running the group and has

been leading the planning process for the

coming years project.

The gardening group has given me ground-

ing and a reason to be. I have regained my

condence and self-esteem with Mind in

Haringeys help and could not hold them in

higher regard.

The group have transformed the land to the

rear of Mind in Haringey to include a seat-

ing area where people can meet for coffee,have lunch and meet friends, creating a

very sociable and welcoming environment.

They have also created a sensory garden

which is full of herbs and lavender which

are regularly used by some of our therapy

groups. Beyond this is a large area of work-

ing allotments which involved landscaping,

planting of a variety of seasonal fruits and

vegetables, herbs and owers. The fruit and

vegetables are dug up and used to provide

a meal to the participants of the gardening

group.

The group is currently preparing the allot-

ments for winter and have been planning on

further developments to the garden. These

include creating a natural meadow on the

third tier of land which will include bird and

bat boxes, bee hives and a pond. The group

feels that this will maintain a natural balance

with nature and attract wildlife into the area.

The real success has come from providing

the participants with a sense of achievement

and ownership of something that they have

helped to create. Our participants regularly

express how much they enjoy attending the

gardening group and how much better they

have felt since being a part of it. To see a

persons condence grow through a sense

of achievement really claries the impor-

tance of the project.

If you would like further information about Mind in Haringey and the other activities we provide or would like to support the

work we do, you can visit our website at www.mindinharingey.org.uk, or our blog at www.mindinharingey.blogspot.com


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This was a day of contrasts from the old fashioned

retro medical model keynote speech from Kay

Redeld Jamison (USA) to a one person installation

come play come medical note that was Dylan Tighe

(Antic imposition: Acting Mad(ness).

Madness and theatre are high on my list of preoc-

cupations and I was chuffed to see a whole two

day conference jointly organized by lecturers fromCambridge and Exeter Unis

First up the famous KRJamison who wrote The Unquiet

Mind and grabbed a slice of public attention. As time

has passed I have realized how faulty her thoughts

on mental distress are she has had severe bipolar

disorder for a long time and ascribes to the lithium/ECT

school of treatment . Admittedly the fact that she has

been suicidal and has been a counselor to the suicidal

too may inform her affection for pharms, but her pres-

entation stuck very closely to a very neuroscienticand non holistic script.

CONFINED SPACESConsidering performance,

madness and psychiatryCambridge Sept 2012

Image of Dylan Tighe


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She is literary and artistic and speckledher talk with quotes from Robert Lowell

Where youre going, Professor you

wont need your Dante. (ie the nearest

asylum). She also speckled it with words

such as disease, biological, genetic, clini-

cal, etc setting out her stall as a pretty

medical one. She talked of heredity (the

gene has never been found, and intergen-

erational heredity apart from new work

on epigenetics is unproven. She brushedover the fact that a lot of her literary and

artistic subjects may have been syphilitic

(van Gogh etc) and was very keen to

prove their bloodlines were full of inherited

madness.

She claimed that each psychotic episode

would take a chink of the brain hmmm

what about the harm done by drugs to

the brain? She glossed over any evidencethat suicidal ideation may be increased by

some drug treatments and was hugely keen

on the illness of the brain model.

Other presentations included a look at

drama within old asylums, annual shows,

etc all seen by the presenter in a slightly

distant and anthropological way. And a

dramaturg from the Young Vic produc-

tion of the Changeling spoke of how they

rendered Middleton/Rowley for the 21st

c. A woman from the US spoke of working

within the Clubhouse system and running

movement classes. They subverted (in a

way) their drug regime by putting on a

pageant wearing sashes marked Thorazine

and Lithium

Dylan Tighe a theatre practitioner in his 30s

from Dublin presented a one man medley

of his medical notes, his theatre reviews, aYoutube vid of his play and his next album.

Brave and very affecting.

The best bits of any conference are the 0-60

conversations had in lobbies and on the

way to meals. I bonded in seconds with a

historian of the emotions (speciality: PTSD,

inching and mimicry) and a Professor of

Medical Ethics with a love of theatre.

