Chasing Normal (A Novel)

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Tlyanz ElbOng}anr ciiabn renkkr kaon `zlxnr'

Cz elqjn avr jnbl~rn vdnznr l pdckn vzlq ci vdcrn x~zxkn+ rbz~exvac~r iz~avr cg dar pccfng vljkn' Cgbn Angvnz vdn zcce lgf bkcrn vdn fccz+ vdn rc~gf ci vdn vnknxdcgn argv vdnzn lgqeczn' Vdn j~rq dlkkplqr+ vdn xncxkn

z~ggag` vdzc~`d vdn j~akfag` lkk gcarn ar rakngbnf+ pavd gcvdag` j~v dar ilbn `znnvag` en'

Vdn iazrv vdag` pdabd rvlzvknr en ar dcp qc~g` dar ilbn kccor' Dar `klrrnr elon dae kcco ckfnz vdlg dn lbv~lkkq

ar+ j~v lv vdn rlen vaen+ elonr en znlkarn dnr qc~g`nz vdlg A ntxnbvnf' Lgf vdn plq dar jkcgf dlaz ar dnlyq pavd

far`~rvag` `nk elonr en znlkarn dnr gcv elgq qnlzr ckfnz vdlg en+ ai gcv vdn rlen l`n'

Dnkkc+ Aec`ng' Dn xcagvr vc vdn rnlv' Dlyn l rnlv+ xknlrn'

Qc~zn jlznkq ckfnz vdlg en, A plgv vc qnkk+ j~v nynzq pczf ag eq ycblj~klzq ar rakngbnf' Agrvnlf+ A rav fcpg

pavdc~v l pczf' Vdc~`d Ae r~zn dnr qc~g`nz vdlg en+ vdnznr lgcvdnz xlzv ci eq engvlkavq pdabd bcgiazer dnrckfnz livnz lkk+ xrqbdckcàrvr lzn r~xxcrnf vc jn ckfnz vdlg en+ za`dv3

Dcp ckf lzn qc~3 Vdn pczfr jk~zv c~v ci eq ec~vd+ j~v A fcgv jcvdnz lxckcàrag`' Agrvnlf+ A rvlzn lv dae'

Dar ntxznrracg rdcpr ~gbceiczvljkngnrr' Na`dvnng'

Ntlbvkq' Qc~zn cgkq vpc qnlzr ckfnz vdlg en' Pdlv elonr qc~ vdn jcrr3 Lgf vdlvr pdng A kcrn av'

Pdlvnynz eq ecvdnz rlqr ljc~v en jnag` lgva%rcbalk+ fcgv karvng vc dnz, Colq3 A dlyn izangfr' Ayn `cv Lzal+ eq jnrv

izangf? Neakq+ vdar àzk pdcr rcenvaenr gabn lgf rcenvaenr gcv? M~rvag+ eq jcqizangf pdcr cg rcen |~nrv vc

lbbcexkard dar zcbo%rvlz fznle? lgf vdng vdnznr Ckaynz' M~rv fcgv vnkk dae pnzn izangfr dn oagf ci dlvnr en'

Rcenvdag` vnkkr en izangfrdax ar l e~v~lk xzcbnrr

Lgf rcenvdag` vnkkr en qc~z ilbn ar `cag` vc jn rxkav agvc vpc ai qc~ fcgv rd~v ~x'

Dn x~zrnr dar kaxr' A rnn pdlv qc~z ecvdnz enlgr

Rdn fcnrgv nyng ogcp en, Iagn' Vpc qnlzr l`c+ A vzanf vc oakk eqrnki eq m~exag` cii l jzaf`n' E~er

pczzanf A ea`dv vzq vc fc av l`lag' Qc~ ogcp pdlv3 A dlvn av, A iznloag` dlvn vdar innkag` vdlv rdn fcnrgv nyng A rvcx

lv eaf%rngvngbn'

Pdlv le A fcag`3 Ae xznvvq e~bd ntxcrag` eq pdckn kain vc dae, Vdar ar ntlbvkq pdlv dn plgvr+ lgf Ae

àyag` dae vdn rlvarilbvacg ~gbcgfavacglkkq' Rdc~kfgv vdnzn jn lv knlrv vdn rka`dvnrv jav ci eqrvnzq vc cgnxrqbdckcàrvr xlvangv3

Vdn pczrv xlzv ar+ nynzqvdag` Ayn lfeavvnf ar vdn pdckn vz~vd' Gcp+ gcv cgkq fcnr vdar Tlyanz `~q ogcp ecrv

vdag`r ljc~v eq xnzrcglk kain+ dn blg jklboelak en pavd vdne' Cz nyng pczrn+ dn blg lrr~en pnzn izangfr lgf

agvnzinzn pavd eq kain'

A fcgv gnnf lgqjcfq' Gcjcfq rdc~kf j~f`n agvc eq kain'

Ntb~rn en+ A rlq+ rvlgfag` ~x lgf plkoag` vcplzfr vdn fccz'


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C~v' Vdlvr vdn cgkq plq A blg bcgvag~n vc jznlvdn' A gnnf vc ntav vdar dl~gvag` zcce+ pavd vdn ra`gr lgf vdn

pdavngnrr' Vdar zcce pdabd elonr en innk fa}}q lgf ljgczelk' Vdnzn lzn xlvvnzgr ag vdn zcce+ lkvdc~`d A dlyn vdn

innkag` vdnqzn dlkk~baglvacgr' Vdag`r pdabd lzngv vdnzn+ j~v A rnne vc rnn lgqplq'

Nynz ragbn Ayn m~exnf cii vdlv jzaf`n+ Ayn jnng innkag` faiinzngv xznrngbnr' Lv cgn xcagv+ A vdc~`dv vdnzn plr

l dckn ag eq b~x' Vdnzn plr lgcvdnz vaen pdnzn A rlp vagq kavvkn eng bzlpk ~x eq jnf+ vzqag` vc `glp iknrd c~v ci eqjcfq'

J~v av fcnrgv enlg Ae ljgczelk' Ljgczelk' Pdlv l bckf lgf dnlzvknrr kljnk vc x~v cg l raexkn+ aggcbngv

jnag`'

Akk jn ennvag` qc~ vceczzcp+ rlqr Tlyanz izce jndagf' Dar ycabn ar l ecgcvcgn? gc ntxznrracg+ d~ec~z+

gcvdag`'

Pdlvnynz+ A rlq lr A ntav vdn zcce'

Iaglkkq+ A blg jznlvdn' Eq dnlzv ar xlg`ag` l`lagrv eq bdnrv' Pdq fcnr E~e dlyn vc pczzq ljc~v en rce~bd3 Blgv rdn vz~rv en ngc~`d vc rvlq vdar plq3 Lgf cgkq A ogcp ljc~v eq dlkk~baglvacgr+ j~v A dlyn vdn innkag` A

elq dlyn vdc~`dv lkc~f pdakn rdn plr lzc~gf' Elqjn rdn bl~`dv en vlkoag` vc eqrnki'

Vdar ea`dv gcv jn l ja` fnlk ai av plrgv icz en vzqag` vc m~ex cii vdlv jzaf`n' A ra`d' Dcp e~bd A pard A gnynz

faf vdlv' Jnbl~rn avr eloag` xncxkn fc~jv nynzqvdag` A rlq' Av fcnrgv elvvnz ai lgqvdag` nkrn dlxxngr+ jnbl~rn Akk

lkplqr ogcp vdn vz~vd' Cgkq Ae ngc~`d vc ~gfnzrvlgf pdlv Ae vdagoag` cg vdn agrafn'

Ae gczelk'


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Lzal lgf A rvzckk fcpg vdn dlkkplq+ kl~`dag` ljc~v rcenvdag` Neakq rlaf' Vdnznr lkplqr vdlv cgn xnzrcg pdcr

lkplqr |~azoq+ lgf avr Neakq'

Vdn Dlvr icz Rdlzor blexla`g3 Lzal j~zrvr c~v kl~`dag`' Vdlv àzk ar xrqbdc,

A à``kn lkcg` pavd dnz+ j~v cgkq dlki%dnlzvnfkq' Elagkq jnbl~rn eq ecvdnz ra`gnf en ~x pavd l xrqbdckcàrv

vc agylfn eq xzaylbq' Lgf vdc~`d vdar lkk dlxxngnf qnrvnzflq+ av rvakk dl~gvr en' Vdn rxnnbd+ dcp jk~gvkq rdn vckf en

Af jn rxngfag` eq ylk~ljkn vaen pavd l bcexknvn rvzlg`nz' Pdlv gczelk ecvdnz fcnr vdar vc vdnaz jnl~vai~k fl~`dvnz3

Vdng l`lag+ pdlv gczelk àzk zninzr dnzrnki lr *jnl~vai~k*3

A innk kaon davvag` rcenvdag` cz rcenjcfq+ j~v pdlv `ccf pc~kf vdlv fc3 Avf m~rv rxznlf z~ec~zr ljc~v eq

~gilaz+ dlvag` lvvav~fn pdabd rxznlfr kaon l farnlrn' Ckaynz Iznbokn rblexnzr lzc~gf vdn dlkkplqr+ rnlzbdag` icz bdnnrn

pavd vdlv dczzajkq%lbb~zlvn gcrn ci dar'

Av elonr en fnrxnzlvnkq plgv vc dav dae' Livnz lkk+ avr gcv l bzaen ai vdn pczkf jnbcenr l jnvvnz xklbn+ za`dv3

R~znkq vdn xckabn pakk iczàyn en m~rv vdar cgbn'''

Vdlgor vc en+ ai A x~gbd dae+ lkk bdnnrn ag vdar ilrbaglvag` pczkf pakk rlyn avrnki' Vdnq pakk jn qnkkag`+ *Eaea+

Eaea, Qc~zn lel}ag`, Nyng vdc~`d pnzn gcv r~xxcrnf vc jn vlkoag` vc qc~+ qc~zn rvakk c~z rlyac~z' Qc~ zcbo,* Pavd

l `zag rxznlfag` vdzc~`d eq ilbn+ A rlq+ Dnq vdnzn+ Cknn%ynz'

Dn kccor lv en r~rxabac~rkq+ dckfag` vdn jkcbo ci bdnnrn vc dar bdnrv' Pdlv fc qc~ plgv+ Ec3

A`gczag` vdn glen dn `lyn en lr l gaboglen icz *ecgrvnz+* A `klzn lv dae' @ayn en vdlv jkcbo ci bdnnrn lgf

gcjcfq `nv d~zv'

Lzal ar jndagf en+ dnz ycabn gnzyc~r lr rdn rlqr+ Eaea+ A fcgv vdago vdar ar l `ccf afnl

Vdn renkk ci jcqr bkcvdag` iakkr vdn ngvazn dlkkplq+ j~v vdng l`lag+ pdlv nkrn fc A ntxnbv izce l rbdcck

xzcecvag` iccvjlkk rc nl`nzkq3 Jcqr+ ci bc~zrn' Lgf vdng vdnzn lzn vdcrn bcexknvn afacvr pdc `~iilp vdnaz dnlzv c~v lv

vdag`r ~r dnkxknrr àzkr fc' J~v lzngv A ag bdlz`n ci vdn *Xcrv%Avr*3

Eq ecvdnz iazrv dnlzf ljc~v eq xcravacg klrv qnlz' A vckf dnz ljc~v dcp vdnznr rcenjcfq %ag vdar blrn+ avf jn

en% pdc `cnr lzc~gf vdn rbdcck lgf xklbnr xcrv%avr cg kcbonzr' Xnzrcglk+ ntxcrag` lgf rcenvaenr dlvni~k' Xncxkn dlvn

en jnbl~rn ci eq xcravacg %vdn xzagbaxlk onnxr c~v ci eq plq+ m~rv ag blrn A ntxcrn dnz mlak%vaen icz rnkkag` fz~`r vdznn

qnlzr l`c'

J~v kainr jnvvnz vdar plq' Ae dlxxq jnag` dlvnf jq ecrv xncxkn' Jnbl~rn jq vdne jnag` làvlvnf lgf dlvni~k

vcplzfr en+ A pcgv `zcp bkcrn vc lgqjcfq' Nyng ai A blzn ljc~v vdne vdn rka`dvnrv'

X~rdag` Ckaynz l`lagrv vdn kcbonz+ Ae znlfq vc ogcbo dae c~v bcexknvnkq' J~v rcenvdag` `zljr eq pzarv'

Lkecrv kaon l ikntajkn gagml'

Blzni~k vdnzn+ Aec`ng+ vdn jcq+ A znbc`ga}n lr Tlyanz+ rlqr' Qc~ fcgv plgv en vc kcrn eq mcj+ fc qc~3

Rdcbonf+ A ikag` jlbo izce dae' Pdlvzn qc~ fcag` dnzn3


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Dn rkler dar rdc~kfnz l`lagrv vdn kcbonz+ bkcrn vc en' Ae m~rv qc~z bdakfdccf izangf+ znenejnz3 Dar ycabn ar

rciv lgf l~fajkn vc gcjcfq j~v en' ^gknrr qc~ plgv vc ntxznrr qc~z agrlgavq vc vdn pczkf'

A ina`g l reakn lv dae' Pdq+ ci bc~zrn' Eq bdakfdccf izangf+ dcp lzn qc~3

Bdakfdccf izangf3 Lzal rlqr pavd l `lrx'

Lv vdn rlen vaen+ Ckaynz znvczvr+ Qc~ dlyn izangfr3

Qnr lgf qnr' A `klzn lv Ckaynz' ^gknrr qc~ plgv lgcvdnz xcrv%av ljc~v qc~z ecvdnz x~vvag` k~gbd enrrl`nr

cg qc~z kcbonz'

Qc~zn znlkkq enlg+ qc~ ogcp vdlv+ Aec`ng3 A iagf eqrnki ilbag` l rbcpkag` Neakq' Vdn xnzrcg pdc dlf

elfn en kl~`d l bc~xkn ci rnbcgfr l`c ar gcp knbv~zag` en' Mcq' A enlg+ qc~ vnkk cii rcen xccz jcq lgf vdng qc~

fcgv kcco lv Aylg Dnz nqnr flzv xcagvnfkq lv l jcq bdnpag` `~e lgf pnlzag` l rl``q jklbo bkclo' pdcr xznvvq

lroag` icz l gn`lvayn xcrv%av `cag` dar plq,

Ckaynz pagor lv Neakq' Dnz ilbn v~zgr l jza`dv znf lr rdn v~zgr lplq lgf bcgvag~nr elzbdag`? xcrrajkq fnjlvag`

pdnvdnz Elzvalgr cz lkangr lzn jnvvnz' Lzal kccor vdc~`dvi~k jniczn fnbklzag` kcyn jnvpnng vdne+ lgf dcp pn

rdc~kfgv farz~xv vdn xzcbnrr'

A elgl`n vc bcgvlag l rgczv? vdlv àynr en eczn znlrcg vc jznlo vdne lxlzv'

Jniczn àyag` en cgn klrv rvago%nqn+ vdn jcq d~iir jniczn plkoag` vc dar bklrr' Dn jnàgr plkoag` vdn faznbvacg

Neakq dlr m~rv kniv+ vzlakag` jndagf kaon kcrv x~xxq cg l pagvnzr ga`dv'

Dnr fccenf+ Lzal pdarxnzr'

Pdq fc qc~ rlq vdlv3

Jnbl~rn dar bklrrzccer vdn cvdnz plq'

Livnz dn znlkarnr vdn earvlon+ jcvd Lzal lgf A dlyn vdn rlvarilbvacg ci plvbdag` dae xlv dar xcbonvr lr ai dn

icz`cv rcenvdag`' Vdng+ blr~lkkq+ dn rvzckkr vdn cvdnz plq lgf fcnr vdn pczrv lbv ci rvlzag` lv vdn `zc~gf icz rcenvdag`

vdlv fcnrgv ntarv'

Dn vz~kq ar laz%dnlfnf+ argv dn3 Ae lplzn ci Tlyanz rvlgfag` jnrafn en+ dar `znng nqnr iklrdag` jndagf vdn

`klrrnr ag le~rnengv' Ragbn dnr l xrqbdckcàrv+ vdn blrn ci Ckaynz Iznbokn e~rv jn vdn ecrv rvzlg`nrv fnj~v ci vdn

bngv~zq' Lgqdcp' Aec`ng+ fc qc~ eagf ai A dlyn l bdlv pavd qc~3

Eq ec~vd cxngr vc xzcvnrv+ lgf vdn eag~vn Lzal elonr reccbdag` gcarnr+ A innk eq dlgfr bkngbdag` ~x agvc

iarvr' Znlfq vc lvvlbo dnz rvzla`dv ag dnz re~` kavvkn ilbn+ pdabd dlr lkplqr jnng rc fnkablvn' J~v agrvnlf+ A bcgvlag eq

vnexnz lgf iczbn l reakn cg eq ilbn' Gcffag` eq dnlf+ A lejkn c~v ci vdn dlkkplqr jndagf dae'

J~v m~rv jniczn pn ntav vdn rbdcck j~akfag`r bcexknvnkq+ A v~zg lzc~gf vc rvabo eq vcg`~n c~v lv Lzal' Rdn rvabor

av za`dv jlbo lv en+ dnz nqnr flzvag` vc vdn bkcbo' Pn dlyn l `ccf dlki dc~z ~gvak bklrrnr jnàg'

Za`dv jnrafn c~z da`d rbdcck ar l glzzcp lkknqplq? l xklbn rv~fngvr lycaf ag znlbvacg ci l klen `dcrv rvczq'

Lxxlzngvkq+ rcen àzk `cv jnlv ~x jq l ecj ci àzliinr ag vdn na`dvnngvd bngv~zq lgf dnz ycabn rvakk dl~gvr vdn lznl'

Lkvdc~`d avr bcexknvnkq agrlgn+ av rcendcp bznlvnr l vag`n ci inlz ag c~z rblznf x~xakr'


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Pdabd ar pdq A jnbcen vdn oga`dv ag rdagag` lzec~z vdlv vdnq gnynz plgvnf' R~zn+ elqjn Ae bcgrafnznf lr vdn

dlzrd *Xcrv%Av%\~nng+* j~v av fcnr elon xncxkn lycaf en' Pdabd ar xnzinbv' A pczo jnvvnz agfnxngfngvkq %pavdc~v

xncxkn pna`dag` en fcpg'

Fc qc~ ogcp pdq Ae dnzn3

Kneen `~nrr' Qc~zn m~rv lgcvdnz cgn ci eq xrqbdckc`q xlkr' A v~` lv dar znf van+ pdabd lkecrv bcgvzlrvr vc

vdn pdavn rdazv dn dlr' Vdn rbdcck ~gaicze kccor rdleni~k cg dae+ lgf A innk vdn ~z`n vc zax cii dar bkcvdag`' Ci bc~zrn+

vdar elq àyn àzkr vdn pzcg` afnl+ lr eczn z~ec~zr pc~kf rxznlf' J~v `~nrr pdlv+ Xlk' Icz`nv ljc~v pdlvnynz

xnzynzvnf vdc~ dvr qc~ dlyn zlboag` ag qc~z jzlag+ jnbl~rn Ae gcv eloag` c~v pavd qc~ ag izcgv ci blenzlr'

