gamomcemloba palitra L

2011

50 wigni, romelic unda waikiTxo, sanam cocxali xar

wigni 8

UDC (uak) 821.111.31u-13

`50 wigni, romelic unda waikiTxo, sanam cocxali xar~

es proeqti msoflios araerT qveyanaSia popularuli.

sxvadasxva gamokiTxvis saSualebiT, mkiTxveli irCevs

50 saukeTeso wigns msoflio literaturis saganZuridan.

saqarTveloSi `kviris palitris~ am proeqts mravali aTasi

adamiani gamoexmaura. swored maTi dadgenilia im rCeuli

wignebis nusxa, romelic `palitramediam~ realur bibli-

oTekad aqcia.

es wigni msoflio literaturis am unikaluri bibli-

oTekis nawilia.

© gamomcemloba palitra L, 2011

yvela saavtoro ufleba daculia.

ISSN 1987-9628

ISBN 978-9941-422-59-1

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Tamar maRraZis Targmani

oskar uaildi

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winasityvaoba

xelovani mSvenierebis Semoqmedia.

gamovavlinoT xelovneba ise, rom ar Candes xelovani _ ai, es

aris xelovnebis mizani.

kritikosi is aris, visac ZaluZs axleburad an axali masa-

liT gvamcnos mSvenierebiT miniWebuli sakuTari STabeWdileba.

maRali Tu dabali kritikis forma avtobiografiis erT-erTi

saxeobaa.

isini, vinc silamazeSi maxinj mxareebs hpoveben, bilwi sulis

adamianebi arian. maT arc momxibvleloba gaaCniaT. es naklia.

isini, visac SeswevT unari silamazis maRal azrs Caswvdnen,

ganswavluli adamianebia, aseTebi imedis momcemni arian.

rCeuli SeiZleba mxolod imas vuwodoT, visTvisac mSvenier-

eba mxolod mSvenierebas niSnavs.

ar arsebobs uzneo an zneobrivad srulyofili wigni. wignebi

an kargadaa dawerili, an cudad. es aris da es.

mecxramete saukunis realizmisadmi siZulvili kalibanis si-

Zulvilia, romelic sakuTar Tavs xedavs sarkeSi.

mecxramete saukunis romantizmisadmi siZulvilic kalibanis

siZulvilia, romelic sakuTar gamosaxulebas ver xedavs sarkeSi.

adamianis zneobrivi cxovreba xelovanis Semoqmedebis erT-er-

Ti Temaa. magram xelovnebis eTika arasrulyofil saSualebaTa

srulyofil gamoyenebaSi mdgomareobs.

arc erT xelovans ara aqvs survili, raime daamtkicos, Tumca

udavo WeSmaritebaTa mtkicebac SesaZlebelia.

xelovani zneobis mqadagebeli ar aris. zneobis qadagebisadmi

midrekileba miutevebeli manerulobaa stilisa.

nurc erT xelovans nu daabralebT avadmyofur tendenciebs.

xelovans ufleba aqvs yovelive asaxos.

azri da sityva xelovnebis saSualebebs warmoadgens.

mankiereba da saTnoeba xelovanisaTvis masalaa. formis Tval-

sazrisiT, yovelgvari xelovnebis nimuSad musikosis xelovneba

unda CaiTvalos, grZnobis TvalsazrisiT, msaxiobis ostatobaa

aseTi nimuSi.

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yovelgvari xelovneba erTdroulad zedapiricaa da simbo-

loc.

vinc cdilobs zedapiris SigniT SeiWras, Tavs safrTxeSi

igdebs.

isic safrTxeSi igdebs Tavs, vinc simbolos Caswvdeba.

xelovneba cxovrebis sarke ar aris, is mxolod mayurebels

aireklavs.

Tu xelovnebis nawarmoebi azrTa sxvadasxvaobas iwvevs, maSin

is axali, rTuli da sasicocxlo ram yofila.

Tundac kritikosebi ar eTanxmebodnen xelovans _ xelovani

mainc eTanxmeba Tavis Tavs.

manamde SegviZlia mivutevoT adamians, romelic sasargeblo

sagnebs qmnis, vidre is amiT aRtacebuli ar aris. xolo misi

erTaderTi gamarTleba, vinc usargeblo sagnebs qmnis, sakuTari

qmnilebisadmi daucxromeli siyvarulia.

yoveli saxis xelovneba usargebloa.

oskar uaildi

Tavi pirveli

vardis saamuri surnelebiT savse iyo samxatvro saxelosno,

magram baRSi msubuqma zafxulis niavma xeTa Soris Caiqrola Tu

ara, Ria karidan saxelosnoSi iasamnis damaTrobeli Tu kidev

masze ufro unazesi, Zowisfrad ayvavebuli kunelis yvavilTa

keTilsurneleba SemoiWra.

lord henri uotoni iranuli noxiseburi qsoviliT gadakrul

divanze iwva da Cveulebisamebr erTimeoreze miyolebiT auracxel

sigarets eweoda. mas adgilidanve SeeZlo Tvali moekra Taflis-

feri da masaviT tkbili oqrowvimas axlad gaSlili yvavilebi-

saTvis, romlis mTrTolare totebic, rogorc Canda, Zlivs ima-

grebda am uturfesi da alisfrad moelvare mSvenierebis mZime

tvirTs. grZel indur abreSumis fardaze, romelic uzarma-

zar sarkmels faravda, frinvelTa fantastikuri Crdilebi

gaielvebdnen xolme. es wamierad iaponuri suraTebis STabe-

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Wdilebas qmnida da aiZulebda mas efiqra im fermixdili, gonji

saxis tokioel mxatvrebze, romlebic xelovnebis saSualebiT

bunebrivsa da gardauval uZlurebaSi eZieben da gadmoscemen

siswrafesa da moZraobas. futkrebi sevdis aRmZvreli zuzuniT

gzas miikvlevdnen maRal, gauTibav balaxSi da daJinebiT Tavs

dastrialebdnen aqa-iq mimofantul werwas oqrosferi mtvriT

dafarul butkoebs. maTi sevdiani zuzuni iq gamefebul mdumare-

bas kidev ufro autanels xdida. am uCveulo dumilSi londonis

yru guguni SoreTidan moRweul orRanis xmas waagavda.