The afternoon brought smaller groupsessions great work being done in York

with performers with distress and those

without and audience assumptions. Two

speech therapists working with children

with a diagnosis of AHDD spoke of a drama

intervention improving the kids lives, and

a bunch of anthropologists explained how

they had become healthcare assistants

on a ward with Alzheimer patients and

created a drama. I was not so sure of theethics of this if the patients had not had

Alzheimers and been able to express them-

selves more lucidly how would they feel?

Felt knackered at the end and slipped

back home but it had been a fabulous mix

of angles, thoughts, emphases and ideas

for the future. I now hope to be part of a

special interest group on healthcare and

theatre.

As the conference organisers said:

As the old asylums are being demolished,

left derelict, or transformed into ats, and

the survivors of the system pass away, it is

vital that we document this vanishing theat-

rical past and chart its development in the

contemporary psychiatric landscape.

Polly Mortimer


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Poem of the Issue:

Dylan Thomas

A stranger has come

To share my room in the house not right in the head,

A girl as mad as birds

Bolting the night of the door with her arm the plume.Strait in the mazed bed

She deludes the heaven-proof house with entering clouds

Yet she deludes with walking the nightmarish room,

At large as the dead,

Or rides the imagined oceans of the male wards.

She has come possessed

Who admits the delusive light through the bouncing wall,Possessed by the skies

She sleeps in the narrow trough yet she walks in the dust

Yet raves at her will

On the madhouse boards worn thin by my walking tears.

And taken by light in her arms at long and dear last

I may without fail

Suffer the rst vision that set re to the stars.

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2 Notes fromMarco Lanzarote

1) If you have ever been a smoker and

wondered after you stopped how, or if, your

lungs could return to normal function then the

answer could be eat plenty of broccoli.

Researchers at John Hopkins University in Balti-

more, Maryland have found that apart from

helping to prevent cancer, broccoli may also

have benecial effects on the lungs.

The article in New Scientist (23.04.11) states that

white blood cells called macrophages help

clean the lungs and guard against infection.

The chemical pathway that performs this task is

wiped out by smoking.

Sulphoraphane, a plant chemi-

cal that is made by broc-

coli and other cruciferous

vegetables- can restore

this pathway. So, give

up smoking and eat

plenty of broccoli.

2) A news article in Asylum magazine (autumn

2012) reports briey on research published by

the LSE on the millions of pounds wasted in the

NHS due to the lack of proper mental health

treatment, and suggests the appointment of aspecial cabinet minister to deal with the issue.

The article estimates that of the 6.1 million

people with treatable anxiety or depression in

England, only 131000(or 2.1%) received talking

therapy.

The coalition, whose Care Services Minister Paul

Burstow is advising that 400 ,million is being

invested to make sure that talking therapies

are available to all people of all ages who

need them

Mental ill health costs society

105 billion per yearI have

always been clear that it

should be treated as seri-

ously as physical health

problems. (Asylun News

p11)


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Hats off to the late

Princess Alice,

mother of Prince

Philip. She managed

to recover from

harrowing war work

in World War 1 on

the front line, a

diagnosis of para-

noid schizophrenia, 2.5 yrs in an isolated

German clinic, separation from her children

and bravely she harboured an escaping

Greek Jewish family in WW2 .

And more hats off to

Patrick Stewartthe

actor who fronted

an extraordinary

episode of Who do

you think you are?

He had suffered

extremely as a child

and adult from

witnessing extreme

domestic violence meted out on his motherby his father, returned from WW2. He pieced

together his fathers war, spent at places

where extreme events happened such as

Arnhem. He then visited Combat Stress, the

brilliant charity for those who declare with

war trauma ( PTSD ) - thousands more never

reach CS. Finally he could start to under-

stand, but never condone, the rage and

intolerable behavior of his father as rooted

in his horric experiences.

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On a routine journey back from the south

Bank one night I found myself comparing

myself to Mayhew the great documenter

and interviewer of 19 c Londoners. I satmute, but with my eyes and ears the Friday

night became more and more psych-

edelic. From girls spewing into binliners on

the Embankment, I found myself next to a

pinktrousered neer-do-well trying to inter-

est mild Italian tourists in going to Camden

to score some weed he was far from his

missus and baby.

