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ksjfka iajNdjh ms<sn|j mskaj;=ka okakjd'

fndfyda fofkla ksjka olskag ´kE" ksjka

iem ,efíjd lshd m%d¾:kd l,dg tys iajNdjh

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my, fjkafka kE' m%d:ñl uÜgfï lshkafk

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jrm%ido f.dvla yïn fjkjd' m%Odk jrm%idoh

;uhs i;r wmdhg jefgkafka ke;snj" iq.;s

.dó;ajh ú;rhs' ta lshkafka ;ukag ßisfia iir

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iu: Ndjkd lsh,d Ndjkd l%uhl=;a ;sfhkjd'

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fufykska jykafia kulau f,dalfha my, jqfka'

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fjkak uu k;r fj,hs bkafka˜ lsh,d weúÈk

.uka lshmq l;dj fudllao lshd .eUqßka l,amkd

l,d' nqÿ oyfï ksjka olskak Wjukd lrkafka

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;sfhkjd" ri ixfla;hla ,nd fokjd" iam¾Yh

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fj,d bkakjd' lsisu fõokdjla kE" msÉÑ,a,la

kE' fudku wdldrhlskaj;a udkisl ±ùula

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ta wÑka;H O¾uh wkka; jQ O¾uh ksudjla ke;s

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wms fï W;aidy lrkafk'

fudllao wfma W;aidyh' ±ka wfma uki

jerÈ ;eklhs we,s,d ;sfhkafka' uki we,s,d

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;sfhkafka wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uk lshk

bJøshhka yfha' t;fldg t;kska .,j,d ;uhs

wms ksjfka uki msysgqjkakg W;aidy lrkafka'

t;fldg ±ka fï lshk W;aidyh fudllao@ fï

bJøshhka yhg we,sÉp uki .,jkakhs wms

W;aidy lrkafka talg' ;ukau n,kak ´kE

±ka we,s,d bkafka rEm j,go" Yío j,go" .kaO

j,go" ri j,go" iam¾Y j,go" is;sú,s j,go"

ufkda ixldr j,go@ lshk tl' ta ksid yg

.kak úúOdldr flf,ia oduhka ;sfhkjd kï

n,kak ´kE' n,,d ta flf,ia oduhka ;=,ska

;ukag ndOdjla jk yeu laf,aYhlau wms uev

mj;ajkak ´kE' tal yßhg fï jf.a' ±ka .ukla

hkfldg bÈßhg jdykhla tkjdkï wms wfma

jdykh yrj,d .kafka' tfyu ke;sj wE; ;sfhk

jdyk we`.g tkjd lsh,d wfma jdykh yrjkafka

kE' tfyu ke;akï mdfr jdyk ;sfhkjd lsh,d

jdyk mojkafk ke;sj bkafk;a kE' Tng th

f;areKdo@ t;fldg thska woyia fjkafk ug

laf,aIhla tkl,a lsh, n,df.k bkafk;a kE'

tajf.a wmsg yuqjqk ;ekÈ ndOdjla ta ndOdj,a ì|

oukjd' tfyu ke;sj ndOdj,a fydhdf.k hkafka

kE' ndOdj,a n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka bkafk;a kE'

ta fudfydf;È wmsg meñfkk ndOdj¨hs wms u.

yßkafk' ysf;a flf,ia kE lsh, ys; ikaiqka

lsh,d ksjka wjfndaO fjkafka kE' ;ukaf.a ta

uu;ajh ke;skï ilaldh ÈÜÀh ì| fy,k ;=reu

;ukag ta ksoyi wysñ fjkjd'

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ilaldh ÈÜÀh ì| fy,kak mq`Mjka Yla;shla

f,dalfha ;sfhkjd' ilaldh ÈÜÀh fmdaIKh

lrkak mq`Mjka Yla;sh;a f,dalfha ;sfhkjd' ta

Yla;Ska fol fyd|g y÷ka .kak' ilaldh ÈÜÀh

ì| fy,kak wixl; wfõohsl" úuqla;shodhl"

wi{dk O¾uhg mq`Mjka' ilaldh ÈÜÀhg tal

,nd ÿkakdu ilaldh ÈÜÀh fmdaIKh lrkak nE'

t;fldg ilaldh ÈÜÀh fmdaIKh lrkak ix{d"

ixldr" ú{dK we;s O¾u;djhka j,g mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkjd' ilaldh ÈÜÀh rEm Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y

is;sú,s lshk yfhkau fmdaIKh fjkjd' t;fldg

wmg ilaldh ÈÜÀfh n,h wvq lrkak mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkafk rEm ksfrdaOfhka" Yío ksfrdaOfhka"

.kaO ksfrdaOfhka" ri ksfrdaOfhka iy is;sú,s

j, ksfrdaOfhka tkï ix{d ksfrdaOfhka"

fÉf;da úuqla;sfhka' ta lshkafka fÉ;kd l¾u

ksfrdaOfhka ;uhs mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafka ilaldh

ÈÜÀh m,jd yßkak' ys; udr n,fõ.hla' udr

n,fõ.hla jqkdg wmg mCImd;Shs' fldfyduo

mCImd;S lshkafka' wms leu;s fudlgo ta ´kEu

foalg uki;a leu;s fjkjd' talg ;ud mCImd;S

lshkafka' wms leu;s ´kEu foalg leu;s fjkjd

kï wms ys;kafka ñ;=frla lsh,d' kuq;a ta leu;s

fjkafk ilaldh ÈÜÀfha meje;au i|yd' t;fldg

wms ksjka olskak leu;s jqkyu wkak tf;kaÈ

kï udrhd ksy`v fjkjd' talg iQodkï fjkafka

kE' udrhdg ukig wdydr ke;sfjkfldg fmdä

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;e;s .ekSula we;s fjkjd' fudk jf.ao lsh,d

lshkjkï ud¨fjla f.dvg ±ïud jdf.a' ta jf.a

flf,ia kue;s c,h ke;s fjkfldg ukig

fudlo fjkafka' uki ñh hkak n,kjd'

t;fldg ta ñhhdu wmg fyd|hs' udrhdf.a ñhhdu

ilaldh ÈÜÀfha ñhhdu ukqiaihdg fyd|hs' iir

wl¾ukH lrk oDIaÀh ke;s l<du iir w;rux

lrk uq,d lrk n,h ke;s l,d fjkjd' th

ukqiaihdg hym; Wodlrkakla njg m;afjkjd'

Bg miafi ta flkd iir b;du fY%aIaG úÈhg

olskafk' iir ;uka leu;s mßÈ mdrñ;djka

mqrkak mq`Mjka' iq.;s.dó fjkak mq`Mjka uy

n,hla uyd Yla;shla t;k ,efnkjd' ±ka

;ukaf.a ilaldh ÈÜÀh ;uka fydhkak ´kE'

kqjk;a tlalu ;sfhk fï m¾fhaIKh lrkak;a

ilaldh ÈÜÀhuhs ´k lrkafka' t;fldg wms

f;areï .kak ´kE fï fudfydf;a;a wms mdúÉÑ

lrkafka ilaldh ÈÜÀhhs lshk tl' ±ka fï nK

wykafk;a ilaldh ÈÜÀfhka' fuydg wrf.k

wdfj;a ilaldh ÈÜÀh" wdfh ke.sg,d hkafk;a

ilaldh ÈÜÀfhka' t;fldg fï yeu fohlau

;ud ;=, mj;ajdf.k" r|jdf.k bkafk;a ilaldh

ÈÜÀh" fuf,djg wmsj cks; lf,;a fï ilaldh

ÈÜÀhhs' wms fï ilaldh ÈÜÀh y÷kd .ekSu

i|yd W;aidy l< hq;=hs' ojila uy;aufhlaf.ka

uu weyqjd uy;auhd bJøshhka úiska Tnj md,kh

lrkjdo@ Tn úiska bJøshhka md,kh lrkjdo

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lsh,d@ tal fyd| m%Yakhla' fudlo fï yeu

flfklau bJøshhka úiska ;uhs ;ukaj md,kh

lrkafka' mD:.ack f,dalfha yeu flfklaf.au

bJøsh Yla;sh m%n,hs' ;ukaf.a Yla;sh ÿn,hs'

talfka ;ukaj md,kh lr .kak neßfj,d

;sfhkafka' ;rydjla" Bßishdjla wdfjd;a md,kh

lr.kak neß ;udf.a Yla;sh wvq whg' ;udf.a

Yla;sh jeä whg f.dvla bjikak mq`Mjka'

f.dvla w;yeÍfï .=Kh ;sfhkjd' bJøsh Yla;sh

;sfhk whg tfyu nE' ta ksid ñksiaiq f.dvla

wirKhs' ´kEu ukqiaifhl=g lreKdfjka l;d

lf,d;a lreKdnr is;sú,s we;s fjkjd' ;rfyka

l;dlf,d;a ;ry is;sú,s we;sfjkjd'

O¾uh ;=,ska ±ka ta Yla;sh fjkia lrkak

yokafka' bJøsh Yla;sh ÿ¾j, lr,d ;udf.a

Yla;sh jeä lrkjd' talg lshkjd bJøsh ixjrh

zplaLqkd ixjfrda idOq idOq fidaf:da; ixjfrda

kidfkak ixjfrda idOq idOq ðõydh ixjfrda ldfha

ixjfrda idOq idOq iín;a: ixjfrdaZ lsh,d' Tfydu

meyeÈ,s lrkafka iín;a: ixjfrda idOq iín ÿla;s

ksreÊc;= ish,a, f.kau ksoyia jqkd' t;fldg

bJøshhka yfha ixjrh my, jqkd lshkafka n,h

ì÷kd lshkafka ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jqkd lshk

tl' fï flf,ia j,ska jeä m%;sY;hhs l=i,fha

;sfhkak ´kE' jeä m%;sY;hla l=i,fha ;sínd

kï wvq m%;sY;hla flf,ia ;síng lula kE' ta

lshkafk ;rdÈhla jf.a ;uhs' m<fjks ud¾.

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{dKh .ek uu fï l;d lrkafka' ;rdÈfha

tl me;a;lg uxpdähla jeäfhka ;snqk;a we;s ta

me;a;g ;rdÈh kefukjd' tal ;uhs iajNdjh'

tajf.au ksjka olskak;a flfkl= ,`. ;sfhkak

´kE jeä w; yeÍfï .=Kh' t;fldg ksjk ,`.

;uhs k;r fjkafka'

Th we;af;d Wk;a O¾uh wjfndaO lr .kak

´k lshk ;ekg tkak uxpdähl yß m%udKhla

nr jeä jqkd fï me;a;g' ta ksid flf,ia me;af;a

fudk ;rï nr ;sín;a ta me;a;g jvd fï me;af;a

nr jeä ksid ksùu fidhdf.k ksjk me;a;gu

weÈ,d hkjd'

ksùu we;slr .kak wixldßl ;ekl

;ukaf.a uki msysgqjkak n,kak ´fka' lsisu

ixialdßl O¾uhla .%yKh lr fkd.;a wjia:djl

ke;skï wkka;fha ys; msysgqjkak W;aidy .kak'

Tn wiSudka;sl ;ek ys; msysgqjkak n,kak" iqL"

ÿlaL" WfmaCLd" w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk lshk

;=ka ld,hg ke;s wjia:dj wld,slhs' th

lsisu ld,hlg yiqfj,d keye' /hla oyj,la

ke;s wjia:dj wkak t;k is; msysgqjkak n,kak'

ks¾Nhj" ish`M w;yeÍï w;yer,d ish`M ne£ï

w;yer,d" w;yeÍug lsis;a ke;s ;ek O¾uh

wjfndaO ùu ;=, ish,a, hym;a fjkjdh lshd

úYajdifhka mQ¾K w;yeÍulska wld,sl wjia:dfõ

ys; msysgqjkak" Tn ±fkk ish,a,f.ka ksoyia

jkak" yef`.k ish,a,f.ka ksoyia jkak" fmfkk

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ish,a,f.ka ksoyia jkak" ksoyia ùfukao ksoyia

jkak" iajdNdúl;ajfhkao ksoyia jkak" iefmkao

ksoyia jkak" ÿflkao ksoyia jkak' O¾uhhs

urKhhs fomil ;enqfjd;a uu O¾uh foig

hkjd urKh fkd;ld yßkjd hk ù¾hh we;slr

.kak' Tn ;=, ks¾jdKh msysgjd .ekSug kï Tn

fï ish,a, l, hq;af;a udkislj muKhs' ndysr

lsisjla w;ayeßh hq;= keye ksùu i|yd'

±ka f;afrkak we;s fN!;sl f,dalh Èkkjg

jvd wOHd;añl f,dalh Èkkak fudk ;rï

ù¾hhla ´fko lsh,d' úYd, ù¾hhla" úYd,

n,hla tf;kag fhdojkak wjYHhs' wms okafk

ldhslj isÿlrk ù¾hh .ekfka' udkislj isÿ

lrk ù¾hh flf,ia ke;slrk ù¾hh' Tn th

isÿlrkafka ukiska' flf,ia lshkafka kSjrK

O¾ufk' ksjk jyk" wdjrKh lrk" ndOd lrk

O¾u;d meñfKkjd fï O¾u ud¾.fha hkúg'

t;fldg tajfha /f|kafk ke;sj biairyg hkak

´kE' mfia nqÿjrfhla bkak iuhlÈ whshhs u,a,shs

fokak rdcH lrk iuhla ;sínd' u,a,s fï mfia

nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka .sys,a,d weyqjd iajdóks

ug fï rdcHh ,efnkafk ljodo lsh,d' mfia

nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l,d Tng ljodlj;a

fï rfÜ rclu kï ,efnkafka kE" yenehs

Tng fï rfgka fjk;a kqjrl rgla ;sfhkjd

ta rfÜ rclu kï ,nd .kak mq`Mjka' yeneys

fmdä ndOdj,a álla ì|,df.k hkak mq`Mjka kï

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;uhs rclu ,efnkafka lsh,d' iajdóks uu ta

ndOdj,a ì|f.k hkakï lshd fï l=udrhd hkak

,Eia;s fjkfldg ys;j;au f.da,fhd yh fofkla

tl;=jqkd" thhs y;hs' ál ÿrla hkfldg u,aj;=

tfyu ;sfnk fndfydau ,iaik m%foaYhla yïn jqkd

mfia nqÿrcdKka jykafia lSjdfka fï jdf.a ndOl

yïn fjkak mq`Mjka" tajdfha k;r fkdjqfkd;a

;uhs Tng rclu ,efnkafk lsh,d tal ys;,d

t;ekska hkfldg tlaa flfkla k;r fj,d' ;j

ÿrla hkfldg fndfydu ,iaikg ùkd jhk ñysß

y`äka .hk jhk msßila bkak m%foaYhla yïn

jqkd" ta m%foaYh miqlr,d hkfldg ;j tlaflfkla

wvqjqkd' ;j biairyg hkfldg fndfydau

iqj|j;a ñysß iq.kaOhka yuk m%foaYhla yïnjqkd'

t;ekska tydg hkfldg ;j;a tlaflfkla

wvqjqkd' ;j;a tydg hkfldg fndfydau ri ñysß

wdydr mdk Wh,d fok m%foaYhla yïnjqkd' ta

m%foaYfhka hkfldg ;j;a talflfkla wvqjqkd'

;j;a tydg hkfldg fndfydau iem myiqlï we;s

m,d;la yïnjqkd' t;kska tydg hkfldg ;j;a

tlaflfkla wvqjqkd' ;j;a tydg hkfldg ;uka

is;k m;k foa ujd mEjd jf.a ,efnk fndfydu

iYS%l m%foaYhla yïnjqkd' t;kska tydg hkfldg

;j;a tlaflfkla wvqjqkd' b;ska ±ka l=udrhd

ú;rhs' l=udrhd ;kshu hkfldg ldka;drhla

yïn fjkjd' ta ldka;drh fhdÿka y;la È.hs"

fhdÿkla ye;emau odihla fjkjfka ±ka fïl

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;rKh lrkak fjkjd' Bg miafi tkjd uyd uv

j.=re ìula tal;a fhdÿka y;la È.hs tal;a ;rKh

l<d' Bg miafi fhdÿka y;la È. uyd c,dYhla

tkjd tal;a ;rKh l<d' Bg miafia lgqje,a iys;

uyd >k le,Ejla tkjd ta fhdÿka y;;a ;rKh

l<d' Bg miafi uyd jeys jysk m%foaYhla yïn

jqkd ta fhdÿka y;;a ;rKh l<d' Bg miafi tl

rdcHhl rfcla ke;sj rfcla fydhkjd yefudau

uu rclug iqÿiqhs lsh,d rclug fmdr nokjd'

t;fldg ug Th rclug fmdrnokak nE ,enqfkd;a

,efnhs ke;skï lula kE lsh,d me;a;lg fj,d

jdä jqkd' t;fldg rclug f;dark yia;srdchd

weú,a,d ta l=udrhdg jekaod Bg miafia thd

rcjqkd' b;ska Tkak Th jf.a ;uhs ksjka u.;a'

Th jf.a ndOl ál ch .kak mq`Mjka kï ;uhs

thdg ks¾jdk N+ñhg we;=,a fjkak mq`Mjka' f,dl=

n,hla" f,dl= ù¾hhla" f,dl= Yla;shla ;sfhkak

´kE' f,daldêm;H rclug jvd w.h lrmq tlal

;uhs fidajdka ud¾. M,h' ta ksid Tng uy;a

ù¾hhlska" uy;a lemùulska" uy;a mßY%uhlska

lrkak ;sfhkafka' iïmQ¾K kqjfka ls%hdoduhla

muKhs fuh' fN!;sl lsisu fohla ndOdjla

fkfuhs' fN!;sl foa we;s jqk;a m%Yakhla kE" ke;s

jqk;a m%Yakhla kE wOHd;añl o¾Ykh ;uhs Tn

yod .kak ´kE' ta jf.au ysf;a wdidj,a ke;s lr

.kak fkfuhs ks¾jdkh fidhdf.k hkak ´kE

Tn' ks¾jdkh fidhdf.k hkfldg ysf;a ;sfhk

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ne£ï j, m%;sY;h bfíu wvq fjkjd' t;fldg

hï wdldrhl we| ne| ;nk ;;ajhla ;snqfkd;a

th .,jd yßkak' wms biairyg hkfldg lgq

b;a;la meg,s,d ;snqfkd;a we÷fï wms tal .,j,d

ou,d hkjd' ke;=j fï lef,au ;sfhk lgq b;s

lmkAk hkafka kE' wfma bkak Wmdil uy;ajre

ys;d bkafk lef,au ;sfhk lgq .ia lmkak ´kE

lsh,d' yeu ;siafiu ksjk lshk tl fudllao

lsh,d m¾fhaIKh lrkak' ksjk lshk tfla

iajNdjh y÷kkjd kï th m%;HCI lr .kak

n,kak' ks;ru uu isákafka ksjk me;af;o

±,afjk me;af;o lsh,d n,kak' oe,afjk me;af;a

bkakjd kï ksjk me;a;g udrefjkak' ksjk

me;af; b|,d n,kak iekis,a, ri ú¢kak" .|

iqj| ú¢kak mq¨jkao lsh,d n,kak' ±ka Tn

ksjk me;af;a b|,d ne¨fjd;a jgdm; fmak úÈh

tlla' ±fjk me;af; b|,d ne¨fjd;a fmak úÈh

;j tlla' fï jgdm; wrf.k mdfr hkak leu;s

fjhso@ kE fïl wmg whs;s fohla fkfuhs"

ñksiaiq fudkjd ys;hso okafka kE fkao@ wd§ m%Yak

.Kkdjla we;sfjhs' t;fldg Tn oefjk me;af;a

b|,d ne¨fjd;a fïl ldgo whs;s lsh,d okakjd'

mdg okakjd' Th jf.a ixialdrl O¾u f.dvla

;sfhkjd' ksjk me;af; b|,d ne¨jdu fudlo

fmfkkafk' thd fïl Èyd n,kafk weil=;a ke;s"

rihl=;a ke;s ;eklska' tf,i ne¨jdu fudllao

fmakafka' Tn fudl=;a fmakafka kE lsh,d lshhs'

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kuq;a W;a;rh jerÈhs' fyd|g u;l ;shd .kak

fuh' fyd|g l,amkd lr,d W;a;rhla fokak

´kE' uu weil=;a ke;s rEmhl=;a ke;s ;ekska

n,kak lsjqfõ' t;fldg biair fj,d weil=;a

ke;s ;ekska n,kak' t;fldg fmak foahs uu

wykafka@ th .eUqre fohla' yeuodu uu lshkjd

uu kï ir, foaj,a lsh,d fokafka kE lsh,d' uu

.ïNSr foaj¨hs lshkafka' fï ldrKh Tiafia Tng

iEfykak .eUqrg hkak mq¨jka' úYd, .eUqrla

;sfhk ldrKhla fyd|g n,kak úu¾Ykh lr,d'

Tn úoHdkql+, iajNdjhlska" O¾udkql+,

iajNdjhlska" ;¾ldkql+, iajNdjhlska n,k l,

;uhs i;Hh lshk tl u;=lr .kak mq`Mjka' ienE

oyug meñKs W;a;rhg ;¾l f.dv k.kak nE'

O¾uh w;laldjprhs' tys§ ;¾lhlg f.dv

k.kak neß wjia:djla .ek wmg l;d lrkak

mq¨jka' tal fï f,dalfha O¾uh m%;sfõo lrmq

flfkl=g ,efnk Yla;shla' ;¾lhlg f.dv

k.kak neß ms<s;=rla ;uhs wmg tkafka' fï

jf.a m¾fhaIK wjia:djl§ Tng O¾udjfndaOh

,efnkak mq`Mjka' bJøshhka yhu blaujd .sys,a,d

f,dalh n,k o¾Ykhg Tng m;a fjkak mq`Mjka'

fudlo tfyu Ydik b;sydifha ;sfhkjfka'

O¾uh Y%jkh lroaÈu ud¾. M,hg m;ajqkd lsh,d'

O¾u úu¾Ykh lr;aÈu ud¾. M,hg m;ajqkd lsh,d'

mqoa.,fhla ke;s Y=kH;djh lsh,d lshkak mq`Mjka'

t;k jpk blaujd hkjfka' wms ys;uqfld wei

ixjr lrkak" wei ksfrdaO lrkak lshkjd lsh,d'

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ksfrdaO lrkjd lshkafka bj;a lrkjd lshk tlg'

uf.a jpkhg t;fldg uu .kakjd wei ke;=j

n,kak lsh,d' máÉp iuqmamdofha lsh,d ;sfhkafka

wei ksfrdaO lrkak" lK ksfrdaO lrkak" fï

ish,a, ksfrdaO lrkakfk lsh,d ;sfhkafka' fï

fome;a;u n,kak ´kE' yq`. fofkla tl me;a;hs

n,kafka' tlaflda jgdm;a Èyd n,kjd' tlafld

weye Èyd n,kjd' jgdm; lshkafka rEmh' wksl

ta Èyd n,k wei' t;fldg rEmhl=;a ke;s weil=;a

ke;s ;ekska n,,d ug lshkak lshk tlhs uu

lsjqfõ' tal yß .eUqre ldrKhla' t;kska n,k

Yla;sh Wod fjkafk ta úÈhg ne¨fjd;a ;uhs

fï fome;a;gu idOdrKh bIaG fjkak;a ´kE'

Th weú,a,d ;sfhkafka ldka;dr" uyd jreid" uv

j.=re" ´jd ;rKh lrkak ´kE' Th m¾fhaIKfha

fhfokafka hï lreKla is;sú,s;a tlal" ixl,am;a

tlal" rEm;a tlal fmdr noñka' fï o¾Ykh

fydhkjd lshkafk yßhg lgq le,hla ueÈka hk

.ukla jf.a' Ôú;hg ndOl yuqfjkjd' iuyr

tajd fkdi,ld yer,d hkak mq`Mjka" tlu foa

kej; kej; meñfKkjd' ;;% ;;%dys kkaÈkS'

f.dvla fofkl=g ÿlaL fõokdj me;a;lska ;sfh;aÈ

;uhs ta wh ksjka ±lafl' wOHd;añl jYfhka tal

mrdch lr,d hkak mq`Mjka Yla;sh ;udg ;sfhkak

´kE' tajdfha wd§kj ksiaidr;ajh n,kak mq`Mjka

fjkak ´kE'

ug;a jqk foa ;uhs uu;a b;ska nK wykfldg

ys; ieye,a¨ fjkjd fyd|hsfka' i;shla ú;r

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fyd¢ka bkak mq`Mjka' wdfh;a fkdikaiqka njla

we;s fjkjd' fufyu fufyu bkaÈ O¾udjfndaOh

fkdlr uf,d;a fudlo fjkafka@ ta ksid uu

blauKska O¾udjfndaOh lr .kak ù¾hh l<d"

uykais jqkd' fudllao jqfka ilaldh ÈÜÀh

ke;s l,d" ,eìÉp foh;a ke;s l<d' oeka ;snqk

;k;=r;a" ;snqk udkakh;a" ;snqk WoaoÉplu;a

ke;s fj,hs ;sfhkafka' wd¾h N+ñfha fldfy;au

;k;=re keye wd¾hN+ñfha ish`M fokdu tl yd

iudkhs' tl yd iudkhs lshkafka wiuiuhs fka'

Th we;af;d jqk;a O¾udjfndaOh lr .;af;d;a

wd¾h Y%djlfhla njg m;a fjkjd' nqoaO mq;%fhla

njg m;a fjkjd' nqÿrcdKkajykafia wo ke;;a ta

wmamáu nqÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a mq;%fhla njg m;a

fjkjd" tal fudk ;rï jdikdjlao' mD:.ackhka

kElï lshkafk nqÿrcdKka jykafiag fkfuhs'

udrhd ;d;a;d lrf.k bkakjd ukig hgfj,d

bkakfldg tfyuhs'

wms O¾u .fõIKhla yßhg lf,d;a hï

ojil ienúkau ix{d ksfrdaOhg tkak mq`Mjka"

ix{d ksfrdaOhlska f,dalh Èyd n,kak mq`Mjka

yelshdj Wodlr .kak mq¨jka' f,daflda;a;r

{dKhlg muKhs ix{d ksfrdaOhlska n,kak

mq`Mjka' ke;akï n,kak mq`Mjka ix{d iys; uu

iys; bJøshhka iys;jhs' wi{d; ;,h lsjqjg ta

iu: Ndjkd ;=,ska ,nd.kakd wi{d; ;,h .ek

fkfuhs fï l;d lrkafka' fï lshkafka ix{d

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ksfrdaOhhs' ta wi{d; lshkafka ix{dj ú;rla

ke;s ksødjg' fu;k wi{d; lshkafka rEm

fõokd ix{d ixialdr ksfrdaOhla fkfjhs' ix{d

ksfrdaOh lshkafk máÉp iuqmamdohu ksfrdaO lrmq

;ekg' kdurEm ksfrdaOh" Miai ksfrdaOh" fõokd

ksfrdaOh" ix{d ksfrdaOh" Wmdodk ksfrdaOh ta uq`M

máÉp iuqmamdohu ksfrdaO lrmq ;ek wi{;hs'

ta ix{d ksfrdaO lrmq ;ekhs fï l;d lrkafka'

wi{d; ;,h lshkafka iu: Ndjkdfjka OHdk

jv,d tfyuhs tf;kag hkafk' kuq;a fï u`.

tfyu lrk tlla fkfjhs' fuh úuid ne,Sfuka

muKhs isÿlrkafka'

úo¾Ykd {dKfhka hkafka ix{d ksfrdaOhg'

fu;k wix{d; lshkafka ix{dfjka f;drj

n,kjd lshk tlhs' t;fldg ix{dj ú;rla

fkfjhs m%ydkh fjkafk ix{dfjka f;drj

n,kfldg wks;a ish,a,u m%ydKh fjkjd'

fya;=j tlg ne¢Ép ksid' tlg ne¢,d ;sfhkafka

wúks¾fNda. lshkafk talhs fjka lrkak nE' ta wms

okak WodyrKh wei blaujkak" uk blaujkak

fya;= ldrlhla fjkjd' Tng;a ,enqk oyï

l=i,hla" oyï Yla;shla we;s' n,kak fyd|g weia

fol mshdf.k Tn ,`. ta Yla;sh ;sfhkjo lsh,d'

Tn ;=, fidndúlj jeäÉp oyï l=i,hla we;s ta

l=i, n,h jeäÈhqKq lrf.k Tn N=la;s ú¢kak"

tfyu ke;akï ta ;=, jev bkak" ta ;=, Ôj;a

fjkak' oyï l=i,h ;=, fidndúlj jev bkak'

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ta lrk ,o oyï m¾fhaIKh ;=,ska iajdNdúl iïud

iudê .=Khla lsisjlg ne÷fk ke;s tald.%;djhla"

ne÷fk ke;s isyshla Tn ;=, f.dvkef.hs' wmsg

fï lror Tlafldu ;sfhkafka isyshj,a jeä

ksihs' wruqKq jeä ksihs' ug lsisÿ isyshla ke;s

;ek msßisÿ isysh t;k my, fjkjd' tkï

iïud i;sh' Tn ta ud¾. wfgkau ksoyia jqkdu

;uhs iïud .=Kh Tn ;=, my, fjkafka' iïud

ÈÜÀ oDIaá ke;akï ;uhs Tng ksjerÈj f,dalh

fmakafka' ixl,am j,ska ne¨fjd;a tfyu tal

md¾Yúlj f,dalh fmakafka' ;udf.a ixl,amhg

wkqj ;uhs fmakafka' Tn wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.

fha ;sfhk lreKq wfgka ksoyia fjkak ´kE"

iïud .=Khg m;a fjkak ́ kE' Tn oDIaá" ixl,am"

jpk wdÈ wx. wfgkau ksoyia fj,d iïud .=Khg

tkjd' t;fldg iudÈhla ke;s ;ek ;uhs kshu

iudêh ;sfhkafka' iudÈhla lshkafka w,a,d

.;a; fohla fka' iudêhla ke;s ;ek ;uhs kshu

iudêh ;sfhkafka' fïl wdYap¾hu;a O¾uhla'

pq,a, mka:l yduqÿrejkag frÈ lE,a, §,d msßisÿ

fõjd" msßisÿ fõjd lsh,d lshkak lsjqjdu tal l,d

ioaohla ke;=j' yduqÿrefjda fïl l,du ilaldh

ÈÜÀh ke;sj hhso lsh,d lsisu fohla weyqfj kE'

O¾udjfndaOh lrkjd lshk tlhs O¾u foaYkd

lrkjd lshk tlhs uyd m%d;syd¾hhla' Tn i;=j;a

fï O¾u lreKq ál ioaO¾u foaYkhla njg

m;alr .kak mq`Mjka lu ;sfhkak ´kE' ta ksid

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fï fmkakmq foaj,a Tn fidhkak" m¾fhaIKh

lrkak" .fõIKh lrkak' ta ;=,ska f,daflda;a;r

Yla;Ska j¾Okh fjkjd' th Tn yeu fokdgu

O¾udjfndaO lr.kak Yla;shla fõú'

fyd¢ka wjOdkh fhduq lr,d fï ldrKh

foi n,kak .eUqre wjOdkhlska' fï u,la

.;a;du fï uf,a wms fudkjdo olskafka@ uq,skau

fï u, fudk mdgo@ wms ys;uq fïl" ;eô,s

mdghs lsh,d' B,`.g fï u,g yevhla ;sfhkjd

fkao@ yevh Tn olskjd" B,`.g fï u, ms<sn|j

wmsg ;sfhkafk hïlsis b;sydihla' fï uf,a

ku fudllao@ ;j;a kula ;sfhkjdo@ fï u,a

idudkHfhka f.!rjkSh mQcdjkaj,g .kak u,lao

lsh,;a okakjd' tfyu ke;s u¨;a ;sfhkjfka

fkao@ fï u, ms<sn|j fldÉpr foaj,a wms okakjo@

iEfykak lreKq okakjd' fï u, lv, weg ál

ìu ±ïfud;a me,fjkjd lshk tl;a wms okakjd'

ld, ne¨fjd;a ril=;a tkjd' B,`.g kdihg ,x

lf,d;a iqj|l=;a tkjd" ±ka fïl mxp bJøshgu

.kak mq`Mjka' w;ska ñálr, ne¨jdu isks÷jg yß

hï iajNdjhla ±fkkjd'

±ka n,kak fï tl fohla bJøshhka mfykau

wr .;a;d' wrf.k ú{dkfha ;snqk mrK

±kqñka w;S;h ydr wjqiai,d n,,d j¾;udkhg

tl;= lr,d wkd.;h iïnkaO lrf.k fïl

iuia;hla yeáhg wms tl wruqKla wrf.k wms

talg igykla yokjd odia u, lsh,d' ta igyk

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we;=f,a ;uhs fï Tlafldu isoaêoduh ;sfnkafka'

t;fldg fudfyd;la l,amkd lr,d n,kak fï

u, yd÷kd .;a;d jf.a y÷kd .ekSula ;uhs wms

yeu NdKavhlu" yeu jia;=jlu" yeu mqoa.,fhla

;=,u ;sfhkafka fïluhs" fï y÷kd.ekSuhs

;sfhkafka' j¾Kh fjkia fjhs" yevh fjkia

fjhs' kuq;a j¾Khla yevhla ;sfhkjd' t;fldg

wms fï u, Èyd n,,d lshkjd fyd|hs" ,iaikhs"

;sfhkjd lsh,d' B,`.g wdmiq fï u, mrjqkdg

miafia lshkjd le;hs" l`M mdghs" mrfj,dfka

lsh,d lshkjd' nqÿ mqfoa ;shkafka ,iaik u,a yjia

fjkfldg tal l=Kq f.dfâ' b;ska Ôú;fha ;sfhk

yeu NdKavhlau" yeu O¾u;djhlu iajNdjh

´l' ,iaikg bkak ldf,a nqÿmqfoa bkakjd' le;

fjkfldg l=Kq f.dfâ bkakjd' b;ska wms;a

ljodlyß l=Kq f.dvlg hkafka' fudkjo ñksia

YÍrj, l=Kq f.dv' Th lk;a; lshkafka' tal

;uhs ñksia YÍrj, l=Kq f.dv'

fyd|hs n,kak Tn u, ±lald" wE; ;sfnkjd'

ta ;sfnkjd lshk tlg Tn fkdfhl=;a lreKq

ldrkd we;=,;a lrkjd' fyd|hs lshkjd lÜáhla"

krlhs lshkjd lÜáhla" ñysßhs wñysßhs lshkjd"

fkdfhl=;a úkaok rgd' ix{d l=uk fyda ix{d' ±ka

ix{djla lsjqjyu ys;kak mq`Mjka fyd| foa ú;rhs

lsh,d kE krl fohla jqk;a ix{djla' fyd| fohla

jqk;a ix{djla" uOHia: fohla jqk;a ix{djla Tn

úiska f.dvk.d.;a" fudkhï wdldrhlg fyda

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ye¢k .ekSula" iajrEmhla" yevhla ;sfhkjd kï

ta ´kEu foalg lshk ku ;uhs ix{dj' we;

ix{d" ke; ix{d' t;fldg ix{d ksfrdaOhl=hs

wmsg wjYH lrkafka' wehs fï ix{d ksfrdaOhla

wms ;=, my, fkdjkafka@ ix{d ksfrdaOhla wm

;=, my, fkdjkafka wm we; lshk ix{dfjka

ke; lshk ix{djg udre fjkjd ú;rhs ke;s

lsÍula keye' Tng we; ke; lshk ix{dfjka

tyd f,dalh w;a ú¢kak yels fj,d kE' fudlo

bJøshhka ;=, ukqIHhdg iajdNdúl Yla;shla

my, fj,d kE' m<uqfjks j;djg nqÿyduqÿrefjda

fïl fydhd .;af;a' bJøsh úIh blaujQ fohla

uyd wdYap¾hhla' uu;a wo l,amkd lrkjd fï

o¾Ykh uq,skau hï W;a;ufhla wjfndaO l,d kï

ta W;a;uhka jykafia ;uhs fï f,dafla bkak

fY%aIaG;u Ydia;Dka jykafia lsh,d' fudllao

fya;=j bJøshhka mylg fudku úÈhlskaj;a

f;afrkafka ke;s fohla fï bJøshhka myla we;s

ukqIHfhla fidh .;a;d lshkafka wisßu;a fohla'

b;ska ta ksid wms fï u,la lsh,d ys;kjd"

;sfhkjd lsh,d ys;kjd' B,`.g fïjd ke;s jqkdg

miafia lshkjd fu;k fï u, keye lsh,d' Bg

miafia ÿla fjkjd' tfyu ke;akï fjkilg

Ndckh fjkjd" t;fldg ta .ek ÿla fjkjd' ta

iajrEm folu ix{d iajrEm folla' ±ka fuf;kaÈ

wms meyeÈ,s lr,d fokafka Tng fï ish`M ix{d

j,ska f;dr fjkak' wms wjidkfha fudl=;a keye

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Y+kHhs lshk ix{dfjka f;dr fj,d fu;k u,la

yeneyska ke;s jqk;a fïih u; wmsg wr fmr u,"

w;S; u," fuhsg l,ska fu;k ±lal u, u;lhg

.kakjd' wrf.k n,,d lshkjd' wr biair ;snqk

ix{dj ±ka T;k kEfka' lymdg u, kEfka

T;k lshk ix{dfõ bkakjd' B,`.g ́ l u;lfha

/f|kjd' ±ka wms bkafk fld;ko ufkda ú{dkfha'

fï u, lshmq .uka Tn tkafka fld;kgo@ plaLq

ú{dKhg' u, yx.mq .uka plaLq ú{dKhg jev

lrkak nE thd ufkda ú{dKfhka w;S;h .kakjd

ufkda ú{dKfha /÷k' ±ka wms bJøshhka yfhkau

bj;a ùfï§ ufkda ú{dKfhkq;a bj;a fjkak

´kE' ±ka wms bJøshhka mygu fudl=;a f.dapr

fkdjqk;a yhfjks tfla bkakjd' ta lshkafka

ufkda ú{dKfha l=uk fyda ix{djla /f|kjd'

±ka wmsg wjYH lrkj bJøsh úIh blaujkak'

uu thg l%uhla lsh,d fokakï Tn Tnf.a ufkda

ú{dKh mfilska ;nd n,kak' w;S; ix{dj,a

;sfhkjo lsh,d' uu Tfí w;S; ix{djka Tkak

.;a;hs lsh,d ufkda ú{dkfhka ys;d .kak

lshkjd' ±ka Tfí ix{dj fuf;kag fhduqjqfkd;a

th fhduqfjkafka fudk úÈhgo@ ±ka kEfka wr

u, ke;akï" wr u, kE' fu;k lsh,d ta kE lshk

jpkh fldhsnlgo b,lal fjkafka' fïih u;

;snqk u, kE lshk tlg' ta jpk ál Tlafldu

ìug jegqkd lsh, ys;kakflda' wdhs Tng ta jpk

.kak;a nE' fïl fï iQCIu O¾uhla ksid uu l%u

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Wmdhla fï lsh,d fokafka' Bg miafia ta keye

lshk jpk ál Tlafldu nd,aÈhlg jegqkd kï

ta nd,aÈh uu wrf.k ;sínd msgqmiska' Bg miafia

uu lshkjd ±ka n,kak fu;k lsh,d' Tn fyd|g

wr isoaOdka;h t;fldg u;l ;shdf.k n,kak

´kE' ta ls%hdoduh Tfí nqoaêfha isoaO fkdjqfkd;a

thd .ek lK.dgqhs' wmsg tal yßhg f;afrkafk

fïl lshoaÈu yßhg ta ls%hdoduh nqoaêfha isoaO

fjkak ́ kE' kslïu fï lreKq Èyd n,ka bkafka

ke;sj lreKq Èyd nqoaêfhka úuid n,kak ´kE'

t;fldg th Tng f;afrkak mq`Mjka'

ta lshkafk fu;k u, ;sfhkjd Bg miafia

kE' kE lshk jpkh Tlafldau uu Ndckhlg

tl;= l<d' ±ka Tn n,kak kE lshk jpkh

±ka Tng .kak nE' tal uu nlÜ tlg tl;=

lr,d msámiafika ;sínfka' ±ka n,kak Tng

l=ulao fmakafka lsh,d' ál fj,djla n,df.k

bkak' ±ka W;aidy lrkak n,kak ksy`vj'

tfyu ke;akï yduqÿrefjd uykais fjkjd ú;rhs

;ukaf.a m%{dfõ f.aÜgqj jy,d ;sh,d' ljqre yß

f.or jev lr,d fokjd kï orefjd ldurj,g

fj,d kslï bkakjd' ±ka uu;a Tlafldu lsh,d

fokjd' Wh,;a fokjd" msy,;a fokjd' wk,d

ljkjd kï orefjda f.a fodr jev okafka kE'

fmd,a álla .d, fokak" ñßia álla lmkak" yd,a

álla .r,d fokak lSfjd;a lïue,s fjkak mq¨jka

fmdä ldf,a'

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kuq;a lïue,s lug bv fokafk ke;sj jev

l,dg miafia ojil thska f,dl= m%;sM,hla ;ukag

,nkjd' ta jf.a Th we;a;kag;a fï jev fokafka

wudrehs ri ke;sj we;s" kuq;a m%;sM, ,nkak

mq`Mjka' fyd|hs fudllao ta m¾fhaIKh ;=,

;ukag ±kqfka' fudllao ;ukag ,enqk m%;sM,h'

ix{d ksfrdaOfhka ixialdr ksfrdaO lrkak

mq¨jka' fyd|hs tal ;ukag m%;HCI jqkdo@ Tn ta

fmfkk oyu ;ud ;=,g muqKqjd .kak ´kE' ta

;=, hkag ´kE" .uka lrkak ´kE' ±ka n,kak

fldfyduo Tn ;=, fï .uk yefokafka" .uk

jefvkafka lshk tl' fuu.ska Tn;=, ÈhqKq

fjkafka zwÑka;sfhaiq mikakdkx úmdflda fyda;s

wÑka;shdZ

±ka Tn wÑka;H fohla wkka; fohla ;uhs

m¾fhaIKhg ,la lf,a' t;fldg úmdlh yeáhg

Tng ,efnkafka fudllao wÑka;Hh fohla' ÿla

fohla fufkys lf,d;a ys;g ÿl ±fkhs' i;=gq

fohla fufkys lf,d;a ys;g i;=g ±fkhs"

wÑka;H jQ fohla wkka; jQ fohla mj;skafka ke;s

iodld,sl jQ fohla ms<sn| fufkys lf,d;a Tng

iodld,sl jQ fohla ,efnhs' tfykï ta iodld,sl

jQ foh Èyd jeämqr n,kak" ta wkka; jQ foh

Èyd jeämqr n,kak wkak talg lshkjd O¾uhg

keUqre fjkjd lsh,d' ke;skï O¾uh foi

n,kjd lshkjd' t;fldg ;ukq;a ta wkka;hg

md;% fjkjd' ta ;=, ;ukag m%;sM, ,nd .kak

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mq`Mjka' ±ka Th wjia:djg ksfrdaO ix{dj lsh,d

lshkafka' u, .;af;d;a u, kue;s ix{dj t;k

;sfhkafka' t;fldg øjHuh WmamdoÓ;s Nx. lshk

ish`M O¾u;dj,g ,lafjk fohla tal ksfrdaO

ix{dj fkfï' ke; lshk ix{dj .;af;d;a

w;S;hla w,a,d .;a" t,an .;a j¾;udkfha ysia

njla olsk ix{d f.dvla' ke; lshkafku w;S;

ix{djlafka' ke;akï keye lshkak nE' krlhs

lshkafka fyd| lshk ix{dfj t,a,s,d tfyu kï

wms fhduq fjkak ´fka ix{d ksfrdaOhg'

ix{d ksfrdaOh uq,skau iïuq;shg f;afrkjd

ir,j msáka Pdhd ud;s%lj f;afrkjd' talg lshkjd

iïuq;s ksjk lsh,d' ±ka Th we;a;kag fï lreKq

lshoaÈ fï meyefokafka wdfha ldgj;a ì¢kak neß

úÈyg ;yjqrej' tal fmakfldg thdg f;afrkjd

fu;k ;uhs uf.a ksjk ;sfhkafka lsh,d' tfyu

fmakfldg fï iïuq;s ksjk Tn mrud¾:hla lr

.kak ´kE' ;ukaf. Ôú;h tf;kag mßj¾;kh

fjkak ´kE' talg lshkjd mrud¾: ksjk lsh,d'

mrud¾: ksjkg m;a jqk flfkl=g yß uu uf.a f.a

t;k yod .;a;d" udrhdg fydhkak neß ;ek uf.a

f.a yod .;a;d lsh,d mrud¾: ksjkg m;a fjk

flfkl=g ys;kak mq¨jka' B,`.g thd ta mrud¾:

ksjfkka m;a fjkjd iudê ksjkg' ta lshkafka

,nd.;a; foa jvkak mq`Mjka" ,nd .;a; foa ;=, Ôj;a

fjkak mq`Mjka iajNdjhg tkjd' iudê ksjfkka

thd mqreÿ lrkjd ksfrdaO iudm;a;sh' ud¾.

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M, l%udkql+,j jeä,d oi ixfhdack O¾u ,sys,a

fj,d ,sys,a fj,d .sys,a,d ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg

m;afjkjd' ry;ka jykafia,d lshkafka ta

we;a;kag' ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg iu jÈkak mq`Mjka

kï ta flfkl=g lshkjd ry;ka jykafiakula

lsh,d' ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfha ,CIK fudkjo lsh,d

okakjo@ uõ l=fiaÈ nnd yqiau .kafk kE kuq;a

yoj; .efykjd' Ôj;a fjkjd" wjYH m%udKfha

Tlaiscka ,efnkjd' Bg miafia wmsg Èh hgÈ;a

yqiau .kak nE ta jqkdg Èh hgÈ;a Ôj;a fjk wh

bkakjd' c,fha ;sfhk Tlaiscka m%udKh we`.g

Wrdf.k' B,`.g wms ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfhaÈ;a yqiau

.kafk kE' fï yqiau Wjukd lrkafka ldhsl yd

udkisl fjfyig' ±ka wms uykais fj,d weú;a

jdä jqkdg miafia ldhsl fjfyi k;r fjkjfka"

fy,fjkafka ke;=j tl bßhjqjl bkakjdfka'

t;fldg udkisl fjfyila kE' ry;ka jykafiag

uki;a k;r fjkjd ldhsl yd udkisl fjfyi

k;r lrmq .uka yqiau Wjukd lrkafka kE' fï

iajNdúlj frdau l+m wdÈfhka ,efnk ishqïu

ishqï ta lshkafka YÍrhg ±fkkakj;a yqiau

.kak ´fka kE' ta Tlaiscka m%udKfhka yDo

iamkaokh wdÈh isoaO fj,d ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfha

jev bkak mq`Mjka' yDo iamkaokh fkd±fkk

uÜgug k;r fjkjd' ffjoHjrfhla tfyu

ne¨fjd;a ueß,d lsh,d lshhs' kuq;a Ôj Yla;sh

;sfhkjd' t;fldg wms fldfydu;a okakjd yDoh

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fõf.fhka .efykak mgka .kafka f,daNhla"

fodaihla" fudayhla" nhla" ìhla" i;=gla ±fkk

fldg ;uhs fõ.j;a fjkafka' tfyu ke;akï

fõ.j;a fjkafka kE' t;kska wms f;areï .;a;d

ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfha jev bkak flfkl=g ;uhs"

±ka uf.a fiajdjka we;s" ±ka uf.a YÍrh jeyeß,d"

±ka uu msßksjka mdkak ´kE lsh,d ys;=fjd;a ta

we;af;da wêIaGdk lr,d msßksjka mdkjd m%ydk

ix{dfjka' ta lshkafka uu kej; wjÈ fjkafka

kE" fï f,dalfha lsisu ldrKhla fjkqfjka lsh,d

ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg iu jÈkjd' tal uyd mqÿu

wisßhla' wkka; ixidfr f.jdf.k f.jdf.k

weú,a,d wfkal ÿla .eyeg" lï lfgd¨" rc isgqlï"

ÿmam;a fmdfydi;alï" ksrh wmdh" ÈjH f,dalh

ú|,d ish,a,f.a iudm;a;sh fuka uyd úYajh

;=, tl Ôj Yla;shla ksud lrkjd' kej; iir

lsisu wd;au Ndjhlg fkdmeñfkk ,iaik fohla

olskafka kE" thd wj,iaik fohla olskafk;a kE

Wkajykafia fï úYajhg tl;= fjkjd'

Tng lshkafka kE uu ta ;;ajhg wou m;a

fjkak lsh,d' Tn leu;s kï fï iïud ÈÜÀhg

m;a fj,d" O¾udjfndaOhg m;a fj,d nqÿ fjkak"

´k kï nqÿ fjkak hkak' w.% Y%djl fjkak

´k kï w.% Y%djl fjkak hkak' uu lshkafka

kE yksl yksl fï wo wo ksjka olskak lsh,d'

iuyr yduqÿrejre lshkjd wo wou Thf.d,af,da

ksjka olskak¨ yenehs yduqÿrefjda ±l,d kE'

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ksfrdaO lshkafka fudkjo@ iudm;a;s lsisjlg

iu fkdjeÿk lshk w¾:hhs tfla ;sfhkafka' jpk

j,ska lsjqjg ljqre;a ´l okafka keyefka f;areï

.kak lsisjlg iu fkdjeÿk lshk tl' ±ka Tn

iu jeÈ,hs bkafka' fldhs fj,dfjo lshkak iu

fkdjÈkafk' Tn iu jÈkafk ke;sj fudkjg yß

bkak tl fj,djlaj;a kE' kskaog .sh;a kskafoa

iu je§ula" ÿfl;a iujÈkjd" i;=fg;a iujÈkjd"

w;S; wkd.; j¾;udk wruqKq j,g iujÈkjd"

ÿl iem foflau t,Uf.k tfyu ke;akï we,s,d

iujeÈ,d bkafka' b;ska w;k ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfha

iuje§ï keye" iudê kE" ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jQ

wjia:dj' uu fuÉpr fõ,djla bkakjd lsh,d

wêIaGdk lrkjd' ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfha jev isá

tla ry;ka jykafia kula ±l,d tf`âre álla

ne¨jd yqiau .kafka kE b;ska wfka fï ñh

.sys,a,d fjkake;s lsh,d or fldagq msÿre tfyu

jfÜg ;sh,d .sks ;shkak ,Eia;s fjkjd' kuq;a

ta ry;ka jykafia iudm;a;s iqjh bjr fj,d

ke.sÜgd' fhda. l%u lshkafka ix{d mxp Wmdodk

ialkaO wjÈfha iudêhhs" wjÈh fkfï' fïl

ish,a,f.kau ksfrdaO wjia:djla lsh,d lshkafka

Yla;Ska tl;= lr,d fudkj yß fohla mj;ajkafka

kE' Yla;Ska iïmQ¾Kfhka úisrejd yßkjd lsisÿ

Yla;Ska ke;s wjia:djla' talhs iudm;a;s ke;s

lsh,d lshkafka' Yla;Ska keye" jdhdu;a keye"

Ôúldj;a keye' iïud jdhdu lshkafka ish`M

jHdhdu j,ska wjidkhg m;afjÉp wjia:dj'

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nqÿrcdKka jykafiag flf,ia mßks¾jdKh isoaO

jqfka jhi wjqreÿ ;sia mfya§ t;k b|,d nqÿ

rcdKka jykafia flfkla i;ajfhla mqoa.,fhla

fkfjhs" ukqiaifhl=;a fkfjhs' wms Th ms,su

yodf.k fldÉpr jkaokd l<;a ta nqÿyduqÿrefjda

fkfuhs' nqÿ yduqÿrefjduhs fmkaj,d ÿkafka fï

nqÿ yduqorefjd fkfuhs' zjlal,Sfhda Oïux miai;s

fida ux miai;SZ lsh,d'

O¾uh yryd ne¨fjd;a ú;rhs wmsg

nqÿyduqÿrefjda fmakafka tfyu ke;akï biairyd

jdä fj,d ysáhg nqÿyduqÿrefjda fmakjo@ fmakafka

kE' foajo;a; yduqÿrefjda nqÿyduqrefjda ±l,d

;sfhkjo tl ojilaj;a@ tl ojilaj;a ±l,d kE'

±lalkï .,af.ä fmr,kafka kE' thd ±lafla

thd ,`. bkak y;=rdj' ±ka Th mskaj;=ka msßi

bkakjd Th we;af;da udj olskjdo@ Th we;af;da

olskafk;a Th we;af;da uu .ek we;slr.;a oDIaáh'

kuq;a O¾udkql+,j {dK .=K jefvkfldg wkak

ta wh olskjd fï wdkkao yduqÿrefjda lshkafka

fuhhs lsh,d' ke;akï Th wh olskafk uyK

fj,d ysi nd,d bkak flfkla tÉprhs fkao@

Ôj;a fj,d bkak ukqiaihkaghs fuu O¾uh

m%fhdackj;a fjkafka' wms odkhla fokak;a ´kE

yduqÿrejkaf.a l=i .skak ksfõjd lsh,hs' fndfyda

wh oka fokafka ueßÉp wh fmf¾;fhla fj,d

f.org ths lsh,d nhghs' tfyu ke;s fndfyda

mskaj;=ka bkakjd'

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fu;kÈ lrkak ;sfhkafka wks;H olskakhs'

fï fiaru ixLdr' iífí ixLdrd wksÉpd;s

w;S;fha keye lshk ix{dj;a ixLdrhla' u, ke;s

jqkdg miafia tal;a ixldr .Khg whs;shs' ixldr

fjkjd kï hula tal ks;Hhs' ±ka fïl ks;HNdjh

fudllao@ fïlg lshkjd odiau, lsh,d' ;ukaf.a

ye÷kqïm; fudllao@ uu lñ,d" l=iqud" is,ajd ta

úÈhghs' talg ;uhs ks;H lsh,d lshkafka' kuq;a

´l f;areï wrf.k kEfk wfma wh'

±ka wh ys;d f.k bkafka l=Kq fjkjd"

Èrkjd" y;rg myg hula levqkyu talhs

wks;H;djh lsh,d' ta;a lE,s b;re fjkjfka

lE,s ks;Hhs' Bg miafi uql=;au kE Y=kHhs

Y+kH;djh ks;Hhs' Y+kH;djh;a blaujqjyu ;uhs

wks;H fmakafka' Th uÜgug ´f.d,af,da nK

wy,d kEfka' fldfykaj;a lsh,d §,;a keyefka

´jd f,aisfhka lshkafk;a kE' ta ksid wms lshk

foa ;=, ;sfhk fjki talhs fïjd ms,s.kaku tmd

ms,s.kak wh jevla kE' fïjd m%;sfCIam lrkak'

Tnf.au kqjkska" {dKfhka" kqjkeiska m%;HCI

lr,d n,kak' úYajdifhka we;s jevla kE tajd

yß ;djld,slhs' m%;HlaI;djh ;uhs jákafka'

Tn ±ka n,kak fuf;la lsjqj ldrKd ál

idrdxY lr,d ;ukaf.a kqjkg jeäfhkau fhduq

fjÉp ldrKd ál ms<sn|j'

ishqï ;ekl b|,d Tn >k;ajh Èyd n,kjo@

>k;ajfha b|f.k ishqï ;ek Èyd n,kjo@ ishqï

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;ek lshkafka ksfrdaO iy.; iajNdjh' >k;ajh

lshkafka wfma bJøshhka yh ;sfhk ;ek' ksoyia

me;af;a b|f.k ksoyia fkdjQ me;a; foi n,kjo"

ksoyia fkdjQ me;af;a b|f.k ksoyi foi n,kjo

fld;ko Tn bkafka@ Tn ±ka mßj¾;kh fjkak

ksoyia me;af;a b|f.k ksoyia fkdjQ me;a; foi

n,kak' nqÿyduqorefjda foi yeuodu wms n,kjd'

n,kfldg nqÿyduqÿrefjda wms foi n,df.k

bkakjd" wms nqÿyduqÿrefjd foi n,df.k bkakjd"

ms<su jykafia foi ne¨jdu tfyuhs' b;ska uu

ys;kjd uu yeuodu n,kafka uu bkak me;af;a

b|,fka nqÿyduqÿrefjd foi nqÿyduqÿrefjda bkak

me;af;a b|,d uu foi ne¨jdu uu fudk jf.a

fmakjo nqÿ yduqÿrejkag lsh,d' fmdâvla tal

f;areï .kak W;aidy lrkakflda' yeuodu nqÿ

.=K lshñka nqÿyduqÿrefjda Èyd n,kjd' wms

Èyd ne¨fjd;a nqÿyduqÿrefjda fudk jf.a olSúo@

Tn yß f,daNhs" oafõYhs" fudayhs lsh,d iïudk

álla foaú fkao@ fï nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.a Ñka;kh

;uka f;areï .kak W;aidy lrk wjia:djla'

±ka ys;kjd we;s lsisu nKlÈ" lsisu NdjkdjlÈ

fuÉpr kï fud,h fjfyfijqfõ kE fkao

lsh,d' fyd|g fudf,a jev lrkjd fkao@ iakdhq

fyd¢ka jev lrkfldg fmdä T`Mfj lelal=ula

jf.a yefokak bv ;sfhkjd' tal udkisl

fõokdjla' nqÿka jykafiag fmfkk úÈh kqjkska

n,kak ;ukau' iuyr úg fufyu Tng fmfkaú

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biairyd ljqre;a kE fijke,a,la muKhs' wfka

fï fijke,a, ys;df.k bkakjfka uu lsh,d'

fï uf.a Ñka;kh" fï uf.a ÿl iem lsh,d' Tyq

ujdf.k bkakjfka ;ukaf.a fijke,a,' uf.a

biairy ia;s%hla kE" mqreIfhla kE" ljqre;a kE"

fijke,a,l=;a kE lsh,d' Tkak W;aidy lr,d

n,kak' fï tllaj;a ljqre;a lsh,d §, fkfuhs'

fïjg ;uhs lshkafka od¾Yksl iajNdjhka lsh,d'

fïjd fldfyj;a fmd;l lsh,d kE kslïu ug

ysf;k tajd' O¾uh me;af;a b|,d Ôú;h n,kjd

lsh,d lshkafka talg' wkak tal ;uhs nqoaO

mq;%fhlaf.a iajNdjh" nqoaO o¾Ykfha iajNdjh'

uu;ajfhka f;drjhs flfkl= ksjka

olskafka' Tn ;=, we;s uu;ajh w; yßkak uu

úiska hï hï foa w; yßkjd' ta fldKg hkjd"

fï fldKg hkjd" fudllao w;yßkak ;shk

foa lsh,d n,kjd' wkak ta n,kafka ;ukaf.a

uu;ajh' uu;ajh úiska hï hï foaj,a w; yßkak

fkfuhs Tng ;sfhkafka' Tn i;= uu;ajh w;

yßkakhs ;sfhkafka' .eUqßka w; yßkak" mQ¾Kj

w; yßkak" uu;ajh m%{dfjka w; yßkak' yeu

fudfyd;lu ;ukag w; yßkakg ;sfnkafka

fudkjd±hs n,kak' l=uk fyda ne£ula we;akï

udf.a ksoyi thska wjysr ù we;s nj" wysñ ù we;s

nj f;areï .kak' ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jqkdu

kshu ksoyi iajdNdúlju ud fj; my, fjk nj

f;areï .kak' Ôú;fha lsisÿ fohla .ek lsisjla

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fkdis;d lkaola by< isg my<g mksk ñksfil=

fuka w;yeÍu isÿ lrkak' n,dfmdfrd;a;=jlska

f;drjhs w; yeÍu isÿ lrkq ,nkafka lkaola

by, isg my,g mksk ukqiaifhla' ta jf.au

Tn;a n,dfmdfrd;a;=jlska f;drj ish,a, w;yer

oud O¾uh foig mkskak n,kak' fohla ke;s

n,k flfkla ke;s ;ekska n,kak mqreÿ fjkak

ish,a, foiu' ±kg Tn n,k flfkla we;s"

n,k fohla we;s ;ekska n,kjd kï Tn isákafka

jerÈ ;ek nj jgyd.kak' iajdóka jykafia

fmkajk ;ek n,k flfkla ke;s" n,k fohla

ke;s ;ekla' ta ±kqu udf.a ksid tys h:d¾:h

Tng m%;HCI fohla njg m;a lr .kak fjfyi

fjkak' ish,a, Tn w;yeßhdu ;sfnkjdg;a jvd

fyd¢ka ish,a, ,efnk nj f;areï wrf.k" w;

yeÍu Tng iqj lekaok nj;a" Ôú;h jvd §ma;su;a

lrk nj;a f;areï wrf.k w; yeÍu isÿ lrkak'

Tn udrhdf.a me;a;g weof.k hkakg bv fkd§

O¾uh me;a;g uki fufyhjkakg Tn iu¾:

fjkak ´ke' hula weof.k hkjd kï tys

wd§kjh Èyd ne¨jdu" ;ukaf.a YÍrfha wd§kjh

Èyd ne¨jdu ;ukag ysf;kjd kï ;djld,sl

foalghs fï ys; weÈ,d hkafka" fï ys; weof.k

hkafk lsh,d iodld,sl fohla tfykï Tn ,nd

.; hq;=hs' ;djld,sl fohla fjkqfjka fkd/¢h

hq;=hs' fï yeu w;ayeÍulau Tn isÿl, hq;= jkafka

Tfí ukiskau muKhs' ksjk hkq yqfolau Tfí

udkisl iqj;djhhs'

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wdfrda.Hd mrud ,Nd

ika;=ÜÀx mrux Okx

úYajdid mrud {d;s

ksíndkx mrux iqLx

Y%oaOd .=Ke;s ldreKsl mskaj;aks' wms ;sf,da.=re

wud uEKs f.!;u YS% iïud iïnqÿrcdKka

jykafiaf.a nqoaO;ajfhka fooyia yhish jirla

iurk fï ld,h ;=, jvd;a mdmfhka ÿrej iS,hg

keUqrej is; oukh lr .ekSug mqreÿ mqyqKq

jk iuhla fï iuh' wm yeu fokdf.au Ôú;

O¾ufhka tald;añl jqfkd;a ;uhs Ôú;fha iekiSu

lshk tal ,nkag mq`Mjka jkafka' thg w;aje,la

imhkak uu meyeÈ,s lrkq ,nkafka Tn .ek"

ud .ek" wm yeugu fmdÿ jqk ud;Dldjla

ms<sn|j'

2

O¾ufhka tAld;añl jqkÔú;hl uysu

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ta ;uhs wmf.au wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh"

uk lshk bJøshhka ih ms<sn|j' tys ls%hdldß;ajh

ms<sn|j" tys w;S;" j¾;udk yd wkd.; lshk ;=ka

ld,h ms<sn|j' wms ish`M fokdu tl yd iudk

ñksiqka jqj;a úúO fNaO Nskaklï m%Yak cd,djla

f,dalfha yg f.k ;sfhkjd' fïjdg fya;=

l=ula±hs fï lreKq weiqfrka Tng jgyd .ekSug

mq`Mjkalu ,efnkjd' ta ksid fyd¢ka kqjkska

Tn fuh jgyd .;af;d;a uq`M uy;a f,dalhgu isÿ

fj,d ;sfhk w;aje/oao fld;k±hs Tng fï ;=,ska

ukdj jegfyaú'

mskaj;=ks" wfma nqÿmshdKka jykafia fmkajd

jod,d fuf,djg Wm; ,nk ì<s÷ orejdf.a uki

yßu m%NdYajrhs lsh,d" nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd l,d

ys; yßu m%ikakhs" m%NdYajrhs lsh,d' ta m%ikak

ys; we;=f,a úúO jdo fNao lï lsisjla ;snqfka kE'

tfy;a ta ys; jefvkak jefvkak f,dalh tl;=

lf,a fudkjo@ úúOdldr fNaO Nskaklï f.dvla

muKhs' mskaj;=ks wms yeu fokdu ukqIHfhda"

tl yd iudkhs" tl jf.au yo .eiaula reêrhla

;sfnkjd" tl br y| hg bkafka' tfy;a ñksiaiq

fudk ;rï fjkiao n,kak wdl,am j,ska' wkak

ta ksid ukig ufkda lsh,d foaYkdl,d' uki

lsh,d lshkafka ujd.;a lshk w¾:hhs' ujd .;a

w¾:fhka uk lshk O¾u;djh yeÈ,d ;sfhkjd'

fyd|g tal f;areï .kak mq`Mjka lu ;sfhkjd'

ñksiqka tlsfkldg fudk ;rï ujd .ekSï isÿ

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lr,d ;sfhkjo@ ta ujd .ekSï Tiafia ñksiqka

tlsfkld fï f,dalh wdl¾Ykh lr .kak

úÈh fudk ;rï fjkiao@ b;du m%n, fjkila

ukqIHhkaf.a is;a ;=, ;sfnkjd' kuq;a iajNdj

O¾uh bÈßhg meñKshdu wm ish`M fokdgu wm lr

mskakd.;a oDIaÀ ixl,am ish,a, mfilska ;nkak

isÿ fjkjd' fukak fï ;;ajh f;areï lr .;af;

ke;s f,dalhd fï ish,a, ;ukaf.a iekiqug fkfï

jekiqug yrjdf.k' tjka jQ f,dalhla ;=, Ôj;a

jk wm oeka l, hq;af;a l=ulao@

zOïux úkd k;aÓ iqLd wk;a:dZ O¾uh

yefrkakg ñksiqkag iekiSug fjk u.la kE"

wms Ôú;fha fld;rï fõ.fhka ÿjf.k .sh;a"

ta ÿjf.k hk Ôú;h k;r fjkafk ljodl yß

oyu yuqfõ muKhs' ke;akï ñksiqkag iEySulg

m;a fjkakg mq`Mjka ud¾.hl fkfuhs ñksiqka

Èjf.k hkafk' tu ksid fï bJøsh ls%hdldß;ajh

fyd¢ka jgyd .;af;d;a ta bJøsh ls%hdldß;ajh

yuqfõ ÿla fjkafka ke;sj" p,kh fjkafk ke;sj"

wka;jd§ fjkafk ke;sj wmg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd

fï f,dalhg uqyqK fokakg' n,kak mskaj;=ks

wms yeu flfklau ys;kafk wmf.a oDIaÀh b;du

ksjerÈhs lsh,d' kuq;a i;Hh yd wi;Hh l=ulao

lsh,d yeß,d n,kak ld,h meñK ;sfnkjd'

ñksid úiska f,dalh úiska Tng lr mskakk

foa fkfjhs i;Hh' i;Hh jqj;a u; jdohla kï

th i;Hhla fkdfõ" th i;Hhla njg m;a jkafka

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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Tnu th mila lr .;a;dg miqjhs' ta m%;HCI;djh

;uhs Tn iekiSug m;a lrkafka" Tnj ksjkg m;a

lrkafka' tfyu kï ufkdauh ujd.;a; f,dalhl

wms Ôj;a jk ñksiqka' fï uy fmd,j ysre i÷ jgd"

pl%djdg jgd" tajf.au uyd úYajh jgd lerflñka

mj;skjd' ta mj;sk ld, iSudj ;=, ñksiqka fudk

;rï u;jdo Tiafia .sksf.k ±fjkjdo@ ksula

fkdfmfkk iirla ;=, uyd fõokd iuqodhla

ñksiqka w;a ú¢kjd' ta w;a ú¢k ÿlaL fõokdjkag

fya;=j l=ula±hs Tnu m¾fhaIKh lrkak' zlsx

iÉp .fõiSZ ;;ajdldrh fyj;a mj;sk iajNdjh"

we;a; ;;ajh úuid n,kak' wms yeu fokdu fï

we;a; iajNdjh f;areï lr .ekSug W;aidyj;a úh

hq;=hs'

f,dalh ms<sl=,a lr,d f,dalhg fkdwe,Sfï

muKska f,dal i;Hh wjfndaO lr .ekSug mq`Mjka

lula keye' ms<sl=, lshkafka Ôú;fha ;j;a tl

ye`.Sula muKhs' wfkl=;a m%idokSh .=Khkag

m%;súreoaO ye`.Su ;uhs ms,sl=, lshkafka' ysf;a

;sfnk ye`.Sï fjkia lrkak fkfï nqÿyduqÿrefjda

foaYkd lf,a ys; f;areï .kakghs' ye`.Sfuka

ye`.Sulg udre jqk;a Ôú;fha ljodj;a ksjkla

,efnkafka keye ys; f;areï .kak' tfyu kï

iuia; ysf;a ls%hdldß;ajh l=ula±hs jgyd .ekSug

wm W;aidy l< hq;=hs' ukqIHfhl= Ôú;h mqrd

foaj,a ú| ord .;a;;a uyd f,dl= fohla ú| ord

.;af;a keye' uyd ld,hla ÿla ú¢kjd ukiska

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;j;a ld,hla i;=gq fjkjd ukiska" ;j;a

ld,hla WfmaCIdfjka jdih lrkjd' fukak fï

ls%hdldrlï ;=kg ukqIHhd ffokslj fjkia fjù

ure fjñka Ôj;a fjk tlhs isÿ lrkq ,nkafka'

kuq;a ljodj;a fï ukqIHhd iekiSulg m;a fjk

iajNdjhg kï m;aa jkafka kE' talg fya;=j kï

uyd id.rh jf.a fkdiEfyk jia;=jla ;uhs ysf;a

;sfhk ;Kaydj lshkafka' zk;aÓ ;Kayd iudk§Z

nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd lf<a ;Kaydj iudk kÈhla

keye lsh,d' ta ksid ta kÈh ljodj;a mqrjkak

mq`Mjka lula kE fï ksid ika;Dma;shg m;a lrkak

mq`Mjka lula keye ta ksid Tn oyuu fidhkak'

tfyu kï ta is; ;=, ;sfnk wreuh" is;

;=, ;sfnk h:d¾:h fidhd .;af;d;a wkak todg

;uhs Tn Okj;a jkafk;a iemj;a jkafk;a' fï

f,dalh Èjf.k hk .uk ;=, iekis,a, kE'

ÈhqKq hhs lshk rgj, ñksiqka fudk;rï udkisl

wiyk yd m%Yak j,g m;a fj,d ;sfhkjo@ Tn

ys; yodf.k wksla yeu fohlau yod .;af;d;a

jákjd fkao@ tfyu ys;=fjd;a Ôú;h ch .kak

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd'

ñksiaiqkag ;sfhk mru Okh ;uhs i;=g'

ta i;=g lshk tl my;g od,d f,dalfh f,dl=

f,dl= lshk foaj,a fidhd f.k hk ñksiqkag

iekis,a,la fldfyo@ Ôú;fha ;sfhk ksfrda.S

lu mru ,dNh fkdi,ld yer,d f,dalfhka

,dN m%fhdack n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjk Woúhg ljod

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,dNhla ,efnhso@ úYajdih kue;s {d;S;ajh

ys;j;alu wdrCId lr .ekSug ls%hd fkdfldg

f,dalfhka fudk ;rï ys;j;a lula úYajdihla

n,dfmdfrd;a;= Wkdg thska we;s m%fhdackh l=ulao@

ks¾jdkh kue;s mru iemh bj;,d f,dalfhka

fjk iemhla fidhk flfkl=g l=uk iemhlao@

±ùug m%;súreoaO jpkhla ;uhs ksùu lsh,d

lshkafka' wms yeu fokdgu ksfjkakhs Wjukd

lrkafka' tfyu kï ta ksjk wfma fud,h we;=f,a

tfyu ke;akï ys; we;=f, fld;ko ;sfnkafk'

wms fyd|g ksfjkag mq`Mjka ;ekl wms jdä fjkag

´kE' ta lshkafk wmf.a ukfia ksjerÈ ;ekla

wms iam¾Y lrkak ´kE' wkak talghs iïud

ÈÜÀh lsh,d lshkafk' wfma is; ksjerÈ ;ekg

fhduq lrf.k" ta ;=,ska f,dalh w;aolskakg wms

W;aidyjka; jkakg ´kE'

Tfí uki tfyu ke;akï ys; fï fjkfldg

fld;eko k;r fj,d isákafka n,kak' Tn ;=,

we;s fkdfhla fldaK j,ska fï f,dalh .%yKh

lrkjd" ú¢kjd' túg Tng ,efnkafka fï

f,dalfha h:d¾:h fkdfjhs' Tnf.a ukfia ;sfnk

oDIaÀhg idfmaCIs; jQ o¾Ykhl=hs Tng wdiajdoh

lrkak isÿ jkafka' Tn lsisfjl=g whs;s ke;s

tfyu ke;akï lsisÿ fohla r|jd .kafka ke;s"

Wmdodkh lr.;af;a ke;s weig iuHla wei lsh,d

wms meyeÈ,s lrkjd' ta weiska fï f,dalh foi

n,k úg Tng fï f,dalfha ;sfhk fi!uH nj"

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ukyr nj ukdj jegfykjd we;s t;k ;sfnkafka

iekiSu muKhs'

ñksiqka uyd ;¾l f.dvl" ñksiqka uyd m%Yak

f.dvl ±ú ±ù fidhkjd ksùug u.la' ta ksùu

fidhd .kak mq`Mjka lu ;sfhkjd fï O¾uhg

wkq.;j Tnf.a {dKh" Tnf.a kqjk" Tnf.a wei

ixúOdkh lr.ekSfuka' úuiqï weiska n,k l,

Tng mq`Mjkalu ;sfnkjd ta iïnqÿ joka Tnf.a

Ôú;hg tl;= lrf.k Oïu Ôú;hla njg Tfí

Ôú;h m;alr.kak ke;skï m;afjkak' ;:d.;hka

jykafia f,dj my,jqj;a ke;;a t;=ud wjÈ lf,a

fï fidnd oyfï i;Hhhs' ta ksid f,daflda;a;r

O¾uh Tn;a fidhd w;a ú¢kak' f,dalh lsõfõ

bJøshhka ihlska hq;a fï YÍrhghs' fuhska ke;skï

fï f,dalfhka ksoyia ùu f,daflda;a;r o¾Ykhhs'

Tn bJøshhka ihlska hq;a fï f,dalh ;=, Ôj;a

jk ;dla l,a w;a ú¢kakg ;sfnkafka ñksidg rEm"

Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾I iy ujd.kakdjQ is;sú,s

muKhs' fï ih wdldrfhka Tíng fohla w;a

fkdú|u ñksid f,dalh ;=, Ôj;a fjkjd'

ta ih wdldrjQ bJøshhka ;=,ska isÿ lrkakdjQ

ueùï ;=, ú¢kafka fõokdjla muKhs' ñksid rd;s%

ld,h yd oj,a ld,h w;a ú¢ñka Ôj;a fjkjd ñi"

/h oyj, blaujQ ry;=ka ms<sn|j okafka keye'

ta ksid Tjqka fmak udkfhka" olsk udkfhka"

is;k udkfhka Tíng hkafka keye' udf.a

nqÿmshdKka jykafia bJøshhkag f.dapr lr .;

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fkdyels" bJøshhkag m%;HCI lr.; fkdyels"

lsisu wdldrhlska is;ska ujd .ekSula l< fkdyels

ta iajdNdúl i;Hh lshk tl u;=lr .;a;d' wo

f,dalfha wm%udK Ndjkd l%u ;snqk;a f,djq;=rd

nqÿyduqÿrefjda i;Hh fidhd .;af;a m¾fhaIKfhka"

tfyu ke;akï úo¾Ykdfjka' l=ula ms<sn|jo@

i;Hh l=ulao@ ysf;a iajNdjh l=ulao@ thska

kslau hdu flfia úh hq;=o@ fudk wdldrfha

;eklo iekis,a, ;=, Ôú;h w;a ú¢kakg" N=la;s

ú¢kakg ;sfnkafka hkak ms<sn|j'

wo f,dalh ±fjk .sKs nqÿrcdKka jykafia

fmkajd ÿkakd' tkï rd.h iudk .skakla ke;

uq`M uy;a f,dalhu udkisl .eg`M yod .;af;

rd.h ksid" oafõYh ;rï l,yhla f,dalfha ;j;a

we;af;a keye' fï f,dalfha l,yh jeä lrkakg"

rd.h jeä lrkakg ´kE ;rï ñksiaiq bkakjd'

O¾uh ysf;a mÈxÑ lrkakg bkafka fudk ;rï

iq`M msßilao@ fï ysf;a ord.kak fldaá .dkla

fNaO Nskaklï ;sfhkjd' ta fldaá .dKu

ukqiaihdg buy;a ÿlla muqKqjkjd' nqÿrcdKka

jykafiaf.a ksjk ;rï mru iqjhla fldfyaj;a kE

lsh,d foaYkd l<d' fuys iqjh ±k .;af;d;a rc

flfkla rclu od,d tkjd" Okjf;la Okh od,d

tkjd fï iekis,a, f;areï .kak' fï ms<sn|j

ksis wjfndaOhla fkdue;slñka ñksiqka fN!;sl

foaj,ska iekis,a, fidhkjd' wms iekis,a,

lsh,d fudllao lrkafka' wfkldg jvd fyd¢ka

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.uka lr,d idvïnr njla we;slr .kakjd' ;j

flfkl= mrdch lr,d ,nk ch" chla yeáhg

ñksiqka úkaokh lrkjd' mrdchg m;a fjÉp

flkd l÷`M i,ñka isáh§ ;uka iekis,a, ,nkjd'

tjka jQ fohlska f,dalh i;=gq fjoaÈ nqÿmshdKka

jykafia fmkajkjd WmYdka; wh tfyu ke;kï

hym;a wh fï f,dalfha ;sfnk ch mrdch

folu w;yer,d iekis,af,a Ôj;a fjkjd lsh,d'

mskaj;=ks" ch mrdch folu mrdch lrkakg ´kE'

ch mrdch lshkafka f,dalfha ;sfnk fohla' ch

mrdch fol blaujd hkjd lshkafka f,daflda;a;r

jQ fohla' wkak ta oDIaÀh we;s lr .;af;d;a wms

lshkjd iïud ÈÜÀhg m;ajqkd lsh,d'

iïud ÈÜÀh lshkafka ;j;a oDIaÀ cd,hla

fkfjhs tys ;sfnkafka iajdNdúl i;Hhla

muKhs' fukak fï iajNdjh ukdj jgyd .kak"

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh f,dalfhka tf;r O¾uh Tn

meyeÈ,s lr .kak" f,dal i;Hh jgyd .kak"

mqoa.,;ajfhka f;drj f,dalhg msúfikak' wms

fl;rï ál ld,hlo Ôj;a jkafka' ta ksid wê

Ñ;a;hla" wê {dKhla fhdojd fï f,dal i;Hh

jgyd .ekSug ñksid W;aidy l< hq;=hs' thska

muKla Tfí ys; iekiqug m;a fõú' Tng

fï Èjhk Ôú; .ukska iuq .kakg isÿ jQfjd;a

iekis,af,a ta .uk hkak mq`Mjkao lsh,d wdmiq

yeß,d n,kak' fyd| isysfhka wjÈj Ôj;a fjkak

;ukaf.a ys; ;uka jgyd .;af;d;a muKhs wmg

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iekis,a, Wod fjkafka' ysf;a iajNdjh okafka

ke;akï ukqIHhd ye`.Sï j, jy¿ka njg m;a

fjkjd' Èkla nqÿ mshdKka jykafiaf.ka wykjd

Tn jykafia wka;jd§o lsh,d@ nqÿmshdKka

jykafia ms<s;=re fokjd hfula ug wka;jd§ hehs

lsj yelsh' fya;=j ;uhs uu O¾ufhkau muKhs

m%Yak úi|kafka lsh,d' wfma nqÿmshdKka jykafia

ljodj;a rdcH n,h fhdojd m%Yak úi|d.;af;a

kE" ljuodj;a oafõYiy.; f,i nek je§ keye"

uyd ldreKsl jQ .=Khla nqÿyduqÿrefjda ,`. ;snqkd'

wms m%Yak m%Yak lsh,d wmf.a Ôú; j,g idm lr

.ksoaÈ wmf.a nqÿ mshdKka jykafiag fudk ;rï

m%Yak cd,djla ;snqkdo@ kuq;a tajd m%Yak njg m;a

lr fkdf.k u,a jeis njg m;a lr .kakg yels

jkafka Wkajykafia ;=, mej;s Od¾ñl {dKh ksihs'

wkak tjeks hym;a {dK o¾Ykhla we;slr .ekSu

;uhs wmsg isÿ lrkakg ;sfnkafka' m%Yak ke;s

f,dalhla" ;Kaydfjka f;dr f,dalhla" wdfõ.fhka

f;dr f,dalhla wmg fidhd .ekSug ,efnkafka

keye' fï ixidrfha wkka; jQ i;aj wd;auj,a

ießiroa§ fï ukqIH wd;auh ÿ¾,N fohla' fï

iirlska iirlu WmÈkjhs lshk tl ixl,amhla

fkfuhs tal i;Hhla' Tn úkdä lsysmhla ksy`vj

isàug W;aidy lr,d n,kak Tng th lrkak

neye fkao@ tfyu kï Tng md,kh ke;s

n,fõ.hla Tn wNHka;rfha fõ.fhka Èjf.k

hkjd fkao lsh,d Tngu f;af¾ú' tfyukï

Tnf.a Ôú;h we;=f,a Tn muKla fkfjhs Ôj;a

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fjkafka' idxidßlj meñkqk n,fõ.hla Ôj;a

fjkjd talg lshkjd wd;au oDIaÀh lsh,d" tfyu

ke;akï fï YÍr jid.;a oDIaÀh lsh,d' wmsg lhla

muKla kï ;snqfka wmsg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd wms

leu;s fõ,djla ksy`vj bkak" wms leu;s úÈhg

wmf.a udkisl ika;Dma;Ndjh;a /l n,d .kag

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd' kuq;a Tng tfyu lrkag

mq`Mjkalula kE' Tn ysf;k fj,djg Tfí ysf;a

i;=g f.dv k.kag neye tal fidnd oyu;a iu.

Tng ,efnk fohla' Tng md,kh fjkake;s

ys;la Tn ,`. ;sfhkjd kï Tn l,amkd lrkak

Tfí lh uerek;a Tkak Th n,fõ.h iir .uka

lrkjd lsh,d'

iir m%d¾:dk lrk úÈhg ;uhs" iir yod

.;a; úÈhg ;uhs Tng iir ,efnkafka' iuyr

Woúh mska lrkjd" kuq;a msfka wre; okafka kE'

iuyr Woúh mjq lrkjd" kuq;a tys úmdl okafka

kE' kuq;a wms mj yßhg f;areï lr .;af;d;a

thska je,flkafk;a" msk ms<sn| yßhg f;areï

lr .;af;d;a th uy;a M, uydksixi lr .kak;a

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd' msk lsh,d lshkafka ysf;a

m%idokSh .=Khg' hym;la lrk úg hym;lau

±fkkjd" whym;la lrk úg th ±ùula" msÉÖula

f,i ±fkkjd' ñksiaiqkaf.a u;jdo ixl,am

fudk ;rï fjkia jqj;a ñksiaiqkaf.a yDo idCIsh

fjkia jkafka kE' uq`M uy;a f,dalhdgu tl yd

iudkjhs mdmh m, fokafk;a" msk m, fokafk;a'

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Tfí Ôú;h Od¾ñl lr .kak ys; m%ikak

lrk mskalï lrkak' Tfí is; ojk" mq`Miaik

mõlï j,ska j,lskak' fïl ;uhs Tfí Ôú;hg

Tn lr .kak iekis,a,' Tfí ysf;a iekis,a,

;sfnkafka fld;eko lshd Tnu m¾fhaIKh lr

n,kak th fidhd .ekSu hkq Tn O¾uh fidhd

.ekSuhs' tfyu ke;akï O¾uh wjfndaO ùuhs'

th nqÿrcdKka jykafia uqK .eiSu hkqfjka

Wkajykafia fmkakqfõ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia nK

lshk Èyd n,df.k isá jlal,S lshk yduqÿrejkag

ld,hla Tfydu n,df.k bkak§,d álla l,a

.shdu Wkajykafia foaYkd l,d

zfhdaa Oïux miai;s

fida ux miai;sZ

Tn O¾uh olskak túghs Tn udj olskafka

lsh,d foaYkd l,d' nqÿyduqÿrefjda f,dalfha

yeuodu Ôjudkhs nqÿyduqÿrefjda lsh,d lshkafka

O¾uhgfka' ta nqÿyduqÿrejkaj O¾udkql+,j ±lSfï

yelshdj iodld,slj f,dalfha mj;skjd' ta ksid

zwld,sflda OïfudaZ yeuodu nqÿka jykafia olskak

mq`Mjka' talg iSudjla keye' ta jf.au Tn Ôú;

ld,hu Ôj;a jqj;a T¾f,daiq lgqfõ meh úis

y;frka tl ;;amrhl ;uhs Tn Ôj;aj isákafka'

kuq;a wmsg Th T¾f,daiq lgq blaujd hkak mq`Mjka"

Ôú;h mqrd f.jdouk rd;s%h oyj, blaujd wmsg

hkak mq`Mjka'

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fï O¾u lreKq Tn ish oyia jdrhla

úuid n,kak túg Tnf.a .eUqre ;SCIK nqoaêh

ÈhqKq fõú' thska úoHd{hka fmkajk ñksiqka

m%fhdackhg fkd.kakd Tnf.a fud<h wjÈ

fjkakg mgka .kshs' ñksiqka l=vd fud<h weiqre

lr .ksñka ;uhs Ôj;a fjkafka' uy fud<h wjÈ

lr .ekSug mq`Mjkalu ;sfnkfka m¾fhaIK iy

.fõIKh lsÍfuka muKhs' Tnf.a wls%h fud<h

ils%h lr .kak' ils%h lr.;a ta fud<h ;=,ska

f,dal i;Hh olskak túg Tng fï iekis,a," fï

ksjk w;aú¢h yelsh' ke;akï ujd.;a f,dalh;a

;=, fõokdfjka Ôj;a fjkakg Tng isÿ fõú'

Ôú;hg lshjkak fyd| fmd;la ;sfhkjd

ta ;uhs Ôú; fmd;'

Wmud lr .kak Ôú;hg Ôú;hu ;sfhkjd'

krl foa ±fkkafka .skakla jdf.a

fyd| foa ±fkkafka mjka frdola jdf.a

ksjk ±fkkafka wkka; wyi jdf.a

mska we;s wh mq`Mka frdola jdf.a

mjq we;s wh .,a fndr`M jdf.a

{dKh we;s wh ysre i÷ jdf.a

jkhg i÷ka ±j ÿ¾,Nhs

fmdf,dfõ rka ñKs uq;= ÿ¾,Nhs

iudcfha fyd| ñksiqka ÿ¾,Nhs

ÿ¾,N ñksfil=g we;s w.h

uy fmdf,djg jvd jeähs'

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Tn;a tjeks ÿ¾,N ñksfil= jkak' úismia

jirla nqÿmshdKka jykafiag Wmia:dk l< wdkkao

uy ry;ka jykafia msßksjkg hk úg fukak

fufia m%d¾:kd l<d'

oin, fia,mamNjd

ksíndk uyd iuqoao mßhka;d

wÜGx. u.a. i,s,d

ðkjpk k§ Ñrx ji;S

oin, nqÿka kï

fi,a uqÿk;ska u;= jQ

ksjka kï uy iuqÿr

fl<jr fldge;s i;;ska

wß wge`.s u`. is,s,ska

isys,a jQ ks;s iqj fok

ðk joka .`. fnda l,a

.,d jd iõ i;ka ikyd lsh,d'

fï ksjka u`. wjfndaO lr.;a iajdókajykafia

flfkla úÈyg uf.;a m%d¾:kh thu ;uhs'

f,dalh ;=, ÿlaú¢k wfkalúo ck;dj fï W;=ï

jQ ioaO¾uh wjfndaO fldg f.k ksjkska ksù

iekfiajd lsh,d æ

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oji mqrd isÿ l,yels Ndjkduh ls%hdj,shla ;uhs

úo¾Ykdj' th úfYaI Ndjkd jev igykla f,i

mj;ajkak fya;=jla ;sfhkjd' uu mskaj;=kag ta

fya;=j;a lshkakï' Ôú;fha f,dl= mdrñ;djla

mqrdf.k" f,dl= .fõYKhla lr,d" f,dl=

lemlsÍula lr,d uxuq,djQ flfkla ksjerÈ udj;la

fydhd .;a;du tal Ôú;fha fyd| ojila njg m;a

fjkjd' kuq;a ksjerÈ m%{djla fkd;snqfkd;a

;ukaf. uq,djka ;ukag ±l .kak mq`Mjkalula

kE' ;uka biair fj,d ;uka bkak uq,dj y÷kd

.kak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkak ́ kE' B,`.g ta uq,dfjka

ksoyia fjkak;a ukqIHfhla ,`. úYd, m%{djla

;sfhkak ´kE' tajf.au ù¾hla ;sfhkak;a ´kE

Ôú;h Èyd iir Èyd m%{dfjka n,kak' ug;a iir

mqreoao ksid fjkak we;s O¾udkql+,j kqjKeiska

3

ks¾jdK ud¾.hfidhd hEu

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úúO is;=ï me;=ï my< fj,d l=vd iufha b|,du

;=Kqrejka jkaokd lrmq" ;=Kqrejka Èyd n,df.k

ysgmq nqÿrcdKka jykafiag ys;" lh" jpkh lshk

;=ka fodßkau l%shd lrmq l=vdu meúÈ Ôú;hla

ug;a ;snqkd' ta ;uhs jhi wjqreÿ fod,fya§ meúÈ

Ôú;hg md;% jqkd 1992 j¾Ifha ckjdß udifha'

ta úÈhg meúÈ N+ñhg m;afj,d l,a.; fjkfldg

l=vd ld,h ksid úfYaI wjfndaOhla keye' tfyu

l%udkql+,j yeÈ,d jeä,d nK Ndjkdjka fj;g

fhduq fj,d nK Ndjkdjka úfYaI wdldrfhka

fidhd .ekSu i|yd kej;;a wdrKH meúÈ ndjhla

,ndf.k fï wdldrhg O¾udkql+,j lghq;=

lrf.k hkak l,amkd lf<a'

t;fldg ug yuqfjkjd úúO idka;=jre"

Ydia;Djre" mQcljre" .sys meúÈ W.;=ka" úoaj;=ka"

od¾YKslhka' ta yefudagu weyqïlka fokjd'

weyqïlka§,d ta we;af;d ú¢k iekis,af, m%udKh

fldÉpro lsh,d n,kjd' n,,d ta fohska ug

iekfikak neßkï ta foa u.yer,d Bg jvd

.eUqre fohla" w¾:j;a fohla fydhdf.k hkjd'

fï f,dafl tla tla m%udKj,ska tla tla whg

iekfikak mq`Mjka' kuq;a nqÿ yduqÿrefjd fmkaj,d

;sfhkafka wjidkhg fï ksjka O¾uh f;areï

.kakl,au iekfikak" iEySug m;afjkak tmd

lsh,d' ´l uq,skau foaYkd lf,a y;aÓmfodamu

iQ;%fhka' ñys÷ uyry;ka jykafia ,xldjg

jevu lr,d uq,skau foaYkd lf,;a talhs' wfma

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fn!oaOfhd;a yßu w,am foaj,aj,ska k;r fjkjd'

odkfhka k;r fjkjd' iS,fhka k;r fjkjd'

Ndjkdj fmdâvla lr,d k;r fjkjd' ta ksid

tajdhska k;r fjkak tmd" iEySulg m;a fjkak

tmd lsh,d uq,skau b.ekakqfõ y;aÓmfodamu

iQ;%fhka' we;df. wä ±l,d k;r fjkak tmd" o<

myrj,a ±l,d k;r fjkak tmd" we;d olsklïu

hkak lshk ldrKhhs tu iQ;%fha ;sfhkafk'

tajfha úúO .sys meúÈ Woúh iu. idlÉPd

lrñka fndfydu fyd¢ka lshj,d W.;a úYsIaG

od¾Yksl lreKq ldrkd lshk iajdókajykafia,dg

weyqïlka §,d Ôú;fha ;ukaf.a o¾YK {dKh

by,g uqÿka muqKqjd .ksñka l%ufhka isáoaÈ

tajd n,hla lrf.k" Yla;shla lrf.k ta .uk

.sys,a,d .sys,a,d hï ojil ;uqka n,dfmdfrd;a;=

jqk ia:dkh" ia:djrh" ;ek ;ukag ,enqk oji

b;d jeo.;a ojila fldg i,lkak mq¨jka' wfkla

ld,mßÉfþoh tys .uka u." .uka ld,h yeáhg

i,lkak mq¨jka' t;fldg .uka ld,fha ;snqk

uykaish;a lemùu;a ksid ;uhs ta wod, ia:dkh

wmg ,enqfk' ta ksid ud¾.h flfklag jeo.;a

keye lshkak neye' ta yeu ud¾.hlau b;du

jeo.;a' .uka ud¾.h;a b;du jeo.;a' tajf.au

.uka wjidkh;a b;du jeo.;a'

t;fldg fï Ôú;fha wmg Wjukd lrkafk

iekis,sodhl ksjqk Ôú;hla ,`.d lr .kak' wms

´kEu flfkla leuhs;s ksjka olskak ksú,d Ôj;a

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fjkak ukiska ksú,d Ôj;a fjkak' ta lshkafka

wdOHd;añl ukiska .sks.kafk ke;s" m;a;=fjkafk

ke;s" ±fjkafk ke;s Ôú;hla yod .kak we;akï

fudk;rï wf.ao lsh,d yeu flfklau m%d¾:kd

lrk fohla' ta wdOHd;añl .sks .ekSu" ±ùu"

;eùu k;r lr .kak fyd| ud¾.WmfoaYhla fï

f,dalfha yßu ÿ¾,Nhs' f,dalfha Ndjkd l%u

;sfhkjd' kuq;a tajdhska mQ¾K;ajhg m;a fjkak

nE' kuq;a hï hï iekis,sodlh ;;ajhlg m;a

fjkak mq`Mjka' mQ¾K;ajhg m;a fjkakg ms<sjka

Ndjkd l%u fï f,dafla mqrdjg ;sfhkafka b;du

ÿ¾,Njhs' b;du iq`M msßila ;uhs ta ;;ajhg md;%

fjkafk'

talg fya;=jla ;uhs ñksiqka isÿlrkq ,nk

lemùu wvqlu;a" úfõl ke;s nj;a' th wjfndaO

lr .kak we;af;d jqk;a jeäh ta foaj,a f,dalfha

lshdmdkak W;aidy lrkafk ke;sj mdvqfõ ksy`v

Ôú; .; lsÍu;a lshk fï lreKq ldrkd ksid'

uu fï Th we;a;kag meyeÈ,s lrkak

yokafka is,aj;=ka fydh fydh oka fokakj;a"

mkai,aj,g .sys,a,d iqÿfrÈ fmdfrdaf.k bkakj;a

tfyu fkfjhs' tfyu lsÍfuka lsisu m%;sM,hla

we;s fjkafk kE' ksjka u.g ta foaj,ska hï

m%;sM,hla we;s jqkdg tal t;rï jeo.;a fjkafk

kE" ;ukaf. Ôú;h ;uka f;areï f.k ;ukaf.

iekis,a, ;uka f;dard.kak lshk ldrKh ;uhs

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fuf;kÈ uu meyeÈ,s lrkak W;aidy lrkafka'

b;ska wms uyK jqfka fï iir WmÈk tl k;r

lrkak lsh,d ys;,d fkfuhs' wmsg Wjukd l,d

fuf,dj ksjqk Ôú;hla .; lrkak' fuf,dj ksjqk

kï ta ksùu iirg;a ksùula yeáhg n,mdkjd' ta

lshkafk fï ysf;a ;sfhk .eg f.dv wvqlr.kak

mq¨jka fjkjd' zwkaf;da cgd nys cgdZ .eg msg

.eg' fï ñksiaiq Ôú;h ;=, fufyu jevqkq fï

wjq,a iy.; ys; ksrjq,a lr f.k iïud ÈÜÀhg

tfyu ke;akï ksjerÈ ±lSula" tfyu;a ke;akï

Ydka; iekis,sodhl ±laulska hq;a ksjerÈ Ôú;hla

.; lrkak ´kehs lshk woyi ;uhs Tng we;s

fjkak ́ fka' fï ye`.Su ;reK ldf,Èu we;sfjk

tl ;uhs fyd|' fudlo jhig .shdu ;uhs Ôú;h

tmd fj,d l,lsß,d wdfhkï WmÈkak tmd lsh,d

;uhs ysf;kafk t;fldg' kuq;a ;reKfhl=g

tk woyi ;uhs ;ukaf. Ôú;fha we;a; ;;ajh

;uka olskak ´kehs lshk wruqK'

b;ska ug;a ta wruqK woyi weú,a,d ;reK

ld,fhau ysf;a we;sfj,d ;snqKd wmQre woyila'

ta ;uhs ksrdhdifhka ke;skï udkislj .;a;yu

lsisu wdhdihla ke;sj" lsisu ord .ekSula ke;sj

;ukag mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkak ´kE Ôj;a fjkak

lshk ta ksrdhdiS Ôú;hla wjYH Wkd' ta ksrdhdiS

Ôú;h ;uhs yeu ;ekskau fyõfj" yeu ;ekskau

ne¨fj ksrdhdiS Ôú;h' fldfyduo wdOHd;añl

ksrdhdihla wms f.dv k.d .kaf;a@ tal f,ais

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myiq jevla fkfuhs' ±ka uu ys;=jg ksrdhdiS

Ôú;hla f.dv k.d .kakjd lsh,d tfyu lrkak

mq`Mjkalula kE tal yß wudre wiSre ÿIalr

ls%hdldrlula' b;ska wms ta yßfoa ,efnklïu

úúO j¾.fha Ndjkdj,a j,g" foaYkdjka j,g

weyqïlka ÿkakd' ta yeu ;eku hïlsis wvqjla

ÿgqj;a yß foa ;du yßhg Ôú;hg yïnjqfka keye

lsh,d ±kqkyu ta iufha§ tajg lsisjla fkdlshd

tajd uy yerod,d yß foa fydhdf.k fydhdf.k

.shd' b;ska w;k ;sfhkjd ksjk" fu;k ;sfhkjd

ksjk" fu;k ud¾.M, ;sfhkjd lsh,d lsjqjyu

msáka n,,d tlmdrgu t;k kE" fu;k kE lsh,d

m%;sfCIam lf,;a kE' ta lshk ´kEu Ndjkdjla"

´kEu lemùula lr,d n,kak mqreÿ fj,d ysáhd'

b;ska wjidkfha f;arekd fï ish,a,f.kau

ksoyia ùfï ud¾.h foaYkd lrk .=rejre fukak

fï whhs" fukak fï whf.ka kï fï ksoyi ,nd

.kak mq`Mjka lsh,d f,dl= lemùula lr,d" f,dl=

msß;Hd.hla lr,d" kqjKska fjfyis,d b;du iq`M

ld,hlska mq`Mjkalu ,enqkd ta m%h;akfha m%;sM,hla

yeáhg tal olskak' oyï u. fndfyduhs tfy;a th

wjfndaO lr .;a;" .=rejrfhla yuqfõ wjfndaOh

,nd .kak udi ;=kl ;rï ld,hla wêl ù¾hhla"

wêl fjfyila fhdo,d tal f;areï .;a;d' tal

wisßu;a ojila' k;a;,a ojil" w`.yrejdod ojil

tod ta foaYKhg uu jevu l<d jevu lr,d

uu idlÉPdjla b,a¨jd' idlÉPdj lrkak ´k

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m%Yak lSmhla ;sfhkjd lsh,d uu oekakqjd' uu

idudkHfhka m%Yak jeäh wyk flfkla tfyu

fkfuhs' uu f.dvla fj,djg uf.a {dKfhka

Wmßufhka uu tajd úi|.kakjd' ta jf.au óg

l,ska lrk ,o foaYkdj,g weyqïlka §,d ta

foaYkdjka w;r fï m%Yakhg ms,s;=rla ;sfhkjo

lsh,d n,kjd' tfyu ke;=j tk m%Yak Tfya bnd.

df;a wykafk kE' m%Yakhla yeáhg ;sfhk m%n,

fohla ;uhs m%Yakhla yeáhg wykafk' wkak

t;fldg ;uhs m%Yakh wyk flkdg f,dl= n,hla

;sfhkafk' ±ka foaYkd w;r lshjqk ldrKhlau

m%Yakhla yeáhg weyqfjd;a t;fldg foaYlhdg

t;k fïl yßhg wy, kE fkao@ l,amkd lr,d

kE fkao lsh,d ysf;kjd' b;ska ta ksid ;ukag

we;af;kau .eg`Mjla fjÉp fohla" foaYkd w;r

lshjqfka ke;s fohlaa weish hq;=hs' b;ska úfYaI

idlÉPdjla b,a,,d ta idlÉPdj ,nd ÿkakd' ug

foaYkdj wjidkfha§ úkdä úismyla muK fmdä

ld,hhs l;dlrkak mq`Mjkalu ,enqfka' uu meh

.dKl idlÉPdjla n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka jdä jqfka'

kuq;a meh fkdj úkdä myla hkakg l,ska ta

m%Yak .eg`M ál úi| .kakg mq`Mjkalu" wjia:dj

,enqkd' ta m%Yak fldfyduo úi÷fka" ta .eg`Mj

fldfyduo úi÷fka" tajd fudk ud¾. M,fhao

fudkjf.a ;;ajhlao lshkak uu okaffka keye'

tajg uu kï fudl=;a od,d kE' kuq;a Ôú;fha ;ud

,`. ne¢,d ;snqk uyd n,fõ.hla" Yla;shla ;ukaj

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ks;ru mqÉp mqÉp ysgmq .sKsue<h ta ksid bj;a

lrkak ug yelshdj ,enqkd' ta ;ud uu ks;ru

W;aidy l,d uu fï bJøshhka yfhkau ksoyiaj

o¾YKh my, lr .kak ´kE lsh,d' fudlo uu

±kf.k ysáhd fï bJøshhka yfha ,e.=ï f.k

bkakl,au iekis,a,la kE lsh,d ±kf.k ysáhd'

ne¨jd fï bJøshhka yfhka fldfyduo msg fjkafk"

t,shg mek,d fï f,dalh olskafk fldfyduo

lsh,d ne¨jd' fldÉpr ne¨j;a wdhs wms jeá,d

;sfhkafk bJøshhka yhgu ;uhs' fldÉpr ujd

.;a;;a uu bJøshhka yfhka f;drj n,kak ´kE

lsh,d bJøsh {dKhg iïnkaO fj,d ;uhs wdmyq

n,kafk' Th w;af;d;a fyd|g l,amkd lr,d

n,kak Tn;a bJøshhka yfha {dKhg iïnkaO

fj,d ;uhs f,dafl Èyd n,kafk' wr bJøshhka

yfhka kslañÉp o¾Ykh tfyu f,aisfhka my,

fjkafk kE flfkl=g'

b;ska wkak ta úÈhg ;ud ,`. ;sfhk

bJøsh Yla;sh;a ksoyiaj bkak ndOdjla jqkd' ta

fudfydf;§ b;ska uf.ka weyqjd tl tl Ndjkdj,a

ms<sn| ;du;a úYajdij,a we;s fkao lsh,d@ b;ska

idudkHfhka wmg ;sfhkjfka wr Ndjkdfõ

we;s" fï Ndjkdfõ we;s lsh,d' tfyu ys;kjd

ñila o¾YKhla yeáhg t;k kE' b;ska ta jf.a

ir, is;=ï me;=ï ;sfhk flfkla fkfjhs uu'

b;ska uu lsjqjd tfyu kE uu okakjd ksjka u`.

lshkafk úo¾Ykdfjka" ta lshkafk m¾fhaIKfhka

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nqoaêuh .fõYKhlska fidhd .;a fohla lsh,d'

mskaj;=ks nqÿyduqÿrefjd fï ys; kslka ;shdf.k

b|,d bfí ,nd.;a; fohla fkdfjhs ksjk' th

m¾fhaIKd;aul fidhd .ekSul m%;sM,hla fï

ks¾jdKh lshk O¾uh' ta ksid ;uhs nK lshoaÈ

msßi ksjka ±lafla fudku iudêhlaj;a jevqfj

kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia nK lshoaÈ ksjka ±lald'

fmd;mf;a yeu ;eku ;sfhkjd nqÿyduqÿrefjd

O¾uh foaYkd lroaÈu ksjka ±lald lsh,d' ta

ksjka ±lafl úo¾YKd Ndjkd l%ufhka Tjqka ;=,

úo¾Ykdj ta fudfydf;u isoaO jqkd' t;fldg uu

mejiqjd fjk;a Ndjkdj,a" fjk fjk foaj,a .ek

ys;kafk kE' uu;a fkdfhla Ndjkd l%u m%.=K

lr,d ;sfhkjd kuq;a tajfha ;sfhk iajNdjh;a"

fïfl ;sfhk iajNdjh;a uu fyd|g okakjd' ta

Ndjkdj,a tl ;ekl /f|kjd ta yryd iudêhla

jefvkjd' tal ál ld,hla lrklï fyd|hs Bg

miafi jevla kE' ,efnk m%;sM,hl=;a keye

lsh,d'

úo¾Ykdj Tiafia fï ;;ajhka ish,a,f.kau

ksoyia fjkak mq`Mjka lu ,efnkjd lsh,d uu

olskjd ta fudfydf;;a' ta ksid fï jevms,sfj,

yß lsh,d uu okakjd lsh,d lrekq meyeÈ,s l<d'

miafi lsjqjd iajdóka jykafiag Ndjkdj fudlo

jefvka kekaf; lsh,d n,kak lsh,d' uu ne¨jd'

úui,d n,,d yßhg f;areï wrf.k uu lsjqjd

ug fï nK ms<sn|" ksjk ms<sn|" w,af,a ;sfhk

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f¾Ld jf.a meyeÈ,shs lsh,d uu lsjqjd' ;ukaf.

w;af,a ;sfhk f¾Ld ál ;ukag fyd|g meyeÈ,sj

fmakjfka' tajf.a ug;a ta fjkfldg nK lSfï

yelshdj;a" ;¾l lsÍfï yelshdj;a fyd|g msysg,d

;sínd' kuq;a b;ska uuu okakjfka uf. ys;

we;=f, ;sfnk ,sm" ke;akï .skaor whska fj,d

ke;s nj tal ug f;afrkjfka' uu b;ska lsjqjd

kqjkska kï uu ksjk lshkafk fïlhs" oyu

lshkafk fïlhs" ksjk ;sfhkafk fu;khs lsh,d

Tlafldau okakjd' yenehs tal ud ;=, m%dfhda.sl

fj,dkE ug lsh,d mejiqjd' mskaj;=ks ud¾.M,

yß" fudkj yß ljqre;a fokak fkfuhs ´kE wmsg

±fkkak ´kE tfyu ke;akï jevla ;sfhkjhe'

b;ska uu lsjqjd ud ;=, ;du wd;aóh oDIaÀh

;sfhkjd' ta wkqj n,kjd ug fï f,dafl Èyd

bJøsh {dKfhka f;drj lshkak" l;d lrkak"

olskak mq`Mjkalu ,enqk;a wdhs wdhs fudlo

fjkafk wdhs wdhs wms jefgkjd bJøsh {dKhg'

t;fldg ta bJøsh {dKhg jefgk ksid fldÉpr

ug meyeÈ,s jqk;a fldÉpr ug f;areï .sh;a

fu;k wvqjla ;sfhkjd' wvqjla ;sfhkjd lsh,d

lshkafk h:djfndaOh fj,d kE" h:djfndaO

fjkjhs lshkafk wod, mßj¾;kh ;ud ;=, isÿ

fjkak ́ kE' ys;kak ±ka wms t,sfha iS;,hs lsh,d

msg b|,d ±k.;a;ydu ta ±k .kak iajNdjhhs"

t,sfh we;a;gu iS;, kï t,shg .sys,a,d ta iS;,

w;a ú¢k iajNdjhhs w;r wksjd¾hfhkau fjkila

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;sfhkjfka' ta jf.a wfma Ôú;h fuys§ ujk

l%uhg jvd h:djfndaOfhka miqj fjkia fjkak;a

mq`Mjka' ta ;;ajh ys;ka bkakjg jvd fjkiau

fjkak;a mq`Mjka h:djfndaOfhka miqj Ôú;h foi

ne,Su ;=,'

b;ska uu lsõjd fïl ug lshkak;a mq`Mjka"

foaYkd lrkak;a mq`Mjka lsh,d' rfÜ fldÉpr

bkakjo fidajdka ud¾. M,fhka mgka .;a;du

ry;a ud¾. M,fhka bjr lrkak mq`Mjka m<fjks

mshjrj;a yßhg okafk;a kE" fofjks mshjr

okafk;a kE' tjeks wh kslïu kslï mdvula lshk

wh muKhs' lshmq flkdg ksjk ke;akï wyk

flkd ksjka olSo@ olskafk kEfka ljodj;au'

ys;kak weia ke;s flfkla hula Èyd n,,d

úia;rhla lrkjd' t;fldg ksjka O¾uh ±lafl

kE lsh,d lshkafk wkaOfhd' tfyu flfkla

fï iïud ÈÜÀh .ek fldÉpr l;d l,;a yß

foa fkfuhs l;d lrkafk' fudlo ta lshk foa

yß" b;du ksjerÈhs f,dal i;Hhg fkfï th Tyq

mdvï lrmq fmd;g wkqj ksjerÈhs' tjeks ;eka

j,ska ksialdrk jpk rdYshla wefykjo lsh,d

n,kak' hï lsis Ndjkdjla ;sfhkjd' talg

fodila lshkak neye' fyd|hsfka mdvula yeáhg

yß bf.k .kak tl fyd|hs ksialdrfka ld,h

.;lrkjdg jvd'

kuq;a wmsg wjYH fjkafk mßj¾;khla

fjkak' ;uka bkak ;ek fyd| kE lsh,d ;ukag

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ysf;kjd kï" fï ;sfhk udkisl;ajh" ;sfhk

iajNdjh" wkd.; ÿla" j¾;udk ÿla" w;S; ÿla

isysm;a fjk ;ekla lsh,d ysf;kjd kï uu

fïl wju lr .kak" ke;slr .kak ´kE lsh,d

ysf;kjd kï wkak thd ;uhs fjkila fydhk

flkd' tl tl fj,dj,aj,g ;ukag tl tl

udkisl ;;ajhka we;sfj,d ke;sfj,d hkjd'

kuq;a fu;kÈ wfma ,`. tl È.g ±fjk ukila

;sfhkjd .eUqre ukila háka ;sfhkjd' tal

ks;ru tl iudkj ±fjkjd' uuxldrh ksid ±fjk

ukila wmsg ;sfhkjd' mqÿu uuxldrhlskafk

wfma uki ±fjkafk' mD:.ack flkdf. ys;

yeu ;siafiu m;a;= fjùfka ;sfhkafka' yßhg

.sKsue,hla jf.a ks;ru uuxldrfhka ±fjkjd'

mD:.ackfhl=g fudl=;au lrkak nE uuxldrfhka

f;drj yeu fohlau lrkafk uuxldrfhka

hqla;jhs th Tn fyd|g ys;,d n,kak Tn ;=,skau

ta lshQfoh f;areï .kak n,kak'

tfyukï fï uuxldrfhka ±ú ±ù bkak ys;

;ukag f;afrkjd kï" ;ukag fï ys; Wÿrd odkak

ysf;kjd kï" W.=,a,,d úislrkak ysf;kjd kï

ta úÈhg fï ys; W.=,a,,d úis lrkak ;ukag

fudkjo ;sfhk ndOd lshd Tn kqjk úui,d

n,kak' tal ;uhs úo¾Ykdj' b;ska uu ne¨jyu

fudlj;a tfyuug wdidjla kE" Ok iïm;;a

fkfjhs" ia:dkhla f.dvke.s,a,l=;a fkfjhs"

oreu,af,d;a fkfjhs" ug ta lsis fohla kE"

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m%isoaêhla ug ́ fk;a kE" uu fudl=;a w,a,df.k;a

kE' kuq;a wehs uu ksoyia fkdfjkafka' tal ;uhs

uu l,amkd lf,a Th we;a;kag;a tfyu l,amkd

lrkak fjhs' wehs ug mQ¾K udkisl ksoyila

wdOHd;añlj f.dv kef.kafk ke;af;a fudllao

talg fya;=j@ fudllao ndOlh@ fld;ko ta

wdjrKh" fld;ko ta ne£u" fld;ko ta m%Yakh

;sfhkafk lsh,d ;ukaf. ukiskau n,kjd'

wkak tfyu n,kfldg tl tlaflkdf. ,`.