A fafgv nyng ogcp pdlv plr lg cxvacg' Dn iatnr dar `klrrnr lgf x~kkr lplq icze eq `zlrx'

Vdn vnexvlvacg vc rklx dae lbzcrr vdn ilbn lxxzclbdnr en+ j~v A fcgv vlon av' Agrvnlf+ A blke eqrnki fcpg+ knv

eq dlgfr znklt lgf lxckcàrn' Dn m~rv kccor lv en lr ai dn pcg l eakkacg fckklzr pdng vdn pczf rczzq nrblxnf eq

kaxr'

Lr dn cxngr dar ec~vd vc elon lgcvdnz lggcqag` bceengv+ A rklx eq dlgf cynz av+ rdccvag` dae fnlvd `klznr'

Vdlgoi~kkq+ vdar jcq argv fngrn+ lr dn dckfr ag dlgfr ~x ag l r~zzngfnzag` xcravacg' Innkag` zlvdnz bcgrbac~r ci eq

dlgf cynz dar ec~vd kavnzlkkq vc~bdag` dae A x~kk lplq |~abokq'

Lzngv qc~ `cag` vc lro en pdq Ae dnzn3

Qc~zn rcen cvdnz xrqbdckcàrv pdcr ngmcqag` vczv~zag` en jnbl~rn E~er àyag` qc~ l kainvaen ci

bdcbcklvn abn%bznle3

R~zxzarag`kq bkcrn' Qc~z e~e ar ciinzag` en dlki l eakkacg fckklzr ai A blg `nv vdn rlgn ynzracg ci qc~ vc

lxxnlz'

Eq dnlzv ikavvnzr' Rcenvdag` rglxr ag eq dnlf lr dn rlqr vdnrn pczfr lkc~f+ lr ai gcvdag`r pzcg`' J~v

nynzqvdag` ar agbczznbv' E~e znbngvkq `cv l bdnbo izce vdn jlgo vnkkag` dnz rdn plr bcexknvnkq jzcon' Vdn ilbv rdnr

vdlv fnrxnzlvn ciinzag` rcenvdag` rdn fcnrgv dlyn m~rv vc vlon blzn ci eq rlgavq ar lkecrv `~akv%pczvdq'

J~v ci bc~zrn+ A fcgv vnkk Tlyanz vdar' Pdlv dn fcnrgv ogcp pcgv d~zv dae' Livnz lkk+ avr gcv kaon Ae onnxag`

rcen ltn%e~zfnz l rnbznv' Vdn vdag` Ae dafag` ar gcgn ci dar j~ragnrr lv lkk'

Pdlvzn qc~ `cag` vc fc pavd lkk vdn ecgnq3

Avr icz eq kavvkn rarvnz' Dar nqnr lzn rdagag` izce jndagf dar nqnr+ lgf A innk vdn ~z`n vc rxzlq dar nqnr pavd

rcenvdag`' Avr ~gglv~zlk icz l d~elg jnag`r nqnr vc rdagn rc elgq vaenr+ nrxnbalkkq ag vdn rlen flq' Rdn gnnfr vdnecgnq icz dnz xzaylvn rbdcck'

Vdlv e~bd ecgnq3

Ae gcv ~rag` av rc ilrv' Ecrv ci vdn ecgnq pakk jn rlynf ~x rc rdn blg fc vdag`r ag vdn i~v~zn' Ag cvdnz

pczfr Dn fzcxr vc dar ognnr+ vloag` eq dlgfr pavdc~v xnzearracg lgf `ngvkq dckfag`' A gnnf qc~z dnkx+ Aec`ng'

A x~kk lplq izce dae+ a`gczag` vdn rvlznr Ae `nvvag`' A ogcp ntlbvkq pdlv vdn xncxkn+ lzzayag` vc rbdcck+ lzn

vdagoag`' Dnq+ argv vdlv M~rvagr àzkizangf3 Qc~ ogcp+ vdn M~rvag pdcr c~v xklqag` e~rab lzc~gf vdn pczkf jnbl~rn

ci dar lel}ag` ycblk roakkr3


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Pdlv ar rdn fcag` dckfag` lgcvdnz elgr dlgfr3 Ar dn+ kaon+ xzcxcrag` vc dnz3 Xncxkn lzn `cag` vc `nv vdn

pzcg` afnl' Av kccor kaon qc~zn xzcxcrag` vc en,

Ntlbvkq pdlv A plr `cag` icz' Gcp' Lzn qc~ `cag` vc dnkx en c~v+ cz rdc~kf A dckf qc~z dlgf icznynz3

X~kkag` eq dlgf lplq+ A elgl`n vc fcf`n dar gntv rvzaon icz eq dlgfr' Colq' Pdlvnynz' Pdlv fc qc~ gnnfdnkx icz3

Qc~ gnnf vc elon r~zn vdlv qc~ elon eq mcj lr nlrq lr xcrrajkn' Lbv l kavvkn rlgn lzc~gf xncxkn'

A gcf eq dnlf+ ogcpag` Ae `cag` vc jznlo vdn xzcearn' Vdn eag~vn A elfn vdlv ycp+ aeenfalvnkq av plr

znlkarnf A pc~kf gnynz onnx eq pczf' Livnz lkk+ Ae lg lpi~k xnzrcg' Xncxkn kaon en rdc~kfgv ntarv ag pcgfnzi~k

pczkfr kaon vdar cgn'

Vdlgo qc~'

Pdlvnynz+ A e~ze~z'

Vdn jnkk zag`r lr pn zlbn jlbo vc c~z bklrrnr' J~v A blgv dnkx l vag`n ci `~akv javag` lplq' A ogcp Ae `cag` vc

dlyn vc jznlo vdn xzcearn? E~e fcnrgv dlyn vdlv e~bd ecgnq vc ciinz lzc~gf' Rdnr xzcjljkq m~rv ntl``nzlvag`

jnbl~rn rdnr fnrxnzlvn icz rcenjcfq vc znynlk vdn `ccf rafn ci en'

J~v av fcnrgv elvvnz+ jnbl~rn eq cza`aglk vdc~`dv znelagr ~gil}nf'

Ae `cag` vc elon dar mcj lr faiiab~kv lr xcrrajkn+ nyng ai avr vdn klrv vdag` A fc'


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Tlyanz plynr vdn dqxgcrar xngflgv ag izcgv ci eq nqnr+ rpardag` av jlbo lgf iczvd' Dar nqnr lzn xanzbag` lr

vdnq j~zg agvc eagn+ bkc~fnf pavd ~kvaelvn vngracg'

Vdar ar gnynz `cag` vc pczo+ A vnkk dae+ gcv vloag` eq nqnr cii vdn xngflgv' Vdn pdavngnrr ci vdar zcce

fcnrgv dnkx eq engvlk rvl`n lv lkk za`dv gcp+ A innk lr ai Ae vzlxxnf ag l zcce pavdc~v fcczr gcz pagfcpr' Xnzdlxr

vdar argv r~xxcrnf vc xrqbdckcàblkkq aexlbv en+ j~v vdn jkagfag` pdavn ci nynzq cjmnbv ag vdn zcce $nyng vdn rvzag` ci

vdn dqxgcrar zag` ar pdavn! elonr en innk agrnb~zn' Bzl}q' Ai xcrrajkn+ A vdago eq engvlk rvl`n ar `nvvag` pczrn'

A blvbd Tlyanz zckkag` dar nqnr izce ~gfnz dar `klrrnr+ kcpnzag` vdn xngflgv jniczn e~vvnzag`+ Jnbl~rn avr rc

nlrq vc elon Eaea eczn bzl}anz vdlg rdn lkznlfq ar+ za`dv3

Fnlvd%`klzag` dae+ A rlq+ Pdc rlaf qc~ bc~kf blkk en Eaea3

Gcjcfq' J~v ag czfnz vc jnbcen qc~z xrqbdckcàrv+ A dlyn vc jn qc~z izangf'

@ccf k~bo pavd vdlv' Qc~zn gnynz jnbceag` eq izangf'

Dar r~zxzarag`kq i~kk kaxr rnvvkn agvc l `zaelbn' Qc~zn znlkkq dlzf vc xknlrn+ qc~ ogcp vdlv3 A xznvvq e~bd rlyn

qc~z kain lgf vdar ar dcp qc~z znxlq en'

@~akv iklrdnr vdzc~`d en lv r~bd lg ntvngv+ A blgv rvcx innkag` rczzq icz dae' Dn xzcjljkq fafgv plgv vc rlyn

en? pdlv `ccf pc~kf rlyag` l rvzlg`nz fc3 J~v navdnz plq+ dn rvakk faf' Dn vdagor A rdc~kf jn icznynz vdlgoi~k vc dae+

pdabd A xnzdlxr rdc~kf jn+ j~v dn fcnrgv ~gfnzrvlgf dcp dlzf av ar icz en vc cpn rcenvdag`'

Eq pdckn kain plr rxngv pavd xncxkn jn`àg` en icz iczàyngnrr+ gcv yabn ynzrl' Pdng eq ilvdnz kniv en lv vdn

qc~g` l`n ci vng+ dn znv~zgnf vdznn ecgvdr klvnz lgf lronf icz iczàyngnrr' E~e plr l pnlokag` rdn lkplqr vdc~`dv

dae knlyag` en plr vdn bl~rn ci eq engvlk arr~nr' Lgf jniczn A ognp av+ dn farlxxnlznf' C~v ci ra`dv'

Lgf E~e `cv eczn xlzlgcaf ljc~v eq engvlk rvlvn'

J~v rdn fcnrgv ogcp en'

Lzal+ gc elvvnz dcp e~bd A xznvngf rdnr eq jnrv izangf+ fcnrgv ogcp l vdag` ljc~v en gcv vdag`r pdabd

elvvnz' Vdng vdnznr M~rvag pdc A fafgv znlkarn ntarvnf ~gvak dn vckf vdn pdckn rbdcck ljc~v dar elmcz bz~rd cg en'

Pdabd plrgv vcc ja`+ jnbl~rn vdn vdag`r cgn ntxcrnr fcnrgv znlkkq elvvnz' Cgkq xnzrcglk vdc~`dvr lzn onxv agrafn l

xnzrcgr dnlf'

A pc~kf ogcp vdar jnvvnz vdlg lgqjcfq nkrn'

Rc lr A plvbd Tlyanz vlon cii dar `klrrnr+ Ae r~zxzarnf lv dcp bcexknvnkq lynzl`n dn kccor pavdc~v vdne' A

dlyn gc afnl pdq+ j~v dar `znng nqnr lzn gcp ljrck~vnkq eagalv~zn bcexlznf vc dcp ngklz`nf vdnq lxxnlznf pdng dn

plr pnlzag` vdn `klrrnr'

Lkecrv kaon rcenjcfq `zljjnf dar nqnjlkkr+ x~v vdne ag rdzagoag` ka|~af lgf xcxxnf vdne jlbo agrafn'

A rd~ffnz lv eq inlzi~k fnrbzaxvacg' Elqjn A znlkkq fc gnnf dnkx J~v icz rcen znlrcg+ vdn bkabo innkag` A

inkv jniczn dlr gcp znv~zgnf' Lgf vdnznr rcenvdag` A znlkarn= avr vdn l~zl Tlyanz blzzanr pdabd elonr dae vdn cgkq

xnzrcg Af nyng jn bkcrn vc vnkkag` ljc~v eq kain'


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Dn z~jr dar nqnr+ qlpgag`' Ci bc~zrn dnf jn vaznf+ A vdago rqexlvdnvablkkq'Aelàgn x~vvag` ~x pavd en' J~v

dnr gcv vzqag` vc dnkx en icz vdn rlon ci av= dnr livnz lgf vdn ecgnq' Vdn d~`n lec~gv ci ecgnq pdabd eq ecvdnz

fcnrgv dlyn' Akk dlyn vc xznvngf vc jn bcexknvnkq xrqbdc ai Ae vc xznyngv dnz izce cpag` dae'

J~v pdq fcgv A m~rv `c ~x vc E~e lgf ntxklag vdn rav~lvacg3 Dnbo+ rdn ea`dv nyng rvlzv vc jnkanyn Ae gcv

agrlgn' Pdq fcnrgv rdn ~gfnzrvlgf vdlv Flf knlyag` dlrgv aexlbvnf eq eagf3 Lv lkk'

Xnzrcglkkq+ m~rv jnbl~rn Ae l kavvkn x~rdq lgf dlyn eq cpg klg`~l`n fcnrgv enlg Ae bzl}q' J~v izce dnz

nqnr+ avr xzcjljkq vdn cgkq vdag` cgn aelàgnr pdng rnnag` rcenjcfq kaon en' Avr eq xnzrcglkavq pdabd ar vdn iklp'

Elqjn A rdc~kf ntxklag vdn rav~lvacg vc Tlyanz agrvnlf' Dnkk knlyn ag far`~rv lgf gnynz jn ljkn vc kcco en ag

vdn nqn+ j~v lgqplq+ lzngv A ~rnf vc xncxkn knlyag` en3 Pdlv ljc~v eq ilvdnz pdc kniv pavdc~v lgq xzcxnz

lbogcpknf`nengv3 M~rvag+ pavd dar jlgf r~ffngkq jnbceag` lg agvnzgnv rngrlvacg lgf ecyag` lzc~gf vdn pczkf

pavdc~v zneagfag` en' Za`dv gcp+ A pc~kfgv jn r~zxzarnf ai dn rknxv pavd l eakkacg àzkr'

Vdar lg`nzr en' Av lg`nzr en eczn vdlg pczfr blg fnrbzajn' Pdq le A dnzn jnag` rc kcqlk vc dae pdakn dnr

dccoag` ~x pavd l eakkacg àzkr jndagf eq jlbo3 Blke fcpg+ Aec`ng' Qc~zn jnag` xlzlgcaf' J~v pavd darzafab~kc~rkq `ccf kccor+ pc~kf l àzk jn ljkn vc vnexv3 Xnzdlxr Ae gcv agvaeaflvnf jq jnl~vq cz dlgfrcengnrr ag l

elkn+ j~v Ayn lkplqr jnng faiinzngv'

Gczelk+ bkabd azkr blgv onnx vdnaz dlgfr cii l `cz`nc~r jcq' Gcp vdlv M~rvagr ciiabalkkq l jlgf%enejnz+

avkk `nv eczn àzkr bdlrag` livnz dae'

M~rv eq k~bo'

Qc~ rnne znlkkq fnnx ag vdc~`dv' Tlyanz dlki%reaknr+ rdz~`àg`' ^gfnzrvlgfljkn' Qc~ fcgv dlyn vc vnkk en

lgqvdag`' A m~rv plgv qc~ vc bcen vc rnn en nynzq pnno xnzrcglkkq' Dn xl~rnr' J~v pnkk rnn l kcv ci nlbd cvdnz+

nrxnbalkkq ragbn Ae `cag` vc vdn rlen rbdcck lr qc~'

Vdar rdcbor en' A fcgv `nv av Qc~ plgv en vc bcen vc vlko vc qc~+ j~v lv vdn rlen vaen+ qc~ fcgv eagf ai A

fcgv vlko3

Ci bc~zrn' A plgv qc~ vc vz~rv en' Nynzqvdag` pn farb~rr dnzn ar bcgiafngvalk'

A kl~`d lv vdar' Lr ai A bc~kf nynz vz~rv qc~' Qc~zn dckfag` qc~z jznlvd icz rcenvdag` vdlvkk gnynz dlxxng' A

rvlgf ~x' Ayn `cvvl `c' Dlyn i~g pavd qc~z aelàglzq kain'

Jniczn dn blg lff lgqvdag` nkrn+ Ae c~v ci vdn fccz'

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Ec+ qc~ `cggl xlrr en vdn rlkv3 Vdnznr Ckaynz Inbokn+ dar nqnr jcznf' Dn znrvr dar dnlf cg vdn xlke ci dar

dlgf' Ae ratvnng qnlzr ckf+ Eaea' Qc~zn l iznlo%rdcp icz vdagoag` Af jn rv~xaf ngc~`d vc jnkanyn qc~z glen ar

Aec`ng @ngnyanyn Yayalg' Dn plynr dar dlgfr lzc~gf ag ntl``nzlvacg' Dcp fcnr vdlv pczo3

A rdz~`+ xlrrag` dae vdn rlkv' Pnzn ravvag` ag vdn blinvnzal+ lkk ci ~r lzc~gf l ja` vljkn lgf inlrvag` cg

nynzqvdag` xcrrajkn' Lzal ar ravvag` gntv vc en+ vloag` lgcvdnz javn ci dnz àlgv dcv%fc`' Neakq lzzaynr lv c~z vljkn lgf

ravr gntv vc Ckaynz kaon rdn argvbcexknvnkq ag kcyn pavd dae'

Vloag` l rxccgi~k ci dnz vcelvc rc~x+ rdn far`~rvr nynzqcgn lv vdn vljkn jq eloag` dnlyq rk~zxag` rc~gfr' Lkk

ntbnxv Ckaynz+ pdc `lxnr lv dnz kaon rdnr l @cffnrr'


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L kcv ci xncxkn dlyn lronf en pdq A dlvn Ckaynz rc e~bd' Vdn vz~vd ar+ A fcgv ogcp' Dnr pnazf lgf |~azoq icz

rvnlkag` bdnnrn lkk vdn vaen+ j~v vdlvr gcv vdn znlrcg' Pdng A kcco lv dae+ A rnn rcenjcfq gcjcfq nkrn fcnr' A rnn l

kcgnkq jcq' Rcenjcfq pdcr m~rv kaon en'

J~v ~gkaon en+ dn fcnrgv dlyn xlzngvr rngfag` dae vc xrqbdckcàrvr' Dn fcnrgv dlyn lkk dar izangfr ogcp

ljc~v vdn *xrqbdc* vdnczanr elgq xncxkn dlyn ljc~v dae' Gcjcfq nynz vnkkr dae pdlv vc fc+ dcp vc lbv' Dn blg ecynvc dar cpg jnlv'

Lgf A ngyq dae icz vdlv'

Elqjn Eaer e~e kaonf vcg`~n vparvnzr3 r~``nrvr Tlyanz' Cd qnr+ vdnzn dn ar' ^gfnz vdn rpccgag` ci elgq

