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ee n~TeCHHAH.' 0Ha, Ka.>KeTC11, .>KH.ha ... .R y>Ke He 3HaJO ... MaTh M01I 6biJ\a TaM... BOT B 3TO speM.R, KOrAa OHa 6o

..h VMHpaAa a 11 Tallt y)l(e He 6bJA. Y Hee Ae.Aa TH't'OM H J

e~e... KdfiHTaA 6biJ\, OCTaBaAC.R... H AeA MOM, HecMOTP11 Ha TO 'iTO C?H 3CJA}'MM 3aH -

..hHHaHCOBOM H KOMMepqeCKOH Ae11Te.hhHOCThiO, MaThC11 't' w 6 blH 11 BOT 11 6 CAHWKOM AOBep'lHBbJH 'ieAOBeK, AO p

biJ\ ~o B KA~AOBOM y 6a6ymKH XpaHHACR TOAbKO noMHIO, .,., ...,_.. w .RUJ,HK nOAHbiH BeKCeASIMH, - BeKCeASIMH, KO orpOMH~=K CKa;aTh He oJIAa'leHhl 6biJ\H TeMH, KTO 6paA

TOpble, AasaAH Ha~paso 11 HaAeso. Hanpaso 11 HaAeso AeHbrH.B~" 11 BOT AO KOHQa, AO peBOAIOQHH, y HaC 6biA AeA Aa ...,.. w Ji AOA>KeH T011HHbiM npHCR>KHhiH nosepeHHbiH, KOTOpbl ~~ 83blcKHBaTh 3TH AOArH. Hy, oH B3biCKHBaA KaKHe-To

B o6I.qeM HHKaKoro 3Ha'leHH11 3TO no'ITH 'iTO He rpowH. Ho AO c~Moro noCAeAHero AH11, CAeAoBaTeAbHO, HMeAO. npoH3BOAH.JUiCb B3h!CKaHH11.

HH poAJ.ITeAH, HH 1\tbl, AeTI1, y)l(e He )I(HAH a OpAe, uau AdBHO HO no'iTH Ka)I(AOe AeTO Mbl llpH y>Ke He )!(...., .... , ' w 6p H

e3)1(aAH CIOAa - AeTH np11e3>KaAH: .R, H MOH aT, MOR cecTpa.

A: y Bac ei.qe cecTpa 6bl.ha? , :s Hy y MeH11 6hiAO TpH cecTphi, Aa)l(e, cTporo 1 o-

sop1l, tJe;brpe, noTOMY 'iTO 'ieTsepTaSI 6brAa npHeJ'viHan

AO'lb (6). A: 3Ha'IHT, wecTb tJeAoseK. BoAbWa11 ceMb11. :s Aa ceMb1l 6biAa 6oAbwan. KpoMe Taro, B 3TOM AO-

~HAo' O'leHh MHOrO pOACTBeHHHKOB, R 'idCTHOCTH paHO Me e WHH 6paT Moero AeAa. OH paHo Y"'lep, ocTaBI1A Ha-cYMe~cTBO AOBOAbHO 6oAbWOe, TO)I(C KaKHeTO 111\feHHSI,

. ~~K pa3 8 AMHTposcKOM ye3Ae. 11 ero AeTH: -rp11 AOl!epH H CbiH, TO}f(e }f(H./Ui B Halle!" AOMe, fiOTOMY 'iTO oneKy HOM 6biJ\ Ha3HatieH AeA MOI1, a noTOM 6a6ymKa.

A: BeceAo ... :S: Hy, KOHe'lHO, Ha CBOH cpeACTBd )I(H.hH, fiOTOMY

AeA AOBOAbHO 60AbWOe HMeHHe OCTaBHA llOCAe Ce-

'!TO... 6 M '1'0 pa 6n. KpoMe Toro, y uac poAcTaeHHHKH blAH... bJ- 3opHAHCb, HO pOACTBeHHHKH y HaC 6blAH O'leHb 6oraTble, MHAAHOHephi. BoT. rAaBHhlM o6pa30M OHH 6biJ\H TaK no no6oJHOH TaKOH AJ>IHHI1, HO AOBOAbHO 6AH3KI1e, no 6a-6ymKe pOACTBeHHHKH. 3TO 6biAH OlJeHb 6oraTble AJOAH Hy}f(HO cKa3aTh, lJTO, KOHelJHO, HHKOrO He OCTaAOCb,

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TOAhKO OAJ-Ia MOj~ AB010pOAJ-1aj~ cecTPa, AOlfb OAHOro 113 TO)Ke OlleHb 6oraTbiX .1\lOAeH, KOTOpbiH 6bl.l\ ropOACKHM roAOBOH ...