;sfhkjd wr fmkakmq kSjrK O¾u" lduÉPkao"

jHdmdo" Ók" ñoaO" WoaoÉp" l=lal=Ép" úÑlsÉPd

;sfhkjd' fudkjd yß lduÉPkaohla" fudkjyß

rEm fõokd ix{d ixLdr ú[a[dK lshk tajdhska

tfylg ;uka weÈ,d hkjd kï" ne¢,d hkjd kï

l=uk yß ix{d moaO;shl l=uk yß rgdjl thd

ne¢,d bkakjkï tu fohg ;uka ne¢,d ;uhs

bkafk' ;udg lshkak mq`Mjka uu i,a,s j,g

ne¢, kE lsh,d' uu f.org ne¢,d kE" uu uf.a

wd;auhg ne¢,d kE lsh,d lshkak mq`Mjka' kuq;a

ljqre yß ys;kafka ke;s úÈhg ;uka fudlla yß

fohlg ukiska ne¢,d bkak mq`Mjka'

iuyr wh iudêhg ne¢,d" iuyr wh

uuxldrhg ne¢,d" t;k bkakjd' ±ka fldfid,a

rÊcqrefjd jf.a wh wd;au wNsudkfhka ysgmq wh

ksjka ±lafl kEfk' yeuodu oj,ag lEu ld,

nqÿyduqÿrefjd yïn fjkak hkj¨ ál fj,djla

l;d lr lr bkakj¨ kuq;a ksjka ±lafl kE"

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nK tfjf,u wymq wh ksjka ±lskjd' wehs tfyu

jqfka ke;af;@ uu;ajfhka ysgmq flfkla nqÿ

yduqÿrejkag hd`Mfjlag jf.a i,l,d ;sfhkjd'

ta jf.au rdcH n,h me;af;kq;a" lS¾;sh" m%isoaêh

me;af;kq;a l,amkd lr,d' nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.a

;sfhk ±yeñ W;=ï .=Kdx. .ek l,amkd lr,

.re lrf.k" id;a;= lrf.k ysáhd' kuq;a

Ôú;djfndaOh lr.kak ;rï ys;la my, jqfka

kE t;=ug' u,a,sld foaúhg;a tu wjYH;dj we;s

jqfka kE' wmsg w.hkak mq`Mjka úYdLdj" wfkamsvq

isgq;=ud w.hkag mq`Mjka' ta f.d,af,d Ôú;fhka

oyula ±l,d ;uhs tf;kag md;% fjkafka'

;ukaf. uki ksoyia fjkafk ke;akï Tfí

ukfia l=ukyß ne£ula ;sfhkjd' ta wjidk

m%Yakh;a fudllao lsh,d fydh,d ta m%Yakfhkq;a

;ukaf.a uki ksoyia lrf.k ys; yod.;a;g

miafi ;uhs ;ukag ksoyi ;sfhkafka' wfma

ilaldh ÈÜÀh lshk n,fõ.h ne|f.k bkafk

;ukauhs fjk flfkla fkfï' fï wd;au oDIaÀh

lshk tl ukfia .eUqf¾ ;sfhkafk' wmsg ´l

f;areï .kak nE fmdaIK moaO;sh ;uhs wmsg

olskak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafk tal ;ud Th we,Sï"

ne£ï moaO;sh lsh, lshkafk' ta moaO;sh wmsg

fmakjd' ta jqkdg iuyr foaj,a ;sfhkj ;uka

ne¢,d' ta jqkdg ;ukag f;afrkafk kE' iuyr

fj,dj,aj,g ;uka fyd|gu ne¢Ép foa ;ukag

f;afrkafk kE talg uu Wmudjla lshkakï ±ka

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;uka jdä fj,d bkak ;ek ;ukag fmakjo@ ±ka

ys;kav uu mqgqfj jev bkakjd' ug mqgqj fmakafk

kE ta u; jdä jqkdg miafi tal fmakjhe' ta jf.a

;uhs wfma uki;a' wms hï fohl ;Èka ,e.=ï

.;af;d;a t;k wfma ;sfhk ne£u wmg fmakafk

ke;sj hkjd fudlo wms bkafk tal Wvfk Tkak

´l Tn fyd|g f;areï .kak ´k ldrKhla'

ta jf.a uu;a hïlsis ldrKhla Wv /¢,d

ysáhd' hï hï whf. ;sfhkjd tl tl wdldrfha

iajrEm' tkï Y%oaOdêl" m%{dêl" ù¾hdêl lsh,d

;uhs nqÿjre tajd kï lrkafk' ta jf.a ñksia

Ôú;;a ;sfhkjd tjeks úúO iajrEm ;sfhk' ug;a

;sínd' tal ug f;afrkafk kE fudlo lsh,d'

uu fudllao lf,a@ jfÜg ;sfhk .ia lmkjd'

kuq;a uu ke.,d bkak .y fmakafk kE' ´l

yefudagu ;sfhk m%Yakhla' fudllao wkqkaf.

jerÈ Tlafldu n,kak mq`Mjka" kuq;a ;ukaf. je/

oao fmakafk kE Tlafldagu nkskjd ;ukag nek

.kafk kE' ta ksid lshkak ikaf;daihs ug wfma

.=re yduqÿrefjd W.kaj,d ;sínd jerÈ is;sú,a,la

my, jqkdu fgdlalla weK.kak lsh,d' b;ska

we;a;gu ta Ndjkd lrk iufha§ iuyr fgdl= uu

yhsfhka wek,d T`Mj f.ä .eys,d ;sínd' fyñka

fkfï yhsfhka wkskjd' t;fldg thd wykjd'

fïl lrkak tmd" fufyu ys;kak tmd lsh,d'

b;ska taj;a fyd| foaj,a Ôú;h yev .iajkakg

orK W;aidyhka úÈyg'

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;uka /¢,d bkak ;ek fydhd .ekSug ugu

neß fjÉp ksid ug wjia:djla ,enqkd yßhg

wr ,s|g jeáÉp ukqiaifhla f.dvg tkak ;j

flfkla w; fokjd jf.a wr f,daflda;a;r

me;af; bkak flkd" fï bJøshhka yfhka tyd

bkak flkd y÷kd .kak' fï bJøshhka yfha uu

meg,s,d bkak wjidk ;ekska fmdâvla f.dvg

tkak' yßhg fj,djg w; ÿkafk ke;akï ug

tal f;dar .kak nerej hkjd' uf.a l,Hdk

ñ;%;ajh tfykï iajdókajykafia fï O¾uh

f;areï .ekSug ormq m%h;akh jeä we;s t;fldg

O¾u ixLdr fj,dhkjd lsh,d wms wy,d ;sfhkjd'

tal;a m,sfndaOhla fjk fj,dj,a ;sfhkjd' tal

yenehs l,d;=rlska flfkl=g isoaO fjk fohla

lshd mejiqjd' O¾u {dKh ke;s ksihs wksla

whg m%Yak fjkafk' ug O¾u ixLdrh;a tlal

ù¾hh jeälu ;uhs ;sífn' ù¾hh Wmdodk fj,d

tl tl Ôú; ;sfhkjd' uu f;areï wr.;a;

tl fohla ;sfhkjd' Ndjkdj,a lrmq úÈh Èyd

n,kfldg Th mskaj;=ka lsjqjg úYajdi lrkafk

kE wms iuyr Ndjkdj,a lrkak ù¾hh Wmojkafk

ylalg ,S lE,s folla oudf.k' ta yduqÿrefjd

lsjqjd OHdk by<g jvk fldg ;Èka ù¾hh lrk

fldg iEfykak ù¾hhla ´kE lsh,d' m<fjks

iudêh" fofjks iudêh jf.a fkfjhs by<g

jvk fldg iEfykak wudre fjkjd' jvkfldg

o;a ysrjqfkd;a tfyu o;a lefvhs lsh,d ylalg ,S

lE,s folla ;sh,d ymd .kakjd' t;fldg iuyr

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fj,djg Ndjkdj bjrfjkfldg ,S lE,s fol

fmdä fj,d" ,S lE,s fol ymdf.k ù¾hh lrkjd'

t;fldg ksÈu; ;sfhkjd kï wmsg wdf,dalh

n,kak lsh,d ;sfhkjd' iudê Ndjkdj,a jvoaÈ

Th ú;rla fkfuhs uu .,a mrej; Wv .sys,a,d

oj,a fod,yg Ndjkd lrkjd' tlg folg Ndjkd

lrkjd' o`vqjï jf.a ;uhs' Wäkq;a r;afjkjd"

hákq;a r;a fjkjd' tajd Ndjkd l%u' tÉpr ta

Ndjkd l%u m%.=K lr,d n,,d tfyu foalska fkfï

Ôú;h f;areï lr .kak ;sfhkafk lsh,d wjidk

ks.ukhg meñKshd úo¾Ykd Ndjkd l%uh f;dard.

kak' kuq;a taj;a f,dl= Wojqjla jqkd fï u.g'

isoaOd¾: l=udrhd ÿIalr ls%hd l<d kuq;a tajhska

fkfjhs ksjka ±lafl' kuq;a tajd f,dl= Wojqjla

jqkd fudlo tajd w;a ±l,uhs tajd u.yeßfh' b;ska

ta ksid wms;a ta yß h;=r" yß l%ufõoh okafk ke;s

ksid úúO ÿla .eyeg Ndjkd l%u m%.=K lrkak

isÿjqkd'

kuq;a b;ska ±ka bkak whj ta Ndjkd l%u

j,g odkafk kE' kuq;a wmsg ysf;kjd fj,djlg

ta úÈfh mQ¾K Ndjkd w;a±lSï ;sfhkjd kï"

tajd tmdfj,d tkjd kï f.dvla fyd|hs lsh,;a'

t;fldg w;k fu;k iel ys;kafk kE' t;k

we;s" fu;k we;s" w;k;a we;s lsh,d' iuyr Woúh

ta Ndjkd l%u lr,;a kE kuq;a ta Ndjkd l%ufha

ta m%;sM, we;shs lsh,d ys;ka bkakjd' ud¾.M,

we;shs lsh,d ys;ka bkakjd' b;ska Th ys;ka bkak

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tlg fyd|u fjolu ;uhs ta foaj,a lr,d n,,d

wdjkï bjrhs" ta Ndjkd l%uh ;=,ska mQ¾K;ajhlg

m;afj,d wdjkï bjrhs" .eg`Mjla kE'

b;ska ta jf.a m%Yakhla we;s fjkjdkï

fudllao fya;=j fï mßj¾;kh isÿ fkdùug@ Bg

we;s fya;=j n,,d wod, flkdg wkqYdikh ,nd

fokjd' Tn jykafia Th fjkqfjka .kak wêl

m%h;akh jeä we;s' uu tfõf,u uf.a me;a;g

yerekd weyqïlka fokj;a tlalu" yeu jpkhla

tlalu ;ukaf. me;a;g ;uka yeß,d n,kak

´kE' uu wyf.k bkakjd fï lshk ldrKh

uf.a Ôú;hg fldhs úÈhgo n,mdkafka lsh,d'

ug ù¾hh jeãwe;s lsjqjd' uu tfykï mkai,g

.syska n,kakï" miafia n,kakï" tfyu ys;=fj kE'

ù¾hh jeä kï uu fï fudfydaf;a ù¾hh wvq lr

.kak ´kE' we;a; ne¨jydu ta fjkfldg ux ,`.

b;=refj,d ;sfhkafk ù¾hh ú;rhs' uu wks;a

tajd Tlafldau whska lr,d flf,ia lshk foaj,a

Tlafldu whska lr,d' kuq;a O¾u ixldrhla fj,d

ù¾hh lshk tl Wv uu k;r fj,d' ta lshkafk

uu fïl nqoaê lr .kakjd' foaYkd lrkak;a"

jdo lrkak;a ´keu fohla lrkak' ù¾hdêl

mqoa.,fhla lshkafk uyd mqÿu ukqiaifhla ù¾hh

;sfhk flfkl=g f,dafl lrkak neß fohla

kE' fï fu;k ;sfhk .,a m¾j;h yïnkaf;dg

f.kshkak mq`Mjkao lsh,d weyqfjd;a thd nE

lshkafk kE' mq`Mjka uu tal lrkjd lshdhs'

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thdg fudl=;a neyehs lsh,d Ôúf;a lsisu fohla

kE' neyehs lshk l;djla ke;s mqoa.,fhla

;uhs ù¾hdêl mqoa.,fhla lshkafk' tal kslïu

mq`Mjka lshkjd fkfï ls%hdfjkau" ukiskau"

fÉ;kdfjkau neyehs lsh,d fohla keyehs lsh,d

ys;k mqoa.,hd ;uhs ù¾hdêl flkd' b;ska wfm;a

Ôú;j, tfyu ;sì,d ;sfhkjd' kuq;a fï o¾Ykh

,enqkg miafi ug nqoaêuh wNsfhda. rdYshla

,efnkjd' ug fkdf;afrk O¾u lreKq' kuq;a

ug t;fldg ,eÊcd ysf;kjd' fldÉpr ld,hla

lg fodfvda fodfvda ysáho neyehs lsh,d fohla

keye lsh,d ñksiaiqkag' ta;a ±ka fï lshkafk

neß fohla uu ks;ru ukig lsh,d ;sfhkjd ug

neß fohla kE lsh,d' wkak ta ksid ;uhs talg

jeämqr lemfjkak mgka .kafka' Th we;af;d;a

W.;=ka lsh,d ys;df.k bkakjd kï ±ka n,kak

fï O¾uh yuqfõ fudavhsfka' fudavhs lshkafk

f;areï .;af; ke;s foalg' W.;a lsh,d lshkafk

f;areï .;a; foalg' ´kEu flfkla hï hï

me;sj,ska W.;a fjkak mq`Mjka" hï hï me;sj,ska

fudav fjkak mq`Mjka t;fldg O¾uh yuqfõ wms

fudav kï tal ;ud f,dl=u fudavlu' t;fldg

ta fudayh fï l=uk fyda ;ekl /¢,d ;sfhkjd'

tksid ug ù¾hh wêl nj fmkakqjd' ta ;ud uf.a

fudavlu'

ug ta fudfydf;u ta ù¾hh kqjKska ±l,d

my lrkak" ÿre lrkak yelshdj ,enqkd' ta

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fudfydf;u n,k iekskau yßhg wdf,dalhla

me;a;lg yefrjqjyu ta me;af; ;shk wkaOldrh

fõ.fhka ke;sfj,d hkjd' ta jf.a ukfi

wkaOldrh;a ke;sfj,d hkjd m%{dfjka uki

foi ne¨jyu' m%{d f,dalh lsh,d ta ksid ;uhs

fïlg wdf,dalhla §,d ;sfhkafk' ´kEu

flfkla ;ukaf. je/oao ;uka olskjd kï ksjerÈ

o¾YKhla ;=, msysgd ta je/oao thd tfõf,au yod.

kakjd' ta jf.au fohla wdOHd;aufha ;sfhkjd'

WodyrKhla jYfhka ta fudfydf;u ta je/oao

fmkakk fldg uu ta Èyd ne¨jd' ta iekskau

uu ta foh ksjerÈ lrd ta foh yod.;a;yu ug

b;=re fjkak fohla ;sífn kE' iuyr whg kï

ù¾hh lshk tl whska l<du ;j ;sfhkjd foaj,a

whska lrkak' ;j kQ,a oyia .dKla ;sfhkjd

lmd uqod yßkak' kuq;a n,kfldg ud ,`. b;=re

fj,d ;snqfk wjidk tlu tl NdKavhla yeáhg

ù¾hh ú;rhs' wksla foaj,a ù¾hh mokï lrf.k

tajd iqkqúiqKq lr,d tajd bj;a lr,d fjk

fudllgj;a uu ne¢,d keye' uu ù¾h wêl

Ndjh ksid ù¾hh ;=, bkakjd' t;fldg ù¾hh

ud ;=,ska bj;a lrdg miafi Y+kHd.drhla njg m;a

fjkjd' tfyu;a ke;akï iïmQ¾K úuqla;s odhl

wjia:djka ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jQ wjia:djla njg

m;a fjkjd'

ù¾hh ;sfhk ksid ù¾hh kQ,la njg m;a

lrf.k jdhq ne¨khla /¢,d ;sfhkjd jf.a

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ù¾hh mokï lrf.k wd;au oDIaÀh uuxldrh

ie`.ú,d ;sfhkjd' wr îu fndkfldg nghla

od,d fndkafk' ù¾hh kue;s ngh yrhd ;uhs

îu ál fndkafk' ta .=Khu ;uhs Tfí uuxldrh

msgqmiafika bkafk' flfkla ,`. ù¾hh

;sfhkl,a" ù¾hhg flkdg ne¢,d bkakl,a"

ù¾hhg flkdgg oDIaÀ.; fj,d bkakl,a" ù¾hh

ta flkd uu" uf.a" lr,d w,a,f.k bkakl,a ug

Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka lsh,d woyi ;sfhkjd Tfí

uuxldrhg' ta jf.au Tn ne¢,d bkak úúO ne£ï

yryd;a fuh isÿfjkak mq¨jka'

ù¾hh lshkafk tlla ú;rhs' fjk;a úúO

u;jdo oDIaÀ" Ôúld" jpk" i;s ;sfhkjd' iudê

;sfhkjd' Th ´ke foal Tng megf,kak mq`Mjka'

Th wglska tlla ú;rhs ù¾hh lshk tl wksla

foaj,a ug ;snqfk kE' lrk ,o Ndjkd foaYkd

yd wfkl=;a foaj,a j,ska uu tajd f.dvla ÿrg ;=kS

lr,d" wE;a lr,d" ke;s lr,d ;snqfk' t;fldg

ù¾hh fu;kska bj;a l<dg miafi uu;ajhg

t,a,s,d bkak ;ekla ke;s jqkd' t,a,s,d bkak

;ekla ke;akï b;ska t;k bkafk kEfka' tal

ksid wr msgqmiafika ysgmq ixidßl ú{dKhg .eg

.eys,d bkak neßjqkd' .eg .eys,d ysáfh tl

fohlfk' t;fldg uu ta foh;a ud ;=,ska bj;a

l<dg miafi uu;ajh m,dhkjd' talg lshkjd

udr mrdch lsh,d' oiìïnr ureka mrod lshkafk

´lg ;uhs' udrhd tfyu ke;akï uu;ajh

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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merÿjd" uki merÿjd' isoaOd¾: l=udrhd uki;a

tlal l;dlr,d thdj mrdo lr,d ;uhs fï ksjka

u. fidhd .;af;' Thf.d,af,d .dj;a udrhka

bkakjd' tajf.au udrhf.a ÿj,d ;=ka fokd;a

bkakjd'

wms leu;shs lsh,d hï me;a;lg uki

kefukjo" ta me;a;g udrhd tkjd' wms jqk;a

Ndjkd lrf.k hoaÈ udrhd weú;a Ok iïm;a yïn

lr.kak mq`Mjka" md¾,sfïka;=jg hkak mq`Mjka"

rcfjkak mq`Mjka lsh,d lshkjd' t;fldg ´jd

lr,d jevla kE lsh,d lshkjd' uki wr úÈfh

foaj,a lshkfldg m%{djd tkjd biairyg m%{dj

lshkafk wúhlafk thd biairyg tkjd' fudlgo

Ok iïm;a ;snqkg fldÉpr ;snqk;a ukqiaifhl=g

lkak mq`Mjka fmdä n;a ms`.dklafka' foaYmd,kh

fudlgo ta úÈhg ;ukau uki tlal l;d lr,d ta

yg.;a is;=ú,s ksYam%Nd lr,d" whska lr,d odkjd'

thd odk tllaj;a fuhd ndr .;af; kE tl folla

yß Ndr .;af;d;a tfyu thd t;k k;r fjkjd'

wjidkfha yß uf. f,dl=lula ;snqkd ug f,dafl

lrkak neß fohla kE lsh,d' uu tafl yex.s,d

bkakï lsh,d udrhd tafl t,a,s,d ysáhd' b;ska

wf;kaÈ wr ug .=rejrhd fmkakqjd Tn ù¾h wêl

flfkla ù¾hfhka Woaoduhg m;a fj,d bkak

flfkla ta ksid tal hg ;uhs ;ukaf.a uuxldrh

/¢,d we;af; lsh,d' miafi ta Èyd yeÍ ne¨j

ksid ;ukaf. ù¾hh ÿrelrkak ilaldh ÈÜÀh

ÿrelr.kak ug yßhgu mq¨jka jqkd'

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ta mßj¾;kh ud ;=, isÿ fjÉp .ukau

ilaldh ÈÜÀh uf.a Ôú;fhkau bj;a jqkd' fï

ilaldh ÈÜÀh lshk .sKshï fjÉp n,fõ.h

´keu flfkla ,`. ;sfhkjd' ta lshkafka r;a

fjÉp ukila ;sfhkjd' uu;a ta wdOHd;añl .eUqre

uki yeáhg" .sKs.;a; ,smla jf.a foh fomd uq,

b|,d weú,a,d T`Mfjkau" uq`M Ôú;fhkau t<shg

úis l,d' Bg miafi ;ukag b;=re fjkjd ldh

Yla;shla iys; ukqiaifhla" ldh ú{dKh;a tlal

ukqiaifhla' ;uka ;=, ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;sjqkdg

idxidßl n,fõ.h ldh ú{dKhla iys; ielish

yels ukila ;sfhk ukqiaifhla b;=re fjkjd'

t;fldg ta ielish yels ukqiaihdg fyd|g

isÿfjk foaj,a f;afrkjd' ±ka wms ys;=jdg fï fyd|

jpfk" fï krl jpfk lsh, tfyu f;areï .kak

wfma fudf,a ix{d moaO;shla ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ta

idxidßl ys; fkfuhs' t;fldg wr idxidßl udr

n,fõ.hg ji`. fjÉp ffjrh" fl%daOh" B¾IHdj"

f,daNh" oafõYh" fudayh ilaldh ÈÜÀh ÿrel,

flkdg keye' kuq;a thdg wr meje;afï kqjk

yd idïm%Odhsl nqoaêh yd tÈfkod Èú meje;afï

{dKh wfydais fjkafka kE" ta úoHd;aul kqjk

;sfhkjd' kuq;a wr udrhdg ji`. fjÉp ;ukag

;uka md,khfhka f;dr fjÉÑ wkaOldr hq.h kï

thdg kE' thdg ;sfhkjd wr fN!;sl" iajdNdúl

f,dalh ;=, olskakg mq`Mjka" iajdNdúl i;Hhla

w;aú¢kakg mq`Mjka {dkhla o¾Ykhla'

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fï lshk O¾uh fyd|hs lsh,d ysf;kjd

kï f;areï .kak n,kak' fukak fï iajNdjh

;ukaf.a ðú;hg ;uka wdfrdamKh lr .kak'

leu;s kï lr.kak fïlg kula kE kula kE

lshk l;dj uu lshk l;djla fkfï Oïu

plalmamj;a;k iQ;%fhau ;sfhkafk —w[a[d

fldKav[a[˜ lsh,d' fldKav[a[ kdux

wfydais fldKav[a[ lshk kduh wfydais jqkd'

;sfhk ku;a ke;slr .kakjd ñila talg kula

fokak neye' fudllao wmsg ;sfhk kduh" uu

uuxldrh t;fldg wms,`. ;sfhk uuxldrh

ke;s lr .kakjd' t;fldg t;k uu ±lald"

uu ú¢kjd" uu Ôj;a fjkjd lshk Woaoduhla

ljodj;a we;slr .kak nE" tal uf.a fohla

lsh,d fmkakqï lrkak nE" uu;ajfha flfkla

yeáhg fmkS ysákak nE' thd yß wmQre ;eklg

Wodr;r .=Khlg m;a fjkjd' msáka flfkl=g

uu;ajfha fldaKfhka f;drj n,kak neß ksid

flfkla Èyd n,kafk uu;ajfha fldaKfhkau

;uhs ;ukag uu;ajh ke;sfjkak tmdhe ;j;a

flfkla flfrys uu;ajfha fldaKfhka f;drj

n,kak' ;ukag uu;ajh ;sfhkjd kï ;uhs

wksla flkd foi uu;ajfha fldaKfhka n,kafk'

;ry" ffjrh" bßishdj ysf;a msßÉp foajo;a;g

fmkqfk;a nqÿyduqÿrefjd f,daN" oafõY" fuday

flfkla yeáhgfk tal ;ud iajrEmh' ießhq;a

yduqÿrefjd .ek jqk;a wks;a yduqÿrejre mjd

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±l,d ;sfhkafk lS¾;s m%ixYd ,nk" msßjr tl;=

lrk" m%Odksfhla fjkak yok mqoa.,fhla lsh,d'

uu;ajfha fldaKfha flkdg fmfkkafk ry;ka

jykafia flfkla jqk;a uu;ajfhka' b;ska ´l

msáka ;sfhk úoHd;aul isoaOdka;hlska ukskak nE

lshkafk talhs' jdäfjk mqgqfjka" lk fndk

wdydrfhka ukskak nE' ta ksid Th we;a;kag;a

mq`Mjka lu ;sfhkjd fï O¾uhg wkqidrj ±ka

fï lshmq lreKq ldrKd j, jqk;a fldÉpr foaj,a

;síno .eUqßka fidhd n,kak" m¾fhaIKh lrkak'

ta lreKq ldrKd l%udkql+,j Tn ;=, jeä ÈhqKq

lr f.k iïmQ¾K wfiai úrd. ksfrdafOda ta

lshkafka fYaIhlaj;a b;=re fkdjk ;rug Tn

;=,ska flf,ia bj;aù hkak ´kE'

oeka Tng ysf;kjd we;s fudllao ±ka wms

lrkak ´kE lsh,d' lrkak fohla kï fufyu

fokak mq`Mjka ke.sákfldg ke.sákjd lsh,d

ys;kak" jdäfjkfldg jdäfjkjd lsh,d ys;kak"

.ukla hkfldg ll=, ;shdf.k hk úÈh ys;kak"

Th jf.a jevla fokak mq`Mjka' Tng tfyu jevla

´fkkï tfyu jevla fokak mq`Mjka kuq;a tfyu

jevlska fkfuhs Tn ksjka olskafka' ksjk

Tn fidhd .kafk nqoaêuh úYsIaG {dKhlska'

fuf;kag wjYH lrkafka idudkH nqoaêh fkfï

wêÑ;a;" wê {dK lshk n,fõ. wksjd¾hfhka

fhdo,d fï iajNdjh mila lr .kak ´kE' talg

ixiqka" Rcq Yla;su;a" m%{djka;" fyd| .=Khla ́ kE'

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iq`M fudfyd;la ta iudysl ysf;a ;sfhk iajNdjh

wmg jeo.;a fjk ksid iu: Ndjkduh me;a;g

jefgk mqxÑ foal=;a lrkjd' kuq;a tal lrkafk

wms ksjfia jev mgka .kak l,ska ksji w;=m;=

.d,d oukafk Bg miafi ksji ;=, myiqfjka

bkak mq`Mjka ¥ú,s kE" l=Kq kE t;fldg' ta jf.a

;ukaf.a uki ;=, ta úo¾Ykd n,fõ.h yod

.kak wr uQ,sl ieleiau yeáhg uki fhduq

lrkakhs iu:h me;a;g álla fhduqjkafka'

ta ksid iu: úo¾Ykd yeáhg Ndjkdj fldgia

follg fnfokjd'

iu: Ndjkdj,a .;af;d;a tfyu ñ;Hd

Ndjkdj¨;a ;sfhkjd' yskaÿ Ndjkd l%u;a ;sfhkjd'

ta ksid tal uyd id.rh jf.a fmr,sldrlï ;sfhk

;ekla'

;udf.a is; úo¾Ykdjg iqÿiq uÜgulg m;a

fjklka Tn uf.a is; lsisÿ fohlg fkdne÷k"

lsisÿ fohlg fkd.egqk" lsisÿ fohlg fkdwe¨k"

iudys; ys;la" iudys; {dKhla" fi!uH {dKhla

ud is; ;=, my, fõjd" lsis÷ ne£ula ke;s" lsis÷

foalg .eàula ke;s iudys; ys;la" ixiqka ys;la"

ixiqka {dKhla" ixiqka .=Khla ud is; ;=, my<

fõjd lsh,d ;ukag wod, úÈhg ys;kak mqreÿ

fjkak ´kE'

ta jf.au fï f,daflda;a;r O¾uh ud

taldka;fhka wjfndaO lr .kakjduhs" fï bJøsh

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úIh blaujQ O¾uh ud taldka; fldg wjfndaO

lr .kakjduhs" tal ;ukaf.u jpkhla yeáhg

;ukaf. yDofhkau" ;uka lshk fohla yeáhg

wêIaGdk lr .kak ´ke' Ndjkdjla yeáhg

fukak fï jpkh fyd¢ka ù¾hh Wmojd.kak

Tng m%fhdackj;a fõú' Tn ;=, úúO ÿla .eyeg

wmyiq;d ;sfhkjd kï nqÿrcdKka jykafia ih

wjqreoaola ÿIalr ls%hd fldg wjfndaO lr .;a;

fï oyug uu ú¢k fï mSvdj" ÿl" ÿllao lsh,d

;ukaf.ka wy,d n,kak@ ud fïjd bjid ord.;

hq;=hs' fïjd fkd;ld ud ù¾hh l< hq;= ldrKhla

lsh,d wêIaGdk lr .kak' Tn Tfí ys; miqnisk

úg nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.a ih wjqreoaola ÿIalr ls%hd

.=Kh u;la lr .kak tfyu u;la lrf.k Tfí

ys; Èßu;a lr .kak' fï O¾uh f;areï .kak'

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh bJøsh O¾uhkag iudk

keye' bJøsh O¾uhka f,daflda;a;r O¾uhg iudk

keye' fïl f;areï .ksñka jgyd .ksñka ys;ska

th f;areï .kak n,kak f,daflda;a;r O¾uh bJøsh

ifha O¾uhkag iudk ke;s nj' f,daflda;a;r

O¾uh bJøshhka ifha tkï wei" lK" kdih" Èj"

lh" uk hk tajdfha ls%hdoduhkag iudk keye'

ta jf.au bJøshhka ifha ls%hdoduh f,daflda;a;r

O¾uhg iudk keye'

fï mdGh È.gu fufkys lrkak w¾: iys;j

tys iajNdjh w;aú¢ñka {dKh wjÈ lr .ksñka

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fufkys lrkak' Tfí kqjkskau fuu lreKq

fyd¢ka úu¾YKh lrkak''

fuh úfYaI m%{djlska" úfYaI kqjklska

olsk wmQ¾j;ajfha oyula' ta wmQ¾j;ajfha oyu

h:d¾: jYfhka ÿgqjdg miafi wdfh lsisu ojil

fkdief,k úÈhg" fkdfjkia jk úÈhg" iifrÈ

jqj;a tal fkdfjkia jk úÈhg msysgkjd' tal

;uhs t;k ;sfhk iqúfYaI ldrKh' h:djfndaOh

lshk tl hula ms<sn|j we;s jqkdg miafi ta

wjfndaOh fjkia fjkafk kE' h:djfndaOhla

fkdue;s foaj,a ms<sn|j ;uhs wms fjkia

fjkafk' WodyrKhla jYfhka .;af;d;a wmg

.skaor ms<sn|j m%;HCI wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjfka

h:d¾:fhkau wms f;areï wrf.k ;sfhkjd .skaor

lshkafk ms,siafik fohla" .sks.kak fohla"

fõokdldÍ fohla" wk;=reodhl fohla lsh,d' ta

woyi ljodyß fjkia jqk;a fï oyñka we;sjk

fmr<sldrlu ljodj;a fjkia fjkafk kE' tal

okafk ;ukaf. wdOHd;auh ú;rhs' tal msáka

fydhkak nE ldgj;a'

±ka wfma wh fydhkafk ksjk msákafk'

tfyu fydhkaku neye ljodj;au' fudlo wfma

mqoa.,hf.ka mqoa.,hg l;d lrkak ´kE tl tl

úÈhg' f.orl jqk;a tfyuhs' uy;a;hg" orejg"

fiajlhg tl tl úÈ j,g wu;kafka' tfl lsis

jrola kE' iuyr ñksiaiqkag lreKdfjka hula

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lsjqjyu f;afrkjd" iuyr whg iefrka lshkak

´kE' t;kÈ ;ukaf. o¾Ykh ;uhs fjkia fjkak

´kE' ;uka ;du;a bkafk rEm" YíO" .kaO" ri"

iam¾Y yd is;=ú,s ke;akï Tn ±ka bkafka rEm"

YíO" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y yd is;=ú,s olsk ;eko

olskafka@ ke;s ;eko@ fïl f;areï lr,d

fokak wudrehs' olskafk ke;s ;ek iekis,sodlhs"

olsk ;ek fõokdldßhs l=ukfyda fõokdldÍ

;;ajhla t;k ;sfhkjd' ta foaj,a ;sfhkjd kï

f,!lslhsfk" rEm" YíO" .kaO" iam¾Y" is;=ú,s

olskjkï thd f,!lslhs' t;fldg ta fkdolsk

;ekg ;uhs ;ukaf.a uki muqKqjd .kak ´kE'

kuq;a thd olskafk ke;akï b;ska Ôj;a fjkak

úÈhla keyefk' rEm" Yío" .kaO olskafka ke;akï

mdfr hkak mq`Mjkao@ kuq;a thdg;a fmakjd' uu

fï lshk fmakafk ke;s l;dj Th we;a;kag

fydhkak .sfhd;a fydhkak nE' iajdóka jykafia

,`.yß Tnjykafiag rEm" YíO" .kaO" ri" iamrY"

is;=ú,s fmakafk ke;ao@ tal fydhkak .sfhd;a

fï l%uhg Thf.d,a,kag;a fmakjd yduqÿrejkag;a

fmakjfk Th we;af;da tfyu lshhs' kuq;a

nqÿrcdKka jykafia ta ,nd.;a; úYsIaG {dK

o¾Ykh" .=Kh ;=, thdg fmakafk kE' nqÿrcdKka

jykafiag wr fldaK folu ;sfhkjd' talhs lsjqfj

nqÿyduqrefjd fï f,dalh;a olskjd" yenehs fï

f,dalh fkdolsk úfYaI ±laul=;a olskjd lsh,d'

úfYaI ±lauhs" f,!lsl ±lauhs folu ;sfhkjd fï

O¾uh wjfndaO lr .;a; flfkl=g'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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kuq;a wms l;d lrkafk wr rEm" YíO" .kaO"

ri" iam¾Y" is;=ú,s fkdolsk ;;ajh .ek olsk

;;ajh .ek l;dlrkak ́ fk kEfka' Th mskaj;=ka

fmfkk ;ekg fj,dfk bkafk' fkdolsk ;;ajh

.ek l;d lrkak tf;kag Tfí wjOdkh fhduq

lr.kak' ta ;;ajh Tn ;=, j¾Okh lr.kak'

±ka fï fudfydf;a ish,a,f.kau ksoyia fjkak

lsh,d lsjqfjd;a Tng ksoyia ùug fkdyels

ldrKh l=ulao@ fï fudfydf;" ta ldrKh fyda

ldrKd lSmhla ;sfhkjd kï Tng ta ál bj;a

lrkak isÿfjhs' tal kslïu nE' ±ka iuyr wh

wf;a ±,s álla .Ejqkd lshuqfld tal fidaodf.k

msßisÿ lrf.k tkak lsh,d lsjqfjd;a kslï j;=rg

w,a,,d fidaodf.k wdfjd;a wdfh ne¨jdu me,a,u

fmakak ;sfhkjd' ksjerÈj fohla msßisÿ lsÍfï§

tfyu isÿfjkak neye' ziqúiqoaOx wfydaisZ mQ¾Kj

msßisÿ fjkak ´fka'

±ka iuyr fj,djg iuyr wh lshkjd

fudllgj;a ne£ï kE" wdidj,a kE lsh,d' tfyu

lsjjg nE' lsisu wdldrhlg thdf. .eUqre"

.dïNSr uki ;=, ;sfhkakg mq`Mjkalula kE

fudku fohlgj;aa ne£ula" leue;a;la' fï

f,dafl ;sfhk ilaú;s rclug jvd jákjd fï

ksjka olsk tl' fï f,dafl ;sfhk l=uk fyda

laf,aYhl jeä Pkafoka t,af,k lsisu flfkl=g

ksjka olskak mq¨jkalula kE' thd fï ixialdr

f,dalfha t,af,kjd' laf,aY udr" uD;H udr"

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wNsixialdr udr" Th udrhkag wyqfjkjd' ta ksid

Tn ksjka olskakkï Th lshk ish¨u udrmrdch

isÿ lrkak ´kE'

laf,aY udr lshkafk flf,iafk" uD;H

udr lshkafk /jàï" uq,dùï' uq,dfj,d" /já,d"

isysk f,dalj, w;rux fjkafk Ñ;% ujdf.k ta

isysk f,dalj, Ôj;a fjkjg lshkjd uD;H udr

lsh,d' wNsixialdr udr lshkafka fjk fudlj;a

fkfï" wNHka;rfha ixialrKh fj,d yefok

O¾u;dj,g' b;ska fï fudfydf; Tn n,kak ́ kE

uu fudllg yß we,s,d bkakjd kï ta we,Su uu

;shdf.k bkafk ;j fldmuK ld,hlao lsh,d'

tjd yqfola ;djld,slhs' wms ys;kafk ysf;ka fï

we,Su iïmQ¾Kfhka ÿre lrmq .uka ug ljqre;a

ke;s fjhs lsh,d' uy;a;hd" orfjda" foam< ta foaj,a

ish,a,u tfyuu ;sfhaú tajd iïuq;s foaj,afk'

f.dvla wh ysf;a ye`.Sfukafk ;shd.kak

W;aidy lrkafk' fï fiaru ye`.Sï ñksiaiq fï

ye`.Sï j,g mqÿudldr úÈyg jy,a fjkjd'

ñksfil= ,`. ;sfhk i;r uyd Od;+ka" tkï

mGú" wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda ta Yla;Ska muKhs

;sfhkafk' t;fldg i;r uyd Od;+ka lsh,d

kdñl lrkafk ljqo@ Tkak Th .ek .eUqßka

ys;kak n,kak' i;r uyd Od;+ka kdñl lrkafk

uuxldrh' mGú lshkafk fudkjog lshkak

n,kak@ wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda Th lshk yeu

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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tllu kul=hs" rEmhl=hs ke;ao@ ;sfhkjd' Th

ku ;sífn ljqo@ fidnd oyuo@ kE wms' iïuq;s

f,dafl mGú" wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda lsh,d tlla

kE' t;kska tydg ;sfhkafk jpk ke;=j tal

;ud wê {dK" wê Ñ;a; lsh,d lshkafka' yeu

;eku ;sfhkafka ñksid úiska ,nd ÿkak kdu rEm

folla muKhs' jd;h" riakh" iS;, wdÈh ta jf.au

iam¾Yh" rEmh" .kaOh" iam¾Y" rEm' fï fiaru

y÷kd .ekSï muKhs' fï ufkda f,dalfhka wms

ksoyia fjkak ´kE'

iïmQ¾Kfhkau Tfí is; bJøsh úIh

moaO;sfhka f;drjQ úYsIaG ;ekg ;u is; f.kshkak

mq`Mjkakï kqjkska" {dKfhka fï bJøshhka yh

mroj,d wkak thdg iekis,a, ;sfhkjd' n,kak

fï fudfydf; Tng ta .=Kdx. ;ukaf.a ys; ;=,

msysgqjd .kak mq`Mjkao lsh,d'

uu .%yKh lr.;a ish,a,f.kau ksoyia

fjkjd' ta lshkafk uu uu;ajfhka f;dr fj,d"

uu;ajh úiska f,dalh .%yKh lrkakdjQ

ish,a,f.ka ksoyia fj,d uu ta ;;ajh wjfndaO lr

.kakjd' tfyu ke;akï uu ta ;;ajh w;a ú|,d

n,kjd" w;aú£u lshk tl;a uuxldrfhka isÿjk

fohla' tajd fyd|g f;areï wrf.k kshu O¾uh

msysá ;ek uki msysgqjd .kak' t;k mj;skafka

iqúiqoaO o¾YKhla' ta lshkafka ish,a, w;yereKq

;ekla" t;k w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk lshk

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;=kald,fhkau ksoyia jQ ;ekla' tjeks .=Khlg"

{dKhlg" o¾YKhlg Tfí is; msysgjkak

mq¨jkakï wkak t;k ;uhs ish¨ ndysr rEm"

YíO" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y" is;=ú,s lshk Ñka;duh

.=Kdx. we;sjkafka' ta Ñka;duh .=Kdx. we;=f,

;uhs oDIaÀ ixl,am wd§ ish¨ foaj,a /f|kafka'

fï ;ek ta ish¨ fohska ksoyia jQ ;ekla' Tnu

th wjfndaO lr.kak n,kak'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ioaO¾uh Y%jkh yd l,Hdk ñ;% fiajkh yryd

wo ;ukag Wjukd lrk oyï lreKq ±k .kak

mq`Mjka' b;ska wm woyia lrkafk ;ukag Wjukd

lrk oyï lreKq fudkjo@ iir ÿflka w;ñÈu'

ÿl mj;skafk ldhslj fkfjhs' tfykï fldfyo

ÿl mj;skafk@ udkislj' ldhsl ÿl kï b;ska

j,lajkak neyefk' tal b;ska j,lajkak mq`Mjka

l%uhla ;sfhkjd' tal b;ska yefudagu mq`Mjka

wjqjg hoaÈ ÿl ;sfhkjd kï fyjkla yod .kak

´kE" msmdih ms,sn| ÿl ;sfhkjd kï j;=r álla

fndkak ́ kE" l=i .skak ;sfhkjd kï wdydr álla

.kak ´kE' talkï b;ska fldhs wd.ul" fldhs

cd;shl" fldhs rgl ysáh;a Th ir, ls%hdj,sh

lrkak okakjd' kuq;a fï udkisl .eg`Mj,g

tfyu ir,j W;a;rh fydhd .kak nE' fudlo

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iir ÿflkatf;rg

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ÿla ú¢kak mgka .;a;du ñksiaiq Tfya ÿla ú¢kjd'

ms<shï fydhkak okafk kE' tla tla ms<shï ms<shï

yeáhg m%Yakj,È fhdod .;a;g tajd tlu úÈhg

ms<shï yeáhg ;sfnkafk;a kE'

±ka Th mskaj;=kau l,amkd lr,d ;ukaf.a

.eg¨j,g fld;kskao úi÷ï fydhkak wdrïN

lrkak ´kE lsh,d ys;kak' fï nK l;djla

fkdfõ uu nK l;d lshkafk keye' fï iÔù

oyula" m%dfhda.sl oyula' uu fldhs fj,djlj;a

w;S; l;d lsh lshd l,a wßk flfkla fkfï'

meyeÈ,sju ukfia iajNdjh" ta iajNdjfhka ksoyia

fjk úÈy" tkï ksoyi" ÿlaL i;Hh" u¾. i;Hh

;uhs lsh,d fokafka' ÿlaL i;Hh fmakjfk' wmsg

fï wefykafk" ±fkkafk" fmfkkafk lshk" w;S;"

wkd.;" j¾;udk lshk ;=ka ld,fhau ne¨jydu

ÿlhs lsh,d ;sfhk foa fldfydu;a ÿlhs" iemhs lsh,d

;sfhk foa;a ne¨jyu fl,jr ÿlhs' t;fldg wdhs

ÿlaL i;Hh lsh,d ;ukag fydhd .kak ́ keo fohla

ke' tfyu fydhd.kak fohla kE'

fï ys; ms<sn| wjfndaOhla ke;s tl;a ÿlhs"

B,`.g fï okak foaj,a ms<sn| ;sfhk wjfndaOh;a

ÿlhs' ta jqkdg ÿlhs lsh,d wmsg ta tllaj;a

k;r lrkak nE' ta ÿlanr foaj,a ÿlhs lsh,d

wjfndaOfhka f;areï wrf.k" ta úÈhg tajd

mßyrKh lrk tlhs ;ukag lrkak ;sfhkafka'

yßhg .skaor mßyrKh lrkjd jf.a mßiaifuka'

wdkkao yduqÿrejkag ojila hï fohla fmkak,d

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weyqfj i¾mhd ÿgqfjyso lsh,d@ i¾mhd lsh,d

lsjqfj fudlgo@ Th fN!;sl foaj,a j,g'

WodyrKhla yeáhg .;af; uqo,a" t;k ;snqfk

lyjKq' t;fldg thska woyia lf,a fudllao fï

f,dalh yßhg .skaor" i¾mfhd jf.a lsh,d f;areï

wrf.k ls%hd lrkag lshk wkqYdikh' Tkak

ÿlaL i;Hh' ´l ;uhs f;areï .kak ´fka'

±ka wms fïjhska ksoyia úh hq;=hs lshk

woyi mskaj;=kag ;sfhkjd' thska mskaj;=kag

iuqoh fjkak;a ´kE" iuq.kak;a ´kE" ksoyia

fjkak;a ´kE' ±ka ksoyia fjkak ud¾.hla ´kE"

ksoyi;a ´kE' we;a; jYfhkau fïl tljr

tlg isÿfjk fohla' ÿl ±fkk m%udKhg

thdg ksoyiaùfï Wjukdj my<fjkjd" ksoyia

ùfï Wjukdj my<fjk ;rugu talg ud¾.hla

fydhkjd" ksfrdaOhla fydhkjd' ta foaj,a tljr

tl m%udKhgu ys; ;=, cks; fjkjd' fláfhka

lsjqfjd;a ÿflka ksoyia fjkak" tfyu ke;akï

m%Yakj,ska wE;a fjkak" ksoyia fjkak wjYH;djh

we;sfjkjd'

wms wmsg we;sjk m%Yak" m%Yak úÈhg

f;afrkafk ke;skï oeäj mSvdj oefkkafk kE'

±ka wmsg ;sfhkafka yßu myiqfjka yiqfjk iq¨

ys;lafk' Th ys;gu fï uu fndrejg nekf.k

nekf.k .sfhd;a ;ryd hkjo keoao@ ;ryd

hkjd' uu fï mÍCIKhla lrkakhs nkskafk"

we;a;g fkfï lsh,d nekf.k nekf.k .sfhd;a

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;ryd hkjo keoao@ ta;a ;ry hkjd wehs ta@

md,khla ke;s Wmdodkhla wmsg ;sfhkafk talhs'

tajf.au iuyr fj,djg wms okakjd fyd|gu fï

ukqiaihd lmáhs lsh,d' fndfydau Wiia jreKdjla

lrkfldgu wmsg md,kh lrkak neß f,ka.;=

lula we;s fjkjo keoao@ lreKdjla we;s fjkjo

keoao@ wkak wmsgu md,khla ke;s is; iuyr

fj,djg wms lshkafk pdgq nia j,g /jgqkd"

/já,sldrhkag yiq jqkd lshkafk Tkak ´lghs'

ta ys; iajNdjfhkau talg wef,kjd" .efgkjd'

talg iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd' tl ;uhs wdOHd;añl

ú{dKh yeÈ,d ;sfhk úÈy" ielis,d ;sfhk

úÈy' t;fldg fï md,khla ke;s ys; md,khlg

.kakhs wms W;aidy lrkafk'

ys; ms<sn|jfk lshkafk ke;skï ysf;a

iajNdjh ms<sn|j ;uhs fï l%udkql+,j lsh,d

fokafk' ysf;a iajNdjh ms<sn|j u;jdo" ixl,am"

woyia f.dvhs fï iudcfha' ud lshk foa kï

Tn lshjd we;s fmd;g .,mkak;a tmd" wr

yduqÿrejkaf." fï yduqÿrejkaf." .=jkaúÿ,sfh"

rEmjdysks kd,sldj,aj, foaYkdj,a j,g

.,mkak;a tmd' yenehs Tn fï lreKq .,mkak

´kE ;ukaf. Ôú;hg" ys;g' tf;kag .,m,d

n,kfldg yßhgu we;a; fydhd .kak mq`Mjka'

±ka uu weyqfjd;a Tfnka b¢lgqjlska Tnf.a w;g

wekafkd;a ßfokjo lsh,d@ t;fldg Tn Tõ

lshkjdfka' tal fldydg .,m,o lsõfj@ tal

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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;ukagu .,m,hs lsjqfj' tal fmd;l ,sh,d ;snqk

ksidj;a" wyj,a uydpd¾h jrhd lsh,d ;sfhkjd

b¢lgqjlska wekafkd;a ßfokjd lsh,d ta ksid

ms<s.;a; fkfuhsfka' Tfí w;aoelSfuka Tn

tfyu lshkafka'

ys;l iajNdjh lsh,d ÿkak;a ;ukag ,enqk

w;a±lSï wkqj ú¢k w;a±lSï wkqj ys;g .,m,d

n,,d kqjkg .,m,d n,,d tal ;ukagu mÉp;a;x

fjkak" f;areï .kak' wehs uu lshkafk fmr

oekSu jvla kE lsh,d' Tng lshkak mq¨jkao

tajfha yßu fjkak we;s ;sfhkafk lsh,d' ta

yduqÿrefjd;a" ta foaYlh;a yßu foa fjkake;s

lsh, we;af; lsh,d' ta ksid ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd

foaYkd lf,a uu lsõjg jqk;a ms<s.kak tmd

lsh,d' th ;ukag m%;HlaI ke;akï jevla keye'

ta ksid uu lshkafk uu lshkjgj;a ms<s.kak

tmd lsh,d zud m¾fhaYIKZ mrïmrdfjka wd ksid"

f,dl= flfkla lsjqj ksid fï lshk foa Tn ndr

.kak tmd ;ukagu .,mkak' tal ;uhs id¾:l

ms,sfj," id¾:l ms,sfj;' tal ;uhs wms lshkafk

fldydgj;a .,mkka tmd ;ukag .,m,d ;ukaf.a

ys;g .,m,d we;sjk ixfõ§ .=Khkag .,m,d

oyu f;areï .kak lsh,d'

wms ,`. ;sfhkjd .;s' ta ,CIK fudkjo@

m%Odku .;sh ;uhs wms yefudagu ;sfhkjd ukqiai

.;sh' B,`.g ta ukqiai .;sfh bmÿkdg miafi ta

.;sh we;=f, ;j ;j fldÉpr foaj,a fnfokjo@

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;j .;s f.dvla fnfokjd' ukqiai .;sfhka

wms tl;= fjkjd B,`.g ia;S%" mqreI .;sfhka

fnfokjd" B,`.g ia;S%ka Tlafldu tlhso@ mqreIfhd

Tlafldu tlhso@ kE" B,`.g mqreIfhda ;=<;a úúO

fldgiaj,g fnfokjd' ia;S%ka ;=<;a fnfokjd'

fïf,i fnÈ fn§" fnÈ fn§ hkjd' wjidkfha

kdk;a: ldhd" kdk;a: ix{d njg m;afjkjd'

msßñ fokafkla tl ;ek isg f.k isáh;a" ta

fofokd fjkiau fokafkla' kuq;a ry;ka

jykafia,d fokula tl;ek isgf.k isáfhd;a

fokakdu tlaflfkla' tl iajNdjhla ;sfhkafk"

fmdâvlaj;a fjkia keye' ±ka ;ryd ;sfhk

fokafkla tl ;ek isgf.k isáh;a fudlla yß

fjkila ;sfhkjd' ;rfya wvqjeä ùulaj;a' kuq;a

ud¾. M, tfyu fjkila kE' fudlo wfiai úrd.

ksfrdaO fYaIhlaj;a fkdwef,k .=Kh wOHd;auh

;=, ta ,nk M,h i`.jkak nE' fidajdka flkdf.a

flf,ia fmdâvla >Khs" ilod.dñ flkdf.a

Bg wvqhs' ry;ka jykafiaf.a we;af;u kE" oi

ixfhdackhfk Th f.ú f.ù hkafka ta fjki

;sfhkjd'

t;fldg Tn m%dfhda.slj oyu wjfndaO

lr .ekSu ke;skï oyu ú¢k tl ;uhs oyu

f;areï .ekSfï u`.' ±ka wfma kqjkei md;%

lrkak ;sfhkafka ys; lshk O¾u;djfha' ysf;a

;sfhk udr O¾u;djhka kï zix{d uÍÑlxZ ysf;a

;sfhkafka ñß`.=jla lsh,d fmkaj,d §,d ;sfhkjd'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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tfyukï Tn;a tal ñß`.=jla lsh,d f;areï

wrf.k ;sfhkjd kï tkï ;ukaf. ys; lshkafk

uyd /já,sldr fohla lsh,d" tal Ñ;%máhla

lsh,d f;areï wrf.k ;sfhkjd kï talg jeäh

nhfjkak ´fk kE' kuq;a wms Ñ;%má n,kfldg

w`vkjfka" yskdfjkjfka wr ;srhl fi,fjk

foaj,a j,g wms w`vkjd" yskdfjkjd' ´lu ;uhs

wfma we;=f,ka isoaO fjkafk' yeu flkdu

fyd| Ñ;%má wOHCIjrfhla" ;ukau ksIamdokh

lrk Ñ;%má n,ñka bkakjd" ta Ñ;%máhg wms

w`vkjd" ta Ñ;%máhg wms yskd fjkjd" ta ú;rla

fkfuhs nh fjkjd' yeufokdu fufyu Ñ;%má

yo yod n, n,d bkakjd' fïlg lshkjd ufkda

jvkjd lsh,d' todg ta f,dalfha ms<s.ekSu we;s

fjkafk fudk wdldrhgo" ta wldrhg ñksiaiq

;uka ;=, jákdlï we;slr .kakjd' r;a;rka

iq,N fj,d l`M.,a ÿ,N jqkd kï ñksiaiq lf¾

;shdf.k hkafk l`M.,a' r;a;rka wä;d,ug

odkak lvdf.k tkjd wksjd¾hfhkau' ueKsla

iq,N fj,d l`M.,a ÿ,N jqkd kï ñksiaiq lf¾

t,a, f.k hkafk l`M.,a tfyõ f,dalhla' fï

Tlafldu ujd .ekSï ;=, we;sjk foaj,a ta ksid

wfma Ñ;%máh yeáhg ´l i,lkak mq`Mjka' b;ska

fï lsõfj fudllao@ udhdj .ek tfyu ke;akï

ÿlaL i;Hh .ek Th l;d lf,a'

fï ÿlaL i;Hh ±k .;a;du fïfl /jfgk

iajNdjh wm ;=, wju fjkjd" ke;s fjkjd' wmsg

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fïflka iuqohla" ksfrdaOhla we;s lr .kakd u.

fydhkjd' ta u. ;uhs ioaO¾u Y%jkhhs" fhdaksfida

ukisldrhhs' ±ka wms .=jka úÿ,sfh" rEmjdysksfh

nK fldÉpr yß wykjd' kuq;a ta u.ska wld,sl

;ekg ;ukaf. uki fhduq lr.kak wmyiqhs'

l,d;=rlska ;uhs ta wld,sl ;ekg w;laldjpr

;ekg ksfrdaOhg fhduq lrjk O¾udkqYdikdjla

wykak mq`Mjka jkafka' wksla Tlafldu lerls,d

wdmiq iirgu f.khkjd ñila wld,sl" ksfrdaO

iy.; ksjkg is; fhduq lrkag neye' fya;=j

tajd yqfola jd.a yrUhla muKhs" yqfola ±kqulg

iSud fjkjd muKhs tfyu ±kqulg iSud fj,d

jevla kE' ioaO¾uh oekqfuka fydhd.kak neye'

wfma isyshg wld,sl;ajh mqreÿ lrk mqreoaola

kE" iir;a mqreÿ lr,d kE' fï f,dafl;a mqreoaola

kE' fï f,dalfha;a wms mqreÿ lrkafk rEmj,ghs"

YíO" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y yd tajd tl;= lr .;a;

Ñ;%máh uki ;=, yokakhs bJøsh Yla;sh yeÈ,d

;sfhkafka' tajf.au ld,h yd ld,hg yiqjk foaj,a

n,kak ñila wld,sl foa n,kak fkfï' wmsg

W;am;a;s ld,hla" meje;afï ld,hla" ke;sùfï

ld,hla ;sfhkjfka ta fiaru ld,Sk O¾u;d' ysre"

uyd mD:qúh" ukqIHhd fï ish,a, ld,fha O¾u;d'

t;fldg tajd yryd wld,sl ;ekg fhduq fjkafk

kE' wefyka ne¨j;a" lfkka weyqj;a" ix{djla

Wmdodkhla ;uhs ;sfhkafka' ta Wmdodkh ;uhs fï

fudfydf;;a p,kh fjkafk' uu fï fudfyd;

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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lshkfldgu fmr .;a; Wmdodk ix{dj wjÈ

fj,d uu yß lshk tl ;uhs fï lshkafk lsh,d

p,kh fjkjd' Th úÈhg p,khka f.dvla ;uhs

;sfhkafk' ±ka t;fldg fï ix{djka w;r wms

;ekam;a lf,a ke;ao@ wiqN jpk lsh,d fohla"

iqN jpk lsh,d fohla fï fiaru ;sfhkafk

wfma Wmdodk ialkaOfha' WmdodkialkaOhg wms

hgfj,d bkafk" fiajlfhla fj,d bkafk' kuq;a

nqÿrcdKka jykafia ry;ka jykafia,d Wmdodk

ialkaofha fiajlfhlaj;a" hg;a fj,d bkak msßila

fkfuhs' Wkajykafia,d fyd| jpk l;d l,;a

krl jpk l;d l,;a folu tlhs'

tajx kskaod mixidiq

kiñÊcka;s mKaä;d

O¾udjfndaOhg m;a fjk flfkl=;a m%Yak

yuqfõ ief,kjd' kuq;a tal yßhg wvq m%udKhla'

j;=r ùÿrejlg ¨Kq leghla ±ïfud;a ¨Kq ri

fjkjd" kuq;a we,lg" .`.lg ̈ Kq leghla ±ïfud;a

¨Kq ri f;afrkafka kE' tajf.a ;uhs f,daflda;a;r

{dKhla wjfndaO lr .kak flfkl=g fmdä

ie,Sula muKhs yg.kafka' wdkkao yduqÿrefjd

,`. ie,Sula ;snqfk keoao@ úYdLdj ,`. ie,sula

;snqfk ke;ao@ ;snqKd ta f.d,af,d O¾uh ±lmq

wh' ie,Sï ;snqkd kuq;a tajd uyd ie,Sï fkfuhs

wka;.dó ie,Sï lShgj;a tkafk kE' ´kEu

is;=ú,a,la wrf.k wms n,uq' wms ys;uqfld r;a;rka

lkaola ;sfhkjd lsh,d' tl ukqiaifhla ys;kjd

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fï ukqiaihd keiSfuka ug fï r;a;rka lkao

.kak mq`Mjka lsh,d' kuq;a wks;a flkd ud¾. M,

,dNS flfkla kï thd fï is;=ú,a,;a wrka ysf;a

m;=,g hkfldg thdg fmakafk fudllao@ uu

lsh,d flfkla kE ug lsh,d fohla kE uu f.kd

fohla kE uu f.kshk fohla kE lsh,d' Thdf.

kï Thd .kak lsh,d hkak hkjd' ´kEu fohla

w; yßk .=Khg tkjd' is;sú,s wrf.k is; hgg

lsñfokfldg'

kuq;a mD:.ackhd is;sú,s w;r lsñfokak

lsñfokak u;= fjkafk uu;ajh' Tjqkag kikak"

fmr,kak" whs;s lr.kak jf.a fÉ;kdjka

weú,a,d mD:.ack i;ajhd mdm ls%hdj,g mjd

fm<fUkjd' ta ksid mxpdkka;ßh mdml¾u mjd

mD:.ack i;ajfhda lrkjd' kuq;a ud¾. M, ,dNS

flkd fï iïuq;s iajNdjh ;=,ska mõ isoaO lr

.kak uÜgug hkafk kE' ud¾. {dKhla ke;s

wh ;ukag rduqjla yokag ´kE' fudlgo@ msg

me;af; ;sfhk l=Kqf.dv jykak' msg me;af;

l=Kq ke;s ksid jykak wdjrKhla" rduqjla"

ud¾. M, ,dNS whg Wjukd kE' ta ;uhs ukfia

ls%hdj,sh' nqÿydudÿrejkag rduqjla kE' iïud

iïnqoaO lshkafk lsisu nqoaê .=Khlg md;% fkdjQ

lshk tlhs' mD;.ackhd yeufoau yeufj,dfju

nqoaê lr.kak ;uhs n,kafk' ish,a, ±lafld;a"

ish,a, ukiska w; yßkak ysf;kjd' ;uka

msÉfpkjd kï msÉÑ,af, ryi fudllao@ yeu

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fohlau ukiska w,a,d .ekSu' z;Kaydh cdh;S

fidaflda fmauf;da cdh;S fidfldaZ ir,hsfka yeu

;eku rd.h ;sfhkjd' YÍrh;a w,a,df.k" YÍrfha

bJøshhka yh;a w,a,f.k" B,`.g bJøshhka yhg

f.dapr fjk foaj¨;a w,a,f.k' ta w,a,d.ekSu

;=, ukqIHhdf.a iSudjla ;sfhkjo@ ta Ñ;%máfha

úúO cjksld ksIamdokh lrkjd" r`. olajkjd"

thu ñksidf.a Ôú;h njg m;alr .kakjd'

taflka ksoyia fjkak flfkla uq,skau fï

ÿCL i;Hh f;areï lr .kak ´kE' fï f,dalfha

ug rclu ,enqK;a jevla kE Bg jvd jákj fï

oyu f;areï lr .ekSu" iißka ksoyia ùu lshk

woyi tkak ´kE' ukqIHhkaf. ys;g ;og hula

jeÿkyu ta foa ,nklïu ixldjla jf.a fohla

;sfhkjd' tal úo¾Ykd {dKfhka n,k msßig

f;arï .kak mq`Mjka'

iajNdjh lshk tal jefvkafk we;a;gu

ukqIHhdg' iajNdj O¾ufha yokak fohla keye

fyd|g yeÈ,d ;sfhkafk' ñksiqka lf,a iajNdjh

úkdY lrk tl' ta jf.a bJøshhka mylska hq;a

ukqIHhd l=vd ldf, b|,d fï ys; yeÿfj kE

lf,a úkdY lrmq tl" ixj¾Okh lrkjd lsh,d

úkdY l,d' ysf;a ;sfhkjd iajdNdúl .=Khla

iajNdjh ;=,skau ys; jefvkjd' iajNdúl;ajh

lsh,d lshkafk uyd mqÿudldr Ydka;shla okjk

fohla' wmsg th úkdY lr.ka ke;sj bkak

mq`Mjka kï jeãu lshk tl ys; ;=,u ;sfhk

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fohla' Tng uu;ajh úkdY lsÍu lrkak mq`Mjka

kuq;a iajNdj O¾ufha ye§u blauKg lrkak nE'

iajNdjh lshk ;;ajhg wdjyu yßu fi!uHhs'

yenehs f,dl= i;=gla kE ;sfhkafk ieye,a¨jla

muKhs' f,dl= i;=gla ke;s tl fyd|hsfk i;=g

;sín kï ÿlla tkjfk' wfõohs; ú¢kafk

kE' yeu fohlau ú|,fk i;=gq fjkafk' ±ka

uu fï l;d lrk yeu jpkhlau Th we;af;d

ú¢kjd' fyd| iajrfhka l;d lrk ksid fyd¢ka

ú¢kjd' flfkl= krl iajrfhka l;d lf,d;a

krlska ú¢kjd' fõokd;aul .=Kfhka ;uhs

yeuúgu bkafk' kuq;a O¾udjfndaOh ,enqjg

miafi wefyk iajNdjh ke;s fj,d hkjd' jpk

iajNdjh blaujd hkjd" jpk blaujkjd'

ud O¾ufha bmÿkdg miqj uq,skau m%ldY l<

jpkh fudllao okakjo@ zjpk ish,a, fndreZ

tal ;uhs lsjqfj' Tõ lsõj;a fndre" kE lsõj;a

fndre" fyd|hs lsõj;a fndre" krlhs lsõj;a fndre"

,iaikhs lsõj;a fndre" wj,iaikhs lsõj;a fndre'

uu lshkfoaj,a kï lsisu fohlg ta lshkafka

wr yduqÿrejkaf. fï yduqÿrejkaf. nKj,gj;a

fmd;gj;a .,mkak tmd' uu lshk O¾uh .,mkak

;ukaf. Ôú;hg" ;ukaf. ys;g .,mkak' wehs

uu tfyu lshkafk tf;kag .,m,d n,kfldg

;uhs yßhgu we;a; fydhd.kak mq`Mjka jkafka'

wld,sl;ajhg Tfí ys; fhduq lrkak

wld,sl;ajh lsh,d lshkafk úismiafjks mehg'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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±ka uu lsjqfj fmdf;ka fkfuhs uu O¾uh

lshkafk lsh,d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d

fof,dju w; yßkak lsh,d tf,djhs fuf,djhs

fof,dju' wld,slhs udf.a Y%djlfhda /h oyj,

blajuQ wh lsjqjd b;ska wld,slhsfk' talg

;uhs uu ±ka lshkafka úismia fjks meh lsh,d'

úismia fjks meh ;uhs we;a; fmak meh wksla

meh úisy;fru ñksiaiqkag fmakafk fndrej' ta

lshkafk ;u ix{djg" ;u Ñ;%fha iajNdjhg

iß,k fohlafk ñksiaiqkag fmakafk fjk fohla

fmakafk kE'

tal ux WodyrKhg .kakïfld weiSu lshk

tl' weiSu lshk tl fï isxy, NdIdjg wkqj

woyia" jpk" ixl,am Tínjd wmf.a OdrK Yla;sfha

;sfhkjd' ta ksid wmsg ́ l f;afrkjd' fyd|hs uu

;dhs NdIdfjka l;d lf,d;a Th we;af;d fudl=;a

okafk kE' talhs uu lshkafk fï ;kslr ;uka

we;slr.;a" ;ekam;a lr.;a" rgdjlg ñksiaiq

ÿjf.k hkjd lsh,d'

fï mD:.ack f,dalfha we;sjk .eg`M

w;súYd,hs' tu .eg`M j,g W;a;r fydhkak fï

mD:qú ;,fha ;sfhk iïm;a uÈ' ñksiqkaf.a wiSñ;

wdYdjka j,g iSud iys; iïm;a ;sfhkafk' ÈhqKqj

lshkafk rgl ÈhqKqj fkfjhs' mqoa.,hka ukiska

ÈhqKq kï wkak t;khs ÈhqKqj mj;skafka' ta

ksid uu jev bkafk ÈhqKqu rfÜ' fudlo ÈhqKqu

rg fjkafk ;ukag udkisl i;=g ;sfhkjd kï

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muKhs' ika;=ÜÀ mrux Okx ta i;=g ;sfhkjd

kï fudk rgo ug jvd Wiia fjkafk'

fï lshk O¾u lreKq ms,smÈkak lshk ldrKh

fkfï wms fï lshkafka' Tng;a fujeks u;hla

we;slr .kakghs fï lshkafk' ke;=j yduqÿrefjd

fujeks iajNdjhlska Ôj;a fjkjd' wms;a tfyu

Ôj;a fjkak ´ke lsh,d r`. uv,la yod .kak

tmd' ry;ka jykafia,d fujeks iajNdjhlska

Ôj;a jqkd" wms;a tjeks iajNdjhlska Ôj;a fjkak

´kE lsh,d tfyu rduqjla yod .kak tmd' Tn ta

udkisl .=Kh olskafk fldfyduo" w;aú¢kafk

fldfyduo lsh,d ta udkisl .=Khg meñfKkak

W;aidyj;a fjkak'

±ka wms fufyu weia j,ska fl,skau n,kjfk

bÈßh tfyu n,mqjyu wmsg l=ula fyda rEmhla

.efgkjd mqgqjla" fïihla" ì;a;shla fudkjyß

.efgkjd' ta msïfukau" ta fõ.fhkau ;ukaf.

wei foig ;uka fhduq jqfkd;a Tng fldfyduo

fmfkkafka@ ±ka uu lshmq tl f;areKdo@ ta

msïfukau ;ukaf. weia fol Èydjg fl,skau

fhduq jqfkd;a yßhgu ta ne,au lshk tl ksl=;a

fjk ;ekug Tn tkak ´kE' ;ukaf.a ±lau

lshk tl wdrïN fjk ;ekla ;sfhkjfk wefya

tal yßhg f;areï wrf.k ta ;=,gu" kej; wm

meñKsfhd;a wmg fudllao yiq fjkafk@ Tn ál

fj,djla n,kak mÍCId lr,d' fï fudfydf;u

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yenehs uu lshmqjd Tlafldu ta úÈhgu n,kak

Tfí kqjKska'

biair fj,d msg; n,kak' t;fldg ;ukag

mqgqjla yß fudlla yß .efgkjd wefya' tal Tn

;=,ska t,shg ksl=;ajqk Yla;shla' ta Yla;sh wdmsg

tjeksu iajNdjhlska ta ±lau lshk tl wdrïN

fjk foigu CIKslj wfma wdOHd;auhg we;=,a

jqfkd;a l=ulao wmg yiq jkafka lshk tlhs uu

fydh,d n,kak lshkafk' ´l weia werf.k

fyd¢ka lrkak mq`Mjka" f;areï .kak;a mq`Mjka'

Tng wms lsjqjd ±lSu olskak lsh,d' ±lSfï

Yla;shlafk lsrKlafk fï wefyka ksl=;a lrkafka'

ta b,lalh Tiafia lsrKlafk msgfjkafka' udkisl

lsrKlafk msgfjkafka Tfí ±lSfï .=Kh;a tlal'

ta .=Kh wdmiaig yrjd n,kak lsh,hs uu lsõfj'

m%;sM,h fudllao lshk tl ;ukagu ±fkaú

wdmiaig yeß,d n,kfldg' talg ;uhs wm m%{d

wefika n,kjd lsh,d lshkafka' tal yßu ir,

úoHdjla weiska t,shg ksl=;a lrk lsrK" wefyka

ksl=;a lrk Yla;s iajNdjh yeuodu t,sfh ;sfhk

foaj,afk .%yKh lrkafk' tal ±lau wdrïN

fjk ;ekskau ta ;=,ska we;==,g ls%hd;aul fjkjd'

yßhg ta ±lau wdrïN fjk ;ekskau wms ys;uq

b¢lgq isÿrla jf.a l=vd ;eklska lsh,d' wkak

ta foa wm ;=, m%.=K jqfkd;a ug fmakjd fkfjhs

zÈÜfGa ÈÜÀ uka;x Núiai;sZ zÿgq foa ÿgq muKhsZ

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lshk tl wm ;=, we;sfjkjd' t;kÈ;a lsrKla

hkafk tfyu ke;akï Wmdodk Yla;shla ;uhs

t;kÈ;a úisfrkafk' kuq;a ta Wmdodk Yla;sh

ì÷fkd;a ÿgq foa ÿgq muKhs' levmf;a ;ejrek

Pdhd ud;%hla jf.a jqkd kï fldfyduo Tfí is;;a

t;k fld;rï ieye,a¨jla ;sfhhso@

.Kka .kakjd lshkafk jákdlula yß

fkdjákdlula yß fok tlfka' ta folgu

lshkafk .Kka .kakjd lsh,hs' tfyu .Kkh

lsÍula we;s fjkafk kE zÈÜfGa ÈÜÀ u;a;xZ

lshk .=Kh ;=, Tn msysgkjd kï' fuf;la

ld,hla wmf.a m%isoaO fn!oaO mskaj;=ka ys;df.k

bkafk ±l,d w; yßkjd lsh,d" ms<sl=,a lrkjd"

lefvkjd" ì¢kjd lsh,d' ta foaj,a lrkak tmd

t;fldg tal fN!;sl úoHdjg yiq fjkafk'

mrudKqj fydhdf.k .sys,a,d mrudKqfjka ;j ;j

foaj,a fydhkakhs isoaOfjkafk' ysf;ka ksoyia

fjkafk kE Tlafldau fydh,d ta f.d,af,d tkjd

Y+kHhs lshk ;ekg' Y+kHhs lshk ;ekg wdj;a

ta;a ysf;ka ksoyia fjkak nE' f,dal úoHd{hska

Tlafldagu jvd ;uka fYa%IaGhs lsh,d ;ukagu

ys;d .kak mq¨jka Y+kH ;;ajh;a ;uka blaujd

.shdg miafi'

nqÿ oyfu ;sfhk woyia uu ojila tx.,kaf;

b|, wdmq ufkda ffjoH uy;aufhl=g lsjqjd' nqÿ

oyñka wms lshd fok f.dvla foaj,a ta f.d,a,kaf.

;du ;sfhkafk m¾fhaIK uÜgfï ta f.d,af,d

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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;du okafk keye ta foaj,a' b;ska fldÉpr

ikaf;daihlao taf.d,af,d m¾fhaIK uÜgfï bkak

fldg wms W;a;f¾ fokfldg' tal b;sydifh;a

tfyuhs ±kq;a tfyuhs ljoyß ojil ta whg;a

tkak fjkafk fï W;a;rhg ;ud'

ienE ksoyi lshkafka ish`M fohska úuqla;s

.;ùu ke;skï ish`M fohska ksoyia ùu' t;k

wixldßlhs ilikak foaj,a kE' ks¾jdK f,dalfha

j¾Khla kE" yevhla kE" ksjka f,dalhg br y|

mdhkafk kE ksjka f,dalhg ? fjkafk kE" oj,a

fjkafk kE' ksjka f,dalfha ia;S% wh" mqreI wh

kE ksjka f,dalfha WmÈk wh" uefrk wh;a kE"

,iaik wj,iaik" W.;a" kQ.;a lsisjla kE' fï

;uhs ksjka mqrfha yeá' b;ska Tng f;areï .kak

mq`Mjkafk fï foaj,a m%{dfjka ±lmq ksidfk fï

f,daflda;a;r O¾u lreKq b;du meyeÈ,sj lshkak

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafk'

tal fï fudfydf; lsh,d ;uhs lshkafk

kuq;a we;a; jYfhkau fï fudfydf;;a fkfuhs

wld,slhs' wld,sl;ajhg ;uhs f.dvla wh fï

fudfyd; lsh,d mdúÉÑ lrkafk' fï fudfyd;

lsjqjyu iuyr úg jrojd .kak mq`Mjka' kuq;a

fï fudfyd;hs lsjqjyu B,`.g lshkafk

CIKhhs lsh,d" CIKhhs lshkafk ;;amrfhka

fldaájdrfhka mx.=jhs lsh,d lshkjd' thska

lshkak W;aidy lrkafk fï fudfyd;;a fkfuhs'

th wld,sl;ajhhs ta lshkafk w;S;" wkd.;"

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j¾;udk ;=ka ld,fhka ksoyia jqkd lshk tlhs' fï

fudfyd;;a fkuhs" bÈßh;a fkfuhs" miqld,h;a

fkfuhs' fufyu fohla ;sfhkjd' ±ka wms wjfndaO

lr .;a;g wld,sl O¾uh" wld,sl O¾uh ú¢kak

nE" jvkak nE" yev.iajkak nE" fmr,kak nE"

f,!lsl f,dalhg weo .kak nE" weo .kak .sfhd;a

tfyu wmyiq;djhg m;a fjkjd' uu;a tfyu

W;aidy lr,d ;sfhkjd' ta W;aidyh ;uhs ;sífn

uq.,ka uyry;ka jykafiag;a Wkajykafiag;a

tfyu ys;=kd' Wkajykafia wjfndaO lr .;a;

O¾uh ú|,d n,kak mq`Mjkao lsh,d ne¨jd' fïl

fudk jf.a iajNdjhla ;sfhkjo@ fl,jrla

;sfhkjo lsh,d fmdâvla ú|,d n,kak' talg

;uhs wr lshkafk Njfha i;a Èkla .shd lsh,d'

wjidkfha .,a fmd;a;la ujdf.k msßksjka mdkak

hkfldg nqÿyduqÿrejkaf. wêIaGdkfhka jevu

l<d lsh,d lshkafka wkak ta wjia;dfjÈ ;uhs'

thska woyia fjkafk fïfl ;sfhk iajNdjh

olskak nE" ú¢kak nE tafl fl<jrla olskak nE

lshk tl' ta jf.au ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg iu

jeÈÉp flfklag ta iudm;a;sh mqreÿ lrkak

mq`Mjka y;a ojila tl È.gu iu jÈkak mq`Mjka'

idudkH ksÿla ksfrda.S Ôú;hla kï y;a ojila

bkak mq`Mjka wdydr ke;sj' úfYaIfhka ksfrdaO

iudm;a;sh ;sfhk flfkl=g bkak mq¨jka

Yla;sh ;sfhkjd' fudlo msÉfpkafk kEfk f,a

Od;=j msÉfpkjd wvqhs flf,iaj,ufk flfkla

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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msÉfpkafk' fï yqiau ;kslr jev lrkafk

flf,iaj,g' yhsfhka ÿjkfldg ldhsl fjfyi

ksid yqiau jeämqr ´kE lsh,d lshkak ms<sjka"

l;d lrkfldg;a yqiau jeämqr Wjukdhs' kuq;a

jdäfj,d bkakfldg;a yhsfhka yqiau .kafk@

t;kÈ wr flf,ia j, ;sfhk riakhg tal

msÉfpkjd' msÉfpkfldg th ksukak yhsfhka

yqiau .kak ´kE' tfyu ke;akï ta fõ.h yDo

iamkaOkhg iß,k m%udKhlg Tlaiscka .kak

fjkjd' kuq;a ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg iu jÈkfldg

flf,ia ke;s ksid Wkajykafia,dg kdiamqvq jy,d

;sín;a Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka fï frdaul+m j,ska

,efnk jd;h fyd|gu we;s' fudlo ksfrdaO

iudm;a;sfhÈ yqiau .kafk kE ujq l=fiaÈ yqiau

.kafk kE' flf,ia j, f,daNfha my,ùu ÿlhs'

fudayfha my,ùu ÿlhs" mxp Wmdodk ialkaOfha

my,ùu ÿlhs" ;sßika cd;sj," i;r wmdfha bm§u

ÿlhs' zukqiai;aj má,dfNda ÿ,a,fydaZ tal kï

ÿlla fkfï' fndai;ajrfhl= mdró mqrdf.k wdfj

ÿla ú¢kako@ kE iuyr whg ysf;kak mq`Mjka

wfka fï wïu,d wr Ndjkd ukaÈrh we;=,g fj,d

ojfiau jdäfj,d fudk ÿllao ú¢kafk lsh,d'

thd ys;kjd we;s fnda, .yk tl" fi,a,ï lrk

tl fyd|hs lsh,d' ta tl tlaflkdf. wdl,am'

kuq;a wms bkafk t;kÈ iefmkafk'

ojila wdkkao ffu;s%h yduqÿrejka

f.ka m%Yakhla wykjd Y%djlfhla" uu ±lald

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idlÉPdjl§ yduqÿrejfka nqÿ yduqÿrejkag;a odfk

tfyu jerÿkd" nv.skafk ysáhd" fudllao l<

mdmh@ f,dl= mdml¾u lr,d ;sfhkjd fkao

lsh,d weyqjd' W;a;rh kE" tal ÿlla fkfï"

mdml¾uhla fkfï' fudlo tal nqÿ rcdKka

jykafia ta foaj,a leue;af;ka lf¾ leue;af;ka

fomh fjfyi,d jevu lrk fldg Wkajykafiag

tal ÿllao@ ÿlla fkfïfk" ±ka wms leue;a;la

we;sfj,d oUÈj hkjd' t;k ÿlla fkfï i;=gla

wms leue;af;kafka hkafk' t;fldg nqÿ nj

m;df.k yß hkjd kï tal thdg iemla' ueá

l=áhla yodf.k lef,a .yla hg flfkla bkakjd'

flfkl=g ys;kak mq`Mjka fï ukqiaih ÿla ú¢kjd

lsh,d' kE" iuyr fj,djg t;k úYd, Okjf;la

me;a;lg fj,d bkakjd fjkak mq¿jka'

fï wjOdrKh lf,a l%udkql+,j ukfia

iajNdjh' t;fldg wmsg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd

ukfia ;sfhk ksjqk iajNdjh f;areï .kak'

ukfia .sks.kak iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd" ta jf.au

ukfia ksjqk iajNdjhl=;a ;sfhkjd' ukfia

ksjqk iajNdjh lshkafka uki blaujQ wjia:dj'

udkisl iajrEmh lsh,d lshkafk rEm" fõokd"

ix{d" ixLdr" ú[a[dK lshk fï mfyka ls%hd;aul

fjk álg' ta myu f,daN" oafõY" fuday j,ska

ls%hd;aul fjkjd' B,`.g iem" ÿla" WfmaCId"

fõokd jYfhka ls%hd;aul fjkjd" B,`.g udk

ÈÜÀ jYfhka ls%hd;aul fjkjd' fï ls%hd;aul

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fjkafk Tn ;=, mj;sk mxp ls%hdj,sh ke;skï

mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh'

wms ksjka olskjd lsh,d lshkafk mrud¾:

i;H jYfhka ne¨jyu meje;auhs keje;auhs

folu ke;s ;ekla' t;fldg ldgj;a lshkak

mq`Mjkao t;k ÿlhs yß iemhs yß lsh,d' tfyu

lshkak nE' meje;aula lsjqfjd;a lÜáhlg lshkak

mq`Mjka tal fyd|hs lsh,d" lÜáhla krlhs lshkak

mq`Mjka meje;auhs keje;auhs folu ke;s lf,d;a'

yenehs fï lshk foaj,a f;areï .kak Tng úfYaI

{dKhla ´kE" úfYaI nqoaêhla ´kE wehs wuq;=

jpkhlafk' yefudau f,dalfha wka;hlg jÜgoaÈ

uu wka;fhka ksoyia lrkjd zoafõ fï wka;d

mínðf;ak kfiaì;índZ f,dafl ;sfhkafk

wka; folla oajdldrhla ´kEu fohl meje;au"

keje;au" ÿl" iem" ,dN" w,dN" hi" whi" kskaod"

m%ixid lshk wka; follska hqla;hs' uu fï wka;

folskau ksoyia fjkakhs nK lshkafk t;k ;uhs

iekiSu lshkafka'

wfma wh ´l f;areï .kafk ke;sj fudllao

uOHu m%;smodjla fydhkjd' fN!;sl f,dalfhka

mq`Mjkao uOHia: ;djhla fidhkak' OHdk

Ndjkdj,a tfyu lrkjd lSjg lsisflfkla

m%;sM,hla ,nkafk kE' f.dvla fofkla wjidk

ldf,a fkdfhla m%Yak yodf.k m%Yakj,ska ksoyia

fjkafk kE' wjidkhg fudf,a wêl f,i

fjfyi fj,d Ndjkdj,a j, wiu;=,s; ;djhla

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we;s fj,d' isoaOd¾: ;dmi;=ud;a fï Ndjkd l%u

w;ayod ne¨jd' kuq;a jevla ke;sksid w;yer

±ïud' ta Ndjkdj,a j,ska fndfyda fj,djg ±ä

njla mqreÿ lrkafk talhs wr lsjqfj lef,ag

.sys,a,d ;ksju Ndjkd lrkak lsh,d m,sfndaO

ke;sj' ;uka ,`. ±ä njla we;s fjkfldg wksla

Tlafldagu myr fokjd' uu fï tl b,lalhl

bkakjd udj fjkia lrk foaj,a lrkak tmd

lshk woyi ;uhs ±ä nj we;sùug fya;=j' ms<sl=,a

Ndjkd wdÈh ;sfhkafk iu: Ndjkd l%uhg taj;a

;sfhkafk ukig ix{d f.dvla §,d uki ta ;=,

uevmj;ajd .ekSula we;slr .kak' kuq;a th

ukfia tla iajNdjhla ñi ÈhqKqjla fkdfjhs'

ioaO¾ufha;a" O¾ufha;a fjkila ;sfhkjd'

iu: Ndjkd lshkafka ukfiau iajNdjhla" ukfia

iajNdjfhka hkak mq`Mjka wjidku ;ek ;uhs

fkaj ix{dkdi{dh;khg ix{djla we;s ke;s

;ekg' ta;a ix{djla ;sfhkjd' t;kg m;ajQ

whg;a mq`Mjka fï YÍrfhka bj;a fj,d isákak'

fudlo t;kÈ wr uuxldrh iys; ix{djlafk

t,shg hkafk kuq;a wdfh;a idudkH iajNdjhg

Wk;a m;a fjkjd' iu: Ndjkd lrk whf. ;j

iajNdjhla ;uhs wê ixfõ§;djh'

ksjka u. lshk tl jpk j,ska l;d lrkak

mq`Mjka fohla fkfuhs' ta ksid l,n,hg ;Skaÿ

;SrK wrf.k fldia" fo,a" fmd,a f;dard .kakjd

jf.a ksjka u. f;dar .kak yokak tmd' fndfydu

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fyñka wy,d fuh f;areï .kak' wmsg ´kE fïl

fo,a" fïl fldia" fïl fyd|hs" fïl krlhs lsh,d

;og w,a, .kak tlla ;uhs' ksjka u. f;areï

.ksoaÈ tfyu fohla lrkak neye' th fndfydu

fyñka f;areï .kak ´kE' tl tlaflkdf.

;sfhk mdrñ;dfj yeáhg ;uhs ksjk mj;skafk'

fïl jpkhg f.dKq lrkak W;aidy lf,d;a

tfyu thska wmyiq;djhg m;a fjkjd uu' fudlo

ug tal lrkak nEfk' ksjk jpkhlg .kak

nE' B,`.g fïl jpkhlg f.dKq lr .kak

W;aidy lf,d;a Y%djlhd" thdg;a tfyuhs th;a

wmyiq;djhg m;a fjkjd' tlafld thd jerÈ

;Skaÿ ;SrK j,g weú,a,d wmg fodia lshkjd'

we;a;gu uu kï foaYKd lrkafk yß

fohla fkfï' uu leu;s;a kE yß foaj,a foaYKd

lrkak yenehs uu jerÈ fohla foaYkd lrkafk;a

kE' tfyu kï fudllao foaYkd lrkafk@ ±ka

fï f,dafl bkak Tlafldu wh bf.k .kak

fldg;a lshkafk mqf;a yß jerÈ fol bf.k

.kak ta lshkafk yß;a bf.k .kak ´kE" jerÈ;a

bf.k .kak ´kE' fï f,dafl ;uhs yß jerÈ

fol W.kajkafk" bf.k.kafk' f,daflda;a;r

O¾ufha§ yß jerÈ folla keye lsh,d ;uhs

lshkafk' ta f,dalfha l;dj ta f,daflg fï

l;dj f,daflda;a;r l;djla f,dalfhka tf;r

l;djla' tf;kag yß jerÈ lsh,d fohla fjka

lrkak kE" fudlo t;ek i;aj mqoa., wd;au

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oDIaÀ Ôj;a lrjk ;ekla fkdjk ksid' br

mdhkafk ke;s" y| mdhkafk ke;s f,dalhlg

yß jerÈ folla ;sfhkak mq`Mjkao@ bmfokafk

ke;s uefrkafk ke;s f,dalhlg yß jerÈ folla

;sfhkak mq`Mjkao@ w;S;" j¾;udk" wkd.; ;=ka

ld,hg ke;s f,dalhlg yß jerÈ folla ;sfhkak

mq`Mjkao@ t;k ;sfhkafk iïmQ¾Kfhkau

iykiS,S iemodhS iajNdj O¾uhla muKhs'

talg lshkjd ;:d.; O¾uh lsh,d' ;:d.;

lsh,d lshkafk ;;ajdldrh" iajNdjh" mj;sk

wdldrh' ta ksid Th mskaj;=kag wjldYh

;sfhkjd f,djq;=rd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a .uka

uf.a by<gu ;ukaf.a nqoaêh fhduq lr .kak'

mQ¾K;ajhg m;a fjkak mq`Mjka u. ;sfhkjd"

udj; ;sfhkjd ta udjf;a .uka lrkak' ug ´kE

Th we;af;d fïl yß lsh,d ms<s.kak fkfï"

jerÈhs lsh,d m%;slafIam lrkak;a fkfï úui,d

we;a; ke;a; ;ukaf.au m%;HCI {dKfhka f;areï

.kak' t;fldg tl yßo lsh,d flfkla wykak

mq`Mjka Tõ yß lsh,d ;ukag ±fkkjd kï ta foh

yß' .skakg w; ;sífnd;a ug tl úÈhla fjk

flfkl=g ;j úÈhla fjkak mq`Mjkao@ neyefka'

tys m%;sM,h fokakgu tlhs' ta ksid ;ukag

m%;HCI foa jerÈ fjkafka kE kqjkg jegfyk

tl fkfï m%;HCIh lsh,d lshkafk" ysf;k tl;a

fkfuhs" ;ukaf.a ixl,amkdj;a fkfuhs m%;HCI

Ndjh lshkafk' m%;HCINdjh lsh,d lshkafk

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;ukag ±fkk foag' fndrejla ±fkkak úÈhla

kEfk" fndrejla ysf;kak mq`Mjka kuq;a fndrejla

±fkkafk kE ±fkkafk we;a; talhs m%;HCINdjh

lsh,d lshkafk' ±fkk foaghs m%;HCI lsh,d

lshkafk' c,h iS;,o ke;ao lsh,d w; ;sh,d

ne¨jd" tal riafko keoao lsh,d ne¨jd m%;HCIhs'

fï wU meKs rihso" weUq,a rihso lsh,d ne¨jd

m%;HCIhs" idkaÈÜÀlhs fyd|g wefyka ±lald

fyd|g kqjKeiska yß lsh,d ±lald'

;ukagu ±fkkjd kï ;uka flf<ia nßka

ksoyia" ;ukag fuf,djg ;sín nr ál ;ukaf.

wef`.a ±ka kE" ;ukaf. YÍrh fmdf<djg nr

kE lsh,d' talg fya;=j ;uhs ;uka fï uy

fmdf,dfõu ;j;a w;=re hq.hla yeáhg ;uhs Ôj;a

fjkafk fï uu;ajh ÿre l, flkd' Tjqka fï

uy fmdf,dfõu l=Üáhla yodf.k bkakjd' nr

lshkafk ixl,amhla fkfuhs ;ukagu f;afrkjd

;ukaf.a we`. uy fmdf,djg nr §,hs bkafk lsh,d'

kuq;a ilaldh ÈÜÀh" úÑlsÉPdj" iS,ín; mrdudi

lshk ;=k ke;s l<dg miafi thdf. YÍrh uy

fmdf<djg nr kE thdg tal fyd|g f;afrkjd'

fïl fldfyj;a fmd;l kEfk th kuq;a m%;HCI

fohla' fohla lshkak ljqre;a l,ska lsh,u

;sfhkaku ´keo@ ;ukag fmak fohla ;sfhkak

neßo@ mq`Mjkafk' fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr .;a;

Woúh w`M;au jpk yokjd w`M;au lreKq w`M;au

wdldrhg m%:u j;djg lshfjk w`M;au foaj,a

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;sfhkjd' tal ;uhs iajdNdúl ;;ajh' flfkla

nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmr ojig iQodkï fjkjo

lsh,d weyqjd' ta lshkafka B,`. ojfia foaYkdj,a

j,g' Bg miafi lsjqjd l=udrh ±ka Tn wdmq r:fha

fï weKh fudllao" fï frdaoh fudllao lsh,d

wykfldg lshkak mq`Mjkao fudkjo fï lE,s

lsh,d@ wdæ mq`Mjka iajdóks uf.a lr;a;hfka b;ska

uu fyd|g okakjd lsh,d lsjqjd' fï f,dal i;Hh

nqÿyduqÿrejkag;a tfyu ;uhs lsh,d foaYkd l<d'

fï O¾uh lshkak wmsg igykla Wjukd lrkafk

kE'

w`M;au ldrKhla lsõjd wfma uj;a fï O¾uh

ms<sn| hula ±k .;a;dyu' Bg myqfjksod nK

álla lshkak lsh,d wfma udu flfkla wdmq

fj,dfj wïug lsõjd' wïud foaYkd l<d yß wmQre

l%uhlg fï O¾uh ljqre;a lsh,d kE fmd;l fyda

lsh,d kE' fldfyduo lsjqfj t;=ñhg f;afrk

NdIdfjka t;=ñh lsõjd u,a,sfha bJøshhka myu

t,a¨ï .ia ;shkak lsh,d lsõjd' fudk fmdf;ao

;sfhkafk Tfydu jpkhla" fudk fmdf;ao

lsh,d ;sfhkafk" ljqre;a lsh, kE lsis flfkla

lsh,d kE' n,kak fudk ;rï w¾:hla ;sfhkjo

lsh,d ,iaik w¾:hla' wksla tl ud¾. {dKhla

±lalyu thdg urKh lsh,d fohla wOHd;aufhka

thdg oefkkafk kE' uefrk oji;a O¾uh

olskodu ;uhs' ilaldh ÈÜÀh ÿre jqkdg miafi

wdfh b;ska uefrkjd lsh,d fohla kE' ;sfhkjd

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ke;af; kE tal iïuq;s jHjydßl urKhla' kuq;a

wOHd;añl {dK o¾Yfhka b;du meyeÈ,shs ;uka

,. uefrkak fohla kE lsh,d' fudkjo uefrkak

;sfhkafk@ uql=;au uefrkak foaj,a kE'

wmamudfoda wu; mox

mudfoda uÉpqfkda mox

wmamu;a;d kóhka;S'

wo iudcfha bmÿkdg miafi wdfh;a

bmfokafk ke;sj bkak l;djlafk lshkafk'

kuq;a fu;k ;sfhkjd kóhka;s lsh,d

wmamu;a;d kóhka;s

wm%ud§ W;=fuda lshkafk u.M," ry;a" nqÿnj

,nmq W;=fuda ta W;=fuda uefrkafk kE' fudkjo

uefrkafk" uefrkjd lshkafk ;ud ika;l

fohla ;sfhkfldg' ;ud ika;l fohla lsisjla

keyehs lshk h:dN+; {dk o¾Ykhg m;a fjÉp

W;=fulaf. fudkjo uefrkak ;sfhkafk'

Wkajykafia uefrkafk O¾udjfndaOh lr .;a;

ojig' udrhdg whs;s yeu fohlau udrhdg ÿkakg

miafi wdfh udrhdg f.kshkak fohla ;sfhkjo@

t;kÈ udr mrdch fjkjd' tjeks flfkl=j

udrhdg kgjkak" udrhg fyd,jkak" udrhdg

fjkia lrkak nE'

fï O¾u lreKq fufyu lshk fldg Th

we;a;kaf. {dK o¾Ykh ;=, l=i, Yla;sh my,

fjkjd' lsisu nKlska lsisu foaYkdjlska fhduq

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fkdfjk me;a;lg Tfí kqjk fhduqfjkjd"

jefvkjd' t;fldg l=i,iai Wmiïmod fjkjd"

{dKh ;shqKq fjkjd" iudêh f.dv kef.kjd"

úplaIKYS,S Ndjh we;s fjkjd" .ïNS¾;ajhg m;a

fjkjd' zhod m[a[dh miai;SZ wkak ta .eUqre

o¾YKh Tn fldhs yß fudfyd;l olskjd' talhs

tod nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd lroaÈ fl,jf¾ i|yka

fjkjd fï iQ;% foaYkdj wid fldmuK msßila

ksjka ±laldo lsh,d' m%;HCI Ndjhg m;a jqkd

lsh,d ;sfhkafk talhs' wo ldf, tl tl úys`M

l;d lsjqjg" ;ukaj;a okafk ke;s Ndjkd l%u

.ek l;d l<dg ksjka oelSug ;sfhk tlu l%uh

foaYkdj' oyu ±lmq flfkla fkd±lmq flfkl=g

foaYkd lrkak ´kE' fmd;a lshj,d fudk ;rï

by<g {dkh ;sín;a m%;HCI Ndjfhka fomhska

weúof.k .sfha ke;s flfkla kï thd wkaOfhla'

ta ksid u`. .shmq flfklaf.ka Rcqj nK wykak'

fmd;a idCIshg w,a,kafk ke;sj ;udu fï lreKq

úuid n,kak' fï jpk fndfydu ier ke;s jqkdg

iaÓr idr Rcq jpk' tfyu hula mejiQ muKska

jpk Rcq lrkak nE' lshk jpkh h:d¾:h mila

fjkjd kï tajd ;ud Rcq jpk' b;ska ´jd .ek

.eUqßka mÍCIKh lrñka" fmdâvla ilauka lrñka"

Ndjkd lrñka fidhkak' wkak ta fiùu ;=,

;uhs l=ulao ksjk@ ksjk fudk jf.a yevhlao@

fldfyduo Njh blaujkafk lshk lreKq ;ud;=,

m%;HlaI fjkafka'

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.ïNSr O¾uhla jpkfhka m%ldY lrkak

neß ;rï mq`M,a jQ oyula kqjke;a;kag f;areï

.ekSug Wmldrl jk wkaoñka fndfydu fyñka

fyñka ir,j lshd fokjd" wjfndaO lr .kakg

myiq fjkak' fudlo fï O¾uh f,fyisfhka

flfkl=g f;areï .ekSug neß fohla'

fï f,dalfh ;sfhk yeu ;eklgu ia:dkhla

fmkak,d b,lalhla §,d mdrla fmkak,d hjkak

mq`Mjka' kuq;a ksjkg mdrla fmkakkak nE"

b,lalhla fokak nE tal ;uhs f,dafl iajNdjh

O¾u;djfha yeá' tjka jQ O¾u;djhla hfula

wjfndaO lr .kakjd kï taldka;fhka ta Woúh

w;s úYsIaGhs" fY%aIaGhs" W;a;Í;rhs" f.!rjkShhs'

±ka fï O¾uhg fmdâvla yev .eyqkg miafi

thdg lsh,d fokak mq`Mjka kuq;a yev .eysÉp ke;s

flfkl=g tl mdrgu lsõfjd;a tfyu fudllao

lshkafk lsh,d f;areï .kakj;a nE' thhs fï

O¾ufha iajNdjh'

wms ±lSu w;yer,d n,kak ´kE' ±lSu

w;yer,d ne¨jdu ;uhs ksjk fmakafk'

±lSfuka ne¨fjd;a fmakafk rEm" j¾K" yev'

±lSu w;yer,d ne¨fjd;a ;uhs fmakafk ksjk'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia iïud ÈÜÀfha isáfh' oDIaÀ

keye t;k lsisu wdldrhl oDIaÀhla kE' iïud

ÈÜÀh lshkafk oDIaÀhla fkfï' kuq;a mD:.ack

whg tal lshkak nE' ta wh fudlo lf,a oDIAÀhla

yeÿjd' yo,d lsõjd fukak fï jf.a lrk wh

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lÜáh fyd| oDIaÀh" fï jf.a wh krl oDIaÀh

lsh,d oDIaÀ yod.;a;d' fyd| jev lrkak ´kehs

lshk tlg ;¾lhla keyefk' kuq;a ksjka u`.g

;sfhk foaj,a f,!lsl me;a;g yrjk tl jerÈhs'

kuq;a je/oaol=;a kE' fudlo fkdokak lugfk

O¾uh wjfndaOh ke;s ldf,È ug wjfndaO fjÉp

foa i;Hhla yeáhg lshkjd' fïflÈ wmsg fu;rï

m%;HCIj fïl lshkak mq`Mjka wfkl=;a Ndjkd

l%u m%.=K lr,d tajdf.a w;a±lSï okak ksid'

ke;akï ug W.kajkak mq`Mjka iS, Ndjkd fïlhs"

wdkdmdk i;sh fïlhs" Y=kH Ndjkd lshkafka

fïlhs lsh,d' fudlo uu tajd wOHhkh lr,d

;sfhkjd' ud;a tl Ndjkdjlg fldgq jqfka kE'

;sfhkafk fudkjo Ndjkd l%u ta ´keu tlla

lrkak mq`Mjka ù¾hhhla ug ;sfhkjd lshk ù¾hh

u; Ndjkd lrmq ksid ±ka ug ´keu Ndjkdjl

m%;sM,h;a tlalu lshkak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd'

ug Tnf.a ±kqñka jevla kE Tng ±fkk foa

f;areï .kak' th ;ukaf.a uf;ag mgyeks jqkdo

tl`. jqkdo tafl .eg`Mjla kE' uu wykakï

l,amkd lr,d W;a;rhla .kak n,kak' Tn z±lSu

w;yer,d f,dalh Èyd n,k fldg Tng ±fkkafk

fudk jf.a fohlao@ ál fj,djla ta .ek

l,amkd lrkak wjldYh .kak fufkys lrkak"

ukisldrhg .kak' ±lSu w;yer olskjhs lshk

tl wms m%dfhda.sl lrkafk uf.a wefyka fkfuhs'

kqjkeiska n,k l%uhla ;sfhkjd' wms hula Èyd

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n,kak ´fk t;kskafk' rEmhla Èyd weia fol

mshdf.k jqk;a olskak mq`Mjkafk' wkak talg

;uhs ±lSu lsh,d lshkafk' oDIaÀ udkh" oDIaÀ

fldaKh lshk wkak ta ±lSu w;yer,hs olskak

´kE wefyka fkfuhs' weia fol mshdf.k mjd

olskafk oDIaÀ.; iajNdjh ±lSfï .=Khlska

b|,d ;uhs tal n, n,d bkafk" uj ujd bkafk'

t;fldg ±lSu w;yer,d olskfldg iajNdjfhka

fmakjd' mj;sk wdldrfhka fmfkkjd' wkak

ta iajNdjh fudllao lsh,d ;uhs uu wykafk@

Tng ta foh m%;HlaI fjklka úu¾YKh lrkak'

olskak flfkla kE" olskak fohla kE" th

yß wmQre ;ekla wkak tf;kag tkak ;uhs wms

fï ud¾.h lshkafk' fïl nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd

lrmq ksjk fkfuhs lsh,d fï f,dafl bkak

ldgj;a lshkak nE' lshkak neß fudlo fïlu

jk ksid Wkajykafia foaYkd lrmq ksjk' fï

lshkafk iÔú oyu' m%;HlaI lr .;a oyu'

ljqo leu;s ;ukaf. Wmdodk ialkaOhg

fodia lshkjg" ;ukaf.a uu;ajhg fodia lshkjg

ljqre;a leu;s kE' ljqre;a leu;s m%ixYd lrkjg"

ljqre;a leu;s kE wms wj,iaikhs lshkjg" fudavhs

lshkjg uu;a tfyuhs' kuq;a Tn Th lshk fyd|

flfklaj;a" krl flfklaj;a fkfjhs uu'

Tnf.a oDIaÀhg yiq fkdjkakd jQ flfkla uu'

Tn ug fyd|hs lshhs isjqr we|f.k bkak úÈhg"

weúof.k hk úÈhg" lrk jev lghq;a;la folla

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Èyd n,,d" tfyu;a ke;akï jpkhla folla yß

Èyd n,,d lshhs krlhs lsh,d' ta ;uhs idudkH

iajNdjh' wfma ñkqï o`vq' kuq;a ir,j ukskak

mq`Mjka .eUqre uekSï lrkak ´jdhska neye'

ojila fldfid,a rÊcqrefjd msßila hjkjd

weúof.k' nqÿyduqÿrefjd jev bkakd ;ek ysgmq

rÊcqrefjd blauKska wdikfhka ke.sg,d je|,d

lshkjd taldka;fhka ta wh kï ry;ka jykafia,d

fjkak we;s lsh,d' nqÿka jykafia lsõjd uyrc

Tn jeks ldufNda.S mqoa.,fhla ry;ka jykafia,d

w÷kkafk fldfyduo@ rc;=ud lshkjd" idÿ id¥"

we;a; ;uhs ta uf.a ryia lKavdhula .sfh Y%uK

fjia wrf.k lsh,d' tys f;areu ;uhs ry;ka

jykafia flfkla ,`. ysáh;a mD;.ack flfkl=g

ry;ka jykafiaj w÷r .kak neye' fudlo

mD;.ack flfkla n,kafka flf,ia iys;jhs'

;uka ;j flfkla md,kh lrmq f,dalfhka

wE;a fj,d ;uka ;ukaj md,kh lrk" ;uka

;j flfkl= mrdch lrmq f,dalfhka wE;afj,d"

wNsfhda. lrmq f,dalfhka wE;a fj,d" ;uka

;ukag wNsfhda.hla lrk" ;uka ;ukaj mrdch

lsÍug W;aidy lrk wjia:djla ;uhs ksjka u`.

lsh,d lshkafk' ;uka ;ukaju mrdch lrkjd"

;uka ;=, ;sfnk uu;ajh ;ukau mrdch lrkjd'

tal yß wmQre fohla" mqÿu fohla uu;ajfha ±kqñka

O¾uh wrf.k ;ukaf.a uu;ajh ke;s lrkjd'

±ka fï jgyd .ekSu isÿjkafka iïmQ¾K uu;ajfha

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Yla;Ska j,ska' uu;ajfha Yla;Ska wjika jqfkd;a

fyu weiSu lshk tl ke;sj hkjd' wefyka ke;sj

hkjd lshk tfla woyi Yío oajksh fkfï wr

jpkh blaujd .shmq .=Kh ksid wefyka ke;=j

hkjd' wefykjd lsh,d lshkafk wka;.dó f,i

fïl f.dKq fj,d jefgkak ´kE wfma T`Mjg

talg lshkjd wefykjd lsh,d' wka; .dó fj,d

f.dKq fj,d jefgkafk ke;akï wefykafk kE

lshk .=Kh ;uhs tkafk' wefykafk ke;s .=Kfh

bkakfldg ;uhs kskaod m%ixYd folska ief,ka

ke;af;' olska ke;s .=Kfh bkakjd" wefyka

ke;s .=Kfh bkakjd' .| iqj| ±fkkafk ke;s"

ri ksri ±fkkafk ke;s" lhg myiq wmyiqj

±fkkafk ke;s .=Kfh bkakjd' ys;g iqL" ÿlaL"

WfmaCId ±fkkafk ke;s ;ek bkakjd'

fï ;uhs ;:d.; O¾uh f,daflda;a;r O¾uh"

fn!oaO O¾uh" Nj WoaO Ndjfhka ksoyia jQ O¾uh'

Njh lshk ál Tng fmkakqfj bJøsh yhhs bJøsh

yhg f.dapr fjk foaj¨hs' Njh Njfhka ksoyiaúh

hq;=hs' Njh lsh,d ixidrh lsh,d hkafk fï

ú{dK Yla;sfhka' ú{dK Yla;sh hï flfkla

blaujkjd kï máÉp iuqmamdofh fmkakkjdfk

—ú{dK ksfrdafOda˜ lsh,d' ú{dKh ksfrdaO

l<d kï thd Nj ksfrdaO njg taldka;fhka m;a

fjkjd' mxp bJøshhka lsh,d lshkafk yßhg

wkaOhka jf.a' kuq;a ixidßlj tk ú{dK Od;=j

flfkl= ;, mj;skjd' ±ka fïfl ixidßlj

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tk ú{dK Od;=fj laf,aY iajNdjhl=;a ;sfhkjd"

ldhsl iajNdjfh ls%hdj,shl=;a ;sfhkjd' l=i

.skak lshk tlg lEu álla .kak tl" .;g

fõokdjla ;sfhkfldg myiqfjka mqgqjl jdä fjk

tl ;Kaydj fkfï' ;ekg iqÿiq úÈhg we÷ula

me<÷ula w¢kjd lshk tl ;Kaydj fkfï" ld,hg

Tìk úÈhg f.hla fodrla yod .kakjd lshk tl

;Kaydj fkfï' ;ukaf. Ôú;h iqrCIs; fjk

úÈhg uqo,a yo,a f.dv .ykj lshkafk ;Kaydj

fkfï ta ud¾.h" ta iajNdjh fjkuu tlla' fï

±lau ;j;a tlla' mrud¾:fhka .;af;d;a ug

mshjrlaj;a Tijkak nE" iïuq;sfhka ;uhs wähla

Tij,d hkafk' mrud¾:fhka lsisu uqo,la yo,la

b¢lÜglaj;a w,a,kak nE' kuq;a iïuq;sfhka tal

w,a,kjd' talg iïuq;s idOdrK l%uhla ;sfhkjd"

iïuq;s i;Hhla ;sfhkjd' tal ta l%uhg wkqj

úoHd;aul kqjKska jev lrkafk t;k' ye`.Sï

kEfk bjikak ´kE" wrhd fufyu ys;hs fuhd

fufyu ys;hs fudl=;a kE' w{dK flfklafk

l=ms; fjkafk' ießhq;a yduqÿrefjd nd, flfkla

jrola fmkakqjdu idOq lsh,d ms<s.;af;' uu nK

wy,d ;sfhkj .sys mskaj;=ka f.ka Ndj rEmfhka"

ldka;djkaf.ka kuq;a ta wh {dK o¾YKhg m;a

fj,d ysáfh' wms rduqjla yodf.k kï wfma

Ndjkd mrïmrdj fïlhs" wms uyK fj,d bkafk"

wms fuÉpr okakjd" wms fmd;a fuÉpr lshj,d

;sfhkjd lsh, ys;=j kï wmsg ljodj;a fuf;kag

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tkak nE' O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak l,ska

ldka;djla msßñfhla fkfï hflla yß lula kE

ug yß fohla lshkjd kï wykak uÜgug uf.a

uki iQodkï fj,d ;snqkd' ljqre jqk;a lula kE

yß foa lshkjd kï yenehs uf.a ;¾lhg yßhkak'

uu bkak ;ekg jvd by< hula Tng lsj yels

kï lshkak' uu wykak iQodkï lshk ;ek ;uhs

uu ysáfha'

wo f.dvla fofkla okakjd ´l jerÈhs" fïl

jerÈhs lshkak' yenehs fl<skau w; Èla lr,d

weyqfjd;a fudllao yß foa lsh,d tal lshkak

okafk kE' lshkafk wrl yß fjkak we;s lsh,d'

tfyu yßhkafk kE t;fldg yß lshkak mq`Mjka

m%;HCI fohla muKhs' ixl,amhla f,i lsõfjd;a

;uhs lshkak fjkafk tal yß fjkak we;s lsh,d'

tfyu ke;akï oDIaÀ .; jqfkd;a thd lshkafk

tal yßhgu yß lsh,d' mrïmrdfjka lshk foaj,a

yeu ;eklu lrkafk oDIaÀ udre lrk tl' kuq;a

wms lshkafk lsisu oDIaÀhla .kak tmd" oDIaÀ

ke;sj bkak" ixl,am .kak tmd" ixl,am ke;sj

bkak" jpk .kak tmd jpk ke;sj bkak" .;s

.kak tmd" .;s ke;sj bkak Tn W;aidy .kak

tmd" W;aidyhla ke;sj bkak' yeu flfklau

fohla Tijdf.kfk bkafk W;aidyhla ke;s

ukqiaifhla kEfk yeu fudfyd;lu bkafk

W;aidyhl Tijdf.k bkafk' ;ukaf. ixl,am

wkqkaf. ixl,am Tijdf.k bkafk' fN!;sl

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f,dalfha kï isysh ke;=j bkakjd lshkafk lshmq

foa u;l ke;s fjk fldg ke;skï isyshj,a jeä

fj,d' ta lshkafk m%Yak f.dvj,a jeä fjkfldg

;uhs wu;l fjkafk' ta isysh lshkafk hï

hï wruqKq flfrys ne¢Ép iajNdjh' ta isysh

ke;akï thd yßu ieye,a¨fjka bkakjd iudêh

lshkafka ´lu ;uhs fudk fudkd yß foaj,aj,

iudê.;fjù bkakjd' iudêhla ;sfhkjd kï

wksjd¾hfhka wruqKla ;sfhkak ´kE" fufkys

lsÍula ;sfhkak ´kE" wruqKla ke;sj iudê

fjkafku kE' wdor is;sú,s ;sfhk flfkl=g

ta iajrEmfh iskaÿjla weyqku iudê.; fjkjd"

úry .S;hla weyqku ta úryjg iudê.; fjkjd

ta thdf. iudêfh iajNdjh' ms%h rEmj,g leu;s

flfkla ms%h rEmhla ±lalyu Tfya n,df.k

bkakjd" u,a j,g leu;s flfkla u,a j;a;la

±laldu wfka ug fiaru wu;l jqkd lshkjd' fï

úÈhg iudêhla ;sfhkak fudkjd yß wruqKla

;sfhkak ´kE' mqoa.,fhla ke;akï olsk fohla

ke;akï lsisÿ iudêhla kE'

fu;kÈ hfula lsisjla lrkafk;a lrjkafk;a

kE' lïuiaildrflda k;aÓ' Tn ls%hdjhs m%;sM,hhs"

lu_hhs" l¾u M,hhs folu w; yßkak' tf,i

w; yeßhg miafi ziífí ixLdrd wksÉpd;S hod

m%{dh miai;SZ ksÉp lshkafk ks;H lr .kakjd"

w,a, .kakjd lshk tl" wksÉp lshkafka kshu

lr .kafk kE lshk tl' tal h:d o¾YKhla

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lr .kak túg ÿflka w;a ñfokjd' ksÉp lr

.;af; ke;akï thd ÿflka w; ñfokjd" ks;H

lr .;af;d;a ÿl ,efnkjd' tal ufkda ixfÉ;kd

wdydr njg m;a fj,d" mxp Wmdodk ialkaOfha

fmdaIKhla njg m;a fj,d f,daN" oafõY" fuday

wka;.dó njg m;afj,d hkjd' fïflka whska

fjk tl" w;yßk tl" w,a,d fkd.kak tl ;uhs

Tng msßisÿ fjkak ;sfhk u¾.h' .eUqre oyula

f;areï .kak wudrehs' f;afrkafk fudkjo mxp

Wmdodk ialkaOfha foaj,a" l=Kq f.dvj,a' ñksiqka

rEm" fõokd ix{d ixLdr j,g yiqfj,d' ta ksid

f,daN" oafõY" fuday j, tlla lsjqfjd;a f;afrkjd"

tfyu ke;akï iqL" ÿlaL" WfmaCId j,ska t;kg

keUqre lr,d lshkak ´kE t;fldg f;afrkjd'

wfõohsl ;ek f;darkak nE f;arefjd;a

ú¢kjd f;darkak neßkï wfõohs;hs t;k

wld,sl nj ;sfhkjd" wixl; iajNdjh ;sfhkjd"

úuqla;s odhl iajNdjh ;sfhkjd" ksjqk iajNdjh

;sfhkjd" bJøsh úIh blaujQ iajNdjh ;sfhkjd"

wurKSh iajNdjh ;sfhkjd tjeks {dK o¾Ykhla

;=,' ta {dK o¾YKh jvmq flfklag ´ka kï

ry;ka jykafia flfkla fj,d ksjka olskak;a

mq`Mjka" ´kakï w;g m;a ksjka mfilg ,d iirg

neif.k leu;s mdrñ;djla yDofha ;sfhkjd kï

hkak;a mq`Mjka' uuu mqÿu fjkjd ug wjqreÿ

odifha§ ysf;kjd ksrdhdifhka Ôj;a fjkak

;snqkd kï fld;rï fyd|o lsh,d' ksrdhdifhka

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Ôj;a fjkjd lshkafk wkqka fok lEu ÿkaku

ld,d" wïud ;d;a;df.a m¾ia tlg nr fj,d Ôj;a

fjkjd lshk tl fkfï' wdhdih lshkafka"

ksrdhdih lshkafk fN!;sl ls%hdoduhl fohla

fkfuhs' udkisl wdhdihl yeu fudfyd;lu

ukqiaifhla Ôj;a fjkafk Wjukdfjka m%;srEmh

ujkak yokafk fndrejg yskd fjkafk" Tijd

.;a; nrla ;shdf.k bkafk t;k wkd.; nh"

j¾;udk nh fidal f.dvhs fudlo Tjqka ,`. oDIaÀ

ixl,am Tlafldu ;sfhkjfka' ksjka ±lmq wh nqÿ

mshdKka jykafia bÈßmsg lshkaafk iajdóks u,a,la

T`Mfj ;shdf.k b|,d ìñka ;sínd jdf.a mqÿu

iykhla" uxuq,d jQfjl=g hkafk fldfyo lsh,d

ys;d.kak neßj ysgmq flfkl=g mdr fmkakqjd

jf.a" ixidr id.rfha w;rux fjÉp flfkl=g

f.dvìula ,enqkd jf.a lsh,d' wmsg ÿlaL fõokd

iqL fõokd ±fkkjd' kuq;a lsisÿ ±kqï iajNdjhla

keye ksjfka§' ±fkkafka kï tys hdula

ke;s;rï' hfula isákjd lsisjla fkd±fkkafka

kï lsisjla lsisfjla keye' rEmhla fõokdjla

ix{djla ixLdrhla ú{dKhla ;sfhkjd kï

t;k fõokd;%h ;sfhk ;ek' fï fõokdfjka

ksoyia jQ ;eke;a;d fï Ydikh wjfndaO lr

.kakd flkd njg m;a fjkjd' ú¢k lreKdj;a"

ú|jk lreKdj;a nqÿ flfkla ,`. kE' ú¢k ;ek

;sfhkafka f,daN" oafõY" fudaayh rEm ;Kaydj"

Yío ;Kaydj" .kaO ;Kaydj" ri ;Kaydj" iam¾Y

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;Kaydj" is;sú,s j,g ;sfhk ;Kaydj' zfõokd

mÉphd ;Kayd ;Kayd mÉphd WmdodkxZ hï fohla

ñysßhs kï Wmdodkh t;k ;sfhkjd' wñysß kï

iajNdjfhka ñysß foa Wmdodkh lrkjd' uu fï

foaj,a ,nd.; fkdhq;=hs lsh,d wñysß foa Wmdodkh

lrkjd uu fï foa bj;a l< hq;=h lsh,d' t;fldg

fï folu lrkafk fudlgo@ uu /l .kak" ug

iem fokak" uu nenf,kak' flfkl= ta foj,a

iu`. .efgkafk;a uu /l .kak" wef,kafk;a

uu /l .kak'

tl ry;ka jykafia kula msKavmd;fha jäoaÈ

<uhs álla tl;= fj,d fj,g ;,a¨ lr,d' túg

;j ukqiaifhla ta yduqÿrefjd f.däka ;nd n,kak

yduqÿrejfka fï <uhs lrk jev lsh,d lsõjyu"

ry;ka jykafia mejiqfõ Tyq lr .;a; foa Tyq

lr.;a;d" Tn lr.;a; foa Tn lr.;a;d" uu hkjd

lshd lSjd¨' Wkajyiafiag Tyq lr.;a foa ms<sn|j;a"

wfkld lr.;a foa ms<sn|j;a wuq;a;la kE' wmskï

tfyu fkfuhsfka' flfkla wmsj ;,a¨ l<d kï

Tyqg hCIhd lsh lshd nkskjd" f.däka ;sínd kï

Tyqg foúhd lsh lshd woykjd" l<.=K i,lkjd'

w.=K lf<d;a w.=K;a i,lkjd" .=K lf<d;a

.=K;a i,lkjd' t;fldg ;j;a flfkl=g lrkak

fohla ysveila keye ry;ka jykafia flfkla

,`.' ta ksid ;j;a flfkla .ek wfmaCIdjla

Wkajykafiag kE" l< .=K i,lkafk;a kE" w.=K

i,lkafk;a kE" úh hq;= foa lrkjd" l<hq;=

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foa lrkjd' uõmsh Wmia:dk" .=re Wmia:dk ta

ish,a,u kshu Rcq mámkak" {dh mámkak" idóÑ

mámkak f,i mj;skjd' fïjd msysgkafk isjqre

kslï od.;a; wh ,`. fkfjhs O¾udjfndaOh

msysgmq wh ,`.' tal wdOHd;añlj msysgk fohla

ndysrj fmak fohla fkfjhs' we÷fuka kï jevla

kE flfkl=f.a kqjk jvkakhs ´kE' ta jf.au

úo¾Ykd lrkak mq`Mjka fjkak;a ´kE' ;uka

iißka ñÈ,d ke;akï ñÈ,d ke;af;a l=uk fyda

kSjrK O¾uhlg yiq jQ ksid nj f;areï .kak

´fka'

kSjrK hkq ksjk jyk" ksjkg ndOd lrk"

ksjkg hd fkd§ ne| ;nk O¾u;djhg lshkjd

kSjrK lsh,d' l=uk fyda kSjrK O¾uhlska

;uka we| ne| ;nk ksiduhs ;ukag fï iißka

tf;rg mkskak neß' ta nj f,dalfha we,S .e,S

isák ksihs' ta kSjrK O¾uh l=ulao lshd fyd|g

n,kak ´kE' uu okakjd lshk udkakhla we;s

fjkjo@ tfyu ke;akï lïue,s lula we;sfjko@

tjeks miqnEula isÿfjkjd jf.au mSvkhla O¾uh

olsoaÈ;a we;s fjkjd' urKfha§;a ish,a, w;yer

hkjd" t;fldg thd f,dl= .eiaulg m;a fjkjd'

flfkl= O¾uh olsoaÈ;a tfyuhs' fï fï foaj,a

ál ug ke;s fjkakhs hkafk" ,efnk fohla

fmakafk keyefka lsh,d ys;kjd' fï iajNdjh

mD:.ack iajNdjfha b|,d ú¢kak nE" lshkak;a

nE" f;afrkafk;a kE' uq,skau fmakafk ;ukaf.ka

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w; yefrk ál ú;rhs ug lsisu fohla fmakafk

ke;s ;eklg ish,a, w;yer,d mkskjd' tal

wr oyï fid`v rc;=udf.a l:dfõ fmkakqfõ

hCIhdf. lgg mkskjd lsh,d' rdc l=udrhhs

hCIhdhs lshkafk iïmQ¾K mriamr fokafkla

rc;=ud fyd| wdydr" fyd| iem iïm;a" fyd| hdk

jdyk" rdcH;ajh fï fiaru w; yer,d lsisjlau

ke;s hCIhdf.a lgg mkskjd' fï l:dj oyula

fmkakkakhs fhdodf.k ;sfhkafka' fu;kÈ

hlaIhdf.a lgg mkskfldg hCIhdf.a fõYh

wrka ;snqfK Yl% foafõJøhd uq,ska hflla jf.a

fmkqkg Yl% foafõJøhd fkao fu;k bkafk lsh,d

±lald' ta jf.a ;uhs nyq;rhla f,dalfha whg oyu

fmakafk oyu ±lalg miafi ;uhs th h:d o¾Ykh

fjkafk' m%{djka; iq`M msßi ;uhs oyug fhduq

fjkafk' ;ukaf.a ;sfhk mõ mska j, úmdl wkqj

;uhs fhduq fjkafka' tu.ska flfkl=j fyd|

me;a;lg ;,a¨ lrkjd" ioa fÉ;kdj ixidrfha

wmsg fndfydu fyd| f.k,a,d fokjd tal

ldg;a tl iudkhs' NsCIQka jykafia flfkl=g;a

tfyuhs" .sysfhl=g;a tfyuhs iem ,efnkak;a

msk ;sfhkak ´kE' iem ke;s Okj;=ka fldÉpr

bkakjo@ kuq;a fudl=;a ke;s iefmka bkak wh;a

bkakjd' ksh; iïfndaê mrdhK whg leu;s

;ekl hkak mq`Mjka ixidrfha rcjre jf.a leu;s

wd;au Ndjhla ,nkak mq`Mjka' wfkla wh ;u

;ukaf. msfka yeáhg ,eìÉp fohla ndr .kak

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fjkjd' mska f.dvla ;sín;a iïud ÈÜÀhg m;a

fkdù thdg thdf. uki md,kh lsÍfï l=i,h"

.=Kh kEfk' tjeks wh ;ukaf.a ukig hg;aj

bkafk' kuq;a ilaldh ÈÜÀh ÿre lrmq flkd

;=, uki mroaomq ksid mD:.ack flkdg jvd

fyd| udkisl md,khla ;sfhkjd' ta ksid wr

msfka jdishg jvd yelshdj;a wr ud¾. M, i;Hh

ksid ,efnkjd' ud¾. M, ,dNsfhla .shyu Yl%

foafõJøh;a ke.sákjd lsõfj ´lhs wdikfhka

ke.sákjd'

ud¾. M, ,dNS flfkl= ,`. ksfrdaO ú{dKh;a"

ksfrdaO ix{dj;a ;sfhkafk' wks;a mD;.ack

wh w,a,.;a; ix{dfjka uu lshk ix{dfjka

n,kafk' ksfrdaO ix{dfjka n,kfldg yßu

ieye,a¨hs" yßu iykYS,Shs' Ndjkdj lsh,d wuq;=

fohla jvkafk kE ;ukaf.a ukig fkdfhl=;a

fkdfhl=;a foaj,a tl;= lrk tflka fmdâvla

wvq fj,d ieye,a¨fjka ysáhdu ksfrdaO ix{dj

;uhs ta iajNdjh ;=, ls%hd;aul fjkafk' ±ka

fï nK lshoaÈ uf.a jefvkjd ksfrdaO ix{dj'

fudlo ksfrdaO .=Khfk u;la lrkafk' ,enQ

idum;a;sh fufkys lrkjd wr jgq l=re,af,l=f.

l;dfj;a tal ,iaikg fmkak,d §,d ;sfhkjd'

tl .cq,sysKsfhla ojila jgq l=re,a,d w,a,f.k

wdydrhg .kak iQodkï fjkfldg lshkjd¨ ug

whs;s ;ek ysáhd kï" uf.a msh Wreufha ysáhd kï

ug fï foa fjkafk kEfk lsh lshd lE .ykj¨

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ug whs;s ke;s ;ekaj, weúÈkak .shd talhs udj

w,a,.;af; lshkjd¨' b;ska .scq,sysKshd l,amkd

l<d wyqfj,;a mqridrï l;d lrkjd lsh,d'

tfykï uu w; yßkak .syska yexf.kak lsh,d

w; yeßhd¨' w;yeßhdu jgq l=re,a,d tl mdrgu

mshdUd .syska wr fnkhl yex`.=kd¨' jgq l=re,af,d

bkafk fj,a whsfka ;sfhk mia f.dvj,a j,

;sfhk fnK j,' b;ska tafl yex.s,d lsjqj¨

.scq,sysKshdg ±ka yß lsh,d w,a,.kak mq`Mjkakï

lSj¨' b;ska wr .scq,sysKshd fõ.fhka mshdU,d

tkfldg wr mia lKaäh ;sfhk .=,g ßx.,d

yex.=kd¨' mshUdf.k tkfldg .scq,sysKshd wr

mia lKaäfh jeÈ,d uereK¨'

ta jf.a wms ,nd.;a; ksfrdaO ix{dj ;=,

bkakfldg flf,ia j,g wyqfjk iajNdjh ke;s

fjkjd' ksfrdaO ix{dfjka f;dr fj,d .sys,a,d

wruqKq Tiafia weúÈkak .shdu tajg yiqfjkjd

tajf.a ;sfhk iajrEmh thdg w;a ú¢kak isoaO

fjkjd' b;ska thd O¾ufha iajrEmh f;areï

wrf.k t;k jev ysáhdu wld,sl;ajh ;=,

fndfydu ieye,a¨fjka ix{dj mj;ajd .;a;ydu

t;ek wld,sl;ajh jefvkjd' wkak talhs Ndú;d

nyq,Sl;d lsh,d lsjqfj' ffu;S% úyrKh lshkafka

t;ekg' t;ek ;uhs ix{d ksfrdaOh ;sfhkafk

tal jefvk ;rug" m%lg fjk ;rug thdf. ud¾.

M, Wiiaùï isoaO fjkjd' f,daflda;a;r iudêh

jefvk ;rug talg lshkafk l=i,h lsh,d' iudê

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.=Kh jefvk fldg l=i,iai Wmiïmod fjkjd'

t;fldg ;uka wêIaGdk lr,d ;uka wjfndaO

lr .;a; fï f,daflda;a;r iudêfh oyu ;=,

jev bkakjd lshk iajNdjfhka isákjd' fïjd

jpkj,ska lshkak ´fk;a kE' wjfndaO lr .;a;

whg tfyu bkak mq`Mjka' ukfia lsisÿ igykla

kE uy;a;h fkdak jqk;a ysf;a mqfrdjf.k ÿla

ú¢kak ́ kE kE' ;ukag lrkak ;sfhk hq;=lï ál

l<du fyd|gu m%udKj;a' O¾u wjfndaO jQ wfhl=g

;uka leu;s kï flf,ia j, ießieÍfï yelshdj

;sfhkjd' t;fldg uki iir ießirkjd' fï

iir ;uka wlue;af;ka lsis fohla isoaO fjkafk

kE' ñksiaiq wmdfh hkafk leue;af;ka" ksjka

olskafk;a leue;af;ka' ;ukaf.a yDofha m;=f,a

;sfhk leue;a; mßÈ yeu fohlau ;ukag uqK

.efyhs' urKh;a iuyr whg i;=gla" iuyr whg

ÿlla' nqÿrcdKka jykafia;a mdrñ;d mqrdf.k

iif¾ bmÿkd' Wkajykafiag ukqIHNdjfha bm§u

ÿlla fkfuhs tal Wkajykafia mdrñ;djla yeáhg

.;a;ydu bm§u i;=gla leue;a; ksid yd ;snQ W;=ï

m%d¾:kdj ksid nqÿnj ,nd.;a;d kï wd iir .uk

Wkajykafiag iemla'

Ôú;h .ek ßkd;aul woyila we;slr

.;a;ydu flf,ia ÿre lrkak mq`Mjka lsh,d

iuyr wh ys;ka bkakjd' tfyu lrkak nE

ßkd;aulj is;=j;a Okd;aulj is;=j;a ta folu

Wmdodk ialkaOfha ls%hdj,shla' m%;HCI w;a±lSï

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;sfhk ksid fï foaj,a ug meyeÈ,sj Tng lshkak

mq`Mjka' úúO Ndjkd l%u úúO foaYkd" úúO

úYdro wh iu`. w;a±lSï ;sfhk ksid l;d lrkak

mq`Mjka' ;ukaf.a lsh,d jpk oyhla l;d lrkak

neß flfkla fldfydu l;d lrkako m%;HCI

{dKhla ;sfhk flfkla iu.'