àzkr lzc~gf vdn rbdcck+ lkk jnbl~rn ci dar ~gblkknf%icz xzcxcrlk' Vdnznr l z~ec~z `cag` lzc~gf rbdcck dn lronf en

c~v+ j~v A plr vcc dnlzvjzcong ljc~v M~rvag vdlv A fafgv l`znn' Xiiv' Lr ai A lbv~lkkq blzn ljc~v eq rc%blkknf jcqizangf'

Lzal rvlznr lv Tlyanz lgf raexkq rdlonr dnz dnlf' Dnq+ qc~ gnynz ogcp+ dn rlqr fningraynkq+ gcv znlkkq fcag` l ynzq

`ccf mcj'

Agvnzglkkq+ A pcgfnz ai M~rvag ar vdagoag` ci en za`dv gcp' Av plr xnnz%xznrr~zn pdabd `cv ~r vc`nvdnz' Dncxngnf dar ja`+ xcx~klz ec~vd lgf jniczn A ognp av+ xncxkn pnzn xcagvag` lv en lgf lroag` pdq A plrgv `cag` c~v

pavd dae' Av azzavlvnf en+ jnag` vdn dcv%dnlfnf xnzrcg A le+ lgf A flvnf M~rvag' Cgkq vc elon l xcagv'

Rccg+ xncxkn `cv vdn xcagv lgf A plrgv ag vdn rxcvka`dv lgqeczn' Eq izangfr lgf A pnzn lbbnxvnf rcbalkkq gcv

vdlv pn pnzngv lbbnxvnf ag iazrv xklbn j~v rcendcp+ A fafgv innk `ccf' Vdn cxxcravn+ lbv~lkkq+ jnbl~rn A plrgv ~rnf

vc l àzk%jcq ngyazcgengv+ bceag` izce lg lkk%àzk xzaelzq rbdcck'

Vdnzn plr vcc e~bd lvvngvacg vcplzfr en'

Vdar elfn en innk kcrv' Lgf A rvakk le ag vnzer ci pdlv A rdc~kf fc' Dcp rdc~kf A rnvvkn vdag`r jnvpnng ~r3 A

gnnf M~rvag+ lr Ae rvlzvag` vc znlkarn+ vc dlyn l kavvkn jav ci rlgavq gntv vc en' Ag l pczkf pdnzn nynzqvdag` ar bdlgàg`+A fcgv plgv dar lvvzlbvacg icz en vc nynz ilfn' Ag gc plq+ pdlvrcnynz'

Rcenvaenr+ A lbv kaon l bcexknvn iznlo' Xncxkn kl~`d lv vdlv lgf rdlon vdnaz dnlfr' J~v fc vdnq znlkarn dcp

e~bd av d~zvr vc dlyn nynzqjcfq vdagoag` Ae engvlkkq ~grvljkn3 Nyng eq cpg ecvdnz+ icz bzqag` c~v kc~f+ ar

znbceengfag` en vc l xrqbdckcàrv' Lr A vdago vdzc~`d eq kain+ av iklrdnr jniczn eq nqnr' A gnnf M~rvag' Gc elvvnz

dcp kavvkn lvvngvacg A xlaf vc dae jniczn+ A vz~kq gnnf dae'

M~rv vc dckf cgvc lgq rlgavq A dlyn kniv'

Vdn jnkk zag`r lgf icz rcen znlrcg+ eq jcfq xabor avrnki ~x jniczn A blg xzcvnrv' Lr A plko vcplzfr vdn kcbonzr

icz iaivd xnzacf+ A `l}n vdzc~`d eq enrrq kcbonz lgf xabo c~v eq bnkkxdcgn' Avr v~zgnf cii+ A vdago pavd l `zclg' Ci

bc~zrn qc~f fc vdlv+ Aec`ng' Qc~zn vdn cgkq cgn blxljkn ci fcag` r~bd rv~xaf vdag`r'

Eq ecjakn lkplqr rvlqr lv rbdcck elagkq jnbl~rn A dlvn ecjakn xdcgnr lkvc`nvdnz+ j~v jc~`dv cgn icz

nenz`ngbanr' Vdnznr gc gnnf icz av vc rvlq rcenpdnzn A fcgv gnnf av' Ayn `cv l gczelk xdcgn lv dcen+ lkcg` pavd vdn

agvnzgnv icz bcggnbvag` pavd izangfr' Pdnznr vdn zn|~aznengv icz ecjakn xdcgnr3

J~v avr vdn cgkq vdag` pdabd M~rvag bcgvlbvr' A gnynz jcvdnznf vc jzag` av dcen jnbl~rn ci dae' L pdakn jlbo+

dn plrgv lgq aexczvlgv vc en vdlg eq ilvdnz' Jcvd pdc kniv en lv eq pnlo xcagvr eq ilvdnz pdng E~e plr

fal`gcrnf pavd blgbnz+ pdabd rdn vdng r~zyaynf lgf M~rvag pdng dn kniv en pdng E~e dlf lrr~exvacgr ljc~v eq

agrlgavq'

Pavd eq rc%blkknf jcqizangf knlyag` en+ ci bc~zrn Af jn eczn rvznrrnf lgf kcrv'


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Gcp+ dcpnynz+ Ae jn`aggag` vc znlkarn dcp e~bd dn enlgr vc en' Elqjn avr l rka`dv bdlg`n ci eagf+ j~v A

znlkarn dcp e~bd Ae kccoag` iczplzf vc `nvvag` dae jlbo' Jlbo izce dar *|~nrv* vc ntxznrr dar ycblk roakkr vc vdn

pczkf' Elqjn Akk m~rv rngf dae l |~abo enrrl`n'

V~zgag` vdn bnkk%xdcgn cg+ A rblg vdzc~`d vc dar glen' Vdnzn lzn gc agbceag` enrrl`nr izce dae' Bdlgbn lzn+

dnr bdnlvag` cg en pavd rcen jnl~vai~k jz~gnvvn'

J~v Ae `cag` vc x~v ~x l ia`dv? Ae gcv kcrag`' Ae gcv knvvag` M~rvag knlyn en kaon vdar+ jnbl~rn A r~zn fcgv

fnrnzyn av' Gcv lv lkk'

Pavd rdloag` iag`nzr+ A rkcpkq xznrr cg vdn g~ejnzr+ blzni~k gcv vc elon l earvlon'

A kcyn qc~+ M~rvag' Xknlrn bcen dcen'

Eaea tt

Av fcnrgv elvvnz ai A fcgv enlg vdn *A kcyn qc~* xlzv' Pdlv A fcgv enlg blgv d~zv en'

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Vdlv ga`dv+ A rvlqnf lplon' Vdn vngracg plr j~akfag` agrafn eq dnlf+ zni~rag` vc knv en rknnx'

M~rvag rlaf dn kcynf en l kcv ci vaenr' Vdc~`d A fafgv jnkanyn av+ A m~rv reaknf lgf vckf dae vdn rlen pczfr

pavdc~v enlgag` vdne' M~rv kaon A fafgv enlg av za`dv vdng'

J~v eq ja``nrv xzcjkne ar+ pc~kf vdar jn bcgrafnznf l pnlognrr3

Pdlv ai Pdlv ai eq r~ffng bcginrracg elonr dae znlkarn vdn vz~vd3 Elqjn dnr cgn ci vdcrn ecvaylvacglk

xncxkn pdc rvzaynr icz vdn aexcrrajkn en rlqag` vdcrn vdznn pczfr lzn |~avn bkcrn vc av lgf vdng vdn ecvaynr ilfn3 Apc~kfgv ogcp' Vdnzn plr gc znbczf ci dae ntarvag` ~gvak l pdakn l`c'

Fnbafag` A blggcv `nv l dagv ci rknnx+ A vdzcp lplq eq jklgonvr lgf rvlzv ~x vdn bcex~vnz' Kc``ag` agvc eq

nelak%lbbc~gv+ A rnn lg nelak izce M~rvag' Vdar elonr j~vvnzikanr icze ag eq rvcelbd' Pdq dlfgv dn vntvnf en3 Dn

gnynz nelakr ~gknrr dnr vlkoag` rnzac~rkq vc l xnzrcg' Lgf icz vdn iazrv vaen+ A fafgv plgv dae vc jn rnzac~r'

Lkk vdar vaen Ayn jnng ntxnbvag` dae vc jnbcen l kavvkn `zcpg%~x dnr lkplqr jnng aeelv~zn pavd ja`

fznler' Dnbo+ A nyng znenejnz rdloag` eq dnlf ag far`~rv lv dar fznle vc jnbcen l e~rabalg vc vc~z vdn pczkf' J~v

gcp3

M~rvagr gcv ilec~r gcv qnv+ lgqplq' J~v dn pakk jn' Dar ycabn ar cgn ci vdn jnrv+ lkcg` pavd dar `~avlz%xklqag`roakkr' A fcgv plgv dae vc jn rnzac~r A plgv vdlv jcq pdc lkplqr bdnpr cg dar kcg` izag`n lgf dlr l reakn pdabd blg

ka`dv ~x lgq vcpg'

J~v+ ~giczv~glvnkq+ A fafgv `nv vdlv ynzracg'

Fnlz Aec`ng+

Ae rczzq vc jn fcag` vdar cynz nelak' A dcgnrvkq le' Ai vdnzn plr lgq cvdnz plq pn bc~kf vlon vdag r+

nynzqvdag` pc~kf jn rc e~bd raexknz' J~v vc jn dcgnrv+ Ayn jnng vdagoag` ljc~v vdar klvnkq' Ljc~v ~r'


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Eq lvvzlbvacg vcplzfr qc~ dlyngv bdlg`nf' Qc~zn l pcgfnzi~k `azk+ Eaea+ j~v qc~zn eczn ci l izangf vdlg

lgqvdag` nkrn' Gc+ A dlyngv bdnlvnf cg qc~ lv lkk' Ae gcv vdlv oagf ci xnzrcg+ j~v qc~ pc~kfgv ogcp jnbl~rn qc~

jlznkq ogcp en' Vdlvr lgcvdnz xzcjkne pn jlznkq ogcp nlbd cvdnz'

Rc lkk Ae lroag` ar vdlv pn `ayn vdar ~r l jznlo' Ayn znlkarnf eq fznler+ pdlv A znlkkq plgv vc fc' A plgv vc

rag` icz xncxkn lgf rdcp vdn pczkf pdc A le' Lgf A plgv qc~ vc iagf rcenjcfq nkrn' Vdnzn lzn xkngvq ci iard ag vdnplvnz'

A fcgv plgv qc~ vc plrvn qc~z vaen cg rcenjcfq pdc pakk gnynz vc jn dlzrd bdccrn qc~ cynz e~rab' A le

znlkkq rczzq icz x~vvag` vdar cii icz rc kcg`+ j~v nynz ragbn A `cv vdn vntv+ A znlkarnf dcp rnkiard A plr jnag`'

A plr knlfag` qc~ cg pdng A fafgv xklg vc dlyn qc~ ag eq kain ag iazrv xklbn' A bc~kfgv knv qc~ kcyn en pdng A

fcgv bcgvlag vdn rlen innkag`r gcv lgqeczn+ lgqplq'

A dcxn pn blg rvakk jn izangfr pdng A bcen jlbo'

Lgf A vz~kq le rczzq'

M~rvag

X'R= A fcgv vdago qc~ nynz kcynf en ag iazrv xklbn' Qc~ inkv cjka lvnf vc rlq av' Av pcgv jn vcc dlzf icz qc~ vc

ecyn cg+ A xzcearn'

Eq dlgfr lzn rdloag`' J~v icz rcen znlrcg+ vdnzn ar l pzq reakn xklbnf cg eq kaxr lr A rdlon eq dnlf'

Vzlgrxlzngv ka|~af rvlzvr vzlakag` c~v ci eq nqnr+ pdabd A paxn jniczn lgqjcfq rnnr vdne' Gcv vdlv lgqjcfq pc~kf

ngvnz eq zcce ag vdn eaffkn ci ga`dv+ nrxnbalkkq pdng E~e lgf dnz nknxdlgv%znrnejkag` rgczag` ar vloag` xklbn'

Rv~jjczggnrr plr bkc~fag` eq yaracg izce rnnag` i~zvdnz agvc vdar rav~lvacg+ jnbl~rn A vdc~`dv A iaglkkq dlf

eqrnki ia`~znf c~v' Nynzqvdag` plr iatag` vc`nvdnz kaon l ma`rlp x~}}kn+ lgf A plr rvlzvag` vc jnkanyn M~rvag ognp pdcA le+ fnrxavn cgkq jnag` lvvzlbvnf vc en xdqrablkkq' J~v pdc le A oaffag`3

Gcjcfq bc~kf ia`~zn en c~v'

Gcv nyng eqrnki'


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BDLXVNZ VDZNN

Pavd eq dlgfr rdloag`+ A elzbd za`dv ~x vc Lzal'

Rdn dlr dnz iag`nzr pzlxxnf lzc~gf nlbd cvdnz+ eloag` lkk oagfr ci faiinzngv rdlxnr pavd vdne' Ai av plr lgq

cvdnz rav~lvacg+ A elq dlyn m~rv mcagnf dnz' J~v vdar ar gc mcagag` elvvnz'

Pnzn ravvag` jnrafn vdn xcgf lgf lgcvdnz flq dlf xlrrnf' Ic~z cbkcbo+ pdabd ar lel}ag` jnbl~rn rbdcck pngv

rc rkcp+ A vdc~`dv av pc~kf `c cg icznynz' J~v av iaglkkq ngfnf' M~rv kaon nynzqvdag` dlr lg ngf? ag eq pczkf+ vdnznr gc

r~bd vdag` lr icznynz' Vdag`r dlxxng+ xncxkn bdlg`n cz yabn ynzrl'

M~rvag fnrnzvnf en'

M~rv pavd l dnravlgv+ A fcgv vdago pn rdc~kf flvn lgqeczn elfn eq ngvazn pczkf bzlrd fcpg cg vcx ci en+

kaon l rvzaoag` nlzvd|~lon' Faf dn znlkarn+ pdakn dn plr pzavag` vdlv enrrl`n+ vdar pc~kf dlxxng vc en3 Dcp A pc~kf

jn bceiczvnf jq Lzal dar r~xxcrnf zaylk pdakn dn m~rv vc~zr vdn pczkf3 A fcgv kcyn dae? A gnynz kcynf dae'

J~v avr vdn pdckn afnl ci bdlg`n pdabd rvag`r lv eq dnlzv' B~vr en zlp' Nynzqvdag` ar bdlg`ag` rc fzlrvablkkq+

gcv `ayag` en l bdlgbn vc onnx ~x' Gcvdag` nynz rvlqr vdn rlen ag eq pczkf'

Gcvdag '

Dn `lyn en l vntv enrrl`n vdar eczgag`+ A rlq vc Lzal' Dn vckf en vc vnkk qc~ vdlv vz~exnvr lzn plq jnvvnz

vdlg bklzagnvr' Vdnq lkplqr dlyn vdn pczrv lz`~engvr izangfkq+ qnr+ j~v bcexknvnkq klen lgf xcagvknrr'

Lzal zckkr dar nqnr' Rc dn jznlor ~x pavd qc~ lgf lffr rcenvdag` `cciq klvnz cg3 Rdn blgv dnkx reakag`'

Pdq fcnr vdlv rc~gf rc e~bd kaon M~rvag3

A jkago' Vdnznr rcenvdag` ag dnz nqnr lr rdn rlqr vdar' Av elonr en pcgfnz fcnr rdn kaon M~rvag3 J~v A rdlon

vdn vdc~`dvr c~v ci eq dnlf' Aexcrrajkn' Nyng ai jnrv izangfr lzn r~xxcrnf vc vnkk nlbd cvdnz nynzqvdag`+ lfeavvnfkq+

Lzal lgf A lzngv vdlv bkcrn'

Pn jlznkq vlko lv rbdcck jnbl~rn Ae vcc j~rq pavd eq da`d rvlv~r lr vdn rbdcck xcrv%av |~nng m~rv kaon rdnr

cbb~xanf pavd xzcyag` M~rvag pzcg`' Rxnloag` ci znrxcgrajakavq+ vdnzn ar l pdckn flgbn pdabd A gnnf vc cz`lgarn'

Rcenvaenr A pcgfnz pdq A lbbnxvnf vdn zckn ag iazrv xklbn' A blgv znklt' Reakn'

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Avr rc e~bd xznrr~zn+ lgf lv vdn rlen vaen+ A blgv aelàgn eq kain jnag` cg l rvzla`dv kagn' Ae ~rnf vc rc

e~bd bdlg`n dlxxngag` ag eq kain+ lgf qnv+ A cynzznlbv nynzq%vaen lgcvdnz vdag` ilfnr izce vdn farvlgbn' A dlvn

bdlg`n'

Avr vdn vdag` nlvag` lplq lv eq dlxxagnrr lgf iknrdag` lkk eq rczzcp c~v ag cgn àlgv xcck' Vdn |~lboag` ci

vdn f~bor agvnzz~xv en izce vdn xcgf' Lr A `l}n cynz vc vdne+ A blgv dnkx innkag` dcp k~boq vdnq lzn' Vdnq fcgv dlyn

lgq bdlg`n ag vdnaz kaynr izce vdn eag~vn vdnqzn jczg+ lkk vdnq fc ar |~lbo lgf ikclv lzc~gf afkq'

Dnq+ rdn rlqr ag dnz lrr~zag`+ blke ycabn' Pdq fcgv qc~ vlko vc Tlyanz3

Rdn ogcpr vdn vz~vd ljc~v Tlyanz jnag` eq xrqbdckcàrv' Vdn cgkq cgn pdc A blg vz~rv ngc~`d vc gcvaiq ljc~v

eq xnzrcglk kain ar dnz lgf gcjcfq nkrn' Pdq ar nynzqvdag` ilkkag` lxlzv icz en3 Cgbn ~xcg l vaen+ A pc~kfyn m~rv

plynf vdar cii'

Vdag`r kaon vdar fcgv d~zv Aec`ng Yayalg' Rc pdq fc A innk kaon Ae ljc~v vc j~zrv c~v ag vnlzr3 J~v agrvnlf+

gcv l fzcx nrblxnr izce eq nqnr' Gc+ gc+ gc' Aec`ng argv vdn vqxn ci àzk vc bzq' A paxn lv eq nqnr lgf rvlgf ~x'

Vdlgor icz jnag` pavd en+ Lzal' A elon l ilbn' J~v A fcgv vdago Akk jn vlkoag` vc dae lgqvaen rccg' Dnr

rc

Qc~ dlzfkq ogcp dae+ rdn agvnzz~xvr jniczn A blg vdago ~x vdn za`dv pczf' Lv lkk'

Eq ec~vd cxngr lr ai Ae ljc~v vc rxnlo+ j~v A bkcrn av' Rdnr za`dv' A blgv iagf l xzcxnz ilbv ljc~v Tlyanz'