oTaxis SuagulSi, Sveulad mdgar molbertze gansacvifre-

beli silamazis axalgazrda kacis mTliani portreti idga. mis

win, cota moSorebiT TviTon is mxatvari, bezil holuordi

ijda, romlis ucabedi gauCinareba ramdenime wlis win sazoga-

doebis saerTo mRelvarebis mizezad iqca da esoden fantastiku-

ri, saocari miTqma-moTqma gamoiwvia.

mxatvari Sehyurebda am didebul, formiT unaklo suraTs,

romelic mas aseTi xelovnebiT daexata da siamovnebis Rimili

gadaurbenda xolme saxeze. Canda, suraTis kvali mis sulSi

samudamod apirebda davanebas. magram ai, is ze wamoiWra, Tvali

milula da quTuToebs xelis TiTebi ise Seaxo, TiTqos cdilob-

da gonebaSi raRac ucnauri ocneba daetyvevebina, romlisgan

gamofxizlebac, etyoboda, saSinlad aZrwunebda.

_ es Seni saukeTeso namuSevaria, bezil, ukeTesi maT Soris,

rasac odesme Seni yalami Sexebia, _ Tqva lord henrim gulgri-

lad.

_ momaval wels es suraTi aucileblad grouvnerSi unda

gagzavno. akademiaSi ar girCev, radgan akademia, rogorc ici,

metad didia da amave dros mdabioTaTvis xelmisawvdomi. TiTqmis

yovelTvis, roca iq Cavsulvar, imdeni xalxi ireva, rom adamiani

suraTebs ver daaTvalierebs. amaze cudi ra SeiZleba iyos, anda

erTad imdeni suraTia gamofenili, rom SeuZlebelia sazogadoe-

ba SeaTvaliero, rac kidev ufro uaresia. grouvneri ki swored

rom erTaderT Sesafer adgilad mimaCnia.

_ srulebiTac ar vapireb am suraTis sadme gagzavnas, _ up-

asuxa bezilma da Cveulebisamebr Tavi ise ucnaurad gadaxara

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ukan, rogorc oqsfordSi icoda xolme, rac xSirad Rimilsac

ki iwvevda mis megobrebSi.

_ ara, arsadac ar gavgzavni!

lord henrim warbi azida da gamWvirvale, molurjo bolSi,

saocnebo WavliviT bolqv-bolqvad rom amodioda misi opiu-

miT datenili sigaretidan, gakvirvebiT gaapara Tvali bezil

holuordisken.

_ arsad gagzavni? mainc ratom, Cemo kargo? oh, ra ucnau-

ri xalxi xarT es mxatvrebi! amqveynad yvelafers akeTebT, raTa

saxeli moixveWoT da rogorc ki miaRwevT mas, aRarafrad mi-

gaCniaT. Tqveni mxriv es sisulelea. Tu Zalian cudi da autane-

lia is, rom adamiani salaparako sagnad iqceva xolme, is ufro

uaresia, rodesac masze aravin arafers ambobs. es suraTi, bezil,

inglisis axalgazrda mxatvrebze bevrad maRla dagayenebs. mox-

ucebs ki Surs aRuZravs, Tu maT kidev SeswevT saerTod raimes

SegrZnebis unari.

_ vici, damcineb, _ Seesityva bezili, _ magram gulwrfelad

geubnebi, imdeni sakuTari sulieri zraxva da Canafiqri Cavaqsove

masSi, ar SemiZlia sxvis saWvretad vaqcio es suraTi.

lord henri divanze gadawva da gadaixarxara.

_ vicodi, sasacilodac ar geyofoda es ambavi, magram miux-

edavad amisa, es sruli WeSmaritebaa.

_ oh, bezil, maS, esoden bevria masSi Seni sakuTari? patiosan

sityvas gaZlev, gulSi eWvadac arasodes gamivlia, Tu aseTi pati-

vmoyvare iyavi. me ki, marTali mogaxseno, veraviTar msgavsebas ver

vxedav Tqven ors Soris. Sen, Seni vaJuri mkacri saxis nakvTe-

biT da yornisferi TmiT, sruliadac ar hgavxar am RvTaebriv

axalgazrda adoniss. is ise gamoiyureba, TiTqos spilos Zvlisa

da vardis furclebisgan SeuqmniaTo. oh, Cemo Zvirfaso bezil,

is xom narcisia, Sen ki... ra Tqma unda, Tumca inteleqtualuri

saxe gaqvs da sxva... magram silamaze, namdvili silamaze xom iq

mTavrdeba, sadac inteleqti iwyeba. inteleqti TavisTavad anoma-

liis erT-erTi xerxia da yovelnairi saxis harmoniulobas

acamtverebs.