ÿl .ek l;dlrf.k .sys,a,d nqÿrcdKka

jykafia foaYkd l,d mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh ÿlhs

lsh,d' bm§fï isg wfkla ÿla ál fiaru nuqfKd

mjd lsh lshd ysáhd ÿlhs lsh,d' kuq;a ta fiargu

jvd mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh ;uhs ÿl lsh,d nqÿka

jykafia foaYkd lf<a' fï yeufohlu mj;skjd

ÿl' fudllao ÿlla ke;af;a f,dalfha' jdäfj,d

bkak tl;a ÿllafk' uq`M Ôú;fhau hïlsis ÿlla

;sfhkjd tl foalg ÿlhs lshkak nE' ñksiqka

is;ska w,a,d .kakd úfYaI foalg ;uhs ÿl

lshkafka' oyu lshkafk fukak fïlhs lsh,d

wruqKlg .kak nE w,a,.kak neß fohla w,a,

.kak hkfldg uykaish ú;rhs b;=re fjkafk'

tajf.a wfma ix{djka j,g wfma fõokd j,g

ksjk w,a, .kak nE ksjk ú¢kak nE flfkl=g

fkdú¢k ;ekhs ksjk ;sfhkafk' ksjk mqoa.,

ls%hdldß;ajh ;=< f.dvkef.k fohla fkfjhs

wld,sl o¾YKh ;=,hs ksjk lshk tl m%lg

fjkafk lsh,d fyd|g f;areï .kak' fï foaYkd

lrk O¾ufha§ ks;ru f,daflda;a;r i;Hh thg

we;=,;a lrk ksid ta .=Kh msysgkjd' t;fldg

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bfígu flfkl=f.a ys; ta f,daflda;a;r i;Hh

lrd .uka lrkjd fï oyu m%.=K lr .kak' l,n,

fjkak tmd iajNdjfhka O¾uh Tn;=, jefvkak

fokak' tl tlaflkdf. uÜgï" {dK o¾Ykh

fjkia lsisu iïu;hlg lsisu mqoa.,fhl=g

fokakg neß fohla ;uhs oyfuka ,efnkafk'

fïl ;reK ldf,È flfkl=g ,enqfkd;a ;uhs

jeäfhkau i;=g' túg jeä ld,hla O¾u mS%;sfhka

l,a f.jkak mq¨jka' yeu fokdgu fï ,efnk

O¾u Tiafia {dKh jvd j¾Okh lr .ks;ajd"

u.M, ksjka ,eîug th fya;= ldrl fõjd lsh,d

;uhs uf.a m%d¾:kdj æ

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úo¾Ykdj hkq zlsx iÉp .fõiSZ úo¾Ykdj

lshkafk l=ulao i;H lsh,d lshkafka fudllao

lsh,d fydhdf.k hkjd' ukfiau ;sfhk

ia:dkhla fidhdf.k .sys,a,d ;uhs f,djq;=rd

nqÿ flfkla ta ksjk lshk foh fidhd .kafk'

t;fldg ta ukfia ;sfhk ;ek wjÈ lr .ekSu

i|yd wms;a fidhd f.k hkjd' ±ka wms okak

álla ;sfhkjd' ukfia fudkjo ;ry ;sfhk

;ek okakjd" ;ry weúiafikjd fukak fï úÈhg

lsh,d okakjd' isf;a Nh ;sfhkafk fldfyduo

lsh,;a okakjd' kuq;a ;du ksjk ;sfhkafk

fldfyo lsh, okakjo@ okafk kEfk' tal ;uhs

ksjk ±l,d kE" okafk kE" w;aú|, kE lshkafka'

ukqIHfhd ixidfrj;a w;a ú|,d keye' t;fldg

wms w;aú|,d ;sfhkafk fï lshk lrekq ál

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ii, is;goyï isis,

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is;sú,s O¾u;d w;a ú|,d ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ksjk

lshk .=Kh w;a ú|, keye'

±ka wms fydhdf.k hkafk fudllao ksjk' nqÿ

rcdKka jykafia kula Ôjudkj jev isák iufha

jqj;a wmsg uqK .eyqfKd;a wms wykafk fudlla

.eko@ ksjk fldfyo ;sfhkafk@ fldfyduo tal

wjfndaO lr .kafk lsh,d' ±ka ksjk wjfndaO

lr .kak ´keo fï we;a;kag@ yefudaf.u jf.a

W;a;rh Tõ lshk tlhs' wehs wmsg tfyu ksjk

wjfndaO lr .kak Wjukd fjkafk wms ±fjkjfk'

m%Yakj,ska ±fjkjd wkd.; nfhka ±fjkjd' Bg

miafi j¾;udk nfhka ±fjkjd" w;S;fha iuyr

foaj,a fufkys lroaÈ ±fjkjd' fldÉpr msáka

fudk úÈhg ysáh;a ukqIHhd wdOHd;aufh f,dl=

±ùulska Ôj;a fjkafk' ta oeùï j,ska ksoyia

fjkak wmsg ;sfhk tlu foa ;uhs ksjk' ksjk

lshkafk ±fjkafk ke;s ;ek ±ka .sks .kak ;ek

ksj,d ±ïuyu wms tf;kag ksjk lshkjd' fyd|hs

ukfia fld;eko" ysf;a fld;eko fï ksjk

;sfhkafk fyd|g n,kak' ±ka Tng lsõfjd;a fï

fudfydf;a fjk Wmdx.hla Wmfhda.S lr.kafk

ke;sj fï fudfydf;a Tnf.a ysi uqÿfka ysig

.Efjkafk ke;sj ksjk ;sfhkjd lsh,d tal

olskak" n,kak fudk jf.a W;aidyhlao .kafk@

Tng fjk Wmdx.hla Wmfhda.S lr .kak;a nE

ndysr foa tl;= lr .kafka ke;=j n,kak' wkak

ta n,k l%uhhs uu wykafk Tn fldfyduo tal

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olskak W;aidy lrkafk@ is;ska olskak mq`Mjkao@

ysf;ka olskak nE" ysf;ka fufkys lrkak

mq`Mjka' ysf;ka fufkys lrk tl ñila n,kak

nE m%{dfjka yer' m%{dfõ yeu fohlau olskak;a

mq¨jka fufkys lrkak;a mq¨jka'

±ka wms fï f,dafl mqreÿ fj,d ;sfhkafk

w;a ú|,d ±l,d m%;HCI lr,dfka' fkdfhl=;a

foaj,a wms ±l,d wfma ys;g mqreÿ lr.;a

foaj,a ;sfhkjd' fyd| krl Th úÈhg wmsg

±kSula Tiafia ,nd.;a ye`.Sula muKhs ;sfhkafk

ukqIHhdg' t;fldg ljqre yß ys;kjo fï

ksjk;a ±kSula Tiafia ,nd.;a; ye`.Sula lsh,d'

th .ïNS¾ ldrKhla ±kSula Tiafia ,nd .kak

ye`.Sula tfyu fkfuhs' ±ka wmsg fmd,a f.ähla

±l, ±kSula Tiafia ye`.Sula we;s lr .kak

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd wmsg ta ms<sn|j ye`.Sula

;sfhkjd' tafl jákdlu fuÉprhs" tafl ,nd

.kak mq`Mjka m%fhdackh fuÉprhs lsh,d wmsg

ye`.Sula ;sfhkjd' t;fldg ksjk lshkafka fï

rEm" YíO" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y j,g wiqjk yevhla

tfyu fkfuhs' wkak tjka jQ fohla olskafk

fldfyduo lsh, m%;HCI lr .kak ´kE' tfyu

fkdjk foal=;a olskak mq`Mjka fldfyduo th

olskafk@ Tkak ´lhs .fõIKh lsh, lshkafk

fldfyduo olskafk lshk tl fiùu' rEmhla

fkdjk" rihla fkdjk" iam¾Y lr,d w;ska y÷kd

.kak neß fohla' tal fldfyduo wfma Ôú;hg

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tla lr .kafk" fldfyduo wms tal ,nd .kafk"

fldfyduo wms tal w,a,d .kafk' fyd|g úo¾Ykd

lr,d n,kak ±ka fmd,a f.ähla jf.a fohla

kï wmsg .sys,a,d .kak mq`Mjka tal fmakjd w;g

iam¾Y fjkjd' ±ka iqj|la kï kyhg wd>%dKh

lr,d iqj| ±fkk ix{d moaO;sh Tiafia w÷k

.kak mq`Mjka' t;fldg rihla kï Èjg ,xlr

wdydrhla jYfhka f.k lshkak mq`Mjka' iam¾Y

fjk fohla kï fïl fuÉpr nrhs" f.dfrdaiqhs

lsh, lshkak mq`Mjka'

±ka t;fldg fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak ±ka

fuh rEmhla fkfuhs" .kaOínhla fkfuhs"

rihla fkfuhs" w;ska y÷kd .kak mq`Mjka

fohla fkfuhs" iam¾Yfhka y÷kd .kak mq`Mjka

fohla fkfuhs ±ka y÷kd .kak;a ´kE' ta i|yd

l=ulao Tn .kakd ls%hd ud¾.h@ fudllao ta ;=,

;sfhkafka@ Tkak .eUqr" Tkak Tn fydhd f.k

hkak ´kE foh' kslïu lsjqjg rEm" Yío" .kaO"

ri" iam¾Y fkfuhs lsjqjg ´l yßhg f;afrkafk

kE yßhg fïl f;areï .kak ´kE'

fldfyduo ta fohg ,`.d fjkafk@ wkak

tjka jQ wks;H jQ wixldßl jQ O¾u;djhla ,`.g

,xjqfkd;a ;uhs ukqIHhd;a wixldßl fjkafk

ksfjkafk' ksfjk O¾u;djhlg ,xjqfkd;a

ksfjkjd" ±fjk O¾u;djhlg ,x jqfkd;a

±fjkjd' t;fldg ksùu lshkafk rEm" Yío" .kaO"

ri" iam¾Y ke;s wjia:djla kï taldka;fhka tys

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ksùula ;sfhkjo@ ±ùula ;sfhkjo@ ksùulau

;sfhkjd' t;fldg wmsg ±ùula ;sfhkafk wehs@

rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y ;=, isàu ksid ±ùu

lshk tl yg .kakjd' Y=kH;djh bJøshhka j,g

f.daprhs th rEmhlafk wrEmS rEmhla' ±ka fï

wjldYh Tfí bJøshhkag f.daprhs' fï wjldYh

fï lreKq fol w;r ueo ;sfhk ysia fldgi

wrEmS' t;fldg wrEmS O¾uh yefokafk rEmS

O¾uhg idfmaCIs;jhs' rEmS O¾uh tl fldKl

;shdf.k ;uhs wrEmS O¾uh n,kafk' rEmS O¾uh

n,kafk;a wrEmS O¾uh ;j fldKl ;shdf.k ta

ksid ta fol idfmaCIs;hs'

t;fldg fï l;d lrkafk rEmS O¾uh;a

wrEmS O¾uh;a .ek tfyu fkfjhs' t;fldg

rEmS O¾uhg;a wrEmS O¾uhg;a tyd;a fkfuhs

;sfhkafk ksjk" fuyd;a fkfuhs ;sfhkafk

ksjk ta folg iudka;rj;a fkfuhs ;sfhkafk

ksjk' tfykï fldfyo ;sfhkafkA@ ksjk

;sfhkafk yßu ksúÉp ;ekl' kuq;a wms rEmhla

yeáhg Yíohla yeáhg bJøshhkag f.dapr fohla

yeáhg y÷kd.;a; yeu fohlu ;sfhkafk

±úÉp O¾uhla' ±fjk O¾uhla ;uhs ;sfhkafk'

t;fldg wms ys;uqfld j¾Khla Èyd ne¨jd lsh,d

r;=mdg Èyd wms n,kjd' tfyu ne¨jydu taflkq;a

wms ±fjkjd' tal wmsg f;afrkafk kE' ±ùula

ke;akï y÷kd .ekSula isoaO fjkafku kE ±ùula

we;s fjkaku ´kE msÉÖula we;s fjkaku ´kE

y÷kd.ekSula isÿ ùug'

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t;fldg ksjk lshk foa y÷kd.kakhs

;sfhkafk' ksjk lshk foa Èyd ±lafld;a tfyu

±fjkjo@ ±fjkafk kE' wms mqoa.,fhla Èyd

ne¨jyu ±fjkjd' iqL fõokdfjka ±fjkjd"

±lal fõokdfjka ±fjkjd" WfmaCId fõokdfjka

±fjkjd' ±ùula jqfka ke;akï ±lafla kE

±ùula jqfkd;a ;uhs okafk fï ukqiaihd wmsg

y;=relï lrmq flfkla" fï ukqiaihd wmsg

ñ;=relï lrmq flfkla lsh,d ysf;kjd' th

±lSula' ta;a ke;s ;ek ±lSu;a kE zÈÜfGa ÈÜÀ

u;a;x Núiai;sZ fudk ;rï .eUqre ldrKhlao@

wfma wh ´l jrojd jgydf.k ±l,d w; yßkjd'

±l,d w;yßkak fkfjhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd

lf,a Bg jvd .eUqre ldrKhla ÿgqfõu kE' iqL

ÿlaL WfmaCId lshk fõokd;%h blaujd ne¨jd kï

ÿgqfõu kE' fyd|hso lsh,d y÷kd .kafk;a kE"

krlhs lsh,d y÷kd.kafk;a kE y÷kd .kafku

kE' y÷kd .;af;d;a ksjk kE' ±ka fïl Th

we;a;kag fj,dj fjkalrka .sys,a, ls%hd lrkak

fohla tfyu kE' fï fudfydf;a§u kqjk

úui,d n,kakhs ;sfhkafk' fï fï fudfydf;u

n,kak lreKq ldrkd ;shkjd ñila wjidkfha

fok l¾uia:dkhla keye' fï fï fudfydf;uhs

n,kak ;sfhkafk' fï fï fudfydf;u ne¨fjd;a

ta ksjk lshk O¾u;djhg Tn ,x fjkjd'

fï iïmQ¾Kfhka meyeÈ,s lrkafk fudllao@

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh' f,daflda;a;r O¾uh lsh,d

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lshkafk yßu ir,hs fláhs fudllao bJøsh úIh

blaujQ wjia:dj' bJøsh úIh blaujQ wjia:djg

lshkjd f,daflda;a;r lsh,d' f,dalh lsh,d

lshkafk bJøsh úIh iSudfõ bJøshhkag wkqnoaO

iïnkaO ish,a,u f,dalh' ish¨u bJøsh j,ska

ksoyia jQ ;ek f,daflda;a;r;ajh' t;k wfõohs;hs

úrd.s iy.;hs" ksfrdaO iy.;hs" úuqla;s odhlhs"

iemhs" iquqÿhs" ieye,a¨hs" iekis,sodhlhs" yeu

fohlau t;k ;sfhkjd' wehs t;k rEm" YíO"

.kaO" ri" iam¾Y kE' yg .ekSula kE' mej;Sula

kE" kej;Sula kE ksjk lshkafka talhs' ±ka wms

olsk ndysr ´kEu fohla yg.kakjd" mj;skjd"

ke;sfjkjd' fï bJøshhka yhg f.dapr fjk

´kEu fohla Èrdhdfï .=Kfhka hqla;hs fjkia

ùfï .=Kfhka hqla;hs' ta ksid fï ´kEu fohla

Èrd hkjd' kuq;a ksjk Èrd hkjo@ kE ksjk

yg.kafk ljodo@ ksjk f,dafl yeuodu ;sfhk

fohla' wyi fldÉpr l,a ;sfhkjo" ksjk;a ta

jf.a' talfk ksjk wyi jf.a lsh,d Wmudjla

;sfhkafka' ksjk my<jqfka wyi my, fjÉp

ojfia' mqÿu lrjk O¾uhla ;uhs wyi my<

fjÉp ojila kE ys;d .kak wudrehs fkao@ ukig

ord .kak neß fohla' yeu foalgu jhila" ld,

iSudjla ;sfhkak mq`Mjka ysre" pl%djdg" mD:qúh fï

fiaru ld, jljdkq lshkak mq`Mjka' kuq;a wyig

ld, jljdkq lshkak nE' wyi lsh,d lshkafk

øjHuh fohla fkfjhs fudfyd;la is;d n,kak

fl,jrla kE lsh, lsjqjyu' fuhsg jvd f.dvla

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ÈhqKq ;j;a .%yf,dal fuÉpr ;sfhkjd lsh,d

lshkak nE fï úYajfha bjrhla fjkafk kE mqÿu

lrjk O¾u;djhla' wkak ta O¾u;djhg iudkhs

ksjk' wixldßlhs ksjk' ixialdr lshkafk rEm"

YíO" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y" is;sú,s iy bJøshhkag

iam¾Y fjk yeu fohlau ixialdßlhs' fudkj yß

>k;ajhla ;sfhkjd" rEmhla" j¾Khla" yevhla

;sfhkjd ilia fjÉp foaj,a ksihs ixialdrl

O¾u lsh, lshkafk'

wixldßlhs lsh,d lshkafk ixialrKh fkdjQ

lshk tlhs' ixialrKh fjkak t;k ixialrKh

fjkak fohla kE' t;fldg ixialrKh fjkak

fohla ke;s O¾uh ;ud ;=< my, lr .;af;d;a

ta my< lr .eksu ksid ;ukag we;s fjkjd ta

wkka; jQ úYaj O¾uh' ks¾jdK O¾uh my<

fjkjd t;fldg' ta ksid ukfia we;sjk fõ.

Ndj ish,a, ke;sj ;uka ta wkka; O¾uhg tl;=

fjkjd' tl;= fj,d ta wkka; O¾uh ;=, Ôj;a

fjkakg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd' talg ;uhs ksjk

lsh,d lshkafk'

biair fj,du ;uka ,`. ;sfhk ÈÜÀh

whska lrkak ´kE' fudlo fu;kÈ ;uka

;ukaj t,jkak ´kE' fuf;kaÈ ;uka ;ukag

nek .kak ´kE' fudlo yeu flfkla .dju

fokafkla bkakjd uu iy uf.a lsh,d' uf.a

lshk jgmsgdjhs" uu lshk flkhs' fï fokaku

tl;= fj,d ;uhs iudchg wkq.; fjkafk'

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;ukaf.a ld¾hh ;ukaghs lr.kak mq`Mjka fïl

fjk flfkl=g lrj,d fokak nE' leu;so

;uka ;ukaj t,jkak' wms ys;df.k ysáhg

uf.a uuxldrh ug hym;la i,ikjd lsh,d Th

uuxldrh ;uhs wmsj iir ÿ.;shg wrka hkafk'

uuxldrh n,d f.k bkafku wms ixidrfha

weof.k hkak' Tfí uuxldrhg ´kE l=uk fyda

;sßika if;la" ukqIHfhla" foúfhla fydaa fj,d

fï ixidr pl%fhau bkak'

iajhka Yla;shla we;sjqkd tal ´kEu ;ekl

yefokjd' fufyu îc O¾u tl;= fj,d tajd ;=,

O¾u tl;= fj,d tajd ;=, tlg tl;= fjk hïlsis

Nj Yla;shla yefokjd' ta Yla;sh ;uhs jeä

ÈhqKq fj,d fuf;kag weú,a,d ;sfhkafk' ±ka

fndaai;ajreka ksjka olskak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhoaÈ;a

wdfh;a l,am ,CI .Kkla tydg fuydg hkafk'

t;fldg uu lshkafk kE Th we;a;kag WmÈkak

tmd ,nk wd;afu lsh,d' fï wd;afuÈ yßhg

O¾uh ±lafld;a ixidfrÈ bm§u jqk;a ÿlla

fkfï lsh, f;afrkjd' ±ka fndai;a flfkl=g

mdrñ;d mqrdf.k hk tl ÿlla fkfï t;=ukag

th i;=gla' fudk ;rï kskaod .eg`M m%Yak wdj;a'

wïud flfkl=g ;ukaf.a orejd wf;a le; l,dg

;ry hkjo@ ta jf.a ;uhs fndai;a jrfhl=g kskaod

wmydi lrk ñksiaiq;a orefjd jf.a' wjfndaOfhka

leue;af;ka iif¾ hkafk' ta ksid mSvdjla keye

Wkajykafia,dg' wfma wh ;uhs jia;= iïm;a

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u;la lrf.k hk ksid fidaud iqcd;d fjkakuhs

m;kafk' kuq;a t;k fkfjhs ksjk ;sfhkafk

ukfia ;uhs ksjk ;sfhkafk' nqÿ flfklaf.

,eîu" fkd,eîu ;sfhkafk ukfi' ukfikqhs

ukqIHfhl=g fndai;ajrfhl= fjkak mq`Mjka

fjkafk ukfikqhs tal we;s fjkafk' t;fldg

O¾u Yla;shla we;s jqfkd;a tal;a ;sfhkjd' todg

jvd myiqlï wo ;sfhkjd' ta ksid fN!;sljd§

l%uhg n,,d ;j;a fN!;sljdÈ l%u m%d¾:kd

lrkak fkfjhs ;sfhkafk uki ieye,a¨ lr

.;af;d;a t;kska ukqiaihdf.a fmdai;a lu lshk

tl WmÈkjd'

fyd|hs ta ksjk wo wou ,xlr .kak

ud¾. M,hla ,nkak leu;s kï fldfyduo tal

,nkafk@ wo ud¾. M,hla lshk tlg f,dl=

;ekla §,d ;sfhkjd' ud¾. M,hla ,enqjhs lshk

´kEu flfkla jxpdldrfhla" fm%davd ldrfhla"

fndre lshkafkla yeáhg i,lkjd' yenehs

lsõfjd;a tfyu uu ñksiaiq oyfofkla ur,hs

weú,a,d bkafk lsh,d t;fldg nhfj,d ioaO

ke;sj bkakjd fudl=;a lshkafk kE' yenehs ud¾.

M,hla ,n,hs lsjqfjd;a ta ukqiaihd b|,d bjrhs

ta ukqiaihdg jg lrf.k kskaod lrkjd' ñksiaiq

ud¾. M,;a tlal mqÿu úÈyg ;ryhs yßu ;ryhs'

lsisu fj,djl wmsg weys,d kE fï iïm%odh ;=,§

ueß,d iifr .sys,a,d fuf;a nqÿka yuqfõ ksjka

olsk l;djla ñila fï Njfha§ ud¾. M,hka

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,nkak mq`Mjka lshk l;djla weys,u kE' iajdóka

jykafia,d tla;rd msßila ;uhs l;d lrkafk fï

.ek' ta iajdóka jykafia,d w;ßkq;a yßhg ksjerÈj

fï foa .ek l;d lrkafka iajdókajykafia,d ál

fofkla muKhs' uu;a ry;ka jykafia kula

lsh, y÷kajmq tla;rd iajdóka jykafia kulaf.

ka Ndjkd mqyqKq l<d Wka jykafia OHdk Ndjkd

j,ska fkaj ix{d kdix{dh;kh olajd ÈhqKq

fjÉp flfkla' b;ska nqÿ oyfï l%uhg n,,d

wßy;ajh lshk tl tf;kag fhdodf.k ;snqkd'

ndysßka ne¨ju fyd|hs" .=Kj;a is,aj;a' kuq;a

ukfia by<gu .sys,a,d n,kfldg f;afrkjd

t;k ;djld,sl tlla lsh,d' ;ox. m%ydKh iy

iuqÉfþo m%ydKh lshkafk folla' t;fldg ;ox.

m%ydKh lshkafk yeuodu hgm;a lr lr bkak

tlg' iuqÉfþo m%ydKh lshkafk WmÈkafku

ke;s fjkak ioygu ke;s lr,d odktlg'

±ka wms lrkafk fudllao@ flf,ia

md,kh lr lr" wl=i,a md,kh lr lr jv jvd

ie,ls,af,ka Ôj;a fjkjd' ta ie,ls,af,ka Ôj;a

ùug isÿfj,d ;sfhkafk wjodkula ;sfhk ksid'

kuq;a ta ud¾. M, ks¾jdKh wjfndaO jqkdg miafi

wjodkula tkafk kE' fudlo iajNdjO¾uh;a

tf;kag tk ksid' t;fldg ukqiaifhla f,dafl

je/oaola lrkafk wiykhla ksid" fydrlula

lrkafk wiykh ksid" flaka;s .kafk wiykhla

ksid' ta jf.a ukfia ;sfhk l=uk yß wiykhla

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ksid ;uhs mSvkhla ksid ;uhs ukqIHfhl=g

flaka;s hkafk' ;ukaf. n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla

ì¢kfldg flaka;s hkjd t;fldg fï ´kEu

fohla Wmdodk ialkaO .Khg jefgkjd fudkjo

ta rEm" fõok" ix{d" ixLdr" ú{dK lshk fldgia

álg' ixÅ;af;ak mxp WmdodkialkaOd ÿlaLd

t;fldg nqÿ yduqÿrefjd foaYkd lf<a fudllao@

mxp WmdodkialkaOh ;uhs ÿl lsh,d' fjk fohla

tfyu fkï ÿl msKsi mj;skafka' ±ka mskaj;=ka

ys;kak mq`Mjka fufyu iajdóka jykafia lshk

foa fudku yß ls%hdj,shla fhdo, ,nkak mq`Mjkao

lsh,d' nE fïl ls%hdj,shl fhÈ,d ,nkak nE'

tfykï wmsg kslïu wjfndO fjhso@ tfyu

wjfndaO lr .kak;a nE tfykï fudllao lrkak

;sfhkafk@

fyd|hs uu fuf;kaÈ lshkafk fukak

fufyu fohla lsh,d lsjqfjd;a fldfyduo tal

T`Mjg jgyd .kafk" ta;a;= .kafk' uu fï yeu

fohlau ±kf.khs lshkafk ta ksid Thf.d,af,d

ys;kak tmd wr me;a; oka ke;=j we;s" fï me;a;

okake;=j we;s" wr Ndjkd l%u" fï Ndjkd l%u

okake;=j we;s lsh,d ys;kak tmd' ±ka uu

lsjqfjd;a Th w;yeÍuhs" Wmdodkh lsÍuhs" w,a,d

.ekSuhs" w; yeÍuhs follafk ;sfhkafk' ±ka fï

f,dafl f.dvla ;ekaj, lsh, ;sfhkafk w;yeÍu

mqreÿ lrkak lsh,d iuyr wh lshkjd Okd;aul

me;af;ka tl;= lsÍu mqreÿ lrkak lsh,d ta fï

f,dafl bkak f.dvla fofkla lshk l;djla'

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±ka ud lshkafka Th l;djg fjkia l;djla'

fï w,a,d .ekSuhs w;yeÍuhs fol fï f,dafla

fno fnod lsjqjg ±ka uu lshkafk Th folu w;

yßkak lsh,d' fudllao w; yßkafk@ w,a,d

.ekSuhs w; yeÍuhs fldfyduo tal lrkafk'

fudlo f,daflda;a;r Yla;Ska lsh,d fohla

;sfhkjd' tal Tfí fud,h ;=, j¾Okh lsÍuhs

uf.a rdcldßh' f,!lsl Yla;Ska lsh,d fohla

;sfhkjd' taj j¾Okh lrkak mq`Mjka tl úÈhlg

tajd f,dalfha wh lrkjd' ta jf.au mqoa.,hdf.ka"

iajNdj O¾ufhka fï foa ,eì, ;sfhkjd' ±ka wms

lrkafk f,daflda;a;r Yla;Ska YÍrh ;=,g muqKqjd

.ekSu' th ;ukag f;afrkafk kE' fldfydu

meñfKkjo lsh,d' yenehs ta foa meñkqkdg

miafi wmg ±fkkjd ±ka m%Yak ysf;a wvqhs" .eg`M

ysf;a wvqhs" ±ka fyd| udkisl Yla;shla weú,a,d

;sfhkjd" ieye,a¨jla ±ks,d ;sfhkjd ±ka fyd|hs

;ukag fjkodg jvd fyd|hs lsh,d'

fldfyduo ;uqka fï lshk fohdldrfhka

kslafukafk tal lrkak mq`Mjka fohlao@ ±ka uu

fufyu lshkakïfld ldg yß lshkjd fmd,jg

nr fokafk ke;sj Wv mkskak lsh,d ´kE

flfkla Wv mkskafk fmdf,djg f,dl= nrla

È,hs' wkak ta jf.a fohla ;uhs wms yeu ;siafiu

lrkafka' wfma ukig hï lsis mSvkhla §, ;uhs

;j me;a;lg hkafk" ;Skaÿ fjkia lrkafk" ;Skaÿ

.kafk" ye`.Sï fjkia lrkafk" ye`.Sï .kafk'

ks;ru hï fohlg idfmaCIj ;uhs ;SrK .kafk'

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;uka ;=, we;s fowdldrh ;=,ska ;Skaÿ .kakjd

idfmalaIs; O¾uhla yeáhg' wmsg we;a;gu

lrkak ;sfhkafk wfma ys; flf,ia tkake;s

uÜgug ye§u' uu olsk foa ;uhs flfkla ;=,

we;s flf,ia uq,ska whska lrkak nE' l,hq;af;a

uq,skau flf,ia wvmk lrk tlhs' fidajdka ud¾.

M,fha§;a flf,ia ke;s fjkafk kE' flf,ia

wvmkùuhs isÿjkafka' flf,ia wvmk ksid Tjqka

;=, wiykh wvqhs' fudlo fya;=j ;uka wr wd;au

oDIaÀfhka ksoyia jqkdfka' ;uka lrmq ta ±jeka;

m¾fhaIKh ksid wd;au oDIaÀhg yexf.kak nE'

wd;au oDIaÀhg yexf.kak fudlla yß fohla ;uka

;=, ;sfhkak ´kE' fï O¾uh ;=, m%;HlaI lr

.ekSug kï úo¾Ykdj jf.au ù¾hh" n,h" Yla;sh

;sfhkak ´fka' iuyr fj,djg Nla;shla iu`.

m%{dj;a ;sfhkak ´kE' fudlo ke;akï iajdóka

jykafia,d lshk foaj,a fydhkafk n,kafk

ke;sj ms,s.kakjd' yduqÿrefjd b;ska we;a;fk

lshkafk lsh,d' fï .ufkÈ tfyu yß hkafk

kE we;a; jqk;a ;uka m%;HCI lr,d .kak ´kE'

ms<s.;a; wh fkfï ksjka ±lafl úo¾Ykd l< wh'

ms<s.;a; wh ksjka ±lafl kE' fldfid,a rÊcqrefjd

ms<swrf.k ysáfh kuq;a ksjka ±lafl kE wehs ksjka

±lafl ke;af; úo¾Ykd lf<a kE' jrola lshkak

nE th;a fyd|hs kuq;a jvd;a jákafka Wmßuhg

.shd kï' f,dõ;=rd nqÿ flfkla fmkakkafk fï

m<fjks ud¾. {dKh' f,djq;=rd nqÿ flfkl=g

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wjqreÿ iShla Wmia:dk l<dg jvd jákjd lsh,d

;sfhkjd fï m<fjks ud¾. {dKh olsk tl'

tfyu kï wdkkao yduqÿrefjd Wmia:dk lf,a

wjqreÿ úis myhs Tng mq`Mjka wo ta Wmi:dkhg

jvd n,hla ,nd .kak' ta fjkqfjka Tn fï

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh ;ukaf.a m%{djg iïnkaO lr

.kak m%;HCI lr .kak úo¾Ykd jvkak'

t;fldg fï i|yd bkaøshhka mfyka

;uka ks;ru we;=,g n,kak ´kE' kuq;a wfma

bJøshhka yeÈ,d ;sfhkafk hï ;ekl rEm"

YíO" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y" is;sú,s ;sfhk tjeks

;eklg wjOdkh fhduq lrf.k' kuq;a tf,i

bkaøshkag fhduqfj,d ;shk wjOdkh ;uka fj;

fhduq lrkak wfma bJøsh moaO;sh ieÈ,d keye'

iEÈ,d ;sfhkafk hï ;ekl rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri"

iam¾Y ;sfío" ta ;ekaj,g weÈ,d hkakhs bJøshhka

yeÈ,d ;sfhkafk' kuq;a wms kqjkska ±k.;a;d

fï ixialdr f,dalhg fufyu we,s,d .sys,a,d fï

ú{dKhg ljodj;a fi;la isÿjkafka kE lsh,d'

wixldßl f,dalhg uu weÈ we§ hkak ´kE

lsh,d' tal fmakafk;a keye ;uhs" ±fkkafk;a

keye ;uhs" yef`.kafk;a keye ;uhs" ú¢ula kE

;uhs" fudl=;au f;afrkafk kE ;uhs' kuq;a ta

O¾u;djhgu wmsj weÈ we§ .shd' weÈ we§ .sys,a,d

iïmQ¾Kfhka ta O¾u;djh ksidu ilaldh ÈÜÀhg

/f|kak ;ekla ke;sjqkd' yrflla j;=r hg ál

ál .sf,kfldg wef`.a bkak ueiafid ál" ál ál

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Wvg weú;a msfÜ" ysfia" fud,a,sh yßfh bkakjd'

ta yßh;a Èh hgg .;a;du bkak ;ekla ke;sj

b.s,a,s,d hkjd' ta jf.a wfma YÍrh;a iïmQ¾K

f,daflda;a;r Ndjhg .;af;d;a tfyu /f|kak

;ekla ke;sj hkjd' O¾uhg ,xfjkfldg

wO¾uhg bkak nE" wf,dalhg ,x fjkfldg

w÷rg bkak neye" ksùug ,x fjkfldg ±ùug

bkak neye" ta ksid ta ±ùu m,jd yßkjd tal wmsg

±fkkjd' ta oekSu fld;rïo lshkj kï lsf,da

foiShl ;=kaiShl u,a,la T`Mj Wv ;shdf.k .sh

ukqiaifhla tl mdrgu ta u,a, ìñka ;shkjd

fldÉpr fn,a,g we`.g m;g úfõlhla ±fkkjd

we;ao@ wkak tajf.a ieye,a¨jla ;ukag ±fkkjd'

t;fldg wr flfkl= jy,a Ndjfha r|jdf.k

ld,hla jev wrf.k wrf.k w;yßkjd' w;

yeßhg miafia ta ukqiaihg ksoyi ,enqkdg miafi

fldÉpr ieye,a¨jla ±fkkjd we;ao@ wkak ta

jf.a fï jev ldrfhla jf.a uyd u,a,la T`Mj

Wv ;shdf.k .shd oeka nr ug oefkkafk kE

lsh,d ;ukagu oefkkfldg fldÉpr iykhla

oefkkjd we;so@

tal ,nd .kak kï Tn lrkak ;sfhkafk

fudllao@ fï lshk foa fydhd.kak' uu lsjqj

tl fohlaj;a Tn yßhg fydhd .;af; kEfk

iuyr úg lshk iSudjg ú;rhs fydhkafk' uu

lshkafk ud lshkjg;a jvd ta iSudj .ek fydhkak'

yenehs Tng ri fohla kï ke;sj we;s yenehs

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kSri kï kE ljodj;a ;s;a; ri fjkafk kE

ksjk" kSri fjkafk kE ksjk' ksjkg meñfkk

fldg thd yßhg ;ukaf. uki Èyd ne¨fjd;a

f;afrkjd ;ukaf.a uki oeka ieye,a¨ fjkjd

lsh,d" ;ukaf.a uki iqúfYaIs me;a;lg" ;ukaf.a

kqjk iqúfYaIS me;a;lg ±ka fhduq fjkjd lsh,d

f;afrkak mgka .kakjd' fuf;la ld,hla wms

lf,a fudllao@ rEmfhka rEmh hgm;a lrkjd"

Yíofhka Yíoh hgm;a lrkjd" .kaOfhka .kaOh

hgm;a lrkjd" talhs lf,a' t;fldg fï yryd

bJøsh úIh blaujkak ´k úfYaI weila my,

fjkjd talg lshkjd ioyï wei lsh,d'

fï mj;sk ´kEu fohla wod, fjkafk

O¾uhg' tla;rd meje;aula" ord .ekSula" ilia

ùula wdÈh thg whs;s fjkjd' t;fldg ioaO¾uh

lshkafk fïjdfha ;=, ;sfhk O¾u;d fkfjhs'

tajd blaujQ O¾uh' O¾uh ;=, wO¾u;a mj;skjd'

kuq;a ioaO¾uh lshkafk O¾uh;a fkfï" wO¾uh;a

fkfï' ±ka fufyu n,kak th Tng jegfyaú'

O¾uh lshkafk fyd| jev lshuq" wO¾uh lshkafk

krl jev lshuq' fyd|hs t;fldg flfkla

wO¾ufhkq;a bj;a fjkjd" O¾ufhkq;a bj;a

fjkjd t;fldg thd fudlo lrkafk@ fï .eUqre

fohla lSfõ úo¾YKd lr,d n,kak' fï lSfj

ls%hd;aul lrkak moaO;shla fkfuhs' úui,d

n,kak fohla' fïjd wjjdo fkfjhs f.orÈ kslï

bkak lshkafk;a kE" jev lrkak lshkafk;a kE

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tfykï fudllao lshkafk@ Th folskau Tng

ksoyia fjkak mq`Mjka' nqÿrcdKka jykafia odfk

j<|kafk kE" nqÿrcdKka jykafia ie;fmkafk

kE" mrud¾: jYfhka mqoa.,fhla kE' iïuq;s

fldaKhlska weyqfjd;a odfk je<÷jdo lsh,d Tjq

odfk je<÷jd lsh,d lshdú' nqÿrcdKka jykafia

fojqrï fjfyf¾ jev jdih lrkjdo@ Tjq jev

jdih lrkjd lsh,d lshdú' ta iïuq;s jYfhka

muKhs mrud¾: jYfhka nqÿrcdKka jykafia ,`.

flfkla mqoa.,fhla keye'

´l ;uhs wpdka pd yduqÿrefjd .eUqre

ldrKhla lsh,d lsjqfj' wpdka pd yduqÿrefjd ljqo

lsh,d weyejdu Wkajykafia lsjqjd wpdka pd lsh,d

flfkla kE lsh,d' ta jf.au .eUqßka lshkak

mq`Mjka nqÿyduqÿrefjd lsh,d flfkla kE" wdkkao

yduqÿrefjd lsh,d flfkla kE lsh,d' tal ;uhs

o¾YKh" h:d¾:h" h:d ;;a;ajh" iajNdj O¾uh'

wehs flfkla ke;s fjkafk@ O¾u;d f.dvl ysá

ksid' fudllao O¾u;d f.dv lsh,d lshkafk@

wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh lshk bkaøshhka ueog

fj,d uqrldrhd jf.a ysáhd' ta jf.a bJøsh my

.,k ;ek uuxldrh n,df.k bkakjd' ta yryd

weye" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh ;=,ska uk bJøshhg

iïnkaO fjkjd uk bJøsh ,`. udrhd bkakjd'

fudkjo lrkafka rEm wdfjd;a lkjd uki lk

tajd ;uhs jeämqr tjkafk iuyr taj uki lkak

leu;s kE' tl me;a;la ;uhs iajNdj O¾uh ;=,ska

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wfma ukig we;slrk jákdlu w.hka yokjd'

ñksiaiqkaf. msáka yomq rduq álla ;sfhkafk

b;ska wms;a ta rduqj,g yßhk úÈhg bkak W;aidy

lrkjd'

fï rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri j,g idfmaCIj O¾u

álla ;uhs uu lsjqfj' ta ál kï f;afrkjd

fkao@ f,dafl foa f;afrkjd' kuq;a f,daflda;a;r

foa f;afrkafk kE bJøshhkag idfmaCIj' ke;akï

uu fldfyduo f;areï .kafk lsh,d bJøshhka

miaig tkjd' kuq;a fï bJøshhkag idfmaCIs;

fkdjQ O¾uh wê {dKhlska f;areï .kakjd ksjka

wjfndaO lrkafk tjkajQ {dKhlska' Th we;af;d

fï O¾uh;a bf.k .kak hkjd' ta ksihs fuh

f;areï .kak wmyiq fjkafka' fï f,daflda;a;r

O¾uh wê Ñ;a;" wê {dKhlska f;areï .kafka'

tf,i f;areï .;a; flkdg /h ke;s fjkjd"

oyj, ke;s fjkjd" ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s fjÉp

.uka fï lshmq lreKq .eUqßka fufkys lf,d;a

´lu fidhd ne¨fjd;a thdg ksjka olskak mq`Mjka'

ud¾. M,hla ,enqjyu ta ukig" ta kqjkg

/h oyj, lsh,d fohla kE' ndysr weia folg

;sfhkjd oyj, ;siafi jev lr,d /hg ksod

.kakjd lshk tl' kuq;a uu odfk j<|kafk

kE" ie;fmkafk kE' kuq;a iïuq;s jYfhka ta

yeu fohlau isÿlrkjd' ta fï YÍrhg ´kE ál

lrkafk' ke;akï mj;skak neyefka' wms jdykhg

f;,a .ykj ñila jdykhla jdykhlg f;,a

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.ykafk kEfk fudlo jdykh wú{dKlhsfk'

jdykhlg i;=gla we;af;;a kE f;,a f.dvla

.eyqjd lsh,d ÿlla we;af;;a keye thdf.a ld¾hh

isÿlrkjd muKhs' ksjka O¾u;djh lsh,d

lshkafk;a iú{dKl fohla fkfuhs ú{dK

ksfrdafOda tfyukï wú{dKlhs yßhg jdykh

jf.a' t;fldg wú{dKl ;eklg /h oyj,

;sfhkak mq`Mjkao@ fudlj;a kE' yß .eUqre

ldrKhla tal' fï lreKq fndfyda kqjKska f;areï

.kak n,kak' fïjd wykfldg Tnf.a fud,fha

fjku iakdhq moaO;shla jefvkjd" fõokdjla

±fkkjd' fïl nqÿyduqÿrejkag fldfydu ±kqkdo@

T`Mj mef,kak jf.a ±kqk¨ ta fj,dfj ;uhs

nqÿyduqÿrefjd wêIaGdk lrkafk uf. T`Mj y;a

lvlg me,s,d .sh;a fï W;aidyh w; yßkafk

kE lsh,d' t;fldg ta is;g lsfhkafk wêÑ;a;h

lsh,d" wê {dKh lsh,d lshkafk' t;fldg wr

ilaldh ÈÜÀ n,fõ.hg bkak neß jqkd' ilaldh

ÈÜÀ n,fõ.h mrhd hk .=Khla fu;k we;sjqkd

udrhd mek,d .shd lsh,d lshkafk talhs' uf.;a

ta ojfi udrhd ;uhs wr uyd n,fõ.hla yeáhg

úÿ,s Yla;shla jdf. msgjqfka'

wms fï Ydikhg tkfldg T`Mfj m%Yak

je,la" udkisl wiu;=,s;;djhla" nh ìh iel

ixld f.dvla ;snqKd' m%{dj ;sfhk ukqiaihg

ÿl jeähs' ke;akï wmsg;a ;snqkfk f,dalh

hk úÈhgu hkak' tfyu ls%hd lrkak nE m%{d

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.=Kh ;sfhk fldg tal by< uÜgulg fõ.fhka

.,df.k hkjd' isoaOd¾: l=udrhdg rdc iïm;aj;a

ú¢kak neß jqkd ta m%{dj Tyq ;=, ;snqk ksid'

ukqIH iajNdjh ukqIH ú{dKh y÷kd.;a;yu

th yßu úoHd;aulhs' wms iajNdjh okakjd

ukila wry;aNdjh;a ndr .kafk kE" ukila

ixfõ§;djhla ;uhs ndr .kafk' thdf. yoj;g

fyd¢ka ±fkkak ´kE' fudlo uki krlhs

fyd|hs lsh,d .kafk ixfõ§ .=Khla' t;fldg

fï ukqIH ú{dKh tl ;ekl r|j,d ;shkak

fldhs fj,djlj;a leu;s fjkafk kE' fudlo

ukfia ks;ru fjkia fjk iajNdjhla ;sfhkafk'

fldf;kag .sh;a ;sfhkafk ksiaidr iajNdjhla"

úmßkdu O¾uhla" jh Oïud lshk .=Kh" fjkia jk"

CIh fjk .=Kh ;sfhkafk' wks;H" ÿlaL" wkd;au

mqoa.,sl;ajh ;=, isgf.k mqoa., udkisl;ajfhka

hfula hï fohla lfrd;a ta yeu fohlau w,a,d

.ekSu lshk .Khg jefgkjd' túg Tnf.a

úfYaI O¾u {dKh f.dv kef.kafka keye' Tfí

uki ;=, fjkila fkfï uu lrkak lshkafk'

uki ;=, fjkila lr,d ;shd.kak fohla Tng

keye' Tn Tfí uq`M ukiskau ksoyia fjkak ́ kE'

bJøshhka my ;=, fjkila lr,d ;shd.kak fohla

kE bJøshhka mfykau ksoyia fjkakhs ´kE' mxp

WmdodkialkaOfha fjkila lr,d ;shd.kak fohla

kE uq`M mxp WmdodkialkaOfhkau ksoyia fjkak

´kE' iïmQ¾K ksoyia ùfï m<uq mshjr yeáhg

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flf,ia wvmK ùu isÿ fjkjd' Bg miafi ta

iudêh È.g ÈhqKq lrf.k .sfhd;a wßy;ajh lrd

.sys,a,d ksjka olskjd' ke;skï ta iudê ÈhqKq

lrka ke;sj w;g m;a ksjka mfilg od, iirg

nisk fndai;a jrfhla jf.a mdrñ;djlg wod,

ukfia wêIaGdkhla" W;a:dk l¾uhla we;slrf.k

Bg wod, iajNdj O¾ufha Yla;Ska jeä,d ta ta

mdrñ;d iajNdjh wkqj nqÿ njg" w.% Y%djl" uyd

Y%djl .=Khka j,g hkjd' mqoa., wjYH;djh hï

;dla l,a we;ao@ ta ;dla l,a i;ajhd ieß irkjd'

mD:.ack Ndjfha b|f.kyß ukqIHfhla wfmaCId

lrk .=Kh ukqIHhd ;=, jefvkjd' wfma uki

fï úÈhhs" fïfl úmdl fïjhs" fïflka fufyu

fjkjd lsh, .;a;g miafi md,kh lrkak yßu

f,aishs ta iajNdjh f;areï .kak ´kE' ysf;a

iajNdjh wms olskak ´kE'

±ka Th we;af;d fldÉpr foaj,a uu lsh,d"

uf.a lsh, ys;df.k bkakjo@ ta fiarf.au Èh

nqnq,l ;sfhk idrh ;uhs ;sfhkafk' Èh nqnq,la

jf.a msms,d ;snqkg we`.s,af,ka ;Ügq l, .uka

msmsfrkjd' fldydgo Èh nqnqf,a idrh hkafk

c,hguhs' wfma we`.;a fï Èh nqnq,la jf.a msms,

;snqkg ke;s fjÉÑ .uka uy fmdf,djg ;uhs

whs;s fjkafk' wfma w;fr ;sfnk ukisldr ál

Tlafldu fndrejla is;sú,s w;r ;sfhk ne£ï"

wdYdjka uydu uyd fndrejla' tal fndrejla nj

±kf.k .uk .shyu t;fldg oefkk mSvdjka

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wmsg bjikak f,aishs' fïl Yíohla muKhs"

O¾u;djhla muKhs lsh,d ys;kakg bfíu kqjk

yev .efykjd' rEmhla" Yíohla" .kaOhla"

rihla" iam¾Yhla muKhs lsh,d ys;kak kqjk

bfíu yev.efykjd' fuh is;sú,a,la muKhs

lsh,d ys;kfldg udkisl wd;;sh" udkisl

mSvkh flfkl=f. wvq fjkjd' f,dalfha fndfyda

fofklaf. is;a ;=, fmdä fmdä ±ùï fkfï

;sfhkafk nrm;, .sKs .ekSï ,ejq .sKs blaujd

.shmq nrm;, .sKs .ekSï ;sfhkjd' ta .sKs .ekSï

j,ska ukqIHhkag ksoyia fjkak mq`Mjka lula kE'

tal ksid fyd|u foa ;uhs O¾uh Tfí ukig"

kqjkg" Ôú;hg taldnoaO lr.kak tl' fï

;sfhk fiargu jvd ugkï ioaO¾uh jákjd' wehs

fï fiargu jvd iekiSula" iqjhla ug ioaO¾uh

;=,ska okjkjd' ta ksid u.M, ,enQ wh" ry;ka

jykafia,d wr fida;dmkak .=Khgu we,s,d hkjd'

iemh we;s ;ekska ukqIHfhla fjka fjkafk kE'

ÿl we;s ;eklska ;uhs flfkl= fjka fjkafk'

ziífí mD:qÊckd Wïuka;ldZ lshk tl yßhgu

yß' fiaru bkafk Wu;=jlska' yeu flfklau

lsishï Wu;=jlska fmf,kjd' YÍrh fjkqfjka

Okh fjkqfjka udkakhla we;s lr .;a wh

fldmuKo@ fN!;sljd§ ms,sfj,g Tfí Ôú;h

fyd¢ka ia:djrj f.dv k.d .kak talg O¾uh

.dj.kak tmd' iïuq;s Ôú;fha Tn id¾:l;ajhla

,nd .kak kuq;a i;Hh wjfndaO lr .kak' fï

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YÍrhla ;=, ;sfhkafk fudkjo lsh," ukila

;=, ;sfhkafk fudkjo lsh,d" ys;j;alula ;=,

;sfhkafk fudkjo lsh,d" ;ryjla ;=, ;sfhkafk

fudkjo lsh,d wdÈ Th ´kEu iajNdjhla ;=,

;sfnk úoHd;aul isoaOdka;h Tn y÷kd .;a;du

yßu f,aishs f,dalhg uqyqK fokakg'

wixldßl .=Khg wfma uki m;a lrkfldg

wfma uki wixldßl fjkjd" ksúÉp .=Khlg

wfma uki m;a lrk fldg wfma uki ksfjkjd'

Tfí uki wjq,a lr .kak yßu f,aishs' f,daN"

oafõY" fuday álla tl;= lr,d l,amkd l,du

bfíu ta ;;ajhg m;afjkjd' Tn tajd m%ydkh

lrkak ´kE' túg Tfí is;g .,mjdf.k ksjqkq

ukila ysñlr .kak'

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fï úo¾Ykd Ndjkd jev igykska wm

n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka Tfí is; ksjkg fhduq lr

.kak" tfyu ke;akï is; ms<sn| hï wjfndaOhla

isoaO lr .kak' ys; nqÿyduqÿrefjda fmkaj,d §,d

;sfhkafka udhdldrfhla úÈyg ta jf.au ñß`.=jla

yeáhg" ta jf.au Èh nqnq`M yeáhg' ta jf.a Wmud

j,ska nqÿyduqÿrefjda ys; ms<sn| lsh,d §,d ;sfhkjd'

Th we;af;d;a ys;;a tlal Ôj;a fj;aÈ ys; lshkafka

fufyu fohla fkao lsh,d ldg jqk;a jegfykjd

fjkak mq`Mjka' ysf;a is;=ú,s my, fjkafka

ysf;a we;s lr .kakd ix{djka wkqjhs' t;fldg

ix{djla lsh,d lshkafka ÈÜÀhla ke;akï oelaula'

ys; t;fldg iïud ÈÜÀ .=Kfhka ;sfhkjd kï

ysf;a my,jk is;=ú,s;a iïud ixlmam fjkjd' ta

ksid ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀh wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha

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uu;ajh ÿrelr ienE f,daflda;a;r;ajh olsuq

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uq,skau y÷kaj,d §,d ;sfhkafka' wfma mskaj;=ka

wßy;a Ndjh ms<sn| fkfjhs fydhkak ´ke"

fjk fjk foaj¨;a fkfuhs fydhkak ´kE" Th

we;af;da fydhkak ´kE fldfyduo iïud ÈÜÀh

we;s lr .kafka lsh,d' ke;akï wms f,dafla

;sfhk fkdfhl=;a foaj,a .ek ±kf.k Ôj;a

fjhs' kuq;a wjYHu uQ,sl miqìu ;ud ;=, f.dv

ke.=fka ke;akï wr ish,a,u .`.g lemQ bKs jf.a

fjkjd' ta ksid tfia fkdjkakg uQ,sl wjYH

lrk mokñka f.dv tkak uQ,sl ls%hd l< hq;=

ldrKh ;yjqre lr .kak" wjfndao lr .kak

uykais fjkak' fldfyduo iïud ÈÜÀh Wodrl

.kafka lsh,d fidhd.kak Tn uykais fjkak'

fldfyduo uf.a ,`. ;sfnk ilaldh ÈÜÀh"

wd;au oDIaÀh ÿre lr,d fï ix{dfjka ksoyia

fj,d f,dafl Èyd uu n,kafka fldfyduo@

lshk wkak ta W;aidyh" ta l,amkdj" ta ù¾hh

uu ys;kafka ksjka olskak leu;s yeu flfkla

,`.u ;sìh hq;= ldrKhla njg m;a fjkak ´fka'

;k;=re ,nkak fkfuhs" ud¾. M, iïm;a ,nkak

fkfuhs wms fï is; ksoyia lr .kakhs W;aidy

lrkak ´fka' wmf.a ys;" lh" jpkh lshk ;=ka

fodr ixjr jqkd kï" iqjm;a jqkd kï tmuKhs

wfma oyu' tfyu ke;akï wfma n,dfmdfrd;a;=j'

ta ye`.Sfuka hqla;j yeu flfklau ;ukaf.a ys;"

lh" jpkh ixjr lr .kak ilia lr .kak úÈh

.ek l,amkd lr n,kak ´kE'

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hï flfkl=g wefia iqo my, jqfkd;a thdg

w÷re meyehlska ;uhs f,dalh fmfkkafka' ta

jf.a ksjerÈ iïud ÈÜÀhl lshk tl fkfuhs fï

f,dalh ;=,ska wmsg oek.kak ,eì,d ;sfhkafka'

f,dalfha yefudaf.u w;ska w;g .,df.k tk

>k wkaOldrh th' wdf,dalh fkfuhs th' i;H

fkfuhs th' fï ñksia {dKh ;=, i;Hh ±lSfï

yelshdj ;snqk;a wr idxidßl l¾u n,fõ.hka

yd fï f,dalfhka lshd ÿka ±kqñka wm jyf.k

bkafka wfma ,`. we;s weye' m%{d wei" ke;skï

i;H {dKh my, fjkakg bv fkd§ >k w÷re

j,djlska jeiS mj;skj ;ukaf.a m%{d wei' ta

w÷re j,djg ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd ilaldh ÈÜÀh

lsh,d foaYkd lf,a' wd;au oDIaÀh' ta wd;au

oDIaÀh mokï fj,d n,kfldg ta wd;au oDIaáhg

nkaOkh jqk wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uk lshk

ih bJøshfha w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk lshk ld,;%h

jevlrñka ;uhs n,kafk' tfyu n,kfldg

wmg fmfkkafka wr ;ukaf.a wefia ne÷k j,d

mg,hg idfmaCIs;jhs' ta w÷r ;uhs f,dalfha wmg

olskakg ;sfnkafka'

B,`.g wms fï wka wh" fï uu" fï uf.a

YÍrh" fï uf.a woyia" fï uf.a is;sú,s" fï uf.a

jpk lsh, tajg /já,d ta wkqidrfhka f,daN"

oafõY" fuday wd§ fldg we;s ixfhdack oyhlau wms

yod .kakjd' ta ixfhdack oyhu ls%hd;aul fjñka

mj;sk ukqIHfhl=g i;Hh olskak mq`Mjkalula

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we;af;a kE' ´kEu ukqIHfhla ´kEu fudfyd;l

hCIfhla jf.a wdfõY fjkak mq`Mjka .=Khla

;sfhkjd' kuq;a tfyu fjkafka keye i;H

wjfndaOh we;slr .;af;d;a' ta flkd ;=, fï

i;aj" mqoa.," wd;au oDIaÀh ke;s ksid" ta wefyk

foa olsk foa uu uf.a fkfuhs lsh, olskjd' tajd

bfíu my, fj,d wr uuxldr iajNdjh" ±ä wdfõ.

YS,S iajNdjh wd§ flf,ia hgm;a lrkak" tfyu

ke;akï ta flf,ia n,h ke;s lrkak yelshdj

,efnkjd'

wkak ta úÈhg l,amkd lr,d wfma Ôú;

wms W;aidy lrkak ´kE iïud ÈÜÀh lshk ta

o¾Ykh my< lr .kak' tal yß wiSre ldrKhla

nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf,a ilaú;s rclu

.kakjg jvd" f,daldêm;H rclu .kakjg jvd"

ifojqf,djg wêm;s fjkjg jvd fndfydu ják

fohla ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀhg m;a ùu lsh,d' Tn ;=,

ta .ek f,dl= Wkkaÿjla ;sfhkak ´kE" ´kElula

;sfhkak ´kE' wms WodyrKhla .;af;d;a

;k;=rla ,nkak .sfhd;a tfyu t;k ;sfhkafka

f,daN" oafõY" fuday lshk ;=k' ;k;=r ord.;a;

flk;a" ord.kakg hk flk;a th ;k;=rla f,i

fkdis;sh hq;=h' ord .kak flkd kï fldfy;au

okakj tal ;k;=rla fkfuhs lsh,d'

yefudau yeuodu ,nkafka fõohsl oyu'

wms weyqj;a" ±lal;a is;=j;a fudk hï wdldrhl

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iajNdjhla ;snqk;a ta ́ kEu oyula fõohsl oyula'

wmsg ú| ord .kak mq`Mjka fïl fyd|hs" fïl

krlhs" fïl uOHia:hs lsh,d' wfõohsl oyula

;uhs ksjk lsh,d lshkafka' tal ú¢kak mq¨jka

fohla fkfuhs' mskaj;=ka fï f,dalfha wfõohsl

oyula ±kf.k keye' ±k.;af;a ke;s fya;=j ;uhs

mskaj;=kag ;sfhkafka bJøsh {dKhla' wfõohsl

oyu ±k .kakkï f,daflda;a;r {dKhla ´kE"

wfõohsl {dKhla ´kE' wfõohsl oyu lsh,d

lshkafk rEmhla" Yíohla" .kaOhla" rihla"

iam¾Ihla jf.a fohla fkfjhs" tajf.au rEm"

fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr" ú{dK lshk myu ;sfhk

foal=;a fkfuhs' ta jf.au yevhla" rEmhla" j¾Khla

fmkajkak mq`Mjka foal=;a fkfuhs" w;S;h;a"

wkd.;h;a" j¾udkh;a mj;sk oyula fkfuhs" fï

ld,;%h blaujd ;uhs wfõohsl oyu lshk tl

;sfnkafka' kuq;a wms yeuodu wykafka fõohsl

O¾uh" ys;kafka fõohsl úÈhg' t;fldg fõohsl

oyu ;=, yeu fudfyd;lu fï ú£ï ksid Nj

yefokjd" cd;s" crd" jHdê" urK" fidal yefokjd'

tfykï fõohsl ;ekska wfõohsl .=Khlg

md;%ùu fjkia ùu ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd

lf,a' ksjka olskjd lsh,d lshkafka tal' ksù

iekys,af,a bkak mq`Mjka lu ;sfhkafka wfõohsl

;ekl' ú¢k ;ekl ksù iekis,af,a bkak mq`Mjka

lula kE' ±ka fï úÈhg lshkfldg oyu .ek is;a

fhduq lrf.k" kqjKei fhduq lrf.k l,amkd

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lrkfldg mskaj;=kag fmakjd fï iajdóka jykafia

meyeÈ,s lrkak W;aidy lrk f,daflda;a;r oyu

ms<sn|j' ta oyfï iajNdjh fmakjd' tfyu ke;=j

Tfya lshjf.k .sys,a,d wjidkfha fudlla yß

lshhsfka Ndjkdjla lrkak lsh,d ys;df.k bkak

tmd' fï yeu jpkhla ;=,u ;sfhk wre; mÍCId

lrk flkd" f;areï .kak W;aidy lrk flkd

;uhs ta iïud ÈÜÀl .=Khg md;% fjkafka' wms

rd;s% ld,fha Ôj;a fjkjd" oyj,a ld,fha Ôj;a

fjkjd' Wmkaod mgka wjqreÿ ;syla" y;,syla"

mKyla" yegla" ye;a;Ejla ;rïu Tn wms Ôj;a

fjkafka rd;s% ld,fha" oyj,a ld,fha" Th fol

;uhs wmsg ,efnkafka fudllao@ wdf,dalhhs"

wkaOldrhhs' kuq;a ks¾jdK Od;=fõ wkaOldrhla"

wdf,dalhla kE' ±ka n,kak Tfí kqjKeig" Tfí

{dKhg fmkqko lsh,d fï iajdóka jykafia lshmq

ta ldrKh' Tn yeuodu olsk foag jvd hula lsjqjd

Tng ±fkkag' ;ukag ta .ek h:djfndaOh lshk

tl my< jqkdo@ iuyr fj,djg ±kqñka my<

fjkjd fï i;Hh' Tng th ±kqñka my, jqkdg

uÈ ;ukaf.a wdOHd;auh tf;kag h:djfndaOhg

m;a fjkakg ´kE' ta lshkafka ;ukag ±fkkjd

kï ;uka ,`. ilaldh ÈÜÀh ;sfhkjd lsh,d

hïlsis n,fõ.hla jf.a" hïlsis Yla;shla jf.a"

.sks fmdl=rla jf.a fohla ;ud ,`. ;sfhkfldg

tal ;udgu ±fkkjd' fyd|g kqjK ;sfhk

flfkl=g f;afrkjd ta wOHd;añl fmr,sh ;uka

,`. isÿ jqkdo keoao lsh,d'

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wkak ta idxidßl oDIaÀh ;uka ,`.ska úiqrejd

yeÍu ;uhs fu;kÈ lrkafka' úiqrejd yeÍug

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafka ta ys; ls%hd;aul fjk" ta ys;

jefvk" ta ys; fmdaIKh fjk l%uh Èyd wjfndaOh

we;s lr .ekSu ;=,ska' ys; fmdaaIKh fjkafka

we,Sfuka" .eàfuka" ,dN w,dN" hi whi" kskaod

m%ixid wd§ jYfhka fï fmkakmq oajdldrhkaf.ka

;ukaf.a ys; jefvkjd' ta fudk úÈfhka jevqk;a

ta Tiafia ys; jefvkak mgka .kakjd' ta ysf;a

jeãu lshk tl ÿre lr,d ys; ú.; úoajxYkh

lrkjd' ke;akï iïmQ¾Kfhka úiqrejd yßkjd

lshk ldrKh isoaO lrkjd' iïmQ¾Kfhkau ys;

úiqrejd yeßhg miafi wmg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd fï

ñksi;anfõ ,en.kak mq`Mjka Wiiau o¾Ykfhka

hqla;j fï f,dalh Èyd n,kak' i;aj" mqoa.,"

wd;au uu uf.a oDIaÀ j,ska f;drj fï f,dalh Èyd

n,kak mq`Mjka úYsIaG {dKhla" úYsIaG .=Khla

yeu fokdgu ,efnkjd' ta ,eîu wr rclula

,nkjg jvd uy;a fia n,iïmkak njla ,nd

fok" wdYs¾jdohla ,nd fok" iekis,a,la ,nd

fok" ksjkla ,nd fok W;a;=x. ldrKhla njg

m;a fjkjd'

tfyu kï mskaj;=kag;a tf;kag mßj¾;kh

ùu i|yd mskaj;=ka kqjkska ks¾jdKh kue;s

m%§mh fydhd f.k hkak lshk ldrKh ;uhs uu

foaYkd lf,a' kqjkska fidhdf.k fidhdf.k

hkjd fï ks¾jdKh kue;s ldrKh' wms oyñka

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meyeÈ<s l<d ks¾jdKfha iajNdjh" ks¾jdKfha

,CIKh" ks¾jdKfha ±fkk foa wdÈ fldg

we;s lreKq meyeÈ<s l<d' ±ka mskaj;=kag hï

ud¾. WmfoaYhla ,enqkd ksjkg .uka lsÍug;a

ksjfka iajNdjh y÷kd .ekSug;a' tfyu kï

ta wfõohsl iajNdjh wkaOldrhhs" wdf,dalhhs

blaujQ iajNdjh" /h oyj, blaujQ iajNdjh"

w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk ld,;%h blaujQ iajNdjh"

bJøshhka blaujQ iajNdjh" mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh

blaujQ iajNdjh" yevhla j¾Khla .kaOhla rihla

iam¾Yhla ke;s fï O¾u;djfha iajNdjh y÷kd

.ekSug lrk W;aidyh ksjk fidhd .ekSug

lrk W;aidyhla yeáhghs fmkajd ÿkafka' Tng

,efnk iqÿiq fõ,djla Ndjkduh {dKfhka fï

ks¾jdKh kue;s m%§mh fidhd .ekSug ksy`vj fï

O¾uh fidhd Tn iu jÈkak'

uu úiska ud hhs wduka;%Kh lrkq ,nkafka

fudk jf.a fohlgo lsh,d Tn úuiqfjd;a Tng

.eUqre kqjKska ,efnk ms<s;=r l=ulao@ ir,j

fmdä <uhs jf.a ljqre;a lshdú' fï uf.a YÍrhghs

uu lshkafka lshdú" tfyu ke;akï uf.a ys;

;uhs uu lshkafka lsh,d lshhs' kuq;a .eUqre m%{d

uysuhla ;sfhk flfklaf.ka weiqfjd;a Tn uu

hhs wduka;%Kh lrkq ,nkafka l=uk fldgigo

lsh, fudk jf.a W;a;rhla ,efíúo@ nqÿrcdKka

jykafia ;ukaf.ka ta m%Yakh weiqfjd;a ;uka

,nd fok W;a;rh fln÷o@ ál fõ,djla O¾u

ukisldrfha fhÈ,d W;a;rhla ,nd.kak n,kak'

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uu uu hehs wduka;%Kh lrkq ,nkafka

l=uk fldgilgo@ l=uk ldrKhlgo@ l=ula

ksido@ n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka fnfydu .eUqre

od¾Yksl W;a;rhla' fïl uu wymq m%Yakhla

fkfuhs" nqÿrcdKka jykafiau wymq m%Yakhla'

;s%msglfha ie`.ú,d ;sfhk yefudagu m%p,s; jqfka

ke;s úfYaI mrud¾: wjÈ lrk l=vd isoaOdka;

yuqjqkyu uu tajd Wmqgdf.k mskaj;=kag fokjd

O¾u ukisldrfha fhfokag'

ojila tl udkjlfhla nqÿrcdKka jykafia

yuqfj,d m%ldY lrkjd ug fuÉpr ±is oiqka

bkakjd" fuÉpr ug .jfhd bkakjd" fuÉpr ug

Okh ;sfhkjd lsh,d ;udf.a we;s yels nj m%ldY

lrkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia wykjd Tn Th uu

hhs wduka;%Kh lrkafka ldgo@ Tnf.a flia

j,go" iugo" weg j,go" kyr" weg" weg ñÿ`M

j,go@ YÍrfha l=uk fldgigo@ we;a; jYfhka

wm lshkafka YÍrh uu lsh,d fkfuhs uf.a YÍrh

lsh,d' YÍrh uu fkfuhsfk' tfyu kï wms

wyk m%Yakh Tn uuhhs wduka;%Kh lrkq ,nkafka

l=ulgo@ kuq;a wms uf.a foaj,a ñila uu .ek

fkfuhs lshjkafka' uf.a wei" uf.a lK" uf.a

kdih" uf.a Èj" uf.a YÍrh" uf.a ys;" uf.a ÿl"

uf.a i;=g" uf.a wd;auh' t;fldg fu;k uf.a

ñila uu fkfuhs' fu;k fydhd .kak mq`Mjka

uf.a foaj,a ál kuq;a Th w;r ;du lshjqfka keye

uu lshk flkd .ek" fmkqfk;a kE uu lshk

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flkd' wkak ta uu lshk flkd olskjd kï ;uhs

z.yldrlx .fõhkaf;daZ' .yldrlh thd' thd

;uhs ksIamdolhd' thd ±lafld;a Tn,`. ;sfhk

ilaldh ÈÜÀh lshk m%n, n,fõ.h w;=reoyka

fjkjd' wm i;=j ;sfnk ta ÈÜÀh ke;s fj,d

hkjd' yeu flfklau hCIdfõYhlska hqla;hs"

fma%;dfõYhlska hqla;hs' fudavlulska hqla;hs" Th

f,daN" oafõY" fuday lshk ;=k ;ud Th lsjqfõ' yeu

flfklau Th wdfõ. ;=k wrf.k ;uhs hkafka'

;djld,slj nqÈlrj, ;sín;a yeu ;siafiu Th

wdfõ. ;=k ukqIHfhla ;=, ;sfhkjd'

ta ksid ukqIHfhla lsh,d lshkafka ta

ukqIHhdg md,khla ;sfhk flfkla fkfuhs'

;ukag ´kE úÈhgj;a Ôj;a fjka neß wirK

mqoa.,fhla ;uhs ukqIHhd' tal ksid ;uhs

nqÿyduqÿrefjda f.dvdla Th wx.=,sud, jf.a jerÈ

lrmq whg mjd iudjla ÿkafka talhs ta mqoa.,hd

wirKhs' ta ksid ta yefudagu nqÿyduqÿrefjd iudjla

ÿkakd' ñksiqka oreKq jkafka Tjqka ;ukaf.a is;

fkdy÷kklu ksid" is; oukh lr .;af; ke;s

ksid" is; wjfndaO lr .;af;a ke;s ksid we;sjk

iajNdjhla ;=,hs' ±ka flfkla f,daN lrkjd kï

ta lshkafka thd f,daN ukqiaifhla lsh,d whska

lrkak nE' fudlo thd tal y÷kkafka ke;s

ksid' ffjr lrk flkd" B¾IHd lrk flkd

fï ish`M fokd whska lrkak mq`Mjka lula kE

ta wh ;ukaf.a ys; y÷kkafka ke;s ksihs tfyu

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lrkafka' fï yeu laf,aIhlau jev lrkafka

;ukaf. ys; y÷kkafk ke;s ksid" ;uqkaf. ys;

md,kh ke;s ksid" ;ukaf. ys; wjfndaO lr

.;af; ke;s ksid' t;fldg iemh lshk tl"

iekis,a, lshk tl" ksjk lshk tl Tng ndysßka

fydh,d kï ljodj;a fydhd .kak nE'

zwdldfid mox k;aÓ

iufKda k;aÓ ndysf¾Z

wdldifha msh igyka ke;s jf.a Y%uKfhda

ndyssßka ke; Y%uKfhda lsh,d tf;kaÈ woyia

lf<a ks¾jdKhhs' fldfydu;a wms Y%uK lsh,d

lshkafka ksjka ±lmq whgfka' Y%uKfhda ndysßka

ke;akï' tfykï fldfyo bkafka Y%uKfhda'

ndysßka fydhkak nE lsh,d fuf;kaÈ ndysr lsh,d

l;d lrkafka flfkl=f.a ys;" lh lshk yfhkau

fydhk iSudjg' t;fldg ±kg Tng fmakafk

ndysf¾ muKhs Th Tlafldu fmakafk ndysr foaj,a'

±ka wfma ys; we;=f, ;sfhk u;lhka wjÈ lr,

.;a;;a ta .;af;a ndysr fohlafka' tal wdOHd;añl

fohla fjkafk kE' b;ska Tng ndysr fohlauhs

fmakafk' t;fldg ndysr f,dalfha fldfyj;a

Y%uKfhda kE' thg Wmud l<d wyfia msh igyka

kE jf.a lsh,d' ±ka Tfí is; wyi jf.ao fmdf,j

jf.ao@

±ka uy fmdf,dfõ .uka lrf.k .sfhd;a

uv j.=rl" je,s fmd,jl .uka lrf.k .sfhd;a

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fïjfh msh igyka ysákjd" ;dr mdrl Wk;a

msh igyka ysákjd mh nef|kjfka' fmdf,dj

jf.ao Tfí ys; ke;akï wyi jf.ao@ mD:.ack

flkdf. ys; fmdf,dj jf.a" Y%uKhkaf.a

ys; wyi jf.a' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ys; wyi

jf.a' Wkajykafiag rdyq, l=udrhd;a" foajo;a;;a

fokaku tlhs' wmsg kï tfyu fkfuhs fkao@

tfyu lreKdjla WmÈkafk keyefk wms ;=,'

tjeks iajNdjhla yg .kafk kE' wyi jf.a lsh,d

lshkafka ta lsis flfkla igykla yeáhg ysf;a

ordf.k" T`Mfj r|jdf.k kE lshk tl' talg

fya;=j nqÿrcdKka jykafia f,dalfhka tf;r

f,dalh wìnjd .syska f,daflda;a;r nfõ jev isák

ksid' f,daflda;a;r Ndjfha jev isák flfkl=g

fï f,dalfha ;sfhk fudkjhska úislr,d .eyqj;a

jÈkafk kE' tal brg y|g .,aj,ska .ykjd jf.a

jevla' tal lrkak nE' fya;=j f,dalfha ;sfnk

lsisu fohla tf;kag n,mEula kE' fï uy

fmdf,dfõ ;sfhk fohlska .y,d br y| úkdY

lr,d odkak nE jf.a ta f,daflda;a;r Yla;shg

ñksiaiqkaf.a ;sfhk n,fõ. tllaj;a jeo.;a

kE'

tfyu kï uq,skau ÿlaL i;Hh wjfndaO

fjkak ´kE' ;uka bkak ;ek ÿlla ;sfhkjd

lsh,d f;areï lr .kak ´kE' ;uka ys;k m;k

lrk lshk foa ;=, wúoHdjla" ÿlla we;s nj

f;areï .kak ´kE tfyu jqfkd;a ta ;eke;a;dg

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fjkia fjkak ysf;kjd' uu wyi jf.a fjkia

fjkak ´kE lsh,d ys;kjd' fmdf,dj jf.a

;sfhk wfma ys; wyi jf.a fjkia lr .kak ́ kE'

wms fldf;la ndysr ±kqï j,ska bf.k .;a;;a ta

bf.k .;a; iajrEmh ±kqu muKhs ú|,d f;areï

lr .kak iajrEmhla tafla kE' wm fï lshdfok

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh jpk j,g lshkak neß fohla"

wl=re j,ska ,shkak neß fohla' tal .eUqrg

f;areï .;a;du f.dvla .eUqrg ys;kak mq`Mjka'

fudllao@ jpk j,ska lshkak neß fohla" wl=re

j,ska lshkak neß fohla" wl=rej,ska ,shkak neß

fohla" yevhlska fmkajkak neß fohla .ekhs wms

fï l;d lrkafka lshk tl' tal úYauh okjk"

mqÿuh okjk O¾u;djhla ksidu nqÿyduqÿrefjd

foaYkd l<d ta f,daflda;a;r O¾uh lshkjd kï

hfula tal m%d;syd¾hhla' t;fldg foaYlhdf.a

;sfnk úYsIaG meyeÈ,s lsÍu;a" Y%djlhdf.a ;sfnk

úYsIaG {dKh;a Wmfhda.S lrf.k fï O¾uh

wjfndaO lr .kakjd' fïl pl%hla jf.a b,lalï

jf.a lsh,d fokak mq`Mjka lrekq fkfjhs' tfyu

tallhlg f.dkq lr,d uq,a,lg odkak oDIaÀhlg

m;a lrkak mq`Mjka o¾YKhla fkfuhs' fï

O¾uh ish`M oDIaÁka ÿr,d ish`M oDIaÁka blaujd

hk O¾uhla' tl jpkhlg jvd jpk rdYshl

tald;añl núka .;a; úYsIaG idrhla'

ta ksid wms jpk nqoaê lr .;a;" tl;= lr

.;a;" tfla ;jÿrg;a f;arula we;af;a keye' wms

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ish`M nqoaê lr .ekSï" ish`M jpk" ish`M wl=rej,ska

ksoyia fjkak ´kE' wms iSud fj,d bkafka wl=re

j,g" jpk j,g" woyia j,g" ixl,am j,g' tf,i

iSud fj,d ta Tiafia we;s jpk Wmdodkh lrf.k

bkafka' fïjd fyd| jpk" fïjd krl jpk lsh,d'

kuq;a fkdf;afrk NdIdjlska ukqIHfhla l;d

lf,d;a" fyd| jpk;a kE tafl" krl jpk;a kE'

m%xY NdIdj Tn okafk ke;akï m%xY NdIdfjhka

Tng ljqreyß nekafkd;a tafl fyd| jpk;a

kE" krl jpk;a kE" ;ry hkafk;a kE" i;=gq

ysf;kafk;a kE' t;fldg jpkfhka fldfyduo

i;Hh lshd fokafka' jpkh f,dal iïu;hla

ú;rhs' nqÿ oyfu b|,d ne¨jyu jpk ;sfhkafk

<ore mdief,a <uhskag' t;fldg Th úYajúoHd,

j, bkak uydpd¾hjreka <ore mdief,a ;uhs nqÿ

oyu;a tlal ne¨jyu' mqo.,fhla ke;s ;ek

mqoa.,fhla y÷kajd §u uyd úys`Mjla wúoHdjla'

talu uuxldrhla uu;ajh úoyd ±laùula' tal ta

mqoa.,hd úiska y÷kd .;a;d tal fjku ldrKhla'

ñksiqkag ye`.Sï" woyia fokak nqÿ rcdKka

jykafia,d W;aidy lr,d kE' ljodj;au ;u

;u keK muKska ;u is; wjfndaO lr .ekSuhs

lrkak ;sfhkafka'

kmf¾ix úf,daudks

kmf¾ix ;;dl;x

w;a;kdj wfjlaflHh

;;d;s wl;dksp

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wkqka l< fkdl< lS foa .ek fkfjhs"

;ukag lr.kak ;sfhk foa .ek" ;ukaf. ;j

fjkia fjkak Wjukd lrk lreKq .ek fydhkak

n,kak' fï lshmq jpk w;f¾ Tn fidhk ksjk

;sfhkjd' ksjk wjfndaO lr .kak mq`Mjka

{dKh" o¾YKh we;s whg'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia bÈßfha mkaiShla muK

nK wykjd' kuq;a ksjka olskafk y;r miafokhs"

oy fodf,dia fokhs' ta kqjk ;snqk wh" lshk foh

fyd¢ka jegyqk wh ksjka ±lald' O¾uh jegyqfka

ke;s" O¾uhg is; fhduq lf,a ke;s" W;aidy lf,a

ke;s wh ksjka ±lafla kE' to;a ksjka ±lafla"

wo;a ksjka ±lafla úo¾Ykd lrmq wh' ukqiaihkag

tl tl foaj,a ms<sn| .fõYKh lrkak mq`Mjka

mqrdúoHdj" N+f.da,h" wdyi ms<sn|j" ;drld ms<sn|j

jf.a' kuq;a fï fudfydf;a wms ksjk .ek" f,dal

i;Hh .ek m¾fhaIKh lrk wh' f,dalh;a

f,dal ksfrdaOh;a ;sfhkafka ;ud ,`.uhs" ;ud

;=,uhs" hï flfkla fï f,dal ksfrdaOh ±lafld;a

thdg ,efnkjd fï ixidfrÈ ,efnkjd' uyd

jrm%idohla' fudllao ta@ ;uka .ek ;ukag

whs;sjdislï lSfï yelshdj ta mqoa.,hdg ,efnkjd'

ke;akï yeu mqoa.,fhl=u t;lka ;ukaf. ukig

;uka whs;sjdislï lshk flfkla fkfuhs ;Kayd

odfida' ta lshkafka ta ukfia fiajlfhla lshk

tl' ta ksid fï f,dalfha bkak mD:.ack ish`Mu

ñksiqka fiajlfhda" odifhda' fudkjdgo@ ;uka

,`. ;sfnk ;Kaydjg'

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Th ñksiqka fõ.fhka ÿj,d mek,d yß

yïn lrkafka" .y urdf.k" weK fldgf.k"

flda,dy, lrf.k ta foaj,a lrkafk ;ukag

fkfuhs' ;uka ,`. ;sfhk ;Kaydjg odifhlajhs

ta foaj,a ish,a, lrkafka' iekis,af,a ta foaj,a

lr .kak Woúh;a bkakjd' iuHla m%;smodfjka

Ôú;h f.dvk.df.k l=i,gh oyug nrj Ôj;a

fjkjd' Ôú;h f,!lsl jYfhka jqk;a yod

.kakjd' t;fldg fï w;Dma;slr uki Tn

f;areï lr .;af;d;a Tng mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd

k;r fjkak' yßhg wx.=,sud, k;r jqkd jf.a'

±ka Th we;af;d;a wx.=,sud,,d ;uhs fõ.fhka

ÿjkjd lvqj wfudrdf.k fyd|g n,kak ;uka

Èyd' fõ.fhka ÿjf.k ÿjf.k hkjd' ;ukag

tfrys fjk flfkla wdfjd;a lm,d odkjd' u¾.

M,hla ,n,d lsjqfjd;a mq`Mjka ;rï .eg .y,d

thd ud¾. M, ,n,d kE lsh, Tmamq lrkak

W;aidy lrkjd' is,ajka;hs" uu hym;a flfkla

lsh,d fmkajkak W;aidy lf,d;a fldfydu yß"

fudlla yß fydhdf.k Th ñksyd is,ajka; kE

lsh,d fmkajkak" Tmamq lrkak W;aidy lrkjd'

;ukag jvd flfkla Okfhka" n,fhka"

ks,fhka" .=Kfhka by,g hkjd ±lafld;a

ldreKsl ukqiaifhl=g we;s fjkafk ldreKsl

ye`.Sula tfyu;a msßila ;uhs ;j flfklaj

wjxlj w.h lrkafka' fï lreKq Tiafia ;ukaf.a

ys; n,kak ñila uu lshk O¾u lreKq yßo jerÈo

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lsh,d fydhkak n,kak hkak tmd' ;ukaf.

ysf;a ;sfhk m%Yafk úi| .kak uf.ka úi÷ula

yïnfjhso lsh,d n,df.k bkak tmd' fï lshk

lreKq f;areï wrf.k ;ukaf.a m%Yakh úi|

.kak' wms frday,aj,g .shdu;a tfyufka fnfy;a

wrf.k weú,a,d ;ukaf. f,fâ fyd|lr .kakjd'

;uka frdayf,a§ úksYaphlrefjla fkfuhs" ;uka

tf;kaÈ frda.sfhla' ;uka úfYaI{fhl=;a fkfuhs'

ys;kak ;uka oeka frda.sfhla' fuf;ka§ ;ukaf.a

f,fâg ;ukau fnfy;a lr .kak' fudkjo

f,v@ cd;s" crd" jHdê" urK" fidal" mßfoaj"

ÿla" fodïkia lshk fï wd;au Ndjfha§ ,efnk

f,v ÿla ál' fï wd;aufha§ fï f,v wvqfjka

oekqk;a kuq;a ixidfrÈ flfkl=g ,efnk ndOl"

lror" f,v ÿla fumuKhs lsh,d ldgyß lshkak

mq`Mjkao@ ks;ru u;la lr.kak ukqIHfhla

yeáhg Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka wjqreÿ wiQjhs" wkQjhs'

tfyu tfla ixidfr wms fndfydu ld,hla

ieß irkjd' wmsg jákdu wjia:djla ,eì,d

;sfhkafka' fï wjia:dfjka uu ud ,`. ;sfhk

w.=K" ÿ¾j,lï ÿre lrf.k" .=KO¾u k.dysgjd

.kakjd lsh,d fyd| wêIaGdkhla ysf;a we;s lr

.kak ´kE' fudlla .eko@ uu mrojkak ´kE

uf.a ,`. ;sfhk f,daNh" oafõYh" fudaydkaOldrh

lshk tl .ek' Bg wjYHlrk oyu ;sfhkjd'

oyu olsk tl my<fjkafk ke;akï ksjka O¾uh

olskak mq`Mjkalula kE' wei tf;kag fhduq lr

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.;af;d;a" yod .;af;d;a ;uhs ta foa fmakafk'

uu;a lrkafk wE;ska fmak isÍmdo lkao fmkajk

mqoa.,hd jf.a jevla' kuq;a wei ta foig ;uka

fhduq lr .;af; ke;akï lkao fmakafk kE' uu

fmkajkjd fufyu n,kak" fufyu n,kak" wr

w;kska n,kak" fï úÈhg n,kak lsh,d' b;ska

wms;a fï ks¾jdK O¾uh Èyd n,kak lshkjd"

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh Èyd n,kak lshkjd' Tn

f,daflda;a;r O¾uh ±lafld;a ;ukag f,dl=

t,shla" f,dl= i;=gla" f,dl= iekiqula ±fkkak

mgka .kakjd' t,shla lshmqjdu ,hsÜ t,shla jf.a

fkfuhs ta; ;ukag iqj;djhla talg lshkjd uki

meyem;a fjkjd lsh,d' ±ka yefudaf.u w÷re

fj,dfk uki ;sfhkafk' ta w÷re fjÉp uki

meyem;a fjkjd' wdf,dalu;a fjkjd' t;kska

.,df.k tk ksjk ksid ukqiaihdf.a Ôú;h

iykfhka iekfik ksjkla fjkjd' th ;uka

;=, l%udkql+,j ;uhs isÿ fjkafka' tl mdrgu

fkfï'

kuq;a wfma wh m<fjks mähgj;a .sys,a,d

ke;=j ksjk .ekhs" ry;ka jykafia,d .ekhs"

nqÿjre .ekhs fkdfhl=;a l;d lshkjd'

±ka ;=kaish yegmia ojfiu yeuodu yeu

mefhau nK .=jkaúÿ,sfha" rEmjdyskS kd,sld

fiarf.au' flda tlaflfklaj;a ksjka olskjdo@

ta yryd iudchg hym;la isÿjqk;a th ksjka

wjfndaO lr .kak ;rï m%udKj;a uÈ'

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oeka ;r.hla ÿjk flfkl=g ta i|yd

Wmfoia ,nd fok flkd ;uhs ud¾. WmfoaYlhd"

ke;skï ksjerÈ u. fmkajk flkd' kuq;a

Wmfoia ,nd .kakd ukqiaihdg ÿjkak neßkï"

ll=, fldrfj,d kï ksjerÈ Wmfoia ÿkak;a

jevla kE' ta ksid ;ukag yelshdj ;sfhkak ´kE"

m%{duysuh ;sfhkak ´kE fï lshk foh f;areï

.kak' foaYlhg mq`Mjka wrjf.a wkq.%yhka

olajkak muKhs" Wmfoia ,ndfokak muKhs'

tksid ;r.h Èõfjd;a" ;r.h Èkqfjd;a ta iïudkh

,efnkafka ;ukaguhs' iyfhda.h olajk flkd

ñ;%YS,S;ajfhka ta iyfhda.h olajkafka iïudk

.kak fkfuhs' ta jf.a Th we;a;kag;a wms lreKd

ffu;s%fhka lshkjd ú;rhs' ta ksid wdY%jhkaf.

ka l=uk wdY%jhl ud jeämqr /£ isákjdo@ jeä

Pkaofhka leue;af;ka wdY%h lrk O¾u;djh

l=ulao hkak ms<sn|j fidhd n,kak' ckaord.h

lshkafka tal ;uhs leue;af;ka we,Su z;;%;;%dNs

kkao;SZ kej; kej; wef,kjd' ±ka wr udr

¥jre ;=kafokd weú,a,d kgkjd' ;Kayd" r;S"

r`.d Th ;=kafokd ;uhs ksjka u.g Tng ndOd

lrkafka ;Kaydj" rd.h' f,dalfha wei" lK"

kdih" Èj" YÍrh" uk mskùfï leue;a;" r;sh"

oDIaÀ ixl,am" jpkj,g we,Su" r;s wef,kjd'

wr;s wef,kafka kE' úúO ldrKd uq,afldgf.k

udr ¥jre ;ukaf.a ukfia kgkjd' Tn ,iaikhs

lshñka n,df.k bkakjd' yenehs okafka kE fï

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iqr`.k fjia wrf.k ;sfhkaka udrhd lshk tl

.ek' fkdoekqj;aju udrhdg yiqfjkjd'

ta ksid nqÿyduqÿrefjd fï f,dafla ldujia;=ka

fmkakqfj úi ;ejrek flacq lE,a,la jf.a lsh,d'

msáka flacq" we;=f, úi' ta ksid b;ska Th we;af;d

Ôj;afj,d bkak f,dafla" t,a,s,d bkak ´kEu

laf,aI O¾uhla ;sfhkafka f,daNfha" oafõYfha"

fudayfha ;uhs' msáka ;snqkg tajdfha ñysßhdj"

we;=f, úi we; lsh,d ks;ru l,amkd lr,d

wd§kj ix{dj jv,d tajd bj;a lrkak ´kE' tajd

fmr,f.k hkak mq`Mjka ukila yod .kak ´kE'

Ôú;hg tk ´kEu wNsfhda.hla uu ch .kakjd

lsh,d fkdmiqniakd uyd ù¾hh" n,h fhdokak

´kE' n,h fhdo,d bÈßhgu hk flkdg ;uhs fï

ksjka u. ,efnkafk' iuyr fj,djg bJøshhkag

iem Wjukd kE lsh,d O¾uh fidhd ÿjf.k wdj;a

±ä ù¾hh" ±ä W;aidyh lemùu ke;s fjkfldg

thd t;k lïue,s fjkjd' fu;k iïmQ¾Kfhkau

;sfhkafka m%{duh .uka u.la" kqjkska .uka lrk

.uka u.la' Tn fï .uk wjidkh f;la kqjkskauhs

hd hq;af;a zwfiai úrd. ksfrdafOdZ fYaIhlaj;a

b;sß ke;sj' w;S; flf,ia" j¾;udk flf,ia"

wkd.; flf,ia kqjkska ke;slrkak ´fka' ug

mq`Mjka lsh,d ys;k flfkl=g i;Hh wjfndaO lr

.kak mq`Mjka' ±ka wms fufyu lsõfjd;a remsh,a

fldaáhla jákd jdykhla ;sfhkjd .kak lsh,d

thg Wkkaÿjk Ok n,h ;sfhk flkd fldfydu

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yß tal .kakjd' kuq;a Wjukdjla" W;aidyhla"

ù¾hhla" wjYH;djhla ke;s flfkla ys;kjd ug

kï .kak nE" ug ´fk kE lsh,d' ta jf.a ;uhs

ksjkg;a mdrñ;d .=K ;sfhk" yelshdj ;sfhk wh

kqjkska .sys,a,d ta ksjka O¾uh olskjd' wksla

wh yeuodu nhsislf,ka yß mhska yß hkjd'

O¾u wjfndaOh;a iu. Tn;=< kj o¾YKhla

my< fjkjd' wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uk

lshk bJøsh ifhka t,shg .sys,a,d fï f,dafl

n,kak mq`Mjka kj o¾Ykhla Tn ;=, ta Tiafia

my, fjkjd' t;fldg ;uhs fï f,dafl ;:d.;

o¾Ykh ;sfhkafka" ;;ajdldr o¾Ykh ;sfhk"

mj;sk iajNdjh fmakjd' t;fldg thd fï

f,dafl Èyd n,kafk wefyka" lfKka" kdifhka"

Èfjka" YÍrfhka" ufkka fkfjhs tajdhska

f;drjhs n,kafk' ±kg Th we;af;d fï f,dafl

Èyd n,kafk Th bJøshhka yfhkafka' tal ksid

bJøsh úIhh" bJøshhkag f;afrk iSudj ;uhs Th

we;a;kag f;afrkafka' fuh bkaøsh iSudjg tyd

.sh oyula' th Tn Tfí kqjkskauhs fidhd.;

hq;af;a'

bJøshhka j,ska tf;r jQ wê {dKh" oyï wei

my, jqkdg miafia thdg /h oyj, iSudj blaujd

n,kak mq`Mjka Yla;sh ,efnkjd' yeu ;siafiu

fï ;;ajh uu flfiao wjfndaO lr .kafka"

l=ulao i;Hh" l=ulao ;ukaf.a wvqmdvqj lsh,d

fkdf;afrkj kï fkdf;afrk lug fya;=j ks;ru

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n,ñka" ks;ru fidhñka ls%hd;aul fjkak' iuyr

úg Èk fol ;=kla .shdg miafi f;afrkafk;a kE"

fkdf;afrkafk;a kE' .eg`Mjl=;a kE' t;fldg

tjeks ;;ajj,a my,fjkfldg wmsg lshkak mq`Mjka

uf.a is; ldka;drhla jf.a lsh,d' fudllaj;au kE

Tfy bkakjd ta ldka;dr miq lrf.k" Y+kH;djh

miq lrf.k .sfhd;a ;uhs ksjk ;sfhkafka'

Y+kH;djh ;=, ksjkla kE" ms,sl=, ;=, ksjkla

kE" ms%hukdm foa ;=, ksjkl=;a kE' ;ukag ÿl

±fkkafka" m%Yak ±fkkafk mqoa.,fhla f,i ta

foaj,a .;a; ksidfka' i;ajhd" mqoa.,hd" wd;auh

Ndr .;af;a ke;akï ´jd ;ukag ±fkhso@ tfyu

.;af;a ke;akï ;ukag ±fkkafk;a kE' fï

Tlafldu .sks" fõokdj,a" m%Yak ±fkkafka i;aj"

mqoa.," wd;au oDIaÀh ta foaj,a Ndr .;a; ksid'

bßishdj we;s fjkafk" ;ry we;sfjkafk" m%Yak

we;sfjkafk i;aj" mqoa.," wd;au oDIaÀh t;k

;sfhk ksid' t;fldg i;ajfhla" mqoa.,fhla"

wd;auhla keyehs lshk h:d¾:hg wfma wdOHd;auh

.sys,a, kE' talhs fya;=j' tfyu iajNdjhla keye

;uhs lsh,d f;arekdg tfyu iajNdjhla oekqkg

wfma ys; tf;kag Oïudkq Oïu m%;sm;a;shlska

jegys,d kE' ±ka wms fï W;aidy lrkafk tal

we;s lr.kak i;ajfhla" mqoa.,fhla" wd;auhla

keye lshk ta h:d¾:djd§ oyug wfma ys;

f.kshkak' tfyu oyula ;sfhktl we;a; kuq;a

t;k fkfuhs mqoa., ys; ;sfhkafk' wfma ys;

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lshkafka mqoa.,fhla" wd;auhla" ia;s%hla" mqreIfhla

fï jf.a" fï jf.a flfkla bkakjd lsh,d'

iuyr wh wykafk Thd okakjo uu ljqo lsh,d"

fkao@ ;udj;a okafk ke;sfldg wkqka fldfyduo

okafka ;uka ljqo lsh,d' fï l;dlrkafka Tfí

wdOHd;añl iajNdjh .ek ñila ndysßka flfkla

kE lshk ldrkh .ek fkfuhs'

fyd| lshukla ;sfhkjd' ojila fmd,sia

ks,Odßfhla weú,a,d weyqj¨ Tn ljqo lsh,d@ ta

ukqiaihd W;a;r ÿkak¨ uu;a tal;uhs rd,ydñ

fydhkafka lsh,d' ,iaik W;a;rhla ta jf.a Tn;a

ks;ru Tfnka wykak uu ljqo lsh,d' t;fldg

fu;k uu lshkafka Tn .ek l,lsÍï" ye`.Sï"

ms,sl=,a we;slr .kak lshk tl fkfjhs fï

Tlafldu ;sfhkafk iqL" ÿlaL" WfmaCId" ye`.Sï"

fõokd ;sfhkafk' ta ksid wmsg yelshdj ;sfhkak

´kE fï fõokd;%fhka ksoyia fjkak' ks;ru

;ukag lshkak uu fï fiajlfhla ys; ;ry

.;a;du ;ry msg lrk tlhs jpkj,ska lrkafka"

bJøshhkag i;aldr lrk tl ;uhs ;Kaydj kue;s

n,fõ.hg ke;skï udrhdg fiajh lrk tl ;uhs

uu fï lrkafka" uu fï odilñka ksoyia jqkdg

miafi thdg fndfydau iekis,af,a jev isákak

mq`Mjka" ÿl" .eg`M" m%Yak" ixfõ§;d wju lr .kak

mq`Mjka lshk ldrKh ks;ru ;ukag lshkak'

iShg ye;a;Emyla ú;r fï Ôú;fha ;sfnk ÿlaL

fodaukiaihkaf.ka ksoyia ùfï yelshdj ;sfhkjd

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O¾udjfndaOhg miafia' mskg jvd m%N,hs l=i,h"

wf,daN" woafõY" wfuday lshk fï O¾uh ;=,ska

mek ke.=k udkisl iykYS,S;ajh' O¾uh wjfndaO

jQ flfklaf.kau O¾uh wyoaÈ f.dv kef.kafka

f,daflda;a;r jQ fohla' l=i,a jvkak f,fyis

fjkafk kE mska kï ´kEu wd.ul flfkl=g

lrkak mq`Mjka' flfkla ;=, l=i,h jefvkak

wd;au .fõYKh f,daflda;a;r O¾uh m¾fhaIKh

l,hq;=u fjkjd'

ÿjk ys;g ÿjkak ÿkakyu Tfya ÿj ÿj

bkakjd ú;rhs' tl ;ekl ;sh,d Ndjkdjg mqreÿ

lrkak yokúg .ia nekaod jf.a fõokdjla ;uhs

±fkkafka' ñksiaiqkag iekis,a,la Th fõ.fhka

ÿjktl" iuyr Woúh ys;kjd f.or bkak

ojig yß wudrehs ukig lsh,d' tl w;lska ta

ñksiaiqkaf.a we;=f, yg.;a r;aùu thd ke;slr.

kak;a ´kE' yeu ;siafiu f.org fj,d úfõl

.kak nE' ñksiaiqkag we;sfjk fjfyi ksudjl=;a

keye'

oyu fydhdf.k hkjd kï ta fjfyi Tfnka

ke;sfj,d hkjd" ta fõ.h ke;sfj,d hkjd'

fidajdka fjkak fkfï fï lshkafka" ;ukaf.

ys; ksjd.kak'

ug yduqÿrejre yïnfj,d ;sfhkjd' uu

wßy;a M, iudm;a;sfha bkafk lsh,d lshkjd' uu

fudl=;a lshkafk kE fudlo fndfydu l,d;=rlska

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wykak ,efnk jpkhlafk' we;d yß ke;d yß

Wkajykafiag f;afrk uÜgñka lshkjfka fyd|hs

fldÉpr jákjo fudlla yß .=K hym;a lulafk

lshkafka fkao@ iuyr wh uu uia ud`M lkafk

kE lsjqjyu;a talg;a nkskjd Th lkak msk keye

lsh,d' wms lshkak ´fka wfka fldÉpr fyd|o

fkao@ i;=gqfjkak tmdhe talg;a nkskjd' tal

ksid .=K hym;alï j,g fodia lshkak fyd|

kE' wms lsisu Ndjkdjlg fodia lshkafk kE

yeu Ndjkdjlskau .=Khla ,efnkjfka fudku

nKla wykakj;a wms tmhs lshkafk kE' fudllao

Tfí Ôú;hg tl ldrKhlayß tl;= lr .kak

ksid' fï úfYaI O¾uh Tiafia Tfí iïuq;s

Ôú;h fyd|g yod .kak mq¨jka jk w;r thsg

tyd .shmq O¾u {dKhla Tng f.dv kef.kjd'

ta úfYaI O¾uh ,nd .;af;d;a ;ukag úfYaI

iekiqula ,efnkjd' fukak fï foa lsh,d

Tmamq lrkak neß" fukak fï Èidfõ ;sfhkafka

lsh,d lshkak neß" fukak fï m%;sm;a;sh f.dv

ke.Su ;=,ska Tng fï foa ,efnkjd lshkak neß

úfYaI oyula fuh' zwl=mamd fï fÉf;da úuqla;sZ

lsisu iïnkaO;djhla ke;s" lsisu foalg ne£ula

ke;s O¾u;djhla' zfoafï wka;d mínðf;ak

kfiaú;índZ ksjka olskak leu;s flfkla

wdY%h lrkak ´fka" fïl msáka n,,d lrkak nE'

wOHd;añl o¾Ykfhka lrkak ´kE' Tng ndysrj

we;s jegqfmka" we÷fuka" lk fndk wdydrfhka

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fjkiafj,d jevla kE ks.kaGhka fuka ta wh

;ju;a bkakjd' ixl,amj,g ñ;HdoDIaÀ j,g

hkak tmd fyd|hs krlhs" iemhs ÿlhs lshk wka;

foflkau ksoyia fjkak' iemhs iemhs lsh,d

wef,k tlg lshkafk ldu iqL,a,sldkq fhda.h

lsh,d' lï iem ú¢kak we;s leue;a;" ÿlhs ÿlhs

lsh,d .efgkjd' ta wdldr folskau ksoyia jqkd

kï t;k ksjk ;sfhkjd' uOHia: ùu fkfuhs

foflkau Nd.h Nd.h lshk uOHu m%;smodj

fkfï ta folskau iïmQ¾kfhkau Tn whska fjkak

´kE' bJøsh Yla;shg mq`Mjka rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri"

iam¾Y" is;sú,s fufyhjkak ú;rhs Tn ,`. ;sfhk

ta idxidßl Yla;sh bJøsh Yla;shhs ±ka fuf;kaÈ

wms w;SJøsh lshk tl Wodlr .kak ´kE" bJøsh

Yla;sh blaujd .sh m%{djla uu my< lr .kak

´kE lshk tl Tn f;areï .kak' tf;kag hdug

úYsIaG {dKhla ´kE" ke.S isák ù¾hhla ke;akï

ke.sákak nE hï ojil ;ukaf.a fï ish`Mu Yla;Ska

ál w;yer ou,d .sh ojig ;uhs ;ukag iykhla

,efnkafka' w;yerek ;ek ieye,a¨j ;sfhkjd

lshk úoHd;aul .=Kh ;sfhkjd' tfy;a wúoHdj

ksid is; ;=, w,a,d.ekSu isÿfjkjd' wdOHd;añl

idxidßl ú{dKhg mqÿudldr n,hla ;sfhkjd'

uuxldrh yßu Ôjuh .=Khlska hqla;hs' thd

tl tl fjia .kakjd' udrhd fjk fjk fjia

wrf.k tkjd Tfí .uk j,lajkak' flf,ia

udrhd lshkafka talghs' tla ojila ukqiaifhla

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ug lsjqjd uq`M f,daflu wdj;a udj krla lrkak nE

lsh,d' n,kfldg thd uq`M f,daflu bkak krlu

ukqiaifhla' ta jf.a udrhd bkafk ;ud .djuhs

udrhdg yßhg fi!uH jpk ´kE" iqkaor;ajh

´kE" ish`Mu ñysß foaj,a ´kE' ,iaikg we|,d"

úÿ,s nqnq`M ou,d" w,xldr lr,d fyd| .dhlfhla

iskaÿ lshk kgk ;ekaj,g fkao jeäfhkau udr

n,fõ. tl;= fjkafka' ta n,fõ. ke;s lrkak

kï wms ,`. udr mrdchla isÿfjkafk ´kE' tal

udr úkaokhla lshk ú£ula ;sfnk foaj,g yq`.

fofkla weÈ,d hkjd' O¾uh me;a;g tkafk ál

fokhs' udr mrdch lr,d i;H O¾uh olskak ug

Yla;sh" ffO¾hh" m%{d n,h ,efíjd lshk tlhs

wms yeufokdf.u m%d¾:kh úh hq;af;a'

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fï Ndjkd jev igyka iy idlÉPd j,§ uu

±lal tl ldrKhla ;uhs tys M, m%fhdackhla ,nd

.kakd iajNdjhla ke;s nj' uu jqk;a iïu;h

;=, b|f.ku fï u. Tng lshdfokak W;aidy

lrkjd' fudlo iïu;h wmsg fjkia lrkak

neyefka' ta ksid wmsg ta foa lrkak isÿfjkjd'

thg uu WodyrKhla oelajqfjd;a ±ka A wl=r

bx.S%isfhka f,dal iïu;h fj,d ;sfhkjfka

fkao@ ±ka ux ´lg iS wl=r lsh,d lshkak .sfhd;a

tfyu fudlo fjkafka' uu f,dl= jerÈldrfhla

njg m;a fj,d fï iudcfhka fkrmkjd' tal

;uhs f,dal iïu;h lsh,d lshkafk tal yß m%n,

fohla' tal kqjkska y÷kd.;a; flkd tal ta úÈhg

y÷kd .kakjd iïuq;sfha we;s jákdlula kE

lsh,d' kuq;a f,dalfha wd.ñl ixialD;sl rgj,a

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iïu;fhka tydf,daflda;a;r iqjh

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jYfhka NdId jYfhka ñksiaiq ;Èka je<| .;a;

foaj,a mj;skjd' tjeks foaj,a yuqfõ§ i;Hh jgyd

.ekSu ksid wmg tajd wìnjd hkakg isÿfjkjd'

ñksiqkag fuys h:d¾:h fmkajd fokakg' b;ska

nqÿrcdKka jykafia" uy ry;ka jykafia,d tajd

wìnjd f.dia lreKq ldrKd meyeÈ,s lrmq W;=uka

jykafia,d' Wkajykafia,d fïl ;ukaf.a rfÜh"

;ukaf.a ixialD;sfhah" ;ukaf.a mrïmrfjka

wdjdh" uf.a ujqmsfhd woyk wd.uh lsh,d

ie,l=fõ keye' ta ;=, mj;sk i;H wi;H;djh

ms<sn| Rcqj idlÉPdjg n÷ka lr .;a;d' ug;a

fï i;Hh oyu Tng meyeÈ,s lr §ug iïuq;sfhka

tydg .sys,a,d we;a; fmkaj,d fokak isÿfjkjd

Tfí O¾u m%{dj wjÈlr §u i|yd' uu lshkafka

mj;sk iïuq;sh fjkia lrkak fkfuhs' thg ta

úÈhgu .re lrkak' kuq;a fï ksjkau. y÷kd

.ekSu i|yd Tn iïuq;sfhka thdg Tfí {dKh

ÈhqKq l, hq;=uhs' ta .ekhs uu fï meyeÈ,s

lrkafka'

fmdfidka fmda Èkh fndfydu jeo.;a YS%

,dxlslhskag fudllao ta jeo.;a lu' uyskaod.

ukh isÿfj,d wmsg úYd, fi;la isÿ fjÉp ojila'

b;ska uq,skau tod ñys÷ ysñhkag rc;=ud ;uhs uqK

.eyqfka' rc;=udf. Whka m%foaYh ;=< rc;=ud uqK

.eys,d rc;=udf.ka wik ,o m%Yakh ms<sn|j;a wms

fuys§ l;d lruq' wU m%Yakh lsh,fk ljqre;a tal

okafka' m%isoaOhsfka fkao@ ta m%Yakh .ek;a wms

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fmdâvla idlÉPd lrkak n,fmdfrd;a;= fjkjd' ta

m%Yakh Tn okakjg jvd me;slvla tafla ;sfhkjd'

tal f.dvla wh okafka keye' rc;=udf. ms<s;=r Tn

okak ms<s;=r fkfuhs' nqoaêuf;la {dKjka;fhla

hhs m%ldY lsÍfï uÜgulg ,nd ÿka ms<s;=r Tn

wm yeufokdu okak ckms%h ms<s;=r fkfuhs' uu

Tng tal meyeÈ,s lrfokakï fufyu'

we;a;gu rc;=udg ms<s;=re ke;sj .shdg

miafi ;uhs Ydikhg tfyu ke;akï ;=Kqrejka

irK hkak ;SrKh lf,a' flfkla ´kEu fohla

ms<sn|j fkdf;afrk uÜgug wdjg miafi ;uhs

;SrKh lrkafk uu ta lreK ms<sn|j ±k .kakg

leu;shs lsh,d' irK hkakg leuhs;s lsh,d'

b;ska ta jf.a rc;=ud fkd±lal me;a;la ;snqk

ta m%Yakh ;=,' tal ±k .ekSug ;uhs fï uyd

m`äjrfhla lshk {dKfhka hq;=j;a tjf.au rdcH

ine¢hdfjka hq;=j;a ñys÷ uy ry;ka jykafiaj

ms<sf.k ;=Kqrejka irK hdug;a O¾udjfndaOhg

m;a jkakg;a fya;= ldrKd njg m;a jqfka'

tfyukï uu ta wU m%Yakfha mskaj;=ka

fkdÿgq me;a;la lsh,d fokakï' w`M;a me;a;la

.ek lsh,d fokakï' ljqrej;a ta .ek fï úÈyg

ys;kafk kE' fmdÿfõ tu m%Yakh ú.%y lr,d

;sfhk úÈh fndfydau h:d¾:jd§ f,dl= .eUqrla

ms<sìUq fjk úÈyg fkfuhs' wms n,uq ta wU

m%Yakfha fudk me;a;o ±kg m%isoaOj ;sfhkafka

fldhs fohlao thska w¾:j;a jkafka lsh,d'

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uq,skau rc;=udf.ka wykafka fï .fia ku

l=ulao lsh,d fka@ ta ,`. ;snQ wU .ila fmkajd

ñys÷ udysñhka rcqf.ka m%Yak lr,d ;sfnkjd'

rc;=ud ms<s;=re ,nd fokjd fuh wU .ils

lsh,d' ñys÷ ud ysñhka jykafia kej; m%Yak

lrkafka fudllao@ fï yer ;j;a wU .ia ;sfío

lsh,d wykjd' t;fldg rc;=ud talg W;a;r

fokafka tfiah iajdóks fndfyda wU .ia we;

lsh,d'

Bg miafi kej;;a ñysÿ udysñhka fï wU

.i;a ta wU .iq;a yer ;j;a wU .ia ;sfío lsh,d

wykjd'

Bg miafi rc;=ud iajdóks" fndfyda wU .ia

fkdfõ lsh,d lshkjd' wU fkdjk .ia fjk

fjk j¾.fha .ia ;sfhkjd lsh,d lshkjd' uyrc

ta wU;a fkdwU;a yer ;j;a .ia ;sfío lsh,d

wykjd'

wkak t;ek§ ;uhs wfma meg,s,a, we;sù

;sfhkafka' rc;=udf.ka fuf;kaÈ wykafka ta

wU;a fkdwU;a yer lsh,fk' t;fldg ta wU;a

fkdwU;a yer lsõjyu fï wU .ihs" wfkla wU

.iqhs" wU fkdjk .iqhs Tlafldgu lshkafk wU;a

fkd wU;a yer lsh,dfka f;areKdo@

t;fldg wdhs rc;=udg fï .y fmkakkak

neye' fï wU .yhs wr wU .iqhs Tlafldu

wU .iafk' tfyu kï b;ska wksla .ia ál;a

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fmkakkak mq`Mjkafka' ;¾ldkql+,j fï foi

n,kak' wU;a fkdwU;a yer ta lshkafk wU.iq;a

wU fkdjk .iq;a yer lsh,fka ±ka fuf;kaÈ

we;a;gu fmkajkafka wr /h oyj, blaujQ lshk

;ek ;uhs'

wU .iq;a fkdwU;a yer ta .ia j¾. folu

yer' ta .ia j¾. fol tlg ,x l,yu ish`Mu .ia

j¾.fk whs;s fjkafka' wU tl fldgilg whs;s

jqkd' wksla tlg wU fkdjk ish`Mu .ia whs;s

jqkd' ±ka Th .ia j¾. folu yer fjk;a .ia

;sfío lsh,d weyqjdu rc;=ud ksre;a;r jqkd'

wkak t;ek§ ;uhs ;=Kqrejka irK hkak

isoaO jqfka' iajdóks ug fïl ±k .kak ´kE'

uu Tn jykafia ;rï m`äjrfhla fkfuhs lshk

ldrKh rc;=udg meyeÈ<s jqkd'

kuq;a fuf;kaÈ wms okak ldrKh ;uhs wehs

iajdóks fï wU .i lsh,d wU .i fmkakqjd lshk

tl' ta ldrkh ;ud m%p,s;'

b;ska fu;k wykjfka ta wU;a fkdwU;a

yer lsh,d tfyukï ta wU;a lsõjyu fï wU

.i;a ta wU .iq;a Tlafldu wU' wdfh fï .y

lsh,d wuq;= .yla fjkafk keyefka' wU;a

fkdwU;a yer f;arekdfka' t;fldg oDIaÀ udhdj

blauj,d m%Yakh weyqfj' t;fldg rc;=udg oDIH

udhdj blaujkak neyefka' bJøsh úIh blaujkak

rc;=udg {Kh keye' uyry;ka jykafia kulg

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tal ;sfhkjd' t;fldg uy ry;ka jykafia lula

fï wU;a fkdwU;a yer fjk;a .ila .ek l;d

lrkafk fudllao@ ta ksjk .ek' wld,sl;ajh

.ek' tfyu ke;akï wßy;ajh .ek'

t;fldg wkak tf;kaÈ ;uhs rc;=ud l,amkd

lf<a' tfyu fohla ux fï olajd ljodj;a l,amkd

lr,;a kE" ys;,;a kE ta ksid fïl uu f;areï

.kak ´kE' wjfndaO lr .kakg ´kE lsh,d

ys;=fj' talhs uu l,ska meyeÈ,s lf,a ksjk

f;areï .kakkï wms iïu;fhka tydg ys;kak

´fka lsh,d'

kuq;a b;ska fï wU .yhs lsh,d fmkakqjg

miafi wd uyrc Tn mKaä;fhla lsh,d ;uhs

iïu;fha i|yka lrkafk' Bg miafi wykjd

f;dmg kEfhda isá;ao lsh,d@

tfiah iajdóks" fndfyda kEfhda isá;a'

uy rc" f;dmg fkdkEfhda isá;ao@

tfiah iajdóks" fkdkEfhda;a isà'

ta kEfhda;a fkdkEfhd;a yer ;j;a wh isào

wehs iajdóks" fï uu' lsh,d W;a;rh ,nd

fokjd'

t;fldg kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a yer

lshk tflaÈ woyia fjkafka l=ulao@ kEfhda;a

fkdkEfhd;a yer lshk ldrKfha§ kï ;ud ;uhs

isákafka lshk tl yß' kuq;a b;ska {d;Ska lshk

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.Khg ;ud whs;s fjkjfka' kuq;a ;j flfkl=g

kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a yer lshk fldg bkafk

;uka ;uhs fN!;sljd§ l%uhg ne¨jyu'

kuq;a wU m%Yakfhau h:d¾:h ;uhs tf;kaÈ;a

ta f.k yer olajkafka' tal ;j;a l%uhlg

weiSula wU .y;a kEfhd yeáhg .;a;d' talg

wmsg ´kEu fohla wdfoaY lr f.k ta m%Yakhu

kej; wykakg mq`Mjka' fï mqgqjla ;sfhkjd' fï

mqgqj yefrkak ;j;a mqgq ;sfío@ mqgq fkdjk taj;a

;sfío@ b;ska tlu m%Yakh wdldr follÈ" wjia:d

follÈ meyeÈ<s lrk wjia:djla ;sfhkafka'

t;fldg ;ukag ;uka {d;sfhla ;uhs msg

flfkla fkfuhs' t;fldg fkdkEfhd;a isào

lsh, weiqjdu kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a fkdjk

flfkla bkakjd kï tal;a ksjk ;uhs' ksjka

O¾uh ;uhs t;kÈ;a meyeÈ,s fjkafk'

b;ska wms fuf;kaÈ meyeÈ,s lr .kak Wjukd

lrkafk bJøsh úIh blaujQ .=Kh" bJøsh úIhg

idfmaCIs; .=Kh fkfuhs' b;ska tf;kaÈ wm

meyeÈ,s lrmq lreK ms<sn|j wmg ±laula ;síng

fndfyda fofkl=g tfyu ±laula my< fjkafk;a

keye' tfyu woyila we;s fjkafk;a keye' ta

we;a;ka ´kEu fohla fN!;sljd§ weiskau ;uhs

olskafka' tfyu olskak mqreÿ jqkdg miafi tys

we;s .dïNSr;ajh h:d¾:h lshk tl ta we;af;d

,`.ska bj;a fj,d .sys,a,d wr ir, jpk állg

iSud fj,d hkjd' ±ka fïl wmsg ys;kak fohla

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b;=re fj,d keyefk' fï lshk l%uhg .;af;d;a

l;djla yeáhg ;uhs ;sfhkafk'

fujeks .dïNSr O¾uhla ;=, ys;kag fohla

b;=re fjkakg ´kE' ±ka wms .;a;yu isÿy;a

l=udrhd nqoaO;ajh lrd hk .ufka§ isÿjQ isÿùu'

fuf;kaÈ ;Kayd r;S r`.d lsh,d udrhg b|,d

;sfhkjd .EKq <uhs ;=kafofkla weú,a,d nqoaO;ajh

,noaÈ kgkak mgka .kakjd' tf,i kgkfldg

fndai;dKka jhykafia tal Èyd n,kafka ke;sj

Ndjkdfõ fhÿk lsh,d i|yka fjkjd' we;a;gu

nqÿyduqÿrefjd ;Kayd r;S r`.d Èyd ne¨fõ keye

Ndjkdfõ fhÿkd' tfyu ke;akï m¾fhaIKfha

fhÿkd' tfyu fhÈÉp ksid nqoaO;ajh lshk tl

fydhd .;a;d' oelalo ta ldrkdfõ ;sfhk .eUqr'

kuq;a ±ka wmg ksjka u. fidhd .ekSug neß wehs@

udr ¥jre Èyd wms n,df.k isák ksid' ;Kayd

r;s r`.d lshk wh Èyd n,df.k bkakjd wms

ish`M fokdu' t;fldg ta wfma ck jHjydrfha

;sfhk foa wms mrud¾: jYfhka jgyd .;a;du

fudk ;rï jákdlula ;sfhkjo@ b;ska Th

i;a i;sh lsh,d lshkafku ksjka olskak ´kE

lrk yßu mrud¾: O¾uhla meyeÈ,s lrk l,d

ks¾udKhla' kuq;a yqfola tal fN!;sljd§ l%uhg

±ïuyu nqÿyduqÿrefjda .yla Èyd n,df.k ysáhd"

nqÿ yduqÿrefjda ;u rEmhla ujdf.k weúo,d

;sfhkjd rdcdikhl f,dl= ud,s.djl jf.a

b|,d ;sfhkjd' tfyu l;d álla ;uhs wms okafka

i;a i;sh .ek'

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kuq;a l,dlrefjl=g tfyu foaj,a álla

lrkak Wjukdj ;sífn kE' l,dlrejdg Wjukd

lrkafka ks¾jdK .=Kfha ;sfnk h:d¾:h"

jákdlu" tys w.hd is;=jñka ms<sìUq lrkak'

fnda.i Èyd n,df.k ysáh lshkafk jdä fj,d

bkak Èyd n,df.k ysáhd lshk tl' ±ka wms

n,df.k bkakjo jdäfj,d bkak Èyd@ jdäfj,d

bkak Èyd lshkafka fudllao@ ;ud ;ud foi n,ka

bkakjd lshk ldrfKhs fu;kska lshkak W;aidy

.kafka' ±ka wms tl ;ekl jdä fj,d fjk;a

faoj,a Èyd n,ka bkakjd ñila ;uka jdäfj,d

bkak ;ek fydh, n,kjo@ t;k úo¾Ykd

lrkjo@ wkak ta je/oao nqÿrcdKkajykafia

lf,a kE' nqoaO;ajh ,nd .ekSu i|yd kï ;ud

/¢Ép oDIaÀh" ;uka jdäfj,d isák ;ek" ;uka

w,a,df.k isák ;ek" ;uka mÈxÑ fj,d isák

;ek ;uka Wmdodkh lrf.k isák ;ek ;uka

n,kakg ´kE'

t;fldg fndauev uq,ska ke.sg,d fnda

uevuq, bkak;ek Èyd ne¨jd' b;ska wms;a

ne¨fjd;a fldfyduo ;uka jev bkak ;ek'

;ukaf. oDIaÀh ;ukag fmakafka todg' b;ska

fudk ;rï w¾:dkaú; fohlao ;uka Èyd ;uka

ne,Su' ;uka isákd ;ek ;uka m¾fhaIKh lr

ne,Su' wkak tajf.a .eUqre w¾:dkaú; iajNdjhla

tajdfha ;sfhkjd' tfyu ke;sj ksYaM, ls%hdjla

lrkafk keye fndaêi;ajjre' ffjoH úoHdjg

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wkqj flfkla n,df.k ysáfhd;a i;a ojila

weismsh fkdfy,d weia fkdfmfkk f,i úkdY

fjkjd' fï weis msh fy,Sfuka yeu fudfyd;lu

foweia f;;ukh lrkjd' wms weismsh fy,kafk

talg' ukqIHfhla weismsh fkdfy,d ál fj,djla

n,df.k ysáfhd;a fï riakhg fï weia f.da,fha

;sfhk wr f;;ukh fõ.fhka úhf,kjd'

úh¨kdg miafi wefia ;sfnk b;du ishqï iakdhq

moaO;shg yd weig ydks isÿ fjkjd' tfyu kï ta

f,i olajd ;sfnkafka fï mrud¾: O¾uhu ;uhs'

wfkla ldrKh tfyu l< .=K i,lkak

fkfuhs nqÿ flfkla f,djg my< fjkafka'

l< .=K i,lkjd lsõjyu w.=fkka i,lkak;a

mq`Mjkafka' nqÿ yduqÿrefjd f,dalhdg wdo¾Yh

ÿkafka l< hq;a; lrkak ñila l< .=K i,lkak

fkfuhs' wfma iudcfha bkakjfka l< .=K i,lk

wh' l< .=K i,lkjd lsh,d lshkafka .=K;a

i,lkjd w.=K;a i,lkjd' flfkla y;=relula

lf,d;a y;=reluq;a lrkjd' ñ;=relula lf<d;a

ñ;=reluq;a lrkjd' w.=Khla lf<d;a w.=Kfhka

ie,l=jd" .=Kh lf<d;a .=Kfhka ie,l=jd' wms

l<.=fKka fkfuhs nqÿ.=fKka i,lkak' l<

hq;a; lrkakhs ´k lrkafka' w`M;a úÈhlg w`M;a

l%uhlg ys;kak lsh,d fkfuhs uu lshkak

W;aidy lrkafka' tys ;sfhk i;Hh h:d¾:h

f;areï .kakg" fidhkakg fhduq fjkakhs

lshkafka' ke;akï b;ska wmsg mj;sk l%uh

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ms<swrf.k ksy`vj bkakg ;uhs fjkafka' talhs

uu lsjqfõ wr A wl=rg C wl=r lsh,d lshkjd

jf.a jevla fjkak mq`Mjka fï foh lsh,d' A

wl=rg C wl=r lsjqj;a lula kE wmsg jeo.;a

fjkafk ta ;=,ska wfma ksjk mdod .ekSu" wfma

ksjk Wodlr .ekSu' tfyu ke;sj fï jpkj,

lsisu .dïNSr;ajhla h:d¾:hla keye' tajd yqfola

f,dal iïu; jd.a ud,djla ú;rhs' jpk álla

ú;rhs'

´kEu O¾u;djla fjkia jk iq`Mhs' fN!;sljd§

fohlaj;a" od¾Yksl Ñ;a;jd§ fohlaj;a" ke;akï

lsisÿu fohla fkdfjkiaj mj;sk foaj,a keye'

yeu fohlau fjkia jk iq`Mhs" ke;sfjk iq`Mhs

lshk ldrKh fmkaj,d ;sfhkjd' talg lshkafk

wks;Hh lsh,d fkfuhs' talg lshkafka wd;au

fkdjk ljodj;a fkdmj;sk lsh,d' ta lshkafk

ks;H lr .ekSug fkdyels" kshu lr .ekSug

fkdyels O¾u;djhla ;=, ;uhs ukqIHfhd msysgd

isákafka' lsisu fohla kshu lr,d ;shd .kak

neye' fya;=j jh Oïud ixLdrd' yeufoau jeh

fjk CIhfjk iq`Mhs' uf.a YÍrh lsh,d ug fïl

kshu lr,d ;shd .kak nE' fudlo jh Oïud

ixLdrd CIh jk iq`Mhs' uf.a bvu" uf.a f.a"

uf.a ujqmsfhd lsh,d ug kshu lr,d ;shd .kak

nE' fudlo tajd CIh jk iq`Mhs" ke;sfjk iq`Mhs'

ke;sjk iq`M O¾u;djhla kshu lr,d ;shd .kak

neye' ta lshkafka kshu lr fkd.; hq;=hs" w,a,d

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fkd.; hq;=hs lshk ldrKh ;uhs t;kÈ meyeÈ,s

lr,d §,d ;sfhkafk'

fudkjo w,a,d fkd.; hq;= ish,a,@ ixialdr

ish,a,u wms w,a,d fkd.; hq;=hs' Tn olsk f,dafl

ixialdr fkdjk fohla ug fmkajkak' ixialdr

lshkafk ilia fjk lshk tlfka' ixialrKh

lrkjd lsh,d wms lshkafk fudllao ieleiau

fkao@ ieleiaula yokjd ixialrKh lrkjd'

t;fldg tfyu ixialrKhla isÿ fkdfjÉp fohla

ug fmkajkak' .yla" fld,la" je,la" u,la" f.hla

fodrla" je,s weghla yß is;=ú,a,la" m%d¾:khla Th

´keu fohla n,kak ta yeu fohlau ilia fjÉp

foaj,a' ilia fkdfjÉp fohla ;sfhkjo@ ish`Mu

ilia fjk O¾u;d ks;H lr fkd.; hq;=hs fya;=j

f.kdfj kE" f.kshkafk kE' fudlo wfma fohla

fkdjk ksid'

t;fldg wfma fohla fkdjk fohla fjkqfjka

wms ÿla ú£u;a i;=gq ùu;a folu ksIaM,hs' folu ;=,

;sfnkafka wúoHdj' i;=g ;=, ;sfhkjd wúoHdj"

ÿl ;=, ;sfhkjd wúoHdj' ry;ka jykafia,dg

ÿl ke;af;a wehs' Wkajykafia,d ks;H lrf.k

kE' nqÿ flfkl= msßksjka mEj;a ÿl kE' wehs ÿla

fkdfjkafka@ i;=gq fjka ke;s ksid' wehs i;=gq

fjka ke;af;@ ÿla fjkafka ke;s ksid' wehs

ÿla fjkafk ke;af;@ f,dalh Wmdodkh fkdl<

ksid ;udj;a fjk wka whj;a Wmdodkh lr,d

kE' wU;a fkdwU;a Wmdodkh lr,d kE' t;fldg

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ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jQ ;ek ksjka fodrgqj ksjka

mqrh ;sfnkjd' wmsg fmakak ´kE wkak t;ekhs'

ta O¾u;djh ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula

fmkajkak W;aidy lf,a' kuq;a bJøsh O¾u;d ;=,

isákakdjQ Woúh úfYaIfhka mD:.ackhd w;g fï

fmd; m; ,la jQjdg miqj Tjqkaf.a ;sfnkakdjQ

jdoh njg m;alrf.k Bg miqj th nqÿrcdKka

jykafiaf.a jdoh njg" f:arjdoh njg" f;rekaf.a

jdoh njg m;a fjkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a

foaYkd f;rekaf.a jdoh njg m;a fjkjd' tf,i

fï O¾u;djh f;rekaf.a jdohla njg m;afjkak

neye'

B<`.g wms w`M;a w`M;a foaYkd lrkjfk

lsh, lsjqj;a we;a;gu w`M;a w`M;a foaYkd keye'

flfkla ys;kak mq`Mjka kEoE m%Yakhhs" wU

m%Yakhhs folla lsh,d' we;af;kau keye' t;k

;sfnkafka tlu fohhs kuq;a wdldr follg' wr

uu lsõfj fïlg ´kE kï mqgqjla fhdod .kak

mq`Mjka" ke;akï .ila fhdodf.k lrkak;a mq`Mjka"

kEfhla fhdodf.k lrkak;a mq`Mjka" mEkla

mekai,la Wk;a fhdodf.k fï m%Yakh wykak

neßo@ mq`Mjkafka' t;fldg fu;k m%Yak follao@

m%Yak folla fkfuhs tlu m%Yakh' t;fldg

tlu m%Yakhla wrf.k hkafka tlu ;eklg' ta

;uhs wld,sflda Oïfuda tays idkaÈÜÀl lrjkjd'

m%;HCI lrjkjd' fudllao wld,sflda Oïfuda

lshkafk@ T¾f,daiq lgqj meh úis y;rhsfka'

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wms Ôj;a fjkjd wjqreÿ úiai" ;sy" y;<sy" mKy"

yeg" ye;a;Ej olajd' tf,i Ôj;a Wkd kï fï

Trf,daiq lgqj we;=f, tl ;;amrhla we;=f, ;uhs

wms yeu fj,dfju Ôj;a fj,d ;sfhkafka' tal fï

Trf,daiq lgqfjka fmkajk fj,djla ;=, lshkak

mq`Mjka' ta ´kEu Ôj;a ùfï ld, mrdihla .ek

l;d lf,d;a ls%hdj,shla .ek l;d lf,d;a ta

yeu ls%hdj,shlu yeu ;;amrhla fyda úkdähla

fyda mehla fyda wmsg talg wkqj lshkak mq`Mjka'

wld,sflda Oïfuda lsh,d lshkafka meh úisy;r

úysmyla njg mßj¾;kh ùu' th olskak wms

wld,sl fjkak ´fkfka' meh úisy;r úismyla

njg mßj¾;kh fjkj lshkafk fudllao@ /h

oyj, blaujkjd lshk tl' /h oyj, blaujQjdg

miafia meh úisy;r úismyla njg mßj¾;kh

fjkjd'

Tn fuf;la l,a meh úisy;f¾ Ôj;a fjÉp

ksid ,dN" w,dN" hi" whi" kskaod m%Yxid" iem ÿl

Th Tlafldau ;sfhkafka fï meh úisy;r we;=,;'

t;fldg wehs uu meh úismyla .ek l;d lf,a'

ta úismia fjks meh ;=, Tng wIaG f,dal O¾uh

ls%hd;aul fjkafk kE' wgf,da oyu ls%hd;aul

fjkafk kE' wgf,da oyñka wlïms; lshkafka

talghs'

zMqÜgiai f,dal OïfïyS

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wgf,da oyñka lïmkh jkafka keye

klïm;S' lïmkh fjka ke;sj bkak mq`Mjka

meh úisy;r ;=, fkfuhs úismia fjks meh ;=,'

t;fldgg úismia fjks mefha Ôú;hla oekg Tng

keye' kuq;a th u. M, ,enQ flfkl=g ,nd .kak

mq`Mjka' ry;ka jykafia,dghs" u.M, ,enQ wd¾H

Y%djlhkaghs ;sfhkjd úismia fjks mehla' th

fï f,dafl wksla lsis flfkl=g ,nd.kak neye'

fï f,dal fndaf,a fiaru Ôj;a fjkafk úisy;r

meh we;=,;' úismia fjks mehla Wodlr .kak

mq`Mjka kï wkak tal ;uhs ;ukaf.a f,daflda;a;r

Ôú;h'

±ka n,kak Tlafldu w`M;a foaj,afka' zmqífí

wkkqiaiqf;aiq OïfïiqZ Tlafldu bJøsh úIh

blaujQ O¾u lreKq' ta foaj,a Tfí bJøshhkag

f;afrkafka kE' bJøshhkag f;afrkak kï b;ska

fndfydu ir,j fmdä <uhskag jf.a lsh,d fokak

´kE' fïl fld, mdghs" fïl r;= mdghs lsh,d'

fudlo ir,hsfk t;fldg f;afrkjd' tfyu

ke;akï ;ukag ixfõ§ .=Khka j,g wkqj fïl

krlhs" fïl fyd|hs lsh,d" lsh,d fokak ´kE

lshkjd' t;fldg wr ixfõ§ .=Khka wkqj fyd|hs

krlhs lsh, ;uka fnod .kakj' B,`.g jdih

wkqj" rg wkqj" m%foaYh wkqj ixialD;sh wkqj;a

ñksiaiq fyd| krl fnod .kakjd' iuyr f,dafla

fnodf.k ;sfhk foaj,a ne¨jyu we;a;gu tajd

fyd|hso@ fyd| kE' fyd| ke;s foaj,a fyd|hs

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lsh,d fnod .kakjd' f,dafl ñksiaiqkaf.a fyd|

krl fnÈ,a,;a yßhg lEug Wjukd jqkdu

lnrhd;a ;,f.dhd fjkjd jf.a ;uhs'

ta foaj,a tfyu fjkak nE fudlo flfkl=

wka flfkl=g ysxid fkdflf¾o ;udg fyda wka

flfkl=g úm;la fkdflf¾o tal fyd| fohla'