/l;. B OpAe? .6: B OpAe, Aa. ropOACKHM rO.I\08011. 3To ero, B C)'Ut

HOCTH, H nory6H.I\O. /l;. Hy KOHeliHO. .6: /J.p. Hy, a KOrM. 3HaliHT, npo.H30UIAa peBOAIO~HSI

TO TaK KaK OH 6bi.JI. lle.I\OBeK A06pb1H... TO ero, npaBAa: noC6Af"I.I\.H, HO H.Hllero TaKoro nAoxoro c HHM He CAeAd.I\H. 5oAee Toro, TaM Pbi.I\.H npeAfip.Hj(THj~, KOTOpbiMH TOAhKo OH MOr ynpaB.I\SITb... .H ero, TdK CKa3aTb, BblnyCKaA.H, li OH AeAaA TaM see, liTO Hy)KHO, Aa. Bee 6bi.JI.o 6bl HHllero, HO np.HID.I\H 6eAble s OpeA. 11 TOrAa 6bl.l\ TaKoif A03ytJr: Bee, KaK 6bi.JI.o AO peso.I\IO~H. Bee! 11 N1NJ. MOH TO)Ke AOA)KeH 6bl.l\ cTaTb cHosa ropoACKHM roAosoif. OH H CTa.l\.

/l;. /J.p... 3To ero H nory6H.I\o. .6: Hy, KaK Bbl 3HaeTe, 6eAble TaM 6bi.I\.H OlleH& He-

AOAro. BepHyAHcb KpacH&Ie. IIAe npHUIAoc& 6e)f(aTb. OH 6e)f{a.J\ co sce1o csoe10 ceMbeJO, AOBO.I\bHO YAalfHo, yexaA Ha KasKa3 H )f{HJ\ TaM noA 4Y)f(HM HMeHeM s. Ap-MaBHpe. 11 )f{HJ\ AOBOAbHO AOAro. Bee 6&1.1\o xopoUio. Aa. A flOTOM ...

/l;. 3MHrpHposa.l\ noToM? HeT? .6: HeT, 3MHrpHposaT& OH He ycneA. He ycneA OH

3M.Hrp.HpOBaTb. A: 3HaliHT, ero AHKBHAHPOBMH? .6: HeT, He ycneAH AHKBHAJ.tpoBaTb. AeAo 6b1Ao TaK.

TaM scnblxHy.ha xoAepa, s Apl'otaBHpe, H oH 3a6oAe.l\ xo-Aepoif, nOAO)KH.I\H ero B 6apaK XOAepHbiH, H B 3TO BpeMR KaK pa3 A03HaAHCb, KTO oH. Aa, KCTaTH, OH 6bl.l\ 3aOliHo npHrosopeH K cMepnwif Ka3HH, ew,e TaM, s OpAe. 11 BOT TyT 06Hapy)f(HAH, KTO OH, 11, 3Hd411T, np11W.I\11 3a HHN. 0Ka3a.I\0Cb, liTO OH Ae)f(HT B 6apaKe. 00UIAH 'ryAa, B 6a-paK XOAepHblM, 'lT06bl .I\H6o rrepeBe3TH ero B T!Opeii-IHYIO

6oA&HH~y. AH6o nocTaBHTb TYAa 'ieAoBeKa H3 MrE ... ue MID TOrAa 6bl.I\O ...

A: TorAa 6bl.l\a 'liK. B: ,r:.a, 'liK 6bl.l\a. BoT. Ho spa'iH cKa3aAH, liTO 6yA&Te

cnoKOHHbi, AeAO J1AeT Aa)Ke He o AHRX, a o llacax: oH y:r.mpaeT>>. OH 6bl.l\ cTap, nepeHeCTH xoAepy, KoHeliHo, 6bl.I\O TPYAHO. Hy, H AeHCTBHTeAbHO oH H y:r.tep. 11 He Y3HaA, KOHe'lHO, o TOM, liTO A03Hd.I\HCb H TaK AMee. BoT.