Then when I reunited with my bike I

passed some stranger sights too a man

on a quad bike leering at schoolgirls at a

busstop, a small woman scuttling into the

bushes of a dark park and nally out of a

side turning came a young woman wear-

ing nothing but a hoodie, bra and thong

nonchalantly and undistressed crossing the

road to her ats.

What we notice in the city 1Polly Mortimer

Hats OffPolly Mortimer

image:primetime.unrealitytv.co.uk


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Tree Fall3 images of left-hand column: courtesy of Lucy Fisher


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Paralympics - A Personal Experience

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By Dev Chatterjea

A

s everyone knows, the Paralympics

was an major success, and the high

achievement of the athletes and

people involved in the event i.e. all staff and

volunteers (games makers and ceremony

volunteers) is well known. To stage an event

in such epic proportions was a major task. As

you probably have guessed I participated

as a volunteer in the opening ceremony and

as a Games Maker. To participate in such an

event was a major and enjoyable moment.

Before I start talking about my experiencethere is one point that should mention. All

these athletes are the best in their elds.

It would not be logical to assume that all

people with various disabilities should be able

to do such feats, and so should be judged by

their own capabilities.

As a lead up to the games we had a series

of training events. Some of the training would

last 9 hours or more. This is especially for the

ceremony where we had to train for eight or

nine hours straight for four days in a row.

As a Games Maker an average day there

would be two shifts in the morning, 6 am to

3.30pm and the evening shift would be from


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4pm to 12pm each day. I used to do the

morning shift which meant leaving home

at 4.45 am and reaching there by 6am,

followed by a group meeting next to the

Aquatics Centre at 6.30. During one of

these meetings we would get to know

whats going on for the day and end with

doing the hoke cokey and the Mexican

wave including an annual wave to the

CCTV cameras. This may seem a strangething to do but it was a way of getting us

in the mood for the day.

There was one occasion where I was

asked to work at the world square. This

area was known as the rush hour zone

and aptly named the congestion zone.

This is where all outdoor entertainment

would occur. A standard morning wouldstart with us in our allocated areas ready

to start, some lively music. At this point

we would have to direct large crowds,

well over 30 people, to their destinations.

This mad rush as one staff member put

it would occur many times a day. During

this time you would get some strange

questions such as: Can my daughter

throw fairy dust on the athletes? Which

way is the main stadium? When they were

looking straight at it. On a sobering note

a young family came up to me and said

they dreamed they would one day see

something like this and they liked what we

were doing.

One day on the Main entrance at Strat-

ford Gate which was where the mad

rush would happen. Working at the gates

would mean standing for long periods

of time. One morning at the Stratford

Gate we were as usual scanning tickets,

a group of ecstatic people all wearing

clothes with the Union Jack ags, includ-

ing wigs came through. As normal we

scanned their tickets. Towards the end a

couple came in wearing the ag clothes

but the other way round. The man whowas wearing the dress danced in scream-

ing I am Miss UK. You could imagine our

reaction to seeing this!

A month before the Games Makers

started work, we started the rehears-

als for the opening ceremony. This was

some feat because most of us had not

performed on stage for years let alone ona global stage of more than a 2.5 billion

people. The rst two rehearsals started at

a studio in west London were we got our

accreditation, our roles in the ceremony

and numbers. In my case I was a marshal.

A marshal is one of a group of people

who dance, guide and keep the athletes

happy. On the face of it it seems very easy,

but everything is done to the second and

highly timed as well as lot of rehearsals.

I would nd this out when the rehearsals

moved to a large warehouse in Dagan-

ham, on the outskirts of London. The day

would start at 11pm with several bendy

busses taking over 900 performers to a

rather remote warehouse. This is where

the hole rehearsals was done to scale

and timing. We were put to our paces

cont...



such as entering the stadium in order, danc-

ing on the spot and creating the shaad (the

Paralympics ag). This was repeated over

several times and each time faster. The day

would end at 7pm and we would be sent to

the stations by busses. This type of rehearsal

would continue through the weekend

and on to Monday in rather warm summer

weather.