;ukag;a wkqkag;a hym;lau flf¾o wkak tal

yeu l,aysu hym;a fohla' ;udg;a wkqkag;a ta

fomd¾Yjfhka tla wfhl=g yß wys;la isoaO fjk

´kEu fohla jrola njg m;a fjkjd'

b;ska rc;=ud kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a fkdjk

wh bkakjo lsh,d fydh,d ne¨jdu tf;kaÈ

t;=ud okafka keye kEfhd;a fkdkEfhda;a fkdjk

fjk ljqo bkafk lsh,d' rc;=udf.kafka fï

wykafk fuf;kaÈ ñys÷ ysñhka rc;=uks Tng

lsh,d" Tfnhs lsh,d fmkajd ÿkafk keye' ta

jf.au Tfnka uu m%Yakhla wykafka t;fldg

Tn wod, fjkafk kE lsh,d fmkajd ÿkafk;a kE

fláfhka m%Yakh weiqjd ú;rhs' ta m%Yakh rc;=udg

kqjKska úuikakhs ÿkafka' yßhg f;areï .;a;d

kï ta foh kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a yer lsh,d

weiqjyu ;uka fmkajkak neyefka' ñys÷ ysñfhda

weiQ O¾u .eg¨j úi|d .;a;d kï rc;=ud wU;a

fkdwU;a yer ux bkafk lsh,d .y fmkajkak

;snqkfka' fudlo O¾uhg wkqj uu;a .yla ;uhs'

iir O¾u;d j,ska yeÈ, ;sfhkafka uu;a .yla

;uhs lsh,d tfykï rc;=ud ta mekhg ms<s;=re

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,ndfokjd' t;fldg kEfhla fkdkEfhla yer

ljqre;a bkakjo lsh,d weyqjyu kE iajdóks uu

okafka keye lsõjfka rc;=udg' tal myod .kak

wudrehs fudlo kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a fkdisák

;ek ;uhs wd¾h Y%djlfhd isákafka' wd¾h

Y%djlhg kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a keyefka' ry;ka

jykafia,dg;a kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a keye'

kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a bkak ;ek ;uhs rÊcqrefjda

isáfha' ±ka Th we;af;d;a bkafka t;k' rc;=ud

ysgmq ;ek ;uhs Th we;af;d;a bkafka' Th

we;a;kag kEfhd;a bkakjd" fkdkEfhd;a bkakjd"

Th we;a;kag wU.iq;a ;sfhkjd" wU fkdjk .iq;a

;sfhkjd ta folu ;sfhkjd'

kuq;a Tn ,`. ta foflka f;dr jQ fohla

ms<sn| úIhl=;a kE" ±kqul=;a kE' wkak ta

ldrKdj ;uhs fuf;kaÈ fmkajd ÿkafka' kEfhd;a

fkdkEfhd;a yefrkak fï uu bkafka lsh,d

lshkak mq`Mjka lula kE' wU;a fkdwU;a yer fï

wU .i ;sfhkafka lsh,d tfyu lsjqjd kï ñys÷

uy ry;ka jykafia wdfha oUÈjgu jäkjd Wka

jykafiag fï O¾uh rc;=udg lsh,d §,d jevla

keye lsh,d ysf;aú' wU;a fkdwU;a yer ;j;a .ia

;sfío lsh,d weiqjdu fï wU .yhs lsh,d ms<s;=r

lSjdkï ta ldrKdj ir,hsfka' kuq;a ,sh,d

;sfhkafka fldfyduo@ wehs fï .i lsh,fka'

wU;a fkdwU;a lsjqjdu ish`Mu .ia whs;shs' tf;kaÈ

fï wU .i yer lsh,d weiqfõ kE' m%Yakh weyqfõ

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ta wU .y;a whs;s fjkakhs' kEfhd;a fkdkEfhd;a

lshk m%Yakh wykafka ;ukq;a ldg yß kEfhla

fyda fkdkEfhla njg m;a fjk ksid' kEfhd;a

fkdkEfhd;a lsh,d weyqjdu wkak ta ldrKhg ta

wd¾h Y%djl O¾u;djhg rc;=udg W;a;r ke;sjqkd'

bka miafi ;uhs Tyq okska keñ,d je|,d irK

.sys,a,d ta .eUqre O¾uh bf.k .kakg fydhkakg

rc;=ud fm<Uqfka" fhduqjqfKa' ke;akï rc;=ud

fï Tlafldau okakjd kï fudlgo ñys÷ ysñhka

nK lshkafk'

±ka Th we;a;ka f.ka jqk;a m%Yakhla uu

wykakï' m%Yakhg W;a;rh Th we;af;d yßhgu

okakjd kï ug t;kska tydg l;djla lrkak

´keo@ ´fk kE' tal okafk ke;s jqfkd;a ;uhs

tal ug meyeÈ,s lrkak fjkafk' kuq;a wfma

mdie,a orefjd tfyu fï úÈhgu ,shkak ´kE'

ke;akï ms<s;=r jerÈ fjkjfka' ux ,sjqjd jf.a

ms<s;=re ,sh, yßhkafk kE' uf.ka wy,d ;snqkd

f,dalh f.da,dldrhs lsh,d uq,skau fydhd .;af;a

ljqo lsh,d@ uu ,sjqjd nqÿ yduqÿrefjda lsh,d'

nqÿ yduqÿrejkag;a l,ska wjqreÿ ;siaodylg ú;r

biair fcHd;sYaYdia;%{hka f,dalh f.da,dldrhs

lsh,d fydhdf.k ;snqk' .%yf,dal pl%dldrj

lerflkjd" .%yuKav, ;sfhkjd tajd fidhd

.;a;fka' b;ska tajdfha n,mEï lsrK fï úÈhg

n,mdkjd" tajfha ,xùï fjkiaùï u; R;=

fjkiaùï we;s fjkjd" j¾Idj ,efnk l%u fjkia

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fjkjd wd§ fïjd fydhdf.k ;snqkd' kuq;a fï

wjqreÿ y;a wgiShlg tyd ukqiaifhl=f.a kula

odf.k fïl fydhd .;a;d lsh,d' tfykï ta

úÈhg ;uhs wms ,shkak ´kE' fudlo thd ;uhs

fïl fydhd .;af; lsh,d ms<swrf.k ;sfhkafka'

b;ska fïjd yß m%Yak'

nqÿ yduqÿrefjd WodyrK olajkjd .d:dj,§

uyfKks c,h yd f;,a tla fkdjkakdla

fuka lsh,d' kuq;a mkaish yhish .Kka j,

ukqiaifhlaf. kula odkjd fuhd ;uhs f;,a

c,hg tl;= fjkafka kE lsh,d" lsh,d ÿkafk

lsh,d' b;ska tajd yß yskdhk jev' <uhs fkdu`.

hkjd' b;ska tajd yß úÈyg kï ms<s.kak mq`Mjka

lula kE'

nqÿ rcdKka jykafia ima; iQ¾fhda;a.uk

jeks iQ;% foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd' ta iajNdjhka

j,§ isÿ fjk wdldrh B,`.g uy fmd,j md;%hl

yevhlska hqla;hs lsh,d foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd'

md;%hla jeyqjyu wr mshfkka we;a;gu f,dal

fnda,h jf.a ;uhs' jdhqj u; msysgd ;sfhkjd

lsh,d ;sfhkjd' b;ska we;a;ug jdhq f.da,h

u;fk mD:qúh ;sfhkafk' ta jdhq f.da,h ksid

c,h ;sfhkjd' c,h iïnkaO lrf.k fmdf,da;,

msysgd ;sfhkjd' taj;a tlalu fï ;,h msysgd

;sfhkjd lsh,d foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd'

fïl i¾j{;d {dKfhka n,kak mq`Mjka'

wr we,anÜ whskaiaghska lshk uyd úoHd{hd

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fldfyduo n,kafk .sys,a,o kE' thd tla;rd

iudêhlska n,kafka' .eUqre iudêhlska n,,d

t;=ud lshkjd fukak fï jf.a úYaj ;, ;sfhkjd'

fujeks iajNdj j,a ;sfhkjd lsh,d' t;fldg

nqÿ flfklaf.a iajNdjh fldÉprlao@ ta úÈhg

;uhs wkdjrKh lf,a' ta .eUqre {dKhg ta

foaj,a fmakjd' mrf,dal ;sfhkjd lsh,d fmakjd'

tfyu lrkak mq`Mjka {dKfhka' tfyu foaj,a

jgyd .kak mq`Mjka {dkh wjê lr .;a;yu'

fyd|hs ±ka wms ta f,dalh fkfuhs jgyd .kak

´ke ;ukaf.a f,dalh' ;ukaf.a {dK o¾YKh'

yefudau jgyd .kak W;aidy lrkafka fN!;sl oE

tfyu ke;akï ;ukaf.a bJøsh úIhfhka ndysr

foaj,a' ;ukaf. bJøsh úIhfhka ndysr foa fkdj

bJøsh úIh y÷kd .ekSuhs wms l< hq;af;a' tfyu

ke;akï fï Ôú;fha lr .; hq;= tlu ld¾hh

njg m;a lr.; hq;=jkafka'

tal ;uhs md;%h Wvq.x n,d .uka lsÍu

lshkafka' wdmiaig .uka l<d' tfyu .uka

lrkjd lsh,d woyia lrkafka ðú;fha fï t,shg

úysfok foa ;ud fj;g fhduq lr f.k ne,Su' Tng

u;la fjk is;=ú,a,la lshuqfld' tal we;a;gu

msg;g úysfok fohlao@ ;ud fj;ska wd fohlao@

ta u;la fjk foa yefullau msgg úysÈ,d .%yKh

lr .;a fohla ;uhs ;ukag u;la fjkafk fkao@

;udg fhduq fjÉp fohla fkfï'

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;ukaf.a ys; m%NdIajrhs ndysr Wmlaf,aIhka

f.ka th ls,sá fjkjd' t;fldg ;uka we;af;kau

;ud fj;g fhduq jqfkd;a tfyu mqÿudldr úÈfha

iekis,a,la ±fkkafka' uu wykakï wefia

fudllaj;a rEmhla ;sfhkjo@ wefia lsisu rEmhla

kE' ndysßka ;uhs rEmh ;sfhkafka' t;fldg

ls,sá Ndjh ;sfhkafka fN!;sl foaj,' tajdfha

ndysr Wmlaf,aY O¾u ;sfhkjd' tajd ;uhs flf,ia

lsh,d lshkafka' t;fldg ndysßka ;uhs flf,ia

O¾u ;sfhkafka' ;ud fj;g fhduq jqkdu wefiaj;a"

lfKaj;a" Èfõj;a" YÍrfhaj;a" ukfiaj;a ls,sá

Ndjh kE' tal yßu m%NdIajrhs' yßu m%ikakhs'

ta m%ikak O¾u;d ál fN!;sl f,daalhg wms

t,a, l<yu fudlo fjkafk@ ls,sá fjkjd'

fN!;sl f,dalfha ;sfhk foaj,a ta ta wdldrj,a

j,g iqL" ÿlaL" WfmaCId iu. tajd ñY% fjkjd'

ÿlaL WfmaCId" iqL WfmaCId yd iqL ÿlaL jYfhka'

t;fldg yh wdldrhla yefokjd' Th yh

wdldrfha fõokd;%hka ;=, .sf,ñka ukqIHhka

Ôj;a fjkjd'

t;fldg ksjk lshkafka wfõohs;hs" ksfrdaO

iy.;hs' úuqla;sodhlhs' ±ka fÉf;da úuqla;sfhka

;uhs ry;ka jykafia flfkla f,dalh Èyd

n,kafka' ud¾. M, ,dNS flfkl=g;a fÉf;da

úuqla;sfhka n,kak mq`Mjka' kuq;a mD:.ackhd

f,dalh Èyd n,kafka fÉ;kd l¾uhlska' yeu

fohla Èydu fÉ;kdjlska n,kafka' flfkla Èyd

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n,kafk;a fÉ;kdjlska' fï ukqiaihd fyd|hs"

fï ukqiaihd krlhs" fï ukqiaih fufyuhs"

fï ukqiaih lf,a fufyu fohla lsh,d óg

l,ska ,nd ÿkak wruqKla ;sfhkjd" is;sú,a,la

;sfhkjd' talg ;uhs fÉ;kdj lshkafka' tal

mokï lrf.k ;uhs n,kafka' fÉ;kdyx NslaLfõ

lïux jodñ lsh,d lshkafk talfk' ±ka ls%hdjg

;sfhk miqìï is;gfk fÉ;kdj lsh,d lshkafka'

ke;skï ls%hdj,sfha ;sfhk miqìï is;' t;fldg

miqìï is;lg ;uhs fÉ;kdj lsh,d lshkafka'

yenehs is;=ú,a,lg fkfuhs' ffp;islhlg

fkfuhs fÉ;kdj lshkafk miqìug' ta miqìu

uq,a lrf.k ;uhs ´kEu .=Khlg ukqIHfhda

n,kafka' t;fldg lïu ksfrdaOdh ixj;a;;s

fjkafk kE' fÉ;kd l¾uhlska ;uhs n,kafka'

ta lshkafk fyd| ls%hdj,shl" krl ls%hdj,shl

ñY% ls%hdj,shl ;uhs bkafka' l¾u ksfrdaOhlska

n,kafk kE' t;fldg l¾u ksfrdaOhlska n,kak

mq`Mjka fjkjd ud¾.M, ,dNS flfkl=g' l¾u

,nd.kafk ke;sj fmr ±kqu;a w;S;" j¾;udk"

wkd.; lshk ;=kald,fha ±kqu;a .kafk ke;sj

n,kak yelshdj ,efnkjd f,dalh Èyd'

fÉ;kdjlska fkdn,k ksid ud¾.M,

,dNSkag f,dalfha i;Hh fmakak mgka .kakjd'

fÉ;kdjlska ne¨fjd;a i;Hh fmakafk keye'

fmakafka ;ukaf.a fÉ;kd l¾uhg idfmaCI O¾u;d'

±ka Tng fïl r;=mdghs lsh,d fmakjd fkao@ Tng

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fïl r;= meyehhs lsh,d fmakafka wehs@ ta foi

Tn l¾ufhkafka n,kafka' l¾ufhka n,kafka"

fÉ;kdfjka n,kafka ta foi' ta jf.au fmakjd

fkao fjk f.orl ;shk mqgqjla ´f.d,a,kaf.a

f.or mqgqj fkfuhs lsh,d' t;fldg fïl mqgqjla

lsh,;a fmakjd' l¾ufhka n,kafka talhs ta úÈyg

olskafka'

t;fldg l¾ufhka fkdn,k flkdg fïl

r;=mdghs lsh,d Tyqg ;¾lhla kE' ks,amdghs lsh,d

lsjqfjd;a wd Tn fï meyehg ks,amdghs lsh,d kï

lshkafka tal yß' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ks¾jpk

bÈßm;a l,d wjia:d yßu wmQrejg ;sfhkjd' ±ka

wms ys;uqfld fldia .ilg .sys,a,d flfkla

lshkjd kq. .i lsh,d' t;fldg fudllao Th

we;af;d fok W;a;rh@ keye fïl fldia .y

lshhs' wkak talhs Th we;af;d fok W;a;rh'

kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d fok W;a;rh fukak

fuhdldrhs fudllao lshkafka' rjqï wdldrfha

hï m%udKhl fld,hla" w;=m;r ;sfhk lf|ka

lsß jEfyk" f,,af,a lgq iys; we;=f,a uÿ¨ iy

weg ;sfnk fuu .ig kq. .ihs lshkjd kï tal

yß'

ug ́ l u;la fjkak fya;=j wfma úmiaikdfõ

jhil flfkla tkj Ndjkd lrk whg fmd,a

tfyu f,,s .y,d fokak" lEu Whkak" odkh

ilikak' b;ska T;kska hk .uka iqÿ wh;a

leu;sfka fï wh;a tlal fmdâvla l;d lrkak'

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b;ska hk .uka iqÿ uy;a;fhla lsjqjd fldlkÜ

lsh,d' b;ska wr ukqiaihg tal f;afrkafk kE

fudllao lsjqfj lsh,d ta iShd lshkjd fmd,a" fmd,a

fydhkjd lsh,d' iqoaod W;aidy lrkjd fïlg

lshk bx.S%is ku thdg W.kajkak' fuhdg tal

f;afrkafk kE' fuhd W;aidy lrkjd thdg fï

fudkjo lsh,d lshd fokak' tafl we;a;gu tl

me;a;lska iqÿ cd;slhd tal fmd,a lsh,d okafka

keyefka' b;ska ta ksid Tyq fmd,a y÷kkafk ke;s

lu;a" iShd fldlkÜ y÷kkafka ke;s lu;a úYd,

.eg`Mjla' b;ska wms olskafku bx.S%is jpfk

okafk ke;s lu ;uhs jerÈ lsh,d' wehs tfyu

ys;kafk@ isxy, jpfk okafk ke;akï tal;a

jerÈhs' fïl;a NdIdjlafk' fïl;a NdIdjla

bx.S%is NdIdj jf.a thg;a jvd bmerKs ÈhqKq

NdIdjla' t;fldg t;k fokakf.u je/oao'

iShd fldlkÜ y÷kkafk ke;s lu;a iqÿ cd;slhd

fmd,a y÷kkafk ke;s lu;a' we;a;gu T;k

fmd,ao" fldlkÜo lshkak tal yqfola wduka;%ksl

kduhla ú;rhs' T;k fmd,a we;af;;a keye"

fldlkÜ we;af;;a keye' T;k ;sfhkafk f,,a,

iys; we;=f,a lgqjla iys; iqÿ uohl c,h iys;

f.ähla' ´lg fmd,a lshkak;a mq`Mjka" fldlkÜ

lshkak;a mq`Mjka" tfyu ke;akï w`Mf;kau kula

yo,d lshkak;a mq`Mjka'

kuq;a tys iajNdjh fjkia fõúo@ fudk

kula lsjqj;a' keye fkao@ b;ska fï f,dafla

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wd.ñlfhd tl tl foaj,a tl tl wdldrhlg

ks¾jpkkh l<;a fï ijNdj O¾uh yeuodu tlhs

ldg;a' fï i;ajhkag n,mdk wd;au iajNdjh

l¾u iajNdjh ta n,fõ.h talhs' tafl ks¾jpk

fjkia jqkdg jevla kE' ta ksid wd.ï fldaáhla

;sín;a tl wd.uhs f,dafl ls%hd;aul fjkafk' tal

;uhs iajNdj O¾uh' talg lshkafk ;:d.;;ajh'

t;fldg l:d.;;ajh ;uhs ;:d.; nqÿyduqÿrefjd

fmkakqfõ' ;;ajdldrh' nqÿka jykafiag Wjukd

Wfka kE ks¾udKhla lrkak' Wkajykafiag

Wjukd jqfka ;sfhkfoa ;sfhk úÈhg ;sfhk

wdldrhg meyeÈ,s lr,d fokak'

b;ska wms ñksiaiqkag ukig lreKq ldrKd

;Èka ld joaod lshd fokjd fjkqjg nqÿka jykafia

isÿ lf<a ;uka f.au m%{dj úlis; lsÍu ;=<ska

;ukaf.au Ôú;h ;=,;a ;j flfkl=f.a n,

lsÍulska f;drj ;ukagu i;Hh ±l,d biairyg

hkak mq`Mjka n, Yla;shla f.dv k.d .kak u.

lshd ÿkak tl' YslaIKh lshk tl ;ukaf.au

ðú;h ;=,ska ìys jqKdg miafi thdg f,dalfhka

n,lsÍula Wjukd lrkafk kE' Tyq ksrdhdifhka

wiykhlska f;drj wmyiq;djhlska f;drj

m%h;akhlska f;drj ta wjfndaOh ;=, Ôj;a ùfï

yelshdj Tyqg ,efnkjd' kuq;a tal fN!;sljd§

fr.=,dishla kS;shla njg m;a jqfkd;a tfyu ñksid

,`. wiykh b;sß lr,d ;uhs kS;s mj;skafka

f,dafla' b;ska ta jf.a fndfydu .eUqre lrekq

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ldrKd ;sfhkjd' tajd .ek úuikak idlÉPd

lrkak wmsg mq`Mjka'

we;a;gu Th we;a;kag ;sfhk m%Yakh ;uhs

wr l%uh yßo@ fï l%uh yßo@ wr Ndjkd l%uh

yßo@ fï Ndjkd l%uh yßo@ wr fmd; yßo@ fï

fmd; yßo@ lshk m%Yakhla ;uhs ;sfhkafka'

kuq;a .eUqßka fufkys lrk flfkl=g Bg jvd

fohla ys;kak mq`Mjka' f.dvdla fj,djg ys;kafka

ir, uÜgfï wmg ;sfhk m%Yak ud,djla' kuq;a

ta flkdg tal ir, fjkafk kE ta flkdg tal

f,dl= fohla' ta m%Yakh t;kska úi| .;af;d;a

;uhs B<`. mshjrg .uka lrkak mq¨jka fjkafka'

ta m%Yakh t;ku ;snqfkd;a t;kska tydg hkafk

kE' taj;a yßhg wr ud¾. ndOl jf.a ;uhs' ud¾.

ndOlhl hïlsis ;ekl thd k;r jqfkd;a wks;a

ndOl Tlafldu újD;j ;snqk;a wr t;k ndOlh

ÿre fjkafka ke;sj thdg biairyg hkak neye'

tajf.au tajg lshkjd kSjrK O¾u;d lsh,d' ksjk

wdjrKh lrk O¾u;d lsh,d' kSjrK O¾u;d

lShla ;sfhkjo@ lduÉPkao" jHdmdo" Ók" ñoaO"

WoaOÉp" l=lal=Ép" úÑlsÉPd kSjrK O¾u myhs'

kSjrK O¾u j,ska ljqo jeys,d ke;af;'

f,dafl yeu ukqiaifhlau Th kSjrK j,ska jeys,d

bkafka' yeu ukqiaifhl=gu Th kSjrK my

yeu fudfyd;lu ls%hd;aul fjkjo keoao@ yeu

;;amrhlu Th myu ;sfhkjd' tl fj,djlg

tkjhs lsh,d lshkak neye' yeu ;;amrhlu"

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fudfyd;lu lduÉPkao jHdmdo" Ók" ñoaO"

WoaOÉp" l=lal=Ép" úÑlsÉPd ;sfhkjd' Ók" ñoaO

lsh,d lsjqjyu Th wefyka tk ksÈu; fkfï

miqnEu' Bg miafi ta yeu fohlau we;s fjkjd'

Th foaj,a ál yeu fudfyd;lu ukqIHhd ,`.

;sfhkjd' ls%hd;aul fjkjd' ls%hd;aul fjkafk

ke;s fudfyd;la kE' tajd wr ;Kayd r;S r`.d

jf.a ;uhs weú,a,d kgkjd' tf.d,a,kaj mrdch

lrf.k ;uhs biairyg hkak fjkafka'

wms Ndjkdjlg .sh;a fydhkafk fudllao

ukig ñysßhdjla' lEu ryg bjqj;a Èjg ñysßhdjla

fydhkjd' uu lshkafk Èjg ñysrg ;sfhkak tmd

lshk tl fkfï' wiqn fjkak ´kehs lshk tl

fkfï' wiqn lr f.k nEfka' ñysrg fkdwef,kak

lshk tlhs uu lshkafka ukqIHfhl= fndfydu

,iaikg jdiia:dk hdkjdyk yod .kakjd' kuq;a

ukiska thg fkdwef,kak' wehs fkdwef,kak

lshkafka@ we¨k wh wr jvd jeo.;a fohg .uka

lrkafk kE talhs' ±ka ´keu wfhla wr ;rdÈhl

od,d .Kka yo,d ne¨fjd;a ksjfka jákdluo

Tng jeä Tnf.a /lshdfõ jákdluo Tng jeä@

tfyu ke;akï Tnf.a Okfha jákdluo@ tfyu

ke;akï Tnf.a hd`M ñ;%hkaf.a jákdluo Tng

jeä@ Tn;a tfyu lsr,d n,kak ;rdÈhl od,d'

tfyu ke;akï ksjk tla me;a;lg od,d wksla

;sfhk lreKq ldrKd" OkOHdk" bvïlvï" lrk

/lshd fiaru odkjd tl me;a;lg' fldhs me;a;o

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nr jeä fjkafk f,dalfho@ f,dafld;a;r me;af;o

nr jeä fjkafk@ f,dalfhfk nr jeä fjkafka'

wms fmdÿfj olskafk" ú¢kafk" y÷kkafk

f,dalhfka' b;ska wms f,dalhg ;uhs hkafk fkao@

f,daflda;r nj w÷r .;af;d;a kï nr jeä fjkj

ta me;a;g' b;ska ta me;a; w÷rkafk kEfka fudlo

ta me;a;g .sys,a,d kE' fkd±lmq ueKsla .,la

fjkqfjka ;sfhk f.a úl=Kkak nEfka' ±ka wms

ys;uq r;akmqf¾ f,dl= ueKsla ;sfhkjd fmdf,dj

hg fldaá .dKl ueKslla' tfyu ueKslla

;snqkd lsh,d wmsg fï ;sfhk f.a whska lrkak

nEfka' yenehs ueKsl ,enqfKd;a wms fï ;sfhk

f.a whska lrhs' tajf.a wr f,daflda;a;r Ndjfha

w.h f;afrkafk f,daflda;a;r Ndjh jgyd .;a;g

miafia' Bg miafi kï thd ;rdÈhl od, lsrefjd;a

tfyu wr moku u; Ok OdkH Tlafldagu jvd

wr f,daflda;a;r O¾u me;a; taldka;fhka by,g

tkjd nr jeä fjkjd' t;lka fï me;a; ;uhs

wms wf.a lsh,d ys;kafka'

kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkaj, §,d

;sfhkjd

zmqF:d uFÓ Okx uFÒ

b;s ndf,da úy[;SZ

Tng fN!;sl foaj,a fndfyda ;sfhkjd lsh,d

ys;df.k fN!;sl foaj,a fjkqfjka muKla Tfí

Ôú;h kdia;s lrkjd' zb;s ndf,da úy[;SZ b;s

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lsh,d lshkafka ta wdldrfhka lshk tlhs' ndf,da

lsh,d lshkafk nd,hd úy[a[;S lshkafk ys;kjd

fufkys lrkjd lshk tl' b;s ndf,da úysxi;S

w;a;dys w;a;fkda k;aÓ l=f;da mq;a;d l=f;da Okx'

ta fol;a tlg tl;= lr,d ;sfhkjd'

mq;=ka isákjd Okh ;sfhkjd' ñ;=frda bkakjd"

wdÈ ish¨ foh thg wod, fjkjd' Okx lshk

jpkfhka ;ukag ;sfhk Ok OdkH jia;= iïm;a

lS¾;s m%Yxid Wiiaùï ish`Mu foa we;=,a fjkjd'

zw;a;dys w;a;fkda k;aÓZ ;udg ;udo ke;súg

t;fldg zndf,da úy[a[;sZ fï yeu fohlau

;ukag ;sfhkjd lsh,d nd,hka úÈhg ys;kak

fyd| kE' zwmamudfoda wu; mox mudfoda uÉpqfkda

moxZ m%ud§ wh urKhg m;a fjkjd' wm%ud§ wh

fkduefrk ;ekg m;afjkjd' wm%ud§ jqfkd;a

uefrkafk kE zkóhka;sZ' b;ska fkduefrk

flfkla njg m;a fjkak ´kE' tal ;uhs wcr

wur' wcr lshkafk crdjg m;a fjkafk kE'

wur lshkafk wurKSh;ajh' crdjg m;a fjkafk

kE iodld,slhs' ±ka fï fN!;sljd§ foaj,a

j,ska ug fohla lshkak iodld,sl' iodld,sl

fohla ;sfhkjo keoao@ ;sfhkjd' fï weyeg

fmak foaj,a j,ska iodld,sl fohla ;sfhkjo@

;sfhkjd' fudllao Th iodld,sl fohla kE

lsh,d lsjqfõ' ljqrej;a lsh,d ;sfhk ksid fmdf;a

fkao@ m¾fhaIKh lr,o lsjqfõ@ fudllao@

iodld,sl fohla ;sfhkjd wyi' wyi iodld,slhs'

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wdldfia kÔj;s" kóh;s" kpj;S' kWmamÊc;s'

tal bmfok ojila" uefrk ojila" fjkia fjk

ojila" fydrekag .kak" lvkak" ì¢kak ljodj;a

nE' wyi Wm; ,enQ ojila kE' b;ska tlfka

iodld,slhs lsjqfõ' b;skaa ljqre yß weyqfjd;a

iodld,sl fohla fmkajkak lsh,d fmkajkak

wyi' wkka;h fïfl È.la m<,la fydhkak"

b,lalulska lshkak lsisu úoHd{fhl=g neye'

wkkaf;da lshk jpkh muKhs lshkak mq`Mjka'

wjidkhla kE'

úYajhfka' CIh fkdjk úYajh' CIh fkdjk

O¾u;dj' iodld,sl njhs thska woyia jkafka'

wks;a Tlafldu CIh fjk O¾u;d úYajh CIh

fjkafk kE' wkdjrfkda' wyi wdjrKh lrkak

neye' ́ ke fohla wdjrKh lrkak mq`Mjka' f,dal

fndaf,;a wdjrKh lr,d ;sfhkafka' ±ka pJøsld

;=kla ;=ka me;af;ka ;sínydu ;s%fldaKdYs%;j

f,dal fnda,h wdjrKh lr,d ;sfhkafk' kuq;a

wyi wdjrKh lrkak nE' tal;a wms bf.k .;a;d

ksjk wyi jf.a lsh,d'

wms mqreÿfj,d bkafk wruqKq j,g hkakfk'

wruqfKka wruqKg hkak' ufkda ixfÉ;kd

wdydr ú¢ñka bkak' ys; leu;s we;a;gu ufkda

ixfÉ;kd ú¢kak' cdk leu;s we;a;gu ufkda

ixfÉ;kd wdydr ú¢kak' yeu ;siafiu ú¢kak'

t;fldg ú|,d ú|jkak isÿ fjkjdfk' wkak

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t;fldg iunr lrkak ;uhs O¾uh fydhkafka'

ú¢k f,dalh ú|jkak fjkfldg fïl iu;=,s;

lrkak Tkak fydhkjd O¾uh' ;ukaf.a ;sfhk

foaj,a wjq,a fjkfldg wms kej; tajd f;dard

.kakjd' tal yod .kakjd md,kh lr.kakjd

fudkjyß ieleiaula yod .kakjd' talg wms

O¾uh mdúÉÑ lrkjd'

kuq;a ys; leu;s fudlgo ysf;a ;sfhk

iajNdjh ke;skï uuxldrh leu;s fudlgo@

ú¢kak' ú¢kak lsh,d lshkafk fudlgo@

ixfõÈ;d .=K we;s lrkak ú¢kak' t;fldg fï

f,dalfha iajNdjh ;uhs ta udkisl iajNdjfha

.=Kh' ±ka wms <uhs msßilg jqk;a wms lsh,d

.sfhd;a fufyu f.dvj,a folla .y,d" wd mq;d fï

f.dfvka lkak fïflka lkak tmd lsh,d' thd

wdi lrkafk wr lkak tmd lshmq tflka lkak'

fudlo lkak tmd lsjqfj lsh,d ;uhs n,kafk'

;reK msßif. jqk;a tl iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd

lfvka îu fnda;,hla i,a,s §,d wrf.k ìjqjg

tafl lsis w.hla kE" iuyr wh bkakjd fydfrka

îu fnda;,hla wrka ìjqjdu ;uhs rih ;sfhkafk'

mkaif,a ysgmq whf.ka jqk;a wms ta foh ±l,d

;sfhkjd lduf¾ ;sfhkj f,dl= ;eô,s j¨ álla'

ta;a kdhl yduqqÿrejkag fydfrka .yg ke.,d

;eô,s f.ähla lvdf.k fndkak ´fk' t;fldg

tafl wuq;= ryla ;sfhjd' t;fldg ukqiaihkaf.

f,dafl iajNdjh tfyu ;uhs' t;fldg iuyre

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újdy tfyu lr.kakjd' rEm rdðksfhd ;uhs újdy

lr .kafk pd,aia l=udrhd jf.a' kuq;a miafi

thdg wehj jeo.;a fjkafk kE' mdrla w;= .dk

flfkla yß fjkak mq`Mjka b;ska n,kjd thd

Èyd' b;ska f,dafl iajNdjh yeuodu fudllao@

wr úkaokh' úkaokh lshk tl we;s fjkafk

ukqiaihd ;=, wNsfhda.hla tlal' ±ka Th wdor

iïnkaO;d lsh,d uyd f,dl=jg me;sfrkafk ;udg

ndOlhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs' ndOlhla ke;sj wïuhs

;d;a;hs fokaku leu;shs ´ka lr.kak lsjqfjd;a

ug tÉpr .e,fmka kE lsh,d tal lrkafk kE'

frdañfhda cq,shÜ, mjd ìys jqqfka ta ksihs' t;fldg

ukqIHhd ;=, úkaokd;aul .=Khla we;s lrkak

fya;= fjkafk fudllao@ ;shk foa fkfï ke;s

foa' ;sfhk foh fkfï wNsfhda.h ke;s foh' ta

ksid ñksid yeuodu fydhkafk fudkjo wNsfhda.'

ñksid f,dl=jg Okj;a fj,d ysáhg i;=gla kE'

ta ksid thd ys;kj .fï me,la yodf.k Ôj;a

fjk f.dú mjq,la .ek' ug tf;kag hkak

we;akï lsh,d thd ys;kjd' wjkayf,a bkak

flkd ys;kjd ,nk wd;afu yß wr fmdai;a flkd

jf.a hdk jdyk we;=j bmfokak we;akï lsh,d'

uu lshkafk ta fof.d,a,u lshk foa fkfuhs'

wjkayf,;a kE ksjkla" rc ueÿfr;a kE ksjkla'

zOuux úkd kFÓ iqLd wk;a:dZ Tn O¾uh

y÷kd .;af;d;a wjkayf,a ysáh;a rc ueÿf¾

ysáh;a Tng ksjk ;sfhkjd'

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bJøsh úIhg wkqj ;uhs ta fokakdu l;d

lrkafk' tla wfhla ys;kj ug i,a,s f.dvla

;sín kï i;=g ;sfhaú lsh,d' ug f.hla ;snqkd kï

i;=g ;sfhaú lsh,d ys;kjd' wksla flkd ys;kjd

ug f.j,a fudl=;a ke;s jqkd kï ukig ieye,a¨j

;sfhaú lsh,d' jerÈhs Th l%u folu jerÈhs' Th

foflau bkak wh folu whska lr,d od,d O¾uh

fydhkak' we;a;gu fN!;sl fohla yß wms ord

f.k bkakjd kï" T`Mj Wv ;shdf.k bkakjd

kï th kslï ixfla;hlska ke;skï ix{djlska

kslï wr f,an,hlska T`Mj Wv ;shdf.k bkakjd

ú;rhs' yenehs b;ska iïuq;shg ta ixfla;h"

whs;sjdislu ;sfhk tl fyd|hs' fudlo wmsg

mÈxÑ fj,d bkak fokafkaa kEfk fjk f.orl'

iïuq;sfha ta whs;sh tfyuu ;sfhkak ´fka' ta

ls%hdj,sh tfyuu ;sfhkag ´kE' tfyu fjka

ke;sj wmsg Ôj;afjkak neyefka iïuq;shg wkqj'

ta ksid ta whs;sjdislu flfkl=g ´kE' kuq;a

ysf;a i;=g we;s lrkafk ta lsisu fohla fkfï

lshk tl ysf;a ;shd .kak ´kE' t;fldg ;uhs

iïuq;s Ôú;fhhs mrud¾: Ôú;hhs folu id¾:l

fjkafka' ta ksihs uu uq,ska i|yka lf,a iekiSu"

ksjk w;aú¢kak kï wms iïu;fhka thdg is;kak

´fka lsh,d'

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úo¾Ykd Ndjkd u.ska wm n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka

wmf.a bJøshka ms,sn| wjfndaOh we;s lr .ekSuhs'

ta jf.au iir fl,jrfldg ksjka u. mdod.kak"

ke;skï ksjka olskak' ta wruqK we;=j ;u

wruqK iM,m%dma; lr .ekSu Wfoid OïudkqOïu

m%;sm;a;sfhys fhfok fudfyd;la fj,djla lsh,d

l,amkd lr.kak Tn .;lrk yeu fudfyd;lau'

Tn yeu fokdu is;" lh" jpkh fndfydu fjfyi

fj,d" uykais fj,d bkafka ta ksihs' Tn Ñ;a;

úfõlhla we;s lrf.k" udkisl iqj;djhla we;s

lrf.k" udkisl ikaiqkalu;a we;slr.; hq;=

jkafka' .eUqre O¾uhlg ijka fhduq lr.kak' ta

ksid yeu fokdu Ndjkd bßhjqjlg meñKs,d ys;"

lh" jpkh ikaiqka lrf.k l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia

fj,d" ta lshkafk Tn .;lrk yeu fudfyd;lau

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ls%hdfjka f;drj ls%hd lsÍu

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ys; ls%hdjla iu. tla ùug ;e;a lrkjd' fudk

hï fyda ls%hdjla iu.' wkak ta ;;ajfhka Tn

fjkaj ikaiqkaj ál fõ,djla jdih lrkak mqreÿ

jkak' l¾u ldrlfhka ksoyia fjkak' ke;akï

l¾u isÿlrkakdf.ka ksoyiaj bkak n,kak'

mskaj;=ks wms meyeÈ,s lrmq l¾u ldrlfhka

ksoyiaj is; mj;ajd .ekSu lshk ldrKh tal

f,fyis myiq flfkl=gq kï f;afrk fohla kï

fkfuhs' úúO úÈyg tal f;areï .kakjd ta;a

jerÈ úÈhghs yeu úgu f;areï .kafka' l¾u

ldrlfhka ksoyia fj,d lghq;= lrkak mq`Mjka

lu ;sfhkafka f,dal o¾YKh ±lmq flfkl=g

muKhs bka fuyd flfkl=g l¾u ldrlfhka

ksoyiaj jdih lrkak mq`Mjka lula kE' wksla

yeu fokdu l¾uldrlhl ;uhs isákafka' ta

ksid ;uhs lreulaldrfhda lsh,d lshkafka' uy

lreulaldrfhda lsh,d iuyr fj,djg mdúÉÑ

lrk jpkhla ;sfhkjd' ta jpkfha w¾:h ;uhs

lreulaldrfhda ke;skï l¾u lrkafkda lshk

tl' mD;.ack mqoa.,hd yeu úgu fudkj yß

ls%hdj,shlg jefgkjd' fyd| fyda fõjd" krl

fyda fõjd" ñY% fyda fõjd" uOHia: fyda fõjd

ls%hdldrlul jefgkjd l¾u ldrlhd l¾uhla

fyda ls%hdjla lrkakd'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkakqfj fï l¾u

ldrlfhka ksoyia fjk l%uhla' zl¾u ksfrdaOdh

ixj;a;;sZ l¾ufhka ksoyia jqkyu we;sjk

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iekis,a, ms<sn|j' fldfyduo fï l¾uldrlfhka

ksoyia fjkafk lshk ldrKh fndfydau .eUqre

ldrKhla" b;du ishqï ldrKhla" tal f,fyisfhka

wjfndaO lr .kak neye' Tn f,dl= wjÈhlska

ne¨fjd;a muKhs Tng ta fohska ksoyia fjkak

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafka' Tfí ys; fï fjkfldg

l¾uCIh l< ys;la fkfïfka' nqÿrcdKka

jykafiaf.a {dK .ek lshkfldg wms lshkjd

l¾uCIh l< {dKh lsh,d' tal nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.a

;snqk úfYaI {dKhla' ta {dKhu ry;ka

jykafia,dg;a ;sfhkjd" ud¾.M,,dNS we;a;kag;a

;sfhkjd' l¾u ldrlfhka ksoyia fjÉp iajNdjh

;uhs t;k ;sfhkafka' wkak ta jf.a msßilg

;uhs l¾u ldrlfhka ksoyia fj,d ys; m;ajkak

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafka' b;ska tal w;s úYsIaG

.eUqre ldrKhla jpkfhka ir,j kï tal tÉpr

fohla fkfjhs lsh,d ysf;kak mq`Mjka kuq;a

ta l¾u ldrlfhka ksoyia ùu lshk tl b;du

.eUqre úYsIag ldrKhla'

ta ksid Th we;af;da n,kak ´kE fï l¾u

ldrlfhka ksoyiaj fldfyduo uu Ôj;a fjkafka'

tfyu ke;akï uf.a {dK o¾Ykh mj;aj

.kafka lshk ldrKh ms<sn|j' ta ksid fuh

iïuq;s ls%hdodulh yev .eiaùula lr,d lr.kak

neye fï foh' wdOHd;añl o¾Yk Yla;shla

fïl l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia jQ o¾YKh lshk

tl' tfyu kï l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia jQ yeu

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fudfyd;lu úYd, n,hla" úYd, Yla;shla" úYd,

.=Khla yg .kakjd' l¾u ldrlfhka ksoyia

fj,d ke;s ksid ;uhs ñksiaiq ÿlg" iemg" wgf,da

oyug fmrf,ñka biairyg .uka lrf.k .uka

lrf.k hkafka' talg wms lshkj ixidrh lsh,d'

ta ksid ixidrfhka ksoyia fjkak wjYH kï wr

l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia fjkaku ´kE lrkjd'

l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia jqk flkd ixidrfhka

ksoyia jQ flfkla yeáhghs O¾ufha fmkajd

fokafka'

t;fldg ry;ka jykafia,d l¾u ldrlfhda

fkfuhs ta lshkafka' l¾u lrkafkda fkfuhs

lshk foh' Wmdodk iys; w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk

iys; f,daN" oafõY" fuday iys; l¾u lrkafkda

fkfuhs' kuq;a mD;.ack flkd lshkafka Tkak

Th wdldrfha tl;=ùï we;s lrf.k l¾u lrk

flfkla' uy lreulaldr Ôú; lsh,;a iuyr

fj,djg lshkjd' ta lshk tfla w¾:h ;uhs ;uka

ta ls%hdjg nei .;a" ls%hdj Wmdodkh lr.;a" ls%hdj

wd;auh lr.;a" ls%hdj uu uf.a lr.;a" ls%hdj

uu yeáhg i,ld.;a flkd ;uhs lreulaldrhd

lsh,d lshkafka' tfyu;a ke;skï l¾uldrlhd

lshkafka' t;fldg flfkl=g ysf;kak mq`Mjka

uu fkfï ls%hd lrkafka" uf.a fkfï ls%hd

lrkafka" fï bkafk uu fkfï lsh,d' tal ;j;a

úÈhl ls%hdj,shla" tal ;j;a úÈhl ls%hdoduhla'

ls%hdldrlfuka" lreulaldrlfuka ksoyia jqK

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flkdg ±fkk iqjh ;uhs wfõÈ; iqjh' thdg

úkaokd;aul iqjhla ±fkkafka kE' t;fldg

flfkla ;djld,slj ys;=fjd;a fï uu fkfï"

fï uf.a fkfï" uf.a wd;auh fkfï lsh,d'

t;kÈ ta jqkdg l¾uldrlhd ls%hd;aul fjk

ksid wfõÈ; f,daflda;a;r iqjh ±fkkafk kE'

ixl,amhla muKla Tjqka ;=< cks; fjkjd' ta

ksid ixl,amhla muKla cks; lrùu fkfuhs

fï jevigykaj, mrud¾:h' ;ukaj ieneúkau

f,daflda;a;r o¾Ykhg m;alr .ekSuhs fuys

mrud¾:h' f,daflda;a;r lsh,d lshkafka bJøshhka

yfha úkaokd;aul isudj blaujd hk iajNdjhg'

bJøshhka yfha iSudj wìnjd hk iajNdjhg

wms lshkjd f,daflda;a;r lsh,d' t;fldg

f,daflda;a;r lshk ia:dkhla" ;ekla wms iïu;

l,;a tf;kag .shdg miafi f,daflda;a;r Ndjfha

msysgk ia:dkhla fyda ;ekla fyda keye' f,dalhu

;uhs yeu ;eku ;eka ks¾udKh lrkafka' ls%hdjg

iqÿiq lreKq ks¾udKh lrkafka'

ta ksid wms f;areï .; hq;= ldrKhla ;uhs

fï l¾uldrlfhka taldka; jYfhka ksoyia úh

hq;=hs lshk ldrKh' l¾uldrlhla we;s yeu

;eku wúoHdj ;sfnkjd" ta jf.au ta l¾uldrlh

fyd|g" krlg" l=i,hg" wl=i,hg fmrf<kjd"

l¾uldrlh we;s ;ek úoHd;aul iqL" ÿlaL" WfmaCId

yd ñY% fõokdjka we;s fjkjd' l¾uldrlh we;s

;ek nh" iel" idxld" fidal ;ejq,a ;sfhkjd'

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rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr" ú{dK lshk fï

mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh jev lrkjd' lduÉPkao"

jHdmdo" Ók" ñoaO" WoaOÉp" l=lal=Ép" úÑlsÉpd

lshk mxp kSjrK jev lrkjd' ta wdldrhg l¾u

n,fõ.h jev lrk yeu ;eku wúoHd iy.;

máÉp iuqmamdohu jev lrkjd' wd¾h wIaGdx.sl

ud¾.fhka wr wd¾h iy iïud lshk .=K yefrkak

ñ;H lshk .=Kh tl;=fj,d l¾uldrlhd ;=,

jev lrkjd' t;fldg l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia

fjkfldg wr ish,a,f.kau ksoyia fjkjd' b;ska

wms meyeÈ,s l<d fï l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia ùu

.ek t;fldg fï .ek mD:.ack flkd ys;kafka

ls%hd fkdlr bkakjhs lsh,d lshkafka b;ska kslï

bkak tlfka lsh,d ys;kjd' tal ;uhs ;sfhk

f,dl=u je/oao' Bg tyd .shmq fohla ;uhs wms

fï mrud¾: i;Hhla yeáhg meyeÈ,s lrkafka'

tal jrojd f;areï .;af;d;a ta ;eke;a;d fyda

;eke;a;sh ys;kafk kslka bkak ;uhs fï

lsfhkafk lsh,d' kslka ys; ;shdf.k bkak

;uhs lshkafk lsh,d l,amkd lrkjd' tfyu

fkfuhs fïl fndfydu .eUqre mrud¾: i:Hhla'

ta .eUqre mrud¾: i;Hh wjfndaO lr .kak yeu

flfklau fjr orkak ´kE" uykais fjkak ´kE'

t;fldg ;uhs wmsg fï ixidfr wkdÈu;a ld,hla

cd;s" crd" jHdê" urK" ÿlaL fodaukiaihkaf.ka

msÍ b;sÍ ;snqk wkka; wm%udK úúOdldr ;sßika

wd;auNdjhkag md;% fjù fjkia fjù yeÈ ye§

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ñh hk fï ixidr .uk Tfí tl me;a;lg

fhduqjkafka' ta lshkafka fida;dmkak me;a;g'

ta lshkafk Tn Èh oyrdjla jf.a ta foig fhduq

fjkak mq`Mjka' ta ;=,ska tlmdrg .,df.k

hkafka oyug' oyug .,df.k hkak kï wms fï

wd;au Ndjfha§u ilaldh ÈÜÀh lshk fï wd;au

ÈÜÀh we;=,; mek ke.s,d ;sfhk n,fõ.h tal

uu m,jd yßkak ´kE ud ;=,ska lsh,d ys;kak

´kE ks;ru'

wd;au ÈÜÀh lsh,d lshkafk uu l;d lrkjd"

uu yqiau .kakjd" uu bkakjd" uu Ôj;a fjkjd"

uu ksod.kakjd" uu ke.sákjd lshk ye`.Su

ke;skï Ôj Yla;sh" n,h" úYajdih" úkaokh ;uhs

fï uu;ajh lsh,d lshkafka' ta ilaldh ÈÜÀh

ÿrefjkjd;a iu. úÑlsÉpd iS,ín; mrdui;a

ÿre fjkjd' ta lreKq ldrKd ke;sùu ksid ta

we;a;kag we;sfjkj mqÿudldr úÈfha iuHla

o¾Ykhla" yßu iekis,sodhl {dKhla" ta jf.au

fyd| iekis,sodhl o¾Yk ;,hla my< fjkjd'

ta o¾YK ;,h jvd j¾Okh lsÍfuka iïuq;s"

mrud¾:" ksfrdaO" m%ydK ix{dj;a m%.=K lsÍfuka ta

we;a;kag mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd ta W;=ï jQ wßy;ajh

,ndf.k m%ydK ix{dfjka msßksjkg m;a fjkjdh

lshk taldka; úYajdihg wkqj lghq;= lsÍug' ta

úÈfha .ïNSr O¾uhla ;uhs mskaj;=kag wms wjfndaO

lr §ug W;aidy lrkafk' Th we;a;kaf.a O¾u

Yla;s m%udKhg ta ldrKd jegfykjd" wjfndaO

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fjkjd' tal iïuq;s jYfhka uq,ska f;areï .kakd

w;ru" h:dN+; {dK o¾Ykfhka th wjfndaO

lr .ekSu ;uhs B,`.g isoaO lrkafka' ta ksid

lshk foau f;arekdg uÈ ta lshk oyu Ôú;h

lr .kak ´kE zOïu ÔúfkdaZ oyu Ôú;h lr

.kakjd lshkafka thghs' ±kg ;sfhkafka oyu

Tng wE;skafka ;sfhkafka' oyu fmd;mf;a yd

±kqfï úh yelshs ;sfnkafka' iuyr wh ys;kjd

is,aj;aj" úkh.relj ysáhu we;s lsh,d' kuq;a tal

Oïu Ôú;h fjkafk kE tal úkh Ôjf;a fN!;sl

foaj,a ndysßka mqxÑ mqxÑ foaj,a wms úkh yeáhg

i,lkafka' mkais,a" wgis,a" oiis,a ;uhs úkh"

úkhg wkql+,j ysáhdu O¾ufha Ôj;a fjkafk

kE' úkh lshk tl ukqIHhkag w;HdjYH

fohla yenehs úkh fkfuhs oyu lshkafka tal

f;areï wrf.k Tn f,daflda;a;r o¾YKhg

;ukaf.a mD:.ack o¾YKh fmr,d .kak ´fka'

wkak tf;kaÈ thdg we;sfjkjd oyï Ôúldjla'

wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha wx. wgu iïud .=Khg

m;afj,d oyï wei my, fjkjd' tjeks ;;ajhla

fï ñys;,h u; b;du ÿ¾,N jQ ù¾hjka;fhla"

{dKjka;fhla muKlau ,nkakdjQ ldrKhla'

wks;a ish`M fokd úúOdldr udr n,fõ.j,g

yiq fjkjd' tkï ;ukaf.a udkh bÈßm;a fjkjd"

f,daN" oafõY" fuday wl=i,O¾uhka bÈßm;a

fjkjd' mxp kSjrK O¾u weú,a,d ksjk jy,

odkjd jeks udr n,fõ.j,g yiqfjkjd' ima;

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fndÊcx. O¾u fyd¢ka jeä,d ;sfhk whg ;uhs

ksjka olskak mq`Mjka jkafka' fudlo ta fndaê

wx. lshkafk wjfndaOhg fya;= ldrljk O¾uhs'

i;a;sia fndaêmdCIsl O¾u lshkafk f,daflda;a;r

o¾YKh wjfndaO lr .ekSug wjYH lreKq tajd

jefvkak ´kE ;ud ;=, tajd kï jYfhka Tn

tlska tl ±k .;af; ke;s jqk;a ug f,dal i;Hh

wjfndaO lr .; hq;=hs lshk ye`.Sfuka" ù¾hfhka"

isysfhka ls%hd lrk flfkla ;=, fndaêmdCIsl

O¾u ±k ysáh;a fkd±k ysáh;a jefvkjd' tf,i

jeãu ksid thdg yelshdj ;sfhkj ta iuHla {dK

o¾YKh my,lr .kakg' fuh wjfndaO lr .ekSu

flfkl=f.a fof,dju hym;a lrjk ldrKhla

ta ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafia ks;ru foaYkd lf,a

zwmamudfoak iïmdfoaiqZ wm%udoj iïmdokh lr

.kak lsh,d'

wms ksrka;rfhka k;rfj,d bkakjd wei"

lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uk lshk bkaøshhka ;=,

yd w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk" f,daN" oafõY" fuday

lshk ldrKd ;=,' fï lsisu ldrKhla ,`. Tn

k;rfjkak fyd| kE' ks;ru wm%ud§ .=Kh .ek

fufkys lrkak' wm%ud§j fï O¾uh wjfndaO

lr.kak wjYHlrk lreKq iïmdokh lr.kak'

fï f,dalfha ñksiqka is;df.k isáhg

;ukaf.a Ôú;h ;ukag whs;shla ;sfhkjh lsh,d

lsisu ukqIHfhl=g" mD:.ackfhl=g ;ukaf.

Ôú;h ;ukag whs;s kE' ta Ôú;h whs;s f,daN"

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oafõY" fuday lshk ldrkd j,g' ta ksid ;uhs

nqÿ yduqÿrefjd fjku iQ;%hl=;a foaYkd lf<a

;Kaydodi lsh,d' ;Kaydjgfk f,daN" oafõY"

fuday lsh,d lshkafka' ;Kaydodi lsh, lshkafk

;Kaydjg fiajh lrk flkdg' t;fldg ;Kaydfõ

whs;sldrhd ljqo@ f,daN" oafõY" fuday t;fldg

;ukag whs;s kE ;ukaf. Ôú;h' t;fldg odihg

´kE jev lrkak nE' ta ksid fï ́ kEu flfkl=g

;ryd .sfhd;a ;ry .shdu ;uhs' tafla md,khla

kE' Th we;af;d Th we;a;kag whs;s lr .kak

mq`Mjkalu ,efnkafk ksjka ±lal ojig' t;lka

whs;s ilaldh ÈÜÀhg ke;skï wúoHdjg" f,daN"

oafõY" fuday j,g' tu ksid Th we;af;d whs;s

Th we;a;kag fkfjhs Th we;af;d .dj bkak

ilaldh ÈÜÀhg' ;ukag whs;shla kE ;ukaf.

Ôú;h ;Kaydjghs whs;shs' m<fjks ud¾. {dKh

,enqkg miafi ;uhs ;ukaf. Ôú;h ;ukag whs;s

lr .kak yelshdj ,efnkafk' ta ksid ;uhs ta

we;af;d i;r wmdhg hkafk ke;af;' ta ksid ;uhs

b;sydi l;d" cd;l l;d j,ska mjd ta nj fmkakqï

lr,d ;sfhkafk' fldfydu wdorhla fmkakQ

orejkao uj mshd ur,d ;sfhkafka' jerÈ wdY%h

;=, ´kEu jrola ilaldh ÈÜÀfhka isÿfjkjd'

O¾uh wjfndaO lr .kakd ;dla Tn w;skq;a Th

jerÈ isÿfjkak mq¿jka' tl tl fj,djg fjkia

fjkjd' tfyu fjkia lrkak mq`Mjka ueáf.dvla'

mD:.ackfhla lsh,d lshkafk ueá f.dvla' ta

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ksid ;uka ueá f.dvla kï ;uka ta ueá f.dfvka

uyd m¾j;hla jdf.a fjkia fjkak ´kE' ueá

f.dvla lshk tfla w¾:h ´kE úÈhlg yokak

mq`Mjka lshk tlfk' ́ kE yevhlg yokak mq`Mjka

´kE fj,djl tal ief,kak" fmdämÜgï lrkak

mq`Mjka lsis iúhla" n,hla kE lshk tlhs ueá

f.dvla lshkafka' Wcqmámkafkda" {dhmájkafkda

ta .;s kE" idóÑmámkafkda ta tllaj;a ueá

f.dvj,a j,g msysgkafk kE' Tkak Th ldrKh

fyd|g f;areï .;a;kï ;uka fï /já,d bkak

;ek ;ukag jgyd .kak mq`Mjka' ;ukagu ,Êcd

ysf;hs ;du uu ug lsh,d ys;df.k ysáhg ug

whs;s ;ekl fkfuhs uu bkafk lsh,d f;arekyu'

kslï lkjd fndkjd wdydr ál imh,d ÿkakd

ú;rhs' ks;ru Tn uf.a uki ug lsisu whs;shla

kE fkdfõo lsh,d l,amkd lrkak'

b;ska fldfyduo Tn fu;kska tf;r jkafk'

Tng f,aisfhka tf;r fjkak nE talg l%ufõohla

;sfhkjd' fï odilfï bkafk fudkj yß foalg

we,s,d" fï odihd fï bJøshhka yfhka tllg

we,s,d ;uhs yeu fudfydf;u bkafka' tys

wd§kjh olskafka kE' yßhg uig we;slrk

l=l=,a¨ jf.a lEu ál" fnfy;a" bkak ;ek" j;=r

Tlafldau imh,d fokjd kuq;a fï fiaru lrkafk

uig .kakhs' ta jf.au ;uhs fï ;Kaydj ksid

isÿjkafka ta l=ulao@ Tfí iir ÿ.;s.dó ùuhs

bka isÿjkafka' hï flfkla fï ;;ajh f;areï

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lr .;af;d;a thd t;kska ksoyia fjkjd' wmsg

ksoyia fjkak fokafk kE wms ,`. ;sfhk fï

bJøshhka yh' fï fodrgq yfhka ;uhs wms we;=,a

fjkafk yd msgfjkafk' ta ksid wê Ñ;a;hla"

wê {dKhla" wê ukila wjYHhs fïflka ksoyia

fjkak' ta lshkafk wmsg we;=,afjkak msgfjkak

;sfhkafk bJøshhka yfhkaufka' kuq;a wms ±ka

msgfjkafk fjkia l%uhlska' wkak tal ;uhs wms

f;areï .; hq;= úYsIaG ldrKh' wkak ta úYsIaG

foa ks¾udKh lr.kak ´kE ;uka ;=,' ta i|yd

;ukag WmdhYS,S úYsIaG kqjkla ;sfhkak ´kE'

wkak ta úYsIaG kqjk ;shk flkd ;uhs bJøshhka

yfhka ksoyia fj,d t,shg hkafk'

uu;ajh ómeKs fuka ri jqk;a" u,a fuka

ukyr jqk;a tys m%;sM,h Nhdklhs' tys fl,jr

mj;sk wd§kjh olsk flkd ta .=ydifhka ksoyia

ùug fjr orkjd' wms O¾u;d ms,smÈkak ´kE

;ud wlue;s fohla wkqkag lsÍu jrola' yeu

fudfyd;lu uu fï Wmdodk ialkaOfhka

.e,fjkafk fldfyduo lshd l,amkd lrkak' talhs

Tn l,hq;= úo¾Ykdj' uu rEmfhka .efjkafk

fldfyduo@ uu fõokd;%fhka .e,fjkafk

fldfyduo@ ix{d ixLdr ú{dK j,ska ksoyia

fjkafk fldfyduo@ lsh,d is;d n,kak' m<uqj

fï Wmdodk j,ska ksoyia fjk {dK o¾YKh

my< fjkjd' t;fldg Tng plaLqx WomdÈ weye

my< fjkafka tf;kaÈ' isoaOd¾: l=udrhd wkaOhs'

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nqÿyduqorejkaghs weia ;sfhkafk' Th we;a;ka

wkaOhs' Th we;a;kag ;sfhkafk u;jdohla

muKhs' m%;HCI;djhla kE' bkak ;ekska fjkia

fjkak" fjkiaj n,kak'

Tn fuhska .e,ùu i|yd kï úoHd WomdÈ

we;s lr.kak' úoHd WomdÈ lshkafk hul we;s

;;= olsk tlghs' th Tn ;=, my< fjkak ´fk"

udkakh ke;sfj,d hkak ´fk" Wmdodkh ke;s

fj,d hkak ´kE' fïjd yß ;djld,slhs fkao

lsh,d ysf;kak ´fk" .uk hkak ne|,d ;sfhk

,Kq ál lmkak ´kE' Tn meg,s,d ;sfhkafk

bJøshhka yhghs' taflka .e,fjkak uyd mqKH

n,hla ;sfhkak ´kE' fuhska ksoyia fjkak

mq`Mjka lsh,d ysf;k uÜgug ys; ÈhqKq lr .kak

´kE" j¾;udkh muKla fkfuhs ld, ;=fkkau

ksoyia fjkak ´kE' ld,h kslrefka f.jd ouk

wh ld,h lñka Ôj;afjkjd' ta ksid Tn wld,sl

fjkak ´kE' talg Tn ld,fhka f;drj jdih

l< hq;=hs' fuh .eUqre f,daflda;a;r o¾Ykhla

iïu;hg .e,fmkafk kE' Ñ;a; úfõlh ,nd

.kak kï l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia fjkak W;aidy

lrkak' l¾uldrlfhka ksoyia ù is; mj;ajd

.ekSfï jev ms,sfj, jerÈ jer§ bÈßhg f.kshkak

´kE' tf,i mqreÿ mqyqKq fjk úg ;ukaf.au

uki ;=,ska ta ms<sn| wjfndaOh Tng ,efnkq we;s'

;ukaf.a m%;sm;a;sh oyug .e,fmkjo lsh,d

ks;ru n,kak O¾u úkh hkq thhs' ±ka Tfí

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uki mj;sk iajNdjh oyug .e,fmkjo@ f,daN"

oafõY" fuday" iqL" ÿlaL" WfmaCId j,ska f;dr w;S;"

wkd.;" j¾u;dk ;=ka ld,fhka yd Wmdodk j,ska

f;dr iajNdjfhao uu ±ka bkafk lshd ks;ru

úo¾Ykd lrkak taf,i yeu fudfyd;lau oyug

.,m.kak' oyug .,md n,ñka jdih lrkak"

ks¾jdKh lshkafk {dK o¾Ykhla ksjka ±lSu

lsh,fk lshkafk' ta wdOHd;añl fjki ;uhs

;s% YsCIdj lsh,d lshkafk fuf;a nqÿkaf. ldf,È

yß ksjka olskafk fï ld,fhaÈ yß mdrñ;djla

;snqfkd;a muKhs' kej; kej; wykak" kej;

kej; fufkys lrkak" kej; kej; W;aidy

lrkak' ndysr ;sfhk rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y

f,daflg hkafk ke;sj" flf,ia j, ,e.=ï .kafk

ke;sj O¾uhu m%.=K lrkak' yeu fokdgu tu

ioaO¾uh m%.=K fõjd lshd m%d¾:kd lrkjd'

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Ndjkdjl§ tla wfhl=f.a is; ikaiqkaj ;sì,d

Ndjkdj ;=,§ fkdikaiqka fjkak;a mq`Mjka" ;j

whl=f.a is; fkdikaiqkaj ;sì,d wkqmqín m%;smodjg

wkqj l%udkql+,j ikaiqka fjù ikaiqka fjù f.dia

fï fjkúg hï wdldrhlska ixys¢hdjla is;a

;=, ;sfnkakg;a mq`Mjka" tajf.au isf;ys fõ.h

wvq fjkak;a mq`Mjka" tajf.au ;ukag w;a±lSï

jYfhka is; ms<sn|j lreKq rdYshla" O¾u rdYshla

fï fjkfldg w;am;a lrf.k isákjd fjkak;a

mq`Mjka'

Tn hym;a lreKq j,g wkq.;j Tfí uki

fufyhùu ksid b;du fyd| m%;sM, ,ndf.k;a

we;s' tajd fyd|g wjÈfhka isys lrkak' fï

Ndjkd jev igyka j,§ uu is; ms<sn|j fujeks

wjfndaOhla ,nd .;a;d" fyd| wjfndaOhla

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;sìh§ uu mQ¾K;ajhlska w;a ú¢ñka jvd fyd|

wjfndaOhla ,nd .;a;d wdÈ jYfhka wm is; ms<sn|

fkdfhl=;a lreKq ldrKd wid ±kf.k ;sfhkjd'

kuq;a tajd w;aú|,d w;aú|,d iïmQ¾K ksoyi

N=la;s ú¢ñka isÿ fkdl,d fjkak mq`Mjka' ta ksid

Tn fï wjia:dj Tfí is; ms<sn|j m%;HCIj N=la;s

ú| isf;a iajNdjh fudk jf.ao lshd wjfndaO lr

.ekSug úo¾Ykdfõ fhfokak'

fï is;a lsh,d lshkafka w;a±lSï jYfhka

,eîug yels jfrl ye`.=ula jYfhka ta ye`.=ï

úhelS hk iajNdjhla' ta jf.au thu kej;;a

fjk;a wdldrhl ye`.=ula f,i bmÈ,d ta ye`.=u;a

hï lsis W;af;ackhla is; ;=, isÿ lr,d th;a

wr Èh nqnq,la fia mrj hkjd" mqmqrd hkjd"

ke;sj hkjd fjkak;a mq¿jka' t;fldg fujeks

wjia:dj,a Ôú;fha§ wmsg yuq fjkjd' yeu is;lau

WmÈkjd" yeu is;lau mqmqrd hkjd' fukak fujeks

iajNdjhka wms fyd|g f;areï .;a;du wfma isf;a

we;sjk oE ms<sn|j ls%hd lsÍu fkdj jeo.;a jkafka

m%{djg f.daprj úoHdjg keUqrej ls%hd lsÍuhs

wmg jeo.;a fjkafk lshk ldrKh fï is; ±ä

mÍCIdjg ,la lrk úg th wmg wjfndaO fjkjd'

fï fudfyd; lsh,d lshkafka wfma Ôú;hg

ixidrhg uy;a n,hla ,nd fok fudfyd;la'

;ukaf. ys; ;ukag k;=o@ k;= kE fkao@ meh

Nd.hla ú;r ld,hlg tl is;sú,a,la my,

fjkak;a jirla ú;r uykais fjkak ´k' tl

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È.g Ndjkdfõ fhÈ,d ta ;;ajh ,efnkafk

fkaj ix{d kdix{dh;kfha§hs' ta ;;ajhg

ÈhqKq fj,d kE fï lsis flfkla' ta ksid yeu

úkdähla we;=f,u úúOdldr is;=ú,s mj;skjd'

iuyr whg is;=ú,s tkjd kuq;a is;=ú,s tkjd

lsh,d f;afrkafk kE' iuyr whg ;ry hkjd

;ry hkjd lsh,d f;afrkafk kE' iuyr whg

rd.is;a isfhkjd kuq;a ñksiqkaj;a okafk kE

rd.is;a ;sfhkjd lsh,d' kuq;a ta wh kqjke;af;d

fkdfjhs' kqjke;s flkdg ;ry hkfldg ;ry

hkjd lsh,d fmakjd' is;sú,s WmÈk fldg is;=ú,s

WmÈkjd lsh,d fmakjd' is;=ú,s myj hkfldg

is;=ú,s myj hkjd lsh,d fmakjd' wkak tjeks

ÈhqKq msßil=;a bkakjd' B,`.g wfma is;=ú,s j, hï

nrla ;sfhkjd' tla wfhl=g ta is;=ú,s ±fkkafk

úYd, nrlska" ;j flfkl=g ta is;=ú,s ±fkkafk

fndfydu ieye,a¨fjka'

wms fufyu ys;uqflda' ;ukaf. f.or ;sfhk

u,afmdaÉÑh ì÷kdu ;ukag th ;Èka oefkkjd'

kuq;a w,a,mq f.or u,a fmdaÉÑh ì÷kdu th wmsg

oefkkafk kE' wfma ;sfhk jdykh iSrefkd;a

wmsg ±fkkjd fndfydu ;Èka' kuq;a fjk;a

whf. jdyk ´k;rï wk;=rg ,la fjkjd wmsg

t;rï th ±fkkafk kE' tajf.a hï hï is;=ú,s

;sfhkjd fndfydu nrhs" >khs ta jf.au tajg wms

;Kaydfjka hqla;hs' ;Kaydfjka hqla; foaj,a wmsg

wysñ fjkfldg tajd wms wdilrk foaj,a ksid wmsg

ÿl we;s fjkjd' wms leu;s foaj,a ksid wmsg ÿl

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yg .kakjd tal ;uhs ;Kaydj lsh,d lshkafka'

fyd¢ka f;areï .;hq;= ldrKhla ;uhs fï is;

;ukag k;= kE lshk tl' ta ksid wms yeu fokdu

W;aidyfhka ys; oukh lr .kak ´kE'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia ojila NsCIq ix>hdg

O¾uh foaYkd lrñka isáh§ .jfhla weú;a md;%

ál Tlafldu fmdä lr,d ou,d hkjd' b;ska

nqÿka jykafia wykjd uyfKks Tn okakjo ta

ljqo lsh,d@ ta ;uhs udrhd' Èkla nqÿrcdKka

jykafia O¾udkqYdikd lrñka bkakd fudfydf;a

úYd, .,a m¾j;hla fmr<Sf.k fmr<Sf.k

tkjd wdrduh wi,gu okakjo ljqo ta lsh,d

uyfKks@ ta ;uhs udrhd lshd mjikjd' wmsg

iißka .e,fjkak ndOl jk ´kEu fohla udrhd

ke;skï udrmdlaIsl O¾u f,i fmkajd fokak

mq¿jka'

ilaldh ÈÜÀh ÿre lrk l%uh .ek l;d

lroa§ fjkfjk me;s lvj,a oyia .Kkla

;sfhkjd wmsg woayod n,kak' kuq;a wms tajdg

jeä wjOdkhla fhduq lrkafk kE' wmsg ´kE

ksjka olskak' fï ksjka u. h:d wjfndaOfhka

m%;HlaI l< flfkla yeáhg uu fïjd m%ldY

lroa§ Th we;a;kag j.lSula we;=j fï O¾uh

úuid wjfndaO lr .kakg yelshdjla mj;skjd'

wfma ysf;ys idOlh fudllao@ wms fyd¢ka

hula wykjd wy,d fudlo lrkafk@ tal fyd|g

OdrKh lr .kakjd' OdrKh lrf.k ;ukag

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we;s fjÉp wdl,amhg wkqj jpkh ;=," ls%hdj

;=," uki ;=, tal fufyhjkjd' tal ;uhs

wms Ôúf;a yeuodu;a isÿ lrkafk' W.;a lu

Wlydf.k wkqlrKh lsÍula wms isÿlrkjd' ta

yeu ls%hdj,shlau ls%hdfõ fhoùu i|yd W;aidyhla

´kE" ta jf.au Bg wod,j isyshl=;a ´kE" Bg wod,

iudêhl=;a tald.%;djhl=;a ta uki ;=, ;sfhkak

´kE' ta yeu foalgu wmsg lshkak mq`Mjka lu

;sfhkafk ud úiska lrkjd lshk tlhs' ud úiska

lshk ldrKh uq,afj,d ;uhs ta iEu fohlau

talrdYS fjkafka' t;fldg uu;ajfhka hq;a

Ôú;hla ;uhs wmsg ;sfhkafk'

uu;ajfhka hq;a Ôú;h yd uu;ajfhka

f;dr Ôú;h lsh, Ôú; folla wmsg ;sfhkjd'

O¾udjfndaOhg m;a fjÉp u`.M, ry;a W;=uKag

uu;ajfhka f;dr Ôú;hla ;sfhkjd' wks;a whg

uu;ajfhka hq;= Ôú;hla ;sfhkjd' úoHd;aul

uu;ajfhka f;dr Ôú;ho@ uu;ajfhka hq;a

Ôú;h@ wúoHd;aulhs uu;ajfhka hq;a Ôú;h'

wúoHd;aulhs lsh,d lshkafk fukak fï jf.a

fohla' wkqkaf. bvula ;ukaf. lsh,d ys;df.k

b£u fudk ;rï jerÈo@ wmsg whs;s ke;s ;ekl

wms f.hla yodf.k tal w;am;a lrf.k tal

uf.hs uf.a ksji" uf.a wd;auh" uf.a Ôú;h lsh,d

w,a,df.k bkakjd' talg ;uhs uu;ajh lsh,d

lshkafk' jerÈ úÈhg w;am;a lr .kak foaj,a

;=,ska we;slr .;a; Yla;shla ;uhs uu;ajh lsh,d

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lshkafk' yßhg fï foa f;areï .;a; W;a;uhka

jykafia,d ;uhs u.M, ry;a W;=uka lshkafk'

±ka wmsg wjfndaOhs fïjd wfma fkfï" uf.a

fkfï wms uefrkjd" ke;s fjkjd" iifr;a fï

jf.a isáhd" fï ia:dkfh;a ñksiaiq oyia .Kkla

uf.a lsh,d w,a,df.k bkak we;s" uf.a lsh,d

f.j,a yodf.k bkak we;s' ±ka ta ñksiaiq;a kE"

ta is;sú,s;a kE" ljqre;a kE lsh,d' Tng;a oeka

taldrKh idOdrKhs' tfy;a wms fï ish,a,u

±k.;a;;a wehs wfma ukfia fï ;;ajh we;s

fkdfjkafk" fï iajNdjh cks; fkdfjkafk

wehs@ c,hg neiaidu iS;, ±fkkjd' we`.

msßisÿ fjkjd lsh,d ±k .;a;g jevla kE c,hg

niskak ´kE' ta jf.a wms;a fïjd ke;s fjkjd

lsh,d okakjd' ±k .;a;g ta moku ;=, is;

msysgj,d kE ta úÈhg is; fufyhj, kE tfyu

ke;akï c,hg neif.k kE' yenehs wms okakjd

c,hg nei .;af;d;a iS;,hs lsh,d' ta ksid

±ka wms fudlo lrkak ´ke c,hg nei .kak

´kE' O¾uhg nei .kak ´kE' O¾uh wfõÈ;hs

ksfrdaOiy.;hs" úuqla;s odhlhs' úuqla;s odhlhs

lshkafk yeufoalskau ksoyia jQ lshk tlhs' whs

hï ;ekl we¨k;a laf,aYhla .egqk;a laf,aYhla"

WfmaCIdfjka isáh;a laf,aYhla' laf,aYhla ke;s

;ekla kE'

uu;ajfhka isák iEu ukqIHfhlau fldhs

bßhõfõ isáh;a fldhs wdldrhg isáh;a uu;ajfhka

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hqla; flf,ia my, fjkjd' uu;ajfhka f;dr

W;a;uhdg fudk bßhõfõ isáh;a uu;ajfhka

hq;a flf,ia my, jkafka kE' fudkjo fï

uu;ajfhka hq;a flf,ia yd uu;ajfhka f;dr

flf,ia lshkafk' uu;ajfhka hq;a flf,ia yßu

WKqiqï" yß m%n,hs yßu fõ.j;a' uu;ajfhka

f;drjQ flf,ia j, tjkajQ fohla kE' tal yßhg

.sKs w`.=rla whsia lkaola yryd .shd jf.a' .sks

w`.=r tyd me;a;g tkafk whsia l=Üáhla fj,d'

uu;ajfha ñksiqkaf. jpk yß ierhs' fudk

jpkhla yß msgfjkafk .sKs lkaola yryd tk

.,a f.ähla jf.a' tal t,shg tkafka r;afj,d'

ta ksid f,djq;=rd nqÿka jykafia fudk jpkh

foaYkd l<;a tajd isis,a'

ta ksid f.dvla O¾uh oek.ekSuj;a" u;lfha

;shdf.k isàuj;a fkfuhs jákafka kqjK fmrgq

lr f.k m%;sm;a;suh jYfhka O¾uh m%;HCI

lr.;a wh ;uhs jákafk' ta ksid Tn ,nd .;a;

foa ,shd .;a; foa m¾fhaIKhlg fhduq lrkak'

wms nK weyqfj lKska fkdfõ wms nK weiqfõ

kqjKska' ta jf.a kqjKska O¾uh weiqj ksid wms

wmsj fjkia lr .;a;d' wmsg Wjukd lf,a fyd|

mqoa.,fhla fjkak fkfuhs wmsg Wjukd lf,a

ksjerÈ oyu f;areï .ekSughs' ta ksid ;udg

;ud ms,sirK lr .ekSuhs Tn lrkak ´kE' Tn

ixidrfha udrhdg wiqfj,d fõ.fhka .,df.k

.idf.k hkjd'

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O¾udjfndaOh lr .ekSu i|yd wmsg úúO

l%ufõo nqÿyduqÿrefjd lsh,d ÿkakd' tla iajdóka

jykafia kulg u,la Èyd n,ka bkak lsh,d

lugyka §,d ;snqKd' ta yduqÿrefjd ukyr foaj,g

leu;s ksid Th we;af;d tfyu u, Èyd n,df.k

b|,d ke;=j we;s' úo¾Ykdjla úÈyg uu kï ta

jf.a n,df.k b|,d ;sfhkjd' fudllao ukfi ta

yryd we;sjk fjki lsh,d' ta ldf,a nqÿ rcdKka

jykafia ñksiqkag ,nd ÿkafk m%Yakh ú;rhs

thg ms<s;=r fidhd.;af; kqjke;a;d' wo wmsg

fj,d ;sfhkafk m%Yakhhs ms<s;=rhs folu fokak'

ñksiqkag iaj Yla;sfhka ls%hd lrkak bv fokak

´kE' ta ksid Tn yeu flfklau hï m%udKhlg

uykais fjkak ´kE fï O¾uh f;areï .kakg'

f,daflda;a;r lsh,d lshkafk f,dalfhka

tf;r lsh,d lshk tl' wms f,dalh lsh,d lshkafk

nUhla muK YÍrhg wka;¾.; ish,a,g' fudkjo

thg wka;¾.; jkafka@ wfma bJøshhka yh;a

tajdg f.dapr jkakdjQ rEm" Yío" .kaO wdÈ foaj,a'

ta jf.au tajdg wod, ú{dK O¾u" B,`.g tajdfha

ls%hdldß;ajh jk máÉp iuqmamdoh;a ;sfhkjd'

ndysßka f.kjf.a ú.%y l,dg máÉp iuqmamdoh

wOHd;añl ls%hdj,shla ñila Nj ls%hdj,shla

fkfuhs' ta O¾uh ms<sn| m%dfhda.sl wjfndaOhla

ke;s Woúh yqfola u;s u;dka;r j,ska ;shk úÈhg

Nj frdaohla yeáhg fmkaj,d §,d ;sfhkjd' kuq;a

fï is; ;=, yeu fudfydf;u isoaO fjk ls%hdj,sh

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;uhs máÉp iuqmamdoh' t;fldg fï ish,a,

;sfhkafka tkï ;Kaydj" we,Su" .eàu WfmalaIdj

lshk fï ish,a,u ;sfhkafk fï nUhla muK

YÍrh ;=,hs' O¾uh ;sfhkafk;a fu;kuhs fï

YÍrfhka f;dr lsisjla fï f,dalfha kE' ug ysñ

wysñ foaj,a ish,a,u ;sfhkafk fu;k'

t;fldg Tn f,daN ksfrdaOhg m;afjkak

´kE f,daNfhka ksoyia fjkak ´kE' fï f,dalh

w;yer,d hkak n,kak ´kE' tfyu ls%hdlrkak

mqreÿ fjkak ´ke' ;uka ;uka fkdù n,kak

yeu úgu mqreÿ fjkak ´fka' nqÿyduqÿrefjd

?g;a ilauka l<d lshkafk Tkak Th ldrKh

fya;=fjka ;uhs' ;uka ;ukaf.ka .e,ú,d

;ukaf. Ôú;h Èyd ne¨jd lshk tlhs' ;uka

fj,d boaÈ ;ukag ±fkkafk ;uka ú¢k ÿl yd

;uka ú¢k wdiajdoh muKhs' ;uka ta folgu

yiqfjkafk ke;sj ;uka ;ukaf.ka bj;a fj,d

n,kj fudllao fï Ôú;h lshkafk" fudkjdo

fï Ôj;a fjkjd lsh,d lshkafk" fudkjo fï

is;=ïme;=ï lsh,d lshkafk lsh,d f;areï .ekSu

i|yd ;uka ;ukaf.ka .e,ú,d ta ls%hdjka f;areï

.ekSu i|yd úuid n,kjd'

fldfyduo Tn ;uka ;ukaf.ka .e,ú,d

Tn foiu n,kafk@ tal tfia fufia ldrKhla

fkfuhs' ;ukag ;uka ujdf.k .e,ú,d n,,d

yßhkafk kE' thg ienúkau f,dalh w;yer,d

n,kak ́ k Ôú;h Èyd' t;fldg f,dalh w;yer,d

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Ôú;h Èyd n,kjd kï fudk weilskao n,kafk@

ta i|yd wms úfYaI weilska wms foi ne,sh hq;=

fjkjd' ta i|yd wms oyï wei wm ;=, my< lr

.kak ´ke' ±kg wmsg ;sfhk fï wei uu;ajfha

wei" ;Kaydfõ wei ;uhs ;sfhkafka'

t;kska bj;a fj,d ne¨fjd;a wmsg fmakjd

;:d.; o¾Ykh' hula hï fia mj;skjdo hïld,hla

mj;skjdo" ke;=j hkjdo lshk ldrKh meyeÈ,s

fjkjd' tal ;ud úiska olskakdjQ o¾Ykhla

fkdfjhs' ;ud úisks olskakdjQ yeu o¾Ykhlau

fõokd;%hg wh;a fjkjd' fudlo uufk t;k

olskafk' uu olsk ksid ta wkqidrfhka ÿl fyda

i;=g ;ukag ±fkkjd' ;uka úiska fkdolsk fohla

kï ta ;=,ska ÿl fyda i;=g ;ukag meñfKkafka

kE'

;uka tf;kag m;ajkafka flfiao@

uu;ajfhka f;dr ls%hdj,shlg m;afjkafka

flfiao@ tal yß wuq;= fohla' tal yß .eUqre

fohla' kuq;a wmsg ta l%uh fmkajkak nE' ta

i|yd ;uka Èyd ;uka úo¾Ykdfjka n,kak' fï

fudfydf;a Tfí ysf;a mj;skafka hï rEmhla

kï yevhla kï fu;kska bj;a fjkakg ;sfhk

wjia:dj ;j;a ta jdf.au ix{djlg lrkak mq`Mjka

lula kE' ta ksid ;uhs udrhdg ksjk fmakafk

kE lshkafka' thska woyia fjkafk fï wm ,`.

;sfhk udr n,fõ.h .ek ;uhs tkï wm i;=j

mj;sk bkaøsh ih' fï ih bJøshhkg ksjk

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fmakafk kE' ta ksid lshkjd ksjk mj;skafka

bJøsh O¾uh blaujQ wjia:dfõ lsh,d' ksjk

bJøshhka j,ska tyd ;sfhk O¾u;djhla' tfyu

fohla fldfyduo bJøshhkag f.dapr lr.kafk'

ukiska fudk úÈyg ujd .;a;;a tal jerÈ fjkjd'

weiska fudk úÈyg ujd .;a;;a tal jerÈ fjkjd'

ksjk fudk úÈhgj;a bkaøshkag iam¾Y lrkak

nE' Y+kH;ajhg jqj;a ukiska ksjk iam¾Y lrkak

mq`Mjkalula kE' ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jQ wjia:dj

;uhs wms ksjk lsh,d lshkafka' kuq;a wms ;=,

tal m%dfhda.sl fjkl,au ta ±lau ±fkkafka kE'

kqjrt<sh iS;,hs lsjqjg fu;k b|,d wmsg ta

iS;, ±fkkjo@ fldÉpr lsjqj;a ±fkkafk kE

tf;kag .shduhs ±fkkafk'

fldfyduo wms fu;kska msgux fjkafka'

msgux fjkak kï wmg lrkak ;sfhkafka l=ulao@

ls%hdfjka ksoyia fjkak ´kE' lïuiai ldrflda

k;aÓ lshk ;ekg tkak ´kE' lïu ksfrdaOdh

ixj;aj;s' iekiSu ,nkak l¾u ksfrdaO lrkak

´k' fïl jrojd jgyd .;af;d;a f,dl= wudrejl

jefgkjd' fudlo wmsg idfmaCIs; wms okak

kqjKska ;uhs fïl f;areï .kak hkafk' tfyu

f;areï .kak .sfhd;a kej;;a ls%hdj,shlg jeá,hs

k;r fjkafk' tfykï uu fï Tlafldu k;r

lrkak ´kE lshk woyig Tn tkjd' tfyu

kï fï k;r lsÍï ál lrkafk ljqo uufka' ta

foh uu lrkjd kï uu ls%hdj,sfhka bj;a fj,d

kEfkao@

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úo¾Ykd lrkjd lshkafka talhs' yeu

ls%hdj,shlau úuiqï weiska n,kjd O¾uhg tl`.o

lsh,d' O¾uhg wkq.; ke;skï ta ;ek O¾uhg

wkq.; fjkl,a wms ta úo¾Ykd Ndjkdfjka isáh

hq;=hs' hï fudfyd;l O¾uhg meñKSfuka wfma

is;a msßisÿ fjkjd' li, f.dvl jdih lsÍug

mqreÿ jqk udrhd t;ek li, ke;s fjkfldg

t;ekska m,d hkjd' isf;a wmsßisÿ Ndjh ;sfhk

l,a" ufkda ixfÉ;kd wdydr ;sfhk l,a" f,daN"

oafõY" fuday ;sfhkl,a udrhd wms;a iu. bkakjd'

ta ksid lshkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafia mxp udrfhda

Èkd iïfndaêhg m;ajqkd lsh,d'

iïfndaêh lshkafka wjfndaOhghs' uu;ajh

;sfnkfldg rEmh fõokd" ix{d" ixLdrd ú[dK

ish,a, ;sfhkjd' ksjka wjfndaOh hkq fuhg

iudka;r wjfndaOhla fkfuhs' th w;sYhska

.ïNSr jQ O¾uhla' rEm YíO .kaO ri iam¾Y

is;sú,s j,ska f;drjQ fohla' ;udg wjfndaO jQ

ksid fuhg wfndaOh lsh, lshkak nE' idudkH

jegySula lsh,d lshkak;a nE' ta ksid lshkjd

iïfndaêhg m;a jqkd lsh,d' wks;a wjfndaO

uu;ajfhka hqla;hs' kuq;a fï wjfndaOh ug

fmkqkd" ug ±kqkd" uu ú¢kjd fkfï fuys

wOHd;añl .=Kfhka lsisjla ordf.k kE' ta

jf.au lsisu ;;ajhla kE' wfiai úrd. ksfrdafOda

lshkafka t;k iqjh ;uka ú¢kafka kE'

ñka fmr fkd.sh .ukla hï ;eke;af;la

hï mqoa.,fhla wmsj /f.k hk úg wm okafka

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ta ta fudfydf;a§ yuqjk uxikaÈh iy jgmsgdj

muKhs' WodyrKhla jYfhka uf.a ksjig

mskaj;=ka .sys,a,d ke;s ksid uu lshkjd tkak

wfma f.or hkak lsh,d' tfyu hkfldg fï

m%foaYh fï uxikaÈh ±l,d kE" fï we, ±l,d

kE' olskafka ta ta fudfyd; muKhs' thska tyd

B<`. uxikaÈh fldhs jf.ao fldhs jf.a mdrj,a

;sfhkjo okafk kE" tfyu fkao@

tajf.au ;uhs fï oyï ud¾.fha;a uu ±ka

Tnj tla lrf.k hkjd' Tn ksjka ±l,d kEfk

óg l,ska' ksjk ±l,d ke;s ksid tlalrf.k

hoaÈ f.dvla ÿr Tng fmakafk kE' fmakafk ta ta

fudfydf;È iajdóka jykafia lshk O¾u lreKq

muKhs' yenehs Tn ksjka u.g hkak leue;s ksid

tlalrf.k hkjd' kuq;a wmsg b;ska wjidkh

olajdu ta ta fudfydf;a lshk lreKq f;areï

.kak úo¾Ykd lrkak ´k lrkjd' ;uka ksjk

me;a;g hkj lsh,d wkqudk lrkafk fldfyduo@

tal ;ukagu ±fkkj is; ixisfokjd"

ksfjkjd" ys; flf,ia j,ska wvq fjkjd" Yla;su;a

fjkjd' yßhg jeys ;shk m<d;lg hkfldg

iS;, iq,x yukj úÿ,s fldgkj fmakjd" wyi

nrfj,d ;sfhkj ;ukag fmakjd jf.a' ta jf.a

ksjka u.g;a .uka lrkfldg ta m%foaYfha ksjqk

.;shla" ixisf|k .;shla ixys¢hdjla ;ukag

±fkkak mgka .kakjd' ta jf.a hï wdldrhl

±kSula muKla ;snqKg Tng ±fkkafk kE tys

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wjidkh fudllao lsh,d' ud hï ojil ta

fl,jr ÿgqjdo ud tod f;areï .;a; fohla ;uhs

ud ujdf.k ysáh úÈhg fkfuhs ug wjidkh

yïn jqfka lsh,d' th ldyg jqj;a i;Hhla' Th

mskaj;=ka uf.a ksjig tlalrf.k hkak lsh,d

.sh;a Th mskaj;=ka ujdf.k bkak foa fkdfjkak

mq`Mjka tys ;sfhkafk' ta jf.a ;uhs wms Th ksjk

.ek;a ys;df.k bkak úÈhg fkdfjkak mq`Mjka

ksjk ;sfhkafk' Tn ksjk wjfndaO lr .;a;

ojighs th f;areï hkafka' ug kï yskd .shd

fya;=j tal ir, WodyrKhlska uu lshkakï' Tn

±l,d we;s lKaKdäh T`Mfj odf.k f.a mqrdu

lKaKdäh fydhk we;a;ka' ug;a tfyuhs fj,d

;sfhkafka' wfka uf. ,`.u ;sìÉp foa ,`.u jeä

ksid" ióm nj jeä ksid ug fkdfmkqkd' ta ksid

ux f,dafl mqrd lerls lerls O¾uh fyjqjd' wfka

fï fu;k fyjqfõ kEfk lsh,d' tjeks iskyjla

;uhs ug kï kef.=fka O¾uh yuqjqk ojfia' wms

ljodj;a fkdn,k fkdfmfkk me;a;l wms ,`.u

wmsg isÿjqkq je/oaola ksid fyda fkdfmkSula ksid

fyda yßhdldrj isysh fkdmeje;aùu ksid wjisysh

ksid ksjk wfmka u`.yeÍ ;sfnk ksid wms f,dafla

mqrd ksjk fydhkjd yenehs wms iómfhau ksjk

;sfhkjd' iekis,a, ;sfhkjd'

fï uuxldrh yeÈ,d ;sfhkafka f,dalh

.%yKh lr .kakuhs' ta lshkafka f,dafl w,a,

.kak ñila f,daflka bj;a fjkak fï uu;ajh

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leue;s kE' iuyr wh ys;kjd f,dafl;a tlal

.eàu lshkafka ms<sl=,a lsÍu tfyu ke;akï bj;a

ùula lsh,d' keye ta f,daflg ;j;a ne£ula

muKhs' we,Su lsh,d lshkafk;a ;j;a ne£ula'

we,Su .eàu folu laf,aY" WfmaCIdj;a laf,aIhla'

iqL" ÿlaL" WfmaCId lshk ;s%fõokhgu th

yiqfjkjd' ta ;s%fõokh ;=,u wfõÈ; .=Kh kE'

zwhuka;s udcd;s k;aÓ Odks mqkíNfjdaZ lshkafk

fÉf;da úuqla;sh' fÉ;kdjla ;sfhkjd kï t;ek

fõokd;aul .=Kh ;sfhkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia

fÉf;da úuqla;shg m;ajqkd' túg wfõÈ;hs

ú¢kafku kE' wms ys;kjd WfmalaIdfjka ysáhdu

fyd|hs lsh,d' kuq;a tys;a flf<ia ;sfhkjd'

t;fldg fláfhka Tn wykak mq`Mjka tfyu kï

wms fudllao lrkak ´kE lsh,d' lrkak ´kE

fudllao lsh,d wymqjydu f;areï .kak wmyiq

jqk;a uu lshkafk ls%hdfjka ksoyia fjkafk

lsh,d' t;fldg wdhs Tng f;afrkafku kE

lsh,d'

Tn ±kg ,nd .;a; {dKfhka l,amkd

lf,d;a ;j;a ls%hdjlg jefgkafk' tjka jQ

iQlaIu tjka jQ .ïNSr O¾uhla ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd

wmsg foaYkd lf<a' wms wjfndaO lr .;af;a'

fïl Wodk jdlHhla lshkak ;rï fldÉpr ják

fohlao@ th fudk ;rï W;=ïo@ tal fudk

;rï wdYap¾hhlao' tal mqoa.,hdg whs;s fohla

fkfuhs' tal fï uq`M uy;a úYajhg újD; oyula'

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tal ±k .;af;d;a hï flfkla th ta Ôú;hg

idvïnr njla" wNsudk njla" Wodr njla Tjqkaf.a

Ôú;h we;=f, wksjd¾hfhka msysgkjd' thdg

ysf;kjd uu;a fï f,dalhg fÊIaGhs" uu;a w.%hs

lsh,d' ljqre jf.ao@ wfma nqÿyduqÿrefjd .sh

uf.a .uka lr,d kqjK nqoaêh úYd, lr .;a ksid

ta fÊIaGhkaf.a iud.fï" wd¾h Y%djlhkaf.a

iud.fï uu;a idudðlfhla lsh,d'

oyu wjfndaO lr.;a;g miafia flfkl=g

jrula ,efnkjd ksh; iïfndaê mrdhfkda lsh,d'

ksh; jYfhkau fuhd iïfndaêhg hkjd' ta

flkd t;fldg m%n, Yla;shla ysñlr .;a;d uki

;=, n,h ,ndf.k' wr udrhd úiska yiqrejk

uu;ajh B,`.g ta is; ;=, kE' ta is;g mq`Mjka

wêIaGdkhla u; f,dalh mj;ajkakg' ;udf.au

udkisl f,dalh hï wêIaGdkhlau; mj;ajkakg

mq`Mjkalu ,efnkjd' wkak t;k b|,d ;uhs

Th we;a;kag lshkafk fndai;ajre mdrñ;d mqrk

wh lsh,d' úoHdj Wmojdf.k iaÓridrj O¾uh

±lf.k ±kf.k f,dal i;ajhd fjkqfjka hï

fufyjrla lrk flfkla njg m;a fjkjd' ta

flkdg mqoa.,;ajfhka f;drj ish,a, mj;skjd'

wfkla ish`M fokd ysf;ka úYd, nrla

Wiq,df.k bkak wh' fï b,lal m%d¾:kd

n,dfmdfrd;a;= lr .yf.k ;j;a foaj,a Ôú;hg

tl;= lrkjd' Tng fïl Tfí fN!;sl f,dalh

fjkia lr,d yod.kak nE' nvq u,a, fkfjhs nvq

u,a, lr ;shdf.k hk flkhs fjkia fjkak

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´kE' nvq u,a, Tfy ;snqkdfõ' m%Yak lshk foaj,a

wms ys;df.k ysáhg tjeks foaj,a wfma fldkao u;

megfjkafk wms tajg lr ;shk ksid' ke;akï

ta m%Yak tl tl ;ekaj, ;sfhkjd' lr ;shd

.;af; wms' ta ksid mqoa.,;ajfhka f;drj ta nvq

u,a, f.kshk fldg tafl nr kE' mqoa.,;ajfhka

hq;=j f.kshkfldghs tafl nr ±fkkafk'

mqoa.,;ajfhka f;drjQ flkdg kskaodj" wmydih"

wmlS¾;sh .eg`Mjla fkfjhs' fudlo ta flkdg

;jÿrg;a f,daflg tkfldg kula wrf.k tkafk

kE' kula kE' mrud¾:fh;a kula kE'

ilaldh ÈÜÀhg hula wjfndaO lr .kak

mq`Mjka wdldr ;=khs ;sfhkafk' fyd|hs" krlhs"

uOHia:hs" wdÈ f,i' tlaflda fu;k kqjkska

f,dalhla yeáhg olskak mq`Mjka' tfyu ke;akï

Y=kH;djh f,i olskak mq`Mjka' uu;ajhg Th

fowdldrhgu olskak mq`Mjka' yev j¾K ixfla;

yeáhg olskak mq`Mjka' B,`.g Y=kH;djh olskak

mq`Mjka' Th folu nqoaê lr .kak wjia:djla

f,daflda;a;r lshkafka ke;skï ta wjia:d folu

blaujQ wjia:dj f,daflda;a;ruh lshkafka' wd¾h

W;=uka jykafia,d /h oyj, blaujQ W;=uka' /h

oyj, ;sfhkafk uu;ajfhka hq;a whg' —k;aÓ

m%{d iudf,dald˜ m%{dj iudk wdf,dalhla ke;'

wmsg ;sfhkafk ixialdr O¾u j,ska" uu;ajfhka

hq;a m%{djla' f,!lsl iajNdjfhka m%;HlaIjQ

{dKh yd f,daflda;a;r iajNdjfhka m%;HlaI jQ

{dKh hk {dK .=K folla mj;skjd'

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Tn Tfí ls%hdfjka bj;a fjkak" ieu ÿlaL

WfmaCId fõokdjkaf.ka bj;a fjkak' ±ka Tn

fïl fldfyduo lrkafk' nqÿrcdKka jykafia

foaYkd lrkjd l,HdK ñ;% wdY%h iShg iShlau

´kE O¾uh wjfndaO lr .kak lsh,d' l,HdK

ñ;%hd lshkafk ud¾. M, ,dNS ;eke;a;d' ksjka

u.g hk l,HdK ñ;%hd" ksjka O¾uh okakd

flkd' iShg iShlau l,HdK ñ;% WmfoaYkh

u;hs ta .uk .sys,a,d tf;kag wms md;% fjkafk'

kqjkska ;uhs Tng ta ÈYdj jgyd .kak ;sfhkafk'

Tn Tfí ukig idfmalaIs; jQ ls%hdldrlulg

,la lsÍu ;=,ska muKla fïl olskak nE'

ls%hdldrlï blaujQ wjia:djlhs O¾uh mj;skafka'

kuq;a uki hï ls%hdldrlulg wms fhdojkjd'

ta ls%hdldrlfï ;sfnkakdjQ h:d¾:hla ms<sn|j

taflka ,efnkakdjQ wjfndaOh;a ms<sn| jeä

l,n,hla fjkafk ke;sj taj ms,sme§u ;=,"

ls%hd lsÍu ;=, tajd fufkys lsÍu ;=, fï úYsIaG

O¾uh ;ukag meñfkkjd' O¾uh Y%jKh lsÍu

;=, ioaO¾u ukisldrh jeãu ;=, l=i, Yla;shla

yeáhg fï foa hï fudfyd;l§ wmsg ,nd .ekSug

wjldYh ie,fikjd'

pq,a, mka:l yduqÿrejkag frÈ lE,a,la fokjd

msßuÈkak rfcdayrKka lsh,d' ÿyqú,s ÿrefõjd

lshk tlhs tys woyi' rcia lshkafk frÈ lE,a,

me;af;ka .;af;d;a ÿyqú,s l=Kq' udkisl me;af;ka

.;af;d;a flf,ia' Th mskaj;=ka fï l¾uia:dkh

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tl fudfyd;lg yß ls%hd;aul lr,d ne¨jo fï

ir, WodyrKhæ keye fkao@ talhs wms lshkafk

fï f,daflu mg,jd.k ÿla ú¢kjd lsh,d' t,sfha

bkak ksid wmsg ysre /iaj, tkak tkak mSvkh

jeä fjkjd' ÿrefõjd lsh lshd msßuÈkfldg

fudlo fjkafka wr iqÿmdg frÈ lE,a, tkak tkak

l`Mmdg fjkjd' oyäh ksid" l=Kq ksid" msßue§u

ksid tal wmsßisÿ fjkjd' wfm;a Ôú; tfyuhs

mj;skafka' flf,ia ÿrefjkak" msßisÿ flfkla

fjkak" fyd| mqoa.,fhla fjkak wms fjr orkjd'

thska ukqiaihd tkak tkaku msßfykjd' flf,ia

ÿre fjkak lsh,d lrkafka flf,ia mqfrda.kak

tl' ta Tiafia Ôú;h mqrdu ÿla f.dv.y.kakjd'

tal flfkla f;areï .;a;u uu is; msßisÿ lrk

fï l%ufhka fkfuhs ug ksjka olskak ;sfhkafk

lsh,d ta f;areï .ekSu;a iu. ta fudfydf;" Bg

wkq.;j" Bg wod,j Tfí isf;a ks¾jdk O¾uhka

Tng my< fjkjd' fï ksjka u. flfkl=g

blaukg fmkajkak mq¨jka lula keye' Tfí

is; ksjkg meñfkkak iqÿiqlï imqrk ;rug

iajNdjfhka ksjk Tn lrd meñfKkjd'

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iq`M fudfyd;la is; ksy`vj ;ndf.k isákak'

lsisÿ fohla isÿfõhhs wfmalaId fkdfldg is;g

±fkk is;=ú,s j, fkdne£ lKg wefik Yíoj,

fkd/£ ikaiqkaj úfõlSj bkak fï fudfydf;a

wms isÿ lrkq ,nkafka .fõIKhla" m¾fhaIKhla'

l=ulao i;Hh" tfyu ke;akï ksjk" tfyu ke;akï

ieye,a¨j" tfyu ke;akï udkisl iykh lsh,d

wms jpk j,ska lshkafk ksjkg' ta ksjk fydhk

fj,dj ;uhs fï fj,dj' fidhdf.k hk .ufka§

lgq m÷re Èh w.,a uy jkfm;a myq lrf.k

hkag ´ke jf.a úúO ÿIalr;d .eg`M ;sfhkjd'

nqÿyduqÿrejkag;a tfiau ,enqkd' ta nqÿrcdKka

jykafia iem;ajQ ;ekg irKx .ÉPdñ lshkafk

l%udkql+,j wms;a tf;kag .uka lrkjd ta udjf;a

wms;a hkjd lshk ldrKhhs' hï wdldrhlg

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úo¾Ykdfjka ksfjk is;

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ÿlla hï wdldrhl mSvdjla fï fidhd hEfï§;a

wmsg ;sfhkjd' Ôú;fha ÿla folla ;sfhkjd'

tlla ;uhs ÿl jeälr .kak ÿl' wfkl ;uhs

ÿl wvqlr .kak ú¢k ÿl' fï fudfydf;a§ hï

wmyiq;djhla ú¢kjd kï ta úkaokh ÿl wvqlr

.kak ÿl ke;s lr .kak ÿl ch.kak lrkq ,nk

mß;Hd.hla yeáhg l,amkd lrkak ´ke'

wfma is;aj, we;sjk yeu is;=ú,a,lau yeu

ye`.Sulau oyï weiska n,kag mq`Mjka kï wfma

yeu is;=ú,a,lgu úi÷ula ,efnkjd' ysre

wdf,dalh jefgk yeu ;eku wkaOldrh ÿre

fjkjd' ta jf.au O¾uh tl;= lf<d;a yeu ;eku

wdf,dalu;a fjkjd' yeu ;eku ;sfhk m%Yak

úi|d .ekSug yelshdj ,efnkjd' ñksiaiqkag

m%Yak ;sfhkafk ndysr f,dalfha fkfuhs isf;a'

isf;a ;uhs jeämqr m%Yak ;sfhkafk' m%Yakhla

lr.; hq;= foa;a fkdlr.; hq;= foa;a m%Yakhla lr

.kafka ñksiduhs' ta oyï wei újr fkdùu ksid'

m%Yakhla ,sfyk úÈhg n,kak ñksidg f;areula

kE' ñksid m%Yak jeäfjk úÈhghs m%Yak úi|f.k

;sfhkafk' nqÿyduqÿrefjd fmkakqjd m%Yak ,sfyk

úÈhg m%Yak Èyd n,kak'

±ka wms fï l;d lrkafka ksjk kue;s

O¾u;djh wjfndaO fkdùfï m%Yakh .ekhs' ta

m%Yakh f;areï lr .ekSughs W;aidyj;a fjkafk'

wmsg WodyrK olaj, ;sfhkjd nqÿrcdKka jykafia"

lUhlska lKqjl ne¢ .jfhla jf.a lsh,d'

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mD:.ack ñksid ,Kqjlska lKqjl ne¢ .jfhla

jf.a lsh,d' .jhd ,Kqj È.f;la wdydr N=la;s

ú¢kak mq`Mjka' thska tydg hkak mq`Mjkalula

keye' wfma Ôú;j, fudllao ta jf.a ;sfnk

;;ajh' wms;a fï wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh

lshk iSudfõ ;sfhk foaj,a N=la;s ú¢kak mq`Mjka'

bka tydg ;sfhk fohla N=la;s ú¢kak nE' ta ksid

,Kqjlska lKqjl ne¢ .jfhla jf.a wms fndfydu

iSudka;ßl Ôú;hla .; lrkafk'

wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh ksid jfrl

i;=gq fjkjd' jfrl ÿla fjkjd' ta ÿlaùu ta

i;=gqùu yeu fohlau isyskhla' ta yeu fohlau

udhdjla' fï f,dalfha bkak ñksiaiq ys;kjd ug

n,h ;sfhkjd" ug ks,h ;sfhkjd" ug Okh

;sfhkjd wd§ jYfhka' yeu fohlau ug ;sfhkjd

lsh,d ys;kjd' n,kak ta ;sfhkjhs lsh, ysf;k

YÍrhj;a ;ukag whs;s ke;akï ta YÍrhg ysñ foaj,a

;sfhkjo@ tl flia frdolaj;a uf.a lsh,d b;=re

fjkafk kE' tfy;a yeu fohlau ug ;sfhkj

lsh,d i;=gq fjkjd' ug kE" ug wysñjqKd lsh,d

ÿla fjkjd' fï ;uhs iuia; f,dalfhau ls%hdj,sh'

iEu ukqIHfhl=f.au ls%hdj,sh' ta ksid yeu

fokdgu f;afrkjd fï oyï lreK' wms Tlafldu

tljf.a fkao lsh,d'

Tn oyï weiska ne¨jydu fmfkk m<fjks

ldrKh ug keyehs lsh,d fkfuhs uu keyehs

lsh,d f;afrkjd' uf.a lshkak uuj;a ke;akï ug

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fjk foaj,a fldhskao@ uu;ajh ke;slr .;af;d;a

ish,a,f.kau ksoyia jqkd' ish,a,u ñksidg whs;s

kE' kuq;a ish,af,au whs;shs hkqfjka is;=ú,a,la

ujdf.k isákjd' wd;aóh ixl,amkdjla ujdf.k

isákjd' iemhs lsh,d ixl,amkdjla ujdf.k

isákjd' ks;Hhs lsh,d ixl,amkdjla ujdf.k

isákjd' ta ujdf.k isàu;=, fmr,sldrlï

yuqfõ pxp, fjk is;la ;uhs ñksiaiq yeáhg wms

Tlafldagu ;sfhkafk'

jh Oïud ixLdrd YÍrh .e,fjkjd is;=ú,s

fmrf,kjd' fjkiafjk f,dalh fjkiajk úÈhg

y÷kd.;a;du tal wreuhla fkfuhs' u;=msáka

lreKq ±lalu ys; we;=,;gu O¾uh ls|d neye,d

ke;akï ta ys; f,dalfha lreKq yuqfõ pxp,

fjk is;la njg m;afjkjd' fï O¾u lreKq wfma

yoj;a j, .eUqrgu" wdOHd;auhgu wjfndaO lrùu

i|yd myod fokjd'

±ka wms f,daflda;a;r O¾uh .fõYKh

lrk fj,dj kï fudfyd;la is;d n,kak

wei" bkamiq lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki blaujQ

O¾u;djh fudkjf.a iajrEmhlska" fudkjf.a

yevhlska" fudkjf.a pu;aldrfhlska" fudkjf.a

ixfõ§;djhlska hqla;o hkak ms<sn|j f;areï lr

.kak' rEmh;a" Yíoh;a" .kaOh;a" rih;a fkdjk

iam¾Y lsÍula l< fkdyels" isf;a ujd.; fkdyels"

O¾u;djh l=uk iajrEmhlska mj;skjdo@ t;ekg

wmf.a {dKh flfuka flfuka ,`.d lr,d n,kak'

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rEmhla fkdjk O¾u;djh ksjk" Yíohla

fkdjk O¾u;djh ksjk" .kaOhla fkdjk

O¾u;djh ksjk" rihla fkdjk O¾u;djh ksjk"

iam¾Y l< fkdyels O¾u;djh ksjk" isf;a ujd.;

fkdyels O¾u;djh ksjk tjka jQ ksjk ;=, l=uk

wdldrfha Ôú;hla ta ;=, mj;So hkak ms<sn|jhs

wm .eUqßka fidhd n,kafka' kqjKska th fidhd

n,kak'

ta f,dafld;a;r ksjka u`. fidhd hEfï

wruqKuhs wmsg ;sfhkafka' wms fï O¾u;djh

wjfndaO lr .kakg leu;shs' kuq;a wehs wmsg

wjfndaO fkdfjkafka@ ksjk lshkafka iajNdjhla'

iajNdjhla lsh, lshkafka iajNdj O¾uh" iajNdj

O¾uh lsh,d lshkafka ;;ajdldrh' ;;ajdldrh

lshkafka mj;sk wdldrh' fï Yd,dj ksy`v

Yd,djla tafla Yío we;s lr .kafk wmsufk' fï

úYajhu yßu ksy`v" yßu iqkaor ;ekla' kuq;a ta

ikaiqka ksy`v úYajh" f,dalh úYu lr, ;sfhkafk

ñksiaiquhs'

wfmau ys; úIu lrf.k ;sfhkafk wmshs'

t;fldg idxidßl fï ukqIH YÍrh tfyu ke;akï

fï i;aj YÍrh .;a;yu hï wdldrhl uyd úYauh

ckl n,fõ.hla n,Yla;shla yefokj fï i;aj

ú{dKh lsh,d' ta i;aj ú{dKh iajNdj O¾uhg

ks¾ñ;jQ úúO yev;,hka Tiafia iajNdj O¾uhg

wkq.;j yeÿk fï YÍrh;=, Ôj;a fjkjd' ta

Yla;sh uuxldrhla we;slr.;a; hïlsis ojil"

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ta we;slr.;a; uuxldrh ksiduhs fï Nj ixidr

mqrdf.k fï olajdu fï weúÈka isákafk'

t;fldg ta n,fõ.h ;uhs wms ukqIHhka lf,a" ta

uuxldrh ;uhs ukqiaifhla lf,a" ta uuxldrhg

mq`Mjka ;sßifkla lrkak;a" ta uuxldrhgu

mq`Mjka ksr.dó i;ajfhla lrkakg;a" ta

uuxldrhgu mq`Mjka ÈjHf,dalj, hjkak;a'

yenehs fï uuxldrhg lrkak neß tlu foa ;uhs

ksjka olskak neßlu'

ta ksid ;uhs udrhdg nE nqÿyduqÿrefjd

fmkajkak lsh,d nKfmdf;a i|yka fjkafka

talhs' uu;ajhg nE ljodj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia

olskak' t;fldg ±ka wms nqÿkajykafia n,kafka

uu;ajfha weiska' uu;ajfha weiska ne¨jyu fmak

nqÿyduqÿrefjd ;uhs YÍrhla we;s oUÈj bmÿk

b;du ,iaik udxY YÍrhlska hqla; flfkla f,i

;uhs udxY weiska ne¨jdu wmg fmfkkafka' oyï

weiska ne¨fjd;a fudk jf.ao fmakafk' YdÍßl

,laIK fudl=;au fmakafka kE' ;ud Èyd oyï

weiska ne¨fjd;a fudk jf.ao fmakafka@ uu;ajfha

weiska ne¨fjd;a fudk jf.ao fmakafka@ fï we÷ï

we|f.k" j,¨ lrdnq odf.k jhig .sys,a,d bkak

uu tfyu ;uhs fmakafk' oyï weiska n,kúg

fï YÍrh f,dalhg whs;shs fï is;sú,s ye`.Sï

f,dalhg whs;shs lsh,d fmakjd' fno,d fno,d

ne¨jdu uu ug lsh,d i;=gq jqk;a ÿla jqk;a

tal yßu fndrejla tal yßhg wkqkaf.a bvulg

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whs;sjdislï lshkjd jf.a jevla' bvfï whs;sh

wd§ fï ish,a, ufkdauh foaj,a' lsisÿ whs;shla

;ukag kE' wms wfma YÍr whs;slrf.k wmsg

whs;shs lsh,d ys;kjd' kuq;a ;ukag ;ukaf.a

YÍrhj;a is;=ú,sj;a whs;s kE' kuq;a fï fiaru

wms ukiska whs;s lrf.k bkakjd'

fuf;kag ;uhs wúÊcd mÉphd ixLdrd

lshkafka' t;fldg wms fudlo lrkak ´ke' fï

fjki fï o¾YKh wm ;=< we;slr .kak ´kE'

fï o¾YKfha isg f,daflda;a;r njg wkq.;j

f,dalh foi n,kak ´kE' tfyu ne¨jyu wmsg

,efnk ,dNh ;uhs iykh' ke;skï ksjk thfka

Ydka; Ndjh' ÿla fkdú¢k Ôú;hla njg wfma

Ôú; m;alr .kak mq`Mjka' uu;ajfhka isák úg

±ùu" ;eùu fo.=K f;.=K fjkjd' ug YÍrhla

ke;akï ug nkskak kskaod lrkak ldgj;a nE

tfyu ne¨jdu yßu ksùula ;sfhkafka' fï

YÍrh ldgo whs;s" udrhdg' udrhd lshkafka

mqoa.,fhla fkfuhs uefrk O¾u;djhg" fjkia

fjk O¾u;djhg lshk jpkhla ;uhs udrhd

lsh, lshkafka' uu lsh, flfkla kE' iod.;a;

ufkda ixfÉ;kdfjka ÿla fjkjd ñila fu;k

ufula kE'

tfyu ys;=jg ys; ta úÈhg yev .efykafka

kE ;uka tal m%;HCI lr .kak ´kE' wfydais

udriai mrdcfhda;S' udr mrdch lrkak ´kE'

uu;ajh u;hs wfkl=;a ish`M laf,aY mj;skafka'

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uu;ajh keu;s fïih u;hs wfkl=;a ish`M laf,aI

;sfhkafka' ish,a, ;nkafka fu;khs' fï fïih

whska lrkafka fldfyduo@ ry;ka jykafia,dg

Wdmdodk ialkaOh kE kuq;a mxpialkaOh ;sfhkjd'

wmsg ta folu ;sfhkjd' nqÿkajykafia wjqreÿ

y;,sia myla Ôj;ajqfkaa mxpialkaOfhka muKhs'

Wmdodkh keye' wehs wms fïjd w; yßkak

´kE@ wfma fkdjk ksid i;aj mqoa., iajNdjh

wfma fkdjk ksid ;uhs w;yßkak ´fka' iïuq;s

jYfhka w; yßkak fï fkfuhs lshkafka' Tfí

ukiska w;yßkakhs lshkafka'

O¾uhg ,`.djkafka flfiao@ hym;a is;sú,s

jvkúg hym;;a" whym;a is;sú,s jvkúg

whym;;a jefvkjd' ksjk ms<sn| is;sú,s jvkúg

l%udkql+,j wms ta foig we§f.k hkjd t;fldg

uu;ajh wfmka m,dhkjd' wms ne¢, bkak

ixfhdack ish,a,u leä,d hkjd' .;s,laIK

lsisjla ke;sj hkjd'

fï i|yd m<fjks mshjr jYfhka wms flf<ia

j,g ,ndfok Pkaoh ke;s lrkak ´kE' Pkaoh

,nd ÿkafkd;a ;uhs ta me;a; Èkkafka' Pkaoh

,nd fkd§u m<uqfjka lrkak ´kE' túg Bg

wkq.;jQ ÿ¾j, Yla;Ska l%udkql+,j wvq fjkjd'

Bgmiafia wd§kj ix{dj jvkj' B,`.g wms

jvkafka Od;= ukialdrh' .d:d moj,ska fkfjhs

wms f;areï .kakjd ukfia fï i;r Od;+kaj,g

whs;sfoaj,a' fidndoyug whs;sfoa fudkjo lshd

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yoj;skau th f;reï .ekSu' m<fjks ud¾.

