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Amanat untuk pertemuan doa di Lens. Dari Bunda Suci. Juga Amanat untuk Italia dan Paris.

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95H<>?&68>?57<@<&8>?C5AF4&Tuhan, Engkaulah Allah yang Sabar dan Pengampun yang amat mengasihi, semua orang menyerukan Engkau. Dengarlah doa-doa kami, Tuhanku, meskipun doa-doa itu sangat miskin. Kasihanilah kami dan pasanglah Telinga-Mu. Kami ini para pendosa, bukan orang-orang suci. Namun Engkau dikenal sebagai Dia yang mendatangi orang-orang sakit dan me-nyembuhkan mereka dengan Kasih-Mu. Kami semua sakit, kami ada-lah generasi yang sakit, yang terbenam dalam dosa. Datanglah kepada kami dan sembuhkan-lah kami, sambil menolong kami percaya dalam ketidakpercayaan kami yang tak terbayangkan!

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2 Aku memaksa.3 Dengan rasa malu dan sedih aku berkata:

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mendengar permohonan-per-mohonan mereka yang sekarat. Dengan hanya satu Berkat dari-Mu, ya Tuhan, mereka akan sembuh!

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