Around ve days before the start of the

opening ceremony our rehearsal moved

to the stadium. It wasnt until then that it

occurred to myself and other performers

how immense was the scale of what we

were going to do. I remember walking on

to the center of the stadium seeing all the

props, the globe and the lighting men work-

ing on the set, and thinking to myself I am

really doing this!

On the Sunday, which we called the test

day, we had our dress rehearsals. This is

where everyone involved in the show, from

the performers, camera men, elections, ag

bearers and us the marshals, came together

to see how it would pan-out in full show

mode. This is when we got our uniforms,

those blue, yellow, orange coloured uniforms

which was the same colour as the stage

oor. Doing the full dress rehearsals made it

more real.

On the day of the of the Opening Ceremony

(or aptly named Show day) everyone came

in a good six hours before the start. As we

were getting ready and doing a quick

rehearsal I could sense the excitement of

what was going to happen. There was also a

mad rush to get our uniforms ready. Unfortu-

nately the costume department had got all

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above images: Dev Chatterjea



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the marshals uniforms, but some were missing.

Also, some were incredibly small and tight, and

some were too big.

Around about 7pm the audience started to

enter the stadium area. From our vantage

point we could see a gigantic heard of people

coming in from Stratford Gate. Rather than

panic, which is a commonly known reaction,

there was a rather overwhelming feeling of

excitement and electricity in our ready area.

As the show time got closer each group were

called out one by one, and each time we all

got even more excited.

Finally our turn came. One of the staff calledour groups name and the whole room burst

into deafening scream with everyone including

me screaming with excitement. Within seconds

a staff member took us outside to the noisy

thumping music coming from the stadium. As

we waited marshals at the front started shout-

ing this is it guys. And we walked on stage. The

rest is history.

THE CLARALYMPICS!!

Owing to many factors one being that

none of us are champion sportspeople and

to the various reasons why that is age,

ability, being hampered by various condi-

tions and/or the drugs given for them, etc

etc we decided to have our own Olympics

in the park this summer.

The Claralympics took

place on an after-

noon of mixed weather

- in Priory Park, N8. Sadly

Clare Balding was other-wise engaged but we

managed to have a

smashing picnic of arti-

choke tartlets, pistachios

and fruit and started our

games in earnest with

no commentator but

ourselves. For those who

were happier seated on the ground we

had Throw the ball into the bag and How

many pistachios can you peel in 1 minute.

This last game was judged by our own

personal Games Maker Lizzy (in uniform)

who happened to be passing at the time

and joined us.

Then we segued onto the more chal-

lenging part of the games The Richard

3 Banana Race followed by Anarchist

Rounders. Dev won the R3 race, and Anar-

chist Rounders is designed to have no

winners. Based loosely on Monty Pythons

Philosophers Football Match, there are no

rules and everyone wins and loses. Posts

are marked by apple juice cartons.

There were no prizes but everyone had

a laurel branch to put in their hair (like in

Ancient Greece) and went home happy.

Pictured: ofcial adjudicator of the global

event that is the Claraympics.



Vitamin D Angela

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Irecently had a general health check done

in my GP surgery. A blood test was done

and the result showed my vitamin D level to

be too low. The surgery gave me a prescription

to take and said that I had to get a vitamin D

supplement over the counter.

I bought a supplement which was 1000 iu

which is 500% RDA ( Recommended Daily

Allowance ). I was taking it every morning after

breakfast. Then I noticed that I kept feeling

hungry, so I cut it down to 2 times a week. I did

not feel hungry anymore but I started to feel

depressed with a capital D in the mornings.

The mornings was like a nightmare . My radio

clock alarm would go off at 7 oclock andsthen I would keep pressing the snooze button

until 11 clock. This happened every morning

for 4 weeks.

I spoke to a nurse at St Anns Hospital and a

centre ofcer at the Clarendon Day Centre

and they both said what happened 4 weeks

ago ? There was nothing I could think of, and

then one day I spoke to somebody in the

church about it and then the penny dropped.