sakmarisia adamiani dajdes da fiqrebs mieces, rom cxviri wau-

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grZeldeba, Subli gaufarTovdeba an kidev sxva ram saSineleba

daemarTeba, rac ueWvelad cvlis misi saxis harmoniulobas. ai,

daakvirdi swavlulT, romelime mecnieruli profesiis warmo-

madgenelT, ra saocrad damaxinjebulni arian isini! gamonakliss

maT Soris eklesiis msaxurni warmoadgenen. isini xom gonebas Za-

las ar atanen, oTxmoci wlis episkoposi imasve qadagebs, rasac

TerTmeti wlisa qadagebda. raRa Tqma unda, sruliad bunebrivia,

rom misi saxe srulyofil silamazes da keTilsaxierebas inar-

Cunebs. Seni idumali axalgazrda megobari, visi saxelic CemTan

jer ar gixsenebia, magram visi portretic agrerigad matyvevebs

da mxiblavs, etyoba, araferze fiqrobs sruliad. albaT, is Tav-

carieli umSvenieresi arsebaa, vinc zamTar-zafxul sul gver-

diT unda gyavdes. zamTrobiT imitom, rom yvavilebis magier misi

WvretiT datkbeT, xolo zafxulobiT zeSTagonebiT gamowveuli

grZnobani rom dagvicxros. ara, bezil cdunebas nu ahyvebi, Sen

arafriT hgavxar mas.

_ ver gamige, hari, _ upasuxa mxatvarma. _ ra Tqma unda, Cven

Soris araviTari msgavseba ar aris. es mec kargad vici. CemTvis,

piriqiT, samwuxaroc ki iqneboda, mas rom vgavde. mxrebs iCe-

Cav? me ki mxolod simarTles mogaxseneb. adamianTa yovelgvar

fizikursa da gonebriv sxvaobas Tan sdevs raRac bediswera.

swored iseTi bediswera, romelic mTeli istoriis ganmavlobaSi

ar scildeba da warmarTavs mefeTa meryev nabijebs. umjobesia

adamiani arafriT gamoirCeodes sxvisgan. bedi amqveynad maxin-

jebsa da Tavcarielebs ufro swyalobT. maT SeuZliaT sruli-

ad mSvidad isxdnen da pirdaRebulni Sescqerodnen amqveyniur

warmodgenas. damarcxebiT gamowveuli umZimesi gansacdelisga-

nac daxsnilni arian. ise cxovroben, rogorc Cven yvelas unda

gvecxovra: Seuwuxeblad, gulgrilad da uSfoTvelad. isini ar-

avis spoben amqveynad da arc Tavad iRupebian sxvisi xeliT. Seni

wodeba da simdidre, hari, Cemi niWi da xelovneba, rac unda umn-

iSvnelo iyos is, dorian greis silamaze _ yovelive amis gamo,

rac RmerTma gviwyaloba, odesme mwared davitanjebiT.

_ dorian grei? es misi saxeli da gvaria? _ ikiTxa lord

henrim da bezil holuordisaken gaeSura.

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_ diax, eg aris, Tumca ar msurda SenTvis gamemxila.

_ mainc, ratom?

_ oh, ar SemiZlia agixsna. Tu vinme Zalian miyvars, mis saxels

aravis vumxel: TiTqos amiT CemTvis uZvirfasesi arsebis raime

nawils maT vuziareb. gulCaTxrobili gavxdi, hari, da yvelasa-

gan farulad raRac saidumloebas vinaxav gulSi. swored amis

gamo ise meCveneba, TiTqos es aris erTaderTi ram, rac Cvens Tan-

amedrove cxovrebas esoden idumalebiT moculsa da agrerigad

gansacvifrebels xdis. ai, warmoidgine, sruliad umniSvnelo

ambavi, ra mimzidvelia, rodesac vinme mas saidumlod inaxavs.

londonidan yovelTvis ise mivemgzavrebi sadme Sors, Cems gza-

savals axloblebsac ar vumxel. Tu gavagebine, ase mgonia, mTel

siamovnebas vkargav. rasakvirvelia, imasac vxvdebi, rom es sule-

luri Cveulebaa, magram adamianis cxovrebaSi sakmaod didi ro-

mantikuloba Semoaqvs. yovelive amas, vfiqrob, udides sisule-

led miTvli, albaT.

_ srulebiTac ara, _ upasuxa lord henrim. _ srulebiTac

ara, Zvirfaso bezil. Sen gaviwydeba, rom me coliani var. qor-

winebis mTeli momxibvlelobac swored isaa, rom is sicrues

gardauvalsa da aucilebels xdis orive mxarisTvis. me ara-

sodes vici, sad aris Cemi coli da arc man icis, ras vakeTeb me.

Tu Cven erTmaneTs vxvdebiT, _ Tumca unda gamogityde, es yov-

elTvis sruliad SemTxveviT da moulodnelad xdeba, ai, magal-

iTad, Tu erTad vsadilobT an hercogs vestumrebiT, _ maSin Cven

erTmaneTs sruliad seriozuli saxiT saocar gamonagon ambebs

vuyvebiT. Cemi coli amas gacilebiT ukeTesad axerxebs, vidre me.

is arasodes grZnobs dabneulobas, Tu TariRebi aeria. me ki, pir-

iqiT, yovelTvis yvelaferi erTmaneTSi mereva. magram Cemi meuR-

lis upiratesoba isaa, rom Tundac Cemi sicrue gamoaSkaravdes,

scenas ar mimarTavs. xandaxan kidec minda ase moiqces, magram is

aseT SemTxvevaSi mxolod ubralod damcinis.

_ oh, hari, rogor mejavreba, rodesac ase cinikurad lapar-

akob Sens pirad ojaxur cxovrebaze, _ Tqva bezil holuord-

ma da im karisken gaemarTa, romelic baRSi gadioda. _ mwams,

rom SesaniSnavi qmari xar, magram uCveulod morcxvob sakuTar

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RirsebaTa gamo. saocari ymawvili xar, hari. arasodes lapara-

kob zneobrivad srulyofili adamianis eniT, magram cuds ki ara-

sodes sCadixar. Seni cinizmi mxolod pozaa.