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Q TOM, liTO OH np.HrOBOpeH K CMepTHOH Kd3HH, - 3TO OH 3Ha.l\, KOHe'lHO. Hy BOT, OH YJ\Iep, a CeMbjl OCTa.l\aCb.

~ A ceMhiO He TpoeyA.H? .6: CeMbiO? HeT, He TpOHYAH. B o61JJ.eM, ocTaAHCh

KTO? OcTaAach )f(eHa H AO'ib, eAHHCTBeHHruJ. AO'lb, AH3a . 0Ha ce:H'lac 3Aecb )f(.HBeT, B MocKBe, eAHHCTBeHHajl MOjl 6AH3KM, COBCeM 6A.H3KM pOACTBeHHH~a no ~e... ( 7)

A: Ee oTel.\, 3Ha'IHT, Balli ARAS{ no MaTepH? w B: ~. Aa. 5oAee Toro3 ee MaTh TO)f(e cecTpa 1\toe.H

MaTepH, TaK llTO oHa BABOHHe, Ta~ cKa3aTb, P~AHaR. A: Ara, noHj(THO, nepeKpecTHbi.H 6paK TaKoH. .6: Aa. Ho, K co)f(MeH.HIO, oHa 6oAhHa. 0Ha MO.J\O)f{e

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MeiDl 3Aeeb He 6b1Aa. B noCAeAJ-IHH pa3 jl ee BJ1AeA, ~Ha B 60AhHHI.\Y KpeMAeBeKYJO npHe3)Ka.J\d, KOrAa Mbl TaM Ae)l{a.I\H. A Tenepb TOAbKO no TeAeHO. 11 BOT OH B TelleHHe fij(T.H .1\eT TaM 6bl.l\, H R TaM 6bl.l\.

A: 11 yq.HAHcb s BHAI>HIOCCKOH rHMHa3HH? .6: B BHAeHcKoii rHMHa3HH yqHJ\cjl, Aa. XoTR nocTYflaA

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A: 3HallHT, Bbl yqHA.HCh Ha .HeTop.HKO

5: Ha ucropHKo-f>HJ\O.I\OlWieeKOM QlaJ

B: AHToBcKoro .JI3hlKa - HeT, He 6hl.ho. DhlAH Bl.V>I, HO B rHMHa3H.JIX He 6blAO. MO}I(eT, B KaKHX-HH6 6.biAH. TaM BeAb 6bl.hH eme 'IJaCTHhle rHMHa3HH ... Ope CblfpaA 60Ablll)'K> O'IJeHb pOAb. 3TO AeB BacHAbeBH'I ,BaTeAH 6.biAH XOpOIIIHe, O'IJeHb. 51, BO BC.JIKOM CAyq y~nUIHCKHH ( 1 0). H}'. He noMHIO HH ONJoro, KOTopbiH 6bl Bb13hlBaA a A: CAbiUiaA. naTHID H Y MeH.JI, H Y Apyrnx YlJeHHKOB. HeT. 3To '6: OH ecTb B 3HI.\HKAoneAHH... AHTepaTfPHOH. 6blAH 'IJeCTHhle AIOAH, 3HaiDIL\He AIOAH, HHOf, O'IJeHb 3 A: 3To AHTepaTop H3BeCTHbiH. IDIL\He AIOAH, 6AarO}I(eAaTeALHhle, TaK 'IJTO .JI }l(aAOBa '6: AHTepaTop H3BecTHbiH, Aa. t..leAoBeK HCKAIO'IJHTeAL-He Mory, HeT-HeT, HHKaK He Mory }l(aAOBaTbc.JI. 5I 0 TaAaHTAHBblH H c rpaHAH03HeHUieH 3pyAHI.\HeH, MHIO .. , Mbl AID6HAH, H .JI, B 'IJaCTHOCTH, O'IJeHb A106HA, ? pHaHa BacHALeBma KpYK08CKoro. Ao CHX nop ero A: OH Baiiiero noKoAeHH.JI MHIO. BoT. Ha3blBaAH ero y uac _ KOHe'IJHO, KaK 11 Be '6: Moero noKOAeHIDI. OH Ha OAHH roA MOAO}I(e MeH.JI. KaK H BcerAa, npo3BHIL\a 6blAH y npenO,BaTeAei1, A: OH }I(HB? apTHCT nporopeBIIIero TeaTpa)) ero Ha3hlBaAH. noTo '6: K CO}I(aAeHHIO, ,BHO fMep, MOAOAbJ:M. EMY 6blAo ... 'ITO OH Becb 6LIA ... CeAbJ:e KYAPH y Hero 6blAH 11 'ITo , KOAO copoKa AeB.JITH AeT, KOrAa OH fMep . . B HeM 6b1Ao AeHCTBHTeALHo oT apTHcTa craporo, Ho n , A: 51 'IJHTaA 3a ~ro noAflHCbiO ... ropeBIIIero TeaTpa. Ho .3To 6blA 'IJeAOBeK o'IJeHb 3Hal0 '6: Bhl, Bepo.JITHo, 'IJHTaAH CTaTLH o TypreHese ... ~ t..ITo }l(e OH npenO,BaA? A: Aa, HaBepHoe ...