{dKh ,nkak kï laf,aIhg ;sfhk n,hg jvd

kslaf,aY njg ;sfhk n,h jeä fjkak ´kE'

;ukaf.a .eg`M j,g uqyqK fok wdldrh ;uhs

jeo.;a' wfma Ôú;hg we;sjk yeu fohlau oyï

lreKla' ÿl" i;=g" B¾IHdj" wysñùu" ysñùu fï

fiaru O¾u;d' fï lreKq uu f;areï .;a;u

tal ;uhs O¾u wjfndaOh lsh,d lshkafka' tu

lrefKa yg .ekSu" meje;au" úkdYh uu f;areï

.kakjd' tjeks lreKq j, m%;súmdl tajdhska uf.a

uki ;=, we;s lrkd úma,jh uu f;areï .kakjd'

tfyu f;areï lr .ekSu ;uhs wmg ;sfhk

O¾udjfndaOh lsh,d lshkafka' Ndjkd lrkak

lïue,s lula we;sjqk;a tal;a O¾u;djhla' tal

Èyd kqjkska ne¨j;a tal;a ;ukag we;s lr.kakd

O¾u wjfndaOhla njg m;afjkjd' ta ksid fï wmg

,efnk yeu w;a±lSulau O¾u lreKla' fï O¾u

lreKq ish,a,u wmg ;sfhkafk ;ukaj blaujd

hkak' fï ish`Mu m%Yak wmg we;sjkafka bJøshhka

yh keu;s fldgqj we;=f,a' tajf.a ñksiqkag;a fï

w;S; wkd.; j¾;udk lshk ;=ka ld,Skj ufkda

ixfÉ;kd álla yef`.k" ta ixfÉ;kd j, ys;

tydg ÿjkjd" fuydg ÿjkjd" ÿla fjkjd" i;=gq

fjkjd we;s fohla kE' fïl uki uq,a lrf.k

ujd .;a; O¾u;djhla' kuq;a ta ujd .ekSfï Ôj;a

fjkjd' ufkda lshk jpkfhkau ;sfhkafk

ujd .ekSufka ujd.;a; fÉ;kd O¾u wms úiska

f.dvk.kjd'

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kuq;a flfkla fï f,daaflka tydg ;ukaj

blaujd .sh .uka fï f,dalfha we;sjk lsisu ÿlla

ms<sn|j m%Yakhla kE' l+vqfjka t<shg .sys,a,dfka

bkafka ta ksid ksoyia' ksoyia jQ flkd r|jd

;snQ foa iu.u wms ne¢,d ;sfhk foa fudllao@

fuh .eUqre m%Yakhla úuikak' l+vqfjka ksoyia

fjkak Tn m¾fhaIK lrkak Tng .e,fmk

wdldrhg' mrudkqjg tyd .sh fidhd .ekSu

;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd fidhdf.k ;sfhkafka' wms;a

tf;kag hkak ´kE' ydjd fldfyd,a,E .=,sfha

we¨kdjf.a bka ke;sj yeu we,Sulskau fjka

fjkak' m%Yak u;ska ÿla fõokd u;ska ;uhs wms

ksjk lrd hkak ´kE' m%{d weiska f,dalh foi

n,kak wg f,da oyu isoaO fjkjduhs fï ;uhs

O¾u;djh' wdkkaohg m;afjkak ´kE kkaokh

fkdlrk'

oyu lshkafka yßu iekis,a,la mS%;shla

Wodlrk fohla lsh,d ±fkkjd fkao@ meKs ri

wdydr j,g" ix.S; m%ix." fg,s kdgH j,g jvd

w¾:dkaú; i;=gla O¾uhghs ,nd fokag mq`Mjka

lsh,d meyeÈ,s lrkjd' ta foa wfma fn!oaOhkaf.a

w;,`.g f.k;a§,d ;sfhkjd' kuq;a tal n,d.kak

weia fol kE' tal n,d.kak fyd| weia folla"

kqjKla flfkl=g ;sfhkak ´kE' tal n,d.kak

;sfhk wei ;uhs kqjk' ñksiaiq mqxÑ mqxÑ foaj,a

álla u; /¢ t;kska tydg l,amkd lrkafk kE"

ys;kafk kE" n,kafk kE'

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wms ksye`ähdfjka wfma uki Èyd n,kak

´fka' tfyu ksy`vj isg ukfia ls%hdj,Ska ;=,

;sfhk w;a±lSï n,kak' Tng úYd, w;a±lSï

m%udKhla bka ,efnhs' fukak fï úÈhg

;sfhkjd" fukak fufyuhs ysf;a iajNdjh" is;sú,s

tlmdru yg.kafk fufyuhs' th ;=kSfj,d

fkdfmkS hkafk fufyuhs lsh,d Tng w;aoelSï

rdYshla ,nd.kak mq¨fjka fõú' tl yßhg weia

oDIaáhg ldfrlla biairyg weú;a fkdfmkS hkj

jf.a fohla' tajf.a ;uhs wmsg wfma is;sú,s;a

fmfkkafka' tfyu is;sú,a,la wdjdu tys ;sfhk

i;=g" ÿl" fõokdj" we,Su" .eàu wd§ ´kEu fohla

wmsg yef`.kjd' ldfrl ks,amdghs r;=mdghs lsh,d

±lalfka tajf.a fïl;a olskjd' b;ska wms l,n,

fjkjd wfka fïl r;=mdghs wfka fïl ks,a mdghs

lsh,d' uuxldrh ksid we;sfjk yeu is;sú,a,lau

Èh nqnq,la jf.a lsjqfj ´lhs' Èh we,a,la ,`.

fmdâvla n,df.k bkak' Èh nqnq`M msfmkjd"

mrfjkjd" ke;sfjkjd" ì¢,d hkjd' is;sú,s;a

yg.kakjd" ál fj,djla mj;skjd" mqqmqr,d hkjd'

wmsg u;la ùuhs" u;la lsÍuhs lshkafka

folla' wms ta fj,dfõ ikaiqka fj,d ysáhu u;la

ùu fjkak wer,d bkakjd ta .ek ys;kafk kE'

kuq;a ys;kafk kE u;la ùula isÿ fjkjd' u;la

ùula jqkyu hka;ï ta wdYs%;j talgu iïnkaO

lr,d wmsg u;la lsÍula lrkak;a mq`Mjka' u;la

lsÍï lrkfldg bfíg bfíg u;la lsÍï isoao

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fjkak;a mq`Mjka' t;fldg wr ál ál tajdfha

cjh ;=kS lrkak ́ kE' wfma ys; ;ry .kak mqreÿ

jqfkd;a ks;ru ta ;ryg keUqre fj,duhs hkafka'

rd.hg mqreÿ lf,d;a ys; rd.fhkauhs n,kafka'

úuqla;s weiska n,kfldg hula mj;skafka

hïfiao tf,i fmakjd' hï i;Hhla f,dalfha

mj;skjd kï tal fjkia lrkak;a neß kï tal

ndr .kakjd wefrkak fjk lrkak fohla kE'

fï ksidu O¾u;d j,g wms mqreÿ fjkjd' ?

fjkjd t<s fjkjd Èrdhkjd jhig hkjd fïjdg

wms lE.y, jevla kE lsh,d f;areï .kakjd'

tal ;uhs f,daflg whs;s O¾u;djh tajd uf.a

fkfï' oeka fufyu ys;kakfld wms l=,shg .;a;

f.hla f.a whs;sldrhd fï fiaru fjkia lrkjd'

kuq;a wms tal .ek lror fjka keye' fudlo

wmsg tys whs;shla ke;s ksid' fï yeu fohlau

tajdf.a O¾u;djhla' flfkla fï O¾u;djh"

fï ls%hdj,sh y÷kd .;a;g miafi {dKfhka ta

foi n,kjd' túg ta flkdg i;HdjfndaOh lrd

,xùfï myiqj we;s fjkjd' ukfia h:d¾:h ;=,

i;HdjfndaOh we;s úh hq;=hs' th kS;s Í;s j,ska

yokak nE' wfma is; tf;kag wod, úÈhg lreKq

f;areï f.k ilia úh hq;=hs' tf,i ilia lsÍu

wmyiqhs'

wmg ;sfhk m%Odku bj;a l<hq;= tlu

tl ldrKh ;uhs ilaldh ÈÜÀh' talg Tn i;=

ish¨u n,h od,d ilaldh ÈÜÀh bj;a lr .kak

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ls%hd lrkak ´fka' t;fldg wfkla lreKq b;du

iaj,am jQ m%Yak' ul=`M ±,a levqjg ul=`Mjd bkak l,a

ul=`M ±,a n¢kjd' ul=`Mjd fydh,d wrf.k t,shg

oukak ´kE' tajf.a wfma uu;ajh ;shdf.k wms

fldÉpr yß ÿflka bj;afj,d fõokdfjka bj;a

fj,d bkak W;aidy l<;a kej; kej; ÿla yokjd'

wms wdhdifhka i;=áka bkafka' fmdâvla uki

w;yermq .uka hkafka ÿlg .,df.k' wms ienE

Ôú; miqìfï b|,d l,amkd lf,d;a wfka fudk

nrlao Wyq,df.k bkafka@ fudk ÿllao ú¢kafka@

yßhg y;r w;skau w,a,,d ne|mq ukqiaifhla jf.a'

wms ys;kjd msáka n,,d wrhd t;ek i;=áka we;s

lsh,d' fuhd ys;kjd fu;k i;=áka we;s lsh,d'

n,kfldg Tlafldau ÿflka' uu;a ld,hla ÿflka

ysáhd ta O¾uh ke;s ld,fha' fudkjd ;sín;a

oyu ke;akï ñksiaiq ÿflka bkafka' oyu lsh,d

lshkafka fï ?g fkdld bkak tl tfyu fkfï'

f¾äfhda wyka ke;sj" à'ù' n,ka ke;sj bkakjd

lshk tl fkfuhs' flfklaf.a {dK o¾Ykh

tkï ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s nj ;uhs iekiSu' wr

foaj,a úkh kS;s jD;' tl uy ry;ka jykafia

kula ?g wdydr .kakjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia

ta ldf,a úld, fNdackd mkj,d ;sínd kS;shla

yeáhg' b;ska lsjqjd ry;ka jykfia kula ?g

wdydr .kakjd fudlo lrkafka lsh,d' b;ska

lsjqjd tal j<lajkak tmd' tal thdf.a idxidßl

mqreoao lsh,d' kS;s jD; j, tÉpr jeo.;a lula

kE lsh,d'

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wms wms ,`. ;sfhk Yla;sfhka ilaldh

ÈÜÀfhka ñfokak fjr orkak ´fka' Wjukdj

Wkkaÿj lemùu ́ fka' f.hla yokjd jf.a áflka

ál fï .uk hkak ́ fka' wkqmqín lsßhd wkqmqín

mámod" ys; ikaiqka lr.kak fyd¢ka ukisldrh

jvkak' O¾ufha ;sfhk .eg`M j,g úi÷ï

imh.kak' f,daflda;a;r Ndjh w;a olskafka w;a

ú¢kafka ;ud ;=<ska' bJøshhka yfha f.dkq fjÉp

wms hïlsis fudfyd;l bJøshhka yfhka t<shg

hkjd' túg úYajh yd iudk wkka; .=Khla

wkka; Ôjhla ta flkd ,nkjd' túg ;ukaf.a

kduh wfydais fjkjd'

md;%h Wvq.x n,d .shd lshkafka talhs'

Wkajykafia bJøshhka yhu we;=,g yrj,d ne¨jd'

wms ;ukaj ;uka wjfndaO lr.kafka ke;=j

wkqkaj wjfndaO lr .kakjd" wkqkaj f;areï

.kakjd' fï wl=Y, O¾u wm ld ,`.;a ;sìh

yelshs' kuq;a fïjd wju lrf.k fïjdfha ;sfhk

wk¾:h f;areï wrf.k wms fjkia fjkjd kï

tal ldg;a m%fhdackj;a' ixidfrÈ wmsg tl l=fia

kQmka flfkla kE lsh,d lshkjd' kuq;a ta yeu

wjia:djlu ta Ôú;h wms w,a,f.k i;=gqjqkd"

ÿlajqkd" we`vqjd" yskdjqkd' kej;Sula isÿjqfka kE'

wmsg fï flf,ia nr wvqlr.kak ;sfhk tlu

l%uh fï uu;ajh ke;s lr .ekSu'

wms bJøshhkaf.ka bj;a jQ blau jQ O¾uh

fidhkak fidhkak Bg wkq.; jQ O¾uh wfma

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yoj;g m;s; fjkjd' ta Yla;sh jeä fjkak jeä

fjkak wms f,daflda;a;r me;a;g fjkia fjkjd'

l,hla ál ál msfrkjd jdf.a iïmQ¾K;ajhg

m;a fjkjd t;k b|,d Ôú;h iemhs' w;yßkak

w;yßkak udkisl iykh wmsg ,efnkjd'

flf,ia nr wvqfjkak wvqfjkak YÍrh

;=, uki ;=, fyd| udkisl ;;ajhla ;uhs we;s

fjkafka' t;fldg nqÿ.=K oyï .=K i`. .=K

wdYajdi m%Yajdi wruqK lsh,d lshkafka wf,daN

woafõY wfuday lshk .=Khka wka;¾.;j ;sfnk

wruqKq' ±ka iq<`.;a tlal wmsg lsisu ;ryla

we,aula kE" ,nd.kak ´kE lshk woyil=;a kE"

fldgq lr.kak ´kE lshk woyil=;a kE yßu

WfmalaId iy.; wruqKla ;uhs ;sfhkafka ta

.ek' WfmalaId iy.; wruqKl È.g fhfok

fldg wms;a WfmalaId iy.;j lghq;= lrkafka'

ta jf.au ;ekam;a ikaiqka l,n, ke;s ukila

we;s fjkjd' ´lg wksla me;a;;a tfyuhs' wms

ks;r ks;r u;la lf,d;a kmqrelï .ek wms kmqre

fjkjd' ffjrh m;=rejkak;a tf,iu mq`Mjka'

wms yeuúgu wfma is;a lreKdj" ohdj" ffu;s%h"

wkqlïmdj jf.a W;=ï .=Kdx. we;slr .kakjd'

kuq;a fldÉpr ys; ieye,a¨ lr.kak W;aidy

l,;a hï m%udKhla ukqIHhd ;=, ÿl lshk tl

;ssfhkjd'

iín ÿlaL ksiairK ish`M ÿlska ksoyia fjkak

iÉÑlrK;a:dh ish`M ÿla ish`M m%Yak ;sfhkafk

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ysf;a o¾YKfha" ±lafï' nqÿkajykafiaf.a ±lau

fyd| ksid thska Wkajykafiag mSvdjla kE'

wmsg jqk;a ±lafï ;sfhk fjki ;ud wfma

uki l<Ujkafka" fjkia lrjkafka ;ry we;s

lrjkafka ;ud ;=, we;sjk udkisl ±lau' f,daN

oafõY fuday ks;ru mD:.ack ysf;a weiaj,

;sfhkjd' ta lshkafka w,a,d .ekSu m%;slafIamh

yd fkd±kqj;aluhs' ´kEu fohla n,kafka wms

tlafld w,a,d.kak tlafld m%;slafIam lrkak'

uki yß.iaikjd lsh,d tlla ;sfhkjd' uki

ksoyia fjkjd ksiairKh fjkjd lsh, ;j tlla

;sfhkjd' fldKavh yod.kakjd lshkafk tlla"

fldKavh yokak fohla kE lshkafka tlla" nQ.d,d

oukjd lshkafk ;j tlla' ys;;a yokjd lsh,d

lshkafka tll" ksfrdaO lrkj lshkafk ;j tlla'

Th mskaj;=ka bkafka fldKav yoyo' wjq,afjk

fldKav yeuodu yokjd" mSrkjd' ta jf.a ;uhs

yeuodu Tfí ys;;a yo yod ;uhs bkafka'

fï ysf;a ;sfhk is;=ú,s tydg fuydg lr,d

;shdf.k bkafka fudlo ta is;=ú,sj, hï lsis

jákdlula ;sfhkjd lsh,d' fïfia Wv NdKav

tydg fuydg lr,d ;shdf.k bkafka hï lsis

jákdlula ;sfhkjd lsh,d ys;df.kjf.a' hï

lsis flfkla hï ojil olskjd kï fïl iïmQ¾K

ÿlla lsh,d is; lshkafka iïmQ¾K ÿlla" is;

msysg,d ;sfhkafk ÿl u; lsh,d wkak ta flkd

fï isf;ka ksoyia fjkak n,kjd' wehs wms is;

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msysg,d ;sfhkafka ÿl u; lsh,d lshkafka@ Th

isf;a ;sfhk yeu wruqKlu fl<jr ;sfhkafka

ÿl' yeu m%d¾:kdjlu wjidkfha ;sfhkafka ÿl'

yeu n,dfmdfrd;a;=jlu wjidkfha ;sfhkafka

ÿl' wfma YÍrh .ek ys;,d wms wdvïnr fjkjd

lsh,d ys;uqflda' ojil ;ukag ;ukaj;a wysñ

fj,d hkfldg" f,v fjkfldg" ÿla fjkfldg"

t;k ÿl fkdfõo mj;skafka@ talhs lsõfj

iífí ixLdrd wksÉpd;s lsh,d' fïjd wd;añh

lr .kak nE ljodj;au' ta ksid fïjdhska ksoyia

ùuu iemhs' iajNdjfhkau ysf;a hula ÿlhs

lsh,d y÷kd.;af;d;a fkdwe,Su lshk tl m%.=K

lrkak Wjukd kE tal bfí isoao fjkjd' ±ka wms

i¾mfhla lsh,d ±k .;af;d;a fkdwe,Su lshk tl

wdhdifhka we;s lr.kak ´kE kE ksrdhdifhkau

wE;a fjkjd' jdykhla we`.g tkjd lsh,d ±lafld;a

wms wdhdifhka f;drj ksrdhdifhka wE;a fjkjd'

we`.g ys;g ÿlhs lsh,d hula f;arekd kï t;k

we;sfjkjd ksrdhdifhka ksoyia ùu'

rclu ÿlhs lsh,d isÿy;a l=udrhdg f;arek

ksid l,amkd lr,d f,dl= wudrejlska fkfï

ksrdhdifhka t;kska bj;ajqkd' wmsg ;sfhkafka

wmf.a oDIaÀ j,ska" ixl,am j,ska" jpk j,ska

ksoyia fjkak' wfma ysf;a .eg`M ;sfhkafk oDIaÀ

ksid" jpk ksid" ixl,am ksid' jpk ish,a,u

w;yßkak ́ kE' jpk ke;=j f,dalh olskak ́ kE'

jpkhla lsjqjyu tal ukiska wrf.k .sys,a,d

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tafla ri úkaokh ,n,d fyd|kï fyd|hs lshkjd"

krlkï krlhs lshkjd' yeu fohlau ta jf.a

;uhs mj;skafka'

uki fmrgqlr.;a O¾uhla mqrjd .ukalrk

uki ufkda mqínx .ud Oïud' wfma Ôú;fha ÿ.;sh

iq.;sh folu ;SrKh fjkafka uki uq,afj,d'

wfma biairyska yeu úgu .uka lrkafka uki'

fÉ;kdyx NslaLfõ lïux jodñ' fÉ;kdj ;=,

;uhs l=i,dl=i, l¾u yefokafka' kuq;a t;ekska

tydg hkak ´kE' iÑ;a; mßfhda omkx ;u is;

Oukh lr .kak ´fka' l=i, l¾uhs wl=i,

l¾uhs folu w; yßkak;a ´kE' wl=i, l¾u

fkdlr l=i, l¾u lrkak ´kE t;kska tydg

l=i,dl=i, l¾u folu w;yßkak ´kE' ukfia

ish,a,g fkdwe,Su lshk tl t;k ;uhs f.dv

kef.kafka'

uyd ux., iQ;%fha ;sfhk lreKq bgq lrkjd

kï wms nqÿjrhkaf.a ud¾.fha hk ta wdYs¾jdoh

,efnk msßila njg m;a fjkjd' ta i|yd hym;g

keUqre jqk isyshla ;sfhkak ´kE' wjÈfhka

bkak ´kE' nqoaO;ajh lrd .uka lsÍfï§ lrk

,o m%h;akh ;uhs i;a i;sh lsh,d lshkafk'

uqp,skao lshkafka úuqla;sfha wei" flf,ia j,ska

f;drjQ wei' wmsg ;sfhkafk Wmdodk weila'

nqÿka jykafiag ;snqfk úuqla;s weila' ks;ru Tn

f,daflda;a;r Ndjh ms<sn| m¾fhaIKh lrkak

bJøshhka yfhka tyd we;s foa ms<sn|j'

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f.hla jqk;a tl mdrgu olskak nE' uq,ska

wä;d,u olskjd" bkamiafi l%u l%ufhka hkjd'

ld,hla .shdu f.a olskak mq`Mjka' fï ÿflka

ksoyia fjkak we;akï lsh,d ysf;k whg ;uhs

ksjka olskak mq`Mjka' ta lshkafk fï wefyka"

lfKka" kdifhka fï bJøsh yfhkau ,efnkafka

ÿla lsh,d ta whg f;afrkak ´kE' fï bJøshhka

f.ka ksoyia ùu iemhs lsh,d f;areï .;a;

Ydikfha f.dvla wh bkafku w;a±lSfuka fyda

m%{dfjka f,dalh ÿlla lsh,d ±lal wh' mgdpdrd"

lsidf.da;ó" wx.=,sud," iqkS;" fidamdl jf.a wh;a"

ießhq;a" uq.,ka jeks ry;a f:r f;rKsfhda ta

jf.a wh' iuyr whg w;a±lSfukau ÿl yuqùu

ksid Ôú;hhs iirhs tmd jqkd' ÿl wjfndaO jqkd

lshkafka ÿflka bj;a ùuhs' hx fLd NslaLq ÿlaLx

;;a;%f;a ckafoda myd ;ífnda;s' hula uyfKks

ÿl kï tal w;yer,d oukak" hula wkd;au kï

w; yer,d oukak" hula wks;H kï w; yer,d

oukak' kej; kej; wef,k tl w; yßkak' ;;%

;;%dNs kkao;S lshkafka kej; kej; mskjkúg

kej; kej; we;slr .kak leue;af;ka ksoyia

fjkak lshk tl'

rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y lshkafka ndysr

;sfhk foafk' kuq;a wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh

uk lshk foays talg leue;a; ;sfhkjd' t;kska

wms bj;a jqkd kï f,daflda;a;r me;a;g wmsg

hkak mq`Mjka' m<fjks ud¾. [dKfha§ ´ke jeä

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m%;sY;h fkd we,Suhs' ishhg mKia myla yegla

muK ´kEu foalg fkdwe,Sfï .=Kh wms ;=,

;sfhkak ´kE' Ôú;h" Okh" fiaru w;dßkak

mq`Mjka fjkak ´kE' ;uka jeäfhka wdid lrk

fohla fyda foaj,a fidhdf.k tajdfha wd§kjh

n,kak" ne£ï j, wd§kjh olskak' túg f.a

fodr j;=msá orefjda ish,a,u wdÈkj ix{d lshk

i;HdjfndaOh fjkjd' fkdwe,Sfï .=Kh wms ;=,

jefvkjfka túghs' túg ms%hlrk ish,a, ÿlhs

lsh,d wmsg f;afrkjd'

O¾uh lsh,d lshkafka yßhg inka jf.a'

l=Kq;a iu. inkq;a fyaÈ,d hkjd' wfiai úrd.

ksfrdaO fjkjd' .sys Ôú;h yefokafk;a meúÈ

Ôú;h yefokafk;a ukqIHhdf.a nqoaêuh yeisÍu

u;' kuq;a iuyr úg fï ±ka ;sfhk foaj,a ta

ld,fha ;snqkd kï iuyrúg ug O¾uh wjfndaO

lr .kak m%udo fjkak ;snqkd' kuq;a wms fï

O¾uh wjfndaO lr .;af; nia tfla hkakj;a

i,a,s ke;s ldf,a" ;Èka ÿl ±ksÉp ldf,a" mSvdj

;sfhk ldf,a' yq`.la wh wykjd .sys Ôú;fh

b|ka fï ksjka wjfndaO lr .kak mq`Mjkao

lsh,d@ Tõ O¾uh wyk fudfydf;a ;uka ;=,

fkdwe,Sfï .=Kh jevqfkd;a yß' we,Su yd

fkdwe,Su lshk .=Kdx.h ;sfhkafka ys; we;=f,a'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia w,a,d.ekSuhs w;yeÍuhs

folu w;yßkak lsh,d lsjqjd' Tn fohla ukiska

w,a,.;af;a ke;akï w;yßkak foal=;a kE' kuq;a

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f.dvfofkla ,`. w,a,.;a; mqoa.,hd bkakjd"

ke;akï w,a,.;af; ke;s flkd bkakjd' wms

wkak ta flkdjhs w;yßkak ´kE' w,a,.;af;

ljqo@ ke;af; ljqo@ Tn wkak thdj w;yßkak'

th yßu ishqï ldrKhla' kSjrK;d O¾u ksjk

jyk O¾u lshkafk fujeks ldrKd j,ghs'

wd§kjh ne,Su lshk tl Wmldr lrf.k

ndysr jia;= iïm;a j,ska .e,fjkak' .e,jqkdg

uÈ ksjk lrd .uka lrkak ´ke' f.oßka t,shg

tkak;a ´kE" ksjk lrd hkak;a ´kE' f.oßka

t,shg tkak;a" ta ne£ïj,ska ksoyia fjkak ´kE

ukiska muKhs' fï foaj,a ́ kake;ehs lsh,d ys;=jg

ú;rla ksjka olskafk kE' lsis flfkla uq,ska

wd¾h N+ñhg hkak ´kE' bkamiafi Wkkaÿj ke;s

jqk;a lula kE' flfkla n,k ys;k fldaKhg

wkqj ;uhs ne£ï yd fjkaùï ;sfhkafka'

Tn l=ulao i;Hh lsh,d Tn ;=,skau fydhkak'

{dK o¾YKh iïmQ¾K lr .ekSu ksjerÈ jqfkd;a

wksla ish,a, yßhkjd' Tfí m%{d o¾YKh yryd

;uhs ukfia is;sú,s my, fjkafka' fï f,dalh

;=, o¾YK ;, folla ;sfhkjd tlla fyd|hs

wfkl krlhs' folu ;ukaf.a w;a±lSï'

fï f,dafl ug fmakafka ;lal ;lal úplalk

o¾YKfhka' biair uu ysáfha wr fyd| krl

;ek' ;lal ;lal lshkafk mshjfrka mshjr"

úplalk lshkafk úuid ne,Su' fyd| ;ek

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t;ek' tf;kag ;uhs wms tkag ́ kE' t;ek ;uhs

úoHd;aul" t;ek ;uhs h:d¾:djd§' t;ek ;uhs

i;Hh' ula ksido h;a f,dalfha ñksiaiq fmrf,k

iq`Mhs" fjkia fjk iq`Mhs' ta ksid wms bkak ´fka

wjÈfhka bkak ;ek' Tng ndysrj lsisjla y÷kd

.kak nE' mD:.ack f,dalfha úmßkdu O¾u

fjkia fjk iq`Mhs" wúksYaÑ;hs'

bJøsh f,dalfhka ñfokak ´kE' mqyqÿka

f,dalfha ;sfnk widr;ajh yd Nhdkl;ajh

olskjd lshkafka ÿlaL i;Hh olskjd lshk

tlhs' fï l;dj ;uhs Ndjkdj lsh,d lshkafka'

fïl wms f;areï .;a; kï wmsg ysf;kjd fï

f,dalfhka uu ksoyia fjkak ´kE lsh,d' fï

iudch Èjf.k hkafk idrhla we;s ;eklg

fkfuhs' tal yßhg Èh rl=fila bkak ú,lska

j;=r msmdih ixis|jd .kakjd jdf.a' fï mqyqÿka

f,dalhg wef,kak tmd lshk tlhs taflka woyia

fjkafk' fï mqyqÿka f,dalh Èhrl=fila jf.a'

,sf|ka j;=r .;a;g ,s|g jefgkak tmd tjf.hs

fï f,dalh' Tn f,dalh mßyrKh l,dg f,dalhg

wef,kak tmd'

tfyu fkdjeà bkak w;r wl=i, O¾u j,ska

fjkaù isákak' m<uq mshjr f,dalh y÷kd

.ekSuhs' wms kqjkska ire ksire foa y÷kd .kakjd'

mD:.ack f,dalfha fudk ;rï isysk ;sfhkjo@

kuq;a Tn Tfí isyskh bgq lr .;aúg iEySulg

m;a fjhso@ tfyu iEySulg m;a fjkafk kE'

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ta ksid fï bkak uÜgfï b|,d i;HdjfndaO

lr .kak' udkisl Okfhka i;=gq fjkak mqreÿ

fjkak' fudkjo fï wms lrkafk lsh,d yeu

úgu n,kak' ;uka ;ud ;=< Yla;su;a fjkak'

;uka fYdalfjk foa lrkak tmd' Tng Tnu

ms<sirK fjkak'

oyu lshkafk O¾u;dj' iajNdjh ;=,

lrk lrjk flfkla ke;akï t;k ;sfhkafk

iajNdjh' .`. .,df.k hkjd my,g' we;a;gu

.`. .,df.k hkafk my,go ke;skï bÈßhgo@

we;a;u lsjqfjd;a .`. .,kafk kE wfma ys;hs

.,df.k hkafk' .`.;=, mj;skafk iajNdjhla

muKhs" .,d hEula kE' fï lreKq iu. .eUqre

iudêhlg m;ajqKd fkao@ t;k ;sfhkj

iajNdjh" t;k ;sfhkj mru i;Hh' fufyd;la

ys;d n,kak nqÿka jykafiaf.a uy ry;ka jykafia

flfklaf.a uki fudk ;rï ksy`v ksii,j

we;ao@ iajNdjhg m;a fjÉp Woúh fkdjk ksid

wms iajdNdúl kE" wiajdNdúlhs ta ksid ;uhs wms

ÿla ú¢kafk' ixl,am ksid" úuqla;sh ksid" ujd.;a

f,dalh ;=, ufkda f,dalh ;=, ry;ka jykafia,d

jev bkafk kE' t;kska tydg .sys,a, ;uhs

Wkajykafia,d jev bkafk' f,dalh Èyd kqjKska

n,kak túg iekis,a," iykh ;ukag ,efnkjd'

ldgj;a tal fmakafk kE' msßisÿlu" wmsßisÿlu

;sfhkafk fÉ;kdj we;=f,' Tn mdmfhka ojk

lsisjla lrkak tmd' ksjkg Wmldr fjk foaj,a

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lrkak' ;ukag md,kh lrkak mq¿jka ys;la yod

.kak' ys;g we;sùula kE' tal f;areï .kak' Tn

bkak ;eku ukiska k;r fjkak' l¾uh wjfndaO

lr .kak' fï wixL; O¾uh lsisjla ke;s fÉf;da

úuqla;sh ;=, mj;skafka' Tn fï fÉf;da úuqla;sh

y÷kkafk kE' Tn Y+kH;ajh y÷kkjd kuq;a Bg

tydg hkak ´kE' uu w;Er,d Y+kH;ajhg hkak

fï yeu jpkhlau úo¾Ykd Ndjkdjla' Tn Th Tn"

Tn lshd w,a,df.k bkak ÈÜÀfhka bj;a fjkak'

wmsg;a wmsj md,kh lrkak neßj fldfyo wksla

wh md,kh lrkafk' ;ud fld;eko bkafka lshd

ks;ru fidhd n,kak' Th jpk w;r ;ud kE'

jpk blaujQjdg miqjhs ;ud olskafka' mßirh

yd uki Tn mdúÉÑ lrkjd tmuKhs' ilaldh

ÈÜÀh leu;s thd lshk úÈhg jev lrkjdg' ta

ksid ;uhs O¾uh tl;= lrf.k ilaldh ÈÜÀh

m,jd yeßh hq;af;a' ys; oukh lr.;a;dg miqj

;uhs ;udf.a whs;sh ;ukag ,efnkafka'

ta whg ljodj;a jrÈkafka kE" u.a.du.a.

{dK o¾Ykh Tjqka ;=, my, fjkjd' O¾u

wjfndaOh l, Y%djlhd ;=, ;sfhkjd ye`.Su

blaujd hk fkdye`.Su' Tng fï lreKq f;areï

.kak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhoaÈ ta i|yd W;aidyhla

lrkafk ke;s tl ;ud je/oao' Tn bJøshhka

yfhka biairyg hkak' fkdwe,Su ÈhqKq lrkak'

wehs wmg ksjk fkd,efnkafk@ ksjkg

meñfkkak wms fodr ljq`M újr lr,d kE' ke;akï

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ksjk iajdNdúlj meñfkkjd' wms meñfkkak

fodrj,a újr lr,d ;sfhkafk rEm" YíO" .kaO"

ri" iam¾Y yd iqL ÿlaL WfmaCId lshk foaj,a j,g

tkak ú;rhs fkao@

Tn jydu ta fodrj,a jykak ´kE' jykak

´kE rEm ksfrdaOhg" Yío ksfrdaOhg" .kaO

ksfrdaOhg" ri ksfrdaOhg" iam¾Y ksfrdaOhg"

is;sú,s ksfrdaOhg' ksfrdaO ixLdrd" ksfrdaO ú{dk"

ksfrdaO iqL ÿlaL WfmaCId j,ska ksoyia wfõohsl

Ndjhg meñKSu Wfoid' wfõohsl .=Khg meñkSu

Wfoid fodr ljq`M újr lrkak'

fï f,dalfha rij;a lsh,d ;sfhk foa wms

rij;a lsh, ys;df.k bkakjd' ta jqkdg rij;a

kE' úi ;ejrek flacq lE,s jf.a' wms fï

f,dalfha ñysßhs ukialdka;hs lsh,d ys;df.k

bkak foaj,a ukialdka; kE" ,iaik kE' ys;

k.rhla jf.a lsh,d ys;kak lsh,d nqÿka jykafia

foaYkd l<d' k.rh fudk jf.ao@ yßu l,n,hs'

úúO jákdlï yev;, ;sfhkjd' úúO j¾.fha

ñksiqka .ejfikjd' ys; we;=,;a tfyuhs yßu

l,n,hs' yeu j¾.fhau is;=ú,s ;sfhkjd' fï

ys; iukh lrkak ;sfhk l%uh fudllao@

Èh n÷klg .,a leghla odkjd túg c,

n÷fka c,hg fudlo fjkafka@ wfma ys;g tk

lsishï wruqKlska wmsj l,ïnkhg m;a jqfkd;a

tfyu Tkak ´lhs ;sfhk iajNdjh' ys;lg

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hula jeÿfkd;a" jegqfkd;a" taflka le<ô le<ô

;sfhkjd' yenehs ta le<ô,a, wms f;areï .kak

´kE' ál fõ,djhs mj;skafk' ojila ;sfhhs"

folla ;sfhhs" ;=kla ;sfhhs' Th ishÈú ydkslr

.kak ñksiaiq ta is;=ú,a, wdmq fj,dfj ld,hg

bv ÿkakd kï ojia ;=klska wdfh Ôj;a fjkak

´ke lsh, ys;hs' iuyre ishÈú ydkslr .kak ji

fndkjd' î, ál fj,djlska lshkjd wfka udj

fír.kak lsh,d' ta äx.g thdg is;=ú,s fjkia

fj,d fjk foaj,a álla l,amkd fj,d' ´lhs

wfma isf;a iajNdjh'

wehs wmsg fufyu úúO iajrEmfha úúO

udhsïj, is;=ú,s my, fjkafka@ uu lshkakï ta

wms leu;s ksid' Tng my< fjkjo wNHjldYhg

.sys,a, ieg,hsÜ tlla w`M;ajeähd lsÍfï is;=ú,s'

y|g .sys,a,d tkak is;=ú,s' Tng my< jqkdo@

kE' hï lsis wdldrhlg Tn ,`. ie`.jqk fohla

;uhs" Tn wdid lrk fohla ;uhs Tng Th is;==ú,s

wdldrhg meñfKkafk' ta is;=ú,s meñkqkdg

miafi wms ndysr nqoaê j,ska tl;= lr .;a;

ix{d O¾u talg tfrys fjkjd" tfrys jqkdu wr

is;=ú,s lrd meñkSug fkdyels ndOdj,a njg

m;afjkjd" B,`.g tal we;=f, igkla we;s

fjkjd" igkla we;s fj,d B,`.g wmsg iuyr

fj,djg ta is;=ú,s kej; ,nd .kak nE'

,nd.kak neßjqkdu ta is;=ú,a, wms m%;slafIam

lr,d odkjd'

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±ka wms fld<U .shdu b;du ,iaik ukialdka;

jdyk ;sfhkjd' flfkl=g is;=ú,a,la tkjd

fïjf.a jdykhla .kak we;akï lsh,d' kuq;a

uqo,a m%udKj;a kE túg ug fï jevh lr .kak

neßfjhs wdÈ f,i is;=ú,s iu. hqoaohla lr,d

l=ukyß is;=ú,a,la mrdchg m;a fjkjd" tlafld

Èkkjd' t;fldg is;=ú,a,la ;=, ;sfhkafk

fukak fujeks wdYd moaO;shla' m%uqL wdYdj,a ch

.kakd w;r wm%Odk foaj,a mrdchg m;a fjkjd'

is;=ú,s lshk tl ksjkg ndOdjla fkfï' k.rfha

jdyk fldf;la .sh;a wmsg ndOdjla kE' wms uy

T`Mfj lelal=ula lr .;a;o mdfr ;sfhk jdyk

ál keye fkao@ kuq;a fï fj,dfõ mdfr wfma

jdyk folla ÿjkjd kï wmsg T`Mfj lelal=ula

we;sfjkjd'

t;fldg wmsg fmakjd fï fudk ;rï is;=ú,s

rdYshla mej;sh;a uf.a lshd ,shdmÈxÑ lr.;a tajd

;ud m%Odk jkafka lsh,d' uf.a lr.;a;du" w,a,

.;a;du wms l,n, fjkjd' wms ;=, p,khka

isÿ jkafka uf.a lsh,d w,a, .;a; m%udKhghs'

kuq;a iïud ÈÜÀh my,jqkdg miafia ta fudk

is;sú,a,laj;a l,n, kE' fudlo fudku is;sú,a,la

wdj;a ta ´kEu is;sú,a,l Od¾ñl .=Khla .eíj

;sfhkjd' flaka;shla msg l,;a tafl yßu Od¾ñl

.=Khla ;sfhkjd' ±ka wfma Ndjkd uOHia:dkh

;=,;a ta jf.auhs' Wiia ixhuhla we;s ukqIHhd

;=, ikaksfõokh Od¾ñlhs' fïl tl jr isÿjk

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fohla fkfuhs' wkqmqín lsßhd wkqmqín mámod'

uqyqo ueog hkafk fldfyduo lsh,d weyqfjd;a

l%udkql+,jhs wms tf;kag hkafk' isßmdo lkaog

fufyu tlmdrgu hkak nE' l%udkql+,jhs hkafk

.ufka wjidkh f;la'

ta ksid Tn bkak ;ek b|,d biairyg mshjr

;shkafk fldfyduo lsh,d n,kak' f.hla áflka

ál yokjd jf.a mshjfrka mshjr hkak' Tn,dg

fï nr jeä fj,d ;sfhkafk' Tn,d fl,skau

fï ud¾. M, j,g hkak yok ksid' m%dfhda.sl

f,dalfha we;a;;a h:d¾:h;a ta we;a;uhs' tf,i

Tn wdrïN lrkak' Tn is;kak Tng hkak ´kE

;ek' ta f,i ys;,d .uk wdrïN lrk fldg

Tn ;=, ta i|yd Yla;shla we;s fjkjd' ys;g

ysf;kafk kE lrkak neß fohla lsh,d' ys;g

ysf;kafk lrkak mq`Mjka fohla lsh,d' Tfí

ys;g ysf;k yeu foau lrkak ´k kE' fudlo

wl=i, foaj,a wms lrkafk ke;s ksid'

fï O¾uh ñysßhs' th Tngu uek .kak"

Tngu lsrd .kak" Tngu ms,sirK lr .kak

mq¨jka' ixidrh .ek l,amkd lrkak' uu

yeuodu lshkjd uu b;du ;Dma;su;a ukqiaifhla'

uu b;du i;=gq fjkj uf.a ;reK ldf,a ug

bJøshhka yfhka tyd ;sfhk fï O¾uh yïn

fjkjd" f,daflda;a;r O¾uh yïnfjkjd' fudk

m%Yakh wdj;a fudk .eg`Mjla wdj;a ta yeu fohlau

whsia leghla Èh fjkjd jf.a Èhù Èhù hkjd'

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tllaj;a /f|kafk kE' kuq;a mD:.ack ys;lg

jegqfkd;a tfyu hï lsis m%Yakhla ta m%Yakfhka

m%Yak je,la mgka .kakjd' m%Yak je,a yefokjd

kuq;a wmsg m%Yak we;sfjk ;eku úif|kjd'

;ud ;=,g ;ud yefrkak ´kE' wfma fï

bJøshhka myu yeß,d ;sfhkafk msgg' ;ud wjfndaO

lr .;a;d kï weia foflka t,shg ke;skï msgg

hk lsrK fl,skau ;ud ;=,g fhduqlrjkak'

lkafoflka t,shg fhduqlrf.k bkak ix{dj

wNHka;rhg fhduq lrkak" kdifhka msgg fhduq

lrf.k bkak foa" Èfjka ri n,kak ys;df.k

bkak foa" lfhka iam¾Y jk foa" ysf;ka t,shg

hk foa ;ud ;ud flfrysu fhduq lr .kak' fï

yeu bkaøshhlau ;uka fj;gu yrjd n,kak'

wkak tal ;ud mrud¾:h'

±ka wms oyfh b|,d my,g .Kka lrkak

lsjqfjd;a lShg tkl,a .Kka lrkak mq`Mjkao@

ìxÿjg tklka mq`Mjka' t;fldg ìxÿfjka

m,af,ydg fyd|g l,amkd lrf.k hkakfld'

fuh Tng fyd| úo¾Ykdjla' ta jf.au ;uhs

.=jka hdkhla oyh" kjh" wg" y;" yh" my" y;r"

;=k" fol" tl" ìxÿj lsh,d wyig hjkj jf.a'

t;fldg wms wyfi fkao bkafk@ t;fldg wmsg

fmdf<dj lshk uÜgu ke;sfjkjd' ysf;ka .Kka

lrkak mq`Mjka b,lalï ál bjrhs' t;kska wms

fl,skau úYaj.; jqkd wyia;,hg tl;=jqkd'

ta wjia:dj yßhg wkka;h .ek iïuq;sfhka

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fmdâvla y÷kd .;a;d jf.a' wkka;fha fufyu

ys; wrf.k hkfldg" tl fol lshkfldg

p,kh jk iajNdjh" fyd| lshk fldg p,kh

jk iajNdjh" krl lshk fldg p,kh jk

iajNdjh" w;S; wkd.; j¾;udk jYfhka p,kh

jk iajNdjh wd§ iajNdjj,a Tlafldu Tfí

ke;sfjkjd' yßhg .=jka hdkh fmdf,dfjka

ksoyia jqkd jf.a' fmdf,dfõ ;uhs Th Tlafldu

;sfhkafk' wkka;h lrd .uk wdrïN l<dg

miafia ta ukqiaihdg .ufka fõ.h .Kkh lr

.kak Wjukdjla kE" .ukdka;h .ek ys;kak

Wjukdjla kE fï wdldrhg wkka;hg meñKs

flkdg' ±ka fï ñksiaiq ksjka olskak yÈiais wehs'

;ukaf.a .ufka wdrïNhla ix{dfõ ;sfhkjd"

.ufka fõ.h;a ix{dfõ ;sfhkjd" hdhq;= ;ek;a

ix{dfõ ;sfhkjd talhs' kuq;a wkka;h ;=,

.ufka wdrïNhla kE" .ufka fõ.hla kE" .ufka

wjidkhla kE" yÈiaishla kE Ôúf;a' Tkak

mD;.ack Ôúf;a yÈiaishg fya;=j' kuq;a f,dal

kS;sfha§ fÉ;kdjhs n,kafka thska .e,fjkak

wmsg nE' Tn iïuq;sh ;=, foaj,a ta úÈhgu

lrkak' YS% ioaO¾uh yßhg myka lKqjla jf.a'

tajf.a ;uhs uu Thd,g yß u.g tkakhs fï t,sh

fokafk' fï wdf,dalh tkafk fldfyduo lshd

Tn ;=,skau úuid n,kak' Tn fidhkak Tn bkak

;ek fld;eko lsh,d' Th we;af;d bkafk ixidr

id.rfha' wr myka lKqfjka tk wdf,dalh yd

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O¾ufhka ,efnk wdf,dalh lrd Tn meñfKkak'

fhdaksfida ukisldrh ksjerÈj fhdojkak' ta yryd

wd¾h N+ñhg we;=,a jkak' túg ;ukag whs;s ;ek

Tng msysgkak mq`Mjka' ukiska Tfí ienE ksjyk

fidhd hkak' .fõYKh lr n,kak' fldfyayß

Tn isrfj,d we;s' tal fidhd n,,d thska ksoyia

fjkak ksjka u.g msúfikak'

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Tfí Ôú;fha .;jk yeu fudfyd;lau fyd¢ka

wjOdkfhka yd O¾u ukisldrfhka .;lrkak

mq¿jkakï ta wjia:dj wfma Ôú;hg b;du

m%fhdackj;a" ,dNodhS wjia:djla njg m;a lr

.kak mq`Mjka' m%fhdackj;a lr .kak Tng mq`Mjka"

m%fhdackj;a foa w;r jvd;au m%fhdackj;a foa

fudllao lsh,d weyqfjd;a Tng lshkak mq`Mjka ta

YS% ioaO¾uhhs lsh,d' thg fya;=j wks;a yeu

fohlau wmsj w;ayer,d hoaÈ O¾uh muKla

wms;a iu`. Ôj;a fjk ksid' YS% ioaO¾uh lsh,d

lshkafk fudllao@

O¾uh lshkafk fudllao@ úúO O¾u;d

;shkj f,dafl' c,h by< isg my<g .,df.k hk

tl O¾u;djhla" fldia .yla weghlska me,fj,d

f,dl= .yla fj,d u,a yeÈ,d f.ä yefok tl;a

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O¾u;djhla" ukqIHfhla bmfokjd Tyqg kshu

wdhqld,hla ;sfhkjd ta wdhqld,h f.jd ou,d

ñh hkjd' th;a O¾u;djhla ta jf.a' fï uyd

mD:qúh" br" y|" ;drld fï jf.a we;=j mej; ke;sj

hk O¾u;djhlg hg;ajhs ;sfhkafk' we;sùu"

mej;Su" ke;sùu lshk fï O¾u;djhg hg;a ke;s

lsisu fohla fï bJøshhka yhg f.dapr fj,d kE'

wms yeu fokdu ta O¾u;djhg hg;aj bkafka'

t;fldg ioaO¾uh lsh,d lshkafk fï

O¾u;dj, ;sfnk uq,dj ±l,d tfyu ke;akï

tys ;sfnk wkjfndaOh ±l,d wms h:d¾:jd§j

o¾YKhg m;a ùug wms lshkjd ioaO¾uh lsh,d'

Th ioa lshk jpkh" iïud lshk jpkh" i;Hh

lshk jpkh fndfydu tl yd iudkhs' wms

O¾u;d okakjd" O¾uh okakjd okafk ke;af;

fudllao@ ioaO¾uh ms<sn|j' wms oDIaÀ okakjd

okafk ke;af; fudllao@ iïud ÈÜÀh' wms ,`.

bkakjd hCIfhla ke;akï udrfhla thdg lshkjd

ilaldh ÈÜÀh lsh,d' ta wd;au oDIaÀh wm ;=,ska

m,jd yeÍu i|yd ;uhs wmsu wms;=, f;dhs,hla

kgkafk' ljqre bj;a lrkako@ wms ,`. we;s

ilaldh ÈÜÀh wm ;=,skau bj;a lrkak'

fï f,dafl wm úiska tfrysfj,d tlsfklg

wdmq fï ixidfr mqreÿj we;s fohla ;uhs ;udu

bÈßm;a fj,d ;udf.a uu;ajh bj;a lsÍu'

hlvfhka hlvh ;,kj jf.a" .,lska .,la

lvkjd jf.a fu;kÈ wms;a fudlo lrkafk

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uu;ajh kue;s is; ;=, mÈxÑ fj,d b|f.ku

uu;ajhg tfrysj ls%hd lrkjd' tal yßhg úfika

úi kikjd jdf.a'

fï l%ufõoh ;uhs ±ka wms bf.k .kafk' fï

f,dalfha wfma wNHka;rh ;=< msß,du ;sfhkafk

fudkjo@ ;ukaf.a u;jdohhs wkqkaf.a u;jdohhs'

ta u;jdohka ord .;a;g miafi mD:.ack ñksid

idudkHfhka ta u;fha" ta ixl,amfha t<Uf.k

ls%hd lrk iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd' talg lshkjd

Wmdodkh lsh,d' hï fohl t,Uf.k ls%hd

lrkjd' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafiag hful= weú,a,

Tn nqÿ fkfjhs lshd lsjqfjd;a ta mqoa.,hdg tfrysj

fudkj yß lrkjo@ ry;ka jykafia kulg Tn

ry;a flfkla fkfuhs lsh,d lsjqju tal Tmamq

lrkak hhso@ ud¾.M, ,dNS iajdókajykafia

kulg Tn ud¾. M, ,dNS fkfuhs lsh,d lsjqfjd;a

Tmamq lrkak hhso@ tfyu Tmamq lrkak hkafk kE'

fya;=j Wmdodk rys; ;eklhs u. M," ry;a" iïnqÿ

lshk .=Khg wh;a wh jdih lrkafka' kuq;a

mD:.ack u;jdo lsh,d lshkafk Wmdodk iys;hs

lshk tl' t;k ;uka .;a ±kqula fyda oDIaÀhla

muKhs ;sfhkafk' ta ksid Wmdodk iys; mqoa.,hd

wr h:d¾:h wjfndaO lr.;a mqoa.,hdg jvd ±ä

njlska" ;o njlska hqla;hs' ta ksid ud¾. M,

iys; mqoa.,hdg ;sfhkak ́ k m%Odk ,CIKhla

;uhs zuqÿ wk;sudkSZ uDÿ njla ;sfhkak ´kE'

udkakh ke;s iajNdjh" ;uf.a ;sfhk uuxldrh

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wfma ysf;a mq`Mjka ;rï wvqfjkak ´kE" t;fldg

wmsg ´kEu fohla ord .kak mq`Mjka fjkjd'

ry;ka jykafia,dg kskaod wmlS¾;s ord .kak

mq`Mjka jqfka wehs@ Wkajykafia,d ,`. uuxldrh

ke;sksid' uu" uf.a" ug lshk ye`.Sula kE'

wms ks;ru yß nfhka bkafk' m%Yak" ÿla mSvd"

.eg`M" ish Èú ydkslr .ekSï mjd isÿ fjkafk

wehs@ ug" uu" uf.a ye`.Su jeä ksid' ug nekakd"

ug .eyqjd" ug kskaod l,d' wdÈ fya;= ksid' ;j

flfklaf.ka m,s.kak fm<fUkafk wehs@ wms

,`. we;s uuxldrh ksid' wms ,`.;a ry;a fjk

;=reu uuxldrhla ;sfhkjd' kuq;a lreKq ldrKd

f;areï .;a;du f.dvla iunr lr .ekSfï"

iu;=,s; lr .ekSfï wjia:dj wms yeu fokdgu

we;sfjkjd'

±ka ;ud ;=, ;uka fydhkak ´k ;uka

fï fudfydf;a we,s,d isákafka l=ulgo lsh,d

;ukaf. wjidk m%;sM,h fjkak ´k ish,a,f.

kau ksoyia ùu' ish,a,f.kau ksoyia ùug

n,k flkd yeu fudfyd;lu n,kak ´k uu

fï fudfydf;a fudk oDIaÀfhao we,s,d bkafk

lsh,d' uu fudk oDIaÀh Wmdodkh lr,o bkafk"

fudk oDIaÀh wdY%h lrñkao bkafk lshk tl

n,kak ´fka" ish,a,f.kau ksoyia ùughs

Tn n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk' t;fldg ;uhs

udkisl yd idxidßl úuqla;sh lshk t, wms ;=,

ie,fikafk' tfyukï fï fudfydf;a ;uka

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l=ulog we,s,d bkafk lsh,d n,kak' jßka jr

;ukaf.a we,Sï udre fjù hkjd' fï fudfydf;a

wms we,s,d bkafk l=ulgo lsh,d n,kak' tfyu

n,,d Tn taflka bj;a fjkak' tfyu bj;a fj,d

;j ál fj,djlska n,kak ±ka we,s,d bkafk

fudlgo lsh,d' Bgmiafi Tn taflkq;a bj;a

fjkak' Bg miafi ;j;a ál fj,djlska n,kak

±ka uu we,s,d bkafk fudllgo lsh,d t;fldg

Tng lreKla yiqfjhs' tflkq;a Tn bj;a fjkak'

fï ish,a,u Tn ukiska muKhs isÿlrkafka'

fN!;sl f,dalfha§ lrk jevla fkfuhs fuh'

B,`.g Tn wdhs;a n,kak ±ka uu fudllgo

we,s,d bkafk lsh,d tflkq;a Tn bj;a fjkak'

tf,i bj;ajqkdg miafi ±ka uu ish,a,f.kau

fkdwe,Sug kï fudllao .; hq;= mshjr lsh,d

yo m;=f,kau O¾u ukisldrhla we;s lr .kak

´kE' tfyu we;slr .;a;g miafi ;ukagu hï

hï lreKq ldrKd f;afrkak mgka .kakjd' fï

wNHdih yeuúgu Tn isÿlrkafka fudllao@ fï

fudfydf;a bkak we,Sfuka bj;a fjkak' wdhs ;j

ál fj,djlska Tfí is; foi n,kak" taflkq;a

bj;a fjkak" tfyu we,Sï j,ska bj;a fjù" bj;a

fjù hkfldg ;uka w,a,d.;a ish,a,f.kau ukiska

ksoyia ùu i|yd fï m¾fhaIKh bjy,a fõú'

tfyu kï fï l%uho" fjk l%uhlao fyd| lsh,d

Tn l,amkd lr ne,Suu" m¾fhaIKh lr ne,Suu

lshk tl ;uhs Tn isÿlrkq ,nk úo¾Ykdj'

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ta uu ,nd ÿkafka m¾fhaIKd;aul"

.fõYKd;aul l¾uia:dkhla' l¾uia:dkhu;a

flfkl=g u.M, ,nkakg fya;= fjkakg mq`Mjka'

tal yßhg ;uka ;=, jevqkd kï taflkq;a

flfkla ksjka olskjd' talfk f,djq;=rd

nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrk yeu mohlskau

ljqreka fyda flfkla ud¾. M, j,g m;a Wkd

lshkafka' nqÿ flfkla O¾uh foaYkd lroaÈu

ksjka olskjd' yenehs ksjerÈ úo¾Ykdj jevqfjd;a'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia jev isáhd kï wmg;a iqÿiq

O¾u lreK n,,d ta lreKu ud¾. M, j,g

m;a ùu i|yd foaYkd lrkjd' ±ka jqk;a ta O¾u

lreKq ;sfhkjd' ;uka lemfj,d O¾uh olskakhs

´kE" Tn ta .fõYKd;aul iajNdjh jeäh hq;=

wdldrh fydhd.; hq;=hs' ±ka uu fu;k ;uhs

/¢,d bkafk lsh,d Tng fmakak ´fka' Bg

miafi taflka bj;a fj,d ál fj,djlska wdfh

n,kfldg uu fldfyo /¢,d bkafk lsh,d ta

foh fmakjd' wdhs taflka bj;a fjk fldg ;j

ál fj,djlska wdhs fmakjd ;uka /¢,d bkak

;ek' tfyu m¾fhaIKh lrf.k biairyg .shdu

fï Tlaflduf.kau ksoyia fjkafka fldfyduo

lsh,d fydh,d n,kfldg tl tl úÈfy woyia"

ud¾. ms<sn|j ;ukaf. is;a j,g ldjÈkak mq`Mjka'

wms fufyu È.gu m¾fhaIKh lf,d;a ;uhs wmsg

yïn fjkafk ksjk'

wms ys;uqfld oUÈj nqoaO.hdj lsh,d tf;kag

.shdu ;uhs ienE f,iu ta nqoaO.hdj olskak

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mq`Mjka jkafka' ±l,d hkak ´fk lsh,d l%uhla

kE' t;fldg ksjk lshk tl f;areï wrf.k

±l,d" w;aú|,d hkak mq`Mjka lul=;a kE' lsisu

wdldrhlska ±lafl ke;s ksjk we;af;kau

wms okafku ke;sj ;uhs fydhkafk' ±l,d

fydhdf.k hk .ukla fkfuhs fïl' flfkl=g

fldia fld,hla wrka tkak lsjqfjd;a mq`Mjka wehs

fmr ±l,d w÷r,d ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ksjk wjfndaO

lr .kak lsh,d ±ka lsjqjg f;afrkjo@ tfyu

ksjk ldgj;a f;afrkafk kE' t;fldg ksjka iqj

,efíjd lsh,d lshkjd' lshk flkd okafk;a kE"

wyk flkd okafk;a kE ksjk .ek' wr fmdf;;a

lsh,d ;sfhkjd ksjk iemhs lsh,d' we;af;kau

ksjk iemhso@ wr fmdf;;a lsh,d ;snqk ksid

lshkafk iemhso lsh,d ;uka okafk;a kE' wU

f.ähla kï fï .fya wU weUq,a rio" meKs rio

lsh,d ±l,d lshkak mq`Mjkao@ nE' wkqNj lr,d

;uhs lshkak mq`Mjka rih fldfyduo lsh,d'

t;fldg ljqreyß lshmq ksid ;uhs wms ksjka

iemhs lsh, lshkafk m%;HlaIj fkfuhs'

ksjfka ;sfhk iemh fudllao@ fudk

jf.a ksùulao ;sfhkafka@ ksjka oelafld;a

flf,iaj,ska ±fjka ke;sj wmsg bkak mq`Mjka'

wehs wms ±fjkafk@ wms ;=, ;sfhkjd wms yod.;a;

rduqjla' ta ;uhs uf.a ku" uf.a .u" uf.a

NdjrEmh lsh,d yefudagu yod.;a; foaj,a álla

;sfhkjd' ldka;dfjd fufyuhs lsh,d nekafkd;a

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ldka;djkag ;ryd hkjd' msßñ wh fufyuhs

lsh,d nekafkd;a msßñkag ;ryd hkjd' msßñ whg

nekakdg ldka;d Woúhg ;ryd hkafk kE wehs ta@

ta fokakd w,a,df.k ;sfhk Ndj rEm fol folla

talhs' uu ldka;djla lsh,d w,a,f.k bkakjd"

uu mqreIfhla lsh,d w,a,f.k bkakjd' yenehs

Th fokaku ldka;dfjda ;uhs' ldka;dj lsh,d

lshkafk ldkaou lshk jpk w¾:hhs' wef,kjd

ldkaou lshk tl ;uhs ldka;dj lsh,d Th yeß,d

;sfhkafk wef,kjd kï msßñ;a ldka;dfjdu

;uhs'

fudkjgo wef,kafk wúoHdjg wef,kjd'

lsis;a fkdfmfkk ;eklg ;ud hhs lshk

iajNdjhlg" wúoHdjlg mqoa.,hka wef,kjd'

lsis fohla fkdokakd ;eklg wef,kjd' ta ksid

;uhs wúÊcd mÉphd ixldrd WmÈkafk' lsisu

fohla fkdokakd ;eklg wef,kjd wúoHdfjka'

wúoHdj ;=,§ bJøsh wjfndaOh wmsg keyefk'

wms bJøsh my mdúÉÑ l,dg bJøsh wjfndaaOh kE'

ldhslj;a úoHd;aul jYfhkaj;a okafk;a kE"

ufkdaúoHd;aul jYfhka okafk;a kE' weyeg

rEm fmfkk ksid n,kjd" lKg Yío wefik

ksid wykjd' fïl we;=f, fudkjo ;sfhkafk

lsh,j;a okafk kE' fï weye we;=f, fldfyduo

fï j¾K .kafk" fï ffi, fldfyduo ls%hd;aul

fjkafk" fïl T`Mjg wrf.k .sys,a, fldfyduo

fmr ±kqu yd j¾;udk ±kqu .,md .kafk' ta

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wd§ foaj,a wmsg ysf;kafkj;a kE' fmdämfya

hqoaOhla fkfï t,shg fï rEmhla fmfkkak"

jpkhla wefykak th ksIamdokh fjkak úYd,

lïy,la YÍrh we;=f, ls%hd;aul fjkjd' YÍrh

lsh,d lshkafk úYd, l¾udka; Yd,djla' fï

fudfydf;;a hka;%hla jev lrkjd jf.a fõ.fhka

bkaøshhka jev lrkjd' f,a fmdïm lrñka" ffi,

jev lrñka" ;j fldÉpr foaj,a isÿfjkjo fï

YÍrh we;=f,a@

±ka wms .e,fjkak ´k fudlla i|ydo@

ksfjkak kï .e,fjkak ´kE wms yiqfj,d bkak

udr nkaOkfhka' ta lshkafk wms ne¢,d bkafk

ldgo@ udrhdg' udrhd lshkafka wfma ukig

wms ukig ne¢,d bkafk ;uka ;ud lshk foag

ne¢,d bkafk' wka ish,a,f.kau bj;a fjkjd

jf.au ;uka" ;ud lshk ne|Sfukq;a bj;a fjkak

´kE' ±ka tl uy;aufhla ud¾. M, wjfndaOhg

m;ajqfKa CIKslj ;;amr .dKla we;=,;' yenehs

Tyq uki ms<sn| .fõIKh È.gu lrf.k

weú,a,d úúO Ndjkd l%u mqyqKqùï wdÈh lr,d

;sínd' kuq;a thdf. m%{dj fldÉpr uqyql=rd .sh;a

wjidk fudfydf; fmdä w;aje,la fkd,eîu

ksid Tyq tl ;ekl isrfj,d isáhd' mqoa.,fhl=

,`. oDIaÀ cd,hla ;sfhkjfka ta oDIaÀ cd,fhka

álla wvq fj,d kï ;j ;sfhkafk tlhs" folhs

kï tal bj;a lr .kakg wmsg mq¿jka' fudllao

t;=ud ug lshk l;kaorh' yduqÿrejfka uu ±ka

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fjk foaj,a .ek l,amkd lr lr hkafk kE

jevla lrk fldg ta lrk jefâ .ek ú;rhs

l,amkd lrkafk' uu nhsla tfla hkfldg nhsla

tfla hk isysfhkauhs hkafk jevla lrkfldg

ta jefâg wod, isysh muKhs mj;ajkafk lsh,d

lshdf.k hkjd' tfyu ;uhs uu m%.=K lr,d

;sfhkafk lsh,d' Bg miafi uu lsjqjd tal

fndfydu fyd| jevla' taflka ;ukaf.a i;sh

ÈhqKq fj,dfk weúÈkfldg weúÈk nj" fudag¾

ihslf,a hkfldg fudag¾ ihslf,a hknj isysm;a

lrf.k bkakjd' wjidkfha uu lsjqjd uy;auhd

Th fudag¾ ihslf,a hk isysh;a w;yer,d .sfhd;a

fldfyduo lsh,d' t;=ud okakjd fï yduqÿrefjd

ug lshkafk mqxÑmfya tlla fkfuhs lsh,d' fï

lshkafka .eUqre fohla lsh,d t;=u;a úYajdi

l<d t;=ud tlmdrgu ug W;a;rhla ÿkafk kE'

tfykï uu jefghs" hkak neß fjhs tfyu

W;a;rhla ÿkafk kE' uu lsjqjd tl isyshl isàu

fndfydu fyd|hs" fudag¾ ihslf,a hk isysfhka

ú;rfk hkafk" wks;a isyshj,a j,ska bj;a fj,d

tl isyshl b£u b;du jeo.;a lsh,d' uu weyqjd

ta isysfhkq;a ksoyia jqfkd;a tfyu Tn fldfyduo

fudag¾ ihslf,a hkafk lsh,d@ t;=ud tf;kag ta

fudfydf;au m;a jqKd' oeka b;ska uymdfr ±lal;a

ìu nv .df.k j¢kjd Bg miafi ug tlmdrla

folla yïn jqkd ±ka yduqÿrejfka uu fudag¾

ihslf,a hk isysfhkq;a hkafk kE lsh,d t;=ud

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mejiqjd' uu ±ka ish,a, w; yer,d fudag¾ ihslf,a

hkjd lsh,d lsjqjd' tal {dK o¾YKhla yeáhg

t;=udg ,enqkd' ke;=j kslïu kslï u;jdohla

wrf.k tfyu fkfuhs t;=ud o¾Ykhla ;=,skau

th wjfndaO lr.;a;d' kuq;a mD:.ack flfkl=g

tfyu lrkak nE'

o¾YKhg m;a jqkdg miafi taflkd ;=,

tal ksrdhdifhka msysgkjd' mD;.ack wfhl=g

;sfhkafk mj;ajk isyshla" u. M, ,dNS flfkl=g

;sfhkafk mj;sk isyshla' mj;sk isyshhs" mj;ajk

isyshhs w;r fjki okakjd fkao@ c,h my,g

.,df.k hkjd th lrk fohlao@ flfrk

fohlao@ uqyqfoa /,s .ykjd' th;a lrk fohlao@

flfrk fohlao@ iq<`. yukjd th lrk fohlao@

flfrk fohlao@ .yla jefvkjd' lrk fohlao@

flfrk fohlao@ tajd kshdu O¾u fkao@

t;=ud lSfõ fudllao@ ±ka uu ish,a, w;yer,d

lrk foa lrkjd lsh,d' ug;a ld,hla ;siafi

wksla ish,a, f.kau bj;a fj,d ysgmq ksid ug

;snqfk wjidk mäfhka by<g k.a.kak ú;rhs'

uu lsõjyu tfykï uy;a;hd tal;a w;yer,d

lrkakfld t;fldg ieye,a¨hsfk lsh,d tod

b|,d t;=ud ish`M isyshj,a j,ska bj;afj,d ;uhs

fudag¾ ihslf,a hkafk" lEu lk isysh;a w;yer,d

;uhs lEu lkafk" Ôj;a fjk isysh;a w;yer,d

;uhs Ôj;a fjkafk'

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Th wd;au oDIaÀfhau ;uhs uu msßñfhla"

uu .eyeKshla lshk u;jdo ;sfhkafk' iuyr

fyd| foa;a ;sfhkjd' taj;a wr wúoHdfõu ;uhs

;sfhkafka' iuyyr foaj,a ta uu;ajh ;=,u

krlg fm<fUkjd' tal;a wúoHdfõu .s,sÉp

fohla' ±ka uu;ajfha bkak ukqiaifhl=g myrla

ÿkafkd;a fldfyduo m,s.kakjd fkao@ kuq;a

ry;ka jykafia kulg myrla ÿkafkd;a m,s

.kafka kE fudl=;a kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia

kulg kskaod wmydi lf<d;a m,s.kafk;a kE"

fudl=;a lrkafka kE' talg fyd|u kso¾YKh

;uhs wÉpr mqr rc ue;s weu;sjre w÷rk wh

isáoa§ ljodj;a lsõjo ;ukag kskaod lrk wh fï

m<df;ka t,jkak" ysßyer lrkak lsh,d tfyu;a

kEfka' rcjre nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.ka m%fhack .;a;d

ñila nqÿyduqÿrefjd rcqkaf.ka jev .kak .sfh

kE' fya;=j Wkajykafia,dg fï f,dafl ;shkak

kulaj;a" lrkak jevlaj;a kE' Wkajykafia,d

fï iajNdjh h:djfndaOh lr .;a;d' Tn;a th

h:djfndaO lr .kak'

±lalo Tn bkak ;ek iy O¾uh ;sfhk ;ek'

Tn bkafka jdäfj,d fld;ko@ fldfyo jdä

fj,d bkafk@ ldka;djla kue;s mqgqfj ke;skï

msßñfhl= lshk mqgqfõ' mqgqjl jdäfjkak l,ska

jdäfj,d bkafk hï flfkla kue;s mqgqfõ' Th

flfkla lshk mqgqfjka ke.sákak' ke.sg,d .;s

úuqla; fjkak msßñ .;s" .eyeKq .;s" ;sßika .;s"

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foaj .;s j,ska ksoyia fjkak' .;s udre lr.kak

tmd túg ;uhs zÈÜÀxp wkqm.ïu iS,jd oiaifkak

iïmkafkdaZ fjkafk' iïmQ¾Kfhka o¾YKhg

m;ajqfkd;a" oDIaÀ j,ska ksoyia jqfkd;a lsis fohla

Wmdodkh fkdl< flkd wkak thd ;uhs is,ajka;

flkd' talhs wmsg lrkak ;sfhkafk' ish¨ .;s

úuqla;s ;;ajhg m;afjkak'

rEmh Èr Èrd hkjd wms yeu flfklagu

;j wjqreÿ mKylg yeglg jvd Ôj;a fjkak

neyefka' wfma wdhq ld,h bjr fjkjd' jh

Oïud ixLdrd jeh fjkjd" CIh fjkjd' ÿ¾,N

ukqIHNdjh wmg ,eì,d ;shkjd fydhd f.k

hk .uk;a wmsg mqreÿfj,d ;sfhkafk' lshkfoa

wyf.k bkak fkfuhs nqÿ yduqÿrefjd lsh,d

;sfhkafk úo¾Ykd lrkak' t;fldg ixj¾Okh

fjkafk ;ukaf. uki' jpkhla lsh,d lshkafk

i;Hhla fkfï' wms ljqre;a wdihs wmsj Wiia

lr,d i,lkjg' uu jpk j, ne¢,d bkafk kE"

;Kaydfõ Ôj;a fjkafk;a kE" lreKdfjj;a Ôj;a

fjkafk kE' kuq;a mD:.ack lreKdfõ iajNdjh

yßu n,dfmdfrd;a;= m%d¾:kd iys;hs wiu;=,s;hs'

t;fldg wmsg Wjukd lrkafk úoHd;aul

lreKdjla" úoHd;aul ohdjla' lreKdfjka fï

f,dafl ;j;a flfkla ;j;a flfkl=g l;d

lrkafk fudkjd yß n,dfmdfrd;a;=jlska' ke;skï

ys;j;aluyß tal hg ;sfhkjd' mqoa.,fhl=f.

jeo.;a lu ;sfhkafk Ôj Yla;sh ;sfhoaÈ' ;uka

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fjk flkl=f.a w.h f;areï .kak fkfjhs

;uka ;ukaf.a w.h f;areï .kakhs ´k lrkafka'

;uka ,`. ;sfhk áfla w.h fkfuhs ;ud ;udf.a

,`.g muqKqjd .;af; ke;s oyfï w.h f;areï

.kakhs ´k lrkafka' ta jf.au ,nd.;a; foa w.h

fkfuhs' ,nd .kakg ;sfhk foa w.h fydhd

.kakhs Tn fjfyfikak ´fka'

±ka kshf;da iïfndaê mrdhfkda .=Khg we;=,a

jqkd kï tal uyd jdikdjka; .;shla' ±ka Tng

±fkkjd fkao fï YÍrh yd,a f.dakshla ;sínd

jf.a fmd,jg nrla' tfyu fkao Tn bkafka@

YÍrfha ish¿ nr fmdf,djg od,d ;sfhkafk'

Tng tfyu ±fkkafk wehs@ ta Tfí ilaldh

ÈÜÀfh nr' fï fmdf,dfõ idrhka ál ;uhs

Tfí YÍrh we;=f,a ;sfhkafk Tn f.kd lsisjla

kE' fïl fjku fldgila yeáhg fmd,jg nrla

±fkk iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd' wehs fï f,dalfhka

wms w;am;a lr .;a; fohla yeáhg" whs;s lr .;a;

fohla yeáhg" Ñka;khla iy Ñ;a; Odrdjla wms

;=, Èjhkjd ta ;=, uulxldrh ks¾udKh fj,d

fïl fjku f,dalhla f,i fmakjd' yenehs

tal ikais÷kg miafi fmd,j;a ;ukq;a w;r

;snqk wka;¾ in|;djh ì¢,d .sys,a,d ta fol

w;r mQ¾K in|;djhla we;s fjkjd' fmd,j

yd uu lshkafk fofofkla fkfuhs" iq,`. yd

uu lshkafk fofofkla fkfuhs" c,h yd uu

lshkafk fofofkla fkfuhs" WKqiqu yd uu

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lshkafk fofofkla fkfuhs lsh,d' tfyu tlla

Tn ys;s,d keyefk ;du' Ôú;h iu. O¾uh

.,m .;a;yu wdOHd;auh ;=,skau ta foa bfígu

isoaO fjkjd' tfyu isoaO fjkak wmsg fudkjo

lrf.k hkak ;sfhkafka@ m¾fhaIKh fudk

m¾fhaIKho@ wd¾h m¾fhaIKh' wms iïud lshk

.=Khg m;afjkak ´kE'

O¾u;d j,ska ksoyia jQ ;ekhs ioaO¾uh

;sfhkafka' t;k cd;s" crd" jHdê" urK" fidal"

mßfoaj kE' i;Hhg msúishyu' we;s fjkak fohla

kE ta jf.au ke;sfjkak fohl=;a kE" mj;skak

fohl=;a kE' ÿlla ;sfhkjo@ ÿlla kE" i;=gla

;sfhkjo@ i;=gl=;a kE' fya;=j Tyq Tyqf.a Ñ;a;

Odrdj wìnjd .shd" bJøshhka wìnjd .shd'

mD;.ack Ôú;h bJøshhka wìnjd .sys,a,d kE'

Tjqka mxp Wmdodk ialkaOfha ;uhs Ôj;a fjkafk'

ta ;=, ;uhs ls%hd lrkafka' ñksiaiq yßhg is'ã' ;eá

jf.a odmq fohla wrf.k lrljd lrljd hkjd'

tla tla rduq .=Kdx. yodf.k B,`.g ta pß;h

r`.mdkjd' flaka;s kE lsh,d lsjqfjd;a ta rgdjg

bkakjd' flfkla ud¾. {dKhg m;a jqfkd;a

ta jf.a rgd Tyq ;=,ska ì| jefgkjd" tajdhska

ñfokjd' ;ukaf.a bvuhs" w,a,mq bvuhs tl yd

iudkj f;afrkjd kï yß' udkisl jYfhka

muKhs ta foa tfyu fjkafka' fn§ï f.dvla ueo

;uhs ilaldh ÈÜÀh ;sfhkafk' ilaldh ÈÜÀfh

iajrEmh ;uhs ilikjd" ke;akï fnokjd'

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wúÊcd mÉphd ixLdrd ilia lsÍu ke;akï fn§u'

fn§u ilaldh ÈÜÀfhka isÿ fjkjd' fn§ï tll"

foll fkfjhs' fn§ï cd,djl bkafk' tal ;uhs

udkj i;df.a iajNdjh' b;ska ñksidg ;uhs uy

fud,hla ,eì,d ;sfhkafka bJøsh úIh blaujd

hkak' ta lshkafka uu" uu fkdfjkak' ;udg

;udj uqK .eyqk ojig fldfydu idlÉPdjla

;sfhhso@ ;udg ;ud uqk .efykafk fldhs

iajrEmhlg .sfhd;ao@

O¾uh yßu ir,hs wkka;h lrd meñKSughs

Tng ;sfhkafk' wkka;fhka wkka;h lrd

meñKSughs ;sfhkafk' zoafõ fï wka;d mínðf;ak

k fiaú ;índZ fï ish¿ wka; j,ska ksoyia

fj,d wkka;hg meñfKkak' wl=mamd fï Ñf;da

úuqla;shl' lsis;a fÉ;kd l¾u ke;s' kuq;a wfma

wh fuh f;areï .;a;d uOHu m%;smodj f,i t;k

fÉ;kd l¾u f.dvhs' lsisÿ fohlg fkdwe¨k"

fkd.egqk" fkdne÷k foa ;uhs nqÿ yduqÿrefjd

fmkaj,d ;sfhk fÉf;da úuqla;sh lsh,d' Tn fï

O¾u lreKq ksy`vj lshj,d muKla bkak tmd'

fyd¢ka kqjkska úui,d n,kak'

yßhg wr fyÈhla ;=jd,hlg fnfy;a

oukakd fia ;uhs wksla whf.a fï ixidr ÿl

ke;s lsÍug ixidr ÿflka w;añÿk flkd wks;a

whg isÿ lrkafk;a' f,vdf. ;=jd,hg yßhg

fnfy;a oukak;a ´kE yßhg fnfy;a oukjd kï

frda.shdg ßfokjd' kuq;a kslïu Wäka fnfy;a

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±ïfud;a ;=jd,h ikSm fjkafk kE' ikSm fjkak

kï fyd|g iqoaOlr,d fnfy;a oukak ´kE' ±ka

Th we;a;kag fjkafk;a ́ luhs ;ukaf.a idxidßl

;=jd,h tfyïuu ;sfhkjd' ±ka ´l;a wrf.k

;uhs uefrkafk' fuf;kaÈ uu fnfy;a fokjd

;ukau ;ukaf. ;=jd,hg fnfy;a oud .kak

´kE' ;ukau fufkys lr,d ;ukaf.a uki

yev.iajdf.k ;ukau fï m¾fhaIKfha m%;sM,

,nkak ´kE' fudkjo ta m¾fhaIKh@ i;Hh

l=ulao lsh,d .fõIKh lsÍu' fldfyduo Tn fï

ysf;ka iy O¾u;d j,ska udkisl ye`.=ï" ±kqï"

rEm fõokd ix{d" ixLdr" ú[a[dK lshk fï

ál fjkalr .kafka@ fï ál ;uhs wdOHd;añl

mxp Wmdodk ialkaOfha ls%hdj,sh' fï mfyka uu

ksoyia fjkafk fldfyduo lshd Tnu fydh,d

n,kak' t;fldg tfyu fydhk flkdg W;a;rh

yuq fjkjd' yenehs fyõfj ke;akï ,efnkafk;a

kE' ksrdhdifhka Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka ojila Tng

,efnkjd' ;ud fkdù ;udg Ôj;a fjkak mq¿jka

t;fldg' ;ukag ;uka ksjerÈ flfkla" fY%aIAG

flfkla fkfjhs kï jevla kE' ;ukaf.a há

ys; lshk tl i¾j idOdrK f,dal oyu okakjd'

wêÑ;a;" wê {dK ;=,ska Tfí isf;a' ta wixldßl"

wfõohsl wks;Hh oyu kqjKska olskak'

fï w;yeÍu Tn úiska lrk iqúfYaIS

w;yeÍula' Tn w; yßkafka jerÈ fohhs w;ay,

hq;af;a w;yeÍuhs' Th we;af;d w; yeÍu w,a,f.k

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bkafk' iekis,af, Ôj;a fjkak kï Tn yïn l,

hq;af;a O¾uhhs' uu yïn lr .;af; O¾uh' uu

fï O¾uh uf. wïug lsh,d §,d uu wymq m%Yakhla

;uhs wïfu uu Tng hdk jdyk wrka §,d" iem

iïm;a yo,d §,d" ta ueo Ôj;a fjkak i,iaik

tlo fyd|" ke;akï fï O¾uh lsh,d ÿkak tlo

fyd| lsh,d' wïud lshkjd tajd fldÉpr ;sín;a

ysf;ka ÿla ú¢kjfka yduqÿrejfka lsh,d' ñksiaiq

fldÉpr ;sín;a ysf;ka ÿla ú¢kjd' tal ;uhs

we;a;' ñksiaiq lsis fohlska iEySulg m;afjkafka

keye'

wehs wms ±fjkafk@ wehs wms msÉfpkafk@ wms

yß nhhs f,v fjhs lsh,d' wms nhhs T;am, fjhs

lsh,d" ;ukaf.au ukiska ;uka yeu fudfyd;lu

úuikak w;a yeÍu w; yßkafk fldfyduo lsh,d@

okakd nK" okakd w;a±lSï" okakd kHdhhka

Tlafldau tlg tl;= lrñka n,kak fïl" Tnu

wOHhk lr,d n,kak" m¾fhaIKh lr,d n,kak

w;yeÍu w;yßkafka fldfyduo lsh,d@ fï

m¾fhaIkh Tn yßhgu lr,d ;snqfkd;a m¾fhaIK

uÜgñka hï uÜgulg Yla;su;a fj,d b£ú'

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wms f;areï f.k bkak m%n, jrola ;uhs uki

yefok l%uh' idxidßl .ukla yefok úÈhg

;uhs fmdf;ka bf.k f.k ;sfhkafk' kdurEm

yefokjd uõ l=ilg hkjd" fufyu fufyu

fjkjd lsh,d' kuq;a fïl idxidßl .ukla

fkfuhs' uki yefok l%uh fudllao wúÊcd

mÉphd ixLdrd' fï wdOHd;añl iliaùula

isÿfjkafk wúoHdj ksid' ixLdr mÉphd ta iliaùu

;=,ska ;uhs ú{dKhla we;s fjkafk' ú{dK

iam¾Y ùfuka ;uhs kdurEm folla yefokafk'

±ka wfma wdOHd;auh ;=, ;sfnk yeu is;=ú,a,lu"

yeu oDIaÀhlu lreKq folla ;sfhkjd' fudllao

ta lreKq fol' kdu yd rEm' fudllao kdurEm

lshkafka' ±ka wms iïm%odhslj bf.k .kafk

fudllao@ YÍrh jf.a foaj,a j,g rEmh lsh,d

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kdu rEm ksfrdaOfhkaú{dKh ksfrdaOhg

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lshkjd' ta jf.au ys;g kduh lsh,d lshkjd

lsh,d' talg fkfï kdu rEm lsh,d lshkafk tal

iïmQ¾K jerÈ l;djla' ´kEu foalg kdu rEm

folla ;sfhkjd' ±ka u,a lsh,d lsõjg u,g;a

kdu rEmhla ;sfhkjd' mqgqj lsh,d lsõjyu

mqgqjg;a yevhla ;sfhkjd' kula ;sfhkdjd'

mqoa.,fhl=g;a kdurEm folla ;sfhkjd' fldia

.y" fo,a .y fï wd§ iEu fohlgu kdurEm folla

;sfhkjd' fï f,dafl rEmhla ú;rla ;sfhk tl

fohla yß ;sfhkjo@ kE wjldYh ;sfhkjd kuq;a

Bg wkq.;j wjldY rEmh ;sfhkjd' ysia lsh,d

y÷kd.ekSu kdurEm mÉphd i,dh;k B,`.g tajd

wdh;k Tiafia y÷kd .ekSu isÿfjkjd' i,dh;k

mÉphd Miafida Miai lshkafk wdOHd;aufha tys

iajNdjh iam¾Y fjkjd' Miai mÉphd fõokd

±ka wms ta foh YdÍßl jYfhka y÷kd .;af;d;a

WIaKhs" iS;,hs wdÈ jYfhka wms th ú¢kjd'

tys§ fõokd mÉphd ;Kayd njg m;afjkjd' ta

lshkafka ;ukag we;sfjk fõokdj Tiafia

;Kaydj we;sfjkjd' ta ;Kaydj f,daN fyda oafõY

fyda fuday fjkak mq̀Mjka' ta wdldrhg yg

.kakd ;Kaydj ksid ;Kayd mÉphd Wmdodkx ta

;Kaydj ksid w,a,d .ekSula isÿfjkjd' Wmdodk

mÉphd Nfjda t;k ;uhs N%uKh ùu tfyu;a

ke;akï wkka;hg meñKSu t;k isÿfjkjd'

Nj mÉphd cd;s tal ls%hdj,shla' mqoa.,fhla i;aj

mqoa., wd;au oDIaÀfhka isÿjk ls%hdj,shla njg th

m;a fjkjd'

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fï foa isÿjkak ukqiai ú{dKh we;=f,a

;;amrfhka iSfhka mx.=jla hkafk kE" wiqre

ieKla .yk fj,djg wms lshkjd ;;amrhla

lsh,d' tflka iSfhka mx.=jla wms fmkajkafk

fldfyduo@ ta ;rï fõ.fhka fï máÉp

iuqmamdoh ls%hd;aul fjkjd' Tng fldia .y" fo,a

.y u;la lr .kak mq`Mjkafk zglaZ .d,d' b;ska

fï máÉp iuqmamdoh fu;k§;a isoaO jqkdfk' wms

ys;uq flfklag f.or u;la fjkjd lsh,d' túg

;ukag fï Tlafldu ls%hdj,s t;k isoaO fj,d

;ukag f.or fmakak mgka .kakjd'

zwúÊcdh;afõj wfiai úrd. ksfrdafOdaZ

n,kak fYaIhlj;a ke;sj ksfrdaO fjk iajNdjhla

;sfhkjd' fiai lsh,d woyia lrkafk b;=rejfk'

t;fldg wfiai lshkafk b;=re fkdue;s lshk

woyihs' t;k ksfrdaO lsÍula fmkajkjd'

fmdâvlaj;a b;=re ke;sj tajdhska ksoyia ùu

Nj ksfrdaO cd;s ksfrdafOda' t;k t;fldg

iïmQ¾Kfhka fÉf;da úuqla;sh' zwhuka;s udcd;s

k;aÓ odks mqkíNfjdaZ iuqmamdolfha ksfrdaO lsÍu

Tlafldu iïmQ¾K jqkdg miafi fÉf;da úuqla;sh

Wod fjkjd' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jkafiaf.a Wodk

jdlHfha fldfyduo lshkafk zfÉf;da úuqla;s

whuka;s udcd;s k;aÓ odks mqkíNfjdaZ' uu

kej; iir WmÈkafka kE' uu fÉf;da úuqla;shg

m;ajqKd'

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wms fÉf;da úuqla;shg m;a fj,d kEfk'

fÉ;kd l¾u j,g yiqfj,d bkafk' ztaj fï;iai

flaj,iai ÿlaLlaLkaOiai ksfrdafOda fyda;sZ

Tlafldu ÿlaál t;kska bjr fjkjd' ±ka T;k

Wodlr.;a;" ,nd.;a; tl fudfyd;l fuu;ek

olsk tl ;ud uyd m%d;syd¾hh' uq,skau ;ukag

jegfykak ́ kE fï ud¾.h i;Hhla njg' i;Hhla

nj;a" ksjerÈ nj;a fï ;=,ska ug m%fhdackhla

.kak wjYH nj;a meyefokak ´kE' meyeÿkdg

miafi tal ys;,d lr.kak meye§ula fkdfjhs'

tfyu lr .;af;d;a tal jerÈhs' wfma yduqÿrefjd

.fï yduqÿrefjd lsh,d meyefokjd' tfyu

meyeÈ,d jevla kE' lreKq wjfndaOfhka i;Hh

oel,d meyefokak ´k" O¾uh .ek úuid n,kak

´kE' tfyu m¾fhaIK lroaÈ ;ukag ,efnkjd

tl wjia:djl wfiai úrd. ksfrdaO iajNdjh'

fYaIhlaj;a b;sß ke;sj mj;ajkak mq`Mjka iïud

.=Kh' iïud ÈÜÀ wdÈ fldg we;s wx. wgu t;ek

msysgkjd' túg tal {dK o¾Ykhla njg m;a

fjkjd' ilia jqk ish,a, fï f,daafla wks;Hh'

wms fudlo lrkafk' ks;ru yeu foau ks;H lr

.kakjd' wms ks;ru bkafk ixialdr O¾uhka

ks;H lrf.k' wks;H ks;H lrf.k' fïjd

lefvkjd" ìf|kjd" úkdY fjkjd lsh,d' tal

;uhs moku' tal ;uhs h:d¾:h lsh,d tal w,a,

f.k bkakjd' tal Wmdodkh lrf.k bkakjd'

fohla ;snqfKd;a ;uhs lefvkafk ìf|kafk'

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O¾uh weiSu" ukisldrfh fh§u" idlÉPd

lsÍu wdÈh Tn lrkak ´kE' kuq;a ksjkg

wod, foaj,a muKhs' fuys§ wdkkao yduqÿrefjd

b;du meyeÈ,j nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wykjd

ldufNda.S .sys Ôú; .; lrk whg fï O¾uh

lemo lsh,d@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia zTõZ lshkjd'

t;fldg wehs tfyu kï uyK fjkafk lsh,d

wykjd@ t;kÈ nqÿkajykafia foaYkd lrkafk

.sys Ôú; .;lrk whg iïndOl jeähs ta ksihs

uyK fjkak wjYH lsh,d' kuq;a .sys Ôú;

.;lrk whg;a fï O¾u uf.a .uka lrkak

mq¿jka' kuq;a thdg fïlg fj,dj kE" ld,h kE

fjka lr .kak' kuq;a fyd|u ;ek .sys Ôú;h'

fudlo ÿlaL i;Hh jvkak ´fk kE bfí ÿla

.eyeg ,efnkjfka' ÿlaL i;Hh f;afrkak Tng

m%{dj ;sfhkak ´k' fld;k isáh;a ÿlaL i;Hh

m%{dj ;sfhk flkdg f;afrkjd' fudlo ÿj,d

ÿj,d fudk foa ,nd .;a;;a wjidkh ;=Uila" ;ekQ

fõfhla jf.a fjkjd'

O¾uh lshkafk ikd;k O¾uhla' f,dalh

;=, kshuhka f.dvla muKhs ;sfhkafk' fï

kshu lr .kak ´keu fohla jeh fjkjd" CIh

fjkjd' O¾uh ;uhs fkdfjkia fjk tlu foa'

f.alg fj,d ysáfhd;a tlaflda f.a lefvkjd ;uka

boaÈ" ke;akï ;uka ke;sfj,d hkjd f.a ;sfhoaÈ'

f.dvla fj,djg isoaO fjkafk f.a ;sfhoaÈ ;uka

hk tlfk' t;fldg n,kak fldfyduo uu fï

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bJøshhka yfhka tf;r jkafk lsh,d' ta .ek

Tn m¾fhaIKh lrkak" ta .ek l,amkd lrkak'

t;fldg Tnf.a kqjk ÈhqKq fjhs' jrla folla

W;aidy lr,d w;yßk flfkl=g ÈhqKq fjkak nE'

tl È.g W;aidyhl fhÈÉp flfkla ;uhs ÈhqKq

fjkafk fudku fCIa;%hl jqk;a W;aidyjka;hd

;uhs wjidkfha ch.kafka'

wms ys;kak ´fka idudkH fm, úNd.h

olajd .shd kï ta i|yd fldÉpr uykais jqkdo@

úYaj úoHd, wOHdmkh olajd .shd kï fldÉpr

uykais jqKdo@ riaidjla lrkak" f.hla fodrla

yod.kak fldÉpr uykais jqkdo@ Bg idfmaCIs;j

O¾uhg fok uykaish" lemùu fldmuKo lsh,d'

fïl .ek fomdrla ys;=jg f;afrkafk ke;akï

w;yßkafka ke;=j ;j W;aidy lrkak' fuh

flfkl=g tfyu f,aisfhka f;afrkafka kE' Tn

fN!;sl foaj,a ,nd .kak .;a; uykaishg jvd

uykaishla" lemùula fokak' Tn fïl fomdrla

ys;=j;a f;afrkafk ke;akï fudlo lrkafka@

wylg ±ïud' tfyu fkfuhs ys;kak wms wOHdmkh

i|yd fjÉp uykaish" f.a yod.ekSug fjÉp

uykaish fldÉpro@ Bg jvd jeäfka' kuq;a Bg

jvd jeä uykaishla Tn fïlg fjkak ´kE' fï

f,dalfha f,dl=u ;ek wvq uykaishlska ,efnkak

úÈhla keyefka' yenehs wmsg f,aishs fudlo mdr

yodf.k fkfuhs wmsg hkak ;sfhkafk' yo,d

;sfhk mdfr hkak ;sfhkafk we;a;gu lshf;d;a

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Th we;af;d fï hkafk nqÿrcdKka jykafia

fydh,d §mq mdf¾' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fndfyda

ÿIalr;d uOHfha wixLH l,am ,CI .Kka mdró

mqr,d fï mdr fydhd .;af;' bka miafi ießhq;a"

uq.,ka" wdkkao wd§ ry;=ka jykafia,d fïfla mä

fm, yeÿjd' ±ka wmsg fmd;=;a ,sh,d" fï .d:d;a

,sh,d ;sfhkjd' wmsg fndfydu f,aisfhka fï

.uk hkak ;sfhkafk b;du f,aishs'

fudllao wms ks;ru lrkak lshkafka Tng

ukisldrfha fhfokak lshkafk' fï bJøshhka

yfhka tf.dv fjkafka fldfyduo lsh,d ks;ru

fydhkak n,kak ;ukau l%ufõohla ta i|yd yod

.kak Tng .e,fmk wdldrhg' t;fldg ;ukag

woyia my< fjkjd' bJøsh ksfrdaO lrkak ´kE

fldfyduo lsh,d' bJøshhka uf.a fkfï lsh,d

ys;=j;a ta ys;kafk uk bJøshfhkaufk' máÉp

iuqmamdofhka ksoyia fjkak kï ;sfhkafk

ksfrdaO fjkak' wruqKla my< fjkafk fï

bkaøshhka uq,alr f.khs' t;fldg ù¾hh lsßu

lshk tl bJøshhka yfhau ls%hdj,sho@ thska msg

ls%hdj,shlao@ fïfl fohla kE" fïfl fohla

;sfhkjd lsh,d is;Su;a ixl,amhla' iqN wiqN

ixl,am folla' bJøshhka yhgu f.dapr fkdjk

fohla bJøshhka yhlska hq;a ukqIHfhla jgyd.;a;d

lshk tl woyd .kak;a neß ;rï fohla' ukfia

;sfhk iajNdjhfk máÉp iuqmamdoh lshkafk'

ta ukfia ;sfhk iajNdjhka ish,a,f.kau ksoyia

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jQ wjia:dj wfiah úrd. ksfrdaO wjia:djla' fï

lsisjla ke;a;djQ rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr"

ú[a[dK lshk ta myu ke;a;djQ wjia:djla

f,dalfha ,enqjd lshk tl woykaj;a neß fohla'

ta lshkafk wms mqreÿ fj,d ;sfhkafk wefyk

olsk fohla .kak' lKg jefgk fohla .kak'

ta foaj,a fyd|yß krlyß ta úÈhg .kakjd' wms

fudkjo .kafk@ wms krlhs lsh,d .;af;d;a

.kafk lK keue;s fodrgqfjka' ta jf.au wms

fyd|hs lsh,d .kafk;a lK kue;s fodrgqfjka'

fï ish,a, wms .;af; fï fodrgq yhgu idfmaCIj'

kuq;a fï bkaøsh yhgu idfmalaI fkdjQ wjia:djg

;uhs wms lshkafk bJøsh úIh blaujQ wjia:dj

lsh,d' fuh bkaøshhkag wkqnoaO úIh Odrdjla

fkfuhs' wms Ôú;hla lsh,d .; lrkafk fï

bJøshhka yhg wkqnoaO foaj,a' weyeg" lKg"

kdihg" ys;g jf.a wkqnoaO foaj,a Tiafia ;uhs wms

wfma tÈfkod Ôú;h f.dvk.d .kafka' kuq;a wms

Ôú;h w;aoelSï ;=, wfma Ôú; iajNdúl ;;ajhg

m;afjkjd'

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ksy`vj lrk ,o Ndjkdfõ§ l=ulao wmsg ±kqfk@

ta ms<sn| Tnu úuid ±k .kak Tfí ±lau .uka

lrkafka l=uk wdldrfhkao lshd wjfndaO fjkak

ta úuid ne,Su Wmldr fõú' ;ukag ,enqk" ±kqk

iajNdjh l=ulao@ fudk jf.a w;a±lSulao Tn fï

ksy`vj lrk ,o Ndjkdfõ§ w;aúkafo@ wms wr

úfYaI lreKla wjOdrKh l<d' fï wms lrkq

,nk ish,a,u" ú¢kq ,nk ish,a,u" wms úiska

w;aolskjfka' wdYajdi m%Yajdih" is;sú,s we;sj

mej; ke;sj hdu" tjf.au YdÍßl fõokd wdÈh

w;aolskjdfka' tal wms w;aolskak ´k m<fjks

mshjr' B,`.g wms l%udkql+,j ;j mshjrla

biairyg f.kshkak ´fka' tkï fï ish,a, ud

w;a olsk ix{djka ud úiska ujd .kakd ,o wúoHd

iy.; udhdldÍ ix{djka nj;a Tn úiskau f;areï

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is; Tfí ñ;=frla fia fmfkk udhdjlao @

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.kak ´fka' fï foaj,a uq,skau w;aolsk ksid uu

w;aolsk nj f;areï .kak' uu ys;kafka fï uf.a

bÈßhg hkakkï ta ms<sn|j Tn fyd| wjfndaOfhka

tf;kag meñKsh hq;=hs' m<uq mshjur Tn fyd¢ka

w;aúkaod jf.au fofjks mshjf¾ ;sfhk foa;a Tn

fyd¢kau w;a ú¢kak ´kE'

fudllao m<fjks tl ix{djlska wms

isÿlrkjd" wdYajdi m%Yajdih y÷k.kakjd" is;sú,s

we;sj mej; ke;=j hdu w÷k .kakjd" B,`.g YÍr

fõokdÈh y÷kd.kakjd" fï tl ix{djlska' ±ka

B,`. fohska wms lrkafk ta w÷k.;a;djQ ix{djka

úo¾Ykdjg .kakjd' wms fuf;kaÈ úo¾Ykdjg

.kafk wdYajdi m%Yajdihhs" is;sú,s iajNdjhhs

fõokd iajNdjhhs B,`.g wms úo¾YKdjg .kakjd'

ta y÷kd.;a; ta wjfndaO lr.;a; m%{duh .=Kh"

ix{duh .=Kh úo¾Ykdjg .kakjd'

fudlo ie`.ú,d ;sfhkjd Tfí uuxldrh

wr.;a; ix{dfj' wr fofjkshg bkak ix{dfj;a

uuxldrh yex.s,d ;sfhkjd' wms m<fjks mshjfrka

f;areï .;a;d wdYajdi m%Yajdih ;=," is;sú,s

;=," YÍrh ;=, uu" uf.a lshd i;Hhla kE' fï

ish,a,u we;=j mej; ke;=j hk O¾u;d lsh,d'

fïl foúfhl=g" n%yaufhl=g" flfkl=g whs;s

fohla fkfuhs lshk foa wms y÷kd.;a;d' t;fldg

wms tal f.dapr lr .;a;d" tfyu;a ke;akï wms

tal jgyd.;a;d" f;areï .;a;d' ta f;areï .ekSu

lf,a hï lsis ix{djlska ta O¾u ix{djlafk

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t;k ;snqfk' ±k .ekSu" ord .kakdjQ O¾u lsh,d

lshkafk;a" O¾u wjfndaO lsh,d lshkafk;a fï

ord .kakdjQ .=Kh jgyd .ekSughs'

t;fldg wms tla fldgila wjfndaO lr .;a;d'

t;k ;j;a ix{djla ujd .kakjd' t;fldg tl

fldgila w,a,.kakjd' ±ka wms mqgqjla tys j¾K"

yev" f;areï .kak wms w,a,d .kafka fudllao@

talg wms weye w,a,.kak ´kE" w;S; ±kqu w,a,

.kak ́ kE" tajd w,a,f.k ;uhs wms mqgqj wjfndaO

lr .kafka' t;fldg wms lshkjd mqgqj l`M mdghs"

Èrkjd" lefvkjd" ìf|kjd" úkdY fjkjd lsh,d'

wms yenehs t;kÈ mqgqfõ úo¾Ykdj ±lald'

yenehs tal olskak mqgqj miqìfï w,a,.;a; ál;a

;sfhkjd' kuq;a wms w,a,d .;a; áfla úo¾Ykdj

±lafl kE' ±ka wms tajfha úo¾Ykdj;a n,kak ́ kE"

B,`.g tafl úo¾Ykdj n,, bjr fjkfldg" tal

olskak ujd .;a; ;j ix{djla ;sfhkj' B,`.g

wmsg tkak isoaO fjkjd tal úo¾Ykdjg ,la

lrkak' tal úo¾Ykdjg ,lalr,d bjr fjkfldg

tal wjfndaO lr .kak" ujd .kak ;j ix{djla

;sfhkjd@ B,`.g tal úo¾Ykdjg .kak fjkjd'

B,`.g tal úo¾Ykdjg .ekSu i|yd ujd.;a;

;j ix{djla ;sfhkjd' tal;a wmsg úo¾Ykdjg

.kak fjkjd' Tn Th úÈhg yeu fohlau

úo¾Ykdjg wrf.khs wfiai úrd. ksfrdaO lshk

;ekg m;a fjkafk' fYaIhlaj;a fkdue;s" lsisÿ

fohla w,a,df.k ke;s lsisÿ fohla wjfndaO lr

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fkd.;a;djQ ta .eUqre O¾uh jpkfhka lsh,d

ksu lrkak neß ta .eUqre O¾uh ;ukag m%;HCI

fjkjd' b;du .eUqre fldgila ;uhs wms Th wjÈ

lf¾ Ndjkdj wdYs%;j'

±ka f;arekd fkao fudk ;rï ishqï ie`.jqkq

.eUqre O¾uhla ;sfhkjo lsh,d' ziÑ;a; mßfhda

omKxZ ys; oukh lrkak' Th ys; ;ukaf.

fkfuhs' Th ys; ;ukaf. kï ;ukag ysßyer

lrkjo" jo fokjo@ kE' Th ys; wr idxidßlj

meñks uyd l¾u n,fõ.hla' ta l¾u n,fõ.h

úiska fï YÍrhg wK lrjkjd' fuhg WodryK

olajkafk fldrhs" wkaOhhs lsh,d' idxidßlj

iißka wdmq n,fõ.h ;uhs fldrd' ta fldrdg

jev lr .kak nEfk w;a fol;a" ll=,a fol;a kE

yenehs thdg weia ;sfhkjd" lka wefykjd' fï

Njfha§ fï ,enqk YÍr l+vqj wkaOhd wr ixidfrka

,eìÉp ;Kaydj kue;s fldrd fï Njfha ,enqk

YÍrh iy {dKh u; wkaOhdf.a lrg k.skjd'

ke.,d lshkjd fufyu fufyu" fufyu fufyu

lrkak lsh,d' ñksiaiq fufyu fufyu" fufyu

fufyu lrf.k hkjd' ;Kayd odfida" ;Kaydjg

odifhda fj,d' ñksiaiq Tlafldau jy,a¨ ;Kaydj

kue;s woDYHudk n,fõ.hg jy,a¨ fj,d' tafl

jev lr lr bkakjd' tf;kag fiajh lrkjd'

fldÉpr fiajh l<;a iEySulg m;a fjkafk kE'

ta ksid ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd úo¾Ykd lrkak

lsõfõ' fï f,dalfhka iEySulg m;a fjkak

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mq`Mjka fohla fkfuhs ;Kaydj lshkafka' fï

;Kaydjg fiajh lr,d iEySug m;a fjkak nE' ta

ksid f;areï .kak uu fï jy,a lfuka ksoyia

fjkak ´fka lsh,d' jy,a lfuka ksoyia fjkjd

lshkafk ud¾.M, ,dNS flfkla fjkjd lshk

tl' thd isf;ys n,mEug hg;a fjkafka kE' tal

;uhs m%Odk ,CIKh' mD:.ackhd isf;ys n,mEug

hg;a fjkjd' is; wK lfrd;a is;e`.s mßÈ ls%hd

lrkjd' tal ;uhs jy,a lu lsh,d lshkafka'

ud¾.M, ,dNS wh isf;ys foa O¾uhg .,m,d

n,kjd' isf;ys yg .;a foa O¾uhg .,mkjd

h:d¾:hg .,mkjd hqla;shg .,mkjd' talhs

wr ixidfrÈ fmkajkafk pq,a, mÿu cd;lfhka

fmkajkjfka' pq,a, mÿu l=udrhd b;du wdofrhs

ìß|g' ldka;drfha w;rux jqkdu Wf¾ m,,d

f,a fokjd msmdfig' fndai;dKka jykafia

ixidfrÈ iïud ÈÜÀlhs ìij mD:.ackfk'

ta ksid is;g jy,a fjkjd' kuq;a fndai;dKka

jykafia,d ljodj;a is;e`.s mßÈ jev lrkafk kE'

fldgd uq,ska oelalyu Th fldgd ùis lrkafk

fudlgo@ Th l=Kq f.dvla .;af; wms Ôj;a fj,d

bkafk wmsg;a wudrefjka fkao lsh,d rdc o`vqjï

j,g ,la fjÉp flfkla' kuq;a fldgdf. ;=jd,

ikSm fj,d ,iaik fj,d wdjg miafi rc;=udg

jvd ñysrla ±kqkd fldgd ,`.' Bg miafi fudlo

lrkafk' is;e`.s mßÈ jy,a fjk flkd O¾uhg

;uka .kak ;SrK .,mkafka kE' fï .;a;

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;SrKhg;a O¾uh .e,mqqfj kE" hqla;shg .e,mqfj

kE' kqU m,hka mrf,dj lsh,d ;,a¨ lr,d

±ïud lkafoka m,af,ydg' Th foa ;uhs f,dafl

;sfhkafk' ldufNda.S ñksiaiq ´l ;uhs lrkafk'

msßñ lrkafk;a ´l" ia;S%ka fjkqfjka ñkS urd

.kakjd" há W.=,a wÈkjd" ia;S%ka lrkafk;a ´l

f,dafl bkak msßñ ,nd .kak fkdfhl=;a mdml¾u

isÿlrkjd'

;u is;e`.s mßÈ jev lrk wh isf;ys

we;sjkakdjQ i;Hhg" hqla;shg" h:d¾:hg" oyug

.,mkak ´kE' m%{djka; Tn ta ;ek bkakjdo@

hï m%udKhl ta ;ek Tn bkakjd lsh,d uu

úYajdi lrkjd' fudlo tf;kag tkafk ke;akï

O¾u ud¾.hg tkak úÈhla kEfk' ta m%udKh

iShg iShla fjkafk ilaldhÈÜÀh ke;sjqk

ojig' t;lka jy,a Ndjfhka ksoyia fjkafk

kE' ta jy,a Ndjfha hï m%udKhlg ì| .;a; ksid

fuf;kag weú,a,d bkakjd' fudllao thg fya;=j'

ta jy,aNdjfh ld,hlau fhÈ,d ±ka uykaishs'

ta úÈyg uykais fjÉp ksid ÿlla ±fkkjd' ta

jf.a ÿlla ±fkk ksid fï jy,a Ndjhg jvd

fjkia fohla fydhkak ´kE lsh,d O¾uhg fhduq

fjkjd' fï Njfhka ,nd .;a; {dKh yryd

fmdâv fmdâv ;ukaf.a m%{d wei mdo .kakjd'

fï .ukauf.au uu ;j biairyg .sh;a ug ,nkak

fohla kE lsh,d f;areï wrf.k fmdâv fmdâv

O¾u ud¾.hg yefrkak mgka .kakjd' Th wei

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weÍug kï iïmQ¾Kfhka ixfõokd ye`.Sï ish,a,

blaujd hk oyug msúfikak ´k' talg lshkafk

bJøsh úIh blaujkjd lsh,d' bJøshhkag f;afrk

úÈhg yef`.k úÈh" ±fkk úÈh blaujkjd'

tjka jQ {dKhlska ;uhs bka miafi jev lrkafk'

tfyu ke;akï bkaøshhka j, isrlrefjla jf.a

Tng yeuodu jy,alï lrf.k bkak isÿfjkjd'

bJøshhka j, ;uhs fï ukqIHhd

f;rfmkafk' bJøshhka j, ye`.=ï ±kqï

f;rfmkjd' mD:.ackhd bJøshhka j,g ,efnk

i;aldr ug ,efnk fohla yeáhg i,lkjd"

bJøshhka j,g ,efnk fodaYdfrdamk ug ,efnk

fodaIdfrdamk úÈhg i,lkjd" lKg wefyk foa ta

úÈfhkau wuq wuqfõï .kakjd" weyeg fmfkk foa

ta úÈhgu .kakjd' ta úÈhg ukqIHhd bJøshhka

j, fiajlfhla jqkyu mqÿu úÈhg fõokd ú¢kjd'

yu .,jmq .jfhlaf. wef`.a ueiafid" lDóka

jeyqjyu fudk ;rï fõokdjlao@ fld;ekg

.sh;a yu .,jmq .jhd fõokd ú¢kjd' tajf.a

;uhs mD:.ack ukqiaihd ta ;rï ÿlaÅ;Ndjhla

;uhs ú¢kafka' fï ñksiaiq ;r`. jeÈ,d jev

l<dg ñksiaiq w;a ú¢k ÿl;a ta ;rï ta

jdf.au ixidfrÈ ,nkak ;sfhk fõokdj;a ta

jf.a' fõokdjka ksid ixfõ§;d ksid" fudk ;rï

ukqIHhd ÿla ú¢kjo@ fudkjgo wms fï ;rï

ixfõ§ fjkafk'

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wúÊcd mÉphd ixLdrd

ixLdr mÉpdh ú[a[dKx

ú[a[dK mÉphd kdurEmx

kdurEm mÉphd i,dh;kx

i,dh;k mÉphd Miai

Miai mÉphd fõokd

fudkjo fï wúoHdfõ fodrgq' wúoHdfõ

jlaläka .,d tkfoaj,a ksid ;uhs Tn ú¢kafk

ú|jkafka' wúoHdfõ jlaläka .,d tk c,hhs

mD:.ackhd mdkh lrkafk' tal mdkh lryu

¨Kq j;=r ìõjd jf.a' ̈ Kq j;=r ìjqjyu fudllao

fjkafka@ fudllao ta WodyrKfha f;areu' ¨Kq

j;=r ìõjyu msmdih jeä fjkjd' mD:.ack

f,dalhd wr wúoHdfõ jlaläka .,d f.k tk

wr wúoHdiy.; j;=r fndkjd' ìõjyu msmdih

jeä fjkjd' talhs ñksiaiqkaf. ri ;DIaKdj bjr

fj,d ke;af;a'

±ka Tn tys we;s wúoHdj f;areï .kak'

ys; lshkafk ys;jf;la fkfuhs Tfí y;=frla'

ziÑ;a; mßfhda omKxZ ys; oukh lr.kak'

ys; lshkafka y;=frla' oukh lrkak lshkafk

m%;sjdÈfhlajfk' md,kh ke;s ;ukag tfrysj

meñfKk is; m%;sjdÈfhla yeáhg i,lkjdo@

Tn Tfí is; y;=frla yeáhg i,lkjo@ fuf;la

l,a ys;=jd kï ys; lshkafka Tfí hd`Mfjla lsh,d

Tn wo b|,d i,lkak ys; lshkafka Tfí y;=frla

lsh,d' jxpdldrfhla" fm%davdldrfhla" fydfrla

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lsh,d' tfyu kï ;udg fjk flfkl=u fkfuhs'

is; yßhg f;areï .;a;kï ys; hd`Mfjla fkfuhs

y;=frla lsh,d' Tfí ys; oukh lsÍu t;k b|,d

wdrïN fjkjd' is; blaujd hEu lshk tl t;k

b|,d wdrïN fjkjd' nqÿjreka l,hq;= foaj,a

is;kjd' kuq;a udr mrdch lr,d is;g jev lrkjd

fkfuhs isf;ka jev .kakjd' mD:.ackhd is;g

jev lrkjd' kuq;a ry;=ka isf;ka jev .kakjd'

ál fõ,djla fk;a mshdf.k Tn fï ál yßhg

f;areï .kak n,kak' fyd|g f;areï wr.kak

ksy`vju fï lreKq ál f;areï .kak' fuf;la

l,a Tn ,nd.;a w;a±lSï ish,a, m%fhdackhg

wrf.k f;areï .kak' fï is; kue;s m%;sjdÈhd

m%;sjdÈfhlao@ ke;skï ñ;=frlao@ hkak f;areï

.kak' fk;a mshdf.k ta oyï lreK l,amkd

lrkak'

±ka fï ysf;a ;sfhk tl iajNdjhla ;uhs

wfma ysf;a ie`.ú,d fudku yß fohlg leue;a;la

we;s jqfkd;a ta leue;a; biau;= lr lr wmg

fokjd' taflka wmsj rjÜg .kak n,kjd' uu

leu;s jqfkd;a frdai u,a j,g frdai u,a hdhla

fmkajkjd' ysf;a fld;kl yß hulg leue;a;la

;snqfkd;a ta leue;a; mdol lrf.k ta foh w,a,d

.kakjd' ;ukag oafõY lrkak" ixfõ§ lrkak

wjYH is;=ú,s yo yod" yo yod fmkajkjd'

Tfí Th ys; Tng ñ;=re nj fmkajkafk

;djld,slj'

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ndysr ls%hdj,shlska uu;ajh ;sfhkjo keoao

lsh,d ukskak nE' iïm%odhslj .,df.k hk

jpk iuQyhl iïuq;shl ;uhs wms Tlafldu /¢,d

bkafk' tl ixialD;shl ;uhs wms Tlafldu

bkafka' kuq;a tajdhska fuh ukskak nE' uu;ajh

w;yeÍu ;sfhkafk yo m;af,kauhs' iuyr foaj,a

j,g iuyr wh msáka wlue;shs' kuq;a we;=,g

.sys,a,d n,kak leue;shs' iuyr foaj,a j,g

ñksiaiq msáka fndfydu leu;shs we;=,g .sys,a,d

ne¨jdu wleu;shs' tal ;uhs iajNdjh' wkqka

f;areï .kak fkfï" ;uka f;areï .kak W;aidy

lrkak' uki kue;s i;=rd ;ukag leu;s foa

,ndfokafk ñ;=re fjiska' ;ud,`. bkak i;=rd

;uka leu;s foa ,nd fokjd ;ukaj uq,d lrkakg'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia fufyu l;djla foaYkd

lr,d ;sfhkjd' Tkak ,iaik r;a;rka mdg

uqfjla ysáhd rc;=ud ovhfï hoaÈ ±lald uqjdg

úÈkak;a f,daNhs' fudlo úoafod;a uefrkjfka'

b;ska rc;=udg fï uqjdj mK msáka ,nd .kak

wdidjla we;s jqkd' b;ska rc;=ud wK fnrhla

hejqjd fï uqjdj mK msáka w,a,d fokak lsh,d'

tl mqoa.,fhla bÈßm;a jqkd' thdg Wjukdfoa

weiqjdu fld, w;= ñáhl=hs" ó meKs ,nq leghl=hs

fokak lSjd¨' bka miafi rc;=ud tajd imhd ÿkakd'

biair fj,du fudlo lf,a uqjd ;K fld, lk

m%foaYfha ó meKs .Ejd ;Kfld, j,' uqjd ó meKs

.Ejqk ;K fld, lEjd' ál ojila fufyu lr,d

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miafi fld, w;= ñáhl ó meKs .d,d ÿkakd'

b;ska tfyu ld,d hkjd' ál ojila mqreÿ

jqkdu fld, w;= ñáh lld uqjd ud,s.hgu wdj¨'

b;ska rc ud,s.dj we;=,g .shdg miafi f.aÜgq

jy,d ±ïud' tfyu ;uhs uqjdj w,a,d .;af;a'

Tkak Th úÈhu ;uhs uki;a' rc;=udf.

wK fnrhg wdmq fiajlhf. jefâ ;uhs uki

lrkafk' fiajlhd ;uhs uki uqjd ;uhs ;uka' ta

ksid Tn;a msáka fmak foag /jfgkak tmd .eUqßka

ta Èyd n,kak' ta ksid uqjd fuka u Tn;a fï

uki miqmi ri ;Kaydfj we,S hkafka urKhg

ke;skï ixidr ÿlg' ixidfrÈ ;, ;sia folgu

udre fjkjd' iuyr whf. idxidßl mqreÿ k;r

lrkak nE' ñksia isf;a mD:.ack iajNdjfha

fõ.h jeähs' tl mdrgu f,dl= wkqlïmdjla we;s

fjkjd jf.au ta m%udKhgu f,dl= oafõYhl=;a

yg.kak mq¿jka' bJøsh mfya úkaokh muKhs' fï

wúoHd fudaydkaOldrfha ñksiaiq bkak ;ek fudk

;rï m%md;hlao@ ta ksid ufkda f,dalfhka jyd

ksoyia jkak' uki w,a,d .;af;d;a thd yßhg

.sKs f.dvla nod .;a; flfkla jf.a msÉfpkjd'

yßhg m<`.eáfhla jf.a' ish,a, uf.a lsh,d

w,a,f.k tajd nodf.ku wjidkfha uefrkjd'

is; Tfí y;=frla kï ys; m,jd yßkak

´kE' ug ´jhska m,la keye lsh,d ys;kak' Tn

hï fohlg jeä m%;sY;hlska wdi lf,d;a udr

ji`.hg hkjd' ta ksid Tn f,dalfha ;sfhk

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ksiaidr nj" ÿlaL;djh" wkd;au ndjh wdÈ fï

ish,a, f;areï .kak' wks;H;djfh msysgkak

kï wkd;au;djh ÿlaL;djh ±kf.k bkak ´kE'

f,dalfha ish`M fokdgu urK Nh ;sfhkjd'

ke;sfjk nj okakjd' kuq;a ta foaj,a ukiska

ks;H lr .kakjd' ks;H lshkafk kshu lr

.kakjd lshk tlghs' kshu lr .;a;g miafia

ta foh tys iajNdjh yd kshu lr .kakg l,ska

iajNdjh fjkia' ta foi olsk" ±fkk iajNdjh

fjkia' wkqkaf.a" uf.a lsh,d fohla kE fï

f,dalfha kslïu /jàula ú;rhs ;sfhkafka' ta

fiaru ufkda ldrl O¾u ujd.;a;" ;o lr .kak"

ks;H lr .kak O¾u' ry;ka jykafia,d jev

isákafka wks;H;djfh' uuxldrh ke;s jqkdg

miafi w; yeÍu ksrdhdifhka isÿ fjkjd'

mD:.ackhd w,a,d .ekSu;a" w; yeÍu;a wdhdifhka

isÿ lrkjd' yu .,jmq .jhd jf.a ÿla fõokd

ú¢kjd' ta úÈhg ke;sj Tn mj;sk iajNdjfhka

f,dafl Èyd n,kak mqreÿ fjkak túg ta h:d

iajNdjh Tng oefkkak mgka .kSú'

wms hïlsis ojil fudk jf.a ;;ajhlg

tkl,a ukisldrh jeähhq;=o@ wms lsisjl fkd/

f|k ;;ajhg tkl,a wfma ukisldrh jvkak ́ fka'

fyd|g u;l ;shd .kak fldf;la olajdo@ lsisjl

Tn fkd/f|k ;;ajhg meñfKk f;la' ;ud ;=,

;ud /¢,;a kE tajf.au msg fohla ;=, ;ud /¢,;a

kE" túg ;uka fjk wka ;ekl /¢,;a kE' kuq;a

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fï ldrKh mD:.ack ys;lg" mD:.ack {dKhlg

wod, lr.kak nE' fudlo /£ula we;=j" ye`.Sula

.kakjd ñila /£ula ke;sj ±kSula .kak {dKh

mD:.ackhdg kE' ry;ka jykafia,dg odkh

j<|kak mq`Mjka odkh Wmdodkh lr .kafk ke;=j'

ta jf.au l=áhl jdih lrkak mq`Mjka l=áh kshu

lr .kafk ke;sj" ta jf.au ñksiaiq wdY%h ksY%h

lrkak mq`Mjka w,a,d .kafk" kshu lr .kafk

ke;sj' kuq;a mD:.ack f,dalfha w;yer,d fiajh

lsÍula keye' yeu fohlau w,a,df.k" Wmdodkh

lrf.khs jev lghq;= isÿlrkafka' Tn isÿlrkq

,nk ls%hdfõ m%;sM,h .ek yeu úgu n,kak ug

t;ek wjidkfha§ ,efnk m%;sM,h ;Dma;su;ao

lsh,d Tnu úo¾YKd lr n,kak'

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zhxfLda NslaLfõ ÿlaLx ;;% f;a ckafoda

myd;ïfnda;sZ hula uyfKks ÿl kï kej; kej;

talg wef,kak tmd' ;;%;;%dNskkao;S lshkafk

talfk' z;;%f;a ckafodaZ kej; kej; talg we,Su

myd;ífnda;s m%ydKh lrkak' hula ÿl kï Tng

Tn talg mek mek ÿl ú¢kak tmd' Tng ±fkkjd

kï t;fldg ÿla fkdú¢k fohla ÿlla lr .kak

yokak;a tmd' fïl ÿlla lsh,d fmakafk kE'

kuq;a wms tal nf,ka ÿlla lsh,d ys;kak mgka

.kakjd' b;ska tl jerÈhsfka' t;fldg Tng

we;a;gu ;sfhkafk ÿlla fkdjk fohla ÿlla

lsh,d olskak W;aidy lrkak fkfï' ÿlla lsh,

±fkk foa z;;%f;a ckafoda myd;ífnda;sZ talg

kej; kej; wef,kafk ke;sj tflka ksoyia

fjkak'

14

ÿlg fkdwe¨k is;l ksfrdaOh

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b;ska ±kg fudkjo wmsg ÿlhs ÿlhs lsh,d

f;afrkafk@ ´kEu fohla j;_udkfha iemla

lsh,d f;afrkjd' tal wkd.; ÿlla úh yelshs'

ta ojiaj, foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd uyfKks"

leu;s foaj,a ñksiaiqkag ÿla Wmojkjd lsh,d'

leu;s foaj,a ñksiqkaf.a is;a .kakd fohla fudlo

lrkafk ÿl Wmojkjd lsh,d' b;ska ta ldf, ysgmq

m`äjre {dKjka;fhd Tlafldu ál tl;=fj,d

lsjqjd keye leu;s foaj,a ,enqfkd;a" ;sfhkjd kï

ÿl WmÈkafk keye' leu;s foa ÿl Wmojkafk

keye i;=ghs Wmojkafk lsh,d ;¾lhla bÈßm;a

l<d' b;ska ´l fldfid,a rc;=udg mjd .sys,a,d

fldfid,a rc;=ud mjd wmeyeÿkd' n,kak nqÿ

yduqÿrefjd fï jf.a l;djla lsh,d ;sfhkjfka"

leu;s foaj,a ukqIHfhl=g ÿl Wmojkjd lsh,d'

Bg miafi nqÿyduqÿrefjd ,`.g u,a,sld foaúh

úiska mKsjqvlrefjla hj,d wy,d ;sfhkjd

nqÿ yduqÿrefjd fufyu foaYKhla l,do lsh,d'

t;kÈ nqÿ yduqÿrefjd foaYkd l<d leu;s foa

ukqIHhkag ÿl Wmojkjd lsh,d wr wyj,a

.fï wyj,a ;eke;a;sh ;ukaf.a iajdñhd ke;s

fj,d oE; T`Mfõ .idf.k ykaÈhla ykaÈhla

.dfk w`vkjd' wr wyj,a .fï wyj,a l=,fha

wr mqxÑ orejd ke;s fj,d ta ;eke;a;sh ú,dm

foñka w`vkjd" lE .ykjd' b;ska ;uka leu;s

foa fkao ÿl Wmojkafk lsh,d' t;fldg leu;s

foa fudllao lrkafk@ j;_udkfha i;=gla úkao;a

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leu;s yeu fohlau fl,jr ;sfhkafk ÿl' wms

lue;s wfhla tlafld ta we;af;d fjka fj,d hoaÈ"

tfyu ke;akï wms iuqf.k hoaÈ ÿla fjkjd ÿl

we;sfjkjd'

t;fldg wms ndysr wdOHd;añl hk folu

ÿflka ksoyia lr .kak ´ke' tal ;uhs lrkak

;sfhkafk' nqÿ oyu ÿlg ;,a¨ lrkafk keye'

ÿlhs ÿlhs lsh, ys;=jyu wfma ukia flf,ia j,ska

f;dr fjkafk keye' ÿl lshkafka laf,aIhla"

ye`.Sula' ÿl lsh,d lshkafk" ixfõ.h lsh,d

lshkafk" ms,sl=, lsh,d lshkafk" wms%h;djh

lsh,d lshkafk" wm%idoh lsh,d lshkafk

laf,aIhla ke;skï ye`.Sula' t;fldg ksjkla

;=, ;sfnkafk wm%idohla" ms<sl=,la" .eàula

fkfuhs' f.dvla wh ,`. ;sfhkafk wm%idohla"

ms<sl=,la" .eàula" m%;slafIamhla ;sfhkafk' wfka

ux okafk kE fudkjd fj,do lsh,d' tajd kï

ux l;dlrkak hkafk kE' kuq;a tfyu fohla

fkfuhs ;sfhkafk" yßu WmYdka; ;ekla ksjk

lshkafk' ta lshkafk leu;shs lshk tl;a fkfuhs'

wlue;shs lshk tl;a fkfuhs' t;k ;sfhkafk

WmYdka; iajNdjhla' fÉf;da úuqla;shla' b;ska

wms wr m%isoaOj lrk Ndjkdj,a álla ;sfhkjd'

tajfha fmdä jerÈ wvqmdvqlï álla ;sfhkjd'

yskaÿ oyu;a tlal ñY% fj,d Bg wkq.; fjÉp

Ndjkdj,a rdYshla ;sfhkjd' ta iïnkaOfhka

tfyu ls%hd lrkak .sfhd;a kï wmyiq;djhlg

m;a fjkjd'

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kuq;a wmsg mq`Mjka tod nqÿ yduqÿrejkaf.

y;r mo .d:djlska ksjk ±lald jf.a wo;a O¾uh

wy,d úu¾YKh lr,d ksjka olskak' Th .d:dj,a

j, ;sfhkafk Ndjkd lrkak lsh,d fldydgj;a

.sys,a,d kE' ;sfhkafk iQ;%h wioaÈ ksjka ±lald'

fï iQ;% foaYkdfõ fl<jr fidajdka jqkd" fï

iQ;% foaYkdfõ fl,jr wßy;a jqkd lsh,d' b;ska

taf.d,a,kag fudl=;a §,d kEfk lruia:dkhla'

wNHka;rh n,kak lsjqfj;a kE' ndysr n,kak

lsjqfj;a kE' b;ska tfyjq O¾u;djhla fïl'

tfyu ke;sj ñksiaiqkag wruqKq álla §,d ta

wruqK;a tlal hqoaO lrk yskaÿ Ndjkd l%u keye'

tfyu fohla keye' kqjkg jgyd .ekSula lrkak

;sfhkafk' úo¾Ykdjla lrkak ;sfhkafka'

Ndjkdj lshk tflka woyia fjkafk Ndú;dj'

nqÿ oyfï fmkajqj úo¾Ykd Ndjkdj lshkafk

zlsx iÉp .fõisZ' l=ulao i;Hh lsh,d mÍCId

lr, ne,Su' m¾fhaIK lr,d ne,Su' t;fldg

i;Hh lshk tflka woyia lrkafk ksjk' ksjk

l=ula±hs fidhkjd' fld;eko ksjk ;sfhkafk'

fld;eko ksjk yex.s,d ;sfhkafk' fldhs úÈfha

fohlao@ yeu fudfyd;lu zlsx iÉpZ t;fldg

ta fydhk flkd m¾fhIKh lrk flkd ksjk

f;areï lr .ekSu i|yd W;aidyj;a fjkjd'

tfyu kï iq`M fudfyd;la wms Ndjkd lruq'

uu w`M;au Ndjkd l%uhlg Th we;a;kaj fhduq

lrkjd' wms n,uqfld fï Ndjkd l%uhg fhduq

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lr,d ;ukag ,efnk l=i, Yla;sh fldhs úÈhg

n,mdkjo lsh,d fï fmd; lshjk fï fudfydf;u

Tn fuh lrkak'

fyd|hs fk;a mshdf.k ikaiqka jkak'

fï fudfydf;a fufyu l,amkd lrkak'

Tn isákafk fï fudfydf;a oyj,a ld,fha

fkdfõ lsh,d l,amkd lrkak' ±ka ud isákafka

oyj,a ld,fha fkdfõ' B,`.g Tn l,amkd

lrkak ±ka ud isákafka rd;s% ld,fha;a fkdfõ'

oyj, lsjqjdu WoEik" uOHyak" ijia ish`Mu

ld,h whs;shs' rd;s%h lsjqjyu ikaOHdj" uOHu

rd;s%h" w`Mhï ld,h whs;sh lsh,d u;l ;shd

.kak' t;fldg fldgia follg uu lshkjd'

oyj,a ld,h iy rd;s% ld,h lsh,d' ±ka Tn is;ska

fufyu wêIaGdk lrkak' ±ka ud isákafka oyj,a

ld,fha fkdfõ' ±ka ud isákafka rd;s% ld,fha

fkdfõ' Th úÈhg úkdäfhka úkdähg fufkys

lrkak' Th wdldrhg È.gu fufkys lrkak'

úkdähla ú;r fufkys lr,d ta wod, ia:dkhg

is; muqKqjd .kak' ta úÈhg muqKqjd .ksñka wms

úkdä myf,djla ú;r fhfokak' Tng úfYaI

w;a±lSï iuqodhla ,efíú'

wmsg Wjukd lrkafk m<fjks ud¾. {dKfha

isg y;rfjks ud¾. {dKh olajd ±k .kak

fkfuhs' m<fjks ud¾.hg nei .kak' ke;skï

ta ud¾. {dKh wjfndaO lr .ekSuhs wmg lrkak

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;sfhkafka' wßy;a M,h .ek ±k .;a; lsh,d

taflka we;sjk ir, ±kqula ;sfhkjfka' Tn

okakjd Tng tf;kag hkak nE lsh,d' hkak

mq`Mjkao fï wd;aufha' tfyu kï b;ska .sh

flfla yïn fjkaku ´fk' Bg;a jvd fï ;sfhk

{dk uysuhhs fï ;sfhk jev rdcldßhs tlal,d

Tng ljodj;a ry;a fjkak fï wd;aufha mq`Mjkao@

Okd;aul Ñka;kh yeáhg mq`Mjka lsh,d ys;kak

´k fkao' neß jqk;a ys;kak ´ke fkao@ kuq;a

ys;kak lshk whj;a tf;kag m;a fj,d kE'

iuyr wh lshkjd fï wd;aau Njfhau ry;a fjkak

ksjka olskak ´kE lsh,d' kuq;a lshk flkdj;a

ksjka ±l,d kE'

wms lshkafk tÉpr ÿrg fkfuhs' Tng

fï Ydik ud¾.hg f,daflda;a;r jYfhka we;=,a

jqfkd;a tfyu jákjfka' talu jákjd' fudlo

Bg miafi foaj,a iir fldfyduyß mqreÿ fjhs'

Tnj i;r wmd.dó fjk ksrhg weo ouk ta .=Kh

Tn ,`.ska ÿrelr .;af;d;a ke;s lr .;af;d;a

fyd|hs fkao' fudllao wms ,`. ;sfnk i;r

wmdhg weo, odk .=Kh' tod ysgmq od¾Ykslfhd

mjd fydhd .;a;d ñksidf.a ish`Mu .eg`Mj,g uQ,

îch uQ, fya;= ldrlh isoaOd¾: l=udrhd f,dj

my, fjkak l,ska ysgmq Ydia;Djre' yenehs talg

úi÷u fydhdf.k ;sífn kE' t;fldg yskaÿ

oyfï mjd ;sfhkjd ñksidg ish`M m%Yak we;s

lrk fya;=j ilaldh ÈÜÀh nj' ñksidg udkisl

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.eg`Mjla fõjd fudku úÈfha .eg`Mjla wdj;a

tal ug ßfoõjd" ug kskaod l<d" ug wmydi l<d

fkao lshk uÜgfï m%Yak wefrkak fjk m%Yakhla

;sfhkjo@ t;fldg ñksidf.a ish`Mu .eg`M j,g

m%Yak j,g uQ, îch uQ, fya;=ldrlh ;uhs wd;au

oDIaÀh'

±ka fu;k lSm fofkla isákjd' ta lSm fokdg

fjk fjku uÜgï j,ska hqla;jQ wd;au oDIaÀhl=;a"

fjk fjku fjkia jQ udkisl iqj;djhkq;a

;sfhkjd' ish`M fokdu iajrEmfhka tl iudk

jqkdg udkisl uÜgï j,ska f,dal lShlo@ ÈjH

f,dal lShlo@ ukqIH f,dal lShlo@ tl tlaflkd

úúO wd;au j, úúO f,dal j, bkakjd' fyd|g

n,kak ;ukaf. .;s ,laIK .ek iajNdjh .ek'

t;fldg wmsg ukqiai .;sfha b|,d ;uhs O¾uh

fydhkak mq`Mjka' ;uka biafi,a,u tkak ´kE

ukqIH .;shg' ±ka ;rfyka ysáfhd;a hCI .;sh'

f,daN lñka ysáfhd;a fm%a; .;sh' tfyu bkak

nE' O¾uh yßhg f;areï .kak ukqIH .;shg

tkak ´kE' ukqIH .;sh lsh,d lshkafk uki

Wiia fi!uH i;Hhg bv fok .=Khfka' ta .=Kh

;sfhkak ´kE' ukqIHhd lshk flkd ,`. krl

.;s ;sfhkak nE'

l=i,a lsh,d lshkafk wf,daN" woafõY"

wfuday' t;ek mskdhdula kE' m%idokSh .=Khla

kE' f,daN" oafõY" fuday lshk ;=k m%ydrKh

jqkdg miafi we;sjk iajdNdúl fi!uH nj ;uhs

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l=i,h lsh,d lshkafk' yßu f,aishs tal f;areï

.kak' msk lsh,d lshkafk wms lrk ,o hula

fya;= fldg f.k zyohx mskdhd;s mq[a[xZ yojf;a

we;sjk mskdhdu m%idokSh .=Khg i;=gg wms

lshkj msk lsh,d' msfka ;sfhkjd f,daN" oafõY"

fuday' l=i,a j, keye f,daN" oafõY" fuday' msk

lshkafk ldrKhla" hï fyd| fohla' ta fya;=

ldrKh ksid f,daN" oafõY" fuday;a ñY%j ysf;ka

fyd| lreKla isoao lr, i;=gq fjkjd' f,daN"

oafõY" fuday j,skq;a fyd| jev lrkak mq`Mjka'

tafl jákdlula ;sfhkjd' f,!lsl jYfhka

f,daflda;a;r jYfhka jákdlula ke;s jqkdg'