_ bunebrioba xom namdvili pozaa, da vici, yvelaze ufro

gamaRizianebeli pozac, _ wamoiZaxa lord henrim siciliT da

axalgazrebi baRSi gavidnen. iq, maRali dafnis buCqis CrdilSi

grZel bambukis skamze Camosxdnen. dafnis priala foTlebs mzis

sxivebi elamuneboda. balaxebSi TeTri gvirilebi TrToda.

cota xnis Semdeg lord henrim saaTi amoiRo da daxeda.

_ Cemi wasvlis droa, bezil, _ xmadabla Cailaparaka man. _

magram vidre wavidode, Zalian gTxov, mipasuxo Cems weRandel

SekiTxvaze.

_ romel kiTxvaze? _ gaikvirva mxatvarma da Tan daJinebiT

Caacqerda miwas.

_ Zalian kargad ici, romelzec.

_ ar vici, hari.

_ keTili, ratom ar ginda gamofenaze gagzavno dorian greis

portreti? me simarTle mainteresebs.

_ namdvili mizezi ukve giTxari.

_ ara, ar giTqvams. Sengan mxolod is Sevityve, rom sakuTari

sulieri zraxva bevri Cagiqsovia masSi, magram es xom bavSvobaa

axla.

_ hari, _ warmoTqva bezil holuordma da Tvali TvalSi

gauyara, _ grZnobiT Seqmnili yoveli suraTi xelovanis sul-

ieri Canafiqris anareklia da ara naturisa. is, visac vxatav,

ubralo SemTxveviTobaa. es mxolod mizezia. visac portretze

vumzerT, is ar aris, Semoqmedma rom warmogvidgina. is, raRa

Tqma unda, Tavad mxatvaria. diax, es is aris, vinc ferad tiloze

sakuTar Tavs aaSkaravebs. mizezi, ris gamoc ar vapireb am suraTis

gamofenaze gagzavnas, is gaxlavT, rom vSiSob, me xom Cemi saku-

Tari sulis gamoumJRavnebeli saidumlo Cavaqsove masSi. lord

henrim gadaixarxara.

_ es raRas niSnavs? _ ikiTxa man.

_ ra Tqma unda, axlave mogaxsenebT, _ warmoTqva holuord-

ma, magram saxeze dabneuloba daetyo.

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_ moTmineba aRar myofnis, bezil, _ ganagrZo lord henrim

ise, rom Tvali ar mouSorebia misTvis.

_ oh, maincdamainc saTqmeli bevri araferia, hari, _ Seesi-

tyva mxatvari, _ vSiSob, Znelad mimixvdebi, ufro ki SesaZlebe-

lia, arc daijero.

lord henrim kvlav gaicina; vardisferfurcliani zizila

mowyvita balaxebSi da sinjva dauwyo.

_ darwmunebuli var, gagigeb, _ gamoexmaura is mxatvars, Tan

TvalmouSoreblad Cascqeroda pawawina oqrosfer TeTrfrTian

diskos. _ xolo rac Seexeba darwmunebas, me yvelaferi SemiZlia

virwmuno, gansakuTrebiT im SemTxvevaSi, Tu daujerebelia.

qarma xeebidan ramdenime yvavili moitaca. iasamnis axlad

gaSlili, akinZul varskvlavTa mtevnebiT damZimebuli totebi

nel-nela Seirxa da am uCveulo siCumeSi aqeT-iqiT irweoda.

kedlis axlos kaliam gaaba WriWini, mogrZo da wvrilma Wiafam

yavisferi sifrifana frTebiT cisferi ZafiviT Caiqrola. lord

henris moeCvena, TiTqos bezil holuordis guliscema moesma da

cdilobda gaego, ra mohyveboda yovelive amas.

_ ambavi, ubralod, aseTia, _ cota xnis Semdeg daiwyo mx-

atvarma, _ am ori Tvis win ledi brendonis ojaxSi gaxldiT

did Sekrebaze. mogexsenebaT, Cven, sabralo mxatvrebma dro-

dadro sazogadoebas unda warmovudginoT xolme Tavi, raTa

SevaxsenoT, rom velurebi ara varT. erTxel miTxari, frakiTa

da TeTri halstuxiT, yvelas, warmoidgine, birJis maklersac

ki SeuZlia civilizebuli adamianis reputacias miaRwioso. mas

Semdeg, rac oTaxSi aTi wuTi davyavi da metismeti gemovnebiT

Cacmul lordis qvrivebsa da mosawyen akademikosebs vesaubre-

bodi, uceb, TiTqos Sinaganma gamoucnobma Zalam magrZnobina,

rom viRac miyurebda. naxevrad Semovtrialdi da mxolod maSin

vixile pirvelad dorian grei. Cveni Tvalebi erTmaneTs Sexvda,

vigrZeni, feri mecvleboda, TandaTan vfiTrdebodi. metismetad

saocari da uCveulo SiSis grZnoba dameufla. mivxvdi, im ada-

mianis pirispir aRmovCndi, visi pirovnebac imdenad mxiblavda,

rom Tu nebas davrTavdi, is mTel Cems arsebas, Cems sulsa da Cems

xelovnebas mTlianad STanTqavda. ar mindoda, raime garegan Za-

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las Cems cxovrebaze aseTi gavlena moexdina. TviTonve ici, hari,

bunebiT rogori damoukidebeli adamiani var. me xom yovelTvis

Cemi Tavis baton-patroni viyavi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, mudam aseTi

viyavi, sanam dorian greis Sevxvdebodi, magram ukve aRar vici,

rogor agixsna yovelive, ise momeCvena, TiTqos viRac CamCur-

Culebda, rom me Cemi cxovrebis gadamwyveti wuTis zRvarze vid-

eqi. saocarma grZnobam Semipyro: TiTqos bedma Cem irgvliv camde

aago usazRvro sixaruli da ganuzomeli naRveli. SemeSinda da

movtrialdi, raTa oTaxidan gavsuliyavi. ara, es ar iyo sindisis

karnaxi, ramac maiZula ase movqceuliyavi. ase mgonia, es ufro

simxdale iyo. angariSmiucemlad Sevecade iqaurobisTvis Tavi

dameRwia.