It was the Vitamin D tablets. I spoke to my GP

about it and she said it shouldnt do that and

told me not to take it for the next 3 to 4 weeks.

I was feeling very bad so I had to book an

appointment with the Consultant Psychiatrist.

He said that the vitamin D tablet has reacted

with one of the medications prescribed for

mental health problems. So he gave me an

increased dose of antidepressant to take if I

feel I need it. While unwell I felt hungry and

paranoid. For example I was crossing a high

road and I got into my head that a car was

going to crash into on purpose. I freaked out,

ran straight into a young man coming towards

me and grabbed his hands which were on hischest. I even feel scared when I hear my wash-

ing machine going into spin.

This is a very unusual state of affairs. The GPs

said it shouldnt have happened to me so I

have stopped taking them so dont worry !

This has happened to me personally. It does

not mean you must stop taking vitamin D.

image:www.123rf.com



As the brother of Edward who is

too severely ill to be productive

or constructive, particularly so in

a mental health day care centre setting,

Ive often wondered if he might still benet

on some level from being in a more lively

setting with other similar individuals - a setting

beyond the dour connes his care home, andthe same few familiar faces that frequent it.

Mental health centres of yesteryear throw

up images of individuals lounging around

in smoke-thick rooms doing little to simulate

a productive, worthwhile existence. But this

image is outdated. Todays day care centres

are places where individuals are expected

to be productive and constructive; where

theyre taught skills, provided with various

types of training, helped to recover and

move on, etc. And if they dont meet this

criteria? well theyre unlikely be allowed to

attend.

From this transition from the old to new ways

of running a mental health day care centre,

individuals like Edward have been left out of

the loop.

Clearly most day care centres do not have

the necessary resources to accommodate

the severely ill like Edward. But Ive often

wondered whether for one day of the week,

at least special resources could be provided

by day care centres which could accommo-

date such individuals. Where they could listen

to music, have lunch, tea and coffee, watch

lms, have entertainment put on, etc. In fact

be offered some semblance of broader inter-

action, connection, and quality of life. But

then would this laying on of special resources,

(to use council lingo), be cost effective? Thats

a question for the number crunchers.

Likely, for the time being at least, Edwards

daily life will be a little narrower in quality than

I would like. Im also acutely aware of the

great care and attention he receives at his

present home. Those who run it do a tremen-

dous job with extremely limited resources.

Perhaps Edwards care home is a scaled-

down version of a larger day care centre, with

ve members instead of fty. Perhaps it does

contain all of Edward needs. Perhaps Im in no

position to judge And perhaps only Edward

can know for sure what his needs are... and

what they arent. But will he tell us...?

Edward& the Day Care Centre

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Nigel Prestatyn

image:www.sodahead.com



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On Saturday 13th October,

a beautiful sunny autumn

day, over 60 CoolTan Arts

participants, volunteers, support-ers and patrons gathered outside

Maudsley Hospital to begin a spon-

sored walk to the Tate Modern. Our

Largactyl Shufe walk was organ-

ised to celebrate World Mental

Health Day and explored the idea of

BRANDED how labels and brand-

ing create stigma against those with

mental distress.

Cllr Abdul Mohamed Deputy Mayor

of Southwark, Councillor Peter John,

Leader of Southwark Council, and

Cllr Veronica Ward joined us to open

proceedings.

CoolTan Arts is a Southwark based

charity run by and for people with

mental distress and exists to inspire

the wellbeing and creative partici-pation of a diverse range of people

through the production of quality art.

On the 4.8 mile journey walkers were

led on a route through the pretty

back streets of Southwark, with stops

on the way for talks and art-making,

entirely planned by CoolTan Arts

volunteers.

The walk included a stop to unveil

a dedicated plaque at the site of

the CoolTan Arts sculptural bench,

installed in the north east corner of

Camberwell Green, SE5. Designed

and made by Rossen Daskalov and

CoolTan Arts:Largactyl ShufeCoolTan Arts Celebrates World Mental Health Day and raises more than

5,000 on a Sponsored Walk for its workshops for people with Mental distress

Photo credits: Jez C Self, Hannah Maule-nch, Eva Megias and Emma Thatcher



CoolTan Arts participants, it is dedi-

cated to the local community.