±ka fldfid,a rÊcqrefjd nqÿyduqÿrejkag

meyeÈ,d ysáfh f,daN" oafõY" fuday iys;jhs' nqÿ

yduqÿrejkag u,a,sld foaúh meyeÈ,d ysáfh f,daN"

oafõY" fuday iys;jhs' kuq;a úYdLd ufydamdisldj

meyeÈ,d ysáfh wf,daN" woafõY" wfuday iys;jhs'

f,daN" oafõY" fuday iys;j fkfï' ry;ka

jykafia,d ud¾. M, ,dNSka jykafia,d meyeÈ,d

ysáfh wf,daN" woafõY" wfuday rys;jhs" iys;j

fkfï' ±ka Th we;af;d wmg meye§ula ;sfhkjd

kï ta meye§u ;sfhkafk f,daN" oafõY" fuday

iys;j" rys;j fkfï' O¾udjfndaO fjÉp flfkla

;uhs ;j flfkl=g meye§ula ;sfhkafk f,daN"

oafõY" fuday rys;j' ry;ka jykafia flfkla

;uhs we;a;gu ;j;a ukqiaifhl=g lreKdjka;

fjkafk' wms wdorh lreKdj .ek l;d lf,d;a

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we;a;gu ;j flfkl=g wdorhla lreKdjla

fokak mq`Mjka lu ;sfhkafk f,daN" oafõY"

fuday rys; flfkl=g' ke;akï fï f,dalfha

wh wdorhla lreKdjla fkfï ;j flfkl=g

fokafk' t;k we;sfjkafka Wÿrd .ekSula' rEmh

Wÿrd .kakjd" Okh Wÿrd .kakjd" iam¾Yh Wÿrd

.kakjd" y`v Wÿrd .kakjd' talfk m;a;f¾

;sfhkafk foam, fuÉprhs" ujqmsfhd .=rejre"

;,t,¨hss' ta ksid f,dalh lsh, lshk ;ek tal

ñ;Hdjla" tal /jàula' tafl wms fldÉpr ys;=j;a

W;=ï ;;ajhla ;sfhkjd lsh,d W;=ï ;;ajhla

kE' nqÿ yduqÿrefjd foaYkd lrkjd rEmhg tk

wh rEmh ke;s fjÉp .uka od,d hkjd' Okhg

tk wh Okh ;sfhklï b£ Okh ke;s fjÉp

.uka .shd' m%isoaêhg tk wh m%isoaêh ;sfhk

lï b£ m%isoaêh ke;s fjÉp .uka .shd' b;ska

fï f,dalfha tfyu W;=ï ;;ajhla keye' kshu

lreKdjla flfkla flfkl=g olajkafk ry;ka

jykafia flfkla muKhs' fudlo Wkajykafiaf.

lreKdj we;=f, wfmaCId rys;hs' ta ksid msk

lsh,d lshkafk f,daN" oafõY" fuday j,ska

hqla;hs' l=i,h ;=, f,daN" oafõY" fuday kE' tal

yßhg fï jf.a wms .uq f,akaiqjla fïl kslïu

me;a;l ;sfhkjd' hï fj,djl ug thg n,h

fhdo,d ±ka fï f,akaiqfjka flfkl=g ßfokak

.ykak mq`Mjka" ;j fj,djl uv ÿyqú,s jqk;a

msyoukak;a .kak mq¨jka' f,akaiqfjka .eyqfjd;a

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talg lshkjd mdmh lsh,d' fï f,akaiqfjkau uv

ÿyqú,s msy ±ïfud;a talg lshkjd msk lsh,d' ±ka

t;fldg l=i,h lshkafka fudlgo@ Tkak ±ka ta

folu w;yßkjd' w;ayeßhg miafi ±ka fudllao

t;k ;sfhkafka@ ieye,a¨j' w;ayermq ;ek

ieye,a¨j we;s fjkjd' ta ieye,a¨jg lshkjd

l=i,h lsh,d' zmq[a[d mdm mySKiai k;aÓ

cd.rfia NhxZ' wkak iir Nh ke;s fjkjd mska

mjq fol ye¨jg miafia' yenehs hq;=lï lshkafk

wdpdr O¾u lsh,d lshkafk tal fkfï' n,kak

nqÿrcdKka jykafia NsCIQka jykafia,dg frday,a

b¢ lrkjd" wdydr mdk imhd .kak úÈ i,ikjd"

Bg miafi jdiia:dk wdÈh imhd fokak;a ls%hd

lrkjd mska n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjkao@ wïug ;d;a;g

i,lkak mska ´keo@ mska mõ isÿ fkdfjkafka

ud¾. M, ,enqjdg miqjhs' Bg miafihs ta fkd;elSu

;sfhkafk' flfkla ys;=fjd;a tfyu mska mõ folu

uu lrkafk kE t;fldg iifr hkjd lsh,d tal

fudaydkaOldrhla' mD:.ackfhl=g l=i,a lrkak

neye' mD:.ackfhla lrkafku mska tlaflda

mõ' ta folska tlla ;uhs isÿ lrkafk' l=i,a

lrkakg neye mD:.ackhkag' ry;=ka jykafia,d

l=i,a lrkjd' ud¾.M, ,dNSka jykafia,d l=i,a

lrkjd' mD:.ackfhda mska mõ lrkjd' ta ksid

mD:.ack flfkla ljqre yß ys;kjd kï mska mõ

folu lrkak fyd| kE t;fldg iir hkjd fkao

lsh,d' tfyu flfkl=g lrkak neye' talg

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mska mõ fol lshk udhsfuka f;dr jqk flfkla

fjkak ́ fka' t;fldg ta flkd wr mska mõ lrk

flkdg jvd fyd|g f,dalhg fufyjrla lrkjd"

jev lrkjd' mska mjq folu w;ay, flkd thdg

wk.a.ys; ysf;ka jev lrkak mq`Mjka fyd|gu'

wk.a.ys; Ñ;a;h lshkafk fudkjo@

n,dfmdfrd;a;= j,ska f;drj isÿlrkq ,nk

ls%hdjkag' kuq;a wo wms mkai,g odkh fokafk;a

.ys; Ñ;a;fhka' m%Yxidj f.!rjh" uerekyu

mdxYl+,hg jevu lrjd .ekSug wdÈ ish,a,lau

.ys; Ñ;a;fhka ke;akï .%yKh lr .;a is;ska

;uhs isÿlrkq ,nkafka' flfkla mkai,g

hï f.dvke.s,a,la idod mQcd lr,d wdj;a tu

f.dvke.s,a, we;a;gu ;sfhkafk ;ukaf. T`Mfõ'

tal tfyu ;uhs isÿfjkafk' uu lshkafk tal

tfyu ke;sj lrkak lshk tl fkfuhs' ys;,

n,kak ;uka yomq fohl kslïj;a fjk flfkl=f.a

ku .eyqfjd;a weú,a,d fudlo lrkafk@ myq.sh

ojil uy;aufhla fyd|gu lKiai,af,ka m%ldY

l<d' fmdÿ ;ekl úydr ukaÈrhla yo,d ÿkakd

t;=udu ,CI .dkla úhoï lr,d yeÿjd' yo,d

fudlo lf,a t;=udf. kul=;a kE" .ul=;a kE'

ue;s weu;sjre f.k,a, újD; l<d lsh,d' b;ska

t;=ud me;a;lg fj,d n,df.k b|,d weú;a ta .ek

úYd, lKiai,a,la we;s jqkd lsh,d' fN!;sljd§

l%uhg ne¨fjd;a tal yß widOdrKhs' t;=ug ta

f.!rjh fokak ;sínd' ta f.!rjh ta úÈhg ,nd

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fokak nqÿyduqÿrefjd jqk;a ls%hd lrkjd' uyrc

flfkla wdjyu t;=ukag úfYaI f.!rjkSh

wdikhla ms,sfh, lr,d fokjd' rc;=ud lsh,d

l;d lrkjd' b;ska ta foaj,a iïu;hfka'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia ,`. tl wkd.dó ud¾.M,

,dNS Wmdil ;=fula jdä fj,d idlÉPd lr

lr ysáhd' ta w;f¾ fldfid,a rÊcqrefjd wdjd'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia fldfid,a rÊcqrejkag jvd

fY%aIaGhsfka' b;ska fï Wmdil ;=ud l,amkd l,d

nqÿrcdKkajykafia ,`. uu jdä fj,d idlÉPd

lrk ksid Wkajykafiaj fkd;ld rc;=ud tk úg

tl mdrgu ke.sÜfgd;a nqÿrcdkka jykafiag isÿ

lrk wf.!rjhla tal lsh,d' rcqg .re lrkak

´kE kE' rcqg jvd fY%aIaG flfkla ,`. uu

bkafk ±ka lsh,d' kuq;a rc;=udg fïlg fmdâvla

flaka;s .shd' ug .re lf<a kE lsh,d' Bg miafi

nqÿrcdKka jykafia rc;=udf. is; n,,d Tng

wf.!rj msKsi fkdfjhs jdä fj,d ysáfha Tyq

wkd.dó ud¾. M, ,dNS flfkla lsh,d' Bg miafi

rc;=ud ikaiqka jqkd' mD:.ack ys; tfyuhs' ys;

±lmq yskao nqÿrcdKka jykafia W;a;rh ÿkakd'

is; ±lafk ke;akï WrK ùula t;k isÿ fjkjd'

wms jqk;a tfyuhs' iuyr whkï ta fohska

wukdm fjkjhs lsh,d ys;=jg wms ioao ke;sj

bkakjd' fudlo wukdm jqkdg m%Yakhla ke;s ksid'

iuyr wh ta wukdmh Tyqg fyda wmsg fyd| uÈ

lsh,d ys;=fkd;a ta wukdmh j,lajkak fudkjd

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yß lshkakg mq`Mjka' ±ka fï f,dafl wukdm

jqkdg m%Yakhla ke;s Woúh bkakjd' fudlo ta

f.d,a,kaf.a ukdmh wmsg fudku úÈhlskaj;a

jevodhS ke;akï ta wh wukdm jqkdg m%Yakhla

kE' jevodhS mqoa.,fhda yeu me;a;lskau wukdm

ùug neye' ta f.d,a,kau wms ;shd.kak ´kE" tal

ys;g Ôú;hg ±fkkjfk' jevodhS mqoa.,fhd

lsh, ±fkkjd'

±ka b;ska wmsg l=i,a iy mska mjq meyeÈ,shs

fkao@ fN!;sljd§ l%uhg l=i,;djhla lsh,d

lshkjd' l=i,h lshkafk tal fkfï' wl=i,a

ke;s" tfyu ke;akï f,daN" oafõY" fuday ke;s

lshk tlfk l=i,h lshkafk' tfyu ke;sj

l=i,a lsh, lshkafk yelshdjka lshk tl fkfï'

jpkhla ´k tllg fmr,,d .kak mq`Mjka'

tfyu .kakjd kï ksjkg we;s l=i,;d lsh,d

fnod .kak fjkjd' ksjfkys ;sfnk l=i,;djh

;uhs wf,daN" woafõY" wfuday lshk tl' ´ku

jpkhla fmr,kak mq`Mjka' ks;H lr.kak neye'

kshu lr .kak neye' tal iïu;hfka'

±ka wks;HNdjh lsh,d lshkafk fudllao

n,uq' wksÉp lshkafk ks;H fkdjQ - yeu l,aysu

fkdmj;akd' yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd lshkafk"

ld, lShla ;sfhkjo@ yeu l,aysu lshkafk

wkak ta ld, ;=kg' w;S;" j¾;udk" wkd.;'

t;fldg fï NdKavhla yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd

lsh, lshkak nqÿ flfkl=u wjYH kE' fya;=j wms

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ljqre;a okak oyu tal' fïl w¨f;ka ljqreyß

lsh, fokak ´keo@ fïl Èrkjd lsh,d wms

uefrk nj jqk;a okakjd'

ta ksid yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd lsh,d

lshkafk w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk lshk ff;%ld,h

;=, fkdmej;Su' ta ld,h ;=, fkdmj;akd

wjia:djlg ;uhs wksÉp;djh lsh,d lshkafk'

ta lshkafk ;=ka ld,hlg fkdne÷k wld,sl;ajh

lshk tl t;k ;sfhkjd' t;fldg wkak ta

wld,sl;ajhg ;uhs wks;H;djh lsh,d lshkafka'

tfyu ke;sj ms,sl=, fkfï' ´l ;snqk nqoaO;ajh

,nkak l,skq;a iudcfha ñksiaiqkag' ñkS weglgq

T`Mfj ne| .;a; wh" ñkS weglgq j, ksod .;a;

wh isáhd' fidfydka j,u Ôj;a fjÉp wh isáhd'

úuqla;sh olskak lsh,d' ta foaj,a yß hkafk

keye' wfma wh ys;kafk fï foaj,a ms,sl=,a l<du

Tlafldu tmd fj,d ksjka olS lsh,d' ms,sl=,

lshkafku laf,aYhla lsh,d okafk keye' ta

ksid ñksiqkaj ;,a¨ lr,d ;sfhkafk ßkd;aul

wiqnjd§ Ñka;khg' b;ska hqfrdamfha wks;a

wd.ï j, wh;a m%ldY lr,d ;sfhkafk nqoaOd.u

lshkafk ßkd;aul o¾Ykhla lsh,d' ljqre;a

ms,sl=, ±laldg wks;H;djh olskafk kE' ±ka

fï mqgqj wks;Hhs lshkak nE' fïl j¾;udkfha

mj;sk tlla ta jdf.au wkd.;fha ks;Hhs' tal

wkd.;fha úkdY fjkak mq`Mjka' kuq;a wks;H

lshkafk yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd lshk tlhs'

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ta lshkafk tl ld,hlj;a mj;skjd lshk

tl' taflka woyia fjkafk kE wfma wh wks;H

ks;H lrf.k" wks;H wd;au lrf.k" uu uf.a

lrf.k" wks;H nqoaOd.u lrf.k" wks;H oDIaÀhla

lrf.k uq̀M uy;a ,dxlsl fn!oaO iudchu bkafka'

ta we;a;kag ;sfhkafk nqÿrcdKka jykafia nqÿ

fjkak;a l,ska wr ;snqk Ndjkd ál ú;rhs'

b;ska taj lr lr uykais fjkjd Wu;= fjkjd'

iuyr wh msiaiq yod.kakjd' tal ys;,d lrk

fohla fkfuhs" fkdokakd lug lrk foaj,a' ta

foaj,a ljqre;a Th we;af;d fkdu`. hjkak tfyu

lrkafk kE fkdokakd lughs lrkafka' wkak

tjeks wvqmdvqlula ;sfhk ksid ;uhs ud¾.M,"

ksjka ke;sfj,d ;sfhkafka'

±ka fï NdKav yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd

iajNdjfha§ wkd;au iajNdjfha ;sfhkafk jh

Oïud ixLdrd .=Kh ;sfhkjd' ckms%h;djhg

meyeÈ,s lrkfldg wks;H;djhhs wkd;au;djhhs

folu tlg meyeÈ,s lrkafka' tfyu fjkak

nEfka' jpk ;=k ;=ka wdldrhla fjkak ´kE'

iudk fjkak nEfka' wks;H;djh lshkafk yeu

l,aysu fkdmj;akd lshk tl' ÿlaL;djh lsh,d

lshkafk mxp WmdodkialkaOh yd fï udkisl

YÍrh" wkd;au lshkafk wd;aóh iajNdjhla ke;s

lshk tl' t;fldg ry;ka jykafia,d jev bkafk

wks;H;djfha' mD:.ackhd jev bkafk ks;Hhs"

iqLhs" wd;auhs lshk ;ek' ry;ka jykafia,d jev

bkafk wks;Hhs" ÿlhs" wkd;auhs lshk ;ek'

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t;fldg fï ÿlaLhs lshk ;ekÈ woyia

fjkafk ÿlhs lshk ;ek jev bkakjd fkfï' mxp

Wmdodk ialkaOh ÿlhs lsh,d ±l,d jev bkakjd

lshk tl' mxp WmdodkialkaOhg tkafk ke;sj'

kuq;a mD:.ackhd tal t;k tfyu olskafk kE'

thd t;k iemhs lsh,d bkafk' Ôú;j, iemhs

lshmq fohlafk ÿlg fmrf,kafk' tfyu ke;sj

iemhs lshkak lsis fohla kEfk' t;fldg

mD:.ack i;ajhd iemhs lshk ;ek bkakjd' yenehs

t;k iem kE' iemhs lsh,d ys;df.k bkakjd'

wr ñß`.=jg /jfgkjd jf.a uqjd c,h we;s lsh,d

ys;kjd ys;=jg c,h ke;s tl fjku l;djla'

tajf.a mD:.ackhd ÿl ;ud ú¢kafk' kuq;a iem

lsh,d ys;kjd'

;=ka l,aysu rEm fõokd ix{d ixLdrd

ú[a[dK lshk tajd mj;ajkafka ke;akï wld,sl

fjkjd' t;fldg wld,slj f,dalh n,kak

mq̀Mjka' wld,slj n,kjd kï ;uhs ;:d.; {dK

o¾YKh my, fjkafk' ;:d.; {dK o¾YKh

lshkafk ;;ajdldrh' ;;ajdldrh lshkafka

nqÿyduqÿrejkaf. [dK o¾YKh lshk tl fkfï"

mj;sk wdldrh lshk tl' ke;akï n,kafk

w;S;fha yß j¾;udkfha yß wkd.;fha yß

is;=ú,a,lska kï Tyq n,kafk wld,slj fkfï'

t;fldg j¾;udkfh yß bkak neye' j¾;udkh

lshk tlla ;sfhkjd kï Tyqg taldka;fhka

w;S; ne÷ï ;sfhkjd' wkd.; ne÷ï ;sfhkjd'

j¾;udkfha yeu fohlau wr ld, folg ueÈjqkdg

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miafifk isÿjkafka' t;fldg j¾;udk wjÈh

;sfhkjd kï thdg wkd.; wjÈh ;sfhkjd'

j¾;udk wjÈh ;sfhkjd kï w;S; wjÈh

;sfhkjd' w;S; wjÈh ;sfhkjd kï wkd.;

wjÈh ;sfhkjd' wkd.; wjÈh ;sfhkjd kï

j¾;udk w;S; wjÈh ;sfhkjd' ks;ru ne¢,d

fka bkafka' tfyu bkakjd kï ta ld, ;=kgu

ne¢,dfk bkafka mqoa.,hd'

hï flfkla lKqjla ,`.g .sfhd;a tfyu

thdg ÿßka fmfkk ;j lKqjla ;sfhkjd' ta lKqj

,`.g .sfhd;a tfyu ÿrlska fmfkk ;j lKqjla

;sfhkjd' B,`.g ueog wdfjd;a thd ys;kjd fï

fome;af;u lKq folla ;sfhkjd lsh,d' lKq

folg idfmaCIs;j ueohs lsh,d lshkjd' t;fldg

WfmaCIdj lsh,d lshkafk talgfka' WfmaCIdj

lsh,d lshk tl f,daflg fyd|hs' kuq;a ksjka

olskak nE' ksjka olskak fï ld, ;=fkkau

ksoyia fjkak ´kE' fõokdfjka" ;=ka ld,fhka

ksoyia fjkak ´kE'

jpkhla úÈyg wld,slhs lsjqjg wld,sl;ajh

Tng m%;HCI jqkdo@ m%;HlaI Wfka ke;skï uq,skau

lrkak ;sfhkafk Tn fï .eUqre oyu kqjKska

úuikak ´kE' wld,sl;ajfha ;sfhk iajNdjh

f;arekdo@ wld,sl;ajh ±ka wms ;=, ls%hd;aul

fjkjo@ ls%hd;aul fjka kEfk' ±kqula jYfhka

wms ;du bf.k .kakjd" fydhkjd" m;ajqfka kE'

biair fj,du uq,skau lrkak ;sfhkafk fn!oaO

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Y%djlhka úÈhg nqÿ oyug we;=,a fjkak ;sfhkafk'

iïud ÈÜÀh my, lr .kakjd' we;af;kau

lshf;d;a m<fjks ud¾. {dKh' ta m<fjks

ud¾. {dKhg m;a jqkdg miafi ;uhs mrud¾:

fn!oaOfhla njg m;a fjkafk' Ndj WoaO Njh

lshkafk mxp Wmdodk ialkaO ls%hdoduh' WoaO

lsh,d lshkafk th blauj, thska tydg ksoyia

fjÉp wjia:dj' t;fldg ksoyia fjÉp wjia:dj

wi{;hs' wi{dk ;,h ix{d kE' t;fldg

ix{djla ke;s ;ek wix{dk ;,h' wix{d; ;,h

lsh, lshkafk ry;ka jykafia,d jev isák ;ek'

ix{d ksfrdaOh lsh,d lshkafk yeu flfklau

wudre jqkdg fyñka fyñka hkak ´kE ;ekla'

wms fï msßi iu`. isÍmdfo hkak iQodkï fjkjd'

fï yeu fokdgu hkak mq`Mjka tl tl fõ.;,

we;s' fldfydu yß ;ukaf. fõ.fhka ;uka hd

hq;=hs' hkak neß ksid u. bkak ́ ke lsh,d tal;a

wkqu; lrkak neye'

uq,skau ;sfhkafk zldf,ak Oïu ijkx

ldf,ak Oïu idlÉPdZ' ld,h lsh,d lshkafk

wjYHu fohla' ta fudfydf;È ta wjia:dfjÈ wfma

;sfhk O¾u .eg`Mj idlÉPd lsÍufk ldf,ak

Oïu idlÉPd lsh,d lshkafk' zldf,ak Oïu

ijkxZ ta .e,fmk oyu Y%jKh lrkak ´kE'

.e,fmk oyu idlÉPd lrkak ´kE'

±ka fï wfma .eg¨ iajNdjhka j,ska tfyu

ke;akï udkisl iajNdjhka j,ska úúO ;ekaj,

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wms k;r fj,d bkafk' tla flfkla tl

;ekl ;j flfkla ;j ;ekl' tlu lreKla

y;r fofkl=g tljf.a yßhkafk kE' f.dvla

fofklag ;sfhk m%Yakh ;uhs ;ukag ;uka Èyd

n,kak neß tl' iajdNdúl yelshdjla msysg,;a

keyefka ;uka Èyd n,kak' bJøshhka yg msysg,d

;sfhkafk t,sfh ;sfhk foaj,a .%ykh lr.kak'

fud,h msysg,d ;sfhkafk t,sfh ;sfhk foaj,a

u;l ;shd.kak' úu¾Ykh lshk tl wjÈ fj,d

uy fud,h ls%hdldß;ajh;a we;s fj,d ;sfhkafka

od¾Ykslhkagfk Tjqka jev lrkafk uy

fudf,ka' t;fldg úo¾Ykdjla my< fjkjd'

fï úo¾Ykd;aul .=Kh ;uhs i;r i;smÜGdkh

lsh,d lshkafka'

thd lfha ndysr iajNdjh n,kjd' wdOHd;añl

iajNdjh n,kjd' Ñ;a;fha;a ndysr iajNdjh

n,kjd' wdOHd;aañl iajNdjh n,kjd' fõokdfõ;a

Ou_;dj,;a ndysr iajNdjh n,kjd' wdOHd;añl

iajNdjh n,kjd' n,,d kqjkska ta yeu fohlau

jgyd .kakjfk' wmsg;a ;sfhkjfka ±ka {dk

u;a;dh lshk tl' Th we;a;kag;a ;sfhkjd' ±k

.;a; fyd| krl wvq ¨yq`vq Th úúOdldr wgf,da

oyfï ls%hdldrlï ±ka {dKh ;=, ke;ao@ ú|mq

ÿl iem ta Tlafldu ;sfhkjd' {dK u;a;dh

lsh,d lshkafk ta {dKhg wrf.khs ;sfhkafk'

;ukaf.a u;hla yeáhg wrf.khs ;sfhkafk'

t;fldg úúO wd.ï ixialD;Ska ta foaj,a f,dafl

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ñksiaiq ;ukaf. lr .kakjd' tfyu;a wrf.k

bjr fj,d ñksiaiq tajdg wkqj Ôj;a fjkjd'

fï Tlafldu {dK u;a;dh .Khg ;uhs

jefgkafka'

b;ska nqÿyduqÿrefjd wjidkfha fï Tlafldu

ál lsh,d lshkafk fudllao@ wksiaisf;dap

úyr;s' fï tllskaj;a Tng m,la fjkafk keye

lsh,d' mqoa.,fhda ms<sn| fkdokak lu ksidj;a

wr yduqÿrejkaf. fï yduqÿrejkaf. wr foaYlhf.

fï foaYlhf. Ndjkd l%u ms<sn| okafk ke;=jj;a

fkfuhs' uu;a Th yeufoau w;f¾ fydhdf.k

.sys,a,d ;uhs ukqiaifhl=g yenE iykh ,nd fok

T!IOh .ek fidhd .;af;a' Tng;a ksjerÈ T!IOh

,nd .kak l%uh ;uhs fï lsh,d fokafk' f,dafl

fï úuqla;sh fjkqfjka fï iekiSu fjkqfjka

uyd m¾fhaIKhla lr, ;sfhkjd' b;sydifha

mqÿudldr úÈfha wdOHd;añl m¾fhaIKhka

lr,d ;sfhkjd' úfYaIfhka kQ;k úÿ,s n,h

fidhdf.k ÈhqKqfjkak mgka .kak l,ska ta

lshkafka úÿ,s n,h fidhd .ekSu;a tlalfk fï

Tlafldu ;dCIKsl fuj,ï ìys fjkafka' b;ska

Bg l,ska ;sífn wdOHd;añl fidhd .ekSï ms<sn|j

m¾fhaIK' tajdfha§ hï hï wh hï hï u; j,g

meñKqkd' kuq;a ta u; tllskaj;a ish`M ixialdr

O¾uhka wks;H;djfhka olsk iajNdjhla ;snqfk

kE' túg ziíffí ixLdf¾iq wksÉp ix{dZ we;s

fjkafk kE'

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i;r i;smÜGdkfh;a wka;sug ±lafjkafk

ish`M ixialdr O¾uhka wks;Hh njhs' tlla folla

fkfï' tl ix{djla fkfï ish,a,' t;fldg

fukak fï ix{dj fyd|hs lsh,d lshkak nE wmg'

fldákau lSfjd;a nqÿyduqÿrefjd .ek ;sfhk

ix{dj;a bj;a lrkak lsh,d ;uhs nqÿ yduqÿrefjd

jlal,S yduqÿrejkag lsjqfj' yenehs wfma wh tal

l,skau bj;a lr,d ;sfhkafk' tal bj;a l,dg

fjk fjk ix{d f.dvla mqfrdaf.k bkakj' wr

fjk fjk ix{dj,g jvd nqÿyduqÿrefjd .ek

ix{dj ;sfhkjd kï f,dl= fohla' th ;uhs

nqÿyduqÿrefjd .ek we;sjk Y%oaOdj'

taflka woyia fjkafk fudkjd yß ix{djla

;sfhkj kï ta ix{dj ;=, wr ixialdrfhka meñKs

mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh ls%hd;aul fjkjd lshk

tl' t;fldg ix{djla ke;sj bkak lsh,d ±ka

mD:.ackfhl=g lshkjd' yd ±ka Thd ix{djlg

tkafk ke;sj bkak lsh,d tfyu lsõjg Tng

bkak mq`Mjkao@ neyefka' tfyu bkak neye' ±ka

lsjqfjd;a tfyu fï uy fmdf,djg nrla ke;sj

bkak lsh,' lsõjg tfyu bkak l%uhla keyefka'

tajf.a yeu fudfyd;lu ukqiaihd fldydgo nr"

ix{djg ;uhs nr' t;fldg ix{d ksfrdaO lshk

tl my, lr .kakjd' fÉ;kdjg nrhs" lu_hg

ls%hdj,shg nrhs" ud úiska is;k" ud úiska ú¢k"

ud úiska l;d lrk" ud úiska ldhsl ls%hd lrk

flfkla njg m;a fj,d ;sfhkjd'

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t;fldg ry;ka jykafiag ud¾. M< ,dNSka

jykafiag tal ke;af; wehs@ Wkajykafia,dg

keye lïuiaildrf;da k;aÓ' l¾u lrk

mqoa.,fhla keye' uu l;d lrkjd fkfuhs" uu

jäkjd fkfuhs" uu ie;fmkjd" uu msKavmdf;

jäkjd" uu odfk j<|kjd fkfuhs' ta ksid

;uhs Wkajykafia,dg ;ry" m%Yak" .eg`M" flaka;s

taj uql=;a kE' flf,ia O¾u kE lshkafk talhs'

ksflf,ia lshkafk talhs' uki flf,ikafk;a

kE' Tjqka fjk flfkla flf,ikafk;a kE'

±ka ßÿfkd;a flfkla fudlo lrkafk' wfkla

ukqiaihd flf,ikjd" ke;s lrkjd' Tyqf.a

f.!rjh ke;s lrkjd' t;fldg ;ukaf.a

uki yd wkqkaf.a uki flf,ik foaj,a kE'

yeu fudfyd;lu fÉ;kdj;a iu.u ;sfhkjd

ix{dj' ix{dfjka ;uhs yeu fohlau lrkak

fjkafk' ±ka uu lsjqjg ix{dfjka f;drj bkak

lsh,d ix{dfjka f;drj bkak;a neye' kuq;a

±ka wms W;aidy lrkak ´kE ix{dfjka f;drj

bkak fkfuhs" ksflf,iaj bkak;a fkfuhs"

ksfrdaOfha bkak;a ksjfka bkak;a fkfuhs' wms

tf;kag m;a fjkakg jeäh hq;= kqjk ms<sn|jhs

wms ie,ls,su;a fjkak ´fka' fldfyduo tal

,nkafk lsh,d' nqÿ oyfu fï wjfndaOh uyd

mqÿu wdYap¾hhla' fïl fmdä fohla fkfjhsfka'

uyd mqÿu wdYap¾hhla' ukqIHfhl=g tal tla;rd

úÈhlg msklg Nd.Hhlg ,efnk i;r uyd

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ksOdkh jf.a ;uhs' tal fudllao lsh,d lshkak

neyefka' mska n,fhka flfrkjo wmsg lshkak

neye' fïl wdYap¾hu;a oyula lshkafk talhs'

f,daflda;a;r lsjqfj talfk' f,dalfhka tf;r

f,dalfha ;sfnkakdjQ lsisu foalg idfmaCIs;

kE' wiu iuhs lsjqfj talhs' iudk lrkak

nE' nqÿ rcdKka jykafia wiu iuhs' nqÿrcdKka

jykafiaf.a {dKhg lsis flfkla iudk lrkak

nE' ry;ka jykafia,d;a wiu iuhs' wehs wiu iu

fjkafk@ iudk lrkak mq`Mjka fohla jia;=jla

yevhla hula ;sfhkj kï fk' t;fldg fohla

hula jia;=jla yevhla lsisu wdldr ,CIKhla

ke;s tlla fldfyduo iudk lrkafk' iudk

lrkak neyefka' iudk lrkak nE' ta lshkafk

wkka;hs'

wdldffia mo;a;kaÓ

iufkda k;aÓ ndysf¾

wdldfia mdo ke;s jf.a Y%ukfhda ke;

ndysßka'

Y%uKfhd ndysßka y÷kd .kak nE' wdldifha

msh igyka olskak neyejf.a' Y%uKhd wr

bJøsh {dKhg y÷kd .kak nE' ;ukq;a bJøsh

{dKfhka f;dr jqkdg miafihs" tafl iajNdjh

fmakfka' ke;akï wms ;du olskafk ldhsl

iajrEmh nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.' yduqÿre flfkla

jqk;a olskafk ldhsl iajrEmfhka' yduqÿre

flfkla mqoa.,fhla olskafk ldhsl iajrEmfhka

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ú;rhs' udkisl .=Khka iu. olshs ta;a b;ska

wr f,!lsl iajNdjhg idfmaCIs;j' fuhd

lreKdjka; flfkla" fuhd ;ryd hk flfkla"

fuhd f,daN flfkla lsh,d tfyu olskjd'

f,!lsl f,dalhg idfmaCIs;j ry;ka jykafia

zwdldfi mox k;aÓ iufkdaa k;aÓ ndysrxZ' wfma

wh lshkafk fudkjo@ Y%uKfhd gjqka j, kE"

le<E j, bkafk' tal yß úys`M l;djla' gjqka

tlg fí;a .kak tkafk keoao@ nqÿyduqÿrefjd

jev ysáfh uyd k.rj,ufka" rcjdi,a j,fk'

rcjdi,a ;sfhkafka uyd k.rj,fka' tal uy

fndre l;djlafk' uyd .eUqre foaj,a h:d¾:h

Tlafldu jy,d odkjd fmd;aj,ska'

mD:.ackfhda fï fmd;a ál w,a,d .;a;g

miafi taj ks¾jpkh lr, lr,d mD:.ack u;

j,ska msfrõjd' h:d¾:h mD:.ack u;j,g fmr,,d

;sfhkafk' b;ska uxuq,d fjkjd' wmsg ,eìÉp

Nd.Hh wms b;d w.h fldg i,lkafk ±kqug uq,a

;ek fokafk ke;sj ks;ru ;uka wyk foa n,k

foa Ôú;hg idfmaCIs;j n,,d mqreÿ mqyqKq l<d'

uu l,amkd lf,a uu ksjerÈ fjkak ´kE ñila

fmd;la ksjerÈ lr,d jevla kE lsh,d'

f.dvla wh lrkafk ;uka mrïmrdfjka wdmq

wd.u yß lshkakfka' uu mqxÑ ldf, b|,u t;k

b|,d kE' isÍmdfo lkao fmakj wfma f.org' b;ska

wdÉÑ wïud lsh,d ;sfhkafk mqf;a nqÿ yduqÿrefjd

isÍmdfog jeäfh wyiskafk lsh,d' b;ska uu

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fyd|g wyf.k ysáhd' wyf.k bkakfldg wdÉÑ

wïud ál fj,djla b|,d lshkjd mq;dg mqÿu

ysf;kafk keoao wyiska jeäh lsjqjyu' uu §,d

;sfhk W;a;rh fudllao okakjo@ nqÿyduqÿrefjd

b;ska wyiska jeähg jevla kEfk' ux wyiska

hkak tmdhe' wkak tal;uhs §,d ;sfhk W;a;rh'

wdkkao yduqÿrefjd fudk oyula bf.k .;a;;a"

nqÿyduqÿrefjd fudk oyula foaYkd l,;a" ry;ka

jykafia,d fldhs ;ek ysáh;a" tal fkfuhs jeo.;a'

;uka bkak ;ek' ;uka ysák ;ek ;uka fY%aIAG

fjkak ´kE'

wms .e;af;la fjkak ́ kE kE' wkqnqoaO;ajhg

nqoaO;ajhg m;afjkakhs lshkafk' nqÿrcdKka

jykafiaf.a Y%djl;ajh lshkafk .e;slu fkfï'

nqÿ oyfï .e;af;d kE Y%djlfhd bkafk' YsIHhd

lshkafka talhs' .e;af;d lshkafk .e;s whfk'

mdCIslfhd tla flfkla rc lrkak tlaflkla

mj;aj.kak Tijd ;nkak bkak lÜáhg ;uhs

lshkafka .e;a;d lsh,d' .e;a;d lshkafk fiajlhd'

nqÿyduqÿrefjd Tijd ;nkak wms ldgj;a neyefka'

fN!;sl l%uhg ne¨j;a wdOHd;añl l%uhg ne¨j;a

fudk úÈhlskaj;a neyefka'

±ka ;sfhk m%Yakh ;uhs fudllao ±ka wms

lrkak ´kE lshk tl' lrkak ´kE tl fohla

;uhs fï fudfydf; lrf.k hkafk' fndfydu

fyñka fndfydu iQCIuj f;afrk fohla' ±ka

wms Tlafldu ir, foaj,a lsh,d ÿkafkd;a mq`Mjka'

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ll=, Tijkfldg Tijkjd lsh,d ys;kak' yßu

f,aishsfka' yqiau .kakfldg tlhs lsh,d lshkak'

my, fy,kfldg folhs lsh,d lshkak' yßu

f,aisfka' ±ka Th jf.a fohlao ́ kE Th we;a;kag@

kEfk' Bg jvd fohla ́ kE fj,d ;sfhkafk' tajd

wms yeuodu okak foaj,afka' is;=ú,a,la my, jqkdg

is;=ú,a,la is;=ú,a,la lsh,d ys;kak mq`Mjka' tal

b;du ir, moaO;shla ;sfhkafk' tal f;afrkjd

fjkak mq`Mjka' f;afrkjd lsh,d jevla ;sfhkak

tmdhe' jevla ke;af; kE m%fhdack .kak mq`Mjka'

yenehs ta fohska f.dvla ÿr hkak neye' ±ka

kefjka hkak mq`Mjka Èidj,a m%udKj,a ;sfhkjd'

ldfrflka jEka tflka hkak mq`Mjka m%udKj,a

;sfhkjd" Èidj,a ;sfhkjd' .=jka hdkfhka

hkak mq`Mjka Èidj,a ;sfhkjd' b;ska fï .=jka

hdkhlska hkak ´kE .uklg jdykhlska hkak

.sys,a, ta jefâ lrkak neyefka'

ta jf.a wfma iuyr wh OHdk Ndjkd lr,d

úo¾Ykdjg hkj lshkafk yßhg wr .=jka

hdkhlska hkak ´ke tl jdyhkhlska hkak

yokj jf.a jevla' tal lrkak neye' tal hkafk

fmdf,dfõ' fïl hkafk wyfia' fïlg mq`Mjka

.,a;,d" uy l÷" uy jeõ" uyd id.r ;rKh

lrkak mq`Mjka' jdykhlg ´l lrkak neyefka'

b;ska wkak tajf.a iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd wfma tl

tl ls%hdoduj,' oyu lshkafk hdkdjla' wr

Trejlg Wmud lrkjfka' wmsg tal jdykhlg

kejlg .=jka hdkhlg iudk lrkak;a mq`Mjka'

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±ka wfma ix{d ksfrdaO fjkak ;uhs ´kE'

kuq;a fï nK wykak;a ix{dj,a álfk .kafk'

Tõ tajd .kak ́ kE' tal .kak ́ kE l=ula i|ydo@

ix{d ksfrdaOh fidhd .ekSu i|yd' ta álu wms

Ndú;d lrkjd ix{d ksfrdaOh fidhd .ekSu i|yd'

±kau wms ix{dj,a .kafk ke;sj bkak .sfhd;a

tfyu t;fldg yßhkafk kE' ksrdhqO rgla

hqoaO ke;s rgla ìys lrkak mdúÉÑ lf,a fudllao

wdhqOhuhs' whqOu mdúÉÑ lr,d ±ka ksrdhqOhs'

±ka hqoaO kE' ta jf.a ix{dju Ndú;d lrkjd

ix{d ksfrdaOhla ìys lr .kak' ±ka flfkla

c,fha bkakjd' c,fha bkak flfkla f.dvg

tkak fudllao m%fhdackhg .kafk' c,fha isg

c,hu f;rmd c,fhka f.dvg tkjd' ±ka Trej

;sfhoaÈ Trej Ndú;d lr,d c,fhka f.dvg tkjd'

ta jf.a ±ka ug ix{d ke;sj bkak .sfhd;a ys;

k;r lrf.k bkak .sfhd;a tal yßhk jevla

fkfï' fï ál m%fhdackhg .kak fï lshk

úYsIaG foa f;areï .kak'

±ka wms fu;k bmÈ,d bkakjfka' ta bmÈ,d

bkafku wr idxidßl mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh ksid'

kuq;a ±ka wmsg ysf;kj fï idxidßl mxp Wmdodk

ialkaOfhau we,s,d .e,s, iir hdfuka t;rï

m%fhdackhla fjkafk kE' taflka ksoyia fjkag

´kE lsh,d' ±ka iir flfklaf. me;=u wkqj isoao

fjkafk' uu lshkafk kE wo ldf, ry;a fj,d

m%ydk ix{dfjka ksjka olskak wh ìysfjkjd

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lsh,d' l,d;=rlska lshkak;a nE bkak;a mq`Mjka'

f,dafl tla flfkla fokafkla yß bkak mq¨jka'

kuq;a wmsg mq`Mjkafk i;r wmd.dó;ajfhka

ñfokak' ta uÜgug ,nk wd;afu fkfuhs iaÓr

idr f,i iißkau ñfokak mq¿jka fjkjd' ±ka

ud¾. M, ,dNS flfkla ixidfrg jefgkafk

keyefka' tal yß ksh; .;shla' mqÿu jdikd

.=Khla' ta lshkafk thd iir w;rux fjkafk

ke;s flfkla' ke;akï wksla Tlafldu ú{dK

Yla;s fldhs fj,dfj iir w;rux fjhso okafk

kE' ys;d .kak nE' ta lshkafk uuxldrfhka

bkak ukqIHhd fldhs fj,dfj ÿIaG lula lrhso

okafk kE' i,a,s ÿkaku wd.u fjkia lrkjfka'

wehs ta@ tal ;uhs uuxldrfha iajNdjh' ±ka

fï ÿmam;a ukqiaifhl=g weú,a, lshkj ,CIhla

fokakï tkjo wfma wd.ug' nE lsõfjd;a ,CI

myla fokakï ta;a nE lsõfjd;a ,CI oyhla

fokakï' leu;s fjkjd fkao@ fudlo thdg h:d

wjfndaOhla kE' mxp Wmdodk ialkaOfha bkafk'

b;ska ta mdmh lrk ;ek mD:.ackh bkakjd'

tafl ñ,la ;sfhkjd thdg'

tflka woyia fjkafk wms ±ka ffjrhla"

fl%daOhla" wiykhla ke;sj bkakjd lshk tl'

kuq;a mD:.ackfhl=g f,dl= mSvkhla ldf.kayß

we;sfjkjd' t;fldg b;ska ;ryd hkjfka'

b;ska ta ksid mD:.ackhd ,`. ;sfhkjd wmd.dó

fjk iajNdjhla' kuq;a tfyu iajNdjhla keye

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uu;ajh ÿre lrmq flkdg' thdg jeo.;a kE fï

f,dafl ;sfhk rclu' rcluj;a" isgqluj;a"

f,daldêm;Hj;a jevla keye lsh,d hï ;eklg

m;a fjkjd' thska woyia lrkafk uu bkak ;ek

Tfí rclug jvd by<hs lshk tl' t;fldg

thdg wNsfhda. lrkak flfkla kE' thd by<u

;,fha bkafk' wks;a wh bkak ;ekg jvd b;d

by, udkisl .=Khl" udkisl Okhl" udkisl

i;=glfk bkafka' ±ka yeu flfklau bkafk

;ud lshk uÜgulfk' Th .=Kh ke;s fjkj

iïud ÈÜÀhg m;a jqkyu' fïfl ufula keye"

uf.a lsh,d fohla keye' Th fndre foalg ;uhs

ukqIHfhd Wfoa b|,u ÿjf.k hkafk lsh,d

wjfndaO fjkjd'

±ka n,kak k.rhlg .sys,a,d l+ô ál jf.a

wrfyg ÿjkjd" fufyg ÿjkjd' fldfyo ÿjkafk

wykfldg lshdú uu fIâ tlg hkjd" lfâ hkjd"

fmdf,a hkjd lsh,d' kuq;a .eUqßka W;a;rhla

ÿkafkd;a we;a;gu okafk kE' ir, W;a;rhla

ÿkafkd;a b;ska lfâ hkjd fkao@ fldfyago

ÿjkafk@ fldf;kago ÿjkafk@ fl,jrla kE'

Tfy ÿjkjd'

zflda kq ydfida lsZudkfJødaZ

ksfrdaO ix{dj lsõjyu ksreoaO fjkafk

wdOHd;añl ix{dj' ndysr ix{dj fkfï' ndysr

ix{dj ksreoaO jqfkd;a mdfrj;a hkak neyefka

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fkao@ fmd;la lshjkak neyefka' fïl zwZhkak

lsh,d yevhla §,d ;sfhkjd' tal kdu rEmhla' ta

ksid wdOHd;añl kdu rEmh ;uhs ksfrdaO fjkafk'

ta ksid kdu rEmhla yeáhg ±lalg wkaOldrfha

megf,kafk kE' ta ksfrdaOh isÿjkafka fufyuhs'

thdg yeu fohla ;=,u jegySula ;sfhkjd' ta

jegySula ;sfhk ksid" ±laula ;sfhk ksid

uu;ajfhka ta Èyd n,kak mq`Mjka lula t;k

b|,d ke;s ksid;a tal yß w;yeÍulska fmakafka'

f,dl= w; yeÍulska tal fmakafka' tfyu fmakak

fya;=j wr uu;ajfha ix{dj ke;s lu'

tal yß wmQre oyula' iajdNdúlj tal my<

fjkjd' uu;ajfha ix{dj ke;s lrkak ke;skï

tal mqreÿ mqyqKq lrkak ;sfhkafka' we;af;kau

biair fj,du fydhd .kak ´kE wld,sl;ajh

lshkafka fudllao lsh,d' wld,sl;ajh ,enqjg

miafi" tal fidhd .;a;g miafi" tf;kag m;ajqkdg

miafi we;af;kau tal mqreÿ mqyqKq lrkak fohla

keye' tla bfí msysgkjd' ksjk lshkafk

fkdñf,a ,efnk fohla' bfí ,efnk fohla'

lsisu Yla;shla úhoï fjkafk ke;s fohla' ±ka

rEmhla .kak Yla;Ska jeh fjkjd' y÷kd .ekSug

ù¾hh udkisl Yla;sh ́ kE lrkjd' ukqIHfhl=g

kslï bkak;a fudkjd yß Yla;shla ´kE' ta

jf.au uki úfõlSj ;shd .kak;a Yla;shla ´kE'

kuq;a ksjk ,efnkafk fkdñf,a' ziïud jdhduZ

lshkafk talhs" lsisu jEhula ke;sj lshk tl'

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t;fldg Tn okak wr kslï bkakjd lshk tl

fkfï fï lshkafka' talg Yla;shla jeh fjkjd'

jrojd jgyd .kak tmd fï foh' fmdâv we;akï

we;s wfma wh ys;kjd tfykï wr kslï bkak

tl ;uhs fï lshkafka lsh,d' tal fkfï fï

myokafka' Th we;af;da y÷kkafk keye ;du

ziïud jdhduZ lshkafk fudllao lsh,d' wkak

tal u;l ;shd .kak'

ziïud ÈÜÀhZ lshkafk lsisu oDIaáhla

fkdf.k isàu' kuq;a Tn ys;kak mq`Mjka lsisu

oDIaÀhla fkdf.k f.or ysáhdu yß lsh,d'

keye t;fldg tal ñ;HoDIaÀhla fjkjd' fïl

wdYap¾hh oyula lshkafk talhs' ys;d .kak

wudrehs' ys;d.kak wudre ksid ;uhs wms fï

.ek ys;kak ´k lrkafka' ta ys;Sfï m%;sM,hla

yeáhg ys;g ysf;a Wmßuh ys;=jg miafia tal

Ndr .kakjd ljqo@ iajNdj O¾uh' wms ysf;ka

lrkak mq`Mjka Wmßu uÜgug .shg miafi B,`.g

tal f;areï lr,d fokak ndr .kakjd iajNdj

O¾uh' yenehs tal iajNdj O¾uh f;areï lr,d

fokafk ysf;a Wmßu uÜgug ys;=jg miafi ;uhs'

tfyu ke;=j ;uka Wmßu uÜgug hkafk ke;sj

iajNdj O¾uh ;ukaj Ndr .kafka keyefka' ±ka

WodryKhla jYfhka flfkla úYajúoHd, uÜgug

.shdg miafifk thdj fï rch yß iudch yß

Ndr wrf.k thdg rCIdjla fokafka' ta jf.a thd

ysf;a Wmßu uÜgug hkafka ke;sj my, uÜgul

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k;r jqfkd;a iajNdj O¾uh;a thdj Ndr .kafka

kE' ;ud Wmßu uÜgulg .shdg miafi ;uhs

iajNdj O¾uh Ndr .kafk' t;fldg iajNdj

O¾uh okakjd fuhdg yels Wmßu uÜgug fuhd

±ka weú,a,hs bkafka ±ka uf.a Wojqj wjYHhs

lsh,d' t;fldg gla .d,d iajNdj O¾uh thdf.a

ld¾hh ndr .kakjd' talg wjidk ysKs fm;a;g

wms ke.,d bkak ´kE' ta ke.mq flkd ;uhs

w;ska weo,d .kafka' iajNdj O¾ufhkau tal isoao

fjkjd' ;udf.a Wmßuhg ;ud m;a jqkdg miafi

Wmßuh blaujd hkjd' c, gexlshl jqk;a c,h

msrekg miafia fudlo fjkafk@ c,h W;=rd

hkjd' W;=rd .shdg miafia tal fldydgo tl;=

fjkafk@ iajNdj O¾uhgh' fï we,g" fod,g"

.x.djg" uyd uqyqogfk tl;= fjkafka' gexlshg

fkfuhsfka' f;areï .kak ta foh'

ta jf.a wms;a wfma Wmßu kqjk j¾Okh

jqkdg miafi wms thska hkjd iajNdj O¾uhg'

tal yenehs wms f.dv .yk me;a;g fkfï' fï

iajNdj O¾uhg w; yßk me;a;g' w; yßkjd

lsh,d lshkafka f.j,aj, ;sfhk foaj,a ldg

yß fokjd lshk tl fkfï' w,a,d .ekSuhs w;

yeÍuhs folu w;yßk jev ms,sfj,' uu fïflka

lshkak W;aidy lrkafka w; yeßh hq;af;a w;

yeÍuhs lshk tlhs' taflka woyia lrkafka ukiska

ish,a, w;yeßh hq;= njhs' w; yeÍu w,a,df.k

w;yßk whhs wms w;r f.dvdla bkafka' w;yer,d

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w;yer,d wd;auh k;r lr .kakjd' mkai,a yo,d"

Ndjkd uOHia:dk yo,d wd;auh tajd ,`. k;r

lr .kakjd' .sysfhd;a ´k;rï mkai,a yo,d

fmf¾;fhd fj,d bkakjd' w; yeÍu w,a,df.k

tal udkakhla lr f.k' tal wNsudkhla lrf.k'

tal oDIaÀhla lrf.k l;d lrkjd' ta w; yeÍu

fkfï fï uu lshkafk' ta w;yeÍu yß .eUqre

w;yeÍula' w; yeÍu;a w; yßk fohla .ek

lshkafka' hula §,d ta .ek fkdfidhd bkak

lshk tl fkfï' flfkl=g hula §,d ta .ek

fkdn,d bkak lshkjd fkfï' ÿkak fohla .ek

ukiska w;yer ta .ek fidhd ne,sh yels njhs fï

meyeÈ,s lrkafka' ÿka fohg we;s ;DIaKdj is;ska

neyer lsÍu .ekhs fï lshkafka'

±ka wms ys;=jg il, laf,aIhka m%ySk lr,d

ry;a fjk tal uq,skau n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak

neyefka' uq,skau Th we;a;kag ,efnkafk

f,!lsl f,dafla Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka" wdjdy újdy

fjkak mq`Mjka" idudkH úÈhg ls%hd lrkak mq`Mjka

flf,ia moaO;shla ;sfhk kuq;a ta flf,ia j,

wrgqj is|,d" n, is|,d mdúÉÑ lrkak mq`Mjka

;;ajhla' ta lshkafka ksj,d fndkjd jf.a' uq,ska

wms ksj,d fndk ;;ajhg m;afjkak ´fka' b;ska

ta m%udKhg ksj,d fndk iajNdjhg m;a fjk m<uq

foa ;uhs ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s ùu' Th zúÑlsÉPd

iS,ín; mrdudiZ ke;s lrkak hkak tmd' tal

tfyïuu ;snqkdfj' Tn ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s

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lf,d;a ixfhdack O¾u oyhu wvqfjkjd' yeu

foalskau jeä m%;sY;hla wvq fjkjd' fudllao

Tng lrkak ;sfhkafka' ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s

lrk tl' lrkak neß kE' tal ;uhs l< hq;af;a'

wmsgu m%;HCI fjk foafka nqÿ yduqÿrefjd wjfndaO

lr .kak lsh,d ;sfhkafka'

fudlo ksjk yß ud¾. M,h yß ljqrej;a

wmsg §,d yßhkafk kE' tal wmsg ±fkkak ´kE'

±ka uu iuia;h yeáhg tl wruqKla yß tl

m%;sm;a;shla yß §,d keyefka' §,;a kE' fokafk;a

kE' kuq;a uu fudllafoda fohla lshkak W;aidy

lrkjd' Tng f;afrkjd we;s tal' fudllao

úfYaI ldrKhla lshkak W;aidy lrkjd' Tng

;sfhkafk tal fudllao fï iajdókajykafia

lshkak W;aidy lrkafk lsh,d Tng f.or

b|f.k lrkak ;sfhkafk' wr foa lrkak"

fï foa lrkak" fï úÈyg yeisfrkak lshk tl

fkfï' fï wmQ¾j;ajh' fï oyu l=ulao lshk

m¾fhaIKfha fhfokak' fidhd ne,Sfï fhfokak"

wkak tal ;uhs úo¾Ykdj lsh,d lshkafka' tal

;ud Tfí ls%hdj,sh njg m;afjkafk' yenehs tal

tl ;eklg fldgqjqk ls%hdj,shla fkdjk nj ±ka

Tng f;af¾ú'

±ka wms ls%hdj,shla ÿkafkd;a th tl l%uhlg

tl rgdjlg fldgq fjkjfk' ux lshk fï

ms,sfjf,a§ Tn tl fohlg fldgq fjkafk kE'

mQ¾K úu¾YKhl fhfokjd' tal jegfykl,au

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fydhkjd' tmuKhs' ms,s;=rla ke;s .eg`Mjla

f,dalh ;=, keyefka' wU f.ähla w;g .;a;yu

tlafld lkak mq`Mjka" ke;akï ùis lrkak

mq`Mjka' úis l,;a tal ms,s;=r" wkqNj l,;a tal;a

ms,s;=r' ±ka Th we;a;kag ir, úÈyg hula f;areï

.kak ÿkakd kï Th we;a;kag b;d fõ.fhka

tal f;afrkjd' ±ka fïl fmd;la fïl ;eô,s

mdghs lsjqjyu lsis wmyiqjla jqkdo@ f;areï

.kak keyefka' j¾Kh rEmfhka w,a,d .;a;d"

w;ska w,a,d .;a;d" w;S; ú{dKfhka w,a,d .;a;d

fïl fmd;la lsh,d ú¢kjd" f;areï .kakjd

tal Tng ú¢kak mq`Mjka fohla' fujeks ir,

fohla fkfuhsfka fï oyfuka lshkafka' fï

rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr" ú{dK lshk fï myu

ke;s" rEm ksfrdaO" YíO ksfrdaO" .kaO ksfrdaO"

ri ksfrdaO" iam¾Y ksfrdaO" Oïu ksfrdaO fjÉp

;ekla' t;fldg Tn ys;kj kï fïl wmsg fldia

f.äh" fo,a f.äh jf.a f,aisfhka f;areï .kak

mq`Mjka lsh,d tfykï tal jerÈhs' fudlo fïl

bJøsh úIh blaujQ oyula'

ñksiqka ,`. fï oyu f;areï .ekSug wjYH

f,daflda;a;r Yla;sh wvq kE' ´kEu flfkl=g

Yla;sh wvqhs uq,a ld,Skj' kuq;a úu¾YKh ;=,

;uhs wjYH lrk Yla;sh jefvkafka' ry;ka

jykafia,dg n,mdk u;lh fowdldrhs' ±ka fï

tlu NdKavh' tlu j¾.fha fi,af*daka folla

fokafkla ,`. ;shd .kakjd' wdldr follg" oDIaá

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follg' tla flfkl=g ;ukaf.a fi,af*daka tl

.ek f,dl= jákdlula iy udkakhla ;sfhkjd'

;j tlaflfkl=g lsis ye`.Sula kE' msáka ne¨ju

fokak .dju ;sfhkjd' kuq;a wdl,amh fjkia'

wkak ta fjki ;uhs wms ;=,;a Wod fjkafka'

ls%hdj,sh k;r fjkafk kE' kuq;a ta fjki

;=, ;uhs wmsg iekis,a, ;sfhkafka' ±ka ry;ka

jykafia YÍrh mßyrKh lrkjd' YÍrhg wdi

kE' bJøshhka mßyrKh lrkjd' bJøshhkag

wdi kE' ta lshkafk bJøshhka m%;slafIam lrkjd

lsh,d .=Khla kE ry;ka jykafia ,`.' ms,sl=,a

lsh,d tlla kE' wmsg lrorh ;sfhkafk u;lh

fkfuhsfka' u;lh ;=, we;sjk mSvkh' tfyu

ke;akï u;lhka ;=, ;sfnk Yla;Ska ksid' ta

u;lhka ;=, wka;.dó fkdjk uÜgug ÈhqKq

ùuhs lrkak ;sfhkafk' ta lshkafk u;lhka ;=,

p,kh jk iajNdjfha Wmßu wvqùula ke;skï'

iShg mKylg jvd jeämqr wvqúula ;ukag lr

.kak mq`Mjka luhs ;sfhkafka' we;a;gu wms fï

;sfhk ÿlaLialkaOfhka iShg mKyla muK wvq

lr .kak mq`Mjka jqfkd;a fmdä mfya ieye,a¨jla

fkfuhs we;sfjkafka fkao@ ta ieye,a¨fjka

mq`Mjka iEfyk .ukla hkak' i;r wmdfhka

ksoyia fjkak" iq.;s.dó fjkak m%d¾:kd lrk

fndaêhlska ksjka olskak" nqÿnj m;kjd lsh,d

kslïu nqÿnj m;,d yßhkafk kE' iïud ÈÜÀhg

m;a fj,d nqÿ nj m;kak ´kE' tfyu ke;akï

mD:.ackfhla nqÿ nj m;kjd lSjdu th yqfola

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jdishg lrk m%ldYKhla ú;rla fjkjd' iaÓr

idr fohla t;k kE' ta ksid ukqIH ika;dkhla

;==, wêIaGdkhlska f;drj isÿjk lsisu fohla kE'

ta ksid yeu flfklau bkafk yeu flfklaf.u

leue;af;ka' tajd ukfia ;sfhk Yla;Ska j,g

wkqrEmj wkq.;j ;uhs my, fjkafk thg'

Yla;shla ;sfhkak ´ke" jdikd .=Khla ;sfhkak

´kE" mska n,hla ;sfhkak ́ kE' tal yß úoHd;aul

.=Khlafk' ta jf.a fï iir;a tfyuhs' Th

i¾mfhd fjkafk leue;af;ka" fm%a;fhd fjkafk

leue;af;ka' thd ta jia;=jg" j;=msá j,g wdidfjka

ysáhd' ta ksid fm%a; wd;auhla ,n,d bkakjd'

thd ta ish leue;af;ka bkafk' wmdfh bkafk;a

leue;af;ka' ú{dKh yeÈ,d ;sfhkafk ta úÈhg'

z;;% ;;%dNs kkao;SZ' kej; kej; we,Sfukafk

wmg fï ksjk fmakafk ke;af;' ±ka wms ksjk

olskak hk fldg ta iajrEmfh b|,d ish`Mu iajrEm

j,ska ksoyia fjkakhs Wjukd lrkafka' kuq;a wms

fkdokakd l%uhlg iajrEmh udre fjkjd ú;rhs'

ish`M iajrEmhkaf.ka ksoyia fjkag ´ke ;ek

fudllao fjkafka' iajrEmh udre fjkjd ú;rhs'

b;ska jevla kEfka' udre jqkdg jevla kE' .;s

úuqla;s lshkafk talhs' ;sfnk .;s ke;sfjkak

´fka'

±ka fïl Tfí fN!;sl ú{dKhg fkdf;arekdg

fï lshk foa wdOHd;añl ú{dKhg f;afrkjd'

ta f;afrk ksid Tng f;af¾ú l,ska fudfydf;a

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Tn ;=, ;snqk ix{d moaO;sh ke;sj fjku ksoyia

ix{d moaO;shla my, fj,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d'

fkdf;afrk ud¾.hla ;=, f;areula weú,a,d

;sfhkjd lsh,d' t;fldg fkdf;arekalu f;areï

wrf.k fkdf;afrk lu ;=, ;sfnk w;yeÍu

f;areï .kak' fuf;la l,a f.dfrdaiqjg yiqfjk

foaj,afk fhduqlr .;af;a fudf,ag' ±ka fïl

f.dfrdaiqjg yiqjk fohla fkdfjhs' ±ka uu uq,ska

lsjqjd jf.a r;=mdghs fmd;la lshk l%uhg fïl

we;=,a fjkafk kE' f.dfrdaiqjg f;areï .kaku

neß fohla fuh' ta f.dfrdaiqjg .kakg neß ;=k

;uhs wf,daN" woafõY" wfuday lshk l=i,h ;=,

;sfhkafk' fu;k ;sfhkafk fudllao@ f,daN"

fodaY" fuday' ;eô,s mdghs" r;= mdghs lshk ;ek

;sfhkafk f,daN" oafõY" fuday" w;S;" wkd.;"

j¾;udk" rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr ú{dK lshk

ñ;Hd oDIaÀh u; f.dv ke.=k fohla'

fu;k my, fjkjd l=i," wl=i, lshk

wdYap¾hu;a oyula' z.ïNSfrda whx Oïfuda mKaä;

fõokSfhdaZ ir,hs lsjqfj kEfk nqÿyduqÿrefjd'

fldia" fo,a" fmd,a jf.a' Tn ys;=fjd;a Tng fïl

±ka jegfykak ´kE lsh,d tal jerÈhs' isoaOd¾:

;dmi;=ud ih wjqreoaola ÿIalr ls%hd l<d' ießhq;a

uy ry;ka jykafia ;=ka udihla ú;r ry;a fjkak

W;aidy l<d' wdkkao yduqÿrefjd úismia wjqreoaola

Wmia:dk lr,d ta;a f;arefka keye' tfyu

;sfhoaÈ Tfnkq;a úYd, lemlsÍula we;sj wfmkq;a

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úYd, lemùula we;sj fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr

.kak ;sfhkafk' tflka woyia fjkafk f.dvla

l,a hkjd lshk tl fkfï' l,a hd hq;=hs lshk

tl;a fkfï' ta ix{d moaO;sh yrydu f;areï

.kakjd' kuq;a fï lshk foa wjfndaO jkafk

ix{d moaO;shg fkfuhs ix{d ksfrdaO me;a;g'

tlu w;ska r;ajqk foal=;a .kak mq`Mjka wks;a w;g

isis,a foal=;a .kak mq`Mjka" .kafk tlu w;ska'

kuq;a t;k ls%hdj,shka folla' meKsrila .kak;a

mq`Mjka" úila .kak;a mq`Mjka' tlu w;ska ls%hdj,sh

fowdldrhs' tajff.a Tn ix{dfjka fïl .kak nj

we;a;' kuq;a tal wjfndaO jkafk lshk jpkh

uu t;ek mdúÉÑ lrkjd' fïl f;afrkafk

ksfrdaOh me;a;g' Wmdodkhg fkfjhs' wkak

taflhs jákdlu ;sfhkafka' ksjk me;a;ghs tal

;sfhkafk' yß ják fohla' tal f;areï .kak'

ish fofkla f.ka m%Yak wykjd jf.au

;uka ;ukaf.ka m%Yak wykak;a mqreÿ fjkak i;Hh

l=ulao lsh,d' i;Hh yuqfõ§ wmsg ±fkkafk

l=ulao@ fkdwe,Su" fkd.eàu" fkdne£u' tal

wdOHd;añlj isÿjk l%uhla' fN!;sljd§ l%uhg

wms fodrj,a f,dla lr,d hkak ´kE" fj,djg

wdydr mdk ál ms<sfh, lrkak ´kE" fj,djg

ta lghq;== lrkak ´kE" mdfr whsfkka weúof.k

hkak ´kE" mdr ueo hkak nEfk' wdidj,a

kE lsh,d" fõokdj,a kE lsh,d lshkafk lfha

iajNdjh" ysf;a iajNdjh wms fï fiaru n,kak

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´kE' thhs yß' kuq;a wmsg ;sfhk fï ldhsl

fõokdfjka ksoyia fjkak c.f;la kE' tal nqÿ

yduqÿrejkag nqÿ nj ,eì,;a ;sínd' lfha fõokdj

ksfrdaO lrkak nE' kuq;a ukfia fõokdj ksfrdaO

lrkak mq`Mjka' fï ;sfnk ks¾jpk f.dvla

jerÈhs' i;r i;smÜGdk fmdf;a ;sfhk ks¾jpk

f.dvla jerÈhs' wm fm, oyu wmsg ksjerÈj

ks¾jpkh lr,d fokak mq`Mjka' iuyr YíO

fldaIj, ;sfhkafk jerÈ w¾: l:k od,d' ta

jf.a fohla fuysÈ;a lr,d ;sfhkjd' talg fya;=j

mD:.ackhka fïjdfha jev lrkak mgka .ekSu'

uyd m`äjrfhla fjkak mq`Mjka' kuq;a ta m`ä

kqjkg fïl lrkak nE' ksjka u. lshk tl ta

m`ä kqjkg lrkak nE' NdId Ydia;S%h" IâNdId

mrfïYajr fjkak;a mq`Mjka' ta yduqÿrejre idys;Hh

NdId Ydia;% me;af;ka wmsg jvd oyia .Kkla

by<hs' wms .re lrkjd Wkajykafia,dg' kuq;a ta

l:dj, ks¾jpkfhka oyu lshd fokak nE' i;r

i;smÜGdkhu jerÈ,d ;sfhkafka' fiaru ndysrhg

od, ;sfhkafk' ke;akï fï i;r i;smÜGdkh

yßhg jevqfjd;a ksjka u. fka fïfl ;sfhkafka'

b;ska fláfhka uu Tng lshkakï fï Tlafldu

fï i;ru meyeÈ,s lr,d wjidkfha lshkafk

fudllao lsh,d'

±ka fï ldhdkqmiaikdj Tlafldu lsh,d

bjr fj,d tal wjidk lrkafk fldfyduo@

zwksiaisf;dap úyr;sZ fï lsis fohla w,a, .kak

tmd lsh,d'

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wfma fï úo¾Ykd Ndjkd jev igykaj,§ wms

n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk ldrKh ;uhs oyu wy,d

±kqj;a fj,d muKla bkafka ke;sj wms okak

O¾uh úo¾YKd lr,d n,,d ta ;=,ska m%;HCI

wjfndaOhla ,nd .ekSu' t;fldg tal uq`M

ixidrhgu n,mdkjd' uq`M ixidrhgu tal Wojqjla

fjkjd' wmsg msáka kï fudku úÈhlskaj;a

ry;ka jykafia flfkla" ud¾. M, ,dNS flfkla"

nqÿflfkla fidhd .kak neye fkao@ wkHd.

ñl Ydia;Djre mjd nqÿyduqÿrejkag m%ldY l<d

nqÿyduqÿrefjd yß ;Kaydêl flfkla" flf,ia

wêl flfkla lsh,d' ta lshkafk rc wiqka Ndr

.kakjd' rdc fNdack j<|kjd' iqj myiq wdik

j, jev bkakjd' ta f.d,af,d ie,l=fõ tajf.ka

flf,ia yefokjd lsh,d' ks.kaG kd: mq;a;,d

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jf.a wh ìu jdä jqfka" we¢ j; w¢kafk kE"

w`M f.dvj,a j, .,a ;,dj, ÿla ,efnk úÈhg

ie;fmkjd'

kuq;a ±ka wfma mskaj;=ka okakjd bkak wdikh

u;" .kak wdydr mdk u;" hk tk jdykh u;ska

fkdfjhs fï flf,ia we;s ke;s tl ±k .kafk

lsh,d' ta foh fyd¢ka f;arï wr.kak ´fka'

±ka wms bkafk fld;eko@ wms okakjd

O¾uh fldfyduo lsh,d fkao@ oyu lshkafk

fukak fï jf.a fohla' ksjk lshkafk fukak

fujeks iajrEmhla we;s fohla lsh,d ±ka ;ukag

±kqfuka muKla fkfuhs wOHd;añl h:d

{dKfhka f;afrkak ´kE ksjfka iajNdjh' tal

wms lshuqfld wdOHd;añl u;lhla muKla úÈyg

fkfuhs" tal ;ukag ±fkkak ́ kE' f;areï .kak

´kE' ksjk fukak fï jf.a fohla lsh,d tfyu

±fkkjo@ talg lshkjd iïuq;s ksjk lsh,d'

±ka wms ksjk lsh,d msáka jpkhla lsjqjg okafk

keyefka' ´l ´k flfkl=g u;l ;shd.kak

mq`Mjka' ´ke flfkl=g u;l ;shdf.k .sys,a,d

lshkak mq`Mjka' ta jqkdg tfyu fkfuhsfk

ksjk ±fkkjhs lsh,d lshkafka ;ukag ta ms<sn|j

±kSula ;sfhkak ´kE' iajrEmh wld,sl fohla"

wix{d; fohla" wixldßl fohla" w;aN+; fohla"

wixl; fohla yeáhg' wkak tjeks ;eklg

.shdu wms okakjd wfõohs;hs' ta ksid ÿlla keye'

fõokd mÉphd fõokdjla keye' ;Kayd yg.kafka

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kE' wfõohs; ksid ú¢kafka keye' t;fldg

ú¢kak kï ix{djla .kak ´kE' ilia lrmq

fohla .kak ´kE' ilia fjÉp fohla j¾Khla"

yevhla" rgdjla fudkjd yß fohla .kak ´kE'

.kafk ke;sj ú¢kak mq`Mjkao' ú¢kak nE' ta

ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafia bJøsh úIh blaujQ oyu

fidh .;a; lshkafk ´lg' wms mq`Mjka úÈhg

fydhdf.k hd hq;=hs' fydhdf.k hk ;rug tys

idrh wmsg ,efnkjd' wmsg iS;, fufyg f.kak

.kak W;aidy lf,d;a tfyu neyefk wms tfyg

hkak ´fka' b;ska ta jf.a wms fïl m%.=K lrk

fldg" kqjk fhdok fldg l%udkql+,j wmsg tal

±fkkak mgka .kakjd' tal ;uhs wr meyeÈ,s

lf<a"

zwÑka;sfhaiq mikakdkx

úmdflda fyda;s wÑka;sfhdaZ

wkka; jQ O¾uhg msúfikak msúfikak

tys m%;sM,h yeáhg ±fkk foa;a" úmdlh lsjqfj

tys m%;sM,hfk' tal wkka; jQ fohla njg m;a

fjkjd' t;fldg wms hkafk fï wixldßl

ksjkg' t;fldg rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr"

ú{dK lshk lsisjla tys kE' ±kg wms ,`. ;sfnk

fï ixialdr fmdÈh we;=f, ;sfhkafk fudkjo@

rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixLdr" ú{dK' taj ke;s

;eklg hkak ´fka' t;k yßu ieye,a¨hs' tal

{dK o¾YKhla' o¾YKh u; ;uhs mqoa.,hdf.a

isf;a ye`.=ï" ±kqï" ixfõÈ;d yg .kafka' tal

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b;du meyeÈ,shsfka' tal ;j;a meyeÈ,s lr,d

fokakï' tlu msßñ orefjla bkakjd' ta msßñ

orejdf.a ifydaor ifydaoßfhd ta msßñ orejd Èyd

n,k úÈhhs ta msßñ orejdf.a ìß| ta msßñ orejd

Èyd n,k úÈhhs fjkila ;sfhkjdfka fkao@

t;fldg thdg ta wkqidrfhka ;uhs is;=ú,s" woyia"

ixl,amkd ish,a,lau my, fjkafk'

t;fldg uu t;kska meyeÈ,s lrkak woyia

lf<a ;ud ;=, mj;sk {dK o¾Ykhg wkqj ;uhs

yeu fohlau wdOHd;auh ;=,g .,df.k hkafk'

{dK o¾YKhla ksid ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀ lshk tl

uq,gu wdfõ' ±lSfuka ;uhs yeu fohlau bJøshhka

;=,g .,df.k hkafk' ±lSu lsh,d lsjqjyu weiska"

lKska" kdifhka" Èfjka" YÍrfhka" ukiska hk

fï yeu fohlau wod, fjkjd' bJøshhka yfhkau

lrk ±kSu wod, fjkjd' tfyu kï ta yfhkau

lrk ±kSfuka wmsg ksfrdaOhla kE' ta ksid ;uhs

zplaLqkd ixjfrda idOq

idOq fidf;ak ixjfrda

>dkdh ixjfrda idOq

idOq ðõydh ixjfrda

ldfhak ixjfrda idOq

idOq iín;a; ixjfrdaZ

tlal fkfuhs ish,a,u ixjr lr .kak ́ ke'

ish,a,u ixjr jqkd lshkafka fudlj;a kE' bJøsh

úIh blaujd ±ka ug fome;a;lska n,kak mq`Mjka'

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bJøsh úIhfhka n,kak;a mq`Mjka' bJøsh úIhh

blaujd n,kak;a mq`Mjka' ±ka uu foaYkdjla

lrk fldg bJøsh úIhhg tkak fjkjd' hï

m%udKhla bJøsh úIhfhka f;drj iu.dój

n,k w;r tys mßmd,kh ke;=j nE' t;fldg

nqÿrcdKka jykafiag;a ta foa ;sínd' fï f,dalfha

;sfnk iïuq;s o¾YKh fyd|g olskjd okakjd'

NdId jHjydrh fyd|g okakjd' kuq;a wOHd;añl

f,dalh ;=, iïmQ¾Kfhka kslaf,aYshs' flf,ia

kE' b;ska ´l wmsg msáka lshkak kï lsisu

úÈhlska l%uhla kE' wms ys;df.k bkafk ms,sfj;a

wkqj ls%hd mámdáh wkqjhs mqoa.,fhla fjkia

fjkak ´kE lsh,d' ±ka wms fu;kÈ fmkajkafka

ls%hd mámdáh wkqj fkfuhs' mqoa.,fhla fjkia

fjkafk ´kE o¾Ykfhka' o¾YKfhka fjkia

fj,d thd .ylg ke.,d fmd,a levqj;a lula kE'

ys; yßhg ud¾. {dK o¾Ykh Wod lr

.kafk ke;sj fldÉpr ìu n,df.k .sh;a ixjrj

ysáh;a ldgj;a lrorhla ke;sj ysáh;a jevla kE'

tfyu wh fldÉpr bkakjo' ±ka wfma wr Ndjkd

uOHia:dfk ,sf|a bkakjd bífnla' uu tfyu

úys`M lrkjd iuyr wfma iajdóka jykafia,df.a

;sfhk fldaKh ì¢kak' b;ska uu weyqjd fï bín

±ka fldÉpr ld,hla fjkjo fï ,sf|a' Bg miafi

lsjqj wjqreÿ myf,djla ú;r fjkjd ux tkak;a

l,ska ;uhs fufy ysáfha lsh,d' wjqreÿ ;=kaiShla

ú;r bkakjfk bínd' b;ska uu lsjqjd n,kak

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fï bíng bíìfhla kE" ldfïiqñÉpdPdrd kE"

uqidjdod kE" iqrdfïrh kE" wÈkakdodkd lrkafk;a

kE' ,s|g jefgk tlla Tfy ld,d Ôj;a fjkafka'

n,kfldg bín Wmiïmodfka' fldaáhla ixjr

iS,h bín ,`. ;sfhkjfka' jhil iajdóka

jykafia,d fyu úys`Mjg lsjqj;a ;ryd hkjd' uu

tfyu wjqiaikak lshkafk' b;ska ;ryd hkjd'

we;a;fk l;dj' bíng fldaáhla ixjr iS,h

;sfhkjd' lsisu je/oaola kE' b;ska jevla

;sfhkjo@ jevla kE' b;ska uu fï l;dj lsjqfõ

tl tlaflkdf. wdOHd;añl {dK o¾YKh fjkia

fjkafk ke;sj ndysr lsisu fohl fjkila jevla

kE lsh,d fmkajkak'

wfma nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd l<d

zlsxf;a cgdys ÿïfïOd

lsxf;a wðk idáhd

wNaNHka;rx f;a .yKx

ndysrx mßuÊciSZ

ndysr fmkqulska" ls%hdjlska fjkia fj,d

jevla keye' wNHka;r flf,ia .yKj mj;skjd

kï' t;fldg mqoa.,fhla yo m;=f,kau ;uhs

ksjerÈ fjkak ´kE'

±ka wmsg ;sfhkafk wfma ys; we;=f, fjkia

lsÍï lrkak fkfuhs' ta lshkafk iífí ixLdrd

wksÉpd kï fjkia lrkak fohla kEfk' ish`Mu

ixialdr O¾u wks;H kï fjkia lrkak fohla

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kE' tfykï fudllao wms lrkak ´kE' olskafk

fudk weyskao@ h:d¾:h fmakafka fudk weyskao@

fyd|g n,,d lshkak' we;a;gu wmg h:d¾:h

fmakafk fudk weyskao lsh,d@ n,kak' Th

we;a;kag fmak h:d¾:h lshk uÜgfï ;sfhkafka

fudllao@ h:d¾:jd§j n,k weyska ne¨jdu

fmakafk Ôú;h ÿlla lsh,d' yenehs uu n,k

weyska ne¨jdu Ôú;h ÿlla lsh,d fmakafk kE'

uf.a wefyhs Th wefyhs ;sfhk fjki fudllao@

uu n,kjd f,dafld;a;r weiska' f,dafld;a;r

weiska ne¨jdu ÿlla fmakafk kE' Th ÿl fmak

weyegu ;uhs iem fmakafka' Th iem ±lal weyska

fkao ;du ÿl olskafka' ÿl olskak mq`Mjka kï

hï weyelg ta weyeg iem olskak neye lshkafk

fndrefk' tal yßhg ug fld, mdg fmakjd

r;=mdg fmakafk kE lsjqjd jf.a jevlafka' b;ska

ta ksid ÿl fmak weyegu ;uhs iem fmakafk;a'

t;fldg ug ÿl fmakafk ke;s weyelska

uu n,kjd' t;fldg talg i;=g fmakafk;a kE"

WfmaCIdj fmakafk;a kE' ±ka n,kak ;ukag

tf;kag meñKs,d ne¨fjd;a ta ldrKh ta úÈhg

ú¢kak mq`Mjka' wfõohs; ksjk ú| ord .kak

mq`Mjka' ±ka fï ksjka lshk O¾uh wmsg jákjd

fï uq`M f,dalhgu jvd' tal ukqIH wd;aufha§

ú;rla lr .kak mq`Mjka fohla' wms iekis,a,fk

n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk' iekfikak ´ke kï

yeu ukqIHfhla fï bJøsh mfyka t<shg hkak

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´kE' bJøshhka yhu ur,d odkak ´kE' ixjr

lrkjd lshkafka talhs' bJøshhka yhu ur,d

±ïug miafi t;k ljqo Ôj;a fjkafk@ t;k

.eyeKshla Ôj;a fjhso@ t;k msßñfhla Ôj;a

fjhso@ kE' t;k W.;a flfkla kE" kQ.;a

flfkla kE" ÿmam;a flfkla kE" fmdai;a flfkla

kE' t;k lsis flfkla Ôj;a fjkafka kE' kuq;a

Ôj;a fj,d boaÈ ta lsis fohla w,a,d .;af; ke;s

wfiai úrd. ksfrdaO iajNdjh' fYaIh lshkafka

b;=rej we;s ál' t;fldg wfiai lshkafka fYaIh

kE" b;=re kE" ìxÿjla j;a kE lshk tl' wms

lshkafk wn u,a f¾Kqjlaj;a kE lsh,d' wnu,a

f¾Kqj lshkafk f,dalfha ;sfhk mrudKqj jf.a

ishqï fohla' ta jpkh yß jákjd' wnu,a f¾Kqj

fydhkak nEfka' ke;s ;rï' tlla yeáhg .kak

neß ;rï'

wfiai ;ekl ysáfhd;a fyd|hsfk' fiaihl

ysáfhd;a ;uhs ta fiaihg myr .ykafk f,dalfhka'

wfiaihl ysáfhd;a tfyu f,dalfha ldgj;a thdg

kskaod wmydi lrkak nE' ±ka fï lshkafk {dK

o¾YKhla yeáhg Wodlr .kak ´ke foaj,a' ±ka

iïuq;s fldaKhg wdjg miafia uu n,kjd uf.a

f.!rjh .ek" uf.a ;;ajh .ek n,kjd" uu

jdä úhhq;= ;ek okakjd" uu l;d l< hq;= foa

okakjd' ta Tlafldau ug ´kE uu iïuq;s me;a;g

.shdg miafia' ug f.!rj fkdlf,d;a uu ndr

.kafka kE' iuyr fj,djg ug we;sß,a,la t,,d

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wdikhla fkdfmkakqfjd;a uu jdä fjkafk kE" ta

uf.a iïuq;sh' yduqÿrejkag uu;ajh ;sfhkjfka'

ysf;a fkfï ta iïuq;sh' iïuq;sh ke;s lr .kak

nE' ta Tiafia ukskak .sfhd;a ljodj;a ud¾. M,

wjfndaO lr .kak;a nE' ry;ka jykafia,d y÷kd

.kak;a nE'

t;fldg wms fohla ,nkak fkfuhs yeu

;siafiu n,kak ́ ke ux ,`. ;sfhk fohla uu w;

yßkak n,kak ´fka' ±ka ud¾. M,hl§ ,efnk

fohla fkfuhs fmkaj,d ;sfhkafka' w; yefrk

fohla' fudkjo w; yefrkafk@ ilaldh ÈÜÀh

w; yefrkjd" iS,ín; mrdudi w; yefrkjd'

ilaldh ÈÜÀ w;yeÍu;a iu. wks;a fol bfíu

w; yefrkjd' ,efnkjhs lsh,d fldfyo fmd;l

fudllo i|yka fj,d ;sfhkafka' lsisu fohla

,efnkafka kE' ux okafk kE' uu .shmq .ufkÈ

kï lsisu fohla ,enqfka kE' ,nd .;a; fohla

,eìÉp fohla uu bkak ;ekl kE' kuq;a uu

fï uu bkak ;ekg weú,a,d ;ud l;d lrkafka'

±ka ug ke;s ;ekg .sfhd;a tfyu ta;a TÉprhs'

O¾uh ksy`vhs' t;k ;uhs f,daflda;a;r ;;ajh'

w;;a;djpr lshkafk ´lhs' ;¾l lrkak lsisu

fohla kE ;¾lh ixis÷k ;ek'

±ka fïl b;du meyeÈ,shs mskaj;=kag' Th

Oïu moh n,kak" iQ;% foaYkd n,kak' ta foaYkdj

lroa§u ;uka lrk fyd| weyqïlka §u ;=," hym;a

úo¾Ykdj ;=, ksjka olskjd' tal ug lshkak

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neye fï fmdf,dfj fï ojfia lsh,d' uu yß

hï ojil fohla ±lal kï ta hï lsis b,lalhlg

.sys,a,d fkfï' ;ud ;=, ;sfhkak ´ke W;aidyh'

W;aidyj;a fjkak Tng m%;sM,h yïn fjhs' fï

iajNdj O¾uh yßu idOdrKhs' ta iqÿiq ;;ajh

±fkk fldg ta iqÿiq ;;ajh wmsg Wod fjkjd'

±ka wms ys;uq fyd|g l,amkd lr,d n,uq'

f,daflda;a;r i;Hh ,nd .ekSu i|yd w; yeÍug

neßu ldrKh fudllao@ wkak tf;kaÈ ;uhs

ys;g lsh,d fokak ´kE fïl uu mrud¾:fhka

lrk w;yeÍula' iïuq;sfhka lrk ms<sfj;la

fuh w;eÍula fkdjk nj' mrud¾:fhka w;

yereKdg ljuodlj;a Ôú;fha l< hq;= hq;=lï

neyer fjkafk kE lshk mrud¾:fhka uu

orefjd ál w; yeßhg" mrud¾:fhka uu f.a fodr

w; yeßhdg" mrud¾:fhka uu iajdñhd ìß| w;

yeßhdg ljodj;a iïuq;sfhka w; yefrkafk kE'

kuq;a úYdLd ufydamdisldj iajdñhd w; yer,d

ysáfha' kuq;a orefjd odihla yeÿjd' nqÿrcdKka

jykafia ish`Mu Y%djl ix>hd w; yer,hs ysáfha' ta

jqkdg NsCIQka jykafia,d ,CI .Kksla ìys fjkjd'

Y%djlfhda fldaá .dKla ìys fjkjd' b;ska wkak

tal f;areï .kak' fï w; yeÍu lshk tl ukiska

ksjkg uq,a ;ek §,d wksla tajg fofjks ;ek fok

tlhs fï lrkafka' oyïfid`v rÊcqrefjd Ôú;h

fofjks ;ekg ±ïud O¾uh fjkqfjka' ta l;d

m%jD;a;s fokafk Ôú;hg hï lsis mdvula lsh,d

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fokakhs' we;af;kau wmsg uefrkak mq`Mjkao ksjk

fjkqfjka@ we;a;gu oyï fid`v rcq jf.a lkafoka

m,af,ydg mkskak mq`Mjkao@ lkafoka m,af,yd

±laldu f,daldka;h jf.a' f,daldka;fha óÿï

j,djla ú;rhsfk fmakafka' b;ska ta jf.a .eUqr

±lalu ysf;kafk ke;ao udj ke;s fjhs lsh,d'

;ukaj ke;s fjkjg nh jqfka kE oyïfid`v

rÊcqrefjda' udj ke;s fjkjg nh flfkl=g

ksjka olskak wudrehs' fudlo udj ke;s fjkaku

tmehs ksjka olskak' udj ;shdf.k udj;a tlal

ksjka olskak nE' ta lshkafk uu;ajhfk' talhs

wr lkafoka m,af,ydg mkskjhs lshk l;dfj

f;areu' talhs wms lshkafk nh fjkak tmd hg

bkafka il% foafõJøhd lsh,d' iuyr wh ksjka

olskak nhhs' fudlo ug fï foaj,a ke;s fjhs

lsh,d' uu ke;s fj,d hhs lsh,d' keye ish,a,

,efnkjd' ta ksid uu lshkafk Tfí m¾pia

oyh w; yßkak" Tng uq`M mD:qúhu yïn fjkjd'

ljqo wlue;s" jeä;a tlal fkao@ úYajhu ;ukag

whs;shs jf.a ±fkkjd fkao' ug we;af;kau

fudk rgg .sh;a fï rfÜ ±fkk foauhs ta rgg

.sh;a ±fkkafka' fudk bvfï ysáh;a fï bvfï

ysáh;a Th mskaj;=kaf. f.orlg .syska ysáh;a

ug ±fkkafka tlu foa' ta fudllao ug ±fkk

tlu foa ;uhs fudl=;a fkd±fkk tl' wfõohs;

lshkafk;a tal ;uhs' ú£ula fkd ±fkk tl ug

±fkka ke;s tl'

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kuq;a iïuq;shg wdjdu ug fï mkai, fï

f.or lsh,d ±fkkjd' ta ksid wr o¾YKhhs

fï o¾YKhhs tlg iu.dój hkak mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkjd' ±ka n,kak fyd|gu ;ud ,`. ilaldh

ÈÜÀh lshk tl ;sfhkjo keoao@ ;udg wyq

fjkjo ilaldh ÈÜÀh' wekhla jf.a fohlakï

mkak,d odkak yß biair fj,d wefka fidhd

.kak ´kEjf.a ;uhs mqoa.,fhla m<uqj ;ud

,`. ilaldh ÈÜÀh ;sfhkjo lsh,d tal fydhd

.kak ´kE' fuys§ oefkk m%Odk ,CIKh ;uhs

fyd|g u;l ;shd .kak ilaldh ÈÜÀh ;sfhk

yeu flfklaf.u YÍrh fmd,jg nrhs' ;ukag

±fkkjd yd,a f.dakshla jf.a fmd,jg nr lr,d

;uhs uu bkafk lsh,d' fya;=j fmd,fjka fjka

fjÉp f,dalhla Th f,dalh' ta ksid ;uhs tfyu

±fkkafka' ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s jqkdg miafia

;ukaf. YÍrh fmd,jg nr kE' fya;=j YÍrh yd

f,dalh w;r ;snqk fjkaùu ÿria ùu keye' YÍrh

hkq f,dalhu nj;a f,dalfhau fohla nj;a f;areï

wrf.k thd fï f,dalfha fldgia ldrfhla

fkdù f,daflda;a;r o¾YKhl msysgk ksid thd

f,dalfhka fjka fjkak W;aidy lrkafk;a

kE' f,dalfhka fldgila fjka lrkak W;aidy

lrkafk;a kE' f,dalfha ;sfhk foaj,a f,dalhg

fokjd' tfyu ke;akï udrhdf.a foaj,a udrhg

w; yßkjd' Bg miafi thdg YÍrhla kE" thd

wmamáuhs' m<uqj th o¾YKfhka we;s fjkjd'

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Bg miafia ta f,daflda;a;r iudêh jevqfjd;a

ilod.dñ wkd.dñ w¾y;a fj,d .sys,a,d iïmQ¾K

wdOHd;añl ix{d ksfrdaOhlg m;a fj,d ksfrdaO

iudm;a;shg iu jeÈ,d bkak mq`Mjka' flfkla

fuh m%.=K lf,d;a ry;a fj,d ksjka olskak

mq`Mjka' tfyu ke;akï w;g m;a ksjka mfilg

,d fndai;ajrfhla fjkak;a mq`Mjka" Th wfkamsvq

isgq;=u;a nqÿ fjkak hk flfkla nqÿ nj m;df.k

hk flfkla fidajdka fj,dfka ysáfha'

ud¾.M, ,nkafk kE nqÿnj m;k wh lshkafk

fndre l;djla' ud¾.M, ,nkjd' wêIaGdkh u;

hkak mq`Mjka' t;k b|,d ls%hd;aul fjkafka

wêIaGdkh' Ñ;a; n,hla tlal ldh n,h mqÿu

úÈhg wdl%uKh lr,d ;sfhkafka fï ukqiaihf.a'

ixidfrka meñKs ilaldh ÈÜÀh flia .y mjd

uf.a flia .y" uf.a f,dau .y lsh,d w,a,df.k

;sfhkjd ;ryd .shdu lshkafk Th ñksiaiqkag

mq`Mjkao uf.a f,dau .ylaj;a fyd,jkak lsh,d

ta fjk fudllaj;a fkfuhs ta lshkafka uu f,dau

.y;a ;Èka w,a,d f.k lshk tlhs' f,dau .ylg

yß fudkj yß lrorhla lf,d;a fyu hld jf.a

weúiafikjd lshk tlfk ta lsjqfõ' ta ksid

fïl iïmQ¾Kfhkau fjku f,dalhla' ta ksihs

nqÿyduqÿrefjd f,dalh lsh,d fmkakqfj fï nUhla

muK YÍrh fïl;a .%yf,dalhla jf.a tlla'

mD:qúh wdY%h lrf.k tal jfÜ wms lerl=kdg fï

ukqIH YÍrh kue;s f,dalh;a fjku f,dalhla'

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ta f,dalfhka lv,d wrf.k ;uhs fï f,dalh

yodf.k ;sfhkafka' kuq;a tal ms,s .kafka kE'

wr ilaldh ÈÜÀh' ilaldh ÈÜÀh lshkafka fï

wei uf.a" lK uf.a" kdih uf.a" YÍrh uf.a fï

is;sú,s uf.a" f,a uf.a" kyr uf.a" weg wegñÿ`M

uf.a" tajd ish,a, uf.a lsh,d w,a,f.k bkafka'

ta ksid thd fjku f,dalhla njg m;afjkjd'

weúÈk fldg fmd,jg nrhs t;fldg' ±ka uu

fldÉpr nr lrkak yeÿj;a fmd,jg nr kE' uu

YÍrh fkdfõ' YÍrh ug fkdfõ" kuq;a fï foh

msáka fydhkak hkak tmd' tfyu fydhkak

neye' mqoa.,fhla yeáhg udj lsisu wdldrhl

m%;srEmhla ujkak tmd' fudlo tfyu uejqfjd;a

m%;srEmhla ke;s ;ekl ;uhs bkak ´ke' uu

bkafk m%;srEmhla ke;s ;ekl' wr w[a[d

fldKav{ jf.a fjkak tmdhe'

YdÍßl nr fkfuhs wmg ±fkkafk udkislj

±fkk nr' YÍrfha nr ke;akï ug ́ ke ;ekl jdä

fjkak mq`Mjkafk' tfyu fohla fkfjhs fu;k

;sfhkafka' ldhslj fldhs úÈhg ls%hd;aul fjkjo

okafk kE' udkislj ±fkk foahs fï lsjqfõ'

udkislj ±fkkjd kï ;j;a yd,a f.dakshla jf.a

fmd,jg nr lr, ;sfhkafk lsh,d tfykï t;k

ilaldh ÈÜÀh ;sfhkjd' b;ska ±fkk foafka

jeo.;a' YdÍßlj kï uu;a nr lsrejyu ógf¾

jefgkjd lsf,da .dK;a' ta jqkdg ta lsf,da .dK

uf.a fkfjhs" lsf,da .dK uu fkfjhs' ta ksid

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uu leu;shs Ôj;a fkdù Ôj;a fjkak" odfk j<|ka

ke;sj bkak" ie;fmkafk" wjÈ fjkafka ke;s"

l;d lrka ke;s mqoa.,fhla fjkak' Oïu Ôúfkda

lshkafka talg' if;la mqoa.,fhla yeáhg Ôj;a

fjkafk kE' ta ksid Tn ukqYHfhlao@ ke;'

foúfhlao@ ke;' n%dyauKfhlao" .dkaO¾jfhlao@

ke;' N+;fhlao" fma%;fhlao" ksr if;lao@ ke;'

.;s úuqla;s' fudku .;s ,CIKhlaj;a kE lshk

tlhs thska woyia fjkafka' b;ska Tkak fydhd

.kak' fydhd .;a; ksihs fïjd lshkafka' Th

whg lsh,d fokafka' wr .;s ,CIK ke;s flkd

kqjkska fydhd .;a;d' fudku .;s ,CIKhlaj;a

kE' wê Ñ;a;h wê {dKh lshk tl fu;ek§

Wmfhda.S lr .kak ´kE' ke;akï b;ska Tng .;s

,CIK n,kak mq`Mjka {dKhg ´l wyqfjkafk

kE' ljodj;au'

´l b;ska yeuodu n, n,d bkak nEfk'

Bg miafi fï O¾uh wykak ,efnhso okafk;a

kE' b;ska ta ksid ysi .sks .;af;l= ta .sks ksjk

f,i ksjd .;a;yu tl È.g uykais fj,d tal

bjrhs" ta úNd.h t;kska bjrhs' wdpd¾h Wmdêh

,sh, bjr jqkdg miafia thd ta lreKq u;la l,;a

ke;;a yeuodu wdpd¾h lsh,d l;d lrkjd' tl

ojil olskak fïl ;sfhkafka ±lalg miafia' tal

t;kska bjrhs' yßu ieye,a¨hs' B,`.g Ôúf;a

wdfh m%.=K lrkak fohla kE' fkdjefgk tlu

Yla;sh f,daflda;a;r O¾uh" fkdjefgk n,h

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f,daflda;a;r O¾uh muKhs' uu f¾reldfka

yduqÿrejkaf.a fmd;a tfyu n,kak mgka .;af;a

wjqreÿ odifha§ jf.a' tfya ;sfhkjd wfma lS%vdx.

khla' ta lS%vdx.kfha fl,jr ;sfhkjd fnda

.yla' ta fnda.y ,`. ;sfhkjd fm%aCIlhkag bkak

fma%CIld.drhla' uu jdä fj,d iuyr fj,djg

hd`Mfjd tklï fi,a,ï lrkak uu fmd;a

lshjkjd' fmd;a lshjkfldg idudkHfhka uu

msgqjhs lshjkafk' uu wks;a wh jf.a fõ.fhka

fmd;a lshjk flfkla fkfjhs' tl jpkh

.eUqßka n,kak mqreÿ fjÉp tl ;uhs fyd|u foa'

uu tl msgqj iuyr fj,djg mia j;djla ú;r

lshjkjd' tl ldrKhla f;areï .kak l,a uu ta

ldrKh ;ksfhka fydhkjd n,kjd' b;ska taflka

ug úo¾Ykd lrkak Yla;sh ,enqkd' uu W;aidy

lf,a ldrKhla ;j;a flfkl=g lsh,d fokak

fkfuhs' ugu f;areï .kak' t;fldg tkjd

woyila' fudllao@ ksrdhdifhka Ôj;a fjkak

we;akï fldÉpr fyd|o@ wfka fï wms wdhdifhka

fk Ôj;a fjkafk' Wyq,df.k weof.k hkjd

jf.a lr;a;hla' T`Mfj nrla ;shdf.k hkjd

jf.a yßu wdhdifhka l;d lrkafka' wekao;a

me,ekao;a Ôj;a jqk;a .ukla .sh;a hïlsis ord

.kak iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd' uu ksrdhdifhka

Ôj;a fjkak leu;shs' ta;a fï ksrdhdih Wod lr

.kafk fldfyduo lsh,d fydhkjd fydhkjd' fï

ksrdhdihg m;a fjkak ljqo ug lsh,d fokafka

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lssh,d' b;ska tfyu hoaÈ úúO Ndjkd j¾. l,d'

yß.sfha kEye' tfyu woyila my, jqk;a tjeks

fohla m%lg lr .kak" wjfndaO lr .kak uyd

mqÿu wiSre ;;ajhla ;snqkd' l,HdK ñ;% wdY%h

ke;akï fï foh jgyd .kak fndfydu wiSrehs'

nqÿ yduqÿrefjd lshkafk iShg iShlau fldÉpr

Wkkaÿj ;sín;a nE ksjka olskak l,HdK ñ;%fhd

ke;akï lsh,d' ±lmq flfkla Wojq lrkak ´kE'

wms mqreÿ fj,d bkafk ljqre yß ksjka ±lalhs

lsh,d lsjqjyu Th fndrejla Th yïn lrkak'

tfyufk ys;df.k bkafka'

wms n,kak ´kE fldfyduo@ fï .Kkh

lrkak neß fõ.hg fldfyduo tl;= fjkafka

lsh,d' wms ys;uqfld b,lalï oyhla ;sfhkjd

lsh,d' tlaflfkla bkakjd ìxÿfj" ;j

tlaflfkla bkakjd tfla' Th úÈhg fol"

;=k" y;r" my" yh wdÈ b,lalï j, tla tla

mqoa.,fhda Th we;af;da bkakjd' tla flfkla

bkakjd tl b,lalulj;a bkafk kE' b,lalï

Tlafldu ìxÿj;a tlal b,lalï oyhfka' fyd|hs

fï b,lalï oyfha tl b,lalulj;a ke;s

tlaflfkl=;a bkakjd' ±ka Th b,lalul bkak

flkdf. fjkihs" lsisu b,lalul bkafk ke;s

flkdf. fjkihs fudllao@ ìxÿfõ bkak flkdg

fudlo ysf;kafka' tfla" fofla" ;=fka" y;fr"

mfya" oyfh bkak flkdg fudlo ysf;kafk'

thd tl b,lalula w,a,f.k bkakjd oDIaá.;

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fjkjd' uf.a b,lalu fol uu w; yßkafka kE

lsh,d' Th foa fkao f,daflg fj,d ;sfhkafka'

rgj,a" cd;Ska" jxY" ÿmam;a" fmdfydi;a fkao@ ́ lg

lshkafka b,lalu .Kka lrkjd lsh,d' .Kkh

ke;skï ;;ajh lsh,d' Ôú;hg .Kkhla lsh,d

fohla ;sfhkjd ;uka .ek jákdlula ñ,la

kshu lrf.k ;sfhkjd' yeu flfkla ,`.u

;sfhkjd' b;ska Th we;af;d Th .Kkaldr lï

j,ska ksoyia fj,d .Kkh lrka ke;s ;ekg

tkak' t;fldg .Kkh lrkafk ke;s ;ekg

meñKshdg miafia wr .Kkaldrlï odk lÜáh

.Kkaldrlï odkfldg fudlo fmakafka' taj

yßu fmdä <uhskaf. jev lsh,d olskjd' fmdä

<ufhla ;d;a;f.a wf;a b¢oaÈ le; lrkjd" mhska

.ykjd" uQK yQrkjd" ;d;a;d b;ska .Kka .kafka

kE' ta jdf.a o¾YKhla ud¾.M, ,dNS flkdg;a

;sfhkjd' iajdNdúlju ±fkka ke;s .=Kh ry;ka

jykafiag ;sfhkjd' ug kï ±fkkjd' kuq;a

o¾Ykh ;sfhkjd' ±fkkjd" ±fkka ke;af; kE"

kuq;a wr o¾Ykfhka ne¨jdu fmdä <ufhlaf.

ls%hdjla jf.a ±fkkjd' kuq;a ry;ka jykafiag

tal ±fkkafku kE' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka'

ljodj;a tfyu ;ryla we;s fjkafk kE'

t;fldg ksialdrk fohla miafia fõ.fhka

ÿjf.k hk uqfjla" ñß`.=jla miafia fõ.fhka

ÿjf.k hk uqfjla Th we;af;d ±l,d ke;ao@

uu we;a;gu ±l,d ;sfhkjd' fõ.fhka uqfjla

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ojila ÿjkjd uu ±lald .ï m,df;a fyaka t,s

lr,d ;sfhk ldf,l' we;a;gu wr Èÿ,k jf.a

fmak tl miafia ;ud ta i;d ÿjf.k ÿjf.k

.sfha' fmakf;la udkfha Èjqfõ' ta i;d uefrkj

lshkjfka ñß`.=j miafia ÿj,d' ta ksid wmsg wms

b,lalï odf.k ysáhg lsisu b,lalul .kak

fohla kE' uuh lsh,d uu ys;=j;a me;=j;a l;d

l,;a fï f,daflg mgú" wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda

lshk i;r uyd O¾u;d j,g ;ukaf.a YÍrh

fno,d fjka lr,d fokak' n,kak Bg miafia

b;sß fudkjo lsh,d n,kak' flia .ylaj;a b;sß

fjkafk kE ;ukag lsh,d' B,`.g ;uka .;a;

ixl,am ál óg l,ska tl tlaflkdf.ka .;a;

tajfk ;sfhkafka' w[a[ u[a[ mÉphd wêm;s

mÉphd lsh, wms m%;Hh lr,d fokjd' fudkjo@

wïud ;d;a;d ÿka foaj,a" udu,d ndmam,d uymam,d

ÿka jpk ál" wi,ajdiSka ÿka jpk ál' Tlafldau

wr fmdä ldf,g hkl,a w; yerf.k hkak' pQá

<uhd fï bmfok fudfyd; olajd w;yerf.k

hkak' tf;kag .sys,a,d mqxÑ YÍrh jqk;a ta

lshkafk;a i;r uyd N+; O¾ufka ta ál;a fno,d

fokak' n,kak Th ls%hdj,sh lr,d ;ukag fldhs

fjf.a w;a±lSulao ,nkak mq`Mjka lsh,d n,kak'

Tfydu Th bßhjqfjkau b|,d fufkys lr,d

n,kak' fjkia lrka ke;sj fï lshk ;ukaf.a

wdOHd;añl .=Kh" iudê .=Kh" o¾Yk .=Kh

fyd|hso lsh,d'

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zfhdfp jiik;x ðfj

wmiix WohjHhx

taldyx Ôú;x fifhHd

miif;d WohjhxZ

^Oïumoh - iyiaij¾. .d:d wxl 113&

fuu by; oelafjk ud;Dld lr .;a .d:dj

f,djq;=rd nqÿrcdKka jykafia fÊ;jkdrdufha

fldKav[a[ lshk f;reka wrnhd foaYkd lrmq

foaYkdjla' fï foaYkdj lsÍug fya;= jqfka fï

NsCIQka jykafia jeäh kqjk ÈhqKq lr.kafk ke;=j

idudkH úÈhg Ôj;a fjk flfkla' thd iS,h

ÈhqKq lr .kafk;a kE" iudêh ÈhqKq lr.kafk;a

kE" m%{dj ÈhqKq lr .kafk;a kE' ta ksid tu

f;reka wrnhd nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï .d:dj

foaYkd l<d' ta lreKq fldfyduo Ôú;fha f.dv

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k.d .kafka lsh,d' zfhda fÉ jiai i;x ÔfõZ

Y; j¾Ihla hdfuka Ôj;a fjkjd' zÿmam[af[da

wiudysf;r iudys;Z ys;la yslauqKq ys;la ke;s

ovínr ys;la we;s m%{dfjka ÿ¾j, jQ tjeks ys;la

we;sj fhula Ôj;a fjkjd' nqÿyduqÿrefjda foaYdkd

lrkjd zta ldyx Ôú;x fihsfhda m[a[djka;iaiZ

m%{djka;j iS," iudê" m%{d lshk .=Khka jvd

j¾Okh lrf.k Ôj;ajk is,aj;l=f.a tl oji

jákjd' m%{dfjka f;dr fj,d wiudys; ys;la

we;s lr f.k Ôj;a fjk wjqreÿ iShg jvd lsh,d

nqÿyduqÿrefjda foaYkd l<d'

±ka wms l,amkd lr,d n,kak ´kE m%{dj

lshkafka l=ulao lsh,d' nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd l<d

udf.a O¾uh m%{djka;hkaghs" fudavhkag fkdfõ

lsh,d' kqjk we;s flfkla lsh,d lshkafka" m%{dj

we;s flfkla lsh,d lshkafka" thdg ±fkkjd

yeu fohlau ys;g ta jf.au kqjkg ±fkkjd'

fïl mdm;r ls%hdjla" fïl mqKH ls%hdjla" fïl

l=Y, l¾uhla" fïl wl=Y, l¾uhla lsh,d

kqjkg ±k.kak mq`Mjka' fïl fyd| fohla" fïl

krl fohla lsh, thdg ±k.kak mq`Mjka' thdg

lshkjd m%{djka;hd lsh,d' hïlsis lreKla

meyeÈ,s l<du ta lreK tafl ;sfhk .ïNSr;ajh

meyeÈ,s lr .kak mq`Mjka' m%{d wei ±ka wmg

weia .Kkdjla ;sfhkjdfka' tlla ;uhs uiei'

±ka fï wmg jgmsgdj fmakafk uia weia foflka'

B,`.g wmg ;sfhkjd ukei' ukeiska wmg

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l,amkd lrkak mq`Mjka' B,`.g ;uhs m%{djka;

wei" ta m%{djka; weiska wmg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd

wfma Ôú;fha ;sfnk uq`M ixidfru uq`M Ôú;hu

l<ukdlrKh lr .kSfï" ilia lr .ekSfï W;=ï

yelshdjla ;sfhkjd'

nqÿyduqÿrefjd fmkajkjd fï m%{djka;lu

Wod fjkak" iïud ÈÜÀh Wodfjkak ;ukaf.

Ôú;h Èyd ;uka úiska n,kak ´kE lsh,d'

zkmf¾ix úf,daudks kmf¾ix l;d l;xZ wksla wh

lshk lrk foaj,a Èyd n,df.k Ôú;h kdia;s lr

.kafka ke;sj ;ukaf.a is;=ï me;=ï lshqï flreï

ms,sn|j l,amkd lrkak lsh,d lshkjd ;ukaf.a

Ôú;h me;a;g yeß,d' wms fndfyda fj,djg

fï weia fol ,eì,d ;síng weia fofla fmkSu

yg.kafk fldfyduo lsh,d okafka kE' tl tl

foaj,a u;la jqkdg fï u;lhka my, fjkafka

fldfyduo lsh,d okafk;a kE' ;ryj wdjg

fldfyduo ;ryla tkafka" ;ry ys; we;=f, yg

.kafka fldfyduo lsh,d okafka kE' wdYdj,a yg

.;a;dg ta wdYdj,a fldfyduo yg .kafka lsh,d

okafka kE' wkak ta ksid ;uhs wms fkd±kqj;a

msßila tfyu;a ke;akï wmg ksis m%{d .=Khla

ke;s msßila lsh,d lshkafka'

wmsg mq`Mjkakï wfma is;sú,s j, iajNdjh"

wfma wefia iajNdjh" lfka kdifha Èfõ YÍrfha

ukfia ;sfhk iajNdjh wjfndaO lr .ekSug

yelshdjla ;sfhkjd kï thdg lshkj m%;HCI

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{dKhla ;sfhk flkd m[a[djka;iai ke;skï

m%{djka;hd lshd' WodyrKhla lsjqfjd;a Èjg

ri ±fkk flfkl=g meKs ri" ;s;a; ri" lyg

ri wd§ ri y÷kd .kak mq`Mjka' tajf.au kqjk

;sfhk flkdg fyd| krl ukd f,i y÷kd

.kak mq`Mjka' tjka jQ wdldrhg ÈhqKq jk ys;lg

Wod fjkjd iudys; ys;la" iudêu;a ys;la" tl`.jQ

ys;la" ikaiqka ys;la we;s fjkjd' ta ikaiqka ys;la

we;s lr .ekSu ;=, ;uhs ukqIHhdg iekis,a,

;sfhkafka' mskaj;=ka okakjd m%isoaêh ,nmq wh

wiykfhka bkakjd lsh,d' fndfyda Ok iïm;a

;sfhk wh wiykfhka bkakjd wms ±l,d ;sfhkjd'

fndfyda W.;alï ;sfhk wh wiykfhka bkakjd

wms ±l,d ;sfhkjd' iuyre wiykfhka Ôú;h

ke;s lr .kakjd' tjeks ;;ajhlg md;% jkafka

wehs@ m%{djka; lu wvqjqkyu" Ôú;djfndaOh wvq

jqkyu" wdfõ.YS,S;ajhka jeä jqkyu" wiudys;

ys;la we;s jqkdyu tjeks úúOdldr fodaYhka

msysgkjd'

fn!oaO msßila yeáhg fuf,dj Ôú;h muKla

ys;k msßila fkfuhs mrf,dj .ek;a ys;kjd'

mrf,dj .ek ys;kak nqÿyduqÿrefjda fyd|u

WodyrKhla ÿkafk' fudllao ta@ zhdis;x yrf;a

îcx ;dÈix yf;a M,xZ hula Tn jmqrkafkao thg

wkqju m%;sM, f.k fohs' Tn hulao jmqrkafka

thhs Tng m%;sM, f.k fokafka' uqx jemsrejdu uqx"

ù jemsrejdu ù' ta wd§ fldg we;s WodyrKhla ,nd

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§,d fmkajkjd ls%hdj Tn miqmiska meñfKkjd

lsh,d' ta ksid mq`Mjka ;rï fyd| ls%hd lrkak"

hym;a ls%hd lrkak' wkqka whym;a ls%hd lrkjd

lsh,d tajd ;udf.a jdishg yrjd .kafka ke;sj

Ôú;fha mq`Mjka ;rï hym;a lr .;a;du hym;a

is;sú,s ñksid hym;a lrjhs lshk Ou_;djhg

wkqj fkd±kqj;aju Tjqkaf.a Ôú; hym; lrd

fi!Nd.Hh lrd l%udkql+,j j¾Okh fjkjd'

kuq;a hï flfkla mdmfha fhÿfkd;a ta ksid Bg

wkq.;j wkqidrj wfma miqmiskq;a Ôú;fha hï

ojil lrk ,o ls%hdj, m%;sM,hla yeáhg úmdl

meñfKkjd' ta ksid Tn ,nkak leu;s fohla Tn

wka whg fokak" mß;Hd. lrkak' Tng hfula

krlla lrkjdg wlue;s kï Tno ta foh wka whg

fkdlr isákak' Th wd§ fldg we;s ;uka Wmud

lrf.k wd;au .fõYKhlska hqla;j iykYS,S

Ôú;hla .; lrk fldg ñksi;a njla ,nmq fï

ukqIHdhd W;=ï ukqIHfhla njg m;a fjkjd'

ukqIH YÍrhla we;=f, ;sßifkla jvkafka ke;sj"

hCIfhla" fma%;fhla" ;sßifkla yokafk ke;sj"

ukqIH YÍrh we;=f, foúfhla" fyd| ukqIHfhla

yod .kak mqreÿ fjkak' wms iuyr fj,djg ys;kj

;ry .kak tl yß f,dl=lula lsh,' ;ry .kak

tl f,dl=lula fkfjhs' tal hCI .;shla' wms

fndfyda fj,djg fï hCIhd bÈßhg .kakjd' wehs

wms tl ojila yß ry;ka jykafia kula bÈßhg

.;af; ke;af;a" wehs wms tl ojilaj;a ukqIHhd"

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foúhd biairyg .;af; ke;af;a' wehs wms tl

ojilaj;a lsjqfj ke;af; uf.a ukqIH;ajfha .=Kh

biairyg wdjd" uf.a foaj;ajfha .=Kh biairyg

wdjd lsh,d lshkafk kE' wehs yq`. fj,djg

lshkafk ug hld weúiaiqkd lsh,d' thd kï

wjqiai.kakjd yeu ;siafiu' yenehs ;uka ,`.

bkak ukqIHhd wjqiai.kafka kE' ta ksid wfma

mskaj;=ka hCIfhda" fma%;fhda wjqiaif.k tal f,dl=

fohla lsh,d ys;kak tmd' ukqIHfhda foúfhda

jf.a W;=ï .=Kdx. t,shg wrf.k fyd| ñksfila

fjkakhs nqÿyduqÿrefjda wkqYdikd lf,a'

tod nqÿmshdKka jykafiaf.a iufha wx.=,sud,

kue;s oreKq ñksid hCIHd wfõY lrf.k uyd mõ

l<d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ta Ôú;h bÈßhg .;a;d

ry;ka jykafia kula f,i' ta ksid wx.=,sud,

uy ry;ka jykafia njg m;ajqkd' Ôú;fha uyd

fmr,shla lr .;a;d' idudkH i;aj f,dalh

.;a;du l+vqjla yod .kakjd" wdydr mdk ál fidhd

.kakjd" Ôj;a fjkjd' ta i;=kaf.a wdhq ld,h .;

fjkfldg ueß,d hkjd' ukqIHhd;a tmuKlska

k;r fkdù Bg jvd tyd fohla" Bg jvd Wiia

fohla lr .kakghs fï nqÿjrfhla f,dj my, ù

foaYkd lrkafka'

hï rglg hkak ùid tlla ,nd fokjd Tng

fï rfÜ wjqreÿ myla bkak mq`Mjka lsh,d" oyhla

bkak mq`Mjka lsh,d' ta jf.au fï ukqIH wd;aufha;a

fï isß,la forfKa;a wmg Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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Wmßu ld,hlg hg;aj wjqreÿ iShlg hg;aj

wms yeu fokdu Ôj;a fjkjd' ta ld,h ;=, ud

Ôj;a úh hq;af;a W;=ï ukqIH;ajfhao" foaj;ajfhao"

mdrñ;djla i|yd W;=ï fndai;ajrfhla f,io"

ud¾. WmfoaYlfhla f,io hkak l,amkd lr

n,,d ysf;a WmÈk f,daN" oafõY" fuday lshk

jerÈ is;=ú,s y÷kd f.k tajd m<jd yer,d wf,daN"

woafõY" wfuday tfyu ke;akï mß;Hd.YS,S nj"

m%{djka; nj" wffjÍ nj wm ;=, jeä ÈhqKq

lrf.k Ôú;h jvd iemodhs lr .kak ´kE' tal

;ukaf.a j.lSu lr .kak ´kE'

zOïux úkd k;aÓ iqLd wk;a:dZ Ou_h

yefrkakg fjk iemhla kï ke;' wfma mskaj;=ka

yeu fofklau iem ,nkakg leu;shs' fndfyda

fofkla lshkafka isoaOd¾: l=udrhd fndfyda

iem w;ayer,d jk.; jqkd lsh,d' tal jerÈ

w¾:l:khla' isoaOd¾: l=udrhd jk.; jqfka

fndfyda iem w;a yer,d fkdfjhs" fndfyda ÿla

w;a yer,hs' mskaj;=ks wms ys;kjd Okh ,enqkdu

fï Tlafldu yßhhs lsh,d' tal uyd ñ;Hdjla'

fï fudfydf;a fï mshjf¾ wmf.a kqjk wjÈlr

.;af;d;a" o¾YKh f.dv k.d .;af;d;a" ta

fudfydf;a iekis,a, ;sfhkjd' ta iekis,af,ka

wmg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd fyg ojfia;a iekis,af,a

Ôj;a fjkak' ta ksid wkd.;h iemj;a lrkakg

wms yeuodu j¾;udkfha ÿla ú¢k ñksiaiq fjkqjg

j¾;udkfha Ñ;a; m%idohlska hqla;j i;=áka Ôj;a

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fjk ukqIHfhd msßila njg m;a fjkakg ´kE'

ta wNsudkh ;uhs ;ukaf.a fyg oji fyd| Èkla

njg m;a jkafka'

tfia l,amkd lrf.k ;ukaf.a Ôú;h

O¾udkqO¾u m%;sm;a;sh wkqj ilid .kak ´fka'

oyu lsh,d lshkafka iem ú¢kak ;sfhk fohla'

ienE iemh fidhd .kakhs oyu ;sfhkafka' fï

ksjerÈ wdldrfhka zidrxp idrf;da {;ajd widrxp

wdirf;daZ ire foa ire úÈhg olskak neß ùu

ksid" wire foa wire úÈhg olskak neß ùu ksid

wms yeu fokdgu isÿfj,d ;sfhkjd wire foaj,a

iemhs lsh,d i,lkak;a" ire foaj,a ÿlhs lsh,

i,lkak;a' tfyu l,amkd lrkafka ke;sj ire

foa ire úÈhgu olsk" ksire foa ksire úÈhgu

olsk W;=ï flfkla njg m;a fjkak jeäysáfhda

fï ÿjd orefjda {dKjka; fjkak ´kE" wjÈu;a

fjkak ́ kE' mq`Mjka ;rï oyï fmd; m; lshjkak

´kE' Ôú;h ms<sn| .eUqßka l,amkd lr, n,kak

´kE' tf,dj fuf,dj folu ire lr .kak ´kE'

Èkqjd kï fof,dju Èkqjduh lsh,d' ta mdGhg

wkqj fuf,dj;a ukdj yev .iajd .kak id¾:l

lr .kak' ta jf.au mrf,dj;a iemj;a njg m;a

fjk iir;a iemj;a njg m;a fjk W;=ï Ôú;

rgdjla yqre lr .kak ´kE' mqreÿ lr .kak ´kE'

wms ys;uq mskaj;=ka mrf,dfõ§ wm ,nk foa

okafka ke;s jqk;a wms fuf,dj§ lrk hym;a foa"

fÉ;kdfjka lrk hym; wmsg taldka; jYfhka

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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hym;la okjkjd' weußldfõ ysgmq ckdêm;s

flfkla jQ tan%yï ,skalka yß wuq;= fohla lsjqjd'

t;=ud fn!oaOfhla fkfuhs" kuq;a fn!oaO oyug

.e,fmkjd ta jpkh' t;=ud lsjqjd uu hym;la

lrk úg ±fkkafka ug hym;hs' whym;la lrk

úg ug ±fkkafka whym;hs lsh,d'

tfyu kï Tn fyd| fÉ;kdj,ska fyd|

jevla lrk yeu fudfyd;lu Tng fyd| fohla

±fkaú' Tn fÉ;kdfjka krl jevla lrk yeu

fudfyd;lu Tfí ys;g kmqrla ±fkaú Ôú;h Th

wdldrhs' ta ksid fyd| jev ál ál Ôú;hg tl;=

fjk úg u,a ud,hla fuka iajNdjfhkau by<g

meñfKkjd' Ôú;h ieye,a¨ fjkfldg by<g

.uka lrkjd jf.au Ôú;h f.dfrdaiq fjkfldg

fï iudcfha my,g .uka lrkjd" tal úoHd;aulhs

mskaj;=ks' j;=r ùÿrejlg .,a leghla ±ïfud;a

.,a legh m;=,gu hkjd' kuq;a ieye,a¨ fohla

±ïfud;a tal Wv mdfjkjd' tal ;uhs f,dal

i;Hh' ys; ieye,a¨ lr .;af;d;a tjeks whf.a

Ôú; fndfydau Wiia ;,hlg" by< uÜgulg

f.dv ke.s,d by<g hkjd' Ôú; f.dfrdaiq

jqfkd;a mdmfhka msrefkd;a th my<g weof.k

hk iajNdjhla fï f,dalh ;=, ;sfhkjd'

ta ksid wfma mskaj;=ka O¾uh .eUqßka yodrkak

uykais fjkak' O¾uh ms<sn| wms okafk w,am

ud;% fohla muKhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia uyd

mqÿudldr úÈfha wOHd;añl .=Khla f,dalhg

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y÷kaj,d §,d iykYS,S Ôú;hla .;lrk jev

ms<sfj,la W.kaj,d ÿkak uyd Ydia;Dka jykafia'

wms lSug lshkafka ksjka iem lsh,d' ksjk ÿlla

fkfjhs' ta ksid wms ksjka iem fldfyduo ,nd

.kafka' ks¾jdKh fldfyduo f.dv k.d .kafka

lsh,d fidhkak' ks¾jdKh fidhk úg ;ukaf.a

Ôú;fha ±ùu wvq fjkjd' ±ùu lshk jpkfha

m%;súreoaO jpkh ksùu' ksùu lshk jpkfha

m%;súreoaO jpkh ±ùu' wfma Ôú; Èyd n,kak

±ka fldÉpr ±fjkjo lsh,d' ta ±fjk Ôú;hg

ksjk fidhd .kakhs oyu wmg ;sfhkafka' ta

ksjk fidhd .kakd oyu .eUqßka lshjkak ´kE'

wdOHd;añl iS,h lsh,d lshkafka ;uka N=la;s

ú¢kak wlue;s fohla wka whg fkdlrkjd lshk

tlhs' iS,h iudêh ;=,ska B,`.g f.dv kef.kjd

m%{djka; Ndjh" ia:dfkdaÑ; .=Kh' tjeks fyd|

.=Kdx. u; f.dv kef.k Ôú; ch .kak m%ikak

iekis,sodhl Ôú; yeáhg nqÿrcdKka jykafia

fmkaj,d §,d ;sfhkjd' wms mska fokak kï

W;=ï l=i,hla we;s fjkak kï wms ys;kak ´kE

fjkjd fï úÈyg oyug wkq.;j fï iajrEmfhka

uf.a Ôú;h uu f.dvk.d .kakjd" yod .kakjd'

uu fjkog jvd nK oyï fmd;g keUqre fjkjd"

fkdokak O¾u ldrKhka y÷kd .kak f;areï

.kak uu fjr orkjd lsh,d l,amkd lrkak ́ kE'

tjeks l,amkdjlska Ôj;a fjkjd kï thd oyug

keUqre fjÉp flfkla yeáhg f.dvkef.kjd'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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hym;a is;ska l=re,af,l=g n;a weg folla

fok ;ekska wdrïN lr,d uõmsh jeäysáhkag

.re lrk i,lk uõmshkaf.a hym;a ls%hdjka

wkq.ukh lrk W;a;u pß; njg m;a lr .kak

mq`Mjka kï tal ;uhs wfma Ôú;j,g ,efnk uyd

Nd.Hh'

wmg Ôj;a fjkakg ;sfhkafk b;du flá

ld,hhs' iuyr úg 2050 fjkak l,ska iaÓr

jYfhkau 2100 fjk úg fu;k bkak lsisfjlau

fkdisákak mq`Mjka' fooyia tliSfha ìysjk

le,ekavrh" ldfrl" niatl" .=jka hdkh olskak

fï ljqrej;au kE' bka fuyd wms Tlafldu hkjd'

b;ska ta äx.g wehs fï uyd udkisl jHdl+,;ajhla'

mqxÑ mqxÑ foaj,a j,g yod .kafka' wehs wms Bßishdj"

fl%daOh" ffjrh m;=rejkafka lsh,d ;ukaf.kauhs

;uka wykak ´kE' ;ukau ;uka /l.kak ´kE'

fldfyduo lrKSh fu;a; iQ;%fha lsjqfõ' ztal

mq;a; ukqrlafÄZ tl mqf;la bkak wïud flfkla

ta mq;d fyd¢ka n,d.kakjd jf.a ;ukaf.a ys;

fyd¢ka /l .kak ;ukaf.a ys;g fyd¢ka wjjdo

lrkak' ;ukaf.a ys;;a tlal ;uka l;d lrkak

idlÉPd lrkak" wl=i,h m,jd yßkak' uf.a ys;g

fïl .e,fmkafk kE" fïl kqiqÿiq fohla' uf.a

ysf;a jeäh hq;=" ÈhqKq l< hq;= is;sú,s fïjhs' uf.a

ysf;ka ÿre l< hq;=" wE;a l< hq;= is;sú,s fïjhs"

fïjfha m%;sM, fïjhs" fï ls%hdj,sfha m%;sM,h

fïlhs wdÈ jYfhka ;ukaf.a ys; yod.kak lsh,d'

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tal ;uhs l¾u m%;sM,h lshkafka" l¾u úmdlh

lshkafk;a taluhs' yeu fudfyd;lu jpk msg

lrkak l,ska m%;sM,h olskak ´kE' t;fldg

je/oaola isÿ fjkak jpk msg lrkafk kE'

is;=ú,a,la yg .kak l,ska ta is;=ú,af,a m%;sM,h

olskak ´kE" t;fldg ta ls%hdj,sh lrkafka kE'

ls%hdjla lrkak l,ska ta jerÈ ls%hdfõ m%;sM,h

fïlhs lsh,d olskak mq`Mjkalu ,efnkak ´kE'

talg lshkjd {dkjka; nj" ¥ro¾YS nj lsh,d'

tjeks flkdg fï iudch" fï f,dalh" uq`M uy;a

f,dalhu ch .ekSfï yelshdj ;sfhkjd'

ta ksid W;=ïu ñksi;a nj ,n,d bkak wms

wfma uq;=ka ñ;a;ka" u< .sh {d;Ska wfmka wE;a

jqkd jf.a wms;a fï Ôúf;a od,d hkjd lsh,d

l,amkd lrf.k .=Kjka;lu;a fyd|g ÈhqKq

lr .kak' Okj;alu;a fyd|g ÈhqKq lr .kak'

keKj;alu;a fyd|g ÈhqKq lr .kak' .yla

jqkdu ta .fya fyd| M,hla ;sfhkak ´kE' fyd|

Yla;su;a .ila fjkak ´kE' Okj;alu lshkafka

talg' kslïu .yla jqkdg ñksiaiq ta .y w.h

lrkafk kE' fld, ;sfhkak ´kE' t;fldg

;uhs ta .yg ljqre;a ,x fjkafka'

±ka yduqÿreflfkla úÈhg uu fyd| .yla

fj,d fyd| m,;=re;a yeÈ,d ;sfnk úg iudch;a

,x fjkjd" rg;a ,x fjkjd" f,dalh;a tkjd wfma

fijkg' tal bfíg isoao fjk fohla' fyd| u,a

m,;=re msrek .il fijkg ljqre;a wdi lrkjd'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fïjd ms,sn|j l,amkd lr,d ;ukaf. Ôúf;a

;uka ,nmq w;a±lSï ms<sn| l,amkd lr,d Ôú;h

ms,sn|" iir ms<sn|" h:d¾:h f;areï wrf.k

Ôj;a fjkak' fï f,dalfha fndfyda fofkla

Ôú;h ms<sn| l,lsfrkafk leu;s foa fkd,eîu

ksihs' wgf,da oyu yuqfõ wms Yla;su;aj bkak

´kE fyd| Trejla fjf.a' uqyqfo yeuodu /,s

;sfhkjd' Trejla yod .kakjd ukdfia Tfrd;a;=

fok' tajf.a Ôú;h lsh,d lshkafka ixidr

id.rh lsh,d lshkafk tys meohk Trej ;ukaf.a

ys;" ;ukaf.a kqjk' tfyu kï fï iudcfha

m%Yak .eg`M úúO foaj,a j,g ukdj ms<s;=re ,nd

§,d tajdg uqyqK §,d Ôú;h ch .kak me;a;g

hkak ´kE' tfyu ke;=j ls%hd lrkak fyd|

kE' yeu ;siafiu m%;sM,h ±l ls%hd lrkak ´kE

;ukaf.a hym; fjkqfjka jev lrkak' tjeks

Ôú; iekis,sodhl fjkjd' nqÿ yduqÿrejkag lrk

f.!rjh ;uhs wms ukd ±yeñ .=Kdx. j,ska hqla;j

f.jk Ôú;h' u,ska mQcdlrkjg jvd .=Kfhka

mqok Ôú;h yq`.la jákjd' wfma uki wms iqNdú;

lr .kak ´kE' Ôú;fha wjidk m%;sM,h foi

n,kak i;=g r|j .kak mq`Mjka fjkafka oyñka

muKhs' fï lshmq lreKq ál ìug y,kafka

ke;sj kqjkg tl;= lr.kak' n,kak ys; Èyd"

uf.a ys;g lsisu is;=ú,a,la my, fkdfõjd lsh,d

wêIaGdk lr .kak' Ndjkd bßhjqjlska isákak'

ál fõ,djla bkak uf.a ysf;a ffjr is;a my<

fkdfõjd' uf.a isf;a ;ry is;a my< fkdfõjd"

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uf.a Ôú;fha hCI .;s" ;ry hk .;s ;sfhkjdkï

tajd ÿre fõjd" uf.a ysf;a ±ä f,daN .;s" oafjY

.;s ÿrefõjd' uf.a Ôú;fha wkjfndaOh ÿrefõjd"

wjfndaOh f.dv kef.ajd' uu ±yeñ flfkla" uu

hym;a flfkla" uu fY%aIAG flfkla" uu Ôú;h

ch .kakd flfkla" W;=ï foaj .=Khka hy .=Khka

ÈhqKq lrk flfkla" ud fyd| .=Kj;a flfkla"

Okj;a flfkla" .=Kj;a flfkla" ud fukau ish`M

i;ajfhda iqjm;a fj;ajd" iqjm;a fj;ajd" wms yeu

WoEiklu fufia wêIaGdk lrkak mqreÿ fjkak'

wfma ys;g lsisu is;=ú,a,la my< fkdfõjd

lsh,d wêIaGdk l,dg muKla m%udKj;a kE'

wfma ys; wmsg whs;s kE wfma ys; whs;s f,daN"

oafõY" fuday lshk hCIhdg;a" fma%;hdg;a' ta ksid

;uhs wmsg ´kE úÈhg wfma is;a mj;ajkak neß

ks;ru wfma ys; tl me;a;lska we,s,d ;sfhkafk'

wr hCIhd wÈkjd f,daNhg" ;j me;a;lska

oafõYhg wÈkjd" ;j me;a;lska l,n,ldÍ nj

úms,sir njg wÈkjd' tajdf.a yeu úgu is; tl

me;a;lg wef,kjd'

wehs wmsg whs;s ke;af; wfma ys;@ wehs

wmsg whs;s ke;af; wfma Ôú;h@ l,amkd lr,d

n,kak' Tnf.a lsh,d ys;=jg Tn leu;s úÈhg

tl ñks;a;= oyhla ;shd .kak neß ys;la Tn ,`.