_ sindisi da simxdale urTierTs versad wauvlen. sindisi

simxdalis aRiarebuli saxelwodebaa, es aris da es.

_ yovelive es me ar mjera, hari, da verc damarwmuneb, rom

Tavad gwamdes, yovel SemTxvevaSi, ar vici ra mizeziT, magram

vfiqrob, ufro ampartavnobis gamo, radganac metismetad amayi

var, gamouTqmeli siamovnebis grZnobiT aRsavse, maSinve karisken

gavemarTe. gzas Zlivs mivarRvevdi, iq ki, raRa Tqma unda, ledi

brendons gadaveyare. `imedia, gaqcevas ar apirebT ase adre?~ _

wamoikivla man. kargad mogexseneba, ra saocrad gamyinavi xma aqvs

am qals.

_ diax, namdvili farSavangia, mxolod am frinvelis sil-

amaziT ar daujildoebia gangebis Zalas, _ CaurTo swrafad

lord henrim da grZeli nerviuli TiTebiT nakuwebad aqcia pa-

wawina zizila.

_ Tavi ver avaride. ledi brendonma jer varskvlavTa mflo-

bel, brwyinvale ordenebiT damSvenebul batoniSvilTa winaSe

warmadgina, mere ki Rrmad moxuci, ufrosi Taobis mandilosneb-

is winaSe. isini uSvelebeli diademebiT morTuliyvnen da TuTi-

yuSis niskartiviT kauWa cxvirebi hqondaT. ledi brendoni sau-

barSi yvelasTan uaxloes megobars miwodebda, Tumca mxolod

erTxel mqonda bedniereba Sevxvedrodi, magram, rogorc Canda,

Cemi qebaTa qebis da gandidebis survilma Seipyro da mxolod

es azriRa utrialebda TavSi. rogorc maxsovs, imxanad Cemma

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erT-erTma suraTma didad gaiTqva saxeli sazogadoebaSi, yovel

SemTxvevaSi, groSad Rirebul gazeTebSi am ambavze gauTaveblad

ybedobdnen, rac, mogexseneba, mecxramete saukuneSi ukvdavyofis

erT-erTi utyuari sawindaria.

da ai, uceb, me im axalgazrda kacis winaSe aRmovCndi, vinc Cemi

sulieri samyaro esodeni saocari mRelvarebiT SeaSfoTa. axla

ukve erTmaneTTan ise axlos videqiT, rom urTierTs TiTqmis vex-

ebodiT. Cveni Tvalebi kvlav Sexvdnen erTmaneTs. SesaZloa, Cemi

mxriT es gaufrTxileblobac iyo, magram me vTxove ledi bren-

dons, mis winaSe warvedgine. Tumc, rogorc axla mgonia, Cemi

saqcieli arcTu iseT did ugunurebad CaiTvleba. es ubralod

garduvali ambavi gaxldaT, radgan darwmunebuli var, Cven yo-

velgvari wardgenis gareSec gamovelaparakebodiT erTmaneTs.

dorianmac igive ganmicxada Semdeg. diax, manac maSinve igrZno,

rom Cven swored bedisweris wyalobiT SevxvdiT erTmaneTs.

_ mere ledi brendonma rogor daaxasiaTa es gansacvifre-

blad lamazi axalgazrda kaci? _ ikiTxa lord henrim. _

rogorc vici, mas Cveulebad aqvs, swrafad, ramdenime sityviT

Seafasos misi yoveli stumari. maxsovs, erTxel rogor warmad-

gina viRac mrisxane, ordenebiTa da bafTebiT morTuli moxuci

RaJRaJa jentlmenis winaSe. gzad ki darbazSi, viTom tragikuli

CurCuliT, magram mainc yvelas gasagonad CamCxaoda friad said-

umlo da gansacvifrebel wvrilman ambebs im adamianis piradi

cxovrebidan. gaqceviTRa vuSvele Tavs. ledi brendoni xom saku-

Tar stumrebs swored iseve eqceva, rogorc auqcioneri birJaze

gasayid saqonels. is an mTlianad aSiSvlebs da aaSkaravebs maTi

cxovrebis saidumloebas, an garda imisa, rac gsurT icodeT,

dawvrilebiT giyvebaT yvela umniSvnelo ambavs maTi cxovrebidan.

_ sabralo ledi brendoni! Zalian mkacrad msjelob mis Ses-

axeb, hari, _ uxalisod Cailaparaka holuordma.

_ Cemo Zvirfaso megobaro, rogorc mogexsenebaT, es qali

cdilobda saloni Seeqmna da bolos da bolos restorani gamou-

vida. rogor SemiZlia pativi vce aseT adamians? magram rogorc

unda, ise moiqces, umjobesia miambo, rogor dagixasiaTa dorian

grei?

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_ oh, mgoni, ase ambobda: Tvalwarmtaci biWiao, magis sabralo

deda da me ganuyreli megobrebi viyaviTo, Tumca ar maxsovs, ra

saqmianobas eweva doriani amJamad, mgoni, arafers ar unda akeT-

ebdeso. oh, ara, ar vici, fortepianoze Tu violinoze ukravs

mgonio, _ Tan dorians hkiTxa: _ ara, Zvirfaso dorian? _ war-

moidgine, hari, Cven sicili veRar SevikaveT da aman ki maSinve

dagvamegobra.