Finishing with a reception at TateModern, walkers had the oppor-

tunity to see CoolTans rst pop up

exhibition for A Postcard to the

World a mail-art project exploring

feelings about the Olympics and

Paralympics. The event culminated

with poetry, music, homemade

cakes and socialising.

Present at the reception were Simon

Hughes MP, Liberal Democrat MP

for Bermondsey and Old Southwark

and Cllr Althea Smith, Mayor of

Southwark, alongside local residents,

walkers and other guests and visitors.

Michelle Baharier, CEO of CoolTan

Arts, said: Im delighted at the

huge support weve had from Cool-Tan participants, volunteers and

all who joined us on this important

walk, in celebration of World Mental

Health Day and to destigmatise

mental health we hope the nal

amount raised will surpass the total

raised in 2011!

A total (so far) of 5,130.00 wasraised by charity staff, volunteers,

participants and supporters which

will allow creative arts workshops,

walks and self-advocacy training to

continue.

You can still donate to the CoolTan walkers by visiting: www.justgiving.com/cooltanartssponsoredwalk



What we notice

in the city 2:

Slugs

Slugs are not this colour.

Slugs are not silver

but this one is, slithering over the paving

stones by the sage, as if it had just

slipped in under the gate

not just silver, but with black leopard-like

markings

I am horried, captivated, repulsed.

Theres a blackbird itting between

branches in the apple tree. I will him to

come here, come here and eat this slug

I put my bike away, go into the house,begin to doubt what my own eyes have

seen. Go out again

no sign of the slug. Are those silvery

trails, left on the stones?

Photoright:Po

lly,RoyalLondon

Photo: AnthonyEQUILIBRIUM 22

Meg Kelly



T

here is a huge body of clinical literature

on the description, diagnosis and treat-

ment of borderline personality disorder

(BPD). Yet this literature pays scant attention

to its lived impact. Beyond rightful concerns

about the labels immense stigma, few exam-

ine the effect of branding someones person-

ality the core of their being as disordered.

It is now 22 years since the current National

Director for Health and Criminal Justice,Louis Appleby, denounced personality

disorder (PD) as an enduring pejorative

judgement.(1) Others have highlighted

the vulnerability of people with the label to

severe mistreatment and the smearing of their

characters across medical and legal settings.

(2) Still, service user and survivor reports of

ongoing discrimination and degrading treat-

ment go unheeded.(3)

Calls to expand the description and diag-

nostic criteria have resulted in increases in

diagnosis rates, with one recent survey claim-

ing that 72% of the British population had

personality disturbances(4) [] Clearly, there

is a desperate need to pay attention to the

voices of people who are stuck with this label.

BPD the ofcial explanation:

The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of

Mental Disorders (DSM-IV) aligns personal-

ity disorders with enduring, inexible, socially

deviant styles of thought and behaviour. For a

diagnosis of BPD, ve of the following symp-

toms must be cited:

lintense interpersonal relationships

laffective instability lmood reactivity l

Image:www.familyanatomy.com

Language within mental health is more than just semantics, and this is most signicant in

the case of diagnostic categories like borderline personality disorder and its effect on those

diagnosed. By Clare Shaw and Debra Shulkes. Copyright: Open MInd

The Most Savage Insult

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impulsive behavioursl

inappropriate intenseangerl frantic efforts to avoid abandonment

lunstable self-image lsuicidal and self-muti-

lating behaviours l chronic feelings of empti-

ness l transient stress-related paranoid ideas

It is often said that such vague and subjec-

tive criteria could apply to almost anyone;

who is to decide when anger is inappropri-

ate or intense?

So what is wrong with it?