B: OH npeno,BaA pyccKHif .JI3biK 11 pycCKYJO '6: Aa. OoToM oH XVIII BeKOM MHoro 3aHHMaAC.JI, Tpe-paTfPy. npenO,BaA 3aMe'IJaTeAbHO, C }'EAe'IJeHHeM, aKOBCKHM 3aHHMaAC.JI O'IJeHb MHOfO, B 'IJdCTHOCTH HC-6bl CKa3aA, CO CTpaCTbiO, CO CTpaCTbiO, KOTOpa.si 3a eAOBaHHeM no BOnpocy 0 CHHTaKCHCe H 0 CTHXOCAO-}I(a:J\a Bcex. OH H nHcaA. B3rA.JIAbl y Hero 6biAH OTH!{) eHHH TpeAHaKOBCKoro. Hy BOT. OH oT6blsaA 80eHHYJO He... He pesoAIO~OHHble. HeT. Ero pa6oTa TaKa.s~ 6 y}l(6y, TO ecTb 6LIA Ha BOHHe, H noTOM ero noAK cTOAA ~ny6AHKOBaHa: PeAHrH03Hble Be.JIHH.JI B pyccKo'H n HeBeAe. TaM }l(e npoH30UIAa AeMo6HAH3ai.\H.J~. l1 OH B 3HH)), Hy, noToM OH nHCaA o TypreHe8e. Aa}l(e e~e eBeAe ocTaBaAC.JI, noTOMY 'ITO 8 AeHHHrpaAe s To Bpe-1 6-M rOAY noCAeNJ.J~.J~ ero CTaTb.JI 6biAa ony6AHKOBaH }I(HTb 6biAO otieHb CAO}I(HO (TOfAa 3TO 6biA neTpO-B >KypHaAe MHHHcTepcTBa HapoNJoro npocBelll aA) - }I(HTb 6b1Ao o'IJeHb TPYAHO. Hy, npocTo 6blA ro-HH.JI>> [9). OA- OH He B03Bpall\aAC.J~. As HeseAe KaK-TO OH y}I(HAC.J~

npenoAaBaTeAb MaTeMaTHKH, 5IHK08H'IJ, MHe TO 'IJeHb xopoiiiO, BOT. Hy. 8epxymKa HeBeA.J~ 6b1Aa O'leHb O'leHb HpaBHAC.J~, H seeM O'!eHb HpaBHAc.J~. OH 6biA cyxo ecHo cB.JI3aHa c HHM. OH TaM MHoro 'lHTaA AeKI.\HH. Hy HeCKOAbKO cyxoii, HO qpe3Bbi'laHHO TaKo:H... H)'... BOT... OH npHe3}1(a:J\ B AeHHHrpaA - B neTpOrpdA. -

A: To'!Hbi'H. ocTaHaBAHBaAC.JI o6bNHo y Hac, B KsapTHpe OTI.\a, MaTe-);: AOfH'IJHbiH, TO'lHbiH. fAa8Hoe - AOrH'lHblH, OH H H, MOero 6paTa ( 11 ), C KOTOpbiM OH 6b1A TO}I(e O'leHb

KOrAa Hmero He AaBaA TaK, 'ITO BOT _ . HeT, OH see fMeA KaK-To AOKa3aTb 11 A08eCTH' TaM BCTYflHA B Ao6poBOAb'lecKYJO apMHID, H sMecTe c C03HdHH.JI. noTOM y}l(e, KOrAa .JI Ad8HO... 113 BHAeHCKO 3TOH apMHeH noTOM OH O'IJYTHACH 3a rpaHHI.\eH, B KoH-rHMHa3I:!H yweA, ero Ha3Ha'IHAH AHPeKTopoN H 080c8e cTaHTHHonoAe ... BMecTe y}l(e c 6e}l(aBme:H apMHe:H H3 l.VIHCKOH rHMHa3HH. KpbiMa. A noToM oH O'IJYTHAC.J~ B p.JiAax HHOCTpaHHoro