;shdf.k bkafk' tfykï óg miafia Tfí ysf;a

my, fjk ;ryj" wdidj" oafõYh .ek fojrla

ys;kag ́ kE' ;=kajrla ys;kag ́ kE' ysf;a we;sjk

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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i;=g fndfydu m%{dfjka ú|ord .kak ´kE'

ysf;a we;sjk l,lsÍu" ÿl" fõokdj fndfydu

m%{djka;j tal ord .kak ´kE' Ôú;fha lS¾;sh

iu. meñfKkjd wmlS¾;sh' Ôú;fha iem iu.

meñfKkjd ÿl" Ôú;fha ,dNh iu. meñfKkjd

w,dNh' Tfí Ôú;h mQ¾K;ajhg m;a lrkq

,nkafka oyu muKhs'

ta Ôú;h mQ¾K;ajhg m;a lrkakg újdyhg"

orejkag" /lshdjg" ;k;=rg" Okhg lsisu foalg

nE' ta ksid mskaj;=ka oyug yefrkak oyu ms<sn|

fidhkak' oyug lem fjkak' yenehs kshu

ud¾.h fidhd .kak ́ kE' ckms%h nqÿ oyñka lsisu

m%;sM,hla ,nd .kak nE' yduqÿrefjda iekis,af,a

ke;akï odhlhd iekis,af, ke;akï ta oyñka

we;s jevla kE' yduqÿrefjda odhlhg nek nek

bkakjd kï odhlhd yduqÿrejkag nek nek

bkakjd kï Tlafldu hCIfhda jf.afka' tfyu

fjkak fyd| kE' wjjdohg jvd wdo¾Yh W;=ï

nj l%shdfjka fmkajkak ´kE' foujqmshkaf.a

´kEu je/oaola wylg úis lrkak mq¨jka thg'

wmsj fuf,djg ìys lsÍuu we;s' yeuodu yeu

ukqIHfhl=gu W!K;djhla ;sfhkjd' oyu

;sfhkjd kï yeu ;eku iekis,a, ;sfhkjd' fï

lshk ,o jpk ud,hla jf.a me<| .kak" ta Tiafia

is; ksjerÈj jvd .kak' th fï ioaO¾uhg lrk

tlu f.!rjhhs' Tn oyñka iekfikak" ksùfuka

iekfikak'

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Ndjkd jev igyklska n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka

iS,h" iudêh" m%{dj lshk fï ;s%úO YsCIdj ÈhqKq

lr .ekSuhs' iS,h lsh,d lshkafka wdOHd;añl

ixj¾Okhhs' ys;" lh" jpkfha yslaóu iS,hhs'

t;fldg iudêh lsh,d lshkafk;a ys;" lh"

jpkfha ixjr nj" iudys; nj ixj¾Okhghs'

m%{dj lsh,d lshkafka fukak fï iudêh we;s lr

.ekSuhs' ys;" lh" jpkh lshk ;=ka fodr md,kh

lr .ekSug lshkjd m%{dj lsh,d' ys;" lh" jpkh

fhdod .;a; úêhg Wmfhda.S lr .;a; úêhg;a wms

lshkjd m%{dj lsh,d' m%{d iïm;a;sfha ;sfhk

iqúfYaIS ;djh ;uhs lshk fohg jvd hula l,amkd

lsÍfï yelshdjla tys ;sîu' ;j ,CIKhla ;uhs

m%{d iïmkak flkdg ysf;a my,fjk foaj,a

ms<sn| fyd|g f;afrkjd' fïl f,daN iy.;"

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ysñlr .ekSu w;ayeÍu ;=,

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fïl oafõY iy.;" fïl fuday iy.; wruqKq

lsh,d thdg f;afrkjd' ±ka ;ryla wdjdu uf.a

ysf;a ;ryla weú,a,d ;sfhkafka ;ryd idOdrKhso

widOdrKhso lsh,d fmakjd' ±ka f,daN ys;la wdjdu

±ka ug f,daaN ys;la my, fj,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d

thdg tal fmakjd' ta ,CIKfhka hqla;hs m%{d

iïmhqla; mqoa.,hd ke;skï ;eke;a;d' B,`.g

m%{d iïmhqla; mqoa.,hd ;j ;j;a ta ;=,g keUqre

fjkfldg thdg f;afrkjd tajd ke;s lrk úÈh"

md,kh lrk úÈh" tajdf.ka bj;a fjk úÈh;a

thdf.a kqjKg my, fjkjd' ±ka wms hkfldg

mdr ueo f,dl= .,la ;snqfKd;a thska bj;a fj,d

hkak wmg kqjKla my< fjkjfka" mdr leä,d

;snqfkd;a ldKqjla ;snqfKd;a ta jf,a fkdjeà

hkak whska fj,d hkak kqjkla ;sfhkjd jf.a

ysf;;a we;sjk ÿ¾j,lï j,§ tajdhska bj;afj,d

whskafj,d hkak yelshdjla ;sfhkjd fï m%{d

iïmhqla; mqoa.,hdg' ÿl lshkafka yßhg wr

mdrj,aj, ;sfhk j,j,a jf.a' iuqoh lshkafk

wms tajdhska fmdâvla bj;afj,d hkak ´kE

lshkjd jf.a' t;fldg talg ud¾.hl=;a thska

bj;a ùfuka iekiSul=;a wmsg b;=re fjkjd'

túg ÿlaL iuqoh" ksfrdaO ud¾. lshk p;=rd¾h

i;Hfhkau bj;a fjkjd' thg wms ±ùfuka bj;a

fj,d ksùug m;a fjkak ´kE'

±ka yeufokdu ±fjk ksidfk fuydg wdfõ'

ke;akï tkafka keyefka' ±fjk nj iuyr

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fj,djg Ôú;h lr .;a;g miafia iuyr fj,djg

tal oeúulao lsh,dj;a okafk;a kE' th yßhg fï

jf.a wr mdr whsfk f.daks mvx.=jl Ôj;a fjk

mqoa.,hd ú¢kafk fudk ;rï ÿllao lsh,d okafka

fyd|g iem myiqj Ôj;afjk mqoa.,hd muKhsfka'

kuq;a ta ukqiaihd okafk kE tal ÿlla lsh,d' ta

ksid yeuodu uÿrefjda ;, ;,d iS;f,ka" mskafkka"

wjqfjka mSvd ú¢ñka t;ku bkakjd' wkak tfyu

fohla isoao fjkjd ñksiqkag;a ñksiaiq ÿflau bmÈ,d

ÿflau Ôj;a fjkfldg ys;kjd fïl ;uhs Ôú;h

lsh,d' b;ska ld,d î,d fyd¢ka Ôj;a jqkyu yß

lsh,d' tfyu ys;k wh f.dvla foflka bkakjd'

tfyu l,amkd lr,d ;uhs fï fndfyda fofkla

Ôú;h yodf.k ;sfhkafka' kuq;a m%{d iïm%hqla;

flkdg fmakjd fï bkak ;ek wvqjla mdvqjla

;sfhkjd" m%Yakhla ;sfhkjd" ÿlla ;sfhkjd

lsh,d' t;fldg ÿl ±fkkafk m%{d iïm%hqla;

flkdg' m%{djla ke;s flkdg ÿl ±fkkafk

kE' wr lshkafka m%{djka;fhda yer hk ;ekaj,

fudavfhda mskqka .ykjd lsh,d' ±ka n,kak

wms lshkafka isoaOd¾: l=udrhd iem whska lr,d

.shd lsh,d fkao' ta lshkafka iem iïm;a od,d

.shd lsh,fka' isoaOd¾: l=udrhd m%{d iïm%hqla;

flfklafka' t;fldg wms m%{d iïmkak ke;s

ksid ;uhs lshkafka isoaOd¾: l=udrhd iem iïm;a

od,d .shd lsh,d' m%{d iïmkak flkdg ljodj;a

ye`.Sula my, fjkafk kE iem iïm;a od,d .shd

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lsh,d' Tjqkag f;afrfkjd ish`Mu ÿla ál od,d

;ud jk.; jqfka iem fidhkak lsh,d' jkfha

;uhs iem ;sfhkafka' ta lshkafka w;yermq ;ek

;uhs iem ;sfhkafk ksoyia fjÉp ;ek ;uhs iem

;sfhkafk lshk ldrKh' ta lshkafk wms ;du;a

rc iïm;a" Ok iïm;a fudkjd lsh,o ys;kafka'

iemhs lsh,d ys;kafka ta foaj,a'

zidrxp idrf;da [;ajd

widrxp widrf;daZ

ire foh ire úÈhg olskjd' wire foh wire

úÈhg olskjd' wms f,dl=lulska bkakjd kï"

msìÈ,d bkakj kï tfyu;a ke;akï udkakhla

we;slr f.k bkakj kï ta we;slr f.k bkafka

fudkjgo lsh,d n,kak' ;ukaf.a f.a fodr"

bvlvï" Ok OHdk" {d;s ñ;%hka" ;ukaf.a ldh

n,h Yla;sh wdÈh ksid' Th tllaj;a iodld,sl

kE wjqreÿ wiQjla iShla ú;r iSudka;sl foaj,a

yeufoau' n,;, f.afodr fï fiaru fN!;sl foaj,a

iSudka;r ld,hlg ukqIH wd;auhlg ,eìÉp

fohla' t;fldg Tf;kag ;uhs fï ukqIHfhda ál

fldgq fj,d bkafka' isrfj,d bkafka' t;fldg

Tn fu;kska f;areï lr .kak ´kE foa ;uhs

fï foaj,a iem fkfuhs ÿlhs lsh,d' wehs ÿlhs

lshkafka@ Tng fl,jr§ Th yeu fohlau ÿlla

njg mßj¾;kh fjkjd'

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Wfoa u,a mQcd lrk fldg wms lshkjd fï

u,a jf.a uf.a YÍrh;a úkdY Ndjhg m;a fjkjdh

lsh,d' b;ska fïl f,dl= Ndjkdjlafka' T;k

urKdkqiai;s Ndjkdjla isoaOfjkjd yenehs

fïl yßhg ±kf.k lsjqjyu' Th ysf;a ;sfhk

fudaydkaOldrh WoaOÉp lu udkakh wdÈh wvq

fjkak ´kE' ffu;s%h Wjukd fj,dj ;uhs ;ryd

.sh fj,dj' kuq;a ´l wfma fn!oaOfhda fldÉpr

nK weyqj;a lrkafka kEfka' t;fldg wf,daNh

Wjukd lrkafk fldhs fj,djgo" f,daaNhla

ys;=kyu" ke;s ;kaydjla we;s fj,d wkqkaf. foa

lvd jvd .kak ys;=k fj,djg ;uhs wf,daN fÉ;kd

my, lr .; hq;= jkafka' fï iqrdiqr hqoaOh fyd|

iy krl whf.a hqoaOh;a' ;ukaf.a ysf;a keoao

Th folu@ ys;,d n,kak odk fÉ;kd ;sfhkjd"

f,daN fÉ;kd ;sfhkjd" Tn fyd|g n,kak Tng

odk fÉ;kd my, fj,d f,daN fÉ;kd úiska tajd

wdl%uKh lrmq wjia:d ´k;rï we;s' tjf.au

Tng odk fÉk;d my< fj,d tajd f,daN fÉ;kdjg

ke;s lrkak bv fokafka ke;sj tajd Èkmq wjia:d;a

we;s' Tng lreKdj ffu;s%h my, fj,d oafõY

iy.; udk weú,a,d l;d fkdlr bkak fj,dj,a

we;s' iuyr fj,djg nkskak lshk oafõY iy.;

is;a lreKdfjka hgm;a fjkak;a we;s' b;ska ´l

;uhs ñksia ika;dkhl iajNdjh yßhg iqr wiqr

hqoaOh jdf.a'

ziín mdmiai wlrKx

l=i,iai WmiïmodZ

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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tf,i ys; yod .;a;yu fyd| foa j¾Okh

lr .kakjd' kuq;a ys; blaujk l%uhl=;a ke;sj

ys; blaujkjd lshkafka yß .eUqre fohla' ys;

blaujkjd lsh,d lshkafka yß .eUqre .ïNSr

O¾uhla" tal f,ais kE' tal ukqIHhdg f;arï

.kak neß ;rï fohla' fuf;la fj,d lshmq

foaj,a Tng f;afrkjd' tfyu f;afrkak fya;=j

fï foaj,a wms ks;r w;aú¢k w;aolsk foaj,a ±ka

uki rEmhla úÈhg fkdfmkqkdg fõokd;aul

.=Khlska ixfõ§;djhlska Tng uki ±fkjdfka'

ÿl" ÿla úÈhg nh" nh úÈhg i;=g" i;=g úÈhg

±fkkjdfka' ta jf.a ixfõokd;aul ji;=jla

;uhs fï ys;' ldhsl mSvdjka j,ska j,lskak nE

lh ;sfhklï' tal f,v fjkjd" jhig hkjd'

fí;afya;a ´kE' nqÿyduqÿrejkag;a tal tfyuhs'

udkisl fya;+kau fkfjhs ldhsl frda.j,g

fya;=ldrl jkafka' ta ksid nK Ndjkd l,du

iïmQ¾Kfhka f,v ÿla j,ska ikSm fjkak mq`Mjka

lsh,d lsõjg ta fndre' udkisl fya;+ka ksid

we;sjk f,v ú;rhs tajdhska ke;sfjkafka' Ñ;a;

fõokd" Ñ;a; mSvd ál j,lajd.kak mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkjd nK Ndjkd l,du'

bJøsshhka j,g f.dapr fjk fohla fkfuhs

fï lshk ksjk' ±ka weig f.dapr fjkafk

fudkjo@ rEm yd j¾K" rEm ix{d" j¾K ix{d

tajd fyd|g weyeg fmakjd' wms hula Èyd n,kjd

lsh,d lshkafka bJøshhka myu Bg fhduqlr,hs

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n,kafka' ±ka fï fudfydf;a wms m%Odk jYfhka

.kakd ldrKh ;uhs weia fol' nK fmd;

lshjkjd" fmd; olskjd" ±ka u,la Èyd ne¨fjd;a

tfyu kdihhs weia folhs .kakjd' wdydr .kakd

úg Èjhs weia folhs m%fhdackhg .kakjd" wfma

wei uQ,sl ldrKhla fj,d ;uhs wksla foa iïnkaO

fjkafka' wmsg ´kkï weia fol mshdf.k jqk;a

y`vlg weyqïlka fokak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd'

fyd|hs fï ;ud bJøshhka mfya ls%hdldß;ajh'

±ka fï bJøshhka myg f.dapr lr .kak

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafka rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y

fï O¾u;d y÷kd .ekSfï yelshdj ;sfhkjd' ñksia

Ôú;hla ,ndmq wms Th mfyafk Ôj;a jqfka fkao@

uq`M Ôú; ld,hgu wefyka" lfKka" kdifhka"

Èfjka" lfhka lrkak mq`Mjka jev ál ;uhs lf,a'

fïlg lshkjd bJøsh úIh ke;skï bJøshhkag

f;afrk m%udKh lsh,d' t;fldg mxp lshkafk

myhs' mxp Wmdodk ialkaOd lshkafka fuu bkaøsh

my flfkl= w,a,d .kakd úg fï mfya Wmdodk

ialkaOhla yefokjd' Wmdodk ialkaOhla lshkafka

uf.a" uf.a" uf.a" uf.a lsh,d foaj,a ukiska w,a,d

.kakjd" iuyr foaj,a ;sfhkjd wms idudkHfhka

w,a,d.kakjd' iuyr tajd w,a,kafka kE' iuyr

tajd ±äj w,a,d.kakjd' wehs ±äj w,a,kafka@ ta

flfkl= ;=, yg.kakd oeä leue;a; ksid' ±ka wms

mdfr hkjd álla ÿr hkfldg nv.sks yefokjd

nv.sks yeÿkdu fudlo lrkafk@ nv.sks yeÿkdu

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lvhla w,a,.kakjd' wms lvhla w,a,,d k;r

lrkak lshkafka' ta jf.a fï yeu fohlskau

bkaøshka mskùu ;uhs isÿjkafka' wei mskùu"

lK mskùu" kdih mskùu" Èj mskùu" lh mskùu

wd§ f,i' kuq;a fïjd flfkl= mskùu k;r l<d

lshd ksjka olskak nE' tfyu kï wkaO mqoa.,hka

ìysß mqoa.,hka ksjka olskak ´kefka' wms fï isÿ

lrkafka fN!;sl md,kh' tksid fN!;sl md,kh

fyd|hs fN!;sl;ajhg'

t;fldg wms okak fohla ;uhs flf,ia lshk

tl ukqIHfhla ;=, fldf;la fjkl,a ;sfhkjo

lshk tl' fï oi ixfhdack O¾u wßy;ajh olajd

hklïu ;sfhkjd' b;ska flfkl=f.a uQ,sl

ud¾.M, {dK ,enqj;a ta whg flf,ia ;sfhkjd'

fidajdka ud¾. M,hla ,enqj;a flf,ia ;sfhkjd"

ilod.dñ" wkd.dñ hï m%udKhl flf,ia

;sfhkjd' wßy;ajfha§ ;uhs ish`Mu flf,ia ke;s

fjkafka' wms mkaif,a yduqÿrejkaf.ka ry;ka

jykafia flfklaf.a foaj,a n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd

fkao@ wmsg tfyu n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak nEfka'

yefudau flf,ia iys;hs' wms ys;uq flfkla ud¾.

M,hla ,n,d bkakjd lsh,d' b;ska Wkajykafia

f.ka n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqfkd;a ry;ka jykafiaf.a

iajNdjh tal;a jerÈhsfka' thdf.ka tal;a

n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak nE' B,`.g ilod.dñ

flkd thdf.kq;a n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak

nE" wkd.dñ flkdf.ka ry;ka jykafiaf.a

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.=K n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak nE' ta ksid nqoaêh

uo wdldrfhka flfkla jdih lsÍu fkfuhs

is,aj;alu lshkafka' iuyr wh fndfydu fyñka

l;d lr, n,d.;a;= w; n,df.k bkak flkd

;uhs yßu is,aj;a lsh,d ys;kafka' b;ska fï

ud¾.M, ,dNSka tfyu fydhkak mq¨jkalula

keye' fï ud¾. M, {dk ldrKhla fkfuhs"

fïl fydhkakg neye ndysßka'

tl ry;ka jykafia kula l;d lrkafk

wks;a whg ji,hd lsh,d' kuq;a tal ta mqreoaog

.sh tlla' kuq;a wms msáka ukskak .shd kï ry;ka

jykafiaj' ta ksid wmsg msáka n,kak mq`Mjka

lula kE is,aj;a lñka fkdis,aj;a lñka flfkla

ry;ao lsh,d fydhkak;a nE' fyd|u foa fudllao@

fyd|u foa ;uhs ;uka is,aj;ao ke;ao lsh,d

;ukau n,k tl' uu lshkafk mkais,a" wgis,a"

oiis,a fkfuhs uu fï lshkafka ys; lh jpkfha

ixjr Ndjh .ek' ta lshkafka .eá .eà bkakjd

lshk tl fkfuhs' tal ijdNdúl ixjr Ndjhg

m;a fjkakg ´kE' iajdNdúlj ixjr Ndjh ;=,

;sfnkafka yß wmQre fohla' ;ry weú,a,d md,kh

lrkjd lshkafka tlla' ;ukag ;ryd fkdtk

uÜgug m;afjkjd lshkafka ;j tlla' Tkak

´lhs iajdNdúl ixjrNdjh lsh,d lshkafka'

±ka Th we;a;kag ;sfhkafka ;ry md,kh

ùulafka" lEula lkak wdihs md,kh fjkjd" f,daN

is;a tkjd" md,kh lrkjd" b;ska ta ksid ysf;a

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flf,ia we;s fj,d ta flf,ia md,kh lsÍu fkfuhs

fï meyeÈ,s lrkafka' flf,ia we;s fkdfjkakg

is; ÈhqKq lsÍu .ekhs fï lshkafka' laf,aIhla

lshkafka fudkjo@ laf,aIhla lsh,d lshkafka

flf,ikjd lshk tlfka' wmsßisÿ lrkjd tfyu

ke;akï wmsj krla lrk iajNdjhg wms lshkjd

flf,ia lsh,d' fudkjo flf,ikafka@ wfma ys;

ysf;a fudkjo flf,ikafka@ ysf;a ;shk i;=g

iekis,a, flf,ikjd" wfma ys; my,g fy,kjd'

Th flf,ia iys; mqoa.,;ajfhka uq,skau flf,ia

ke;s flfkla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak nE' Th

we;af;da ,`. jqk;a fuf;kag tk wh ,`. jqk;a

uu tfyu n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk kE' odfka

§, je| je| ysáh;a wks;a me;a; yerefkd;a

m%ydr n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak ´ke' orejg jqk;a"

iajdñhg jqk;a" ìß|g jqk;a fï mD:.ack f,dalfha

iajNdjh thhs' f;,a gexls j, msgme;af; .y,d

;sfhk jdlHh ñksiqkaf.a msfÜ .y, ;síng

leula kE' zjyd weúf,k iq¨hZ lsh,d' f;,a

gexlshla weú¨fkd;a lsf,daóg¾ ld,lska weú,s,d

hhs' kuq;a ukqiaifhla weú¨fkd;a rglau .sKs

.kakjd" f,daflu jqk;a .sks ;shkak mq`Mjkalu

;shkjd" t;rï Nhdklhs'

fyd|hs ±ka wms Th l;d lf¾ ysf;a iajNdjh

.ek' nqÿyduqÿrefjda yenehs ksjk yeáhg fmkakqfj

ysf;a ;shk ;ekla fkfuhs' ysf;a ;shk tl udkisl

iajNdjhlaj;a fkfjhs nqÿyduqÿrefjda ksjk

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yeáhg fmkakqfõ' nqÿyduqÿrefjda ksjk yeáhg

fmkakqfõ fï ysf;ka tyd fohla' ms,sfj,lg

lsjqfjd;a wefyka tyd fohla" lfKka tyd fohla"

Èfjka tyd fohla" YÍrhg ±fkk iajNdjfhka

tyd fohla' ys;g ujd .kak mq`Mjka udkisl

iajNdjhka j,ska tyd fohla ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjda

fidhd .;af;a' wkak t;k ;uhs ksùu ;sfhkafka"

±ùu ke;af;a' fõokd ke;s" wfõohs; ;ek fõokd

ke;s ;ekla fyd| ke;ao@ iqL fõokdjl=;a kE'

ÿlaL fõokdjl=;a kE' WfmaCId fõokdjl=;a kE'

fudlj;au fõokd kE' fõokd ke;af; bJøshhka

yh w,a,f.k ke;s ksid' bJøshhka yh tlal

lsisu .kqfokqjla" lsisu hqoaOhla" lsisu m%Yakhla

fudlj;au kE' talhs fõokd ke;af;a'

±ka bJøshhka yh;a tlal Ôj;a fjkfldg

;uhs fï Tlafldau m%Yak' wrhd ug jvd f,dl=hs"

ug jvd fmdähs" wrhd fufyuhs" wrhd wrfyuhs"

Tfydu fkfï úh hq;af;a fufyuhs wd§ f,i'

fï Tlafldau ;sfhkafka wfma bJøshhka yh ;=,'

±ka wms flfkla Èyd n,,d lshkafka fldfyduo

thd fï úÈhg bkakjd" fï úÈhg bkakjd kï

fuhd fyd|hs lsh,d' wfma ixl,amh ;sfhkafka

fldfyduo@ ìu n,df.k hkjdkï ry;ka

jykafia kula" ke;skï is,aj;a flfkla lsh,d'

ug;a u;lhs msKavmdf;a jäk kHdhg wkqj

msKavmdf;a jäkfldg fndfydu fyñka ìu

n,df.k l;d lrkafka ke;sj hkjd' t;fldg

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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iuyre lsh,d ;sfhkjd yduqÿrefjda wkd.dñ ú;r

fjkak ́ kE lsh,d' fohshfka fï ukqiaifhda udj

wkd.dñ ;ekg ±ïudfk lsh,d uu b;ska l,amkd

lrkjd' fï ukqiaifhda okak fohla lsh,d

ys;kjd' tal ta fj,djg ta fudfydf;a msKavmdf;

jäk úÈh' ta fj,djg tal ±l,d ys;=jd uu uq`M

Ôúf;au ìu n,df.k bkak flfkla lsh,d'

blauKg meyefokjd jf.au blauKg wm%idohg

m;a fjkjd' talhs mqoa.,;ajfha iajNdjh'

fuh blaujkak Tng lrkak ;shk m%Odk

uQ,sl foa ;uhs Th we;a;kag ke;s lr.kak

;sfhkafka fudllao@ th ;uhs Th we;a;kau Th

we;a;kaj ke;s lr .ekSu' ±ka ´l ug lrkak

mq`Mjka fohlao@ key' th ;ukaguhs lr.kak

mq`Mjka fjkafka' t;fldg ;uka tal lrkafk

fldfyduo@ thg ;uka ,`. bJøshhkag ;sfhk

nr iajNdjh ;ukagu wvq lr .kakhs ;sfhkafka'

thg wd§kjh n,kak ish,a,f.au' tlla folla

n,,d yßhkafk ke ish,a,f.au wd§kjh

lshkafka bJøshhka yhgu f.dapr jk hulg

flfkla mCImd;S kï jeämqr thdg ksoyia

ùfï me;a;g jefgkag nE' w,a,d .ekSfï ud¾.

hhs w;yeÍfï ud¾.hhs lshkafka folla' ±ka

WodyrKhla jYfhka lsjqfjd;a fu;k ud,hla

;sfhkjd lsh,d' fï ud,h .kak lÜáh fmdr

lEfjd;a tfyu blaukska fï ud,h .kafka

flf,ia wvq flkdo jeä flkdo@ wksjd¾hfhka

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hkafka flf,ia n,h jeä flkd' tal ;uhs

iajNdjh' ±ka nqÿ rcdKka jykafia;a kqjke;s

flfkla njg m;a fjkafka" m`äjrfhla njg m;a

fjkafka" W;a;ufhla njg m;a fjkafka" is,aj;=ka"

.=Kj;=ka" kekj;=ka wìhi muKhs' wks;a wh

bÈßfha nqÿyduqÿrefjda jefgkafka {dKjka;fhla

.Khg fkfuhs' kqjKe;shka wìhi muKhs wmsj

nenf,kafka" wmsg ;ekla ;sfhkafka" wmsg .re

lrkafka ta we;af;da ú;rhs' w{dKfhda" kqjk

uo we;af;da wmsg .re lrkafka kE" i,lkafk;a

kE" wmsg W;=ï flfkla yeáhg i,lkafk;a kE"

jákdlï okafk;a kE' ta ksidfjka wmsg yeu

;ekÈu nE fY%aIaG fjkak' mKaä;fhla ,`. fY%aIaG

fjk flkdg kqjk uo flfkla ,`. fYa%IaG

fjkak nE' kqjk uo flfkl= ,`. fYa%IaG

fjk flkd g kqjke;s wh ,`. fYa%IaG fjkak;a

nE'

±ka wmsg lrkak ;sfhkafka wr ksy`v O¾uh

fydhd .kak tl' ta ksy`v O¾uh fydh fydhd

hk fldg fudllao fjkafka@ bfíu ;ud ;=, wr

ksy`v iajNdjh we;s fjkjd' tal nqÿyduqÿrefjd

fufyu fmkakqjd' zwÑka;rdhiq mikakdkx

úmdflda fyda;s wÑ;a;shdZ

wkka; foag m%ixid lrkjdkï ta .ek l;d

lrkjdkï tafl m%;súmdlh" .=Kh" l¾uh iy

m%;sM,hfka ;sfhkafka Bg iudkj' wkka;hsl

ls%hdj,shl fhfokfldg m%;sM,h;a wkka;

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fkdfjhso@ kE m%;sM,h;a wkka; fjkjd' ta

ksid ;uhs O¾u wjfndaOh fjkjd nK wymqjydu"

O¾u wjfndaaOh fjkjd O¾u ukisldrh lroa§u'

O¾u wjfndaO fjkjd Ndjkd lroa§u' ta isÿjkafka

laf,aI O¾u m%ySK fj,d' t;fldg f,dl=

m%{d iudm;a;shla ta ;=, ;sfnkag ´kE' tfyu

ke;akï tlu ls%hdj,shl fhfokak kï fuÉpr

uyd úYd, iQ;% foaYkd ´kE kEfka' ta lshkafk

fndfydu ir, fohla kï fuÉpr iQ;% foaYkd ́ kE

lrkafka kE' fïl b;du .eUqre ixlS¾K iQCIu

O¾u;djhla' fuh wia f,dï .yla wudjl ojil

óg¾ ;=k y;rla wE;ska ;sh,d B;,hla wrf.k

úÿ,s ierhl t,sfhka tu wiaf,dï .y folg

lefvkak úÈkak ́ kE' tal lrka neß jevla' wkak

ta jf.a fohla ;uhs O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kakjhs

lshk tl' fïl bJøshhka yhgu lrkak neß

fohla' iuyr wh ksjka olskak oykjd fï

bJøshhka yh Wmfhda.S lrf.k fyd|g u;l ;shd

.kak fï bJøshhka yhgu lrkak neß jevla fï

foh' fï O¾uh wy,d O¾uh úu¾Ykh lr,d thd

we;s lr .kakjd wê{dKhla" wê Ñ;a;hla' wkak

taflka ;uhs flfkla ksjka wjfndaO lr.kafka'

tfyu ke;akï b;ska bJøshhka yfha {dKhg

fudllao lrkak mq`Mjka' rEmhla fmkakqfjd;a

lshhs j¾Kj;a" ´l yevhs ,iaikhs" fld< mdghs"

r;= mdghs lsh,d lshhs' bJøshhka mygu fuf,i

;uhs' wd ys;g ±ka ug i;=gla ±fkkjd lsh,d

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lshhs' Thsg jvd fohla lshkak nE bkaøsfha

{dkhg' Th ;;ajh ;uhs iïmQ¾Kfhkau ilaldh

ÈÜÀh mj;ajk ;;ajh' ufkda ixfÉ;kd wdydr

ksIamdokh fjkjd Th bJøshhka yfhka fld;kl

isáh;a mqoa.,fhl= ;=,'

t;fldg úfYaI {dKh wê Ñ;a;h wê {dKh

fhdojkjd lsh,d lshkafka fï bJøshhka yfhka

tydg fhdojd n,kjd lshk tl' bJøshhhka yfhka

tydg fhfojqjdg miafi tys rEm;a kE" Yío;a

kE" .kaO;a kE" ri;a kE" iam¾Y;a kE" ySk kE"

ujd .kak lsisu fohla kE' ta lsisu fohla ke;s

iajNdjhg lshkjd l=i,h lsh,d' wkak tal jeä

ÈhqKq fjkfldg fï me;af;a wl=i,a nr wvq fjkjd"

l=i,a nr jeä fjkjd" l=i,hg keUqre fjkjd"

wl=i,h ÿre fj,d hkjd' ±ka fï ilaldh ÈÜÀh

Tn,d ;=, Ôj;a fjkafka Tn Tyqg ix.%y lrk

ksid' Tn Tyqj fndfydu wdorfhka idorfhka

wdydr ál fok ksid' fudkjo ta wdydr@ ufkda

ixfÉ;kd wdydr' fudkjo ta Tn ;=, yg.kakd

we,Sï yd .eàï' t;fldg uu;ajh leu;s fldhs

fj,dfj;a fudkjd lrkako@ wef,kak leu;shs"

.efgkak leu;shs' WfmaCIdj lshkafka we,Suhs"

.eàuhs folu ;sfhk fj,djg' ta ;=ka wdldrhl

fld;k ysáh;a thd bkafk ukfia' uk O¾ufha

bkafka" bJøshhka j, bkafka' talg lshkjd

bJøsh {dKh" bJøsh úIh" f,dalh lsh,;a lshkjd'

uu;ajfhka f;dr fjkak wksjd¾hfhka ;sfnk

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ms<sfj; ke;akï ud¾. {dKh ;uhs f,daflda;a;r

N+ñh olsk tl' ke;skï fï ilaldh ÈÜÀh

ÿre l< wjia:dj' wkak todg ±k .kakjd

nqÿyduqÿrefjda wurkShhs lsh,d' ljodj;a nqÿ

flfkla uefrkafka kE' YdÍßl nqÿyduqÿrefjda

fkfï" Wkajykafiaf.a wjfndaOhhs uefrkafk

ke;af;a' wr .d:dfj ;sfhkafka zwmamu;a;d

kóhka;sZ lsh,d' t;fldg nqÿyduqÿrefjda wm%ud§

flfkla' tfyu kï uefrkafk kE' ljodj;a

uefrkafka kE' uefrkak nqÿyduqÿrefjd ,.

fohla keye' thska woyia fjkafka wr foúhka

jf.a bkakjhs lshk tl tfyu fkfuhs'

fu;k ;sfhkafka O¾u;djhla' tal;a fyd|g

jgyd .kakflda' ke;akï T`Mj wjq,a fjkjdfka'

O¾u iajNdjhla ;sfhkafka' talg lshkafk nqoaêfha

w.% M,h lsh,d' nqoaO;ajh lshkafka kslïu

nqoaêfha w.%;djhla fkfuhs' th iuHla o¾YKhla

iuHla m%;smodjla' wglau ;sfhkjdfka iïud

.=Kfhka hqla;' iïud .=Kfhka hqla;hs lshkafka

yd;amiskau msßisÿhs' yd;amiskau wef,kafka

kE" .efgkafk kE" nef|kafk kE" i;aj mqoa.,

wd;au oDIaá uql=;a kE lshk tl' wkak tf;kag

;uhs wfm;a nqoaê j¾Okh fjkak ´kE' wkak

tf;kag Yla;sh jefvkak ´kE" t;k ;sfhkafka

flfkl=f.a l=i,h' t;k l=i,h jevqkdg miafia

l=i,iai Wmiïmod njg m;afjkjd' bkamiafia

bfígu iÑ;a; mßfhdaomkx fjkjd' wef,ka

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ke;akx" .efgka ke;akx mqoa., uki ;=, Woafõ.

lr Ndjh wvq fjkjd'

ukqiaifhda wef,kjd fkao jeämqru@ ta

f.d,af,d ta ;rugu .efgkjd' fyd|g n,kak

wef,kj kï hfula ta m%;sY;fhkau .efgkjd"

.efgkjd kï ñksiaiq ta iudkju wef,kjd'

fmak iajNdjh tal jqk;a iuyr whf.a we,Sfï

.=Kh Wäka ;sfhkjd .eàfï .=Kh háka

;sfhkjd" iuyr whf.a .eàfï .=Kh Wäka

;sfhkjd we,Sfï .=Kh háka ;sfhkjd' kuq;a

mqoa.,hka ;=, we,Suhs .eàuhs iunrj ;sfhkjd

yßhg ldishl fome;a;la jdf.a' ndysrj lreKdj"

ffu;s%hh" ohdj m;=rejk wh l,lsfrkjd' wr

mqoa.,hd fufyu lf,a kE lsh,d" wms fufyu

l,d" ta f.d,af,d wmsg lf,a fufyuhs" wms ta

f.d,a,kag Wojq l,d" ta f.d,af,d Wojq lf<a kE'

Th l;d álfka yeuodu wefykafka' ld ,`.j;a

wk.a.ys; Ñ;a;fhka lrk fohla kE' Tlafldu

.;sl Ñ;a;fhka lrkafka .%yKh lr .ksñka

;uhs yeufoau lrkafka' b;ska Tfydu ;uhs

mkaif,a yduqÿrejkag jqk;a' wfma odkhg jeäfha

kE" wms jeka|d" iqjm;a fõjd lsjqfj kE" Tlafldu

n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjkafka lrkafka' j¢kafk;a

n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka ke;akï Woyia fjkjd' wmsg

tfyu fjkak mq`Mjka lula kE' ta Tlafldu

iïuq;s foaj,a' we;a;gu j¢kjd lsh,d lshkafka

fi;a me;Sula' wms;a wfma .=rejrekag j¢kjdfka'

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wms Wkajykafia,d ksÿla ksfrda.Sj fndfyda ld,hla

jev bkak fialajd lsh,d we;a;gu fi;a m;kjd'

j¢kjd lshkafka fi;a me;Sula' yduqÿrejkag

je£fï§ ;sfhkafk;a Wkajykafiag fi;a me;Sula'

lsisu fohla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjka ke;sj wmsg jev

lrkak mq`Mjkakï wk.a.;sl Ñ;a;fhka wkak

t;k uyd n,hla we;s fjkjd'

n,dfmdfrd;a;= lshkafka ;Kaydjfka' n,d-

fmdfrd;a;=fõ iajNdjh fjkia jqkdg jevla kE'

fohlan,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk ;eku yg.kafka

;kaydj' f.dvla wh mkai,g tl;= fj,;a

n,dfmdfrd;a;= ke;s lr .kafka kE' t;k;a

lrkafka n,dfmdfrd;a;= jeä lr .kak tl'

>KaGdr l=`Mfkhs ì;a;shla .dfka fndaâ .y,d fï

ál yeÿfõ ux lsh,d ,shkjd' tjeks foaj,a j,ska

wmsg ksjka olskakj;a iir iemj;a lr .kakj;a

mq`Mjka lula kE' iir iemj;a lr .kak mq`Mjka

lu ;sfhkafk;a ksjka oelSu u.ska' ta lshkafk

uki ieye,a¨ lrk me;a; jeä fjkak ´kE

iq.;s.dó fjkak' úoHd;aul iajNdjh ;uhs

nr jeä foaj,a hgg hkjd" ieye,a¨ foaj,a Wv

mdfjkjd' nr jeä kï fõ.fhka m;=,gu hkjd'

nr álla wvq kï fyñka hkafka' nr jeä kï

l`M.,a jf.a kï Wv tkafku kE' tfyu ñksiaiq

bkakjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia tfyu fmkak,d

§,d ;sfhkjd' iajdóks uu ±ka fï mska oyï

lrkjd' uu ys; fkdikaiqka fj,djl uf,d;a

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uu wmdhg hkjo lsh,d@ t;fldg foaYkd

l<d kE" .sf;,a l,hla c,h u; ;nd levqfjd;a

fudlo fjkafk@ j<x len,s ál hg hkjd"

.sf;,a Wv mdfjkjd lsh,d' ta jf.a wfma fyd|

ál wmdhg .sh;a b;=re fjkjd' ta jf.au krl

ál ÈjHf,dafla .sh;a b;=re fjkjd' iuyr foaj,a

uelS hk iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd' ±ka wfma isf;ka

jqk;a iuyr foaj,a uld .kak mq`Mjkafka' iuyr

foaj,a jrola jqkdu iudfjkak lsh,d uld .kakjd'

NsCIQka jykafia,df.a jqk;a wej;la jqkdu weje;a

foiSfuka uld .kakjd' WKq j;=r riafka jeä kï

we,a j;=r álla od,d tal uld .kakjd' tfyu lr

.ekSu fï ixidrhg f,dl= wiajeis,a,la' ta ;uhs

zkshf;da iïfndaê mrdhfkda kf;a .ñiaika;s

wkhxZ lshk fï iïudkkSh ;;ajhg Th we;af;da

m;a ùu' tal ;uhs ukqIHd;aufha ,nkak ;sfhk

fY%aIAG;u foa' tal ,enqfj ke;akï fï nK wy,d

l=i,h j¾Okh fj,d ;sfhkjd kï tal;a jákjd'

±ka fufyu ysáhg fndfydau idka;j' ta jqkdg

fmdä fohlska Wk;a jyd weúf,k iq`Mhs' È.gu

hgm;a fj,d wdjd O¾u lreKdj' wfma hld wjqiai

.kak kï ukqiaifhla weú;a fmdâvla yhsfhka

lE .eyqfjd;a we;s' ±ka wmsg Wjukd lrkafka fï

hCIhd ke;akï udrhd mrdch lrkakhs' tfyu

ke;akï uu;ajh blauùuhs' uu;ajh ;uhs udrhd'

ta udrhdg bkakjd ÿj,d ;=kafofkla' ljqo

;Kayd" r;S" r`.d' ta f.d,af,d yeu ;siafiu Tn

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

415

,`. kgkjd' kgkfldg fudlo lrkafka@ wms

n,df.k bkakjd' ;Kaydj kgkjd" n,df.k

bkakjd' fï Tlafldu f,daljdiS wh n,df.k

bkafka ;Kaydfj kegqu Èyd ;uhs' tajd kï

;=klska y÷kajd §,d ;sfhkjd' ta yryd mqoa.,fhda

f,dalhg ne£ hkjd' nqÿrcdKkajykafia ;kaydj

Èyd ne¨fõ kE' ta ksid nqoaO;ajh lrd .uka l,d'

±ka wms jqk;a O¾uh fidhd hk .ufka§ fï foaj,a

.ek ne¨fõ kE' tajdfha lsis m%;sM,hla kE lshd

wmsg jegyqkd'

fldÉpr f,dl= foaYmd,lfhla jqk;a jevla

kE' fldÉpr m%isoaêhla ,nd .;a;;a jevla kE"

fldÉpr ,iaik yev flfkla jqk;a jevla

kE" wjidkh fmakake;skï' fïjdfha w§kjh

fmakjfka fl<jrgu n,kfldg' fldÉpr rclï

l,;a fldÉpr Okjka;fhd jqk;a" fldÉpr rEm

rdðksfhda jqk;a wjidkhg hkfldg fudlo

fjkafka' t;fldg talg W;a;rh yïn fjkjd

ish,a, ÿflka fl,jr fjkjd lsh,d' f,dalh

fldfyo msysg,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d lSjdu thska

woyia lf¾ fï uki kue;s" Ôú;h kue;s" f,dalh

msysg,d ;sfhkafka fldfyao lshd' fldfyao msysg,d

;sfhkafka@ th msysg,d ;sfhkafka ÿl u;'

yeu fohla hgu ;sfhkafka fudllao ÿl' fïl

yßhg ±laldkï Tfí ysf;a we;sjk laf,aI ÿre

lrkak mq`Mjka' ta ksid Tn ,`. we;s udkh" uk"

ilaldh ÈÜÀh Tn ÿre lrkak ´fka' t;fldg

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fï f,dalfha mqoa.,hl=g jeäfhkau jeo.;a ljqo

udkh' udkh lshkafka uu" ug" uf.a lshk

foaj,a' fï f,dalfha jeo.;au jákdu ,iaiku

flkd ;ukag ;ukauhs' t;fldg m%Odk jYfhka

wms wfma udkh ke;s lrkak ´kE' udkh ke;s

lf,d;a thdg ;Kaydj wvq fjkjd" oafõYh wvq

fjkjd" mxp kSjrKu wvq fjkjd lshk tal'

ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s fjkjd lshkafka udkh wvq

fj,d hkjd' ±ka wms ys;uqflda udkh ke;su fj,d

hkjd lsh,d' udkh ke;snj flfkla fldfyduo

f;areï .kafka' nqÿrcdKka jykafia lsis flfkl=g

jekaodo@ kE' ta Wkajykafiag ;snqkq udkh ksid

fkfuhs' Wkajykafia f,dalhg w.%hs" fÊIaGhs"

fY%aIaghs' Wkajykafiag jvd jhia.; RIsjrekag

je÷ï msÿï lf,a ke" udkakdêl flfkla lshd

fodaYdfrdamKh l,d' kuq;a Wkajykafia f.ka

je÷ï ,nkakg iu;a lsisfjla f,dalfha my,

jqfka kE' tal lsisfjl=g ord .kak nE" ysi y;a

lvlg mef,hs lshd lshkjd' tfyu jekafod;a

th ta jf.hs' je÷ï msÿï .re i;aldr ,nd .kak

jqk;a hï lsis .=Khla ;sfhkak ´kE' wmsg iuyr

wh ±laldu bfí ke.sÜgfjkjd" wms leu;s wfma

.=rejrfhla wmsg jvd by,ska bkakjdkï thd

wmsg jvd nenf,kjd kï ;uhs leu;s' fïjd

udkfhka f;dr wjia:djka' fï fiargu jvd

;uka ;ukaf.ka ksoyia fjkak' th ;uhs

jeo.;au foa' fldfyduo ;uka ;ukaf.ka ksoyia

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

417

fjkafka' wr f,daflda;a;r .=Kh .ek m¾fhaIKh

lrkak' ta f,daflda;a;r .=Khka ysf;a ordf.k

fyd|g ys; ikaiqka lrf.k ish,a,f.kau ksoyia

fj,d wdYajdi m%Yajdihka ms<sn|j ysf;a we;sjk

iajNdjhka f.ka ksoyia fj,d" ysf;a ;sfhk ±ä

iajNdjhkaf.ka ksoyia fj,d ys;g lreKq ldrKd

fmkajd§ ztal mq;a; ukq rlafÄZ tl mqf;la bkak

ujla ;u mq;= rlskjd jdf.a ;ukaf.a ys; wf,daN"

woafõY" wfuday l=Y, Yla;shg ;ukaf.a ys; fhduq

lr.kak W;aidy lrkak'

ug kï bm§ï folla ;sfhkjd' tlla uõ

l=iska bm§u" wfkl O¾uh wjfndaOh ;=,ska ,enQ

kj Wm;' thska uu w.h lrkafka fojk Wm;'

wr Wm;j,a uu ixidrfha fl,fldaá .dKla ,n,d

;sfhkjd ujq l=ij,a j,ska bm§u' kuq;a ta Wm;

ksid fkao fï Wm; ,enqfka lshd ;¾lhla f.dv

kef.kjd' kuq;a fï Wm; fï Ôú;fha§ ,enQ ksid

tys f,dl= jákdlula ;sfhkjd' fudlo uõl=iska

bmÿkdg lsisu iekiSula kEfka' fudlo ilaldh

ÈÜÀh ;sfhk ukqIHfhla ks;ru y;r me;af;kau

±ú ±ù bkafka" msÉÑ msÉÖ bkafka' mdfr weúof.k

.sh;a ñksiaiq fudkjd ys;kjo lshd ys; ys;d

bkafka' yß nfhka hkafka' fyd|g we|, me<|,d

hk wh;a tfyuhs hkafka' yßu ÿlanr ;ekl

;uhs mD:.ack Ndjh ;sfhkafka' ta iïmQ¾K

ÿlanr ;ekska ksoyia fjkjd ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s

fjkjd;a iu.u' wfma fn!oaOfhda oka ÿkakdg"

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mskalï l<dg" fmryerj,a l<dg ´kEu fj,djl

foajo;a;jre fjkak mq`Mjka' wuQ,sl Y%oaOdfjka

lrk wh;a bkakjd' f;areula fkd±k lrk wh;a

bkakjd' tajdhska ksjkla we;s fjkafka kE'

ksjkla we;sfjkak ishhg ishhlau l,Hdk

ñ;% fiajkh wod, jkafk ioaO¾u Y%jKh" O¾u

ukisldrh" O¾u idlÉpdj' Rcqju ;uka md;%

fjkak wjYH ;ek ;uka y÷kd.kak ´kE"

y÷kdf.k Bg wod, lreKq .ek idlÉPd lrkak

´kE" ±ka Tn y÷kdf.ko ;sfhkafk Tn hd

hq;= ;ek' fldfyao hkafka@ ksjkg hkjd'

fyd|hs fldfyao ;sfhkafk ksjk@ fldfyduo

tys iajNdjh' lrKSh fu;a; iQ;%fha ;sfhk wr

.=Kdx.hka ;sfhkak ´kE' fudllao@ ilaflda

WcQp iQcQp uqÿ wk;sudkS .=Kdx. Tn ;=, ;sfhkak

´kE" udkakh ke;sfjkakg ́ kE' uukï ta ldf,a

tal f;areï .;a;d' tal m%{d iïm;a;sh;a tlalu

;sfhk fohla' udkakh wvq iajNdjh ksid ;uhs

flfkl=f.a wd¾h o¾YKh" wd¾h ud¾.h blauka

fjkafka' M,hla lshkafka ;sfhk fohla wvqùula

ñila lsisjla ,eîula fkfuhs' ;uka ,`. ;sfhk

wd;au oDIaÀh ke;s fjkjd' úÑlsÉPd iS,ín;

mrdudi lshkafk Th tl tl l%ufõo fydhk

tlfka' tajd ish,a, ke;s fjkjd flfkl= O¾uh

±lal .uka' ;uka wkq.ukh l< ms<sfj; i;Hh

nj okakjd' u;hla fkfuhs m%;HlaI ;djfhka'

.skaor riafkhs lshk tl u;hla fkfuhs i;Hh

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fka' tajf.a ksjk isis,hs lshkafka i;Hhla'

u;hla fkfuhs' yß oyu jerÈ oyu f;dard .kak

yßu ir,hs' ;u oyu f,daN" oafõY" fuday j,ska

f;dr úh hq;=hs' ke;skï th wf,daaN" woafõY"

wfuday lshk .=Khka ;=kg jefgkjd kï Tn ta

foa ndr .kak' ta ksid Th we;a;kag wms fï lshk

O¾uh n,d .kak mq`Mjka" ke;skï f;areï .kak

mq¿jka'

fudllao fï bJøsh úIh blauùu lshkafka'

th lsisjlau ke;s iajNdjh' tys§ Tn mQ¾K;ajhg

m;a úh hq;=hs" ksjkg ióm úh hq;=hs' yßhg

iuk< lkao wE;ska o¾Ykh jk wdldrh

wmg olskak mq`Mjka" kuq;a wms iuk, lkafoa

iajNdjh olskak kï iuk< lkao ,`.g .syska

mäfhka mäh ke.,d l÷ uqÿkg ,`.d úh hq;=hs'

ksjk;a wkak ta jf.hs' YS% mdo moauh ,`.g .syska

jekaodu ;uhs .uk iïmQ¾K jkafka' ta jf.a

±ka Tn olskafka ksjfka iajNdjh ;uhs' kuq;a

uÈ' l=i,iai Wmiïmod' l=i,h jeä lr .kak'

t;fldg ;uhs Tng ta Yla;sh we;s fjkafka' wr

wE;ska lkafoa yevh muKhs Tng fmakafka' ±ka

tfyu kï Tn thg ,x fjkak tys jeã j¾Okh

fjkak' túg Thsg jvd iqjodhl ;;ajhla ,x

fjkak" ,x fjkak Tng ±fkaú" Thsg jvd isis,ila

ikaiqka njla oefkaú' th h:d wjfndaO l<dg

miafia f,!lsl f,dalfhka f,daflda;a;r f,dalhg

mÈxÑh fjkia lr .kakjd' udkisl kqjkska Bg

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miafi Tng f,!lsl f,dalfha ;sfhk ÿla .eyeg

lïlfgd¨ iajNdjh iïmQ¾Kfhka w;a ñÈ,d

riakh wju" .eg`M wju" m%Yak wju ;ekl

Tng Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjkalu ,efnkjd' ud¾.

M, iajNdjhka j,§' ta ud¾.h ;j jeä ÈhqKq

jqfkd;a ilod.dñ" wkd.dñ" wßy;a fj,d iïmQ¾K

lr.kak;a mq`Mjkalu ,efnkjd'

uu W;aidy lrkafk kE Tn ;=,ska ry;ka

jykafia flfkl= ìys lrkak' fudlo ug tal

lrkak nE' ks;ru wms fkdokakj Wkdg wmsj

w,a,, ne|mq jrmghla fldfyka yß ;sfhkjd'

kSjrK lsjqfj;a tajdg ;uhs' wksjd¾hfhkau

;sfhkjd' ke;akï wms f,daflda;a;r N+ñhg

b.s,af,kjd' uu yeuodu WodyrK olajkafka

jdhqj msrjQ ne¨ula kQ,a j,ska .eg .y,d ;sfhkjd'

kQ,a oyhlska .eg .y,d ;sfhkjd kï tal w,a,d

f.k bkak Yla;sh jeähs' kQ,a ál ál leä,d

tl jrmghla kï ;sfhkafka' tys ;;sfnk Yla;sh

wvqhs' iuyr whf. iShg wiQ mylau ksjka .=Kh

j¾Okh fj,d ta;a ;j myf,djla ;sfhk ksid

ksjk me;a;g hkafk kE' iuyr whf. iShg

wkQkjhlau j¾Okh fj,d" kuq;a tl kQ,a mgla

b;ssß fj,d' ta;a ksjk me;a;g hkafk kEfka'

ne¨ka folu ;sfhkafka tl ;ek' kuq;a kQ,a

fmdgj,a wvq fjkak wvq fjkak ksoyia fjkak

;sfhk wjia:dj jeä fjkjd' ta ksid wjfndaaaOhg

m;a fjk ;=reu l=i,h fldmuK jeä jqk;a Tn

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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t;ku ;uhs isákafka' Th iSudj olskjd jf.au

;j mQ¾K;ajhg m;a fjkak ´kE ishhg iShlau

ksjk me;a;g hkak'

wms ys;uqflda ;rdÈhl ±ïud lsh,d ksjkhs

wod, laf,aIhhs' Tn ksjk mroj,d wod, laf,aYh

ch .kakjd kï tal ;uhs fyd| ke;af;a' ;ukag

fyd|gu m%;HCI kï ug fï laf,aYh mroj,d

ksjk ch .kak mq`Mjka lsh,d tal ;uhs ch.%yKh'

ks;ru ;ukaf.a ne£u tfyu ke;akï jdhduh

l=ulao lshd n,kak ́ kE' talg lshkafka fhdaksfida

ukisldrh lsh,d' O¾uh wjfndaO jk;=re úfYaI

meje;aùula lrf.k hkak ´kE t;fldg th

blauka fjkjd' blauKska Tng O¾uh wjfndaO

fjkjd' O¾uh w;a ±lalg miafia Tng ioaO¾uh"

foaYkd lsÍfï yelshdj ks;e;skau ,efnkjd' ioa

lshkafka hym;a lshk tlgfka' ta lshkafka Tng

hym;a O¾uh foaYkd lsÍfï yelshdjla we;sfjkjd'

ke;akï fldÉpr ne£ï m%n, jqk;a jyd weúf,k

iq`M wdldrhg ;uhs tlsfkldg i,lkafka yeu

flfklau' ta ú;rla fkfuhs ;ukau ;ukaj

wjq¨jd .kafka' ke;skï ish Èú ydks lr .kafka'

ta ;uka ;=, mj;sk ilaldh ÈÜÀh ksid' ´ku

flfkla uu fldÉpr fyd|hs lsjqj;a ug m%Yakhla

kE" uu fldÉpr krlhs lsjqj;a ug m%Yakhla

kE' uu ;uhs okafk uu tÉpr fyd| kE lsh,d"

tajf.au krl;a kE lsh,d okakjd' uu fyd|

flfkl=;a fkfuhs" uu krl flfkl=;a fkfuhs'

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ta lshkafka uu fyd| m%;srEmhla w,a,f.k;a kE"

krl m%;srEmhla w,a,f.k;a kE' uf.a mdvqfj uu

Ôj;a fjkjd' ñksiaiq wrl krlhs lshkjd" wrl

fyd|hs lshkjd' wr wpdka pd yduqÿrefjda lsõjd

jf.a f.ä M, we;s odg tk l=re,af,d .ekj;a

f.ä M, ke;s odg tk l=re,af,d .ekj;a ug wuq;=

i;=gla fyda ÿlla keye lsh,d' Tn ,`. ke;af;;a

talu fkao@ Th ;;ajh we;s fjkjd fï O¾u

{dKh Tng ,enqkdu' Th f,daflda;a;r o¾Ykh

;uhs Wmdldrl fjkafka ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;s

lrkak' tal wms ys;uqflda uyd >k whsia lkaola

lsh,d' wms /iafjÉp ixialdr O¾uhka talrdYS

lr,d yod .;a;d whsia lkaola' t;fldg fï ysre

t<sh jefgk fldg whsia lkao Èh fjkjd' ta

lshkafka fï O¾uh wykfldg ;ukaf.a flf,ia

lkao;a Èhfjkak mgka .kakjd' Bg miafia

;ukag w[a[d fldKav[a[ fjkak mq`Mjka' ta

lshkafk fldKav[a[ fkfuhs lshk tl' kdux

wfydais lshkafka kula ke;sjqkd lshk tl' tal

iïmQ¾K we;a;' O¾uh wjfndaOh;a iu. ;uka

ñh hkjd' ;uka lshk mqoa.,;ajh udkislj ñh

hkjd' ta ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d

uu rdc jxYfha fkfuhs lsh,d' b;ska fldÉpr

fyd|hso n,kak' mqoa.,fhda ;ukaf.a m%;srEmhla

fjkqfjka ;ukaf.a kula fjkqfjka uq`M Ôú;hu

ú|jkjd' ;ud lshk m%;srEmh yeÿfk ljodo@ óg

wjqreÿ ;syla" y;,syla" mKyla" yegla Th jf.a

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ld, iSudjlfka fï m%;srEmh ;uka ;=, yeÿfk'

Th kula w,a,f.k" m%;srEmhla w,a,f.k ta

fjkqfjka nh fjkjd" iel lrkjd" ffjr lrkjd"

wef,kjd" .efgkjd' fï m%Yak ish,a, yodf.k

;sfhkafka Th uu lshk rduqj u;' t;fldg

fu;k i;ajfhla mqoa.,fhla kE" fldhs tl l,;a

tlhs lsh,d ys;=jg tfyu yßhkafka kE' mqoa.,hd

;=, ilaldh ÈÜÀh" wd;au oDIaÀh ;sfhklï ta

mqoa.,hdg l¾u úmdl j,g yiq fjkak isÿ fjkjd'

tajd .Kka .kafka ke;sj bkak mq`Mjka lula

kE' ´kEu mqoa.,fhl=g mjla lrkfldg mjhs

lsh, f;afrkjd' mskla lrkfldg mskhs lsh,d

f;afrkjd" fu;kska woyia jkafka wms tllaj;a

.Kka .kafka ke;sj bkakjhs lshk tl fkfuhs'

fï foa y÷kdf.k ls%hd lrkjhs lshk ;ekghs

m;afjkafka'

ud¾.M, ,dNsfhla mska mõ folu w;yer,d

.shhs lshkafka thd jv jvd fyd| foaj,au lrk

flkla njg m;a fjkjd lshk tl' ta fudlo

fyd| krl f;dard .kak mq`Mjka iuHla weila

hym;a weila we;s ksid iïud ÈÜÀhla t;k we;s

ksid' thdg fyd| krl f;dard fírdf.k jev

lrkak mq`Mjka wka;.dó fjkafk ke;sj' wr

fldfid,a rÊcqrefjda nqÿyduqÿrefjda wdY%h l,d

jf.a wdY%h lr,d yßhkafk kE' fldfid,a

rÊcqrefjd wdY%h lf,a ñ;=re fjiskafka' f.!rj

lrf.k tfyu ysáhd rdc mrïmrdfj ksid' kuq;a

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wjidkfha fudlo jqfka' mKqfjla fj,d bmÿkd'

nqÿoyfu yeáufka wmdfha .sfhd;a thd ljqre jqk;a

wmdfh .shd lsh,d lshkjd' ÈjHf,dafl .sfhd;a

ÈjH f,dafl .shd lsh,d lshkjd' ke;akï nh

fjkak tmdhe wiQydr oyila fjfyr úydr yomq

O¾udfYdal rc;=ud msUqfrla fj,d bmÿkd lSjdu'

iïmQ¾K fn!oaOfhda ál ke;s fjhs lsh,d ´k kï

yx.kak ;sínd wmsg' kuq;a yex.=fj kE' ál

ojihs msUqfrla fj,d bmÈ,d ysáfha' fldfydu;a

ál ld,hlska t;kska pq; fj,d ÈjHuh wd;auhla

,enqjd' ta jf.au hqoaO lr,d ÿgq.euqKq rÊcqrefjda

ÈjH f,dafl .shd' fÉ;kdj fyd| ksid' ÿgq.euqKq

rÊcqrefjd lsjqjfka uu ñksiqka >d;kh lf<a

kE uu kmqrhs ke;s lf,a lsh,d' tal yß Wodr

jpkhla' ta ksid msáka n,,d mqoa.,hka ms<sn|j

ks.uk j,g tkak tmd lsjqfõ ta ksidhs' jvdu

jeo.;a foh ;uhs ;ud is,aj;ao wis,aj;ao lshd

fidhd n,k tl'

±ka n,kak ;ukag ta f,daflda;a;r .=Kh

fï fmd; lshjkak mgka.;a wjia:dfõ;a ±ka fï

fj,dfj;a we;s fjki n,kak' fjkila ;sfhkj

kï l=i,h we;s fj,d' ;snqkg jvd mú;% úksúo

Ndjfhka hq;a ukila Tng we;s fj,d' wkak tal

;uhs l=i,h" tal ;uhs Ndjkdj' O¾u ukisldrh

;=,§ Tn;=, l=i,h jeä,d" f,daflda;a;r .=Kh

jeä,d' yenehs wkjfndaOh ;sfhk flfklaf.ka

nK weyqjdg ́ l fjkafk kE' thd l;d lrhs"

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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tÉprhs' ;uka ,`. l=i,h jefvkak f,daflda;a;r

nj .ek l;d lrkak ´kE' f,daflda;a;r nj

.ek l;d lrkak wjfndaO lrf.ku" m%;HCI

lrf.ku l;d lrk flfkl= fjkak ´kE' ta

ksid O¾uh wúÉÑkakj mj;skafka wjfndaOhg

m;ajqk flfkl= ;=,hs' tjeks O¾udjfndaOh

lr.;a flfkla ;j flfklag wjfndaO lr §u

i|yd foaYkd lsÍfuka ;uhs ;j;a flfkl= ;,

O¾udjfndaOh isÿjkafka' Tn b;du meyeÈ,sj fï

f,daflda;a;r i;Hh meyeÈ,s lrk jpk állghs

weyqï lka fokak ́ kE O¾udjfndaOh i|yd' fudlo

wmsg ±ka ´fk kEfka wdydr mdk" ms<sfj;a" we÷fï

ms<sfj;a" hk tk .uka ìuka ms<sfj;a' tajd yeÿjhs

lsh, ksjka olskak nE' fï ksjka O¾uh ms<sn|j

fyd¢ka weyqïlka fokak O¾uh ms<sn|j kqjkska

n,kak" úuikak' Tfí uki ixj¾Ok uÜgul

;snqfKd;a t;k b|,d l=i, Yla;sh j¾Okh fjhs'

ta úÈhg Tfí m%{d iïm;a;sh ;=, f,dl= ù¾hhla"

f,dl= {dKhla" Yla;shla ;sfhkak ´kE Tn ;=,

ksjka oelSug'

úfYaIfhka uq,skau Tn ksjka olskak' ksjka

.uk hoa§ u.È wdmiaig wÈk jrmgj,a ú;rla

lm,d oukak' tfyu ke;sj Tn fï flf,ia

fydh fydhd tajd ke;s lr lr b|,d yßhkafk

kE' ta wdldrhg ksjka uf.a hkafka kE' flf,ia

fydhkjd ú;rhs" tajd wdhs;a tkjd' ;uka bkak

;ek fjkia lrkafk ke;sj fudk laf,aIhla

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fjkia l,;a jevla kE' ta ksid ;uka ksjka O¾uh

fydhdf.k hkak' ta .uk hoaÈ Tn ;=, we;sjk

m%n, n,fõ. j,g n,mq .uka ksjk ÿlu; ;sfhk

nj fmfkhs'

zhx fLda NslaLq ÿlaLx

;;%f;a ckafoda myd;ífnda;sZ

hula ÿlkï uyfKks thg ;sfnk leue;a;

ÿre lrkak' ÿl ke;s fohla lshkak n,kak' yeu

foalu ;sfhkafk ÿl' yeu fohlau ÿl u; msysg,d

;sfhkjd lsjqjd kï ta foh yß' fufyu ys;kak

yq,`. lshk tl wmsg k;r lrkak nE' yq,`.

yhsfhka wdfjd;a wmsg yß jdykhlg yß biairyg

hkak nE' t;fldg wms fudlo lrkafk@ fõ.h

jeä lr,d" ù¾hh jeä lr,d biairyg hkjd'

j,j,a iys; mdrla tkjd' t;fldg wms thg

wod, mßiaiula wrf.k tajd u`. wer,d hkjd'

óÿï iys; w÷re mdrla yïnjqfkd;a wms ta i|yd

úÿ,s myka wdOdrfhka hkjd' wkak talhs fjkak

´kE' tfyu ke;sj tl ;ek b|f.k wr flf,ia

ke;s lrkjd" fï flf,ia ke;s lrkjd" wrl

lrkjd" fïl lrkjd' ks¾udxY fjkjd" n%yaupdÍ

fjkjd wd§ fudkj jqk;a jevla kE' ry;ka

jykafia flfkla fjk flf,ia ál fkfï Tng

uu ke;s lrkak lshkafka' Tn ;=, uQ,sl jk

m%n, jk ilaldh ÈÜÀfha jeä m%;sY;hla ;uhs

uu ke;slrkak lshkafka' m<uqj ksjkhs ilaldh

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ÈÜÀhhs fome;af;a ;sífnd;a Tng yelsfjkak ́ kE

;ukaf.a Ôú;h mroj,d O¾uh ch .kak' lkao

Wv ;sfhkafka ilaldh ÈÜÀh kï my, ;sfhkafka

ksjk kï ;ukag mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkak ´kE

Ôú;h mrÿjg ;sh,d my,g mkskak' lkao my<g

mekafkd;a uefrkjfka' uerek;a ug fyd|hs ksjk

lshk wkak ta o¾Ykh ;sfhk flfkl=ghs ksjka

olskak mq`Mjka fjkafka' O¾uh fjkqfjka Ôú;h

mQcd lrkak ´kE O¾uh wjfndaO fjkakkï'

fï flf,ia lkafoka Tn tydg mkskak ´kE"

flf,ia lkao lshkafka uu;ajhgfk' wúoHd;aul

iajNdjfhka weúf,k tl ke;sfj,d hkjd' O¾uh

f;areï .;a;dg miafia fkdwe,Sfï m%;sY;h jeähs"

lsisfia;a ffjr fkdlrk" lsisfia;a iir my,g

weof.k hk .;s iajNdj j,g fkdhk fndfydafoa

w;yefrk iajNdjhla ;sfhkjd' ta ;rï uyd

w;yeÍula tkjd is; ;=,' ta lshkafka ;ukag

;uka w; yßkak mq`Mjka kï thsg jvd fohla

kEfka' ;j lrkak' ug y;=frd;a kE" ñ;=frd;a

kE" ug ud;a kE lshkafkaa talhs' b;ska hqoaOhla

kEfka t;k' .efgkafk;a kE hulg wef,kak;a

kE yßu ksoyia ;ekla t;k' wkak tf;kaghs

Tn;a meñfKkak n,kak ´fka'

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zfif,d h:d tl>fkd

jdf;k k iór;s

tjx ksJod mixidiQ

k iñ[ack;s mKaä;dZ

Oïumoh mKaä; j.a. .d:d wxl 81

uu fï .d:dj Wmud lrf.k meyeÈ,s lr,d fokak

yokafka Th we;a;kag fkdfi,afjk ukila ;kd

.kag Wmldrl jk O¾u lreKq ms<sn|j' wfma

mskaj;=ka l,amkd lr,d n,kak wfma is;a fudk

;rï i,s; fjkjo@ lïmkh fjkjo@ ief,kjo

lsh,d@ wmsg fï lïmkh fjk ief,k uki

fkdief,k ukila uÜgug yßhg uyd m¾j;hla

jf.a f.dvk.d .kakg mq¨jka Wfkd;a tjeks

ukila zfiaf,da h:d tl>fkdZ fndfydu >k

m¾j;hla jf.a' zjdf;akk iór;sZ jd;fhka

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fkdwef,k is;la Tng;a ysño@

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fi,fjkafk keye" iq,`.g jefkkafka keye ta

jf.a Yla;su;a fjkjd'

ztajx kskaod mixidiqZ ta jf.au Ôú;hg

,efnk kskaod m%ixYd kiñ[acka;s mKaä;d ta

foflysu fkdief,k .=Khla we;s fjkjhs lshk

ldrKh' tjkajQQ fkdief,k .=Khla we;s jkakg

kï Tng Ôú;djfndaOh we;s jkakg ´kE'

wehs wms ief,kafk ztajx kskaod mixidiqZ wms

m%ixid j,ska kï i;=gq fjkak fndfydu leu;shs'

kskaod j,ska ief,kak kï ljqre;a leu;s kE'

fudfyd;la wms l,amkd lr n,uq' m%ixidfjka

wms ief,kafk tfyu;a ke;skï i;=gg mS%;shg

m;a jkafk wehs lsh,d' ta i;=g ta mS%;sh we;s

jkafk uuxldrh ksid' fï ug m%ixid l<d

lshk ye`.=u ksid' tjka jQ ye`.=ula is;a j, cks;

jkakg uQ, îch jk fya;= ldrlh l=ulao@ ta

;uhs uu;ajh' fï uuh lshk woyi' wms ta

uu;ajh ms<sn| m¾fhaIKhla lr,d ne¨fjd;a flda

uu lsh,d fudllao Tng ,efnk m%;sM,h@

Èkla nqÿmshdKka jykafia wìhig meñKs

udkjlfhla ug fu;rï ±is oiafida isákjd"

ug fu;rï Okh ;sfhkjd" ug fu;rï .jhka

isákjd" hdk jdyk ;sfnkjd hkqfjka m%ldY l<d'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia th fyd¢ka Y%jkh lr

Tyqf.ka úuiqjd Tn fuf;la fj,d uu hhs hk

jpkhla fndfydau Woaodufhka m%ldY l<d' Tn

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uu hhs lsh,d wduka;%Kh lrkq ,nkafka Tnf.a

Okhgo" Tnf.a ±is oiaikago" tfyu ke;akï Tnf.a

YÍrfha l=uk fldgilgo lsh,d úuiqjd' ta úuiQ

wjia:dfõ§ ta udkjlhd b;du wmyiq;djhg m;a

fj,d ;ukaf.a Ôú;h Èyd n,,d uu uu hhs lsh,d

wduka;%Kh l<dg flda uu uu lshd fmkajkag

fohla lshd l,amkd l,d' wfma fï YÍrh mqrdjg

;sfnkafka iajNdj O¾ufha ;sfnk c,h' YÍrfha

ishhg ye;a;Ejlg;a jvd ;sfnkjd c,h" B,`.g

fï YÍrh mj;skafka iajNdj O¾ufhka ,efnk

jd;h ksid" B,`.g fï YÍrh mj;skjd wdydr

mdk ksid' taj;a uy fmdf,dfõ idrh' fujeks

foj,a álla mqrjd .;a; fï YÍrh .ek ukqIHhd

uq,skau we;s lr .kakj uuxldrhla' tal yßhg

fïihla jf.a" ta fïih u; B,`.g ;nd .kakjd

wfkalúo foaj,a" cd;s" wd.ï" rgj,a" l=,u, fNao

ish,a, ta fïih u; ;nd .kakjd' B,`.g ñksiaiq

ta ;nd .;a; foaj,a Tiafia igka lrñka hqo jÈñka

;r`.hlg iu jÈkjd' ;r`.ldÍ;ajfhka Èjf.k

hkjd' ´l;uhs ukqIHhdg isÿfjkafka'

f,djq;=rd nqÿ flfkla olskjd ñß`.=jla

miqmi ÿjf.k hk ukqIHfhla' fmK msvl

yrhla fidhk ukqIHfhla' flfi,a l|l wrgqjla

fidhk ukqIHfhla jf.a ksIaM, ;r.hl fhfok

ukqIHfhda nqÿmshdKka jykafia olskjd' mskaj;=ks

wo wfma f,dalfha ÈhqKqj i,lkafk fudkjhskao

lsh,d wdmiq yeß,d n,kag ́ kE' fndfyda fj,djg

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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wms yeu fokdf.au u;h jkafka ÈhqKqj lshkafk

wyfia .Efjk f.dvke.s,s" hdk jdyk yd uyd

ud¾.' fukak fïjd ;sfhkjd kï wms lshkjd ta

rgg ÈhqKq rgla lsh,d' kuq;a ta ukqIHhkaf.a jd.a

iqpß;h Èyd ne¨fj kE' ldh iqpß;h Èyd ne¨fj

kE' ufkda iqpß;h Èyd ne¨fj kE' ta úÈhg

ls%hd lr,d wm ÈhqKq rgla yeáhg l,amkd lr,d

;sfnkafka' wms ienúkau ÈhqKq ñksiqka y÷kd

.kakjd kï Tjqkaf.a jd.a iqpß;h ms<sn|j ukfia

we;s ixj¾Okh yslaóu ms<sn|j h:d wjfndaoh

.ek ie,ls,su;a fjkag ́ kE' ;j;a ;ekl ;sfnk

.fvd,a leghla ;j;a ;eklg f.ksys,a,d wyi

Wig ud,s.d ;ekqj muKska ÈhqKq rgla njg m;a

fjkafk kE lsisu rgla'

ta ksid f,djq;=rd nqÿyduqÿrefjda w.h lf,a

fN!;sljd§ ÈhqKqj fkfuhs' nqÿ yduqÿrefjda w.h

lf,a zika;=ÜÀ mrux OkxZ' yojf;a ieye,a¨j

i;=g yokaghs Wkajykafia uykais jqfka' ta ksid

nqÿyduqÿrefjda .=jkahdkhla yokag" YS;lrKhla

yokag" ;dCIKsl WmlrK yokag lsh,d §,d kE'

ukqIHhdf.a ys; ksjkag tfyu ke;akï i;=gg

ieye,a¨jg m;a lr .kak fldfyduo ;ukaf.a

kqjk fufyhjkak ´kE lshk ldrKh ;uhs

lsh,d ÿkafka' ±ka wms lsh,d ÿka wdldrhg fufkys

lr,d n,k flfkl=g f;afrkjd fkao ;uka

.;a ksialdrk uykaish ms<sn|j fjfyi ms<sn|j'

tjka jQ fjfyila ,nkafka ke;sj Ôú;h ms<sn|j

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yeß,d n,kag fyd| wjia:djla lr.kag ´kE fï

wjia:dj'

ta úÈhg n,k úg Ôú;hg yef`.k ldrKh

;uhs fï f,dalfha fld;klj;a iekis,a, kef;hs

lshk ldrKh' fï f,dalfha fld;rï ÈhqKqjla

,enqj;a f.dvke.s,s hdk jdyk uydud¾. ,enqj;a

ukqIHhkag iekfikag mq`Mjka lula tys we;af;a

kE' ukqIHfhda ta foaj,a ;snQ muKska ÈhqKq jqkhs

lsh,d ys;kak mq¨jka fjkafk kE' ukqIHfhl=f.a

ys; yeÿfkd;a ;uhs ukqIHhd ÈhqKq jqkhs lsh,d

l,amkd lrkag mq¨jka fjkafka' nqÿ oyu ys;

uq,a lr.;a; oyula' flfkla ys; yodf.khs f.a

oykag ´kE ys; ÈhqKq lr.;a; ;rug ;ukaf.a

lghq;= yßhdldrj lr.kakg mq¿jka fjkjd' nqÿ

oyu wfkla ish`Mu foaj,a yokag l,ska ;ukaf.a

ys; yod.kak ´kE lshk woyihs fï oyfï kï

lshfjkafka' ula ksido h;a jákdu ienE ksjyk

;udf.a is; jk ksid' ;ud jeäfhkau jdih

lrkafk ;ukaf.a ksjfia fkdjkakg mq`Mjka'

ld¾hd,hl;a fkdjkakg mq`Mjka" hdk jdykhl

fkdjkakg mq`Mjka' kuq;a Tn jeäfhkau jdih

lrkafka ;ukaf.a is; iu.hs' th meh úisy;f¾u

Tn jdih lrk ksjihs' tu ksji ms,silr lr

.ekSu" th wjfndaO lr .ekSu wm yeu fokdgu

ksjkla" iekis,a,la Wod lrk ldrKhla njg

m;a fjkjd'

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fï is; wjfndaO lr .kag nqÿmshdKka

jykafia lreKq ldrkd fmkaj,d §,d ;sfhkjd'

talg lshkafka úo¾Ykdj lsh,d' wd;au .fõIKh

lsh,;a lshkjd' wd;au .fõIKh lrk úg

;ukag mq`Mjkalu ;sfnkjd isf;a iajNdjh;a

y÷kd .kakg' isf;a iajNdjhka lsh,d lshkafka

fudkjo@ fï is;=ú,s fld;kl isg yg .kakjo@

l=uk fya;=jlska yg .kakjo@ l=uk n,hlska

mj;ajkjdo@ l=uk ldrKhla ksid fï is;=ú,s

wfma is;a j,ska wE;aj hkjo hkak ms<sn|j

fndfydu .eUqre m¾fhaIKhl fhfokag Wjukd

lrkjd'

wehs wfma is;=ú,s wdYdj,a wfma is; ;=, yg

.kafka' wkak ta ldrKh fudfyd;la l,amkd

lr, ne¨fjd;a mskaj;=ks idxißl uyd n,fõ.hla

uyd l¾u n,fõ.hla fï YÍrh we;=f,a ;sfnkjd'

talg lshkjd ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;skï wd;au oDIaÀh

lsh,d' tal ujq l=fia§ l,,hla jYfhka yefok

úg ujf.a kdifhka ;ukaf.a l,,h we;=,g f.dia

ta ;=,ska yeÈ,d jeä,d ujq l=iska t,shg meñKs,d

Ôj;a fjk ukqIHfhda ;uhs wms ish¨ fokdu'

B,`.g fï .Dyh lrf.k ;sfhk fï YÍrh Èrd

hk úg wr idxißlj meñKsÉp ta ú{dKOd;=j

fï YÍrh ;=, fï .Dyh ;=, jdih lrkag neß

fjkfldg kej;;a fï YÍrh w;yer oud fjk;a

.Dyhla fidhdf.k hkjd' Tfí jih lSho lsh,d

weiqfjd;a Tn lshdú wjqreÿ ;syla y;,sla mKyhla

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yegla fjkjd lsh,d' kuq;a Tnf.a idxidßl

ú{dK Od;=j wjqreÿ fldaá m%fldaá .dKla mrKhs'

fldfyduo fï i;aj O¾u;d f,dafla yg .kafka'

tal mskaj;=ks wjidkhla ke;s O¾uhla yeáhg

nqÿyduqÿrefjd fmkakqjd' tajd wÑka;H O¾u

yeáhghs nqÿ yduqÿrefjd fmkajkafk i;aj úIh

wÑka;Hhs'

úoHd{hska f,dalfha fidhkjd fï i;ajhd

fldfyduo yg .;af;a lsh,d' tal ljodj;a

kshuhla lrkag neß fukak fï wyj,a ld,fha

yg .;a;dh lsh, lshkak fkdyels úIh Odrdjla

yeáhghs nqÿ oyfï lshfjkafk' ta úoHd{hkag

fydhkak mq`Mjka lula kE wyfia È. m,," ysre

fudk ;rï l,a ;sfhkjo@ i;ajfhda fudk ;rï

ilaj,j,aj, Ôj;a fjkjdo lshd .Kkh lr lshkag

nE' ula ksido wyi wkka; jQ O¾u;djfha ysre ta

jf.au i;aj Ôú; fudk ;rï fï wkka; wyi

;=, mj;skjo lsh,d ukqIH ika;dkhg ys;kak

neß ;rï' fï i;aj O¾u;d fld;rï merKso"

fï i;aj O¾u;d fld;rï wE;l yg .;a;do

hkak ms<sn|j lsisfjl=g lshkag mq`Mjka lula kE'

iajNdj O¾ufha we;sjk i;r uyd N+;hkaf.a my,

ùu ksid ke;skï .eàu ksid yeu fudfyd;lu

yeu ;eklu ú{dK Od;+ka yg .kakjd' fï i;r

Od;+kaf.a .eàu ksid we;sjk Ôj Yla;sh;a ta yryd

tu Ôj Yla;sh iajhx ls%hdoduhla njg mßj¾;kh

jQjdg miqj ta Ôj Yla;sh ;=,skau N%uKh fjñka

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kej; kej; jvd .ksñka fï ixidfrg tl;=

fjkjd'

wfma nqÿ yduqÿrefjda ;ukaf.a we`.s,s fol

tlg tl;= lr,d ñksiqkag fmkajkjd ukqIHhsks

fï we`.s,s fol w;ßka /f|k Ôú; m%udKh i;aj

fldÜGdY ish oyia .Kkla isákjdh lsh,d'

tfyu kï wms fudfyd;la l,amkd lr,d n,kak

´fka ukqIHfhd yeáhg wms bmÈ,d bkafka fudk

;rï iaj,am fldgilao lsh,d' ta ,nd .;a;

ukqIH Ôú;fha ienE w¾:h ienE ksjk fidhk

Ôú;hlao@ ksIaM, Ôú;hlao lsh,d fudfyd;la

l,amkd lr,d n,kak' Th úÈhg l,amkd lr,d

n,df.k hkfldg wmg w; yefrkjd ilaldh

ÈÜÀh' uu" uf.ah" uf.a wd;auh lshk oDIaÀh'

ta oDIaÀh ye¨kyu tfyu ke;akï ÿre jqkyu

ukqIHfhla ,`. úfYaI ,CIKhla WmÈkjd' tal

;uhs ta ukqIHhd Woafõ.ldÍj ls%hd lrk iajNdjh

wvqfjkjd'

f,dalfha mskaj;=ks nqÿ oyu my, jkakg l,ska

tod ;snqk ta yskaÿ O¾u;d j, mjd fidhdf.k

;snqkd ukqIHhdg m%n, m%Yak we;s lrk tlu

idOlh ;uhs wd;au oDIaÀh lsh,d' ́ kEu m%Yakhla

we;sjqk ;ekl ;sfnkafk uu;ajhhs' ta uu;ajh

u;ska ;uhs wfkl=;a ish`Mu jdo fNaoNskaklï yg

.kafka' ug nekakd" udj ke;s l,d" ug w,dN l,d"

kskaod l<d hkqfjkqhs ljqre;a m%ldY lrkafk'

ta yeu fohla ;=,u ;sfhkafka wd;au oDIaÀhhs'

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f,dalfha yeu m%Yakhla ;=,u uq, O¾u;dj njg

m;a jkafka uQ, îch njg m;a jkafka ilaldh

ÈÜÀhhs' fï wdldrfhka n,k flkdf. Ôú;h

;=, ilaldh ÈÜÀh wvq fjkjd' ilaldh ÈÜÀh wvq

lr, thdg ilaldh ÈÜÀh ke;slr .kag mq`Mjka

lu ,enqfkd;a

zfiaf,da h:d tal ifkda

jdf;akkiór;SZ

wr uyd m¾j;hla jf.a fkdie,S bkak

mq`Mjka uyd Yla;shla we;s fjkjd' ula ksido wr

ilaldh ÈÜÀ O¾u;djh fndrjla nj" wúoHdjla

nj" uq,djla nj f;areï lr .kakjd' ta ilaldh

ÈÜÀh ÿre lrmq flfklaf.a Ôú;h ;=, lsisu

wd.ula t,a,kak mq`Mjkalula kE' lsisu cd;shla"

lsisu j¾.hla" lsisu rgla" t,a,kak mq¿jkalula

kE' Th cd;s" wd.ï rgj,a" ÿmam;a fmdfydi;a lï

t,a,kafka fudavhkaf.a Ôú; ;=,' {dKjka;hdf.a

lf¾ ´jd lsisjla t,a,kak neye' {dKjka;fhda

okakjd iq`M fudfyd;la wm Ôj;a fj,d ueß,d hk

wïn,ulaa fïl lsh,d' ug fj,djla keye fï

fudav ;¾l j,g fjfyi uykais fjkak lsh,d

l,amkd lrkjd'

fï l;d lrkafka mskaj;=ks mrud¾: .eUqre

i;Hhhs' fï i;Hh ;uhs f,dalfha we;a;'

kuq;a f,dalfha ñksiaiq ;u ;ukaf.a wdYdjka

n,dfmdfrd;a;= bIaG lr .ekSu i|yd ñksiqka ;=,

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wfkaldldr fNaO Nskaklï rdYshla we;s lrkjd'

{dKjka;fhda tajdg yiq fkdù fï ;djld,sl

ksjyfka isg wd;au .fõIKhla fldg Ôú;h

y÷kdf.k fof,dj iemj;a lr .kakjd" fof,dj

hym;a lr .kakjd' tjka jQ msßila ;uhs f,dalhg

wjYH lrkq ,nkafka' tfyu ke;sj ;j ÿrg;a

fudaydkaOldrfha isák ñksiqka yeáhg jdo fNaolï

rdYshla ;=, wef,ñka .efgñka m%Yak yod .ksñka

Ôj;a ùu fkfjhs' uu ;j;a flfkl=f.a ÈhqKqj

fkdÈhqKq nj ms<sn|j ie,ls,a,la we;s lrkafka

ke;sj ;udf.a ÈhqKqj ms<sn|j l,amkd lr,d

n,,d wdOHd;añl ixj¾Okh .ek l,amkd lr,d

n,,d ;ukaf.a ys; yod .;af;d;a tal fof,dj

iem msKsi" ksjk msKsi ;ukag fya;= ldrl

fjkjd' ieye,a¨ jqfkd;a ta yeu fohlau by<g

md fjkjd" th úoHd;aulhs' ys; ieye,a¨ jqfkd;a

thd ÈjH f,dal j,g hkjd' ys; nr lr .;af;d;a"

f,daN" fodai" fuday" uuxldr j,ska fj¨fkd;a ta

ukqIHhd fuf,dj uy;afia lïmdjg m;a fjkjd'

ta lïmdj ;=,ska ta ukqIHhdf. Ôú;h my,g weo

ouk iajrEmhla ;sfnkjd' ta ksihs nqÿ yduqÿrefjda

f,dalfha ;sfnk n,j;au Okh" iemj;au ksjyk

O¾uh nj fmkakqfõ' Tn Th uykais fjk yeu

uykais ùulskau n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafk l=ula

±hs Tn Tnf.kau úuikak' Tn m%ldY lrdú uu

fidhkafka iem;hs" uu fidhkafka iekis,a,hs

lshdú' wms ljqre;a fï f,dalfha fndfydau

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m%isoaOj ys;df.k bkak ldrKh ;uhs i,a,s

;sfhkjd kï iem ú¢kak mq`Mjka lsh,d' wmsg

iem ú¢kak ;sfhk tlu ndOlh i,a,s ke;slu

lsh,d fndfyda fofkla ys;kjd' mskaj;=ks tal

jerÈ l;djla tal wúoHd;aul l;djla' tal

ljodj;a i;Hhla fkdfjhs' uqo,a yo,a j,g" hdk

jdyk f.a fodr j,g mq`Mjka lula kE flfkl=f.a

ys; yokak' tajdhska ys; yokak neß ksid ;uhs

ta isoaOd¾: ;dmihdkka jykafia l,amkd lf,a

.sys f.oßka kslañ,d .sys,a,d wd;au .fõIKhla

lrkak' ljqrej;a od,d hkag" ldgj;a wys;la"

wk¾:hla lrkak .shd fkfjhs' Ôú;h ms<sn|j

.eUqßka ys;kag" m¾fhaIKhla lrkag" wOHhkhla

lrkaghs jk.; jqfka' ta ksid f,djq;=rd nqÿ

mshdKka jykafia lsisu fj,djl wj;lafiarejg

,la fkdl, hq;=hs' orejka oud .sh" ìß| oud

.sh flfkla yeáhg' iq`M ld,hla i|yd wd;au

.fõIKhla i|yd wOHhkhla i|yd jk.; jqkd'

ta wOHdmkh ord f.k weú,a,d fmkakqjd rcud,s.

dj," hdk jdykj," iem iïm;a j, fkfuhs

iekis,a, ;sfnkafka' O¾uh ,`.hs lsh,d'

wms yeu flfklau ;uka ;=, fï O¾u {dKh

Wodlr .kag ´kE' th Wodlr .ekSug ù¾hjka;

jkak ´kE' O¾u {dKh hkqfjka wm woyia

lrkafka l=ulao mskaj;=ks@ ta lshkafka ;:d.;

O¾u {dKh ;uka ;=, we;slr .ekSu ;:d.;

O¾u {dKh lsh,d lshkafka we;a; olskak mq`Mjka

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{dKhg' ±ka Th mskaj;=ka we;a; olskafka kE'

talg fya;=j ;uhs ´kEu flfkla u;jdohlska

;uhs n,kafka' ;ukag ,enqk wd.ñl" ixialD;sl

iudðl wdÈ wkHhkaf.a u;jdo Tiafia f,dalh Èyd

n,kafka' Bg iudk lr,hs f,dalh Èyd n,kag

W;aidy lrkafka' yeu fudfyd;lu kskaod m%ixid

folska tfyu ke;akï iem ÿl folska tfyu

ke;akï yß jerÈ folska ukqIHhd fm,kjd'

ke;skï fõokdjg m;a lrkjd" mq`Miaikjd'

tajhska msÉÑ msÉÑ ;uhs ukqIHfhda Ôj;a fjkafka'

kuq;a f,djq;=rd nqÿrcdKka jykafia

ztajx kskaod mixidiq

k iñ[ck;s mKaä;dZ

kskaod m%ixYd folu Wkajykafia .Kka

.;af;a kE' ms,s.;af;a kE' Tn;a fï kskaod m%ixid

fol mrojkag W;aidy lrkag ´kE' fïjd ms<s

.kag iQodkï jkag tmd" fïjd fidhdf.k hkag

tmd' fï Tiafia Ôú;h lïmkhg m;a lr .kag

tmd' wmsg mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd wfma Ôú;h fï

folska lïmkhg lïmdjg m;alr .kafka ke;sj

Ôú;h yod.kag' ch mrdch folska fkdief,k

uÜgug wfma Ôú;h wmsg yod.kag mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkjd' tjka jQ Ôú;hla ;uhs wmg iekis,a,

Nd.Hh Wod lrkq ,nkafka' wkak t;k ;uhs ienE

Okj;alu" ienE fmdai;alu ;sfnkafka' ta ksid

f,dalfha ÈhqKqj lsh,d orejkaf.a ÈhqKqj lsh,d

l,amkd lrkag ´ke udkisl iekis,a,hs' udkisl

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wjfndaOhhs' tfyu ke;sj fN!;sljd§ iekis,a,

yßu ;djld,slhs fjkia fjk iq`Mhs' ta ksid ;uhs

ziín odkx Oïu odkx ðkd;sZ lSfj' ta ksid ;uhs

ish`Mu mß;Hd.hka w;r foam, fnod §u w;r O¾uh

,nd ÿkafkd;a fudk ;rï jákjo@ kuq;a O¾uh

f,dalfha m;=rejkakg ,efnk iydh fndfydu

wvqhs' fjk fjk foaj,a f,dalfha m;=rejkakg

tk n,fõ. fndfydu jeähs' {dKjka; Woúh

O¾uh ioaO¾uh tfyu ke;akï i;H jQ foa ta ;uhs

iajNdj O¾uh lsh,d ms<s.kakjd' fNao ;sfnkafka

i;Hh ;=, fkfuhs' ta yeu fohlau ;sfnkafka

wkaOldrfhahs" wúoHdfjhs' ienE i;Hh kï lsisu

rgla ke;s" f.kdmq fohla ke;s" f.kshk fohla

ke;s f,dalfha flfiao Th fNaohla yefokafka' ta

ish,a,u yqfola u;jdo muKhs" ixl,am muKhs'

ta ixl,am ;=,ska ;uhs ukqIHhd fï ±ùï msÉÖï

yodf.k ;sfhkafka' tfyu kï fkdfi,afjk

ta .=Kdx.hka ms<sn| .eUqßka m¾fhaIKh lrkak'

fujka jQ y÷kajd§ula muKla Tnf.a Ôú;h

mQ¾K;ajhg m;a fkdfjkjd we;s' kuq;a Tng

mq`Mjkalu ;sfnkjd .eUqre O¾u m¾fhaIKhla

lrkak mqreÿfjkak' ì÷fjka ì÷j kuq;a c,h

tl;= jqkyu ál ld,hla hk úg th c, n÷kla

njg m;a fjkjd' Ôú;fha O¾u lrKq tlska tl

;reK ldf,a b|,u ueÈúfha b|,du tl;= lr

.;af;d;a Tng jhig hkfldg" ñhhkfldg Tng

ikaf;daifhka ñh hkak mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkjd'

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tfyu ke;sj ,nd.;a; Ôú;fha w.hla okake;sj

lgqiaidf.a lf¾ rka neka|d jf.a ;sì,d jevla

keye' kuq;a th fndfyda fofkl=g tfyuhs'

Ôú;h ms<sn| lsis wjfndaOhla keye' zukqiai;aj

má,dfNda ÿ,a,fNdaZ lshk ldrKh ms<sn| lsis

wjfndaOhla keye' Tyq ys;df.k bkakjd ug

wjqreÿ mkaiShla Ôj;a fjkak mq`Mjka lsh,d'

kE mskaj;=ks wms yeu fokdu ks;ru l,amkd

lrkak ´kE uf.a Ôú;fha" uf.a wdhq ld,h wfka

ojiska oji" jißka jir fï f.ù hkjd' ug ;j

Ôj;a fjkak ;sfhkafka jir fol;=khs" y;rhs"

myhs lsh,d l,amkd lrkag' tfyu n,kúg

;ukaf.a Ôú;h ms<sn| ienE h:d¾:h fydhkag

ysf;kjd'

nqÿ oyu ms<sn|j jerÈ wdl,am yg .kak

tl iajNdjhla' nqÿrcdKka jykafia wfmka jir

fooyia mkaiShla wE;g .sh;a mskaj;=ks fï O¾uh wo

{dKjka;hka mqrd jia;=jla fidhd .kakjd fuka

mqrd úoHd{fhla jf.a fndfydau mßiaiñka msßlaid

n,k flfkl=g O¾uh u;=lr .kag mq`Mjka lu

;sfhkjd' ´kEu wd.ula ld,hla hkúg tjfha

iajrEmh fjkia fjkjd' B,`.g tk mrïmrdj

tajd ld,dkqrEmj ;kd .kakjd' kuq;a Èj we;s

ukqiaifhl=g rih ms<sn| ;¾lhla yokag nE" wei

we;s ukqIHfhl=g j¾Kh ms<sn| ;¾lhla yokag

nE' ula ksido Tyq m%;HCI f,iu ta j¾Kh olsk

ksid" tys rih ú¢k ksid" kqjke;af;la f,dalhdg

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rjgkak mq`Mjka lula kE' kuq;a fudav ckhd

kï rjgkak mq`Mjka' ta wh yqfola u;jdoj,g

ixl,amj,g .e;s fjkjd' tjka jQ foaj,aj,ska

Ôú;h uq,djg m;a lrf.k jevla fjkafka keye'

nqoaO Ydikfh;a fudav Y%oaOdjlska fj,S .e,S bkak

whf.ka we;s m%;sM,hla kE' m%;sM,h ;sfnkafka

fndfydu .eUqßka Ôú;h ms<sn| wOHhkh lrk"

m¾fhaIKh lrk" wjfndaO lrk wh ,`.hs' nqÿ

rcdKka jykafiag ´kE lf,a Y%oaOdjka; msßila

fkfjhs" {dKjka; msßila' nqoaO Ydikh

ldgo whs;s hkqfjka nqÿmshdKka jykafiaf.ka

úuiqjydu nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd lf,a uf.a

Y%djlhkag lsh,d fkfuhs zm%[a[djkakiai whx

OïfudaZ udf.a O¾uh m%{djka;hkaghs" kqjke;a;ka

Wfoidhs hkqfjka m%ldYlr ;sfnkjd' fï O¾u

rih ú¢kafka" O¾ufhka m%fhdackh ,nkafka"

O¾ufhka i;=gq jkafka m%{djka; whhs'

O¾uh ;sfhkafka mskaj;=ks iem ú¢kak" jvd;a

iemj;a f,i Ôj;a fjkak' Tn fndfyda fj,djg

iemhs lsh,d ys;df.k bkak foaj,a iem fkdfõ'

tajd uyd ÿla f.dvj,a' O¾uh ,`.hs iem ;sfhkafka'

zOïux úkd kFÓ iqLd wk;a:dZ ta ksid oyug ,x

jqfkd;a iemhs' kuq;a wms y÷kd.;a; nqoaOd.ug

wkqj kï ms,sl=,a lrkakfk O¾uh ;sfhkafka'

f,dalhg ks.%y lrkakfk O¾uh ;sfhkafka

lsh,d l,amkd lrkak mqreÿ fjhs' tal

;uhs m%isoaO nqoaOd.fï yeáhg lsh,d ;sfhkafka'

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fï Tlafldu wks;Hhs" lefvkjd" ìf|kjd" fïjd

ms,sl=,a lrkak" ks.%y lrkak" t;fldg ysf;a

flf,ia wvq fjkjhs" wdid wvq fjkjhs lsh,d

fndfyda fofkla ys;df.k bkakjd'

nqÿ yduqÿrejkag Wjukd jqfka f,daflg ms<sl=,a

lrk msßila ìys lrkak fkfuhs' YÍrh ms<sl=,a

lrk msßila ìys lrkag fkfï' fndfyda fofkla

ys;df.k bkafka YÍrh ms<sl=,a l,du" wdidj,a

wvq fjhs lsh,d' kuq;a nqÿyduqÿrefjd fmkakqjd

is; ms<sn| y÷kd .ekSula lrkag' isf;a ye`.Sula

;uhs ms<sl=, lsh,d lshkafka" ysf;a ye`.Sula ;uhs

m%fndaOh lsh,d lshkafka lsh,d' Okd;aul yeu

fudfyd;lau ysf;a lïmkh fjkjd' iqL ÿlaL"

kskaod m%ixid wgf,da oyu ;=, ;sfnkafka oajdldr

ls%hdoduhla' fï oajdldr ls%hdoduh ;=, ukqIHhdg

fmr,s fmr,s Ôj;a jkakg fkdfõ nqÿrcdKka

jykafia u. fmkajkafka' fï oajdldrfhkau

ksoyia fjkakghs u. fmkajkafka' oajdldrfhka

ksoyia jkakd /h oyj,ska ksoyia fjkjd" iqL"

ÿlaL" WfmaCId lshk ta l%ufõokdfjka ksoyia

fjkjd" ,dNfhka w,dNfhka ksoyia fjkjd"

kskaodfjka m%ixidfjka ksoyia fjkjd" ch mrdch

foflysu fkdwe,S thskao ksoyia fjkjd' {dKh;a

tjka jQ h:d¾:h;a ;uhs fï oyñka wjfndaO

lr.kafka' ch lshkafk;a f,dalfha yg .kak

ixl,amhla" mrdch lshkafk;a f,dalfha yg .kak

ixl,amhla' ta ixl,am fudk ;rï m%n,o lshkjd

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kï ñksiqkaf.a yo .eiau jeäfj,d yojf;a fõ.h

jeäfj,d ñksiaiq ñh hkjd fkao@ ;ukaf.a Ôú;hg

,efnk iuyr mrdchka ksid ñksiaiq fudk ;rï

lïmdjg m;a fjkjo@ ;ukaf.a Ôú;hg ,efnk

ch.%yK ksid fudk ;rï lïmkhg m;afjkjo@

fï Ôú;h ms<sn| wjfndaOhla ke;s ksid f,dalh

úiska mkjd .kakd ,o ch mrdch foflka ief,k

ksid ukqIHfhda fõ.fhka lïmkhg m;a fjkjd'

iajNdúl;ajh ke;skï iajdNdúl i;Hh

y÷kd.kak' ksrdhdifhka f,dalfha ieye,a¨fjka

Ôj;a fjkak fyd| ud¾.hla ;uhs nqÿoyu lsh,d

fokafka' ksrdhdih hkqfjka woyia lrkafka

udkisl ksrdhdih' Tng ksrdhdifhka Ôj;a

fjkakg mq`Mjka lula we;af;a kE' ysiu; nrla

;nd .;a; ñksfila jf.a fndfyda foaj,a ysi u;

;nd f.khs Tn Ôj;a jkafka tajd yßu nrhs' ta

nr ksidu uy;afia fõokdjg" uy;afia ÿlg ñksid

m;a fjkjd' ksrdhdifhka Ôj;a jk W;=uka ;uhs

ud¾.M, ,dNSka jykafia,d" uy ry;ka jykafia,d"

nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d' ta ksrdhdih yg .kafka

;:d.;;ajh ksid' ;:d.;;ajh yg .kafk fï

wOHd;auh ;=, ;sfnk wúoHd wkaOldrh ilaldh

ÈÜÀh m,jd yeßhdg miqjhs' ta uyd wúoHd

wkaOldrfhka fï f,dalfha ñksiqka uqojd .kakg

mq`Mjka kï tal ;uhs mskaj;=ks wmg ,efnk

uy;au Nd.Hh' ta wúoHd wkaOldrh ;=, ñksiqka

ÿjf.k hk fï /,a,g wfma {dKjka; mskaj;=ka

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tl;= fjkak tmd' mskaj;=ks Ôú;h ms<sn|j yeß,d

n,kak' ys; ms<sn| yeß,d n,kak" .eUqre oyï

lreKq m¾fhaIKh lrkak" tajd h:dj wjfndaO

lr .kag l%udkql+, W;aidyhl fhfokak uykais

.kak' ta yryd hï ojil Tng Tnf.a Ôú;h

mQ¾K;ajhg m;a lr .kag mq`Mjkalu ,enqfkd;a

fudk ;rï jákjo@ nqÿ oyfï fmkakqfj

Ndjkdjla yeáhg úo¾YKdjhs' nqÿrcdKka

jykafia O¾u foaYkd lroaÈu m%{djka;hska ;u

Ôú;h Èyd yßhg n,kjd" n,kfldg mskaj;=ks

Ôú;djfndaOhg m;a fj,d fidajdka" ilod.dñ"

wkd.dñ M,hka j,g m;a fjkjd' tal widf.k hï

úfõl ia:dkhl isg úuid n,kak mq`Mjka" tfyu

ke;akï ta fudfydf;u úo¾Ykd fldg ud¾. M,

wjfndaO lr.kak mq¨jka' mskaj;=ks wm bJøshhka

yhlg fldgq jqk isrlrejka jf.a yeu flfklau

iajhx isr l+vqjla ks¾udKh lrf.k ;sfhkjd' ta

isr l+vqj ;=, ukqIHfhda Ôj;a fjkjd' ta Ôú;h

;=, ukqIHhka b;du iaj,am jQ wdiajdohla" i;=gla

ú¢ñka Ôj;a fj,d ñheÈ,d hkjd' tjka Ôú;

fkd,nd wmg mq`Mjkakï ;udf.a ienE ksjyk

;udf.a is; nj f;areï wrf.k ta ksjyk jvd;a

§ma;su;aj jvd;a iekis,sodhl ;ekla njg m;a lr

.kak tal fudk ;rï jákjo@ fï b;du iaj,am

O¾u ldrKdj,ska Tnf.a Ôú;hg fjkia wdrïNhla

isÿ lrkaghs wm l,amkd lrkafka' tfyu ke;sj

fujka .eUqre O¾uhla fujka jQ iaj,am lreKqj,ska"

ld,hlska lshd fokak mq`Mjkalula kE wmg'

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jeämqru ;sfnkafka wfma mskaj;=ka O¾u

Y%jkh lsÍuhs' kuq;a Y%jkh lrk O¾uh fyd|hs

lsh,d fndfyda fofkla lshkjd' kuq;a wms

weiqfjd;a fudkjo ta O¾ufha lsjqfj lsh,d ta

tllaj;a u;l kE' O¾uh fyd|hs lshkag fkfï

wmg ;sfhkafka' O¾uh ms<sn| .eUqre m¾fhaIKhl

fhfokaghs ;sfnkafka' tla O¾u lreKla wrf.k

ta O¾u lreKq fudk ;rï .eUqßka ;sfnkjo

lsh,d l,amkd lrkak" úui,d n,kak' Tn Oïu

mofha ;sfnk tl .d:djlaj;a Tn okafka keye

lsh,d uu m%ldY lrkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a

tl iQ;% foaYkdjlaj;a Tn okafka keye lsh,d uu

m%ldY lrkjd' ula ksido tod ta .d:d f;areï .;a

wdldrhg Tn;a th f;areï .;a;d kï ta n%dyauKhd

ta udkjlhd ,enQ ta ud¾.M,h Tng;a ,efnkak

´kE' Tn ;ju ta iQ;% mdG" ta .d:d ta wdldrfhkau

y÷kdf.k kE' jpk ud;%hla ±k .;a;d muKhs'

tfyu kï Tn ta .d:d fkdokakd nj;a iQ;% mdG

fkdokakd nj;a ljqre ljqre;a jgyd .kakg ´kE'

ksjerÈ úÈyg wm okakjd lsh,d ys;kjd kï tod

ta nqÿyduqÿrefjd bÈßfha ,enQ ud¾.M, ksjka wo

wm mila lr .; hq;=hs'

l=vd orefjda wjfndaO lr .;a; oyula"

jeäysáfhda uy`M jhfia wh urKdikak wh"

wjfndao lr.;a; oyula {dKjka; whg wjfndaO

lr .kak mq`Mjka' kuq;a iQCIu oyula ksid .ïNSr

oyula ksid fuh f;areï .ekSu wiSre fjkak

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mq¿jka' fuh fudk jf.a iQCIu oyulao lsh,d

WodyrKhlska uu mskaj;=kag meyeÈ,s lr fokakï'

th ;ukaf.a wd;au .fõYKhg Wmldr lr .kak'

oeka Tfí weia fol n,kak' Tng uq`M f,dalhu

Tnf.a weia j,g fmkajkak mq`Mjka' wdf,dal j¾I

fldaá .dKla tyd ;sfnk ysre" i÷" ;drld mjd

Tfí weia j,g .%yKh lr .kak mq`Mjka' kuq;a

wfma wefia iajNdjh ;uhs ;ukaf.a fk; jgd

fmkajkak mq`Mjka lula ke;snj' ;udf.a fkf;a

yevh ;udf.a weiska n,kak mq`Mjka lula kE'

th ne,sh yels jkafka hul wdOdrfhkau muKhs'

wkak tjeks jQ O¾u;djhla ;uhs mskaj;=ks fï

wd;au oDIaÀh lsh,d lshkafk'

Tng is;sú,s wm%udKj .%yKh lr .kak

mq`Mjka" is;=ú,s m%fNaokh lrkak mq`Mjka" is;sú,s

úúO wdldrhg fmr,kag mq`Mjka" kuq;a Tng

isf;ka ksoyia fjkak mq`Mjka lula kE' fukak

fujka jQ úYsIaG ie`.jqk O¾u;djhla ;uhs

nqÿ yduqÿrefjda fmkakqfõ' wkak ta fmkajmq

O¾u;djh ;uhs wfma mskaj;=ka jgyd .; hq;=

ldrKh njg m;a jkafka' tjka jQ O¾u lreKq

Tfí Ôú;hg tla lr .kak' tlalr f.k O¾u

lreKq .eUqßka m¾fhaIKh lr,d m%fhdackhla

ke;s l,amkdj,ska ÿre fj,d Ôú;h Ôj;a lrjkag

wjYH lrk .=K keK Okh hk ish,a, Ôú;h

jgd tlÿ myÿ lrf.k ;ukag idvïnrfhka l;d

lrkag mq`Mjka uÜgulg ;ukaf.a Ôú;h f.dv

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k.d .kak' ta wdldrhg Ôú;h f.dv kef.kjd

kï udkisl iqj;djfhka" idufhka" m%fndaOfhka

Ôj;a fjkak mq¨jka fjkjd' wkak ta ;eke;a;dg

;uhs ienE fn!oaOfhla yeáhg fyd| úoHd{fhla"

m¾fhaIlfhla yeáhg" tfyu ke;akï fyd|

Okjf;la yeáhg Ôj;a fjkjd lsh,d lshkak

mq`Mjka fjkafka' wms olskjd tl mrmqrla fndfydu

fjfyi uykais fj,d wyi Wig uyd f.dvke.s,s

yo,d ñh hkjd' fofjks mrmqr fudlo lrkafka@

;ukaf.a Ôú; iqrdfjka iQÿfjka úkdY lrf.k ta

we;a;kaf.a Ôú; my;a ;;ajhlg m;alr .kakjd'

Tjqka mskaj;=ks yßu widrj;a msßila njg m;a

fjkjd' wkak tjeks jQ widr Ôú; njg m;a fkdù

wm yeu fokdgu mq`Mjkalu ;sfnkjd .=K keK

fyd¢ka jvdf.k Ôú;fha ienE h:d¾;h fyd¢ka

y÷kdf.k Ôú;hg ienE wre;la jákdlula ,nd

fokag' wm f,dõ;=rd nqÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a

wkka; .=Khkag ke;skï Wkajykafiag ienúkau

.re l,d fjkafka wms Wkajykafiaf.a O¾uh

wjfndaO lr .ekSfukqhs' ke;=j u,a mQcd lrk

;rug fkdfõ' fyd¢ka u,a myka mQcd lsÍu;a

nqÿyduqÿrefjda u;la lr .kag fyd| ldrKhla

;uhs' kuq;a Tn jv jvd;a oyug keUqrej Ôú;h

wjfndaO lr .kak' th ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrejkag

lrk W;=ïu mQcdj' úismia wjqreoaola nqÿka

jykafiag Wmia:dk l< ta wdkkao uyd ry;ka

jykafia wmQre me;=ula m%d¾:kd l<d'

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zoin, fia,mamNjd

ksíndk uyd iuqoao mßhka;d

wÜGx. u.a. i,s,d

ðkjpk k§ Ñrx ji;=Z

oi n, nqÿka kï fia, uqÿk;ska u;=jQ

ksjka kï uyd iuqÿre fl,jr fkdue;s i;;ska

wß wge`.s u`. is,sf,ka isys,a jQ ks;s iqjfok

Ôk joka .`. fnda l,a .,d jd ijq i;ka ikydæ

wkak tjka jQ hym;a m%d¾:khka wfma

is;a ;=,;a we;slr .ksuq' f,djq;=rd nqÿrcdKka

jykafiag wdñi" m%;sm;a;s mQcdjkaf.ka mQcd lruq'

th ksjka iïm;a wjfndaO lr .ekSug Wmldrl

lr .ksuq' th Tng Tfí is; fkdief,k is;la

njg fi!uHh is;la njg m;alr .ekSug w;aje,la

fõú'

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fï pl%h fï wfma isf;a ls%hdj,shfk fï lsh,d

fokafk' fï ls%hdj,sh Èyd n,df.k bkakfldg

Th we;af;d okakjd fï Ôú;hfk fï ls%hdj,sh

lsh,d lshkafka lsh,d' Tng fïl ÿl" fïl

fõokdj" fïl udkisl fõokdj" fïl oafõY

is;=ú,a," w÷r.kak neßo@ w÷r.kak neßkï

ksjka olskak;a nE' fudlo ys; ms<sn| f;afrkafk

kE" lh ms<sn| f;afrkafk kE' O¾uh ;=,

bkak Tng ir,j ta f;areu ;sfhkjd' ta ksid

talg wuq;=fjka yev .efykak ´ke kE' Tng

;sfhkafk ±ka wksiaisf;dap úyr;s lshk .=Kh

we;slr .kakhs ;sfhkafk' wksiaisf;dap úyr;s

;;ajhg m;a fjkafk ke;sj ta lshkafka hï fohla

fkdw,a,d .kakd ;;ajhg m;a jkafka ke;sj Tn

wgf,da oyñka ,dN w,dN" kskaod m%ixYd" iem

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ukiska fkdwe,S isák ok

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ÿl hk fïjdhska Tn f;rfmkjd' wksiaisf;dap

úyr;s ;ekg tkakhs fï fiaru lshkafk' fï

´keu tlla bjr fjkafk fï úÈhghs'

wms ±ka jdykhla u,lv ld,d ;sfhkfldg

fï kÜ tl u,lv ld,d" fodr u,lv ld,d

lsh,d ;ekska ;ekg u,lv ld,d ;sfhkafk

lsh,d lshkafka kE' fl,skau jdyfka u,lv ld,d

lsõjyu yß' iuia;hla jYfhka fláfhkau

lshkjd kï zixÅ;af;ak mxpqmdodkialkaOd ÿlaLdZ

fï mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh ;uhs ÿl' fuh ÿre

lrkak" tal ÿlla yeáhg olskak' kuq;a fï

foaj,a ÿlla yeáhg ±lafla ke;s ksidfk fufyu

bkafka' mD:.ackhd fuh ÿlla yeáhg olskafka

kE' tal iemla lsh,d w,a,f.khs bkafka' iemla

yß lsh,d w,a,f.k bkakjkï ÿlla yß lsh,d

w,a,f.k bkakjd kï tal ;uhs thdf. iem' fï

f,dafl uy mqÿu fohlafka' iuyr flfkl=g ÿl

foa iuyr flfkl=g iemhs' iuyr wh f,dafl

úryj ú¢kak leu;shs' taf.d,af,d taflkau w`v

w`vd .S; .dhkd lrñka ú¢kjd' wkak tfyu

úkaok iajNdjhla f,dafl ;sfhkjd' ld,

;=fkkau ksoyia ùu lshkafk fï ld, ;=fkka

tl ld,hlaj;a kshu lr fkd.ekSu' fudku

wdldrhlgj;a wka;hlg nr fkdùu' Ndjkdj,§

my, fjkafk ixfõ§ ukila' kuq;a mrud¾:

O¾ufha§ tfyu kE' ixfõ§ uki Nhdklhs' thd

fyd|g;a ixfõ§ fjkjd" Nhg;a ixfõ§ fjkjd"

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krlg;a ixfõ§ fjkjd' m%{dj;a iu. ÈhqKq fjkak

´ke' iu:fha§ tfyu m%{djla jefvkafk kE'

mskaj;=kaf.a is; m%{dj jeys,d iudêh ú;rhsfk

t;k ;sfhkafka' úu¾Ykh lrk uÜgug mqreÿ

fjkafk kE' t;kÈ mqreÿ fjkafk tl wruqKl

jdä fj,d bkakfk' m%{dj jefykjd iudêfha§'

wiu;=,s; ukila ;sfhkjd kï iunr ùu f.dvla

jákjd' kuq;a iunr ùu lsh,d wruqKl .s,Su

m%{dj jefyk jevla' Ndjkd wruqKlau fkdfõ'

ldg yß f,dl= jevla ;snqfkd;a tfyu taflkq;a

is; iudê.; fjkjfka' ne£ula jf.a tlla we;s

fjkjd' t;k m%{dj my< fjkafk kE'

i;r i;smÜGdkfh;a ;sfnkafk fudkjo

lsh,d wms álla l,amkd lr,d n,kak ´kE'

i;r i;smÜGdkfhka lsh,d fokafk isysh we;sj

bJøshhka ih Èyd n,kak' i;sh lshkafk isysh

mÜGdkh lsh,d lshkafk ne| ;nkjdg i;r

i;smÜGdkfhka wms lsh,d fokjd isysh ne| ;nd

.kak' ±ka ldhdkqmiaikdj" i;r i;smÜGdk

foaYkdj isÿ lrk ,oafoa fldhs rfÜo lsh,d Tng

lshkakï' fldfyo l=re rg' l=re rfÜÈ' ±ka

Th l=re rg lshk tl ;sfhkafk fldfyo lsh,d

okakj fkao@ ±ka lshkafk kj È,a,s k.rh

lsÜgqj ±ka l=re rg ;sfhkafka'

ztaldhfkd whx NslaLfõ u.af.da i;a;dkx

úiqoaêhdZ' fïl ;uhs ñksiaiqkaf. úiqoaêh

msKsi tlu ud¾.h' fidal ÿla fodïkia ke;s

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lrkak zÿlaL fodaukiaidkx w;a:x. udh {dhiai

wê.udkZ kqjK ÈhqKq lr .kak kqjK jvd .kak'

zksíndkiai iÉÑ lsßhdhZ ks¾jdk Ydka;sh i;H

wjfndaOh msKsi zhÈox p;a;dfrda i;smÜGdkxZ'

zl;fï p;a;dfrda bO NslaLfõZ l=ulao

fï i;r' fuhhs uyfKks fï i;r' zldfha

ldhdkqmiais úyr;s w;dms iïmcdfkda i;sud

úfkHh f,dafla wNsÊcd fodau kiaixZ fï YÍrh

;=, ;sfnk YÍrhg f.dapr fjk" YÍrh lsh,d

lsjqjyu fï wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" YÍrh;a

tlal, ;sfnk fï ih bJøshhu' fï YÍrh Èyd

;uka wjOdkfhka ne¨fjd;a tfyu fldÉpr

foaj,a jegfykjo@ ldfha ldhdkqmiais úyr;s

lsh,d lsjqjyu wfma iuyr wh ys;kjd lhlska

lhla Èyd n,kak lsjqjd lsh,d' lhlska lhla

Èyd n,kjd fkfï fï lfha ;sfhk iajNdjh

Èyd n,kjd' miaiS úyr;s lsh, lshkafk wkq

miaikdj' ta wkqj ne,Su ta iajNdjh foi ne,Su'

fudkjo n,kak ;sfhkafka@ ne¨ju fldÉpr

foaj,a f;areï hkjo@ lh Èyd ne¨jdu tlla

f;afrkjd' ;ukaf. l=vd ld,fha b|,d jhig

hk iajNdjh f;afrkjd fkao@ yßhg wkqmiaikd

lf,d;a Bg miafi ;ukaf.a bJøsh iajNdjh;a

ke;sfj,d hkjd' fudkjo wefia iajNdjh wefia

ls%hdj,sh" lfka iajNdjh lfka ls%hdj,sh" kdifha

iajNdjh kdifha ls%hdj,sh" Èfõ iajNdjh Èfõ

ls%hdj,sh" lfha iajNdjh lfha ls%hdj,sh fjkia

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fj,d hk yeá fmakjd' zfõokdiq fõokdkiais

úyr;sZ fõokd lsh,d lshkafk ukqIHhkag

ixfõÈ;d ;sfhkjd' lfha fõokdj,a ;sfhkjd"

udkisl fõokdj,a ;sfhkjd' fï fõokdj,a

fudkjo lsh,d mÍCId lr,d n,kjd'

zÑ;af;a Ñ;a;dkq miais úyr;sZ fï is; ;=,

;sfnkakdjQ wúoHdj tfyu ke;akï máÉp iuqmamdoh

tfyu ke;akï fuys ;sfnk ixlS¾K;ajh ms<sn|j

f;areï .kakjd'

zOïfï Oïudkq miais úyr;s i;sud úfkHh

f,dafla wNsÊcd fodaukiaixZ fï ish`Mu Ou_;d j,

ls%hd;aul ùu wd§ yeu fohlau Ou_;djhla' wei

lshkafk Ou_;djhla" lK lshkafk Ou_;djhla"

kdih lshkafk" Èj" lh" uki lsh,d lshkafk

Ou_;djhla' tajf.au wms .kakd woyia" ixl,am

u;" ÿl iem wdÈ Th Tlafldu foaj,a isÿjkafka

Ou_;djhla yeáhg'

b;ska fukak fï ál fï y;r yßhg ne¨fjd;a

tfyu uu ys;kjd wr nUhla muK YÍrfha ish`M

ls%hdldrlï ±l.;a;d lsh,d" ±k.;a;d lsh,d wmsg

lshkak mq`Mjka' tfyu ±k.;a; flkdghs B,`.g

mq`Mjkalu ;sfhkafk fï iajNdjh f;areï lr

.kak'

B,`.g b;ska nqÿyduqÿrefjd meyeÈ,s

lrkjd fï wdldrhg fï ms<sn|j m¾fhaIKhl

.fõIKhl fhfokak lsh,d' ldhdkqmiaikd"

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fõokdkqmiaikd" Ñ;a;dkqmiaikd" Oïudkqmiaikd