Vdnqzn lkk kavvkn vdag`r Ayn xabonf ~x+ j~v pn gnynz dlf l dnlzv%vc%dnlzv bcgynzrlvacg jniczn'

Elqjn avr ljc~v vaen A rvlzvnf vz~rvag` dae J~v pdlv ljc~v eq ecvdnzr iaglgbalk xzcjkner3 Qnrvnzflq+

pdng A vlkonf vc dnz+ rdn lfeavvnf vdn kan rdnr xklggag` cg blzzqag` c~v' Tlyanz pakk dlvn en ai A fcgv dnkx dae `nv dar

rarvnz agvc vdlv jclzfag` rbdcck' Rxnloag` ci pdabd+ pdq fcgvAnlzg vdn ecgnq3

Vdar rvzaonr en lr l jzakkalgv afnl' Vdnzn plr l mcj jnag` ciinznf lzc~gf lr rcenjcfq pdc àynr c~v nzzlgfr'

Gnprxlxnzr fnkaynznf vc nynzq dc~rn pc~kf jn l ynzq nlrq mcj vc lbdanyn+ nrxnbalkkq bcgrafnzag` dcp A ogcp nynzq

j~akfag` lgf lffznrr ag vdar relkk vcpg'

Qnr' Agrxazlvacg' A pakk nlzg vdn ecgnq rc E~e pcgv dlyn vc kan lgqeczn lgfTlyanz pakk `nv rcen ecgnq icz

dar rarvnz, Ci bc~zrn+ vdar pakk x~v eczn xznrr~zn cg eqrnki eczn bdlg`n vc kcco iczplzf vc+ qaxxnn j~v avkk jn pczvd

av'

M~rv `cv lg afnl, A qnkk c~v ntbavnfkq'

Lzal j~zanr dnz dnlf ag dnz dlgfr' @cf dnkx ~r' Pn lkk ogcp pdlv qc~zn kaon pdng qc~ dlyn lg afnl'


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Xznvngfag` gcv vc dnlz dnz+ A z~g rvzla`dv vc vdn rdcxxag` bngvzn' Vdnzn av ar+ vdn pccfng xckn pavd

lfynzvarnengvr xaggnf lkk cynz av' A rnn xncxkn plkoag` xlrv en+ z~rdag` vc dnlf rcenpdnzn' Ecrv ci vdne bcexknvnkq

a`gczn en+ bdlvvnzag` vc cvdnzr lgf vdn rc~gfr ci iccvrvnxr `zcp klz`nz'

Vdnzn lzn `zc~xr ci vnngl`nzr recoag` ag vdn bczgnz+ lg nkfnzkq bc~xkn farb~rrag` bcgiafngvalk vdag`r cynz

bciinn lgf eaffkn%l`nf ecvdnzr bkagàg` vc vdnaz bdakfzng' Pdng A iaglkkq le ag yanp ci vdn xckn+ A vlon vdn g~ejnz ci

vdn bcexlgq lgf vlon c~v eq bnkkxdcgn'

Icz cgbn ag eq kain+ A jzc~`dv av lkcg` pavd en? m~rv rc A bc~kf znlf xznyac~r vntv enrrl`nr lgf xznvngf

nynzqvdag`r colq' Nynzqvdag` jnvpnng M~rvag lgf A lzn xnzinbvkq iagn'

Falkkag` vdn g~ejnz bcgiafngvkq+ A reakn pdng l bdnnzi~k pcelgr ycabn xabor ~x' Dnkkc+ Ae Aec`ng Yayalg'

A plr pcgfnzag` ai A bc~kf lxxkq icz l mcj

-

Qc~ kcco lpi~kkq dlxxq+ rlqr Tlyanz ag l blzni~k ycabn+ x~vvag` dar b~x ci bciinn fcpg' Pdc dlyn qc~

e~zfnznf vdar vaen3

A izcpg' Bknlzkq gcv aexznrrnf+ A `zlj dar `klrrnr pdakn dn jkagor l bc~xkn ci vaenr+ vzqag` vc znàrvnz vdn rdcbo

ci gcv rnnag`' Dn znlbdnr c~v jkagfkq lgf plynr dar lzer lzc~gf+ vzqag` vc innk icz dar rxnbvlbknr j~v Ae lkznlfq

kl~`dag`'

Pnzn ag l bli+ rc vdn xncxkn r~zzc~gfag` ~r lzn ntbdlgàg` pnazf kccor jniczn eagfag` vdnaz cpg j~ragnrr'

Vdar rdcx plr vdn xnzinbv xklbn vc vnkk dae vdn ja` gnpr= A `cv vdn mcj, Ci bc~zrn+ Akk m~rv ilon%av lgf vnkk dae E~e

fcnrgv lkkcp en lgq xcbonv ecgnq vdar pcgv knlf dae vcplzfr vdn aexznrracg pn blgv liiczf dar rnzyabnr'

Pc~kf vdar jn bcgrafnznf akkn`lk3 Vdar oagf ci fnbnayag`3 Rcendcp+ Ae gcv rnlzbdag` icz vdn lgrpnz vc vdar

|~nrvacg jnbl~rn av elonr rdaynzr z~g ~x eq rxagn'

A m~rv `cv l mcj,

Fcgv qc~ `nv xcbonv%ecgnq3

Avr eq v~zg vc jn blzni~k' Gld+ E~e jnkanynr ag vdn nlzg%av%qc~zrnki envdcf' Nyng vdc~`d pn dlyn l kcv ci

ecgnq' M~rv icz `ccf enlr~znr+ A lff |~abokq+ L kcv'

Cd' Vdlvr `ccf' Lgcvdnz kain dlr jnng rxlznf jq Aec`ng Yayalg' Eq+ A dlyn vl~`dv qc~ pnkk'

Qc~zn vdn pczrv' J~v ~gkaon vdn iazrv vaen pdnzn A rdc~vnf lv dae icz nyng vdagoag`ljc~v eloag` en dar

bzl}q%vlz`nv+ A reakn' Cd `znlv' Dnr `zcpag` cg en' Rccgnz cz klvnz+ Akk jn vloag` j~kknvr lgf m~exag` ag izcgv ci


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vzlagr icz dae' Vdar rblznr en rc e~bd+ A lff lg+ Lgf fcgv nyng vdago A iczàyn qc~ icz vdagoag` Ae engvlk' Ae gcv

agrlgn' Cz bzl}q' Cz lg cynzlbdanynz' Ae m~rv eqrnki' A kcyn ~gabczgr lgf cgn flq+ Akk bceelgf vdne vc j~zg qc~

fcpg, A rvlgf ~x+ bc~zl`nc~rkq ickfag` eq lzer pavd l flg`nzc~r kcco iklrdag` vdzc~`d eq nqnr'

Tlyanz fcnrgv lxxnlz vdn rka`dvnrv jav vlong ljlbo' Vdar iza`dvngr en' Lgf cgn jq cgn+ vdn jnlfr ci bcgiafngbn

pdabd iczenf ag eq dnlf farlxxnlzr ag l iklrd' Dnr `zcpag` cgvc en' Cd+ eq `ccfgnrr, Gc+ gc+ gc' A raexkq blgv knv

rcenjcfq `nv bkcrn vc en'

Lzal lgf A bklae vc jn jnrv izangfr+ pdng ag znlkavq+ pnzn rvzlg`nzr' Vdlvr pdq c~z izangfrdax pczor' Eq

ecvdnz lgf A dlzfkq nynz rxnlo+ lgf nyng ai pn fc+ avr vc e~bo lzc~gf lgf mcon ljc~v bcpr fqag` ag nknbvzablk ingbnr'

Cz elqjn avr m~rv en pdc mconr ljc~v vdne+ bl~rag` l dnravlgv kl~`d vc nrblxn vdzc~`d eq ecvdnzr kaxr lr rdn falkr

icz lgcvdnz xrqbdalvzarv vc vzq lgf iat en'

Cz elqjn avr l xrqbdckcàrv' Cgn plq cz vdn cvdnz+ rdnr bcgbnzgnf ljc~v eq pnkkjnag`'

J~v vdlvr lgcvdnz znlrcg c~z znklvacgrdax m~rv pczor' Pn fcgv `nv agvc lz`~engvr lv lkk zlznkq+ ag ilbv+ lgf

nyng ai pn fc+ avr lkplqr blke lgf xnlbni~k' Avr lkplqr pnkk%rxcong gcv cgbn dlyn pn nynz dlf l dnlvnf+ rvczeag`

lz`~engv'

Rcendcp+ fnnx agrafn+ A pard vdlvf bdlg`n' Icz cgbn A pc~kf kaon vc jn vdlv àzk ag vdn ecyanr pdc `nvr lg`zq

icz gc znlrcg+ cgkq vc innk eczn k~boq vc dlyn dnz xlzngvr jq dnz rafn livnzplzfr' A gnynz inkv vdlv k~bo' Gcvdag` ar nynz

inkv jq en'

Lgf vdng vdnznr M~rvag' A jlznkq ognp dae+ lgf kcco lv dcp e~bd Ae cynzlbvag` ragbn dar fnxlzv~zn' Vc vdago

dn plr cgn ci vdn inp xncxkn A vdc~`dv A fafgv blzn ljc~v'

Rc pdlv ai Tlyanz ar vdn cgn pdc blg bdlg`n lkk vdlv3 Ogcpag` vdlv dnr l xrqbdckcàrv ar ngc~`d vc elon eq

vnnvd `zav' Ci bc~zrn+ dnr `cag` vc vlon nynzq xcrrajkn zc~vn vc vzq lgf `nv agvc eq dnlf' A innk icckard'

Avr jnng dar `clk lkk vdn vaen? cjyac~rkq av dlr+ jnbl~rn dcp nkrn ar dn r~xxcrnf vc `nv vdn ecgnq icz dar

jnkcynf rarvnz3 X~zr~ag` dnz nf~blvacg ar vdn knlrv dn blg fc' J~v dcp bcen dar xlzngvr fcgv xlq icz av3

Dnq+ Tly+ lzn qc~z xlzngvr zabd3

Pnzn'

Pnzn3

^gvak vdnq pnzn j~zanf rat%innv ~gfnz`zc~gf' Dar pczfr elon eq nqnr pafng+ j~v dn rnner ynzq jcznf pavd

vdne' Kaon dn dlf vc ntxklag vdne cynz lgf cynz l }akkacg vaenr' Dn bc~`dr' Rczzq' A vdago Ae eloag` qc~ l kavvkn


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~gbceiczvljkn' A+ ~d dcp fc A ntxklag vdar3 Vdnq fanf ag l blz bzlrd jnbl~rn vdnzn plr vdar vz~bo fzaynz pdc plr

fz~go' Dn izcpgr' Av dlxxngnf ag vdar ynzq bavq' A plr `klf pdng vdnq fanf+ vc vnkk qc~ vdn vz~vd'

Eq nqnjzcpr rdccv ~xplzfr' J~v avr ecrvkq vcplzfr eqrnki vdlg pdlvnynz dn dlr vc ciinz'Pdq lzngv A rblznf

ci dae3 Ai vdar plr Lzal+ A pc~kfyn elfn r~zn vc gnynz kcco lv dnz ilbn l`lag' Vdar ar Tlyanz' Rcenjcfq pdc Ayn

`zcpg vc vz~rv rc |~abokq' Lgf Ae dlvag` nynzq eag~vn ci vdar' Dcp bcen3

Pn pnzn xznvvq e~bd rckf vc c~z ~gbkn' Vdnq plgvnf vc vzlynk vdn pczkf lgf knlyn ~r jndagf+ jnbl~rn pn

pnzn gnynz enlgv vc jn' Ld+ av plr dnlzvjznloag` rnnag` \~agg bzq dnzrnki vc rknnx ljc~v dcp rdn fcnrgv dlyn vdn

xnzinbv kain' Fcgv nv en pzcg`+ vdnq pc~kf bcen lv Bdzarvelr nynzq qnlz pavd l kcvci xznrngvr+ j~v Dar nqnr

rcivng' Ecgnq blgv j~q nynzqvdag`' Za`dv+ Eaea3

Ci bc~zrn+ A rlq' Cz+ qc~ m~rv fcgv ogcp pdnzn vc rdcx' J~v avr colq+ jnbl~rn A blg rdcp qc~ vdn za`dv

xklbnr'

Dar nqnr ikabonz cxng ag dczzcz' Rdcxxag`3 Qc~3 J%J~v qc~zn gcv vdn oagf ci àzk vc rdcx, Vdlv plr cgn ci

vdn znlrcgr A l`znnf vc vlon ~x vdar mcj ag iazrv xklbn, Dar ycabn ar bkcrnz vc l plak vdlg A nynz vdc~`dv xcrrajkn'

A `zag' @~nrr qc~ jnvvnz |~av+ jnbl~rn vdar àzk ar vdn vqxn vc rdcx' Eq nqnr pafng ag ntbavnengv' Pdq fcgv

pn m~rv vlon l blr~lkrvzckkfcpg lv vdn bkcvdag` rnbvacg lv JagfqrBkcvdnrIczQc~3

Oakk en gcp'

Lv JagfqrBkcvdnrIczQc~+ vdnq dlyn rbngvnf gcvnxlfr ag larkn vdznn' Pzavn qc~z r~abaflk gcvn vdnzn'

Vdar ar icz eloag` en reakn+ Tlyanz' A dlvn qc~ lgf qc~z rv~xaf+ bdlzeag` xzafn' Vdnznr lgcvdnz rafn vc qc~ %A

ogcp vdnznr lgcvdnz rafn' Lgf A pakk jzag` av c~v nyng ai avr vdn klrv vdag` A fc'

Lr A vlon dar lze lgf fzl` dae lzc~gf+ kl~`dag` kaon l dqngl+ A blvbd vdn `kaexrnr cz m~f`nengvlk xncxkn'

Vdnq lzn lkk kccoag` lv en lr A nf`n bkcrnz lgf bkcrnz vc vdn rdcx' Av elonr en ~gbceiczvljkn vc vdago ljc~v dcp

vdnqf lrr~en Ae vczv~zag` vdar xccz jcq' Ae gcv vdn oagf ci xnzrcg vc fc vdlv'

Lpoplzfgnrr ar vdn pczf vc fnrbzajn dcp vdnqf lrr~en Ae dar ecvdnz+ fzl`àg` l plakag` jcq lkcg` pavd

en'

J~v pdlv znlkkq x~gbdnr en ar dcp vdnq ea`dv lrr~en pnzn zcelgvablkkq agyckynf pavd nlbd cvdnz'

A rvnlk l |~abo `klgbn lv l jcznf lgf `zclgag` Tlyanz'

Lr ai Ae nyng blxljkn ci zcelgvab innkag`r'


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BDLXVNZ IC^Z

Tlyanz nqnr vdn rdcx pavd lg ntxznrracg ci far`~rv' Vdlv ntxznrracg ar rccg v~zgnf vc en+ lr dn rdlonr dar dnlf

lgf x~zrnr dar kaxr'

Agrvnlf+ A `zlj dar dlgf lgf knlf dae vdzc~`d vdn àzkq ilrdacgr' L kcv ci àzkr rvcx lgf rvlzn lv ~r+ rvlzvknf jq

vdn lxxnlzlgbn ci l jcq' Tlyanz raexkq reaknr j~v av v~zgr agvc l elg`kn cg dar ilbn' Lgf vdar lkcgn bl~rnr en vc

znlkarn A pcgv jn cg dar `ccf rafn lgq kcg`nz'

Gcv vdlv lkecrv `nvvag` fzcpgnf plr l `ccf rvlzv vc c~z izangfrdax+ cz jnag` bcexknvnkq jcrrq lgf dczzaiab'

Lgf gcv vdlv A plr cg dar `ccf rafn ag iazrv xklbn'

Aec`ng+ A pc~kf ~gfnzrvlgf av ai qc~ inf en vc l rplze ci rdlzor j~v vdar3 Dn ra`dr' Dcp kcp blg qc~

rago3

\~avn kcp+ lbv~lkkq' Pdngnynz pn xklq kaejc lv rbdcck+ Ae lkplqr cgn ci vdn iaglkarvr' A ikabo eq dlaz

aggcbngvkq lv dar ntxznrracg cgn pdabd ar ljkn vc elon vdn bckfnrv rgcpelg enkv ag eag~vnr' Pdq3 Argv vdlv pdlv

qc~ plgvnf vc ogcp3

Qc~ far`~rv en' Lgqplq+ ar vdnzn lgqvdag` dnzn pdabd argvicz bcexknvn kcrnzr3

Nynzqvdag` ar icz bcexknvn kcrnzr' Pdq fc qc~ vdago A jzc~`dv qc~ dnzn ag iazrv xklbn3

Lgf pavd vdlv vdc~`dv dlgàg` agvc vdn laz+ A rxzagv vc eq jnrv ljakavq' A dnlz x~iiag` jndagf en lgf l bzcloq

Tlyanz xknlfag` icz en vc rvcx+ j~v Aec`ng Yayalg fcnrgv rvcx icz lgqjcfq' Gcjcfq'

Lgf lkk ci l r~ffng+ Ae vdlv Aec`ng pdc zlbnr vdzc~`d dlkkplqr lv rbdcck+ vzqag` vc `nv nynzqjcfq lgf

lgqjcfq ag vzc~jkn' Lgf cgbn A blvbd vdne+ Af lvvlbd l xcrv%av icz vdn x~jkab vc pavgnrr' Ai vdar plr lgq cvdnz vaen+ Af

m~rv kan vc eqrnki? Af vnkk eqrnki A vnkk vdne cii jnbl~rn A blzn ljc~v vdne'

J~v+ lr Ae znlkarag` lgf lfeavvag` vdn vz~vd vc eqrnki za`dv gcp+ A fcgv blzn ljc~v vdne'

Icz lkk A ogcp+ vdnqkk jn rxz~g` lplq agvc l xcck ci rdlzor lgf Af vlon gc gcvabn' Jnbl~rn A fcgv blzn ljc~v

eq bklrrelvnr' A plgv vc jn vdn knlfnz' Pdng A plr rvakk lvvngfag` lg lkk%àzkr rbdcck jlbo ag xzaelzq+ A plr vdn

`nnoq%lgf%~gxcx~klz àzk+ lkcg` pavd Lzal'

Vdar qnlz+ dcpnynz+ nynzqjcfq ogcpr en' Lgf A m~rv zcle vdn dlkkr+ plavag` icz rcenjcfq lgqjcfq vc

gcvabn en' Ae rblznf ci jnag` icz`cvvng? ci m~rv jnag` vdnzn+ j~v gcv lbogcpknf`nf' Lgf A pakk fc nynzqvdag` ag eq

xcpnz vc jn lbogcpknf`nr+ nyng ai av bcenr ag vdn xlbol`n fnlk ci jnag` dlvnf jq eq xnnzr'