_ megobrobisTvis sicili arcTu cudi dasawyisia da gac-

ilebiT umjobesia, Tu amiTve Tavdeba, _ warmoTqva axalgazrda

lordma da meore zizila mowyvita.

holuordma Tavi gadaaqnia.

_ Sen ar gesmis, ras niSnavs namdvili megobroba, hari, _

TiTqmis CurCuliT warmoTqva man, _ an ras niSnavs mtroba aseT

SemTxvevaSi. Sen yvela giyvars. es ki imas niSnavs, rom yvelas mi-

marT metismetad gulgrili xar.

_ oh, ra autaneli usamarTlobaa, bezil! _ wamoiZaxa lord

henrim, qudi ukan gadaiwia da patar-patara Rrublis qulebs

axeda, romlebic TeTri, brWyviala obobas qseliviT erTmaneTSi

daxlarTuli firuzisferi zafxulis cis siRrmeSi micuravdnen.

_ diax, marTlac rom autaneli usamarTlobaa Seni aseTi

msjeloba. me metad gansxvavebulad veqcevi adamianebs: axlo meg-

obrebad mxolod imaT vTvli, romelTac SesaniSnavi garegnoba

aqvT, nacnobebs maTi kargi xasiaTisaTvis vuaxlovdebi, xolo

mtrebSi maTi gonebis Zala mizidavs. adamianma yvelaze frTxi-

lad mtrebi unda SearCios. Cems mtrebs Soris erTic ar moiZe-

bneba gonebaClungi. isini yvelani saRad moazrovne adamianebi

arian da amitomac mafaseben. gana es didi pativmoyvareobaa Cemi

mxridan? Tumca advili SesaZlebelia, asec iyos.

_ diax, mec ase vfiqrob, hari, magram adamianTa Seneburi day-

ofis wesiT, me uTuod Sens ubralo nacnobad Tu CaviTvlebi.

_ Cemo Zvirfaso bezil, Sen, ra Tqma unda, gacilebiT meti

xar, vidre nacnobi.

_ da bevriT ufro naklebi, vidre megobari? vfiqrob, ufro

Zma, ara?

_ oh, ara! Cemi Zmebis mimarT maincdamainc did gulTbilobas

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ver viCen. Cemi ufrosi Zma sikvdils ar apirebs, umcrosebi ki

amis mets verafers axerxeben.

_ hari! _ wamoiZaxa warbSekrulma holuordma.

_ Cemo Zvirfaso megobaro, me xom amas mTeli seriozulobiT

ar vambob, magram unda gamogityde, Cemi axloblebis siZulvils

mainc ver vfarav. es, albaT, imitom xdeba, rom Cven saerTod ver

vitanT adamianebs, romelTac igive nakli gaaCniaT, rac Cven Tavad

gvaqvs. mTeli Cemi arsebiT TanavugrZnob inglisis demokratiis

gaafTrebul siZulvils yovelive imis winaaRmdeg, rasac isini

umaRlesi klasebis mankierebas uwodeben. mdabioni grZnoben,

rom loToba, sisulele da uzneoba amqveynad maT sakuTar xve-

drad qceula da Tu romelime Cvengani amave sisaZaglis msxverp-

lad aurCevia cxovrebas, swored es matebs Zalas maT uflebebs.

rodesac sacodavi sauTuorki ganqorwinebisTvis sasamarTlos

winaSe wardga, xalxis guliswyroma marTlac didebuli iyo, ma-

gram mainc ar SemiZlia virwmuno, rom proletariatis aTi pro-

centi zneobrivad wminda da wesieri cxovrebiT cxovrobs.

_ am saubridan Sens erT sityvasac ver daveTanxmebi, hari!

ufro metsac getyvi, darwmunebuli var, es yovelive TviTonac

ar gjera.

lord henrim mowablisfro wverze gadaisva xeli da laqis

fexsacmlis cxvirs foCiani abanozis joxiT msubuqad Seexo.

_ ra WeSmariti ingliseli xar, bezil! ai, ukve meored

gamogaqvs aseTi daskvna. Tu vinme gabedavs da namdvili inglise-

lis winaSe raime azrs wamoayenebs, _ es ki yovelTvis didi

windauxedaobaa, _ mas azradac ar mouva gaarkvios, es azri swo-

ria Tu mcdari, mxolod is miaCnia mniSvnelovnad, TviTon mTqme-

li darwmunebulia Tu ara, rom marTals ambobs. ideas saerTo

ara aqvs ra im adamianis WeSmarit mrwamssa da gulwrfelobasTan,

visganac is momdinareobs; rac ufro nakleb gulwrfelia adami-

ani da naklebad swams idea, miT ufro Rirseulia es idea, radgan

igi pirovnebis survils saWiroebs da crurwmenas ar gamox-

atavs. TumcaRa amJamad ganzraxuli ara maqvs vimsjelo SenTan

politikis, sociologiis Tu metafizikis sakiTxebze. pirovneba

ufro metad mainteresebs, vidre misi principebi. amqveynad

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yvelaze metad uprincipo adamianebs vetrfi. miambe kidev rame

mister dorian greis Sesaxeb. xSirad xvdebi?

_ yoveldRe. albaT, bednierad arc CavTvlidi Tavs, yoveldRe

rom ar vxvdebode. vfiqrob, Cemi arsebobisTvis is haeriviT au-

cilebelia.