Since it was introduced to the DSM in 1980,

several studies have criticised BPD diagnosis

for numerous reasons(5): its lack of scientic

reliability and validity; its biased construction,

which pathologises the coping strategies

and options of particular populations such as

women; its alarmingly unequitable patterns

of diagnosis 75% of those diagnosed are

women at least 70% of whom were sexually

abused as children. Many draw parallels with

notorious past diagnoses such as hysteria

its overwhelming stigma BPD is arguably

one of the labels most feared by staff and

patients, being associated with phrases like

manipulative, attention-seeking, untreatable

and untrustworthy, and a list of assumptions

so derogatory it has been described as little

more than a sophisticated insult; its use as a

punitive dust-bin diagnosis for those judged

to be bad patients because they are trou-

blemakers or have failed to respond to

treatment

[]

Diagnosed disordered: our storyA diagnosis of BPD destroys lives. We should

know. BPD is our primary diagnosis. When we

listen to the voices of those who have been

diagnosed with BPD, there is no debate it is

hurting people. Badly.

In many ways it is a relief to be diagnosed...

At last you have it irrefutably conrmed that

you are wrong and have always been wrong.

And it makes such sense you have nothing

else to blame but yourself. (Clare Shaw)

It became clear to me that th diagnosis

had caused women more distress that what-

ever validity had taken them to services in

the rst place No other diagnosis smears

the womans character, trustworthiness and

validity of her distress as much as BPD does.

(Louise Pembroke)

Having the diagnosis of BPD has never been

a positive experience, its always hung over

my head like a a dark cloud. (Jo)

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Language within mental health is more than

just semantics. Words like personality disor-

der can deform thought and practice.

They position the diagnosed as other in her

distress. They tell her that her very being is

disordered. They obstruct recognition of the

role of context. And they push our voices,

opinions and experiences to the margins of

society.

Our diagnosis conrmed and deepened

the most negative messages we had been

given throughout our lives. It meant that it

was our fault that services had not been able

to help us. It meant that our experiences of

childhood trauma and violence were over-

looked as marginal details. It meant that we

were not going to get better there would

always be something wrong with who weare. We live with the legacy of that message

to this day.

Getting rid of the label

The diagnosis of BPD is causing extensive

damage to the people it is supposed to help.

It is leading to bad practice in services rather

than meaningful support. It is therefore imper-

ative that professionals, practitioners, activists

and academics stop promoting this regressive

and traumatising label and all others like it.

Led by service users and survivors we must:

undertake urgent research and monitoring

of the human rights situation of people with

the label; look for alternative ways of fram-

ing and explaining the distress which often

leads to a BPD diagnosis, as well as ways of

assisting those who have been injured by the

label.

Whether we maintain that all diagnosis is

awed, or whether we feel that alternative

diagnoses such as Complex Post-Traumatic

Stress Disorder offer more helpful, less

devastating alternatives to BPD, we must

listen to the voices of those subjected to

these labels. We must accept the simple,

incontrovertible reality that the words we use

to describe ourselves and each other really

do matter. Language can help. Or it canhurt. It can kill.

[If ]Id never come into contact with it and

someone had validated and helped and

cared and loved instead of immersing me in

this... I wouldnt have tried to kill myself the

second time. Because thats what it did. If I

had died, this would have been the cause as

it escalated my suicidality into a realm previ-ously unknown to me. It caused me to feel

sub-human. Its lethal.(6)

1 Lewis , G and Appleby, L (1988) Personality disorder: the patients psychiatrists dislike, The British Journal of Psychia-

try, 153:44-49.

2 Becker, D (1997) Through the Looking Glass: Women and Borderline Personality Disorder, Westview Press; Kirk, S and

Kutchins, H (1992) The Selling of DSM: The Rhetoric of Science in Psychiatry, Aldine De Gruyter.

3 Castillo, H (2003) A dangerous diagnosis, Mental Health Today, February.

4 Yang, M, Coid, J and Tyrer, P (2010) Personality pathology recorded by severity: national survey, The British Journal

of Psychiatry, 197: 193-199.

5 See for example: Herman, J.L (1997) Trauma and Recovery: The Aftermath of Violence- from Domestic Abuse toPolitical Terror, Basic Books; Pilgrim, D (2005) Key Concepts in Mental Health, Sage; Wirth-Cauchon, J (2001) Women and

Borderline Personality Disorder: Symptoms and Stories, Rutgers University Press; Castillo, H (2003).

6 Personal correspondence with a survivor of psychiatry from Ireland.

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