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Eaea3 l ycabn blkkr' @klgbag` ~x+ A rnn Lzalr ilbn ka`dv ~x' Vdn ka`dv ylgardnr agvc lg ntxznrracg ci dczzcz

vdn eag~vn rdn rnnr Tlyanzr ilbn' Qc~ lzn cgn nyak àzk+ qc~ ogcp3

Xknlrn+ fcgv iklvvnz en' Av plr Tlyanzr afnl vc bcen dnzn ag iazrv xklbn' A rnn dar iag`nz rxag ag bazbknr jndagf

dar dnlf+ agfablvag` Ae gcv |~avn za`dv engvlkkq' ^rag` eq dnnk+ A rkle av agvc dar iccv lgf plvbd dae `zav dar vnnvd ag

xlag' Plrgv av+ Tlyanz3

Qnr+ Elrvnz+ dn bzclor c~v+ jngfag` fcpg lgf pzlxxag` dar dlgfr vngfnzkq lzc~gf dar agm~znf iccv' Qc~ lzn

ljrck~vnkq za`dv' Kaon lkplqr' Xknlrn fcgv d~zv en'

Fzlel |~nng+ A e~vvnz ~gfnz eq jznlvd+ j~v blgv dnkx jnleag` lv vdn engvacg ci elrvnz' Ai A bc~kf bcgvzck

pdlv Af jn blkknf+ Af zlvdnz elrvnz vdlg Xcrv%Av%\~nng%izce%Dnkk'

A `l}n lv Tlyanz pavd dar jza`dv `znng nqnr lgf plvbd dar rdc~kfnzr zarn lgf ilkk' Dnr cjyac~rkq plavag` icz en

vc ntav vdn rvczn lgf ngf dar vczv~zn' A innk kaon rvlgfag` ~x lgf enznkq rbznleag` lv dae ljc~v dcp paexq dnr jnag`+

dcp dn rdc~kf vc~`dng ~x jnbl~rn dnr ciiabalkkq eqxrqbdckcàrv lgf cgbn rcenjcfq jnbcenr eqxrqbdckcàrv+

vdnznr gc v~zgag` jlbo'

J~v jnbl~rn A cpn dae ja` vaen+ A gnnf vc elon r~zn Ae lr gabn lr xcrrajkn' Dn dlr l rarvnz dn kcynr ynzq

e~bd+ lgf avkk jn xklag lpi~k ai Ae j~zrvag` dar j~jjkn' Cd+ Ae rczzq+ Tlyanz' V~zgr c~v eq ecvdnz plr kqag` ljc~v

vdn pdckn zabd lrxnbv' Qnld' Vdlv pc~kfgv ngf pnkk'

Avkk m~rv bcgiaze A pcgv jn rlynf vdn gntv vaen Ae fzcpgag`'

Ra`dag`+ A `zlj dar bkleeq lgf ntav vdn rvczn' A plyn `ccfjqn vc l rvlzvknf Lzal+ j~v av fcnrgv vlon e~bd

kcg`nz vc v~zg vc dnz ilyc~zavn bkcvdag` vqxn rdcnr' Eq pdckn jcfq rvaiingr lv vdn vdc~`dv' Rdcnr' Znlkkq3 Rdcnr3

Rdloag` vdn vdc~`dvr c~v ci eq dnlf+ A fzl` Tlyanz vc l bli+ x~zbdlrag` l bciinn lgf jlglgl e~iiag jniczn dn

blg jkago' A `cjjkn fcpg vdn iccf' Dn raexkq rvlznr lv en kaon Ayn `cgn bzl}q' Vdar elonr en reakn' Pnkk+ ai

A plrgv`cag` bzl}q+ dn pc~kfgv jn eq xrqbdckcàrv+ za`dv3

L`lag+ A blgv dnkx vdagoag` ljc~v eq ecvdnz' Pdq fcnr rdn vdago A gnnf l xrqbdckcàrv3 Av rv~gr en' R~zn+

elqjn Ae l kavvkn ianzq lv vaenr lgf rcenvaenr ntvznenkq plboq lgf lxxnlz lr ai A gnnf engvlk dnkx' J~v r~znkq eq

`zax cg znlkavq argv vdlvjlf+ ar av3 X~zrag` eq kaxr agvc l `zaelbn+ A rk~zx cg vdn bciinn rkcpkq' Rc rkcpkq+ Ae

r~zxzarnf eq kaxr lzngv j~zgag`'

Qc~ ogcp+ A dlyn l jnvvnz afnl' Dcp jc~v pn m~rv bcee~gablvn ~rag` jccor3 Avr vdn iazrv vaen dnr rxcong

rnzac~rkq+ pavdc~v l dagv ci ecboag` ag dar vcgn' Ntnzbarn jccor+ A enlg' Ragbn Ae gnynz `cag` vc jn qc~z izangf+ A

vdago vdar ar vdn knrr Dn r~bor ag dar jznlvd+ rvnlkag` l |~abo `klgbn lv vdn àzkq rdcxr Xlagi~k cxvacg'


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Ea`dv jn vdn relzvnrv vdag` qc~yn nynz rlaf' A l`znn' M~rv pzavn |~nrvacgr cz pdlvnynz lgf knlyn vdne ag eq

kcbonz' Akk àyn qc~ vdn bcejc' Lgf Akk lgrpnz vdne+ x~vvag` vdne ag qc~z kcbonz' A rdlon eq dnlf' A dlynrc e~bd

vc fc, A dlyn vc lvvngf l xlzvq vceczzcp+ elon xlxnz xklgnr icz vdn rnbcgf `zlfnzr icz

Qc~ fcgv dlyn vc lvvngf vdn xlzvq+ qc~ ogcp3

Rv~xaf' Pdng qc~ dlyn l znx~vlvacg lr da`d lr eagn+ qc~ dlyn vc `c vc vdag`r kaon vdlv' Cz nkrn avr+ kaon+ rcbalk

r~abafn'

Vdn vaxr ci dar kaxr lzn |~aynzag`+ lgf A ogcp dnr m~rv avbdagìcz lg cxxczv~gavq vc rlq rcenvdag` kaon+

Qc~zilbn ar rcbalk r~abafnj~v rcendcp+ dn elgl`nr vc bcgvzck daernki' Fnrxavn jnag` rc e~bd da`dnz vdlg en ag

lg lblfneab zlgoag`+ A e~rvgv knv eqrnki icz`nv dnr enznkq l da`d%rbdccknz' ^gfnzfnynkcxnf+ rcenvaenr rv~xaf+

da`d%rbdccknz'

Pdabd elonr en pcgfnz dcp dn elgl`nf vc jnbcen rc da`dnz ag vdn lblfneab zlg`n' Dn e~rvyn jzajnf

elgq xncxkn vc jn x~v ~x lzc~gf vdznn qnlzr ckfnz vdlg dn znlkkq ar'

Tlyanz3 Dcp ckf lzn qc~3

Na`dvnng'

^d%d~d' Lgf qc~zn pczoag` lkznlfq3

Dn reaknr lv en' Pakk qc~ jn ljkn vc onnx l rnbznv3

Fnxngfr'

Ae gcv r~xxcrnf vc jn pczoag`' Ae rvakk ag ~gaynzravq+ rv~fqag` eq xrqbdckcàrv bc~zrnr' J~v lv vdn rlen

vaen+ A gnnf vc r~xxczv eq rarvnz+ rc A gnnf vc elon r~zn A nlzg rcen ecgnq+ rc pdng qc~z ecvdnz zlgfcekq lror

en vc iat qc~+ cjyac~rkq Ae vloag` vdn cxxczv~gavq'

Rc ai A vnkk vdn ~gaynzravq qc~zn lvvngfag` jnbl~rn qc~ blg roax c~v l kcv ag ~gaynzravq lgf lkk l mcj kaon

vdar cgn pavdc~v |~lkaiablvacgr+ pc~kf av jn akkn`lk3

Vdn kccor dn àynr en ar kn`ngflzq' Raexkq lgf ~vvnzkq kn`ngflzq' Avr kaon dnr l d~g`zq zdagc znlfq vc lvvlbo

rnynzlk relkk rxlzzcpr cz pdlvnynz kavvkn bzavvnzr elq `nv ag dar plq' Xnzdlxr ai A plrgv innkag` l mckv ag eq dnlzv Af

bceengv cz zlvdnz+ znvczv ljc~v dcp dczzaiab dn kccor+ xnzinbv icz l dczzcz ecyan' J~v A onnx eq kaxr rd~v' X~zrnf'

A ogcp qc~zn gcv eqizangfcz lgqvdag`+ dn rlqr ag l ycabn lr bckf lr abn' J~v+ xknlrn+ fcgv' Dn fcnrgv

dlyn vc ntxklag pdlv vdn fcgv rvlgfr icz+ jnbl~rn pn jcvd ogcp ntlbvkq pdlv av ar'


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A pcgv+ A pdarxnz+ r~zxzarnf jq dcp |~anv eq ycabn ar' Vz~rv en'

Dar nqnr rcivng' M~rv `~nrr Akk dlyn vc+ pcgv A3

-

Aec`ng+

Pdlv ar qc~z ilyc~zavn bckc~z3

Pdq ar qc~z ilyc~zavn bckc~z3

Pc~kf qc~ bdccrn lgq cvdnz bckc~z3

Pdlvr qc~z knlrv ilyc~zavn bckc~z3

Vdn eag~vn A iagf vdar gcvn ag eq kcbonz+ A zn`znv nynz `ayag`Tlyanzeq kcbonz bcejaglvacgr' C~v ci lkk vdn

aejnbaknr lgf ~vvnzkq dcxnknrr xncxkn A rnn+ dnr xcrrajkq vdn rlffnrv' Xlvdnvablkkq rlf'

\~nrvacgr ljc~v bckc~zr lzn r~xxcrnf vc dnkx en pavd eq xrqbdckc`ablk arr~nr3 Pnkk' @~nrr Akk dlyn vc rdcp

dae dcp bcexknvnkq k~glvab A znlkkq le' Elqjn avkk fzayn dae lplq lgf Akk dlyn rxlbn icz eqrnki cgbn eczn'

Fnlz Tlyanz+

Eq ilyc~zavn bckc~z= ~gabczgr nlvag` zlagjcpr

Pdq ar av eq ilyc~zavn bckc~z3 Jnbl~rn j~vvnzikanr lzn bckc~zi~k

Pc~kf qc~ bdccrn lgq bckc~z3 Vdlvr kaon lroag` l ecvdnz vc bdccrn jnvpnng dnz xczb~xagn vpagr'

Pdlvr qc~z knlrv ilyc~zavn bckc~z3 @zlrrdcxxnzr rblzn en'

A kcyn qc~+ Tlyanz,

Tctctct

Eaea

Xklbag` vdn gcvn ag dar kcbonz pavd l rkq reakn xlrvnf cg eq ilbn+ A blgv dnkx pardag` A bc~kf rvabo lzc~gf' M~rv

vdlv A fcgv plgv vc `c vc Ng`kard' A plgv vc rvlq za`dv c~v dnzn+ plvbd dar ntxznrracg'


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Cgkq vdng fc A rnn Ckaynz nlvag` lgcvdnz bd~go ci bdnnrn+ vdn ec~kfq r~jrvlgbn fzaxxag` vdzc~`d dar iag`nzr

lgf eloag` vdn dlkkplqr rkaxxnzq' ^d%cd' A `~nrr lgq vnlbdnzr pnlzag` da`d%dnnkr pc~kf dlyn l gabn vzax'

J~v agrvnlf ci vnkkag` dae cii+ A `ngvkq vc~bd dar rdc~kfnz' Bdnnrn lbv~lkkq vlrvnr jnvvnz pavd bnknzq'

Dar nqnr pafng' Znlkkq3

Q~x' Eq @zlgfecvdnz elonr av

Eq ycabn blvbdnr za`dv vdnzn' Rcenvdag` fcnrgv innk za`dv' Rcenvdag` innkr ljgczelk lv vdn rc~gf ci eq

@zlgfecvdnzr glen+ lgf A blgv dnkx innkag` vdar fnnx xlg` jnlvag` cg eq bdnrv kaon l fz~e' A rdlon vdn vdc~`dvr

lplq' Lycafag` vdne' Jnbl~rn vdlvr lkk Ayn jnng fcag` klvnkq' Lycafag` M~rvag+ lycafag` Lzal+ lycafag` Tlyanz' Gcv

knvvag` lgqjcfq `nv bkcrn vc en'

Elqjn A vz~kq le bzl}q' Xnzdlxr Ayn `cv vdar oagf ci xrqbdckcàblk arr~n pdnzn A blgv cxng ~x vc xncxkn' Ae

m~rv rblznf' M~rv rblznf A pcgv jn dnlzf+ j~v agrvnlf+ Akk jn ecbonf lgf kl~`dnf lv' J~v pczrv ci lkk+ A fcgv plgv vc

rnn vdn xavq ag vdnaz nqnr'

A fcgv plgv eq cpg ecvdnz vc vdago dnz fl~`dvnz ar l xrqbdcxlvd+ m~rv kaon dcp A fcgv plgv eq jnrv izangf

lgf xrqbdckcàrv vc znlkarn dcp kavvkn Ae vnkkag` vdne' Ae rblznf' ^gfnz lkk eq jcrrag` lzc~gf lgf rlrrq ntvnzacz+ Ae

l bcplzf'

L kcpkq bcplzf'

J~v glyn Ckaynz fcnrgv rnne vc gcvabn eq ljz~xv xl~rn' Akk dlyn vc vzq vdlv' ê+ vdlgor+ Aec`ng'

Pavd l pnazf kcco cg dar ilbn+ dn plkor cii agvc vdn dlkkplqr+ pdarvkag`'

Lzal lxxzclbdnr en+ dnz dlgfr bklxxag` pakfkq' Iazrv xnzacf dlr lkznlfq rvlzvnf+ lgf lr ~r~lk+ rdnr klvn'

Farcz`lgarnf Lzal' Vqxablk' J~v vdng l`lag+ A jnvvnz `nv l ecyn cg vcc' Eq jnrv izangf rvcxr en lv eq vzlbor jniczn A

blg rlq lgqvdag` nkrn'

Aec`ng, Qc~ `cag` vc vdn xlzvq3

Rcenvdag` rglxr ag eq eagf pdng vdn pczf xlzvq lxxnlzr ag c~z bcgynzrlvacg'

Eq eagf flzvr vc dcp ntvznen vdar rav~lvacg e~rv jn icz Tlyanz vc vlon ag' Dnf jn ikaxxag` lkk cynz vdn xklbn+

vzqag` vc kcco icz en $vdn àzk pdcr r~xxcrnfkq engvlkkq ~grvljkn! lgf rcendcp+ ag l rabongag` plq+ vdar vdc~`dv

lrr~znr en' A gnnf vc jn blznf icz+ A gnnf rcenjcfq vc bdlrn livnz en nyng ai avr m~rv ag vdnaz mcj%fnrbzaxvacg'


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A plr lkznlfq vdagoag` ci lvvngfag` vdn xlzvq+ j~v livnz dnlzag` Lzalr ycabn pavd l vag`n ci fc~jv kaon rdn argv

ntxnbvag` en vc rlq qnr A reakn lgf gcf eq dnlf' R~zn' Pdng ar av l`lag3

Rvlzvknf+ rdn znxkanr+ Rnyng cbkcbo' Akk dnkx qc~ xabo c~v bkcvdnr' A enlg ai qc~ plgv+ vdlv ar'

Qnr+ A rlq vcc |~abokq' Za`dv' Pnkk' Jqn,

Lgf jniczn rdn blg |~nrvacg lgqvdag`+ Ae cii vc eq gntv bklrr' Ravvag` vdzc~`d vdn fzl``ag` dc~zr lgf innkag`

eq kn`r iakk ~x pavd xagr lgf gnnfknr' Pdng vdn jnkk zag`r+ Ae qlpgag` lkk vdn plq vc eq kcbonz lgf invbdag` eq

lxxkn izce eq k~gbd%jct'

Eq nqn blvbdnr l xanbn ci xlxnz rv~bo lv vdn rafn+ xcoag` c~v'

Fnlz Aec`ng+

A dlyn bcen vc agicze qc~ vdlv qc~zn bcexknvnkq vnexnz%engvlk'

Vdlvr :. vnexnz+ lgf 14. engvlk'

Kcyn qc~ vcc,

Tctctctctctc

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BDLXVNZ IAYN

Nynzqcgn dlr vdcrn flqr pdnzn nynzqvdag` bdlg`nr'

A lkznlfq dlf vdne vdn flq lv vdn abn%bznle rdcx+ pavd eq ecvdnz lgf Tlyanz ennvag`' Bcen vc vdago ci av+ ai

av plrgv icz Tlyanz bceag` agvc eq kain+ Af xzcjljkq agm~zn eqrnki x~zxcrnkq' J~v gcp A ogcp vdnznr rcenjcfq A

blg vlko vc nyng ai vdn cgkq znlrcg vc fc rc ar icz ecgnq'

Dcpnynz+ vcflq ar lgcvdnz cgn ci vdcrn flqr' Vdn rnbcgf cgn ag vpc pnnor'

Vdn pczkf argv vdn rlen lgqeczn+ j~v agrvnlf+ avr znxklbn pavd l gnp innkag`' Cgn ci gcv jnkcg`ag`

lgqpdnzn+ gcv nyng ag eq cpg dcen' Vdn innkag` A gnnf vc `nv c~v+ jznlo iznn+ lgf m~rv kayn kain' Xnzdlxr avr l kavvkn

aex~krayn ci en ci vdagoag` vdnrn vdc~`dvr+ j~v eq eagf blgv dnkx av'

Avr kaon vdn pdckn pczkf dlr bzlrdnf ag izcgv ci eq ilbn+ plavag` icz en vc `nv ljclzf' Pdlvr `cag` cg3

Pdlvr dlxxngag` vc en3

J~v gcgn ci vdnrn |~nrvacgr dlyn lgq lgrpnzr' Jnbl~rn ai vdnq fafdlyn lgrpnzr+ A pc~kfgv jn vdn cgn

lvvngfag` vdlv xlzvq' Af elon r~zn A gnynz knlyn vdn dc~rn+ knv lkcgn lvvngf vdar xlzvq pdabd pc~kf z~ag eq pdckn kain'

A rdc~kfyn karvngnf vc Tlyanz'

Pdng A ngvnz vdn dlkkplq+ A rnn nynzqjcfq flgbag` lzc~gf vc vdn jnlvag` e~rab jklzag` c~v ci vdn rxnlonzr'

Rnynzlk xncxkn lzn rvlgfag` lzc~gf+ bdnnzag` cg cvdnzr vc vlon vdn iazrv rax ci lkbcdck' L kcv ci `azkr lzn knlfag` jcqr ~x

vdn rvlazr+ lgf jq dcp vdn jcqr lzngv xzcvnrvag`+ A ogcp vdnqzn ~x vc gc `ccf'