_ ra saocrebaa! me ki, marTali giTxra, megona, araferi gain-

teresebda sakuTari xelovnebis garda.

_ diax, is mTel Cems xelovnebad iqca axla. _ warmoTqva mx-

atvarma seriozulad. _ xandaxan vfiqrob, hari, rom msoflios

istoria or ZiriTad xanadaa gayofili. pirveli xana gamosaxvis

ucnob saSualebaTa dauflebaa xelovnebaSi, meore ki _ axali

saxis gamovlena. is, radac zeTis saRebavebis gamogoneba iqca

venecielebisaTvis ferweraSi, xolo mogvianebiT antinoes saxe

berZenTaTvis qandakebaSi, albaT sul mokle xanSi dorian greis

saxec igive iqneba CemTvis. mas martooden ki ar vxatav an vqmni

suraTsa Tu eskizs, Tumc ra dagimalo, amasac vakeTeb, ra Tqma

unda. is CemTvis gacilebiT metia, vidre modeli da menature.

ar SemiZlia vTqva, rom ukmayofilo var Cemi namuSevrisa, verc

imas vityvi, TiTqos aseTi silamazis asaxva xelovnebaSi SeuZle-

beli iyos. mgoni, araferia iseTi, ris asaxvasac xelovneba ver

SeZlebs. isic kargad vici, rom mis gacnobamde romeli suraTis

Seqmnazedac vmuSaobdi, marTlac SesaniSnavia da Cems namuSevar-

Ta Soris Sedevrad iTvleba. mas Semdeg, rac is gavicani, yove-

live raRac ucnauri gziT warimarTa. ar vici, rogor agixsna,

an gamigeb ki?.. misma pirovnebam sruliad axali gza da stili

SemomTavaza xelovnebaSi. axla sagnebs sul sxva TvaliT vWvret.

winandelTan SedarebiT yovelives gansxvavebulad aRviqvam. Semi-

Zlia cxovreba iseTi gzebiT ganvaaxlo da aRvadgino, rac aqamde

idumalebiT iyo moculi CemTvis xelovnebaSi. `ocneba formaze

im dReTa srbolaSi, odes mefobda azri~, netav vin ambobs amas?

ra Tqma unda, damaviwyda, magram, ai, aseT ocnebad iqca CemTvis

dorian grei. netav icode, ras niSnavs amjerad sruliad ususu-

ri Wabukis mxolod xilva da mis gverdiT yofna. Tumca doriani

oc wels gadascilda, me is jer kidev ususurad meCveneba. oh, ar

vici, SegiZlia Tu ara warmoidgino, ras niSnavs yovelive es? Cem-

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da Seugneblad is mamcnobs da sazRvravs sruliad axali skolis

jer kidev idumal gzebs. vfiqrob, im skolisas, romelic ro-

mantizmis mravalferovnebas da elinizmis srulyofilebas Sei-

Tavsebs. sulisa da sxeulis harmonia. oh, raoden didebulia es

yovelive! Cven, adamianebma, Cveni ugunurebiT erTurTs davaSoreT

es ori da gamovigoneT vulgaruli realizmi da uSinaarso, ara-

fris maqnisi idealizmi. oh, hari, netav icode, ras warmoadgens

dorian grei CemTvis! gaxsovs, is peizaJi, romelSic egnium raR-

ac uzomo Tanxa SemomTavaza da me ki ver Sevelie mas? es xom erTi

im saukeTeso suraTTagania, romelic ki odesme Cems xels Seuqm-

nia. da aman ganapiroba yovelive es? mxolod iman, rom dor iani

Cem gverdiT ijda, rodesac am suraTs vqmnidi, raRac idum ali

gavlena momdinareobda misgan da Tavs mexveoda. am sruliad Cveu-

lebriv peizaJSi Cems sicocxleSi pirvelad SevniSne is saswau l-

ebrivi Zala, romelsac yovelTvis veZiebdi da verasodes mimegno.

_ bezil, gansacvifrebeli ambavia, dorian grei unda vnaxo!

holuordi wamodga da baRSi bolTis cemas mohyva. ramdenime

wamis Semdeg ki isev ukan mobrunda.

_ hari, _ daiwyo man, _ dorian grei ubralod motivia

CemTvis xelovnebaSi. Sen SeiZleba masSi veraferi SeniSno, me ki

yovelTvis vamCnev, Tundac muSaobis dros Cem gverdiT ar iyos,

sul erTia, misi gavlena mainc yvelgan da yvela suraTSi igrZnoba.

rogorc ukve giTxari, is weris axal saSualebas STamagonebs.

mas ara marto ufaqizes ferTa brwyinvalebaSi vWvret, xSirad

zogierT mrud xazTa Sorisac aRmovaCen xolme. es aris da es.

_ maSin gamotydi, ratom ar gsurs gamofenaze gagzavno misi

portreti? _ ikiTxa lord henrim.

_ imitom, rom Cemda uneburad am suraTSi mxatvris is gan-

sacvifrebeli siyvaruli da Tayvaniscema Cavaqsove, romelic,

ra Tqma unda, misTvis arasodes gamimxelia. dorianma amis Ses-

axeb araferi icis da verc verasodes gaigebs, magram amqveynad

mravali sxva Tvali Seicnobs mas da me Cems sakuTar suls maT

axlomxedvel TvalTa winaSe ver gavaSiSvleb. nebas ar davrTav,

Cemi guli mikroskopis qveS sinjon. oh! raoden didia masSi Cemi

sulieri STanafiqri, hari, raoden didi!

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_ poetebi ase moridebulni ar arian, bezil, rogorc Sen

Canxar am SemTxvevaSi, maT ician, raoden xelsayrelia mgznebare

siyvarulis Tema. Cvens droSi damsxvreul gulTa Sesaxeb Seqm-

nili nawarmoebi mraval gamocemas uZlebs.