3Ta Hosoc8eHLVIHCKa.J~ fHMHa3HSJ (KorAa 80HHa Ha'! AerHoHa. Aacb, 3TOT Hosoc8eHLVIHCK 6biA O'leHb CKopo 3aH.J~'I' H A: B HcnaHHH? Ml.\dMH) 6b1Aa nepeseAeHa 8 ropoA HeseA&. '6: HeT-HeT-HeT. 3To HHOCTpaHHbiH AerHOH eme 6biA ...

A: B HeseAL? AO HcnaHHH see 3TO 6biAO, KoHe'lHO. B: Aa. B _!-IeBeAb npHeXaA H .JI. no'leMy? noToMy 'I A: c KeM? fAe?

TaM }I(HA MOH Apyr, Apyr, KOTOpblH 8oo6me 8 1\toe:H }I(H li: 'HHOCTpaHHbiH AerHOH Q>paHI.\Y3CKHH, CTapbiH HHO-CTpaHHbiH AemoH. B ~Hpe.

A: Ax s ~Hpe ... 26

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5: 3To otteHb HHTepecHoe, Tai< ci

A;. A MaTh >KHJ\a rAe? .5: A MaTh >KHJ\a B AeHHHrpdAe TorACl y>tKHJ\H TdM. 11 BOT y Hee 6blAa KdpTO'!Ka, fAe OH c CO CBOelO >ttoae APeBHero 3AaHHH KeM6pHAJKCKoro YHHBepcHTe-ra. o

11 CTOHT B r:!aHTHH AOKTOpa, B pyx:ax y Hero cPOAHaHT TaKO~ 1'HfiHtlHbUI:, a HeCKOAbKO B CTOpOHKe CTOJIT 11pei10AdBa. TeAH H CTYAeHTlll, A oH Ha 11epaoM IIAaHe,

A;. A 6paT BMecre e BaMH B 3TOH BHAeHeKoii rHMH 3HH 6hiA, ACl? a

.5: BhVI. B BHAeHeKoH rHMHa3HH, KoHetJHo, ACl A: OH eTapme HeMHO>tt1 BeAfo... - sepHeMe.R K rHMHa3HH - B~t

AeHeKyw rHMHd3HIO B1>1 He KOHlDIMI? .5: HeT, .R He KOH'!HJ\, a 11epeBeAe.R B 0AeeeKyw rHM

Hd3HIO... fAe H KOH'!HJ\, Ad. A;. Hy, a 0Aeeea? .5: A 0Aecea... 0AeeeKa.R rHMHd3H.R TO>tKeTV 6h1Tb, He 6h1Ao TdKHX ... Hy, BbJAa.IO~HXC.R npe110AC1BaTeAeH, KaK B BHAbHIOee, MOJKeT 6h1Tb, o6IWD{ ypoBeHb, TdK eKd3dTb, 6blA HeeKOAbKO HH>Ke

A;. Yqa~e.R? ... .5: 11 npe11oAdBaTeAe:H, 11pei10AC1BdTeJU>eKoro 11epeoHa

Ad, 11 yqa~e.R .. , TdKHX, 110-MOeMY, BbiAaiO~Xe.R, He 6~o. Ho soo6~e 6hl.ho iipeKpaeHo. Bee 6hl.hH OTAH'I HeHIIIHe IOHOIDH, 11peKpaeHhle, 6AaropoAHble. HHKaK JKa-AOBaTbe.R HH Hd 'ITO He Mory. 11 l1pei10AdBdTeAH 61>1A1i se: xopomH. HHKaKHX 11peCAeAOBaHHH, HHKaKHX roHe HHH HHKOfAC1... Bee, 'ITO TdK pd3Md3hiBdlOT HdiDH 3TH ca-MI>Ie_ 11porpeccHBHI>Ie 11HCdTeAH, .>KypHaAHeTI>I H Aeme-AH, HHtiero 3Toro He 6hl.ho. 3To 6bu\o Koe-rAe, MOJKeT 61>1Tb, HO .SI 3TOfO He Hd6AIOAdJ\, 11 B006~e, 3TO 6blAo HCKAIO'!eHHe. A B o611.\eM, Hama rHMHd3H.R 6biAa Ha Bbi-eoTe, HdAO 11p.RMo eKa3aTb. Ha BhleoTe.