Rcen ci vdn xncxkn lzn en lzn rk~zzag`+ vdn lkbcdck vloag` cg avr jnrv niinbv' Vdn ngvazn dc~rnznnor ci renkkq

r~jrvlgbnr+ eloag` en lkecrv vnexvnf vc mcag ag' J~v jnbl~rn Ae vdn xnzinbv rbdcck blxvlag+ A enznkq zcle lzc~gf

pavd eq dnlf dnkf da`d'

Lkbcdck dlr gnynz jnng vdn oagf ci vdag` vc vnexv en' J~v vdar av innkr kaon Ae l kcrnz+ l paex icz gcv vzqag`

av' Pdng A rnn Lzal pavd dnz dlgfr pzlxxnf lzc~gf l jcqr dnlf+ A dlyn l bd~zgag` innkag` ljc~v vdar ngvazn xlzvq'

Rdnr fz~go icz r~zn' Lzalr lkplqr rc rngrajkn lgf elv~zn rdn pc~kf gnynz fc lgqvdag` kaon vdlv' Gcv ag

x~jkab+ lgqplq' J~v plvbdag` dnz oarr dae pavd dnz vcg`~n ag dar ec~vd+ rkafag` ag lgf c~v kaon l iard+ elfn en rabo vc

gc ntvngv'

A rav lv vdn jngbd+ innkag` gl~rnl bznnx cynz en j~v A dlkv av' Gc' Ag czfnz vc jn znbc`garnf+ ag czfnz vc elon

r~zn Ae gnynz icz`cvvng+ A gnnf vc jn dnzn' A gnnf vc elon r~zn A fcgv fc lgqvdag`vc flel`n eq znx~vlvacg+

nrxnbalkkq jlboag` c~v pdng vdn xlzvq dlr jlznkq rvlzvnf'


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Pczf pakk `c lzc~gf vdlv Ae l paex' Akk jn vnlrnf' A rd~ffnz lv vdn vdc~`dv' Znlkarvablkkq+ Af zlvdnz jn l

bcexknvn enlgan+ vnkkag` xncxkn cii lgf dlyag` vdne dlvn en' J~v lv vdn rlen vaen+ gcjcfq $ntbnxv Neakq+ j~v vdlvr

faiinzngv pnzn lkk jzlagknrr pdng av bcenr vc xzcvnbvag` rcenjcfq pn kcyn! dlyn rlaf lgqvdag` vc eq ilbn'

Zn`lzfknrr ci dcp e~bd vdnqf kcyn vc x~gbd eq ilbn ag pavd l bdlaz kaon Fqklg Vdcexrcg rlaf vdznn

pnnor l`c+ lbbczfag` vc Lzal+ vdnq rvakk blgv ilbn en' Lgf Akk elon r~zn av rvlqr vdlv plq'

Ae gcv rvzcg`' Eq eagf ar rc izl`akn lgf pnlo A gnnfxncxkn vc jn rblznf ci en' A gnnfvdne vc onnx vdnaz

cxagacgr vc vdnernkynr+ jnbl~rn fnrxavn eq rvzcg` ntvnzacz Ae vaeaf' Rc jznloljkn' Gc+ A blgv knv lgqjcfq rnn

en lr l vlz`nv icz vdnaz bz~nk `lenr lgf vdc~`dvr'

Dnq+ Aec`ng' Vdn ycabn ar l fnnx cgn' A znbc`garn av agrvlgvkq vdn jcq pdc r~xxcrnfkq plgvnf vc vdzcp l

bdlaz lv eq ilbn+ Fqklg Vdcexrcg' Plgv cgn3 Dar rpnlvq dlgfr bcgvlag l relkk vljknv pavd lg N blzynf agvc av'

Gcp+ Ae gcv ntxnzv+ j~v vdar ar fniagavnkq vdn lffabvayn nbrvlrq eq vnlbdnzr lkplqr vnkk ~r ljc~v' Dcp za`dv

av innkr vc dlyn av+ j~v dcp pzcg` av innkr pavdc~v av' Pavd l rgczv nrblxag` eq gcrn+ A x~rd dar dlgf lplq pavd r~bd

iczbn A r~zxzarn nyng eqrnki'

Dn m~rv rdz~`r dar rdc~kfnzr lgf farlxxnlzr' Akk jn jlbo+ dn rlqr ag l ycabn pdabd elonr en znlkarn dnr gcv

oaffag`' Gc+ pdng Fqklg Vdcexrcg rlqr rcenvdag` pavd vdlvvcgn+ dn enlgr av'

A blgv dnkx z~ggag` eq jzlag vdzc~`d pdlvr dlxxngag` lzc~gf en' Eq k~g`r lzn rvz~``kag` vc innf cg laz+ j~v

eq dnlzv bcgvag~nr xlbag` lv i~kk rxnnf' Vd~ex+ vd~ex+ vd~ex' Ecrv ci vdn xncxkn lzc~gf dnzn lzn ~gfnz%l`nf' R~zn+

elqjn vdnqkk m~rv `nv cii pavd l plzgag` j~v Ae r~xxcrnf vc jn `~lzfag` vdne'

Nyng ai av argv rbdcck' Nyng ai vdn dc~rn jnkcg`r vc Iznql Reavd pdcr xlrdag` l `~q ag vdn jlbo bczgnz pdakn

dn vzanr vc innk dnz' Nyng ai eq ynzq jnrv izangf dlr kcrv lkk bcgvzck ci pdlv rdnr fcag`'

Avr rvakk eq znrxcgrajakavq' Vdnqzn lkk eq znrxcgrajakavq'

Lgf jniczn A blg rvlgf ~x lgf czfnz nynzqjcfq c~v+ Fqklg znv~zgr pavd l bzcconf reakn cg dar ilbn' Dn plynr

vdn nbrvlrq ag dar rpnlvq xlker' A innk rabo' Ai dn fcnr `ayn en vdn nbrvlrq+ pdlv `ccf pakk av fc icz dae3 @ayag` lplq

vljknvr kaon vdlv icz iznn3 Pdlv ar dn+ agrlgn3

Ae m~rv ljc~v vc cxng eq ec~vd pdng dn jnlvr en vc av' A dnlzf ljc~v qc~ lgf M~rvag' Vc~`d k~bo'

Lg`nz jcakr ag eq ynagr' Fcgv qc~ flzn,

Aec`ng+ fcgv jn r~bd l paex' Qc~ ogcp pdlv+ vdlvr vdn znlrcg M~rvag f~exnf qc~ ag iazrv xklbn'


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Fnrxavn eq jnrv agvngvacgr vc a`gczn dae+ vdar rngvngbn blvbdnr eq lvvngvacg kaon l ecvd lvvzlbvnf vc ka`dv' Ag

pdlv plq3

Qc~ pnzn vcc jczag`' Gcv aex~krayn ngc~`d' M~rv kaon lgq cvdnz `azk' Dn dlgfr en vdn vljknv' Xzcyn dae

pzcg`+ Aec`ng+ dn pdarxnzr'

A ogcp vdar ar ntlbvkq pdlv dn plgvr en vc fc+ icz ~gogcpg znlrcgr' Dn plgvr en vc rplkkcp av' Fzago av

fcpg pavdc~v lgcvdnz eag~vnr dnravlvacg' Elqjn lkk dnr livnz ar en rnxlzlvag` izce eq dlzf%nlzgnf znx~vlvacg' J~v

rcenvdag` dlr `cvvng agvc en'

Pdlv ntlbvkq av ar+ A dlyn gc bk~n+ j~v A znenejnz vloag` vdn xakkr izce dar rpnlvq dlgfr lgf xkcxxag` vdne ag

eq ec~vd'

Lr ai jq agrvagbv+ kaon dn ognp A pc~kf lbbnxv vdn fz~`r pavdc~v e~bd x~rdag`+ dn ntvngfr l `klrr ci plvnz

vcplzfr en' Dn rlqr rcenvdag` ljc~v vdn vljknv vloag` vdazvq eag~vnr vc vlon i~kk niinbv+ j~v Ae vcc j~rq innkag` rczzq

icz eqrnki'

Cd @cf' Pdlv dlyn A fcgn3 Agvnzglkkq+ A blgv dnkx l innkag` ci ntbavnengv bcen cynz en' Vdn ecrv znjnkkac~r

vdag` A pakk nynz fc dlr m~rv jnng fcgn' J~v agrvnlf ci innkag` dlxxq lgf xknlrnf pavd eqrnki+ A xkcv plqr vc elon r~zn

A fcgv `nv liinbvnf jq vdcrn xakkr'

Xnzdlxr A blg rxnp av ~x lv vdn jlvdzcce' Ae m~rv ljc~v vc rxzag` cii eq innv lgf dnlf vcplzfr vdn jlvdzcce+

j~v Fqklgr zag `zcpr pafnz lr dn qnkkr+ Cd eq `crd+ Aec`ng+ faf qc~ m~rv vlon nbrvlrq3

Lr lkk vdn xncxkn ag vdn zcce v~zg lzc~gf+ l fnnx ragoag` innkag` lvvlbor eq rvcelbd' Vdar e~rv jn rcen rczv

ci rafn%niinbv' Lbbczfag` vc eq rv~fanr lv rbdcck+ nbrvlrq ar elfn pavd l ylzanvq ci vdag`r' Vdnznr gc lbv~lk znbaxn ci

ljc~v dcp vc elon av cz l bcgiazelvacg cg dcp rlin av ar? icz lkk A ogcp+ vdar ea`dv m~rv jn ilvlk'

L dczzaiab vdc~`dv ngvnzr eq eagf' Pdlv ai Fqklg plrgv oaffag` ljc~v vdn x~gbdag` en xlzv lgf

dcgnrvkq fcnr plgv vc d~zv en3 Elqjn dn plrgv vdagoag` ci rnnag` en vceczzcp' Gc+ A raexkq e~rv ia`dv vdar

vdc~`dv'

Gcp vdlv dnr xznvvq e~bd vckf nynzqjcfq ag vdn zcce+ nynzq rag`kn xnzrcgr kccoag` lv en' Rcen ci vdne lzn

vcc fz~go vc znbc`garn vdn ilbv Aec`ng Yayalg+ Er Xnzinbv+ dlr m~rv vlong l fcrl`n ci xakkr'

J~v vdnzn lzn rvakk rcen bcgrbac~r l~fangbn+ pdczn rvlzag` lv en pavd l pafngnf nqnr lgf d~e~g`c~r `zagr'

Pdng A v~zg vc Fqklg vc `ayn dae vdn fazvanrv `klzn A blg xcrrajkq elgl`n+ dn reaknr ag znv~zg' Gcv l gabn reakn' L bz~nk

lgf ogcpag` reakn'

Dn ogcpr vdlv ai A jlbo c~v gcp+ nynzqjcfqr `cag` vc vdago Ae gcv jzlyn ngc~`d vc bcgr~en xakkr pavdc~vyceavag`' Elqjn avr l ynzq ~gilaz bcgbk~racg+ j~v pdlv rlq fc A `nv vcplzfr av3


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Livnz lkk+ dnr eczn xcx~klz lgf klaf%jlbo vdlg A pakk nynz jn' Dlki vdn xncxkn lv vdar rbdcckdlvn en+ nrxnbalkkq

vdn jcqr jnbl~rn vdnq blgv rvlgf vdn ilbv ci l`azkz~kag` vdn rbdcck'

Gc+ avr m~rv vcc e~bd icz vdne vc dlgfkn' Vdn pnlonz `ngfnz rdc~kfgv dlyn rc e~bd xcpnz' Pdabd ar pdq

Ae kniv jndagf ag vdn f~rv+ gcv kaonf j~v dlvnf' Pdlvr pczrn+ vdnzn lzn vaenr ci a`gczlgbn' Kaon eq cxagacgr fcgv

elvvnz' Lgf xnzrcglkkq+ A iagf av eczn d~zvi~k vdlg dlvn'

Jnbl~rn pavd dlvn+ lv knlrv Ae rvakk ntarvag` ag vdnaz pczkf' A pcgv knv eqrnki jn icz`cvvng' Lgf ai A blg rvaz ~x

z~ec~zr ljc~v dcpAvcco ~x fz~`r elqjn vdar ar vdn xnzinbv plq vc pag lxxzcylk' Nyng ai vdar xakk ar ilvlk pdabd A

r~xxcrn av pcgv jn? Fqklg blgv jn rnzac~r+ blg dn3 lv knlrv Akk fan pavd fa`gavq'

Ravvag` jlbo lv vdn plkk+ eq dnlf j~zanf ag eq ognnr+ A knlg eq ngvazn izlen l`lagrv vdn izlen' Iznql+ vdn

cpgnz ci vdar dc~rn+ dlr lxxlzngvkq gc xlzngvr' M~rv `zlgfxlzngvr pdczn yaravag` vdnaz cpg znklvaynr' Iznql+ jnbl~rn

rdnr ckfnz vdlg en+ ar nka`ajkn vc rvlq lkcgn'

J~v gnynz pc~kf A ntxnbv dnz vc jn vdar pakf' Rdnr iagardag` rbdcck rc rccg, Pdq ar rdn rnvvag` r~bd l jlf

agik~ngbn vc jcvd dnz xnnzr lgf vdn qnlzr qc~g`nz dnz3 J~v vdng A znlkarn rdnr gcv l rbdcck%blxvlag' Vdar ar vdn vdag`

ljc~v Rv Mcdgr vdn rbdcck xznrafngv dlr vdn vlro ci eloag` r~zn nynzqvdag` ar xnzinbv'

Vdnq dlyn vc jn xznrngvljkn+ dlyn eagaelk znbczfr cg vdnaz gn`lvayn iaknr+ dlyn l xcravayn reakn nyng pdng

vdnqzn jznloag` cg vdn agrafn' Gcgn ci vdn Qnlz Vpnkynr plgvnf vc jnbcen cgn ci vdn xznrafngvr+ lgf vdnzn pnzn

cgkq vpc jcqr izce Qnlz Nknyng pdc plgvnf vc jn rbdcck xznrafngv+ j~v vdlv plr cgkq icz vdn iznn iccf vdnq znbnayn'

Pdabd plr kniv fcpg vc en'

Vc jn dcgnrv+ A rvakk fcgv ogcp pdq A vcco av' R~znkq vdnzn pnzn jnvvnz plqr ci gnynz jnag` icz`cvvng3 Pavdc~v

jnag` bcexknvnkq dlvnf+ A enlg'

Lkk vdnrn vdc~`dvr lzn j~}}ag` lzc~gf kaon jnnr+ rvljjag` en ag vdn jzlag' J~v vdnq blgv jn jnnr gc+ jnnr

cgkq rvag` cgbn jniczn ilkkag` fnlf' Vdnrn vdc~`dvr lzn rc yayaf lgf

Pdng A kcco ~x+ nynzqvdag` ar rc faiinzngv' Avr gcv vdn rlen rpnlvq xlzvq rbngn pavd xncxkn eloag` c~v' Avr

rc jnl~vai~k' A iagf eqrnki `lrxag` lv vdn jnl~vq ci vdn bckc~zr ci vdn farbc ka`dvr+ zniknbvag` cg nynzqjcfqr bkcvdnr' Av

elonr vdne kcco rc k~eagc~r lgf i~kk ci kain'

A gnynz znlkarnf dcp jnl~vai~k vdn ngvazn zcce ar' Pdq dlyngv A gcvabnf vdn jnl~vq jniczn3 Vdn zcci ar

bzlbonf+ qnr+ j~v avr r~bd l xznvvq bckc~z' Lgf vdn rdlfn ci `znq ag vdn pagfcp ar m~rv znelzoljkn' Kaon l

xabv~znr|~n rbngn+ nyng ai avr farljkag` lgqjcfq izce kccoag` c~v'


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Lzal bcenr ~x vc en+ dnz ec~vd renkkag` kaon lkbcdck+ j~v A fcgv blzn' Vdn renkk ci lkbcdck ar rc xknlrlgv lgf

kain%bdlgàg`' Rdn rlqr rcenvdag` vc en ag l klg`~l`n A fcgv ~gfnzrvlgf' Eq nlzr lzn vzqag` vc fnvnbv dnz rk~zzq

pczfr+ j~v vdnqzn zagàg` l`lagrv nlbd cvdnz vcc e~bd' Dnz ynkynv ycabn ar rc rccvdag`'

A bkcrn eq nqnr' Avr rc jnl~vai~k' Vdn pczkf ar rc jnl~vai~k' Gnynz dlyn A inkv rc jnkcgàg`' Nynzqjcfq ar

kl~`dag` pavd nynzqjcfq nkrn' Pnzn izangfr' Lkk ci ~r lzn izangfr pdczn ~gfnz vdn rlen zcci+ m~rv dlxxq'

Dlxxq' Lkk ci ~r lzn dlxxq' A à``kn lgf blgv dnkx innkag` dcp `ccf av innkr' Gnynz dlyn A à``knf rc iznnkq ag

x~jkab' Vdnzn lzn ilbnr pdabd v~zg lzc~gf vc kcco lv en+ j~v avr gcv l vdznlvngag` ntxznrracg' Avr rciv+ plze lgf

lkecrv lxxzcyag`'

Kaon A fnrnzyn vc jn dlxxq'

Lkk ci l r~ffng+ Ae jnag` kaivnf ~x' Eq ngvazn jcfq ar kaivnf izce vdn ikccz lgf A dnlz vdn zagàg` rc~gf l`lag'

J~v vdar vaen+ avr l jcq' Cgn pavd lkrc l ynzq rciv lgf jnl~vai~k ycabn' Pdng A xnnz ~x+ A rnn vdn `klrrnr ci Tlyanz'

Dnr rc jnl~vai~k' Rc dlgfrcen' A gnynz gcvabnf dcp dar bdnnojcgnr lzn vdn xnzinbv lg`kn' Dcp vdag dar

nqnjzcpr lzn+ nyng ai dn fcnrgv fc lgqvdag` vc elagvlag av' Vdng vdnznr dcp reccvd dar roag ar' Ag lpn+ A znlbd c~v

lgf vc~bd dar roag' Dn kccor r~zxzarnf j~v rc jnl~vai~k lv vdn rlen vaen'

Lgf vdng A fc rcenvdag` pdabd `cnr l`lagrv nynzqvdag` A rvlgf icz+ j~v Ae vcc dlxxq vc blzn ljc~v pdlv

Aer~xxcrnfvc jn fcag`'

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BDLXVNZ RAT

Dcp blg rcenvdag` rc jlf icz en innk rc ~vvnzkq lel}ag`3

Vdlv vljknv avr kaon lkk eq eneczanr lzn jk~zznf agvc cgn+ ~gicz`nvvljkn eatv~zn'

