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Darkest Days
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Darkest DaysPetri Damstén
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Lyric © 201 3 by Jari Hämynen
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One dark poem, twenty-threedark photographs.
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Here we go again, a downward spiral
Who am I to fight the gravity
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Cannot comprehend, you're in denial
I am at loss with my sanity
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Put my foot down, my final stand
Footing lost on a sloping plane
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Nothing to stop me from falling
Nothing left for me to gain
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The world is only an illusion
It still is much too real for me
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Darkest days are no delusion
Just dark without a light to see
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Darkest days - Every one the same
Darkest days - The survival game
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Routines that give me pressure
Routines that cause me pain
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Safety built in between them
The insurance to keep me sane
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Contradiction, science fiction
Facts for my tortured mind
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Whose life it is I am living
Am I not one of the kind
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Picturing a different world
Drowning myself to the yellow sea
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When thoughts can no longer bear
A monster that used to be me
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The world is only an illusion
It still is much too real for me
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Darkest days are no delusion
Just dark without a light to see
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Darkest days - Every one the same
Darkest days - The survival game
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Mountains of false hopes
Climbed them in the hope of
understanding
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Oceans filled with liquid dreams
Sailed them in fear of a new awakening
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And then came the morning
Falling down all over again
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Sense of purpose yet to be found
Hammers at work in my brain
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Counting seconds down to nothing
How much more I can endure
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Nothing really matters anymore
Death is the only cure
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Darkest days
Darkest days
Darkest days
Darkest days
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But there is always hope.
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One dark poem, twenty-threedark photographs.
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