So you blocked me on everything, which would generally be fine... but you did it with no word whatsoever. Just gone. I feel the cheating phrase might have thrown you off a bit... but dunno, cause again, I had no word from you. I'm trying not to just insulate myself protectively which requires saying fuck what happens to you and throwing you under the bus (im incredibly spiteful)... cause this is weird and as I said, I don't wanna betray your trust but wtf? But now if you responded to that then it's still just you trying to protect yourself by playing nice or something (was always in my mind that you might be doing that)... You could have told me to fuck off and that would have been fine and respectable, but you didn't.I'm a super spiteful person and trying not to be... my first reaction to noticing you gone right when I woke up was "Oh shit, war started." But.... I dunno... honestly just too sad to think much on it... so I will again ask... is it permanent?As I said before, I can't force you to do anything. YOu know some feelings of mine though... and you said you wouldnt want to hurt me in the long run... but you are really really are hurting me. He leaves tomorrow morning so you wouldn't have to feel too uncomfy about it after that... but now I'm just really confused I guess.