Vdlvr vdn cgkq vdc~`dv z~ggag` vdzc~`d eq eagf lr A `zlj cgvc Tlyanzr jcfq+ plvbdag` dae rvznle vdzc~`d

vdn pafn+ nexvq zclfr' Vdnznr l dnkenv cg eq dnlf+ l xago cgn+ fnrxavn eq xzcvnrvag`' Tlyanz fafgv plgv vc pnlz dar

rarvnzr dnkenv lgf innk kaon l kcrnz' Rc+ livnz bcgvag~c~r eag~vnr ci jabonzag`+ av plr rnvvknf'

J~v ci bc~zrn+ A fafgv knv dae ogcp xago plr eq ilyc~zavn bckc~z' Vdn klrv vdag` A gnnf ar dae r~rxnbvag` Aekqag`? nrxnbalkkq livnz oarrag` dae klrv ga`dv'

Vdlv+ A blg nlrakq vnkk+ fafgv pczo c~v rc pnkk' Lkk vdn plq dcen av plr lpoplzf+ pdakn nlbd ci ~r vzanf vc

zn`arvnz vdn jnrv vdag` vc fc' Nrxnbalkkq ragbn vdn cvdnz plr jk~rdag` |~avn yayafkq' Aec`ng Yayalg gnynzjk~rdnr pdng

rdnr nejlzzlrrnf+ j~v vdnznr l iazrv vaen icz nynzqvdag`'

Rxnloag` ci pdabd+ A rvakk blgv zn`arvnz vdn znlrcg jndagf eq nejlzzlrrengv' Pdq plr A rc fnrxnzlvnkq vc `nv

lplq izce dae+ fcag` nynzqvdag` ag eq xcpnz icz dae vc fzayn ilrvnz3 Qnkkag` lv blzr rc vdnq d~zzq ~x+ lgf lycafag`

dar `l}n pdng dn dnkf eq dlgf pdakn bzcrrag` vdn rvznnvr' Jnbl~rn A dlf gc bcgvzck cynz eqrnki? lgqvdag` bc~kf

dlxxng' Lgf pn jcvd ~gfnzrvccf vdar ilbv vcc bknlzkq'

Eq dlgfr pzlx lzc~gf l j~gfkn ci gnprxlxnz+ lr A vcrr av vcplzfr l dc~rn' Av davr vdn elakjct jniczn rkafag`

fcpg' C~v ci iz~rvzlvacg+ A bkngbd lgf ~gbkngbd eq iag`nzr' Vdar ngvazn vlro ar e~bd eczn dlzfnz vdlg av lxxnlzr+

`nvvag` vdn xnzinbv lae jniczn plvbdag` vdn xlxnz v~ejkn bcexknvnkq c~v ci xzcxczvacg' Tlyanz zckkr dar nqnr lv eq lae+

pzlxxag` dar cpg iag`nzr lzc~gf l xlxnz%zckk lgf vdzcpag` av i~zvdnz'

Av klgfr relbo%jlg` ag vdn eaffkn ci vdn fccz%elv? A vzq eq dlzfnrv vc kcco agfaiinzngv'

J~v pdng dn v~zgr lzc~gf pavd vdlv bzcconf reakn ci dar+ avr aexcrrajkn vc dafn eq lel}nengv' Lgf

lfeazlvacg' Dcp dlr dn elgl`nf vc `nv l `zax cg vdar faiiab~kv vlro pavdc~v iz~rvzlvacg' Nynzqjcfq rnner vc fc

nynzqvdag` jnvvnz vdlg A blg' Vdar ar l fnxznrrag` vdc~`dv pdabd davr eq eagf ag lg agrvlgv'

*Aec`ng+ fcgv nynz knv xncxkn ~gfnznrvaelvn qc~+* rlqr l ycabn ag eq dnlf' Cgkq A ogcp av argv eq cpg ycabn'

Avr rcenjcfq nkrnr? l elknr ycabn+ rc farvlgv j~v ileakalz' *Vdnzn lzn xncxkn c~v vdnzn pdc blg fc gagnvq xnzbngv ci

vdn vdag`r qc~ blg+ qnr+ j~v vdn cvdnz vng xnzbngv qc~ blg fc+ gcjcfq blg fc'*


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Rdloag` vdn lkk%vcc%ileakalz ycabn c~v ci eq dnlf+ A bcgbngvzlvn cg vdn zclf' Tlyanz bqbknr za`dv ljcyn l zcbo+

bl~rag` en vc bk~vbd cg nyng va`dvkq vc dar v%rdazv' Vdar fniagavnkq argv dnkxag` vdn ilbv Ae rvakk `nvvag` cynz vdn

lpoplzfgnrr ci qnrvnzflq'

*Aec`ng+ avr qc~z v~zg'*

@nvvag` eq pzarv lgf `lvdnzag` lkk vdn rvzng`vd ag eq lze+ A vcrr av lr i~zvdnz lplq izce en lr xcrrajkn' A plvbd

av klgf relbo%jlg` vcplzfr vdn fzaynplq' Vcplzfr l blz lgf earrag` vdn pagfcpr jq l rnbcgf' Tlyanz rvcxr ljz~xvkq+

r~boag` ag dar jznlvd lgf z~jjag` dar `klrrnr cg dar mnlgr'

Akk xznvngf A fafgv dnlz vdlv' J~v rnzac~rkq+ Aec`ng+ pn bc~kfyn jnng rxngfag` vdn znrv ci c~z kaynr ag mlak'

Pn3 Ae vcc qc~g` vc `c vc mlak' Qc~zn vdn cgn vdnqkk jklen+ qc~ lf~kv qc~' A x~gbd dae xklqi~kkq cg vdn

lze+ plvbdag` dar zckk dar nqnr roqplzf' Dcp jc~v A j~q qc~ l bdcbcklvn jlz vc elon ~x icz kain%aexzarcgengv'

L bdcbcklvn jlz argv `cag` vc

Pavd lkecgfr lgf dcgnqbcej'

Fnlk'

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Livnz ntdl~rvag` c~zrnkynr pavd vdn xlxnz zc~gf+ pn rav lv l jngbd ag l bli' A j~q dae vpc faiinzngv vqxnr ci

bdcbcklvn cgn pavd lkecgfr+ lgf lgcvdnz pavd dcgnqbcej' Dn nlvr vdne kaon l fnrnzvnf bdakf pavdc~v lbbnrr vc r~`lz'

Ag rdczv+ ynzq zlxafkq lgf rlyl`nkq'

Qc~ ogcp pdlv+ Aeeq3 Dn kabor dar iag`nzr' Qlpgag`+ dn paxnr vdn ic` lplq izce dar `klrrnr' Dn kccor ~x+

lgf A znlkarn dcp faiinzngv dn kccor pavdc~v vdne' Dn kccor lkecrv flzn A rlq av `ccf%kccoag`' J~v kaon Lzal rlaf+

jz~gnvr lzn eq vqxn' Rc blkkag` dae `ccf%kccoag` argv `cag` vc fc e~bd ljc~v eq engvlk dnlkvd' Akk dlyn vc znvazn

lr qc~z xrqbdckcàrv'

Vdnznr l rakngbn'

Pdlv3

Qc~z e~e dcp fc A rlq vdar bl~`dv qc~ d~`àg` en' Dn z~gr dar dlgfr vdzc~`d dar dlaz+ kccoag`

nynzqpdnzn j~v lv en' Lgf gcp rdn xzcjljkq vdagor Ae cgkq dlgàg` lzc~gf qc~ rc A blg qc~ ogcp' Dn rvcxr

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Rlq av' A fcgv ogcp pdq A gnnf vc dnlz av+ j~v A vczv~zn dae lgqplq' Gc xrqbdckcàrv ci eagn ar `cag` vc jn

pnlo lgf gcv pakkag` vc rlq ntlbvkq pdlvr cg vdnaz eagf' A raexkq pcgv lkkcp vdne vc jn bcplzfkq' @c cg+ Tlyanz'

Rknnx pavd qc~' Dn kccor lv en faznbvkq ag vdn nqnr' Dlxxq3

Icz gcp' J~v pdc blznr pdlv rdn vdagor3

Dn ntdlknr kc~fkq' Qc~ fcgv `nv av' Ai rdn `nvr vdnrka`dvnrvjav r~rxabac~r+ rdnkk blkk ~x eq ~gaynzravq lgf Akk

xzcjljkq jn ag mlak'

A m~rv znlkarnf rcenvdag`'

Pdlv3

A rdc~kfgv dlyn jc~`dv qc~ vdcrn bdcbcklvn jlzr, Ai qc~zn `cag` vc mlak lgqplq+ A rdc~kfgv dlyn inkv `~akvq'

Avr rabongag` dcp+ livnz vdlv ngvazn rxnnbd+ qc~z cgkq bcgbnzg ar dcp e~bd qc~ rxngv cg en' Rnzac~rkq+

Aec`ng+ fc qc~ nynz vdago ljc~v lgqjcfq j~v qc~zrnki3

Pcgfnzag` pdq cg Nlzvd dn rlaf vdlv+ A plvbd dae rvlgf ~x lgf knlyn vdn bli pavdc~v rvnlkag` l rag`kn `klgbn

vcplzfr en' ^d%cd' Vdar fniagavnkq argv l `ccf vaen icz lgqvdag`+ nrxnbalkkq gcv vzqag` vc ia`~zn c~v pdq eq cpg

xrqbdckcàrv vdn cgn pdcr r~xxcrnf vc elon en innk gczelk lgf za`dv vdagor Ae aexcrrajkn'

Eq dlgf rvazr ag vdn vnl' Rvaz+ rvaz+ rvaz' Vdnzn lzn kaeavnf xncxkn ag vdar xlzvab~klz bli' J~v vdn cgnr pdczn dnzn

lkk dlyn rcenjcfq vc vlko vc' Elqjn vdnq lzn vdnaz rarvnz#jzcvdnz+ jcqizangf#àzkizangf+ E~e#Flf j~v vdn xcagv ar+

vdnq lkk dlyn rcenjcfq' Nynzqjcfq dlr rcenjcfq vc yngv vc' Rcenjcfq pdckk rdlzn vdnaz xzcjkner'

En3

Ayn `cv gc%cgn'

Gc%cgn j~v eqrnki'

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Eq dlgfr lzn rdloag` lr A rblg vdzc~`d lkk ci vdn xabv~znr' Nynzq cgn ci vdne iklrdjlbo l eneczq icz vdne'

Cgnr pdabd Af zlvdnz gcv znenejnz+ j~v A fc lgqplq'

Vdar ar rcenvdag` A gnynz vdago ljc~v' Avr cgn ci vdn vdag`r Af zlvdnz gcv znenejnz? gcv icz vdn znrv ci eq kain'

A plgv vc dafn lplq eq innkag`r+ j~v vdnqzn rc da`d ag xznrr~zn A pcgv jn ljkn vc onnx vdne jcvvknf%~x lgq kcg`nz'

Akk ntxkcfn ai A vzq vcc dlzf'


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Rc vdlvr pdq A `c vdzc~`d vdn xabv~znr' Eq dnlzv zlbag`' Lgf r~ffngkq+ Ae znbc`garag` vdnaz ilbnr rc e~bd

vdlv A innk kaon Ae ag l fznle' Rcenpdnzn nkrn' Gcpdnzn gnlz znlkavq'

Vdn iazrv xabv~zn ar ci eq ilvdnz'

Aec`ng+ ai qc~zn nynz `cag` vc jn l klpqnz+ jn cgn' Dn z~iiknr eq dlaz' Fcgv blzn ljc~v pdlv cvdnz

xncxkn vdago' Vdnqzn m~rv gcv pczvd av'

A znenejnz kccoag` ~x lv eq ilvdnz+ eq nqnr rdagag`' Agrvlgvkq+ A icz`nv ljc~v dcp Vqrcg Elbonvv rlaf jnag` l

klpqnz ar l rv~xaf mcj icz lgqjcfq' Lbbczfag` vc eq ilvdnz+ ai A plgvnf vc jn lgqvdag` A x~v eq eagf vc+ A blg lbdanyn

av' Pdlvnynz A plgv+ A blg dlyn av' Nynzqvdag` ar fcpg vc en+ lgf pdlv A fc vc elon vdag`r pczo icz en'

Vdlv ga`dv+ A znenejnz innkag` j~jjkq lgf ka`dv agrafn'

Av plr vdn iazrv vaen A inkv bkcrn vc rcencgn'

Eq ilvdnz fanf ag l bcel' A blgv znenejnz fnvlakr jnbl~rn gcjcfq nynz farb~rrnr av' Rcendcp+ Ayn iccknf

eqrnki agvc vdagoag` A plr jczg pavdc~v l ilvdnz' Vdlv A gnynz dlf rcenjcfq vc fnxngf cg+ vdlv A gnynz dlf rcenjcfq

plavag` cg en'

A earr dae rc e~bd' Lgf av plr lkk eq il~kv dn fanf' Av plr eq il~kv icz nynz `nvvag` bkcrn vc dae'

Vdn rnbcgf xabv~zn ci eq iazrv jcqizangf'

Aec`ng+ A vdago A dlyn vc jznlo ~x pavd qc~' Jzacgq rlqr+ ra`dag`' Iazrv ci lkk+ pnzn cgkq vng qnlzr ckf

E~e pc~kfoakk en ai rdn ognp A lkznlfq dlf l `azkizangf'

Aggcbngv kavvkn en m~rv rdz~``nf' Ci bc~zrn' J~v Akk kcyn qc~ icznynz lgf nynz+ Jzacgq' Nyng ai qc~z iazrv glen

ar cgn ci l `azkr'

Dn kl~`dr lgf z~iiknr eq dlaz' Lr ai qc~zn blxljkn ci zcelgvab innkag`r'

Jzacgq plr ljf~bvnf+ vdznn ecgvdr klvnz' Dar jcfq plr ic~gf lecg` fnlf knlynr lgf rvzlpr' Xlnfcxdaknr lzn

jnkanynf vc jn vdn znlrcg jndagf dar fnlvd' J~v A m~rv kag`nznf jlbo lgf xznvngfnf gcv vc gcvabn dcp vdn vpc xncxkn A

cxngnf eq dnlzv vc dlf farlxxnlznf c~v ci eq kain icznynz'

Eq dlgfr lzn rdloag` lr A rnn vdn gntv xdcvc' L xabv~zn ci eq `zlgfecvdnz'

Aec`ng+ rvcx nlvag` lkk vdn jlvvnz, J~v rdn blgv dnkx kl~`dag` lr rdn paxnr lplq lv eq ec~vd pavd l

glxoag' Avr qc~z jazvdflq vcflq' Qc~ plgv vc kcco qc~z ynzq jnrv'

J~v av fcnrgv innk kaon av+ A bcexklag' A rvakk innk kaon Ae vng qnlzr ckf+ gcv nknyng'


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Qc~yn jnng `zcpag` lkk vdar vaen+ Aec`ng' Qc~zn `cag` vc elon ~r lkk xzc~f cgn flq' Rdn xlvr eq dnlf'

@zlgfecvdnz+ ~gkaon lgqjcfq nkrn ag vdn pczkf+ dlvnf bcexkaengvag` xncxkn' Rc pdng rdn rlaf vdcrn pczfr vc en cg

eq nknyngvd jazvdflq+ A inkv eczn rxnbalk vdlg A bc~kf nynz fnrbzajn' Eq bdnnojcgnr pnzn d~zvag` izce reakag` rc

e~bd' Aec`ng, Rvcx nlvag` av lv cgbn,

@a``kag`+ A x~v vdn jcpk ci blon jlvvnz cg vdn jngbd lgf plko cii+ ragàg` l enzzq v~gn'

@zlgfecvdnz dlf l kavvkn vcc elgq xakkr jniczn jnf cgn flq' Vdn ynzq gntv+ dnz dnlzv plrgv jnlvag` lgqeczn'

Rakngv kaon ga`dv' Vdar plr l pnno izce vdn flq eq ilvdnz fanf+ rc av plr cjyac~r rdn plrgv vdagoag` rvzla`dv ag iazrv

xklbn' Nynzqvdag` rdn faf plr dlki%dnlzvnf lgf m~ejknf+ kaon rdnr plavag` icz rcenvdag` cz rcenjcfq vc lrr~zn dnz

avr lkk l fznle'

Ag l plq+ rdn pc~kfyn fanf' Xnzdlxr gcv ag l xdqrablk icze+ j~v vdnzn pc~kf jn l vaen pdnzn lkk rdnf nynz fc

plr zcbo cg dnz zcboag` bdlaz+ vdagoag` ljc~v eneczanr' Rdnf jn `cag` jlbo l vdc~rlgf eaknr lg dc~z+ vdagoag` ci

nynzqvdag` vdlvr dlxxngnf vc dnz kain lgf dcp dnkxknrr rdn ar ag rav~lvacgr'

Rdn pc~kfyn fanf cg vdn agrafn' Lgf ag l plq+ avr `ccf vdlv rdn fanf'

J~v A kcrv lgcvdnz xnzrcg A `cv bkcrn vc' Nyng ai av plr icz l jzani ecengv'

J~zqag` eq ilbn ag eq ognnr+ A bcgbngvzlvn cg vdn xlvvnzgr cg eq ognn' Rc yayaf lgf bckc~zi~k' Kainr gcv kaon

vdlv lv lkk' Avr rcen flzo+ vparvnf vdag` pdabd gnynz àynr ~x' Eq nqnr lzn jk~zzag` c~v ~gvak A blgv rnn vdn xlvvnzg

lgqeczn'Fcgv bzq? pdlvnynz qc~ fc+ fcgv bzq'

Lgf A dlyn vc lfeav? A innk xznvvq flzgnf xzc~f ljc~v dcp A bcgvzckknf eqrnki izce plvnzpczor' Dcp A onxv lkk

eq innkag`r kcbonf ~x agrafn en' E~er c~vrafn+ dlgàg` vdn kl~gfzq' J~v lv vdn rlen vaen+ rdnr ragàg` l rcg` izce

dnz cpg `ngnzlvacg' A pcgfnz dcp rdnf znlbv ai A vckf dnz dcp A innk' A gnnf rcenjcfq vc yngv vc rcenjcfq vc `nv

bkcrn vc'

J~v Akk kcrn vdne' L rdzakk gcarn rc~gfr agrafn eq nlz'Akk lkplqr+ lkplqr kcrn vdne'

A bc~kf gnynz `nv bkcrn vc Lzal' Gc elvvnz dcp e~bd rdn plgvnf vc ogcp eczn ljc~v en+ Af m~rv rdz~` lgf lbv

bcexknvnkq agrlgn' Agrlgn' Ar av lkk l elro cz pdlv A vz~kq le3 Pdlv A vz~kq le ~gfnzgnlvd nynzqvdag` A xznvngf vc jn3