.ek n,k flfkl=g ;uhs wfma YÍrh ;=,

;sfnk mdo .eiau" yqiau .ekSu" Yío weiSu" rEm

ne,Su" .| iqj| ±k .ekSu ish,a, .ek y÷kd

.kakjhs lsh,d lsjqjyu yqiau .ekSu lshk tl

whska lrkak neyefka' yo .eiau whska lrkak

neyefka' b;ska ta ms<sn|j;a ±k .kak ´kE' ta

ú;rla fkfuhs ießhq;a yduqÿrejkag mq`Mjka¨

ojil weismsh fy,mq .dk;a lshkak' ta ;rï fyd|

isyshla ;sfhkjd' wms ldgj;a lshkak mq`Mjkao

tal' weismsh fy,kjo lsh,d u;la fjkafk;a

fmdâvla wjOdkfhka ne¨fjd;a muKhs'

wdYajdi m%Yajdi ú;rla fkfuhs ldh YÍr

folla ;sfhkjfka wNHka;ßlj yd ndysrj' ndysr

ls%hdoduhla iy wNHka;r ls%hdoduhla we;s ùu

ksid ;uhs ixfhdackhla yeu fudfyd;lu yg

.kafk' w;S; u;lh fldfyo ;sfhkafk@ tal

ufkdaldfh ;sfhkafk' t;fldg ndysr rEmhla

fldfyo ;sfhkafk@ t;fldg fïjd .efgk yeu

fudfyd;lu ixfhdack O¾u;d ìys fjkjd' fïjd

ixlS¾K lr .kafk ke;sj ir, úÈhg f;areï

.;a;yu yß' ±ka fïjd ms<sn|j wjOdkfhka

f;areï lr .kakjd' tal ;uhs wd;auh ms<sn|j"

Ôú;h ms<sn|j mQ¾K wjfndaOhla we;s lr .kakjd

lshkafka' fï fï lreKq j, máÉp iuqmamdoh

fïlhs" tfyu ke;akï fya;=M, oyu fïlhs fï

ls%hdj,sh ;=, bm§fï uQ,sl;djhg fya;= ldrl

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O¾u;djh fukak fïlhs wd§ jYfhka mQ¾K

wjfndaOhla we;slr .kakjd'

B,`.g fï Tlafldu ál n,df.k .sys,a,d

iuia; ls%hdj,sh fï YÍrfha zb;s ldfhda;sjd

mKiai i;s mÉpq mÜá;d fyda;sZ fï Tlafldau ál

n,df.k n,df.k .sys,a,d yßhg wr f.or l=Kq

ál Tlafldu w;=.df.k w;=.df.k .sys,a,d tl

;eklg tl;= lr, B,`.g tal fldydgo odkafk

l=Kq fmÜáhg'

ta jf.au fï lshk lfha ls%hdj,sh" fõokdfõ

ls%hdj,sh" ukfia ls%hdj,sh" Ou_;d ls%hdj,sh

Tlafldu we;slr .kakjd' fudkjo {dK u;a;dh

lshk foh flfkla yßhg f;areï lr .;a;d' ta

lshkafk tl ;eklg tl;= fj,d {dKfhka ±k

.;a;d lshk tl' ±ka {dKhg wr .;a;g miafia

wksiaisf;dap úyr;s njg m;a fjkjd' WodyrKhla

f,i wms lshkjd mqgqj hg w;=.dkak" we| hg

w;=.dkak' fï fldgia Tlafldu w;=.d,d wrf.k

.sys,a,d tl ;eklg odkak" tl uq,a,lg odkak

lsh,d' ta uq,af,ka wms tal wrf.k odkjd wylg'

tajf.a fï Tlafldau n,df.k n,df.k .sys,a,d

wjidk ms,s;=r fudllao wksiaisf;dap úyr;s'

wks;H;djh úyrKh lrkjd' ke;skï fïjd

kshu lr .kafk ke;s ;ekg meñfKkjd'

±ka wks;Hhs lsshk jpkhg md,s fmdf;a mjd

;sfhkafk wks;H lsh,d' wks;H lsh,d lshkafka

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ks;H fkdjQ lshk tlfka' b;ska ks;H fkdjQ

lshk tfla woyi yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd lshk

tl' tal ;uhs f;areu wksÉp lshk tfla f;areu'

yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd lsh,d lsjqjyu thska ta

foh f;areï .;af;a fldfyduo@ fï mqgqj f.dvla

ld,hla mj;skafk kE" Èr, hkjd lsh,' keye

yeu l,aysu lsh,d lsjqjyu thska ld, f.dvla .ek

lshfjkjfka' yeu l,aysu lsjqjyu tal ld,hla

fkfjhs j¾;udkh fkfuhs' yeu l,a lsjqjyu

ld, lShla ;sfhkjo@ ld, ;=kla ;sfhkjd' w;S;"

wkd.;" j¾;udk' t;fldg wks;H;djh lsh,d

lshkafk fï yeu l,aysu fkdmj;akd lshk tlhs'

t;fldg fïl Èrd hkjd lsjqfjd;a

tfyu' tfyu kï fïl ±ka mj;skj' wms

thg wyqfj,d' fudlo@ ±ka mj;skjfka' Èrd

hkjd kï ±ka mj;skjfka' mj;sk ksihs wms

Tkak lshkafk ld,hla .shdu fïl Èrd hkjd

lsh,d' kuq;a wks;H;djh lsh,d lshkafka yeu

l,aysu fkdmj;akd lshk tlhs' tfyu kï ±ka

mj;skak;a neye' t;fldg Th we;a;kag tkak

fjkjd wr wdkkao yduqÿrefjda lshk fkdne÷k"

fkd.egqk" fkdwe¨k ;ekg' t;k ;uhs wksÉp

lsh,d lshkafka' Èrd hkjd lshk tlg lshkafk

jhOïud ixLdrd lsh,d' jeh fjkj" CIh fjkjd

ke;akï Èrd hkjd' wksÉp lsh,d lshkafk

tafl kE" lsisu w,a,d .ekSula tafl kE lsisu

kshu lr .ekSula' wkak n,kak' wkak t;kska

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l=vd ldrKhla u`. yeßhdg miafia uq̀M Ydikhgu

uq̀M Ydik m%;sm;a;shgu ud¾. M, Tlafldu ál

ñksiaiqkag ke;s fj,d .sys,a,d ñksiaiq f,dl=

wmyiq;djhlg m;a fj,d ;sfhkjd' ±ka wms fï

Ndjkdfõ§ woyila yeáhg" ixl,amhla yeáhg

is;=ú,a,la .;af;d;a tal hïlsis ld,hlg whs;shs'

tal O¾u;djhla njg m;a fjkjd' woyia ld,sl

.=Khlska hqla;hs' ldf,lg whs;s fkdjk foaj,a

keyefka' yeu fohlau ldf,lg whs;sj ;sfhkjd'

±ka fï ksji lefvkjd lsh,d lsjqfjd;a lefvk

ksjila ;sfhkjd' fï foa ke;sfjkjd lsh,d

lsjqfjd;a ke;sfjk foa j¾;udkfha ;sfhkjd lshk

tlhs thska wre;a fjkafka' t;fldg yeu l,aysu

fkdmj;akd .=Khg whs;s jqkd kï ;uhs ksjk

mj;skafka' talfk ry;ka jykafia,d wks;H;djfha

jev bkafka' ±ka Th we;af;d fldfyo jev bkafk@

ks;H;djfha' ta lshkafk l=uk fydaa wdldrhlg

ks;H lr .kakuhs n,kafka' l=ula fyda ks.ukhlg

m;a fkdù isákakg leu;s kE'

±ka fï O¾u foaYkd wy,;a mq`Mjka ;rï

W;aidy lrkafka fudkjd yß ks.ukhlg tkak'

Ôú;fh hï foaj,a ks.ukhlg" hï ;eklg .kakhs

W;aidy lrkafka' ±ka Ôú;fha ch ,nkakfka

W;aidy lrkafka' t;fldg tal ks.ukhla fkao@

kuq;a nqÿyduqÿrefjda fmkakqfj ch mrdch folska

f;dr fjkak lsh,d' wmsg iekis,a, ,efnkafka

ch mrdch folska f;drjQ úghs'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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±ka fï meyeÈ,s lrkafka fN!;sl Ôú;h yod

.kak l%uhla tfyu fkfuhs' Tn Th Ôj;a fjk

úÈhgu Th lrf.k hk jev ál lrf.k hkak'

fïlg Wjukd lrkafk {dK o¾YKh ke;skï

iïmQ¾Kfhkau wd;au .fõYKh' tfyu;a ke;akï

Ôú;h ms<sn| m¾fhaIKh wdrïN lsÍuhs' th fï

i;smÜGdkh isysh wjÈ lr,d ne,Su ;=,ska ;uhs

isoao jkafk' flfkl=g fï Tlafldu n,kak

Wjukdjla keye' fudlo lreKq iaj,amhlska

ksjka ±lmq wh nK fmdf;a olskak mq`Mjka' ±ka

wms ys;uqflda f,vlg fnfy;a .kak ffjoHjrhd

uq`M YÍrh ms<sn| bf.k f.k ;sín;a tal f,vdg

lsh, fokak hkafk kE' ll=f,a ;=jd,hla kï

ta fldgi ms<sn| muKla lsh,d §,d fnfy;a od,d

ikSm lrkjd tÉprhs' kuq;a wOHdmksl jYfhka

lrkak .sfhd;a uq`M YÍrh jYfhka bf.k .kak

fjkjd' ta jf.a i;smÜGdkh lsh,d lshkafk

wOHdmksl jYfhka lr,d ;sfhk mq`M,a ú.%yhla'

kuq;a flfkl=f.a f,fâ ikSm lr .kak ´kEkï

tÉpr úoHdj .ek f,dl=jg bf.k .kak ´fk;a

kE' udf.a ksjk .ek wjfndaO lr .kak ;sfhk

fmd;a ish,a,u lshjd f;areï .kak;a ´fka kE'

±ka fï fmd; lshjk msßi w;r;a úúO

udkisl iajrEm .Kkdjla ;sfhk wh fu;k

bkak mq¨jka' iuyr mskaj;=kag fï lshk O¾uh

we;a;la nj okakjd' ta foa wjfndaO lr .kak ́ ke

lshk .=Kfh;a bkakjd' ;j;a mskaj;=ka msßila

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bkakjd iajdókajykafia fudllao lshkafka lshk

uÜgu f;areï lr .ekSu i|yd W;aidy orkjd'

lshkafk yß fohla lsh,;a okakjd' f;areï .kak

´kE lsh,;a okakjd' f;areï .kak W;aidy

l,dg tal yß úÈhg f;afrka ke;s msßil=;a bkak

mq¨jka' ±ka fï oyu .ek l;d lrk f,dl= jev

ms<sfj,j,a ;sfhkjd wo wo ksjka olskak ´kE

lsh, l;d lrk ;ekq;a ;sfhkjd' kuq;a lshk wh

ksjka ±l, ke;akï jevla ;sfhkjo@ fu;kÈ

ry;a fjkl,au uu lsh, fokafk kE' fudlo

uu tf;kag bf.k f.k kE' bf.k .;a;g

lula kE' fidajdka ud¾. M,hg weú,a,j;a' kuq;a

tf;kag tkafk ke;sj ry;a M,h ms<sn| ir,

±kqula ;snqkg jevla kE' uq,ska bf.k .kak

´kE uq,a mshjr ms<sn|j' ke;skï uq,a wä;d,u

ms<sn|j' uu ys;kafka Th we;a;kag fï wd;au

Ndjfha tkak ;sfhk f,dl=u ia:djrh ;uhs

fï ixfhdack ;=kla m%ydKh lsÍu jk m<fjks

ud¾. {dKh' fïl ;uhs fï Ôú;fha§ ,nkak

mq`Mjka lu ;ssfhk f,dl=u ch.%yhKh' óg jvd

ch.%yKhla ,nkak neye' t;fldg ta ch.%yKh

,eîu i|yd uq,skau f,dalh wks;H jYfhka

olskak ´kE' nUhla muK f,dalh' ta lshkafka

kshu lr fkd.kakd ;ekg ke;skï w,a,d

fkd.kakd ;ekg tkak ´kE' fN!;sl f,dalfha

hula w,a,df.k bkakjd kï tal wr kejla

kex`.=rï ±ïud jf.a ;uhs' tal ,sykafk ke;sj

hkafk kEfka'

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ta ksid uq,skau fN!;sl f,dalh wks;H

jYfhka olskak ´kE' wms ys;mq .uka ys;kafk

fï wks;H;djh lsh,d lshkafk ms<sl=,a lrkak

lsh,d kE' ms<sl=,a lf,d;a ta;a f,daflg ne£ula'

wdid lf<d;a ta;a f,daflg ne£ula' we¨k;a

ne£ula" .egqk;a ne£ula' wfma wh lsh,d fokafk

kE fï .egqku ne£ula lsh,d' .eàfuka nef|kjd'

±ka flfkl=g fyd| lshkak;a ,`.g hkak ´ke'

nkskj kï wE; b|ka nkskjo@ kE' ,`.g

.sys,a,fka nkskafka' t;fldg f,dalfhka n,kak

;uka wks;H;djh f;areï wrf.k ;sfhkjo

lsh,d' ksjdi" f.j,a fodrj,a" hdk jdyk" bvï

lvï" ore uqKqmqrka" jia;=j" foam," hd`M ñ;%hka'

fï oyu yuqfõ wmsg ±ka fï hd;%dj meñKs,d wmsg

ksjka mqrhg .uka lsÍug yelshdjla ;sfhkjd'

±ka nqÿyduqÿrefjd jevu lr,d uy;a fk!ldjlska

weú,a,d .ïj,ska tl;= lrf.k hkjd ksjka

olskak leu;s wh' we;a;gu nqÿyduqÿrefjd lsh,d

ys;kak' Tng;a mq`Mjkao thg k.skak@ lEu îu

ish,a, ,efnkjd' kuq;a ;uka i;= ish,a, w;yer

hkak ´kE mq`Mjkao ke.,d hkak@ orejkag ta

lghq;= lr .kak lsh,d" f.or fodr jia;=j ish,a,

mßyrKh lrkak lsh,d ke.,d hkak mq`Mjkao@

tfyu neßkï ksjka olskak f,ais fjkafk kE'

±ka fïl uu we;a; isoaêhla f,i weyqjdg

Tfydu fohla fjkafk keyefka' fjk fohla

fkfuhs' kuq;a n,kak is; .,j.kak wudrehs'

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b;ska fldfyduo ksjka olskafka@ wkak t;fldg

wd§kjh n,kak' uu fï foaj,a j,g we,s,d

ysáh;a fï foaj,a fidnd oyñka yß tlafld ta

foaj,a wfmka wE;a fjkjd ke;akï wms ta foaj,a

j,ska wE;a fjkjd' tal j,lajkak nE' fufyu

wd§kjh n,k fldg wd§kj ix{dj jvkfldg

;ukagu f;afrkjd uu m%uqL;djh fokak ´ke

O¾uhg nj' fuh ukfia yev .ekaùulafka'

ukfia yev .eiaùu we;slr .kak neß uki

fkdwef,k uÜgug yod .;a;hs lsh,d wms fï

hq;=lï tlalj;a neyer lrkafka kE' ta hq;=lï

ta úÈhgu lrkjd' Bg;a jvd fyd¢ka' b;ska wms

isf;ka we,S .e,S isàu ;j flfkl=g m%fhdackhla

kE' tal wmsgu m,sfndaOhla fjkj ú;rhs' ±ka

nqÿyduqÿrefjd n,kak wïud ;d;a;d flfkl=g

jvd fufyjrla fï f,dal i;ajhd fjkqfjka

l<d' we,Sfukao lf<a@ we,Sfuka l<du ta foh

ÿlg fya;=jla' ±ka Thf.d,af,d we,Sfukafka yeu

fohlau lrkafka' orejd lshk foa wyka ke;s

jqfkd;a" ys;=jlaldr újdyla lr .;af;d;a w`v w`vd

bkak fjkjfka' ta we,Sfuka fiajh lrmq ksihs

tfyu fjkafka'

kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ,`.g tk msßila

w.ijq ;k;=r ,nkjd' fY%aIaG;ajhg m;a fjkjd'

;j;a msßila foajo;a;,d jdf.a krl njg m;a

fjkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiag ta fomsßi .eku

woyila kE' t;fldg uu woyia lrkafk

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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;uqkag;a is;g woyila fokak ´ke fï is;aj,ska

we,S ls%hd lsÍï ;=, uf.a ls%hdj,shg hym;la

isÿjka keye' isf;ka ksoyia fj,;a fï hq;=lï

bIaG lrkak mq`Mjka lshk tl' uu isf;ka ksoyia

úh hq;=hs' tfyu jqfkd;a ug wr ksjka mqrhg

hkak fk!ldjg k.skak mq`Mjka lsh,d' wr oyï

fid`v rcqf.a ;;ajhg wms;a tkak ´kE'

oyï fid`v rÊcqrefjd hldf. lgg mkskak

hkjd fkao@ hldf. lgg mkskjd nK mohla

wy.kak' b;ska Th we;a;kag;a mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkag ´kE ta jf.a lrkak' b;ska tf;kaÈ

woyia lrkafk Ôú; wdYdj w;a yefrk

;ek ;uhs Ou_djfndaOh lshk tl isoaO fjkafk

lsh,d' Ôú; wdYdj ;shdf.k ;ud lshk foa uq,a

lrf.k Bg iu.dój wdYdj,a ;sfhkjd kï" ne£ï

;sfhkjd kï ksjka olskakg wmyiqhs' tfykï

wms uq,skau uefrkak ´kE' uerekyu ;uhs ksjka

olskak mq`Mjka' yqiau .kak;a ´kE" uefrkak;a

´kE' ljqre;a wy,d kEfk yqiau .ksoaÈ uefrk

l;djla' wms wy,d ;sfhkafka tajd k;r jqkdu

uefrkjd lsh,d' ta yeu fohlau ;sfhoaÈ uefrkak

´kE wms' wehs tajd ;sfhoaÈ uefrkafk@ wms f;areï

.kak ́ kE wms bkafk i¾mfhd iys; lsUq,ka iys;

wka;rdhodhl ;ekl nj' kqjke;a;d fõ,dik

±k .kakjd fu;k lsUq,ka bkakjdo keoao lsh,d'

;ukaf. ne£ï .ek ys;,d ta ne£ï j,ska

wE;a fjkak fkfjhs" ÿria fjkak fkfuhs'

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t;fldg .eàula fka' iuyr wh ne£ï wu;l

lrkak yokjd' wu;l lrkak yok yeu úgu

u;la fjkjd' wu;l lrkak fyd|;a kE' u;la

lrkak fyd|;a kE' wmsg mq`Mjkao fï Ôú;h

fukak fï úÈfha w;yeÍula lrkak' we,Sï

ne£ï ke;sj úoHd;aul w; yeÍula lrkak

mq`Mjkao lreKq ldrkd f;areï lr,d §,d n,kak

f,dalfha ;sfnk ta ne£ï ál ksoyia lrf.k ta

fk!ldjg f.dv fjkak mq`Mjkao lsh,d n,kak'

is; yod .kak mq`Mjkao lsh, n,kak' fyd|hs Tn

neyehs lshkjo@ fyd|hs Tn fyg ßh wk;=rlg

,la jqfkd;a" tf;dlg orefjd fudlo lrkafka'

uy;a;hd fudlo lrkafka' ál fj,djla ;ukaf.

wd;auhu .fõYKh lr,d ksy`vju ;uka foi

n,kak fudllao W;a;rh lsh,d'

f.dvla fj,djg Ôú;fha m%Yak;a iu. ;uhs

ksjka olskafka' iajNdj O¾ufhka fudkjd yß

widOdrKhla isÿ jqkdg miafi ;uhs fndfyda

fj,djg fndfyda fofkla ksjkg fhduq fjkafka'

kslïu fkfjhsfk isoaOd¾: l=udrhd uy,af,la

±lmq ksidfk" f,fvla" u< ñKshla" meúÈ rejla

±lmq ksidfka ksjk fydhkak fhduq jqfka' ±lafl

ke;akï wms;a tajf.a' wmsg ÿßka bkak flfkla

f,v jqkdg" uy`M jqkdg" uerekg tÉpr ±fkkafk

kE' kuq;a ,`.ska bkak flfkla f,v jqfkd;a"

uerefkd;a lïmkh úYd, jYfhka ±fkkjd'

tfyu;a ke;akï ;ukag fudkj yß úm;a;shla ,x

jqkhs lsh,d ±kqfkd;a Tkak lïmkh ±fkkjd'

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m<fjks mshjr ;uhs f,dalfhka .e,fjkak

´kE' B,`.g ksjkg ;ukaf. fk!ldj Èh;a

lrkak ´kE' ta ksid w§kj ix{dj jvkak ´kE'

O¾ufhka tal f;areï lr .kak ´kE' ir,hsfk

oyu wld,slhs' ksfrdaO iy.;hs" úuqla;s odhlhs"

wfõohs;hs" wixldßlhs' uu myla lsjqjd' ta myu

tlu .=Khla .ek l;d lrmq me;s myla ú;rhs'

ta yeu .=Khlau ;sfhkafka fkdwe¨k fkdne÷k

lsisjl fkd.egqk .=Khhs' ±ka fï úÈhg

bJøsh {dKh mj;ajkakg neye' bJøsh {dKh

mj;ajkakg mq`Mjka hulg ne÷k ;eklÈ muKhs'

t;fldg yeu fudfyd;lu n,kak fï uu bkak

;ek ne¢,d" fï fudfydf;;a uu ne¢,d" uu ish`M

ne£ï j,ska ksoyia úh hq;=hs' tfyu ;¾lhla

f.dv k.d .kak' tfyu W;aidy l<dg ish`M

ne£ï ál fkfuhs t;k ksoyia fjkafka' hï

m%udKhla yß ksoyia fjkjd' kuq;a ne£ï j,ska

ksoyia úh hq;=hs lshk woyi ;sfhkak ́ kE' ne£ï

j,ska ksoyia fjkjhs lshkafk orefjd od, hk"

iajdñhd od, hk l;djla fkfï' ukiska we;s

lr .kakd iajNdjhla' kqjkska we;s lr .kak

iajNdjhla' ukfia ;sfhk frda. cd,fhka bj;a

fjkak ´ke lshk iajNdjhla'

wmsg yiqlr .kak wudreu foa fudllao lsh,d

weyqfjd;a uu lshkafk uu;ajh lsh,d' ud`M

gexlshl bkak ud`Mfjla w;ska w,a,.kak hkjd'

ta fldfkka w,a,kfldg fï fldkg mkskjd'

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w;gu w,a,d .;a;;a ,siaid hkjd' ;uka ,`.u

;sfnk ;ukaf.a uu;ajh ;ukag yiqlr .kag

nE' mxp kSjrKu uq,a lrf.k uu;ajh /f|kjd'

Ók ñoaOh lshkafka ksjkg Wkkaÿjla ke;s lu"

w,i lu lshk iajNdjh' yeu jpkhla tlalu

;ukaf. ys; ;uka mÍlaId lr,d n,kak' ±kqu

lshkafk nQrejf.a msfÜ mgjk yl=re jekshs'

w`.=re mefgjqj;a" yl=re mefgjqj;a nQrejdg jevka

kE' ;ukaf.a ys;ska ;uka yeu úgu wfiai úrd.

ksfrdaO wjia:djlg m;a lr .kak' tal {dK

o¾Ykfhka lrkak mq`Mjka' idxidßl l¾u n,fõ.

fhka ñksidg meñfKk ÿlaL fodaukiaihka wvqhs'

jeämqru n,kafka fuf,dj foa ilaldh ÈÜÀh ÿre

lrkjd lsh,d wms W;aidy lrkafk fï f,dfõ§

,nd .kak Yla;sfhka idxidßl Yla;sh ÿ¾j, lrk

tlhs' fuf,dj§ ,nd .kakd Yla;sh ;uhs ukqIH

Ndjh' ta ukqIH Yla;sfhka idxidßl Yla;sh

tkï wúoHdj ÿre lrkjd' m%{d f,dalh m;=rejd

yeßhdu wúoHd wkaOldrhg bkak nE' idxidßl

ú{dKhg yeu fudffyd;lu ie`.ú,hs bkafk'

wkaOldrfha ie`.ú,hs bkafka' talhs wúoHdj lsh,d

lshkafka' ÿlla ±fkkjd" mSvdjla ;sfhkjd' yeu

;siafiu wdrdjq,la ;sfhkjd" fõokdjla ±fkkjd'

kuq;a wdrdjq,la fldfyao ;sfhkafka lsh, okafk

kE' ie`.jqk ;ek fkd±kqj;aju ;uhs uuxldrh

;sfhkafk' ixidrfha ;uhs ±kq;a bkafk'

ixidßl n,fõ.h ±kq;a wdl¾YKfhka ;sfhkjd'

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wdl¾YKfhka ;sfhk ksid Th mskaj;=ka ys;kjd

we;s uf.a lK" uf.a Èj" uf.a kdih" uf.a YÍrh"

uf.a is;sú,s uf.a lsh,d ys;kjd' kuq;a talu

wúoHdjla lsh,d f;afrkjfka' tajd f.dapr lr

.ekSu;a wúoHdjla' t;fldg ;uka tkak ´kE

fïl uf.a fkfjhs lsh,d ys;kak;a" uf.hs

lsh,d ys;kak;a fkdfjhs' tfykï Th foflkau

f;dr wjia:djlghs tkak ´kE' uu lshkafk

Th oajdldrfhkau ksoyia fjkak lsh,d' Th

oajdldrfhka ksoyia jqkyu Tfí ys;g ksoyila

keoao@ t;fldg fï oajdldrfhkau ksoyia fjkafk

fldfyduo@ wei uu fkdfõ" uf.a fkdfõ lSjdu

tla;rd ÿla iy.; njla" ms<sl=,la" .eàula we;s

fjkjd' Th oajdldrfhkau ksoyia jqkdg miafia

t;k is;=ú,s" woyia" ixl,am fudaÿ lrkak neye'

t;fldg ta is;=ú,s u;= lrkak" fudaÿ lrkak neß

wjia:djghs ksjk fhduq lr,d ;sfhkafka' wkak

ta wjia:djghs kqjk fhduq lrkak ´kE' kqjk

jefvkak ´kE' kuq;a wfma fn!oaOhkaf.a kqjk

jvkafku ms<sl=,g" ke;akï .efgk me;a;g"

ke;akï ßkd;aul me;a;g' oajdldrfhka ksoyia

jQ {dK o¾Ykhhs Tn .kak ´kE lrkafka'

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ksfjiaj, wfkal úO rdcldß nyq, mskaj;=ka

ta rdcldß ueoafo ta lghq;= iïmQ¾K lr .ksñka

fjfyi uykais fj,d fndfydu wmyiqfjka ;uhs

O¾uh fjkqfjka ld,h fjkalr .kafka' ta

wmyiqfjka Tn fjka lr .;a ld,h ;=, is;kak

uu fï fudfydf;a ys;" lh" jpkh lshk ;=kafodr

ms<sn| wjfndaOh we;s lr .kak tfyu ke;akï

±kqu we;s lr .kak ;uhs fï fj,dj fjkalrf.k

;sfhkafka lsh,d' wfma wei ls%hd;aul fjk úÈh"

kdih ls%hd;aul fjk úÈh" lK ls%hd;aul fjk

úÈh" Èj ls%hd;aul fjk úÈh" .; ls%hd;aul fjk

úÈh" is; ls%hd;aul fjk úÈh" jpk ls%hd;aul

fjk úÈh fï ;uhs ish,a, ta ;uhs f,dalh'

b÷rka ihhs fláfhka is;" lh" jpkh lshk

;=kafodr ixjr lrkjd lsh,d lshkjd' ±ka ;uka

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is;g fkd.efgko¾YKh

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;uka f.au bJøshhka ih m¾fhaIKhg ,la lrk

fudfyd;hs'

±ka l,amkd lrkak fï is; kslï bkafk kE

tl fudfyd;laj;a' úúOdldr wruqKq f.k,a,d

fokjd fldÉpr yß Tng ys;kak' fudkjo fï

wruqKq lsh,d lshkafk' wruqKq lsh,d lshkafk

wms hïlsis fohla y÷kajkjd' hïlsis yrhlg'

yrhla f,i .kak fohla" uu uf.a fldg i,lk

fohla fï f,dafl yrh f,i" ks;Hhla f,i .kak

flfkl=g ta foa .ek wruqKq my, fjkjd' fï

f,dafl hï lsis ks;H lrf.k bkak flfkl=g

wruqKla yrhla yeáhg .;a hï lsis ;uka uq,a lr

.;a; ldrKhla ;ukag my, fjkjd' t;fldg

wms lshkjd wmsg ta foa .ek wruqKla ;sfhkjd

lsh,d'

t;fldg fï mskaj;=kag ksjka olskak

wruqKla ;sfhkak ´keo@ keoao@ ;sfhkag ´kE'

kuq;a ta wruqK iqúfYaI wruqKla ta wruqK ;uhs

uu fï ish`Mu wruqKq j,ska ksoyia fjkak ´kE

lshk wruqK' t;fldg fïl wruqKla yeáhg

.kak mq`Mjkao@ tfyu i,lkak mq`Mjka lul=;a

kE' kuq;a wruqKl=;a ;uhs uu fï ish`Mu wruqKq

j,ska ksoyia fjkak ´kE" fÉf;da úuqla;shg m;a

fjkak ´kE lshk woyi' fÉf;da úuqla;shg m;a

fjkjd lsh,d lshkafk Tfí isf;a ;sfhk is;sú,s

ke;slr .kakjd' tfyï fkfuhs is;sú,s my,

fjkjd' wms l;d lrk foaj,a" ta jf.au wms l< hq;=

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lreKq ldrkd ;sfhkjd' tajd ms<sn| wmsg hï hï

woyia my, ùï isÿ fjkjd' wmsg is;=ú,s ke;slr

.kak nE' is;sú,s j, ;sfhk fõ.hghs wms wruqK

lsh,d lshkafk' fï f,dalfha yeu flfklau

leu;s hï lsis wruqKlg .uka lrkak' wruqKla

id¾:l lr .ekSu wruqKla f,i .kak' tal ;uhs

fï f,dafl Ôj;afjk ukqIHhkaf.a iajNdjh'

ksjka olskak jqk;a .shdu wruqKla yodf.k

ta wruqK iM, lr .ekSu i|yd" id¾:l lr

.ekSu i|yd fjfyi uykais fjkak l,amkd

lr,d n,kjd' ±ka fï f,dalh ;=, isoaOlr .kak

mq`Mjka iudê ;sfhkjd" jev lghq;= ;sfhkjd"

rdcldß ;sfhkjd' kuq;a f,dalfha fld;ek

/÷k;a ls%hd;aul fjkafk wúÊcd mÉphd ixLdrd

jYfhka máÉpiuqmamdohhs' f,dalh we;=f,a fldhsn

/÷k;a tal ;sfhkjd fldhs ldg;a ;sfhkjd' ±ka

wms bJøshhka yfhka .;a; fudk wruqKla w;r;a"

fudk wruqfKa /÷k;a ta wúÊcdj kue;s ix{dj

mokï lrf.k ;uhs" ixLdrh mokï lrf.k ;uhs"

kdurEm mokï lrf.k ;uhs t;k ls%hd;aul ùu

isÿjkafka' tfyu ke;=j wruqKq ls%hd;aul ùula

isoaO fjkafk kE'

t;fldg wms u;h ;=< b|f.k lrk yeu

jevlau" yeu lghq;a;lau whs;s fjkafk" wod,

fjkafk wúoHdj lshk ldrKhg t;k úoHd;aul

fjkafk kE' ta ksid fï foaYkdjka úfYaI jeo.;a

lula Wiq,kak fya;=j ;uhs wms bJøshhka yfhka

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tyd ms<sn|j l;d lrkjd" bJøshhka yfhka tyd

ms<sn| wjOdkh fhduq lrkjd' idudkH Ôú;hl

Ôj;a fjoaÈ fudku fj,djlj;a fï bJøshhka yfha

fldgq fjkjd ñila ukqIHfhda ta b÷rka yfhka

tyd fohla .ek l,amkd lrkakg" úfYaI fohla

.ek l,amkd lrkakg is;sú,s my, fjkafk kE' ta

is;=ú,s my, lr,d fokak mq`Mjka nqÿyduqÿrejkaf.

mrïmdrfjka tk ta wd¾h Y%djlfhl=g muKhs

wksla lsis flfkla okafk kE tjeks fohla

.ek' wksla wh b;ska fmd;a n,,d fmd;aj,

;sfhk mdvu lsh,d fokjd' ta b.ekaùu m%;HCIj

wruqKq j,ska tydg .shmq flfkla jf.a id¾:l

kE' yqfola th l;djla njg" b;sydihla njg

m;a fjkjd muKhs' ta ksid mskaj;=kaf.a W.;alu

fkfuhs fuysÈ wms m%fhdackhg .kafk

{dKjka;lu'

m%{djka; lu lsh,d lshkafk thdg ±fkk

foa ±fkkjd" ;uka okafk ke;akï okafk kE

lsh,;a thd okakjd" okakjd kï okakjd lsh,;a

thd okakjd" okak m%udKh fldÉprlao lsh,;a

okakjd" fkdokak m%udKh fldÉpro lsh,;a

okakjd" ±k.; hq;= fudk jf.a foaj,ao lsh,;a

thdg yef`.kjd' wkak thdg lshkjd {dkjka;hd

lsh,d' iuyr wh bkakjd okakjo lsh,d okafk;a

kE" fkdokakjo lsh,d okafk;a kE" ±k .kak

´k fudkjo lsh,d okafk;a kE' ksjka iem

,efíjd lsh,d yeu ;siafiu m%d¾:kd l,;a

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ta ±k.kak ´k lrkafk fudkjf.a ldrKhlao

lsh,d lSfhka lS fokdo okafka' nyq;rhla ta

.ek oekqula kE' fudllao okafk kE ksjka iem

,efíjd lsh,d lshkjd' wfma iïm%odfhka wdmq ksid

fyd| fohla fjkak we;s lsh,d lshkjd' kuq;a

tal fudk jf.a fohlao lsh,d ;ukag f;areï lr

.kak ´kE' talhs jákafka'

ksjka iem lshk tl uf.a jpkfhka foaYkd

lf,d;a tal yßu ksrdhdifhka Ôj;a fjkak

mq`Mjka" ksrdhdifhka ukqIHhdg Ôj;a fjkak

mq`Mjka fyd| wjia:djla' ta wdldrhg Ôj;a fjk

{dK o¾Ykh ;uhs uq,skau flfkl=g ,efnkafk'

B,`.g tal jvd ÈhqKq lr .;af;d;a ;ukag ish`M

ÿla j,ska ksoyiaj m%ydk ix{dj olajdu ÈhqKq

lrf.k ksjka olskak mq`Mjka' ksjka mila

lr .kakjd lshkafk tf;la ;uka wjfndaO

lr .kakjd lshk w¾:h' wksla tl ta ksjfk

ldrKd myla ;sfhkjd' tlmdrg ksjka olskjd

lsh,d lsjqjg ta ldrKd my ms<sfj,ska hkjd' ta

;uhs iïuq;s ksjk" mrud¾: ksjk" iudê ksjk"

ksfrdaO ksjk" mydk ksjk" ksjka myhs' Th mfya

ms<sfj,ska flfkla hkak ´kE' wmsg tl mdrgu

ry;a fjkak nE'

fudllao iïuq;s ksjk lsh,d lshkafk@

uq,skau iïuq;sfhka ;ukaf.a m%{d uysufhka

fudllao ksjk lsh,d y÷kd.kak ´kE" f;areï

lr .kak ´kE" jgyd .kak ´kE' thdg t;fldg

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ksjk .ek l;d lrkak mq`Mjka yelshdjl=;a"

ksjfka iajrEmh ;ukag fmakak ±fkkak mgka

.ekSula isÿfjkjd' mrud¾: ksjk lsh,d lshkafk

tal mrud¾:hla njg m;a lr .kakjd' wE;ska

oejqk foa .ek ;uka tf;kag .uka lr,d ;uka ta

foa .ek w;aolskakg mgka .kakjd' ;ukag {dK

o¾Ykhla muKla ;snqk ta ksjk lshk iajNdjh

flfkla wd;aóh lr .kakjd" ksjfka iajNdjhg

;uka yev .efykjd' tal wfma ukig lrkak

mq`Mjka fohla' Th lgqiafid tfyu bkafk

fld<mdg ;eklg .shdu fld<mdg fjkjd"

r;=mdg ;eklg .shdu r;=mdg fjkjd" ks,amdg

;eklg .shdu ks,amdg fjkjd' tajf.a wfma

ukig;a mßj¾;kh ùfï yelshdjla ;sfhkjd'

ta mßj¾;kh ùu flfkl=f.a {dK o¾YKhla

;=,skau mQ¾Kj mßj¾;kh ùula isoaO fjkafk

t;fldg tal mrud¾:hla njg m;a fjkjd' wkak

thd ;uhs y÷kd.kafk f,daflda;a;r iudêh'

ksjk lshk tl mrud¾: jYfhka oelal flkdg

,efnkjd f,daflda;a;r iudêh iïud iudêh

lshkafk;a talguhs'

oeka wms jvkafk f,!lsl iudê' tl wruqKl

ys; ;shd .;a;;a jefvkak fudllao f,!lsl

iudêh' wruqKla Tiafia is;=ú,a,la jvkjd kï

tal f,!lsl iudêhla' kuq;a wms f,!lsl iudê

krlhs lsh,d lshkjo@ kE f,!lsl fyd| iudê

;sfhkjd' tu.ska ysf;a iekis,a, we;sfjkjd" ys;

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ikaiqka fjkjd" ys;g m%S;sh" i;=g f.k fokjd'

ysf;a tald.%;djh we;s fjk f.dvla fyd| foaj,a

ta ;=, ;sfhkjd' f,daflda;a;r iudêh flfkla

jevqfjd;a thd t;k b|,d hkjd ksfrdaO ksjkg'

ry;a nj ,nkak leu;s flkd iudêfhka úYd,

iekis,a,la ,nkjd' thd tal ;uhs jvkafk' Èk

y;la ú;r fï f,daflda;a;r iudêfh bkak mq`Mjka

uÜgug jevqjg miafi thd ksfrdaO ksjkg m;a

fjkjd' YÍrfhka ksreoaO fj,d yoj; ls%hd;aul

fjkafka ke;s ;;ajfha iudêhl bkak mq`Mjkalu

,efnkjd' W;a:dk l¾uhla ta lshkafk ke.S

isàug wruqKla we;sj bkak mq`Mjka' jdäfjkafk

tfyuhs" uu fï msKavmdf; jäkak wjÈfjkjd

lshk woyiska ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg iu jÈkjd'

tal mqÿu fohla Th f,!lsl iudêh Tiafia lrk

fohla fkfuhs'

f,!lsl iudêhl f,dl= ù¾hhla" f,dl=

lemùula" f,dl= uykaishla fhdo,d lrk fohla

;sfhkafka' kuq;a tfyu fohla isÿjkafka kE'

fuf;kaÈ yßu iqjfia iajdNdúl iudêhl bkakjd'

tal mqÿudlr úÈfha ksrdhdifhka f.dv kef.k

yßu fi!uH fohla' wrjf.a fmdr no,d ,nd .kak

Wjukd fohla fkfuhs' f,!lsl iudê yß fjfyi

fj,d ,nkak ´kE' f,daflda;a;r iudêh jvk

ldf,a ;uhs ilod.dñ" wkd.dñ ixfhdack m%ydKh

fjkafk' wr wßy;a M,,dNS ksfrdaO iudm;a;sh

,enqjg miafi ;uhs ry;kajykafia kula

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jkafka' ry;kajykafia flfkla yer Bg fuyd

lsisflfkla ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfh bkakjd lsh,d

fmdf;a lsh,d kE' ksfrdaO iudm;a;sh jvkafk

ry;ka jykafia flfkla muKhs' t;fldg ta

ry;ka jykafia ojig ;=ka ierhla ú;r ksfrdaO

iudm;a;sfha jev bkakj¨' ta ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg

iu jÈkak wiqre ieKlaj;a hkafk kE wêIaGdk

l, iekska iujÈkjd' kuq;a f,!lsl OHdk iudê

jvkak kï fndfydau wudrehs' OHdkh msßys,d

;snqfkd;a thdg kej; iudêh f.dv kef.kak

úkdä ;syla" mehla ú;r hkjd'

kuq;a fï ksfrdaO iudêh f.dv kef.kaafk

iajdNdúl i;Hh wjfndaO jqkdg miafi' wêIaGdk

l< iekska ksfrdaO iudm;a;shg iu jÈkjd' tfyu

ksfrdaO iudm;a;sfh iu jÈñka f,days; msKsi

lghq;= lrñka jev bkakjd' oeka Wkajykafia,dg

flf,ia kEfk' ta ksid wiykhla kE' wiykhla

;sfhk wh ;uhs fï f,dafl fï ;sfhk m%Yak .eg`M

Tlafldu yod .kafk" y`vkafk" je,fmkafk" ÿla

fjkafk" wef,kafk" .efgkafk' fï Tlafldu lr

.kafk wiykhg' ry;ka jykafiag lsisu fohla

kE ,nmq foal=;a kE ,nkak foal=;a kE ,nkak

Wjukdjl=;a kE' kuq;a Wkajykafia,d f,daflg

lshkafk kE f.j,a fodrj,a .kafk ke;sj bkak"

riaid fkdlr bkak' tfyu fudl=;a ;shkafka

kE' fï ´kEu fohla fkdwe,Su u; mokï fj,d

lrkak mq`Mjka' tfyu ke;=j wfma ñksiqka f;areï

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wrka ;shk m%;sfCIamh fkfuhs ry;ka jykafia,d

,`. ;sfhkafk' Wkajykafia,d ,`. ;sfhkafka

fkdwe,Su lshk tl' ta fkdwe,Su ;=, b|f.k

´kE ;rï wdrdu yokak mq`Mjka" ´kE ;rï iudc

fiajd lrkak mq`Mjka" ´k ;rï fufyjr lrkak

mq`Mjka' oeka n,kak lsisu foalg we¨fk ke;s

ñys÷ uy ry;ka jykafia fudk ;rï jev fldgila

l<do@ we,Sfuka" ;DIaKdfjka hqla; flfkl=g ta

jev ál lrkak mq`Mjkao@ ta ksid jev fkdlr

bkak tlj;a" m%;sfCIam lrkjd lshk tlj;a

fkfuhs fkwe,Su lshkafk fkdwe,Su lshkafk

fjkuu ldrKhla'

Tkak ´lhs wfma fï fn!oaO iudcfha bkak

ksjka u. .uka lrkak hk ´kEu flfkla

f;areï lr .kak ´kE' fï ljqre;a f;areï lr

.kak ms<sl=,a lsÍu kï fkfuhs fkdwe,Su lsh,d

lshkafk' B,`.g ta fkdwe,Sfï .=Kfhka f,days;

msKsi lghq;= lrk ta W;a;uhka jykafia,dg

ojil oeka we;s ug uf.a fiajdjka l,d lsh,d

ysf;kjd' tfyu ys;=kg miafi fudlo lrkafk@

wkak m%ydk ksjk lshk tlg meñfKkjd' m%ydk

ix{dfjka ksjka olskak l,amkd lrkjd' uu

kej; wjÈ fjkafk kE lsh,d wksla whg oekqï

§,d Wkajykafia iudêhg iu jÈkjd' mykla

lsõjyu ksù .shd fia' fu;k fï oe,afjk ys;fk

fï mj;ajd f.k bkafk' fï ys; fu;kska

ksreoaO fjÉp .uka fï YÍrhg fudlo fjkafk@

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fï YÍrh or lvla jf.a Bg miafi fï YÍrh

iS;, fjkak hï fj,djla hkjfka' ys; ksreoaO

jqk;a idudkH flfkla u,;a WIaK;ajh ksfjkak

ld,hla hkjd' tal ;uhs wr nqÿrcdKka jykafia

msßksjka uxplfha§ fmkajkafk ll=,a fofla

we`.s,s tl iudkj ;sì,d tl we`.s,a,la my,g

jegqkd Wkajykafiaf.a YÍrh iïmQ¾Kfhka ksreoaO

jqkdg miafia' YÍrfh WKqiqu ;sfhoaÈ wdodyk

lghq;= lrkafk kE' wr wêIaGdk n,fhka kej;

wjÈfjkak wruqKla fldfyaj;a msysgj,d kE' ta

ksid mykla ksjqkd jf.a ys; ksj,d odkjd' Bg

miafi fï ú{dKh wdhsu;a iir fldfyaj;a

WmÈkafk kE'

iuyr wd.ïj,;a lshkjd wmg kej; Wm;la

kE lsh,d' Th fndre foaj,a lsh lshd tfyu

oDIaÀhla oerejhs lsh,d bmfokafk ke;sj bkafk

kE' tfyu fjkak kï thdg fï f,daN" oafõY"

fuday ke;s fjkak ´kE' f,dal úoHd;aul i;Hh

;uhs yeu ukqiaifhl=gu n,mdkafk' iuyr

wh iaj¾.hg hkjd lsh,d ys;kjd" iuyr wh

fu;kska bjrhs lsh,d ys;kjd" iuyr wh ixidfr

ieß irkjd lsh,d ys;kjd' Th fudkjd ys;=j;a

;:d.; o¾Ykh ;uhs we;a;' tl tlaflkdg

ysf;k foaj,a fkfuhs ;;ajdldrh lsh,d lshkafk'

;;ajdldrh lshkafka mj;sk iajNdjh' t;fldg

mj;sk iajNdjh {dK o¾YKhg f;areï lr .kak

mq`Mjka'

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wfma YÍrh yeáhg wei" lK" kdih" Èj ta

ál Tlafldu tl;= lr,d wms lshkjd fï uu

bkafk lsh,d' we;a;gu ta YÍrfh uu bkafk

lsh,d wms l,amkd l,;a uu;ajh lsh,d ixfla;j;a

lrkafk ys;ghs' fjk foalg fkfuhs' ys;g ;uhs

lshkafk" ys;g ;uhs oefkkafk' w;lg ßfok

iajNdjh tl úÈhla" ys;lg ßfok iajNdjh ;j

úÈhla' ñksiqkag .eg`M we;s lrkafk we`.g ßfok

iajNdjfhka fkfuhs ys;g ßfok iajNdjfhka'

ysf;ka ;uhs ukqIHhd .;s we;s lr .kafk' tfyu

kï fï ys; lshkafk l=ulao lsh,d f;areï lr

.kak ;uhs fï fudfydf; weú,a,d ;sfhkafk'

wms ks;ru ys; yev .iaikjd' kuq;a wms lrkak

´kE Ôú;h mqrdu ys; yev .iai .iaid Ôj;a fjk

tl fkfuhs' ta fjkqjg wmsg mq`Mjkakï fï ys;

yev .iaik tflka ksoyia fjkak wkak t;fldg

wms iajdNdúl yevhlg m;a fjkjd'

oeka t;fldg f;areula yeáhg Tn fï lshk

jpk .;a; kï ta yeu f;areulau jerÈhs' úfYaI

ldrKhla tal' fudllao f;areula yeáhg .;a;

kï ta .kak yeu f;areulau jerÈhs lshk tl'

oeka wms fï foaYkdj,a l<d ta foaYkdj,ska hï

lsis wruqKla yeáhg hï lsis mokula .kakjd'

fïl fufyuhs lsh,d mokula yod .kakjd' wms

lshkjd Th yeu mokulau jerÈhs lsh,d' wehs

tfyu lshkafk@ jerÈ ksid' oeka tfyu kï

jerÈ,d yß fï foaYkdj,a wy,d mokul ysáh kï

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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ta moku jerÈhs' ´l b;ska yßhgu f;afrkafka

Tng h:djfndaaOh isoaO fjk ojig' wfka we;a;g

uu fuf;la ld,hla yß yß lsh,d ys;df.k

ysgmq ;ekaj,;a fldÉpr jerÈ" wvqmdvqlï ;snqKo

lsh,d' iïuq;shg kï yßfjkak mq̀Mjka' kuq;a

fï fndfydu .eUqre ldrKhla fïl iïuq;s mokï

fkfï iïuq;s mokï lshkafk tl iïuq;shla tl

msßilg fyd| fohla" ta iïuq;shu ;j flfkl=g

jerÈ fohla' kuq;a mrud¾:hg tfyu fkfuhs'

mokula ;sfhk yeu fohlau iïud ixl,am" iïud

ÈÜÀl fjkak ´kE' t;fldg tfyu flkdg

mokï kE t;fldg lsisu mokul ud fkdisáh

hq;=h lshk mokfï isáfhd;a Tyq;a b;du krl

flfkla njg m;a fjkjd' fï lshkafk yßu

idOdrK h:d¾:hla' lsisu mokulg Tn fkdhd

hq;=h lsh,d uu Tng mokula ÿkafkd;a tal;a

mokulafk tal;a f;areï lr .kak talhs fï

ie`.jqk úoHdj lshkafk" ie`.jqk O¾u;d lshkafk

´lhs'

tfyu kï ;uka f;areï lr .kak ´kE

fï ;ukag ;ukau /jfgk foaj,a' ta ksid

O¾uh wms jqk;a ms<s.kafk ke;s ldf,È yßu

;¾ldkql+,j O¾uh lshd fokak mq`Mjka' thd

n,kafk ks;ru úu¾Yk nqoaêhlskafk ms<s.

kafk kE lshk tfla w¾:h talhs' ms<s.;a;g miafi

fudlo fjkafk@ lshk ´kE fohla yß lshk

mokug tkak fjkjd' ta ksid lsisu Wjukdjlska

wykafk kE' ta ksid jerÈhs lsh,d wyk tl fyd|hs'

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t;fldg thd yeu ;siafiu je/oao fudllao lsh,d

n,kjd' ke;akï b;ska wr jlal,S yduqÿrefjd

jf.a ;uhs bkak fjkafka' wdkkao yduqÿrefjd

kï b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafiag Wmia:dk lghq;=

l<d ta ksid O¾uh ms<sn| m%;HCIh ,nd .;af;

miafi' wks;a tl ry;ka jykfia kula nqÿrcdKka

jykafia Wmia:dhl lug .kafk kE' fláfhkau

lsjqfjd;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ry;ka jykafia

kulg md;%hj;a fokafk ke;s¨ fidaokak' tal

fokafk ke;af; f.!rjfhka' tfyu iïm%odhla

;sfhkafk úYsIaG ixialD;Ska ;=,'

b;ska wfma mskaj;=kag .sys Ôú;hl b|,d

,nkak mq`Mjka ud¾. M, ;=klau ;sìh§ ta ;=klau

ke;sjqk;a tlla oel .kak mq`Mjka kï i;r wmdhg

fkdjefgk uÜgug oel .kak mq`Mjka kï fyd|hs'

m%{djka;j O¾uY%jKh lr,d m%{djka;j O¾u

.fõIKh lr,d kqjkska iïmQ¾Kfhka wms O¾uh

w;aolskak ´kE' wms ,`. ;sfhk ilaldhÈÜÀh

ie`.ú,d bkafk' ilaldhÈÜÀh oelafld;a th

w;=reoyka fjkjd' oelafl ke;akï ;uhs wms ,`.

th ie`.ú,d bkafk' wms ,`. frda.hla ;sfhkjd

lsh,d oek.;af;d;a talg fí;a .kakjdfka'

ke;akï t;lka tal wms ;=, jefvkjd' ta jf.a

;uhs ysf;;a ilaldh ÈÜÀh keu;s f,fâ ;ud

olsklïu ;uka ,`. ms<sldjla jf.a th jefvkjd'

ixidfrgu ;sfhk ms<sldjla ;uhs ilaldh ÈÜÀh

lsh,d lshkafka'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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oeka t;fldg wms hï hï foaj,a ukiska

w,a,f.k bkakjd' oeka Tfí f.or fu;k kE"

Tfí jdykh fu;k kE" Tfí ÿjd orefjd fu;k

kE" Tfí {d;Ska fu;k kE" fudkjo fu;k

;sfhkafk@ ;sfhkafk wruqKla' t;fldg wms

w,a,f.k bkafk fudkjo@ wruqKla' wruqKla

lshkafk yrhla yeáhg .;a; isyskhla ke;skï

udhdjla' wms tla tla úÈhg yod .;a; isysk

w,a,df.k bkakjd' ta isysk ufkda Yla;shla

yeáhg n,fõ.hla yeáhg w,a,f.k bkakjd'

tys wjfndaOh ;sfhk úÈhg ;uhs" tys jákdlu

oefkk úÈhg ;uhs flfkla tal w,a,f.k bkafk'

iuyr wh yß blauKska flaka;s .kakjd' ta fudlo

ilaldh ÈÜÀh wêlhs' b;ska wfma mskaj;=kag;a

jhig .sh;a ilaldh ÈÜÀh wêlhs' uf.a" uf.a

lsh lshd bkakjd' Tn ,`. we;s ndysr lreKq

w; yefrkafk ke;af; fudlo@ ;ukaf.a isysk

;ukag w; yer .kak neß ksid' wdOHd;aufhka

wruqKq w; yerefKd;a ;uhs ndysßka ;sfhk

foa w; yefrkafk' Tfn wdOHd;aufhka wruqK

w;yefrkafk ke;akï ndysßka lsisu fohla w;

yefrkafka keye' fyd|g n,kak ;uka fldÉpr

foaj,a uf.a uf.a lsh,d w,a,f.k bkakjo lsh,d'

iïu;hg ,shú,af,a ;snqkdfj Tn i;= yeu fohlau'

fï w;yeÍu lshk tl ndysrj oka §fuka"

mß;Hd. lsÍï j,ska lrkak nE' fuh wdOHd;añlj

isÿ lrk w;yeÍula' {dK o¾YKhla Wodfjk

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;ek w; yßkak ́ kE kE w; yefrkjd' w; yßkjd

lshk tfla ls%hdjla ;sfhkjd w; yefrkjd lshk

tfla lsisÿ ls%hdjla kE' .,la Wv odkjd lshk

tfla ls%hdjla ;sfhkjd' kuq;a jefgkjd lshk

tfla ls%hdjla kE' wehs ls%hdjla ke;af;' ., Wv

oukak mqoa., Yla;shla" ù¾hhla fhdokak ´kE'

kuq;a ., my<g jefgk fldg tal iajdNdúlhs

., bfí my<g jefgkjd' ., jÜgkjd lsh,d

lsjqfjd;a tafl ls%hdjla ;sfhkjd' flfkla

.,la Wv odkjd B,`.g tal jefgkjd' jÜgkjd

jefgkjd hk fol w;r fjki n,kak' jeÜgqfjd;a

mqoa.,hd" kuq;a bfí jegqfkd;a flfkla fkfuhs'

ta ksid w; yßkjd lshkafk flfkla ke;skï

mqoa.,fhla' w; yefrkjd lshkafk flfkla"

mqoa.,fhla fkfuhs' ta ksid flfkla" mqoa.,fhla

ke;s ;ekska w; yefrk iajNdjh ;uhs kshu w;

yefrk l%uh' tal thdf. {dK o¾YKh ÈhqKq

fjk uÜgug iajNdjfhka isoaO fjk fohla' th

wdhdifhka lrk fohla fkfuhs' wdhdifhka

lrk fohla we;s ;ek iekis,a, wvqhs t;k

iekis,a, keye' oeka wmsg leu;s úÈhg fï yeu

fohlau yod .kakfk W;aidy lrkafk Ôú;fha'

n,kak ta leu;s úÈhg yod .kak hkfldg wmsg

fldÉpr wmyiqo lsh,d n,kak' tfia fkdúh

hq;=hs" fufia fkdúh hq;=hs" tfia úh hq;=hs lsh,d

fohla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk ;eku ;sfhkafka

wmyiq;djhla fkao@ t;fldg tfia;a úh hq;=

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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fkdfõ" fufia;a úh hq;= fkdfõ lsh,d l,amkd

lf,d;a tal Ôú;hg fld;rï iykla fjhso@

t;fldg fï f,dalfha wd.ï oyia .Kklska

Tng oDIaÀ foaú" mqoa.,fhd oyia .dKlska Tng

oDIaÀ foaú' kuq;a uu Tng lsisu oDIaÀhla fokafka

kE" wruqKq fokafka kE" lsisu jevla fokafk;a

kE' Tn ixidrfhau oDIaÀ j,ska oDIaÀ j,g udre

jqKd" wd.ï j,ska wd.ï j,g udre jqKd" wd;aufhka

wd;auhg udrejqkd' kuq;a Tn wd;aufhka ksoyia

jqfk;a kE" wd.ï j,ska ksoyia jqfk;a kE" oDIaá

j,ska ksoyia jqfk;a kE' t;fldg i;Hh ;uhs

ish`Mu ukqIHhkaf.a O¾uh njg m;a úh hq;af;a'

tal ldgj;a whs;s kE kuq;a i;Hh wms yefudagu

N=la; ú¢kak mq`Mjka' yßhg .d,f.k hk .f`.ka

jf.a neye,d ldg;a taflka kdkak mq`Mjka' uyd

id.rh wyi" fmd,j fï ish,a, ldgj;a whs;s kE'

n,kak ziífí mq:qÊckd Wïu;a:ldZ

nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf,a tfyuhs' ñksiaiq

fudk ;rï >k wkaOldrhlo bkafk' Tng ta

>K wkaOldrfha bkafk ke;sj wdf,dalhg tkak

´fk kï Tng tal lrkak mq`Mjka' Tn Tfí

lkafol iïnkaO lrkak fud,hg' ta lshkafk

thd CIKslj ;uka wyk foa úuid n,d ;ukag

m%;HCI lr,d ;ukaf. Ôú;hg .,md .kakjd'

ms,s .ekSula" weoySula lshkafk iïmQ¾K

fndrjla' uu we;a;u lshkjd Tn tal úu¾Ykh

lrkafk ke;sj ms<s.kakjd' tal ;ukaf.a lr

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.kafk ke;sj ms<s.kakjd' Tn ´kEu fohla

tf,i ms<s.;af;d;a tal Tn lrk uyu je/oaola

taflka jevla kE' zmÉp;a;x fõÈ ;ífndaaZ Tn

´kEu fohla m%;HCI lr,d ú¢kak" ;ukau ri

n,,d ú¢kak' nqÿka jykafia foaYkd lr,d kE

lsisu ;ekl uf.a O¾uh ms<s.kak meyefokak

lsh,d' meyeÈ,sju tfyu ms<swrf.k jevla kE'

Tn fï O¾uh Tn ;=,skau w;a olskak Tfí Ôú;h

Tn fjkia lr .kak'

wo bkak wfma jeä yßhla fn!oaOfhd ,`.

;sfhkafk mÉp;a;x fõÈ;ífnda o@ kE' kslïu

meye§ula ú;rhs' O¾uh f;areï .kak ;ekska

m%;HCI lr,d wjfndaO lr .kakjd kï ´l

.eg`Mjla fjkafk kE' wjfndaOd;aulj Tn O¾uh

f;areï .;a;d kï Ôú;fha wdfha tys fjkila

fjkafk kE" ta Y%oaOdj wdfh ljodj;a ueflk"

lefvk Y%oaOdjla njg m;a fjkafk kE'

th yDohdx.uj ;ukag oefkkak mgka .kakjd'

b;ska ta ksid {dK o¾YKfhka flfkla y÷kd

.kak tl ;uhs jvd jeo.;a' ldgj;a meyefokak

´fk kE ;ud úiska m%;HCI lr .;a wjfndaOhla

we;slr .kakhs ́ kE' ta ksid Tn" Tnj f;areï lr

.kak' Tfí wOHd;añl Ôú;h fjkia lrkafk

kE fjkia fjù hk wOHd;añl Ôú;h fkdfjkia

fjk ;ekg m;a lrjkak foaYkdjl=hs lrkafk'

Tn fu;ekÈ yeu fohlau úisrejd yer,hs

n,kafk' iu: fkfï" iïu; lr .;a fkfï'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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th n,kafk úo¾Ykdfjka' Tn;a úo¾Ykdfjka

fï oyu wjfndaO lr .kak W;aidy lrkak'

ish`Mu wruqKq j,ska ksoyia fjkak ta W;a;u

.=Kh Tn ;=, r|jd .kak' fuf;kaÈ wms yev

.iajd .ekSula lrkafk' yev .iajd .ekSug wms

WmfoaY ,nd §,d ;sfhkjd' t;fldg ta WmfoaYhg

wkqj wfma uki wms yev .iajd .kakjd' O¾uh

levm;la levm; Èyd n,df.k fudlo lrkafk'

je/oaola ;sfhkjd kï tal ksjerÈ lr.kakjd'

ta jf.au O¾uh ;=,ska ;ud Èyd ;ukag n,kak

wjldYh ,nd §uhs isÿ lrkafk' t;fldg O¾uh

levm;la kï O¾ufhka lshdfok yeu wdldrhlu

ksjerÈ;djhla ;ud ;=, f.dv k.d .kak ´kE'

ksjka oelalyuhs iS," iudê" m%{d we;s fjkafk'

ksjka olskafk ke;s flfkla ;=, YS," iudê" m%{d

we;s fjkafk kE' flfkla ksjka oelalyuhs

flf,ia ke;s fjkafk' ,dïmqj m;a;= lryuhs

w÷r ÿrefjkafk' ks¾jdK .=Kh w÷r.;a; ;rug

thdf. flf,ia ÿre fjkjd' ÿrelrkak ´fk

kE" bfíu ÿre fjkjd' ÿre lrkjd lshkafk

iajNdjh' flf,ia ÿrefjkak ;uhs fï foaYkdj,a

Wmfhda.S lr .kak ´kE'

l¾u ldrlhla fjkak l¾ufhka ksoyia

fjkak ksfrdaO fjkak W;aidy lrkak' Tn

l¾ufhka ksfrdaO fjkak W;aidy lrkak' udkisl

lreulaldr iajNdjfhka ;uka ksfrdaO fjkak

;uhs W;aidy lrkak ´ke' flfklag ysf;kjd

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lshk tlhs" ys;kjd lshk tlhs folla' ta ksid

ysf;k foaj,a iajdNdúlhs' ys;kjd lshk tlhs

fu;k ;sfhkafk' O¾uh .ek fydhoaÈ fïl

.eUqre ldrKhla' ry;ka jykafia,d mqoa., ldrlh

fhdo,d ys;kafk kE' ta ksid ry;ka jykafia,dg

;sfhkafk l¾u is;a fkdfõ" ls%hd is;a'

ry;ka jykafia flfkla is;kjd fufy

b|,d kqjrg hkak ´kE lsh,d' ;j mD;.ack

flfkla is;kjd fufy b|,d kqjrg hkak ´kE

lsh,d' ta is;sú,s fol w;r fjki fudllao@

ys;kakfld fojqrï uy fjfyfr b|,d ;j kqjrlg

jevu lrkjd lsh,d' wms ys;=fjd;a fldfyduo

ys;kafka@ l¾u ldrlhla we;sj" Wmdodkhla

we;sj" fõokdjla we;sj" ix{d ixLdr ú[a[dKh

we;sj ys;kafk' ta .uk Wmdodkfhka hqla;hs'

yenehs ta jf.au ta .uk keje;a;=fjd;a ljqre yß

Tyqg ffjr lrkjd ke;akï ndOl ì| oudf.k

hkjd' tfyu iajNdjhla wms ,`. ;sfhkjd' kuq;a

ry;ka jykafiag tfyu lsisjla my, jkafka kE'

Wmdodk rys; .ukla hk ksid flaka;s" ;ryj,a

my,fjkafk kE' wms Wmdodk iys; .ukla hk

ksid flaka;s" ;ryj,a my, fjkjd' Wmdodkh

jeäfjk ;rugu ta mqoa.,hd flaka;s wêl

mqoa.,fhla" l,n,ldÍ mqoa.,fhla" wiykldÍ

mqoa.,fhla" lgier mqoa.,fhla njg m;afjkjd

mrud¾:fhka Wmdodk Yla;sfha ;rug' ug;a

Wmdodkh ;sfhkjd kuq;a olskak mq̀Mjka" olskak

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

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mq̀Mjka ksid yod .kak mq̀Mjka' mdrñ;d mqrk

whg fldfydu;a ysf;a f.dfrdaiq ;;ajhla b;sß lr

.kak ´kE' b;sß lr .;af; ke;sjqfkd;a iir

hkak nE' f,djq;=rd nqÿflfkla ta nqoaO ixldrh

;sínd nqoaO;ajh ,nkak ́ k ksid ta ixldrh ;sínd'

ixldrh ke;akï iif¾ hkafk kE'

b;ska Th mskaj;=ka fï ioaO¾uh Wmfhda.S

lrf.k i;r wmdhg jefgkafk ke;sj bkak'

i;r wmdfha hkafk f,daN" oafõY" fudaay ksid'

n,kak ojig lSjdrhla Tn wmdfh hkjo lsh,d@

iuyr wh wmdfhuhs bkafk' ks;ru oafõYfhkau

bkakjd kï flfkla wmdfh ;uhs jdih

lrkafka' flf,ia lshkafk oefjk O¾ufka'

ksflf,ia lshkafk ksfjk O¾u' ksjfk b|ka

ne¨jdu iïu; f,dalfha iemhs lsh,d lshkafk

ÿlg' iïu; f,dalfha ÿlhs lshk me;a; mrud¾:

f,dalfha§ iemhs' yeu ;siafiu n,kak wehs uu

fï oeùug fya;=j" msÉfpkak fya;=j lsh,d jydu

tal fydh,d ksj,d oukak' fya;=j fydhd .kafk

ke;sj úi÷u yod .kak nE' fya;= M,h fydhkak

fya;=M, oyu thhs' ch mrdch folskau f;dr

fjkak t;ek wmrdð;hs' t;fldg udr mrdch l,

flfkla iem ÿla folskau bj;a fjkjd' zwl=mamd

fï fÉf;da úuqla;sZ wruqKq .kak tmd' ;uka

wruqKla .kakd ;eku Wmdodkh ùu isÿfjkjd'

Tn ;=, Wmdodk yokak tmd' fkdwe,Su ÈhqKq

lr .kak t;ekg mßj¾;kh fjkak lu_fhka

ksoyia fj,d bkak'

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wms O¾uh wykak ´fka" lshjkak ´fka"

bf.k .kak fkfuhs' Ndjkd jev igyka j,È"

foaYkdj,È ´k ;rï wmsg bf.k .kak mq`Mjka'

fldfyduo wms bf.k .kafk@ iïud ÈÜÀh

lshkafk hym;a oelSu Tkak wms bf.k .;a;d' Bg

miafi ;sfhkjd iïud ixlmamh hym;a l,amkdj

taflkq;a ́ kakï ;j álla tl;= lr .kak mq`Mjka

Tfí oekqug' fï úÈhg wl=i,a lrka ke;sj" fï

úÈhg l=i,a lrk jev ms<sfj, tajdg lshkafk

bf.k .kakjd lsh,d' Th bf.k .ekSu fyd|hs

ta jqkdg bf.k .;a;dg wfma Ôú;h mßj¾;kh

fjkjo@ fjkia fjkjo@ tfyu fjkia fjkafk

kE' tajd yßhg nQrejf. msfÜ mgjmq yl=re jf.a'

fudlo@ msfÜ yl=re mefgjqjdg Ô¾Kh fjkafk

kE wkqNj lf,d;a ;uhs Ô¾Kh fjkafk' u;lh

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oekqu hkqljfrlao @

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

489

lsh,d lshkafk;a ;ukaf.a ysi u; mgjk fohla'

oekqu lshkafk;a Tfí ysi u; mgjk fohla'

oeka wms oekqfuka okakjd ;ryd .kak fyd|

kE lsh,d' kuq;a tfyu isÿfjkjo@ oekqfuka

okakjd ;Kayd lrkak fyd| kE lsh,d' ta jqkdg

th tfyu isÿfjkjo@ Tn oekqfuka okakjd

Bßishd lrkak fyd| kE lsh,d' kuq;a Tn fyd|g

Bßishd lrkjfka' tajd k;r fjkjo@

oekqfu ;snqkg O¾uh tajd ñksiaiqkaf.

ys;aj, ls%hd;aul fjkafk kE' bf.k .ekSfuka

wmsg m%;sM,hla w;a fjkafk kE O¾u ud¾.fha

.uka lsÍfï§' ta ksid ;uhs nqÿyduqÿrefjd foaYkd

l<d .d:d mo oyila u;l ;shd .kakjg jvd tl

.d:d mohl h:d¾:h oek .ekSu jákjd lsh,d'

tf,i w¾:h ke;skï tys h:d¾:h oek.kakjd

lsh,d lshkafka Tn Tfí ys; f;areï .kak lshk

tl' fldfyaj;a wE; ;sfhk fohla .ek" fmd;l

;sfhk fohla .ek fkfuhs uu l;d lrkafk Tn

,`. ;sfhk Tfí ys; .ekhs uu l;d lrkafk wfma

ldhsl iajNdjhka fjkia jqkdg ysf;a iajNdjhka

tlhs' fmdä fmdä fjkialï ;snqkg wfma ysf;a

;sfhk cd;s ál tlhs f,daN" oafõY" fuday ál tlhs'

bJøshhkq;a .dKg fka ;sfhkafk tl iudkhs' ta

ksid wmsg fïl ldg;a fmdÿfõ lshkak mq`Mjka" ta

jf.au y÷kd.kak mq`Mjka fohla'

Tn bJøshhka j, iajNdjh biair fj,du

y÷kd .kak ´kE' wefyka .kak mq`Mjka fohla

490


;uhs rEm' tal plaLq ú{dKfhka ;j ;j rEm uj

ujd bkak mq`Mjka' Ñka;k weyeg idfmaCIs;j

.kak rEmhla ufkda ixl,amkd we;s lr,d uj ujd

bkakjd' oeka oelafl ke;sjqk;a ujkak mq¿jka

yelshdj ;sfhkjd' YíO;a ujkak mq`Mjka" ri;a

ujkak mq`Mjka" iam¾Yh;a ujkak mq`Mjka' tfyu

kï ukfia we;s lr .;a;" ujd .;a; fohl=;a"

;j ufkda l¾u we;s lr,;a ujkak mq`Mjka' fï

;uhs bJøshhka j, iajNdjh' ´lg lshkafk

f,!lsl;ajh lsh,d' oka Thf.d,af,d Tlafldu

f,dalShhs' ke;akï f,!lslhs' Th f,dalSh lshk

tl ;uhs f,!lsl lsh,d yefokafk' ta f.d,a,kagu

;uhs f,dalhd lsh,d lshkafk;a f,dalhd lsh,d

lshkafk;a f,!lslhs lshk tlguhs'

Tn iSudjQ f,dalfha Ôj;a fjkafk Th

we;af;d' oeka n,kak Tfí bJøshhka yhg l+vq

fj,d bkafk Tn' Th nUhla muK YÍrfhka

tydg fmdâvlaj;a .sys,a,d n,kak ysf;kafk

kE Tng' Th YÍrh we;=f, b|f.ku ;uhs ÿla

ú¢kafk" iem ú¢kafk" nh fjkafk" i;=gq fjkafk

Tlfldu' oeka Tn f;areï lr .kak T;k ;uhs

ÿlaL i;Hh ;sfhkafka lsh,d' n,kak Th T;k

l+vqj we;=f, fudk foa ,enqk;a ;sfhk i;Hh

fudllao@ ÿlaL i;Hh' Wmamdo Ó;s Nx. ;shkjd

is;sú,a,l;a' wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh lshk

bJøshhka mfyau;a ;sfhkafk fudllao Wmamdo Ó;s

Nx. lshk .=Kh' t;fldg ufkdauh .=Khl Tn

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

491

msysgkjd' YÍrh we;=f, ysáhg flfkla ukfi

;uhs Ôj;a fjkafk' ufkda lshkafk ujd.;a

lshk w¾:hfk' wr fmdä nnd,d wo ;d;a;d

fgdms f.fkhs" wo udud fï fi,a,ï nvq f.fkhs

lsh,d ujd .kakj jf.a fï mD:.ackhka ujdf.k

bkakjd hï hï foaj,a" f,dl= f,dl=jg ys;df.k

uf.a f.a fodr" uf.a orefjd" uf.a jia;= iïm;a"

uf.a ;k;=rekdu wd§ wfkaldldr foaj,a ujdf.k

Ôj;a fjkjd' uu ,iaik flfkla" uu wj,iaik

flfkla" f,dl= flfkla" fmdä flfkla lsh,d

;ukau ujd .kakj'

f,dl= flfkla lsh,d ujd .;a;;a" fmdä

flfkla lsh,d ujd .;a;;a ta folu tlhs' ySk

udkh" wê udkh' fï yeu fohlau tlhs tlyd

iudkhs' udk lshkafk fldaK" tl tl oDIaÀ' tfyu

kï ta fldaK j,ska n,k tl k;r fjkak ´kE'

oDIaÀhlska f;drj n,kjd kï ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀ

fjkafk' iïud ÈÜÀlj ne¨jyu ÿllao" i;=glao

oefkkafk' wms ys;uqfld ,iaik u,la Èyd iïud

ÈÜÀlj ne¨fjd;a ÿllao" i;=glao oefkkafk@

folu oefkkafk keye' fudlo fldaKhla kEfk'

ke;akï wms n,af,la le; lrmq f.dvla Èyd n,kjd

iïud ÈÜÀfhka f;drj' fudllao oefkkafka@

ms<sl=,la whsfhda lsh,d ysf;kjfk" ke;akï ;ryd

hkjfka' kuq;a ta foi iïud ÈÜÀfhka n,kfldg

fudl=;a oefkkafk kE' lsisu fldaKhla kE bj;g

oukjd kï ta foa l<d tÉprhs'

492


iïud ÈÜÀh lshkafk we;a; ;;ajh olsk

{Kh" i;Hh ;;ajh olsk {dKh t;k my,

fjkjd' u;jdo olsk kqjkfka oekg Tng

;sfhkafk' talfka wr úúO fldaK j,ska n,kafk'

oeka ;uka f;areï lr .kak ´k ;uka jdih

lrkak Th bkak ;ek fyd|hso lsh,d' tfyu

ke;akï Th bkak ;ek fjkia lr .kak ´keo

lsh,d' fudlo Èr Èrd hkfldg" jhig hkfldg

ÿlhs lsh,d f;afrkjd' kuq;a jhig hkfldg

wr iaurK Yla;sh" OdrK Yla;sh wvq fjkjd' ta

jf.au iakdhq ls%hdldß;ajh wvq fjkjd' t;fldg

úo¾Ykd lrkak nE' t;fldg ksjka olskak nE'

wjYH;djh wmsg we;s fjkfldg th lr .kak

neß fjkjd' ta ksid ;uhs ;reK ldf,È olskak

lsh,d lshkafk'

f.dvla wh ys;df.k bkafk ksjka olskjd

lsh,d lshkafk wks;H" ÿlaL" wkd;au jv,d

ms<sl=, jvdf.k" u<l=Kq ujdf.k bkak Ôú;hla

lsh,d ;uhs iudch okafk' ksjka oelalyu Ôúf;a

tmd fj,d bkakjd jf.a lsh,d ;uhs ys;df.k

bkafk' keye tfyu fkfï fjkodg;a jvd;a

mS%;su;aj" jvd;a i;=gqodhlj" jvd;a ieye,a¨fjka"

jvd;a iykYS,Sj" jvd;a iEySulska" Ôj;a fjkak

mq`Mjka Ôú;hla t;fldg ,efnkjd' fï ;;ajh

Tn ,nd .;af;d;a Tng;a ta i;=g nqla;s ú¢kak

mq¨jkalu ,efnkjd' ug ;j jir oyhla"

myf<djla" úiaila" ;syla ksjka rih N=la;s ú¢kak

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

493

mq`Mjka' uu wjqreÿ úis;=fka§ fïl ,enqjd ,nmq

ksid ug iEfyk ld,hla fïl N=la;s ú¢kak

mq`Mjka' Th we;a;kag jvd uu yßu Nd.Hjka;hs"

yßu jdikdjka;hs' wehs wr mD:.ack Ôú;fh

;sfhk oeùï fudl=;a kE' uu fufyu bkak ksid

mD:.ack Ôú;hl ;sfhk oeùï fudkjo lsh,;a

ug oefkkafk ke;sj hkjd' kuq;a fmdâvla

k.rhg .sys,a,d nia tll .sys,a,d n,kak ´kE

ñksiaiqkaf. ys;a fldhs jf.ao lsh,d' yßhg wdmam

mqÉpk ;dÉÑh jf.a" frdá mqÉpk ,E,,a jf.a'

r;a fj,d" .skshï fj,d ;sfhkafka ;kslru'

t;k uyd .sks f.dvla" uyd ioaO f.dvla' yenehs

;rfyka msÉfpk Ôú; jqkdg tal mqreÿ jqkyu

tal ÿllao lsh,;a flfklag f;afrkafk kE'

oeka uqyqfo ud¿ w,a,kak wr oeä riakh ueoafo

wjqfõ bkak wmsg nEfk' kuq;a talg mqreÿ jqkdu

.dKla kE" wr mdfr whsfk ìu b|f.k ys`.dlk

Ôú; ta wh .;l,dg uy oj,a wmsg tfyu lrkak

nEfk' kuq;a ta foaj,a mqreÿ jqkdu .dKla kE'

ta ksid mD:.ackhd fï ieye,a¨fõ" fï ksùfï"

fï ixis£fï jákdlu okafk ke;s jqkyu ;uka

.;lrk Ôú;h taluhs Ôú;h lsh,d ys;df.k ta

wdldrhgu Ôj;a fjkjd'

fïl kqjKe;s flfkla oek .kakjd fï

bkak ;ekg jvd iemj;a ;ekla ;sfhkak ´kE"

óg jvd iemj;a ;eklg wmsg hkak mq`Mjkalu

;sfhkjd lsh,d' óg jvd iekis,a,la ug ´kE

494


lshk woyila we;s fjkjd' ta ;uhs fï f,dalfha

;sfhk foaj,a ms<sn| §¾>j ys;kak mq`Mjka

Ñka;duh m%{djla we;s wh' flfkla Okh

fl,jf¾ ;sfhk iajNdjh l=ulao lshd okafk

ke;akï thd tal miafiu ÿjkjd' kuq;a tal

ms<sn| mQ¾K oekqula we;akï fudlo fjkafk' wr

wks;H ,CIKhg" ÿlaL ,CIKhg tkjd" B,`.g

kïnqkdu" lS¾;s m%Yxid Èyd ne¨jdu fudkjo

;sfhkafk@ tal fl<jr uyd ysia fohla lsh,d

fmakak mgka .kakjd' ;uka udkhla" fldaKhla"

oDIaÀhla yod.kak ́ keu fohl fl<jr n,df.k

ysáfhd;a tlaflda wms ta f.d,a,kaf.ka fjka

fjkjd" ke;akï taf.d,af,d wfmka fjka fjkjd'

fï foflka tlal isoao fjkjd' t;fldg fï

tllaj;a iaÓr idr kE uu fï ufkdauh jYfhka

fï fudfydf;a we,S ne£ .e,S jdih l,;a h:d¾:h

fukak fïlhs lsh,d f;areï .kakfldg thdg

fudlo ysf;kafk' tÉpr tafl ;r`. jÈkak

ysf;kafk kE' mrfjk u,la hqoaO lr,d ,nd

.kak ysf;kafk kE' ñksiaiq tafl fl<jr

olskafk ke;s ksid ;uhs hqoaO lrkafk' mrfjk

nj okafk ke;sjqkdu flf,ia tfyu ke;akï fï

f,dalfhka ukqIHhdf.a ys; ;=,g we;=,a fjÉp

udkisl iajNdjhka m%n, jqkdg miafi thdg

thdf. uki f;afrkafk ke;sj hkjd' flf,ia

j,ska uki jefykjd' talg lshkjd fudayh" uq,dj

lsh,d' t;fldg fï yefudau ,`. fudayh" uq,dj

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

495

;sfhkjo keoao@ ;sfhkjd' uyd mßudKfhka

ñ;HdoDIaÀl uq,dj,a keye fn!oaOfhd fjÉp ksid'

kuq;a wms yefudaf.u ,`. uq,dj ;shkjd'

ta jqkdg wmsg ksjka olskak Wjukd lrk

lreKq ldrKd fudaydkaOldrfhka jeiS ;ssfhkjd'

wfma ku lshk tl tl fudayhla' ku jreKd

lf,d;a tafl i;=g oefkkafk ku jreKd l<

flkdg' ta kï odf.k ´kEu flfkla ta kfuka

jefykjd' ñ,s÷ rÊcqrefjd kd.fiak uyry;ka

jykafiaf.ka weyqjd Tn jykafia kd.fiako

lsh,d weyqjd@ t;fldg Wkajykafia lsjqjd ug

kd.fiak lsh,d jHjydr lrkjd lsh,d' kuq;a

tal uf.a ku tfyu fkfjhs lsõjd' tfyu

kï Th we;a;kag kula kE ;sfhkafka jHjydr

kula' ug .sys Ôú;fha kula ;snqKd" bkamiq ishï

ksldfh uyK jqkdu fjk kula ÿkakd" bkamiq

Yafõðka ksldfh uyK jqkdu ;j kula ÿkakd'

b;ska uu fï kï j,g l,n, fjkak ´kE kE"

fudaydkaOldrh lshkafk ´jdg'

lKaKdäh biairyg .shdu ljqo fmakafk@

Th we;a;kag ljqo fmakafk@ ug kï lKaKdäh

biairyg .shdu ljqrej;a fmkafk kE' Th

we;a;kag fmakjd fkao@ ,iaik flfkla"

wj,iaik flfkla flia bÈ,d" o;a jeá,d" jhig

.sys,a,d lsh,d fmakak mgka .kakjd' i;=gq fjkjd"

ÿla fjkjd' Tng lKaKdäh biairyg .shdu ljqo

fmakafk@ O¾uh me;af;ka ne¨fjd;a ljqrej;a

496


fmakak úÈhla kE fmakak fu;k ljqrej;a kEfk'

bkakjd lsh,d fmakafk ;ukaf. fyjke,a,' ta

fmakfudaydkaOldrh ;uhs uf.a ys;' uu ú¢k

i;=g" uu ú¢k ÿl" fï ys; kslï hkafk;a kEfk'

fï ys;g .uka lrkak jdyhkhla ´kE jdykh

fudllao okakjdo@ th msß;a iQ;%j,È tfyu

meyeÈ,s lr,d §,d ;shkjd'

b;aÓ jdykx l;ajd

wkqhka;s Èfida Èid' ia;s%h jdykh

lrf.k ys; tfy fufy hkjd¨'

mqreI jdykx l;ajd

wkqhka;s Èfida Èid' mqreIfhda jdykh

lrf.k ys; tfy fuy hkj¨' ta jf.a NdKav"

mqoa.,fhd" ;k;=re" kï wdÈh jdykh lrf.k

;uhs ys; hkafk tfy fufy ÿjkafk' ke;akï

hkafk kE' fN!;sl fohla uq,a lrf.k ys;

tal u; ke.,d" tal uq,a lrf.k" tal jdykh

lrf.k" tal wYaj lr;a;h lrf.k tafl ke.,d

hkjd' tfy fufy ijdß hkjd tal ;uhs ;sfhk

ldrKh'

oeka ish¨ flf,ia kikak fkfjhs wms

lshkafk' ;ukaf.a jeä Yla;shla ;sfhkjd kï

flfia ke;s njg tfykï ;ukag ;sfhkjd

fidajdka ud¾. M,h ,eîfï yelshdj' wl=i,

Yla;shg jvd Tn,`. ;sfhk l=i, Yla;sh jeä

kï Tng fï Njfha§u u.M, ,nkak mq`Mjka' ta

lshkafk flf,ia ke;s fjkaku fkfuhs" f,daNh

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

497

ke;s fjkaku fkfuhs' kuq;a wf,daN .=Kh Tn

,`. jeä fjkak ´kE" ta .=Kh iShg mKyg jvd

jeä fjkak ́ kE' oafõYh ke;s fjkaku ́ fk kE

Tn ,`.' kuq;a woafõYh iShg mKyg jvd jeä

fjkak ́ fka' tal ;uhs l=i, Yla;sh jeä fjkjd

lsh,d lshkafk' b;ska uf.a ,`.;a fï fiaru iShg

úismyla muK ;sfhkjd' ta jqkdg Ôú;fha iShg

ye;a;Emyla ÿla wvqjqkd lsh,d lshkafk mqxÑmfya

fohlao@ t;k jeä m%;sY;hla ;sfhkafk l=Y,

Yla;sh' t;ko lsisfia;au i;r wmdhg weoka

hkak nEfk' Th we;a;kaf. flf,iaj, nr uek

.kak' wms ffjr lrk" oafõY lrk" f,daN lrk

hï lsis fohla ;sfhkjd kï tal hï lsis udkhla"

fldaKhla" oDIaÀhla ksid we;sfjÉp fohlafk'

Tn tal jydu ke;s lr .kak' oafõYh lshk tl;a

ixl,amhla" f,daNh lshkafk;a ixl,amhla' wms

ys;uqfld fufyu lvodis fld,hla ;sfhkjd' ta

lvodis fld,hg hï lsis i,l=Kq j.hla fhdo,d

b,lalï álla oukjd uqo,a fkdaÜgqjla úÈhg'

b;ska fï fld,hg fudk ;rï fmdrlkjo@ Tn

´ku fohlg jákdlula ÿkakdu ;uhs talg

wef,kak mgka .kafka'

oafõYh;a tfyuhs' Tn hïlsis jákdlula

talg fokak ´kE' jákdlula ke;s foalg

oafõY lrkafk kE' oeka fufyu n,kak uu

fyd| kula ;shdf.k bkakjd' ;j flfkla ta

ku le; lrkak nkskjd' t;flg wr iajNdjh

498


fjkia fjkjdg ;ryd hkjd' tal udkhla" tal

fldaKhla' fmdä jákdlïj,g t;rï .dKla kE'

kuq;a jákdlu jeä fjkak jeä fjkak oafõYh

jeä fjkjd' jákdlu" n,h jeäfjkfldg ta

i|yd wfma fõ.h" cjh jeä fjkjd' fï ish,a,

ufkdauhhs" ixl,auh jYfhka fok jákdlï'

ñksiaiqkaf. wdYdj,a lsh,d lshkafk fudkjo@

wms tajg hïlsis jákdlula fok ksid' kuq;a

úo¾Ykd lr,d ne¨jdu jákdlula fokak fohla

keye' wms fohlg jákdlula ,nd §uu ;uhs

fudaydkaOldrh lsh,d lshkafk'

;uka fudkjg yß we,s,d" ne¢,d bkakjdkï

taflka .e,fjkak fudlo lrkafk' jeäh l,n,

fjkafk ke;sj uq, b|kau ta .ek È.gu ys;kak

fudlo fjkafk lsh,d' jeäu jákdlu §,d

;sfhkafk ;ukaf. YÍrhg' ;uka ,`. ;sfnk foa

Tlafldu od,d wdrKHhlg .sh;a thdf. wka;sug

b;=re fjkafk fudkjo@ ;ukaf. uu;ajh'

flfkla fudkjd w;a yeßh;a uu;ajh w; yßkafk

kEfka' jeäu jákdlu ;sfhk foa uu wdrKHhg

wr.fk weú,a,hs ;shkafk lsh,d f;afrkafk kE'

flfkl=f. uu;ajh ;uhs jeäu nr" jeäu w.h"

jeäu jákd foa' tfyu kï flfkl= ,`. we;s

uu;ajh w;yeßhd kï jeäu wl=i,a isoaO fjk

foa w; yeßhd fjkjd' uu;ajh ksid ;uhs jeäu

wl=i,a isoaO fjkafk' ldhsl" jdÑl" udkisl

jeäu wl=i,a isoaO fjkafk uu;ajh ksid'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

499

Th we;a;kag ;ryd hkafk wehs@ uu;ajh

ksid' Tn fudaydkaOldrfhka ;shd.kak kula

;sfhkjfka' ta ku mg,jdf.kfk bkafk wef`.a

T;df.k bkafka' kuq;a ry;ka jfykafia,dg

kula kE' fldKav[a[" w[a[d fldKav[a[

jqkd' fldKav[a[ kdux wfydais kduh wfydais

jqkd' uu b;du iq`M isoaOdka; tl;= lr,d fokjd

Tng' fï .eUqre .ïNSr O¾uh f;areï lr,d

fokak' wms ys;uqfld fuka fu;k Ndckhla

;sfhkjd' fï Ndckhg Tnf.a mdrïmßl ku"

jdi.u ish,a, tl;= lrkakflda' ta lshkafk

fï Ndckhg ta kï ish,a,u oukak yßfka' oeka

Th mskaj;=ka ,`. kula kE' oeka ta Ndckh

fldfyayß uq,A,lska ;sínd' oeka ljqreyß weú,a,d

l;d lrkjd ;ukaf. kñka' ;ukag we;sjk

ix{dj fudllao@ l,n, fjkak nEfk ;ukag

kula kEfk' ks¾kdñl jqkdu fyd| lshkak;a nE

ldgj;a krl lshkak;a nE' ku w,a,f.k ;ud

yefudau nkskafk' fyd| lsjqj;a krl lsjqj;a

;ukag th oefkkafk ke;akï fld;rï fyd|o@

kï wfydais fjÉp flfklag fudk ;rï

iekis,a,lao@ ud¾. M,h lsh,d lshkafk talhs'

;uka tlal ;uhs ish,a, ne¢,d ;sfhkafk' fï

W;=ï {dK o¾YKhg h:d o¾YKfhkau flfkla

meñKqfkd;a thd mqÿudldr iekis,a,l Ôj;a

fjk flfkla njg m;afjkjd' fyd|hs ta ;;ajh

Tn;a f;areï lr.kak n,kak' ;uka ;=, ta

500


;;ajh jefvkak ál fõ,djla fokak' kula

ke;s flfkla yeáhg Tn jdih lr,d n,kak'

;ukau ysf;ka ufkdauh jYfhka ys;kak n,kak'

fïl ir, ls%hdoduhla' fïflka ksjk flfkl=g

wjfndaO lr .kak;a mq`Mjka" flfklag fïl

úys¿jla fjkak;a mq`Mjka" flfkl=g fïflka

oekqu we;s fjkak;a mq`Mjka' Tn ku wfydais

fjÉp flfkla f,i jdih lrkak ál fj,djla'

fïl fndfydau .eUqre ldrKhla' fuh Tn ir,j

f;areï .kak tmd'

uu;ajh lsh,d lshkafk uyd mg,eú,s we;s

lrk" uyd >K l`M.,a m¾j;hlg jvd lv,d

ì|,d bj;a lrkakj;a neß fohla' Ndjkd lrkak

.sh;a thd Ndjkd lrkafk uu;ajh iu.ska' Ndjkd

lrk wh weia wßkak lSjdu weia wßkafk talhs' uu

Ndjkd lrñka bkakjd yß ta yduqÿrefjd lshkafk

ug ;uhs' weia fkdwer isáh;a ta bkafk;a uu

u;uhs' fN!;sl ls%hdoduhlska uu;ajh ;sfhkjo

ke;ao lsh,d lshkak nE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jqk;a

Nd.Hj;=ka jykai lsh,d wduka;%Kh lf,d;a

n,kjd' msáka úo¾YKhla f.k,a,d fokak

W;aidy lrkjd fudllao fï uu;ajh lshkafk

lsh,d n,kak' t;fldg wms yeu ls%hdldrlulau

tlalu uu;ajfhka hq;=jhs bkafk' fyd¢ka l;d

lf,d;a fyd| ysf;kao" ;ryska l;d lf,d;a krl

ysf;kao wms yeß,d n,kjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia

fyd| ys;ska n,kafk;a kE" krl ys;ska n,kafk;a

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

501

kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafiag fyd| jpk;a kE" krl

jpk;a kE' fudlo f,dalh ;=, fyd| jpk yd

krl jpk lsh,d folla yeÿfk@ wmsu iïu;

lrkjd fï jpk krlhs" fï jpk fyd|hs lsh,d

talhs' wms ;ryd .kak jpk áll=;a yodf.k

;sfhkjd' lreKdj" ohdj okjk jpk áll=;a

ydodf.k ;sfhkjd'

fï bf.k .kak ish,a, f,!lsl {dKh

ms<sn|j" f,!lsl iajNdjh ms<sn|j f;areï lrk

foaj,a' Th ál kï b;ska lsõjydu Tng fyd|g

f;afrkjd' oeka f,daflda;a;r .=Kh lsõfjd;a

tfyu f;afrkafk kE' f,daflda;a;r .=Kh

lshkafk Th tllaj;a ke;s ;ek' fï f,dalSh

.=Kh we;=f, ;sfhk lsisu .=Khla t;ek kE'

máÉp iuqmamdofha fmkajkafk Tlaflduf.

ksfrdaOh' wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha fmkajkafk

iïud .=Kh' ta Tlafldu tlg oeïfud;a tfyu

wks;H .=Kh' ry;ka jykafia,d jev bkafk

wks;H;djfha Wkajykafia,d lsisjla w,a,df.k

ks;H lrf.k kE' lsisu oDIaÀhla .%yKh lrf.k

kE' wks;H;djh yßu iekis,sodhlhs' kula

ke;sj bkak lshmq ;ek;a ;sfhkafk fudllao

wks;H;djh'

wks;H;djfh jev bkak mq`Mjka kï lsisu

odyhla ;ukag kE' odyhla ke;akï t;k

;sfhkafk fudllao@ ksùufk' oeka fï jdÑlj

y÷kd.;a; foh Tn m%;HCI lr .kak ´kE"

502


;ukaf.a uki mQ¾Kj tf;kag m;a lr .kak

´kE' m;alr .ekSu i|yd Tng fudllao lrkak

;sfhkafk@ .yla weo,d weo,d kjkjd jf.a"

;j .ylg .eg.ykjd jf.a lUhla od,d fuIska

tllska weo,d weo,d .y wks;a me;a;g kjkjd

jdf.a Tfí uki;a fldhs me;a;go kjkak

;sfhkafk@ f,daN" oafõY" fuday me;a;g weÈ,d

hk fï uki lUhla od,d wf,daN" woafõY" wfuday

lshk me;a;g kukjd' kj,d ;shkjd" ne|,d

;shkjd' kuq;a Tfí uki fkdfjkia fjk úÈhg

nef|kafk h:d wjfndaOhg m;a jqkdg miafi'

h:d wjfndaOh lshkafk fï uuxldrh fu;k rc

lrk iajNdjfhka bj;a lrkak tal' tfyu kï

zwÑka;sfhaiq mikakdkx

úmdflda fydaa;s wÑka;sfhdaZ

wkka; foa w.h lrk flkdg úmdlh yeáhg;a

,efnkafk wkka; fohla' t;fldg wkka;hla

ke;s flkd uu lsisjlg ne¢,d kE lshk mokfï

bkakjo@ uu fudllgj;a wdi kE" uu lsisfoalg

ne¢,d kE lshk flfklao@ kE ta mokfu;a ta

flkd kE' tfyu kï uu w;S;fha ne¢,d ysáhd"

uu wkd.;fha nef|aú" tfyu ke;akï j¾;udkfha

ne¢,d bkafk lsh,d mokula ;sfhkjo@ thdg

w;S;fha ne¢,d ysáhd lshk woyil=;a jev

lrkafk kE" wkd.;fha nef|hs lshk woyil=;a

jev lrkafk kE' ta jf.au j¾;udkfha ne¢,d

bkakjd lshk woyil=;a Tyq ,`. kE' ta lshkafka

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

503

Tyq ,`. oDIaÀ kE' zÈÜÀxp wkqm.ïju iS,jdZ

f,daflda;a;r iS,h t;k ;sfhkafk' Th we;af;d

f,daflda;a;r iS,h fkfï iudoka fjkafk úkh

iS,h' úkh iS,h lsh,d lshk oDIaÀj, bkakjd

kï wjqreÿ mKyla is,a iudoka jqk;a jevla kE'

fudk mskalï l,;a udkakh ;snqfKd;a ;ukag

jrÈkjd' udkakh ;uhs flfklaj nr lrk

Yla;sh f,i oefkkafk' flfklag .skakla jf.a

ys; oefkkafk ysf;a ieye,a¨j ke;s ksid'

fyd|hs wms fï bJøshhka yfhka f;dr fj,d

ysáfhd;a fudkjf.a oekSula" fudkjf.a ye`.Sula"

fudkjf.a iajNdjhla yg.kSo@ ta iajNdjh w;a

ú¢kak" ta iajNdjh ,nkak ;uka ks;ru bJøshhka

ifhkau bj;a ù isákak' tf,i bj;aj ;uka

oeka l=uk wjia:dfõo isákafka lsh,d ks;ru

n,kak' bJøshhka yh ;=, kï Tn isákafk

yeu fudfyd;lu ta Nfhka bj;a fjkak W;aidy

lrkak' bj;a fj,d mq`Mjka;rï W;aidy lrkak

ih bJøshfhkau f;drj jdih lrkak' ih bJøsh

we;=f,a ;uhs Th ish,a,u ;sfnkafk' kdu" f.da;%"

f,daN" fodaY" fuday" w;S;" wkd.;" j¾;udk" máÉp

iuqmamdoh" wd¾h wYaGdx.sl ud¾.h fï Tlafldau

ls%hd;aul fjkafk bJøshhka yh we;=f,a' Th

yfhka msg tllaj;a kE' Th yfhka ksoyia ùu

;uhs ksfrdaOh lshkafk" ksjk lshkafk' ta ksid

Tn wê Ñ;a;hlska" wê {dKhlska jdih lrkak'

bJøshhka yfhkau f;drj isàug kï ;ukag

504


;ukaj m%;HCI fjkak ´kE' ta lshkafk oeka uu

fï bkafk wei bJøshgj;a" lK bJøshgj;a" kdih

bJøshgj;a" Èj lshk bJøshgj;a" lh bJøshgj;a"

uk bJøshgj;a iïnkaO fkdù lshk tl ;ukag

m%;HCI fjk úÈhg bkak ´kE' Tn;a ta wdldrhg

bkak n,kak ́ l fndfydu .eUqre O¾uhla' fïl

mqyqKq fjkakhs fï lshkafk mqyqKqfjkao wjfndaO

fjkak mq`Mjka' yeu fokdu bJøshhka yfhka

f;drj jdih lrkak tal {dK o¾YKhla'

fï yeu flkd,`.u ;sìh hq;= ,laIKhla

;uhs ;uka ;ks ;kshu fï .uk hkjd lshk

woyi' ys;kak uu wyk m%Yakhlg y;r fofkla

tl;=fj,d W;a;r y;rla §,d W;a;f¾ iïmQ¾K

lr,d ug W;a;rh ,nd ÿkakyu yß hkjo@ tfyu

yß hkafk kE' fï O¾uh yjqf,a olskak mq`Mjka

fohla fkfuhs' ta jf.au yjq,a W;a;r fokak

mq`Mjka fohl=;a fkfuhs lshk woyi ;sfhkjd'

msßilg f;afrkafk kE ta ksid wyf.k bkakjd'

msßilg f;afrkjd ta;a hï hï kSjrK O¾u

yeáhg ndOl meñfKkjd' ;j;a iuyr msßilf.a

l%udkql+,j O¾uh biairyg jefvkjd' ta l=i,

Yla;sh kSjrK .=Khg ióm fjkjd kï tal yßu

jákjd' ta wh ,`. ;sfhk m%Odk ,laIKhla ;uhs

f;areï .ekSug jvd úo¾Ykd lsÍu lshk tl ;uka

;=, isoaO fjkjd' uu f;dar,d ÿkakdg tal f;areï

.kakjd lshkafk tlla ;ukau úo¾Ykd lr,d uu

lshk foag jvd fohla f;areï .kak tl ;j tlla'

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

505

uu lshk fohg jvd oyia .=Khlska jeä fohla'

f;areï .kak flkdg ;uhs úo¾Ykd {dKh jeä

flkd lsh,d lshkafk' nqÿrcdKka jykafiag

{d;slï ;shkjd lshkak mq`Mjka fjkafk ta whg

ú;rhs' ug jqk;a {d;s lula lshkak fjkafk

O¾uh wjfndaO lr .kak whg" Ou_hg ,x fjk

whg' O¾udjfndaOhg m;a fjÉp flfkla

;uhs uu {d;sjrfhla f,i i,lkafk' wd¾h

N+ñhg m;a Wfka ke;s whg ;=Kqrejka flfrys

h:d wjfndaOhl=;a kE' ta jf.au wm flfrys

h:d wjfndaOhl=;a kE' wuQ,sld Y%oaOdj ;uhs

;sfhkafka' kuq;a jevla kE' {d;s o¾YKfhka

y÷kd .;a; O¾u;d fkfuhs ysre" i÷" /h" oyj,"

ñksid" i;d fï ish,a, O¾u;d' ioaO¾uh O¾u;d

blaujQ wjia:djg ;uhs whs;s fjkafka'

yeu ;siafiau n,kak uu bJøshhka yhg

ne¢,o bkafk lsh,d' tfyu kï ta ne£u

fydh,d Tn taflka ksoyia fjkak ´kE' oeka wms

ys;uqfld .yla W.=,a,kjd lsh,d fudk uqf,kao

.y fmdf<djg ne¢,d ;sfhkafk lsh,d n,,d ta

uq, lmkjd' Bg miafi ;j álla Wvg wÈkjd'

bka miafi ;j;a Wvg wÈkjd' fï úÈhg uq,a

lm lmd ál ál .y W.=,a,,du oukjd' ta jf.a

Tn;a Tnj f,dalhg ne| ;nk bJøshhka yh

keu;s .y uq,skau W.=,a,d oeñh hq;=hs' t;fldg

iïmQ¾Kfhkau fï bJøshhka yh neif.k bkak

foaj,a j,ska bj;a lr,d .;a;g miafia zl+Gx

506


úixÅ;xZ fï YÍrh;a iu. ne¢,d ;sfhk ys;

.,j,d ys; úYajhg uqod yßkjd' Bg miafia YÍr

iajNdjfhka fu;k k;r fjkjd'

yeu fohlau wms úo¾Ykdjg .kak .sfhd;a tal

wdmiq ld¾hhla njg m;a fjkjd' wms úo¾Ykdjgu

.kak ´kE ndOlh ú;rhs" ì¢kak ´kE ndOlh

ú;rhs' jdykhl hkfldg f,dl= j,j,a muKhs

u. yßkafk' ta jf.a fu;kÈ Tfí ilaldh ÈÜÀh

muKhs ke;s fjkafk' túg u.a.du.a. {dK

o¾YKh Tn ;=, my< fjkjd' iïuq;s jYfhka

uq,skau ;sfhkak ´kE ksjfka rgdj" iajNdjh"

ksjk fudk jf.ao lshk tl' ksjfka rEm" Yío"

.kaO" ri" iam¾Y is;sú,s kE' t;fldg lsisjlau

keoao@ br mdhkjo" y| mdhkjo" w;S;" j¾;udk"

wkd.; ld, kE' ksjfka ia;S%" mqreI kE fudku

.;s,CIKj;a kE' fuf;kag tkak m%Yakhla

;sfhkjo@ kE' fudlo jpk j, ysrfjkafk

kE' jpkh blaujd olskak mq¿jka' f,daflda;a;r

ksye`ähdjg túg Tng msúfikak mq¿jka'

yeu fohlau wms lrkafka ù¾hfhka' Tn

fuf;kaÈ ù¾hh;a w;yßkak' fudlo ù¾hfhka

f;drj ,nk fohla ksjk' ù¾hh w; yßkak

lsh,d lshkafk Tng' ù¾hhla ´kE nrla we;s

fohla Tijkakfk' ksjk lshkafka nrla we;s

fohla fkfjhs' t;fldg ukiska uu fyg

fudkjo lrkafk" oj,ag uu fudkjo lkafk

lsh,d ys;kak;a ù¾hhla ´kE' fudlla yß u;la

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

507

lrkak;a ù¾hhla ´kE' kuq;a ta foaj,a ndysr

ls%hdjka' Tn ksjk w;aolskafka Tfn wdOHd;auh

;=,ska'

fï yeu ix{djlgu ù¾hhla ´kE' i;=gq

fjkak" ÿlafjkak' flf,ia j,g ù¾hh ´kE'

Tn ukiska ish,a, w;a yßkak' w; yeÍu

wjfndaO lr .kak ;ukaf.a jdiia:dkh t;k

f.dvk.d .kak' oekqñka fkfuhs oefkk fohska

uu l;d lrkafk' Tn ;=, ksjka oelSfï fõ.h

jeä fjkak" Yla;sh jeä fjkak fhdokak Tfí

nqoaêh' fï úo¾Ykdj lroaÈ m%n, we,Sï .=Khka

fyñka weú;a ys;g iïnkaO fjkjd' ta ksid tajd

.ek fidhd n,kak tajd ì|f.k bÈßhg hkak'

ukiska tf;r jk kshu l%uh fuhhs' túg Tn

jvkafka f,daflda;a;r l=i,hhs' ;u l=i,hg uyd

mdm l¾u mjd Èhlr yßkak mq`Mjka' Tn wiqre

ieKla fÉf;da úuqla;sh jevqfjd;a tal ksjka u`.g

uyd n,hla Yla;shla njg m;a fjkjd'

508


wms yeu fokdu fï Ôj;a fjkafk ukqIH

f,dalfha' wms ±ka fï ukqIH f,dalhg weú,a,d

fldÉpr ld,hla .;fj,do lsh,d n,k tl fyd|

Ndjkdjla' talg lshkjd wd;au Ndjkdj lsh,d'

±ka uu fï ukqIH f,dalhg weú,a,d jir ;syla"

;sia tlla ú;r fjkjd' ±ka yefudau fï ukqIH

f,dalhg weú,a,d wjqreÿ lShla fjkjo lsh,d

;ukau ys;kak' we;a;gu wfma Ôúf;a kdia;s

fjkafk wms mqxÑ lreKq j,g udkisl mSvd yodf.k

tajdfha we;sjk udkisl iajNdjhka ;=,ska ;uhs

wms kslï l,a .; lrkafka' zukqIH;aj má,dfNda

ÿ,a,fNdaZ ks;ru th fufkys lrkak'

ukqIHfhla fj,d WmÈk tl fndfydau ÿ¾,N

fohla' i;r wmdh i;ajhdg f.or jf.a¨' wehs

flfkla jeäfhkau jdih lrkafk f.orfk

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iïud .=KhÔú;h lr.uq

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

509

fldfya .sh;a wdfh tkafk f.org' ta jf.a fï

i;ajhd ÈjH f,dafl .sh;a" ukqIH f,dafl .sh;a

fndfydu fõ.fhka weÈ,d hkak mq`Mjka me;a;la

;uhs i;r wmdh ta Wmudj lf<a talhs' tfyu

;ekl wms bkafk' lnrfhd" yQfkd" i¾mfhd"

n,af,d" n<,a¨ tla me;a;l bkakjd' Bg miafi

fm%a;fhd" l=ïNdKavfhd jf.a wh ;j fldgila ;j

me;a;l bkakjd' Bg miafi ksr i;a;=" ksrhg fj,d

ÿla ú¢k i;a;= bkakjd' fï ixidfr uyd Nhdkl

;ekla' t;fldg wmdhg hkafk fldfyduo@ ys;

ys;d ie,iqï lr lr wms ;j flfkl=g wys;la"

wk¾:hla" úm;la ;udg fyda ldg yß úm;la

isoaO lrk flkd fÉ;kdjg wkqj wmdh.dó

fjk mqoa.,fhla njg m;a fjkjd' lsisu fya;=jla

ke;sj wka whg B¾IHd lsÍu" wka whf.a .=K uelSu

jf.a foaj,a lrk fldg wksjd¾hfhka wmdh.dó

fjkjd'

mdml¾u j, m%n,;ajh wvq jeä fjk ;eka

;sfhkjd' l=yqUqfjla uerej jf.a mdml¾uhla

fkfuhs ñksfila uerejyu" l=yqUqfjla uerej

jf.a fkfï w,sfhla uerefjd;a' YdÍßl úYd,

jk iajNdjfhkq;a th n,mdkjd" udkislj úYd,

jk iajNdjfhkq;a th n,mdkjd' ±ka kslï

ukqIHfhla uerej jf.ao ry;ka jykafia kula

uerejyu" nqÿflfkl=f.a wef`.a f,a fi,jqfjd;a

kslï ukqiaifhlg .eyqjd jf.ao wïud ;d;a;g

.eyqfjd;a@ wkak tfyu;a ta l¾u n,fõ. j,

510


fõ.j;a Ndjh fjkia fjkjd fÉ;kdjg wkq.;j

isoaO fjkak mq`Mjka'

flfkla ;ukag kskaod lrkjdkï" wmydi

lrkjdkï" ffjr lrkjdkï ;ukag fïl f,dl=

je/oaola' kuq;a wms;a fmr,d Tyqj fm,kjd kï

tal uy;ajQ mdmhla' flfkla ;ukag wjevla

isÿlrk úg ;ukq;a fmr,d m%;spdr olajkjd kï

tal uy;ajQ mdmhla' fufyu fome;a;gu jeä fj,d

jeä fj,d jeäùfï WÉp wjia:djg hkjd' tal

;ud wjidkfha uy;a mdmhla fjkafk' fudlo

ffjrhg ffjr lsÍu' yenehs hula wmsg ÿkakdu

wms tal ,nkak leu;s ke;akï wms tajd Ndr .kafk

ke;akï nqÿyduqÿrefjd fmkakqjd Wvq iq<`.g ±uQ

je,s jf.a lsh,d' je,s foda;lao" ner,a tllao" g%la

tllao okafk kE je,s ùis lrkafk fldhs;rïo ta

m%udKhg weú,a,d jÈkjd ;ukaf.a we`.g' wms ta

foaj,a Ndr fkd.;af;d;a ta mqoa.,hdgu Ndr .kak

isÿfjkjd'

±ka flfkla ug fodia lshkjd remsh,a

mkaiShla .;a;d lsh,d' fyd|gu nkskjd' t;fldg

Th nekqï ;shkak bvla ;sfhkjo uf.a ysf;a kE'

kslï yß uu th Ndr .;af;d;a wr wr.;a;d lshk

ix{dj ,`. wr neKqï ál Tlafldau ;shd.kak

mq`Mjka' tal yßhgu ±fkkafk ;ukag' t;fldg

wr neKqï yeu tllskau msÉfpkak fjkjd

;ukag' wkak talhs lshkafk nqÿka jykafiag"

ry;ka jykafia,dg" .=Kj;=kag nekafkd;a" fodia

Ôjudk w¾y;ajh

511

lSfjd;a" .=K uel=fjd;a fndfydau nrm;, úmdl

ú¢kak isÿ fjkjd lsh,d' tfyu foaj,a f,dafl

isÿfj,d ;sfhkjd'

ta foaj,a ksid wmg we;sfjkjd l¾uh" l¾u

M,h ms<sn| úYajdihla' Th ;=,ska ;uhs iín mdmiai

wlrKx fjkafk' ls%hdjhs ls%hdfõ m%;sM,hhs

fyd|g y÷kkjd kï ;uhs mõ flfrkafk ke;s

udkisl uÜgu f.dv kef.kafk' if;l=gj;a

ysxid lrkafk kE ysxid lf,d;a ysxidj ;ukago

±fkkjd'

t;fldg tafl wksla me;a;;a tfyuhs' fyd|la

lf,d;a" Wojqjla lf,d;a" hym;la lf,d;a tajdfha

mqKH úmdl;a ta jf.au ,efnkjd' ±ka wms nqÿka

jykafiag u,a myka mQcd lsÍu nqÿka jykafiag

jevla kE' kuq;a thska wfma is;a i;ka ta ;=,ska

iekiSug m;a fjkjd' wms fï yeu foalskau isÿ

lr .kafk wmsgu fohla' wms jmqrk yeu fohlau

wmgu ,efnkjd lsh,d f;areï .kak' wms fyd|

foaj,a jemsrefjd;a fyd| m%;sM, ,efnkjd yßhg

lgq .ia jejqfjd;a lgq .ia ,efnkjd" uqx weg

jemsrefjd;a uqx" ;, jemsrefjd;a ;," ù jemsrefjd;a

ù ,efnkjd jf.a' ta ksid ±ka Tn n,kak Tn

jmqrkafk fudkjo lsh,d lreKdj" ohdj" ffu;s%h"

i;Hh lshk foaj,ao@

Èkla nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka úuikjd

nqÿrcdKka jykafia wka;jd§ o lsh,d' nqÿrcdKka

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jykafia foaYkd lrkjd Tõ uu wka;djd§hs

lsh,d' Wkajykafia l=ulgo wka;jd§ oyug"

hym;g wka;jd§hs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ljodj;a

ldgj;a o`vqjula §,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d wy,d

;sfhkjo@ ljqre yß wy,d ;sfhkjo@ ljqre

yß ,õjd rc flfkl=g lsh,d yß o`vqjula §,d

;sfhkjo@ tfyu fohla ljodj;a isÿ fj,d kE'

Wkajykafia O¾ufhkau ñila m%Yak úi|kafk

kE wO¾ufhka' iuyr m%Yak úi|kfldg wmg;a

ysf;kjd wmsg fïlg widOdrKhla l<d ta ksid

ta úÈhgu widOdrKhla lr,d fïl úi|kak

´kE lsh,d' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d tfyu

lf,a keye' O¾ufhkauhs Wkajykafia,d m%Yak

úi|kafk' wks;a flkd flaka;s .;a;hs lshk

tl wms ldrKhla lr .kakjd wms flaka;s .kak

´k lshk whs;shg' wksla flkd wmsg whym;la

lrkjd kï wms tal ldrKhla lr .kakjd wmsg;a

tfyu whym;la lrkak mq`Mjka lsh,d' t;fldg

wms jefgkafk;a fldf;kago@ Tyqf.a .Khgu"

Tyqf.a my;a ls%hd .Khg wms;a jefgkjd' ta foaj,a

ál ndr .kak ;ekla" ;shd .kak ;ekla fu;k

ke;akï yefrk ;emEf,ka ta ál hjkjd tjmq

flkdgu t;fldg bjrhsfk' wdfh wmg lrkak

lsisjla kE' t;fldg ;ukaf.a hïlsis Ñ;a; mSvd

;sfhkj kï ta yefulla miqmiu wfm;a je/oaola

we;s tal fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak' wms iuyr

fj,djg ys;kjd fï is;a mSvd j,g wrhd ;uhs

jerÈ" fuhd ;uhs jerÈ lsh,d' úfhda ÿla jf.a

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fkfjhs l¾udkqrEmj ,efnk foa;a ;sfhkjd' ta

ÿlaL;djh;a wms fyd|g y÷kd.kak ́ kE' t;fldg

wfma is; ksjerÈ lr .ekSfuka wmsg thska ñfokak

mq`Mjka'

;uka hula f,dalhg mß;Hd. lrkafk

ke;sj f,dalfhka ta foaj,a n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd

tal ;uhs ñksia iajNdjh' iuyr fj,djg ;ukag

;uka blaujkjd ta lshkafk idxidßl Ñ;a;

n,fõ.h md,kh lr.kak neßj' t;fldg

n,kak fudk ;rï wixjr" fkdyslauqk ;eklao

ukqiH Ñ;a; ika;dkh lshkafk lsh,d' urdf.k

uefrk fndaïnlrejka f,dalh ;=, ìysjkafka ta

úÈhghs' fufyu lsõjg uu yeu ;siafiu lshk

fohla ;uhs we;=f, ;uhs fldáhd bkafk ta

fldáhd weúiaisÉp ojig thdg thd md,khla

keye ;uka th Od¾ñl lr .kakhs W;aidy lrkak

´kE lsh,d' t;fldg ;ukag ys; olskak mq`Mjka

is;sú,a,la my, fjkjd' ta is;sú,s uq," ueo" w.

úoHd;aul isoaOdka; mj msk wdÈh n,kak ´kE'

´kEu is;sú,a,l ls%hdfõ m%;sM,h uq," ueo" w.

úoHd;aul isoaOdka;" mj" msk wdÈh n,kak ´kE'

´kEu is;sú,a,l ls%hdfõ m%;sM,h uq," ueo" w." mj

iy msK n,k fïlg lshkjd Ñ;a;dkqmiaikdj

lsh,d' is;sú,a,la .ek ;uka fufkys lr,d n,k

tl Ñ;a;dkqmiaikdj'

wms hïlsis ksjerÈ ix{djl msysáfhd;a ys;,d

l;d lrkak ´fk kE' ta ksjerÈ ix{dfjka

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msgjk yeu jpkhlau ksjerÈhs lsh,d ±fkkjd'

jerÈ ix{djl msysáfhd;a wmg yeu ;siafiu

nhla we;s fjkjd fïl fldfydu f;areï .kSo"

ug wk¾:hla fjhso" ug fodia lshhso lsh,d wdÈ

Tlafldu fÉ;kdjka we;s fjkjd' ;uqka uq,skau

ksjerÈ ix{dfj iïud lshk iuHla .=Kfh

msysáhg miafi thdg ys;kak ´fk kE" l,amkd

lrkak ´fk kE t;kska msgfjk yeu fohlau

ksjerÈhs' whym;a is;=ú,a,l msysáfhd;a fudk

iajrEmfhka l;dl<;a wr whym;a .=Kh t;ekska

u;=fjkjd' ta ksid wms yeuúgu hym;a iïud

.=Kfh msysgkak ´ke' túg yeufohlau hym;a

wdldrhg isÿfjkjd'

wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha;a iïud lshk .=Kh

;sfhkjd' t;fldg wms O¾u ud¾.fha .uka lrk

úg fï iïud .=Khg udre fjkak ́ kE' ri lshk

jpkhg biairyska zkSZ wl=r fhÿjdu t;k rihla

kE' yßhg j;=r jf.a' ta úÈhg flfkla iïud

.=Khg wdjyu fudl=;a kE lshk woyi tkjd' ta

lshkafk oDIaÀ ixl,am wdÈ ish,a,u ke;s ;ekg

m;a fjkjd' fï ish,a,u w;yßkak ´kE" ta

ish,a,u wka;jdo" mrojd" oDIaÀ .;ùï ;shk nj

wjfndaO fjkjd' túg ta flkd ;=, ixl,am

kE" ñysß jpk" wñysß jpk fï fowdldrhu kE'

ish`Mu jpk mj;skafka iïuq;sh ;=,' fï jpk

Tlafldau fndre' wms jpk j, neif.k

bkafk flfkl=f.a ysf;a we;sjk ye`.Sfukau

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;j flfkl=g wdorh lrkjd" ysf;a we;sjk

ye`.Sfukau ffjr lrkjd' ta ksid ta f.d,af,d

md,khla ke;s ;ekskau ;ud Th ls%hdjka folu

lrkafk' jpk u; ;uhs ñksiaiq Ôj;a fjkafk'

tjeks Ôú; mqyq Ôú; t;fldg wms tajhska ksoyia

fjkak ´kE' túg ;uhs Ôú;hgg w¾:hla tl;=

fjkafka'

wmsg ;sfhkafka uu;ajfha ls%hdjka muKhs'

wmsg ;sfhkafka hïlsis we;slr.;a b,lalhla

lrd wdhdifhka fjfyi uykaisfhka hk .ukla'

kuq;a f,djq;=rd nqÿ rcdKka jykafia,dg ;snqfKa

Èh myrla hkjd jf.a .ukla' Tn;a kej; w¨;a

Ôú;hla we;slr .kak' wms yefudau ys;df.k

bkafk uu Ôj;a fjkjd lsh,d" uu ksod .kakjd"

uu wjÈfjkjd" uu lkjd fndkjd' kuq;a iïud

wdÔj njg m;ajqkyu uu;ajh kE uu kE thdg

udkisl wd;;s kE' fïl .eUqre oyula wms yeu

fohlau uu lrkjd lsh,d f,dl= W;aidyhla

;sfhkjd" wmsg isyshla ;sfhkjd' isysh lshkafka

ix{djla ix{dj ksid yeu ;siafiau mqoa.,hd ;=,

hïlsis lïmkhla yg.kakjd' yeu fohla .eku

n,dfmdfrd;a;= we;sfjkak mgka .kakjd' ta

yeu fohlau wms ;=, yg.kakd uu;ajfha isysh'

uuxldrh' ry;ka jykafiag;a isysh ;sfhkjd'

tal yod.;a; isyshla fkfï ksfrdaO fjÉÑ

isyshla' t;k we,Sulska f;drj isysh meje;aùula

;sfhkafk' tl tl is;sú,s j, .eUqrg tald;añl

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ùug wms lshkjd iudê .; fjkjd lsh,d' tl

wruqKlg iudê .; jqkdu wks;a fiaru wu;l

fjkjd' t;kÈ hï lreKlg" hï fohlg

tald;añl ùula ;uhs ;sfhkafk' lsisÿ fohlg

tld;añl fkdùu" nei fkd.ekSu" lsñfokafka

ke;sj fkdlsñ§ isàu lsh,;a thg lshkak mq`Mjka'

±ka Th we;a;kag iudêhla ke;sjo Th bkafk@

kE yefudagu iudêhla ;sfhkjd' fuys§ wms ish`M

iudê j,ska ksoyia fjkak ´kE' wms ;=, we;s

iudêh udre lr,d jevla kE' ±ka fï iudêh

fjkia lr,d fjk;a fohlg iudê.; fjkak ́ kE

lsh,d fjkia fj,d jevla kE' iu: Ndjkdfõ

;sfhk iudêh ;uhs ks;r iudêh fjkia lrkjd'

±ka fï f,dafl ;sfhk hï hï foaj,a tlal

iudê.; fjkjg jeäh fyd|hs yqiau;a tlal

iudê.; fjk tl' fudlo t;k f,daN" oafõY"

fuday uql=;a kE' kuq;a wms mqoa.,fhla tlal

iudê.; fjkfldg fõokdjhs" ÿlhs yeufoau

;sfhkjd' kuq;a yq<`. tlal tfyu fohla

kEfk' kuq;a tal;a uuxldrfha b|f.k lrk

iudê.;ùula tajd wms wdhdifhka" Wkkaÿfjka

f;rm,d ;shdf.k bkakjd' ne¨ula w;ska ;o

lr,d ;shdf.k bkakj jf.a iudê.; ùu wms ;=,

;shdf.k bkakjd'

iïud lshk .=Kh wjfndaOhlska miqj

isÿjk wjia:djla' ry;ka jykafia flfkla jf.a

fjkak nE" Tn ry;ka jykafia kula fjkak

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´fka' Tng ud¾.M, ,dNS flfkla jf.a fjkak

nE' Tn ud¾.M, ,dNS flfkla fjkak ´fka' ;j

flfkla jf.a fjkjd lshkafk r`.mEula' t;k

;j flfkla jf.a bkak W;aidy lrkjd' ke;skï

k`Mfjla fjkjd' wkqlrKh lsÍula fu;kÈ isoaO

fjkafk kE iïmQ¾Kfhkau fjkia ùu lshk tl

;uhs fu;kÈ isÿjkafka' ukfia wjia:d lSmhla

nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajkjd iuyr whg

bßishdj my, fjkjd" bßishdj olskjd iuyr whg

bßishdj ±l, bßishdj md,kh lrkjd" iuyr

whg f,dafl bßishdj tkafku kE' iuyr whg

bßishdj my, fjkjd" bßishdjo lsh,d okafk;a

kE' fï wdldrhg ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia

ukfia wjia:d lsysmhla fmkajd ÿkafka' Tn;a

nqÿ jokska fmkajd ÿka wdldrhg Tfí ukfia;a

my,jk wjia:d ms<sn|j kqjkska oelSug m%{dj

my, lr.kakg ´fka th fï O¾u ud¾.fha .uka

lsÍu Tng uy;a Wmldrhla fõú'

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mqKHdkqfudaokdj

iïnqÿ iiqkl§ isÿ l< yels W;a;u odkh

jkafka ioaO¾uh odkh lsÍuhs' iïnqÿ mshdKka

jykafia fufia foaYkd lr we;' —iín odkx Oïu

odkx ðkd;s˜' ish¨ odkhka w;r O¾u odkh fY%aIaG

jkafkah' —iín r;sx Oïu r;s ðkd;s˜' ish¨ we,Sï

w;r O¾uhg we,Su Èkkafkah' —Oïux úkd k;aÓ iqLd

wkka;d˜' O¾uh yer iemhg fjk;a ud¾.hla ke;'

—Oïfï Nfõ rlaL;s OïupdÍ˜' O¾ufhys yeisfrkakd

O¾uh úiskau wdrlaId flf¾' t;rï fY%aIAG jQ W;=ï

ls%hdjlg Tnf.a ld,h" Y%uh" Okh lem lf<a' ta

W;=ï uyd wkqyia n,fhka Tng ldhsl udkisl iemh

fõjdæ jy jyd wd¾h ud¾.h jeä ÈhqKq fõjdæ Tn ye¥

jevQ uõmshkag .=rejrekag fï Njfha§u l,HdK ñ;%

O¾uh msKsi fõjdæ wm w;ßka iuq.;a ish¨u {d;Skag

yd odhl ldrl wd§kag iir iq.;s .dó fõjdæ wm

ish¨u fokdg mru iqkaor mru iemh jQ w;s W;a;u

ks¾jdK Od;=j idlaId;a lsÍug odk mdró n,hlau

fõjdæ

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