/+ KdK OHa Hd3biBaAdeb? .5: npoeTO rHMHd3H.SI, I+ 0AeeeKa.R rHMHd3H.R? TOAbKo OAHa 6biAa?

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.5: HeT, TaM 6b1Ao HeeKOAbKO. 3To 4eTsepTa.R 6hiAa fHMHd3H.SI,

A;. 3Ha'IHT, 4eTBepTa.R 0AeccKa.sJ rHMHa3H.sJ. HHKTO H3 6YAYII.\HX 3HdMeHHTbiX OAeCCHTOB-nHcaTeAei1 c BaMH He ytJHAC.SI?

.5: HeT, He ytJHACH. /i;. BarpHl.\KHit? .. .5: HeT-HeT-HeT, OHH see yqHAHeb B APyrHx rHMHd3H-

.RX. R HX He 3HaA. R HX Y3HaA ... I+ HHKOro? HH MJu.cl>a H neTposa, HH ... ? .5: HHKoro, HHKoro. HeT. R B 0Aeece 6biA HeAOAro.

TaM JKe R nocT}'IIHA B YHHBepcHTeT, noToM o'leHb cKopo 11epeseAe.R. v

A;. TaK B1>1 qro JK, TOAbKO cTapmHH KAace, ceA&MOH, TaM KOH'IaAH? CeA&MOH H BOCbMOH?

.5: A,a, CeAf>MOH H BOebMOH KAace . A: BoebMOH - 3TO Te11epemH.R.R AeC.RTHAeTKa? .5: Te11epeii.1IDU1 AeeRTHAeTKa, Ad. Ehlh ell.\e TaK Ha-

3blBaeMhiH 11pHroToBHTeJU>HhlH KAace. R B HeM He yqHAe.R, H MHOrHe He YtJHAHCb. 06bNHO 110AfOTOBARA.HCb AOMd H eAaBaAH 3K3aMeHbi B 11epsbiM KAaec rHMHa3HH.

A;. 11 TaM H Ha'!aAH YHHBepcHTeT? .5: YHHsepcHTeT Ha'laA, Ad A: H TaM 6biA HCTOpHKo-ci>HAoAorH'lecKHM cl>aKyAbTeT? .5: KoHe'IHO. YHHBepeHTeT Hd3biBaACH HosopoccHM-

cKHM. He 0AeCCKHH, a HosopoccHiieKHH YHHBepcHTeT, 110TOMY 'ITO seeb Kpaii HosopoceHHCKHH 6biA. Hy>tHbiH 6biA AHHrBHeT ToMcoH... [ 1 3] OH 6biA npe-KpaeHbiH AHHrBHCT, 11peKpacHbiH AHHrBHcT. Mbi yqHAHCb H CAdBaAH 110 ero BeAHKOAellHOMY yqe6HHKy, KOTOpblH KdKTO R XOTeA AOCTdTb, HO OKd3aAOCb HeB03MOJKHbiM ero HaHTH eeiiqae. YHHBepeHTeTeKHH yqe6HHK - Bse-AeHHe B R3biK03HdHHe)), O'leHb XOpOIDHH. noTOM TdM 6biA ... TOJKe 11pe110AdBdTeAeM, O'leHb, BO BeJJKOM CAyqae, HHTepeeHbiH, XOTR H MaA011pH.SITHbiH 110 CBOeMY xapaK-Tepy... Aame.

Hy, AaHre eeTb 3HaMeHHThiH HeMei.\KHH 11poct>eeeop, aaTop ccl1eTopHH MaTepHaAH3Ma>> H TaK AaAee. KaJKeTcR ... KaK JKe ero 3BaAH, 3Toro AaHre? .. A ~Toro - HHKOAaH HnKoAaesH'I AaHre, 11poq,eecopa-To Moero, HHKoAa"H HHKoAaeswi AaHre [ 14). OH 6biA y'!eHHKOM BYHATa. Ha-'IHHaA CBOIO pa6ory B ero Aa6opaTOpHH 11CHX?AOrH'Ie-

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