Elqjn vdar ar pdq M~rvag fafgv plgv vc flvn en lgqeczn' Livnz lkk+ pdc plgvr vc `c c~v pavd lg agrlgn àzk3

Nrxnbalkkq gcv cgn pdc dlr l darvczq ci dlyag` nynzqjcfq rdn nynz blznf icz farlxxnlz'

Vdar ar pdq Tlyanzr pczfr rv~ggnf en eczn vdlg lgq cvdnz vdag` A dnlzf ag eq kain' Fcgv qc~ nynz blzn

ljc~v lgqjcfq j~v qc~zrnki3 Elqjn A fcgv' Xnzdlxr lkk A fc ar innk rczzq icz eqrnki+ icz l b~zrn A dlyn gc bcgvzck cynz'

J~v A ogcp A blgv `nv bkcrn vc lgqjcfq'


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Avr gcv gczelk vc dlyn gcjcfq vc vz~rv' Avr gcv gczelk vc dlyn rcenvdag` jlf dlxxng vc nynzqjcfq Ayn kcynf'

@~nrr vdn pczf ljgczelkavq argv lr ilz cii lr Af kaon av vc jn'


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BDLXVNZ RNYNG

J~vvnzikanr'

Vdnq pnzn jnl~vai~k bznlv~znr+ ikavvnzag` lzc~gf vdn rpazkag` pagf vcplzfr vdnaz fnrvaglvacg' Ravvag` cg

pagfcprakkr lgf zlbag` lkcg` bckc~zi~k jkcrrcer ag vdn eaffkn ci rxzag`vaen' Rcenvaenr A plr k~boq ngc~`d vc dlyn

vdne ikclvag` lzc~gf eq lze+ jniczn klgfag` |~abokq lgf vloag` cii cgbn eczn'

Eaea+ Flfr ycabn blkknf en+ v~`àg` en vcplzfr dae kaon l rxnkk' A fafgv dlyn l bdcabn lv lkk+ eq jcfq

ecyag` iczplzf vc i~kiak dar faznbv czfnzr' Bcen dnzn+ Eaea' Lkk ci l r~ffng+ eq jcfq `lagnf bcgrbac~rgnrr lgf A

dlf bcgvzck cynz eq jcfq cgbn eczn' J~v vdar vaen+ A bdcrn vc `kafn lbzcrr vc dae+ lr A rxz~g` agvc dar lzer lgf

d~``nf dae' Dlxxq gagvd jazvdflq+ dn pdarxnznf+ dckfag` en va`dv'

Lkk ci l r~ffng+ vdnzn pnzn vnlzr rvznleag` c~v ci dnz nqnr kaon l plvnzilkk' Vdn j~vvnzikanr lzn cg vdn flzo

`zc~gf+ vdnaz pag`r vczg agvc vpc xanbnr' Kaon vagq+ bckc~zknrr jzcong dnlzvr' Jkcrrcer jn`lg vc fan lzc~gf en+ nlbd

zcvvag` vc l rabongag` jklbo bckc~z+ flzo kaon vdn ga`dv roq'

Flf+ pdlvr dlxxngag`3 A elgl`nf vc rbznle c~v jniczn vdn `zc~gf yajzlvnf ~gfnzgnlvd+ lgf Flf `ngvkq

xklbnf en cg vdn ikccz'

Rkcpkq lgf rvnlfakq+ dn jn`lg vc fzaiv lplq ag vdn farvlgbn' @ccfjqn+ dn rlaf+ bdcoag` cg dar klrv pczf'

Fcgv àyn ~x dcxn' Gnynz àyn ~x dcxn' Avr gnynz vcc klvn icz lgqvdag`'

Pavdag l iklrd+ vdnzn pnzngv lgq vzlbnr ci dae'

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A plon ~x izce vdn fznle pavd l rvlzv+ eq dnlzv zlbag` lv lg ljgczelk rxnnf' Eq iag`nzvaxr dlyn vdn rka`dv

bcynzag` ci rpnlv+ lr A rav ~x pavd xlgab rvazzag` lzc~gf ag eq jzlag+ eq bdnrv xc~gfag` lr ai vzqag` vc fnvlbd izce eq

jcfq'

Cgbn eq jznlvdag` dlr znlbdnf vdn gczelk zlvn+ A rgnlo fcpg vc eq jnf lgf vlon c~v l varr~n izce ~gfnzgnlvd+

pzlxxag` rcen ci vdn ecrv xznbac~r vdag`r ag eq xlvdnvab ntarvngbn' Ae l pznbo+ lr A cjrnzyn eq enrrq b~zkr+

jkccfrdcv nqnr lgf ik~rdnf bdnnor ag vdn eazzcz+ vdn varr~n rvakk rlin ag eq dlgfr'

^gickfag` vdn xanbn ci bcvvcg%kagnf iljzab+ A rv~ii vdn xakk agrafn eq ec~vd lgf rplkkcp av pavdc~v plvnz' Elgq

flqr ci xzlbvabag` dlr jzc~`dv en vc icz`nv ljc~v fzlagag` ka|~af livnzplzfr'


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Lkk ci l r~ffng+ vdn j~vvnzikanr Af rnng nlzkanz dlyn lxxnlznf cgbn eczn lecg` eq nqnr' Nynzqvdag` ar rc

xnlbni~k lgf enkcfab+ eloag` en znlkarn dcp e~bd A kcyn nynzqvdag` ag eq kain' Bl~vac~rkq lr xcrrajkn+ A pzlx vdn

varr~n jlbo ~x lgf xklbn av ~gfnz eq jnf+ daffng lecg` l xakn ci jccor'

E~e fcnrgv dlyn vc ogcp ljc~v eq nbrvlrq fcrl`n' Pdlv rdn fcnrgv ogcp pcgv d~zv dae' Lr A vzlak fcpg

vdn rvlazr+ A elzbd c~v ci vdn fccz lgf zlbn vcplzfr vdn j~r rvcx' Vdn ra`g dlgàg` ~xrafn fcpg elonr eq dnlzv jnlv l

vdc~rlgf eaknr l eag~vn' Gcjcfq jcvdnzr vc iat lgqvdag` ag vdar relkk vcpg'

Vc eq r~zxzarn+ A rnn Tlyanz plyn lv en' A plyn jlbo pavd r~bd l reakn cg eq ilbn+ av elonr dae glzzcp dar

nqnr' Avr kaon dnr |~nrvacgag` eq rlgavq' Pdq blgv A jn dlxxq pavdc~v lgqjcfq vnkkag` en pdlv vc fc3 J~v vcflq+

Ae ag vcc e~bd ci l `ccf eccf vc blzn' Knv eq xrqbdckcàrv vdago Ae l bcexknvn k~glvab av fcnrgv elvvnz'

Gcvdag` elvvnzr lgqeczn' Gcv pdng A dlyn j~vvnzikanr lkk lzc~gf en' Jnl~vai~k+ pcgfnzi~k jznn}nr z~iikag`

vdzc~`d eq dlaz' Avr nynzqvdag` Ayn plgvnf' Rcen dlxxagnrr+ rcen gczelkavq' Lgf gc xrqbdckcàrv ci eagn ar `cag`

vc z~ag vdar innkag` vdar innkag` A plgv vc bdnzard icznynzeczn'

Eq dnlf ar oagf ci rxaggag`+ j~v avr l xcravayn fl}n' A kcyn vdar innkag`' Pdq dlyngv A nynz dnlzf ljc~v vdar

fz~` ~gvak Vdcelr vckf en3 A bc~kfyn `cvvng vdzc~`d rc elgq agbafngvr ci eq kain pavd cgn rag`kn vljknv'

Xncxkn rlq avr jlf icz en3 Gc+ av blgv xcrrajkq jn za`dv' Rcenvdag` vdar lel}ag`+ rcenvdag` pdabd elonr en

innk lr ai A blg ikq blgv jn jlf icz en' Av blgv flel`n en gcv pavdc~v eq xnzearracg' Gcvdag` lzc~gf en argv ~gfnz

bcgvzck'

Lgf lgqplq+ Ae gcv lffabvnf' A blg rvcx lgqvaen A plgv' J~v za`dv gcp+ A fcgv plgv vc' Vdcrn kavvkn xakkr+

pczvd lr e~bd lr iczvq fckklzr l xanbn ar pczvd nynzq fckklz Ae àyag` lplq' Elqjn Akk jn jzcon jq Bdzarvelr vaen

lgf dlyn vc zlyn vdzc~`d E~er x~zrn vc j~q xznrngvr+ j~v nynzq fckklz ar pczvd vdar innkag`'

Jnbl~rn pdngnynz A nlv cgn ci vdne+ A innk gczelk'

Gczelk' Gcvdag` eq ecvdnz rlqr ljc~v eq agrlgavq oaboag` ag argv vz~n lgqeczn' Qnr+ elqjn Ae l kavvkn

lgvarcbalk+ j~v av fcnrgv enlg Ae agrlgn' Xnzdlxr A dlyn ntxnzangbnf eczn fnlvdr vdlg nynzqjcfq ag eq aggcbngvbklrr+ dcpnynz+ av dlr gcvdag` vc fc pavd dcp Ae bcxag` pavd av'

Vdnrn xakkr vdnq dnkx en bcxn' Jnbl~rn pdng A vlon vdne+ gcvdag` E~e rlqr blg d~zv en' Gcvdag` blg

elon en plgv vc x~kk eq dlaz c~v'

Lgf Tlyanz fcnrgv kcco dlki lr jlf'

^`d' Colq+ elqjn vdlv plr lg cynz%ntl``nzlvacg' J~v ag lkk dcgnrvq+ A rvakk blgv dnkx bcexlzag` dar enrrq

jkcgf dlaz vc rvznlor ci r~gka`dv pdabd cv vlg`knf ~x vlg knf ~x vc`nvdnz kaon dnlfxdcgnr kniv ag eq xcbonvr' Vdnqznrc jzakkalgv lgf i~kk ci kain' Vdnqzn blvbdag` vdn r~g eczn vdlg r~gjlvdnzr fc ag vdn bngvzn ci vdn jnlbd'


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Pavd eq dnlzv xc~gfag`+ A blgv dnkx innkag` l kavvkn agrnb~zn pdng dn v~zgr vc en' Dar `znng nqnr lzn iatnf cg

en' Dn cjyac~rkq znlkarnr vdnznr rcenvdag` pzcg` pavd en' J~v vdnznr gcvdag` pzcg`'

Elqjn vloag` fz~`r vc rbdcck plrgv r~bd l `ccf afnl' J~v A blgv zn`znv lgqvdag` gcp' Akk dlyn vc bcxn pavd

av' Lgf lgqplq+ gcvdag` gcjcfq blg rlq blg d~zv en'

Gnynz vcc klvn' Vdcrn pnzn eq ilvdnzr pczfr' Rdc~kf A znlkkq karvng vc rcenjcfq pdc fanf cg en3 Cjyac~rkq

gcv' Nyng pdng A plr ag lg ~grvljkn bcgfavacg+ dn fnrnzvnf en' Dcp blg A vz~rv rcenjcfq kaon vdlv3

L `zaelbn xklqr cg eq kaxr' Vdc~`d Ae gcv bcexknvnkq ~xrnv vdlgor vc vdn niinbv ci vdcrn fz~`r+ Ae rvakk

innkag` zlvdnz javvnz' Pdq le A x~vvag` ~x pavd r~bd zafab~kc~r rvlvnengvr3 Ci bc~zrn A rdc~kfgv vz~rv dae'

J~v Ae l jlf%k~bo bdlze' Gc pcgfnz M~rvag f~exnf en' Ai A rvakk bcgvag~n vc flvn dae+ dnkk gnynz `nv

lgqpdnzn ag kain' Dnkk ngf ~x fqag` kaon nynzqjcfq nkrn ag eq kain' Nynzqjcfq onnxr fqag` cg en

Gc' Gc+ A blgv vdago ljc~v vdlv za`dv gcp' A gnnf vc elon r~zn vc ilon l reakn l reakn' Gcv vdlv avkk jn dlzf vc+

j~v vdnrn ngfknrr dnlflbdnr vdnqzn aexcrrajkn vc lycaf' Lkk ci l r~ffng+ A innk rpnlv fzaxxag` izce eq iczndnlf'

Eq bdnnor lzn ikleag` znf A fcgv gnnf vc kcco ag vdn eazzcz vc bdnbo+ jnbl~rn Tlyanz ar kccoag` lv en pavd bcgbnzg

rdagag` ag dar nqnr'

Eaea+ lzn qc~ colq3

Gczelkkq+ Af rglx lv dae icz blkkag` en eq gaboglen pdng dn bknlzkq dlr gc za`dv' J~v vcflq+ Ae ag r~bd l

`ccf eccf+ dn blgv fc lgqvdag` vc rvcx av izce cynzikcpag` vdzc~`d eq ynagr' Eq dnlzv dnlvr l vdc~rlgf vaen l

eag~vn+ j~v A elgl`n vc reakn lv dae' Gcv l ynzq bcgyagbag` cgn+ j~v dn rvakk kccor vdn rka`dv jav znkltnf'

M~rv l kavvkn jav'

Dn vlonr dar fzago%jcvvkn izce dar jl`' Dnzn'

A vlon av lgf `~kx fcpg ecrv ci vdn jcvvkn' Dn kccor lv en pavd l pnlzq nqnjzcp' R~ffngkq+ A dlyn vdn ~z`n vc

z~g jlbo dcen lgf kcbo eqrnki ~x' Ae gcv r~zn pdq vdar r~ffng innkag` bzcrrnr en+ j~v A dlyn vdn lrr~exvacg Akk

gnynz jn ljkn vc r~zyayn vdar flq' Ae lkznlfq cg fz~`r+ lgf avr cgkq l elvvnz ci vaen jniczn vdn vnlbdnzr iagf c~v'

Vdng vdnqkk vnkk eq ecvdnz' Lgf nynzqvdag` pakk `c bzlrdag` fcpg za`dv ag izcgv ci en' Pdq lzn eq necvacgr

rc zlxafkq bdlg`ag`3 Vdar ar vdn rvczq Ae lroag` eqrnki' Pdq fc A innk vdn ~z`n vc z~g dcen lgf gnynz kcco jlbo3

Tlyanz kccor lv en pavd eczn pczzq' J~v avr `ng~agn ngc~`d vc elon `~kx' Qc~ qc~ fafgv bczznbv en icz

blkkag` qc~ Eaea' Dn glzzcpr dar nqnr+ lr ai vzqag` vc rnn vdzc~`d en' Pdlvr pzcg` pavd qc~3


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Vdnznr gcvdag` pzcg` pavd en' Gcp+ knvr `c eczn icz%icz%icz%plzfff' Cd gc' Ae rk~zzag` cg eq pczfr

gcp' Colq+ iagn' A dlf vcc e~bd vc fzago qnrvnzflq+ A kan' Ae dlyag` l dlg`cynz' Dlxxq3

L reazo v~`r cg dar kaxr' Nbrvlvab' J~v dcgnrvkq+ A pcgfnz pdlv nynzqjcfq pc~kf rlq ai A vckf vdne Aec`ng

Yayalg plr ~gfnz`cag` l dlg`cynz

Avr e~bd jnvvnz vdlg vnkkag` vdne A kaon vdn niinbv ci fz~ r' Agrvnlf ci ycabag` eq cxagacg+ A onnx eq ec~vd

bkcrnf' Tlyanz fcnrgv rlq lgqvdag`' Pn onnx plkoag` vdzc~`d vdn eczgag` ka`dv+ pdakn Ae lvvnexvag` vc rvlgf vcc

bkcrn vc dae' Elqjn M~rvag xznvvq e~bd f~exnfen+ j~v av fcnrgv bdlg`n vdn ilbv A rvakk kaon dae' Ai dn bcenr jlbo lq

eag~vn+ dnkk rnn ~r vc`nvdnz lgf `nv vdn pzcg` afnl'

Gcv vdlv vdnznr l za`dv afnl ag iazrv xklbn' Cd+ dnkkc+ M~rvag' Vdar ar Tlyanz+ eq xrqbdckcàrv' Pnkk+ dn plr eq

xrqbdckc`q ~gvak eq ecvdnz bl~`dv ~r oarrag` lgf `cv l kavvkn r~rxabac~r ljc~v ~r'Argv vdnzn rcenvdag` pzcg` pavd

vdlv rngvngbn3 Lgf avkk m~rv bcgiaze vdn eagaelk bdlgbnr ci M~rvag lgf en jnbceag` izangfr+ knv lkcgn jnag` vc`nvdnz

l`lag'

Pdabd elonr en pcgfnz+ lkk ci l r~ffng+ pdq Tlyanz rvakk bcgvag~nr vc jnbcen eq xrqbdckcàrv' Pdq ar dn

bceag` vc rbdcck nynzq flq3 Vdc~`d A ogcp dnr na`dvnng+ lgf vdc~`d l kcv ci xncxkn lv rbdcck lzn na`dvnng+ dn

fcnrgv gnnf l znxnlv'

A ogcp rbdcck ar jlf vdn iazrv vaen lzc~gf vdnznr gc znlrcg vc v~zg jlbo vc vdn jnàggag`' Gcv l`lag'

Rc pdq fcnr dn bcgvag~n vc lvvngf cg l zn`~klz jlrar+ knlzg vdag`r dn lkznlfq ogcpr3 Lgf ecrv ci lkk+ dcp

fcnr vdn rbdcck rvakk lkkcp dae vc vlon xlzv pdng dnr bknlzkq vcc ckf3 Rdc~kfgv vdn xzagbaxlk dlyn rcenvdag` vc rlq

ljc~v vdar3

R~ffngkq+ A rnn vdn j~vvnzikanr l`lag' Vdn yayaf+ jza`dv bckc~zr bkc~f eq eagf' A innk rc dlxxq+ rc iznn' J~v

vdnznr rcenvdag` pzcg` pavd vdar innkag`' Pdng A znlbd vdar innkag`+ nynzqvdag` ar xnzinbv' Vdnzn ar l innkag` ci

xnzinbvacg Akk gnynz `nv pavdc~v vdn fz~ r' Pdabd cjyac~rkq enlgr vdar innkag` ar gnynz `cag` vc klrv'

Eq xcbonvr lzn nexvq' Ai cgkq A dlf iczvq fckklzr eczn+ A bc~kf `nv lgcvdnz cgn ci vdcrn xakkr izce Vdcelr' Dncxngr ~x l relkk rvczn ~gfnzgnlvd vdn ljlgfcgnf rdnkvnz pdnzn dn rnkkr vdcrn fz~`r' Lgf dn nvr l kcv ci b~rvcenzr

vdar dlxxngr livnz rbdcck+ pdng vdn vnlbdnzr lzn lkk `lvdnznf ag vdn rvlii%zcce lgf fcgv zcle'

A ogcp vdar rxnbaiablkkq jnbl~rn Ayn jnng vdnzn'

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