_ aseTi poetebi mZuls! _ wamoiZaxa holuordma. _ mxatvar-

ma xelovnebis ubrwyinvalesi Zegli ise unda Seqmnas, rom masSi

Tavisi piradi cxovrebidan araferi Seitanos. Cven iseT epoqaSi

vcxovrobT, rodesac adamianebi xelovnebis nimuSebs ise epyro-

bian, TiTqos es qmnilebani avtobiografiis raRac saxeobas war-

moadgendnen. mSvenierebis ganyenebulad aRqmis unari davkargeT.

odesme me SevZleb vuCveno qveynierebas, ras niSnavs misi ganyenebu-

lad aRqma. amitomac verasodes ixilavs Cem mier Seqmnil dorian

greis portrets qveyniereba.

_ vfiqrob, es didi Secdomaa, bezil, magram kamaTs ar dag-

iwyeb. kamaTi gonebagamofitul adamianTa saqmianobaa saerTod.

miTxari, dorian greis Zalian uyvarxar?

mxatvari wamiT Cafiqrda.

_ diax, ase mgonia, _ Cailaparaka man ramdenime wuTis dumi-

lis Semdeg. _ vfiqrob, vuyvarvar. albaT imitom, rom mec mis

winaSe saSinlad vpirmoTneob. saocar siames ganvicdi, rodesac

masTan saubarSi iseT sakiTxebs vexebi, risi gamomJRavnebisTvis,

vici, mwared vinaneb. TviTonac metad Tbilad mepyroba. xSirad

orive vsxedvarT saxelosnoSi da mTel dReebs uamrav sxvadasx-

va sakiTxze saubarSi vatarebT. aris wuTebi, rodesac sruliad

grZnobadaclil adamianad meCveneba da, warmoidgine, ase mgo-

nia, did siamovnebasac ki ganicdis, rodesac raime tkivils may-

enebs. maSin vgrZnob, hari, rom Cemi suli mTlianad iseT adamians

mivande, vinc mas mxolod da mxolod ise epyroba, TiTqos pawawi-

na uZvirfasesi samkauli iyos, pativmoyvareobis dasacxromad

Seqmnili an Ril-kiloSi Casamagrebeli ubralo yvavili, erTi

mSvenieri zafxulis dRis dasamSveneblad aRmocenebuli.

_ zafxulSi dReebi metad grZelia, bezil, _ TiTqmis Cur-

CuliT warmoTqva lord henrim. _ SesaZloa, Sen ufro male

dagqancos man da yovelive mogbezrdes, vidre Tavad dorians.

friad samwuxaroa, ra Tqma unda, magram ueWvelia, genialoba

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mSvenierebaze dRegrZelia mudam. swored amitom ase did wamebas

vayenebT sakuTar Tavs, raTa rogorme ganviviTaroT goneba. ar-

sebobisaTvis gaafTrebul velur WidilSi Cveni survilia xan-

grZlivad SevinarCunoT raime, amis gamo gonebas gamudmebiT vten-

iT raRac cxovrebiseuli faqtebiT, abdaubdiT da sulelurad

vimedovnebT SevinarCunoT Cveni adgili amqveynad. friad ganswav-

luli da saqmis mcodne adamiani _ ai, Tanamedroveobis ideali.

magram am friad ganswavluli kacis goneba raRac saSinel qaoss

warmoadgens. is mtvriani ZvelmanebiT savse antikvarul maRazias

hgavs, sadac yvelaferi namdvil RirebulebasTan SedarebiT gac-

ilebiT Zvirad fasobs. vfiqrob, Sen pirvels mogbezrdeba es

ambavi, bezil, ai, naxav, odesme iseTi TvaliT Sexedav Sens mego-

bars, rom misi silamaze harmoniulad aRar warmogidgeba. aRar

mogewoneba misi kanis feri an sxva ram. gulSi mwared gakicxav

bevrjer da sruliad seriozulad imasac ki ifiqreb, rom Zalian

cudad mogeqca. Sexvedrisas ukve sruliad civi da gulgrili

iqnebi, es ki Zalze samwuxaroa, radganac igi mTlianad Segcvlis

Sen. rac axla miambe, es xom namdvili romantikaa, Tu SeiZleba

vuwodoT mas xelovnebis roma ntika, da ra saxis romantikac

unda gaaCndes kacs, am grZnobis mTeli ubedureba is aris, rom

adamians araromantikul qmnilebad aqcevs.

_ hari, nu msjelob ase, mTeli Cemi cxovreba dorian greis

Tayvanismcemeli viqnebi. Sen iseTi cvalebadi bunebis adamiani

xar, rom verasodes igrZnob imas, rasac me vgrZnob axla.

_ oh, Cemo Zvirfaso bezil, albaT, amitomac Semwevs unari,

ukeTesad SevigrZno Seni guliscema. siyvarulisadmi Tavdadebu-

lTa xvedri am grZnobis gacveTili arsia. siyvarulis tragedias

mxolod isini eziarebian, romelTac veragobis unari SeswevT.

lord henrim vercxlis ulamazesi asanTis kolofi amoiRo,

sigarets cecxli moukida da ise kmayofilebiTa da dajerebiT

gaabola, TiTqos mTeli qveynierebis saWirboroto sakiTxebs am

erT frazaSi mouyarao Tavi.

sandaloziviT priala mwvane faTalos foTlebidan moJRurt-

ule beRurebis frTxiali moismoda. aqa-iq balaxebSi mocisfro

Rrublis Crdilebi mercxlebiviT misdevdnen erTmaneTs. oh, ra

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